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Build me Up, Break me Down (Loki x Female Reader)

Read chapter 9 here // Series Masterlist

Chapter 10

Summary : You and Loki work through your feelings for each other. The god of Mischief is not the one to get tied to a mortal right?

Warning : Mentions of rape, violence, sex happens.

Punch after punch was thrown and Thor wasn't even doing anything in retaliation, he was just smiling, then he grabbed Loki's fist in his palm.

"Stop it brother and go take care of your new girlfriend" Loki got off him, walked away and then turned around to punch him again. Then he was out of his brother's chamber for good, you saw him walking into the kitchen, huffing and puffing with every breath then he grabbed a bottle of water to drink. You noticed his knuckles were bruised so you walked over to him

"What happened?" You asked him as you opened the freezer and found a bag of peas then you grabbed his hand in yours and placed the cold bag over his knuckles. He has the best set of hands, gorgeous, just ethereal, very beautiful.

"It's alright, I do not need that" he said to you and you looked at him then you looked down again. You decided that he definitely needed that and you're not going to stop icing him.

"Does it hurt?" You asked him and he shook his head. Normally he wouldn't get bruised so easily, but then he was punching his fist against Thor's face who was built like a rock.

"I'm making pancakes. Would you want some?"

"Is it supposed to be a form of cake that is made in a pan instead of being baked?" He asked you and you smiled at him, not so alien after all.

"That's exactly what it is, I'm impressed mister god of mischief" you turned around to put the pan on the stove, you had already prepared the batter.

"Oh I made the tea for you, I heard you complaining about them yesterday, so I tried something, I still can't believe you people have tea on Asgard" you strained the tea in a cup and gave him that. He took a sniff and then he sighed in content as he closed his eyes.

"Thank you darling" you couldn't help but smile as he called you that, it wasn't the term that made you flush but the tenderness with which he uttered that word. He was definitely not so mean to you, was it your story that made him that way? You hoped not, you didn't want a god to pity you.

"Umm I .." you turned to look at him and he stared right into your eyes, that made you nervous instantly.

"Uhhh I just wanted to tell you that you don't have to pity me or anything, I ..I just ..you can be mean to me if you want" You went back to making your pancakes as you said that, you didn't want him to get upset. You were just not used to people feeling sorry for you, it made you feel weaker than you already did.

"I do not pity you" you heard him and he walked closer to you to stand next to you.

"Okay that's good then" you mumbled. Suddenly he grabbed your arms and pulled you into his chest, when you looked up at him your eyes seemed scared as if you were afraid of him. He perceived your timidness as shyness all this time but now he knew that you were scared of him, scared that he'll hurt you or worse.

"I'll take care of you from now on, I promise you. You're not alone anymore" he kissed your forehead twice before he stepped away from you and turned around to go to his room.

"I'm grateful but you don't have to feel bad for me or be burdened with another responsibility" he didn't stop walking away but you heard something from him

"Well I'm going to do that, you're my accomplice after all"

As he went back to his chamber, he laid down and thought about what just happened, he can't be getting himself attached to a mere mortal but he can't avoid you either, not when you two are living together. That's when it hit him clearly, you both have been sharing a small space for weeks now and somehow he didn't find it odd or annoying especially because he usually enjoyed the comfort of his privacy.

You came back to the room with an extra plate for him and you both ate in silence. He did enjoy the sweet scrumptious soft pancakes and praised you, that made your face flushed again. You were so not used to this.

At night you wondered if he'd fuck you like he used to, and you wanted him to, you enjoyed having him like that. He wasn't gentle, he was rough but he had never hurt you just to hurt you, like your ex did. He'd often beat you up then fuck you, you hardly ever came with his cock inside you and he didn't care about your pleasure at all

While loki, the man who supposedly killed several people and harmed New York, he showed you how good sex can feel, even the pain he gave you was laced with pleasure, it made you numb and floaty, he made you cum around him not once but several times in the past few weeks.

You sat up to look at him, he was reading a book, his chiseled upper body was all bare for your viewing while he covered the lower half with a sheet, but you knew he was naked underneath that and it made you all warm and tingly inside. He licked on his index finger and turned the page around but then his eyes met with yours. You sneakily tried to lie down quickly and he tilted his head in confusion

"Do you need something?" His voice almost bombed in the silence of the room and you cleared your throat.

"No actually I was wondering if you needed something.. umm from me?" He tilted his head back, and went back to reading but then he answered you, which you were thankful for because that would have been embarrassing.

"I don't need anything, get your precious sleep, fragile mortal" you laid down as he said that. You quickly fell asleep too, the last few weeks as awful as it may seem in the retrospect of the situation you're in, has also been normal? You got to eat three times a day, got a place to sleep at night, had the best ever sex of your life with a god. This is the best you have ever felt in your life.

Next day when you woke up, he wasn't there. Thor grabbed him early in the morning and told him that they were going to prepare him to address the people of earth in coming days. They wanted him to work on his apology speech and the harm he had caused while he was mind controlled by Thanos. When he came back in the evening he looked pissed off,

"Everything okay?" You asked him and he went straight to the bathroom, then slammed the door shut. They had him running around all day as if he was participating in a beauty pageant, he was guided on what he can or can't say in front of the press, they even took his measurements so they could design appropriate clothing for him to wear. He was banned from saying any bad words, he was a god for norn's sake, not some mortal they could walk around on a leash. He couldn't believe the situation he had gotten himself in, a few years ago he was the charming noble Prince of Asgard. They wouldn't dare treat him that way.

When he came out of the bathroom, he went straight for the bed, normally he'd fuck you until you're all limp in his arms but after what you told him yesterday about your past, he was scared to touch you. He didn't want to hurt you, you have been taken against your will, not once but several times by several people while you suffered on the streets, that kind of experience must have scarred you deeply. He didn't want to add to it and he wasn't the type to indulge in soft romantic sex with a mortal he absolutely didn't have any feelings for.

So he got up, put his shirt on, a pair of pants and then he was gone again. He came back with a woman that must work in the tower itself because he wasn't supposed to go out.

"What are you looking at? Scram" he told you and your eyes teared up, you got up and ran straight for the bathroom. Then you sat down in the bathtub like usual, you didn't want to cry, it's not as if he belonged to you but you thought you both had a pact of sorts especially because he asked you to not touch other men. You thought he had you for things like that but he must have gotten bored of you obviously. You heard the noises he was making as he railed her, you couldn't even believe in the moment that he even chose to fuck you in the first place, you felt lucky that he did.

"Cum inside me daddy I'm on pills" Loki looked at her surprised, his eyebrows scrunched in confusion at the use of the term. He thought that midgardians associated the term with fatherly figures, did she want to fuck her father?

"Why did you call me that?" he asked her as he slowed his pace down

"Oh my god I'm sorry, is that weird for you? I think it's hot and you're a thousand years old and that makes it hotter" she grabbed his cheeks and pulled him in for a kiss while he just looked at her like a deer caught in the headlights. Samantha, a red -haired, blue-eyed girl was his stylist apparently. He noticed her eyes on him throughout the day and she was attractive enough for him to get rid of all the frustration he held in him.

After he was finished she got up to get dressed

"Boy that was very unprofess of me, I feel so naughty" he chuckled as she said that

"Why? You often don't fuck a thousand year old god from other realm?" He asked her and she walked over to him to kiss him but he stopped her.

"Don't get me wrong darling, I enjoyed your company but that was it, you can leave now" she looked at him to see if he was being serious.

"Wow for a god you sure lack manners" she grabbed her purse and stormed out of the bedroom. That's when he went to the bathroom and called you in, you walked past him and didn't even look at him. He didn't ask either, he didn't care if you felt upset by this. He's not betrothed to you and nor does he have to worry about his loyalty towards you.

You stormed out of the bedroom too to get yourself something to eat and that's when you bumped into Steve.

"Oh god I'm sorry Mr Rogers..I mean captain.. Mr America .. Mr captain America" you bit on your tongue to stop yourself from blabbering any further.

"I think I should apologize I wasn't looking" he smiled and for a second you thought you were dreaming. He was cute and had a good smile, and ofcourse you were talking to Captain America, you couldn't believe your life these days.

"No please it was totally absolutely my fault..ummm I should go" you walked past him quickly to not embarrass yourself anymore, he watched you scurrying away from him, his bad luck that Natasha caught him staring at you, so he took off too because he knew she was going to tease him about you.

Loki watched the whole interaction and he hated how he was feeling about it, why did he care if Rogers was interested in you? Good for you right? He doesn't seem the type to hurt you. Then why did he feel so protective and so territorial about you, as if you belonged to him. When you came back to the room, Loki wasn't there so you showered and changed into comfortable clothes for sleeping. You don't even know when you fell asleep, however you woke up to him shuffling and making noises in his sleep. Was he having another nightmare? Why did he get those nightmares you wondered, must have been something extremely traumatic to make him feel that way.

You got up and walked closer to the bed

"Ummm loki?" You sat next to him and shook him gently to wake him up, grabbing both of his wrists. You pinned his arms on the bed, so he wouldn't get startled and hurt himself or you.

"Loki wake up" you mumbled again, this time a little louder so he'd hear you "Lokii come on get up, you're just having a bad dream" He stopped shuffling and opened his eyes slowly to look at you, sweat has formed over his features so you used one of your palm to wipe them away. He seemed out for a moment but then you felt him relaxing.

"Just a bad dream .. you're okay" he looked at you and sighed deeply, just a nightmare, that's it. He's not back on Thanos's ship anymore. He felt your fingers scratching his scalp gently so he continued to look at you, you leaned down to kiss his forehead then you stepped away to not cross any boundaries. You didn't want him to feel uncomfortable

"Go back to sleep, good night" you were about to step away when he sat up and grabbed your arm, so you turned your head to look at him

"Thank you so much darling" he mumbled softly and then pressed a kiss on the back of your hand first, then he turned it around and kissed on your palm. He looked at you and even in the faint moonlight you noticed his eyes were teary.

"You don't have to thank me" you smiled a little as he let go of your hand, he watched you laying down on the couch as your back faced him. As he laid down in his bed again, he thought about what had just happened.

He abhorred how you were making him feel about you, he wanted to protect you and cherish you, the way you just held him and comforted him now, he has never had that before. He wanted to pull you back into the bed, in his arms and hold you close while you slept together, he wanted to feel the warmth of your body all night long. He wanted to do all that and more with you, only you.

And He hated it, absolutely despised this feeling.

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lokisprettygirl · 2 years

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Build me Up, Break me Down (Loki x Female Reader)

Read chapter 5 here // Series Masterlist

Chapter 6

Summary : Loki finally allows the avengers to capture him again, do you even fit into his plans or he just likes playing around with you?

Warning : 18+ Sex, Unprotected sex, dirty talk, mean Loki, Dom Loki, reader being pathetic as usual

You just sucked the alien god's cock like a whore and he ordered you to get on the bed. So you took off your bra and ruined panties, then you hopped on the bed. The bed was surprisingly soft and cushiony, he walked over to you and looked at you up and down. You felt really self conscious of your nakedness all of a sudden. You were going to have sex with a god? What if you contract something? Is there a god version of STDs ?

"I haven't even fucked you yet and you're already zoning out like cock drunken harlot" he was on top of you, you looked at him, his green eyes pierced into yours, the droplets of water dripped down from his hair to your chest.

"I'm sorry" you mumbled in a meak tone and he caressed your cheek with his thumb, you felt the tip of his rubbing against your wet slit, then he thrusted in, one quick motion and he was deep inside you, your walls stretched around him.

You have never taken someone so big before, he grabbed the headboard and your arms went around his shoulders, for a second you thought he'd deny you the pleasure of holding him but he didn't. No promises, no sweet nothings in your ears, no foreplay, he went straight for the act like he said he would. He didn't even kiss you.

"Relax your cunt darling, you're constricting me from moving" you didn't even realize that you were clenching him so tightly. As asked, you relaxed your walls and gave him room to move back and forth. You bit on your lips as his cock rubbed against the sweet spot inside you that you didn't think existed. A moan escaped your lips, his gaze fixated on your face for a brief moment before he forced himself to look the other way, just another mortal. That's all you are, that's all you will ever be.

"Lokii"

"When was the last time you had sex?" He asked you as he pumped himself slowly, he wanted to keep you on the edge, he didn't want you to find the release so soon

"I uh..it's been a year" you responded and he looked at you as if he was surprised

"You went a year without sex?" Why was he having this conversation with you when he was inside you and when you couldn't even think properly

"It wasn't by choice sir"

"Yeah? I know a slut when I see one, and you darling, you're a filthy little cockslut" There was something awfully wrong with you because you actually enjoyed this treatment, not because he was being mean to you but truth to be told this is the nicest you have ever been treated by a man. Atleast he cared about your pleasure.

"Mmmm please god.." you whimpered as you felt your orgasm approaching, it has never happened to you before, not when a man was inside you.

"Don't cum before I permit you to do so" his voice was rough and commanding. He pulled himself out of you, flipped you on your front and thrusted in again, he picked up his pace this time around, not sparing a single moment for you to think. He gripped on your hair and pulled your head back into him then he sucked a mark on your neck

"You're my whore now, do you understand? You won't touch or even look at another inferior mortal man, your body, your mind, it all belongs to me now and I'll use you as i see fit" you heard him but your mind couldn't comprehend everything he was saying, you were so close but you couldn't cum without his permission. You didn't want him to disintegrate every cell in your body

"Mmm yess god please let me cum please" you pleaded to him but he wasn't showing you any mercy

"Not so soon, not until you understand what I'm saying. You wanted to be fucked by a god hmm? You're ruined forever now, you won't be able to think about anyone else from now on, if you even think of having another cock up your tiny pussy I'll be there in your head, reminding you that I own this pathetic body of yours" he whispered in your ears, his voice sounded gentle as if he was trying to drill it into your head that he was going to own you like his property. And god you'd be lying if you say you didn't want to be this god's loyal subject

"Yesss yess yess I'm yours my god please please please" you mumbled incoherently and he snickered in response

"Devote yourself to me little one and I won't harm you, you want to cum?" He asked you, his tone held a sense of mockery as if he was chastising a child asking for another candy. He watched your ass jiggling with the intensity of your thrusts

"Yess I want to cum..can I cum?" You whined again

"Pray to me darling, maybe I'll hear your prayers" you didn't even understand what he meant by that but you knew he wanted you to beg him some more.

"Please Loki my god, my lord just let me cum and I'll do anything for you I promise, whatever you ask I'll do it"

You mumbled as fast as you could and he finally decided to show you some mercy

"Good fucking girl, cum now" you let yourself go as soon as he blessed you with permission. You cried out his name and your fist clenched onto the bedsheet as you rode through the best orgasm of your life. Nothing will ever feel as good as that ever again, you peaked the feeling good meter just about few seconds ago. Once you calmed down you put your head down on the mattress but he didn't allow you much time to breathe, he flipped you around , wrapped your legs around his shoulder and fucked you like that.

You were being fucked in literal sense of the term, he snapped his hips violently chasing his own orgasm

"Are you my good girl y/n?" He asked you, his voice came out in whispering breaths,

" Yes yes I'm your good girl"

"You have been a good whore today so I'll reward you, do you want to cum again? Want to let go with me?" He asked you and you nodded in desperation, your eyes teared up with the sheer amount of pure pleasure you were receiving in the moment.

"Then fucking cum with me now" it was as if he held a trigger and your body responded to it almost immediately, he came inside you and you followed him, you could feel his warm..no you could feel his cold cum soothing your insides, he growled and grunted as he came, now you understood why those women left all giggly, you felt intoxicated by him too. You have heard him orgasming before and maybe it was just the hopeless romantic in you but he looked way more frazzled than you have ever seen him before.

That feeling lasted for a few seconds,as you stepped down from the high, the feeling was gone as well. He's a god for god's sake, if it wasn't for the situation you both were in he wouldn't even look at you twice let alone fuck you. You whimpered again as he pulled out, picked you up swiftly, hung you around his shoulder and headed to the bathroom, then he made you stand under the shower, he turned the water on and his fingers rubbed over your slit, wiping off the residues of his cum.

"Was that good for you?" He looked at you as you asked him that and chuckled but even with the water running down your face he could see your eyes tearing up

"It was as good as sex should be" he told you and then he stepped out of the shower stall, grabbed a towel and went back to the bedroom

For the next few days that's all you both did, he fucked you continuously and whenever he was aroused which was alot of times, everytime he'd remind you that you were his now, and that you won't betray him ever. He was playing you and you were getting played by your own will because like he always told you you were pathetic for him and with every fuck, every blowjob, every time he ate you out, every time he whispered that you belonged to him, you broke a piece of your heart and gave it to him willingly.

He kept talking about a plan and he kept saying that he'd need you to help him with those plans of his, you didn't know anything about it, you just wanted to do everything he'd ask you to do.

"Tomorrow, I'm going to alert the avengers of our whereabouts, and you're going to do exactly what I have taught you to do" he mumbled in your ears as he fucked you on the couch you slept on

"Yes I will.. whatever you need" he smiled as he looked at you, he had trained you and transformed you into his perfect little pet, a part of him felt horrible about this but he quickly shoved that part aside. He didn't care about you at all, he convinced himself that he didn't, he only fucked you a countless times since that night because of the plan and not because he enjoyed being sheathed by the warmth of your cunt.

"You're pathetic aren't you?" He asked you and you nodded in response

"I'm going to use you and discard you, you know that but you still trust me don't you?" He whispered again, the softness of his voice didn't match his words and you didn't care. You only focused on how his cock felt deep inside you

"I do Loki I do" you arched your back into him, pressing your breasts against his rock hard chest

"Knowing fair well that I'm the god of lies, that I don't care about your menial existence at all, you're still going to submit yourself to me aren't you?"

"Yess yess yess please"

He made you cum all night long that night.

Finally the day arrived, the day he said his plan would come to fruition. You watched him use the tesseract to alert the avengers. And you knew they would get there soon.

"What after that? What will happen to me?" You asked him so he picked you up and sat you down on the dresser, he was in his full asgardian Armor as he liked to call it. He ran his fingers over your face, then your body, green shimmer traced you as you realized what he was doing. He was giving you fake bruises to ensure that he was abusing you.

"Once they capture us, they'll hound you for information, you're going to tell them that you were merely held captive by me and know of nothing, tell them how awful I have been to you, tell them that I have abused you and tortured you in every possible way"

You shook your head as your eyes teared up. You didn't understand why he wanted you to lie about something so awful but you were in no position to question him. He wiped your tears and for the first time since you have met him he kissed you, well you didn't count the actual first time because you didn't kiss him back when he did so. He kissed you, you kissed him back this time and you knew you'd do anything for him. Anything.

"What will they do with you?" You asked him and he chuckled, his eyes did seem teary though

"It wouldn't be any worse than what I have been through before"

You had no time to react as avengers bursted inside the room, they had agents and security team, all armed and loaded with weapons you have never seen before, a lady cop or an agent grabbed you and handcuffed you, you looked at Loki but he didn't look your way at all, this was the part of his plan. A silly part of your head still thought that he cared at least a little about you but he was deeply troubled, his plan was bigger than you or anything for him and he wasn't exactly sane. Loki smiled as he looked at his brother Thor.

"Hello brother, did you miss me? "

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