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nerdy-talks · 4 months
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Obey Me! Nightbringer Lesson 40
I'm gonna start this post by venting a little, so please bear with me ^^"
It's been a rough few months.
The one thing I get the most joy from has also been turning me into a massive emotional wreck.
First, there was the finale of Attack on Titan. No lie or exaggeration, I cried for 3 whole days. And tonight I will be experiencing the same pain all over again since the Dub is scheduled to air.
Then Jujutsu Kaisen... Gojo. Nanami. Need I say more?
To break things up, I thought I would finally sit down and binge watch Fruits Basket. It was the one anime that I was surprisingly able to avoid all spoilers with. And like the fool I am, I thought "aww, this looks like such a cute anime! I bet this series won't be sad."
As I said... I'm a fool lol. But at least I wasn't crying alone. My Mom had watched the entirety of Fruits Basket with me, and she also shed some tears I shared the pain, mwhahaha! >:)
Now, I can add Obey Me! Nightbringer to the list of things that have made me sob like a baby.
This scene specifically :
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I was seriously overwhelmed with emotions.
I couldn't stop the tears from welling up in my eyes. I tried my best to choke back my feelings. But I was unable to contain myself, and the ugly sobbing began.
I dunno.... Lucifer showing his genuine gratitude to us is just... so sweet and precious to me.
The part that actually made me cry is him telling us "May the path you walk in life be full of joy and happiness."
Lucifer.... There's literally no way that I could ever be happy without you and your brothers in my life!! T_T
Those 7 boys have been majorly responsible for my joy and happiness since the very beginning, and even though we were supposedly returning to them in the future/present... It still doesn't make saying goodbye to the past boys any easier.
Like... I would have clung onto Lucifer here and cried into his chest while apologizing for crying... But they mean so much to me, I just wouldn't be able to stop myself ; ^ ;
And ohhhhhh boyyyyy! When it came to us calling upon each of the brothers for their power and they each said goodbye to us.... Let's just say I was so happy that I was home alone because I was legit wailing, so much that even my dogs were looking at me like "what the Hell is wrong with you, you weird human?" xD
Then!
Even though I am skeptical, suspicious, and on guard about our "return" to the future/present... I burst into tears again when I read this :
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Levi.... please don't cry.... you're making my tears well up again! T^T
And then to make matters even more emotional :
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Welcome home! ; _ ;
I'm not sure if I'm just in a phase where I cry easily, or if I'm growing softer as I get older.... But either way, it's clear that my love, devotion, and feelings for fictional characters is more intense than ever before lol
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sunangelstears · 10 months
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GUESS WHAT !!!???
HAD X4 BRAINROT FOR TOMURA SHIGARAKI ( WHOLE FIC ALREADY DONE ) AND FOR CHILDE ( WHOLE FIC ALSO ALREADY DONE ! ) .. NOT TO MENTION ZHONGLI ( FIC OS DONE LOLO ) AND MAH BB BOY BEELZEBUB ( FIC IS 3/4 2AYS DONE !
4 consecutive posts coming up !
Zhongli x fem ! reader ❤fluff and angst
Tomura Shigaraki x fem ! Reader ❤fluff and hurt comfort
Beelzebub x gn ! Reader ❤fluff and angst
Childe / Tartaglia x gn ! Reader ❤angst
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somenerdydoodles · 1 year
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I leave tumblr for five fucking minutes and now I can’t find the search bar. What the fuck do mean there are tumblr streamers now? That’s like the equivalent of streaming into a fucking wild animals cage to see what they do in their enclosure. I hope everyone running social medias right now spontaneously combust
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petch-art · 4 days
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I kinda wanna be a lil more personal on here, so I might use this to post more diary like stuff? I dunno, we'll see. It's not private, so idk how often I'll be on here lol.
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a-nuisance-called-sam · 10 months
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I'm happy to hear that you and the guy discussed things and have come to a mutual agreement (:
Honestly... I think taking a neutral approach is a great move! At the very least, you and him will be able to stay in contact and maintain a strong/close friendship. Then once you do get back, I genuinely hope you'll both have the opportunity to start a serious relationship ^^
And I definitely agree with you when you say that you'd feel even worse if things didn't work via long distance.
You're going away to college to better yourself/your future, to further your education. So you definitely don't need the extra added stress of maintaining a long distance relationship (especially if you have reservations about it in the first place).
With that being said, I'm definitely glad that you'll still be able to talk with him, take things one step at a time, and hope for the best in the future ^^
I know there's always the possibility that things won't work out between you two, but you never know until that time comes. I think having a positive/optimistic attitude about it all is a huge step in the right direction. And you both seem to be on the same page there, which is fantastic!
Either way, I'm sure things will work out and you'll end up with the person you're meant to be with (:
Also, you never have to thank me at all! I'm just really glad that my thoughts on the matter could help in some way ^^
Sorry for responding so late!
Yeah I am glad as well about the decision and the fact that we both could be on the same page on this matter. Ngl I am still a little worried that maybe I'm making a mistake again like last time by not getting into a relationship with the person I want but in the back of my mind I know that's just the fear talking.
The future is an uncertain thing so I don't know what it holds for us both but I'm hoping that whatever it is, it's good. And yeah, you are right; I am going away for my studies so I need to focus on it properly and during a time like that handling a long distance relationship might be too tough for me.
I hope I can work on my issues (my fear of relationships) during this time period and instead of hoping he finds a better match for himself, be the kind of person who is a good match for him. And even if not for him, just be a green flag in general (don't wanna hurt the people I love).
Also, you can just text me directly if you wanna chat any other time. I am always up for a conversation! 🤍
And I know you said not to but still thanks!!
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waywardsoul-s · 7 months
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Paul Matthews and Emma Perkins are everything to me. They are soulmates and find each other in every universe but they almost never get past the awkwardly flirting stage before the world ends. They are both losers. They find each other every time an apocalypse commences. They are the only normal people in the whole universe. They are doomed by the narrative. They hate musicals. He tips her 5 dollars and she spits on everyones coffee. They are Orpheus and Eurydice coded. They are a spark that never turns into fire. They are intimate but don't like labels. They are the only constant thing in every timeline. They are what it could have been but never meant to be. They meet in that coffee shop again and again forever. He'll order a black coffee and she'll ask him for his name. And the loop will start all over again.
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buckleysevan · 7 months
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THE X-FILES (1993-2018) | 4.20 'Small Potatoes' / 5.10 'Chinga'
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cloud-kat · 1 year
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I would absolutely love to make an animatic for "is it cold outside?", But I also have other editing stuff I gotta do... Hmmm....
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jimjamjomjum · 5 months
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Movie night
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constellama · 5 months
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I saw a headcanon that human!wiggly was using richie’s face during the summoning and I’m a little insane about it. Because if you think about it, it makes total sense.
“Why would Wiggly want to appear as a nerdy prude if his whole thing is power?” I SEE WHAT YOU MEAN BUT HEAR ME OUT.
Do you know how terrifying it would be to see your dead friend’s body being repurposed and puppeted in front of you? You’d be horrified. And that’s what Wiggly wants, in a way. He wants to be feared. If his human form was just another jock, it wouldn’t be as scary would it? After everything Steph, Pete, and Grace had gone through, another jock probably wouldn’t have had much effect on them. But their friend? Who they didn’t even get to fully mourn?? It’s like salt in the wound. They’d be vulnerable. Weak.
And don’t even get me started on the talking mannerisms?? In the boys bathroom scene when Richie says “and what, pray tell, may that be, Stephanie?” it’s the EXACT same way Wiggly says “What’s in your pocket Stephanie?”
To conclude, I love being insane about minuscule details 👍
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belas-undead · 5 months
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may i present.... this:
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thank you for coming to my ted talk
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nerdy-talks · 1 year
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I agree with your opinion and thoughts about Solomon and him asking us to side with humanity... I love solomon, and his ideas and priorities are admirable, really! But I'm pretty sure his ways of execution to reach those ideals and fulfill his goals, for humanity to be seen as a race worthy to be seen as an equal, isn't the only plausible way.
Not to mention that humanity can still be seen as a strong race without us having to hover at each other's throats and without instigating into an all out war. We can still reach a middle ground through our peaceful and understanding approach. Like us giving the grimoire to Lucifer, man was seething at Mc out of worry and fear for his brothers, which was completely understandable, but us handing out the grimoire could possibly give us brownie points into regaining Lucifer's trust back. I'm pretty the MC isn't THAT stupid.
So maybe the MC's approach through peace and trust is better than any of other race's approach, which is guided by their own power, biases, prejudice and preconceived notions, etc...
And sure let's say that Solomon is 100% on our side, the way he acts with us sometimes could really tip off our perspective towards him from good to bad and vice versa. And this man has the balls to warn us about time paradoxes and shi when he chose to make a pact with Asmodeus early than supposed to... you're the strongest sorcerer... just use ur powers to kill the spider bro or summon Barbatos instead early on instead💀 (Lesson 7?)
I apologize for my late response, precious anon! Yesterday was a little hectic, so I didn't see your ask until now ^^"
But I have a LOT to say, so hopefully this long-winded reply makes up for the delay lol
Let me start by saying that I genuinely appreciate your insight and I also agree with you 100%
I feel like there's still so much that hasn't been revealed to us yet, especially regarding Solomon's past. I've already given my own theories thus far, but I am particularly curious why Solomon thinks that war is even a viable option. What makes him feel this way? What exactly caused the last war he fought pretty much on his own?
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What I do find interesting is the information we have been given, though.
In 9-A, some of those prejudices and biases are shown when Solomon ends up in what is clearly an illusion of sorts.
And personally... I would absolutely love to debate and counter all of these assumptions and misjudgments.
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In comparison to demons and angels... humans may be more prone to illness, injuries, and death. But that's literally what makes us human.
Despite this, I argue that it does not make humans fragile or weak. We are resilient. We rebound and recover from all sorts of terrible experiences. We survive and overcome trauma. We suffer loss yet do our best to keep our heads up. We fight and push forward through life. We may be human, but we are not to be pitied or underestimated.
I also argue the point of humans needing angels to "protect" us. Yes, there are humans who believe in guardian angels because that is what many of us were taught growing up. Humans want to believe in an afterlife, of a peaceful paradise after this life.
But what about humans who don't share those same beliefs? What about tragic events that occur every day where humans end up dying through no fault of their own? What about humans who feel as though God has forsaken them for whatever reason, whether it be due to illness, loss, or other unfortunate circumstances that have negatively impacted them? For those humans, it seems like no angel is looking out for them or "protecting" them.
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My first argument to this mindset : What could a demon possibly understand about a human's path in life? That's like us telling Diavolo how to run the Devildom. It's a topic we are completely ignorant of, therefore we have no business calling the shots.
Not only that, but every single human being is different and unique in their own way. While one path may be good for one person, it may be detrimental for the next person. Also.... I believe that sometimes, humans need to lose their way in order to grow and become wiser.
Speaking from personal experience, I became "lost" more than once to the point where I used to cry and wish that it was possible for someone to come save me from the pain I was experiencing at that moment in time. But even if a demon magically appeared and offered to lead me someplace where I'd be able to find happiness... I would be highly skeptical. What is their definition of "happy"? How do they know I even have a chance at finding happiness? Where exactly would they be leading me? What would they want in return?
For argument's sake, I will admit that I may take a demon up on that offer even now. But it would be out of pure curiosity, not because I actually think I'd be able to find happiness. Which leads me to my next point : demons deceive humans with sweet words in order to drag them into the darkness
I have heard this saying and similar ones numerous times before (Luke even said something along the lines of demons using honeyed words to get others to do their bidding), and I feel like it is perfectly accurate in this scenario too.
Diavolo would be promising a lost, confused, and more than likely desperate human the chance to be happy, and all they would have to do is follow him to some unknown place. Seems way too good to be true, in my opinion.
So that's not "helping" humans.... That's confusing them even more and leading them further away from their path in life (at least within the Human World, since it sounds like Diavolo would take them to the Devildom/Hell. Though I'm just speculating there)
Then in 10-A, it is revealed that this illusion was conjured up by "Nightbringer".
Side note : since this is where Barbatos sent Solomon when he teleported him, it makes me question if Barbatos has connections to Nightbringer... or is somehow Nightbringer himself?
Either way, I found this question interesting :
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Solomon is convinced that we share his beliefs and viewpoints, that we'll agree with him and help him fight for the sake of humanity despite saying that he is "not trying to make an enemy" out of either demons or angels .... Which as Nightbringer pointed out, is an awfully overconfident statement to make.
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I found this both interesting as well as funny.
Solomon is against demons and angels judging humans, yet he is acting like he knows us inside and out. Don't get me wrong, I love Solomon too. But isn't that a bit hypocritical?
He may have a very close connection/relationship to us, but he obviously doesn't know our heart well enough if he honestly believes that we would turn our back on the brothers and support the idea of a war against them.
As you pointed out, anon... Solomon's delusions beliefs definitely tip the scales when it comes to us wondering if he's genuinely on our side or if he has some kind of hidden agenda that he needs our cooperation with in order for it to come to fruition.
And I absolutely agree with you! I don't know if Solomon has become senile in his old age or what, but he really went out of his way to warn us about the dangers of potentially altering the present if we do or say anything untoward.... Yet he goes and makes a pact with Asmo WAY sooner than he was supposed to. Uh, Solomon? What's with the double standards, buddy?
I really hate to say this, but it honestly does make me question if he used the whole "time paradox" spiel as an excuse to precipitate a conflict with Diavolo, Lucifer, and the others... Because Solomon must have known that if any of them found out MC was lying to them or keeping secrets from them, they would react accordingly (and yes, understandably so).
The latter was pretty much proven already, considering Solomon arrived right on time to save MC from Belphie once the brothers found out MC is actually human, then immediately proceeded to take them to a place where he thought they would be safe. It almost seems like it was planned from the start, if you ask me.
Another side note : And let's not forget where Solomon brought us. He was conveniently in reach of a grimoire that could successfully control Lucifer. Who has been wanting to make a pact with Lucifer for a very long time? Solomon. So I'm curious to know if Solomon did indeed plan all of this. If not to start a war, then maybe to try to force a pact with Lucifer? Because Solomon obviously knew that Lucifer was going to pursue MC and himself, hence why he brought MC to the Reaper's Cave (to get a bargaining chip... AKA the grimoire)
Side Note Number 3 : I find it especially interesting that the brothers threatened Solomon to bring MC back safe and sound. Is that because they suspect he might be up to something, too? Maybe they're worried that Solomon may try to use this opportunity to appeal to MC and have them side with him to escalate a war in the past, and that's why they basically used the promise of bodily dismemberment if he doesn't return with MC in the same condition they both left in.
Anyway, onto the next very important part :
I firmly believe the peaceful and understanding approach is the absolute best way to prove that humans are just as formidable as demons and angels.
My main reason for this belief is in regards to something Lucifer said :
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It was my own decision that precipitated the war.
MC knows the brothers better than anyone else. I'd even argue that at this point, MC knows the brothers even better than they know themselves.
MC can reach them in ways they aren't expecting, because MC can use their knowledge of the "present day" boys to properly handle them now. This has been shown numerous times already when MC helped them, encouraging them, and comforted them.
Even when MC gave Satan a few little tidbits about cats, it was a special moment between the two. MC knows that present!Satan loves cats, so they knew past!Satan would instantly be fascinated to learn more. Plus... What better way to quell the Avatar of Wrath's anger than an adorable, fluffy, purring little kitty? ^u^
MC also knew that Lucifer wasn't angry when he cast his spell and was lowkey threatening them. Instead, MC knew Lucifer was scared and worried about his brothers, that he didn't want to risk their safety because of some human who's intentions are currently unknown to him.
But I'm starting to get a little off topic here.... Let me go back to the statement Lucifer made.
It was my own decision that precipitated the war.
MC can choose to blindly follow Solomon and side with humanity like he asked them to do, which may potentially lead to a war between humans, demons, and angels.
Or MC can choose to do things their own way.
As I said before, MC knows the brothers better than anyone else. So MC can reason with them and help them understand that MC only wants what is best for them.... Because MC loves them and cares about them (whether that's romantically or in a familial way is up to you, but it still remains true regardless).
And if MC chooses to do things their own way, which I predict is what will happen especially after the whole grimoire incident.... if that choice means that MC will have to go through a series of trials and tribulations, overcome obstacles and hurdles, and use every ounce of energy and effort to find common ground between the three worlds while avoiding war at all costs.... Isn't that the perfect way to prove just how strong, driven, tenacious, and capable humans are?
MC can open the eyes of both angels and demons to exactly what they, a human, can accomplish through sheer determination and willpower.
It can also be a wonderful opportunity to show both Simeon (an angel) and Lucifer (a demon) that MC (a human) is able to accomplish what neither of them did.
It was my own decision that precipitated the war.
Lucifer made choices that resulted in war. MC can make choices to avoid a war.
Simeon regrets not speaking up back then, not reaching out and actively trying to get through to Lucifer. MC can do the opposite. MC can push and fight to prove their loyalty and dedication to the brothers, they can strive to enrich everyone's lives in a peaceful and nurturing way.
Knowing those two, I am absolutely positive that MC will unequivocally earn their respect this way if they choose this path. And if so... Not so weak and fragile after all, eh Simeon?~ ;D
Most importantly :
If MC makes their own choice to deliberately avoid a war/conflict because of their genuine love for the brothers, it will prove that being a human, demon, or angel is completely irrelevant when there is a mutual level of respect and understanding between two (or more) individuals.
Because let's face it.... We all know every one of the brothers is weak for us and will support us in any way they can. Even Mr. GrumpyPants Lucifer has a major soft spot for us. We just need to work towards rebuilding our relationships, strengthening our bonds, and reforging our pacts with them in this timeline.
But I'm sure MC will accomplish that, in their own way, on their own terms ^ᴗ^
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cowardlykrow · 17 days
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that your KUNGFU MASTER taught you!
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somenerdydoodles · 1 year
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Erm hello… I’ve been lurking on this site for like. 5 years but I guess now I’ll be forced to post on here 😞 my three twitter followers you will be missed
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sweaty-confetti · 6 months
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btw richie forces ruth and pete to watch anime with him and pete spends the whole time complaining because richie won’t stop pausing to explain a characters backstory and ruth spends the whole time thirsting over every single fucking character. if you even care
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a-nuisance-called-sam · 10 months
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I hope you don't mind me giving my own opinion about your rant... but I'm gonna give it anyway ^^"
So first of all, I'm truly sorry that you're going through all of this ):
But now let's assume that when he liked you, you did accept his feelings. Or when you confessed to him, he accepted.
If you two became a couple back then and were still a couple... What would you both do now? Break up? Or try to make long distance work?
Don't get me wrong, I think it is extremely mature and sensible of you to feel like you don't wanna do long distance for the reasons you listed. Because as someone who has been in a long distance relationship for way too long already.... Yeah, it definitely isn't easy ^^"
But!!! I think it's sweet that he's willing to try. And I think it's at least worth going over all of the pros and cons with him. Really sit down with him, talk things over, and see if you can both come to a mutual understanding.
For example (just off the top of my head) :
Pros - you'll finally be with the person who you genuinely care for. Things can work out and lead to an amazing future together. The temporary distance can make your overall bond grow stronger. You both can look forward to every opportunity possible to see each other in person.
Cons - the distance may potentially be too much for either of you to handle. Lacking that closeness can become very lonely. You may think the worst (at least for me, I often worry that my bf may find someone better because he deserves better. That maybe after all this time, things just won't work out in the end. A lot of inner demons and self doubt, ya know? ^^") You may potentially end up parting ways even if you both give it your all.
But also keep in mind that sometimes, couples who are together in person every day still don't work out in the end.
It's obviously your decision in the end, and whatever your choice may be... Just know that everything will work out for you.
If you decide to be with him and things don't work out, at least you tried. If things do work out, then all of the difficult times will be totally worth it!
But if you both decide that yeah, a long distance relationship isn't a good idea... Then just look towards the future and never forget that you will find the right person who you're truly meant to be with.
And if this guy is the right person for you... then once you graduate from college, maybe you both will find your way back to each other (:
Oh! I also think it's worth thinking of some hard questions and asking him what his honest opinion is. Such as : how will the distance affect him. Will he be able to remain exclusively loyal to you. How serious is he about you. Etc.
Side thought : I'm not sure how far away your college/university is or what his life is like, but is it possible that maybe he can come visit you? o:
Like... I live in Northeast PA and certain parts of New York and even New Jersey aren't that far away from me (like 1 and a half to 2 hours). But other states like Ohio and West Virginia are much further away. Heck, even some PA cities like Pittsburgh are 5+ hours from me haha xD What I'm getting at is.... Sometimes going out of state isn't too bad. Other times it is ^^"
Seriously though. It's your life and your decision. I know this entire situation isn't easy and that you care about this guy, but you need to do what's best for you. If you genuinely don't think you can handle a long distance relationship (which again, I totally understand!), then there's no shame in admitting that and sticking to that.
You deserve to be happy and you deserve to have that closeness/intimacy you desire.
Anyway... I hope this isn't too unorganized, and I really hope what I've said doesn't make things even more unclear for you. With that being said, please don't hesitate to reach out/DM me if you ever need or want to talk about things. I'm not exactly the best at giving advice obviously lol but I'm here for you '•w•' 💙
Don't worry about it, I really happy that you are being so supportive of me at a time like this. It really makes me feel great. And you are really helping me to sort out my thoughts so thanks a lot! I really appreciate it. (Your advice is good and everything is in order so 10/10 for that so don't worry about it at all)
As for where things stand right now between me and the guy, here's the update: I told him about how I felt about long distance relationship and why I didn't what it but also told him that I was willing to try if he is and he heard me out and so we have decided not to rush into it and just let things happen naturally. We plan to be neutral about the relationship until I come back and if we still hold the same feelings for each other then we might become a thing.
I honestly think that's unlikely to happen but who knows. It's really like the right people but wrong time. Honestly I'm pretty sad about it but i think I will be sadder if things don't work out between us in a long distance relationship. We plan to stay in contact still and just see where things lead us. So just like you had said, if he's the one then maybe we will find our way back to each other.
We are going to meet up next week and maybe we'll discuss some things out or maybe not but I'm just glad that we are able to talk to each other again comfortably like we used to and for now I want to enjoy that.
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