the playlists having no reputation songs has two possible explanations. either it’s because taylor doesn’t own it yet or- or because when she was writing rep, she had no reason for grief. there was love there.
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He finds out Brady is gay. Well— Brady tells him, compelled by something as the both of them escape the chaos of the lounge room their teammates have taken hostage and settle on the back porch, heads thrown over the back of the sofa to watch the starry sky. Gale is silent for a long time, at a loss for words. He wouldn’t have guessed—he doesn’t know any other gay guys in the league, always shied away from the opportunity to find out, to seek them out. Not like there’s a fucking group chat he could join, anyway, just a careful word of mouth at best, one Gale has carefully steered clear from in his attempt to avoid self-sabotage, utterly futile in the end.
He doesn’t end up telling Brady what he would’ve two years ago, when the tone of Brady’s voice when talking about Blakely finally starts making sense. Doesn’t think Brady would appreciate it, anyway. He must’ve seen something in Gale, to take a gamble this risky. So Gale tells him he’s gay too, even though he suspects Brady already knows. He vaguely hints why he didn’t get re-signed with the Jets—figures Brady deserves to know. In response, Brady gets weirdly passionate about it, in his own way. Tells Gale he has his back, says fuck ‘em more times than necessary, but Brady’s drunk and Gale would feel bad making fun of him. He tells Brady he has his back, too, blushes embarrassingly when Brady places an arm around his shoulder and squeezes and doesn’t let go. He’s eternally thankful Brady is still staring at the sky and doesn’t notice—Gale feels too naked, bare under the weight of the confession, too unused to sharing this part of himself with people.
Curious, Gale asks him about Blakely and watches the way Brady’s usually impassive face transforms. Wonders, distantly, if he would look the same if somebody asked him about Bucky.
They spend the rest of that evening shittalking past teammates that never grew out of saying faggot and calling things gay, until one of their defense rookies finds them and tells them there’s a mandatory game of Monopoly starting in ten minutes.
Gale puts a hand on Brady’s shoulder when Quinn leaves and they muster up the strength to get up. He gets enveloped into a tight hug, immediately. He laughs, tells Brady that he’s too drunk and Brady agrees with a scoff, slaps him on the back one last time and promises not to steal any districts from him with a smirk.
- another excerpt from the running out of guts to spill. @swifty-fox sold me on brady/blakely so hard i had to include them lol. are brady’s feelings mutual? guess we’ll never fuckin know (we’ll know. we’ll for sure know. i’ll shoehorn it in idc. what the fuck is this ship. douglass i’m sorry for stealing your boyfie)
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OK SO!! Appreciation post for my mutuals and people who support me because yall are amazing and i genuinely enjoy interacting and talking with you guys and your just so creative and cool and funny and i look forward to talking and interacting with you guys everyday. Your support and love is appreciated and sent back in ten folds 🩵-from your fellow swiftie, Fannibal and ironclaw fan
@cannibalovers @idledreams4 @moonheart1313
@thesunoficarus1 @headphone-gremlin @agoraphobiaismyname @all-hail-supernatural
@lonelylesbian2 @cannibalsamruby
@iconsumethesoulsofthedamned
@devatronthechaotic
@daysofyellowroses @idksmtms @deerainy
(I’m sorry if I’m forgetting anybody, just know i do appreciate you all, and thank you for all the support and love)
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Rainbow, how are you feeling with all of this?
You’re nice to us ❤️
This kicked off a rant so I’m sorry Anon for hijacking your question
If I think too much in depth about the song change and kiss I get real annoyed—and look, I fully comprehend “this is all part of the fucking story”—none of that is lost on me. But I will never pretend I have endless amounts of grace forever and ever for Taylor because I don’t. She does things that make me roll my eyes and say GIRL WTF and that’s ok to say outloud. I feel like people get afraid to acknowledge how they are actually feeling because they believe Taylor is watching these spaces and they don’t wanna do anything to possibly offend her and fall out of favor. I do not believe Taylor knows who I am, nor that she gives two shits what I say, and even if she somehow did, I would still say GIRLFRIEND COME ON—we want you to dig deep and get that Warrior Bitch out again! We know she’s in there!!
Talking with Mutuals lately, and after seeing that Sony Beard agreement leak Tik tok, and that video of her crying in the car, and I am starting to question whether or not Taylor is as in control of all of this as we think. Is she a Mastermind? 1000%. But we also know she admits she’s a pathological people pleaser and that she’s never had the courage of her convictions—so it isn’t out of left to field to surmise that maybe she’s being pressured by people solely invested in money and connections to continue loudly Bearding for profit
Again, don’t apologize or feel stupid for being saddened by her public steps back—your feelings of disappointment are just as valid as any swiftie saying they are sad when she dumps a Beard
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unpopular opinion: i think joe was truly “the one” for taylor, and she’ll realize that sooner or later. even so, he was truly the great love of her life and she’ll be looking for glimpses of him in the rest of her relationships and every man she dates. I actually think she lost him. just going off the way she described him, the life they built together, and the fact that she spent their entire relationship believing they were endgame i truly believe they were soulmates. It really sucks seeing joe get hate for Taylor’s decisions. What i mean by this is that it was her decision back in 2016 to stay private and then it was very clear that their privacy was a mutual decision, likely more her choice as she’s the more famous one. people who say he didn’t sacrifice for her or loved her are delusional. It’s very clear that he has been professionally and possibly mentally damaged by this relationship, and her name will always be attached to him. That was a risk he was willing to take and honestly I think that’s admirable. Swifties hate to admit it but at the end of the day he was her savior and her entire world at times and they have a really strange obsession with invalidating her love for that man. i have so many more points i want to make, but I’ll just say that it’s gonna take a long time before Travis earns my respect (if he even stays around that long lmao, i think he’ll cheat or something before they get anywhere) swifties are so quick to fall in love with this new man and it’s insane. Once taylor writes daylight abojt Travis and builds the type of love she had with joe, maybe I’ll believe it. But Taylor you really lost the love of your life and I’m so sorry.
“wondering if I dodged a bullet or just lost the love of my life” has a whole new meaning now.
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💜⚡️ Jahayla’s Quick Explanation, Apology, & Appreciation Post 💜⚡️
Explanation and Apology
Many of you have noticed that I’ve been MIA for a bit (minus my prescheduled posts), so I wanted to say a few words.
First, the posts you’ve seen lately were PRE-SCHEDULED. I promise I’m not avoiding, ghosting, or ignoring ANYONE. 💜
I legit haven’t been online on here in awhile. This includes tags, notifications, comments, messages, asks, etc.
I’m sorry if it seemed like I was being rude by not having interacted, it’s only because I wasn’t online!
Why did I stay off Tumblr for a bit?
Outside of increased responsibilities in my life, lately when I’ve come on here I’ve been getting hate and pressure.
It’s not an excessive amount, but it’s enough to make me not want to open the app. 🤷♀️
As far as the hate goes, I’m not going to justify any of it by responding to the messages (other than blocking the sender) nor by answering the applicable hateful asks in my inbox. 💁♀️
In terms of the pressuring, I mean.. I get it. I too struggle with a lack of new content for my favorite characters/people/stories/etc.
But, please realize even while I’ve been away from the app, I’ve been posting stories at least twice a week if not more. I know it might not be what, or for whom, you’re wanting just yet. But, I’m getting there, I promise!
I’m still writing and have been during this unplanned ‘Tumblr break’.
I will try and get new content that’s not already on the pre-scheduled list ASAP. But please be patient with me!
If you have concerns about a particular request, you can always ask or check in! 💜
But please don’t yell, try to make me move it up or post before it’s complete, or state that I need to do a certain fic before a different one. I have a reason for my ordering even if seems like chaotic madness lol. And I’ll get to it all, but to ask me to bump down or postpone someone else’s request for yours is not very considerate.
Appreciation
Lastly, I want to thank all of you who have been so friendly and supportive! The amount of love I feel from many of you outweighs the hatred I might get from time to time. And I truly appreciate you for that! 💜
And to my fellow Swifties, wanting to share my thoughts with you all and hear yours (for Speak Now TV of course) is what motivated me enough to bring me back to the app tonight, so thank you 💜🎵
Tagging some of my more interactive mutuals to be sure they see this explanation as to my lack of response! 💜
@b3kk3r-by-br3kk3r @ell0ra-br3kk3r @missdreamofendless @nikfigueiredo @theslayerofthevampires
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hello hello it's your spring/autumn swiftie gift exchange anon who also happens to be a mutual! quick run of question, favourite taylor album (in case I remembered wrong)? also do you want to tell me about royai
OKAY HI!!!
sorry for the late reply but i’m so excited that your my swiftie gifter!!!!
and my top five albums are
- evermore
- red
- lover
- reputation
- speak now
favorite color is pink!
and I WILL ALWAYS TALK ABOUT ROYAI!!!!
these two are so insane!!!! they have a suicide pact and have both stated they’re only alive because the others alive! childhood friends to coworkers with tension so strong you can cut it with a knife! they’re so illicit affairs coded it’s insane! roy learned the secrets of flame alchemy from her back and burned it at her request because he viewed it as his duty. like… i got so much to say on them and even though i answered this late i was not fully prepared for a rant 😭😭😭
but, i’m so excited that your my gifter!!!
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It’s Blog Rec O’ Clock! 🦄Tag Away!
I’ll stare directly at (enter blog here) but never in the mirror
The wisest Swiftie of them all
Your “we’ll never go out of style” Person
Someone that reminds you of a Midnights 3AM track! Who & which track? (bonus if you say why!!)
Someone who could totally draw the 13 on Taylor’s hand/write lyrics on her arms (or help Andrea… can anyone really do it better than her? Probably not but we can aspire)
The person secretly on Taylor’s account and responsible for the green dot
Pick one (1) person to meet Taylor with (ONLY ONE. I’m watching you 🫵.)
Recommend anyone that has any kind of merch store you think we should check out! (clothing, stickers, homemade items, candles, anything!)
Who comes to mind when you listen to Speak Now? What about Lover? EVERMORE?
Sorry for being super late with this but here goes!
Staring at: @rogerhealey
Wisest: @heystephen
Style: @intomymelancholia
3am: @fightwithyouinmysleep
Draw the 13: @tolerateit
Green dot: @1989tv
Meet with: Sorry this is really dumb but it’s my mom, but all of my mutuals deserve to meet her this tour!!
Merch: @idsb
Speak Now: @speaknowtv
Lover: @loveisbraveandwild
evermore: @alwaysleadstoyou
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Thank you for tagging me @septembersghost I always love doing these 🥰
♥ list 13 TS song lyrics that describe you
picture me In the weeds before I learned civility
how can a person know everything at 18 but nothing at 22?
small talk, he drives, coffee at midnight
you should take it as a compliment that I’m talking to everyone here but you (bonus: guess I'll just stumble on home to my cats)
gray november, I've been down since july
who could ever leave me, darling? but who could stay?
I'd give you my sunshine, give you my best, but the rain is always gonna come if you're standing with me
I have this thing where I get older but just never wiser, midnights become my afternoons
I laid the groundwork and then, just like clockwork the dominoes cascaded in a line - what if I told you I’m a mastermind?
did you ever hear about the girl who got frozen? time went on for everybody else, she won't know it
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded, you say we'll never make my parents' mistakes
up 3 AM pacing, "it's not just a phase I'm in"
don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay but I know I had the best day with you today<3
six taylor’s music videos
(huge gap in my knowledge here, I don’t know where I was 2015 - 2020)
you belong with me
blank space
anti-hero
22
love story
bejeweled
six taylor looks:
sorry I forget images the second i’m not looking at them - BUT I just watched “journey to fearless” and remembered just how deeply all those outfit changes affected my psyche
six taylor’s songs that are among my personal favorites:
closure
fearless
paper rings
mirrorball
would’ve, could’ve, should’ve
last kiss
six taylor’s songs which i believe are objectively her best:
getaway car
love story
august
long live
controversial: ‘tis the damn season
would’ve, could’ve, should’ve
six taylor’s songs that are the most me
mastermind
the archer
peace
you are in love
seven
anti-hero
three taylor’s albums:
fearless
folklore
speak now
choose an artist you like and use the name of their songs to answer this as close to the truth as possible!
name of the artist: I’m just going to keep the taylor theme going:)
what is your gender? mad woman
describe yourself: gorgeous & mean & ME! 🥰🦧
how do you feel? delicate
if you could go anywhere, where would it be? paris/ the lakes
describe your best friend: superstar 🤩
your favorite time of day: midnight rain
if your life was a tv show, what would it be called? this is me trying (s1e1: girl at home)
what is life to you? so it goes… you need to calm down
relationship status: lover 🙊🤮
what do you fear? I did something bad
I can’t always tell my swifty mutuals from my hater mutuals so I won’t tag anyone BUT please @ me if you do this. I’m nosy 👀
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Hi, two things: 1) just wanted to let you know that as a muslim person of color who isn’t a big swifty, but kind of a fan by proxy bc of my friends and mutuals, it’s been very reassuring to see your takes on this whole shitty situation. thank you for sharing your thoughts. I’m also really sorry that this person you’ve been following for so long and whose music is important to you is doing this. It really sucks.
2) on a happier, unrelated note, I just wanted to let you know that you’re kind of a cryptid in my household. sometimes I’ll show my partner your art, or mention a post you’ve made to her and she’ll be like “whose post is this” bc she’s not on tumblr, and I’ll be like “mag200” and she’ll ask “formerly known as bagginshield?” and I’ll be like “formerly known as bagginshield” and we’ll just kinda nod at each other. (something something the impact you have on people you don’t even know etc. etc.)
ohh wow this made me emotional to wake up to, thank you 🥺💗
the swift/healy situation sucks so fucking much. not only am i hugely disappointed in her but also all the racist swifties are really coming out of the woodworks in this fandom rn and it's a very toxic space to be in. i'm sorry you have to see that even by proxy. every day i am realizing more and more that she's just gonna stay quiet about it until enough people forget (and get distracted by her tour and new music and joe drama) and it's just frustrating and heartbreaking, i had come to a place of expecting better from her.
i love being a household cryptid thank you, i will cherish this 💖💖 someone called me "mr. bagginshield" one time and i still think about it. you are also something of a cryptid to me. every time i see your url my brain starts singing there's a room in a hotel in new york city that shares our fate and deserves our pity and it's like time-traveling back to my 17-year old self for a moment.
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god taylor i'm so so so glad you're okay i can't even tell you with words. and i know you're not OKAY okay i just mean. here. alive. we only interacted a little bit before you left and i spent every second regretting not trying harder to be your friend because you're really cool and really funny and are somehow even weirder about sao than i am. i'm considering sending this on anon because i'm a coward (which kind of defeats the whole "i want to be your friend" thing) BUT i hope that in the preferably near future i can chill out enough to talk to you without wearing a mask.
anyway. my older sibling made a joke about having great tits earlier and i thought of you. my little sisters were singing along to 1989 a few days ago and i thought of you. i cried for an entire day over you, because i saw your post in the morning. i wanted to tell you that the song "we'll meet again" by laura brehm was VERY yujikiri. (like, a weird amount.) there's a drawing of LLENN on my wall and i kept thinking of you. i thought about how it was almost funny that you, a swiftie named taylor, kicked it RIGHT after Taylor Swift's birthday, and laughed about it because i thought you'd appreciate that a little more than ugly sobbing. i gathered a bunch of my SAO fanart & colored it and was going to post it as a sort of tribute to you but i didn't in the end, because you deserved better than a bunch of scraps of art; if i was going to draw anything for you it'd be a full piece. anyway THE POINT OF THIS IS. you're so so so loved by so many people. and i hope the rest of your life is long and happy, and i hope you know you'll deserve every second of that happiness. ily man <333
i’m not okay okay and i know i won’t be for a very long time (for obvious reasons but also i’m still going through a lot irl and with work and now also losing my fp all at once) but i’m alive and apparently some people are happy about that
my friend also made a joke like “one taylor had a birthday so another one had to be sacrificed to keep the balance” 😭😭
i honestly didn’t think anyone would even see that post (hence i scheduled it for like midnight), let alone care about it, i’m so so so sorry for making you cry, i actually didn’t think anyone was going to see it
ily, i’m so glad you’re around. also you’re not a coward i send anons to my mutuals all the time
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The right universe.
Summary: After Y/N's life turns upside down, she's full of grief. Somehow, one day, she manages to travel to the MCU, where she meets her favorite characters, including a certain god who seems willing to establish a friendship with her. Suddenly she's enwrapped in this new world, where everything she loved in a screen is now reality. How will she react? Will she be able to deal with the ghosts that haunt her? Or will she let them consume her? Will she be open to accept the love she is offered? Read to find out!
Read this on AO3!
Category: F/M.
Relationships: Loki/reader.
Characters: Wanda Maximoff, Pietro Maximoff, Sam Wilson (Marvel), James "Bucky" Barnes, Vision (Marvel), Tony Stark, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Stephen Strange, Nick Fury, Maria Hill, Bruce Banner, Thor (Marvel), Clint Barton, Steve Rogers, Peter Parker, other minor appearances of other characters but these are the main ones, Pepper Potts, Loki (Marvel).
Additional tags: Loki/reader - Freeform, Avenger Loki (Marvel), Loki & Tony Stark Friendship, Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Fluff and Smut, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Fluffyfest, Slow Burn, Friends to Lovers, Mutual Pining, Pining a lot because we love to suffer, Domestic Avengers, Tony Stark Has A Heart, Tony Stark is a parental figure, Natasha Romanov Is a Good Bro, Everyone is a good bro, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, y/n, After Infinity War but no one died and the purple bitch was defeated, Missions, Y/N is a universe traveller, Grief, Therapy, Protective Loki (Marvel), Loki in love.
MASTERLIST OF THE STORY
Chapter 19: Swiftie night.
“Okay Frosty, you are getting bathed. Yay!” Y/N told the cat while taking him out of his cage and handing him to the veterinarian. “I'll be back in half an hour to pick him up!” She said, bidding goodbye to the lady and turning to the door, but stopping when she bumped into someone.
“Oh god, I'm so sorry!” She said, frantically picking up the papers that the stranger dropped.
“Y/N?” She looked up and saw Sarah. “Seems like we are meant to bump into each other, quite literally.” She said, chuckling, and Y/N did too.
“Sorry again.”
“It's okay, don't worry.” She paused. “Are you doing anything now?”
“I was actually gonna get a coffee, to wait for Frosty to get bathed. Would you like to join me?”
“I'd love to!”
They ended up in a cafe, two blocks from the vet. They sat at a table next to a window.
“So, tell me. What do you do?”
“Oh, not much. Just a boring office job.” Y/N responded, she couldn't tell her that she was an avenger, or close to becoming one. “What about you?”
“I work with the doctor in the office next to your veterinarian.”
“Wow! That's cool.”
“Nah,” she said, disregarding the comment with a movement of her hand. “I'm just a helper now, but one day, if I ever finish the career, I'll be something different.”
“So, you are studying medicine?”
“Something like that, yeah.”
“Cool.” She said, smiling and Sarah smiled back. “So, do you listen to Taylor Swift?” Y/N asked suddenly.
“Are you kidding me? I love her!”
“Really? Me too!” She said, excited.
“What's your favorite album of hers?” They both eyed each other and at the same time said: Reputation! And started laughing.
“But I also love every other album in her discography.” Y/N told her.
“You know, there is a club not that far from here that has “Swiftie Nights” where they play only Taylor Swift songs. We should totally go! Actually, if I'm not mistaken, tonight is Swiftie Night!”
“Really?”
“Yeah, would you like to go?”
“Yes, I'd love to! Can I tell another friend that loves her too?”
“Yes, of course. The more the merrier!”
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“Y/N, we are going to be late!” Wanda called out to her.
“One second I'm just-” She came out of the elevator. “Fixing my hair.”
“Y/N! You look amazing!” Sam told her and everyone agreed.
She was wearing a multicolored pastel short dress, with shiny ribbons everywhere and bright pink thigh high boots.
“Thanks guys! I'm Lover, the album.”
“And I am Folklore.” The Scarlet Witch said, wearing jeans and a shirt with a creamed coloured cardigan, accompanied by a braid.
“You both look insanely cool!” Peter said and Y/N shimmied her hips to make the ribbons move in every direction.
“Thank you everyone.” Wanda said. “Now come on, we are going to be late. Pietro are you coming?”
“A Taylor Swift dedicated night? Of course.” He said, running like a flash next to his sister.
“Loki?” Y/N said as she got closer to him.
“No, but thank you for the invitation.” She pouted and he smirked. “But you look ravishing darling.” He said, getting closer to her ear, while everyone else was laughing at Pietro with a long blonde wig. She felt her face grow hot and smiled shyly at him.
“T-Thank you.” He nodded and Wanda interrupted them.
“Alright, it's just the three of us, let's go.”
“Bye Loki,” she said, turning around.
“What was that? You are as red as a strawberry.” The witch asked her in the elevator.
“What? Nothing.”
“Uh huh,” she hummed.
“Come on guys!” Pietro said and forced Wanda to drop the subject.
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Y/N came out of the elevator bidding goodbye to the twins and entered the kitchen to grab a glass of water before she went to her room. As she was grabbing it she felt someone behind her and turned around.
“Were you going to sneak up on me?” She asked, jokingly.
“I don't think I can anymore mortal, you've grown too aware of my presence.”
“That I have.” They looked at eachother, the tension in the kitchen could be cut with a knife. It was something about the way he had complimented her earlier, in a way that he had never done before.
“Did you have fun?”
“I did! Though I would've had more fun if you had been there.” She said in a moment of bravery.
“Is that so?” He said, getting closer to her.
“Yeah,” she answered, looking up at him. She was trapped between him and the counter. “I always have more fun when you are there.”
Hearing that, he felt the strongest impulse he had ever felt in his entire life, and instead of pondering on it for a bit, he smashed his lips onto hers. Her eyes went wide before shutting closed, and her hands went to tangle in his hair and she pulled, earning a small moan from him. He slid his hands from her waist to her hips and lifted her onto the counter, about to open her legs and get in between them, but when she moved to give him space, the glass that Y/N had grabbed fell into the sink, snapping both of them out of their daze. They pulled away, panting.
“I- I apologize.” He said.
“Loki,” she began but he quickly disappeared into a green shimmer. She wasn't sure he heard her. Sighing, she got off the counter and made her way to her room, where she collapsed on her bed and stared at the ceiling. Had Loki just kissed her?
~taglist~ @mischief2sarawr @midnights-ramblings @mealoncholy-hill
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congrats on this huge milestone, you definitely deserve it, love!! can’t wait to see more of your beautiful writing in the future <3
pronouns: she/her
personality traits: shy and quiet around strangers, annoyingly loud with friends. people often come to me for advice. instead of showing my feelings i joke a lot, but in reality i’m a sensitive baby and WILL cry over anything don’t try me. i struggle expressing physical and verbal affection despite wanting to, so i’m more of an acts of service and writing letters type of person. very melodramatic ngl 🫣
hobbies: spending time with my friends, family, and pets. music, music, music!! discovering new music, making playlists, i play the piano (would love to learn to play the guitar too!!), like to sing, and enjoy dancing. i’m also a writer and have recently been trying to become a polyglot goddess lmao.
favorite movies/songs/food/places: spider-man: into the spiderverse (i’m obsessed with spider-man and just marvel in general) & la la land (been a musical girlie since day 1 and i blame glee for it!!); evermore by taylor swift bc being a swiftie is about 40% of my personality; fave foods are sushi and tortilla soup; and my favorite place ever is new york.
i have a dog (my baby, would die for him <3) and used to have a cat whom i miss a whole lot bc he unfortunately passed away, so i’m hoping to adopt another cat (and like 20 more bc who’s gonna stop me) in the future
dreams and aspirations: i’ve wanted to be a musician since i was a little girl but that’s kinda just a dream. next big, slightly more achievable dream: i’m studying advertising and would love to eventually work as a creative director!! it’d be even more bombastic if i was a creative director in the music industry, ngl. i also just hope to stay surrounded by the people i love and care about :)
zodiac sign & MBTI: virgo and infp
aesthetic: clean girl, vintage core.
would love for the group to be skz pls!!
Hello, love! Thank you so much for your sweet words, it means the world to me 💗
I'm so sorry this took me so long, I didn't intend to keep you waiting :( also, you have such cool dreams and I'm really rooting for you to achieve them (don't give up on the music!!!!) and keeping my fingers crossed for you 💗
Now to your ship...
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I was thinking about this one and I decided I'd ship you with Hyunjin.
My reasoning behind it:
- your Virgo and his Pisces are extremely compatible and you both are INFP, which makes you a great match
- I think your personalities would go along very well :)
- he too is a very sensitive person and so I think he'd have a lot of understanding for you and would actually adore you for it
- we all know he's a hopeless romantic and you confessing your love for him through a letter????? My boy would be so whipped!!! You'd break him, I swear
- also would love your animals and would not mind your cat army at all lmao he spoils Kkami rotten so he'd be very supportive of your love for your pets <3
- I think he loves MCU too so you could bond through that really well :) also that fan edit of Hyunjin as Spider-Man???? That stuff lives in my head rent free lol
- imagine him dressing up as Spider-Man for Halloween just because he knows you love it!?! agahsfsjghjag yeaaaaah
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You've been marching from one side of your room to the other for what feels like an eternity, nervously nipping on your lower lips as you ask yourself again and again if what you did was a good idea.
Of course, it wasn't!
You don't know what got into you.
You and Hyunjin have known each other for some time now because of a mutual friend. You two clicked together really well ever since the beginning and eventually, you started hanging out on your own. Whether it was ordering takeout and watching movies, grabbing a coffee together or just you stopping by his dance studio to watch him practice, you two enjoyed each other's company a lot. He always told you your presence brings him inspiration for both his art and his music and you loved to be part of his creative process. Only after some time, you realized that the way you feel about Hyunjin is far away from just friendly fondness and at first you were quite shocked and didn't know what to do about this revelation of yours. When the feelings weren't disappearing as you wished for them to do, you came to the conclusion that you should probably confess to him. Or your best friend did and she kind of talked you into doing so.
And so you wrote him a letter because you knew you wouldn't be able to do that face-to-face and doing it via text just felt weird.
But now when you think about it, maybe writing him a letter was much weirder.
Will he think you're weird now? Will he even talk to you after this? Did you completely ruin your friendship with this?
You let out a groan, hiding your face in the palms of your hands as you finally stop pacing, taking a deep breath and trying to calm down.
Your attempt at regaining your sanity is interrupted by the loud, urgent ringing of your doorbell, making you stiffen.
You stay like that for a second, the intrusive sound dying down, giving you a moment of silence only to reappear with even more intensity, making you let out a defeated huff.
It's probably just your roommate forgetting her keys again. And you're really not in the mood for this.
You make your way to your door, pushing one of the buttons to unlock the door of your apartment building before you head to your shared kitchen to grab a glass of water, knowing that it'll take your roommate a while to make it all the way to your floor so you can open the door for you.
However, the knocking on the door comes much sooner than you anticipated, making you put down your unfinished glass before you head back to the hallway, grabbing the handle of the door without a second thought as you throw the door open.
"How many times have you forgotten-" you cut yourself off as your eyes lay on someone else.
Hyunjin. Hwang Hyunjin, breathing heavily and leaning against your doorframe with your silly love letter in his hand.
You're just about to close the door shut, your brain short-circuiting at his sudden appearance, your chest tightening with dread.
"No, wait!" He exclaims, sticking his feet on your doorstep, stopping your attempt.
You don't know what to do and so you slowly open the door again before letting go of it, your gaze meeting his shyly, your heart thrumming in your chest.
"I- I- I need to talk to you," he states, still quite breathless. He had to run up the stairs, there's no way he'd get here so fast otherwise.
"I- I'm not sure I'm ready for this, Jin," you murmur.
"You... you wrote this, right?" He asks, handing you the letter, making your heart clench in your chest.
Is he here to give it back to you?
You don't dare to touch it, only nodding silently to give him some sort of response.
"Did you mean it?" He asks and you nod again, this time meeting his gaze, your eyes glistening with tears as you expect him to reject you now.
Instead, he lets out a relieved sigh, closing his eyes as a scoff escapes his pretty lips.
You stare at him, paralyzed.
"That's- That's amazing," he whispers.
"What?"
"I feel the same, Y/N. I do for a while now and this," he states, waving your letter in the air before he proceeds: "this is the most beautiful thing anyone has ever done for me."
"You feel the same?" You have the need to assure, thinking you might've misheard him.
"I do, silly," he chuckles, making your heart jump in your chest. You let out a nervous laugh, running your hand over your face, still not believing this.
"I- I don't know what to say," you admit, making Hyunjin laugh.
"There's nothing else to say," he says softly, his hand cupping your cheek with gentleness unknown to you, making your breath hitch in your throat.
"I have a question though," he murmurs, centimeters parting you now, his hot breath dancing over your face, making your heart pick up a pace.
"Yes?"
"Can I kiss you?"
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“ i binge watch these videos every time i need to reset my mind so holding this board ? this is an absolute honor ... ― hi guys , my name’s zoya wylie and this is wired’s autocomplete interview ! ” @nepofminspo
𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝗶𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 ?
“ zoya wylie is ... a little gal ! she's me . i honestly don't know how to answer that question but i guess if you googled that , you already know . hi , i'm zoya . i hope this isn’t a disappointment ? ”
𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝗶𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 ?
“ well , the family tree is quite big . i guess you'd know about my dad , richard wylie . i'm also related to daniel wylie , if you'd like to hear about someone less old and wrinkly . sorry dad , that's on you and not listening to my skincare advices . ”
𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝘂𝗽 𝘁𝗼 ?
“ right now ? i don’t think i can name anyone . i love van gogh though ? i used to look up a lot to selena gomez while growing up as well . ”
𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗼 ?
“ zoya wylie listens to everything and everyone . it’s true , i love music so you can spot me at arctic monkeys concert one night and it’s a beyonce concert the other . but i’ll always love tame impala deeply . kevin , if you’re watching this ( you’re not , but if you are ! ) ― i’m really sorry for embarrassing myself the one time we met . it haunts me to this day . i love the 1975 as well and i’m a die - hard swiftie , proud of it too . ”
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗶𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 ?
“ wow , thank you for trying to look this up . i don’t know the last time someone asked me this , ― just kidding . i’m good . i’ve just seen the 1975 a few days ago in la , i’m still feeling very homesick over that show . ”
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗶 𝗺𝗲𝗲𝘁 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 ?
“ through a mutual friend i guess ? you can try dming me on instagram , i might see it & respond but i think your chances are higher on twitter , i go on tweet sprees a lot . i walk a lot too , you can spot me at central park , i love hanging there . ”
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗶𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 ?
“ she’s five feet and six inches . a little bit more in heels but if you see me in them , just know it’s against my will . ”
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗰𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗱 ?
“ i wasn’t . i was born into it , there’s that . a blessing and a curse , more of a blessing for some . there is nothing i could be discovered for anyways , unless i’d be cancelled on my stan account which i would definitely have , if i wasn’t your nepo baby of the month . ”
𝗶𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗮 𝗻𝗮𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗮𝗹 𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗱𝗲 ?
“ i'm a brunette , actually . you can still find my pictures online with my natural hair color since i started dying my hair just a few years ago . apparently , blondes have more fun . ”
𝗶𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽 ?
“ single and ready to mingle , baby ! i'm not and i haven't been for a while now , neither i'm planning to be in one so if you ever hear anything , it's not true . ”
𝗶𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲𝗿 ?
“ oh my god , no . i can see why this question is being asked ; it's the blondes thing , right ? we're not related but i'm relieved to admit we're good friends . admit , because he refused to acknowledge our friendship for a while but the theories were true , guys . it was , indeed , nate's annoying laugh in all my instagram stories . he was just camera shy . ”
𝗶𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 ?
“ ah shit , love . out with the big guns , innit ? depends what you consider love , i guess ? am i in love with my cats ? deeply . am i in love with pasta butter ? i know all of the italians will cancel me by the time this video is up , but i am . if that's your definition on love , then i guess i am . ”
𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 ?
“ i'm a little distant . it's a lot of layers , i have to admit it . you might not like me at first when we meet , i'll tell you that . i don't really do a lot of small talks and neither participate in them , it's really hard for me to trust strangers but if we get past that then hey ! i can be funny sometimes . i like to think i'm a nice person and a good friend , i just take time . ”
𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲'𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝗱𝗶𝗮𝗰 𝘀𝗶𝗴𝗻 ?
“ i'm a virgo and that's all i can tell you . i was born on august 31st if you ever want to figure out the rest but that's all i know . i've seen others do these interviews , like ‘i'm a pisces and we're known to be vulnerable’ or whatever shit , me ? i can't even tell you that . ”
𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝘁𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗼𝗼 𝘀𝗮𝘆 ?
“ i'm assuming you're talking about my most recent bad boy . it says ‘the divine feminine’ , which is just an appreciation to my favourite album by mac miller . it's such a work of art . we miss you . ”
𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗻𝗼𝘄 ?
“ that's a ... very random question to look up . i'd be scared if you'd find any right answer to this . but hey , right now i'm doing this interview in some studio in new york . i don't even know where it is , i've been brought here in a black van , eyes covered . real story . ”
𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 ?
“ new york baby ! i know why this question is searched up , though . i get this a lot , mainly because of the name . my mom isn't american , that's why i'm zoya and not ... madison or whatever . i guess it makes me hard to forget , right ? ... right ? ”
𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗴𝗼 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗴𝗲 ?
“ so there's this misspread that i went to harvard , i haven't . i went to yale for a short period of time , i studied media and then i decided college is boring and dropped out . don't go my path , kids , complete your education . don't be a disappointment to your parents like i am . the spot is taken . ”
𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗻𝗼𝘄 ?
“ as in , mentally ? i think you could say i'm healing . it's ... a process , so give me a second . ― scratch that ! the camera man just told me you might've asked for a place . i'm in new york . might be in italy by the time this video drops , you never know . ”
“ i don't like how these questions are asked in a third person because i want to keep answering them in a third person , but i'm not about to become an internet's meme . anyways , what do we have here ... ”
𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗱𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲 ?
“ if you want me to ? i'm not a professional dancer for sure , you won't catch me at dancing with the stars but i go to parties a lot , so i could pull out a move or two . it's not a good one but yeah . i will dance if needed . ”
𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗮 𝗽𝗲𝘁 ?
“ i have two cats . one is a white siberian cat , he just turned two and his name is fiyero . you probably know him , he always steals the show on my instagram stories . and i just got a new baby , her name is zara . she's six months old and she's a grey sphynx . i still want to adopt a dog . ”
𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝘄𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗴𝗹𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀 ?
“ so , you won't catch me in public with glasses but i do wear them when i'm doing anything on my laptop . but that's it . ”
𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗴𝗿𝗮𝗺 ?
“ as every other young adult in 2022 , i do . i don't think i'd be doing this interview if i didn't . it's @zoyawylie , dm me your cats pictures . ”
𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗹𝘂𝗰𝗮𝘀 𝗵𝘂𝗻𝘁𝘇𝗯𝗲𝗿𝗴𝗲𝗿 ?
“ oh my god , this is so funny . i'm surprised this is still up , did his manager already contacted google to remove this search ? as much as it'd be fun to answer this any other way , no . we never dated . we're friends , maybe even good friends if this is what you're searching on the web . ”
𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗱𝗲𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝗼𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗹 𝗺𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗮 ?
“ like full on deleted my account ? no , never . i do a social media cleanse every once in a while though and delete apps from my phone . it's good for me , gives my brain a rest . i found it working better then setting up a timer on my apps because i just ended up turning it off . ”
𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝘇𝗼𝘆𝗮 𝘄𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝗮 𝗳𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗶𝗻 𝗽𝘂𝗯𝗹𝗶𝗰 ?
“ my pr manager hates me for it and he makes sure he mentions it every single time there's an important event coming up that i just can't screw up . i did , a couple of times . it wasn't like a cat fight or anything . and i was mostly arguing with daniel , you know . all laughs and jokes , your daily siblings fights . ”
“ so i guess that would be it for the web's most searched up questions . thank you so much for having me , WIRED , it was a blast . make sure you subscribe to the channel and watch my friends answering their most searched questions in the playlist below , it's probably called nepo babies or something like that . stream midnights by taylor swift and have an amazing day ! ”
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What happened? Are you alright?
not really. to give you a rundown
1. a few weeks ago i was sad that taylor nation didn’t see something i tweeted. and i hadn’t been taking my antidepressants so i was already not doing well. so i tweeted i was sad about it. and bc my twitter has randomly blown up from 2k to 11k, the tweet got attention and i got hate for it. (was it really about being sad about taylor nation? no, but i don’t know how to cope with the real life things i’ve actually been dealing with so i channeled those feelings into something stupid)
2. i noticed some “friends” of mine softblocked me and asked why. never will i make that mistake again. (also, to me my mutuals are my friends… or acquaintances i guess? but my use of the word friend really upset some people)
3. when they ignored me i was sad and tweeted something along the lines of “it sucks when someone you thought was your friend softblocks you” and then also later said it was bringing up memories of when my “friends” were mean in grade school… which it did, like i wasn’t making that up
4. the main person instigating all this really had a field day with that saying it was insane behavior to compare softblocking to bullying etc etc. i blocked
5. days later i made a twitter thread of tour tips answering questions people had. like, questions people were asking me. so i was just responding. the thread blew up so i tweeted “my venmo is xyz /joking” like with the tone indicator joking because it was a joke that everyone does under their hit tweets. a couple people venmoed me a dollar and i was laughing with them about it but sent it back obviously!! but i ended up getting a bunch of hate for that and for the thread. people claimed i was just chasing clout etc. i deleted the venmo part and apologized
6. to me this is the only real thing i did wrong. i tweeted that it was funny to me that i was pissing big name swifties off with my tour thread. i shouldn’t have said that and i am sorry for it but i can’t undo the past. anyways people had a field day with the big name swiftie thing and just saying i preach kindness but i’m actually a huge asshole etc (all of this mainly started by that one person)
7. i thought i had blocked that person but i’ve been periodically going thru and removing our mutual follows to fully cut ties because i’m tired of being harassed by them. at some point i guess i forgot to block them again bc they saw me tweet about the fake taylor nation account today and posted a mean video about it. i said that i was begging them to leave me alone and they responded that they were begging me to shut up.
8. i went private and people were screenshotting my tweets and sending to that person. so id finally had enough so i blocked and also used a third party app to chain block all their followers to remove whoever was following me just to screenshot my tweets and send them to people i’ve blocked. and now everyone and their mom is making fun of me on twitter and that’s what you missed on glee
honestly with the way people are treating me you’d think i committed literal murder or something but no i literally just had the audacity to have feelings and remove a toxic person and their followers from my life. i only did the chain block because i knew that a) the person who was screenshotting my stuff clearly followed both of us and b) i didn’t want to be That Person who is like “everyone please unfollow xyz”
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ummm hi! i've never interacted w you before (i think) but i've seen you around swiftie tumblr before. your post about cowboylikedean caught my eye because i was a mutual of theirs up until this point (just blocked them because. their entire stance on this situation was weird and overreactive???) anyway. just wanted to say that. i had a really weird experience with them as well (not as bad as others, i think) where i reblogged something and then they reblogged it from me, starting like this MASSIVE rant in the reblog and it made me feel so uncomfortable. like i get it if you have an opinion but they were actively disagreeing with me (i just reblogged and said "THIS" in the tags) and it felt so fucking weird. like... go do that under the post unless youre specifically trying to pick fights with me?? it was such a weird experience and i honestly probably should have realized something was off when they were constantly involved in drama all the time.. :(
i’m sorry you had that experience with them :/ unfortunately that seems to be a lot of ppl’s experience with them, but it’s not ur fault for not realizing earlier that they’re a toxic person tbh
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