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beesmygod · 2 days
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today is webcomics day. i am bea and i make "A Ghost Story" - part 1: pre-gaming
webcomic day is a yearly celebration of the art form concocted by the screentones podcast team as a way for people to see how the sausage gets made. my webcomic "a ghost story" has been running for over 10 years, and yet i still don't think i can say i am good at making a webcomic. regardless, the comic is getting made because otherwise i become very, very sick in the head. today i would like to share with you the process of making a page of "A Ghost Story" from start to finish. either this demystifies the process or will make you think im so cool and strong for doing this 2x a week. instead of reblogging this one post until it gets very long, i will be posting individual updates that i will then compile and post on my personal website. block the tags now if you HATE comics and want them to EXPLODE.
if you have any questions, even things like "what the fuck are you even talking about" feel free to ask. i want to feel confident in what i make again and i think sometimes interrogation from an outside source is really
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that said, let's get started. wait just kidding i want a cup of coffee first, hold on.
ok now im ready. i have a big glass of water. i have coffee. i have a headset for the parts of work that don't involve typing words. i can't type words and listen to some streamer babble in my ear at the same time, so it has to be instrumental music or nothing. i just took my meds so they should kick in after about 30 mins. i woke up late today, which is weird and annoying. but maybe i can work late instead.
first off, i need to know where i'm going beyond this one page. if i dont know where im going with something, then i usually create something that sucks that i have to deal with later. hold on my internet died, i have to reset the router. ok, anyway.
what's rattling around in my brain is that not only do i have to deal with maxine's current predicament, i am also dealing with multiple plot elements i need to wrap back around to from the previous chapter. luckily, im about to put maxine down for a nap, which means i can get back to those other elements:
i need to finish the exposition from the three ankou characters for this story arc establishing their motivations as the oppositional force in the story. the "villain" is not these three specifically, but their boss. they need to have a loose understanding of what's going on in order to communicate this to the audience. god this started turning into a huge ass paragraph so i'll just keep it short there.
we've jumped back to before jack's horrible day from the first chapter of this storyline so we have to make our way back toward that and then lapping it, which means wrapping up his various open threads like:
feeding victoria and learning something new about her
finding out alice is a very exceptional employee who is getting many awards
watching valdo call lily while interrupting her during something personal to ask her for help with maxine's situation.
jack meeting with valdo and lily the day after they first met so jack can just tell them straight up that lily has 4 sisters she doesnt know about.
help that girl with her poltergeist problem. remember that. i've had jokes for this rattling in my head for like 4 years. im going insane.
and also the fucking tilberi!!! that has a point its going somewhere!!! there's a larger menace here!!!
other things to set up the climax of this storyline. sexual tensions, hints at larger emotional problems not immediately evident to the reader
lots of moving parts. and i feel like im moving in slow motion to get to them. i can see them all weaving together in my head, its the process of putting that onto paper that's proving difficult.
ok that took an hour starting and stopping. -_- let me write the next part as i keep brainstorming on how to approach this page. taking a "rubber duck" approach to this might help. heres an image from the last page i worked on (i have a 5 page buffer rn so the site does not match the finished pages) to get us semi-situated.
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also because images will help people understand what skill level we're working with here. i need to be able to communicate an idea to the audience; if the art also looks good on top of that, then that's just an added bonus. but the ability to communicate my ideas is sometimes hampered by my lack of artistic skill or comics language ineptitude. like those speech bubbles kind of fucking suck but at a certain point you have to just hit print on what you're working on in order to keep your already glacial pace.
webcomics is a tightrope act where you're also spinning 4 plates at once. the trick is to keep the audience from realizing how many actually fall or how wobbly they all are. the act sucks but technically its not a failure.
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master-gatherer · 10 months
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I think my problem is I don't currently have patience for baby feminists who's big bug bear is how "evil" and "awful" pink is
Like yeah I get it I also had a phase where I hated pink and it is annoying how culture as a whole likes to assume pink is automatically a girl thing, when we first started dating my partner made jokes about me getting the pink screwdriver at the store "because it's for girls" and I had to set him straight. But oh my fucking god
It is just a color
It is actually a pretty nice color once you get away from it being everywhere and seeing it with other colors.
And idk focusing on the superficial color of sexism doesn't seem like it'll really address the root problem, just opens you up for the problem to get mapped onto a different color
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st4rstudent · 5 months
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okkk so hypothetically speaking just saying hypothetically if i had this EVIL yaoi in a draft post with drawings of it dating all the way back in may. would you all be mad and rip me apart to shreds if i ever even dreamed of posting it . be honest
(jigsaw puppet image) you have 24 hours
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outpost-31 · 2 years
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melone rant. its some complaining so under the cut I think
hmm thinking about the person (some random 13 year old) I met a while ago who called melone a r/pist and blocked me for liking him. fuck people like that I think. we watched the same episode right. his stand is weird as hell but it SPECIFIES that it doesn't do anything to you (and that he didn't either). very very tired of hearing it and interacting with the people who say anything even vaguely similar to that. I WILL not listen to it
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aria0fgold · 9 days
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Bro, those creepers tested my patience So Badly when I started playing Minecraft again a couple of weeks ago. I was just chilling, making my home which was in a cave opening by a small mountain side. It was mainly open cuz I was still busy building it and STAAAARRSS!!! Those creepers, would climb up the stairs I made, and Explode behind me while I was looking through my chests for items. They weren't even VISIBLE when I was looking out the mountain but whenever I turn around to handle my items they'd be behind me and the only thing I hear is that HISS then EXPLOSION THEN MY OWN PATIENCE WAVERING CUZ MY HOUSE!!! AND CHEST!!! HAVE BEEN EXPLODED. That happened to me THREE TIMES! Until I managed to get some fences on the openings cuz what is WRONG WITH THOSE CREEPERS
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tea018 · 5 months
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Intro‼️
Don’t bother DMing me without reading my limits.
🚫MINORS/AGELESS BLOGS DNI YOU WILL BE BLOCKED 🚫
You can call me Tea. This is just a blog to express random hornier thoughts though I don’t intend for that to be the only thing I post. Feel free to DM or send in asks I’ll always TRY to respond. Along with that I’m one person I can’t respond to EVERY message.
To add onto this I hold the right to block you and will use it as freely as I fucking please.
As I’ve said DMs are open. I'm probably not gonna sext with people I have barely talked to. It’s tiring and annoying having people DM just for me to get them off. If you wanna be my friend, by all means DM, and it can turn into sexting. Also I don’t want to move platforms I don’t really like social media and don’t want to msg outside of here.
If I ever reblog something and it makes you uncomfortable DM me and I’ll remove it.
Get to know me a lil
- I’m 21 and I’m barley 5’2 or 157 cm
- bisexual :)
- I’m either reading or sleeping. Im a nerd in the sense I can tell you random statistics on specific things. I like books, cats, coffee, plants, and so on.
- I’m a pretty laid back person, I’ll let you know if you ever cross a line but I’m pretty relaxed otherwise.
- I’m more shy but I try to start conversations as best as I can. I’m also the most oblivious person you’ll meet so you may have to spell some things out for me.
-Oh and along with being shy I typically don’t send photos or anything. If that’s a no go for you then no worries. Don’t ask me for them my answer won’t magically change.
- if my blog is ever removed I’ll come back with the same user just look out for me xx
-I don’t typically DM first.
-IF YOU ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP DO NOT REACH OUT TO ME ROMANTICALLY.
(To follow up with this I am not in a relationship and don’t want to be involved if YOU are in one and are being disloyal. Even if it’s an open relationship please do not DM me romantically I WILL block you)
Kinks
- Im a sub. (Don’t ask me to Dom you I’ll ignore you flat out)
- Teasing, Breeding, Somno, Size difference, Hair pulling, edging, denial, praising/degrading, choking, cnc, dumbification, free use, cockwarming, Age gap, dacryphilia, Primal, and so on
-limits: vomit, gore, scat, incest, anything around those are a definite no. (I will block you without hesitation.)
Taken Ask Anons:
:)
(spam in case this gets banned: @tea018spam )
(Sfw blog: @teas-steaming)
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daosies · 5 months
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and in the end, it's you
cyno swears he hates you.
(but the race of his heart says otherwise.)
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cyno ♡ gn!reader
warnings: cyno is in denial, smitten cyno muehehe, scholar cyno
note: happy holidays to those who celebrate!!! also this is my first time writing enemies to lovers so im sorry if it isn't actually enemies to lovers 😭😢
gift for @1eaf-me-alone !! i hope you enjoy <3
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Cyno hates the way you act like you know everything. 
He hates the way you talk, the way you laugh. He hates the way you do the bare minimum, the way you excel even if you don’t mean to. He hates the way stars glimmer in your eyes whenever you talk about mindless, unimportant things that mean so much (to you) in the moment, yet nothing at all in reality.
Cyno hates you. Nothing more, nothing less.
“But why?” one of his classmates asks with an incredulous look. “I think they’re pretty funny.”
Instinctively, Cyno’s expression sours, his lips forming a prominent frown. “Yeah, right. You just don’t get it.”
“Get what?”
“Them,”—Cyno doesn’t even want to say your name—“they’re just, just insufferable!” 
It’s not like him to get so emotional over trivial matters, but Cyno can’t help it. When it comes to you, he always gets upset, always acts unlike himself. He supposes that’s another reason why he doesn’t like you; you have a way of pissing him off, even if you don’t realize it. 
“‘Cause they don’t care about school?” his classmate asks, struggling to understand Cyno’s frustration. “It’s not really our business, though…” Cyno rolls his eyes, his hands slamming on the desk before standing up. “I’m going to the library.”
“Alright…?”
As a scholar, Cyno believes that everything in the world has an explanation. He believes that knowledge must be sought, that reason will always triumph over fantasy. He also believes that, in order to succeed in life, one must work hard, that they should cultivate their talents in order to use them.
You defy all known standards of Cyno’s life. Your talent overpowers everything, leaving people like him in the dust. Even if you hardly try, you always succeed—and that makes him the most upset. Why them, of all people? Cyno wonders, his eyebrows furrowing as he walks towards the library. What did they ever do to deserve such talent? 
Cyno hates the way you treat the Akademiya as a game. He hates the way you break records, the way you make revelations with the mere flick of your finger. He hates the way the world changes at your will, the way you bring even him—a man with strong resolve—to his knees, questioning everything he’s ever known.
What is he, if not for logic? What is he, if not for the very standards he bases his life upon? You defy all known rules of Cyno’s life, and in doing so, you destroy his very being, his very essence. What is he now? What is he in your existence?
With a heavy heart, Cyno pushes the doors to the library open, wincing at the bright light that engulfs his world. The windows are blinding, his hand coming up to block his eyes as he observes the seemingly empty room, shocked at how few people there are.
He finds you in the center of it all. In the spotlight of the world, you sit with your figure slumped into a chair, your head buried in your arms as a few picture books are propped up around you. Cyno doesn’t know how to feel when he sees your sleeping face, your fluttering lashes and your content countenance. He doesn’t know how to feel in the silence, in the absence of everything that makes you annoying (at least, to him).
Oh, is all he thinks. Oh. 
For a brief moment, the furrow of his brows ease, the frown tugging at his lips loosening. For a brief moment, Cyno’s shoulders relax, his expression becoming blank as he stares at you for a few seconds longer than he should. Cyno stares at you, unsure of what to make of himself, unsure of what to do with himself.
So he ignores you, placing the image of you sleeping soundly into the depths of his mind, never to be touched on again. Cyno walks past your form, swallowing the lump in his throat as he runs a hand through his hair. His hand comes up to the collar of his cloak, tugging at it awkwardly in an attempt to quell his thoughts. He feels something stutter in his chest. He wonders if it’s from stress.
It’s not stress, a part of him says, it’s because of… Cyno suppresses these thoughts with a quick swipe against his chest, his thumb pressing against the left side of his torso as he feigns ignorance to the quickening thump-thump, thump-thump that reverberates throughout his being.
Cyno refuses to accept whatever his subconscious tells him. Because reason triumphs over fantasy, because logic is the foundation of this world. 
It’s not because of them, Cyno tells himself. Never. 
Cyno hates you. Nothing more, nothing less.
(But it’s tough to hate you when you look so serene, so peaceful. It’s tough to hate you when, even in your sleep, that smile takes over your lips, leaving him wondering what you’re dreaming of. It’s tough to hate you when his heart stutters, hurts at the mere sight of you.)
Subconsciously, Cyno’s gaze drifts from the various titles lining the shelves. His hands fall limp as he stares through the crevices of the books, his eyes finding you—again—as you bask under the lamplight. He observes you, noticing how your brows furrow ever-so slightly, noticing how you hum something akin to the tune of your favorite song.
(How does Cyno know what your favorite song is? How does he know its tune?)
Tearing his gaze away, Cyno takes a random book from the shelves, not bothering to look at its title. He forces his way through his instincts, refusing to spare you another glance.
“What a good pick,” the librarian muses, checking out the scholar’s book. “I didn’t know you read things like this, Cyno.”
Only then does he read the novel’s title: I got reincarnated as the villainess in a novel I hate?! His eyes widen, embarrassment overwhelming his features as he averts his gaze from the amused librarian.
“I… I don’t,” he replies. But they do. Again, his heart stutters at the thought. And again, Cyno ignores it.
(Why does he know what type of novels you read?)
With a regretful expression, the scholar begrudgingly takes the book. He hides it in his cloak, rushing past your still-sleeping figure as he swears, swears he won’t look at you again.
He breaks his short-lived promise the moment his eyes find your face, tracing over the curl of your lips and the bridge of your nose. Cyno berates himself, shrinking into his hood as he questions why he keeps doing this: breaking his promises, staring at you, perceiving you. 
A part of him knows the reason why. But Cyno ignores the race of his heart and the flutters in his stomach. He ignores everything and anything when it comes to you, the bane of his existence. 
He ignores it until he can’t. Until he’s face-to-face with you, trying his best to tear his gaze away. 
“So here’s how it’s gonna go,” you say, pointing at the paper assignment. “You do the researching, I do the presenting.”
Cyno wrinkles his nose. “Who are you to tell me what to do?”
“A genius,” you reply. “Duh.”
Ugh, Cyno thinks, rolling his eyes. Your arrogance makes him upset. Cyno hates the way you act, the way your pride is insufferable and the way you think you own the world.
(You do. You do own the world. His world.)
Working with you in a group project may be the worst punishment of them all. But, even as you command him (like the tyrant you are) he can’t bring himself to look away, to let his gaze stray from the glimmer in your eyes and the movement of your lips. Cyno can’t help but observe you, analyze you, scrutinize you for the tiniest traits, picking you apart while swearing he hates you.
He ignores the way you flip haphazardly through picture books, paying no mind to his deathly glare. You have a knack for pissing Cyno off; not only do you order him around, you also linger around him like some sort of fly. 
“Can you go away?” he asks, but it comes off more like a statement. Cyno’s words are clipped and to the point, his eyes narrowing as he stares at you with a deadpan expression. “You’re bothering me.”
You smile innocently. “I’m just reading, though?” 
“Go read somewhere else,” he retorts. “I can’t study when you’re around.”
“I have to supervise you, though,” you say with a shrug. “What if you doze off?”
That’s what you do, though, Cyno thinks with a frown. When you’re around, his hands become clammy and his thoughts become blurred. When you’re around, Cyno can’t think straight, he can’t do things that are so normal, so mundane. When you’re around, you mess up the continuous, familiar process of his life, the parts of him that he cherishes most.
“I won’t,” he quips. “Now go away.”
A teasing grin replaces your carefree smile, your gaze focusing on his as Cyno feels his voice die in his throat. His breath hitches, falling slack as he becomes the center of your gaze, the subject of your attention. 
(He’s yours. All yours.)
“Right,” you respond sarcastically, not taking his words to heart. Your eyes linger on him for a second more before returning to your picture book, not paying any mind to Cyno’s mindless tapping on the desk. He says nothing, yet his breath finally escapes, his hands brushing against the fabric of his cloak as he fiddles with the cotton.
Your mouth opens to speak, and Cyno already knows what you’re going to say.
Just trust me on this. 
“Just trust me on this.”
(How does he know?)
With one hand, Cyno brings the collar of his cloak up to his mouth, covering his lips as the tiniest of smiles creep onto his face.
(How could he not?)
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catscidr · 3 months
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I think we have all seen the "Argenti thinks the Reader is Idrila" stuff on here. But what if the reader actually is Idrila? So I wanted to request Argenti/Idrila!Reader (gn or afab reader) headcanons or a oneshot where Idrila, who has taken on a mortal identity after [Insert tragic event here], and meets Argenti. They develop feelings for each other, Argenti finds out she is Idrila, they end up dating. (Maybe or maybe not in that specific order) I thought maybe after protecting her followers from Nanook she disappeared to ensure Nanook doesn't target them anymore? That part isn't as important so feel free to add whatever backstory you think fits^^ Thank you in advance, I really like your writing!
NONNIE omg im booting up star rail rn to stare at him lovingly. also i changed the scenario a smidge so reader is her own person while also being idrila? if that makes sense......?? yeah. also bc otherwise id be writing ten thousand words n i didnt want ur ask to grow dusty in my inbox d(;∀;d) but tysm for the prompt i couldn’t stop thinking about it ueue. also hey gang peep me trying to make my blog look more coherent n nicer looking. am i doin it ⸝⸝⸝⸝⸝⸝ cw: a smidge of amnesia and soulmate trope (it’s not that bad, trust), fluff, love at first sight (does that even count in this scenario....), argenti and reader are dancing around the topic a lot bc argenti is a gentleman and doesn’t want to pressure her to talk. blurbs to set up the plot + a fic after them hehe. not proofread, writer’s block is killing me  includes: fem reader (he refers to reader as "my lady"), argenti, natasha, luocha is kinda there wc: 2,3k
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-ˋˏ You’d go to Natasha’s clinic at least once every other day because you always had the worst migraines. To the point where you almost got beat up by a Flamespawn one time when you were clearing out calyxes (thankfully there was a Silvermane guard patrolling the area, otherwise you would’ve been charred). The doctor always says the same thing; “Stop looking for fights so often”, “Let your body rest”, “I can’t prescribe you antibiotics”, and your favorite, “Stop slamming my door open I can’t do anything about your headaches”. She was a good friend, but whenever she repeated how she couldn’t be of any help to your predicament, you’d wish you could just take that glass vial hanging from her outfit and chuck it far, far away out of spite. 
-ˋˏ Obviously it wasn’t her fault- she'd done everything she could. Natasha even had you undergo the Underworld’s equivalent of an MRI scan because of how frequently you would visit her, insisting that something was wrong. The symptoms consisted of forgetting important things too often, feeling a foreign buzz in your limbs and brain, having a sudden burst of elemental energy come out of your attacks and a myriad of benign but annoying, irritating signs that something was up with you. 
-ˋˏ It became more of a chore than anything to leave your room. Some days you felt fine, but then when you’d go out again and beat up wave after wave of enemies in Caverns of Corrosion you would keel over, clutching your head while vague images of what could only be described as a fever dream ran through your mind. 
-ˋˏ You decided to leave the Underworld for some time- considering your absence like some sort of “vacation”. You heard of a wandering doctor (and merchant, apparently) by the name of Luocha and, from the people that crossed paths with him, it seemed like he was extraordinary at his job. A trek to the Xianzhou Luofu would be a long one, but after weighing your options you thought you’d give it a try (it was worth it if it meant you’d stop waking up at ungodly hours, holding your head in your hands while hoping, praying that the pain stops.) 
-ˋˏ You (somehow) made your way to the Xianzhou Luofu from Jarilo-VI. As competent as you were however, being stranded on a foreign planet with no map nor local to guide you was... a challenge. In retrospect, maybe you should’ve gotten in contact with that Luocha doctor and had him come to Belobog instead of you going to him since, well, he was a traveling merchant. Going from planet to planet is what he does (you assume). 
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If you had read up more on general information about the Luofu you would have been aware of how many enemies were roaming around the docking area. But you didn’t. So, unbeknownst to you, a rogue mara-struck soldier was on your tail, trying to sneak up to you to snag the goods you hid in your bag (which were basically just different types of painkillers and sustenance that bodes well on an upset stomach. He doesn’t know that though.) 
Your head was throbbing; ever since you set foot on the planet, your physical health had slowly dropped down to levels you wouldn’t be enduring if it wasn’t for the promise of a competent doctor once you get to the main city. Painkillers weren’t working, your feet hurt and to make matters worse, you felt the familiar lack of something in your head. It was so bad to the point where you had to have a tangible mark somewhere to remind you that you did, in fact, just take something for your headache and if you took two more painkillers, your body wouldn’t agree with your decision. It was a struggle even remembering what you did five minutes ago, no way were you going to be in top shape, beating up every enemy crossing your way. 
Clouds began covering the bright sun, casting shadows over the desolate, geometric area. You huff, irritated that, from the looks of it, you won’t be able to find a cozy place to set up camp. Though sleeping on a ground made of primarily iron and steel was considerably less nerve-wracking than sleeping on the mushy, cold, dirty ground of Jarilo-VI. So, with a pout aimed at no one in particular, you find some place that you deemed decent enough to set your humble tent. It wasn’t often that adventurers slept outside of safe zones, however with your condition you couldn’t afford to miss out on some rest and possibly get even more lost than you already are. 
You set your heavy backpack down, rolling your shoulders to soothe the ache in your muscles from carrying something so bulky. As you ruffle through your belongings, you open a bottled soda and take a swift gulp, sighing contentedly at the pleasant taste on your tongue. Now that you were sat and could rest your bones (until you started setting up your tent, at least), your ears were able to pick up on some not-so-distant footsteps. 
There’s no time for you to react; the mara-struck soldier that had been following you lunges at you, aiming for your bag. Your eyes widen and you open your mouth to yell, but before any sound can leave your mouth, a long, red and gold spear pierces the ground between you and the rabid man, making you yelp in surprise. You scurry as far back as you can in your current state; however, the soldier doesn’t have time to take advantage of your weakened stature. The owner of the spear lodges himself before your shaking figure and the mara-struck, yanking his spear out of the ground with impressive elegance, and summons an array of thorny vines to catch your assailant. 
It takes little to no effort for the seasoned fighter to take down the mara-struck as he swings his weapon, swiftly knocking the blunt end on the soldier’s plexus, knocking the wind out of him. A strangled scream leaves his throat as he scampers away, leaving your belongings safe with you and the strange red-haired man. He lowers his spear, careful to keep the sharp edge far from you, and turns around to face you properly. His brows raise a smidge for a split second before he composes himself and bows before you, the action short and curt.  
“It would have been a shame to lose a beauty such as yourself,” he says smoothly, straightening his back to look down at you with a warm smile. He stretches his hand out, a polite offer to help you stand up, as he continues speaking. “My name is Argenti, I belong to the Knights of Beauty. What might you be doing so far away from civilization, dear...?” he trails off, waiting for you to introduce yourself. 
You were in a state of shock, your mind still processing what had happened in such a short amount of time, that you failed to notice the lack of pain at the back of your head. As you meekly tell him your name, you hold onto his hand to help yourself up- as soon as his armored glove comes in contact with your hand something flashes in your mind; too quick to allow you to think about it too much, or to recognize what you saw for a millisecond. 
“So far away from civilization... do you know how to get to the city?” you ask as you feel a glimmer of hope spark in you. His words were refreshing, probably the best thing someone has ever said to you in the past month. He nods, reaching into his pocket to fish out a blue handkerchief embroidered with a delicate gold trim. Argenti hands it over to you and you gratefully take it, blotting the sweat and... dust off of your face. 
“I have made my way around the Luofu for long enough to show someone the way,” he says kindly. “Besides, even if I didn’t, I would still offer to accompany you through your trek. It is my duty as a Knight of Beauty, for I must uphold chivalry and distinguished manners, in the name of the Goddess guiding me.” His words resonate within you, making you beam, nodding in understanding. 
Your reaction doesn’t go unnoticed by the knight. As you hand his handkerchief back, he smiles at you and gestures to your bag. “What brings you so far from your homeworld, my lady?” Argenti asks gently, though a glimmer of doubt swirls in his sparkling, verdant eyes. The question makes you pause, a memory flashing in your mind too suddenly for you to know what it meant. Although, from what you could tell, you knew you could trust him with what troubled you somehow. 
“Ah, it’s a long story,” you start sheepishly, “I’ve been having these incredibly painful migraines recently. And sometimes I feel like my memory is fading too quickly for what would be considered normal,” you say, trailing off slightly at the end. “I’m looking for a healer, a doctor by the name of Luocha...?” 
Somehow, the doctor was currently the least of your worries. You’d never felt so refreshed before, at least not that you could remember; simply being in Argenti’s presence seemed to be enough to make your aches disappear like a starskiff smoothly gliding through a cloudless sky. 
“I’ve seen the man only a handful of times,” Argenti mutters aloud, pulling you out of your thoughts. “I can do my best to guide you to him, but if I may... you don’t seem to be injured?” the knight says, his voice trailing off into a questioning tone despite the observation. You shake your head, wondering how you should explain your predicament to the man. 
“Like I said, it’s a long story,” you say again, shrugging sheepishly. You wondered if you should even go into the nitty gritty- he could always just be making small talk to help you get comfortable or something. Sensing your unease, he changes the spotlight to him instead. 
“There’s no need to delve into details if you wish to keep them secret,” he says with a kind smile, bending down to take ahold of your hand- gently pressing a chaste kiss on the back of your hand. Red flushes your ears immediately, words caught in your throat at the sight of his hair cascading over his shoulders, a beautiful contrast from the gold and silver armor glittering in what was left of the sunlight. 
“As for myself, like I mentioned earlier, I am a Knight of Beauty. I’m on a quest to find my dear Goddess Idrila once more, for I need to pay my respects to them after they saved me from a particularly grim fate.” His words echoed in your mind, your brows knitting together as you felt what could only be described as a cold bucket of water being dunked on your head. “I-Idrila?” you parrot, your voice coming out as a choked noise. Argenti perks up, the hand that had been softly holding onto yours now holding it with a firmer grip, his other hand joining it. 
“Yes, Idrila. Have you ever heard of them? Or...” he trails off, looking deep into your eyes expectantly, almost as if he knew something you didn’t. His eyes seemed to suck you in, bringing a comfortable wave of warmth over you, making you yearn for something. 
“I...” you begin, your gaze falling down to look at your feet. As you thought long and hard about what you wanted to say, what you tried to remember, you slowly look over to his spear, lying flat on the ground- long forgotten since the fight earlier. As if a lightbulb went off above your head, you perk up just as he did, and look at him, beaming. The words were caught in your throat; there was so much you wanted to say, to declare, to do in this moment of clarity, but with how fast your mind was running to catch you up on the current events of your life it was a struggle. 
“Argenti,” you murmur, the name rolling off your tongue smoothly, as you realized seeing the traveling merchant was no longer required. Though the road might have been arduous, and you may have almost lost your mind in the process, being with Argenti suddenly made everything make sense. That’s why your migraines mysteriously disappeared as soon as you were in the knight’s presence, that’s why you had gaps in your memory, that’s why you were freakishly powerful... at convenient times.  
Everything clicked into place. 
The both of you share a pregnant pause, eyes locked together as the world seemed to come to a stop around you. If it were possible, you’re sure there would be delicate, silky rose petals floating around your figures, suspended in the air. You glance down at his lips, and for the first time, make a decision with a clear head. 
His lips felt smooth against yours, the faint taste of vanilla mixed with roses transferring to your own lips. The kiss almost felt like it could be the result of a symbiotic relationship; now that you had Argenti, or at least had him by your side once again, you didn’t think you’d be able to continue on without him. 
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omg pls pls these insta series you do.. can you do a yuta okkotsu one from jjk please? this is my first time doing an ask so im not sure if im doing this right but i love ur stuff !! have a nice day! <3
Insta as Yuta's GF
a/n : Hello love! Thank you so much for your request, and I promise you did it right! Thank you for your lovely words, hope you'll like it<3
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Yn_ : on our way to Maki's birthday!!!
Maki_yum : you're 2 hours late, WHAT DID YOU DO ???
↳ Yn_ : I'M SORRY LOVE we kinda lost track of time
↳ Maki_yum : I repeat, WHAT did you do
↳ Yn_ : I prefer not to say
↳ Maki_yum : omg please stop if it's what I think it is, I don't want to hear more
↳ Yuuuta : We brought gifts
↳ Maki_yum : I hope you did
↳ Yn_ : yk I would never let you down
↳ Maki_yum : hurry up, Yuji is getting drunk and I swear you don't want to miss that
↳ Yn_ : I'LL TELL THE TAXI TO GO FASTER
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Yn_ : my other half @.Maki_yum
Maki_yum : even if you do stupid things, I love you with my whole heart
↳ InuMAKI : @.Yuuuta man she's trying to steal your girl
↳ Yuuuta : no they're just bestfriends
↳ InuMAKI : my spidersense is telling me otherwise
↳ Yn_ : well go fix it
↳ Maki_yum : why do you ALWAYS have to make it strange ? we're best friends of course we tell each other I love you
↳ InuMAKI : well I don't say that to my FRIENDS
↳ Maki_yum : MAYBE YOU SHOULD it'll make them feel actually appreciated
↳ InuMAKI : you don't feel appreciated ???????
↳ Maki_yum : SOMETIMES it's nice to hear it
↳ InuMAKI : I love you Maki
↳ Maki_yum : ....... don't do it again, from you it feels strange
↳ InuMAKI : OMG FUCCK OFFFF
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Yuuuta : love her until my last breath
Yn_ : MY LOVE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
↳ Yuuuta : me too dear
↳ Satoru_thegoat : isn't it romantic
↳ Yn_ : what's your problem ?
↳ Satoru_thegoat : why so agressive ? I made a compliment
↳ Geto_OG : well in her defense, your compliment are often sarcastic
↳ Satoru_thegoat : WHAT ?? I'm never sarcastic
↳ Geto_OG : ...
↳ Satoru_thegoat : OKAY SOMETIMES I AM but right now, I'm not
YujiandSukuna : couple goal
↳ Yn_ : you make me blush
↳ InuMAKI : @.Yuuuta WHAT DID I TELL YOU ??? SHE'S CHEATING
↳ Yn_ : OMG WOULD YOU PLEASE SHUT UP ??? WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO BE CHEATING THAT MUCH HUH ? ARE YOU JEALOUS OR WHAT
↳ Yuuuta : Dear calm down, Inumaki is just joking
↳ InuMAKI : no i'm not
↳ Yn_ : SEE ? HE WANTS MY PLACE
↳ InuMAKI : I am NOT JEALOUS
↳ Yn_ : oh you so are
↳ InuMAKI : I'M SO SICK OF YOU
↳ Yn_ : THEN BLOCK ME AND STOP BEING SO ANNOYING
↳ InuMAKI : YOU AIN'T GIVING ME ORDER
↳ Yuuuta : no but she got a point, Toge why are you so agressive towards her ?
↳ InuMAKI : i'm not agressive
↳ Maki_yum : yes you are
↳ InuMAKI : you're ALWAYS W HER, WE DON'T SEE EACH OTHER ANYMORE
↳ Yn_ : YOU'RE JEALOUS
↳ InuMAKI : OK I AM BUT I WAS HIS BEST FRIEND BEFORE YOU WERE HIS GIRLFRIEND
↳ Yn_ : you know you could have just talked to us ? tell Yuta you miss him instead of being mean
↳ InuMAKI : i'm sorry
↳ Yuuuta : well seems like peace is back
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Maki_yum : It was more peaceful when they weren't friends @.Yn_ @.InuMAKI @.Yuuuta
Yn_ : Toge next time we should totally try to steal Gojo's glasses !!!
↳ InuMAKI : omg yes and then we hide it
↳ Yn_ : no we sell it, it must cost A LOT of money
↳ InuMAKI : you're a genius
↳ Yuuuta : now i'm the one feeling like you're stealing my gf Toge
↳ Yn_ : pls don't complain love, maybe you prefer when we were fighting
↳ Yuuuta : forget what I said
↳ InuMAKI : Yn where is Yuji hiding his sneakers ?
↳ Yn_ : probably in his closet
↳ InuMAKI : we steal two pairs of shoes, he got so much he won't even notice and we sell them too
↳ Yn_ : that must be enough money to buy the ps5
↳ InuMAKI : AND a big TV
↳ Yn_ : yeah lets do that
↳ Maki_yum : NO YOU AIN'T GOING TO STEAL ANYTHING
↳ Yn_ : Toge we gotta hurry up before she tells them
↳ InuMAKI : LETS GO
↳ Maki_yum : I'M SICK OF YOU
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Yn_ : got a detention and I just told him
Yuuuta : that's it, I'm keeping you FAR AWAY from Toge
↳ Yn_ : i'm sorry love i truly regret it
↳ YujiandSukuna : YOU SOLD MY SHOES ???
↳ Yn_ : no it was so messy in your bedroom, we couldn't find them
↳ Geto_OG : That'll teach you to NOT STEAL, if you need money, just ask us
↳ InuMAKI : we would like the PS5 and a TV
↳ Satoru_thegoat : It's in your bedroom, for both of you, just ask and I got you but don't steal
↳ InuMAKI : we're really sorry Gojo, we really wanted these console and TV so we took the route that seemed the easiest for us even if it wasn't the best, we won't do it again
↳ Satoru_thegoat : I know you are don't worry, guess what, I'll remove the detention, go enjoy your new console
↳ Yn_ : REALLY ??? THANK YOU THANK YOU!! YUTA HONEY COME TO MY DORM I'LL SHOW YOU THE NEW GAMES
↳ Yuuuta : coming love
↳ Geto_OG : Satoru you're getting too soft with them
↳ Satoru_thegoat : they're young, let them do mistakes, let them learn from those mistakes and doing them again, it's not by grounding them that they'll learn, they have the right to be wrong and not be shamed for that, they regretted it, it's enough. If they didn't regret it, I wouldn't have removed the detention but I had a talk with Toge and Yn and they're truly sorry, no harm was done, so why insist ?
↳ Geto_OG : I almost had a tear
↳ Satoru_thegoat : fuck off mr.perfect
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Hey love! Hope you liked it ? I didn't really know how to include Rika so I didn't but if there is a part.2, I'll think of a way to make it work!
with love <3
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chocotonez · 1 year
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skz sitting on your lap
a/n: ahhhh why didn’t I think of this </3 such a cute request!!
warnings/genre: fluff, gn reader but if anything implies otherwise pls let me know!! slightly suggestive in lee know’s, swearing
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chan
-likes to do it because you’re comfortable
-he gets all blushy and flustered so he just wants to be in your lap to calm down and relax
-rests his head against your shoulder like a big kangaroo baby
-likes when you play w his hair, but he’ll never explicitly say it, he just likes you nudge you with his head until you get the message
-puppycat chan whenever he gets to sit in your lap, gets all giggly and needy for your attention, he just wants u to gush over him and make him feel loved <33
-he’s actually so cute I’m sobbing
lee know
-does it more often when you’re making out or if he needs your attention
-slides smoothly into your lap like ;)), somewhat straddling you
-your lap is insanely practical for spontaneous makeout sessions, or if you’re concentrated on something other than him >:(
-please wrap your arms around his waist or neck when he’s sitting on your lap, facing you, he melts and he just gets so soft over you and he’s like “you’re so good to me”
-rests his head on your shoulder, and plays with your hair with his free hand while the other keeps him securely glued onto you
changbin
-im going to be fr I feel like he’d be insecure to sit in your lap
-“i don’t wanna crush you and like…u die or something” “I’ll die a happy person”
-but honestly he enjoys it a lot more than he expected, loves to jump on your lap while you’re sitting in the couch and makes you cradle him like a big baby LOL
-can be a touch annoying, he can get whiny if you don’t pay attention to him so he squirms around in your lap until he gets what he wants
-he just plops onto your lap, wrapping his arms around your neck like a sitting bridal style pose, and then “hey babe so about that thing I wanted…”
hyunjin
-does it just to relax
-more of a sitting bridal style type of person, and I know a bit irrelevant but he’s def a head in your lap type of guy
-likes to be in your arms while sitting on your lap, you on a couch or the bed just trying to do whatever you’re doing
-doesn’t really inherently initiate it for any particular reason, he just finds it a comfortable form of affection, and likes to look up at you and just admire all your features
-“hehe you’re so pretty” “you’ve been on my lap for forty minutes” “preeetttyyy :]”
han
-also does it when he’s overwhelmed or just wants to be in your arms
-pretty much just a big koala, face nuzzled into the crook of your neck, arms around your waist and legs tucked either behind or around you
-it’s usually very quiet and an intimate thing, maybe he’s exhausted from working too hard or he’s just had a rough day, you make him feel so safe
-might hum a little bit or ramble, but it usually leads to him falling asleep or just going into a groggy daze
-likes when you put your arms around him to bring him closer, being in that position makes him feel so secure
-ur like his personal bunch of lavender <333
felix
-does it when he’s nervous or anxious
-lowkey hides in your arms ?? like nuzzles his face into your shoulder or neck if someone’s teasing him and he’s blushing
-needs your arms around him, pretty much just a koala hug
-it’s comforting to know you’re there with him, and how secure you make him feel. likes to ramble about his day or rant in this position, because it always feels like it’s just the two of you.
-plays with your hair or once again, traces shapes on your back LMAO, but he’s less mean this time, maybe just a hexagon <3
-tends to fall asleep when he’s in your arms, leading you to have to drag him to the bed
seungmin
-p much does it to be annoying and to distract you
-jumps in your lap while giggling and poking your cheek, one arm around your neck to keep him up
-or he’ll have his back facing you, blocking the view of whatever you’re doing
-“hehe what’s this?” and you just sigh while he giggles like he’s the funniest man alive
-sometimes he stays there because he just realizes how nice it is, adjusts into a more comfortable position for both of you, but keeps asking to cuddle
-“this is cool but cuddling is better” “please let me finish my work”
-tries to play with your hair but usually just messes it up/tangles it, so he likes to make funny hairstyles while he’s at it LMAO
jeongin
-just does it because comfortable and yay!
-sits with his back facing you, your hands around his lap while he’s scrolling through his phone and smiling like :]
-has tried many times to reach behind him to show you something he saw on his phone and then dropping it on your face
-he usually only does it for short periods of time because he’d much rather be doing something else with you or cuddling while laying down
-has probably elbowed you multiple times while adjusting on your lap
-“hey babe, later can we-I’M SO SORRY” and he’s laughing but still apologizing profusely after elbowing you in your face LOL
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xx-shotgunenema-xx · 1 month
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this is my new homestuck centric sideblog, dm me for my age if you really must
my base account is @dr-goatman, so you may see likes from there
warnings: i just reblog anything i see and like. this may or may not include gore, angst, nsfw, or otherwise 'icky' topics [its fiction tho so get the stick outta ur ass, im not gonna argue with you more than likely]
IF YOU DO NOT LIKE, JUST BLOCK AND MOVE ON FFS
now onto my about me B =o33
i dont care what you name me, be creative!
my pronouns are it/its
im new-ish to the wider fandom!
i have not finished reading homestuck, which is kinda embarrassing
i may use my typing quirk. if need be, please feel free to ask for a translation of a specific post! translation e = 3 r = 4 h = ]-[
my favs to think/talk/reblog stuff about are - the striders, especially bro and dirk - jade, shes just like me fr! [sleepy and autistic] - the beta trolls
i LOVE music so much, i am listening to music a good majority of the time. i will get annoyed about out-of-character playlists, enough so that i will make my own [no bro strider would not listen to lemon demon and cavetown, girl wtf r u talking about???? i genuinely saw both of those in a playlist for him, i shuddered]
i make trollsonas, kidsonas and otherwise homestuck OCs, and i *might* post the art ive made for them. probably not tho
im kinda a dick, and very sarcastic, if you dont like that then heed this warning and dont interact
I HAVE NO DNI, HOWEVER I WILL BLOCK IF I DEEM IT NECESSARY
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disabledalliums · 3 months
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Blog of some autistic sea creature
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Hello! You can call me Sailor or Tommy and I use he/it/mew/vwoop/disc for my pronouns. Im a queer disabled therian + fictotherian who likes to make art. My theriotypes are calico cat, raccoon, catfish and vaporeon. I don’t identify as human, please keep this in mind!
Im a butch aroace trans nonbinary lesbian boydyke faggot tranny thing who wants to kiss their partners and computers and finds Ranboo attractive in a lesbian way. I like masc and gender neutral terms to refer to me (no they/them tho).
catfishsailor -> transdogday -> catfishsailor -> alliumbugs -> disabledalliums
I like to talk about disability and disability rights, if i accidentally say something ableist please tell me! Im not a perfect person and i make mistakes, but please tell me when i do mess up so i cannot make that mistake again!
"Can i use your art in a pfp/banner/edit/webweave?" Sure! As long as there is credit feel free to use my art for those!
"Can i repost/train ai with your art?" Please dont, if you want to support me reblog my art
complaints box || reviews || ao3
I used to rb stuff over on @alliumbugs-reblog but it got annoying but feel free to look through that blog of anything i did rb
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All art should be in #the catfish draws
All ask answers will be in #the catfish answers
Just talking posts will be in #the catfish talks
Talking to my mutuals posts will be in #the catfish friends
me goin’ to sleep posts will be in #the catfish snoozes
All my liveblogs will be in #the catfish liveblogs
All my headcannon posts will be in #the catfish headcannons
My cAllium fanchild posts will be in #the catfish flicker
Genloss zombie au posting will be in #zombiefall au
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You can find any of my other socials by searching up catfishsailor, as most places i just use that as my username!
I do take time to process things a little longer then most people. Do not rush me or get mad to me about it. This is due to many reasons that i don’t even know fully. Please be patient with me.
I also have memory issues, i do my best to remember things but if i forget your pronouns i will just default to they/them, please tell me if i misgendered you so then i can correctly gender you.
I support mspec gays and lesbians and all good faith identities if ur mad about it sorry! i dont give a fuck. Queer people can do whatever the fuck they want!
If you like ccWilbur or ccDteam disrespectfully fuck off. They are all cunts and i hate them
Please tag all cTommy + ccTommy neg! I have a special interest in Tommyinnit and id rather not see it
Unless i say otherwise feel free to rb my posts!
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I moved from my old blog to here to escape the constant discourse that i kept on seeing for my mental health, so this a discourse free blog. Don’t look for my old blog please.
I only block blank blogs and people who are constantly in discourse and drama, which i decide how often is too much. If i do not like you i will block you.
As im writing this my cat Pixels is on me which is fun but i can barely see lol.
Hope you enjoy the blog!
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frenzyjinx · 4 months
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The Watcher (Mono X Reader)
Chapter 15
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Y/N Pov
After six stood up and reassured us that she was okay we started to move once again, huffing I helped mono pull up the window for us to go through
Finally budging it upwards I groaned and rubbed my head walking through the opening, gasping in shock I almost slipped off of the board I had just stepped onto
Someone grabbed onto my arm and held me steady, recognizing the hold on me I avoided eye contact with him
Trying to tug my hand back carefully without falling downwards was a hard task. Especially when some certain someone is being stubborn "mono let go im fine"
Expecting to finally be free of his grasp I turned to look at him only to get further annoyed, he was not letting go.
Deciding it was useless to persist against him I groaned and started to inch along the wood, suddenly I heard six speak up after seconds of silence "lovers quarrel?" She hummed
Rolling my eyes to myself I stayed quiet not really knowing what to say, mono spoke quickly "yeah you could say that." He sounded pretty serious.
Reaching the next open window we slipped through it, he still had a strong hold on my arm 'can't he just let go!' My patience was slimming down
Glancing around the new room My eyes spotted a large grand piano in the middle of the room tied by some rope for an unknown reason
Sneakily I tried tugging my arm out but only failed with him tugging me closer, being right against his side was well.. distracting to say the least
Noticing six start to climb up the piano I smirked "looks that you have to climb up..!" Laughing I lifted my arm away "well come on let go" I shook my arm lightly in annoyance
He just chuckled grabbing my other arm he pulled my against his back, momentarily letting go of my arm only to hold onto my thighs tightly
Not wanting to fall I held onto him aswell "really?" He just seemed proud of himself "yes n/n" he got onto the piano with the both of us somehow 'he sure is strong for looking so skinny'
Six jumped up and down as mono started to do the same, a low sound started to come from the piano and I winced "what the hell are you guys doing?" Six smiled "you'll see."
With one finally intertwined jump the piano started to plummet down crashing into the room below it with ease, I was holding onto mono so tight I was surprised he wasn't choking to death
But his grip on my thighs said otherwise, I blushed pink when his hand slowly skimmed over my inner thigh rubbing it slowly with his hand
I smacked his head in shock and all I heard from him was a low chuckle, I looked over to six and mouthed help she smirked and tip toed over tripping mono
Giggling I hopped off of his shoulders landing onto my feet, he sat up and through his baggy holes I spotted a glare, it diminished when six called him over
She knelt down and was ready to help him into the new hole "are you sure you feel ready to do that?" I asked slowly she nodded and mono hesitantly walked over letting her help him up
I watched his form slowly disappear, six and I both watched as he spotted a key she looked at me and I nodded knowing what we needed to do
Running over we climbed onto the piano and started to make a ruckus, jumping on it and making loud noises, the doll that was blocking the key ran to the gate and tried reaching out to us
I watched with a hidden smile has mono smashed it into pieces with a pipe he had found, breathing out I slid off of the piano
We all started to pull up the gate with effort, we successfully opened it up a few inches, running inside he laughed "I got the key easily" six raised an eyebrow "sureee you did allll alone"
Sharing a laugh we ran towards the locked door, mono pulled the key out and slid it inside unlocking it as the door opened with a creak
Music started to drift into the area and confusion morphed onto my features, it was a piano. Looking to the left I spotted a doll drawing onto the floor with chalk
Six crept towards the doll while mono went towards his usually weapon that was laying on the floor in front of him 'how does he always find a weapon so easy?!'
Looking back to six I held back a shocked noise when she leaped over and pounced onto the doll strangling it with pent up frustration "holy shit" I whispered to myself in awe
Mono seemed to be surprised but not as much as I was, the piano continued to play making the whole scene seem rather twisted and dark 'why do I feel like she has done that before..?'
She was still staring at it slowly rising up to her feet, mono dropped the weapon and slowly went towards her "six.. come on" it seemed like she snapped out of her strange mood and nodded being quiet once more
I quickly turned away when they walked over, heading over to the drawer I saw and pulling it open I climbed up and waited for the two of them
The piano gradually got louder has we all walked into the new large room with a staircase, suddenly it stopped for a second before continuing on
We all headed up the stairs, walking past a ton of filing cabinets, I grabbed onto one and started to climb up it slowly taking my time
They both were doing the same, a huge box was in the way so I scooted it out of the way and pulled myself up watching them arrive aswell.
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fantomette22 · 11 days
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(For Bloodborne)
10, 16, and 18?? 💀
I answered 10 here ! As for the rest it is quite long so putting it under there. Hope you ready 😅
16. you can't understand why so many people like this thing (characterization, trope, headcanon, etc)
Hm... wait I need to remember all the things I don't appreciate... and try not to make ennemies 😓 (it's really not my goal it's just personal preference mostly. Seriously depending how things are explained and presented there's lot a thing I can actually enjoy! While I would dislike when it's just throw and spam without context.)
Hm well you know as for characterisations when it's reduced to like 2 traits or extreme good / extreme bad it's hm... yeah. I mean I know I ain't a good exemple but I barely share dark headcanons 😓 but they do exist hehe.
Of course absolutely don't mind and love silly shenanigans (when you're hanging with your friends and having fun it's not always very serious) and also more dark and matures ideas. When people share it doesn't mean it's all they think to the characters! Gotta take the all picture!
But it does bother me when people believe in almost caricatural interprets like it's canon and talk down on others with different views. Somehow like they are the worst thing...like wtf.
Also well typical extreme talk about Gehrman, Maria and mostly Laurence I suppose (maybe a bit Lulu aka the holy blade but it bother me a bit less because people are generally not spamming to or being annoying as much as the others. Oh Micolash too). When people reduced them to just 2 things or an extreme. I feel it really doesn't fit with the infos within the game. I'm not a fan at all. They are all morally grey and humans. They are not clearly all black or all white. they are morally gray, they are humans!
In more details now. Well for Gehrman you know my stance already. Clearly yeah he had some issues in his life and did bad things but clearly I don't think he was a misogynistic asshole and all the stuff. Like it just don't make sense to me. I don't even wanna vent about it today XD
As for Maria well. Look I don't have a problem with the headcanon of her being a butch lesbian. I mean it's even one of my AU actually. (to put it really really simply. Bc I like having several interprets disconnect to each other in their own settings). It can be very interesting in an overall big story I think. The problem I have is when it's apparently her only unique traits and if you think or headcanon otherwise for any reasons you are apparently the worst shit to exist and getting block. Being labelled as sexist, homophobic etc. Well idk but that kind of reaction kinda tell me who the real -phobic one is 😕 really that is sad like wow who hurt you people?! to have this much anger to people just trying to have fun. Thankfully it's clearly just a minority of people who are agressive like this. And I hope they will grow, gain maturity and realise there's really no need to be that mean about such a thing. But it's been a while saw smt like this so I prefer to put this behind me there's hope.
As for Laurence I'm not really a fan of him being the ultimate bitch devil (or angel but nobody has that take almost. That would be a change. the tragic vicar who only had good intention but accidentally fucked up and try his best until the end😔 I mean I don't agree with that either but that's a change). I mean by this, that I think he did both. Good and bad things. That he had honorable intentions at first but overcome by a bit of ego and pride he fucked up really bad. And then realised his mistake but it was too late to correct it... his theme inspire great strength but who end in tragedy and pity. So overall tragic these too. Him being depicted as just a smug unlikable bitch is something I have a hard time with. I mean yes I like to imagine him being a smug bitch too at times for sure! it's fun but not like all the time and making it his entire personality. If that make sense. I don't see how he could be an important religious figure, doctor and having so much support by just being a manipulative ass all the time. Especially if he start from ground 0.
And hm... i have nothing again it and people so that we're clear but hm EXCEPT in certains very specific context* I am not personally a fan of Laurence being drawn with horns on his head. It just isn't my cup of tea. I'm not sure to understand what's the interest don't make sense to have Laurence looking normally human + just horns but it's just me.
*EXCEPT WHEN : symbolism and symbolic art (no prob I like those actually. Horns + when he's burning in human form for exemple onlooking like religious symbolism) ; "decoration" like lil detached horns, like you would put flowers or sparkles or little emoji next to a portrait of a characters ; before he transformed but with other signs of beasthood (actually him human with horns can be nice but I prefer when it's like mini horns not full cleric beast ones + idk a giant arm with claws and fur growing, eyes looking weird, teeth growing, his hair being longer and messy etc).
Now last I will stop after...
I think a whole fic or interprets on a really dark and realistic Bloodborne universe like our world can be super interesting! But I don't enjoy when people seem to think Bloodborne is 100% our 19th century with just a couple of eldritch things in it? Ok it's closer to us compared to medieval fantasy like DS or elden ring. But I feel it's fantasy too. if we had a map I won't be surprise if that's not Europe or a map that existed in real life. Lot of things don't fit to be actual victorian era. It's just inspire by it : invention and technology aren't on the same lvl. Either they are missing important inventions or are too advanced. (Molotovs appeared during spain war and were named like this during WWII) people don't seem to have 10 children working in factories or mines as well. Women are doctors, academic, hunters etc No steam machine or electric bulb but who knows. I could make an entire things... Looking at all the real life inspirations for the game is great! Create a very realistic story is very cool! But I would personally be more on the side that's it's more of a victorian fantasy. Like Sekiro can't be in our world or how Dark souls is a medieval fantasy as well and isn't medieval age accurate.
Oh boi i forgot about victorian london. Jokes are fine but bloodborne is more inspired on Prague and eastern europe i feel. You and Katy developed it more anyway
18. it's absolutely criminal that the fandom has been sleeping on...
Ok I don't know how to answer this so have a list (of ideas in my head I need to share /write one day lmao) :
Maria backstory (no seriously I want stories on her childhood, her family, what happened, how she felt toward them. Conflicted? Good terms but separate ways? Actually work for them for a while? Disowned? I wanna know! If she's actually close to Annalise ? More important in royal family that we know? Or really a random noble related to them?) Is her pyromancer real?! why she dislike blood blades?
How she got her Rakuyo
How she met Gehrman? her training? WHAT HAPPEN I NEED TO KNOW uxkcblkDOLFMBOEAMl: (sorry XD) work for Laurence & co too
Important lore Charcacters backstory before this whole mess (Laurence, Gehrman, Ludwig, Willem etc yeah basically everyone lol I won't do the entire list XD but how did they meet each other what bound them what happen.)
Stories how the healing church + blood transfusion actually came to be?
Byrgenwerth era (yeah sorry I love it XD)
So yeah overall timeline before the hunter arrive (help)
Cainhurst, Annalise, vilebloods, potential KING of Cainhurst
So yeah Logarius too
Loran, Isz and pthumerians lore??
Dores and Gatekeeper my beloved
Caryll (yeah just Caryll)
Izzy and bestial hunters. How the bestial rune was forbidden, why Laurence had it etc
Ok is everyone except 5 persons gonna ignore the fact freaking Gehrman can make more than just weapons?! well wood stuff are oblivious but how did bro can make such refined clothes hello?!?!
Religion practise how it works in Yharnam, how citizens and clerics actually practise it.
What's their history, their legend, how the geopolitic within the country is and others XD (it's more a critic about the game in itself than fandom really) In truth I'm a bit sad we know lot of countries and regions within Dark Souls but almost none with Bloodborne! Like many people are from foreign countries and we have 0 names compared to the dozens in DS. we just have like vaguely Yamamura asiatic country, Eileen's one, Valtr's city, Loran and Isz. As for Gascoigne Gilbert Brador and all the others we don't know anything. In Dark Souls we have names and we know where people came from : Catarina, Astora, Forossa, Mirrah, Carim, Vinheim, Lordran etc)
Event being seen by random citizens or young characters growing up could be interesting!
I mean many characters again
I might stop here or it will never be over sorry... I'm not even sure it's really slept one but I wish we have more. There's just so many possibilities and things that can be created!
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xoxoxoz · 7 months
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Lee Youngseo x F!reader
📝: You and Youngseo have been keeping your relationship on the down low since R U Next began. But the moment one contestant found out the truth, there was no point of hiding anymore
⚠️: fluffy YoungY/n type of fic, Youngseo tops in the relationship but not in a nsfw way (does that make sense😭), reader is in the Bad Boy group with Jiwoo, Jeongeun and Chanelle, English speaker reader, reader is an 05
For: @strawbseo
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“Yesss Y/n, your vocals are vocallingggg” Chanelle praised with a dramatic click of her fingers.
You had to cover your mouth to laugh. “You’re making me shy”
“What does vocalling mean?” Jiwoo asked as she scratched her head.
“It’s just a silly expression to say that Y/n’s vocals are super good” the half American explained.
Jiwoo slowly nodded her head. “So if I said her singing is singinging…”
“Mmm doesn’t work like that”
The two walked off as Chanelle tried explaining the phrase in a better way and Jeongeun followed them. You mentally patted yourself on the back just before an arm rested around your shoulder.
“Hey, beautiful” your girlfriend whispered closely in your ear.
You hid your face in her chest. An advantage for Youngseo because she was taller than you. “Hi, Youngie”
“Your vocals never fail to blow me away. I kept messing up in my group practice because I was focusing on you more” She giggled.
“Is that why I heard Moa Unnie scolding you?”
“Yep. It was hard finding an excuse”
“It better have been a good one” You playfully warned.
“Yah, what’s happening over here? Are you two a couple now or something?” Yunah teased while wrapping her long arms around you and Youngseo.
“We’re actually married. We made that official with our cheese rings last night” Youngseo replied smoothly.
“Last night? I would’ve wifed up Y/n the moment we met” Yunah winked at you, causing you to blush and hide in Youngseo’s chest again.
“Hey back off, she’s mine” You heard your girlfriend say in a tone that you couldn’t decipher.
Yunah laughed it off and ran away to annoy Minju who was eating Jihyun’s snacks. You pinched your girlfriend’s cheek as hard as you could.
“OW!”
Going on your tippy toes, your lips matched height with her ear. “You need to learn to control your emotions or else we’re gonna get caught”
“Ow ow ow im sorry! I didn’t like what she said” Youngseo whined before you released her now reddening cheek.
“Just don’t be too obvious, babe”
“Can I kiss you?”
“Youngseo…”
“It’ll be a quick one!”
You looked around the room and thankfully no one was paying attention to you or your whiny girlfriend. “Fine. But let’s go and get snacks. I’m kinda hungry”
Youngseo grabbed your hand and started walking towards the doors but Jiwoo stepped right in front to block your path.
“And where are you two going?”
“Just getting snacks” Youngseo replied happily.
“And you’re taking Y/n?”
“She was the one who asked me to go with her. Don’t worry Jiwoo Unnie, we’ll be back before you know it!”
Jiwoo sighed and stepped aside. “Alright. Bring me something back while you’re at it. Wonhee ate everything in my bag”
“No worries, Unnie. Bye~”
Your girlfriend continued to drag you down the halls where the vending machines were located. Your sparkling eyes scanned over the delicious chips and drinks provided.
Youngseo’s sparkling eyes, however, were all on you. Her arm went around your waist and her smile seemed to grow impossibly bigger than before. “You’re so pretty, Baby. Do you know that?”
Thank God for the air conditioner inside the building otherwise you would’ve melted to the ground by now. You covered your face and started squealing. “Stop it!”
“But I’m telling the truth. You’re beautiful and I’m so lucky to call you mine” she continued to say while she kissed your head. “Now which snacks would you like?”
You peeked through your fingers. “The spicy chips please”
“Alright…but give me kiss first” Youngseo quickly said and puckered her lips.
You held her cheeks and kneaded them like dough. “You’re so frustrating but so cute”
“Kiss kiss kiss~” she chanted a bit too loud that you jumped into kissing her on the lips.
It was strong enough to almost knock her down but she managed to keep her balance by squeezing your waist. You finished the kiss with 3 more pecks before you pulled away.
“There, can I get my chips now?”
“Mmm, there’s an extra kissing fee”
“For what?!”
“Because I’m your girlfriend and I need more kisses or else I’ll die”
“Stop being dramatic! We’re always together 24/7”
Youngseo pouted. “Just a few more and I won’t ask again”
Rolling your eyes, you kissed her gently this time. It let Youngseo savour the taste and warmth of your soft lips and the feeling of your small hands caress her nape.
Neither of you wanted the moment to end.
But a loud gasp caused you two to separate.
Chanelle stood there with her jaw slacked. “I-I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to interrupt—whatever is going on”
“Chanelle Unnie! I-I uh…Let us explain” you panicked in English.
“Hey woah there sister, you don’t need to explain anything. I’m not a snitch” she chuckled. “Sorry for my reaction, I was just not expecting for this to happen”
“I’m sorry, I’m a bit worried about what the others would say—“
“The others? Honey, we all know you two are practically married. We just like to tease you to see if the truth would come out sooner. Took longer than expected” Chanelle spoke with a smile.
“Wait, everyone knows?” Youngseo asked while holding your hand.
“We talk about your chemistry a lot so you can call us your biggest YoungY/n fans. But the only thing we have to say is that you two should be careful especially since we have cameras everywhere. Last thing we want is for your debut spot to disappear when Korea finds out. You know how they are”
“Yes Unnie we’ll be super careful” Your girlfriend said.
“You two are cute together. Don’t lose that spark. I’ll go back now and you should too. Can’t keep them waiting” Chanelle winked before running off.
Youngseo pulled you into a back hug and took a whiff of your floral scented hair. “You feel better now?”
You leaned back into her long arms and sighed with content. “Absolutely. At least we can act normal around each other when the cameras are off”
“Oh for sure. Will be giving you all the kisses we’ve missed these past days”
“Come on, let’s buy the snacks now. I’m gonna pass out from starvation soon”
Youngseo pulled out her credit card. “Yes ma’am. We need to get Jiwoo Unnie’s chips too”
While the taller girl was inserting the card and buying the snacks, you leaned up to kiss her cheek. “Thanks again, Youngie. I love you”
“I love you more” She giggled and quickly kissed your lips before grabbing the packets of chips.
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elipheleh · 8 months
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The truth is every queer person has the right to come out on their own terms, and on their own timeline. They also have the right to choose not to come out at all. The forced conformity of the closet can not be answered with the forced conformity in coming out of it.
-Alex, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
i want to talk about this quote. full disclosure, it’s because i keep seeing some really frustrating takes (some of which veer into queerphobia) and i am getting a bit annoyed with people and rather than directly addressing it with them & appear to be picking a fight im going to make an analysis post in my space. (tbf. its mostly on twitter and i have a priv account so that limits me)
disclaimer; this is my interpretation, im not saying its the only interpretation just something to consider. i am queer & cognitively disabled - don’t assume malice and dont be cruel. i will ignore and block freely.
tl;dr/very simplified summary: it doesn’t mean “dont ever speculate about other people’s sexuality” but rather that ‘coming out’ in the way society understands it shouldn’t be a necessity for queer people to exist openly as queer. full context under the cut & self-exploration questions at the end.
so lets start with the context. alex is talking at a point in time when the world has read their emails and so knows both are queer (bi & gay, specifically), but neither alex/the white house or henry/the palace have commented. so more simply - alex and henry are known to be queer, but have not come out. alex uses the speech to come out as bi, and as being in love with henry. he also uses it to imply that he & henry should have the right to choose not to do this formal coming out alex is doing.
okay. lets get into the quote analysis.
The truth is every queer person has the right to come out on their own terms, and on their own timeline.
reasonably self explanatory. each queer person gets to decide their own timing for coming out, and the way that they want to address their sexuality.
They also have the right to choose not to come out at all.
this is where problems with interpretation have started to appear. fundamentally yes, this means people are allowed to not be openly queer/‘out’ if that is what their decision is. but it also means that they can be visibly queer - for example being in a visibly queer relationship; signalling with their aesthetic (e.g. someone being butch, someone who wears only ‘girl’ clothes despite that being at odds to their assigned gender); casually posting about queer things on social media etc - without addressing their own sexuality to others.
it does not mean that you should assume everyone is straight until they explicitly tell you otherwise. and quite frankly insisting that it does mean that is veering into homo-/bi-/queer-phobia because you are insinuating that being not-straight is a negative thing.
The forced conformity of the closet can not be answered with the forced conformity in coming out of it.
some people seem to be interpreting this as ‘you shouldnt force people out of the closet’ and i don’t think thats quite to the nuance of what it means. yes, i do think that is part of it - in much the same way as the previous sentence - but it is not really the whole of it. in my opinion this is actually addressing - at least to some degree - the concept of ‘we should assume people are straight until they explicitly say otherwise’.
the ‘forced conformity of coming out’ addresses the idea that to be “out” you have to follow these steps; that you have to make a public statement that ‘this is my sexuality and i am [queer/bi/gay/pan/ace/etc]’. you are conforming to this precedent of “how to come out” that countless queer people have followed. there’s nothing inherently wrong with doing so, but actually there are different ways to be queer - and even being “out” as queer - that don’t involve following that playbook.
here’s a hypothetical to demonstrate my point. two men, who have never dated any women, live together & spend basically all their time together over 5-10 years. they holiday with each other’s family, they’re always together at events (e.g. weddings of non-mutual friends), but they’ve never told you/the public that they’re queer and/or dating each other. at what point does one start to assume they’re together? and does the answer change if its a man & a woman rather than two men? if a man & a woman did that, people would assume pretty early on they’re probably dating. but yet when it’s two men suddenly it’s invasive to speculate. this is where this concept of the forced conformity of coming out comes in - along with the veering into homophobia i referenced earlier - why must they say the words “i am gay” for it to then be ‘okay’ to consider that they’re together? (the homophobia comes into play because if you think being gay is morally neutral (which it is) then you shouldn’t have any issue with the speculation about people being together regardless of their genders.) the idea that straight is the default is where this forced conformity starts to really kick in.
i guess the main things i want people to ask themselves are these (and i have been asking myself these questions, there is no judgement or censure just self examination):
1. do you think people can be openly queer publicly without explicitly sharing that they are queer? (by this i mean in an announcement or in casual conversation. can you be openly queer without ever addressing it explicitly?)
2. if you do, why do you think that talking about the possibility someone is queer is something that should be hushed up? is it because there is an internalised concept that being queer is something abnormal and/or negative? if it was a straight couple would you feel the same way?
3. what does “coming out” mean to you? why does it mean that, what have you internalised to get to that conclusion & is it something that always works or are there other ways to be openly queer (or ‘out’ if you prefer)?
4. is it possible that there are queer people living openly and happily as themselves without explicitly addressing their sexuality to the wider world, who don’t want to address it publicly? does this make them closeted or ‘less’ queer to you? if so, what makes you think that?
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