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sonknuxadow · 1 year

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It's wild seeing how much disdain people have for Ian Flynn like my only beef with him is that he doesn't like dark sonic other than that he's okie 👍 yet some people are reaaaaaaaally reaching saying how he tarnished this series like that was a different Archie writer not Flynn lol

i dont care if people like ian flynn or not, or if they like the comics or not, i can think of some parts of both archie and idw that i dont really like, some of which ian flynn was responsible for. and also my opinions and taste in media are not universal. so people disliking idw sonic or ian flynns writing and criticizing it is fine. my problem is when people who clearly hate the comic and arent even having fun hatereading it just keep reading it and never shut up about it and find the tiniest things to get unreasonably mad over (like the art style being too cute or amy being strong or funny expressions being used or song lyric references in the dialogue. yes those are actual examples), flood the idw sonic tags with these kinds of posts, act like anyone who likes idw sonic and is tired of hearing from these types of people just has bad taste and cant handle hearing other peoples opinions (if anything the kinds of people im complaining about are the ones who cant handle hearing other peoples opinions), or they criticize the writers and artists in a way thats genuinely hateful like the person saying they hope ian flynn dies or whatever. like please just calm down and read something else

#also the way some of them will put their idw sonic hate on random peoples posts ??#ive literally had to block people because every time id make a post about idw sonic #they would respond with everything they hated about that issue or panel #flood my notifications by having a conversation with other idw haters on my post #and whenever i would go ''um can you guys talk about this somewhere else'' they would get mad at ME #and act like i was the one being rude or doing somethign wrong #asks #also i know that last part might be a bit hypocritical of me to say when i make fun of ken penders a lot #but the difference there is that ken penders actually deserves it.#and while i do genuinely dislike ken penders as a person most of my making fun of him is just silly light hearted jokes #not ''i wish ken penders would die tomorrow. i mean this completely seriously btw''#and im also saying all this stuff on tumblr. a site hes not active on. so theres a very low chance he'll ever see my posts #meanwhile theres twitter users saying horrible things about ian flynn as a person when hes active on there and can see their tweets #he publicly acknowledged the person saying he should die so he IS seeing some of this stuff

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quirkeduptransguy · 2 years

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i keep seeing an ad for people with really bad acne and. i just have to resist the urge so often to screenshot it and say "omg jeong" 😭

#oc #oc shitpost #ish #i would if i were someone else but id just make myself look hypocritical (has bad acne)#also also it's not even accurate i recently changed it to him having acne scars instead but i still have that urge 😭

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girlgenius1111 · 5 months

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I want to be here.

part 3!!!

no warnings... i don't think.

You sat on your couch, staring at your phone resting on the coffee table. It was opened to your messages with Ona. You had barely texted in 6 years, only sending happy birthday's back and forth. Today, though, sat a message sent from you.

-Are you okay? I hope nothing we did made you uncomfortable. Not that you had to stay. I just want to make sure that you're okay.

It was marked delivered. There was no response. You'd only sent it an hour ago, and it was possible Ona had just gone home to sleep. But you didn't know when she'd left, how she got home. You were worried. And, as much as you wished you weren't, you were hurt. You felt... icky. Used. You knew Ona, and you knew she wouldn't just fuck you to get back at you, or just for fun. There was a small part of you, however, that felt like it would have made sense for her to do either of those things.

It's not like she could really have still feelings for you, if she ever did. She was Ona. The human embodiment of sunshine. A laugh that brought a smile to anyone who heard it's face. She was perfect, or as close as a person could get. And you were just... you. Nothing special. Nothing compared to her.

You pulled yourself out of the familiar spiral when your phone buzzed. You felt nauseous as you picked your phone up, Ona's caller ID flashing across the screen. Hand shaking slightly, you answered.

"Hello?" You tried to keep your voice level.

"Hey, I'm fine, I'm sorry I left like that. I just needed to get my head on straight." She didn't sound okay, she sounded like she'd been crying.

"No, it's okay. I was just worried, wanted to make sure you were safe." There was so much more you wanted to say, but you stuck to simple sentences, simple statements.

"Yeah, I'm good. I just kind of freaked out. Not because I felt pressured or anything, I just... got scared." You were relieved at that but still, she sounded slightly choked, like every word to you was a challenge. You could hear the murmur of someone else's voice next to her, but you couldn't make out the words.

Suddenly, you needed to get off the phone. You were convinced she regretted it, regretted you, and the rejection that hadn't actually happened yet felt suffocating. "It's fine. I get it. I messed things up, and I shouldn't have let it go this far. I'll see you at practice tomorrow."

You tried to hang up, feeling a lump in your throat as you spoke, but Ona's frantic voice stopped you.

"No! Y/n, no. Please don't run again. I know that's insanely hypocritical considering what I did this morning, but please. Can we please just talk?" She sounded panicked, and you felt too guilty to tell her no. You squeezed your eyes shut, forcing tears out of them, wondering how she still had you wrapped around her finger, so many years later.

"Okay. Do you want me to come over?"

"Um. I'm actually at Alexia's. Don't be mad, I told her what happened, I just needed advice. Can I come to you?"

That shouldn't have surprised you. It made sense. Alexia was the biggest pusher of team cohesion. If people had a problem with each other, she made them work it out. She clearly had told Ona to talk to you, to tell you that it was a mistake in person, so there wasn't any tension.

"Yeah, that's fine. I'll see you soon." You hung up before she could respond, leaning back against the couch, trying to pull yourself together. You wiped the tears off your face harder than necessary, and took a couple deep breaths.

Ona was going to come over, and tell you that you guys made a mistake. That was it. There was no other option. And you had to be fine with it, because this was your fault. If you'd handled the situation differently when you were 18, maybe things would be different, but they weren't. There was no conceivable way that Ona would want you.

You must have sat thinking longer than you thought because suddenly the doorbell rang, and you jumped to your feet, masochistically excited to see Ona even if you were sure she was about to break your heart.

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The 2 of you sat on opposite sides of your couch, silently. She'd been crying, you could tell, and she was wearing clothes that were obviously Alexia's. You ignored how good she looked even in a t-shirt and sweatpants that were too big on her. Her hair was up in a messy bun, a few pieces falling free. You were about to speak, to tell her it was alright, you knew what she was here to say, but she beat you to it. Her words surprised you.

"I was hoping maybe you could tell me what happened on my 18th birthday. After I kissed you." Her eyes met yours, and her gaze was curious.

"What makes you think something happened?" You hated how defensive you sounded, but this wasn't where you thought the conversation was heading and you didn't think you wanted to talk about this.

"Well you took off, moved out of your parents house a couple weeks later, and pretty much stopped speaking to me. You wouldn't do that without a reason." Her voice was gentle, as if you were fragile and you were so, so confused. Nothing she was saying made any sense.

"You didn't try to talk to me either, Ona." You said it more bitterly than you intended, and suddenly realized that you were kind of angry. Not really with her, but with yourself. For not allowing yourself to lean on her when everything happened with your parents. You hadn't realized, until that moment, how much you had needed her.

"I'm not proud of that." Your eyes snapped up to hers. "I was hurt, when you ran, but I shouldn't have kissed you. You weren't ready, you weren't comfortable with it yet, it was obvious. I pushed you too far, and I assumed you wanted space, and I was hurt, and then. I don't know. It had been too long."

You were really confused now. Baffled. It sounded like she was telling you that she knew you hadn't left because you didn't want her, but because you weren't ready. This whole time, she had understood you better than you'd really understood yourself. You felt tears welling in your eyes again, and you bit your lip, trying to keep everything in.

Ona scooted closer. "Y/n. Can you tell me what happened when you got home that night?" She knew. Of course she did. She had known your parents well, and they weren't shy about their beliefs. And she'd know that something catastrophic must have happened for you to move out at 18.

You couldn't look at her, staring at the coffee table, watching it get blurrier and blurrier as tears continued to gather. Your voice was barely more than a whisper when you spoke, but it still managed to break on every other word. "I told them. They weren't happy. They told me to leave when I turned 18." You stuck to the facts, the bare minimum.

You felt her grab your hand, but you still couldn't bring yourself to look at her.

"I'm so sorry. Fuck. I'm so sorry for all of it. I shouldn't have kissed you, and I shouldn't have just let you pull yourself away. I knew you felt bad about what happened, and I felt bad about what happened, and I didn't know how to fix it. You needed me, and I wasn't there, and I'm so, so sorry y/n.

The tears were really flowing now. Because how was she sitting her, apologizing. To you. For something that was completely your fault. You looked at her then, your eyes meeting hers. They were filled with apologies, regret. She was crying again, and you couldn't help yourself but reach a hand up and gently wipe a tear away with your thumb.

"Oni, you don't have to be sorry. I shouldn't have left. I loved you and I should have been brave enough to tell you that. And I definitely should have been brave enough to try to fix it after. I was a fucking coward, and you deserved so much better than that, than me."

"No." Her voice was suddenly harsh, and you jumped a little, startled. She softened slightly. "No. You were terrified, I could see it on your face. Please don't talk about yourself like that. You didn't do anything wrong. I always knew you had a tougher time with being gay than I did. You needed more time, and there is nothing wrong with that."

She said it so definitively, like it was a fact, not just what she felt. It was... almost convincing. Taking a deep breath, you tried to let her off the hook, still convinced she didn't want you.

"Well. I'm still sorry. I know I ruined us." She shook her head at that.

"You said you loved me. Past tense." Your eyes dropped again, suddenly interested in the tattoo on her arm. She kept talking, undeterred. "I hope it's not past tense. Because I love you. I loved you then, and I love you now. I never stopped. Alexia told me I needed to get my head out of my ass and just tell you, because she says it's obvious that you love me too."

You looked back up at her in shock for a couple seconds. You sounded broken when you spoke again, lower lip trembling. "I don't understand." And you didn't. You were genuinely perplexed at the idea that Ona loved you.

She moved closer to you, taking your face in between her hands gently, forcing you to meet her eyes. You'd never had someone look at you that way before; like she was consumed with love for you.

"I love you. I want you. I didn't leave because I didn't want you, I left because I was I didn't know how to tell you. I just want to be here, y/n. With you. I want tell you that I love you, that you're a good person, and you deserve good things, until you believe it. If you love me, if you want me. I want to be here." She spoke slowly, making sure you heard every word.

You were still surprised. Still kind of confused. A part of you was starting to believe her though. Her words, the way she looked at you, the gentle feel of her hands cradling your face. It didn't leave much room for doubt. She stared at you, and you realized she was waiting for an answer. As if you would say no.

Surging forward, you pressed your lips against hers, kissing her firmly. You pulled back after a second, and you told her what you'd been dying to say since you were a kid.

"I love you, Ona. So much." You were sobbing at this point, and she sighed in relief at your words, pulling you back into her. You smooshed your face into her neck, holding her tightly. She held you just as tightly. You let yourself feel it all then, and you cried into her for a while. She didn't ever let go, running her hands through your hair and whispering reassurances into your ear.

When you were done crying, she was still there. Wiping away the tears with the sleeve of Alexia's sweatshirt. Ona was looking at you so tenderly, so gently. You leaned forward, pressing another kiss to her lips, just because you could. She smiled against you, pulling you to lay down on top of her. You rested your chin on her chest, looking up at her.

"God we're so stupid." She laughed at that, and the sound made you grin, a bigger smile than you'd felt yourself have in a while.

"The stupidest. If we'd just had one conversation, we could have figured this out years ago." She was smiling down at you, still lightly pushing your hair out of your face. "Thank god Alexia convinced me to come back over here. She was so sure you loved me back, she practically dragged me into the car."

"I wonder how she knew," you mused.

"She says you look at me the way Mapi looks at Ingrid, Marta at Caroline. I knew what she meant, but I never saw it. Not until now." You blushed, realizing that you were staring at her, enamored. "She also said Mapi said something to her about you having feelings for me. I think they've been conspiring together."

Your jaw dropped at that, and you were suddenly sure that they had been. "Oh they absolutely have. We should tell them we aren't getting together just to drive them insane."

"Yes, and we aren't speaking to each other. They'll lose their minds. But first, I have something I need to do." She sat you up, and you looked at her, confused.

"What do you ha-" She cut you off, pulling your face into hers in a decisively dirtier way than you'd been kissing. You met her with equal enthusiasm, wrapping your hands around her body, pulling her sit in your lap. Pulling back after a minute, gasping for air, you responded.

"You're right, I think we're busy for the rest of the morning"

"Maybe the rest of the day"

She pulled you back into her, and you kissed her hungrily, taking your time, because neither of you were running this time.

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Hope you enjoyed :) not sure if we've seen the last of these 2, but let me know if there's anything specific you want to see.

#woso imagine #woso x reader #woso #ona batlle x reader #barcelona femeni x reader #ona batlle

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jazzyblusnowflake · 8 days

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What is your favorite Nuzi headcanon? Either one you’ve made, or someone else!

well i thought a lot about this and i may have a slightly unpopular opinion, but here it goes anyway-

[this is MY opinion btw, im just saying the stuff i LIKE, this doesnt mean id DISLIKE anything that ISNT this]

i like headcanons where N and Uzi try to imitate more human things and cultures- whatever that might mean- either going around searching in malls or whatever or the human corpses for the stuff that was left behind- or trying to celebrate and learn about human cultures, like holidays- or heck, headcanons about the drones being able to process human food- or IMITATED human food with their own snacks-

call me a killjoy but im not crazy about seeing powerful industrial machinery with highly advanced AI and learning abilities being dumbed down to animalistic instincts.

lest we forget that for all the tail wagging and oil hunger and wing flappings that exist on the characters as external designs, they also have understanding of weaponry, aviation, battle tactics, and complex understandings of technological work- they have tastes in careers, plushies, sports, fancy dresses and music- they are literally trying to be human; and while i dont outright dislike or hate animalistic traits given to them like tail wagging and purring [id be a hypocrite if i said id HATE it since i use those qualities my own headcanons too, lets face it, its adorable :"3 ] i just wish there was more art/fics/etc of N and Uzi trying to do some normal human stuff too- since the imitation of non human creatures trying to BE more humane yet still being somewhere in the uncanny valley or just awkward segments of the process just really facinates me.

kinda like jack and sally from nightmare before christmas [but less creepy smh]- trying to do something they arent quite made for but still trying anyway<3

maybe not imitating to the point of uhh wearing a human skinsuit 😭 but still-

i wonder if im making any sense...

#snow rambles #murder drones #nuzi #enzi #biscuitbites #uzi doorman #serial designation n

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akutasoda · 7 months

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Hello! I’m new to your blog but I love it sm! Id like to request hcs or possibly short fics for Nikolai, Poe, and possibly Akutagawa (separately) x fem!reader who is really nice but rarely ever talks (also this is a romantic request btw 😭)

sincerely of silence

synopsis - preferring not to talk to people but still be nice was a difficult balance, only one person saw both at the same time

includes - akutagawa, nikolai, poe

warnings - fem!reader - however not specified just thought of while writing, fluff, wc - 404

a/n: hello anon! im glad you enjoy it!

akutagawa ryunosuke ★↷

↪when he first had met you, he thought not much of you. yes you were quiet and he did like that but other than that he had no other options on you.

↪but after you two had gotten vloser he realised that beneath all the silence you were actually a genuine nice person. someone that supported him and always tried to help him. a small part of him was feeling quite smug that he would receive your kind nature because you two were close.

↪nothing changed that much when you two had started dating. if anything you only became nicer towards him but still remained quite silent when anyone else was around, rarely speaking to others of your own choice.

↪wouldn't really push you into being more talkative, he isn't really himself, but would be content with knowing that you are hapoy talking to him and secretly revels in the niceties you show him.

nikolai gogol ★↷

↪complete opposite ends of thr spectrum. most people wiuld be shocked initially that you two would get along but they do say opposites attract. would want to find out why you are so silent but quickly realises he's not going to get anywhere without you willingly telling him.

↪but as you got closer, and eventually together, would absolutely love that you were a nice person deep down. also revels in the fact that your incredibly nice to him and actually talk to him.

↪would try at first to push you into talking more, but if you're uncomfortable or unwilling to he eould stop and just let you do your thing.

↪very much the definition of that one trend of 'lalala' and 'okokok'

edgar allan poe ★↷

↪you two had gotten on surprisingly well upon first meeting. you shared a few similarities and that meant you two understood why the other was like the way they were. although you were much less likely to talk to people than he was.

↪but as you two got closer he noticed that you were a very genuine person and just either struggled or didn't like talking to people. and as you got even closer and more comfortable around each other he truly realised you were a very nice person.

↪again wouldn't push you into becoming more talkative, kind of would be hypocritical of him. and definitely would understand whatever reason you have for being so silent despite being one of the nicest people talk to.

#x gender neutral reader #x reader #bsd x reader #bsd x gender neutral reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #bungo stray dogs x you #bsd x you #bsd akutagawa #akutagawa x reader #bsd nikolai #nikolai x reader #bsd poe #poe x reader #bsd x female reader

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xenonsense · 13 days

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[ID from alt: A digital drawing of Futa Kajiyama, from a three quarters view wearing the navy hoodie and trousers from "bring it on", with the red stripes down the sides, and a black face mask. He's sat on top of an arcade machine with a yellow background and pink wavy likes and dots on the screen. He's holding a phone in his hand, and is looking at the camera. The background is a very dark red, almost black, with red screentone in the top right corner, where the lighting is implied to be./End ID]

"All evil hypocrites should disappear"

Did something else with the background and lighting.

#xe's art #described #id also in alt text #fuuta kajiyama #milgram #art #fuuta milgram

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hischierswhore · 1 year

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feel like shit

pairing: Mason Mount x Reader

TW: cursing

A/N: a short lil angsty moment for you all. there's no dialogue, so it's just a scenario written out

You had been the one to initiate your breakup with Mason. You ended things with him because you wanted to be alone. You were convinced that you would be able to get over him, but every single night, your phone would light up and the caller id would show Mason Mount, the options to answer the call or decline the call illuminating the screen.

3 weeks later, here you were again, waiting for Mason to call, the same way he had done so every single night since you left him, hoping you would let him back into your life.

Was this some sort of habit? A self-destructive behavior that you loved just because it made you feel validated? If that's what it was, it certainly wasn't healthy, considering you were waiting on your ex boyfriend to call you, only for you to intentionally sit and watch the call go to voicemail.

As much as you wanted to move on, the phone calls entertained the idea in your head that Mason missed you and wanted you back in his life. You would think back to all of the memories you had shared, those being one of the many things that held you back from moving on and getting over him.

At one point, the daily phone calls became a sporadic thing. You would receive calls maybe 3 times a week, as opposed to the usual 7. And then they just stopped. 2 weeks had gone by since the last call, and it made you feel like absolute shit.

The longer you went without seeing his name light up your phone, the worse it felt. He was the sole reason why you sat and watched each and every caller id appear on your screen. Every single day you'd wake up, anxious for his next call, but as the days passed by, that anxiety was slowly replaced with an emptiness inside. It was an emptiness that only seemed to grow, despite your internal protests that this was what you wanted in the first place.

Despite now being given the opportunity to forget about him and leave him in the past, you were more broken at the fact that he just gave up. Yes, it was hypocritical, as you did leave him to be alone, but you didn't want him to move on.

You were being selfish. Your typical "I don't want you right now, but nobody else can have you" kind of selfish. Were there still lingering feelings for the man? In your mind, there were no more feelings for him. You were simply missing him reaching out to you on the daily, even though you would ignore him. You missed the validation of someone being so obsessed and in love with you. You missed knowing that no matter what happened, you were the center of his world, but that was no longer the case.

You couldn't deny the fact that you were hurting. You couldn't deny that you were so selfish that you wanted him to continue calling you. You wanted him to go back to being obsessed with you but being ignored at the same time.

You hesitantly picked up your phone and scrolled through your call logs and found his number. You took a deep breath in before clicking the call button. You held the phone to your ear, listening as it rang for what felt like forever before you reached his voicemail.

You pulled the phone away from your ear and threw it on your bed, grabbing your pillow and screaming your frustration into it. That's when it finally hit you.

He was giving you a taste of your own medicine, and it hurt like a bitch.

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#✎ natalie writes #mason mount #mason mount angst #mason mount x reader #mason mount x you #mason mount x y/n #mason mount imagine #mason mount fanfic

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beardedmrbean · 29 days

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Oh I mean when I say do leftists see history as a Disney cartoon because how they talk about people

“Indigenous people wouldn’t do that to their native lands!” Well that because most tribes learn from the mistakes of their ancestors, like modern American farming-

Holy shit Dave is right that they never left their metropolis area

But there this complaints how geeks spaces don’t want black people in it

Black activists: Why don’t white people want us in it?!

Me: Every since we somehow switch from racial equality to black supremacy

Hmm what we done in media? Oh yeah let start in black Panther where

1. They made a oversized shantytown with different African cultures, many of which hate each other guts

2. Expect to believe that everyone with sympathies with the main antagonist, now the movie did point out Killmonger was a hypocrite because he took a mask that didn’t belong to wakandans because he felt like it. And did the exact things he bitch about white colonizers to Wakanda

Though the irony is that Killmonger represents a lot of bitter black supremacists with a pan Africa fetish

Oh oh fantasy, my Indian friend pointed out that the issued with modern fantasy is that they are using a post mayflower American structure vs any form of feudalism

Because my chimera republic made realize it more easier to create black fantasy characters in a colonial and beyond world like ones based off George Carver or Bass Revees

Also like that black elf in rings of power and black Aragon, the problem to me that they look like larpers especially the black elf

Pssst modern Hollywood hairstylists, the fade was a post ww2 thing black men started after vets return from duty, so it automatically stick out for most black people

Also if you want to use Middle Ages hairstyles for black characters. Just go to the tribes that exist as many hairstyles we use today are thousands of years old and if you stretch it to the 13 century you have enough resources for reference

Actually someone pointed out that lot of fantasy places have LA demographic structure, this got me thinking and I’m paraphrasing

Who more bigoted?

My countryhick West Virginia friend who gave me a lot of insight on American history including my people and you who help me try to research west African cultures like the Yoruba?

Or the colored hair, glasses, usually upper middle class feminists that rarely interact with non whites unless they’re genetrifed and lived in gated communities?

Keep in mind a lot of them write or influence current fantasy stuff

Oh I mean when I say do leftists see history as a Disney cartoon because how they talk about people “Indigenous people wouldn’t do that to their native lands!” Well that because most tribes learn from the mistakes of their ancestors, like modern American farming- Holy shit Dave is right that they never left their metropolis area

Not all of them, but for the most part ya, it's respect for the land created after generations of learning that it's important to respect the land, with a additional healthy sized dose of religion and remembering to thank the land and everything else that provides for their needs.

"Noble Savage" is the term you're looking for there, "soft bigotry of lowered expectations" is another one you'll see a lot and not just for natives.

Low hanging fruit in Berkeley talking about why voter ID laws are bad and racist because black people may not know how to get one, or be able to afford one, or even get to the dmv.

youtube

Forever funny

But there this complaints how geeks spaces don’t want black people in it

Geek spaces are welcoming and inclusive, they just want you to geek out with them and not start trying to force changes, I honestly don't blame some people for gatekeeping their hobbies. People are coming in and demanding changes to fit their sensibilities and what not and when they're done the 'space' completely different.

That and all the other stuff you mentioned as well.

The question to ask is, why are you in this particular fan space if you are going to change 80% of it, can you maybe just make your own instead?

Oh oh fantasy, my Indian friend pointed out that the issued with modern fantasy is that they are using a post mayflower American structure vs any form of feudalism Because my chimera republic made realize it more easier to create black fantasy characters in a colonial and beyond world like ones based off George Carver or Bass Revees

Look up the show Firefly, if you don't already know about it. There's two really good SciFi western tv shows and neither of them are Westworld, the one besides Firefly is The Adventures of Briscoe County Jr. and it's there in my list because it stars Bruce Campbell.

Which actually you might give that one a look too,

Keep forgetting how much of a giant Julius Carry was, it's got a lot of steampunk elements and it's funny as heck.

Mentioning Bass Reeves made me think of that.

Also like that black elf in rings of power and black Aragon, the problem to me that they look like larpers especially the black elf ECT

Never saw the show, but everything I did see told me they had zero respect for the source material so I didn't expect respect for anything else to appear.

Hair thing we have current year references that since as you said, they haven't really changed them up much in the last few thousand years.

Who more bigoted? My countryhick West Virginia friend who gave me a lot of insight on American history including my people and you who help me try to research west African cultures like the Yoruba? Or the colored hair, glasses, usually upper middle class feminists that rarely interact with non whites unless they’re genetrifed and lived in gated communities?

I'm sure you already know the answer. As a generalization at least.

The joke about internet racists being a tolerant group of people, 'they don't care what race you are so long as you're racist' actually pans out to be fairly true a lot of the time.

Granted a lot of them aren't actually terribly racist, they just like to be able to rip on each other and like doing it Eric Cartman style, le edgy people.

The "Anti-racists" are the ones to watch out for, that's the people from berkeley in that video up there.

It's performative for them, look at how tolerant and accepting I am.

Like this.

I know it's what you want there my whatever you are, but there's a multitude of reasons why this

won't be happening, but I'm sure you've managed to take great strides in the effort to eradicate racism and didn't just totally become a joke for millions of people of all colours.

Except maybe this creature

I love how that's become a insult to people for some reason, she just called him a individual thinker and is mad because he doesn't support the hive mind.

Granted any positive accomplishment in the black community is greeted with several different cheers about how they all share in that accomplishment, but when bad shit happens all of a sudden we're not a monolith.

That's human psychology tho so not much more to expect from that honestly.

Multimillionaire tv host saying she's oppressed and that black people can't make it in the US will forever be funny to me, also sad because that sentiment is holding people back by saying things like that, since it's discouraging, why should I try if I've got no chance to make it anyhow.

May as well just get mine any way I can or maybe lay down and give up.

#zoomer huey anon

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pinkandpurple360 · 6 months

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Harvest Moon Festival writing is pretty good actually

🌖Like upon watching I notice this scene alone establishes the theme of the episode without shoving it in your face, and you might miss it on your first watch, but there are so many subtle details. Also it immediately follows the first passing Bechdel Test scene in the series

🌖 Wally Wackford is irritated by Stolas, you can see it even despite his customer service smile when Stolas rudely snatches the mic out of his hand (twice)

🌖Stolas then says “Greetings tiny, wrath ring…imps” It’s so awkward, and he’s being so fucking rude and demeaning and everyone has to endure through it cause they wanna see the magic trick

🌖He pissed off everyone when he said ‘Celebrate the spoils of your labour which feed the citizens of hell!’ Everyone looks irritated and insulted. Most of their hard work goes underpaid, they’re the poor class designated to manual labour. While Goetia and other royals parasitise off them and get all the best food

🌖 when flirting with Blitz, Stolas doesn’t really care if the “tiny” “itty bitty” imps see him do something like this because they don’t really matter. But people like Asmodeus do matter to him. And I think that’s when Wally finally got his adorable revenge

(Small cutaway into Ozzies)

🔮Are you sleeping with an imp!? (The tiny ones you see as so beneath you?) Lmaoo wally I love you pop off king. This is the only time he can call out Stolas without the threat of murder. Also sarcastic chorus hates him so he’s objectively the best character by law.

🔮Asmodeus makes no secret that he has imp intimate partners (the lovey dovey part is the secret) He’s fine with an ‘unemotional bang sesh’ being known. And this makes the “How the mighty do fall” Line even better because this openly casteist man has destroyed his whole life over some guy he sees as inferior to him and who is literally ashamed of their exploitative contract he is forced into—but he thinks that’s love

🔮 id redo the start and have Blitz be the one sad alone and watching Hella Novella and saying “that’s a mood Gabriella” to make us actually empathise with him, not his fucking abuser. Then scrolling through Millie and Moxie photos, wondering how they got where they are, and saying fuck it, he grabs some binoculars and starts following them to the elevator. Stolas keeps calling him incessantly as always and he just says fuck it I’ll use him back for once. At the end if they wrote Stolas calling the whole thing funny and nervously asking if sex is on the table, and then for an apology from Blitz as if he did nothing wrong, skip his wimpy manipulative owl crying, then the writing becomes consistent.

🌖Striker is great in the above Harvest Moon scene. He is definitely pissed off by Stolas too but is keeping his cool and just smiling. He completely blends in. He’s slippery.

🌖He carefully observed Blitz get irritated by Stolas’ unwanted advances and pretends he finds it funny. Everyone else is after all. But he can see he’s being treated as a plaything and will bring that up to him later. Already being a better friend than fucking Millie and Moxie giggling.

🌗He should say that him and Blitz have more skill and achievements than most of their kind, like the contest just showed, not “superior” skip him calling Moxie little and a vermin. It’s shit. It terminates you from thinking about the themes. The one who hired him should have been one of the new imp characters we were introduced to so it removes the completely silly “but he’s a hypocrite” aspect

#Harvest Moon Festival #helluva boss #Blitzø #Wally Wackford

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antisocialties · 9 months

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I’m an older fan at 27, I’m not trying to hide anything I’m honest with everyone and I know I shouldn’t be in this fandom, but I don’t think nor do I want to be with the triplets. I recently started reading fanfics after watching the triplets last reading fanfiction video to see how cringy they get and get a laugh out of some of them. That being said I think it’s ok to be an older fan it’s weird though, like I said I understand I shouldn’t be here, but writing fanfiction and acting and thinking you’re going to end up with one of the boys is screwed up.

see but this is much more acceptable to me bc you’re a fan, you’re not obsessed nor do you write about them or sexualize them. the person i posted about not only had an obsession with matt but would get incredibly weird/aggressive/defensive about anyone else expressing their feelings for him, would refer to their fans as children (even referring to the 18-20 year olds), called chris her little brother, acted like she owned screenshots of them, wrote explicit content about matt and then attacked the girls who told her it was not only weird but hypocritical bc she’s always stated how she thinks it’s awful that they’re sexualized and would claim she was “disgusted” and said “poor matt” when she herself A 35 YEAR OLD WOMAN; had written multiple explicit matt imagines and created a server for those who wanted to read it. not to mention she lied to all of us (18-22) claiming she was 29 originally. to lie to a group of younger people about your age is not only shitty but creepy. especially when she speaks so poorly of not only minors but young adults. when i was invited to the server it was a personal message asking if i wanted to be in a matt girl server and i was excited id have people to fangirl with about videos, pictures, tiktoks, and writing; and was never once told about the smut until after i was in the server for a solid week at least.

Overall, it’s fine to be an older fan but it’s not okay to have an obsession/fetish with someone that much younger and write sexual content about them; and to bash minors and young adults for being fans.

#matt sturniolo #sturniolo triplets #sturniolo #matthew sturniolo #christopher sturniolo #chris sturniolo #nicolas sturniolo #nic sturniolo #nick sturniolo

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rollforjackass · 9 months

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okay so i reread the good omens script book trying to look up a quote i remembered and i kept writing down the things that i absolutely loved about it, so here's just a list of all the quotes and moments that rewired my brain chemistry

aziraphale sasses the hell out of crowley about his antichrist birth organization skills

aziraphale saying “oh sugar” instead of oh shit...

first appearance of everyday by buddy holly, we all know how that turned out

aziraphale doesn’t know how an ansaphone works. this was in the book too, but it’s still funny, especially considering how in radio omens he at least knows about caller id

aziraphale brought shortbread for the drive to the convent. did he think it was a date? please say yes

crowley asked aziraphale if heaven wouldn’t give him (crowley) asylum and aziraphale was going to ask him the same about hell

aziraphale says “what the hell” after pointedly not swearing earlier. hypocrite ass

aziraphale is fine with killing the antichrist himself but gets upset about the humans killing each other at tadfield manor....more tasty hypocrisy. he thinks he can only ever do the Right Thing but he knows it's Wrong when anyone else does it

“aziraphale is rather enjoying having the upper hand in the ideas department for once”

crowley says “dude. chill.”

“for a moment his noble better nature rejects the idea out of hand. THEN HE FALLS...”

“aziraphale is softening. they haven’t spoken in a hundred years: he’s realizing they are still friends.” gets me every time i look at it

why was shadwell in prison?? america explain

“i work in soho, i hear things” patron saint of soho confirmed

i still think that the neon halo blinking on and off above aziraphale’s head is the HARDEST that neil gaiman has ever gone and that we deserved to see it in the final cut

"michael: when your cause is just you do not hesitate to smite the foe, aziraphale." i'm thinking thoughts about the s2 finale under this lens; when your cause is just (saving the love of your life) you do not hesitate to suffer for pursuing it

“crowley looks back. he looks at aziraphale. above them, a beautiful starry sky. and crowley softens.” jesus janthony christ.

“aziraphale is looking for someone. he spies a human statue dressed as an angel, with wings. it’s not him.” GOD

gabriel about aziraphale: “i’m disappointed in him. not thinking like an angel.”

crowley “looks up, and talks to god, in the classical fashion.” see i really want a script book for s2 because i want to see aziraphale's expressions of faith plucked out a little bit more

crowley in the cinema: “he’s waiting for the end of the world. out of time. out of hope.”

the fact that crowley saw aziraphale walking down the street and left dagon on read is priceless

aziraphale looks hurt after crowley says he won’t even think about him

the music for the gavotte scene was recommended to be “i am a courtier grave and serious” from gilbert and sullivan’s the gondoliers which is PERFECT

“aziraphale is heading down the street, looking harried and as if he is carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders. which he is.”

sandalphon says “you know how we treat traitors in wartime?” to aziraphale and there was meant to be blood on aziraphale’s lips after sandalphon punches him. death to sandalphon

“why would you do this? we’re the good guys.”

aziraphale (resolutely not swearing): you. you B…AD angels.

“seducing women to do your evil will!” “i think perhaps you’ve got the wrong shop.” still the campiest line delivery i've ever seen

we don't need to speculate about crowley being in tears in the burning bookshop because according to the script he is canonically right on the verge of it

“right. i’m done. i’ve had it. i don’t care about any bloody angels or humans or anyone. i hate you all. somebody killed my best friend, and i don’t even care who did it. bastards, all of you.” 😭

when aziraphale is discorporated, his heavenly appearance is all his normal clothes but gleaming white

aziraphale: i have no intention of fighting in any war. “all angels on the floor turn and look at the angel who has said the unsayable.”

aziraphale can’t actually see crowley in the bar scene…he has no idea how wrecked his best friend is

aziraphale doesn’t take sugar with his tea. bastard

aziraphale crosses his fingers under the table when answering shadwell’s nipple question

aziraphale is wearing madame tracy’s pink motorbike helmet in the mirror of her scooter

they describe crowley’s suit in the burning bentley as “interestingly ripped”...........we were robbed of a crowley boob window moment and i'll never forget

aziraphale introduces crowley to madame tracy as “he’s…well, we’re sort of business associates.” you know, like a liar

aziraphale was fully about to murder adam. i don’t think i can stress this enough

aziraphale pokes himself to make sure he’s solid once he’s separated from madame tracy

aziraphale isn’t threatening crowley with the sword, “just making his point that he can do dangerous out-of-character things if he needs to.”

crowley: what if the almighty planned it this way all along? from the very beginning aziraphale: takes a drink from the bottle of wine

aziraphale looks like he’s going to cry when crowley reminds him that the bookshop burnt down 😭

aziraphale-as-crowley looks depressed 😭 he still thinks his bookshop is gone

the angels kidnapping crowley-as-aziraphale zip-tied his hands those dickheads

aziraphale-as-crowley: my friend! they’re kidnapping my friend!

the hit hastur gives aziraphale-as-crowley would have killed a human 0/10 wahoos

“the van with [crowley-as-]aziraphale in it drives away, and [aziraphale-as-]crowley tries to crawl after it.” HEY NEIL I JUST WANT TO TALK

crowley-as-aziraphale says “what fun. i love a barbecue.”

i am literally ENRAGED that sandalphon was like “hell yeah you can hit aziraphale” to the minor demon who brought the hellfire i WILL throw hands

uriel calls it a barbecue too those fuckers

in the script uriel and sandalphon have their flaming swords drawn, so it wasn't going to be as insidious as expecting aziraphale to walk into the flame of his own volition. but they didn’t end up including it in the show, so it is that insidious after all

aziraphale-as-crowley keeping his socks on for the bath was such a choice

“he doesn’t actually have a newspaper and a cigar, but damn, he’s enjoying himself in his bath”

i've seen so little talk about how absolutely ice cold aziraphale is in the bath scene with the whole “so you’re probably thinking, ‘if he can do this, i wonder what else he can do’? and very, very soon, you’re all going to get the chance to find out.” BECAUSE THAT SHIT IS TERRIFYING

aziraphale-as-crowley: michael. duude.

crowley and aziraphale both get out of their own elevators and meet up to walk out together which is poetic cinema

PIGBOG AND THE OTHER MOTORCYCLE IDIOTS THAT HUNG OUT WITH DEATH WERE GOING TO BE INCLUDED i miss them

#suffice it to say i've been on a deep dive #part of the reason i love the book so much is just all the little details that a tv show just can't spare the time for #and the script has so many lovely little tidbits that make me rewatch episodes hunting for a scrap of their existence #like i was Looking for that shortbread man i remember that vividly #i'll probably look again later too #ugh ugh ugh what a time to be alive was season 1 #and if there's a script book for s2 you bet your ass i'll be deep diving again #good omens #oxly hollers

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ur-friendly-neighborhood-simp · 2 months

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What were those theories about atsv you mentioned in the post with my ask? It's the Daily Yappathon™ so feel free to talk as much as you want :3 I'm all ears or eyes since I'll be reading this and not listening

OH YESSSSS >:]

so, miguel is wrong. just, dead wrong.

first of all, hes a fucking psychopath. he was stalking the other miguels family and when he died, he could replace him perfectly and no one noticed. and hes delusional, like bro, its not your life or your daughter, and just because you got attached to them doesnt give you the right to act like a psycho. if you want a family, download tinder or smth

second, i get that he was a little bit nice to miles in the beginning (even though he threw a trash can at him), but here he is.

???????????????????????????????????????????????

who gave you the right to act like that? chasing a teenager on all fours and choke slamming him into a fucking train and repeatedly calling him a mistake just because he refused to be part of your fucked up fake sustem?

because the canon is basically murder. letting people die "because they have to" is murder. and seriously, before the spider society existed, who took care of the canon? when miguel made the spider society, he also made the rules and he also made the canon. hes fighting a villain that he created.

also, miles is not an anomaly. if he was, his universe would have collapsed when the spider bit him. because thats what the supposed canon says, anomaly = universe falling apart. and yet, 1610B is very very stable. you know which universe did collapse?

miguel is projecting his problems onto everyone else. miles isnt the original anomaly, miguel is. and he knows that, but hes too emotionally immature to understand what 2+2 is.

miguel blames miles for everything, when nothing is actually his fault. miles didnt start the collider or kill peter or create the spot or anything. if you look into it, you understand that even though it seems that its his fault, it isnt. was miguel too bored to look into it? maybe.

& hes a drug addict. rapture is the most addictive drug the universe and hes addicted to it. whats 1+1 again?

from what i understood, it was jess' idea to save gwen in the beginning of the movie (also we stan mother jess 🙏), miguel was very hesitant to save gwen, which means he was full on going to leave her there. and he neglected her. and he sent her back. to her father. who pulled a gun on her. bro, you cant only take care of the people that comply to your system. its giving government

i get that he has trauma, but like, so does everyone else. peter b has trauma, miles has trauma, gwen has trauma, hobie has trauma, everyone in the society has trauma but you dont see them abusing minors. miguel is the only using trauma as an excuse to be a horrible person.

also, i have strong reasons to believe that jeff dying wasnt miles' canon event. i mean, it was, but not 1610 miles'. when the go home machine read miles' dna, it sent him to E-42, because thats where the spider that bit him was from (which was ohnn's fault, btw. its not your spider bro put it back). and thats what probably happened when miguel was seeing miles' "canon events". jeff dying was miles 42's canon event, and it happened. like, the one is fatherless and the other is uncleless. why does one have to be both uncleless and fatherless? bffr.

basically, miguel to me is this: "oh, look at me, im miguel ohara, im the leader of the spider society and that makes me 200% better than you, nothing is my fault ever, everything is your fault, im a literal fucking psychopath, id rather beat a teenager up than admit that im wrong, my ego is the size of the atlantic ocean and im a furry who doesnt know non-violent communication. grr 👹"

and im not a hypocrite, if miles had done something wrong, i would be able to realise that. like, "miles is a great character but thats where he made a mistake". but he didnt do anything wrong. he didnt know that the canon existed, he only wanted to save his dad.

and i know that if the roles were reversed, if miguel was the one who couldnt save someone he loved, he would do the exact same thing. and so would everyone else in the society, who took miguels side. like, didnt your moms teach you "dont treat people the way you dont want to be treated"??

and it pisses me off so much when people defend miguel, first of all youre defending an abuser and second you dont have any good arguments.

1. "miles shouldnt have ran" thats victim blaming. and seriously, youre telling me that if you saw this

chasing you, you wouldnt have ran? bffr.

2. "he has trauma, thats why hes aggressive" i already explained that before, but trauma isnt an excuse to be a horrible person.

yeah, there are a lot of shit arguments ive seen over time but i dont remember all of them.

also, hes not even hot. not that him being hot would excuse his actions, but then id partly understand when people liked him. but NOW? girl, he has 0 good angles and he looks like he hasnt showered in 3 months. you only like him because hes tall and has muscles and speaks spanish. have some self-respect

i wanted to say another thing but ive talked too much already lmao

#these arent really theories theyre just me yapping but yk #also now im fuckin pissed again #i hope he dies so i can dance to gagnam style over his grave #disrespectfully #☺️🫶🏻#miguel slander #atsv #selene core

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𖹭𓂃 ࣪˖ saying no

something ive struggled with for pretty much my entire life 😭

𐙚๋࣭ people pleasing:

a person who consistently strives to please others, often sacrificing their own wants or needs in the process.

trouble with saying no to people often comes from insecurity. when you feel bullied into things or backed into a corner too often it can lead to agreeing with everything and anything just so people will like you.

1. take small steps

getting out of habits like this are not easy whatsoever and take lots of time. taking small steps to implement getting rid of people pleasing tendencies is the best way to go about this; for example, just blocking someone who bothers you and starting from there.

2. fake it till you make it !

confidence is something absolutely essential but not easy to attain; thats where this skill comes in handy. ive been doing this since i was little and i wont lie and say it melts into real confidence because it doesnt, its just a shield to hide behind until your are genuinely confident and id definitely recommend this 100% to anybody starting or struggling to try and break this habit. act like youre fine & unaffected in front of the people who put you in this position even if you arent. dont show your weaknesses when you know they can be used against you.

3. valuing yourself

value yourself over all else. you are the most important person in your life. validate, support, and value yourself. trust your judgement is right and prioritise the protection of your peace above all else because that is the most important thing.

4. body language

ok as a girl with an incredibly infuriating tendency to turn red over the tiniest thing i feel a little bit of a hypocrite writing this but this is very very very important. if you find yourself in a position where you feel unable to refuse something or anything of the sort you do not show that.

🩰 ─ even if your cheeks turn red act like they arent. ik its sosoosos embarrassing n ur screaming inside but act like its nothing. bcs it is nothing. ok so theres a tiny bit of colour in your cheeks. and? stand your ground.

🧸── back straight, shoulders high, face blank. you dont show anything on your face. show you are completely stubborn and set on your choice/opinion.

🎀 ── if they try to embarrass you or say smth what i do is i literally just blink at them like okay. i dont care. do whatever bro idgaf

5. no hesitation

for the love of god do not second guess yourself. if something makes you upset or uncomfy or anxious or anything like that you leave them you walk away from them you block them you do not second guess yourself and think "but what if" no idc. if it costs you your peace its too expensive.

6. does this help me?

ok obviously when i say to say no i dont mean to like everything. only to the things you do anyway even if you dont want to. if youre not sure what to do when faced with the option to do something you ideally wouldnt really want to the first question you should be asking yourself is "does this help me?" think of it only from your perspective and how it would help you. ask yourself if its really necessary and if its serving you in any way to do this. if its just to fit in with someone else even if you dont really want to then do it then dont do it. why isnt your own presence enough? your peace is the only priority you should have here. what would you tell someone you love in your position? think about it for a sec instead of panicking.

conclusion; people pleasing is useless. you are the centre of ur universe. your peace is the only priority. people are stupid. you can do this. dont let anyone make you feel less than you are. i love u 🫶🩷

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Beatrice's White Day Tsubasa Side Story : In defense of Beato!

You know what, Beatrice might be portrayed as the one who overreacted but Battler was the one being an ass during the Valentine's day/White day side story. So I decided to HUMBLY try and explain my point below. I'll be talking about the Valentine's day and White Day side story from Umineko Tsubasa. My screens come from a playthrough on youtube and the manga scans that works just as well.. Warnings : I might be biased towards Beato hehe.

Beatrice lied when she said she made the chocolate by herself it's true but first of all literally who the FUCK cares that much? (i know i'm starting with great points). The thought was there!

I'd day : Beatrice asked Ronove to make chocolates for her because she couldn't do it herself. She could have bought some and gifted them to Battler but she wanted Battler to have HANDMADE chocolates. Conclusion : She lied because she wanted Battler to have something personal and of great quality (its Ronove we're talking about) but did not want to expose her lack of cooking skills, not out of laziness. If anything, Battler chose to see it as deceiving instead of misplaced pride. But at this point of the story, I guess he just doesn't have love yet.

Since we're here. Why Beatrice having the same chocolate as Lucifer would be indicative as her exploiting, stealing credit? Theres a ton of reasons why it wouldn't be. We know the truth and it's that Ronove baked for everyone. But Battler doesn't know that.

Lucifer is Beatrice's furniture. The sisters take pride in their work. Beatrice could have asked Lucifer to make chocolate for her, there would be nothing wrong with that for both of them. Id say, it could have even been possible for Beatrice to ask for chocolate and tell Lucifer to use the remaining ones as she pleases which makes the situation more favorable. She had no idea she was also about to offer them to Battler after all. Lucifer could also have offered to make chocolate for Beatrice too. And theres also the "Someone else far more skilled simply chose to help everyone" option Battler never consider. Conclusion : theres a lot of scenarios where Beatrice and Lucifer having the same chocolate is pretty inconsequential. Again, it seems like Battler's immediate conclusion was from his lack of love.

Lets continue. "Its wrong of Beato to expect anything because Battler didn't receive anything"

Battler did receive something. He doesn't have to accept it but intentions are intentions. Beatrice still gifted him chocolate and Battler decided to not accept it because the present was not up to his standards (apparently you can't throw a little white lie to magically make the chocolate better pffff). His reasons are his reasons but "Battler did not receive anything" is not the same as "Battler did not accept it". (Also, you left her without any other plan or Valentine you incompetent what was she supposed to do?)

Next up : "Its wrong to gift something and expect something in return"

(Well, im not naive nor dumb, she was pressuring and she probably was a bit entitled but everyone is jumping to the worst conclusion here.. Stop bullying her!)

Isn't that a bit hypocritical and conflicting with the previous point then?

Isn't that literally the concept of Valentine and White Day too ? Anyone would feel pretty down if they were throwing gift here and there and never receiving anything in return. The desire of receiving gifts doesn't necessarily comes from the desire of having certain objects, it comes from the need to feel appreciated, recognized and loved. Battler is projecting the worst intentions on Beatrice which, well she has a "good" track record, I can understand. Also she is being immature when expressing her discontent but the idea is still there. Beatrice is not wrong for wanting to get gifts for White Day. She doesn't want gifts for the sake of it, she wants to know Battler thought of her like she thought of him. She also wants to feel included. She was wrong in her way of expressing it though. (but come on, its Beato... we know how she is..)

Was Battler "supposed" to offer something to Beatrice?

Well no one should be forced to gift anything to anyone but his behavior felt more like an uncalled punishment than anything. The issue started when he scolded her and refused her gift for that silly reason in my opinion. If since the beginning he wanted no gifts of her and she forced it on him and then guilt tripped him into offering something to her, that would have been another situation. Thats how he interprets the situation to be but I disagree.

So. Is Beato wrong for the way she felt or reacted ? And is Battler at fault for this?

Lets be clear for a second. BEATO IS ALLOWED TO FEEL THE WAY SHE FUCKING WANTS TO.

But more seriously. As we know, Beatrice basically throws a whole tantrum and destroys White Day for everyone. She is pretty much in the wrong for that.

HOWEVER. Consider the event from her point of view. Beatrice tried to gift something to Battler on Valentine's day. He rejects it and accuses her. On White Day everyone receives something and Battler tells her that she doesn't deserves a present and taunts her about the gift he wants to give to Lucifer. Even Lucifer feels bad for her, she was about to tell the truth. (and Lucifer wasn't in the wrong, she just didn't know that little lie would ESCALATE that far).

Wouldn't you feel some type of way?

So heres what i have to say to finish the whole thing. Beatrice, with all the flaws she had in her reasoning, still tried to follow the rules of Valentine's and White Day. Battler kept finding the worst intention or explanation to everything she did or any reaction she had. From the choice of her present to expressing the desire of reciprocation and being frustrated/sad about being the only one left alone without present. She reached her limit and her way of coping was to act in a way that would protect her. Since everything she did was so bad, she decided to act the part of the Cruel Witch again. She bears the responsibility of ruining the day for everyone but Battler got her there and never acknowledged his faults. Beato wasn't perfect but the situation could have been avoided if handled with more grace from everyone involved. Conclusion : she got cruel because it was expected of her and because being vulnerable only brought more pain.

Beato being in tears and running to Virgilia after acting out is supposed to feel a bit comedic but all things considered, it's a bit said and also shows her true intentions pretty well.

Yes she fucking was, I wonder why is it?

So that was me, overthinking that side story. I hope you had a nice time.

#umineko #umineko no naku koro ni #umineko when they cry #beatrice the golden witch #umineko tsubasa #umineko spoilers #nana is posting #theres a mental illness stored in this post it shouldnt be this long for a chapter that technically doesn't matter #be kind with me im not the best at structuring my thoughts kljhkl #battler ushiromiya

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