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obscurestrauma · 1 year
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Dissociated to survive
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bunnighost · 2 years
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pain-is-my-game · 11 months
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Thinking about the future a little too hard makes me spiral a whole lot more than it should. Wdym I have to go out into the real world? The perfect little world that I've created in my head is enough for me.
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fallingmaddlyinlove · 7 months
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growing up in a religious household as a maladaptive daydreamer was fucking wild because like, i would feel so guilty/shameful over so many things i daydreamed about and then i would get paranoid that i was going to hell. 😭
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vinesuwu · 10 months
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Madd is so funny sometimes. You might realise, "Hey, am I not daydreaming for once??" and then BOOM a daydream starts
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justanotherstardrop · 2 years
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Maladaptive daydreaming + dissociation = disaster
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akandesprincess · 1 year
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It's honestly surprising for me how my obsession for Sigma reignites during the major events in my life. I believe that my mind and body response to the trauma is like : "have this giant man, he'll save your mind trust me".
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starks-hero · 1 year
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Let's play put a finger down! Put a finger down if you chronically daydream to cope with real life because in these dreams you are someone who's important and who matters and whose actions and opinions are seen and heard and other people's opinions about you don't matter because you know your worth and you're surrounded by people who care about you and love you and you know they'll never leave you because they're products of your imagination and are definitely projections of the fact that you feel like you're unlovable and–
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femboymikeafton · 8 months
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me writing the most messed up shit known to man: I'm just coping
my readers: same
sane people reading my shit: wtf are you alright?
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glassybird · 1 year
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ೃ⁀➷ * Character Song Association * ੈ
* Character : Shadow Heart * \♡˳ Baldur's Gate 3 ♡˳/
⋅ʚWine and Wheatɞ⋅
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♡A03 tags it may fit♡ ♡Enemies to Lovers ♡Religious Trauma ♡Hurt no comfort
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fpdtalk · 8 months
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Hello!
Anyone who is a pwFPD, I would like to interview you.
This interview would focus directly on FPD and the connection towards childhood neglect/trauma. In this interview, I will not ask too many personal details and will attempt to not open clear wounds when it comes to trauma/neglect.
An idea about FPD being caused by neglect/trauma is to be explored and the first thing is to look at the majority vs the minority between the people who may have childhood neglect and those who may not have it. Other factors such as memory loss, amnesia or FPD's repression of memory may hinder with the results.
This interview contains the following:
1-2 hour interview, maximum. 20 minute interview, minimum.
Positions last from Monday to Thursday, aug 21-aug 24.
Four stages; Childhood, Experiences, Identities and Relationships.
Topics of neglect/abuse, and related experiences.
Text based, and there is no requirement for video or voice chat.
A chatting service called Discord will be used for safety in environment, DMs and information.
No real or government names unless entrusted, but their names will not be released to the public.
Topics of personal identity, including gender and other terms.
Personal relations with family and friends will be explored.
In depth conversations about fantasy, factcharas and more.
In depth conversations about childhood life, no need for revealing very intimate details.
This interview plans to remain professionally conducted and anything that may go against these listed containments will have the interview terminated immediately. Personal information such as government names, childhood friends or extremist ideals will not be public after being expressed. Any information that you give out is information that is to be protected and excluded from public release.
Personal opinion, feelings or morals will not be used as a way to factually conduct this interview. Anything that may seem like a moral or personal opinion will not be further explored and if it is found that you or the conductor have used opinionated information to construct a result, the interview and the information will be plunged and terminated.
Please, if you are willing to have an interview done, contact us on this Tumblr and we will redirect you to Discord private messaging.
Thank you!
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I want to go to the museum on a rainy day. I want to visit the botanical garden in the midst of winter and feel the warm humid air in the greenhouse. I want to go on a date in the café with the artisan macarons on display. I want to find a hand to hold, to never let go of. I want to feel alive. And yet, I can barely leave the house. The watchful eyes of strangers and friends follow my every step. Afraid of doing something wrong, I resort to doing nothing instead. Will I ever truly live?
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mineshaftss · 10 months
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I have a love/hate relationship with ecapism. I hate how it takes control of your life and you lose SO much time to it. I love it though because please take me away from my traumatic reality plsplspls
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fallingmaddlyinlove · 2 years
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you ever had something happen in your paracosm that was so emotionally tolling that you had literal physical stress responses? 😭
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sophieinwonderland · 1 year
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"You have to have trauma to be plural." I want to ask an anti-endo something; if I have trauma (I don't, but let's pretend I do) and are a traumagenic system, then how come I don't have any bad symptoms such as amnesia & forced switching like diagnosed DID systems have? I really want to ask that, but they would probably say "You're faking then", so I probably won't get a proper answer to my question xD So, I want to ask you something instead; have you seen any anti-endos answer that question?
Just adding that not every DID system has forced or triggered switching even though it's very common... but there are usually still heavy trauma responses. If a system has trauma they don't remember, PTSD symptoms should still be manifesting.
In addition to accusing people of faking when this has been pointed out, I've also seen people accuse endogenic systems of being "delusional." Which, you know, is exactly what so many people have said about DID systems. It also is common for them to push various forms of accusing people of making it all up, including trying to diagnose endogenic systems with maladaptive daydreaming... which really isn't how maladaptive daydreaming works. Yes, there are plenty of systems that have MADD and may have even formed that way. But once you're switching executive control of the body with your "daydream characters," you're far outside the bounds of what MADD covers.
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