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justthetip174 · 6 days

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★parents ain't around enough★

summary: yn was a very rich teen. her mom and dad were never home. then, she met chris. chris was also a very rich kid. he just moved into her neighborhood. they instantly clicked. one thing turned into another, and things went…a bit wild.

an: i never ever write. so, this is my first attempt…i’m sorry if it’s like…baddddddddd. i’ve tried writing, i enjoy it. but idk if it’s good enough. ty for reading! this is a series. love youuuu

warnings: they’re literally just meeting each other…

i walked in my bedroom, taking off my orange louis vuitton wedges. i looked out my window to see a moving truck. wow…another neighbor? we’ve been having a lot of moving going on.

i shrugged and called my mom. mom and dad weren’t home. they never are.

“mama?” i asked, as she picked up the phone

“oh, hi sweet girl. how was class? i know you had a low grade in physics.” my mom asked, she always had a sweet and soft voice.

“great! i have a 98.1 now.” i said, staring at the uhal truck.

“good job, baby. well…i have to go, kathy needs me.” already? kathy is her boss, my aunt. her sister. i love my aunt kathy, she’s one of my 3 aunts.

“oh, okay. will you be home soon?…” i said in a defeated voice. not wanting to hang up. i had so much to say! just no one to say it to.

“uh…later, baby…later. i love you.” my mom hung up.

my mom never ever had time for me. i was an only child, i had no one to talk to. ugh…life is so lonely.

ding dong!

the doorbell rang. i wasn’t expecting any one. i quickly made my way downstairs and opened my front door. a tall, very handsome, brunette boy, in an orange hoodie.

“oh, hi.” i say shyly, he was very…very handsome.

“hey! i’m chris, chris sturniolo. im moving in next door. i just wanted to come by and say hello.” he said, smiling softly. the sun reflecting i. his ocean blue eyes. they’re beautiful.

“awesome! do you wanna stay for awhile? i have lemonade. or, i can help you get settled in your house?…” i asked, fidgeting with my necklace.

“sure! i love lemonade.” he smiles. i open more front door widely, letting him in.

“damn, your house is huge. you’re like…rich rich.” he said in amazement, looking around.

“i guess you could say that. we also have a tennis court and pool. you can always stop by for a swim.” i say warmly, grabbing the lemonade from the fridge.

“thanks! hey…i never got your name.” he said, sitting on the barstool, putting his phone face down on the island.

“oh, my name is yn, yn ln.” i smile, pouring him a glass of lemonade. i took a second to genuinely look at him. he was wearing an orange hoodie, baggy great sweatpants, and a pair of black chuck converse. not too shabby.

“you know…it’s may…a bit hot to wear sweats and hoodies.” i giggle.

“oh, yeah. woke up and didn��t feel like wearing shorts or a tee.” he chuckles. i hand him his glass of lemonade. he sips it.

“damn, this is great.” he takes another long sip.

“thanks! i made it not too long ago.” i say, taking a sip myself. not to toot my own horn but shit, it was good.

i sat down on the barstool next to him.

“where’d you move from?” i asked, sipping my lemonade.

“boston.” he smiled.

“boston?! i love boston! what made you wanna come go cali?” i asked, with a stupidly large smile.

“well, me and my triplet brothers have a youtube. we make videos. we have over 6 million at the moment.” he started fidgeting with his sweatpants.

“wait…are you like…famous?…” i asked, i was more than surprised.

“i guess you could say that. but, we don’t post any weird things. we pretty much are d1 yappers.” he chuckled.

“wow! that’s so cool! kinda crazy. how long have you been making content?” i asked, sipping my lemonade.

“since 2020. we were 17 when we started.”

“that’s amazing! i’m very happy for you.” i say with a smile.

“t-thanks. your house is awesome. truly.” he takes one last drink of his lemonade before standing up and putting his phone in his pocket.

“it was nice meeting you, yn. i’ll see you around.” chris smiled warmly.

“do you want my digits? just if you ever wanna come over, swim, or just talk in general.” i stand up, putting his dish in the sink and mine with it.

“sure! that would be awesome! thanks.” he hands me his phone to en empty contact, i put it in and hand him his phone back.

“i’ll call you.” he smiled and gave me a hug before he left. i never got much love from family, so from him, made me happy. a few minutes later, he left. that night, in the shower, my room, even during dinner all i could think about was him.

then, i got a message from chris…

PART 2 SOON 🍑🍑

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ist4rgirlo · 10 months

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Hi I have another Conrad fisher x sister request so reader goes swimming and her leg gets stung by a jellyfish and she gets out of the water and goes back to the house and calls Conrad from upstairs and he comes downstairs and makes her sit on the kitchen counter so he can clean it and he comforts her when it stings ( idk if u write for jere if u don’t forget this part if u do please add that he hears her crying downstairs and hugs her to help her move less to like hold her down and comfort her ) and throughout the day Conrad monitors her temp to make sure she doesn’t get a fever <3 ( this is long and so detailed idk if it’s a good or a bad thing I’m sorry also u don’t have to write it now or like at all if you don’t feel like writing platonic ik 3 requests in a row is a lot so tyt and write it when u feel like it <3 )

ONE SHOT !

Summary: Jeremiah and Conrad taking care of their sister.

Warnings: JUST FLUFF, maybe a little bit swearing and crying.

Requested by: Anonymous

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''Connie!'' she exclaimed. I heard my mother yelling loudly, her voice sounded concerned -- here I was, being stung by a jellyfish and crying like a little baby because of the sting I got.

There were two of us in the kitchen when Conrad came running downstairs, looking for mom. The second he saw us, he immediately ran towards us, his eyebrows furrowed, and his voice filled with worry "What happened?"

"Well your sister was trying to surf earlier, I told her no because there would jellyfishes out there but she wouldn't listen!" Mom scolded me, I looked at Conrad with tears in my eyes -- his mouth frowning.

I saw Conrad going beside my mom, rubbing her shoulder, "She's going to be fine, don't worry. I'll clean it mom" my mom just nodded before she went back upstairs to continue cleaning.

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"IT BURNS!!!" As I screamed, I got up from my seat and sat down on the floor, lying down there sobbing like crazy, I heard Jeremiah run down the stairs, he immediately running to the kitchen after hearing me scream.

"Connie please PLEASE make it go away" I yelled.

"What happened, Connie? y/n?"

"She got stung by a jellyfish"

"Oh you poor girl" Jeremiah frowned before walking towards me, holding onto me -- trying to keep me calm as much as possible.

Conrad panicked, "Shh shh, you're going to be alright okay okay". He went and grabbed me and sat me down on the kitchen counter while Jeremiah was by my side for emotional support.

"Okay, I have to clean so It might sting okay" Conrad said, going towards the cabinet to get some peroxide then kneeling down so he can see my feet better.

"YOU SON OF A BITCH" I yelled, accidentally hitting Conrad on the head. Jeremiah chuckled, laughing at me and Conrad.

Conrad winced, looking up at me and glaring at me. I just smiled awkwardly. "I'm sorry" he just smiled and went back into cleaning my feet.

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After Conrad had cleaned my feet, they decided to put me into a bathtub and soak my feet in hot water for a while.

He then set me down on the couch so that he could monitor me every so often and also see if I had any bad reactions to the sting as a result of it. After that he made sure that I was asleep.

Throughout the day, Jeremiah sat beside me till I felt better, he was just there comforting me, making sure that I'm okay. Conrad would come and bring me food and he would always check whether or not I was okay.

"You okay, sis?" Conrad sat down beside me -- patting my head. Jeremiah looked at me and smiled.

"I'm alright now, thanks to you guys" I smiled up a him and Jeremiah before leaning my head on Conrad's shoulder -- feeling myself drift to sleep.

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this one is kinda short so im sorry about that !! im trying to work on something which i am very excited bout :)) if y'all have requests just lmk !!

#tsitp #tsitp conrad #tsitp jeremiah #tsitp fic #tsitp fanfic #tsitp imagine #conrad fisher imagine #conrad fisher fanfic #conrad fisher x you #conrad fisher fic #conrad fisher x reader #conrad fisher #jeremiah fisher imagine #jeremiah fisher x reader #jeremiah fisher x y/n #jeremiah fisher x you #jeremiah fisher fic #jeremiah fisher fanfic #the summer i turned pretty

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themultifandomgal · 6 months

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Shelby Sister- Bonnie Gold

Trigger warning- talk about throwing up and pregnancy stuff

Loosing John was hard for the whole Shelby family, but specially Johns twin YN. She felt like a part of her died along side her brother. No Shelby funeral would go smoothly, so when YN heard gun shots she wasn't surprised. However she was surprised by the men behind the gun shots, specifically one man in particular. His name Bonnie Gold. He rode on horse back that day, eyes locking one another and from that moment on YN and Bonnie were infatuated with one another. He helped her through the grieving process. Of course YNs brothers weren't to happy about the developing relationship, but they also knew they couldn't control their sister.

Bonnie wakes up to a cold bed and the sound of retching. Sitting up he wipes the sleep from his eyes and looks around his eyes finally land on his girlfriend who's throwing up in to a bucket

"Love?"

"I'm fine" YN breathes out but then gags once again. Bonnie gets out on their shared bed and holds YNs hair back while rubbing her back "this baby best come out looking like me after all of this" YN jokes making Bonnie laugh

"Do you think your finished?" Bonnie asks and YN nods her head in response "ok I'll deal with this and you get back into bed"

"You don't have to"

"Of course I do. Go on get into bed and I'll heat up some tea" YN knows there is no point in arguing with her boyfriend so just heads back into bed.

Not to much later Bonnie returns holding a cup of hot tea. Sitting up YN takes it from Bonnie and hums at the warmth in her hands

"I've put in some mint leaves and washed some for you to chew on. I've been told it helps with the sickness"

"Thank you" YN sighs smiling at how caring her boyfriend is, how did she get so lucky?

Once YN finishes her drink she settles back down in bed, yawning as she does so. Knowing YN needs sleep, but can't without his arm around her he also settles down next to her. He wraps his arm around her waist, rubbing his thumb on her stomach even though there is no bump there yet.

When YN wakes again she smells something so amazing it makes her stomach growl. Getting out of bed she gets dressed and then walks out to the rest of the camp. Scanning around she finds Bonnie cooking something over the fire

"Morning YN" Bonnies father greets

"Morning Aberama"

"How are you feeling this morning?"

"Very sick when I first woke. Im feeling much better now though"

"Good. You best go grab some breakfast, don't want my grandchild to get hungry" just then YNs stomach growls

"I think they're already hungry" YN laughs

"Off you go then" YN walks over to Bonnie. Just as she sits down the sound of hooves can be heard coming closer. Bonnie protectively stands up in front of YN, but calms once he realises it's YNs brothers. Stopping in the camp Tommy gets off his horse, Arthur and Finn following behind

"Your just in time for breakfast. Would you like some?" Tommy passes because, well it's Tommy he barley eats anything. But of course Arthur and Finn join around the fire for some food

"So what are you doing here?" YN asks tucking into some eggs

"Just wanted to check on you" Finn shrugs

"Wanted to check to see if Bonnie and I got married in secret because I'm with child?" YN raises her eyebrows looking at Tommy

"I told you I would pay for everything"

"And I told you that Bonnie and I don't need to get married. It's just a piece of paper to say that I belong to Bonnie Gold. I don't belong to anyone other than myself"

"And don't we know it" Arthur mutters causing YN to throw some bread at him. Bonnie smiles watching the Shelby siblings interact with one another, hoping that his and YNs children will have the same kind of relationship and love for each other.

#peaky blinders #peaky blinders imagine #sister shelby #shelby sister #bonnie gold #peaky blinders reader #tommy shelby #arthur shelby #john shelby

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lindagoesmushrooming · 5 days

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hi linda :) im going to a redwood forest this weekend and there'll be tons of mushrooms. i'm new to photography, and i was hoping you could give some tips for photographing mushrooms? thank you!!

Yay for tons of mushrooms! Have fun! 😁

But oh god, where to start... Well, firstly it depends what you're using for photography. Is it a phone camera or semi-pro/pro camera? If it's a camera, then what kind of lens do you have?

A lot of mushrooms tend to be on the small side, so the best thing would be to have macro lens for your camera or a clip on macro lens for your phone (I don't have one myself, though).

I don't have a fancy macro lens but I've been using a Tamron 70-300mm F/4-5.6 Di LD Macro lens for years that's both a telephoto and a macro lens. The only downside of it - I have to step back to take photos. The longer the lens, the longer the minimum shooting distance. So, if you use a phone or a lens that's, say 18-55mm, you can get really close to your object which also works very well for mushrooms. I find that some of the prettiest mushroom photos are taken from below when you can see the gills or the light making the cap transparent. You should be prepared to bend and crawl a lot. 😆 (Not photography related, but wear something you're not afraid to stain. Also - ticks. Be wary of those.)

If your equipment allows it, use large aperture. The smaller the number, the larger the aperture. Yes, it's weird like that. The larger the aperture, the more light is let in. F-stops of 1.4 to 5.6 are considered large apertures. A large aperture will give you a shallow depth of field (you know, when the object or only a part of it is in focus, but the background is all blurred out?). Luckily, mushrooms are small objects, so you don't necessarily need the largest aperture out there.

In my own experience, though, the coolest mushrooms (especially clusters of them) mock me and grow deep in the bushes or wherever I can't reach them/get close, so for such cases having a zoom lens can come in handy.

Some of the examples:

This is a recent pic I posted, taken with a Fujifilm hybrid (mirrorless) camera.

Not a mushroom, but still something small, taken with a Samsung phone (by my sister in law, not me, though).

Taken with a Nikon dslr, using the Tamron lens in its macro mode.

Taken with the same camera and lens, but using its telephoto mode (the mushrooms were located far from me).

I hope this helps at least a bit!

#mushroom photography #I recently bought a new canon camera - yes I'm all over the place with the brands XD #but I haven't taken any mushrooms pics yet #because the mushroom season isn't yet upon us here

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applesdotexe · 9 months

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a couple weeks ago i made a fundraising post while sitting in the county circuit courtroom building, talking about how my very physically abusive brother was being forced back into my life. restraining orders were denied. i stayed in a hotel with my roommate @mintmoth while we figured out what to do for our own safety. (post linked here)

it's been a few weeks. my sister -- in order to protect herself and her infant daughter -- are actively seeking homes to relocate to in the next state over, with her husband who is seeking protective solutions for his family.

my mother and i aren't on speaking terms now and she sees me/my sister not taking our abuser in with open arms as us being over-sensitive. this woman has told me to "get over" my CPTSD in regards to my brother. she's told my sister that if sister leaves she will never be forgiven.

i moved into my new apartment with my roommate two days ago. it was a very frantic process, very stressful, very emotionally taxing. we both have chronic pain issues and are struggling. but we have a safe place to sleep, a kitchen with food, and a place we can both truly try healing in. it's full of packing boxes, the walls are still mostly bare, and the only things set up are sleeping spaces... but it's safe.

thank you immensely to everyone to helped myself or vell, giving support emotionally or physically or financially. it means so much -- i feel like this move may be the start of a new chapter in my life in regards to my family and my relationship with them. it's scary, im nervous, but i'm also... secure

thank you ✨

#tw abuse mention

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sykokittyy · 2 years

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Hi! Im not sure your taking request but if you are and you do billy Hargrove can you do billy Hargrove x plus!size reader smut? I keep finding really good fics but I feel weird reading being a plus size girl. Thank you

I love this!! I most definitely can do this. Especially me being plus!size myself, I know how it feels trying to fit yourself into the story so I most definitely can do this! I hope you enjoy this anon! 🥰

𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐞 𝐦𝐞? —𝐛.𝐡. ❤︎︎

༻₊˚.|❥ pairing: billy hargrove x fem!plus!size!reader

༻₊˚.|❥ summary: reader and billy have been best friends since billy and his step-sister, max, transferred to hawkins, indiana. one night, billy and y/n decided to sneak billy into her room to rant and have a smoke session, when billy admits that he has feelings for y/n. what will happen next? 🤔

༻₊˚.|❥ warnings: smut (18+), (mentions of reader having insecurities), spanking, rough-sex, hair-pulling, marijuana-use, high-sex, (mentions of groping), dirty-talk, p in v, unprotected sex (put on a condom guys, and be safe), doggy style, biting, missionary, creampie, spitting, swallowing, dacryphilia.

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you and billy had been friends since after about three months he moved to hawkins. of course you and him didn’t get off at the right foot in the beginning (considering he was an arrogant little shit when you both first met), but after awhile you both started to look at each others point of views and became very close.

it started when mrs. kelly, the guidance counselor, had asked you to tutor him for his history class. you had originally wanted to say “hell no” and keep it moving, but mrs. kelly, had convinced you to help him. at first when you started tutoring him, he would either not pay attention, or just ask you some questions about yourself (which you would eventually answer).

as time passed by, billy had eventually started paying attention to the work you were helping him with, and you both got close and became the best of friends. when your high school peers found out that you two were close-friends, they went into uproar.

they would give you and him weird stares because you were the “fat girl” that somehow got close to billy in a matter of months. it pissed you and billy off when they would ask if you both were messing around with each other. not because you both thought the other wasn’t attractive, it was because they were trying make it seem like you were desperate, and he was just looking for someone to bury his dick in.

but overtime, you and him both just tuned the rumors out and continued being the best of friends. you couldn’t lie and say that you didn’t find billy attractive, hell, everyone thought he was. you even saw the moms look at him while he was working as the lifeguard at the hawkins community pool. it would be times where he would make flirtatious comments towards you, or when it would be time for you to go to the lifeguard chair and he was there, he would give you sly-smirk with a wink with those beautiful long lashes of his, making you flustered.

but most of the time, you tried not to pay too much mind to it because you thought to yourself “why would he be with someone like me, i’m not as skinny as most girls”. you didn’t think that way because you weren’t confident in yourself, because you were, but it just seemed kind’ve odd that an handsome and attractive boy like billy, would find interest in you. so you tried your best to not get your hopes up.

tonight you and billy decided that he should sneak up to your window tonight and you both were going to have a smoke-session, and talk about things that were going on in each other’s lives. he could even spend the night since your parents weren’t going to be home until 11 am tomorrow from their business trip.

you were tidying up your bedroom when you heard three taps on your window, making you quickly turn just to see billy with that prince charming smile of his and a quick wave. you quickly ran, and bent down a little to push up your window with as much force as you could, which successfully opened. you hurried up and pulled him in.

“hi billy” you said before giving him a comforting hug.

“hey sweet girl, whatchu been up to?”

“I was just cleaning up a little bit before you got here” you chuckled, “you brought the weed right?”

“yep i sure did, i brought the rolling papers also. you’ve got the snacks right?” he mocked before chuckling.

you playfully hit his shoulder. “yes i have them smart-ass, their placed in my closet, beside my bed for when we’re done.”

“thats what she said” he smirked, wiggling his eyebrows.

“shut up and roll up the joint, pretty boy” you giggled.

you soon walked over to your boom box, and started playing the song “call me” by blondie. you were swaying your hips to the beat as you listened to the song. as billy was rolling up the joint for the both of you, he couldn’t help but watch you in your element. you looked so beautiful and free that you couldn’t give a care in world to who or what was around you.

“can i have my face back dufus” you smirked.

it was then that he remembered he had to finish rolling up the joint, and stop eye-fucking you. “is that how you talk to me, when i’m the one that’s rolling this shit up?” he joked.

“yeah, yeah. however may i repay you, dear billy” you spoke sarcastically before laying beside billy on your bed where he was sitting. he chuckles, “well i do have one idea in mind”, he he looks at you and slowly licks the joint before giving you a small smirk.

you couldn’t help but feel flustered, but you chose to hide it. “you are such a man-whore billy” you laughed. he just shrugged and continued to focus on rolling up the joint, and you couldn’t help but watch him.

it made you feel so tingly inside to watch him use his tongue and his experienced fingers to roll up the joint. you could only imagine how godly he was in when it came to giving head—hell you even heard stories from around the school about it. you just wished you could be blessed to feel what the females he dealt with felt. you would damn near be willing to do anything to feel those pink lips, and tongue, and those thick calloused fingers roam across your luscious body. you could just cu—

“y/n!”, he snapped his finger together pulling you from your lewd-thoughts.

“hmm? what billy?” you said looking into the beautiful blue irises of him.

“i said that i’m finished rolling, but i forgot my lighter, do you have one?” he chuckled, knowing that you were staring again.

“umm-yeah! it’s in my nightstand, by the bed”, you smiled awkwardly.

as he was heading to your nightstand, you remembered that you had a certain something in the drawer, that you were embarrassed for anyone to know that you had it.

“w-wait billy, wait!” you panicked, but it was already too late. when billy open up the drawer, he was surprised to see that his bestfriend had a small, pink, vibrator placed next the lighter in her nightstand.

“oh y/n, i didn’t know you were into that shit” he looked back towards you to see your face flushed in embarrassment. he then holds the vibrator up to where the both of you could see. “and here i thought you were holier than though”, he smirked before you ran up to him and snatched the toy from his hands, causing him to laugh.

“oh please, don’t act like you don’t fiddle with your whistle from time to time, girl have needs too”, you said hiding it somewhere in your closet.

“really y/n? ‘fiddle with my whistle’? what are we in the second grade?” he chuckles before lighting up the joint and inhales it before releasing. “look sweet-cheeks, i’m not judging you for what you do on your spare-time.” he continues to smoke the joint before looking at you. “but why use a toy when you could get the ‘real thing’?”, he passes you the joint while continuing to look at you through those long eyelashes of his, making you look away.

you slowly began to inhale the joint, and held it in your lungs before you released it through your nose, making you feel the high quickly. “because billy, if you haven’t noticed by now, girls like me don’t really get a lot action in most cases.”

“what do you mean by “girls like you” he gave you a look of confusion.

you hesitated because you really didn’t want to explain something so difficult, but true. “i mean that “plus-size” or what some ignorant people would call “fat bitches”, don’t really have sex with a lot of people, because we’re self conscious. we can’t open up to people and give them our body because they judge our body before we even give it to them.”, you took another hit before passing it back to billy. you watched as his lips wrapped around the joint and he inhaled it while closing his eyes. leaving you to stare at his thick and pretty lashes.

“may i ask why you think that? i would like to know sweetheart.” he insisted though continuing to look at you and give you his full blown attention.

“because i don’t have the body that most girl’s have, okay? i don’t have the the thigh gap, or a petite figure with the sharp jawline and small hands.” you began to list. “instead billy, i have the stomach fat, the stretch-marks, and the “thunder-thighs” that by-the-way, i have to worry about them rubbing together and causing friction.” you ranted but billy continued to listen.

“i can’t tell you how many times that i felt so out of place, and i mean—could you blame me?especially when i would go to the pool, and i would wear that lifeguard bathing suit, and tits and ass would poke out. i would feel so exposed when people would stare at me, but i would mask it with a smile and an illusion of confidence with my head held high.” you smiled.

as billy listened to you, he couldn’t help but wish that you could see what he seen in you, and honestly he didn’t give a fuck about your weight, because he thought you were beautiful inside and out. he hung out with you because you were you, not because of your appearance. he didn’t give a flat fuck about what those immature cowards at your school thought when he began to publicly be friends with you. If you were his best-friend he was going to let that be known publicly because he wasn’t ashamed.

“hey, hey listen pretty-doll,” he places his hand on your thigh, making you look directly at him. “fuck what people think about you, okay? because let’s be damn honest, it doesn’t fucking matter in the real world.” He looked you directly in your eyes. “cause’ being “skinny” or “petite” isn’t going to stop people from always having a snobby ass opinion, okay? you could be the prettiest girl in the world, and there would be somebody trying pick at a small flaw that doesn’t fucking matter, an you wanna know why? because their fucking miserable and envious.”

as you listened to him, you couldn’t help but find him even more attractive. he genuinely cares about about you enough to let you know that you don’t have to be skinny or petite to fit in because you are fine just the way you are. these feelings you have for billy right now aren’t simmering down, their only growing to a different level.

“look all i’m saying is that you shouldn’t change yourself just because someone else doesn’t prefer you—and i mean i don’t see a damn thing wrong with your body. i love it all.” he said making a smile grow on your face. “really, billy?” you questioned.

“fuck yeah!” he insisted making you giggle a little. “i like your thick thighs, i love your thick curvy figure—and jesus christ don’t get me started on that big, luscious, plump ass of yours” he rolled his eyes to the back of his head as if he was reimagining it, as if you weren’t right there, making you blush.

“but y’wanna know what’s really admirable?” you nodded as you felt the high kick in from the joint, making your eyes lower a little. “that beautiful chubby face of yours, it looks so cute, especially when you smile.” you smile. “see, that’s what i’m talking about,” he reaches forward to lift your chin gently, “that cute smile that i look forward to seeing.”

you didn’t know if it was because of the weed that you were now starting to feel the after-effects of, but you could feel a hot pit of warmth in your lower belly. you could feel the sexual tension throughout the room, and you couldn’t help but feel a little frustrated as the lewd thoughts came running back through your mind.

you shimmied away from his touch, “oh billy, i think you’re just high—“ and you were shocked by his response, he had interrupted you by swiftly leaning forward and placing his lips upon yours. you of course kissed him back as your insides felt like they heating up with joy and excitement. his breath tasted of marijuana and the mint gum that had been long disposed earlier. you both kept a slow pace as slid his big masculine hand amongst your thighs as the other were hold your left cheek. he lowly groaned in the kiss before he pulled away softly and looked into your eyes.

“i’ve been wanting to do that for a while now” he grumbled before biting his bottom lip, making it turn cherry red.

“i can tell, you damn near sucked my face off.” you gave a soft giggles

“I can also kiss…other places doll.” his eyes trailed downwards towards your cunt before looking back up at you.

you couldn’t help but shudder at his his words. you looked at his eyes and they look like they were piercing through you. you noticed that they had became dark of lust. the look in his eyes were so intense you hurriedly looked away.

“uh uh, look at me pretty-doll” he said softly but with a hint of self-dominance. these nicknames weren’t helping with the sexual tension. but you obliged his command.

“no need to be nervous y/n, you can look at me doll, i don’t bite,” your eyes trailed to his pink lips as his face got closer to yours “well unless you want me too”. his face was so close you could feel his breath fanning over your face.

“billy? are you sure you wanna do this?” you questioned before he softly giggled.

“i should be asking you that sweet-cheeks, you look so flustered and hot, and i’ve barely even touched you” he smirked.

he began to press soft kisses on your cheek and jawline, nipping at it before leaning his lips close to your ear. “go ahead and strip for me princess, i want to see you. all of you” he said before leaning back and giving you a smug smirk with his low lustful eyes.

you looked at him to see if there were any hint of playfulness, and he raised an eyebrow he huffed a short breath to let you know that he was waiting patiently oblige to do his soft but dominant command. you slowly stood off of your bed from where he sat and watched your every move. you began to timidly bring your hands down to the hem of your shirt and pulled the shirt over your head, revealing your breasts hugged by your bra.

you could hear billy’s breath hitch in his throat a little as you proceeded to slowly unbutton your denim shorts. “good girl, keep going pretty-doll.” he praised. you pulled down your shorts and shook them of off your ankles as they lightly flew across the room. you could hell be feel exposed, so you quickly try to hide yourself with both of your arms.

he slowly got of the bed and walked towards you. “hey y/n, what did i say? i want to see all of you. not just a specific portion baby girl.” you looked at him with your doe-eyes, “but what about my stretch marks billy?” he swiftly wrapped his hands around you waist and looked down towards you in the eyes. “y/n i’m a grown ass man, i could give a shit about stretch marks. i know what i’m getting myself into.” he assured.

you didn’t do anything but nod your head. he leaned his head down and roughly pressed his lips back onto yours, making him groan the kiss. you were so into the kiss that you didn’t even notice that he was moving both of your bodies back towards your bed, until you felt your body fall back onto the mattress as he continued to kiss you. he hands were roaming all over your body, leaving you only being in your undergarments. billy starts to move his lips towards your neck and nips a spot on your neck making you let out a small moan as groaned in approval.

he lifts his head up and brings his hands towards the straps of your bra, and slides them down, while you reach behind you to detach it. as soon as you detached it, he eagerly snatched the bra off your arms and threw it behind him. “won’t be needing that.” he said before peppering kisses all over your breasts. he leaned back up and quickly began to undress himself undress from his shirt while you help him unbutton his trousers, and pulled them down to his ankles. “thank you baby” he gave you a smile. “you’re welcome daddy.” he was astounded at those words that left your precious lips.

“god y/n, you’re gonna be the death of me.” he grumbled. he proceed to kiss your breasts as he stuck out his tongue on one of your nipples before sucking on it while he squeezed the other. you couldn’t help but moan at the sensation. “please, please billy, don’t stop.” you pleaded. he let go of your nipple with a wet “pop” while into your eyes. “don’t worry i don’t plan to.” he smirked.

you and billy continued kissing as he slid his hands down your body until it reached your lower belly, teasing you before reaching where you wanted him the most. he then proceeded to palm your cunt, making you squirm a little before bucking your hips. he smirk, “you’re suck a needy little slut, aren’t you? don’t worry, i’mma fuck your lights out soon doll. real soon.” he takes his thumb and begins to rub circles on your bundle of nerves.

he feels you getting wetter by the second, and your whimpers and light moans were making him wanna go feral. when you didn’t expect it, he began to put a finger at you causing you to gasp at the sudden action. “ah, shit” you moaned softly as he continued to work his finger into you. “god y/n, you’re so tight” he adds another finger and you begin to moan even louder, feeling him speed up his pace.

“yes, yes, yes billy, fuck you’re making me feel soo good baby, fuck” you threw your head back against your pillows.

he took his fingers out of your pussy, making you whimper at the loss of the pleasurable sensation, and brung his fingers to his lips and put them inside to taste you. “mhmm,” he moaned lowly. “you taste even better than i imagined.” your stomach fluttered.

“but as much as i want to taste more of you, i have to fuck you right here, right now sweet-cheeks.” he quickly got on top of you and kissed you roughly on your plump lips. he reached down and stroked his dick as it leaked of pre-cum. he spreads your legs even wider and places his dick at your entrance, making you shudder. “you ready baby girl?” you nodded almost immediately.

he placed both of his hands on your hips and slowly pushed himself in, inch by inch. you felt the delicious sting of him stretching your tight walls open to the hilt, before he bottomed out. you moans as he gave you slow strokes to adjust you around his cock. when you gave him the green light to speed up his pace, oh baby, did you know that this was going to be the ride of your life.

his pace began to speed up as he grunted and moaned your name. “fuck y/n. you’re so warm and tight. it’s like this pussy loves me pounding into it, shit!” he grunted. you couldn’t do anything but moan in response. no one had ever or could ever fuck you like this. as if he couldn’t fuck you anymore dumb, mid-stroke, he placed both of he hands behind your knees and pushed them to your chest, making him reach that sweet spot to fuck you at a deeper angle. “b-billy, you’re fucking me so good baby” your moaned. “there’s more where that came from doll, open your mouth for me” he smirked.

you obliged and he puckered his lips and spat into you mouth,“swallow, slut.” you listened, “good fucking girl” he continued to pound into you ferociously making you moan even louder. you felt like you were on the verge of cumming and he knew that too, because were clenching down onto him. just when you were about to come he quickly pulled out and flipped you over. he gripped your hips and raised them to his, making your upper body press against the mattress. he slid right back into you, and continued with his rough and quick strokes.

“are you close baby? let daddy know.” you only moaned making him bring down a rough slap to your ass cheek. “speak up, y/n. i need to understand you baby.” he gave you another smack making you jolt forward and gripped your hair into a makeshift ponytail and make you look into his eyes while fucking you. “yes—fuck billy, yes.” you moaned.

“i am too baby, just hold on a little bit longer. we’re gonna cum together” he whispers into your ear. “mhm” you moaned feeling you eyes get heavy from the weed and the overbearing sensation of his dick repeatedly hitting your sweet spot. “i can’t hold it anymore billy”, you whimpered as a few tears fell down your face of feeling like you were finna explode. he continues pounding into you while still pulling your hair that makes you bend back and look him. he leans his face down, stick out his pink tongue, and licks the salty tears that had fell from your eyes, and groaned in pleasure. he moves over to your ear as you continued to take his pounding. “cum.” he said groaned, and you immediately let go making you roll your eyes to the back of your head and let out the loudest moans. a few more strokes later, billy let out a lewd moan and stilled his hips, and came into you.

as you both were coming down from your highs. billy released your hair, and trained kisses all over your back and caressed your hips. he slid out of you, and you whimpered while his cum slipped out of you. he helped you turn back over on your back, and you lay there as he grabbed his boxer’s and went to your bathroom to go clean himself up. you heard the sink running and didn’t pay to much mind to it.

you went to your drawer and grabbed you a big, oversized t-shirt and put it on, before laying back in bed on your back. he came back in your room and stood in front of your legs before spreading them apart. you looked at him in confusion before he placed the warm, damp, cloth on your cunt and help clean you up. when he finished he placed in your dirty hamper by your closet and got right back in bed with you.

“well, i didn’t know that you could handle me like that, billy hargrove” he chuckles lightly before looking in your eyes with his lowered ones.

“oh that wasn’t a problem at all doll,” you smiled as he wrapped his arm around you.

“the question is, can you handle me?”

The End.

a/n: whew guys! this shit took days for me to do, but it was most definitely worth it ☺️. make sure your guys like, comment, and reblog for more content. i love you guys soo much, and i hope you enjoyed this ! bye <3

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chaenqen · 8 months

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Hey can you do an idol Ni-ki x black fanreader and can it be like a series (even short or small) if you can where they get close and become friends and then fall in love or what ever

Also they make out ( sometime or like in the story)

SORRY IF THIS IS WEIRD

featuring nishimura riki & black!fan!female!reader genre school au strangers2friends fluff twoshot warnings swearing and cussing lmk if i missed anything. a/n thanks for the request and don’t worry about it, everything’s cool !! i hope you’re okay with a twoshot and do tell if you want me to add anything to the storyline !!

pt.2

have fun ~

january 6th.

the beginning of a new year in school is always hard, isn’t it? not exactly. i used to go to an all girls school in simsbury, connecticut where i was usually one of the top ranked students. i never had a problem with getting used to new environments since i love trying new things and getting to know people. after my mom and dad got divorced my dad found a new lover when i was around six or seven. we moved to south korea together with his new wife and my half-sister zoey. im already seventeen, in the middle of puppetry yet my grades seem to never fail which is why im supposed to help some classmates every day after school. i had no idea who i was supposed to meet since my teacher said nothing but “meet him in the library.” which didn’t give me much information about the boy i’m supposed to be teaching something.

until…

“excuse me? you’re y/n, right?”

i feel a tap on my shoulder as soon as i sat down on one of the armchairs in the large library. “yeah, who’s ask—“ my eyes widen when i find out about who the yet unknown person is…

“niki?! y-you go to school here?!” my eyes widen in shock as i notice who i actually have in front of me… relax y/n, it’s just— ni-ki

“ i do but i also don’t. it’s complicated…” he scratches the back of his head with a soft yet clearly visible grin on his lips. he lets his tongue glide over his lips before speaking up again with a slightly shaky voice, seemingly a little nervous now that he knows that you seem to know him.

“so uhm… you’re good at english and stuff?” that makes you chuckle. “i guess i am, yeah” a soft smile is glued to your face as you notice him nervously looking off to the side.

“would you mind helping me? i-i’m kinda behind everyone else in our grade and i’d like to change that now…” his eyes avoid yours while he fiddles with a pen in his left hand nervously. you smile up at him in a kind way before pointing over at the armchair beside you, motioning him to sit down with you.

“i can teach you some stuff but i’m sure you’re already very good at english!” you beam him a smile before getting a notebook from out of your schoolbag that sits beside your chair. “write down five sentences about yourself. i’ll correct the things that are wrong.”

and that’s how our friendship started.

september 24th.

“ayo!” a loud voice shouts from behind me as i make my way to school, schoolbag on my shoulders. “you got them goddess braids that i recommended you to get…!” ni-kis face appears beside my own as his arm swings around my shoulder. “you know… i love the way they look on you…”

he seems to be very excited to see that i actually did what he recommended. “had nothing else in mind” i roll my eyes playfully and the corners of my lips pull up into a smirk. obviously he notices that i’m not saying the truth and pokes my side “yeah yeah of course” a soft chuckle escapes his lips and i start laughing with him, cheeks flushed slightly from happiness…

october 6th.

“wanna put these clips in your hair… they’re so pretty” ni-ki came over right after school ended. he decided to sleep over for the weekend because they’re going on a tour in a few weeks.

“go ahead then” i beam him a smile, making myself more comfortable on the floor while he sits on my bed, his feet reaching the floor beside my hips. he started to carefully put some cute clips in my hair around my braids right when i gave him permission to do so and i could just feel the happy and excited smile lingering on his lips.

“when are you guys gonna leave?” i ask with a soft tone as my eyes are glued to the tv where we put on a show we both like watching together. after some time of decorating my braids he gives my head a a few pats before answering me. “two weeks. on thursday.” my eyes widen as i turn around in surprise, a scoff of disbelief escaping my lips.

“so in the middle of a school week once again? you do know you should be going to school right?” i roll my eyes and lean my head back, laying it on his lap with a slightly annoyed expression on my face while i stare to the side. he noticed my disappointment and lets out a chuckle before placing his hands on my shoulder giving me a soft massage.

“do i now?” he asks with a teasing tone. “yeah… with me.” i couldn’t help but let out a sigh before turning around and now sitting in front of him face to face and looking up into his eyes.

“what’s my reason to go to school now, huh? fuck the good grades, i don’t care about them…” my voice softens and he could definitely tell the difference between my usual happy and energetic personality and now. im more than disappointed and sad about him leaving once again but i guess he already knows that…

“so you don’t care about the several praises that the teachers give you? the good grades and the head pats your dad gives you? you don’t give a fuck about that, hm?” he slowly leans down to my face with that usual smug grin as his hands rest on both sides of my face. “you don’t give a fuck about that?” my head nods almost automatically. “i want you… and i need you…” i was basically begging god to make him kiss me already. kiss me kiss me kiss me!

“mhm? oh yeah?” he leans even closer now, his lips right beside my ear, whispering all his words in such a delicate tone… it could make me melt right here right now.

“kiss me…” he whispers in that same tone and i react immediately, pulling him in by his collar making our lips connect. it was hectic but it was full of affection and love…

and that’s just the beginning…

@j-wyoung @lacieeeeee00

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frownyalfred · 5 months

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hi res,, im a huge, huge fan of your fics and i've been scrolling through your tumblr for the last hours/day while falling in and out of a weird stomach pain that is totally ruining my winter break! i also don't really know how tumblr works but i had to express my love for you, I feel so much better reading your stuff 😍 your tumblr posts are also amazing, thank you so so much for all your contributions to this fandom AND to ao3/fandom culture in general!! (wow that was a lot of exclamation marks, i swear i know how to end a sentence with other punctuation 😃 namely emojis 😃😃)

I had a question about your opinions on some ships, IF YOU'RE AMENABLE, feel free to ignore; i know you're a super busy person and this is going to be a long message, I'm overwhelmed looking at it myself 😅

Firstly, shipping the batkids together??? I've seen a few fics like that, especially the robins (e.g. dick/jason, jason/tim??) but I generally avoid them bc they make me feel uncomfy personally, even if they're not characterized as brothers/sisters in that particular fic - cuz i cant kid myself into thinking that i'll ever see them as anything but siblings 🥹

then there's also the stephanie/tim thing?? my understanding of stephanie's dynamic in the batfamily is limited since i got into the dc fandom mainly through fic, but i'm under the impression that some canons have that, and stephanie is not totally considered part of the batfamily (as in bruce's daughter). while other times it's tim/kon, and I'm very supportive of the increasing inclusion of queer representation in the "dc canon", but i guess it's just that the batkids all feel like children, like babies even 🥺🥺

yea so that was a pretty long winded explanation for a quick question😭 my bad

and finally, my otp, ghostbat 🥹🥰 i've never really seen you post anything about them, it is definitely a much rarer ship, but i'd love to know your opinion 💙 i would absolutely recommend taking a look into it if you haven't already, their dynamic is so unique (imo) and heart-wrenching! i havent found that much content about them, so if there are any suggestions for content for them, i will take literally anything 🥺

yeah so thanks for looking through all of this mess, i love you and your beautiful brain so much, sending positive vibes and well wishes your way <3

Hi anon! Thank you so much, and sorry you're not feeling well. Some quick answers to your questions below:

People do ship the batkids together, in a variety of related/not related scenarios. It's not everyone's cup of tea. Some people like it. Some people get very squicked by it. All reactions are valid. I am a big proponent of ship and let ship -- people are going to write what they're going to write. If you don't like to read that, hit the back button. Like you said, you have already identified that you don't like it, and now you avoid it. That's awesome!

Tim/Steph vs Tim/Kon can also be a touchy subject in fandom. Steph's inclusion in the batfamily depends on the fanon and/or canon. People have strong opinions about this. My reaction is always, teens have relationships. Messy relationships. Tim and Steph and Tim and Kon can all happen and it doesn't make anyone more or less deserving of love or a relationship. They're kids figuring themselves out -- it makes sense that it's messy.

I like ghostbat! I will admit I'm not as familiar with the ship as I could be. I mostly consume secondhand info here on tumblr. @allgremlinart's blog is a great place to start if you haven't already.

Hope that helps! Feel better soon, anon.

#asks #anon #bruce wayne #batman #dc #batfamily

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natsumiheart · 1 month

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Ever since I met you.

…Hello world! Lmao

Hi, I'm Natsumi, and I'm wondering who is even reading this but if you are, welcome to a very long post about how I got into Tears of Themis, how it helped me through such a hard time, and how I ended up falling in love with a certain detective.

I made this post for an event on hoyolab but I’m posting it here too in my trashcan! I already wanted to have a post documenting this online just for myself, even if in the future I cringe while reading it, I can look back and remember the emotions I felt through the year. I also wanted to share it with the world so that maybe people will feel like me, or come to appreciate this character that I love so much as much as I do. (you’re free to reblog btw!)

Warning: This post is mostly about Luke!

It contains spoilers about some Luke cards and some spoilers for his Blossom Chapter. There are small scenes from episodes 2 and 5 of main story as well. Oh, and Artem and Luke 2nd anniversary cards.

If you are here because you’re interested in learning or reading more about Luke and do not care much for the rest, I recommend the interlude, part 6, and The end: part 1. The other parts also talk about Luke and his stories but those are the most important in my opinion.

Due to Tumblr’s 30 image per post limit, this will be divided into 3 parts, each part added with a reblog.

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Index because this post ended up incredibly long so here are the parts laid out to read anything you’re interested in!

> Part 1: Introduction

(How did I learn about this game?)

> Part 2: Contact

(Getting the game)

> Part 3: The Beginning

(Starting the game and first impressions lol)

> Part 4: Falling

(FOR LUKE AHAH)

> Interlude: Luke Pearce’s Fear

> Part 5: Obsession

(How and why did this obsession start?)

> Part 6: Reflection

(Thinking back on Luke’s personality that attracted me)

> The end: Memories

(Extra memorable moments)

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Part 1: Introduction

I play Genshin (shocker) and I have some online friends who play it as well, so when Tears of Themis came out globally since it's made by Hoyoverse as well, most people who played genshin went to check it out. I discovered Tears of Themis through those people, and I was recommended the game by my online friends.

What was my response?

“I have no phone storage.” AAHAHAH, yes. I'm not a day one player. I only started during the second anniversary because back when the game came out despite being interested I could not play because I did not have any device that could handle the game. My phone could not handle Genshin's size either, it's not compatible to begin with- I played Genshin on the PlayStation [emoji]

However I did not forget about the game, I was just hoping that somehow one day, a miracle will happen and I will be able to play mobile games like other people LOL but what are the odds of that happening?... Well, a miracle happened 2 years later.

Bonus: I had a little beef at the time with Artem because I kept thinking drawings of him were actually of Jumin who is a very well written character I love like crazy from mystic messenger since 2016 BWAHAHA

Every masterpiece.. has its cheap copy.. IM JKJK PUT THAT KNIFE DOWN AHAHA

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Part 2: Contact

So one day I was visiting my aunt's house and met my cousin's acquaintance. I met the guy for like.. only 2 hours and during those hours my cousin told him about how I draw digitally but I have been drawing on an 8 year old phone that stays alive for like 30 mins at a time AHHAHA

The guy was like “That's it, I'm getting you an iPad to draw on.” I laughed, thinking he was joking- but then 2 days later I received TWO iPads, one for me and one for my little sister! W t f. Angels do exist on earth? And I was never able to thank him in person because he's a busy guy who only visited my village and I never saw him again o.o

Can you guess what I started doing when I got it? Download a bunch of games I wanted to try throughout the years but couldn't! Among them was Tears of Themis. My house didn't have the best Internet and had a couple hours of electricity a day so I downloaded it very slowly at my aunt's house.

I remember so clearly about how I sat next to my sister as I was downloading the game, and it started playing the second anniversary promotion video since it was starting during that time. At first I was like “aww, they proposing!” but suddenly things turned spicy and I almost dropped the iPad from my hand HAHA.

I did not know what to expect going into this game because I stayed away from spoilers and videos about it since I knew I wanted to get into it myself one day (I was interested in the main story). It made me sad too to be honest because I wanted to play it but couldn't, so I avoided it for years.

I however, did not expect at all that the game would get THAT spicy LMAO my sister noticed my reaction and she was like “What's up?” And I was like “you cannot see this” though she is older than the game’s age rating AHAHHA

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Part 3: The beginning

I was so excited getting into this game! When I started I was incredibly hooked to the main story, and at the time.. hear this.. I had a bias towards Artem because he looked like Jumin AHAHA

I was honestly more interested though in the main story than the boys, because the boys didn't make me feel much at the time- I do not have a “love at first sight” I never had that kind of experience for real life people or fictional people. (Anyone can experience it, and that's valid! It's just for me personally that never happens.)

After knowing characters and learning more about them, that's when sometimes- I fall in love with them as a character, they end up giving me so much happiness just seeing them, they give me comfort.. And they fill up my sketchbooks HAHA is this love romantic? Usually no, that's very rare!

I did not feel much for Artem (turns out the only thing he and Jumin have in common were their looks and being socially awkward, shocker-) but I had a little interest that led to me pulling for his second anniversary card when I started being able to wish. I lost- and got a standard Artem, but then I won and got his card LMAO you can get a lot of wishes starting off. However I was doing the stories of the standard SRs, along with the main story and someone.. someone was warming up a lot to my heart.

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Part 4: Falling

The boys were all very interesting and lovely characters! (The NPCs as well!!)

Artem, despite how he comes off at work, is actually just a shy guy who is bad at communication outside of work.

Vyn is actually a very interesting and well written character being very different than the rest of the cast due to his unique upbringing (honestly? His family feels like a cult, bro literally is running from a cult) and you learn more about his own psychology the more you get to know him.

Marius is literally just an artist who wants to chase the life he wants but is hindered by responsibility and his position.

And Luke- Luke stole my heart LOL

First off, he's a detective and I've already confessed online to having a thing for detectives by a drawing- that starting since I was a kid and I watched detective conan🧍‍♀️his introduction chapter.. was very interesting. It was literally the first episode, Rosa clearly knows and cares about this character right off the bat you're like hmm? What was this guy doing for 8 years? Why did he show up now after so long? Almost making him suspicious even. But he and Rosa seemed so close despite it all.

After that Luke had started showing up in the story here and there, a moment that made me go “ohh.. what a cool guy.” Was when after Marius’ case in episode 2, he shows up on a bike like “get in we outta here” and saved her from all the reporters.

His theme plays at this scene.. my heartttt

Revealing he'd been watching her and the case from afar and was literally waiting for her to get out and get her away.

I started reading the standard SRs, the first one I did was “Among the great blue” which honestly I recommend everyone doing again because I bet you all do not remember Luke saying this about Jellyfish

The card made me go *the rock eyebrow raise* GAHAH and at the time I was all innocent, not knowing anything about what Luke was going through, so when Rosa woke up and did not find him sleeping next to her (after she invaded where he's supposed to be sleeping lmao) and Luke was hunched over like “I'm fine I just accidentally swallowed gum lol” I actually believed him 💀 there were signs, but it would fly over a player's head until things are revealed ON THE FIRST FREAKING ACT OF HIS PERSONAL STORY and suddenly everything makes sense. Wow.

When I started personal story, I was just starting it because starting all of them is part of the “Rookie tasks” event you get when you start the game. Only to be punched in the gut immediately.

This is LITERALLY what you’re greeted with when you start his story 💀

I was starting to warm up to this guy and you're telling me.. he's sick and planning to leave us.. omg.

I got to choose one limited SR from the Rookie event, and I thought Luke looked adorable so I picked his card "A star in the palm" and the story.. omg that card, I'm weak. Everyone needs to see it, READ IT!

It’s illegal to be BOTH handsome and adorable smh

After that I started WANTING to do more Luke stories so I did the other standard SRs “Radiant Sunlight”, “Timely Rescue”, “Inner Sanctum”. They were all so good, my favorite being Inner Sanctum for how much it messed with my heart.

Dude is literally falling and he STILL makes sure to protect her.

I- was dying. I started pulling for Luke's anniversary card, starting to regret my choice going for Artem's. But he wouldn't come-

So I went back to main story because that's how you get the most schips, and guess what- I had reached episode 5…

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Interlude: Luke Pearce’s Fear

The way episode 5 starts, Luke joins the NXX and Rosa is incredibly surprised seeing him there introducing himself as an agent from the NSB. Meanwhile Luke… is mad.

At first he can't believe Artem would even make her do this but she confirms to him that it was her decision, and then he spills the truth about his identity, and about where he's been the past 8 years. He apologizes, for lying, for planning to leave her again, for everything.

And then this happens.

You guys, this scene made me go straight up insane. You can tell how much he had cared and loved her for all these years, and how his biggest fear is literally the main character getting hurt or something happening to her. I felt so emotional over it, that after this act I started DESPERATELY pulling for his card and I finally- finally got it

Episode 5 BTW is one of my favorites in the main story, it is 3 parts because it's THAT good. It's when people will start seeing what Luke is as a character, what's beneath the surface you see in episode 1. (Also this episode introduced the best character: Hugh Moss AHAHH)

The parallel between Rosa, and Jasmine (the reporter whose case you investigate), was not lost on me. That reporter died trying to expose the truth which is exactly what Rosa has been trying to do. I think the entire chapter literally is showing you why Luke is so scared of her continuing the path she's in.

But you know what's the best part? He's freaking terrified, yet he never forces her to leave. He says this:

People keep saying Luke is a red flag that keeps trying to control Rosa and her actions and I swear my reaction is always “Are you even paying attention?” Luke never forces Rosa, he only shows he's against it, but he always says he will support her whatever decision she makes.

A similar more light-hearted situation is the story of his summer card “Iridescent Heartbeat” where Luke is afraid of Rosa getting hurt or doing things that are too much for her so he doesn't consider doing things such as Bungee jumping or rafting. But Rosa insists that she wants to do it and when she's visibly afraid later, Luke teases her a bit (LOL)

but then holds her close to him and soothes her saying there's nothing to be afraid of cause he's there.

He encourages her to do what she wants! And when she does indeed get hurt because the rope was too tight around her leg, he does NOT put the blame on her, but on himself-

Y'ALL HOW IS THIS GUY CONTROLLING??

(The scene after kinda got on my nerves cause Rosa got “angry” that he’s not his usual “cheerful self” like girl I love you but please- can’t you see how much you getting hurt affects him? She pretends that she’s angrier than she actually is making Luke apologize over and over like 💀 but tbh it was also funny, I don’t like how she handled it but it was funny lol)

When they go rafting Luke lets Rosa take the lead and he will follow her because she wanted to prove to him that he doesn't need to plan everything, however Rosa's plan backfires, things go horribly wrong and she can't figure out how to get the raft to go straight. Luke again, does not reprimand her in any way and only helps her so she can do what she wants. Later on even after they've fallen off the raft and onto the water he immediately holds her and takes her up to the surface so worried like “are you okay???” And despite all that, he says she's right. That she's always right and he will stop trying to plan and go more with the flow.

Luke never tried to control Rosa, he just loves her so much that he does not want to ever see her in pain or sad. He wants her to be the happiest girl in the world.

So who is Luke? Luke is the coolest mf, a guy that always jumps into action to help others with a heart so damn big that his own emotions slowly destroy him. He has felt an astronomical amount of guilt and regret since childhood- and has cared for and loved the main character just as long. The girl who is the reason he was able to keep his sanity, the girl who he always wanted to protect, and the girl who is the reason he is still here today.

I wholeheartedly believe that without Rosa in his life, Luke would've ended up completely different, if still alive at all.

Bonus: I remember people being like, the characters have gemstones that match their color in the proposal ring, so why does Luke have Ruby instead of something like Topaz? This is why.. the ruby in the ring represents Rosa (getting emotional over here omg) and honestly that ring is freaking insane because not only did he design and make it and its box by himself for years.. but a ruby is inside the key that Rosa gave to him.

Remember how Luke when you click on the key in visit says “I wear it like this to have it as close as possible to my heart” now look at the key.. if the Ruby is Rosa, and Luke’s heart is the key, do you see what he conveyed in that ring? Yea, I’m crying too.

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Part 5: Obsession

I have a bit of an obsession problem, I've been obsessed with stories, games, or characters and that obsession can last years of my lifetime. And it's understandable, when you're going through terrible things in your life, you get attached to what makes you feel happy and you hold on to that feeling. That's what starts that obsession.

When I got the second anniversary Artem card I did the story immediately and it was.. it was alright. Artem wants to propose, but in his attempt to keep it all secret distances himself too much and gets Rosa worried, but then wow! He proposes with the help of his coworkers and happy ending + things get a bit spicy at the end.

But I felt like.. like I'm getting deja vu AHAHA like I've seen this kind of story a million times before. (Probably cause I did from watching a bunch of kdramas and having consumed a bunch of stories from a lot of media) It did not exactly get me to feel anything much, I'm sure it's different for Artem stans though having him propose after probably following his story for 2 years XD good on you guys have fun with your mans!

For me though who had just started, it did not have that much of an effect. After I got the Luke anniversary card I was excited and went into the story oh so innocently not knowing back then that Luke cards are honestly heart wrenching.

It led to me crying in bed while the sun was rising from the window as Luke says “That's because I love you.”

The way how he blocks the wind from her and lets it hit him instead at that exact moment is freaking PEAK writing.

That card showed me a lot more about this man who is so shackled by his own emotions and circumstance, that he's willing to sacrifice everything even his own wants and dreams for the one he loves.

Have you guys seen that one official art with Rosa posing as Themis? And the boys are represented by the objects around her? Luke is the sword, Artem is the balance, Vyn is the blindfold, and Marius is the snake by her leg.

It starts to make sense why Luke is holding onto her sword to the point of bleeding, he's bleeding yet he looks up to her in absolute devotion not caring for what happens to him and his eyes are only always on her. He’s willing to be her sword, to take all of the pain and protect her so she can be happy.

My life.. has not been what is considered “normal”. I'm not going to give my backstory in this post aHAHAH but at the time when I started Tears of Themis I was going through a very bad point in my life where I was close to have given up completely on my future and accepted my fate as it is. I had shut down completely, and I went back to becoming a shut-in which is honestly something I went through for four years before, it wasn't good.

When you reach that point, you start becoming apathetic to everything.

Luke however, somehow started making me start having emotions again. Reading and learning about this character was actually affecting me in a way I have not been affected in a long time. He felt.. real, like I could feel his emotions, his love, his despair.

And that's part of why I got so attached to him and he became my comfort, because of him, I started to feel human again.

AHA CRINGE. OK enough with the sadness.

But I'll never forget how much Luke and Tears of Themis helped me keep a grip during those hard months. I'm in a better place now, it's not good- but it's better, and I still just open this game and visit Luke to help me ground myself.

One time after a bad day I accidentally touched him and he said this, I went insane-

I think that says a lot about the state of my sanity AHAHAH

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[To be continued in reblog]

#tears of themis #luke pearce #xia yan #lukerosa #rant #my complete insanity has shown its head once again #I just— love him so much LOL

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OK OK, BUT FIRST HI AND I HOPE YOUR JOB INTERVIEW WENT WELL BUT RN I HAVE SOMETHING IMPORTANT!! CAN YOU MAKE SHIBAMAN ONESHOT????? LIKE WHEN HE FELL IN LOVE AND MAYBE A BIT NSFW AT THE END???? PRETTY PLEADE AND THANK YOU SO MUCH

Shibaman x IchigoMilk!Reader

a/n: Hii! Thanks for asking but they didn't hire me shjsjxjd I was planning to write smth for Shibaman so im happy to see this request jxkdkf Yeah Tsuji&Shibaman are my babies 😁 Im not very comfortable about writing nsfw so... Here is your request, i hope you like it 🤗💕

Sorry for the grammer or spelling mistakes.English is not my main language so...

Thank you and love you 🥰

Warnings: hnl usual violence and fights...

When the young girl entered the small restaurant, she looked around for a while.She was looking for 2 tall boys and when she saw them eating ramen at a table with joy, she stepped there.

She dropped her bag on the chair and sat on the chair opposite the two of them, and the two looked at her in surprise.

"Bon appetite boys!"

Shiba asked in a sarcastic tone as Tsuji nodded his head.

"Did you only come to say that?"

She was the youngest member of Ichigo Milk, where Shibaman's older sister was.More like, she was a rookie.The young girl, who is also loved by the Sannoh members, has not been able to get along well with this duo since her childhood.

Although Tsuji stopped fighting with her as he got older, Shiba and Y/n would argue every time for some ridiculous reason. So when the young girl sat across from them, it was Shibaman who reacted even though they were both surprised.

Y/n rolled her eyes and cleared her throat.She put a sweet smile on her face and looked at the two of them.

"How are you? How's school going?"

Tsuji laughed at her attempt to chat and continued to eat, but Shiba didn't want to miss the opportunity to piss her off.

"Come to the point y/n. Also, I'm glad I didn't see you in that stupid pink gang uniform.That uniform pisses me off."

Y/n knew Shibaman didn't like her sister being in that gang. The fact that it was really dangerous was one of the biggest reasons.

The girl tried to gather her sentences.It was quite painful for her to have to ask these two for help.

"Okay, I'm getting straight to the point. I need your help."

Shiba gave a small grin as Tsuji lifted his head in surprise.

"You? Great Y/n? Need our help?"

Y/n wanted to choke him right now but she couldn't. So she closed her eyes and took a deep breath. But before that, Tsuji spoke.

"What kind of help? Is there a problem?"

Y/n slowly nodded and took a deep breath.And she asked without hesitation.

"I need one of you two to be my boyfriend."

"What?!"

Yes, they both cried out in surprise at the same time.Y/n put her index finger to her lips to silence them and continued.

"You're just going to pretend like it.For once. Pleaseee."

Tsuji and Shiba looked at each other and turned back to the girl.

"Can you explain properly what the fuck is that?"

Y/n said that there is someone bothering her, maybe he will give up if he sees her with her boyfriend. When they realized that the young girl was very uncomfortable with this situation, they started to take things seriously.

"Wouldn't you normally beat that person? Is he someone too strong for you?"

Y/n shook her head when Tsuji asked

"No, my mom will kill me if she hears of another fight. So I can't cause any trouble."

"I can beat him." Said Shiba and y/n sighed

"No idiot, no fighting. I just want you to help me."

Tsuji had known the two well for years. And although neither of them admitted it, he was sure that they liked each other. So he wanted to send his friend for this plan.

"Shiba is taller, he may look scarier than me. Besides, I can't stop myself from beating him up. So Shiba is coming with you."

Tsuji nodded and Shiba sighed as Shiba turned to him in surprise.

"Okay, but you're buying us another ramen."

Y/n smiled and nodded

"Roger!"

***

Y/n sighed at the familiar face she saw after school. He had come again, and she was barely holding back from punching him in the face any longer. Moreover, Shibaman was late, and she definitely wanted to punch him too...

She grabbed the handle of her bag tightly and walked out the school door. She started to move forward without looking at the boy. But after a few steps she had to stop when someone grabbed her wrist hard and looked at that person.

"Will you let go of my wrist?"

Y/n rolled her eyes as the boy glared at her with an annoying grin. She couldn't take it any longer but suddenly the grip on her wrist loosened and someone pushed the boy hard.

She looked up at the person who had pushed the boy and saw Shibaman giving him a bad look and she looked at him in surprise. He turned to her and smiled.

"Baby, is there a problem?"

Y/n was a bit surprised by the pet name he used, but she smiled and nodded as he did his role perfectly.When the boy who tried to talk to her wanted to approach them again, Shiba grabbed the young girl's hand tightly and pulled her towards him.

Y/n briefly looked at the hand holding her hand and its owner in surprise. Shiba looked quite serious. A little scary too.

"This beauty has a boyfriend. If you don't want me to kill you here, stay away from her."

Wow, beauty? Was he always this flirtatious? It surprised her...

It was the boy across from Y/n that interrupted her thoughts and said, "This isn't over, Shiba." Did they know each other?

As the delinquent walked away, y/n looked at Shiba.His jaw tightened with anger, and he was gripping y/n's hand tighter.

"Uh... Shiba?"

Y/n showed her hands as Shiba turned to her in surprise.

"It hurts a little bit."

Noticing that he was still holding her hand, he whispered a small apology and withdrew his hand.

"Do you know him? He didn't look like he had seen you for the first time."

Shibaman slowly nodded his head

"An old friend... let's go home. I'll walk with you, I don't trust him."

Y/n didn't understand why he was so serious, but she trusted him. She nodded slowly and they started walking to the neighborhood where they lived together.

After Y/n came home, she thought about Shiba for a long time.His hands were warm and big, his jaw line was very sharp and tightened when he got angry... Even though she was angry with herself for thinking about these things, she was starting to realize somethings...

They had known each other since they were very young. Shibaman's older sister has always seen and loved y/n as her little sister.That's why she grew up with him.

Y/n was a good student, even though she wanted to be a delinquent, her mother wanted her to get a good education.That's why every time she fought, she heard a serious scolding from her mother and it made her sad.That's why she was trying to be a normal girl now.

She and Shibaman have been friends for years. Maybe enemies? They were constantly teasing and fighting each other. They always said they hated each other, but they always protected each other in such serious matters.

Y/n sometimes wondered if he had the same feelings. But thinking that it was impossible, she got angry and hated him even more.

***

It was a quiet evening, y/n was starting to get on better with Shiba after that incident at school.At least they didn't want to kill each other.

It was an evening they walked together again.Y/n was telling a funny incident about Sannoh. Shiba was making fun of her silly mistakes.But that silence didn't last long, when the two young people turned around with the sound they heard, they saw a few people holding metal pipes in their hands.

Even though their faces were masked, Shiba could guess who they were.He knew very well that the matter was not closed.

"Shiba..."

Shibaman took y/n behind him and spoke in a reassuring tone.

"Stay behind me okay? And whatever happens, don't do something stupid."

Y/n nodded and Shiba kicked a person who was swinginga pipe at him. It wasn't a long fight. The fight was reallyshort.But things changed when their leader, who was watching the fight on the sidelines, hit Shiba on the head with a pipe.

"Shiba!" Y/n shouted in horror.Shiba fell to the ground and tried to fix his vision for a few seconds. He could feel the blood running down his forehead.

Someone leaned over him and unmasked his mask. He had a hideous grin on his face.

"I told you it wouldn't end here, Shibaman? It's been a long time."

When Shiba opened his eyes, he wasn't surprised by the familiar face he saw, but something did happen to surprise him.Y/n ran and kicked the bending boy hard in the face, and the boy fell to the ground. She hit so hard with all her might that the boy could not even stand up again from the pain.

Shiba looked at the young girl in surprise.He also looked a little shocked because she was staring at the boy on the ground without blinking.

Shiba got up from the ground holding his head and walked towards the young girl.

"Y/n?" She didn't respond. "Hey!" The young boy waved his hand in front of her face this time. The young girl slowly turned to him and Shiba smiled.

"I told you not to do anything stupid"

Shibaman was also surprised when Y/n looked at him with her eyes filled with tears. He expected her to make fun of him for being beaten, not cry...

"Hey... are you okay? Are you hurt? Why are you crying?"

Y/n sonbed and spoke

"Idiot! I thought you were going to die.Why didn't you get up from the ground?"

As Y/n screamed in fear and anger, Shiba rolled his eyes and threw his arm around her shoulder.

"Let's go home y/n-chan... you get so annoying when you cry"

***

Y/n was at Shiba's house. She was cleaning the blood from his face with a cotton ball. And she scolded him every time.Of course, Shiba was scolding her too.

After yelling at each other for a while, y/n tossed the cotton to the side and took a deep breath.

"You really scared me."

Shiba became serious with the serious tone in the young girl's voice

"Sorry, that wasn't my intention."

Shiba was sitting on the sofa and y/n was standing between his legs, patching him up

"I was really scared for a moment. What would I do if you were injured more seriously because of me?"

Shiba smiled and nodded

"He didn't attack me because of you, it was a grudge from the past."

Y/n slowly nodded, lowered her head and closed her eyes. Shiba grabbed the young girl's chin and slowly lifted her up.Y/n swallowed with dark eyes staring at her when she opened her eyes.

What was this feeling? Is it right, now? Why was he looking at her like that?

Shiba was thinking the same thing.Was it the right time? Would she kill her if he kissed her? Or... it was now or never.

As Shiba slowly brought his face closer, y/n closed her eyes and bowed. It was now or never, right? When their lips met, they both felt a sweet electric wave in their bodies.

A slow, sweet and deep kiss.It contained a lot of emotion and passion.

When they both broke up after a while, Shiba looked into the eyes of the young girl and smiled.

"So are you going to kill me?"

Y/n laughed and shook her head.

"Not today."

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