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mrs-kelly · 2 years

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Good morning!! I just realized a couple of days ago was the 2nd anniversary of my completion of my Draw Every Day for a Year challenge and!! I feel so proud of myself for completing that!! Especially when most of it was during the year of 2020!

That year was so hard and I struggled so much, but having that anchor of trying to improve and focusing on something that could push me day to day through quarantine was so instrumental in getting me to the better future that I'm in right now. When I think of how, even though I was in the darkest spot of my life, I was able to buckle down and do something that was important to me, I feel so so proud of myself.

That feels like the best version of me, and it shined when I was in such a dark place. A daisy sprouting up through the sidewalk. And knowing that I did that makes me feel so good about myself! It makes me feel like I can do anything as long as I believe in myself!

#i feel really emotional about this ajfklds it was a really big deal for me #i even went past the one year mark! i drew every day for over 400 days!#when the voice in my head gets really mean. knowing i did this shuts it up fr ajfklds #i was able to finish that!! i was able to do it and i really improved!!#and i can do anything as long as i want it!!#ren speaks #covid tw #quarantine tw #current events tw #adding trigger warnings in case someone doesnt like to remember 2020!#i wouldnt blame you!! sometimes i dont like to remember it either!!

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uncanny-tranny · 4 months

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Alloromantic and allosexual people can, indeed, consent to any type of relationship with an aromantic person and/or asexual person. Yes, this even includes entirely non-romantic sexual relations or non-sexual romantic relationship. Allo people have the ability to consent, and it's wild to me that aphobes and acephobes are so vehemently disgusted that ace and aro people exist that they end up infantilizing allo people.

It's just wild to me that your ability to consent is revoked outright so long as people are "just concerned" that you might end up in a "non-normative" situation. And by wild, I mean concerning.

#ace #asexual #aro #aromantic #lgbt #lgbtq #aphobia #aphobia tw #acephobia #acephobia tw #and hell the examples i included are examples this applies to EVERY type of interaction between allos and nonallos #allos can consent to interacting with us - we aren't a fucking disease you need to quarantine us from allos

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autismdogg · 4 months

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breakfast with blue 🐾

#quarantined w covid :(#tw food #sfw agere #blues clues #blue’s clues #safe agere

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diary-of-a-quarantined-yandere · 9 months

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Do you like me? Do you like me? Do you like me? Do you like me? Do you like me? Do you like me? Do you like me? Do you like me? Do you like me? Do you like me? Do you like me? Do you like me? Do you like me? Do you like me? Do you like me? Do you like me? Do you like me?

GOD, PLEASE LIKE ME 🔪🩸

#obsessive love #posessive yandere #quarantined yandere #yandere #yandere community #yanderecore #yandere blog #yandere girl #yandere aesthetic #dqy #obsessivecore #love obsession #obsessive tendencies #irl yandere #yandere vent #yancore #tw repeating words #love sick #lovesick

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raayllum · 1 month

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Re these prior musings / promises but speculation regarding the secret scene possibly being Claudia murdering Sir Sparklepuff got me wondering, so... let's talk about Rayla, Claudia, and symbolic to non symbolic notions of suicide.

Tw because this will mention / does talk about cannibalism, suicidal ideation, and suicide in passing. If you're not comfortable reading about those things in more detail but you still want the gist of this meta, scroll down to the TLDR that will have a couple sentence summary of the idea.

With that out of the way, let's get into it.

For a while now, I've been interested in the metaphorical mechanics regarding Rayla murdering Viren in 3x09. As we all know (even if Aaravos 'pretends' otherwise in 4x04), Rayla did successfully kill the man, retroactively achieving her earlier mission of killing a king of Katolis because he was responsible for both the death of the Dragon King and because he'd killed Zym (which Viren was in the process of doing).

However, Rayla kills Viren in the most Rayla-y of ways, as she does so without her assassin blades, while acting as the Last Dragonguard, and in a way that means killing Viren is not just an act of protection or revenge, but also something that meant sacrificing (killing) herself.

And this felt notable to me, since unlike either of the brothers, Rayla hasn't killed anyone else. Ezran would've burned people alive with dragon fire if not for immunity spell, and Callum blasted plenty of people off the side of the mountain and presumably to the Storm Spire. But Viren was the sole blood on Rayla's hands, even if the narrative has Claudia (and we'll get to her in a minute) resurrect him. Her one act of murder being something that also, as stated, required her to sacrifice her whole person, and is also in line with her assassin training: "I am already dead."

When Rayla rebuttals Ezran's assertion that "[You spared him] because you knew he was a person, just like you," you can read Rayla's assertion of "That shouldn't have mattered, I had a job to do," solely as her talking about the guard's personhood... but you can also read it, I think, as her dehumanizing her own personhood. She is a weapon and he is the target and that's all that should've mattered.

We can tether this thread all the way up to season four with Rayla's refusal to murder Callum, but put a pin in that, cause now I want to talk about Claudia.

Much like we can read Rayla's attempted dehumanization as twofold, I also think we can read Sir Sparklepuff's mimicry of Claudia as something with multiple layers. The first and likely most obvious one of course is that Sir Sparklepuff mimicking Claudia in earlier episodes is to setup later that he is her (magical, technical?) half-brother and one of Viren's children. Kind of like how we had Ezran and Zym mimicking each other in mid-S2 to set up their mental/emotional bond later that season.

And this implied connection likewise loops back around in the finale when Viren simultaneously refuses to sacrifice Sir Sparklepuff for his own survival while also lamenting that he's led (sacrificed?) his own daughter down a dark path (and perhaps regret that he sacrificed his son once, too).

Arc 2 has also ramped up Claudia's willingness to destroy herself further for the "good of her family" (and her own desires that often steamroll over theirs) in having her take on more and more animalistic forms when doing dark magic, blurring the lines between her de-personalization of magical creatures and also herself.

This reflects dark magic's cannibalism motif quite well, as Claudia carries on metaphorically cannibalizing her own body throughout most of s4 and especially s5: refusing to rest from Terry, using her own blood in spells, etc.

This all reinforces that while dehumanization was something Rayla struggled with for both her target(s) and to a lesser degree herself, it's something that Claudia has only continually excelled at. And we know, thanks to S4 with Rayla walking away from the drake in the woods ("We can't save everyone") that she's gotten better at it as well.

But what does this all have to do with symbolic suicide? Well...

If the secret scene is what a good deal of us have been speculating / that Claudia is covered in Sir Sparklepuff's blood in the teaser trailer, then: if Sir Sparklepuff is a stand in for Viren's innocent, made to be an asset, processing learned behaviour child - if he is a stand in for Claudia - then through killing him, Claudia is symbolically killing herself.

Now, there's no doubt in my mind that Claudia isn't viewing things that way, but we also know just how much she's willing to ruin herself for the people around her first hand, and how persistent that characterization has been: "Are you okay?" "You're going to be better now. That's all that matters." While Claudia also has some selfish, twisted self-preservation in there as well (she cannot or will not cope with the fracturing of her family, even when she really probably should), the self-destructive tendency that's led to her S6 spiral is well established.

This attitude of "it doesn't matter what happens to me, so long as other people are okay/safe" is something we see for many characters, of course, but I think is best embodied in Rayla's continual, emphasized thread of sacrifice / her tendency towards subtle but consistent passive suicidal ideation regarding her own safety and her own wants/desires.

R: Don't worry about my hand. The egg is all that matters. / It doesn't matter what happens to me. / I have to go after [Viren]. / It's agonizing, but I know our mission comes first.

This is important regarding her and Callum in regards to the possession plot line. As long as Callum is Callum (not possessed, or she has reason to believe he's still in there), Rayla likely won't be able to bring herself to kill him. This is from an emotional / characterization standpoint, of course, but from a thematic standpoint, we can see where it stems from Callum and Rayla continually being each other's main connection to their sense of identity.

As long as Callum is Callum ("you're the destiny is a book you write yourself guy"), he's worth saving. As long as Callum is Callum, she can be Rayla ("Rayla's brave. She saves people" / "Rayla. My name is Rayla, and I'm going home"). As long as she's Rayla, he can be Callum. Because if Callum isn't Callum, then he's dead, and if he's dead, she can kill him. And if Rayla kills him, if Callum is dead, then she won't be Rayla anymore. Because to literally kill Callum would be to simultaneously symbolically/emotionally kill herself.

Now of course, some of this is already differing wildly.

If Claudia is going to kill Sir Sparklepuff, it makes the most sense for it to have already come to pass in 6x01, whereas Callum and Rayla's plot line would only come later on in the season. Claudia will presumably succeed at her symbolic suicide, but that doesn't mean she's not still worth saving / unable to be saved in the future (perhaps by her family). Rayla will probably fail at her symbolic suicide and succeed at sparing herself through sparing/saving Callum.

However, it's an interesting symbolic thread and potential foil contrast, and I thought it was worth pointing out. I hope you think so too!

TLDR below:

Due to Claudia's parallels to Sir Sparklepuff, if she kills him it holds a layer of her symbolically killing herself. In contrast, Rayla's symbolic suicide would be in killing Callum, as that would destroy her own sense of identity/life. For Claudia, this means likely being saved later by her family, and for Rayla, this means likely sparing Callum and herself simultaneously, thereby saving and sparing both of them.

#tdp meta #the dragon prince #tdp #tdp claudia #tdp rayla #raydia #tw suicide mention #analysis series #parallels #s6 speculation #claudia #rayla #analysis #multi #arc 1 #arc 2 #theme: identity #this is why im like rayllum has to be quarantined away with each other y'know?

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generic-whumperz · 9 months

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Feverish, delirious, very sick and contagious Whumpee reaching out for Caretaker- Caretaker wanting nothing more than to comfort Whumpee, but they are in a hazmat suit and Whumpee is in a quarantine tent.

#whump #whump scenario #contagious #contagious whumpee #sick whumpee #feverish #sick characters #sickfic prompts #sickfic #sickfic whump #sickfics #tw quarantine #tw contagious #whump drabble

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askquarantinedredheart · 3 months

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Content Warning: Brief mention of a method of suicide in context of healthcare.

Volume 1: Isolation

First - Previous - Next - Last

I'm aware of how dark the last frame is so please, if you're ever in that frame of mind, please reach out to someone you trust. If you're in the US, the National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline is 988 and they also have a website with great resources. You're not alone.

Asks from two anons and @reversal-mushroom

#mlp ask blog #nurse redheart #quarantined redheart #volume 1: isolation #earth pony #pony ask blog #my litte pony friendship is magic #mlp g4 #mlp fim #cw sui mention #tw sui talk

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irbcallmefynn · 6 months

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Waughh this bedpost is also an ART!

Had this idea right after getting out of the shower and I knew I needed to draw it. Have a funky bug that turns you into a pooltoy! x3

Tried to be at least a little realistic with how it works, but also I don't know how anything works so this is probably insane. But that's fine because a beetle that turns you into a pooltoy is insane to begin with.

Look my vocabulary is needlessly large and I like using big words so any chance to use extravagant wording will be seized.

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Pool Beetle (Piscīna mordere) Often found in dark, warm areas by bodies of water. Pool sheds and Pool chests are common nesting spots. They are territorial, and will bite if disturbed. Their bite, if not treated within a few hours, will eventually lead to the growth of a hard, white tumor. Often described as "reminiscent of a pooltoy valve". A Pool Beetle infection site will spread outward over several days. Infected skin will acquire a rubbery texture, and often take on a bright color. Scientists are unsure of the purpose of this. Perhaps to serve as a warning to others of the victim's species. Other symptoms of Pool Beetle infections include feelings of lightheadedness, loss of appetite, lockjaw, loss of mobility, hydrophilia, and (in rare cases), protrusions resembling animal-like features. These include tails, horns, snouts, wings, and prominent ears. Though the symptoms are not inherently fatal, should they go untreated for approximately 30 days, further symptoms are likely to develop. These symptoms include loss of cognitive function, loss of bone muscle and fat density, and loss of vocalization. For all intents and purposes, the victim is rendered near identical to the common inflatable pooltoy. Scientists are still debating the evolutionary advantage to the Pool Beetle's defense. If you suspect you have been bit by a Pool Beetle, don't wait. Contact your local hospital immediately!

This informational flyer is brought to you by Squeak Quarentine Unit EPSILON ALTO K

#bedposting #fynn art #paint.net #pool toy #pool toy tf #bugs #insects #beetles #body horror?#tw infection #unreality ??#Is this unreality? I don't know #also ack I spelled quarantine wrong #tw body horror #<-adding this because i have learned this can be VERY MUCH SCARY IM SORRY JEFFY!!!

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dreamonminecraft · 2 months

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I'm glad you all think I'm well articulated because I've had two bloody noses today, throw up in my mouth every time I get a notification, haven't left my bed in 6 hours, eaten anything since yesterday afternoon, or brushed my teeth. So. Sunshine and rainbows everybody I'm doing great.

#I've calmed myself down a little bit and made moral qualms with myself but I'm still very much in the trenches emotionally #the fact that so many people are validating my feelings is making me feel a lot less alone #tw eating disorder ->#honestly ever since dream posted the picture of his scars it really triggered me #I was very anorexic during quarantine and i had gotten better #im not doing as bad then as i was then but this whole situation is so mentally taxing that nothing even smells good #things are tough. I can't lose this. and maybe some of what im saying is copium but it's really all i have left

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werewolfetone · 1 year

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The way that George iii managed to singlehandedly fuck up so badly that not one but two groups of his colonists violently revolted against him beginning not one but two several years long conflicts where his troops without exaggeration invented new human rights violations that both ended in tens of thousands dead on both sides

#george iii #american revolution #amrev #1798 rebellion #1803 rebellion #monarchy quarantine tag #tw violence #the death #jory.txt

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lontanodalpanicoo · 11 months

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I miei occhi non ne vogliono sapere di dormire. Sono stanca, ma loro insistono sul rimanere aperti, come se darmi qualche ora di sonno sia uno sforzo immane. Riesco a sentire il mio corpo ricattarmi in quel modo che solo lui sa fare “Se dormi adesso ti faccio svegliare dopo le tre di pomeriggio” forse a sto punto meglio non dormire. Però sono stanca. Sono stanca di guardare porno sul telefono, stanca di leggere, studiare, mettere in ordine. Vorrei cadere in un sonno profondo per anni, diventare un vegetale. Talvolta mi viene ancora voglia di lanciarmi dal balcone, così mi rinchiudo fortissimo nelle coperte, per evitare di seguire quel pensiero. L’altro giorno A. mi ha detto che ha iniziato a farsi del male per superare lo stress dell’università e mi sono sentita gelosa, perché è tornato il mostro del “non sei abbastanza malata, non lo sei mai stata, sei solo una stronza in costante ricerca di attenzioni” ed è vero. Lo siamo tutte, cazzo siamo così sole, l’idea di qualcuno che stia lì a consolarci e capirci h24 è oro puro. Vorrei tornare a provare qualcosa, perché in questi giorni non provo più un cazzo. Sono tornata a non sentire più nulla, cuore di sasso, sporca, stupida, svogliata. Forse è il caso che mi rinvoltoli nelle coperte, perché a forza di analizzare i miei pensieri mi è venuta voglia di buttarmi di nuovo di sotto o di dormire abbracciata a qualcuno (che non ho, quindi si risolve masturbandosi), ed opterei per quest’ultima.

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higgs-the-god · 6 months

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Meet Mavis. I love her little paws

#got her for my borfday:]#fellers I am sick for the first time since quarantine STARTED. doesn’t feel good #spiders tw

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cpatchii · 7 months

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idk what possessed me to draw this today im not even into dangan anymore. nostalgia + the urge to draw body horror on a wednesday morning i guess.

#kokichi ouma #blood tw #body horror tw #drv3 #i never even finished playing through v3 #started like 4 years ago #yeah i was a quarantine danganronpa kid #unfortunately #theres a non bloody version of this i might post later i just like the bloody one better #danganronpa

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dhampiravidi · 6 months

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another "Save Shadow & Bone" idea!

ok but WHAT IF the beloved cast of S&B took the script for the show's S3 (since we know it's done & the showrunner loves it) & just did the 1st few episodes on YouTube, virtually?

it'd be FUNNY, obviously--while in quarantine, a lot of actors did some small, silly shows online. moreover, fans already LOVE the cast & we want more content.

picture Jessie w/dark eyeshadow the more she makes morally corrupt decisions. Amita w/kitchen knives when necessary. Ben doing SFX (apparently he actually did them for the nichevo'ya & well...who knows when Aleksander would be played by him again, except maybe in flashbacks). all the Grisha people have tons of practice doing their gestures for the Small Science, so *cue physical improv*

anyway, I think it'd be a great way to show how much people want to watch more Shadow & Bone (aside from the petitions, which are awesome but only take a second to sign)! all the more reason for another network to pick things up again w/the same cast!

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fbfh · 2 years

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Just saw your thing about your bday ! Honestly anything with da boi Leo Valdez ? Bonus point with it has smut ? 👀😏😩

Love all that you write <3

thank you babes!!!!!!!! <3333

been thinking about being stuck with Leo during quarantine?? like after the obvious oh jeez this is really bad we need to start working from home frenzy you get really bored after two or three days and a few more days pass and you realize you can just absolutley fuck eachother stupid as much as you want and no one can tell you not to so you just end up bored and horny together all the time

as you finish up a zoom call without your camera on obvs he'll just be right behind you feeling you up and trying to distract you and as soon as the meeting ends you are SO getting your guts rearranged, you drink whipped coffee after he spent an hour going down on you and when you kiss him you taste yourself and espresso on his tongue, fucking against the counter or kitchen floor while your third attempt at baking bread cooks in the oven and tiger king plays forgotten in the other room, laying together late at night totally fucked out and showing each other funny tiktoks on the recently downloaded app and scrolling past dancing videos and outer banks edits and checking the shipping on your amazon packages you're waiting on before you fall asleep in each others arms

quarantining with Leo but make it horny and fun and era appropriate <333

#leo valdez #op's birthday #leo valdez x reader #leo valdez smut #tw smut #drabbles #quarantine au #thirsting hours #oof it's always leo thirsting hours tbh

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choi-sans-demon · 2 years

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#during quarantine #han jisung #han #jisung #hwang hyunjin #hyunjin #skz han #skz jisung #skz hyunjin #2 kids room #skznet #createskz #staysource #jypartists #gif tw

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