If We Ever Meet Again
Title: If We Ever Meet Again
Summary: You and Loki were childhood friends but Odin banishes you on the eve of Loki’s birthday, claiming you were not suited for him. He banishes you to Earth and once Loki finds out, he vows on Odin’s life that he will find you again.
Pairings: Loki x reader
Warnings: this one I’m putting an 18+ on it; mentions of sex (not really smut but mentions briefly); being attacked/kidnapped; banishment; unconsciousness; and I think those are the major ones you need to look out for. I apologize if I missed anything but you are responsible for what you read.
Wordcount: 2,480
You were laughing as you ran away from the man behind you, a bright smile on your face. You glance back over your shoulder only to find him gone, causing you to stop in your tracks. The sounds of the forest fill your ears as you listen for any movement. You were about to turn around but a twig snapping nearby causes you to jump. You laugh to yourself and try to convince yourself that it was nothing more than an animal. When you turn around though, you slam into a hard body. You look up at the man and a huge smile forms on your face when you realize that it’s Loki. He is smiling down at you as he wraps his arms around your waist. You couldn’t stop the butterflies from forming even if you had tried but honestly, you didn’t want to. Loki pulls you closer to him as he tucks a piece of your hair behind your ear.
“And where do you think you’re going, pet? Trying to get away from me?”
You can feel his warm breath fan over your face and you can’t help but melt into the feeling. “I would never, not in a million years.”
Seeing Loki’s smile grow bigger causes yours to do the same. You let Loki tilt your head up as he places his index finger and his thumb on your chin. Your breath catches as he begins to lean forward and before you know it, he is slotting his lips against yours. Instantly, they begin to move perfectly against each other and you couldn’t help but feel how right and good this felt.
You remember when you met Loki, it was at school and he was your first friend. As the two of you grew up, a certain attraction began to bloom between the two of you. He was your first kiss at the young age of fourteen, which seems like a lifetime ago. Whenever somebody tried to court you, Loki would get insanely jealous and scare them off. Which honestly, you didn’t mind because you weren’t interested in anyone but him. And you did the same thing to him. When the two of you parted, you were both breathing heavily and soaking in the moment. He presses his lips gently on your forehead before resting his own forehead against yours. When you finally catch your breath and it returns to normal, you finally speak up.
“I thought there was something that you had planned?”
He straightens himself up and a huge smile curls up on the corner of his lips. “Right. Follow me, love.” He then grabs your hand and with child-like excitement, he pulls you along behind him. You couldn’t lie, you loved seeing him like this.
After a while, Loki finally comes to a clearing and he pulls you to his side. A gasp escapes you when you see the view in front of you. There’s a small waterfall that spills into a pool of crystal clear water, it was beautiful. The whole area is surrounded by trees, so you and Loki had complete privacy. To the side, there was a blanket spread across the vibrant green grass and on top of the blanket was a basket along with a beautiful bouquet of flowers.
“Loki, this is beautiful. I love it!” You squeal before giving him a quick peck on the cheek.
“Come on, let’s go enjoy ourselves, darling.” Loki then leads you over to the picnic.
After you and Loki had eaten the lovely spread that Loki had prepared, the two of you laid there for a while. You were curled into his side with your head on his chest and an arm draped over his stomach. As you listened to his steady heartbeat, he was combing his fingers through your hair. You didn’t want this moment to end. You begin to wonder how long the two of you had been laying there but time seemed to have stood still in this place. You let out a sigh of contentment causing Loki to glance down at you, wondering what you could possibly be thinking.
“What are you thinking, love?” Loki inquired as he continued to comb through your hair with his fingers.
“Nothing.” You pause for a brief moment before continuing. “We’re having one of those moments right now.”
Loki’s curiosity begins to rise. “Oh? What moments?”
“One of those moments when everything is so perfect and so wonderful that you almost feel sad because nothing can ever be this good again.” You try to explain.
Loki lets out a soft laugh. “So, basically, I’m depressing you?”
“Yep.” You reply, giving him a slight squeeze.
“You’re very weird.” Loki couldn’t help but chuckle.
You crane your neck up to look at Loki the best that you could. “And you’re wonderful.”
Loki couldn’t help the warm feelings that started to bubble up inside of him. In all of these years, you were the only one who could make him feel good about himself. He says your name and he waits for your reply.
“Yes, Loki?”
He takes a deep breath before speaking up again. “I love you.”
You immediately sit up to look at Loki to see if there’s any of him not being serious. The longer you look without saying anything, you can see worry beginning to form in his eyes.
“Did you hear me?” He inquired, arching a brow as he did.
You don’t even respond, you simply lean in and press your lips against his. He immediately begins to move his lips against yours and he adjusts you so that you are now straddling him. You break apart from the kiss first to catch your breath and as you do, you stare him in the eyes, lovingly. You lift a hand up to cup his cheek and he leans into your touch. A fond smile tugs up on the corner of your lips at the man beneath you. You’ve loved this man since you were old enough to love and now after all of these years, he’s finally admitted it.
“I love you too, Loki.” You finally reply.
In a swift movement, you were on your back and Loki was now on top of you. He was peppering your face with kisses and you couldn’t help but giggle. When he was done, you remembered that his birthday was in a few days.
“Oh, what do you want for your birthday?” You have a feeling that you already know what he’s going to say.
Loki groans at the mention of his birthday but recovers by pressing a kiss to your neck. “You know, I don’t want or need anything for my birthday.” Loki pauses briefly before continuing, pressing another kiss to your neck. “Well, there might be one thing that I want.”
“And what would that be?” You inquired, humming in approval as Loki pressed yet another kiss on your neck.
“I think you know darling.” Loki says seductively and he grinds his hips into yours.
The next several hours, the forest was filled with yours and Loki’s passionate moans and groans as the two of you made love to one another. The sound of skin slapping against skin echoed through the trees as your bodies started to cover in sweat. When you were finished, you laid there just soaking up this wonderful moment that you and Loki had just shared. This wasn’t the first time nor would it be the last time that this had happened between the two of you. When the two of you decided to head back towards the palace, you had the biggest smile on your face. However, little did you know that the two of you were being watched. Odin was watching from one of the balconies and he started to shake his head in disapproval.
It was the night before Loki’s birthday and as you walked up the palace steps in your glittering gown, you couldn’t help but stop in awe at how lit up the palace looked. You couldn’t help but stare up at the palace, you closed your eyes as you took in a deep breath and you let the music fill your ears. After a minute or so, you continue up the palace steps and you make your way to the extravagant ballroom. You were just outside the ballroom and you were taking in the glamorous scene before you. The party was in full swing and people were already dancing with smiles on their faces. Those who weren’t dancing were off to the side talking, waiting for a turn to dance or were simply just watching. You searched the crowd for Loki when you finally spotted him by the thrones with his mother, Frigga. A smile begins to curl up at the corner of your lips at the sight of him. You were about to take a step into the ballroom when suddenly a hand is covering your mouth and you’re being dragged away from the party. You tried to scream out for help but it was no use, it came out muffled so no one could really hear you. The unknown assailant continued to drag you away and he eventually grew tired of you fighting against him so he knocked you unconscious and he threw you over his shoulders.
When you finally come to, you slowly sit up, groaning as you do. As your vision comes to, you begin to realize where you had been taken to by your captor. You were in the Bifrost. Loki had taken you here a few times, you loved crossing the Rainbow Bridge on horseback. However, being in here right now, you have a different feeling. Especially when your eyes land on Odin, his face scrunched up in a stern scowl. You immediately scramble to your feet.
You bow your head and curtsy as you do. “All-father, your majesty.” When you stand back up and your eyes meet his narrowed gaze, a shiver runs down your spine.
“Do you know why you are here?” Odin’s voice is deep as it booms through the Bifrost.
“No, your majesty, I don’t believe I do.” You answer honestly. You notice the exchange between Odin and Heimdal and worry begins to form in the pit of your stomach. Whatever is about to happen, it can’t be good.
“You are not good enough for Loki and never will be. I do not condone this relationship.” He slams his staff down and it echoes throughout the Bifrost.
You couldn’t help the hurt that just struck through your body. You had always thought fondly of the King and Queen.
“I am banishing you from this realm and sending you far away from here. You will never see Loki again.” Odin informs you, his voice stern and unwavering.
Your eyes grow wide with fear and shock. A tear slips down your cheek and your voice cracks as you speak up. “Please, no.”
“My word is final.”
You glance over at Heimdal who was in the process of activating the Bifrost. Suddenly, the walls begin to move and they slowly begin to build up speed. Odin is next to you in a flash and he has a tight grip on your arm.
“You are henceforth banished from Asgard and never to return!” Odin orders.
The next thing you know, you’re being pushed into the portal that the Bifrost has opened. “Loki!”
Loki, who had sensed you being in trouble, he excuses himself from his current conversation to go find you. But by the time he gets to the Bifrost, he was too late and the portal had already closed. He glances between his father and Heimdal but it doesn’t take long for him to figure out what has happened.
“Father, what did you just do? Where’s Y/n?”
“I did what I had too. She was not worthy.” Odin answers, almost as if it was completely obvious.
“Tell me you didn’t.” Loki doesn’t need an answer though to know that it’s exactly what his father did.
“Loki-” Odin begins but Loki cuts himself.
“This was not your decision to make! I vow to you father that I will find her again and when I do, you will regret ever banishing her!” With that, Loki disappears, leaving Odin and Heimdal alone in the Bifrost.
As you traveled through the portal, your body was being tossed around like you were a rag doll. Everything blurred past you and it made your head spin. It felt like you were in that portal for a lifetime before you finally found yourself falling in a night sky. Tree branches scratched at your delicate skin and tore the fabric of your dress. When you landed, your vision began to darken as you went unconscious. In the distance, there was a farmhouse and a little girl had witnessed the entire thing.
“Daddy, I just saw a shooting star!” She exclaimed excitedly, her eyes were wide with it.
The father chuckles as he goes to join her at the window, peering out it to see if it is still there. “Darn it, I must’ve missed it.”
“Can we go check it out?! I saw where it landed, please!” She begs as she pouts at her father.
“Yeah, alright. Come on Lila, let’s go see this shooting star.” Her dad agrees, a smile on his face.
After putting on their shoes and coats, the pair leave the house to go find Lila’s shooting star. She leads her father to the woods and they end up walking deep into the woods. When they finally found what they thought was going to be a shooting star, they were shocked when they found a body instead. Lila begins to take a few cautious steps forward when her dad pulls her back.
“Lila, go back to the house with momma and your brother.” Her dad firmly instructs.
The young girl looks up at her dad. “But-”
“No buts Lila. Now.”
Lila sighs but does as she’s told and starts off running back towards the house. You’re finally starting to come too just as the man is slowly approaching you. You begin to sit up, groaning as you do and the man rushes over to you.
“Woah, woah, easy there.” He tries to soothe you, his voice calm and even.
Your vision finally clears, you begin to panic, not knowing where you are nor the man in front of you. Your breathing is heavy as you continue to panic and in between breaths, you manage to finally speak. “Where am I? Wh-who are you?”
“Hey, hey, it’s okay. You’re in Iowa and my name is Clint Barton.” He pauses as he looks around, the branches all over the ground cause him to look up. A clearing was made when you passed through the trees. “Where did you come from?”
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i was thinking about this scene in Thor 1 where Loki finds out that they're adopted, and something came to my mind
do you remember this line Loki says to Odin, that even if Odin pretented to love them, they didn't wanted them to be King because they were a Frost Giant ?
well the beginning of the line is "because no matters how much you claim to love me"
i've never really paid attention to that before, but actually it is an interesting line, because we all know that Loki never felt loved by their father, that they tought Odin didn't care about them, and here, they said that Odin claims to love them.
for me, Odin could totally be this kind of father that totally don't know how to show their affection for their children (yes, i do think Odin loved his children. He was a terrible father and an asshole on many points, yes, but he did love his son, his daughter and his child who is both) on a personal way, by telling them, hugging them, having kind words with them etc. But he was rich, a god and a king. So he could be this kind of rich father that never show any love to their children (and especially Loki) but who tells to everyone how he loves his child, who spend a lot of richess so everyone can see how much this child (and his children in general) are important to him etc... so all Asgard was like "wow, what a great dad", but Loki never felt loved because it wasn't what they needed. They needed their father to show them that they loved them on a personal way. They needed affection and recognization. They needed true demonstration of their father love.
we could also say that Odin never loved Loki and was just pretending to love them in front of his people but i don't belive it. I am not an "Odin apologist" or anything, but i'm just saying that Odin is just a man, so he had many, many and many flaws (i really don't like him. really) but he was not 100% bad.
and i think it's a good thing that Loki, in the Loki series, understood that (og Loki understood it too, but it isn't really said, except for that part where before they died, they say they are "Odinson"). when they talk to Sylvie in the Void, they say that they "betrayed everyone who ever LOVED me" and they add their father to the list of the people they betrayed. there are some other proof of that in the show, but you see what i mean. Loki understood that their father loved them, but wasn't just good at parenting and didn't know how to show it.
i still think Odin shouldn't just get away with it. he has things to say to Loki, things he should do etc, because he made a lot of mistakes with them and is responsible for a lot of things.
but, Loki made peace with their father, and it's a good thing
(Yeah i know my english probably sucks but as i said i slept 4 hours in two days so i am too tired to check and to correct myself 💀)
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