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#not saying thighs cuz everyone talks about those but thighs too<3
littledollll · 5 months
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Yeah yeah big boobs and all that, but can we appreciate the soft, big tummies? Can we love on the back rolls? Can we kiss and worshiping all the cellulite and stretch marks? Can we PLEASE pay some attention to big, squishy, comfy arms?
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goliig68 · 10 months
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19 days fic rec pt.2
Making pt.2 cuz I couldn't add all of my favourite fics here( again, with no particular order )
Mark My Love by ria_green
( E | 12,525 | 9/? )
He Tian gently holds Mo Guanshan by the neck, thumb pressing into where a bond bite might one day appear.
Shivering, Mo Guanshan shoves him away. "Go do that with an omega, idiot."
Note: a funny omegaverse story. Don't let the omegaverse title put you off it's seriously very funny and cute. I love the interactions between guan shan and jian yi😂 he tian and zhen xi too! I swear they all have weirdest dynamics!
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It will come back by mgsdays (regencyaus)
( E | 44,417 | 12/12 )
He Tian leaving on self-protection, after Jian Yi's disappearance, makes Mo scared enough to make a move. They stumble into something together just as He Tian leaves the country, and they have to figure things out long-distance while waiting for He Tian to come back.
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Mo's known the gist of it since the dawn of his puberty. Water's wet, sky is blue, Mo's sexual desires are intertwined with his complicated feelings for He Tian. Big deal.
But the reality of it is- something else. This is something else entirely.
Did you miss me? – H
Barely noticed. - MGS
...did you? - MGS
Every minute of every day. - H
How the fuck does He Tian just say those things? Doesn't he feel embarrassed? Mo thinks he's feeling embarrassed for him, and he didn't even write it. He stares at the words until his phone light goes out, and then he turns it on again and stares some more.
Note: an amazing reunion au. I think author did a great job at handling tianshan's long-distance relationship and all of that mafia stuff. I think this fic has to be In everyone's "to read" list👌
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nothing fucks with my baby by figglypudding
( E | 23,897 | 3/3 )
unexpectedly, and in the most unlikely of places, mo stumbles upon a reunion he'd long given up on.
but how can he heal when he's only just begun to acknowledge the hurt?
Note: another reunion au. But angstier and so much sadder😭 but it's happy ending, so all of that sadness was worth going through.
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swimming in the blood by powerandpathos
( M | 29,455 | 1/1 )
Guan Shan’s nose wrinkles. ‘I sing like I mean it. I don’t sing it ‘cause I want everyone else to hear. That’s Jian Yi’s thing.’
’And what’s your thing?’
He Tian holds his gaze. Street lamps and car headlights are mirrored in the amber surface of Guan Shan’s eyes, and He Tian can see his own shadowed silhouette in his irises, a blocky shape of darkness with no detail. For some reason, that bothers him.
‘Still figurin’ that out,’ Guan Shan says.
Note: rock band au. Sex, drama and rock 'n roll. No drugs lol. This fic in in my top 10 favourite 19 days fics, And it is so underrated!! Go read it, it's truly wonderful!
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nail House by powerandpathos
( M | 13,309 | 1/1 )
‘God,’ Guan Shan mutters. He pushes himself up onto his elbows. His thighs are still trembling, and he rolls his ankles. ‘You fuckin’ love control, don’t you?’
He Tian sits back on his haunches. ‘Have you seen my family?’
‘I don’t wanna talk about your family right now.’ Guan Shan huffs. ‘Bet you can’t fuckin’ stand that I have to drive you about, right?’
‘I got used to it. It’s a shame the car isn’t a manual. I’ve enjoyed seeing your hand around the gear stick.’
Note: Triad au/driver!Guan shan. One of my favourite aus! I really enjoyed reading it, so I read it 3 more time.
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hook, line, and sinker by fayre
( Gen | 3,673 | 1/1 )
“So everything that happened,” Guan Shan says, trying and failing to keep a steady tone, “The shopping, the barbeque — everything was just because you didn’t want to go home alone? That's pretty damn convoluted if you ask me.”
He Tian huffs, amused. “Not exactly. I had nothing planned; no expectations. I just wanted to be with you.”
a post-chapter 292 drabble (the day after the BBQ/sleepover at the He family estate.)
Note: i loved all of the calm feelings I got from this fic. The descriptions of atmosphere and everything around them was so detailed that I literally could feel them too. It was very gentle and pure you know?
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allergy season by fayre
( T | 6,506 | 1/1 )
“You know, they say that sneezing a lot means you’re on someone’s mind.”
“Yeah?” Guan Shan says a bit drily, sniffing hard. “Then what a fuckin’ shame.”
He Tian watches him. “For you?”
“For the bastard unfortunate enough to have gotten me on their mind,” Guan Shan answers, walking again. He hates how nasally and gross his voice sounds, and the back of his throat feels sore. “If someone’s thinkin’ of me this fuckin’ much, it can’t be good news for either of us. Trust me.”
“Ah,” He Tian says, and then nothing more.
a post-chapter 348 oneshot (the He Tian & dog chapter).
Note: man...i remember reading this fic hoping that one day, we get a love confession and kiss scene between he tian and guan shan (and now we fucking have it)
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Knee high, stage fright (even if you're alright) by fayre
( Gen | 5,383 | 1/1 )
It’s no longer about what He Tian thinks; it’s about what he knows. And he knows Guan Shan — at least on a foundational level — and he knows how Guan Shan doesn’t just ask when he needs. He knows how Guan Shan doesn’t talk but doesn’t listen, either. He knows that Guan Shan doesn’t always think rationally but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t think, and he knows how his body goes on autopilot before his thoughts cause him to malfunction and crash and burn.
He knows.
After all, it's the little things that add up. He Tian can only pray that they won't come crashing back down.
(or: no matter how hard he may try, guan shan can't hide all his problems. fluff ensues.)
Note: a soft and cute tianshan oneshot, with a little bit of angst but it's mostly fluff. I loved the ending, it melted my heart and brought smile to my lips🫠❤
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singing in red by starlightstarshine
( T | 27,204 | 6/6 )
In which He Tian is the bassist for the most popular band in the world and Guan Shan is only doing modelling so that he could get enough money to pay for his next meal (based on that art by Old Xian).
Note: I love the fics where guan is head over heels for He tian haha😆
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Tell Me On A Sunday by Llybian
( T | 1,501 | 1/1 )
He’d begun, with great difficulty, to accept all of this in his heart. But he still could do nothing. What was he supposed to do? Confess his feelings like a pathetic little schoolgirl? Not a chance.
But then again, what did he really suppose would happen if he told He Tian he “liked” him? Well, the world would end, for one. That was just a given. But beyond that, they’d probably just make out. There was really no chance of He Tian shooting him down or saying this was all just some long con.
Despite that. He just couldn’t.
Note: I think by summary everyone can get a brief foresight that what this fic is about. In my opinion, this fic is very real and in character.
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Bites by Asfodel
( M | 24,263 | 7/? )
Turning to look at the black sky, he let his mind wander to a place he tried not to visit too often. To the last words Guan Shan heard He Tian say in that dim corridor.
« I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I love you, I’ll fix it, I’m sorry. »
Like a mantra.
or a rewrite of their reunion a few years after high school, basically disregarding the Christmas chapters. Side of ZhengYi, angsty but with a healthy dose of fluff, tags will be updated as the story goes.
Note: reunion au. It's such a beautiful but heartbreaking story. I love author's writing style, it captures feelings perfectly👌
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A dog by Alien_Kitsune
( E | 50,000 | 10/10 )
Mo Guanshan and He Tian didn't meet in the school and each went his own way. Several years passed and Mo became a criminal. But on the verge of death destiny surprises him.
Two broken men who are still trying to find themselves in this world were always fated to find each other.
Note: mafia au. Thanks to @maruuzen for recommending me this fic!❤ I really loved the process of tianshan's relationship development. I'm sure that's how their relationship would go if they didn't meet at middle school, and/or he tian joined his family business, just like how it's stated in fic, fate brought them together. also it's angsty (of course) so be warned.
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Dawn Rising by powerandpathos
( E | 78,968 | 13/? )
An Historical Fantasy AU—A poisoning; a death; a thief. A prince struggling to be a prince. A guard trying to stop one from getting killed. And everyone else on the sidelines. It has never been so hard to navigate the court of an empire when not everyone can survive.
Note: my favourite historical fantasy au, the plot, the drama, the characters it's just_ugh👌💞 unfortunately, this fic is probably abandoned, but don't let that stop you from reading it, even though it's unfinished, I think this fic is still amazing.
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Cold On The Inside by incorrect19days
( E | 4,879 | 6/6 )
‘Look at me.’
He Tian instructed softly.
He took a deep shuddering breath and opened his eyes.
Note: a short and oh-so-beautiful story. It's a little bit sad but it's happy end, or hopeful ending better to say.
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case-electris · 3 years
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Kazuha smut (X male reader)
(Not being able to sleep kazuha asks if you would accompany him to have a little adventure, but no your way kazuha got abit thirsty for you)
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"hey beidou are those Some islands?" you asked the captain "yeah looks like it, might be those islands people are talking about the 'golden apple archapeligo'?" beidou then yelled to the rest of the crew "EVERYONE LISTEN HERE WE ARE ON A PATH TO A NEW DESTINATION!"
After awhile the ship made its way onto the land of one of the islands. Everyone got split into groups to search the islands. Beidou happend to know about you and kazuha's relationship thus putting you on the same team.
As the day went by you two return to the main camp at minactous isle. Hade some fish for dinner and went in for the night with kazuha. The two of you cuddled for abit before kazuha askes "y/n are you awake still?" "yeah why do ask kazu?" you reply
"let's go explore, I know I'm not going to sleep tonight I don't know why but I'm just not" kazuha mentioned dragging you out of the tent with him. "alright, where should we explore then baby?" you ask. You see him ponder the question then reply "twinning isle". So we both get into a boat and head for the Island.
Once you get there you get out of the boat and start running around, climbing, talking to each other. For at least 3 hours until kazuha says "Hm... I'm thirsty". "well that shouldn't be a problem, cuz there's alot of it around us right now haha" you joked "no, it's salt water it will make me even more thirsty" kazuha said dead serious.
"well then baby what do you want to drink?" you asked the maple boy and with that question his face went red and he answered "... You..." it was always too hard to say no to him. So you of course said "well then baby" you said pulling down your pants letting your dick spring out "suck pretty boy" kazuha let out a whispered "thanks".
Kazuha started sucking, licking and lightly touching the tip, tracing the vains on the member. Until kazuha started humming, as if bored. It felt so good to feel his mouth on your dick. Accidentally, out of pleasure your hips ramed into kazuha's throat. Kazuha gagged quietly but continued.
You could see stars, it felt so good. You let out a sinful moan feeling the knot in your stomach break. Letting the liquid spill into kazuha's mouth. Kazuha swallow and said "Hm! Ahhh... Finally, thanks love~" he got up, and help pull up your pants and helps you up.
The two of you walked to the boat teleporter. The ride there was not as eventful till kazuha decided to ride your thigh with you where driving the boat. It took abit but kazuha had reached his orgasm.
Hand over his mouth and although you couldn't see his face you felt a wet spot appear on your t-shirt shoulder, asumming he was crying from being unable to reach his climate quicker.
Once the two of you got back to the camp on minactous isla it was already sun rise. The two of you went back into the tent acting like nothing ever happened.
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salemwritesxx · 3 years
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1:0 for kuroo
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↳ bottom kuroo x top reader
summary: Y/n plays MonHun with his friends online, however, Kuroo, the scheming cat, has his own game he wants to play.
w.count: 1.4k
content warning: smut, porn without plot, blowjob, deepthroating while y/n is playing a video game with a headset on, swallowing, fingering
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“NO! Nonono! UGH FUCK!”, gripping the controller tightly, or it would have flown through the living room, you clicked your tongue in annoyance when the monster on the screen killed your character, making it so you and your teammates lost the battle – again.
Kuroo was in the other room, looking through some of his work related stuff, when he heard your groaning and moaning, hence the scheming cat got out of his chair and walked over into the living room.
“Okay. Everyone, don’t forget your bombs this time so we can sleep bomb it!”, you didn’t even acknowledge your boyfriend, simply talking about your strategy with your teammates over your headset, hence making Tetsu a little bit jealous – since you didn’t give him any attention.
Smoothly crawling on the couch, as if he was a real cat, he finally got your attention when his muscular arms wrapped around your neck from the side, though before you could say anything, his swift tongue was licking along your outer ear, making you shiver and clench your teeth to suppress a surprised little groan.
“Tetsu. I’m kinda occupied right now.”, covering the mic with one hand so your teammates wouldn’t necessarily listen, you turned to him for a split second, your boyfriend however just grinning with this teasing glint in his golden eyes.
“Oh, don’t mind me, Y/n. Just play your game.”, Kuroo purred, before leaning in once more and sucking on your neck so shamelessly that you couldn’t help but shiver again, though you didn’t say much to it anymore when you turned back to your game and started preparing for the next quest.
However, Kuroo had his own ‘game’ he played when he laid down onto his belly and his hand slipped down your torso and on top of your lap, earning your little hiss as you instinctively spread your legs a bit more – making him chuckle with delight, knowing that you couldn’t resist him or his touches.
“Seriously! Babe! What if they hear?!”, you once more covered the mic as you talked to your boyfriend one last time, trying to get through to him and that him touching you so wantonly was very bad right now since 3 other people could literally listen to your moans if you weren’t careful.
Though Kuroo just silently looked up with those glowing, gold eyes and that messy hair that just begged you to bury your hand into it to mess it up even more, but you resisted as the loading screen faded and your quest began, thus your hands were back on the controller to play.
“It’s your fault for not giving me attention, Kitty.”, he purred eventually and giggled afterwards when he hooked his fingers into your pants and pulled them down without a second thought, exposing your soft dick.
Not wasting another second, he softly wrapped his lips around the tip without even preparing you, making you groan while biting your lip to suppress it. Kuroo simply sucked on your cock gently, almost… lazily. Not rushing at first as he played with your cockhead, letting the tip of his tongue flick against your urethra and teasingly pushing it in just a little, before swirling his wet muscle around, soon tasting drops of precum.
“Fuck, Tetsu!”, you had already pushed the mic up and away from your mouth when you couldn’t hold back a light growl, though it wasn’t just about your friends possibly hearing you, it also affected your play when you were the one to go down to the monster’s KO-Attack first.
“Dude! You need to concentrate!”, said one of your teammates, hence you just deeply growled an “I am!” back, which wasn’t true at all, especially when Tetsu scooched in closer and swallowed more of your fully hard cock by now – damn you, you reacted way too easily and fast to his teasing.
Pressing his thighs together, Kuroo himself was pretty affected just by sucking you off, his own dick growing in his pants and his hand quite quickly slipping back and underneath his clothes to press two fingers against his twitching ass, rubbing against his hole and making himself moan around your cock, the want to be fucked growing each second.
“Oh mY GOD!”, you groaned out, at this point your lips had marks of your own teeth in them, yet you couldn’t hold it back when your cock hit the back of your boyfriend’s throat so easily, Kuroo not even gagging or anything, simply moaning so lewdly around your thick shaft, before ever so slowly pulling back. And after sucking on your cockhead for a few seconds, releasing it with a pop.
Panting a little, tears were already in his golden eyes. A few moments later, he pulled his hand up, spit into it and slipped it back down into his pants and underwear, smearing the make-shift lube around his hole so he could push one finger in.
That spectacle alone was making your cock visibly bounce, because even though you tried to stare onto the big screen, in the corner of your eyes, you could also watch your boyfriend fingering himself as best as he could, only to lightly jump and then jerk your hips when his warm, wet mouth engulfed your cock once more.
Clawing onto your thigh with his free hand, Kuroo bobbed his head, letting his tongue once more explore your little hole as he teased it and pushed his tip slightly inside to earn your delightful hissing, before swallowing your cock whole in one go again, your head hitting the back of his throat and making him choke and moan around your dick in bliss.
Panting already, you wondered if your friends could listen, though at this point you merely thought, “Fuck it!”, since it felt too good, the fight in front of you almost forgotten as you lazily dodged a few attacks, trying not to get killed a second time.
Pushing his fingers in as deep as he could, he explored his ass while his mouth was busy and for a moment, he held your cock between his lips – fully swallowed – before starting to move his head once more, thrusting your dick into his mouth without any restraint, his choked out moans only indicating how good he felt.
“Tetsu, I’m gonna…”, trying to warn him quietly, your hips were inevitably jerking into his mouth as well, hence he pulled back a little to let you thrust into his hot, wet cavern while his fingers vigorously moved, however, sadly, not getting the same satisfaction that you could give him since he couldn’t push as deep as he wanted in the position he was in.
“Baby, fuck! Fuck!”, you pressed out between gritted teeth, your thrusts became erratic and irregular between his lips, your fingers on the controller twitching as you wanted nothing more but to grab his hair and push him down, yet you had to attack the monster on the screen.
Moaning loudly himself, he spurred you on with his lewd, blissful sounds, the bouncing from your cock on his tongue so vivid that he knew you were so, so close, before he pushed down one last time fully, your cock buried balls-deep between his lips as you growled and panted, a blissful moan the last thing escaping your own lips as you released.
Kuroo immediately swallowed, not wasting any second as he gulped down your hot seed, his lips vibrating from his choked pleasurable sounds.
Pulling back at last, you were gasping for breath and your cock bounced back against your tummy, while Kuroo sat back up and pulled out his fingers as well, however the visible outline of his cock against his sweatpants, as well as the dark wet spot from his precum, was enough to make you close the game.
“Sorry, there was a disconnect, let’s talk later!”
Maybe it was a little obvious, especially with the way you panted into the mic, but you didn’t care when you turned it off to put it onto the table, your teammates long forgotten.
“Ahn!”, moaning and also kind of laughing when you tackled him at last, you both fell back into the soft cushions that were adorning your sofa, Tetsu’s grin teasing you, his heart thumping wildly and his legs immediately slung around your hips.
“You are seriously so annoying!”
“I know.”, he laughed, knowing you were joking as well when you laughed with him, before groaning into your mouth when your full lips met his for a passionate kiss.
With that, the scheming cat won his game once again.
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writer’s note: my current obsession is the new monhun rise! so… i thought it was only natural for me to want someone to… “help” during my hunts ;) (lmfao pls don’t take me seriously) anyone who plays monhun here? i’ve been playing monhun since mh4u and for me, as of now i think mh world iceborne is better but that’s probs cuz i am a solo player only and capcom says a big fat fuck you to solo players in rise, so yeah.. i like rise, but being a solo main insect glaive player, i like world iceborne much more for now!
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girlgrouptrash101 · 3 years
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Yena (IZ*ONE) as Your Girlfriend
Request: “can i request iz*one's yena as your girlfriend please 👉🏻👈🏻 thank you 🥺”
A/N: took a lil break from studying to write for a bit, ( i hope this all makes sense, i’m really freaking sleepy rn yall T-T )
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Choi Yena - is she an idol or a stand up comedian? i guess we’ll truly never know
her bubbly personality and quick-witted jokes were actually the main reason you wanted to get so close to her in the first place, absolutely in awe of how she could bring a smile anyone’s face in mere seconds
which is why, after a few days of pep talks from your friends, you built up the courage to ask miss Yena on a date, to which she absolutely accepted
Yena was over the moon when you asked her, and the shocked look on her face told you just that as she hadn’t expected you to reciprocate her feelings - but her composure dropped for a mere nanosecond before she was back to her cheeky self, her arm already wrapping around your shoulder as she couldn’t wait to go on a date with you :]
one date quickly turned into much more, and you both felt the time flying by as you fell further and further for one another, leading to Yena asking you to make it official just a couple weeks later!
Everyone around you immediately gets soulmate vibes as soon as they see you two together, your chemistry is truly unmatchable
as wild and unhinged as Yena is, she always finds a sense of calm around you that she doesn’t with anyone else, and it’s always so cute to see her her usual cool girl facade bubble away when she’s with you 
she has such a soft spot for you that no one else could ever get, and you love it so much when her chivalrous side comes out - plus the way she looks at you with so much makes you feel like the only person on the entire planet
Lowkey very cheesy, as in hand in your back pocket, don’t touch my baby type cheesy
(which you are an absolute sucker for, by the way)
every sentence ends with baby, no matter the context or who you’re with, she just loves calling you that SOO so much hehe
your guys’ relationship is truly like something out of like a 90′s teen movie, and no matter what Yena does, she always looks so damn cool that you can’t help but get an overwhelming amount of butterflies in your tummy
imagine Yena dropping you a text at the early hours of the morning telling you to come outside - you look out and see her on her motorbike, clad in her leather jacket and black jeans, lollipop lazily hanging from her lips as she waits for you to come outside GOD
and then she’ll take you to a little beach on the edge of town, the two of you snuggled up on the sand, only the sound of the waves to be heard as you shiver a little, even though you’re wrapped up in Yena’s leather jacket, and buried into her side :’)
Cuddles usually start with you laying in bed and Yena throwing herself on top of you, making you go “OOF” and making her giggle like an idiot
but once she gets comfortable, you best believe you guys aren’t moving for HOURS
and if you aren’t wearing an item of her clothing at ALL times its a national emergency and Yena must rectify that immediately
shows her love in many different peculiar ways, from squishing her cheeks against yours, poking her finger in your nostril, randomly nipping your earlobe or blowing raspberries against your skin while she lays her head on your stomach
funky little yena doing funky little dances in public whenever something makes her happy
which you have soon become a part of, leading to the two of you popping and locking in your local convenience store when the ice cream is on sale
However, while she presents herself as a strong, carefree person, none of us are free from worries, even Yena
when her thoughts get too loud, she’s feeling down, or even if she just had a bad day, you’re always there waiting for her with open arms and willing to listen to any of her worries; which she truly appreciates more than you could ever know.
Yena’s truly her authentic self when she’s with you - there’s no front, no shyness, she’s just pure Yena around you, and it’s so comforting to know she feels that comfortable around you to be that way.
(back to the fun stuff, sorry hjdfsjsd)
if you don’t already know how to skateboard, well you’ve basically got your very own tony hawk here to teach you how to become a pro skater
or if you suck she’ll just make you sit on her board and pull you along by the hand, both of you giggling like kids as she speeds up down the street
Her ideal date is somewhere where you two can have fun together, like the arcade, fair, going on trips (although no matter where you go, Yena always makes it fun :] )
you also both love the drive in theater near your house, and you guys go so often that you’ve basically created cuddle paradise in the back of Yena’s car, bundling up in the back, wrapped up in each others arms with the seats pushed down, wanting the night to go on forever <3
has probably said ‘no homo’ after a makeout session before
but to be honest, no matter what she says or does makes your heart flutter and fill with joy, because she truly is the m0st loving and happy spirit you’ve been honoured to have in your life, and you would never, ever change a single thing about her :)))))))))))
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NSFW From Here:
yena cockiest little shit wbk
whenever she’s fucking you and you’re in any way trying to suppress your moans, she is NOT having it, simply opting to fuck you harder until you scream her name in that desperate tone that she loves so much
her favourite thing ever is memorizing the spots that make you moan a little louder, abusing your weaknesses over and over again until you’re a whimpering mess beneath her
HAS to mark you all over or else she’s not happy - leading to hickeys on the inside of your thighs, on your abdomen, your neck, collarbones, anywhere she can get access to she will always claim as hers
plus the satisfaction of seeing your spent body the morning after, the purple marks on your skin a sign of how good she made you feel makes her SO cocky n possessive and like. you’re HERS and no one is going to change that okay?
has fucked you in the back of her car after, or even during, your dates to the drive in theater,,, cuz girlie doesn’t really give a fuck, in her world its just you two and only you two
whenever you’re watching the movie, it usually ends up with you being engrossed in each scene, leaning into Yena’s side comfortably, thinking she’s paying as much attention as you - that is until you feel her hand creep towards the inside of your thigh, and that’s when you know you’re about 5 minutes away from screaming Yena’s name at the top of your lungs <3
when she invites you over to the practice room under the guise that she wants to teach you izone’s new choreo but then somehow you ended up on a chair in the middle room while Yena’s giving you a lap dance>>>>
when you’re in between her legs making you feel good and she’s looking down at you, her eyes hooded and her lip tucked between her teeth telling you how you’re doing such a good job....... FUCK
the kind of girl to whisper the filthiest words she can possibly think of in your ear then pull away and make a cheesy joke that leaves you mind absolutely REELING because like. her duality what the fuck
yena in nothing but a signature black choker with you riding her thigh in one of her oversized t-shirts, falling to pieces as she holds you close, relishing in the feeling of your dripping core against her skin,,,
also THAT mf that’ll tease you under the tables even when you’re with a group of people,, her annoying ass will just be relishing in the way your jaw clenches as you try so hard to not squirm as she teases you with her fingers
and those random times where you′re just like, at work or out shopping or vibing with your friends and then all of a sudden you get a video notification from Yena,,, and its a video of her in front of the mirror on your room, her legs spread and her fingers deep in her own heat, her breathes uneven as she does her best to keep her phone steady as she moans out your name
she LOVES doing that shit, knowing you’re turned on as fuck thanks to her just,, makes her feel so powerful
on those nights after Yena’s been away with schedules for a  while and you finally get to see her, everything is always so intimate between, with longing kisses and lingering touches that truly are filled with not only lust but love too, pulling one another impossibly closer until all your senses are clouded with another.
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tobi-momo · 3 years
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A Comfortable First Date :)
@awmahleebakugou said:
okay so i’ve never asked before (god i hope your requests are open, i’m sorry if they’re not) but i found you just now and your writing gives me life. i hope i’m not missing any rules, but i wanted to req a kind of first date scenario (the date can be your choice but i’m thinking something out of their comfort zone that the reader kinda eases them into having fun and they actually end up having a good time) with bakugou, todoroki, and dabi. a fluff type thing with a fem reader. they don’t have to be all in one, they can be separate but i really wanted to see your take on this with bakugou. thanks for your time, and i hope you can do this req cuz i love your writing :)
a/n: dflhgdfjhgdfkjgh you make me malfunction omg- i jut started writing a couple weeks ago and to hear that you love my writing makes me smile so hard kfsdjgdfkjg omg ty <3 and, lucky for you, my requests are def open and feel free to come back any time! (if you do want to see my rules tho here’s a link: rules<3 (you didn’t req anything out of my comfort zone tho so dw )
Pairing(s): Bakugou x Reader, Todoroki x Reader, Dabi x Reader
Type: Headcanons
Genre: Fluff :)
Warnings: cursing, youre uncomfy for a lil- but it gets better- FLUFF SKDJGFJSD dabi’s is SO mf short im sorry skhgdlfg
A Comfortable First Date :)
Bakugou:
Man are you glad yall came with ya friends-
You were excited, but anxious. you have never been on a date before, let alone the one and only bakugou katsuki, so ya. you were nervous asf
On the ride, the radio played loudly while you rolled the window down and caught the warm breeze in your face, you were just wildin out in the car, making katsuki laugh in hopes of relieving some stress
when you arrive, it was a different story. there were so many people and the water was dark, and this is gonna be his first time seeing *this much of your body. Your nerves were not helping
“Yo, Y/n, you nervous or somethin’?” Calls Sero, averting your attention from the packed beach
“Uh, no, not at all,” you smile walking over to the trunk of the car, picking up towels
kirishima and mina walk together to find a spot, denki and sero leave you and katsuki alone and immediately start throwing the frisbee around
‘god this was so awkward’ you thought, although it really wasnt, it was just in your head
“Here, give those to me,” katsuki whispers as he takes the towels from your grasp, taking notice of the way you rub your fingers together, the way you keep looking at the ground
He can tell that youre unsure, but he knows that you wont be like this for long- i mean- its bakugou, right?
once yall get to your spot, kirishima and mina catch up to you guys, talking about whats more manly yall cant convince me they dont do this- im convinced mina teaches him how to drink his respect women juice although we know he drinks plenty
You dont even have time to realize katsukis arms around your things, picking you up and throwing you on his shoulders
You play smack his back, laughing and yelping at the same time while he runs towards the water
“kastUKI WHAT ARE YOU DOING??” all he can respond with is his laughter before he sets you down gently in the water
“What, you thought I was gonna throw you or somethin’?” he smirks
“Uh, YEAH? I DID! You scared the crap outta me, babe,” you laugh off, the water suddenly feeling a lot better than you thought it would
He’s still laughing, almost gripping his stomach while kirishima and mina join sero and denki with the frisbee
The face he makes when you splash water on him is-
hmmm
How do i say it
flabbergasted? no. thats a weird ass word. He was like that tho
His face was like 😂 > 😳 > 😶 > 😐 > 😑 > 😐 > 😏😈
yk? yk
He splashes back
hard
so skip to an hour later when you guys are tackling each other in the water holy shit this is soft i cant
yall are having a mf BLAST and yall ended up playing beach volleyball too- have yall seen the episode in avatar where azula, mai, ty lee, and zuko play beach volleyball?
ya basically that but yall actually have fun and its more playful- but yall DESTROY the other teams
you guys end up staying longer than expected and you sleep in the car on the way back with his hand on your thigh but shhh
Todoroki:
ok, this may be dif because i believe movie dates are awkward asFF and i just jfhfkg ugh yk
but anyways~
yall arrive to the theatre, buy your snacks and get your ticket ew ew ew ew
and you literally dont know what to do-
where do you sit? where do you put your hands? what do you do for the rest of the movie? all of these questions filled your head when you guys entered the room, it was empty
great.
You guys take your seats, the commercials starting while you guys start small talk
you and him make fun of the trailers while you guys are literally sitting down like 🧍🧍
So awkward even though yall are talking- like, who takes popcorn first, who gets to put their arm on the middle rest? just overcomplicating everything in your brain
until a skittle falls down your shirt sorry if you dont like skittles but cmon their skittles
coming out the bottom of your shirt, you pick it up, then look at shouto’s soft, playful smirk before he looks away like he didnt do anything
that cheeky bastard
so, you throw it back, knocking his head then falling down the seat to the ground 
he looks back at you with and incredulous expression- not a serious one, but a look of sarcastic surprised
when his hand grabs popcorn out of the bucket, your eyes widen and you quickly leap out of your seat, running out of the isle and up the stairs to the top row of seats, being chased by shouto, and eventually trapped in the corner before getting a face full of popcorn
“Shou!” you laugh out, and you can hear the faint sound of his giggles piercing through yours
Your hands are placed on his chest, and his have dropped down your forearms, holding you in place while you laugh into him
“What?”
“There’s popcorn in my hair now,”
“Oh,” he takes a gentle hand and takes the popcorn out of your hair, tossing it to the side
“This place is a mess now,” he adds
You just laugh it off, taking notice of the fact that the movie has already started
“Shou, the movie,” you point, him turning around to the big screen
“The movie’s boring”
“It’s barely started!” you chuckle
your voice was interrupted by more popcorn hitting your face, and Shouto holding the bucket
“You did not just do what i think you just did.”
“Maybe,”
“I’m gonna get you back for that!” you shout as he starts to walk back to your seat, you grab the box of candy and quickly open it, pouring everything on his head before rushing down the stairs to the other side of the room
lemme just say yall were kicked out PFT JSDHGFSDKJHF
ok but yall didnt care shsdlfsfg
you hung out more after that too, not wanting the day to end :)
Dabi: 
why 
on your first date
would you go
CLUBBING??
like- why??? 
when you arrived, you really do be FINE AS FUUUCKK and everyone is thirsting over you periodt get into it
and when you see him, his eyes widen, admiring your figure
you just smile bc you’ve never been to a club before and set your bag on the counter, taking a seat at the bar next to him
what do you do? are you supposed to order something orrrrrrr? are you supposed to talk? are you supposed to dance with him? like wtf
the most awkward feelings are making home in your stomach
just before you could rush off, his hand grabs yours, making your head whip up for your eyes to meet his, silently reassuring you
You smile before he stands up, and leads you to the dance floor, guiding you with your hips to the music
you place your hands on his shoulders, letting him sway you to the beat, before you turn yourself and dance on him, forgetting your problems
he smirks, running his fingertips down your back while you move your hips on him
after a couple drinks you guys were clicking, like really, really, really, clicking and you felt good
so did he, and he wanted to know you more, so after a couple more dances and drinks, yall were giddy and shi 😏
And yall decided it was time to get to know each other more😏😏😏
when you guys woke up with a hangover, you made him breakfast and yall talked ab everything under the stars omg yall are made for each other istg
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~
thats it im sorry dabi’s is so short i just chugged rosé and im hanging out with friends be happy <3
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agentsoftie · 4 years
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Sleepless Nights ( S.R )
summary: Reid and Y/N aren’t the most fond of each other. So what happens when they can’t sleep, have to share a bed, and be married.
pairing: Spencer Reid and female reader
a/n: AHH okay so here it is! It’s my first au so it’s probably not the best. But big thanks to @anepiphany! Ani baby none of this would be happening without you! Thank you for you tips and making me not go insane! Also pls tell me if I slept something wrong cuz like, your girl not the best when it comes to it. Also there will def be a loophole somewhere in my case and if you find one, just let it slide because life is filled with loopholes ❤️ also this is gonna be a two parter!
warnings: mentions of a case, little angst (like the smallest amount), fluff really though
remember to like and reblog!!
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You were always the type of person that got along with everyone. And by everyone you meant everyone. You were a people pleaser, always changing your personality for someone. To the security guard, you were a sports junkie, always catching the latest games. To the guy who worked at the bookshop, you were the classical girl. And to the barista, you were the girl who was always late but always paid 3 dollars extra tip. But Dr. Spencer Reid was the only exception. 6’1 and standing tall. Mr. Eidetic Memory and 187 IQ but oh God how you cared for him. You loved him, you loved him more than all the moons in the galaxy. But him? He hated you, so naturally, you hated him too. As the saying goes, if you can't beat them, join them.
“Guys we got a new case,” Garcia says.
You walked into the room and sat to the seat closest to the front where Garcia would be since she was your best friend. Ironically that was the seat farthest from Reid.
“Okay, so this is Mira Normen and her husband John Normen. They had gotten married 2 months prior to their deaths. Mira was 25 years old and she was a teacher at the local middle school. John was 26 and he ran a local pet grooming business. As you can see, but not me for obvious reasons, they were both stabbed once in their chest and then once in their thigh. Mira was shot once in the heart and once in the head and John was shot twice in the heart and twice in the throat. The M.E. found a ring stuffed into both of their throats. And not the cheap kind, I mean a year's worth of salary for one of us.”
“Okay, so this guy’s rich,” You said.
“Yeah, no shit sherlock,” Reid said.
“Guys,” Hotch said in a stern voice “Garcia do we know anything else?”
“Yes actually. They were both last spotted at an event for rich people. So like something Rossi would go to.” She said, chuckling at the last part.
“You and I both know very well that I do not go to those kinds of events. I stay at home for god sakes.” Rossi says causing you and a couple of other people to chuckle.
“Why does this case sound so familiar?” JJ asks, breaking the chuckles.
“Well there was a case exactly like this a couple of years back if my memory is correct, which it always is. We tried to solve it but we just couldn't so it ended up as a cold case.” Reid said.
“And everythings the same?” JJ asked.
“Yep, everything. Well except the city.” Reid said.
“Great, well i think we got everything. Wheels up in 30.” Hotch says while getting up.
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You sat alone, like always. At first everyone was concerned, like they had done something, but they then soon realized that you just liked to be alone and this was really the only time.
“Okay, so I checked if anyone had moved in the years and I have 5 names. Thomas Maddison, Stephanie June, Eliza Honeycutt, Devi Paradise, and Klaus Hiller. And only one moved to our little town and that would be Miss Eliza Honeycutt.” Garcia said.
“Can you ch-” Morgan was saying but got cut off when she said
“Already did ‘Hot Chocolate’. Miss Eliza moved a total of 3 months after the case. Looks like it was due to a messy divorce. Her and Mr. Maddison had not been going strong for the last couple of months and it looks like they decided to call quits just before you guys came to town.”
“Can you-” Morgan started to say but then was again cut off by Garcia.
“Already got you babes. The address should be sent to your tablets.” Everyone was still looking at her, “that means look at your tablets.” She says while gesturing her hands making them look down.
“We got it babygirl,” Morgan said without being interrupted.
“Great! Now, this is the time I leave and let you amazing little people do your jobs!” And with that, she was out and so were you.
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It was 10 pm when you got to the hotel. You weren't exhausted but you definitely were not in the mood to solve a murder or multiple in this case. You all had checked in now was your favorite time of all choosing rooms. You never bunked with anyone unless Garcia, but that's if she ever came on a case. Emily and JJ were already gone, same with Hotch and Rossi. You were about to grab the key for the single room but Morgan got it before you.
“Sorry hot stuff, I need room alone this time.”
“What!? Why!?”
“I don't need to explain myself to you Y/N,” Moran says, and just like that he was gone.
You and Reid grabbed the keys without looking at each other and walked in the elevator. You both did not make any eye contact until you got into the room. There was only one bed. You immediately called room service but they said that there were no more rooms available so you two were stuck with that one.
“Okay, which one of us is gonna sleep on the floor?” you heard Reid say.
“Excuse me,?”
“You heard me.”
“Oh stop being such a baby Reid. We both know that if you don't sleep on a bed or something remotely similar you get all grumpy and get headaches all day. And if I don't sleep on a bed or something similar I get high on caffeine and get paranoid. So for the sake of the team, we are gonna sleep on the goddamn bed together!”
He didn't know you paid attention to him like that. Sure everyone knew that he would get grumpy, but headaches? No one, not even JJ. He didn't like to tell people about them fearing of being babied around even more than he already is. Although he did know that whenever you don't get enough sleep not only do you high on caffeine, but you have nightmares. You never told anyone except Garcia of course. He’d realized that you had nightmares after a group holiday to Rossi’s beach house, he heard you talking in your sleep and there were not good things being said.
“Okay geez fine whatever. Are you gonna go shower first, or am I”
“Me obviously,” you say while getting your clothes.
The water was hot when you got in, just how you like it. You started to soak your hair in the water needing to cool down a little and prepare yourself for the days ahead of you. All you could think about was sharing the same bed with him. With the guy, you're in love with but doesn’t know. And will never know.
After 30 minutes you got out of the shower and changed. You wore a pair of shorts and a loose flowy t-shirt which you had knotted after putting it on because it was too big. After you brushed your teeth, did your skincare, and brushed your hair.
“Finally, how long does it take?” You heard Reid say while you were walking out of the bathroom. He didn't look up until you sat on the bed turning the tv on.
“It takes 40 minutes Reid, it always takes 40 minutes. But you would never know because you've never had a girl stay over,”
“Oh, you're so funny aren't you,” he says in an annoyed way.
“Yeah, I am.” You said smirking while looking up expecting to see him annoyed but instead greeted with a small smile which was then washed away quickly by the sound of his voice.
“Okay, I'm gonna go take a shower now. Don't wait up.”
“ I won't, don't worry.” You say while he goes into the bathroom. You swear you saw him smile. It may have been small but it was there.
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“You waited for me.” You hear while turning off the tv. He was wearing a pair of basketball shorts and a white t-shirt. His hair was an absolute mess, and you could tell that he had to take a shower in not the hottest water.
“Ha, yeah no. You took like 10 minutes, did you think I was gonna fall asleep in 10 minutes.”
“Yeah well, that's what happens when you take up most of the hot water.”
“I'm sorry, you should have gone in the shower first.”
“You wanted to go into the shower first!”
“Okay and? Look, can we just go to bed or something? We have a long ass day ahead of us.”
You felt the bed dip and got chills all over. He didn't seem to notice, thankfully. You were cold, but not cold enough to want to layer up. You looked over and the time and it read 11:15. You tried to sleep, but you just couldn't. So again you looked over and read 11:39, and then it was 12:06. You felt like you were going insane.
“Why are you still up?” Reid said in a raspy voice while turning over to face you.
“Huh? Oh, um, I couldn't, can't sleep.”
“Ugh, fine come here.”
“What?” Before you could say anything he had wrapped his arm around you and forced you to nuzzle up against his chest. It actually felt pretty nice. You felt like you were on top of the world and that everything was going to be okay. You put your arm on him after processing what was happening. He then pulled you in closer and when you looked up at him you realized that he was knocked out, gone like a light in one of those horror movies. And before you realized it you were out too.
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“Y/L/N wake up,” is all you hear. The sun was barely out yet, so naturally, you just wanted to go back asleep.
“5 more minutes”
“Fine.” Although he didn't want to say anything or admit in this case. This was the best sleep that he’d gotten in a while. At first, he thought it was because of the way he slept but he then quickly realized that it was because of you. With your legs intertwined with his, one of your arms on his chest and the other in his hand. Your hair, so messy, yet so perfect at the same time and he would give anything to fall back asleep with you. He was in love. He was in love and was falling, falling harder than ever.
“Y/N, come on it's been 10 minutes. We need to go, get up.”
“What? Oh. Wait, fuck, what time is it?” You say in your very raspy yet airy morning voice.
“6:13, now we have to get ready or we will be late.”
You didn't want to get up, you really didn't. You wanted this moment to never end, but sadly time was not on your side for this one. “We never speak of last night, got it.”
“Yes ma’am.”
“Its agent.”
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“Miss Honeycutt, hi I’m Agent Y/L/N,” You say while sitting down for the interrogation.
“Hi yeah, why am I here?”
“Oh, no one’s told you yet?’
“Well yes the people who rudely (italicize) came into my home said something but I wasn’t really listening.”
“Oh okay then. You're here as a suspect for multiple murders.” Her face was in total and utter shock. “There has been a murder recently that connects to a murder that took place back a couple of years ago. You lived there when it had happened and then you moved. And now you’re here because a murder played out exactly that same way as the one that took place in the past.”
“Look, I have a valid reason for moving-”
“Divorce I know.”
“Yes, well you don’t know the reason.”
“Oh, and what would that be?”
“I was cheating on him, Thomas. He found out and then immediately filed for divorce.”
“Huh, is that so. Well, you kno-” You were cut off by the sound of the one and the only doctor himself.
“Y/L/N can I please speak to you.”
“Um yeah.” You walk outside of the interrogation room to face him. “What is it?”
“I don't think she did it. The way she’s reacting to all of this is way too natural to fake and she still hasn't called for a lawyer to be present. Normally in these types of situations the un-sub mostly always calls for a lawyer or anyone in that case.”
“I know, I know, I know. But she mentioned an ex-husband that could help us with this case.”
“So what you're just gonna “interrogate” her until she starts to talk about her former husband, or just talk about that and only that as a whole?”
“Yes, precisely.”
“You amaze me Y/N,” this was the first time he said your name in conversation naturally and not because he was forced to for an undercover assignment and shit. Well except for this morning but you can't decide if that was a small little fever dream or actual life so it doesn't count.
“And I you Spencer.” He noticed, oh he noticed and his heart practically burst from his chest because of the serotonin he got when you said his name. It was like every time you said his name an angel got its wings.
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“Hey Garcia, could you dig a little deeper on our little Thomas Maddison?” You ask her.
“Of course pumpkin. Okay so here's what I got. Thomas Maddison born May 30th leaving him to be a Gemini and you know how I feel about those. He moved from our fun little town too, well, um,-” was what she said before being cut off by Emily.
“What do you mean by ‘um’ Garcia?” She said with a puzzled expression.
“Well, ‘um’ means he disappeared from the face of Earth. Completely gone. No new dental records, no new home, I mean, not even a simple receipt. It’s like he just clicked ‘erase all’ after the divorce.”
“Is that even possible?” I ask.
“Well yes, but you have to literally become a new person for that to happen.”
“Garcia look into anything in his life that could possibly lead him to have hundreds of thousands of dollars,” Reid said.
“Okay, so it says here in one article that he owned a local jewelry store that got burned down around that time of the divorce. The local paper wrote it off as an accident but everyone thought he wanted to skip town after the divorce so he would just take all of the insurance money. Which I guess is kind of true. Um but anyway, yeah that’s really the only explanation. His parents didn't leave him that much money in the will, and he wasn't a drug dealer.”
“Okay, thanks hun! You've been of more help then you know. Call Hotch and everyone else in. I think we got the profile.” You said before ending the call.
* literally 5 or 6 minutes later *
“Okay, so the guy we’re looking for is very popular with the people. He always tries to make everything about himself. Your classic narcissist.” Hotch starts off with.
“This guy hates love though. He never brings up the topic and hates it when people bring it up. And although he hates love, he looks like the guy who could pick anyone he wanted, although he relatively picks on younger women.” JJ adds.
“Yes, and this guy is going to be a white caucasian male. Most likely in his late 20 or early 30s. And he is going to have wealth and will show it off as often as he can.” Emily says.
“Any questions” you heard Hotch ask.
“There’s an event tomorrow just like the one that Mira and John attended. Will he be there? And if so, do you think he will attack again? And if yes then what will do?” You see an officer asking.
“Well yes, we heard of that and already planned everything out. Tomorrow night Agent Y/L/N and DR.Reid will be attending the event.” Rossi said.
You were in complete shock, and frankly so was Reid. You guys never agreed to this, and as much as I love black tie events, they aren't really my cup of tea when there can possibly be a serial killer there. Not to mention the guy I fucking love more than anyone in the world would be there, with me (italicize). Like now I have to look badass and sexy (italicize) at the same time, although that wouldn't be that hard you thought to yourself.
“Guys, can Reid and I please talk to you all in private.” You give Rossi and Hotch very unobvious yet obvious death stares.
“Yeah, now please.” He says.
* again like 2 or 3 minutes later *
“Um hello, last time I never agreed to this and by the look on Reid’s face, neither did he.”
“Y/N you heard, our unsub likes younger women,” Derek says,
“Okay well then just send in Emily, or JJ, or both in that case.” You say in an angry tone.
“Oh baby, you think we're young? Were flattered but no. Sadly out of all of us, you look the youngest, and are the youngest.” JJ says while laughing along with Emily.
“And for you Reid, you out of most people should know that the murders happened between young lovers who got married. And Derek doesn’t call you pretty boy for nothing. Rossi says following JJs statement.
“We really aren't getting out of this one huh?” He asks.
“No. Now it's late so I want you all to get a good night's rest and be ready tomorrow. Reid and Y/L/N you guys can sleep in a little but you'll have to be ready by 4:30.” Hotch says. And with that, everyone goes back to their rooms.
“I fell in love the way you fall asleep; slowly, then all at once” – John Green, The Fault in our Stars
Part two coming tomorrow!
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signedaiko · 2 years
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Hiii
I would like to request a MTMTE Matchup? Autobot and Decepticon.
I'm 168 cm, i'm 23 years old, I'm a Woman who has wide hips and thick thighs, my skin is light brunette. I have curly hair, long past the shoulders, brown hair and honey eyes, I love walking with eyeliner to make my eyes look smaller. I like to speak in Italian and Japanese, I study computer science and I really enjoy reading about extraterrestrials.
A little bit of my personality, I'm an outgoing person (ESFJ), I love to help people and make them smile, A little bit of my personality, I like horror movies, science fiction and old romance, I like sleeping and drawing.
Sometimes I'm a difficult person to explain my feelings but I try, I cry when I get nervous and I can't explain what I feel, sometimes I'm confused but I'm the type who loves everyone even those who hurt me...
I like to talk and talk about movies, art, music from the 70s and 80s (My favorites) and nature, listening to music is mine way to escape from problems and make me happy, my dream is to find the love of my life to dance with me.
i'm a person who doesn't know how to defend himself i just listen and i start to cry afterwards,But when they mess with someone close to me I get in the way even if I get hurt. i'm a bit slow and if they try to give explanations too long they will see a person in the moon world, but I do my best to listen to everything you have to say.
Thanks thanks 🥺❤️🥺❤️🥺❤️🥺❤️🥺❤️🥺
You got…Drift + Fangry!
[With Drift] Your mindfulness and perhaps what some might consider 'lost in space-ness' is the last thing that bothers this meditating warrior. If you ever feel overwhelmed or spacing out, he will take the time to guide you through yoga or simply meditating. He is gentle when he hugs you or holds your hand; his servos just barely trace your skin as he considers you so delicate. Makes for a pleasant and calming massager, though. While the kind to enjoy nature, he doesn't really know much of it! You are an excuse to bring some plants and other off-world flora into your shared room. He becomes obsessed with caring for them, and every once in a while, he takes snips of flowers to make you a surprise bouquet. When it comes to horror movies, he is unphased; as an ex-con, he has seen all kinds of things. Even then, he gets pretty jumpy at some of the organic 'gore' and hides into you. It's a significant change from the outside where he plays the protector.
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[With Fangry] I know not many remember this character, and as cruel as he was, he would be such a fantastic s/o to you!! Your drive for knowledge, especially of his nature, is flattering to him. He could talk about himself all day, but the fact that you prompted it and he didn't just do it made it far more special to him. He would tell you anything you wanted to know and even take you to planets you asked about. Maybe you won't stand up for yourself, but by the gods will he. Angry is in his name! The moment someone even thinks about being rude to his s/o, they may as well have never existed. He puts you on a pedestal with him, so any insult to you, by extension, is to him. More of a fight and brutal kind, but think of it like the jock dating the quiet art student; it's pretty cute! He tries to do paint night with you, even if it sometimes frustrates him. He loves rock and punk music but has grown an affection for your tunes since they can remind him of you when you are away. Dancer? By the gods, no, but he is good on his feet, so maybe on exceptional occasions like your birthday, he will step out of his comfort zone to make you happy :)
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Authors Note - You word things in a very gentle way, felt like I was reading into an old romance novel, haha! Thank you, and I hope you enjoy your matches <3 Also, when you sent this in my requests were closed so please be more mindful of that! I won't penalize cuz it's a matchup, and it takes a while to type!
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v3nusaphr0d1t3 · 3 years
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cuz im all that you want, boy
crossposted on ao3: <3 rating: explicit content warning: shameless porn, crying during sex, unprotected sex (wear a condom kids), feminine terms used for ftm genitals, i think thats it correct me if im wrong! <3 dabi fucks tomura silly on stream !
it was only a matter of time before tomura’s next stream, and his views were at an all time high. he had taken pictures of himself in the thigh highs and garters before he went live last time, and those posts were blowing up.
he wondered if dabi would let him take pictures next time.
next time was also a fun prospect. dabi and tomura had been considerably closer since the livestream, dabi being more and more taunting each time he interacted with tomura. tomura wanted to say he disliked it, but that would be lie. not that he was impartial to lying. but it just felt strange to lie to himself about the man who would be actively fucking him to pay the bills.
tomura got almost unreasonably excited for the next stream, but before it came, he needed to talk to dabi. they needed to set limited, get supplies, and get all of that set up before they dove too deep into this. he didn’t wanna fuck the dude up or potentially get himself knocked up.
so a couple days before his next scheduled livestream, he caught dabi in the kitchen. it was later on in the night, both being unhealthily nocturnal. dabi looked up from his ramen, sitting on the counter, and immediately gave a shit eating grin.
“hello, freakshow.” tomura’s voice was laced with annoyance and sarcasm.
“hey, creep. what’s up?” he took a long slurp of his ramen, and tomura fought the urge to roll his eyes. 
“we gotta talk about some things if you wanna keep joinin’ me for the streams.” tomura pulled up a chair at the table, across the counter that dabi was currently sitting on.
“ok, so first off. you can quit out at any time, i’ll just end the stream or continue it alone. just remember that, you can leave at any time. i’ll delete any videos or anything that i put up with you in them, just tell me.” tomura started out with the most important thing. “you can always tell me if you don’t like something, or if you aren’t comfortable with something. you got a safeword? mine’s red light, just for ease.”
dabi smiled, a strange reaction that tomura didn’t evoke often, and nodded. “i gotcha, i’ll go with that too. now what’s goin’ down during the next one?” dabi’s smile morphed into the shiteating grin that tomura knew all too well.
“well, it really depends. you could do me, i could do you, its what the audience wants to see. and what they’re willing to pay for.” tomura sported a little smirk of his own, immediately dropping when the man across from him took a loud slurp of his noodles.
it was a moment before dabi replied. “cool with me.”
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in the days following, tomura made it his mission to try to wind dabi up. he wanted to increase the tension between them, and he found in his attempts that the frustrated blush on dabi’s face when he was frustrated was a good look on him. 
he would purposefully brush too far against him in the hallway or the kitchen, be in the kitchen with his thigh-highs on, or just give dabi these looks that he knew he was capable of— only because he had practiced them in the mirror for his streams. and the teasing was working. dabi was wound like a spring, snapping at tomura more often, and tomura would just grin and walk off.
it made him feel powerful, knowing he was doing something to his poor roommate. 
eventually the day came when the stream would take place, and butterflies made their way into tomura’s stomach as he set up the camera and tripod perpendicular to his bed, along with quivers in his legs and gut. and ten minutes before 10 pm, he knocked on dabi’s door and made his way back into his room to sit on his bed.
he put on some beat-heavy background music, easing him into his mood. he wasn’t wearing anything special on the surface this time, just a black thong under his shorts and a hoodie. he knew dabi would eat it up anyway, by the look on his face as he entered the room. he practically billowed steam, eyes lit up like firelight. it was intoxicating the way the other man looked at him. he turned his back, swallowing his embarrassment and adopting his livestream persona. he took a deep breath, moved to his laptop, and started the stream. dabi took his seat on the bed, leaned back on his hands and watching tomura like a hawk.
tomura greeted his returning viewers, and welcomed new ones, before the view count got too high to speak to individually and he addressed the group of them all.
“hey, i’m tomura, this is my roommate dabi, and welcome to tonight’s stream—” he went on to explain the goals this stream, and left the events of the night open to the democracy of his chat.
>> I kinda want to see our boy get ruined… 0////0
>> Agreed!! ^^
>> idk, i think we shud let tomu decide -3-
>> fuck him up dabi
tomura nearly blushed at the influx of comments requesting dabi ‘ruin’ him, and he’d be lying if he said the thought wasn’t getting him wet in his shorts. he chuckled, a fake hollow little thing that the audience would eat up, and quickly looked back at dabi. he was nearly stopped in his tracks at the sight of two neon blue eyes tracing his movement with intensity that had tomura nearly shaking.
“well, folks, i’d say yes but i think i’d like to see you put your money where your mouth is.” it weirdly always paid for him to be upfront. it added to his strange rotten charm as a performer. 
dabi seemed nearly surprised in the background, the white-haired man watching him through the screen of his computer.
“what’re they suggestin’, tomura?” his name out of dabi’s mouth was intimate in this setting, and almost threw tomura off. he turned to face the man, giving another shit-eating grin.
“they wanna see you fuck me.” he was composed and slightly sultry outwardly, but on the inside it felt like a small horde of giant butterflies were currently trying to rattle his ribcage. he was glad he was on medication for his raging anxiety or he wouldn’t have this job, or the chance to fuck his hot roommate. he could feel the tingle in his legs working its way up and toward his core. especially at the look and quiet growl dabi made at tomura’s words.
he prayed to whatever god was listening that someone donated. but in the meantime, he had a show to put on. he turned back to the chat.
>> rile him up, tomu ( •̀ᴗ•́ )و ̑̑
>> ^^^^
and tomura’s own eagerness showed when he immediately followed orders, standing up and making his way over to where dabi was sitting, sliding into his lap just like last time.
“hello again—” tomura cut dabi off before he could even start with a hungry kiss. dabi’s arms immediately went to wrap around tomura’s waist, engulfing it and pulling tomura against the hardness in dabi’s sweatpants.
hot.
ding!
tomura pulled away from the kiss, whipping his head around to look at the screen.
>>> cyncyty Donated $50.00: ride his face ! <<<
tomura’s face turned red, looking to dabi, who was also staring at the donation.
“well, looks like we have a request! thank you... “ tomura didn’t have a clue how to pronounce the username, “so much!” his voice was enthusiastic to hide the shaking in his legs that dabi could no doubt feel as said man gripped his thighs and grinded his hips up, causing tomura to lose his breath.
“you heard em’, hop on.” dabi’s voice was gravelly and tomura could see the desire in his eyes. dabi leaned back on his elbows, still rolling his hips up into tomura.
tomura put on a show in taking his clothes off, as he always tried to do. pulling his hoodie over his head, and removing himself from dabi’s lap to taunt the camera with the straps of his underwear that were visible over the sides of his shorts. he saw dabi strip his shirt in the background as tomura finally pulled his shorts and underwear off after plenty of taunting his audience. and dabi, apparently, because as soon as tomura was in reach, dabi was gripping him by the waist and pulling the white-haired man back-to-front in his lap and attaching his lips to tomura’s neck.
tomura let out a (semi-embarrassing) whine, arching back into his touch, feeling the other man’s erection through his sweatpants. dabi ate it up, sucking another mark into tomura’s neck before laying back and laughing at tomura’s gasp when he thrust up again.
“c’mon babydoll, we don’t have all day.” tomura swore dabi got a power-high from this, evil little glint in his eye telling the white-haired man all he needed to know. either way, there was a reaction in the way that tomura scrambled to position himself with either thigh on the sides of dabi’s head. the camera had a side perspective, getting all of tomura’s expressions as dabi dove in.
dabi had a lot of practice, somewhere, sometime because the way he was working tomura out almost immediately was borderline unfair. tomura snuck a hand into dabi’s hair, yanking and receiving a growl against him for his efforts. tomura ground down against dabi’s magical fuckin’ tongue as he brought his other hand up to muffle himself. that had dabi immediately pulling off of him to look up at him, blue eyes meeting red, as if waiting for something.
“they gotta hear you baby, ain’t that the whole point?” tomura could hear his smirk but obeyed anyway, putting his other hand in dabi’s hair and pulling him back to where he wanted him.
ding!
>>> cmrbbg Donated $110.00: Fuck him silly, Make him cry. <<<
tomura looked over to the laptop, blissed out look in his eye, only to see his highest returning donator once again blow everyone else out of the water. tomura rolled his hips against the warmth of dabi’s mouth before pulling away, sliding down and letting dabi sit up.
but before tomura could say anything, dabi said it for him.
“god, fuckin’ thank you—” was his only warning before dabi was manhandling him into quite an embarrassing position, face down ass up on his own bed before he could even say ‘shit’. dabi had him by his hips, forcing his back into quite the impressive arch. 
dabi grabbed the lube from tomura’s bedside table and slicked his fingers up, one entering with no resistance. he added another, earning a breathy sigh from tomura. he curled his fingers upwards, locating that little spot inside him that made tomura’s hips rock against him.
“god, you’re so pretty like this, y’know?” dabi breathed out, words deep and damn near confectionary. tomura wasn’t used to compliments, burying his head into his arms. dabi scissored his fingers.
“you are. you’re glowin’, baby. so perfect like this, gonna take me so good. you’re gorgeous.” the last bit was whispered, the mic not picking it up as tomura blushed down to his shoulders. his arch deepened, legs spreading a bit more as dabi added a third finger. it was accompanied by a pitiful moan that failed to be muffled by tomura’s arms. finally, dabi deemed him ready— or he was just done with this torment, as tomura heard clothes rustling and the slick sound of the lube. tomura didn’t turn around, only swaying his hips from side to side coyly as he knew the audience liked.
he felt those hot hands grip his hips again, and he felt hot pressure against his entrance. dabi grinded his cock against him, not entering as another form of torture that teh white-haired man  was fed up with.
“you know what to do, tomura.” the words were commanding and taunting at the same time, the tone making tomura hot as dabi massaged his thighs. tomura tried to push back against dabi, grinding back and making the other man suck his breath in.
“you’re not gettin’ nothin’ unless you ask nicely, i know you know how to, baby.” dabi murmured, tracing his hand along the dip in tomura’s spine. the touch was so gentle, so intimate, that it had tomura spilling his pride and his words for this man yet again.
“please,” he panted out, nearly biting his hand out of embarrassment due to his whiny tone.
“please what?”
“please fuck me, please—” and with a shock that shot straight up his spine, he felt dabi enter him all at once. he made an awful squawking noise, nearly folding in on himself. dabi stayed where he was for a moment, tapping on tomura’s hip to check in on him. tomura nodded, and dabi began his violent thrusts. tomura felt every slide of metal and hot flesh against his inside, feeling split open on the other man’s cock. the rubbing against his insides scratched an itch, satisfied an ache, and he could feel himself getting lost in it. his moans were muffled into his arms as his eyes damn near rolled to the back of his head, eyes half-lidded and full of lust.
dabi suddenly, grabbed him by his hair and wrapped a hand under his chest and pulled his up, throwing him off guard. a new angle hit a spot inside tomura he didn’t even know he had, and he let out a loud gasp as dabi continued to plow that spot inside him. tomura felt a pressure building up in his gut.
“fuck— dabi, god, please—” tomura babbled, “god, i can feel it.”
dabi let out a breathy chuckle, nosing along tomura’s shoulders, moving to hold him up by a vice grip on his elbows.
“close, close, please—” 
and with that, dabi dropped tomura onto the bed, roughly pulling out and leaving tomura to face-plant into the pillows.
tomura looked around at him with murder in his eyes. dabi only grinned, leaning over tomura and flipping him over on his back. dabi took tomura’s hands, placing them above his head.
“keep em’ there or it’s over,” dabi threatened, despite the fact that he felt like he would die if he didn’t have tomura right there with him. tomura was heating up and his brain felt like jello already, his orgasm staved off by the drop of his gut from the surprise faceplant.
dabi re-entered, this time agonizingly slow. tomura tried to wriggle his hips, but dabi just held them in his iron hot grip. they had honestly forgotten about the camera at this point, too caught up in the flush of their hips as dabi finally pushed all the way inside. they started up again, rocking their hips together with enough momentum that the impact was nearly bruising at the spots of touch. tomura’s pillowy thighs helped with that, despite his boney nature.
the drag of heat from his cunt to the look that dabi was giving him, in addition to the buildup of one orgasm with no relief had tomura getting close again already.
“please, can i cum? i’ve been good, i’ll be good—”
“god, you have no idea how good you sound right now. you’re so hot, tomura. beg me again, just like that?” dabi’s grin was awful and shit-eating, but tomura had lost all pride, only focused on the slap of their hips and the melting of his own mind.
“dabi! dabi, please— let me cum, god—” and as much as dabi wanted to give it to him, he still pulled out. he had a job to do, and with the way tomura was wriggling in frustration, whimpering like a bitch in heat, dabi could do this all day.
he had to make tomura cry. and with the look on the other man’s face, he wasn’t far off. wide, glassy eyes, a grimace and upturned brows. all he needed was the tears. so he sat, and he waited while tomura squirmed. each time tomura would try to take initiative, dabi would grab his hips to stop his movements, and tomura had yet to disobey him about moving his arms. it was so hot to have control over someone who usually gave him so much shit.
tomura started begging again, and dabi eventually had to give in, piledriving his cock into the man below him. and with a few particularly deep thrusts, tomura threw his head back as a tear ran down his face. his moans were more like quiet and breathless sobs at this point, so eager and so ready. so dabi sped up, slamming into the boy harder and harder. tomura’s words sped up and broke apart until they were just small little groans of “dabi”, “please”, and “fuck”. it was amusing that dabi really had fucked him silly. tears escaped tomura’s gorgeous red eyes, rolling down his red cheeks and bringing dabi so much closer to the edge.
tomura’s arms finally moved and came to grip at dabi’s biceps. dabi allowed it because the boy probably needed something to ground himself with. dabi decided to show the poor boy mercy, reaching down with his thumb to circle the boys swollen clit and leaned down to murmur in his ear.
“cum for me, pretty boy,” and tomura was undone. a cry, a gasp and a visceral physical reaction, and he was clenching around dabi as he came so hard he saw stars.
it wasn’t long for dabi, pulling out and cumming on tomura’s stomach with a groan, panting as he felt tomura still holding on to his arms. dabi sat back for a moment to catch his breath before approaching the laptop, still nude.
“well, i hope you enjoyed. gonna go take care of our resident star, and i’ll be seeing you guys next time.” dabi murmured a quick goodbye to the audience, shutting off the livestream and turning off the computer. dabi didn’t know how to turn off the equipment, that was just something tomura would have to fuck with once he came back to the land of the living. dabi went off to retrieve a rag and some water, coming back to tomura staring at the ceiling.
“you with me, baby?” dabi sat back on the bed, using the rag to gently clean tomura up, before cleaning himself up and throwing the rag on the floor to be dealt with later (gross). he motioned the water bottle to tomura, which he happily gulped down.
“jesus, yeah. that was—” tomura cut off, shaking his head. “can you get my hoodie for me? and some regular underwear. i can’t fuckin’ walk, freakshow. you did me in.” tomura griped, and dabi went to fulfill the request, throwing on his own boxers. and to his own surprise,tomura grabbed him by the wrist, pulling him down onto the bed and wrapping himself around dabi like some sort of koala. 
“stay,” was all tomura said.
and so dabi did.
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Pink Chains
Pt 3
Kyotani owns a grunge /punk apparel shop after leaving the Sendai Frogs after a incident with the Black Jackals. He designs his own clothes and hires Oikawa & Iwaizumi as his employees. Everything goes smoothly for awhile, till you walk in; pink dress, big smile , and bubbly personality. His whole life stops in that moment. 
Punk! Kyotani x Bubbly! F! Reader. ❤️
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Kyo had walked you to school after the both of you had calmed down. He hated seeing you cry jesus christ, it hurt him to his core. All he could think about was those tears running down your pretty face down to your fake smile. He was really falling for you, this was a first for him so he had no idea if what he had been doing was right or what.
You skipped ahead of him, he glanced up a couple times and got a big smile on his face. You had on a blue dress with flats and his jacket on, it was too big for you of course but you insisted on wearing it. And that's when he knew he was doing it right. Seeing you in his clothes and having that big smile on your face that was just for him.
“Kyooo!!! I gotta go!”
He shook his head walking to you and putting his arms around your shoulders. “Do you? Skip sweetie.” He teased looking over you to see people staring.
“Kyo!” You gave him an angry face and he just laughed kissing your head. “I'll turn you into a rule breaker yet. Have a good day sweetie.”
“Not uh!” You squeezed him tightly for a minute. “Dont sweat this morning kay?!? I can fight with you, are you working today?”
Your words cut him deep, sure his friends had his back but this was .. different. You were willing to defend him from anything . Hopefully you never had to do that. He ran his fingers through your head and swayed a bit whispering in your ear. “People are staring,”
You giggled just squeezing him more and Kyo smirked , he placed a light smack on your thigh stepping back chuckling at the little yip you did .
“Kyo!”
“Yeah sweetie i work today but im closing early, beach volleyball with friends . Ill text you when i close up shop okay?”
“You better!!” You placed a kiss on his chest and ran off into the school looking back and waving before disappearing.
Kyo waited till you were in the school before leaving. He shot everyone a smug ass grin too as he made his way down the street. Fuck his car was still at the store.
Kyo was not in any rush to get to work. Hell it was his store whos gonna rage at him? No one . Hes the boss. And besides Iwaizumi is most likely there already opening up the store anyway. The heavy rings on his right hand clicked all around while he made his way down the boardwalk strip , hands in his pockets while he eyed all the shops.
Buncha no good stores. If it didn't cost so much to get his brand up and running he could have a bigger building , or at least a better location-… he stopped walking and shook his head. “That's a terrible idea. Kyotani cmon get it together.” He sighed, rubbing his sleeve. “I would never had met her..”
Bbbbbbeeep
“Mad Dog chaaaaaaan!!!!” A car zoomed up to him skidding to a stop . Oikawa peaked out the window grinning.
**
Meanwhile, you were just getting into the first class of the day. Everyone was sneaking looks at you because of the jacket but you had no idea. You were too caught up on last night to really pay attention. Trying to take your mind off it you pulled a red notebook from your bag to doodle while listening to the teacher.
Soon enough the blank notebook page was full of design ideas; red pandas with hats , clothes and big fluffy tails. The designs were really cute , your teacher even complimented them from time to time . But you really just wanted a brand to pick you up, graduation was soon and you did not want to not have a job lined up.
“Y/n.. hey y/n”
A voice next to you alerted you to look up and over to see Kio, the girl who sat next to you in class.
“Oh hey Kio, whats up?!?”
Kio placed her hand on her head with her elbow on the table looking you over in this jacket. She never really talked to you unless she needed notes and was only taking this class for the credit she needed .
“That jacket is so different from what you wear y/n. Where'd ya get it?”
You were about to answer her but heard a snicker behind you , must be Yukio, Kios friend, also in need of credits for graduation. Would probably be best not to mention the store, Kyo did not need the harassment.
“Its my boyfriend's jacket!” You told them pulling it close with a big smile on your face.
Kio and Yukio locked eyes then looked at you .
“Boyfriend?” Kio asked.
“Looks like he has the opposite style as you y/n.” Yukio chimed in , leaning over her table. “Was he that guy with you this morning?”
“Yep!!!”
“He looks.. familiar..” Kio said tapping her pen on his lips.
“He does huh?” Yukio said leaning closer. “Whats his name hm?”
“..Kyo?” You were starting to get uncomfortable with all the questions.
“Oh!!!” Yuki yipped looking at Kio. “Kyotani! The Sendai Frogs!!!”
“..the Frogs? So hes..” Kio shot you a look. “He beat up Bokuto. For no goddamn reason.”
You shuffled around in your seat sneaking glances at the clock hoping it would somehow speed up so you could leave. It was not their business to know the reason behind it. Kyo was a very sweet guy , you had only known him a day but in those hours together you had never been happier; he opened up to you, cried even. Kyotani genuinely feels bad about that incident. He helped you through the tattoo instead of getting upset and brought you around his friend. The smirky smile he threw you always gave you butterflies in your stomach and sent your heart a flutter. He was just a misunderstood guy trying to start over with his friends.
You pulled the jacket off as soon as you heard the sweet sound of the bell and gathered up your bag standing up with the jacket over your arm close to your heart.
“Where do you think youre goin?” Kio got up following you out of the classroom along with Yukio. “Were not done y/n.”
Yukio grabbed your bag yanking it back and You spun around with a big smile and a sweet but slightly angry voice. “Kyo is a good guy and i really like him. I don't care if you two don't. You dont know the whole story either. And please stop following me, its not nice.” You waved at them so they could see your tattoo and you left in a quick pace down the hall . You pulled your phone from your bag texting with shaky hands.
**
Oikawa had dropped Kyo off at his store so he could drive home to shower and change and then go back to start his shift. He was tired and thankful no one could tell he had been crying the night before. Iwaizumi probably knew but he did not say anything, not with Oikawa around.
Kyo had on his shops uniform shirt which was a red dog house on a black shirt that said The Dog House on the back wrapped in chains. The summer line was selling smoothly and Mattsun had let him know that Yahaba agreed to come to the beach volleyball . He helped Iwaizumi unload a shipment while Oikawa was manning the front .
“So how'd it go last night?” He asked, passing Kyo a box.
“I told her .. everything.” The box was set down
“Oh ..? You? You did? What she say?” Iwa got another box groaning from its weight and giving it to Kyo
“Fucking hell.. would it kill them to pack the boots in all the boxes.. she said she was not scared of me. Dammit Iwaizumi she said she would fight with me.” He set the box down cursing .
“Fuck.. Kyotani.” Iwaizumi closed the truck up patting the back watching it drive off. “I know you've only just met her but she seems- Kyo?” He looked at his friend and he was staring at his phone , he looked like he was going to punch something .
Y/n: Kyo.. these girls in my class asked me about my jacket so i said it's my boyfriends and they asked your name cuz you look familiar and I told them and they .. brought up the Incident .
Y/N: i uhm, i did not say anything else but they were upset cuz they like Bokuto i guess but.. i left and they followed me and.. yanked me back. I .
Y/n: i was tough like you would be and asked them to leave me alone and i left. But.. uhm.. can.. can you call me when you can please..
“Iwaizumi...”
“You dont gotta say it. I can watch the front for a minute. “ he put his hand in Kyotanis arm watching his friend huff and puff . “Relax. Take a deep breath. “ Iwaizumi left his friend and Kyotani sat down on a box outside looking at the clouds in the sky with his phone to his ear.
“Kyo…” you sounded shaky and panicked
“Sweetie. Take a deep breath.” He was surprisingly calm sounding. He wanted to explode on the inside though, march right back to that school and take you into his arms and scare the hell out of those girls..He heard you breath in and out a few times till it evened out.
“Alright. Where are you right now Sweetie?”
“The.. outside.. courtyard..”
“Is it pretty there? Tell me what you see.” He leaned back on a box with his back to his shop. He brought one knee up tracing his index finger around in one of the holes in his jeans tugging at the strings making it bigger.
“Uhm… magnolias.. an oak tree.. some students are studying. It is pretty..”
“Sweetie..”
“Yes..?”
“Everything is okay now. Okay?”
“I.. yeah.. I tried to be tough but..i don't know. I said your a good guy cuz you are and I asked them to leave me alone.”
He ripped a few strings in the hole maging it even bigger over his knee. “Do you want me to pick you up after school?”
“Yeah.. i .. i just.”
“Ill be there sweetie.” He suddenly got an idea. “Promise. Now hows my happy girls day going now?”
He heard you giggle and the both of you relaxed slowly while you talked on the phone. You told him about your classes and the doodles you did too and Kyo asked you to send him them, he did not say why though.
“I gotta go sweetie. Ill be out front okay?”
“Kay.. have a good day Kyo.”
“You too Sweetie.” He hung up the phone and got up feeling the fire in him grow again.
After moving the boxes in he went to the front pulling Kawa and Iwa aside to the register explaining what happened. They were both upset over what they heard. Kyotani smirked texting Mattsun then looking at his friends.
“So after beach volleyball you know what we gotta do right?”
“Ou im excitedddd.” Kawa said with a big smile
“I gotta say im excited too.” Iwa said smirking and leaning on the register . “Im sure Mattsun is eager too.”
Kyo looked down reading the text with a side smirk. “Fuck with my girl and see what happens…”
**
@squeaky-ducky @zoppzoop
@haikyuu-but-low-iq @mochababes @kozushiki. @milkbreadcat @derpeedoo
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IF LILY DATED...
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HI this is a long post. the idea for this was inspired by my favorite @delicatejisung who also has an nct dream oc that you MUST follow. also i know the edit sucks. also also i write very light nsfw stuff in this. like mentions but no smut cuz i don’t do that. HOWEVER there are no nsfw mentions w jisung. ik teens do whatever and lily is only a year older than him but 1.) i will not do that because he is still a minor and 2.) they just aren’t like that together. they don’t need it
THIS IS ALL HYPOTHETICAL NONE OF IT IS OFFICIALLY CANON. lmk which ones sound cute cuz even tho it’s not gonna happen .. lilno and chenlil might have stolen my heart
mark:
you can bet they’d be so completely in love with each other
very sweet, very romantic
“baby” “babe”
in front of the camera they’re normal, the same amount of affection as usual, oftentimes less
lily, when mark is talking or being unintentionally attractive: *bites bottom lip, looks up a little, seems like she’s trying not to smile*
he does his rap in mfal to her randomly and it’s cringey and funny but he does it to make her smile because he knows it’s her fav title track
when she sings he smiles so wide because in his opinion. there is no sound more beautiful than her voice
they talk to each other so well. like. they can sit for HOURS just talking and it never gets old to them
writes genuine love letters to her but will cringe and hate himself if he gives them to her until she gets teary and smiles
her basically giving him book reports about the books she reads and he literally falls more in love with her when she’s screaming about the novels because she is so PASSIONATE
her falling asleep in the practice rooms or studio late at night because she INSISTS on staying with him
and when he kisses her he likes to tilt her chin up with his hand of holds both sides of her face
hyuck taking credit for the whole relationship
she has a collage of polaroids of them, of him (including some of the ones from qtah) that are separate from her other photos of friends (she has a lot)
mark has a few polaroids of her that he keeps by his bed and he always smiles when he sees them
HE 10000% WRITES SONGS FOR HER AND SHOWS HER BUT HES REALLY NONCHALANT ABOUT IT
she never calls him oppa (even a bit before they start dating tbh)
when she has to do sexy performances or just acts sexy you will 100% find mark at his most awkward
they will have fun doing ANYTHING they’ll be happy through anything if they’re together
they could go through five watermelons in a day
konglish all the time. and getting excited/thinking something is funny and jumping and screaming
“can i have your netflix password, lils?” “mark you’re literally richer than me and still use all of my accounts”
her getting embarrassed by him and giggling
she will continue her campaign to get mark to play spiderman
lazy days making music, him watching her cook, binge watching american reality shows she likes, and literally just days where theyfe in bed and make out and talk and make out
shopping trips all the time
they love to do activities together. like, they’ll go places and try new things
she’s desperate to visit his home and his family
and they have their ideal life planned. like. if they weren’t idols they’d get an apartment together. they wanna have some pets together. they have trips they’d like to go on together
they grew up together, they’ve loved each other for years, they’ve been pillars of support
but as much as they’ve loved each other they grew to be IN love with each other
but teased by every unit especially 127. wbk.
they’re more.. private than the others. they’re alone together a lot and don’t overdo it in front of the others
SLIGHT nsfw below. no smut but. and then some fluff near the end <3
ummm so like. vanilla for the most part even tho lily is a bit more ✨wild✨
oh um. ass grabs. when they’re alone but. constantly
when they get comfy with each other (read: when mark finds confidence and is comfy) he will always have his hands on her ass
even just resting there
mirror selfies with his hand on her ass
if he can’t touch her ass, it’s always a hand on her thigh
very affection when alone together, moderate when they’re with others
he likes to lay on her stomach and she loves when he lays on her shirtless
so many days where they just lay in bed together, tangled in lily’s blankets, music playing in the background, lazy makeout sessions... need i go on? CUTE SHIT
mark isn’t great at expressing his emotions publicly, and they hold so much of their relationship just between them. they both always know how much they love each other
renjun:
so they’re SOFT
song covers together
she tries to learn mandarin but. she ends up getting frustrated that she can’t get it and renjun kisses it better
he tells her the wrong words in mandarin a lot and it has fucked her over a lot, especially in lives
“oppa, how do you say ‘i bought that shirt for renjun?’”
*in mandarin* “i am in love with renjun”
they’d be a bit more obvious about their feelings, a bit more touchy
when they confess, they’re together right away, no questions asked. they literally need each other
sleepovers every night and they’re generally really cozy
lily reading, renjun drawing, a movie playing on her laptop that they aren’t paying too much attention to
renjun has specific articles of clothing he puts aside in his closet because he KNOWS she’s gonna take those specific ones
he is very into giving her flowers and little gifts
shes asked him to give her mf art lessons LMAO
ended with them covering each other in paint and making a MESS
they’re silly together, they’re the couple who knows how to cook but starts playing with the ingredients and makes a mess
they leave sticky notes for each other everywhere
lily jumping into his arms
constant pecks on the lips. the dreamies are sick of it. so sick of it.
deep talks late at night
lily being funny and having a box of his stuff in her room even though they live in the same place
nomin threatening renjun
but then lily fourth wheeling with them all
somehow they become even more of a savage duo
when they make eye contact while performing they’ll make faces at each other
he turns the koala joke into her pet name
so he calls her koala and she calls him a pain in her ass
SOFT KISSES he always cups one side of her face
he braids her hair a lot or does cute little styles
lots of cafe dates
will KILL any of the others if they wake her up when she’s sleeping
the type of romance that’s sappy but also they can most definitely roast each other
she likes to wrestle him LMAOO
the way they’re basically chenji’s babysitters is SO FUNNY it started to happen a lot right after they got together
they want to adopt a puppy and name him moomin
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okay so it’s kinda.. more hesitant and sometimes she takes the lead more than he does
their make out sessions are more heated but don’t always lead to something
like the way it’s going youd THINK it’d be something, but then they just decide to watch a movie and go to bed
he really likes her neck and collarbones but can’t do much to her neck because yknow they’re idols
there’s almost no insecurity in their relationship
it’s very relaxed and loving, and everyone around them can see and feel the love
jeno:
a bit unexpected
a ✨whirlwind romance✨
lilno? more like lilmino because jaemin is always there
a part of her was genuinely sad that she broke up nomin and everyone looks at her like she’s crazy
torn between her love for him and letting him go if jaemin confessed
they can be a bit more obvious in front of fans than the others, because for some reason there isn’t much suspicion there
in front of czennies he lowkey flexes and picks her up over his shoulder a lot, has his arm around her a lot, and they wink at each other from across the set
he holds her waist a lot, and he’s super protective
but also the !! softness !!
have literally been walked in on several times of them just peppering each other with kisses and laughing and its literally lowkey a movie romance
working out together
practicing dances together
the type of guy to literally ignore everything she’s saying because her beauty distracted him
she hits him on the arm for that
passionate kisses
there have been too many times where the others walk in the kitchen and lily is sitting on the kitchen counter with her arms around jeno’s neck as they’re just making out
they’re the couple that’s yelled at by the dreamies the most because sometimes they need to chill out
LMAO THEYRE LIKE THE HORMONAL HIGH SCHOOL COUPLE
and like they love each other deeply and fully, it’s not high school in that regard
but they giggle too much and are kinda all over each other sometimes
they use pet names just a BIT too much
the older guys are a bit more protective of her with him than they would be with any of her other options
cuz while they’re softies
they escalate their relationship super quick
and it’s RIGHT for them
but the hyungs are protective
jeno surprisingly isn’t that jealous because if he could actually get lily
he knows neither of them are going anywhere
him constantly telling her how beautiful she is
her encouraging him and telling him he’s so talented and more than he thinks he is
when they ride the tandem bikes (i think that’s what they’re called? the bikes with two people?) it’s just jeno pedaling
OH and when they make eye contact during stages it only enhances their stage presence because they both wanna look sexy for their boo
jeno is rooting for lily solo because he knows she deserves it
super sweet and wholesome and they make each other smile so WIDE
she pops his zits for him LMAO
cuddles for DAYS and jeno’s fav thing is when she falls asleep in his arms
touches his muscles all the time
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they make out so much OMG
a bit wilder than she would be with others
she loves to run her hand down his abs
when she does that or touches his biceps it lowkey turns him on
jeno is a bit more reserved than the others at times, but with lily he feels utterly HIMSELF
he doesn’t feel like the jeno who is just a hot rapper. he feels more than that with her
they bring the light out in each other
hyuck:
another unexpected pair but a lot more expected than jeno/lily would be
they’re both literal sunshine and they would be such a beautiful couple
lily aka the only human alive to fluster hyuck
and even THAT doesn’t happen very often
hyuck’s lap = lily’s seat
SO touchy and affectionate but not in the way lily/jeno would be
it’s like constant hand holding, hugging, sitting on each other, leaning on each other, stars in there mf EYES
while they still tease each other and mess around
i have a very specific image in mind of them waking up together, hyuck leaning over her, the biggest smiles on their faces, and then kissing each other
and lily’s just like “hi” with the cutest smile, and then he says it back with the same smile
it might surprise you but hyuck POSSESSIVE
will gatekeep her and not let anyone hug her
always calls her his girlfriend in front of the members
he stands behind her with an arm around the middle of her torso a lot and she’s just absentmindedly playing with his fingers
only a tiny, lil bit obvious in front of czennies because they’re both so affectionate?? and before they dated lily would call him the love of her life?? and keep her face close to his?? this is NORMAL for them
but one of the biggest clues is hyuck being physically unable to not stare at her lips sometimes
they read each other’s tarot nearly every day HAHAH
very romantic as well
she sings him “you are my sunshine” all the time, just stroking his face and staring at him with all of the love in the world
like i said, they still tease the fuck outta each other and roast each other and are at each other’s throats but then they can flip INSTANTLY
he kisses her knuckles and traces her face
he games and she’s falling asleep on his lap
127 squad doesn’t like when they’re being forward because haechannie is the maknae
she loves life cuz more hyuck = more taeil
he will move mountains to make her laugh or see her smile
he’s begging sm for a sexy dance break with the two of them
she’s obsessed with how gorgeous his skin is
the type of boyfriend that notices the tiny little things
he’ll do things/get things for her just because he thought of her or remembered something she said
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another one that’s a bit wilder
theyre not shy LMAO
steamy intense makeouts like
how is he so good? lily is very satisfied
overall they’re such a fun beautiful HAPPY couple
theyre both so loving and wonderful and there is not one single doubt in anyone’s mind that they love each other fully
jaemin:
literally impossible in any universe
chenle:
lily and chenle have always been two sides of the same coin and he had been waiting for so long
the SMILES
the most beautiful happy smiles at each other ALWAYS because how did they get so lucky?
they were each other’s first proper kiss (canonically, as well)
it’s perfect because they’re best friends and always have been
nothing much changes except the affection and little things because they’re both still best friends
jisung being on all of their dates
he always buys her expensive shit and she hates it so much
she puts on lipstick JUST to kiss his cheek
jisung has walked in on them vibing, on them making out, and yeah he’s sick of it and so happy he only saw them kissing
always sleeping in the same room (usually at his place 👀) but theyre a huge mess when they sleep at night and someone ends up hitting the other because chenle moves too much for her liking
they’re still competitive and of course they still have their alliance
because dating or not, they would fight to the death on that rooftop
chenle literally will kiss every inch of her face because he likes hearing her giggles and he can’t believe he finally got his lily
CUDDLING ALL THE TIME and they’ve fallen asleep on the couch in the dorms and when they’re sleeping HARD the others like to see how many things they can balance on their heads
he will HYPE HER UP ALWAYS
but then say summ like “her face is weird tho” after and unless they’re in front of fans he ends up kissing her after she hits him
when she has to be sexy on stage, he is HERE FOR IT even if the stage is with another person because!! YES his girlfriend is hot, he’s LUCKY
she loves going to his house!! mostly because his family but also
they get to have privacy and be a couple
they’ll hold hands on camera cuz they don’t give a single fuck
they’re definitely outed and have to go public
which just makes their competitive streak and constant roasts WORSE
she loves the sound of his laugh but will yell at him if it hurts her ears
threatens to get one of his predebut photos tattooed on her
a big part of them loving each other is annoying each other and being soft behind the scenes
always together
SLIGHT nsfw below. no smut but. and then some fluff near the end <3
the more intimate aspects of the relationship were really weird at first
but they’re very compatible so it was just fun to them
he WILL honk her boob. has done it in front of the others by accident and jaemin forbid her to see him for a few days
they kinda taught each other how to kiss way before they dated so it was funny when they did it as a couple
peak friends-to-lovers and even czennies can’t help but love then
jisung:
god their shyness is kinda annoying
really confident in private- they talk a lot, they’re very good at just chilling
but lily has to be the one to hold his hand because he’ll get nervous even when he’s so comfy in the relationship
i mean not that the dreamies have time to be in a relationship, but jisung was so SCARED to kiss her and have his first kiss
she thought it was funny
clumsy duo and they tease tf outta each other for it
chenle always being around
they can’t tell who the members are more protective over in the relationship
hugs!!! she loves to backhug him and he thinks it’s cute cuz she’s so tiny
they watch harry potter too much
she has almost convinced him to ride a rollercoaster but ended up failing
he makes fun of her height a lot and then she’ll trip him or something
he’s kinda protective and gets insecure that he’s younger than her sometimes but she just kisses his cheek and tells him to stop worrying
tbh they’re the most innocent, wholesome couple
they wanna go out on dates and they do but catch another member tagging along to babysit them
she gets wine drunk next to him and he can’t drink so he just has this drunk woman on his hands and doesn’t know what to do but honestly she just wants him to cuddle her to sleep
his voice is her favorite sound and she wants him to sing more
whenever anyone says something weird about jisung they both hold up the handcuffs cuz
they’re super weird they can be so confident and then one of them gets flustered and will be a shy baby
trading lines in concerts
lily making cute faces at him, staring at him blankly, winking at him, acting cute to him in front of fans
they share one braincell together and probably accidentally outed themselves by using pet names and like. holding hands on live
and then the OH SHIT face happens
they’ve given the older members heart attacks because he’ll give her a piggyback ride, they’ll hug really tight, or WORSE... they’ll give each other a lil kiss
they’re more innocent by nature but they love kissing and he loves holding her face because her skin is pretty and soft
he wears her perfume on his wrist so he can smell her and smile
the type of boyfriend who is CLUELESS about girl stuff
he wants her to try a different hair color. like a weird one
she refuses
taeyong actually loves them together so much
them dating and being IN LOVE and jisung still gives her cash for her birthday
the “i love you’s” are so. cute. and full. of. LOVE
she is merciless when theyre playing something against each other. she’ll TRY to get him out
usually lily is clingier but when she’s standing and jisung is sitting with his arms around her waist and his head squished to her side it’s so cute
he gets randomly really clingy at times and won’t let go of her
emotional bub will get teary because he loves her so much
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[Part 1] Yay! Finally I can send one of my fave writers a request ❤ How about a Levi x reader scenario where reader gets pregnant before the Liberio invasion but doesn't tell Levi cuz she knows he won't let her participate in the battle so after the battle she gets heavily injured (but she won't lose her child) & Levi finds out she was pregnant after they get back. He scolds her (the ANGST part) & leaves her alone when she's crying, (deep down he's sad) to get prepared for babysitting Zeke in-
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Thank you for the compliment🥺💕 Here is the finished piece, I got a little carried away with the end because I have no idea what will happen with the manga and I tried to provide a happy ending because I’m almost sure Isayama will makes us suffer. Also, it is a little longer than I expected so I hope you don't mind 😅. Hope you like it and that this is what you were expecting!
By the way, I have 3 more requests and I’ll keep going tomorrow✍🏻
Warnings: Slight NSFW, angst and spoilers from the manga
Against all Odds
She felt her own hips bucking up against Levi, her back was arched as he was still kissing her neck and breathing the scent of her skin. y/n fingers grabbed his hair and scratched his undercut, as a gasp left her mouth she used now her hands to mark his back with her nails. His thrusts were rough but the intervals were far away from each other, sweat was covering both of the lovers on the bed as the orangish light filled the room, making the bodies look as if they were glowing. Levi's movements became faster, his face still on her neck when he reached for his end, feeling how her walls clenched around him making him know she had followed him. He held his body by laying his hands on the bed again, looking at his lover with an uncommon soft expression on his face. y/n used her hand to get rid of some messy hairs that were stuck on his forehead because of the sweat, the same hand touched his cheek, pulling him closer so they could kiss slowly but deep, both trying to recover their energy.
That was the last peaceful moment they could share.
y/n went back to the present time, it was hard to believe that this battle had her more worried that expeditions, more than titans. This time? It was a raid on Liberio. A fight against other human beings, the ones that called the people inside the wall monsters, and there was no way to going back. Who were the bad ones and the good ones? Were even good or bad people? Mostly not, everything was part of different beliefs and different points on how the story was told, but if this is how things are going to be, y/n had decided to fight against the ones she called family.
Tybur's speech was abruptly interrupted when Eren showed up in his titan form in front of everyone. Then it happened. Titan War Hammer was fighting against Eren, and after Mikasa showed up the rest of the team was in charge of using the ODM so they could defeat the soldiers on the top of buildings.
They were fast, almost unnoticeable when they were moving through the air, it was hard for the Marleyans to comprehend what were they. But those creatures flying up in the sky? They were also humans trying to win and protect.
The mayhem began, civilians were running in despair, the city was being destroyed. Everything went fast, and while the titan shifters were fighting for their sides, the Survey Corps were using all their knowledge to take down the rest of the soldiers. How had it happened? y/n thought, how the hell are we done yet? She looked at the dirigible coming closer, that was their key to leave that place, and when she was about to get there, she heard a gunshot. Then two and then three. She looked at the zone near the ribs covered in blood, the black suit was brighter now on that zone, her hip and her thigh were also bleeding out. The last thing she heard before falling to the ground was a male voice, the soldier screaming in agony after another gunshot, then silence followed after a second shot.
''Y/n! Stay here, look at me goddamit!'' Jean screamed as he carefully tried to lift her from the floor. For her, everything went black. He cursed loudly again and held her tightly before going up to the zeppelin with the help of Connie and Sasha.
Things were not easy there either, Levi had just kicked Eren again and After leaving y/n on a safe part Jean opened the door so he could let Levi know what had happened. His expressionless eyes were open in panic, rushing to see what had happened. Levi sat on the floor with her head on his legs, trying to wake her up but it didn't work. Hanji had worked faster than ever and she was able to stop the major bleedings of her wounds. y/n eyes opened for a small fraction of a second, looking at Levi as if she was trying to say something, but her eyes were out of orbit. She went to the battle hiding a secret, something that she was aware of if Levi knew, she was not going to be there but she had to, how the hell was she going to leave her friends alone on that one? She simply couldn't. So she hid it.
She hid her one-month pregnancy.
Another gunshot.
''Sasha!?'' Connie and Jean screamed.
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Her eyes slowly opened, feeling bothered by the sun rays trespassing the windows. She recognized that room, it was the room she shared with Levi. Sitting up with an expression of pain on her face, y/n noticed Levi standing in front of a large window. Arms crossed, his expression darker and serious than the usual.
''Levi?'' She asked.
''Why the fuck didn't you tell me.'' y/n sigh closing her eyes, he knew. Of course, the nurses had to have told him. The poor nurse had no idea Levi was unaware of that situation, so she just told him her secret. 
''Listen... I'' She tried to speak but he turned on his feet to look at her and speak.
''There's nothing to listen. Are you aware of how fucking dangerous that was, y/n?'' His face looked... Scared, angry, worried. ''You almost die. The two of you''
''I had to be there! I've been training my ass off for years, I've taught them, I've been by there side since they were just young cadets. I was no leaving my team, Levi'' y/n felt her eyes drowning in tears, they were her squad, her friends. 
''Yeah, and you and that creature don't matter, right?'' His voice was stoic, but she could notice his feelings. 
''This didn't suppose to happened'' Looking at her bandages she said, holding back her tears as much as possible.
''But it did. I don't understand how the hell could you be so reckless knowing you're pregnant. What if you hadn't been so lucky?’’
''It was wrong, I know. There's no need to do all of this scolding, for fuck's sake'' she cleaned the tears running down her cheek, she felt guilty and she couldn't help it.
''You are the only one who knows all of my shit. All that I've been through. And yet, knowing what you mean to me you go like a fucking martyr.'' He denied with his head, walking towards the door.
''Wait, are you leaving?'' y/n furrowed her eyebrows and her mouth was still open, but words didn't come out.
'' I have to look after the furry and filthy beast.''
That was the last thing he said before he closed the door, leaving the room only with the injured woman on the bed. The last thing he wanted to do was babysit Zeke in the forest, he wanted to kiss her, to hold her, to be with her. Damn it, he had just find out he was going to become a father. He was sad, y/n was the most important person to him, and firstly she didn't tell him from the beginning, instead she put on her suit and went to an uncertain battle. Secondly, when she was unconscious on his lap he felt his world crashing down, the only woman he had loved with such intensity was about to die. His head was a thought mass producer at that point, but fortunately she had survived. Thirdly, the words of the nurse were still roaming in his head, ''The baby is fine, growing healthy since the last control of the Squad Leader'' so she knew. All that time she knew and she didn't say a word. He walked down the hallways thinking, thinking and thinking. He was going to be a father, a father in that world so merciless.
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''It is almost impossible to see with this rain!'' A soldier scream, his horse galloping fast among the drops of rain.
''We can still find something, we can't give up now'' Hanji screamed back.
y/n remained silent while riding her horse. Some doctors recommended not to ever ride a horse when pregnant, but others said that it was fine if the woman has been riding before, and she has. She had great abilities when it came to horse riding, and it was thanks to those abilities she could speed up in the middle of the rain and find something. She stopped and made her comrades a sign when she saw something.
It was a pure mess, pieces of broken wood were all over the grass, and there, laying and covered in blood was a body.
It was him.
Hanji was the first to reach him, calling y/n right after so she could get nearer. Guilt appeared again, his last memory was an argument, not a kiss, not a hug. And it was an argument because of her fault and now she was not sure if he was going to wake up again. y/n wasn't sure if it was the rain on her cheeks or if it were her tears, but she was feeling broken. How was she going to explain to her kid everything?  And then she noticed.
He was breathing. He was fucking breathing, she told to herself one she could see his chest moving up and down slowly, Levi was alive. Wounded but alive. y/n sighed in relief, and they were able to move his body somewhere safer and dryer, away from the mud.
While Hanji was stitching his face, y/n was bandaging his hand to stop the bleeding of his two fingers used to be. After a few moments, his face was bandaged as well, all that she could see was one eye. And that's all she needed to know he was alive.
y/n had his healthy hand grabbed lightly, and her heart jumped when her hand was squeezed weakly. She looked at him in a second, and his eye was stuck on her face, he wanted to talk but he was too weak to say a word yet.
''It's ok, Levi. You don't need to talk''
She gave him a soft smile, and he just nodded, squeezing her hand a bit tighter and he closed his eyes.
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The war was not over yet, there were many things yet to come, things that could be seen as impossible. But at that very exact moment y/n could only think about Levi. She walked into the room and she found him sitting on the bed, his face still covered by the bandages, looking at the trees out the window. y/n sat next to him, and Levi turned his head to her. He was getting better, and he was able to let out some words as well. And so he did.
''I shouldn't have said that before I left'' His voice was low as usual.
''Don't keep killing yourself with that thought, Levi'' y/n said holding his hand. 
''We're ok, a couple of more scars but fine'' she laughed just a bit, using her hand to caress his hair. 
''Tch, at the cost of that damn furry beast escaping again'' after seconds of silence, he spoke again ''Are you... Ok?'' Levi asked, not so sure about how to approach the baby's topic. He had no idea how fathers were supposed to act'' 
''According to the nurse, yes. And I'm feeling better so... I think I am. We are''
She laid her hand on her still flat stomach at her barely two months. He still couldn't believe that she had another life inside her. A life that the two of them had made. Things had been hard, truly complicated, and just now they had the chance to spend some time together.
In an action that, I must say, happens once in a blue he moved his body how he could and hold her tight, his hand on the back of her head pulling her close to him. She held him back, feeling finally relieved of having him again. His body, his scent, his hands, his heart. He was alive and he was fine. And honestly? He felt the same, Levi felt his world crashing down when he saw her at the edge of death, so having her and his unborn child safe was all he could ask for.
They didn't need words, they were well aware of what they wanted to say. And with that tight hug both felt their pieces back together.
No one said things were going to be easy, and they weren't. A lot happened since that day. The war didn't stop, more lives were lost, and they had to fight with all of their strength and will to carry on and survive. Nothing was for granted.
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And I would be lying if I said how everything ended because I can't do it. It simply happened, and having no idea of how they were still alive, they were. Against all odds. The island recovered, agriculture was growing again and while some people decided to stay there, some others decided to went beyond their horizons and discover the world. y/n and Levi were in the first group. Maybe one day they could go to Marley, or to somewhere else but by now they were fine at their home. A home on a good space of land, where trees would swing with the wind and birds were back on their branches. An inside that home, some eager footsteps were fast.
''You said that we were horse riding today!'' Farlan grabbed Levi's arm and tried to push him out of bed. 
''y/n, tell the brat something before I tie him to a chair'' The black haired man said with a grumpy voice.
''Before ten in the morning, he is your brat.'' y/n answered with the side of her face on the pillow.
''Come on dad, don't be a grumpy old man'' The nine year old said, still grabbing his arm.
''Tch, fine. Go and have breakfast, I'll be there soon'' That was all he needed to say and Farlan ran to the kitchen. 
''Even your son calls you grumpy'' y/n laughed happily and looked at him, leaving a kiss on his cheek. Right over the scar that was across his face.
''That's because he hears you'' He raised an eyebrow.
''Yeah, whatever you say'' She kept the smile on her face and looked at him ''We made it'' It was almost a whisper, a whisper that caught his attention.
''It's hard to believe. But those monkey brained soldiers did a good job. And the rest of the population did too.'' 
''Are you ever going to stop with the monkey jokes?'' y/n said reaching his lips, kissing him slowly.
''Never.'' Levi spoke almost touching her lips, his hand moving to his waist in a teasing way before deepened the kiss, her hand moving up his back.
''Dad, I'm ready!'' Farlan screamed from the kitchen.
''I swear I'll tie him to a chair.'' He said with his eyes closed.
''Go, you got things to do today.'' y/n broke the kiss and pushed him lightly while laughing.
''Tch, shut up.''
The future was uncertain, and no one could predict what was going to happen, but no matter what future days would bring, something was certain: They were going to be able to face anything, against all odds.
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Very Good Friends (Chapter 13)
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Catch up here: [Chapter 1] [Chapter 2] [chapter 3] [Chapter 4] [Chapter 5] [Chapter 6] [Chapter 7] [Chapter 8]  [Chapter 9]  [Chapter 10]  [Chapter 11]  [Chapter 12]
Reader x Henry Cavill, Reader x co-star named Dan
Warning: This tale is for 18+ readers ONLY!!!   Mentions of flashbacks: (rape, anal sex, non-con sex, abuse), severe   bruising and injury, mentions of suicidal thoughts, depression,   humiliation, and some fluff to make us feel better. Smut comes later on   in the story… Several chapters down the road… I promise!!!
If  ANY  of the warnings upset you or make you uncomfortable, DO NOT read  below  the cut! go find something else to read in this case.
If you are okay with reading those things then enjoy the tale below the cut.
Feedback  and reblogs are appreciated. I do not own Henry nor do I have any   personal knowledge of him besides what is common knowledge amongst the   Cavillary. Any mistakes and typos are mine, story is not beta-tested.   GIF I got from the tumbler search thingy.
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“Well, Sweetie, what do you want to do now? We have two hours before we need to be at the meeting?” he asks.
“Can I just nap. I’m still tired.” You ask in a whisper. Henry chuckles. “That’s fine, Kitten. You want to nap here on the sofa or on the bed?” he asks. You think for a moment. “Can I sleep on your bed?” you ask. Henry nods. “Sleep wherever you want, Kitten.” He tells you. “Do you need some help to the bed?” he asks.
You stand slowly and wobble a bit. “Yeah, kinda wobbly.” You say. He chuckles and helps you to the bed. “Thanks, Henry.” You say with a yawn. “Get some rest, Kitten.” He tells you. And sits by you on the edge of the bed. “I’ll be around, if you need something just let me know.” He tells you. You nod and close your eyes. You’re out like a light pretty quickly and he caresses your sleeping face, then gets up and heads out of the bedroom, pulling the door closed and just leaving a small gap for him to hear you calling if you need something.
Your phone is sitting on the table and begins to ring, Henry picks it up and sees it is your agent, so he answers it. He explains that you just got back from a second trip to the hospital and why you went, and that you are now sleeping off the last of the sedative they gave you.
She is surprised to hear you had to make a second trip and asks if they got everything taken care of. Henry assures her that they did and that you got a stronger antibiotic now.
She tells him she was calling to see how you were doing and wondered how the counseling session went. He tells her what was talked about and the counselor’s suggestions. He says that so far, they seem to be working as you haven’t had a nightmare since she gave you the tips. The agent asks if Henry thinks you’ll be able to go back to work this week if the directors, producers and studio decide to proceed with the film. He says he isn’t sure. That you’ve been on an emotional rollercoaster and your vocal cords have been damaged and you’re still whispering cuz your throat is still hurting.
He tells her that you’re gonna just have to take things one day at a time and see how you do. She tells him she understands.
She asks if the two of you are going to be able to make it to the meeting at 2pm. He tells her he plans on being there with you, but that the doctor said you might still be pretty groggy from the meeting and might not remember much of it. She says she will let the studio know since they were asking. She thanks Henry for taking care of you and letting you stay with him. He says he is happy to do so and they hang up.
Henry sighs and decides a nap wouldn’t be a bad idea so he sets his alarm for 1:30pm and turns the ringer up so it will wake the two of you but not give you a heart attack. Then he takes it into his room, puts the phone on the nightstand and curls up next to you, spooning you and falls asleep.
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Henry and you wake to his alarm going off. You both groan and he sits up and shuts it off. “Come on, Kitten,” he tells you, “we gotta get ready for the meeting.”
You moan and try to tuck your head under the pillows, but Henry just chuckles and picks you up. You squeak and he carries you to the bathroom. Sitting you on the counter, he takes a washcloth and gets it wet with warm water. He washes your face and then rinses it off. “Honey, we’re gonna need to put a pair of your short shorts on and a tank top under your sweats. They might want you to show our castmates the bruises Dan gave to you so they understand how bad he hurt you and so they will be careful when they are filming with you so you aren’t hurt again.” You’re frowning. “I don’t want to go to the meeting.” You tell him.
Henry sighs and sits on the edge of the tub. Looking up at you. “I know, Kitten, but they need you there. Everyone misses you and they need to understand what Dan did to you and why he’s trying so hard to smear your good name and reputation.” He explains. “You don’t want them to grab you or hug you too hard where you’re bruised, right? They won’t know, Sweetheart, unless you show them. You don’t have to expose yourself completely, Honey. Just put your short shorts on so they can see the bruises on your thighs, and put a tank top on that you can pull up to just under your breasts so they can see the bruising on your torso and arms. Okay? I’ll be right with you, Kitten.” He tells you.
You sigh and just stare at your feet. “Hey, Kitten, don’t bail on me.” He says, standing and taking your face in his one hand as he holds you gently with the other. “I know you want to just hide, Sweetheart, but I need you to stay with me mentally, Honey. You can do it, we’re all your friends, we all love you and care about you, and are here to support you.
We need to get together and talk with everyone about this, so we are all on the same page with you and know what’s going on in your pretty little noggin’. We need to try to figure out what to do with the film. The studio has to try to figure out if we’re going to be able to save it and continue production, or if we’re just gonna have to say, “fuck it’ and scrap the whole thing.” He tells you.
You sigh. “I’m sorry, Hen. This is all my fault. If I only would’ve reported him from the get go, none of this would’ve happened.” You say hoarsely.
“Kitten, it’s not your fault.” Henry tells you firmly as he holds your face to look at his. “If it’s anyone’s fault it’s ours. We saw what was going on and figured it wasn’t bothering you enough to report it. We failed to stop this harassment and assault.” He tells you. “But ultimately, the one all the blame needs to fall on is Dan, because he is the one who instigated it all and didn’t listen to your requests to stop, Kitten.
Now, come on. Let’s get you changed into the shorts and tank top, then you can put your sweats back on and I’ll help you get your boots and coat back on and we’ll head to the studio’s office.” He tells you as he gently puts you down on the floor. “How’s the pain?” he asks. “Do you want me to bring your pain meds?” he asks.
You shrug. “It’s better now. I’m just achy from the bruising and the rape.” You tell him. “Can you make me more tea though with some honey in it? My throat feels dry and scratchy.” You ask.
He nods, kisses the top of your head, then goes to the kitchen and flips the switch on the electric kettle on the counter. In no time, he hands you a travel mug of hot lemon tea with honey.”
You changed into your superman short shorts, and wonderwoman tank top to try to help you be brave, and you put your sweats back on. You’re now standing in the living room and have your coat on and he asks if you’re gonna be able to walk the distance there or if you want him to carry you. “I’ll try to walk as far as I can, Hen. If I get too sore, you can carry me the rest of the way.” You tell him. He nods.
The two of you head out and he makes sure both doors of the trailer close, then he takes your arm gently and links it with his and the two of you slowly make your way across the property to the studio office.
You get about halfway there and say, “Hen, I’m getting too sore. Can you carry me the rest of the way?” you ask. He gives you a warm smile and nods. Gently, he picks you up bridal style and carries you to the studio’s offices. One of your costars sees him coming with you in his arms and they quickly go to open the door for you both. They’re trying not to stare too much at the bruises on your neck and you’re subdued expression. You tuck your head down and lean against Henry’s shoulder.
The two of you get into the meeting room and Henry gently sets you down off to the side near the back of the room. He helps you take off your jacket and scarf, setting them on the sofa. You stand close to him and he shrugs off his jacket and then wraps an arm around your back. Both your agents come over and greet you. They ask you if you’d be willing to show your co-stars the bruising on your arms, torso and thighs. You look nervous at first. “Honey, you can keep your privates covered, we just want them to understand that it wasn’t just sex he had with you, they need to see how badly he hurt you.” They explain.
You sigh and look up at Henry. “It’s okay, Kitten. I’ll be right here. No one will hurt you or get upset with you. They may get upset, but it’s going to be directed at Dan, not you.” He tells you. You nod. “Okay.” You whisper. They thank you and head back over to the studio heads, director and producers.
You and Henry sit on the sofa and you just lean against him and tremble. He wraps his arms around you trying to encourage you and tell you it’ll be alright.
Slowly your co-stars begin to arrive and come and say “hi.” They see you’re still skittish and not feeling like your normal self and are concerned. They look at Henry with worried expressions. He tries to have a neutral one himself, but they can see his concern for the whole situation.
Once everyone was present, the Studio executives, Producers, and Director discuss what’s happened, your relationship with both Henry and with your attacker; and you and Henry maintained that you both are just very very close friends right now and he is helping you through the ordeal and that your relationship is not sexual, despite the rumors swirling around set about the two of you living together.
Your agents explain what Dan and his PR are trying to do and have you and Henry come up and you take your sweatshirt off and just have the camisole underneath. You pull up the camisole to just under your breasts to show your co-stars what Dan did to the outside of your body. You also pull your sweatpants down to your knees and show them how bruised your thighs and ass are from his attack.
When you remove your sweat shirt, there’s a collective gasp from your costars when they see your upper arms, and entire torso and neck are black and purple from bruises; and when you show them the black and blue bruises on your thighs and ass, they begin to murmur about Dan and how much they want to hang him for what he’s done.
As you get your clothing back on, Henry explains to them (with your permission) what the doctor told him about your internal injuries and how Dan dislodged your IUD by how rough he was being when he fucked you.
Henry also tells them that the Doctor told him Dan must’ve had some kind of ribbed or nubbed cock sleeve on that shredded the walls of your pussy, your ass and your throat because of how long Dan fucked you without using lube.
He tells them that the two of you just got back from a second trip to the hospital because of the bladder infection that flared up which was also caused by the prolongued raping. Henry informs them of how painful this whole experience has been for you and how you needed to have surgery to remove the damaged IUD and replace it. He told them that the Doctor said you were lucky because Dan could’ve easily broken the IUD with how hard he must’ve fucked you to have dislodged it; and Henry explained what could’ve happened if that would’ve happened.
He also explains that Dan damaged your vocal cords when he choked you and shoved his dick down your throat with that cock sleeve on and that you are still dealing with an extremely sore throat and are trying to salvage your voice, as it is very hoarse and that you have only been able to talk quietly or whisper.
Everyone sat there in shock, and then looked at you leaning against Henry with his arm around you protectively. You wore a disconnected expression on your face. Many grumbled at what all was explained and they all agreed that Dan needs to be held accountable for all this and for jeopardizing the film. Nearly everyone tells you they are SO sorry this happened to you and apologizes for not reporting Dan’s harassment sooner.
You nod and thank them with a quiet, hoarse voice.
The director and studio executives thank you for coming and being willing to explain to them and letting everyone see what all happened.
You and Henry go to sit at the back of the room and the Studio executives, Director and Producers move on with the meeting. They inform everyone that they are fine with your relationship and living arrangements with Henry as long as it doesn’t interfere with filming and PR. They talk with you all about the case and Henry mentioned you were seeing a counselor to help work out your feelings and thoughts regarding everything. They were all happy to hear this and encouraged you to keep seeing her.
The group of you discussed the PR stunt Dan and his team have pulled and how they are combating it. The public, though initially had an outcry of fury towards the studio, once it got out what REALLY happened, Dan’s PR stunt majorly backfired. They tell everyone that they believe when the plans are announced to the public, that they will be appeased that Dan’s presence from the movie is being completely scrapped.
The executives discuss the court case and that they are going to go after Dan and his team for damages both to the studios for lost revenue, time, and medical bills the studio now has to pay, and also for slander of you and are seeking damages for you because of all the pain and suffering he has caused you.
They also discuss the rest of filming, and explain that the release date has been pushed back but they don’t have an exact date. They are replacing Dan with a different actor to play his character and that all scenes with Dan in them are going to have to now be re-shot. Everyone groans, that they are back to square one. The director and Producers acknowledge this and explain it is going to do more damage to the film if they keep Dan in it than if they delay the release and replace him, wiping his presence from the film entirely. They explain that they are just glad no advertising was released with Dan’s picture on it and that only one short teaser was released when the filming had first started.
They inform everyone that the re-shoots will begin as soon as a new actor is found to replace Dan and as soon as your voice is returned and you are physically and mentally able to resume work.
The last thing discussed are the upcoming whirlwind press junkets which are now delayed until the film is ready to be released. Everyone is told that once they have the film ready for release, you both will be doing them together with whatever actor is hired to take over Dan’s role, since they didn’t want you doing them alone after what’s happened and sine Dan was now behind bars for raping you. They didn’t want you trying to field the questions on your own. It is decided that the two of you would do the tv and radio interviews in person, and the ones for magazines and websites either in person as you could squeeze them in or by phone, e-mail or video conferencing.
They tell everyone a basic idea of what to expect and tell everyone not to discuss the case with anyone besides the lawmen, your counselor, co-stars and the studio; nor were either of you to discuss certain elements and parts of the film with anyone not directly involved with the filming and production. Both of you were taking notes in your phones of what not to discuss regarding the film. It was a no brainer in regards to your case.
The Studio executives asked everyone if there were any further questions and addressed them, then thanked everyone for coming and dismissed the meeting.
You and Henry stayed at the back of the meeting room and your co-stars all came and gave you gentle hugs and words of encouragement telling you how proud they are of you for standing up to Dan an having him held accountable. They all apologized again, for not reporting the harassment sooner and hoped you would forgive them. You nodded.
Slowly they all headed out and the two of you were left with your agents, PR agents and PA’s. They all stood around discussing things with the Director and Producers, getting filming and casting changes worked out and tentative plans made. They asked you when you thought you’d be ready to try filming.
You shrug. “I’m not sure. My vocal cords were damaged by what Dan did and my throat is very sore. It hurts to talk yet.” You tell them in a quiet, hoarse voice. “I’m just going to have to take things one day at a time until they are healed. I’m trying to rest my voice as much as I can, but with all the appointments, I’ve had to do a lot of talking the last few days.” You whisper.
They nod and tell you to keep your PR person and Agent updated daily each morning, if possible so they can make changes as needed to the schedule. “We can always film you mouthing the lines too, Sweetheart, and add your voice later once it’s healed. It’s called doing voice-overs.” They explain. You nod. “Might have to.” You whisper.
They tell you and Henry to go ahead and head on out, that if they have anything else or other new info, they’ll let you know. They wish you a speedy recovery and the two of you head out.
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chans-baby-girl · 3 years
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Getting to know me tag!
Thanks for tagging me @xpeachesncream @bangchan-fairy
Now it’s your turn!
@luminois @dilutedpondwater @crispy-chan
(You totally don’t have to at all! If you don’t wanna be tagged I would be more than willing to remove you!)
1. When is your birthday?
February 8th!
2. What is your favorite color?
Purple and blue
3. What is your lucky number?
8!
4. How tall are you?
5’6
5. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
I think it’s safe to say like four!
6. Favorite song?
Honestly don’t have one atm I’ve been listening to a lot of different songs and it’s messing with my choices
7. Favorite movie?
Doctor Sleep!
8. What would be your ideal partner?
To be perfectly honest someone who can be my best friend and we have those relationships where we skipped the awkward stage and we started farting and burping and crying around each other when we first started being together! We have fun every days a new adventure we watch anime together, they indulge me in watching k pop stuff where We can talk about anything and everything we watch vines and memes and I can take them to my family and they’ll play with my baby cousins and to me that’s ideal. I’ve always wanted to someone who can just be fun and genuine with me and someone who won’t judge me for my weirdness but joins in.
9. Do you want children?
Yes I do I’ve always been that child who carried around babies in a cart and I do a lot of babysitting and I picture myself being a bad ass mother one of these days… who knows?
10. Have you gotten in trouble with the law?
Nope I drove without a license when I was fifteen for the longest though and never got caught 😎…. Don’t do that tho that’s very bad!
11. What color socks are you wearing?
Bold of you to assume I wear socks to bed 😩 jk they are white with a black heel
12. Bath or shower?
Realistically I usually only take showers but if I had the time I would take a lot of baths
13. Favorite kind of music?
Alt., Rap, Rock, Kpop, Cumbias and Corridos (😩😩😩 for blasting in the car🤪🎉 ) but other than that I like practically anything
14. How many pillows do you sleep with?
One but sometimes I’ll grab another to put in between my thiqq thighs 😩 cuz it gets uncomfortable and I like having my leg elevated
15. What position to you sleep in?
On one of my sides with one leg tucked practically into my chest lol
16. What don’t you like while sleeping?
When someone takes my blanket cuz tbh I love being like a smoll bean and I’ll borrow myself into my blanket like a rabbit so if so much as my head meets the surface i get pissed like don’t touch my blanket bitch Im hibernating😩 OHHHH or when I’m sleeping and you shake me awake like EXCUSE YOU when you’re driving ima shake yo ass too 😭 I swear I got so grumpy when I’m sleepy
17. What do you usually eat for breakfast?
Chorizo or huevos con weenies y frijoles (Eggs with weenies and beans)
18. Have you ever tried archery?
Yes I have! I used to be on my schools team i was pretty good but it’s been years
19. What are your favorite fruits?
Watermelon, cherries, and pomegranate seeds😩🥴🤤
20. Favorite swear word?
Fuck or bitch
21. Do you have any scars?
Yes a lot unfortunately a few on my legs cuz I would fall off my bike a lot and more than I can count on both of my forearms but rest assured I’m better now :) ….didn’t mean to make that dark
22. Are you a good liar?
Yes but I don’t need to like lying at all but if I had to then I am good at it
23. What is your personality type?
I took the quiz thing a few times and I either got ENFP and the other times I got INFP so I guess I’m both intro and extroverted! I am the definitely the therapist friend! But I love making new friends and the only downside I have is that I have bad social anxiety so I don’t have great social skills. But when I do make friends I get excited too fast or I like skip small talk and start getting close and personal and everyone I met finds me to be too much and overbearing because I’ll rant for hours about things I love and people cut me off cuz my eyes get big and I talk louder and I start talking fast and it throws people off? But I’m fun I have a range of interests I’m family oriented. I love kids and have an ambition for teaching! I am a big risk taker and throw any rollercoaster my way and I’ll do it:)
24. What is your favorite type of girl?
A genuine girl and that doesn’t necessarily mean like pure and sweet but I mean they can have their spunk and attitude and their own shit going on but I mean the intention like if you intend to be genuinely real with me and not bullshit with me or waste my time then I’m game to be in a good friendship with you! And someone that has my back and someone I can have a laugh with because humor is one of my biggest turn ons in any friendship or relationship it sparks a connection for me!
25. Left or right handed?
Right handed!
26. Favorite food?
Enchiladas :)
27. Are you clean or messy
Clean!
28. Favorite foreign food?
Japanese food for sure!
29. How long does it take you to get ready?
On a simple day 10 minutes but when I have plans then like 45 minutes
30. Most used phrase?
I have a few that I say daily:
“What in the frick frack?”
“No you dumb bitch”
“The fuck is that supposed to mean?”
“I’ve seen everything, satan I’m coming down!”
And
“Really your mother pushed you out of her vagina just for you to do this shit?”
31. Are you a good singer?
Not to be narcissistic but I think I’m a really good singer!
32. Do I sing to myself?
Yea sometimes
33. Biggest fear?
That there is no afterlife cuz I’m not afraid to die I’m just afraid that ima die and all the things I’ve heard are lies and I’ll really never see my relatives that passed again.
34. Do you like long or short hair?
Long I love growing out my hair
35. Are you into gossip?
No I don’t care for drama at all. But if someone wants to vent to me then I’ll let them but I’m just not going to put my opinion out there cuz it’s not my place
36. Introvert or Extrovert?
Both it depends on the atmosphere
37. Favorite school subject?
Science
38. What makes you nervous?
People and crowded spaces
39. Who was your first real crush?
My boyfriend lmao deadass I met him in highschool
40. How many piercings do you have?
Currently three: two on my lobes and a nose piercing! But I’m planning on getting a belly button piercing, another nose piercing on the right side (cuz I already have one on the left) two helix piercings, an eyebrow piercing, and two more lobe piercings (one on each ear) all in due time of course!
41. How fast can you run?
Uhhh last time I checked my mile time was 9:54 seconds so like ten minutes per mile!
42. What makes you angry?
Racists, homophobes, r*pists, bullies… basically people who don’t have respect for others and things they can’t change. Ohhh narcissists I hate people that thrive on thinking their better than anyone I love knocking them down a peg! But other than that I don’t tend to get mad often!
43. Do you like your own name?
Yes I do but I recently started going by my middle name Dayzee! The reason behind it is honestly because why have a middle name of you don’t use it? Like why is it just sitting there lmao!
44. What are your weaknesses?
I have horrible social anxiety!
45. What are your strengths?
Honestly I think my strengths are that I’m a loyal friend! I’m also very caring and compassionate and I’m always supportive! What I’m saying is PLEASE BE MY FRIEND I NEED FRIENDS LOL 🤪
46. What color is your bedspread?
Navy blue
47. What color is your room?
Beige but I put led lights so it looks cool!
Thank you for tagging me this was honestly so fun!
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enchantedtomeethyun · 4 years
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Cruel Summer Part 3-Chan
Warnings: mild smut. Language. ANGST
It was a week later and I hadn't seen Chan all day. He had been busy preparing for an interview with the boys and he wasn't going to be back at the dorms until late because of practice. After that night we had made things official but not completely. He told the boys of course who had a feeling something was going on. But he had not told his manager or the company about it since they are on a dating ban until next year. Seems pretty stupid if you ask me but at least he's mine right?
For the past week I have been living at the dorms with the boys cause my apartment is getting renovated no thanks to my neighbors neglect of their pasta and setting almost all of their kitchen on fire and mine as well. Since there are people there working I can't sleep so Chan offered for me to sleep over at the dorms. Of course me being me thinking I can get in on some one on one time with him since that night we confessed didn't end with an intense session of fucking. Instead he drove us to ihop and we ate pancakes. Yeah pancakes are great but I wanted some dick. Some Chan Dick™️.
We actually haven't touched each other for about a week and half. Yeah he's busy but man my mind can wonder just laying in his bed all day waiting for him to come back. 
The rain began to pour and I fell asleep on the pillowy soft bed. It smelled like him too. Now you're wondering what he smells like. But only I know. It was around 12am when I heard the creaking of the door open and shuffled footsteps approach the bed. His heavy breathing makes me confused. Was he in a hurry to get back? Tossing over to the side where he is I opened my eyes slowly.
"Channie.." I said quietly. He sits down on the bed and cups my face in his hands smiling.
"Did I wake you? I'm sorry baby.." he said kissing me on the forehead. He takes off his shirt leaving only his boxers on. Climbing into bed with me he reaches for my torso pulling me close to his. He drapes his arm around my waist and I feel his hot breath on my neck. Everything is calm and cozy but I kind of wanna raise a little hell. I adjust my position stretching my legs then rubbing my butt against his front earning a confusing grunt from the boy behind me.
"Baby are you ok?" He mumbles out half asleep  reaching for my hand and holding it.
"Mmmm yeah I am it's just.." I trail off.
"Hm? What's wrong? Are you cold I can turn off the fan or get you a blanket did you need something?" He continued on worry in his eyes.
"Maybe not something.." I said looking at him hoping he would get my drift.
"Oh uh ok goodnight then heh " he responded sounding nervous. How is this man so dense. What do I have to do take his dick out and suck it?  Maybe if I just flat out say it. I want your dick.
"I want your dick". I said flatly. Chan's eyes opened wide. He began to laugh covering his face.
"Sorry sorry .....sorry". He said between laughs.
"Yah! What's so funny!"  I said sitting up irritated.
"No no! You're just so bold all of a sudden. I was just surprised." He said smiling and catching his breath from laughing.  I climbed over to him sitting on top of him. His arms stretched behind his head relaxed. He had a dazed smile on his face.
"Why are you looking at me like that.." I said slowly. He chuckled and remover his hands from behind his head and placed them in my waist.
"This is just the first time we are doing this together ever since we made it official. I'm just nervous. " He says eyes looking away.
"Nervous about what? We did this before.. I've seen your dick before chan?" I said crossing my arms.
"Yeah but this is the first time in this setting. In my home. What if it's different or like ?" He goes on and I cut him off mid sentence with a kiss to the lips.
"I missed those rude interruptions.." he said as he began to feel around my waist pulling me in for a longer kiss. His lips are soft and welcoming. He feels like coming home. In the heat of the moment he takes the time to take off my sweatshirt and shorts leaving me in nothing on top of him. His boxers begin to feel a bit uncomfortable for him as his dick begins to make its self known underneath my lap. Taking my hand I begin the stroke him. He stops me for a second to take off his boxers leaving nothing on him. He then takes me by my waist lining me up with his throbbing dick dripping with pre cum. When I go down on him it takes me a second to get comfortable but once i do I begin to ride him slowly. Chans moans are low in tone but loud in volume. I kept going till I heard laughing coming from the other room making me stop and my eyes shoot to Chans panicked.
"It's just hyunjin and his girlfriend. They watch 90 day fiance every Friday night." Chan explains pleading with his eyes for me to keep going. I nod my head and continue on until I feel it building up. I know he feels it too because there is no way Hyunjin and his girlfriend can't hear him. While riding out my high all I can think of is how their laughing and talking ceased. Snapping me out of that was Chan thrusting into my rapidly trying to cum. When he does I feel it shoot up into and the warmth begins to ooze out as I climb off of him. He kisses my cheek rolling over to hold me. With that i fell asleep.
The next morning I woke up and Chan was gone. I was a bit sad since I had always Imagined what it would finally be like wake up by his side in this context. My only one. Instead I feel that feeling that I was all too familiar with. Waving up the next morning in the hotel room to an empty bed and money on the table to tip the maid. I'm sure he needed to go to practice so i decided to get up forgetting about what he did inside me the night before. Touching my upper inner thigh it felt sticky to the touch. Walking over to the corner to grab my clothes I put them on and walk into the hallway to find the bathroom. Walking past Hyunjin's room I hear similar sounds Chan and I were making the night before. The only difference is their "I fucking love you" and "fuck you too ahh". Chan never really talked to me or expressed his feelings during sex. Walking into the bathroom my head was hung over. Removing my clothes and locking the door I took my phone out of my pocket and texted Chan.
Me: hey where did you go? Practice? Cuz hyunjin is here still
Sent
Placing it on the counter I step into the shower and begin to wash away the night before. After I was finished in the shower I wrap myself in a towel and sit on the stool by the counter checking my phone for any response from Chan. Before I could look there's a knocking at the door.
"Hey uhh when are you done cause we need to shower .." Hyunjim says.
"Oh my God don't say it like that. First you sound rude and second you make us sound gross." The girl said laughing.
"Yeah I'm done hold on." I said laughing. I slipped my clothes back on and opened the door. There stood hyunjin and his girlfriend holding towels behind their backs. Weird. The girl was shorter than him by like 8 inches at least but that didn't stop him from hugging her from behind as they waited. Scrolling through tiktoks and laughing in their own world I made my first foot step loud to get their attention. This worked cause the moment the door way was free I heard them yelling about racing to see who could get naked the fastest and the door slamming shut. What an odd couple. I look at my phone looking for Chans reply and there it is.
Chan: we were crazy to think that this would work
Huh.
Me: Chan what do you mean where are you?
Chan: I'm at the spot. Meet me there.
Racing to get there grab my shoes and leave the dorm and take the short walk it was to our spot. The vending machine alley. Once I arrived i ran over to him giving him a hug. He was sitting on the ground with his head in his hands as he colors me blue.
"You make me blue." I said pouting and taking a seat next to him on the pavement. He reaches for my hand and holds it.
"We're we stupid to jump into this?" Chan begins.
"What are you talking about we've been seeing each other for months?" I said questioning him.
"I can't seem to separate what we had previously and what we have now. Last night felt the same and I don't know why but I'm confused..." He said looking at me.
"Con confused? It felt the same cause we've liked each other that's why! That's a good thing..." I said laughing.
"No it's not I should feel protective over you and want to be the only guy for you but it occurred to me that if I saw you with someone else I wouldn't be hurt.." Chan said seriously.
"I can't talk to you when you're like this! Fuck Chan you always over think everything!" I said taking my hand back.
"No listen to me.." he said. 
"I thought we could get away with this. But I look at Hyun and his girlfriend and i think that's not how I see us.." he said choking up.
The nerve of him to cry cause that's all I wanted to do. He's all I wanted but not like this.
"You're all I wanted Chan.." I said as I cried. He squeezed my hand.
"I know..." He said looking down disappointed in himself.
"I care about you. I do but I don't think I can do this. I feel like there's a standard for dating and what if Im not doing it right?" He said still crying. 
" We don't need to do it right. We can do it our way. Don't be scared of me. Don't be scared of us. You know everyone always warns you about times like this. The road feels long and you feel lost. But we can be lost together. We might get away with this.." I said to him reaching for his face shaking. I kissed his cheek with my quivering lips as a tear rolled down his face.
"Religion is in your lips." He said wiping his tears then mine.
"It's a false God but I'll still worship this love." Chan said leaning in to kiss me. 
We aren't perfect people but we might be the perfect people for each other. We just need to try and hold on through the tough times cause through the dark there is always daylight.
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64!! Super angsty with smut pls!
"64 angsty pls"
"Yell, scream, cry, please, just say something, anything."
It's worse than torture.
He knows she's not doing it on purpose too, that pulling back is how YN process things on her own mind. He knows he fucked up, badly this time, and that he ought to give her space...he's aware of all of it, he swears.
But he can't take it anymore. It's been days, and even if there's a lot Harry learned he can live with over the years, having the girl he's utterly in love with act as if he's invisible is not one of those things.
He's no stranger to missing her: they had to make their way through a world tour within the first year of dating, after all, and there were days where he almost said fuck it and hopped on a plane back home just to have her mumbling at him for getting up too damn early every time one of them slept over. This is different.
It's worse, cuz she's right there. It hurts, to be so close knowing that she won't give him more than an angered look before finding something to busy herself with so they don't have to talk about the elephant in the room.
If only his manager had kept his mouth shut...
Okay, blaming other people is a low blow, but Harry's a desperate man at this point.
A stupid one too, saying yes to another stunt after all the bullshit he was put through, after all the things he saw his friends having to endure. They didn't know better, back then, plus, it wasn't long before he discovered it was easier to go with it than try to fight the tide.
So, that's what he did, when a room full of people suggested creating some buzz before all the new things were set in motion.
Stupid.
He wants to believe things would be better had he gotten a chance to tell YN about it himself, but that's mostly wishful thinking: the surprise morphing into hurt in her eyes when she heard the words is the problem he has no idea how to fix, not whose mouth it came from.
xxx
"We need to talk" his voice wavers in the dark kitchen, YN's focus remaining on her computer screen.
"I'm working, Harry" her fingers haven't stopped hitting the keys, but she's tensing up more and more with each passing second. Because he's still there, standing closer than he has for the entire week, so she knows he's not going to take the hint and leave.
Not this time.
"Babe, please." the singer isn't even sure what he's begging for. Please, look at me. Please, let me explain you date the biggest idiot in town. Please, say you don't hate me.
For a second there it feels like she's gonna turn around, Harry's heart beating on his throat, but then YN climbs off the stool, shuts her laptop down and pushes it into her purse. She's leaving. Again.
"Wait." he's on her way now, hand on her shoulder, the small touch practically making his head spin. "I'm an idiot. A complete ass. I know that, love. I just..." there's so much he wants to say the words feel like they are stuck, like he can't get them out fast enough. She's still not turning around, won't look at him even when he pulls her body towards his "I'm sorry" her face is stoic when the smaller one finally looks up. "I'm so sorry, and I know just saying the words won't change anything, but please, baby" the fact she doesn't recoil from his touch is a small victory, but the silence is still hanging in the air and Harry thinks he's about to suffocate.
"Talk to me" he begs "Yell, scream, cry, please, just say something, anything."
xxx
"You didn't have to lie" YN knew that conversation was coming from the moment she understood what the meeting she had unintentionally crashed was about, however, now that it's here, she wishes Harry would let her pretend for a little while longer.
"I didn't! I was gonna tell you, swear on me mum"
"That's...that's not what I'm talking about, H" her feet are moving before she can stop herself, breathing suddenly easier when there's some space between them "I won't act as if I'm an expert, but public stunts are part of the job at this point...this will not be the first one you pull, nor the last....it's just that it hurts. I know what I walked into when I said yes to you, but this...this is more than I can take"
"I called it off. The whole thing. It's not....they shouldn't have suggested it, and I was a fucker for even considering the idea..." he was talking faster than ever, and fuck, why were they having this discussion at 3 a.m?
"Harry, stop. Please, stop it. This is not about the stunt. Do it, if you have to. I don't think you need it, and I'd rather you let your talent speak for itself, but what do I know? I believed you when I shouldn't, I'm too weak to just leave, and that's why we're here, stuck" the words are heavy on her tongue, heavier on her heart. This is it.
This is the end.
"Wha...I don't..."
"Come on, H. I get it, alright? You're a private person, the fact that your life hasn't been only yours in almost a decade has got to make it worse. I understand why you want us to be careful, I love that you think what we have is special enough for you to want to protect it from the outside world, but I'll not be your dirty secret" there. She said it. YN managed to turn her worst fears into a couple of sentences that hopefully make sense. "I can't let myself go there, no matter how much I love you." she makes a good job of holding back the stupid tears, but then he's there, standing so close they are breathing the same air and it's just. "I love you so much, Harry" she has to say it. He needs to know. "I love you, and I can't, okay. So if you're....ashamed of me, just say it."
"Don't say that. Love, no" he's bending himself down as he speaks, hands on her face so she can't look away. "I'm not ashamed of you. I would never be, YN. You're brilliant, talented, caring. You're the strongest person I know, baby. Most days, I'm asking myself how I got so lucky to have you by my side" he's almost choking on the words, and there's so much truth in his eyes, YN wants to forget, turn back time and not interrupt that stupid meeting, but she can't, not when she hasn't told him everything.
"Then why do we have to sneak around like we're doing something illegal every time we go out? Why is it so important that everyone thinks you're single, unless they are convinced you're fucking some perfect model?" she hated how one event could set her back like that. YN won't forget the girl she used to be, but she's worked too hard to believe she's better than all the fucked up people in her life made a point of telling her she was, over and over again. "Why am I not good enough?"
He's crying when his mouth crashes on hers, pressing himself so close she can feel every hard muscle on his body, even if his lips are as gentle as ever, moving against her with barely any pressure, the salt from the tears mixing in.
"I'm the one who's not good enough" it's barely a whisper, so easy to miss in the craziness of her heart plummeting into her ribcage, the woman reads the words in his lips more than she hears them "I'm just not. I made a choice that means I have to live in an insane, cruel world. I don't regret it, cause I get to do the one thing I'm truly good at, I touch people's lives with what I have to say, but...it was my choice. Not my family's, my friends' or...It's not that I don't want people to know I'm in love with you, YN. I'm terrified of what happens once they do. What if you wake up one day and realize it's not worth it?"
"Harry..."
"It's hell, baby. I have to live with it, but it's not long before people remember they don't. I'm not trying to turn you into my dirty secret, I'm trying to keep you from leaving me. Please, don't do that"
xxx
Harry's not sure what it means when she pulls at his shirt, whining at the back of her throat the second their mouths touch, but he's too desperate to ask, so he just presses forward, deepening the kiss, trying to use his body to say what the words failed to: he can't quite explain what it feels like to just be himself some days, but he'll be damned if his insecurities take her away.
So he kisses her, harder and deeper every second, kisses her until they are both lightheaded and struggling to breathe, kisses her til he convinces himself she's not about to slip away the minute they are apart.
It's still somehow not enough, Harry decides, manhandling the girl so she's sitting at the kitchen table, with him standing between her legs, the spark in her eye that tells him she's thinking about something smart to say drowning in a moan when he grazes his teeth against the sensitive skin of her neck, biting down when YN's nails press down on his bicep.
"Harry" his name is a warning and a plea, stirring the part of the man that wants to mark her up again, make her his, so keeps at it, making sure she's got a couple hickeys to look at in the morning, ones that are going to match the scratches on his body, the sting of it sending waves of pleasure to his hardening dick.
"Want yeh" he confesses, lowly, knowing she's gonna like to hear it, needing her to say she feels the same. It's been too long since last time, and he knows, knows that the talk they were having is far from over but...later. "Can I?" she nods and he gets rid of her pajama's shirt in one go, pulling back a bit to just look, but then YN is hooking her calves into the small of his back, trying to bring him closer, her smooth palms sliding over the muscles in his abdomen, goosebumps rising up all over the inked skin.
She falls back a little when her shorts and panties come off, holding her body up on her elbows, trying to bite back a moan for the feel of his fingers lightly tracing the skin of her inner thighs, closer and closer to where she needs him, the hunger rolling off of him making YN impatient.
"Take me" she wants to be embarrassed about it, but then Harry's in her, first finger sliding in with ease as he nips about on the expanse of her tummy, leaving more marks on his wake, his rigid cock just a layer of clothing away and yeah...he should just take her already. Please.
"Fuck, baby" she's desperately trying to close her legs when the second digit slides in, the change of pace kind of overwhelming, especially when she can feel the pad of his thumb rubbing circles on her clit, the wet sounds amplified in the silent room "That feel good, love? Gonna gimme one like this?" she doesn't want to, not yet, but her body became a traitor the first time Harry touched it, each of his thrusts making her head spin faster, need and pleasure moulding into something that's closer and closer to taking over her body until it does just that, until all she can feel is him: the way he's pumping in and out of her wet cunt, the way each sliver of his skin that comes in contact with hers seems to be burning up, the tone of his voice ordering her to just let go and cum for him. There's nothing but Harry, and yet, it's not enough.
The protesting sound makes her open her eyes again, body tingling and suddenly empty, only for YN to be graced with the sight of Harry using her juices to slick himself up, hissing as his fist moves over the hard shaft a couple times. He moves closer when he sees she's come back down, kissing her again as he enters her body in a slow way, panting into her mouth with every inch.
"You can move" the girl whispers only seconds later: she's still pulsing and sensitive, but she wants him. Needs it. "Wanna cum on your cock"
Then Harry's moving, going a little deeper within every thrust of his hips, harder, faster. For the first time, he loses control. Just fucks her, and it's rough and glorious. It drives YN over the edge a second time in no time, his weight on top of her overdriving her senses when his hips finally still, Harry pulling out on the last second, marking her once more.
xxx
The rising sun finds them curled up against each other in the living room rug, YN tracing the ink on her boyfriend's arm to stay awake.
"I'm sorry" he drops a kiss to her hair, dragging his eyes down her face and the bruises starting to bloom in her body. His.
"I'm sorry too, H" she should've talked to him sooner. Harry's not like other men, well, not like the men that have broken her heart before, at least, but that's easy to forget when things go wrong. "Sometimes I forget you can't read my mind"
"Not yet. Give me a few years and I might" His tone is playful, but his eyes are full of promises it's too soon to voice, they both know. Still, they are there.
"I don't plan on going anywhere, just so you know" the perfect moment is interrupted when her stomach growls loudly, making them both laugh. "Except for breakfast, but I'll let my rockstar boyfriend join me"
Harry's up before she can even finish the sentence, holding out his hand for her to take.
No more hiding, not for them.
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