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Obey Me! Nightbringer Lesson 40
I'm gonna start this post by venting a little, so please bear with me ^^"
It's been a rough few months.
The one thing I get the most joy from has also been turning me into a massive emotional wreck.
First, there was the finale of Attack on Titan. No lie or exaggeration, I cried for 3 whole days. And tonight I will be experiencing the same pain all over again since the Dub is scheduled to air.
Then Jujutsu Kaisen... Gojo. Nanami. Need I say more?
To break things up, I thought I would finally sit down and binge watch Fruits Basket. It was the one anime that I was surprisingly able to avoid all spoilers with. And like the fool I am, I thought "aww, this looks like such a cute anime! I bet this series won't be sad."
As I said... I'm a fool lol. But at least I wasn't crying alone. My Mom had watched the entirety of Fruits Basket with me, and she also shed some tears I shared the pain, mwhahaha! >:)
Now, I can add Obey Me! Nightbringer to the list of things that have made me sob like a baby.
This scene specifically :
I was seriously overwhelmed with emotions.
I couldn't stop the tears from welling up in my eyes. I tried my best to choke back my feelings. But I was unable to contain myself, and the ugly sobbing began.
I dunno.... Lucifer showing his genuine gratitude to us is just... so sweet and precious to me.
The part that actually made me cry is him telling us "May the path you walk in life be full of joy and happiness."
Lucifer.... There's literally no way that I could ever be happy without you and your brothers in my life!! T_T
Those 7 boys have been majorly responsible for my joy and happiness since the very beginning, and even though we were supposedly returning to them in the future/present... It still doesn't make saying goodbye to the past boys any easier.
Like... I would have clung onto Lucifer here and cried into his chest while apologizing for crying... But they mean so much to me, I just wouldn't be able to stop myself ; ^ ;
And ohhhhhh boyyyyy! When it came to us calling upon each of the brothers for their power and they each said goodbye to us.... Let's just say I was so happy that I was home alone because I was legit wailing, so much that even my dogs were looking at me like "what the Hell is wrong with you, you weird human?" xD
Then!
Even though I am skeptical, suspicious, and on guard about our "return" to the future/present... I burst into tears again when I read this :
Levi.... please don't cry.... you're making my tears well up again! T^T
And then to make matters even more emotional :
Welcome home! ; _ ;
I'm not sure if I'm just in a phase where I cry easily, or if I'm growing softer as I get older.... But either way, it's clear that my love, devotion, and feelings for fictional characters is more intense than ever before lol
#please tell me I'm not alone lol#obey me shall we date#obey me#obey me one master to rule them all#obey me nightbringer#obey me nightbringer lesson 40#obey me nightbringer spoilers#nerdy talks#nerdy rants#nerdy cries xD#obey me lucifer avatar of pride#lucifer avatar of pride#obey me nightbringer lucifer
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Athazagoraphobia AU? Athazagoraphobia AU. >:D
Look at this traumatized boy.
This was really just me doodling as I brainstormed. I don't know how much I'm gonna keep and I'd love some feedback.
Anyway, I'll explain my thought process under the cut.
Initial idea. I wanted Shadow to be much more emotional than he normally is. I also thought, hey, what if Starline could use Shadow’s trauma against him? Maybe that's the reason Starline brings him in for 'treatment'? For clothes, I dunno, I liked the idea of a sweater vest. Also, I wanted his quills to droop and make him look more sad.
So then I thought, Niko's big repeated phrase is "everything is fine," so what if Shadow said "I'M fine"?! Just like, he's still avoiding his emotions and trauma, but in a completely different way. Instead of hiding behind not caring, he's hiding behind a smile. I also decided to have super small be the default look for his eyes, as a visual indicator that this boy is Not Okay. Also kinda wanted to just channel my inner creepy for once and do whatever.
A breakdown. I think this Shadow cries massively when he can't hold back his emotions anymore.
Yeah just a quick doodle. He straining to keep that smile.
I had this idea that Starline programs in frequent fake flashbacks which results in this. Kinda reinforcing Shadow’s need to stay with Starline. He's the only one who can make this stop. Also, I think maybe Shadow’s real memories might try to come back during these bits, which puts him in even more pain.
Wanted to draw the droopy quills again. XD
Doodle. Shadow can't always hold everything in and this is him about to snap.
Miscellaneous:
- I think Starline is probably gonna need to get rid of Shadow’s stripes in order to keep up the illusion.
- Repurpose that Ultimate Lifeform super intellect. Shadow’s like the nerdy kid who sits in the corner of the library not talking to anyone all day now.
- Name ideas? I though of Daniel. I dunno, thoughts?
- I got this far and realized I didn't have a way to tie this in to the NAME OF THE AU. Ideas appreciated.
- I was thinking maybe Shadow’s fake backstory and the fake reason for his trauma is he lost his family in the war. (And then maybe saw Shadow as someone who's strong and perfect to get revenge on Eggman and so then started having 'delusions' of being him so he could avenge his family.)
Anyway, yeah, feedback is much appreciated! We'll see how much of this I keep and how much I change.
#Sky Queen#Sonic the Hedgehog#Sonic AU#Athazagoraphobia AU#Pragmatophobia AU#Tachophobia AU#Shadow the Hedgehog#art#traditional art#my art
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15 people, 15 questions
Got tagged by @xagan (you're amazing and I already knew it but what is Lima Lama?!) and @istilldontunderstand (all hail being jack of all interests and useless to capitalism! very relatable) and @non-binarypal7 (didn't know you eanted to do environmental activism! That's so cool)
1. Are you named after anyone?
No, I have one of the most typical names in my country. But it's good that every person has several nicknames here, I have more than 15! 😆 And I love my name because it's unisex.
2. When was the last time you cried?
I don't usually cry in life beside RSD triggers so I allow myself to feel things while watching movies and reading fanfics... Probably shed a tear recently during 5th episode of Twins (hello to exhausted, overworked and underappreciated Sprite)). Honestly, some good angst fics do make me cry, I love angst fics and catharsis.
3. Do you have kids?
No, and I'm not good with them until they are the age where I can teach them many hella cool nerdy things. But I'm learning now with my sister's toddler, I'm out of my comfort zone but she says he likes me already so I win xD I can definitely see myself as a good mentor to kids/teens later but parent? Probably a bad one.
4. What sports do you play/have you played?
I have ADHD so I have tried swimming, martial arts, ballet and gymnastics. I was kicked out of 2 of those xD But I do love table tennis, like volleyball and I was acrobatic cheerleader for a few years!
5. Do you use sarcasm?
Yeah, I love using it in a very playful manner among friends - which is not a typical thing, as I know. On the other hand, when I get angry or someone hurts/attacks me, I actually turn to a very cold, official and diligently spelled out style. Hurt my feelings? I am writing you a letter aka A.Burr :D
6. What’s the first thing you notice about people?
Their vibes! I might not remember how they look or what's their name later, but I'm definitely noticing and reading you through vibes. Same with discords, most likely.
7. What’s your eye color?
Grayish blue. I get told that I have really nice eyes (even strangers in foreign countries keep telling me that for some reason unprompted). My friends, tho, say I have drugged eyes with large pupils so i guess, that's compliment too xD
8. Scary movies or happy endings?
Horror movies are porn substitution, and I'm ace so the answer is obvious. Deserved happy ends are good!
9. Any talents?
Hmmm being always curious and hence, learning many new awesome skills? It's something I always encourage others to do, too.
10. Where were you born?
Russia unfortunately or fortunately? i'm still figuring it out
11. What are your hobbies
Creating media+tech things (ranging from IG filters to making my own mini games), translating (Russian, English, Korean and currently learning Thai), drawing fanarts (one day hopefully webtoons...), writing fics (currently learning nice storytelling in English)
12. Do you have any pets?
Yes, a very fluffy black-white Cheshire Cat. He's as mischievous as you can guess ^W^
13. How tall are you?
1.65
14. Favorite subject in school?
Informatics, Arts, sitting in school library and reading everything after classes
15. Dream job?
I have a bucket list of all skills/professions that I want to try, and I've currently crossed off most of them, except for gamedev. I ever wrote articles about K-pop and Thai BLs professionally!
I keep changing jobs every year oops but I still manage to be not bad at them. I think I can suit some place that needs brainstorming, making art and coding together! But it's a career that I'm trying to kickstart now Тт For now I'm a bit too busy with returning to Korea...Hopefully, one day I'll stop getting bored of jobs ^^'
That was fun, thank you guys! Not tagging anyone to save from pressure but you can tag me to read through yours or tag yourself with my blessing :]
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Wendy's Friends (at least her two closest ones)
(explanation: Wendy is Sephiroth's future daughter which is more or less outlined here and here.)
The one on the left is Jenina 'Jenny' Salazar and the one right is Astrid Fellow.
Jenny
Short (Around 147-148 cm).
The first friend Wendy made in secondary school (first year). Both girls resonated with each other for their lonely experiences in school and became quick nerdy friends.
A singer who wants to partake in musical theater. Has regularly attended choir.
At the age of 11 she had discovered the most alluring epic poem (yes it's Loveless). How could she not, with lore, history and potential mystical connections to the world she lives in?
She has some lines memorized and named her cat Alphreid (nerd)
Good-natured, sweet and cheery, but is a worrywart who needs to be quelled by her friends.
Takes school seriously, maybe a bit too seriously...
She was scared of Seph when she first met him with Wendy. 7 feet tall, inhuman eyes and an unsettling smile, the poor girl XD.
But she eventually comes to know that he is actually a nice guy. Almost every time she comes to Wendy's house, they are served food by him and he attempts to get to know her (wild!).
When he learns of her special interest in Loveless, he quotes it to her and her eyes brighten.
"You know it too?"/ Seph gives a nod and smiles, it becomes less scary to her, "Yes, I had a friend who knew Loveless off by heart, it was to the point I learned where the Acts and verses were."
An alluring conversation kicked in and Seph let the girl ramble about what she had learned. Wendy is glad her new friend and father are getting along. And whenever Sephiroth here's his daughter call out 'Jen', he almost see's a glimpse of the past...
Astrid
Wendy and Jenny befriended her in second year.
Had a rough start in life with abusive parents and as a result, cultivated a strong personality.
When she was transferred, teachers decided to pair the delinquent, frequent swearer child with the nerdy Wen and Jen. Even when terrified, they girls made their best attempts to reach out to her.
They learn that she is quite the doting sister ("He's my baby!" she points to the picture of a tiny young boy with blonde curls). But when Jenny points out the bruises under her sleeve, asking if she's okay, Astrid withdraws and changes the conversation.
Astrid saw the girls as easy prey that can get taken advantage of so she found herself looking out for them. She never knew that they would save her and her brother in the end.
Action was took when Astrid stopped attending class for a week and Wendy and Jenny cried to Seph and his wife for help.
When Sephiroth came to carry away her from the hell she lived in, it was one of the instances she began to feel safe...
They managed to pull Astrid and her brother out of the bad conditions. For a while, she lingered in the Crescent's house to heal. No one yells and the rooms don't stink. Wendy's calm and Jenny's enthusiasm filled her heart, no... they weren't weak, their light made her strong and she will help them be strong.
Astrid's temperament maybe be different from his late friend, but when Sephiroth see's her mother her friends around and her declaring her loyalty to them on the dinner table. He can't help but chuckle and sigh.
Fiery, bold and ballsy, she finds her honor in loving and being loyal to her friends and sibling and she is starting to cultivate her own dreams.
Wendy reflected on the stories her father told her, and she remarks about the poetry in the reflections of the past. Jenny approves of this, Astrid thinks it's awfully sentimental and "ughs!" about the fluffy feelings its giving her. But alas, there is a test they are studying for and they land their eyes back to the books.
#the cosplay bonus doodle gives me good vibes ^_^#ffvii#ff7#ffvii au#sephiroth#wendy crescent#jenny salazar#astrid fellow#distant kind future au#ffvii oc#ff7 oc#luneart
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Don't apologise for long answers! They are informative. Promise!
Now if you HAD to choose:
Light or Dark? And gimme a reason why!!!!
^^ your oh so humble secret person
hahaha i'm glad to hear that!
usually i would have picked dark academia, it's a personal favourite both as a genre and as an aesthetic. i live to dress up as your quintessential dark academia professor even when i'm going to buy groceries XD
buuuuut this time i'm craving some light academia. i want something that's very light and romantic. as i mentioned before, i recently rewatched 'mohabbatien' which is the story of a college professor who promises to bring back love to a college and its dean who was very strict and was the reason why the professor lost his lover, who was the dean's daughter. it's definitely angsty but it has got a thread of hope and the faith in the power of love intertwined in it.
tl;dr im in the mood for something fluffy and with a comforting, happy ending. i don't mind angst with happy ending either, i just am looking for something filled with hope.
i'm in the mood for some nerdy love, basically.
i hope that helps! looking forward to hearing more from you and if we aren't already, i hope we can be friends once this event ends and i find out who you are.
love,
cris.
#ask#secret admirer#literally watching my 2nd last srk film i have officially lost it#literally sound like an imposter picking light academia#what srk does to a mfer
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Tagged by @priscilla9993 via my blog @wicked-storybrooke. Thank you so much!
Three favorite ships: My top 3 pretty much stay the same, so I'll say some newer/more obscure ones.
Holy Ghost from Starkid's Nerdy Prudes Must Die - Grace wants to get rid of Max because she's attracted to him and unmarried, and he called her bath water dirty girl soup in her fantasies. He dies due to her actions (debatable if that was her intention) and becomes a vengeful ghost who wants to kill nerdy prudes- which should include Grace but doesn't because he likes her. A match in only the buck wild things starkid could come up with a.k.a. heaven <3
Claire x William from Stay (2017) - I know, I know. There relationship is messed up. I kinda ship them, I kinda want her to kick his ass. But this is what happens when you watch Beauty and the Beast: The Enchanted Christmas on repeat as a kid and think it's the main film. I like twisted dynamics in fiction. It's interesting to explore.
Cairo x Riley from We Are the Tigers Musical - I may have mentioned them before in one of these tag games. I am still obsessed with We Are the Tigers and can't stop watching and listening to it. I still wanna do an in-depth analysis of all the characters but omg "Wallflower" is so interesting, especially now I know it's canon that Cairo had a crush on Riley at some point. She took Riley under her wing from a young age. They've been best friends since, but they're totally co-dependent. Cairo feels like she has to protect Riley and her image because she can't mentally handle stress and it's pretty obvious she can't. But she thinks Riley owes everything to her and that Riley would be nothing without her. But Riley equally knows she needs Cairo and kinda hates that, trying to elevate her status so she'll feel less dependent on Cairo. If Riley's plan was to kill everyone disrupting the team then Cairo maybe should have been the first person on her list because she antagonised the most people, but Riley never even entertained that idea until she had completely broken down because she needs Cairo and knows she would do anything for her. She's even seems to be jealous of any partner Cairo has. It's so unhealthy. I love it! *heart eyes* xD. I will never be over the utter heartbreak shown on Cairo's face when she finds out what Riley did.
First ship: I can't remember for sure but I think it was Cinderella x Prince Christopher from Rodger's and Hammerstein's Cinderella 1997. I used to watch that movie a lot as a kid. It was one of my favourite movies growing up and still is. I'm so excited that they'll be returning in Descendents 4. I still can't believe it. Cried happy tears when I found out. And they had a kid!
Last movie: Stay (2017). I just found it 2 weeks ago and I am a little (okay, a lot) obsessed. Highly recommend if you like psychological stuff like me. It's a feature-length indie film about a man holding a woman captive in hopes that in time she will fall in love with him. It has some clear Beauty and the Beast symbolism and is kinda a twisted version. Dude gave me a lot of Jefferson vibes. Things didn't get...umm... explicitly sexual between the characters, which I found refreshing in a movie like this. But yeah, I'm very obsessed and I wish there was a fandom for it.
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Currently reading: I pretty much exclusively listen to audiobooks due to reading difficulties, but Charlie Bone and the Hall of Mirrors, Keeper of the Lost Cities: Exile and I just finished Fraternity by Andy Mientus. I've been a fan of his from his musical theatre career and I was pleasantly surprised he was such a fantastic writer. The book is wonderfully queer and supernatural and set in the 90s with an engaging storyline and characters. I couldn't recommend enough. One of the best books I've ever listened too.
Currently watching: Rewatching Let's Play Witches by Hatsy on youtube for the first time in years. It's probably the most engaging sims 4 let's plays I've seen. It has really creative world-building. Agatha is the loml and her speaking voice is indescribably unique and beautiful.
Rewatching That's So Raven with my Mum. We need a laugh right now and this show never fails to get us cackling.
Once Upon a Time season 5 with a rewatch group! Has been very fun watching the show with them. Makes season 5 not as bad as I usually find it.
I've been wanting to watch other things but I've been so fussy lately. Everything that peaks my interest ends up going down the road of horror and/or graphic violence, which is not fun for me at all. So if anyone has any recs lmk! I like psychological, musical, supernatural or superhero (not too keen on Marvel stuff, unless it's X-Men related).
Currently eating: Nothing right now but the last thing I had was a nacho bean veggie burger for breakfast. It was calling to me.
Currently craving: Sleep, lol. Puppy parenting is rewarding but, oh gee, Sarai is a little rebel. Love her, but by golly do miss sleep. RIP to every sock in the house also lol
And freedom from these huge-ass, thick spiders that keep breaking and entering. Please grant this wish, oh tag game gods.
This got long but it was fun to ramble!
Tagging: @darkpoisonouslove @emmaswcns @lizardthelizard @lacebird @emilyrox @believingispowerfulmagic and anyone else who wants to. But no pressure to do it!
#tag game#that's so raven#stay#stay 2017#rodger's and hammerstein's cinderella 1997#r&h cinderella#we are the tigers spoilers#watt spoilers#npmd spoilers#Youtube#am*
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15 questions!
I got tagged by @imrowanartist ! :D
Are you named after anyone? - I keep getting told that it was the name of our Mayor’s kid. No idea if that is true or not.
When was the last time you cried? - Uh, when don’t I cry? XD mmmm, probably reading a fic, if I had to guess?
Do you use sarcasm? - Wait, me? Never! XD
What’s the first thing you notice about people? - Their nerdy hobbies. I like to find ‘my people’.
What’s your eye color? - greenish
Scary movies or happy endings? - happy ending, please!
Any special talents? - I feel like I’m a jack of all trades, master of none.
Where were you born? - I can only assume in a hospital, but I sometimes think it was in a bird nest.
What are your hobbies? - Artsy things, birding, reading
Do you have any pets? - 2 idiot cats that I love. <3
What sports do you play/have played? - Oof, lots over the years and my joints have paid the price.: Swimming, soccer, gymnastics, softball, martial arts, probably more that I can’t remember.
How tall are you? - lol, short!
Favorite subject in school? - Biology and Art!
Dream job? - One that I love to do everyday. . . whatever that is!
15 feels like a lot! Here are five: @wrennette, @wanderingjedihistorian, @airlockfailure, @to-a-merrier-world, @harmicist
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15 Questions 15 Mutuals
Thank you kindly for the tag, @lordoftherazzles!
Rules: answer the questions and tag fifteen mutuals.
1. Are you named after anyone?
Yup! My first name is the same as my grandmother's! However, I go by my middle name, so it's sort of a secret by happenstance.
2. When was the last time you cried?
Funnily enough, the last time I cried was while watching BotFA for the first time. I shed one single, manly tear (whilst vocally sobbing). In the last few years, I've seemed to kind of turn into a robot, beacause I don't really cry much anymore! Yay, I guess?
3. Do you have kids?
I do not, I will not, and I most certainly shan't ever!
4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
I used to, but I got relly afraid people wouldn't realize I was being sarcastic, so I don't as often now. In my mind, though? Constantly.
5. What’s the first thing you notice about people?
Probably the way they stand and how they speak! I've always paid a lot of attention to body language and how people say things. Call it anxiety, or just being really observant. Either way, that's my answer!
6. What's your eye colour?
They're dark brown.
7. Scary movies or happy endings?
Happy endings! I can't watch sad or scary movies too often. They put me in a mood for hours after.
8. Any special talents?
Hmm. I would say none. My mother would say "All of them!" in an obnoxious and proud tone, as mothers tend to do. In reality, I guess I've been told that I have a habit of finishing people's sentences with them- like, predicting what they're going to say and saying it as they do. I've never done it consciously, but I guess that's just how my brain makes sure I'm listening :D
9. Where were you born?
Good ol' Missour-uh
10. What are your hobbies?
I play and run D&D campaigns, I like to story-build and make fun little characters in my head (sometimes with friends! Collaborative Storytelling, my beloved), and I recently started rollerskating for fun! I also sew on occasion, play the cello in my local symphony, and jam out on the guitar when the mood strikes. So, what I mean to say, is I'm a hopelessly nerdy art-student.
11. Have you any pets?
I have three beautiful cats named Athena, Artemis, and Calliope!
12. What sports do you play/have played?
I did Irish Dance for 6 years, and Jazz dance for like, 3 months. I also did Cross Country for a semester, but really, that was just to prove I could if I wanted to (spoiler: I was not very good at it).
13. How tall are you?
I'm just barely 5'3"!
14. Favorite subject in school?
In terms of core classes, probably English/Literature. Overall? Art, if you couldn't guess XD
15. Dream job?
Well, in a dream world, I would get to direct and produce my own animated TV series OR be the art director for a cool video game OR do concept work for a big fantasy or sci-fi series (If you look at the bts video on creating the dwarves for the Hobbit triology, I'd do horrible atrocities to do what they do there).
Completely optional tags for anyone who feels like joining!
@geezumarts @mimics-when-frightened @donaydonay @tondw0o2blog @pomgore @linktera
There are more of you I'd like to tag, but I cannot for the life of me remember more than like, 5 or so usernames at a time. If we're mutuals, buddies, or you just saw this and want to join, I formally invite you!
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aesthetics-wise i associate you with layla from genshin impact (mainly the starry stuff not sure abt the overworked student bit) oh and maybe astesia from arknights? they got a strong astronomy astrology vibe methinks (the blue is a coinkydink)
LMAOOO azul makes sense kinda? (but he also reads as a theater kid to me wid his penchant for grandiosity... ig the min-max schmoneys profit mindset is ur strongest similarity to him? HAHA) but personality-wise i think of a mix between obm solomon and haikyuu kenma for some reason 🤔🤔maybe its the concoction of ominous vagueness (the way you toy with your poor readers incl. your genshin darlings and especially me da poor poor beta reader!! how mean!!) and nerdiness? (ur responses to asks are always in neatly formatted paragraphs i am baffled errytime) ykw what let me peel open ur brain just to double check—(mcshot)
-diodellet
Ohhh thanks, Dio!! From what I know of Layla, she does sound like someone I’d kin. *cries* Idk how to feel about being likened to Solomon……just know that I can be trusted in the kitchen xD
#one reason why solomon never became my bias is due to his terrible cooking#like sir. i am a foodie!! b-but why is he so attractive and capable in everything else……#jessamine rambles#asks#tumblr ask game#diodellet
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Types of my closest friends and how i see them
INTP:
- love her, she’s a great friend
- seems kinda cold tho, especially while texting, but maybe i am just overwhelming.
- the only times we fight is because she is annoyed of me being „unrealistic“(in her eyes) for fun, sometimes i just say stuff that is pretty dumb, but fun you know. She doesn’t like that
- smartest person i know , i think
- very Independent, not jealous at all, when in a relationship
- you have to ask at least three times before she tells you what’s wrong
- most people find her weird ( they are the weird ones honestly)
- she is honestly way better than me in group dynamics, but i talk more when it’s one to one. So we are a good team kinda.
ISTP:
- stone cold face
- i can‘t read him at all, whenever i talk to him i feel like i am so socially/emotionally dumb
- very sarcastic, witty humor , smart
- very self-confident
- is liked by everyone and disliked by everyone idk
- sounds smart while talking , often says very dumb shit tho
- is the best student in our grade and the biggest alcoholic at the same time
- good at math like ;GOOD
- doesn’t like getting too off topic, when trying to find a solution for example
- when i talk to him we never finish one topic before going to another tho
- very forgetful, very.
ESFP:
-ISTP‘s best friend
- he knows freaking everyone, everyone knows him ; EVERYONE
- very outgoing, extremely funny, especially when imitating someone
- is good at everything he does
- very interested in music and sports
- is good at every game without even trying
- he seems like a f*ckboy from the outside, is actually really sweet and kinda shy tho
- cares about people in a very weird way idk
- still pretty unreliable, he is always late and always changes his plans last seconds, you never know, whether he’ll show up or not, even when he said he will.
- even though he is very loud in most environments, he is soooo afraid of doing presentations in class , literally he’s stressed about it a week before it’s even due
- doesn’t like people of authority, even i get scared sometimes when i see how he talks to them xd
ENFJ:
- two of my best friends are ENFJ‘s
- very sweet people
- they just seem to get me without me ever telling them what is going on
- very caring, veryyyy, but also kinda chill, they can get very angry when you hurt their friends tho. Anger turns into crying pretty fast xd
- confident in who they are
- very optimistic but also not
- can be pretty b*tchy when annoyed, but it takes long most of the time
- one of them is always busy and both are very reliable most of the time
- see the world differently from others, can’t really describe it tho
INTJ:
- he is so annoyed by me, but he kinda likes that
- i swear I’m only close to him because i never cared about him being cold towards me xd
- very smart, extremely nerdy, knows everything, watches documentaries regularly since he’s like 8.
- very dark humor actually
- likes to annoy the hell out of me too, because i am never annoyed lel
- i know the right questions, he knows the right answers
- never sleeps
- cares a lot about the people around him but has troubles showing them
- can’t talk in front of a lot of people; he freaks out
INFJ:
- the calmest person ever
- very smart, very logical, i would be so lost without her
- hides her emotions really well, resting bitch face
- has no time for your bullsh*t
- very serious about personal relationships to people
- kinda traditional but understands people who are not really well?
- i love her
ISTJ:
- pretty damn traditional
- very organised and clean, very focused on details
- has strong values , it’s hard to talk her out of it even with strong facts
- needs time to understand things (she’s always annoyed by how fast i think xd)
- the person i get into discussions with the most (and the ENFJ‘s hate that)
- we both like discussions tho
- actual quote by her after our schedule changed: „ Wait, i need to reorganize my break!“
- i just started laughing at her honestly
ENTJ:
- kinda weird, very dominant (what i really like about him, if you know what i mean)
- so random honestly
- likes to test people, dislikes people who interpret something into everything he says
- people either love him or really dislike him (a lot of people (my friends) dislike him, i like him tho)
- the asshole status
- he’s the student representative/ the head boy, you know?
- talks to everyone about anything (except for me, because he dislikes me ;-;)
- is actually really deep lel, but never shows
- cries a lot (in secret)
- reads a lot
- can be really insensitive
- very passionate about what or who he loves
ISFJ:
- very smart and logical
- but sooo stubborn and so afraid of her emotions
- doesn’t trust anyone
- funniest person alive
- she really likes my personality (yea i am surprised too)
- probably thinks everyone hates her, which is not true
- very secretive when it comes to her feelings
- really dislikes ENTJ xd
Her: „Why does he talk to me?“
Me: „maybe he wanted to start a conversation with you?? Lol“
Her: „ ugh but why“
- kinda love her tho
- can be very insensitive to others, because she’s focused on her own emotions too much
- very jealous
Jup... thats it
#entp#intp#mbti#enfj#enfp#entj#esfj#esfp#estj#istj#intj#isfj#infj#description#mbti types#myers briggs
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Flufftober 4 - Fake Dating
Prompt by @vex-bittys
Read it on fanfiction.net or AO3
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Wooh, this one was not easy, but I managed to finish in time! It's the first time I'm writing fake dating, so I don't know if I did okay ^^'
Anyway, this one is Roman, Remus, Patton and Logan. So... Intruloroyality? I don't know at this point XD
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Okay, you've got this, Roman thought, that night, at the dinner table, and showed his best smile for his grandma.
He felt so awful, and it felt like everyone at the table could tell how uncomfortable he was. He couldn't even look at his brother or their friends, Patton and Logan, for too long.
Which was bad, because he was supposed to be Patton's boyfriend.
It had started maybe a month ago. When their obnoxious homophobic aunt Beth had tried to introduce them to yet another girl she knew – a coworker's daughter, or cousin, or sister, it didn't matter.
At that point, Roman almost believed she had selective deafness. He and Remus had told her, over and over again, that they were gay, didn't want to meet girls, especially not when she was planning dates for them. Aunt Beth was still 100% convinced this was just a phase and that they could be "fixed".
So when she brought another miss-what's-her-name to their place without their consent, Remus had cracked and yelled: "You can't stay because we're having a gay orgy with our boyfriends tonight!"
Roman had honestly thought that would be enough. Surely their aunt wasn't around his brother enough to be used to the gross nonsense he blabbered all the time.
But it hadn't deterred her. The orgy part, at least, she realized was just a joke. "You don't have boyfriends," she had said, her chin raised in contempt. "I would have known already! You're single and you can give a chance to Natalia here."
"No offense, miss," Roman had said at the lady, who just nodded, looked quite bored. "We are not single. We're dating… uh…"
"Logan and Patton!" Remus panicked.
"Uh, yeah! You know, our classmates?"
"I thought you said they were dating each other?" Aunt Beth said, suspicious.
"No, we said they were dating us! Have you had your hearing checked, Auntie?" Remus asked, and cackled when Aunt Beth gasped in outrage. "What if a bee got inside your ear and started making a nest inside your skull, and that's why you never hear us?"
"Well, I hope you're happy for wasting such a nice girl's time!" she had cried, and promptly vacated the place, followed by the girl.
The twins had high-fived each other and then the rest of the night was spent arguing over what movie they were going to watch to celebrate.
But it couldn't be that simple, right?
Because the twin's mother was very close to Aunt Beth, and so had questioned her sons when she heard about their "boyfriends". Roman and Remus's mom was way more tolerant than her relative, but she was also a gossiper and she couldn't know it was a lie, or she's rat them out immediately. So the twins told her the exact same lie.
Their mother of course told all of her side of the family, as well as their father, who told his side of the family, and now all of their relatives thought they were dating their childhood friends.
So that wasn't ideal, and Roman thought of coming clean, or at least "breaking up", but Remus won him over arguing as long as they believed that, their aunt and any other relatives would stop trying to set them up with people. Which, honestly? Worth it.
And then winter break happened.
Every winter break, the twins and their parents would fly a couple states north, where their grandparents lived, and spend the holidays there with the rest of their family. And it was always expected from the younger people to bring any significant other at least once during that time.
They could have said Logan and Patton were too busy or had other plans, but the twins' grandparents were so adamant they contacted Logan and Patton's own parents to ask for them to join the family reunion, and not knowing anything about the situation, they all agreed on one week.
When they told Logan and Patton what the whole deal was, they were surprisingly calm about it. Logan, especially, thought this was one solution. Patton, of course, bless his little heart, wanted to come clean and apologize, but after Remus begged him not to unleash their aunt on them again, he took pity and agreed.
So Patton would pretend to be Remus's boyfriend, and Logan would act as Roman's. What could go wrong?
Several things, actually. Starting with everyone's ability to act. Roman, of course, was fine on that part. He was a theater kid and he knew what romance looked like. Patton was also pretty good at being all lovey-dovey, except he tended to look nervously at Logan whenever Remus tried something, because he was scared of Logan being jealous.
And Remus tried a LOT. He was a pervert pretending to romance a grey-asexual. And it showed.
As for Logan, well, he wasn't uncomfortable with Roman's flirting, but…
"Roman, your existence is greatly appreciated."
… He was the WORST actor Roman had ever met.
Okay, fine! It was fine! Their relatives were all kind of dumb anyway. The twins' parents didn't notice anything during the trip, and so far it seemed the charade was working.
Except, as days went by, another problem arose.
Roman had probably flirted a little too much. Or maybe it was all the time spent together. Or maybe it was from sleeping in the same bed.
In any case, he had started crushing on Logan.
Okay, not just on Logan. Patton too.
Which was a big no-no. No, you don't get a crush on childhood friends who are already dating each other. Especially in a situation where they are away from home, and thus already vulnerable and/or uncomfortable.
But he couldn't help it. To be fair, he had always been very close with the two. Just not that close. Not enough to notice how cute Patton's sleepy bed-head was, or how gentle Logan was when he was hesitant or stressed, or how warm Patton was when he was hugging him in the morning, or how hot Logan was with his glasses off.
Now he couldn't look at them without thinking "what if", and feeling itty-bitty butterflies in his tummy.
And he was certain everyone in the house could tell. And that was not how he was supposed to act right now.
So he kept his head low, trying not to draw attention to himself, which was very unlike him. And that night, at the dinner table, the boys had had enough.
"I apologize for interrupting, but I believe I have misplaced my phone and I am waiting for a very important call. May I leave the table?"
"Oh, of course Logan," their grandmother had said.
Logan stood and looked at Roman. "Would you mind helping me, Roman?"
"Uh…"
"Come on, you two hurry up, okay?" his cousin said.
Logan grabbed his hand and pulled him towards the corridor and up the stairs. Once they were out of hearing distance, he stopped and turned to Roman. "Now, please tell me what is bothering you."
"What? Nothing! I'm great, let's go look for your stupid phone…"
"Roman, in the past two days you have displayed an increase in signs of stress, you are not doing 'great'. And also, the phone thing was a falsehood."
Roman rolled his eyes. "Logan, just because you took a psychology class doesn't allow you to analyze me, and for the last time, I am okay. Now let's go back."
"I don't think that's right…" Patton's voice said from behind him.
Roman turned around and grimaced as Patton and Remus joined them. "Guys, seriously, you're making a big deal out of nothing!"
"Hey, I didn't say anything!" Remus argued. "You do look like you stuck a lightbulb up your ass and you're scared of it breaking at any point and turning your insides into a bloody purée, though."
"Great, super helpful bro…" Roman sighed. They were all looking at him, and they couldn't spend too much time or someone would come find them, and he couldn't tell them or he'd just make everyone feel bad, and it was all too much. He angrily ran his hands in his hair, pulling a couple time, closing his eyes. What the fuck was he supposed to do?!
"Okay, okay, let's calm down first…" Patton said, and now his hands were on his arms, and he was being so gentle. Roman let the others guide him into the closest room and sit him on the bed. "Now, it's okay Roman, you can tell us…"
"No…" he said stubbornly.
"Roman, we will love you no matter what the problem is, you can trust us!" Patton insisted.
"I promise, it's if funny, I will only tease you about it for two weeks!... Maybe a month."
"Remus, please! Roman, I promise it's safe to tell us."
"And, if I may add," Logan said, "we will help with the best of our abilities if at all possible."
Roman grabbed the pillow next to him and screamed as hard as he could into it. Eventually, it made him feel calm enough to look up at all the worried faces around him. He muttered something into his pillow.
"Ah, sorry, can you repeat that?" Patton asked.
"… I'm crushing on you and Logan. There, I said it, happy?"
Logan and Patton were agape for a moment, but Remus just shrugged. "Pff, me too, you're not special."
"What?"
"Bro, have you seen Logan's bare chest? He looks like a nerdy Edward Cullen. And Patton is the best cuddler in the world."
"How the fuck can you be so calm about this?!"
"It's just feelings, nobody's dead yet!"
"Yet?!"
"Okay, time out!" Logan asked, clapping his hands like a preschool teacher. "I think we need to assess the situation step by step…"
And then he stopped, because Patton was kissing Roman with all of his uncontrolled impulse. Remus cheered and kissed Logan, and for about two minutes there were nothing but kissing noises and sighs in the small room.
"So, um, does that mean you guys also…" Roman started, when his mouth was free again.
"For literal months," Logan admitted.
"That's so much time we have to make up for!" Remus cried.
"Agreed," Patton said, blushing. "We, um… We should go back, everyone's still waiting."
Roman's eyes widened and he fell back on the bed dramatically, hiding his face in his hands. "How the fuck are we going to tell them?!"
#flufftober 2020#fake dating#fanfiction#sanders sides#ts roman#ts remus#ts patton#ts logan#fluff#tw homophobia#polyship
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The Twist and Shout Experience
So I finally finished bingeing all 15 seasons of Supernatural since catching a few eps on a flight (back when flights were a thing). Yes, it took me a while to get through Season 8 okay?
Naturally, I got immersed in the fandom and so it was only a matter of time before I came across Twist and Shout.
Basically, what I came to learn about it is that it would be utterly devastating to read. That the authors create this beautiful world just to tear it apart systematically in front of you while you cry. And every time you think it can’t get worse, it just does.
I’m the person who cried for several hours after the betrayal that was the SPN finale, so I was more than a little concerned for my mental health after hearing this. So my nerdy ass decided to keep a chapter-by-chapter log of my thoughts and feelings to monitor how things progressed...
Chapter 1 - I’m realising that this isn’t my favourite time period to read about but so far it’s cute and sweet. There’s some drama to start reeling you in, and every time someone says “It’s going to be fine” I feel a little on edge, like... is it really?
I told myself I’d only read one chapter a day to try to limit the damage, but after distracting myself for hours, I caved and started Chapter 2 around midnight... I was compelled to keep reading after only one chapter... this does not bode well
Chapter 2 - Okay they are way too cute and I’m 100% fully invested now. That was fast. I’m scared...
Chapter 3 - Once again they’re throwing in a lot of lines like “nothing bad’s gonna happen” and I’m SUSPICIOUS AF
Is it too early for things to go wrong?
I’m very attached, and too invested.
Chapter 4 - This one was too cute and I could just tell these scenes were gonna come back to bite me. The foreshadowing started to get much more obvious in this one.
I started writing down ideas for how I could destroy my on fics to distract me from what I was scared was coming.
Chapter 5 - That escalated quickly. This was the closest I’ve come to crying over spilt milk. It was a well-written chapter.
Chapter 6 - Half way mark! A sad, harsh, but... good chapter. It’s starting to have psychological twists and it’s really making me speculate about how this is gonna play out.
Chapter 7 - I wonder how many times they’re gonna lie to me (and each other) with the “It’s gonna be fine” bs...? This chapter was predictable and it made me angry at the characters being stupid, rather than sad.
I caught myself starting to forget that this isn’t gonna have a happy ending... I keep hoping things will work out...
Chapter 8 - Ok this one was harder, sadder. A little predictable still but I’m definitely feeling the feels now.
Chapter 9 - OKKKKKK we are getting into the serious stuff. This is getting interesting. Tears are very near...
Chapter 10 - Yeaaahhh this is a lot of sad.
Chapter 11 - OK I’m ugly crying now. The dog I’m petsitting is very concerned. (Yes, he’s a good boy)
Chapter 12 - Well, it wasn’t horrendous. It was sad overall, but kinda a good sad? I definitely won’t have a problem going to the beach or listening to Elvis, like some people have reported xD
Is it weird that I’m a little disappointed that it didn’t destroy me more?
If you’re looking for something that will truly rip your heart out and leave you broken for days, I highly recommend Clannad, and Clannad: After Story (yeah you have to watch both).
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Heeereee comes some prompts~! :D For the AU-list: Blind Date AU for Ichigo/Chad; Bodyguard AU for Grimmjow/Urahara/Yoruichi; Dragon AU for Hardison/Parker/Eliot; Roll Reversal AU for Wei Ying/Lan Zhan; Royalty AU for Lan Xichen/Wen Ning; Paranormal Investigator AU for Evie/Rick/Ardeth....aaaand I'll stop there XD Feel free to ignore some or all of these, of course! ;D
Sorry this took approximately forever! Hope you like them XD
I tried the leverage ot3 prompt but I really struggle with zoomorphism it seems, sorry :(
Ichigo/Chad - Blind Date AU
“I’m so sorry you got dragged into this,” Ichigo groaned, hiding his face in his hands, his usual furrow between his brows. Chad allowed himself a small moment of disappointment before reaching for Ichigo’s hands and tugging them down from his face. When Ichigo met his eyes, he smiled at him, fondly as always and Ichigo responded with his own small and precious smile.
“Do you still want to go in?” he asked, tilting his head towards the restaurant.
“You don’t have to,” Ichigo replied, looking sheepish again. “Rukia’s just. She’s trying to help.” Chad nodded, guiding Ichigo away from the entrance with a hand on his lower back. Ichigo didn’t like being inside when he felt agitated. He leaned into the touch and walked with him, his shoulder’s loosening. “It’s good to see you,” he said after they were down the street from the restaurant, beaming at him, eyes warm. Chad nodded in agreement, and Ichigo bumped him with his shoulder.
“How’s your family?”
“Dad’s as annoying as always,” he started with a roll of his eyes, “but Yuzu and Karin are in their last year of high school.” He brightened completely at the mention of his sisters. “They’re third and fourth in their class. Karin has been taking karate lessons from Tatsuki and Yuzu started a cooking channel on youtube.” Chad hummed to show he was still listening, pulling him a little closer when the crowd got denser. Ichigo’s hand came up and curled in the back of his shirt, leaning his head on Chad’s shoulder in an affectionate bump.
“How’s studying to be a teacher?”
“Good. I get to assist in a classroom next semester.”
“What year?” he asked, his smile and eyes soft and warm around the edges now, shifting a little closer himself this time.
“Second.”
“They’re gonna love you,” Ichigo declared.
“Thank you,” he murmured, pleased, and looked down at Ichigo again, now tucked under his arm. He was always so tactile, and he was only too happy to oblige. They fell into an easy silence, the crowds thinning again as the dinner rush came into full swing. Ichigo shivered at Chad’s side as the sky darkened, and Chad rubbed his hand over Ichigo’s arm.
“How did Rukia get you here anyway?”
“She told me I would be going on a date with you.”
Ichigo froze, and Chad stopped with him. He hadn’t stepped away, which Chad supposed was a good sign.
“You knew the date was with me?”
“Of course.”
Ichigo whirled out of his arms and kept Chad where he was with his hands on Chad’s shoulders.
“Can we start the date over?”
Chad tilted his head in confusion, but nodded, adding “If that’s what you want.” If Ichigo’s grins were bright before, it was blinding right now as he nodded. Once more, Chad couldn’t help but smile back. Ichigo wrapped his arm around Chad’s waist and nudged Chad with his shoulder in the short amount of time it took Chad to wrap an arm around him again, and they headed back to the restaurant.
Grimmjow/Urahara/Yoruichi - Bodyguard AU
Grimmjow clenched his teeth and nodded at Yoruichi.
“Okay, on three. One,” she started, and then wrenched his shoulder back into place. Grimmjow hissed and glared at her, but she just grinned back. “Good as new,” she said even as she poked at his shoulder.
“What are you doing then?” He kept his tone bored and Yoruichi pretended not to notice the strain in his voice, reminding him why they made such a good team.
“Feeling you up.”
Grimmjow rolled his eyes. She grabbed his arm and moved it up, to the side, back down, up again.
“Everything feel okay?”
“A little stiff, but it should be fine.”
“How do you know he’s not lying?” Urahara asked, voice filled with a forced levity neither of them called him out on. They also ignored his tightly crossed arms.
“He doesn’t lie on a job.”
“He can hear you,” he grumbled, stretching his arm out.
“He also gets grouchy when he doesn’t get to finish a fight.”
“Why start a fight if you’re just gonna run away?” he exclaimed. “And for fuck’s sake get over here,” he snapped. Urahara jumped, covering his shocked expression with the same appeasing, bland smile. Yoruichi leaned back until she was reclining on her arms, amusement radiating from every inch of her. Grimmjow cocked an eyebrow at Urahara, and evidently he was too curious to resist.
“What is it?” he asked once he was standing over them.
“Sit down, I don’t need a sore neck on top of everything else.”
Urahara made to sit and did not yelp when Grimmjow shoved him so he landed next to Yoruichi instead.
“You’re supposed to be protecting me, not injuring me!” he cried, whirling to look at Grimmjow on his other side.
“Try that on someone who actually believes your hopeless nerdy scientist routine,” Yoruichi drawled, sitting up again, her own smile unaffected even as Urahara’s froze on his face.
“That’s not the secret we’re tackling today,” Grimmjow said with a dismissive wave.
“I think you both know I’m too boring to have secrets,” he stammered. They both leveled him with looks so icily unimpressed that he almost hung his head in shame. Knowing them, they were less irritated by the lie and more how shoddy it was.
“Anyway, how much more do we have to flirt before you finally ask us out?” Yoruichi asked. “We’re both running out of excuses to lose our shirts.”
“And shirts,” Grimmjow added, shrugging his bare shoulder where his tank top strap should have been. Urahara’s mouth opened and closed helplessly, for once completely clueless on how to respond.
“Would you like to go on a date?” he asked finally, figuring that was a good place to start. They both grinned and leaned closer, twin yeses wafting warm over his ear and neck. “How did the conversation get here?” he asked.
Yoruichi shrugged and said, “We decided a few days ago to give you one more week to figure it out. If you didn’t then we’d give you a nudge.”
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Wei Ying/Lan Zhan - Role Reversal AU
He traded the pristine whites and soft blues of his robes for something more functional, staked out a camp in the swirling miasma of resentful energy and mountains of death, and even then Lan Zhan still looked like untouchable jade. Wei Ying was tempted to ask what his secret was, but he suspected it was simply how stunningly beautiful he was.
“Let me carry you back,” he blurted out instead. Lan Zhan’s rosy lips parted, dark eyes widening just slightly before his expression shuttered again.
“No need.” He moved around Wei Ying and continued walking to the burial mounds, carefully stiff to hide the limp and broken ribs. Wei Ying ran so he was in front of him again.
“I can help with Wen Ning, and Wen Qing will have my head if she finds out I let you hike up a mountain like this.”
“Wei Ying isn’t letting me do anything,” he said, but before he could move around him again, Wei Ying laid a gentle hand on his arm.
“Lan Zhan please. Let me help you,” he said, echoing Lan Zhan’s own plea. Lan Zhan stopped, his icy mask faltering just enough for Wei Ying to see the uncertainty, the exhaustion, the pain. Lan Zhan had always been so softly, blessedly human. He nodded, and Wei Ying beamed at him. He turned and crouched down so Lan Zhan could climb onto his back. It was the fastest way to get him back to Wen Qing, and there was less of a risk of Lan Zhan reaching a meridian by accident and feeling his missing golden core. He felt warmth at his back before Lan Zhan’s weight on him, and waited until his arms were around his shoulders, Bichen dangling in front of them both, before standing. Lan Zhan’s arms tightened around him in surprise, but he was otherwise quiet and still.
“Don’t worry, Lan Zhan! We’ll be back at the burial mounds in no time, and between the two of us we can definitely restore Wen Ning’s consciousness.”
“Mn.”
Wei Ying smiled to himself at the instant agreement.
“And Wen Qing will have you fixed up in no time. Does she bully you with her needles too?”
“Wen Qing doesn’t bully me.”
“Ah, you would say that Lan Zhan. You’re so patient with everyone. I used to think you were a stick in the mud until I got to know you better,” he said, ignoring the hitch—likely from pain—in Lan Zhan’s breath. “You’re actually a really good guy.” Lan Zhan’s arms tightened around his shoulders briefly and loosened again. “You can hold on tighter if you want, Lan Zhan. And don’t think I didn’t notice how you spoiled A-Yuan. Is it that you like cute things? I remember you like rabbits.” Lan Zhan’s arms tightened a little around his shoulders, and slowly the last of his weight leaned on him, his silken cheek pressed to Wei Ying’s.
“Wei Ying does not have to carry me all the way up.”
“I’ll do it anyway. You shouldn’t be walking on a broken leg Lan Zhan, and Wen Qing might not bully you but she’d definitely pick on me.” He shifted him carefully to secure his grip on him. “Now hold on tight Lan Zhan. This path is a little steep and I wouldn’t want to drop such precious cargo.”
Lan Zhan’s breath hitched again, and Wei Ying made a note to be even more careful about his grip on his injured leg.
Lan Xichen/Wen Ning - Royalty AU
Wen Ning remembers his first impression of Lan Xichen: gentle smile and impeccable manners. He remembers the overwhelming feeling of relief that his betrothed seems kind—not that his sister would have allowed otherwise. Even if his fiancée didn’t love him, maybe they could still be friends, he hoped.
Wen Ning supposes that impression still holds even now.
A pretty flush started on Lan Xichen’s ears and spread to those high cheekbones, his sweet smile even wider than normal, his crown and ribbon slightly askew on his head.
“Wen-gongzi!!!” he cried, standing quickly in what would have been a scramble if Lan Xichen were any less graceful. Wei Wuxian hid a laugh behind his drink, his own husband staring dazedly at him at his side. “Didi look!!!” Lan Xichen said to Lan Wangji, prompting him to look away from Wei Wuxian and to his older brother. “My fiancée is here!!!”
Wen Ning felt his face flame even as something unfurled in his chest at hearing Lan Xichen sound so happy to see him. Still, he was here for a reason.
“W-Wei-gongzi, why did you c-call me?”
“I do remember giving you permission to call me Wei Ying,” he replied with a playful grin.
Lan Xichen took his hands in his before Wen Ning could muster a reply.
“I asked him to,” he said earnestly, squeezing his hands. “I have a very important question.” Wen Ning found himself standing straighter at the serious look on his face, nodding in response.
“Of c-course, Lan-gongzi.”
“This is important,” he said again, nodding gravely. “May I call you A-Ning?”
“W-what?!”
“May I call you A-Ning?” he repeated patiently, that wide, beautiful smile still on his face.
“Y-You can call m-me whatever you w-want, Lan-gongzi.”
To his confusion, Lan Xichen vehemently shook his head.
“Only if it’s alright with you,” he declared. “And may I hug you?” he added. “I like you so much!!!” Lan Xichen looked so happy, so hopeful. Wen Ning felt the all his blood rush to his head.
“Y-you c-can,” he finally whispered, voice hoarse. “T-to b-both, I w-want you t-to.” He found he truly meant it, too, his stuttering getting worse with just how much he wants it, how much his nervousness was choking him. Lan Xichen’s arms were around him in an instant, sweeping him in so he was completely pressed to his warm, firm body, his face tucked into the crook of his neck. Lan Xichen’s chin rested on the top of his head as he swayed them back and forth, and Wen Ning worked his arms out from between them to hug him back.
“I can’t wait for the courting period, A-Ning,” he said, only a little quieter than before. “I’m going to spoil you! So much!” Wen Ning buried his face deeper. He swallowed and took a deep breath, like his sister taught him, and pulled away enough to look up at him.
“T-Thank you, A-Huan,” he whispered. Lan Xichen gasped and beamed down at him, squeezing him impossibly closer.
“I like you so much, A-Ning!!!”
Then all his weight dropped onto Wen Ning.
He caught him, looking at Wei Wuxian when the man laughed.
“He’s asleep,” he reassured in between giggles, wiping at his eyes. Still, there was something soft and delighted in his expression, enough to reassure Wen Ning this wasn’t a joke of some kind.
“W-what should I d-do?”
“If we wait a little while, he’ll sober up.” He took another sip of his drink, and Wen Ning only now noticed Lan Zhan asleep on Wei Wuxian’s shoulder. “Sit with me, and bring him with you. I’m sure he’d like waking up with his head in your lap.” Wen Ning hid behind Lan Xichen again, sure his face matched his robes. Still, he half carried, half dragged him to the table, carefully easing them down until they both sat and, after a moment of self-conscious hesitation, pushed Lan Xichen’s legs further out and guided his head to his lap.
Wei Ying met his eyes across the table, undeniably pleased. He pushed a cup to him, already filled with wine, but Wen Ning shook his head.
“N-no thank y-you, Wei-g--” he stopped, deciding to take another risk tonight. “W-Wei Y-Ying.” Wei Ying grinned. They sat in companionable silence until Wei Ying set his cup down with a quiet, definitive clack.
“He meant every word you know.”
Wen Ning nodded.
“He w-wouldn’t lie,” he agreed softly. Wei Ying stared at him for a moment, oddly serious, before the grin was back on his face.
“As long as you know that.” He took another sip of his drink. “Also, you might want to brace yourself for the courting period.” Wen Ning cocked his head to the side, a silent question. Wei Ying’s grin was a little frightening this time around in its blatant amusement, clearly at Wen Ning’s expense this time. “The Lans don’t half ass wooing.”
Wen Ning felt his cheeks warm again.
Evie/Rick/Ardeth - Paranormal Investigator AU
Sorry this one is so short! I couldn’t think of much for it unfortunately
“Evie, darling,” Rick said with a stare that spoke of being completely desensitized to this very situation, “please step out of the pentagram.”
“Oh!” She looked around and realized she was indeed standing in the middle of the pentagram, painted on the floor in a red liquid that Rick refused to contemplate the origins of. “Well, at least we know we’re going in the right direction. This was in my vision.” She still hadn’t stepped out of the pentagram, but before Rick could point that out again Ardeth walked by and took her hand, gently tugging her out of it. Evie swung the flashlight around again, distracted, as Rick and Ardeth shared a fond grin.
“See any ghosts so far?” Rick asked.
“No. I can’t sense any either.”
“So is this place haunted or just creepy?”
“Too soon to tell,” Evie replied, looking closely at the walls for any distinctive features. Ardeth looked to the side and ran his hand along the markings, neither of them noticing the pipe Rick willed away from their heads.
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The Deliverer’s Stalker, Part I
Okay, so this is going to be different from what was originally passing through my head while delivering the last few weeks, but... it’ll have some of those scenes that crossed my mind while in wooded areas after dark... at creepy houses... *shudder* yeah, I don’t want to go back to that place again xD anyway, enjoy part I of my little mini horror series I mentioned wanting to write I think last night. ;P
Flashlight in hand, I could hear the pounding of my heart. But above that, I could hear the crunching of leaves behind me.
Crunch. Crunch.
My entire body tensed as I continued to walk. Don’t look back... don’t look... I kept my breathing steady and tried to calm my thundering heart but with every step I took, it only beat harder and louder.
Then came the breathing...
It was like the nerdy kid on Hey Arnold. Loud. Breathy. Sounding like they should really blow their nose or something.
I froze now. The package in my hands almost slipped out of them as I felt a hand on my shoulder. Wheeling around, prepared to scream for help, I realized it was a tall man, one I had never seen before. He pushed his glasses back toward his eyes from the tip of his nose and grinned a big, toothy grin.
There was a red liquid on his teeth, covering the tips of them and dyeing his teeth pink.
“Can... can I help you?” I stammered out, trying not to show my fear as something glinted to his side. Was this how I’d die? I was still on the clock. I didn’t want to die delivering packages!
He just continued to grin at me, licking the red liquid off of his teeth. Without saying a word, the blade in his hand plunged into my gut, making me cry out in pain and collapse to my knees. He was whispering something to me but in the screaming volume of my thoughts, I couldn’t comprehend his words.
As I felt the warm liquid drip out from the hole in my gut, I cried for help. But then he cut into my throat. And before I could cry out again, everything went black.
That was my first interaction with my killer stalker.
#stalker#tw stalker#blood#tw blood#my writing#creative writing#short story#flash fiction#horror#delivery horror story
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Heyy!! Could you do something fluffy with gracious o’callahan x reader, maybe a movie night marathon or going to a convention?? Tysm! 🧡🧡
Aaaaah good ol’ Gracious. I’m so NOT funny so please forgive me trying to write that way XD But Imma try! Such a Lil cutie though, enjoy Anon!
Pairing: Gracious O’Callahan x Reader
Word Count: 958
Themes: Nerdiness, Movie Date, Fluff
The church was gradually starting to brighten as the sun lifted into the sky, it was a cool morning and so silent that you could hear the drips of morning dew echo around the hall. You took a deep breath and smiled, it was always best to tour monuments like this before it opened to the public. Even if that meant breaking in. As you walked around gazing at the beauty of the stone carvings you hummed softly, the acoustics of the hall were perfect and you glanced around quickly to make sure nobody was around. Reassured that you would not be caught, you began to sing May it be from The Lord of the Rings soundtrack.
You had practised the lyrics so you even knew the elvish parts perfectly. Your voice rang out through the chamber clear as a bell while you sang, it sounded almost hypnotisingly beautiful. Gliding across the floor you sang toward the beautifully ornate stained-glass figures on the windows as well as those that rested in their tombs. The echo of your voice gave it a mystical sound and it made you smile being able to just relax and sing to yourself while the sun rose. The song came to a close and an abrupt noise suddenly disturbed the peace, you turned around dazed to find two men standing there and clapping. You blushed furiously and made to run but you realised they were blocking the only way out of that room, “A-Am I in trouble?”, you mumbled shyly. The shorter one laughed and glanced toward his taller friend, “I’d say we don’t tell anyone. Since she seems so nice”.
“Yes and we don’t want anyone to see us either. Otherwise we may get arrested. Again”.
They both nodded simultaneously and you raised an eyebrow, “Arrested? So you- you don’t work here?”. They then both shook their heads in unison, “Nope. We broke in because we heard your singing and thought you might look as beautiful as you sounded. And you do. Considering how much I love that song, I must be in love with you too. Let’s get married”. The taller friend spluttered with laughter, elbowing the other in the ribs, “Gracious you can’t just ask a stranger to marry you. She probably wants to run away now”. The man called Gracious seemed upset by this and looked at you once more, “Do you really want to run away? Darn, I must have come on too strong”. As you watched them banter back and forth you couldn’t help bursting out into laughter. Gracious grinned and gestured toward you, “There see that Donegan? She thinks I’m funny. We are hitting it off already”. Donegan sighed, “Or she is just laughing at how ridiculous you are”. You stood up straight after calming down from your laughter, “Maybe we should leave? Since this place is opening soon?”. Gracious approached you relieved that you seemed friendly, “Let’s leave together then… maybe we could catch a movie? Or go out for breakfast?”. Donegan frowned softly, “Are you ditching me for a date?”. Gracious simply shrugged as though it were obvious. You giggled again and started to walk toward the exit, “I think that sounds lovely…”. Gracious gave Donegan a cheeky grin before following you, Donegan only rolled his eyes in response, “I can’t believe that worked”.
After walking and talking with Gracious and Donegan in the early morning you had come to discover that they had been searching for a strange creature that often dwells around churchyards. Which is how they came to find you singing all alone in the church. So they were the monster hunters that wrote those unusual books, you had thought to yourself. They were both extremely delighted that you had read their work and even more so when you told them that it was on the school curriculum in Roarhaven. Donegan eventually went home claiming he was tired, but it was more out of courtesy for you since technically you were on a date with Gracious. You had decided to get a Wetherspoons breakfast as it was convenient and not too expensive, plus it was the perfect place to get a pint at 10 in the morning without being judged. It turned out you had a lot in common, both of you were raving about how excited you were to watch Marvel’s newest release in the cinema. “That’s what we should do then. After breakfast let’s go and see it”, you beamed excitedly. Gracious seemed just as keen as you and nodded in agreement, “That sounds like a perfect plan!”. As your large full English breakfasts arrived both of your eyes lit up with a delighted hunger. The only thing you left on your plate was the mushroom and Gracious left his tomato. You smiled at him, “Your tomato for my mushroom?”. He laughed swapping your plates.“I thought you would never ask”.
You came out of the cinema sniffling as you recovered from the end of the film, Gracious handed you another tissue and you took it to dry your eyes and blow your nose. “Thank you. You must think I’m so silly for crying at that film. And I’m a mess”, you whined worried that you had not made a good first impression. Gracious smiled at you sweetly, “Hey I still think you look beautiful. And between you and me, I cried in the cinema- but it was dark so nobody saw me”. You laughed again as he took your free hand in his and you walked down the high street together. “So what should we do now?”, you asked curiously. He leaned over and kissed your cheek, “Who knows? Sometime adventure just runs right out in front of you”.
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I was tagged by @ub-sessed
Rules: Name your top 10 characters from 10 different fandoms and tag 10 people.
Man, how’re you supposed to pick just one?? i mean, if i ship them it’s usually gonna be because I really like them both! (or all three!)
No real order:
1. Derek Hale // Teen wolf
Him so soft in such a prickly world. I identify a lot more with Stiles, but I really wanna give Derek nice things. And since you can only pick one...
2. Constable Benton Fraser, RCMP // Due South
He's Canadian Clark Kent, y'all.
I do Benny, I really do.
3. Alec Hardison // Leverage
So smart, funny as hell, and the softest member of a team (and OT3) that really shouldn't be broken up.
But if I gotta pick just one...
(he's soooo gif-able you guys)
4. Buffy Summers // Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Look, Faith is a real close second but. But Buffy. To have so much weight put on your shoulders at such an age, and to come through it all with such integrity, such kindness, such humanity still? Buffy is what Smallville’s Clark Kent wishes he could be. Buffy is Sunnydale’s Xena. Buffy is my Forever Girl. What can you do? *shrugs*
5.Bilbo Baggins // Lord of the Rings & The Hobbit
I’ve been following Bilbo since I was old enough to put a cassette tap in my clock radio by myself, listening to The Mind’s Eye Radio-Play version of the Hobbit. I will never be free of Bilbo Baggins, and I don’t think I’ll ever want to be. I wish for us all to make it to Eleventy-one years and still have such love for all the things life can be, whether you’re on an adventure you didn’t mean to be on, or cozy in front of the fire with a full belly and a book.
The road goes ever on and on...
6. Erik “Magneto” Lensherr // X-Men
Look, it was Real Hard not to put Charles. The kind of person you have to be to have Charles’ gifts and still be kind and moral? holy shit. But then Erik looks up with the shark-grin, ready to hold the world to account with everything that is in him, and I melt.
7. Virginia Lewis // The 10th Kingdom
Long before Prince Zuko’s (wonderful, spectacular) character writing became the gold standard, there was this lil miniseries, distributed by Hallmark, full of Fairytales and Romance, Torture and Adventure. And Virginia Lewis is the Protagonist. You guys. The things she had to do, to go through, to face, to become, in order to finally finally finally at long last love herself? Your fav could never. I would marry this woman. (Wolf can come too. We would be flexible like that. I’d be up for it.)
8. Obi-wan Kenobi // Star Wars
Starting shit, putting out fires, and holding down the Home Fort since 1977. Phantom Menace was one of the first films I ever saw in theaters, and I never recovered. XD Keep on Truckin’, Obi Wan.
9. John Sheppard // Stargate: Atlantis
He’s Real Tired guys. And has funny little ears. But I’m a great big fan of this Nerdy Pilot man who Did Not Ask for command, just like he Did Not Ask to be in love with the most arrogant hypochondriac that ever lived. but he got both of those things, and I support him. *cries*
10. Benjamin Franklin “Hawkeye” Pierce // M*A*S*H
The Hero we need, probs, in These Trying Times. Would that we can all conduct ourselves with such grace and integrity in similar circumstances. When your skinny frame is full-up with that much compassion and wading through that much shit, it’s gotta come out as hilarity. three cheers for Hawkeye! now let’s all be quiet so he can have a nap.
(Also, he is the Bi-con of my heart, do not test me on this)
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Honorable mentions include: Geralt, Renfri, Luke Skywalker, Furiosa, Jim T Kirk, Peggy Carter, and Bucky Barnes.
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and I’m tagging @hereeatthiskitten @inconclusionray @rosestormclare @queerchoir @harrys-long-lallies-flailing @raymaybae @two-black-leviathans @charlies-dragon @canofwormholes @lyriumwolf @kylo-thecrybaby if y’all haven’t been tagged yet and would like to do it. (and you! whoever you are reading this whom I did not tag. feel invited as well, please!)
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