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#they’re holding hands bc they’re in a fight and it’s one of their signature moves from the old days but still
assiraphales · 1 year
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tinyyoungblood · 3 years
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ugliest, strangest, and most magnificent | p.parker
➭ headcanon
summary: the avengers and their handwriting
pairing: peter parker x avenger!reader
warnings: language, mention of suicide letter, pure chaos and crack
a/n: none of these are canon, i’m just having too much fun. but i promise i’m still working on a proper fic lol enjoy x
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right off the bat, peter’s handwriting is awful. let’s not kid ourselves, that boy is a genius and could not care less about how his notes look like. it’s like he has taken on a very personal quest to compete with every doctor in the country to see who can be the most incoherent. it’s scary
it’s so bad that no one even asks peter for his class notes anymore because, well, for one thing, that boy barely attends classes, and for another, trying to make out what it says will blind you and permeate your eyelids
it is worse than staring death in the face (source: “still horrified and sad” loki)
y/n is probably the only person who can read peter’s medical shorthand. she has absolutely zero (0) problems reading it and the avengers are BAFFLED
she can pick up peter’s notebooks and read them aloud like they’re typed in double spaced 12 pt. times new roman
no she will not explain how or why
this one time, peter helped morgan make really ~extravagant~ christmas cards with glitter and fake snow (it was GREAT) but since she’s like 4 and can’t write, he wrote sweet little words inside the cards for her and then gave it to tony and steve
tony, with tears in his eyes: “this is beautiful, thank you. i’ve never seen anything more beautiful”
steve, whispering: “your eyes are burning too, right?” “i can’t even tell if it’s nonsensical symbols or witchcraft???”
tony’s handwriting is surprisingly neat? like, actually…quite nice
no one really knows why, but he has this thing where the letters just have to be the same size, on a straight line, and tilting at the same angle otherwise he will have a nervous breakdown and fight you in the nearest parking lot (as you do when being confronted with any inconvenience as a grown adult and avenger)
but because that is too stressful, tony barely writes down anything. ever. he just tells F.R.I.D.A.Y. to set a reminder and calls it a day. last time he picked up a pen was in 2009 and that was just because he couldn’t reach an itching spot on his back
the one time he does write something down though, hell breaks loose
“wait is tony holding a pen?” “tony are you writing? am i seeing things? are you ok—are you dying?? let me get the others DON’T MOVE” *distant crashing sound* “gUYS—”
two seconds later, everyone is huddled around tony, straining their necks, and trying to get a glimpse at his little piece of paper
“what do you think it is? a love letter?” “maybe a heartfelt complaint” “probably a plan for world domination” “he’s got those on flash drives, it’s a suicide note” “it’s a grocery list. fuck you guys”
thor has the handwriting of a little child
it’s precious. it makes all his letters and postcards from Out Of Space™️ look like they were written using the comic sans font. he also adds an excessive amount of stardust. it’s wonderful
steve’s handwriting is your typical average jo. he’s an ~artist~ and he is american so he mainly writes in capital letters because he thinks it’s Patriotic and Aesthetically Pleasing
he’s also the only one who will pick up the newspaper in the morning, but it’s mainly because of the crossword puzzles because!! boy oh boy!! he LOVES them!!
he thinks they are SPLENDID and MIND STIMULATING and even though he does have the brains for it, sometimes there are gaps that he just can’t fill, so he writes down anything in fat capital block letters and casually thrusts it in other people’s faces
then he runs off so no one can see his actual answers like cardi b being a jeopardy star
bucky barnes has the handwriting of a founding father
the others find out about this because y/n had asked him to write down a recipe for her since she had broken her arm, so he did, but she just never had the chance to look at it
until one day, y/n whips out that recipe out in the kitchen and peter is standing behind her
“is that……the constitution??”
it’s not, but bucky really got into calligraphy when he was in wakanda. at first, he only did it for fun during his free time with the goats
but now he feels confident in his cursive and doesn’t see why he shouldn’t use it daily
and the more bucky practices, the more he ~dresses up~ his letters
so what starts out as readable-to-the-average-person cursive turns into what looks like 9 loops and random swirls of hell
he LOVES it
and the avengers can tell that he loves it so they keep making up excuses for him to write out stuff for them just to see the little glint in his eyes
“bucky, can you sign this for me?” “why?” “no reason” “peter, i’m not your legal guardian? aunt may has to sign this” “just write down her name” “what??” “i can see you want to. just do it” *proceeds to happily forge signature*
it doesn’t even matter that everyone kinda struggles to read bucky’s pretentious cursive. it’s beautiful. and if you squint really hard, you’ll get the gist
“y/n, bucky left me a sticky note that just says punk. do you know why?” “does it matter? it looks like a prop from a period drama. frame it”
the only person who’s not impressed by bucky’s handwriting is tony alias mr. practical
tony needs everyone to fill out some forms and while handing them out, he looks bucky directly in the eyes to say “and make sure us peasants can read it”
but one day, when tony’s sick and stuck in his room, peter and y/n have the idea to make a little card for tony to wish him a speedy recovery and everyone has to sign it and write a little message
so that’s how tony ends up with the ugliest, strangest, and most magnificent card the world has ever seen. ~handmade~ by the avengers
there’s stardust, and glitter, and neon paint, and a clash of 20 very distinctive and one-of-a-kind handwritings
tony tries to brush it off, but to this day it may or may not still be on his night stand at all times so he can look at it every night before going to bed <3
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am i going to make a series out of this even tho no one asked for it? yes. yes, i am. i hope you guys like reading them just as much as i like writing them bc i’m not going to stop lol thanks for reading! stay hydrated <3
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This is so random and idk why I was thinking about it but... Hawkmetri hand kiss. Like maybe when everyone goes to prom together, they all start pairing off, and since Yasmine is out of the picture at this point, Demetri looks at Hawk and takes his hand & 'jokingly' is like "I guess it's just you and me" and then BOOM hand kiss. Or it could also happen during the prom photos they're all taking beforehand (bc I'm imagining this as Miyagi-Fang going to prom in a massive group) or maybe on the way into the building?? Idk I'm just a sucker for hand kisses and I would like to hear your thoughts
“Since Yasmine is out of the picture at that point” HA yeah, I like how we all seem to agree in the Binary Boyfriends fandom that there’s no way in hell those two would last XD
I can absolutely see Demetri especially giving Hawk hand kisses and Hawk’s entire face just goes REDDER THAN A GODDAMN LOBSTER and he starts stuttering and grumbling and being like “sTOP IT DEMETRI we have a REPUTATION to uphold” and Demetri, shit-eating smirk on his face as always, is like “Ah, but we ARE upholding it--by being the classiest ones here! No one is more suave than us, my dear Hawk” (going along with my headcanon that Demetri calls Eli “Hawk” when he’s roasting/teasing/flirting with him) and then he gives Hawk another little hand kiss and Hawk is just like “JXJNBIUBSDOVOYVSDYV”
Bonus points if this happens after Demetri and Yasmine have a big fight--like maybe they go to prom together, but Yasmine bitches about Hawk hanging out with them (because Hawk doesn’t have a date, and of COURSE Demetri invites him to third wheel because he wants his best friend around literally as much as possible since he got him back). After all, Yasmine’s reputation is already in shambles, and the LAST thing she needs is to be seen with the bed-wetting lip scar mohawk kid. And Demetri is like “Hey, that’s my best friend you’re talking about, and if you don’t like him being here, you can take a fucking hike” and Yasmine takes her corsage and just THROWS it in Demetri’s face like “Well, I hope you like going back to being a fucking freak who’s going to die alone, because you don’t have a prom date anymore!” and storms off. There’s a bit of an awkward silence for a while, and then Demetri turns to Hawk like “Well...I guess you have to be my prom date now, to save me the terrible embarrassment of having to go stag for the rest of the night after being dumped. Shall we?” And he just grabs Hawk’s hand and kisses it and starts leading Hawk toward the dance floor and Hawk fucking SHORT-CIRCUITS more than the crusty old computer lab desktop they worked with at coding camp.
Cue Demetri spending the rest of the night leading Hawk around by the hand and lifting his fingers up and kissing his knuckles and OBVIOUSLY it’s totally a joke, just “acting gay For the Memes” and to amuse all of their friends, OBVIOUSLY they’re not actually prom dates now--just Joke Prom Dates. And Hawk feels weird, because his stomach is all woozy and why the fuck should it be, if this whole thing is just an Elaborate Comedy Routine of sorts meant to make the school hoot and holler about the “gay karate couple”??? And then some slow song comes on, and Demetri’s like “Come now, Hawk, my avian love, let us dance to it!” You know, For the Lulz. Obviously. And Demetri pulls him out on the dance floor and the next minute he’s putting his goddamn bony, gangly hands all over Hawk trying to find where you’re supposed to hold someone during a waltz (like either of these boys know absolutely jack shit about traditional ballroom dancing) and goddamn it, if Hawk’s heart isn’t about to beat out of his chest at being this close to Demetri, at seeing green eyes inches away just glinting with smug amusement, like they so often do, at feeling his skin heat up a little every place Demetri’s long fingers brush up against his suit, at swaying in sync with Demetri in time to cheesy music. And Demetri’s humming along and insists on spinning Hawk a few times (which Hawk ABSOLUTELY does not enjoy, he will HAVE YOU KNOW), and at the song’s last Loud Triumphant Chorus, Demetri just suddenly full-on dips Hawk (when the hell did he get strong enough to do that??? Hawk wonders) and kisses him on the mouth. Once he processes what’s happening, Hawk shoves Demetri off because okay, that’s taking it WAY too far and he just GLARES at him and hisses “Okay, knock it off, asshole! I KNOW you’re just doing this shit for show.” And Demetri pauses for a minute, his entire expression just wilting, before he frowns and says “This was never for show, Eli. I just...I just figured you’d never want to do any of that kind of thing with me if it wasn’t just...just some joke. And I guess I indulged in it a little bit because I’m selfish, and I got caught up in the fantasy that we could...actually be something. But I know you don’t want that, and I should have respected that. I’m sorry.” And Hawk is just lost for words, because...Demetri was actually serious about all this??? And thought he was the one who wasn’t??? And how is Demetri so stupid that he doesn’t realize Hawk’s not pissed because Demetri’s getting too into acting gay--he’s pissed because it fucking hurts for Demetri to act like the concept of them ever being together is just some laughable joke???And--wait, why does that bother him so much?!
And then Hawk Moskowitz does his signature move--Flipping the Script like a total badass, and throwing caution to the wind. He sighs and grabs Demetri, muttering “you fucking MORON” before leaning up and kissing him hard (and he HAS to lean up, because fucking hell, Demetri is a goddamn snarky giraffe of a human). Pretty much the entire dance floor snickers and chortles but Demetri and Hawk just. Don’t. Care.
Meanwhile Yasmine roams the prom, finding the least-ugly guys going stag and hitting on them because it turns out being dateless isn’t nearly as fun and freeing as she thought, even if she ditched Demetri to Make a Statement. But alas, no one is interested in having Front Wedgie as a hot date.
Cue Aisha showing up out of absolutely nowhere, crashing the prom just long enough to give Yasmine another wedgie in front of the entire dance floor and then vanishing from the show again. Everyone begins to call Yasmine Double Wedgie. People are still calling her this at their high school reunion, 30 years later. Yasmine is not pleased.
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I absolutely love freewood with mute! Ryan and bcs this is me, how about throwing some angst into it? Like Ryan and Gav went undercover and things goes just as planned UNTIL Gav mis-steps and their disguise was blown. One of the bad guys get to Gav when they were seperated and Gav didnt realise the bad guy but Ryan did and he tried to warn gav but oh god he cant talk and gav too far away to notice him and the bad guys aiming his gun at Gav and Ryan sprinting to save him but the gun when off...
Yesss I love this so much omg! I decided to write a little something for it quick, sorry it took a while aha
‘All clear?’ Ryan signs to him once they’ve creeped up along the walls of the complex to the entry door, waiting while Gavin checks the security cameras from his phone.
‘Yep, the loop’s started now, so we have a few minutes before the next guard makes his round, but it shouldn’t take much longer than a minute to transfer the files. Let’s go.’ Gavin signs back, grinning and giving him a thumbs up before reaching into his back pocket and pulling out the keycard he’d swiped from the guard at the gate and pressing it against the scanner.
Green light. Go.
They move quickly, quietly, the layout of the entire underground complex committed to both of their memories by this point. The server room they need to get to is down a set of stairs, through another locked door and then on the left.
It’s so easy it’s like they’re begging to have all their information stolen.
Bank details, safe house locations, weapons stache, upcoming deals, heist plans, active jobs, all invaluable information that the FAHC could definitely use. All conveniently held in the one server room in an underground complex that, sure, has plenty of armed guards and locked doors that you need a keycard to get through, but beyond that has almost no security.
It’s so easy that Ryan starts to think that maybe they are begging to have their information stolen, especially as they get further in and still come across no guards.
Of course, that had been part of the plan, only one guard making the rounds of this particular wing, and no foreseeable reason as to why any other guards would be down in this area. But it makes him nervous.
What kind of crew leaves their server room so unprotected? What kind of crew would even put all of their information on the one server that could so easily be broken into? What kind of crew—especially one this big—would leave just one guard standing watch at the only way into their secret underground complex?
He slows down only for a moment as his creeping suspicion becomes genuine concern and anxiety, head swivelling around as he tries to spot anything amiss around them.
In the time he takes to look around, Gavin’s gone ahead of him, unaware that Ryan’s stopped as he continues toward the door. He notices too late that Gavin’s going to open it, that he hasn’t come to the same realisation as Ryan and he’s going to open that door and get shot-
‘Gavin, wait!’ He signs frantically, trying to wave his arms in the hope that the blur of motion might catch in the corner of Gavin’s eye and he might turn to look.
In the moment he wishes desperately for his voice back. He hasn’t had it since he was a child, mouth probably doesn’t even remember how to form words anymore, but-
But if he could just yell, just get Gavin’s attention so he can save his damn life because he’s too far to run and stop him before he’ll open the door and his brain is running on too much adrenaline to remember that he could clap his hands, could hit the glass window next to him or-
Gavin presses the key card against the lock. Green light. Go.
He’s shot before he can even get the door fully open, body tumbling backwards like a doll being tossed onto the floor. Luckily, the door closes with him and Ryan’s bolting to catch up to him, picking him up bridal style and holding him tight against his chest as he turns heal and sprints in the other direction.
They knew.
They fucking knew.
Deciding the fact that their crew having a fucking mole is something he’ll be pissed about later, he instead focuses all his energy on slowing his brain down enough that he can remember the layout like before, remember what hallways go where so he can find an alternate exit because he knows that this crew isn’t stupid enough to leave the way they came in clear. There’s probably a dozen guards already waiting.
He can’t even let the rest of the crew know what’s going on; he doesn’t have a comm (for obvious reasons) and Gavin’s got lost somewhere in the chaos. They’re completely alone, no way to ask for help now.
Gavin’s practically limp against him, barely clutching onto him with trembling fingers as his eyes look around blankly like a drunk person’s. He’s gulping air like a fish out of water, rasping and coughing, blood dribbling out of his gaping mouth and rolling down his neck.
It’s not a pretty sight.
Ryan’s seen worse in all his years, sure, but nothing could compare to seeing Gavin with a bullet in both his shoulder and his gut.
They’re lucky he only got tagged twice, fuck.
It could have been so much worse. It could have been so much worse, but it also could have been avoided completely, if he had have just been able to warn him-
“Ryan,” Gavin rasps out, his eyes starting to focus more as the shock wears off a little, “Ryan, go through that door on the right.”
He follows without thinking (though perhaps he should have taken a moment to think twice about it considering the fact that Gavin looks ready to pass out), the door opening up to what looks like a break room. It’s small, with a tiny kitchen stuffed into the corner and a few shitty little tables scattered about.
It’s a dead end, they’re trapped.
He purses his lips and glares down at Gavin accusingly since he can’t really use his hands now, though he’s not sure if that even comes across through his skull mask.
“Yeah, yeah, you’re thinking I’m an idiot now, aren’t you?” Gavin laughs weakly, reaching up with a bloodied hand to give the side of his mask a couple of patronising taps, “but even when I’m shot I’m bloody brilliant; I might’ve just saved your life.”
Ryan looks down at him questioningly, then turns his gaze to the room. There really is nothing special in here; a fridge, a sink, some countertops with a microwave sitting on top, a few cabinets and a vending machine—nothing they can use!
He’s about to drop him on the ground out of pure spite when Gavin rolls his eyes, grabs his chin through the mask and tilts it upwards.
There, up on the wall right above the fridge, is an air vent.
He looks down at Gavin incredulously like he’s the biggest moron alive, deciding to set him down in one of the chairs so he can actually talk.
‘Are you an idiot? This isn’t like in the movies, Gav! There’s no way we’ll fit in there!’
“Relax,” Gavin says, holding onto his side as he slumps down in the chair, “don’t you remember what I said? This is an old building, industrial. Used to be a factory decades ago and they’re still in the middle of renovating. That means the vents are bigger, they needed them to be to pump out all the fumes right? Might be tight but you can do it.”
Ryan looks over at the vent. It is quite big, but big enough to fit a person? Let alone someone as big and bulky as he is? No.
He loves Gavin dearly, but he really does want to strangle the lights out of him right now for being this stupid.
“So you go, I’ll hold them off as long as I can, it’ll be impossible to take me with you in there-” Ryan cuts Gavin off as he’s pulling his pistol from his boot, grabbing his wrist and kneeling so Gavin is looking at his eyes through the mask.
‘I won’t fit. Won’t leave you either. We’re just going to have to fight our way out. Might be harder now since we’re stuck in here and they’re probably already surrounding us-’ Ryan signs, pausing as they hear sets of boots running past the door, ‘but I trust you to cover me. We’ll get out of this.’
“Ryan, just go! I’m already shot, I’m just dead weight to you now so stop being a prick and just-”
Ryan huffs, stomping over to the fridge, climbing up onto the countertop and reaching up to yank the cover from the vent. He tries to crawl in just a little, pushing against the fridge and trying to shove his shoulders through the gap, but no use. Like he’d thought, it’s way too small.
‘See?’ He signs as he climbs back down, returning to Gavin.
“Oh,” he says softly, “I really thought it’d be big enough… And this vent leads right outside near the gate, too! It would have been perfect. God, I’m so sorry Ryan, I’m such an idiot. I didn’t save you, I’ve doomed us both!”
Ryan sighs and kneels back down in front of Gavin, cupping a hand to his cheek for a moment. When he pulls it back, it leaves a trail of Gavin’s own blood on his face.
‘It’s alright, maybe those guys we heard run by earlier came from the entry. We might be able to double back and go out the way we came, now. Or we’ll just have to fight our way out. Either way, I’ll make sure we get back home.’
Gavin takes a moment, then nods shakily, resting his gun against his thigh as Ryan hooks his arm underneath his knees and picks him up bridal style again.
They open the door quietly, Ryan peeking his head and looking around down the hallway for any guards before deciding it’s clear and pushing ahead.
They hadn’t made it very far into the building, the set of stairs they came down only a few hundred yards away and their path seemingly clear for now as Ryan jogs in a beeline for the stairs.
“Here!” He hears a guy yell from the hallway next to them, any further yelling silenced with a shot from Gavin’s pistol. All it takes is that one yell, that one shot for everyone to know where they are. Ryan’s booking it as fast as he can, now, just hoping that Gavin can manage to still shoot with his signature golden gun shaking in his hands.
His eyes are starting to droop, now.
Pushing through the burn in his legs and his lungs, Ryan makes his way to the stairs, climbing up them two at a time as Gavin starts to slump more and more in his arms, the gun in his hands starting to slip a little.
Come on, come on, he thinks, just a little longer, just a little longer…
They burst through the entry door at the top of the stairs, making it out onto the concrete courtyard before Ryan hears the familiar whirring of helicopter blades.
He looks up expecting the worst, expecting this shitty fucking crew to have had another surprise hidden up their sleeve as a helicopter starts to dip down towards the compound. Then he sees their logo.
He’s never felt so much relief as when he sees that familiar, stupid duck painting onto the side of the FAHC’s very own private helicopter; it’s possibly only rivalled by the relief he feels at seeing their entire crew out in force.
Jack’s piloting as usual, Michael and Jeremy hanging out from the side and firing bullets at the guards flooding up from downstairs, Fiona and Matt he can see doing the same from the other side, and Geoff hanging from a rope ladder, extending his hand down to Ryan as Jack lowers the helicopter enough to reach him.
“I’ve got you, we’ve got you.” Geoff yells over the whirring of the blades, yanking on Ryan’s jacket and holding him close as tightly as he can as he climbs onto the ladder. It’s an awkward task, what with Gavin in his arms, but eventually he manages to cling on and keep Gavin tight against his chest, Geoff climbing up above them until he’s back in the helicopter.
They pull the ladder back up slowly, Jack quickly veering the helicopter away from the complex as bullets fly all around them, some nicking the side and some whizzing just below the rotors, barely missing them all.
Eventually they’re pulled up into the helicopter as well, Ryan cushioning Gavin from the fall as they flop onto the floor. He doesn’t even need to look at him to know that he’s passed out by now.
In fact he doesn’t want to look at him, knowing that all he’ll see is an all-too-pale face and copious amounts of blood covering them both. Instead he sits up, presses his back against the door that Michael’s just shut behind him and holds Gavin tightly in his lap.
They made it.
“We heard shots going off through Gav’s comm, came as soon as we could.” Jeremy says as Geoff moves back to his seat in the front and everyone starts buckling back in again, looking over at Ryan and Gavin with worry, “You alright?
Ryan takes a shuddering breath, peeling his hands off Gavin’s back carefully and wincing when they come back sticky with blood.
“No,” he signs, hands shaking, “No, I’m not.”
Ok this is done aa, thank you for this lovely ask!!
Oh and just as an end note: this absolutely never happens again. After this Gavin helps make Ryan a new comm that he can use different commands with to say different things when he can’t get the attention of the others and he needs to say something to them. It’s very limited but it’s basically just so they know to look at him/can be warned/can be given answers to questions when Ryan has to break off from the rest of the guys during a heist gone wrong or something
Gavin probably spends WEEKS on it non-stop after seeing how upset and guilty Ryan feels at not being able to warn him.
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artlessictoan · 4 years
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this time it’s an ao3 req, for inosaku running into each other after years apart when butch!sakura has grown into herself more! y’know my original plan was like a silly ‘childhood friend moves away but comes back Hot’ bit of fluff, but then Shower Thoughts hit me like a fucking sledgehammer and now there are more emotions than i'm fit to deal with tbqh. canon-verse, except sak left konoha sometime after the chunin exams and she also has wood release bc unlike kishi I’m not a coward
(requests open)
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Shit, shit, shit!
Ino’s breathing was ragged as she launched herself off the wet, muddy ground and up into the trees. The chakra coating her feet kept her steady on slick bark, but her reserves were dwindling and her concentration was split between tracking her enemy and formulating a plan on the fly.
This was supposed to be a simple mission; she was going to murder Shikamaru when she got back to Konoha.
But thoughts of home could wait, right now she had an S-rank fugitive to lead as far away from her terrified genin team as her battered body would allow. They were safe enough for now – Yui was injured, but she at least remained conscious and she had Haru and Risa with her to care for her, Ino could only pray that they’d followed her orders to head for the nearest village and gotten there safely – but Ino herself was running out of air and energy, her broken arm jolting painfully in its crude sling with every jump she made.
The sound of snapping branches behind her was growing closer. She kept her gaze on the path ahead, but had to bite her lip tightly to keep her head clear.
She could recall most of the vital information from the man’s entry in Konoha’s Bingo Book; a former Kiri-nin, fled his country over twenty years ago, known to use lightning jutsu and experiment with chakra amplifying techniques, something of a lone wolf, suspected of multiple counts of kidnapping and human experimentation.
On any other day, she could easily take this guy, but they’d stumbled into an ambush and she’d had three young, unprepared students to protect. He got off a lucky shot and she had been forced to flee long enough to get her team out of harm’s way, before doubling back to lead him far, far away from them. No way was she letting some filthy low-life get a hold of her kids, nor did she intend to let him get away and hurt anyone else.
Now she just had to make a plan to beat him.
She didn’t get long to plan however, when a bolt of lightning streaked past her and severed the branch she had just been readying to land on before she could get there. Too late to change course, she could only brace herself for a rough landing.
Her broken arm screamed as she hit the ground, even her best attempts to shield it not doing anything to stop the tremor that spread through her entire body when she landed heavily on her back. No time to waste thinking about pain though; she sprang to her feet just in time to dodge his follow-up attack. He landed behind her and threw a jutsu-enhanced punch at the back of her head, she ducked, leg spinning out to cut his out from under him, he jumped, flipping over her to land at her back again, growling, she rolled forward and – with a chakra boost – launched herself forwards, darting between trees and trying to gain some distance.
Maybe she could create a few clones, send him on a chase while she hid and prepared one of her family’s techniques, she didn’t want to take the risk of mind-body switch in this scenario, but maybe mind distur-
She just barely dodged the fist of lighting aimed at her already-injured arm, her breathing ragged as she ducked away from his constant attacks, never giving her the chance to counter.
Her foot caught a root as she backed away and she could feel herself falling. Fuck.
A shrill, ear-splitting screech cut through the air, leaving Ino both jittery and dazed as she tried to work out what the hell he’d just done. But, when her eyes landed on him, he was already leaping away from her, dodging out of the way of the tree crashing down where he had just been standing, his own eyes wide as saucers as he wildly looked around.
Less than a second after he landed, another tree began to scream its descent.
Someone else is after him? She barely had time to act on that thought – instinctually searching out for chakra signatures nearby – when, in a flurry of leaves and petals, her opponent was ensnared in twisting branches of a sapling cherry tree.
Her stomach twisted violently. His vain struggling against the chakra-strengthened branches went completely ignored by her, as the third party finally stepped out of the forest.
Ino didn’t need to see her to know; the painfully familiar touch of her chakra was more than enough.
Pink hair – the same shade as the tiny flowers dotting the wooden prison – was cut close to her head, arms as thick as tree trunks and darkened by sunlight were left bare, as were the well-muscled legs clad only in plain, practical shorts. The years had been good to her, she looked stronger, and not just physically.
She didn’t want to speak, didn’t want to draw the woman’s attention, didn’t want to discover that she had been forgotten.
The word escaped her lips regardless.
“S-Sakura?”
Those eyes, older, a little tired perhaps, but still sparkling in the dappled light filtering through the leaves high above them. “Ino!”
Before she could formulate a single coherent thought, she was lifted in crushing arms and spun wildly around. Under different circumstances, she might’ve found pleasure in being held tightly in warm, sturdy arms, but as it was, she had a broken arm trapped between their bodies.
Her sharp hiss quickly stopped the exuberant greeting and she was carefully dropped.
“Shit, sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you, I just got so excited,” Sakura said, hands flapping vaguely near her injured arm as though it might drop off any second, “here, let me-”
Fighting every aching desire within her, Ino jerked away, glancing over her shoulder to check on the criminal still trapped within Sakura’s jutsu – and the bombshell that the girl, no, she was a woman now, had somehow learned Wood Release in the years they’d been apart was something she would just have to unpack later – examining his chakra to ensure he was truly unconscious and not just faking it, before turning her back to her oldest and dearest friend.
“Ino?”
She withheld a shudder, concealing the motion as she stepped forwards. “I can’t exactly stop and catch up; I’ve got to find my students.”
“Oh, I think I met them already,” Sakura said, jogging ahead to cut her off, “three kids, the tall girl had a wounded leg and the boy was wearing a hat? They’re the ones who told me their sensei still needed help.” 
Her good hand flew to Sakura’s shirt, gripping tightly. “Where are they, tell me you didn’t just leave them alone-”
The low chuckle simultaneously made her want to punch the woman and swoon.
She settled for glaring.
“Relax, they’re with Tsunade-shishou and she’s already healed their wounds-” the relief must’ve been obvious on her face, because Sakura’s lips quirked up slightly “-it was actually a bit of a struggle getting them to stay behind.”
Sakura once again reached for her arm, Ino shrugged her off and turned away. “I should still go see them, make sure they’re alright.”
“Hey, stop worrying for a second and let me help you.” Placing her hand on Ino’s uninjured shoulder, Sakura slowly pushed her to sit on the spongy moss covering the ground, then, with the gentlest touch Ino had ever known, she pulled her broken arm out of its sling and set to work.
Ino stared at the expression of pure concentration on her old friend, the hard lines of her profile softened by the light green glow emanating from her hands. She had been ignoring the pain fairly well until now, but the sudden relief that flooded through her nerves left her feeling a little light-headed, which was perhaps why she decided to open her mouth.
“Since when can you do that?” She winced at how bitter she sounded. Shit, she really had intended to stay calm and civil, but her idiot brain was ignoring every pleading wail of her fool heart to just accept the gift and dig her fingers through that short, messy hair and kiss the beautiful, wonderful jerk already.
If Sakura noticed her tone, she didn’t say so and her eyes flicked over to meet hers for only a second before returning to her arm. “Not long after I left, I guess.”
“And… that?” she asked, glowering at the man held limp in his prison.
“That... was a more recent development, took me ages to figure it out, but it’s pretty cool though, right?” If she hadn’t been busy with her healing, Ino had the awful suspicion that she would’ve flexed her arms, or waggled her eyebrows as well.
She snapped her arm away from Sakura’s grasp the second the healing was complete, absently twisting her joints to regain some feeling in them. “That’s one word for it,” she muttered, pushing herself to her feet and staring into the forest. If she really stretched her senses, she could pick up the three familiar chakra signatures of her students; she started walking towards them, tossing a glance over her shoulder. “I assume you can take our friend there to the necessary authorities.”
“What?” Once more her path was blocked, this time by a rapidly sprouting sapling. “Ino, we haven’t seen each other in so long, why are you so desperate to get away?”
“Because I’ve got a team to take care of. I don’t have the luxury of shirking my responsibilities.”
Clearly Sakura was done ignoring her not-so-subtle cattiness, judging by the hint of frustration to her voice as she said, “Are you mad at me for something?”
Ino stared at the flowers blooming in front of her nose and hated the little part of her that got excited at seeing tiny purple buds mixed in with the pink. She immediately shut her eyes against the sight and tried desperately to hold on to the ball of anger deep in her chest, threatening to dissolve into shadows and slip through her fingers any second.
She had imagined this day for so long now, played out so many different scenarios and responses – anger, joy, grief, love – but now that Sakura was here, real and close, the potential she’d fallen for as a girl, finally realised, bolder and more beautiful than she ever could have dreamed…
“It’s been over fourteen years Sakura! You can't just show up out of nowhere and act like nothing’s wrong!” Ino was on the verge of tears and even she couldn’t tell whether she was aiming to sound furious or distressed, but she pushed on, refusing to open her eyes, or turn back around, because she just knew that the second she looked Sakura in the face, all would be forgiven. “Where the hell have you been? Why did you leave?”
The long silence that followed her outburst was crushing.
Something silky and soft brushed against her cheek and, if she wasn’t intimately familiar with the texture of petals and leaves from her work, she might’ve leapt out of her skin. Instead she just let the flower wipe away the tear that had slipped free of her eye.
When Sakura finally spoke again, her voice came from just a few inches behind her, low and calming, “It wasn’t a decision I made lightly and I can’t pretend I don’t have some regrets leaving the way I did… but I don’t regret leaving.” Gentle calm, quickly turned to barely restrained excitement and Ino smiled at the enthusiasm in her old friend’s voice despite herself. “There’s so much out in the world, so much I’ve learned, ways I’ve grown, if I’d stayed, I never would’ve had the opportunity to learn healing from Tsunade-shishou, or develop my own kind of Wood Style! Konoha… it held me back, maybe not deliberately, but now that I’ve been outside it for so long, I can see just how much it needs to change.”
Opening her eyes and slowly turning around to face the woman, Ino had to accept that she had lost whatever battle she was fighting with herself.
Really, she’d lost the second Sakura showed up, eyes and soul blazing.
“I guess I can understand that,” she said, rubbing at the damp tracks across her cheeks, “but you didn’t even explain it, when you told me you were going away to train for a while, I thought you meant for a few weeks, but I kept waiting and you never came back and I didn’t even know what was happening, if you were even still safe.”
Sakura at least had the grace to look ashamed. “Yeah, that was pretty shit of me, I probably should’ve at least written to you more, but I just… you were more than a best friend to me, you were my idol, everything I wanted to be. And I needed to become someone you could love.”
She scoffed before she could stop herself, before shaking her head. “You idiot, I always loved you.”
A soft blush settled on her cheeks, but Sakura’s smile held not a spec of embarrassment, just a soft, subtle kind of melancholy. “I know, but…” She looked down at herself, hands fidgeting with the fabric of her shirt before she continued, in a voice that shook, just a little, at the edges, “But, before I could love you – as a person, not an idea – I had to learn how to love myself.”
Ino bit her lip and hesitantly reached out, laying her hand gently over Sakura’s. “So, do you? Love yourself I mean?”
She glanced down at the hand encasing her own, before slowly following the line of her arm back up to her face. Her gaze was tender, but assured. “Yeah,” she said with a short laugh, every trace of sadness lifting from her face in the wake of her bright smile.
It was crooked and a bit too wide, showing off teeth that had probably been knocked loose more than once, and it was the most beautiful Ino had ever seen her.
“Yeah, I really do.”
“And-” she didn’t care that her hand was trembling against Sakura’s as she stepped closer; close enough to count the freckles dusted across her nose and marvel at the myriad shades of green in her eyes “-do you love me?”
Sakura stepped forward herself, tilting her neck slightly to look her in the eye. “You even have to ask?”
Before she could think of an adequate response to that, she was tugged down and warm lips were pressed against hers in a feather-light kiss. Ino pressed closer, sliding her free hand behind Sakura’s neck to hold her in place as they giggled into each other’s skin. They stood like that for what felt like an eternity, kissing chaste but oh-so-sweet, occasionally stopping to just lean their foreheads together and share in their equally wobbly smiles.
Eventually though, they had to wake up from their fantasy come to life, when the long-forgotten prisoner began to stir and immediately started cursing them both.
“C’mon, lets get back to your team before Tsunade starts teaching them gambling tricks,” Sakura said, pulling away to tear the jail from the ground and sling it – trunk, roots, criminal and all – over her shoulder.
Ino was not at all ashamed to admit that she swooned.
“And… maybe I could come back with you? I’ve been away from home for way too long.” The question was a little uncertain, as though Sakura was still worried that she might be rejected.
The hand Ino offered was taken without question and they both began walking toward home.
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cherrysunflowers · 4 years
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can you do the ship meme for theo and eleanor but also for....let’s go margo and winslow today ok thanks
Get Ready 4 Cuteness
THEO & ELEANOR
who would be the one to randomly adopt a puppy without consultation
- eleanor 10/10 animals are her kryptonite she cant resist them
who would force the other to take aesthetic pictures of them
- eleanor but she would also force theo to let her take aesthetic pictures of him bc he is pretty :’(
who would do stuff they think is stupid just to make the other one happy
- theo ??? I think we’ve seen him put up with ellie’s love for astrology quite enough to know that he is her Bitch
who picks out the horror movies to watch just so the other will cling to them
- ok I feel like neither of them would like horror movies?? like def correct me if im wrong but I feel like both of them r too soft 4 scary things :’(  
who is constantly studying and who is constantly trying to distract them
- o of ellie is def constantly trying to distract theo from whatever he’s doing lbr
who initiates the facetime calls whenever they’re separated
- its p even bc both of them are clingy babies and cannot live without each other
who is more likely to storm out after a fight and who is more likely to cry when they do
- this is ellie’s Signature Move ok bitch avoids confrontation as much as possible
who stays up way too late binge-watching their favorite shows
- both of them ?? i feel like they always end up falling asleep on the couch and waking up confused and not remembering how they got there
who bites the other’s ear when they’re feeling frisky
- wHY DO I FEEL LIKE THIS IS A THEO THING 
who sprays the other with water when they’re washing the car
- ellie bc she would want theo to take his shirt off
who has more fun decorating the house during holidays
- ELLIE SHE IS A S L U T FOR DECOR ESP CHRISTMAS DECOR
who is more likely to give the silent treatment when they’re mad at the other
- ,,,,,, eleanor ,,,,, 
who plays with the others’ hair more
- ellie bc she loves how fluffy his hair is and she loves how he just relaxes when she plays w his hair
who is more likely to climb all over the other one when they’re bored
- eleanor bc shes clingy and needs attention always 
who tries to kiss the other as often as they can
- ellie but I feel like this is also a theo thing
who pouts when the other one tells them to shut the fuck up
- this entire post ??? an eleanor rigsby callout
who initiates the sex and who walks away when the other is riled up
- ellie initiates sex but theo walks away bc he is a Tease 
who always forgets the umbrella and who holds it when they actually have one
- eleanor forgets the umbrella Constantly and when theo takes it upon himself to remember the umbrella, he usually carries it bc hes taller and doesnt want his eyes to get poked out by eleanor, the Short Bitch
who demands showering first in the mornings
- why do I feel like this is a theo thing??? idk why ???
who sneaks into the shower with the other one in the mornings
- ,,, both of them they're both so clingy for the other
who prefers riding the roller coasters and who prefers playing the games
- ellie loves the games, theo loves the rides
who will text the other one thirty times in a row until they respond
- ellie but also theo
who always forgets to charge their phone overnight
- ,,,, ellie
who comes up behind the other and slide their hands into their back pockets
- theo theo theo theo
who tries to get hugs from the other as often as they can
- T H E O MY LIL TEDDY BEAR
who is louder and who constantly has the tell the other to be quiet
- both of them are pretty soft spoken??? so i feel like neither of them would have to do that
WINSLOW & MARGO
who would be the one to randomly adopt a puppy without consultation
- margo would buy the dogs ok pls
who would force the other to take aesthetic pictures of them
- margo would def force winnie to take all her pics I stg
who would do stuff they think is stupid just to make the other one happy
- winnie. constantly. he is margo’s bitch
who picks out the horror movies to watch just so the other will cling to them
- margo bc shes a lil shit but also winnie loves it bc he gets to cuddle her 
who is constantly studying and who is constantly trying to distract them
- i- do I need to answer this ,,, margo is ,, constantly trying to get winnie’s attention while hes working
who initiates the facetime calls whenever they’re separated
- margo she is so clingy
who is more likely to storm out after a fight and who is more likely to cry when they do
- winnie tends to storm out bc he needs his time alone, and idk if margo is one to cry?? lemme know
who stays up way too late binge-watching their favorite shows
- winnie, he’s a big tv and movie nerd
who bites the other’s ear when they’re feeling frisky
- !!!! margo !!!
who sprays the other with water when they’re washing the car
- winnie just bc he wants to piss margo off oops
who has more fun decorating the house during holidays
- definitely both of them ??? winnie loves christmas and margo likes the aesthetic
who is more likely to give the silent treatment when they’re mad at the other
- margo is That Bitch
who plays with the others’ hair more
- winnie plays w margo’s hair all the time to calm himself down
who is more likely to climb all over the other one when they’re bored
- ,,,, margo always wtf
who tries to kiss the other as often as they can
- this is a margo callout post ur welcome
who pouts when the other one tells them to shut the fuck up
- margo idk what to tell u
who initiates the sex and who walks away when the other is riled up
- margo initiates it, and I feel like both of them would walk away just to try and piss the other off
who always forgets the umbrella and who holds it when they actually have one
- margo forgets, winnie holds it bc hes the taller one
who demands showering first in the mornings
- winnie, he hates breaking his routine ok
who sneaks into the shower with the other one in the mornings
- ???? margo???? all the fucking time 
who prefers riding the roller coasters and who prefers playing the games
- margo likes the rides, winnie likes those games where u have to throw the darts at balloons
who will text the other one thirty times in a row until they respond
- every answer to this ask meme is margo pls
who always forgets to charge their phone overnight
- winnie has such a bad habit of this
who comes up behind the other and slide their hands into their back pockets
-!!!! margo !!!
who tries to get hugs from the other as often as they can
- winnie :’(
who is louder and who constantly has the tell the other to be quiet
- margo is louder, winnie constantly has to kiss her to silence her
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meanderfall · 4 years
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I completely agree with the Cad situation. I actually wanted him to just leave with his family because at this point the things he has done for the nein far outweigh what they’ve done for him. This shit just pisses me off. Also, while he was having a literal panic attack when the statues were destroyed (deservedly so) the rest of the nein treated it like a joke until Beau was paralyzed. Like, sorry Cad’s literal family isn’t a priority right now.
not to continue to be salty on main but like. I can count SO many times where the nein would’ve been if not outright fucked, but in a real tight spot if it weren’t for cad and his clutch moves, and out of game, the cast appreciate tal and his moves, but in-game? they say jack shit to caduceus.
tbh i was. really hoping that maybe caduceus was feeling conflicted about staying with the nein or going with his family, and maybe he would do the impossible and actually open up to the nein and ask their advice and we would finally get a moment where the nein could be like “but we love you a lot!!! we don’t want you to go, cad, we’d rather you stay with us at least a while longer, but we understand if you don’t want to”. but alas. it’s not meant to be. 
i MEAN. I wouldn’t go so far as them treating the statues being pulverized as a joke, considering the first time it happened, a serious hush fell over them and they were not looking happy, and they were clearly stressed the fuck out. I wouldn’t hold them making jokes against them during combat bc like, they were cracking jokes even during the fights against the laughing hand, it’s just what you do when you’re stressed. but role-playing-wise, it just ended up that it felt like the only ones who were treating this fight the emotionally-fraught moment it was, was Caduceus and Caleb. (ngl, my standards are so fucking low at this point, and my appreciation for Caleb shot through the roof, seeing Liam’s rp choices during that combat. Mentioning that he noticed that Caduceus recognized some of the statues, trying to cast slow, was going to try and prevent the gorgon from running one down before Matt was like ‘actually im gonna do this’, positioning himself in such a way that he was kind of separate from the statues, even seeming to place himself in such a way that he’d be a more appealing target, going for big spells like disintegrate and widogast’s web of fire, esp instead of his usual signature fireball, probably bc he didn’t want to risk accidentally blowing a statue up.)
anyway, im still. really confused about their rp choices post-combat. like. you have caduceus’ family with you. he’s been separated from them for years. you know they’re important to him. and the nein have mentioned time and time again that Caduceus is weird. Caduceus mentioned last episode that he was kind of a prankster. And no follow-up questions? no inquiries as to what he was like as a kid? zero curiosity, especially when faced with Calliope, and Colton, and Constance who seem pretty normal all things considered? Like, I understand wanting to give them their space but also like.... this was such a great opportunity for the Nein to learn more about Cad and they didn’t take it? Bruh, not even Fjord, who’s a paladin of the Wildmother now and should at least have SOME questions about what he’s supposed to do or how it works, didn’t want to ask them anything?? they just wanted to fuck around in a holy space that’s actually really important to their friend? ok
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vamprnce · 5 years
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Gatboss week day 5: Alternate Universe
If Boss and Johnny met each other in highschool way before the Third Street Saints even happened. Two aggressive kids clash when they're sent to detention, friendship ensues?
ao3 | Day 1 - Day 2 - Day 3
(I'm skipping day 4 for now bc I'm still thinking what to write also I fell down a rabbit hole with this concept and couldn't get out,,,,)
"Just sit down and shut up." An angry teacher yelled as he escorted an equally angry young teen by the arm into the classroom.
Huffing, the teen aggressively pulled his arm out of the teacher's grasp, stomping towards one of the empty seats in front of the class and carelessly fell into it. Throwing a small tantrum he pushed his bookbag off the desk, folding his arms on top of the surface and laying his head in them.
He got in another fight -- again -- and got thrown in detention, something that just flared up his aggression even more. All he wanted to do is go to the arcade after school liked he planned, but no, some dickhead kids had to start shit with him again, they fully knowing he'll won't back down to them. So, he was here instead, sitting in an almost empty classroom, pissed off as ever.
There was in fact another kid in the classroom, a male teen who looked a bit older than he was, well he assumed, maybe they were the same age who knew? He sat a few rows away where he was sitting, he was sitting there way before he stormed in the room. He side glanced over at him, the older teen had his hands behind his head and legs crossed, looking like he was right at home instead of a classroom. Maybe he's been thrown in here a lot more frequently, Chris knows he has but he hasn't seen him in here before, actually he doesn't recognize this guy at all. Besides being older, he had black hair but an ugly blonde dyed tips, glasses and a purple t-shirt. Just studying him he couldn't match his face from anywhere, not even his name.
The boy in question felt his gaze upon him and looked over where the pissed and curly haired boy sat, who just previously got here. Their eyes met briefly before Chris whipped his head away from him, making the boy arch his brows in confusion. He didn't dwell on it. Shit, he only had at least half an hour left here and he'll be out to cause more trouble, it's just detention after all. He just sat there doing fuck nothing, bored out of his mind, he'd rather break something, steal something, punch someone.
His gaze glanced back on the previously pissed kid, who he saw now him pulling out a notebook and some pens and scribbled something. This dude wasn't actually doing homework is he? He laughed as he watched him, though the curly head kid was way to focus and fastly moving his hand on his notebook. He stopped paying attention to what he was writing and noticed he didn't recognize this kid. Like ever. Did he ever go to this school before? He wasn't in his class the last time he checked. It was a complete mystery that really strucked him. He wasn't the one to make friends in detention, but he was pulled to ask who he was at least.
"Yo, shrimpy." Johnny called out loudly, making Chris jump slightly and stop what he was writing, looking over at him. "Huh?" Is all he replied, looking at him with confusion on his face. "Whatcha writin' over there?" He said, pointing a finger at the paper with some scribbles. Chris' eyes widen and shoulders tensed, he bite his bottom lip and look at all his drawings, trying to cover them up with his hand. "It's not none of your damn business." He says sharply, giving him the cold shoulder in response. He already had enough of people for today, all he wanted was some peace and quiet for thirty minutes.
Johnny's eyebrows raised, the cockiness on this little shit. He got up from his seat and walked over in front of the quiet teen, he went back doing what he was previously doing and completely ignoring him. He wondered how this wimpy but smartass kid even got into detention in the first place. What did he do, steal someone's eraser and make them cry like a baby? Johnny made his way to the front of his desk, looming over him and watching him draw. That's what he's up to, he thought.
Getting up closer to him Johnny studied him much better, a resting bitch face was plastered on him, he saw some dried blood that wasn't perfectly cleaned off under his nose, also some detectable bruises on his face. He had bruised knuckles, too, on his right hand and had a purple cast on his left arm. Looking at it better he saw it was littered with drawings and signature's. This punk knew how to fight and he had friends, more and more he looked at him he was surprised.
Chris slowly noticed him standing there and he felt uncomfortable with him so close. He naturally put up his defenses, he didn't know what his exact intentions were. He mostly likely wanted to mess with him, which is natural since everyone pick fights with him every chance they got. He didn't understand why though, I guess he was quiet, reserved, closed off from most people and pretty damn weird apparently. It was easy to bully him they thought, he's quiet so he must be weak. Funny thing is they never expect him to actually fight back, it always without fail surprises everyone. Today though he was tired and mentally exhausted from fighting, the always need to feel like he has to defend himself all the time, it's exhausting.
His eyes were filled with agitation when looking up at the other older teen, he just wanted to be left alone and wasn't it the mood for chatting. "Whatcha's name, smartass?" Johnny asked, looking down on him meet his eyes. "Eat a dick." Chris clearly showed he wasn't in the mood, it made Johnny smirk wide though. This fucking kid. "Don't have to be so hostile, I'm just askin' a question s'all!" Johnny put his hands up, trying to be friendly towards him. If it was anyone else he'd probably punched them in the mouth for saying that, but for some reason he didn't feel angry or threatened by him. It was weird and unusual, he didn't like it.
"I don't care for your questions, so why don't you take yourself and your frosted tips else where." He snapped, his discomfort rised high and his guard was up. Johnny had to laugh at that one, though he wasn't laughing at him, he was laughing at the insult. "Damn, ain't you a fiesty one? No wonder why your in detention." Johnny snarked back. "Oh, and I'm guessing you're such a saint. That's why your in here, too, right?" The sarcasm was thick. Johnny kept smirking, though his niceness quickly started going away now feeling irritated by the smartass. "Alright then, tell me why you're in here then, princess." Johnny said, temper rising. "God, so annoying. You talk too much." Chris huffed, he was beyond annoyed by him now.
The effortlessness of dismissing Johnny just drove him up the wall, he was five seconds away of dragging him by the hoodie he was wearing and wailing on him in the hallway, gladly earning him more detention.
"Why are you in detention?" The teen asked, his mood weirdly changed.
Johnny looked at him in disbelief, he threw insults and bitched at him, now he's asking him questions? "I killed a bunch of people." He bit back at him, sitting backwards in one of the empty chairs he ended up dragging to his previous spot. "Man, I don't think they should've left you unsupervised then." God, he didn't know if he liked this kid or if he wanted to punch him. Chris flipped to a new sheet of paper and started aimlessly doodling, Johnny peered at it, he wasn't a master at the arts but his scribbles were something, that something that resembled a lot like graffiti art he see's in the Row. Maybe this fucker did some of those. Chris glanced up quickly seeing Johnny watching him work and he quietly sighed through his nose, he was such a pest and he wouldn't leave.
"I'm... Christian by the way." He said, nervousness in his voice, it seemed like he still didn't trust him but Johnny didn't blame him. They only met for fifteen minutes, it's not like they're best friends or something. Finally getting his name he seemed somewhat satisfied, on his weird voyage to seek answers from this weird kid. "I'm Johnny." He said plainly, might as well offer his name too since the other teen gingerly did so unprompted. Chris smiled though. "So, you in my class or somethin'? Because I'm pretty sure I've never seen you once in my life around school." Johnny asked.
"I don't think so."
He thought hard while answering, it was weird, they've never cross paths before today. Yeah, Chris might be a ghost to some but he remembers people and their faces, Johnny's isn't familiar though. "What class are you in?" Chris asked, finally tearing his focus away from his notebook for once. "Mrs. Jefferson, you?" Johnny said. "Mr. Monroe."
Johnny knew that class, it was a junior year. Damn, he wasn't that young as he thought. He looked liked a jr high schooler and sounded like he didn't hit puberty yet, with this new information he was way older then he let on. Who the hell is this guy? He gets stranger and stranger. "So, Chris, whatcha in here for? Don't tell me it was some sissy bullshit." Johnny said, putting emphasis on the use of his name and going back to his original question. "Only if you tell me why you're in here after." He still had some coldness to him, still guarded. "Fine, deal." Johnny sighed, shaking his good hand on it.
Chris started explaining that minutes before being sent here, some group of boys were hanging outside in the hallway. Walking past them to leave school, it was the end of the day, the dumbasses just had to start calling him names and throwing insults. He wasn't going to entertain them and fight back like they wanted, but things escalated quickly that he indeed had to. Next thing he knew he was on top of the loud aggressor, holding him down by the throat and bashing him in the face, the other boys cheered as they watched the brawl happen before them. Once he starts fighting all the rage comes out and he can't be stopped. "--Then one of the teachers came down the hallway and saw me on top of the fucker, pulled me off of him and sends me to detention, like I actually did anything wrong." Chris explained the whole situation to Johnny, not letting go of his anger and rolling his eyes.
His eyes were wide and he was hanging on every word of the younger teens story, this pipsqueak can fight holy shit. He was starting to like this kid better, even if he is annoying. "Holy shit." Is all he says, his face beamed like how a kid looks like on Christmas morning. Chris just smirks awkwardly at his compliment, well he thinks it's one. "I didn't think you could fight with a cast let alone broken arm, proved me wrong." Johnny said "Hey, how did you get that anyways." He pointed at the purple cast. Chris looked down on it then back to Johnny, "Oh, I fell." Is all he says with the most casualty in his voice, like he was saying the most obvious answer. Johnny stared at him, waiting if he was going to elaborate anytime soon.
"Well?" Johnny asked, annoyed.
He actually laughed at him. "I didn't get this in a fight, if you thought that. Yeah, no, I was riding my bike and I crashed really bad, hence the cast." He gestured to it.
"Oh." Johnny nodded, a bit disappointed really.
He wanted to hear another cool story from him. "You wanna sign it?" Chris asked, his voice was so quiet for a second. It was so weird that this kid can be so silent and awkward but then actually bitch and be annoying towards him at the same time, he acted like a different person. "Yeah, why not." Johnny said, grabbing a pen and scribbling his name on the cast, there wasn't as much names on here. "Purple, nice color." He compliments as he finished writing. The kids face lit up as he looked at the newly decorated cast. Maybe this guy didn't have so much friends as he thought before, he didn't see why, the kid was pretty cool. A bit weird and awkward here and there, but who isn't really?
"You live around here or somethin'?" Johnny asked, "Like, you a Stilwater native?"
"Oh, yeah, I live in the Mission Beach district in Saint--" Chris was explaining until Johnny cut in and finished what he was saying. "Saints Row?!" He said surprised, a bit too loudly. "C'mon man, you can't tell me you live in the Row and go to the same school as me then we never bump into each other ever!" His voice was so loud that it made Chris flinch for a second, though he did smile excitedly. "I can't believe this." Chris shook his head in disbelief, smiling. "I'm usually by that creepy church, at the arcade or basketball court if that helps." Chris said. "Yeah, it does, I'll try looking for you next time." Johnny said, smirking.
The thirty minutes of detention were over as the school bell rang. Chris grabbed his bag putting everything away and started leaving the class, Johnny walking behind him. He didn't notice actually how tall Johnny was since they were sitting, comparing quickly he was at least four inches taller. They walked through the empty hallway together, Chris was silent, as usual. Until he spoke up, like he remembered something.
"Hey, you never told me why you were in detention, you promised after!"
"I told you, I killed a bunch of people. Why would I lie about that?" Johnny had a shit eating grin.
"Fuck off, Jonathan." Chris said, shoving Johnny.
"Screw you, Christian." Johnny said, shoving back.
"I'm going to the arcade. You can come if you want, I don't care." He said coldly, putting his hood up over his head and hands in his pockets.
Johnny's grin grew as they exited the building. Chris was walking off down the stairs outside before him. Even though the younger boy was acting coldly towards him, his fondness for him grew.
There was something special about him, something he hasn't seen in a person before.
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gtsvnbys · 6 years
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thin walls
neighbor au! where you live next to jaebum and jinyoung and a hole in the wall is all it takes for jaebum to actually get to know you 
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so you just moved into a new apartment building
you're new to the area, but the building is kinda old
your apartment is clean and very simple and homey
if you turn up your stereo to the max level, then everyone on the floor can hear it
but everyone on your floor is very nice, there's a cute old couple, two college students, a single mom and her daughter, and a pair of guys living next door to you at the end of the hall
you've formally met jinyoung when he introduced himself to you when you moved in
but you've never met his roommate jaebum except for one time making eye contact with him when leaving your apartment
the elevator dinged open and revealed a group of guys all arguing with bags of food in their hands
you definitely recognized jinyoung walking with them as he waved at you while they all went to the door next to yours
and then you made eye contact with your neighbor, his roommate
he had a v tall build, looking v straight and proper as he went in last, making sure none of them dropped anything in the elevator
he was simply dressed in an oversized hoodie and loose-fitting pants but in all his natural beauty, he looked so handsome
when he caught your eyes, a surge of electricity ran through you
your initial reaction was to turn your head away, open your door and slam it shut behind you
and so you did just that
the minute it shut, you realized that you were meant to be going out to dinner to meet your friends jisoo and irene
so that meant you had to go back out
but thankfully the thin walls meant you could hear all of them enter jinyoung and jaebum's apartment and shut the door
a couple weeks pass and you still don't really know jaebum all too well
so you try to wait and wait and linger by the mailboxes in the lobby to try and catch the handsome man, but he still doesn't show up half the time
when you're about to approach the elevator and he's inside, the doors suddenly close and you're left waiting for it to come again
other times, you wave at jaebum when you're about to enter your apartment and you can see him make eye contact with you!! 
but he doesn't respond with anything except a tight-lipped smile and a small wave back
jinyoung talks to you in passing and in the elevator, and so you get to know him pretty well
you even get to know of their friends who visit them basically everyday
jackson always is prepared to fight anyone for you 
mark usually keeps to himself
bambam and yugyeom are always making inside jokes or dabbing and babbling on about whatever
and youngjae is usually found singing to whatever you have on the radio
and yet you know v little about jaebum 
so they tell you stories of jaebum and jinyoung from university days (which explains the JJP sign on their door) and their random adventures (aka it becomes 'embarrass jaebum' time without him even knowing bc he's gone when you're over or he's in his room)
and so you find yourself liking what you hear about jaebum
and bc you're SO obvious, everyone can tell that you kinda like him
and when they tell jaebum about it, he just brushes it off and says it's probably not anything
and it's bc jaebum doesn't want to raise his hopes
bc jaebum has a small crush on you and refuses to do anything about it
he gets super flustered and freezes up when he notices you, and he knows that if he opens his mouth, he's gonna spit gibberish at you
so he just avoids talking to you in general
which is a stupid move in everyone's opinion
bc he's gonna have to talk to you eventually
I mean, you are his neighbor and crush and everything
one night, you're back in your apartment after a long day at work and you can hear everyone in jinyoung and jaebum's apartment
they're playing a game or watching some type of fight when the walls shake for a moment
a book falls off your bookshelf with a slam as you hear a string of curse words come from the side wall that was surprising clear 
you cross your kitchen to pick up the book when you see specks of drywall and dust accumulate on the ground right before your very eyes
"JAEBUM!! YOU MADE A HOLE IN THE WALL!!" 
you stand back up abruptly, your eyes meeting jaebum's in a place where wasn't supposed to be a hole at all
meaning your neighbor broke through your wall
meaning there was literal HOLE the diameter of a fist in your wall
thankfully, nothing fragile or made from glass was next to the lonely hole in your wall
just some books from falling from your bookcase and a photo frame nailed up on the wall became slightly askew
that's how jaebum started his very first conversation with you, "uh… hi (y/n)—sorry—the hole in the wall, I didn't mean to! the game, we were—"
“you did this?” you're just so surprised and jaebum immediately thinks you're super super mad at him
but you’re just super super surprised this hasn’t happened any earlier?? if that makes sense??
bambam and yugyeom start apologizing since it was their fault that jaebum accidentally punched the wall but you don’t really care, “are you okay, jaebum? is your hand okay?” 
and everyone is staring at you staring at jaebum, whose eyes are wide and he’s confusedly pointing at himself, like ‘huh? are you talking to me’
and jinyoung and mark are smirking while yugs and bambam are snickering to themselves, “yeah (y/n), I-I’m fine”
you and jaebum go downstairs to report the accident to your building manager and he agrees to take care of it asap
meaning it's gonna take a couple weeks to get it patched up
and with jaebum more relaxed around you, you're over at JJP's apartment a lot more often
he gets a lot less flustered, but he masks it well when you're around
bc he literally just punched a hole in the wall, how much more embarrassing can he get
and when jinyoung tries to kick you out, you just reason that his roommate made a hole in your wall and he immediately shuts up and glares at you (ah, that signature park jinyoung glare)
and so of course you and jaebum are a lot more closer than before
when you hear him working on his music, you ask if you can hang out and watch him 
and he lets you and wow, you’re falling deeper in love with this man
diD I SAY LOVE, OOPS
when you cook too much food for dinner, you invite jaebum over to help finish it
which usually also ends in watching a movie or just staying up talking
when jinyoung and the rest of the guys wonder where he is, they just check the hole in the wall and would you look at that? it’s you and jaebum asleep on your couch together
cue all the blackmail photos being sent in the got7 group chat
you also use the hole in the wall as a means of handing things back to them
you borrow a blanket from them and you're too lazy to walk?
you shove the blanket through the hole in the wall and whabam! easily done
you need something sweet for your coffee?
you call for jaebum and he graces you with his presence and the sugar 
you accidentally take jaebum's hoodie after he put it on you when you visited over?
nope, you're definitely keeping that;)
you're reading a book in your apartment when you hear two ppl enter the JJP apartment
"hyung, ask her out! today’s your chance!" jackson's voice was loud and clear as day, you didn't even need jaebum's hole in the wall to hear it
you can hear jaebum immediately shoot down the idea
"why nottttt?" Jackson's voice whined out the last word, "I can tell she likes you!"
you’re wondering who the girl in question is so you silently move a bit closer to the hole in the wall
you heard a loud scoff from jaebum as jackson let out a shocked groan of disbelief, "what?? you don't see it? (y/n) smiles so hard when she's around you and I always see her looking at you or waiting around the lobby for you when you're supposed to come back from work! mark saw her yesterday at the mailboxes for nearly an hour because you usually go around 5 to get the mail"
“am I that obvious?” you asked yourself, trying to remember if you saw mark see you the other day. you immediate slapped your hand over your mouth once you realized you said it out loud
they apparently didn’t hear you as jackson continued talking, “hyung, I know you've been making googly eyes at her since she moved in! now is your chance to actually out her out! and you know she’s going to say yes, so what’s the harm?”
there was pure silence till you heard jaebum speak again, “I‘m busy tonight”
"so you are asking her out tonight! is that what these flowers are for?" you heard the crinkle of plastic and peeked around the hole in the wall, seeing jackson hold up a small bouquet of flowers as jaebum had his back to you, "these are for (y/n), aren't they?" 
"I have something to do tonight, will you leave so I can get ready?" 
"so are you gonna ask out (y/n) or what?" you can hear jaebum hum something incoherent in response and then jackson leave the apartment with a 'okayyyyyy, bye hyung! good luck asking (y/n) out!'
after a beat of silence, you heard jaebum speak up again, "I know you're listening, (y/n)" 
"I didn't mean to eavesdrop," you immediately defend yourself, moving closer to the hole in the wall, "and it's not my fault jackson talks so loud…"
he raises an eyebrow at you and you pout, "so im jaebum, are you busy tonight?" 
you point at the flowers and he hides them behind his back, "well, it all depends if you are…"
"what are you—"
you can see the tips of his ears turn red as he presents the flowers through the hole in the wall to you
"are you asking me out through this hole in the wall?" you smile at him with disbelief
"depends, are you saying yes through this hole in the wall?"
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tennessoui · 3 years
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There's something about seeing a civilized, prim and proper man like Obi turning into a touch-starved feral mess that is just *chef kiss* The other Jedi are shocked and don't know what to do. Anakin has a snuggly shadow who follows him everywhere bc he KNOWS if Anakin leaves his sight, he will lose him (eg after their blow up fight). And Obi forgetting the code and himself and everything except Anakin...why must you hurt me so good?
yes!!!! i imagine that obi-wan does not let him out of his sight for any period of time
anyway this is a bit short and a little more feral and violent than the other one but here is feral!obi-wan where he was anakin's master before.
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This can’t be his master, is the first thought that filters through the white noise in Anakin’s mind.
His master, before he’d been taken from him, had been the primmest, cleanest, most civilized person Anakin had ever met in his entire life. He’d been meticulously groomed, always. Anakin doesn’t remember ever seeing even a speck of dirt on his master’s pristine robes.
He’d looked perfect even the night he’d disappeared. He’d looked untouchable and perfect even during their argument. Anakin’s face had been flushed, his eyes wide and wet, his hair a mess. Obi-Wan had been perfectly put-together, voice sharp and ice cold in his reprimand of his apparently atrocious behavior.
Anakin doesn’t even remember what the argument had been about. He’d been fifteen years old. He’d have argued with the Force itself given half the chance and a direction to shout at.
The important thing is he’d been stupid enough to block their bond, stupid enough to leave their rooms for a walk without telling his master where he was going. And his master must have thought he’d be stupid enough to leave the safety of the building on a war-torn planet too, because Obi-Wan had gone out looking for him. He’d passed right by his hiding place. Anakin hadn’t said a thing, just watched his master go, too angry and hurt to think of the dangers that lurked outside the door.
In his mind, there was nothing that his master couldn’t handle, couldn’t defeat.
That was the last time Anakin had ever seen Obi-Wan Kenobi; the last time, actually, that anyone had.
It’s been seven years.
And now there’s someone on the floor in front of him, crouched over a body of one of the pirates who had been drinking in the main room the other night.
When Anakin and Ahsoka shut off the power to the facility in a bid to open the door to Master Windu’s cell, they hadn’t taken into account that there may be other people in other cells.
And now they’re standing in the main hall, lightsabers drawn, pirates stunned and groaning and tied up around them, and there’s someone crouched in the middle of the room, a dead body beneath him and golden eyes roving around looking for the next target.
And there’s something in Anakin that pounds at the cage of himself, that looks at this dirty, bloody, ungroomed, feral person, and thinks, That’s my master. That’s Obi-Wan Kenobi. That’s him I have finally found him.
But this. This can’t be his master.
His master would never snap a man’s neck with his hands. He’d never make those sounds with his throat, he’d never crouch that low to the ground, and he’d never have gold eyes.
But.
But there’s something in his force signature that feels so familiar. And it makes Anakin stumble forward, closer to the man--to Obi-Wan--before he even realizes what he’s doing.
“Skywalker, don’t!” Windu snaps, with what sounds like fear in his voice. But Anakin can’t stop, won’t stop until he knows for sure that this is or isn’t his missing master.
The man on the ground growls at him as he approaches, eyes narrowed into golden slits. Anakin halts his progress a few steps away when the man shifts his weight, as if getting ready to pounce.
“Obi-Wan,” Anakin whispers, voice breaking in the middle of the second syllable. Ahsoka draws in a sharp breath from behind him. She knows what this means to him. Everyone probably does. “Obi-Wan, it’s me.”
When the man looks up at him and snarls without a glint of recognition in his golden eyes, Anakin feels his legs give out and his own force signature explode outward in pain and guilt and anguish because if this is not Obi-Wan, then his master is still out there somewhere. And if this is Obi-Wan, then...then he doesn’t remember him. Anakin.
The man goes dangerously still when Anakin’s mind brushes his own, and he tilts his head to the side as he stares at him with an unreadable expression.
“Anakin!” Ahsoka yelps, darting forward to help her master up.
But before she can get close enough to touch him, the world spins and Anakin finds himself on the ground completely, with the man’s form hunched over his and one long-nailed hand pressed into the skin of his throat.
The snarls are infinitely louder when they’re right next to his ear.
“Stay back!” Anakin shouts over the noise to Ahsoka and Windu, both who have moved forward immediately. Ahsoka takes another step forward anyway, and the snarls turn downright vicious.
Anakin could try to get out of the man’s hold, but not without hurting him. And if this is Obi-Wan Kenobi, then he’s been hurt enough already.
“Ahsoka, stay back,” he says again in his firm Master voice. “I have this handled.”
Looking rebellious, Ahsoka steps back to her original place.
The threat taken care of, the man on top of Anakin turns his full attention to him again.
Anakin feels like he’s been stabbed with a lightsaber when he sees the familiar mole on the man’s forehead. “Master,” he breathes. “Master.”
Obi-Wan growls something out, and bumps their heads together.
Anakin blinks in confusion and shakes his head. Obi-Wan growls that same roughened word again, and then again even louder, and then Anakin starts to weep.
Ani.
He’s saying Ani.
“Yeah,” Anakin whispers back. “Yeah, I’m--I’m Ani. I’m. I’m your Ani.”
Obi-Wan sniffs at his cheek and then licks the tear away, making a distressed sound in the back of his throat. “Ani,” he rumbles. “No. Won’t. Won’t Ani.”
Anakin doesn’t know what that means, so instead of answering verbally, he reaches out with the Force and touches their minds together again. It’s easy to enter Obi-Wan’s mind. His master’s impeccable shields are nowhere to be found.
Instead, there is only darkness and a landscape of pain. Anakin is vaguely aware that he’s crying harder now, that he’s sobbing, but in Obi-Wan's mind all of Anakin’s worst nightmares about what happened to his master prove true.
Obi-Wan reaches back clumsily but with great enthusiasm, and Anakin tries to stuff away his own feelings of pain and guilt and enfuse his thoughts with all the happiness and affection and love his master has ever made him feel.
On top of him, Obi-Wan whimpers high in his throat and presses forward, impossibly closer. Anakin raises his hand to stroke at the muscle of Obi-Wan’s bare bicep, sending him soothing comfort. Obi-Wan latches on and pulls Anakin back into his mind.
Their old training bond, never severed, roars into life and it feels so good, the perfect mix of pain and pleasure and aching relief that Anakin forgets where he is for several moments.
Obi-Wan is back. Obi-Wan is back.
Footsteps approach from behind them and Anakin snaps back into his own head as Obi-Wan snarls dangerously at the intruder, tensing his body as if preparing for a fight. “Won’t Ani,” his master growls, words hardly distinguishable.
“Anakin,” and it’s Windu. “Is that--are you--” “He is, it’s him,” Anakin replies, not taking his eyes off of Obi-Wan. “I felt...Master, I felt his memories in his mind. They’re...unfocused and old, but. The pirates, they--”
They had wanted Anakin, the people who took Obi-Wan. They had wanted to sell him, thinking they could fetch a high price for a Jedi padawan. When they got Obi-Wan instead, they’d hurt him in an attempt to get him to tell them where he was.
Obi-Wan hadn’t. Obi-Wan hadn’t once, not in seven years.
Anakin can feel tears dripping down his face, and Obi-Wan breaks off his staring contest with Mace to coo at him in distress.
“Master Windu won’t hurt me,” he tells Obi-Wan. “It’s alright. We’ll be alright.”
He desperately tries to believe it, even as the words leave his mouth.
When Windu steps closer, Obi-Wan snaps at him.
“Master,” Anakin says softly, touching the side of Obi-Wan’s face with his hand. “Obi-Wan.”
His master swings his attention down to him immediately, and Anakin uses their bond to slip a Force suggestion into his mind. Sleep.
Obi-Wan obviously doesn’t want to, but his golden eyes drift halfway shut anyway. Sleep, Anakin insists, rubbing his thumb over his cheek.
It only takes one more command for Obi-Wan to collapse on top of him, unconscious.
“Get him onto the ship,” Anakin says in a no-nonsense tone as he slips out from underneath the body of his master and stands, looking dispassionately at the dead pirate next to them. “And prepare for take off, Ahsoka.”
Master Windu looks at him silently.
“Please,” Anakin tries. “I don’t know how long he’ll be under, but we need to get him back to the Temple.”
“And what will you be doing?” Windu asks.
Anakin’s jaw clenches and unclenches. He wishes Windu had not been the one captured. It makes what he will do next infinitely harder. “Please, master. I just. I just need a moment to myself. I--” he doesn’t have to fake the way his voice gives out, nor the way his hand shakes when he reaches up to wipe away his tears. “Please.”
Master Windu’s stern face caves in with compassion, and he nods once. “Ahsoka,” he tells Anakin’s padawan, “help me with Knight Kenobi.”
Together, they levitate the unconscious form of Anakin’s master out of the main hall.
As soon as the doors close behind them, Anakin uses the Force to hold them tightly shut.
He turns to face the pirates, the ones who had hurt his master, held him against his will, and broken his mind.
It’s the easiest thing in the entire galaxy to flick his lightsaber on.
“Please,” he smiles. “Do not scream.”
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Strip Me of My Walls, Please.
Previous : Part 9,  Present : Part 10 + 11,  Next : Part 12 + 13
Summary: Logan hires a prostitute to pretend to be his boyfriend. Patton is a prostitute just trying to support his son when he falls with a very rich man needing him to pretend to be his boyfriend.
Chapter Summaries : Roman thinks about college while pushing through the streets. Patton and Thomas make up a little, with Logan’s help.
Pairings: romantic Logicality, future romantic Prinxiety, Elle x Damien (my original characters), 
Word Count: 3,094
Warnings : andrew being a lil bitch? mentions of domestic abuse? the musical spring awakening? yelling? more tears but like also less? remy and emile are in this fic bc even tho they ain’t sides they’re my kiddos
Notes : There’s a flashback at the beginning of this fic. Also, there’s like a million characters in this fic but do you guys want a full list once you’ve been introduced to them all? It might help you keep track. Also, Ao3 has the most up-to-date chapters and you can check that out here.
Roman was talking about Spring Awakening for the third time that day, and yet he still felt like he had just too many words to say on the production. Rehearsals had been going phenomenally, Roman felt like he and the Wendla and the Moritz that the university had casted just clicked. But if his two young friends were sick of hearing about the subject, they made no point of telling Roman, so he figured it was okay.  
He had went to his Introductory to Psychology course that he took alongside the freshmen couple Emile and Remy, two of the only friends Roman had been able to find on campus since people tended to avoid him due to his extra nature. Remy rarely ever showed up to class and when he did Roman found his boyfriend tapping on his shoulder to get him awake and paying attention. Remy had almost fought Roman on who was gayer, and often disappeared for days without notice to him or Emile, but Roman enjoyed the man’s company nonetheless.  
So on the walk from Psychology, he wasn’t particularly offended when he noticed Remy dozing off during his ramblings, Emile having to practically hold the other man up with their linked arms. He was about to say something about the two maybe heading back to their dorm when he felt a pair of arms wrap around him from behind, a breath tickling his neck as a familiar voice whispered to him. “Are you talking about that play of yours again, darling?”
���Musical.” Roman playfully corrected as he turned his head to press a kiss to his boyfriend’s cheek. Andrew was a very attractive man, Roman talked about it often, he was quite lucky to have someone so kind to put up with him.  
“I was quite enjoying listening to you talk about it, Roman. You’re very passionate, it seems.” Emile smiled, pushing his glasses up his nose with his free hand, while pushing Remy upwards with the other. “Plus you don’t seem to spend your time with anyone else, so you’re probably not talking about it with anyone else.”  
Roman’s smile dropped in the middle of his friend’s statement, but he still thanked him for listening. The small group of four had stopped just in front of the science center, Emile and Remy were standing a little more than an arms length from them now, more or so because they weren’t as familiar with Andrew as Roman was.  
Andrew could scare people, Roman knew that, he was taller than most with broad football shoulders. But once you looked past the military blonde haircut, and reached the soft blue eyes, he really was a softie. Roman had spent most of college alone, he’d taken up his special line of work and performing as ways to distract himself from lonely night hours, and now he had friends and Andrew to keep his day hours just as busy. He just wished the three got along.
“How’s the apartment hunting going?” Roman being a senior and his boyfriend being two years out of college, meant the two had to start thinking on life in the real world. Roman had his heart set on a big city, but not go to New York City until they had both worked enough for the money for rent and such.  
Clearly not well, Roman figured as he watched his boyfriend’s good mood soil in front of his eyes, his shoulders slumping and his eyes suddenly looked way more sad than he thought they should ever look. Roman, wanting to help, figured he could use some help. “Well you know there’s that one site-”
“Let’s not talk about it.” Andrew quickly replied, removing his arms from Roman’s waist and pressing a kiss to Roman’s lips, trying distract him.
And Roman let him, just for a moment, because he wanted to let it go. He wanted to get lost in the feeling of his boyfriend’s lips on his, he wanted to reach up and run his hands through his hair, and yet he found himself pushing him away. “Andrew, the semester-”  
“Ro, I said drop it.” Andrew tried to kiss him again but this time Roman had his hands up in front of him. He almost forgot about the two freshmen that were now behind Roman as he lifted his chin and stood on his tiptoes to meet his boyfriend eye to eye.
Roman needed to talk about it, he needed a concrete plan for the future or to talk about Spring Awakening again to feel like he was doing something. He needed this, why couldn’t Andrew just see that? “Drew please, I know what I’m talking about, all you have to do is-”
“I SAID SHUT UP.” Andrew screamed, his face red, students turning their heads to see where the outburst had come from. Remy was awake now, his arms wrapped around Emile protectively, staring into the back of Roman’s head as he waited for his older friend’s reaction.
And yet, there wasn’t one. Roman didn’t go running away in tears, even though they were there on the edges of his eyes. He didn’t spit back a yell at his boyfriend, even though there was one on the tip of his tongue. He let Andrew break into a heartless apology and explanation, tuning him out completely, falling into step with Emile and Remy as they walked towards the dining hall.
When the road forked toward a residence hall that was not his own, Roman still took it, leaving the group unnoticed in silence. It was not until Remy took a look around after they were almost there to see that Roman was no longer at his side. He tapped on Emile’s forearm, alerting him, but not making a sound to alert the other occupant. They made it to the dining hall, and when Andrew finally noticed Roman’s disappearance, they said something about him heading home. They all knew that home to Roman meant Andrew’s apartment, and not his own dorm, so when Emile and Remy retreated back towards the middle of campus, Andrew thought nothing of it.  
Roman had watched the two freshmen pass by him, heading to his dorm, and he almost felt guilty for being tucked behind the sophomore girls dormitory and not in his room. He sent them a text telling them he went on a walk, and turned to press his head against the red brick. Roman’s hands felt shaky, his breath felt uneven, and as tears slipped down his face, he felt cold. He didn’t know how long he stood there, but when he pulled away the tears were dried and there was a painful indent of the brick in his forehead that hurt a lot less than the rest of him.  
Roman could still remember the feeling of the brick’s indent over his forehead, as he pushed through the city, he felt his hands run over the familiar material. There was a small bag in his back, some of his most valuable possessions he’d been able to grab when he slipped out after  Andrew had left for work. A couple acting awards, a picture of his parents even though they didn’t speak to him anymore, and his costume from his freshman year of college’s production of Into the Woods that he had been able to keep, surprisingly. The director said his casting had been a joke on his last name and a lack of older males, but then he had blown it away first day he was welcomed back every musical afterwards.
Roman was still in his night shorts underneath the jeans he had haphazardly thrown on in his haste, and a black t-shirt under his signature red and white jacket. He was moving through the city through back alleyways in an attempt to avoid main traffic and being seen. When he had finally made it to the neighborhood, he had missed the sunrise and exhaustion was fighting against the new bruises at his sides. If he stopped to count the bruises on his thighs that scattered all the way up to his ribs and along his wrists, he’d surely fall over with a lack of momentum. Roman tried to focus on getting to the name on the mailbox, the number on the door, the people behind the windows. The ones he knew well, the ones that cared for him, that would help.
They surely couldn’t protect him for long, eventually he’d have to go back, and though the thought made his stomach churn, he pushed on. Finally, just as the paper boy passed him on his bicycle, he reached the front of the lawn. The lights were off but the warmth associated with the home was still dragging Roman to the front door. His body ached as he climbed the steps and he but a split second to think about turning towards the bushes just under the living room before he collapsed, fainting. 
Logan excused himself to call Virgil, inform him he was staying the night at Patton’s and to bring him clothes in the morning. He felt a little guilty that in the chaos, he had forgotten his twin would be in charge of their nephew over the next couple days, but then he’d had an idea. Jon was quiet, sure, and sometimes the boy’s attitude could get the better of him but he was in desperate need of a friend. So it seemed, was Thomas. Logan didn’t enjoy meddling, never saw the appeal of it, but if it could help anyone, he would partake.
“Dinner’s ready.” Patton’s voice was quiet even though it still broke the silence of the house loud enough for Logan to hear him from the bedroom, a different kind of quiet though, a broken quiet. Logan had tried to hold him for a little longer in the living room, but Patton had excused himself first, wrapping himself in his cooking. While it smelled delicious and the sight of Patton over the stove made Logan feel something, he pushed both of those thoughts away as he surveyed both Sanders boys sat with him at the small table near towards the kitchen.
They looked small and very far away from each other even though they were just on other side of the table. Thomas’ head was tucked into his chest as he ate and Patton was almost similar except once in a while he would look up at Logan, smiling but it never reached his eyes. Patton surely must have wanted to speak on the manner, and yet as time ticked on, both Sanders boys looked as though they’d rather be any place but here. Logan was the first to finish, and in means of starting conversation, complimented the food. Patton barely had time to hide his head from the blush that had reached his cheeks before a quiet voice interrupted the moment. “It was good as always, Dad.”
Patton looked at his son’s eyes for the first time since he’d seen him on the floor of their living room covered in bruises and his own blood. He ignored his own nervousness at the subject and just looked at the absolute fear spread out across the tiniest specs of hazel mixed in with the light brown staring back him. Patton smiled slowly, trying to force it to come out as soft and comforting, and when Thomas sheepishly returned one, suddenly he didn’t have to force it anymore. “Why don’t you get ready for bed, kiddo?”
Normally, Thomas and Patton would watch a movie or Patton would indulge in his son in watching him partake in one of his many hobbies. Sometimes musical instruments, sometimes reading something Thomas wrote, a lot of times it would be singing together as they picked up the house from all the other activities. Tonight they were both exhausted though.
“I’ll take the couch.” Logan said to Patton as Thomas retreated to his bedroom. Patton couldn’t help but marvel at the man before him, and what he’d done for Patton today. He wondered if he knew just how much his very presence now kept Patton from breaking. So much had happened, his own problems seemed so far away as the image of his son bruised and bloody came back to him. He squeezed his eyes shut tightly, shaking his head at nothing like it would whisk the image away in a breeze. He felt his body give way again but then there he was, again. Logan.
“Patton.” Logan said his name like it was the only thing that mattered in the world. Patton lifted his head as far as he could, which was only even with just under Logan’s nose. Logan pulled Patton closed again, pressing his hand against his back while Patton’s own arms stayed glued to his sides. The position was awkward, Patton’s nose was pressed against Logan’s cheek as the younger man had his head turned towards the window. He was trying all he could not lean on this man for any more support, Logan didn’t deserve to be burdened with it, and here the man was with his own shaking breath against Patton’s neck.
“I’m sorry.” Patton said, and Logan’s breath stopped all together. Patton pulled away to lifted his head all the way up and when he met those striking grey eyes they were staring at Patton with a feeling he couldn’t discern.
“Don’t be sorry.” Logan’s voice sounded vengeful, angry like it had been in that  whore  room earlier but seeped with a hiss underneath it. “Patton, I am not good at comforting, but I would literally give anything to see you smile like you did in my closet, which seems so long ago. I don’t want you to blame yourself at all, because call it selfish, but I am so blessed to be the one here for you in this moment.”
Logan pulled away, not before turning his head and pressing a kiss to the end of Patton’s nose, and Patton nodded stepping into the bedroom and pulled out a blanket and a pillow for him. He took a moment to breath again, before returning to the living room where Thomas was standing at the door, his hands tucked behind his back. Patton handed Logan the blanket and pillow, keeping a raised eyebrow in his son’s direction. Thomas licked his lips, stuck his tongue out, and then closed his eyes leaning forward as if forcing the word out. “Dad.”
“Yes, kiddo?” Patton took a step closer, Thomas still didn’t open his eyes, and now he bent his head towards his chest to further keep his sights away. Patton ignored the small thud he heard, as Thomas took in a shaky breath.
“Can I sleep in your room with you?” Patton wondered if Thomas had even breathed in between the words, but he still nodded. He then realized Thomas wasn’t going to open his eyes to see his answer, and his heart practically broke at the sight, that Thomas was so nervous around him.
“Of course, Thomas.” Patton said, and the boy only lifted his head for a moment to smile slowly at him. Patton lifted his arm out to point towards the bedroom and Thomas ran, rushing past Patton, stopping only to kick off his socks and hop onto the large bed.
Patton turned his attention to the man who in midst of his and his son’s moment, had been on the floor, hidden by the couch. He was laid out over the floor, his pants at his ankles and his shirt discarded, and when he looked up at Patton he had a blush over his face, that ended just before the bottom of his glasses. Logan shoved his pants off the rest of the way, smiling awkwardly as he flopped his head back onto the ground.
“I hope I did not disrupt your moment with Thomas. The emotional capacity in the room sort of jump scared me.” Logan said.
“You’re adorable.” Patton blurted out, watching the man before him stumble into even more of a blushing, stuttering, mess at the moment as he
“I-I-am-not.” Logan stood up, keeping his hands behind his back nervously. Patton scanned over him though, as Logan turned his head to look behind Patton at the door of his bedroom. “I think you-should-uh”
“Goodnight Logan.” Patton nodded, turning away and heading to his bedroom with the tiniest of smiles at the fact that Logan was still mumbling to himself when he closed the door.
He took a moment to take a deep breath and flail his hands out giddily, before stepping towards the bed where Thomas was cuddled underneath the most popular blanket in the whole house. The large dark blue fluffy blanket with white ship anchors all over it, the very one Patton often found himself draping over his two boys during Roman’s sleepovers, was covering Thomas’s head dramatically as he laid in the fetal position. Patton took off his pants, laid them out over the chair and also stripped his shirt for good measure. Thomas had a dark blue shirt with black and white soccer balls all over it on, as well his black night shorts that stuck out against the blankets.
“Goodnight Thomas.” Patton said, laying on top of the bed, reaching over to turn off the light and as he leaned back against his pillow he was greeted with his son throwing himself on top of his chest.
“Dad?” Thomas whispered again.
“Yeah, kiddo?” Patton said, wrapping his arms around Thomas and pulling him tight up towards his neck. The room was quiet and Patton could feel the boy’s breath on his collarbone but he didn’t mind, the chills actually helped him remember that Thomas was here, Thomas was safe.
“I want to switch schools.” Thomas was speaking through tears, Patton could feel them on his bare chest, and he took to comforting Thomas before answering.
“It’s okay, buddy.” Patton squeezed him a little tighter, unsure of who he was trying to convince, Thomas or himself. “I’m not going to let you get hurt again.”
“I love you, Dad.” Thomas mumbled already half asleep, his small body extremely fatigued from the emotional stress it went under today. Patton ran a hand through his hair, letting the strands fall from the space between his fingers slowly as he watched his hand move through the dark room.
“I love you too.” Patton pressed a kiss to Thomas’s head and listened as his son’s breathing slowed, signally he was asleep.
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grapefruitguan-blog · 6 years
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Fight!AU (Park Woojin)
- woojin was preparing for his comeback
- and they were asking a lot of time from him
- so he was coming home rlly late and leaving rlly early in the morning
- and you were supportive n he was really appreciative
- but it happened for about two weeks
- two weeks of you making dinner and watching it get cold and waking up to him and a quick kiss saying he loves you but he’s gotta go
- but you had ur last straw when he didn’t even come home on your birthday
- he actually forgot
- this time you didn’t fall asleep
- bc woojin promised to spend the day with you
- you were actually heartbroken
- he came back at 1:30 am rlly surprised you were up
- he had a terrible day daniel n the others couldn’t get the choreo down and the producer blamed him
- “babe? shouldn’t you be sleeping?”
- you didn’t answer him
- and had a small bitter smile
- “yeah. i should be. i shouldn’t have waited for you.”
- now woojin never ever snaps
- but today he was in the worst mood
- ever
- “jeez, what’s with you today?”
- and now you snapped
- “woojin, you should know what’s up with me today i’ve waited for you for now two weeks every single fucking day”
- “babe i know i’m sorry it’s just they’ve wanted a lot out of us-“
- “yeah. you want a lot of of me to wait for you. i know that. what do you think i have done?”
- “y/n i know it’s just the fans-“
- “it’s always the fans woojin, always.”
- “because they care about us. we just won at mama i don’t want to lose that streak. why can’t you understand that?”
- “woojin. i’ve been the most fucking understanding of that. i didn’t question you for shit about scandals when i sure could’ve and i always helped you when you felt stressed-“
- “people care about us, y/n. we have fans. they’re there for us.”
- oh god woojin really fucked it up now
- a small silence occurred when woojin’s eyes widened with what he said
- “babe-“
- “save it woojin.”
- “no i didn’t mean-“
- “no, i get it. i don’t have fans because i’m not an idol, so i wouldn’t get it. people care about you and the boys and not really about me. hell, they want me gone since i’m dating their bias. go date fucking lisa from blackpink or something, then!”
- “no that isn’t-“
- “save it. i’m leaving. maybe you’ll someday realize why i’m so fucking pissed after waiting for you for so damn long.”
- you walk out and slam the door
- “fine be that way!” yelled woojin
- he went to your guys’ now empty bed angry as hell
- he almost threw the picture of you two on the ground but hesitated
- you drove over to your bff’s house and slept for the night
- in the morning woojin went to practice
- and he was on snapchat
- and noticed your streak had an hourglass
- he sent you a black screen and you instantly left him on open
- he groaned
- and rolled his eyes
- and he was viewing his stories and saw daehwi’s
- it was a selfie
- “happy late birthday y/n!!!”
- woojin dropped
- wait
- it was your birthday yesterday???
- holy fuck he promised to spend the day with you
- he didn’t even get you an xmas gift cause you said that’s all you wanted
- holy fuck
- he stormed into practice
- “daehwi!!!!”
- daehwi was eating a croissant
- “woojin!!! you almost made me drop my croissant!!!”
- “dumbass bitch!!! why didn’t you tell me it was my gf’s birthday yesterday!!!!!”
- “woojin sweetie you were supposed to know this”
- “i remembered!” piped daniel holding his story too
- “shut up mr center i hope your cats die”
- “heY”
- jisung aka mom runs over
- “dUmbAsS KIDS STOP FIGHTING”
- daehwi rubbed his temples
- “y/n is soooo mad at you woojin”
- “she’s so supportive of your snaggletooth headass and you don’t see that”
- “hIs EYES ARE TOO SMALL TO SEE THAT”
- “shUT UP ONG NOBODY CARES MR I’M-28-TRYING-TO-DEBUT”
- “shUT UP YOU MAKNAE I WAS Y/N’S BIAS NOT YOURS”
- jisung blows the whistle n stops ong and woojin from fighting
- “DuMBASS WOOJIN for foRGETTING Y/N’s BDAY I’M NOT MAKING YOU FUCKIN RAMEN FOR A MONTH”
- jisung sighed
- “y/n rlly never let you see her frustrated bc you’d come home late as hell n she would always rant to me and daehwi about it and she went to (bff)’s house all night and cried”
- “how was i supposed to know!!!”
- “duMBASS biTCH I am Her SECOND COUSIN and you arE HER bOyfrieND anD I COULD TELL SHE WAS UNhAPPY BUT you COULDN’T????”
- “he has a point snaggletooth headass”
- “shut up four foot chode nobody cares sungwoon”
- “LISTEN BO-“
- “gUys shUT UP” yelled jisung
- “woojin go make up with her your dumbass fucKED UP”
- “big time!” chorused daniel holding his two cats
- woojin facepalmed
- “guys what the hell do i do i rlly did fuck up i was just so caught up on the choreo-“
- “dumbass dance machine”
- “shUT UP CAT PEDOPHILE I’M HAVING A FUCKING MOMENT”
- jisung blows his mom whistle again
- “gUYS ENOUGH FIGHTING”
- “luckily bc i’m so old and wise i have a damn plan”
- so all 11 boys shut up and crowd around
- “here’s what we are finna do bitches”
- “jisung sweetie pls don’t say finna it’s improper”
- “sorry minhyun”
- you’re at your bff’s house
- you were throwing dart’s at a pic of woojin
- until she knocks on ur door
- “hey y/n someone’s here to see you”
- “if it’s woojin i swear to-“
- “oH HI DAEHWI”
- “HI BESTIE IM HERE BITCH I GOT YOU STUFF FOR YOUR BDAY”
- “aw THANKS BITCH I SAW YOUR STORY”
- “yeAh SORRY BITCH I WAS AT PRACTICE AKDJKSD I PROMISE WE CAN EAT CHICKEN N WAFFLES SOON THO”
- “david lee ur so white”
- “i was born in LA headass”
- daehwi hands you a wrapped gift
- you coo
- “YOU REALLY ARE MY BESTIE”
- bff walks in
- “wtf y/n who’s house are you in”
- “lOVE YOU TOO (BFF’s NAME)”
- daehwi clears throat
- “anyways so”
- “get dressed”
- “we’re hanging out”
- “stop simping over the snaggletooth headass”
- “i wAS NO-“
- “bitch shut up ur listening to butterfly and spring day by bts and you’re really telling me you aren’t simping????”
- ok daehwi got you there
- so you kicked him outta ur friend’s room
- and you get dressed
- no details bc this isn’t smut
- yET
- hAHAHAHA
- anyways after twenty minutes you step out
- daehwi huffs
- “see this hair? i didn’t dye it white. it turned white waiting for your slowpoke ass”
- “shut up daehwi last time i checked i waited for you for two hours when you bumped into iu”
- “iU nOONA IS mOre IMPoRTANT”
- anyways
- daehwi flashes his signature grin
- “oK go to the living room”
- “daehwi i thought we were going out??”
- “yes going out of the room duh”
- “yOU lITTLE SHIT YOU MADE ME PUT MAKEUP FOR NOTHING WHEN IM STAYING INSIDE???”
- “y/n if you think i have money to treat you out for a day you really must be tripping”
- “daehwi stfu you deadass have tons of money after debuting don’t play with me”
- daehwi shoves you into the room anyways
- and your jaws drop
- and there you see the living room decorated
- with your favorite foods on the coffee table
- and presents
- and a chocolate cake
- and the other boys there
- besides woojin
- so daniel’s cats could be at ur bday and not your boyfriend? ok
- “HAPPY BIRTHDAY Y/N”
- “we’re really sorry we couldn’t celebrate with you on your actual birthday so we tried to make up for it” smiles jisung
- you almost broke down in tears
- because THAT IS SO SWEET
- “aw thanks guys i love you so much”
- “even if woojin hates me enough to not even want to celebrate my bday LOL it’s okay.”
- guanlin awkwardly coughed
- “uh look behind you”
- lo and behold
- park woojin is behind you holding 10 bouquets of red roses
- bby boy is almost falling bc he carried all of them
- you’re kind of taken aback
- because who wouldn’t be??
- “i’m sorry that i couldn’t wish you happy birthday with them i had to run to like five florists cause turns out everyone ran out of red roses”
- he hands you one bouquet and other boys scramble to help him
- “i’m really sorry that i fucked up and forgot that it was your birthday it was honestly such a dick move of me-“
- “HE ALSO CALLED ME A FOUR FOOT CHODE”
- “shUT UP SUNGWOON”
- “and i really took you for granted and i feel terrible because i need to remember that they’re fans, and though i’m in their hearts..you’re in mine. i’m scared of losing you because you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me and i promise i never ever forgot about that”
- “and like roses are what i gave you on our first date and i know they can’t do too much to make you forgive me but i remembered you love them and you honestly deserve the world”
- and woojin has tears in his eyes and takes one hand and tries to wipe his tears and now he’s blubbering
- “i totally understand if you hate me and wanna break up i support your decision either way i’m so so sorry for being such a dick-“
- SEEING WOOJIN BAWL WAS TOO MUCH SO YOU JUST KISSED HIM
- he was shocked at first but he leaned down just a little bit
- “idiot i forgive you”
- “w-wait really”
- “BITCH YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO REJECT HIM”
- “shUT UP DAEHWI”
- “nO YOU SHUT YOU COYOTE LOOKING ASS I BET $10.00 ON THIS WITH ONG”
- before woojin went to go fight daehwi you laughed
- and he looked at you with a small smile
- ft his little snaggletooth
- and daniel brings out the cake and they start singing
- BUT then woojin’s eyes shoot up
- “wAIT DONT START I FORGOT SOMETHING”
- he hands you the roses and grabs a little box out of his pocket
- “here open it”
- “woojin we’re too young to get married-“
- “nonONONO NOT THAT NOT THAT”
- he turns bright red
- “i-i mean not like i don’t wanna m-marry you i-it’s just”
- you open it
- it’s a promise ring!!! the one that you told woojin how pretty it was two months ago!!!!
- “woojin!!!! this is really expensive you know i was like kidding right!!!!”
- “well like you deserve the world so i’m trying to give it to you”
- “and like it’s my promise to you to never treat you less than perfect”
- “and that i promise to put you before my career”
- all the boys coo
- and daniel is huffing bc the cake is rlly heavy and he wants to goddamn sing already so he can set it down
- so you sing!
- and all is well!
- and woojin puts an arm around your waist and kisses your forehead
- “happy late birthday babe, i love you.”
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lgbtqpjo · 7 years
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hey y'all..... someone reminded me of how in need of theyna content i am.... got any headcanons? help a girl out
they fight over who’s the butch and who’s the femme (all in good fun it’s a happy thing)
thalia making excuses to take far more trips to camp jupiter than are really strictly necessary. the hunters Know.
they share flannels
sometimes reyna steals thalia’s signature leather jacket and is like ;)
they’re an unstoppable duo at beer pong tbh
they’re super competitive with each other like it never gets ugly but they do very much enjoy having pushup competitions and races and sparring sessions
they’re both fascinated with each other’s hair!! reyna has never had hers short and thalia has never had hers long and they both rlly love running their fingers through each other’s
reyna’s dogs love both of them of course but the longer they’re together the more argentum seems to gravitate towards thalia (thalia wears a lot of silver and he’s biased towards her lmao)
god god god thalia in a tux and reyna in a little black dress
or thalia and reyna BOTH in tuxes Oh My
they’re actually quite good for each other because they both have pretty intense trauma in their life and seem to have mostly found the same coping mechanisms, so they get each other on an intrinsic level without having to unload all kinds of baggage
so many hot chocolate dates. so many
reyna loves all animals but thalia insists she hates cats until reyna actually adopts a cat one day and thalia begrudgingly falls in love with it
thalia like definitely insists on teaching reyna how to shoot a bow and arrow solely for the purpose of doing the move where she puts her arms around her and guides her. reyna is fully aware of this.
thalia is certainly going to end up with many tattoos and they never get matching ones bc thalia likes her’s to all be totally unique to her, but she and reyna do get complimentary tattoos. also she goes with reyna and holds her hand for the first one she ever gets. and one time reyna gets a secret one to surprise her with.
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softgrungeprophet · 7 years
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Me and @chokemebucky played a game over roll20 (text chat) today and here is what happened:
Characters:
Arlen Ghelfi: He/Him. 19. Slender, ruddy freckles, with auburn hair and brown eyes. He wears a white suit and headphones, and has a battered cybernetic right arm. Signature Weapon: Cyber arm has an assassin's creed-style dagger in it.
Evelynn Dowe: She/Her. 25. Evelynn has dark skin and a cyan mohawk and brown eyes, and a distinctive scar on her arm. She has a cybernetic arm which can become electrically charged. Signature Weapon: Switchblade.
Scene 1:
Arlen walks into the eight-story mall, and looks around at all the glass storefronts, with jewelry and designer clothes. There are a lot of people around, but his headphones block out most of the noise. He heads up one of the elevators.... Evelynn is with him.
When it dings on the 8th floor, they head out, and it's this fancy full-floor cyberware shop. Arlen absolutely cannot afford anything in this place. The cashier is a chrome robot.
And the robot is like, "Can I help you?"
"No I'm just looking." And something catches Arlen's eye in one of the cases. Cut crystal and brushed steel, a very fancy cyber-watch. He wants it. But he's not a thief. So he kind of stares at it.
Or at least, he wasn't a thief before—he shakes his head and memorizes the way it looks in the case before turning away and waving at the robot. He gets back in the elevator.
Scene 2:
There is a restaurant, connected to the mall at the bottom floor—by a moving walkway because rich people don't WALK any more than they have to.
Evelynn walks into the restaurant tower, and this place is. Massive. Like, MASSIVE, and this is only the first floor, and there's a water fountain in the middle because rich people like fountains—honestly she wouldn't be surprised if there was a friggin indoor pool somewhere in here (but there isn't because that's not like ~fancy~ and they don't want their floors wet)
There are various sets of elevators, and by each elevator, a list of floor numbers and the types of food on each floor. They're all owned by the same company, but each is different. One seafood, one Italian, one authentic Mexican, etc. etc.
She goes up to the counter and asks for a menu, and says that she can't stay and sit to eat, she wants to get food to go. They look kinda offended because who doesn't wanna stay HERE but they hand her a menu anyway. And just appetizers alone are like 30 bucks and she almost has a gotdamn heart attack.
"You know.... never mind." Evelynn gives the menu back and leaves.
Scene 3:
While Evelynn was at the restaurant, Arlen got in a fight with a rich boy in a clothing shop.
He swings at the rich boy, just with his fist. He catches the boy on the jaw. Doesn't hurt him much—and the rich boy knees him in the crotch.
While Arlen doubles over he decides, you know, maybe this isn't worth it. And he is gonna leave. But the rich boy grabs his arm, like, "No, bitch."
Arlen tries to elbow the rich boy in the face but misses. Rich Boy moves to put Arlen in a headlock but Arlen ducks out of the way. He unsheathes the blade hidden in his cybernetic arm as he ducks, and stabs the rich boy right in the shoulder.
The rich boy is like "what the FUCK this guy just stabbed me!" and grabs his shoulder, bleeding.
Arlen just puts his hands up, like, "It was an accident!" (it was not)
He gets tackled to the ground by security guards.
Scene 4:
Evelynn overhears a guard's walkie talkie.
"He WHAT? A blade came outta WHERE?!"
Eve makes this face because she just Knows. So she takes a lil look at the mall complex map and sees "security station" and figures that's where he has to be and, of course, heads that way.
It's pretty fancy for Mall Jail, just like everything there is, like there's a small desk and a guy sitting behind it with his feet up, and to one side there's a corridor of cells that have electronic locks on them, and little windows about head height to the average person.
So she goes up to desk. And there's only this one guy here, I mean, it's MALL jail, not too many guys are brought in for STABBING so the security is lax. Evelynn tries to charm her way into getting let back to "talk to her friend."
She charms the pants off of him. So he agrees to let her go back there, but obviously she needs to be accompanied because, y'know, it's mall jail, people can't just walk around all willy nilly. She tries to turn the charm on again.
"Sir, I would never do anything fishy, I just want to talk to my friend and tell him what an idiot he is."
The guard insists, he HAS to go with her. So she's like okay, okay fine. Coulda been so easy but now she's gotta fight.
They go back there together. She describes Arlen, and he knows exactly the little shit she's talking about. "Stabbed a guy"
Evelynn says, "Sounds about right."
So he shows her to the cell and opens the little sliding window so Arlen can hear and see her .
"So you stabbed a guy, huh?"
"Listen, I got swept up in the moment"
Evelynn is just like Oh My God, she is mcfreakin done with him (but not enough to just leave without him) so she's like, "Well are they calling like, real police? No offense, mall cop."
Arlen shrugs.
Evelynn sighs. "Okay."
She whirls around and slams her fist into the security guard's face—the guy's nose is bleeding and he grabs for it, while his other hand goes for his taser. She tries to grab that hand aaand fails. The guard gets his taser out, and she tries to get out of the way bc those things can kinda spring at ya but she does not succeed. She gets shocked—but she's still trucking, whatever, it's cool, and she tries to hit away the hand holding the taser and bring her leg up to kick him in the crotch at the same time and she? kinda gets him? a little, but falls down because what is balance.
The guy tries to kick her while she's on the floor, and she tries to roll out of the way—but he kinda gets a bit of her. She's kinda hurting but she manages to get back on her feet and she's crouching now, and she's kinda tired of this bitch, so she flicks out her switchblade and lunges for his leg, trying to stab him in the knee—
This guy totally sidesteps her knife, and tries to kick her again, she dodges the kick and jumps to her feet.
She doesn't wait, tries to stab at him again, this time aiming for the belly because it's kinda personal now—he TASERED HER after all—and she nicks him.
He tries to retaliate with his taser and she tries to quickly jump away but she slams into the door to Arlen's holding cell. So she dodges but her back slams up against a door to one of the cells. She kicks out, trying to get the guy in the crotch, but she misses.
He catches her foot and pulls, and she goes down, falling right on her back. She kicks out with her other leg at his knees and BOOM hits right in the fuckin kneecap—his knee gives out and he falls, hitting his head and passing out on the way down. Maybe from pain, maybe from concussion, Eve doesn't know and Does Not Care.
Arlen has just been watching the whole time. (Only has the one close range weapon.)
She turns to Arlen, the little shit, and is like "Thanks for the help, dude" All sarcastic, of course.
He does that like, wink, finger gun motion where you click your tongue.
"Okay, so let's figure out how to get you out of here." There aren't any locks to pick, it's a hand-print pressure pad...
Evelynn is like aw yis and grabs the unconscious security guard by his arm and drags him over and struggles to get this guy up far enough that his hand can touch the pad, Thank God for her metal arm.
The thing beeps a positive and the door unlocks, and Evelynn opens it and just gives Arlen this LOOK. This L O O K like "you little shit, do you see all the trouble I went through for you" kind of a look.
He grins.
Eve says "Let's just get the hell out of here, okay?"
"Yeah, yeah"
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rexylafemme · 7 years
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this precious time when time is new
things come full circle all the time. ruben touched down in nyc on saturday. micah and i trekked to laguardia to get him, laughing on the way about how ridiculous we all were in the bay, how we bet our lil ruben looks more grown now, seasoned, hehe. the last time micah, ruben, and i were together was for the full pisces supermoon in late summer, september 2015--the night before micah would move back to nyc, our last full night at our house all together. a month before ruben would leave, two months before i would leave. this time, ruben arrived in time for the virgo full moon, pisces’ opposite, in late winter 2017, the coldest, snowiest week we’ve had.
that last night together in september, we drove to alameda beach armed with paper, some stones, herbs & flowers, gifts & letters from ex-whatevers & poem drafts to throw to the ocean, ruben’s signature drink: fireball whiskey (ew), a blunt, some candles, a mini speaker. all the trappings for a spell for letting go, for saying goodbye. bitch better have my money on in the car ride there, our heads hanging out the window, boisterous--our anthem for that year (/always), being broke, undervalued, and continuously doing too much work for too little or free, retail and retail and food service and gigs and workshops and unofficial art modeling and freelance writing and recording and plans that kept falling through. now we were in the home stretch. we laid down our blanket, we set out our herbs, our stones, our candles. we sat in a triangle, wrote silently for awhile: what we would surrender to the bay, what we would leave there, what we couldn’t keep or hold anymore. also, what new journeys we needed new strength for.
we went around and said some words about what we’d written, said some sentimental stuff about each other. poured out some fireball, passed it around til it was gone--so sickly sugary & spicy like melted/liquefied big red gum, coating yr mouth and throat. we stuffed our losses in the bottle and walked to the shoreline. we fumbled trying to figure out a way for all three of us to hold the bottle while we threw it, haha. the moon hung to the left of our viewscape, leaving a moving trail of yellow on the water as we watched the bottle bobble away. i walked into the water alone up to my waist--feeling grateful, trying to absolve myself of this place and all its failures, looking up at the moon and asking it my questions about what next and help and please don’t let us lose this. hearing micah and ruben laugh from the sand, smiling to myself with love for them, sighing and crying a little. no turning back now, can’t hold onto everything, nothing is forever, and then it was over, the night. tomorrow everything would be different. just one more chip off an already broken heart. 
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“nothing’s changed!” micah exclaimed laughing as we stood propped against the subway doors on the Q train to brooklyn. ruben and i fake-fighting, the bates motel norma and norman faux-codependence theatrical game we’d play-- we all go a little mad sometimes, there’s a cord between our hearts, etc. the three of us hugging and giggling. after almost two hours of traveling from queens to flatbush, we wound up at micah and sharmin’s for game night. i was in the middle of a two-week marathon of insomnia and ptsd nights, so i was feeling raw/cranky/crazy/depleted/negative and was waiting for my affections to catch up with the present moment. ruben! friends! games! you don’t wanna go home and write by yourself, rex, you fool. it’s saturday night! but knowing when i’m like this, at night i get all weird & doubtful & dark, but reminding myself to just be myself, relax, remember what’s good, no pressure, if you need to leave, you can. and you might even enjoy yourself. and of course i didn’t wind up going home til 2am, spent and full, as suddenly the future hit--clocks springing ahead to 3am for daylight savings.
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but before that, sharmin’s friends arrived trickle by trickle until there were about ten of us.  uno, jenga, slapjack, drinks, snacks, bullshit, taboo (team names: beyonce v. solange, and ruben and i were on the solange team, the weirder, low key underdog, and we won), stories, music, nintendo, laughter, newness, familiarity. it felt so nourishing to be in a room full of working class folks, folks from queens and bk, and ruben & micah: the two down suburban qts, home people--that easiness and fluency that comes with not having to explain yourself, everyone just getting it, breathing room & shared experiences.  micah and i trying to explain all the wild connections between the people in the bay and the people out here. how i met sharmin, tanya (& tres tho only briefly), and jesse through black brunch organizing in 2014 when i was visiting home from the bay. learning sharmin and jesse both were from my qnz hood and knew my childhood bff ro through other organizing avenues. jova and reuben knew sharmin, too, and tanya and tres, jova having told me tanya and i needed to know each other way before this meeting bc of our poor white femme nyc/nj lives. later, when i moved home and jova was so right about tanya and me, and someow tres & tanya had known micah round the way (?!?!?!). and before that, when micah first moved back to nyc, he called me to talk about some amazing femme he met at the club--something that never happens for us--being so enchanted or even pursued at the club (partially bc we never even bothered to go), and as he described her, i was like, “wait, is her name sharmin???” hehehe, clearly micah can’t get enough of catty witches from queens. explaining the connections between all the ex-friends-&-lovers, too--nyc, the bay-- disenchantments & the chaos and the relief that it was all over. happy to be laughing about it now. ending stories. we have no past, we won’t reach back; keep with me forward all through the night.
origin stories. apparently, the first night ruben moved into our 668 apartment, micah and i were hosting a big party. i laughed and apologized retroactively, but it so sums up where we were at at the time. ruben said it helped him integrate tho, he felt welcomed and i remember being so thrilled to introduce him to everyone. realizing how much the three of us got each other through those two years--all the drama, all the marches, the confusion, blowouts, heartbreaks, housing scares, bad jobs, the nights, the mornings--waking up with glitter on our faces, splayed eyeliner, party carnage, or just waking up to work & life fatigue, big breakfasts, sitting in the sun on our stoop year-round. so much we shared and still a lot of room for things we couldn’t say and didn’t have to. but, how home the three of of us felt to each other then, and now, and how we extended that sense of home to others--sometimes guests sleeping over in every room of the house except the kitchen, our place a safe zone on march routes, multiple sets of people staying with us through rocky times, the big meals we’d host when i was working at  farmers’ markets & the spice shop simultaneously, pooper cat game nights, the trigger warning performance series + parties we threw out of the house. talya called our place the gay frat house (tho i have to say in defense that it was quite clean). leo sun/leo rising/leo moon trio. so familiar, so sweet, so effortless, so open. our little clubhouse, our little family. remembering is good if you don’t let it be the fear in you.
i think we felt lacking then, i think we felt we couldn’t get our footing or find somewhere where we belonged-- but looking back, we created what we didn’t have and we invited other people into it. all the adult misfits. we got burned by being open indiscriminately and it made us shrinking violets by the end, but we’re blooming again now. riding that bloom wave.
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at one point the other night, i overheard sharmin say to a friend, “aren’t they so cute? they’re such teen boys over there.” as we were sitting in a corner doing our thing. and that was always true of our vibe-- our bond full of youthful, long-lost brother feels. but, soft, feminine boys, & sometimes we’re not boys at all. 668 40th st, living one up from hell, we’d joke, which maybe is what gifted us that mythical queer fountain-of-youth gene where we look 17 forever. young leos. after long days of work + grad school madness (me) or undergrad madness (ruben), in between assignments, projects, art, meetings, shifts, we were always watching movies from our childhoods, making forts, running around in our underwear, making art on the floor in the living room, doing drag, playing board games, talking shit, pushing each other around and wrestling and cuddling and teasing each other, holding hands and being protective of each other when we had to. our intimacy--so easy & necessary & good & a balm from the bad intimacies we got lost in at times. we grew together: we all taught each other things and challenged each other, especially through our differences. bb ruben had never met a trans person before and micah and i were like “well, here we are!” and both of us so different in our trans-ness. we were all so inviting & open to excavating each other so we could be better at honoring who we all were.
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and in new york now, finally living here on my own terms, regardless of the obstacles: housing scares and failures, the last of the bad intimacies (i hope), and family, i am thinking of who i was before. the sense of un-belonging that’s had me leaving new york over and over, the pain of lineage that had me craving escape, craving to be someone else, craving to leave them all behind. while simultaneously always trying to make sense of the people i come from so i could make sense of myself: the grief i never let go of, the contradictions, the violence and the nourishment of us. how all of this and my own self within it--freakish, theatrical, full of shadows, so of them & yet so so other--had me always searching. the people, the others: i was always looking for and the ones i always found. there were the inexplicably lovable yet destructive ones who reified all of the patterns in me i was always trying to leave behind, and then i finally did. bye. and then all the people who were so new; whose influence, paired with my own, allowed us to make something from nothing-- magic, create beauty from old tragedies, whether we spoke of them or not. cosmic people, like ruben and micah, the pretty, sweet boys. boys who weren’t afraid to cry or to touch or to admit to love and fear and failure and wanting. and the three of us, whoever we are and will be, knowing our love was/is strong enough to withhold our leaving, being apart, and all of the transformations that would flush out of walking away, of change. that there would always be a road back. paths that cross will cross again!
and ruben is still here until saturday, so my sentimentality is running away with me. blame it on my wild heart. hehe.
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