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#lyrics that shoot me directly in the chest
mbrainspaz · 1 year
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damn I hadn't listened to this song since my parents' almost-divorce (missed opportunity there) and I somehow forgot how hard it went
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Dein Vater ist kaputt Aber du bist es nicht Verbeult und verbogen Und vielleicht nicht ganz dicht
Aber irgendwo darunter Bist du seltsam okay Beinahe unversehrt Unter allem was weh tut
Your father is broken, But you are not that. Dented and bent, And perhaps not all together,
But somewhere underneath You are oddly okay, Nearly unscathed Under all the hurt.
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stargiirl27 · 1 year
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I WANT A FACE THATS FAIR THIS TIME I WANT A SPIRIT THAT IS CALM
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lizordula · 5 months
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Marg My Words
Pairing: Melissa Schemmenti x Reader
Summary: A musical mishap on the car ride home gives Melissa an idea.
Warnings: alcohol consumption, implied sexual content
Word Count: ~2.1k
A/N: Inspired by the song One Margarita by That Chick Angel ^^
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Pt. 2
It's the end of the school week, a chilly yet sunny afternoon in the early Philadelphia spring. In the teacher's parking lot, you're surveying the bustling crowd of staff members and students filtering out of Abbott as you lean against the hood of your Fiat 500. When you spot your two favorite senior colleagues you perk up and wave to call attention to yourself. It doesn't take long before Melissa and Barbara notice and approach you hastily, both dying to clock into their weekend time after a long day of work. 
"Shall we?" Barb asks, shooting you a smile as she directly beelines for the passenger seat, much to Melissa's chagrin, who hasn't had any luck so far at calling dibs on the front seat.
You push yourself from the hood and pat Melissa's leather-clad arm in sympathy. "You can sit there next time," you assure her and remove your sunglasses to hook them in your neckline. You smirk when it takes Melissa a notable effort to tear her gaze away from your chest. 
"You say that every time," she retorts, rolling her eyes, but she slides into the middle of the back seat anyway.
Melissa, Barb, and you decided to start carpooling three weeks ago since you all live in the same part of Philly. The idea came from a plan Jacob had introduced to make Abbott more environmentally friendly, which was met with broad, nearly unanimous approval by the staff. You had to give it to him. Of the many ideas swirling around in his curly head, this one is actually decent. 
And you're not just saying that because that was the reason why you fell into Melissa Schemmenti's bed.
A few days into carpooling, Melissa invited you in for a nightcap to commemorate the success of A.V.A festival and the collected signatures for the petition against Legendary Charter Schools. It was just the two of you since Barb had been picked up by Gerald that day. Things led to another, and ever since, your carsharing arrangement turned into a carsharing arrangement with benefits, strictly for blowing off steam after work. 
Nobody knows so far, not even Barb, and you want to keep it that way.
After you've plopped down in the driver's seat and checked if everybody fastened their seatbelts, you start the car engine. Unfortunately, you forgot to turn off the Bluetooth on your phone after you listened to music on your wireless headphones in the teacher's lounge and don't notice how your phone instantly connects to your car speakers, continuing where you left off in your playlist. 
You freeze when the chorus of a very explicit song starts blaring through the car.
Give me one margarita, I'ma open my legs.
Your eyes widen in realization, and you whip around to Barb, watching her face drop as she processes the song's lyrics.
"Oh shit, uh...," you trail off and rip your phone from the charging cable, frantically typing in your phone's password. Your cheeks heat up in nervousness when it declines.
One time.
Give me two margaritas, I'ma give you some head.
Two times.
Give me three margaritas, I'ma put it in my puss.
Why the fuck isn't face recognition working?
Give me four margaritas, I'ma put it in my tush.
You anxiously glance at Barb, just in time to see her splutter indignantly at the last line and clutch her chest in horror. Meanwhile, in the backseat, Melissa cackles at your misfortune, holding her middle from laughing too hard.
"Oh god, this is gold," the redhead wheezes and wipes a tear from the corner of her eye. Her face almost matches the color of her hair from the exertion. 
You scowl at her before nervously looking back to Barb, who is still listening to the song, staring straight ahead, frozen in speechless terror. After snapping out of your horrified state, you do what you should have done in the first place, had your brain thought of the obvious: turn down the volume control.
What follows is an uncomfortable silence. Barb is looking straight ahead, as are you, eyes wide with mortification, both of you dead set on avoiding eye contact. You take a deep breath to calm your nerves before clearing your throat.
"Sorry about that," you say with a strained, tight-lipped smile and make sure to flip the switch to the radio before turning the volume up again.
The rest of the car ride is quiet, save for the classic rock music playing in the background. Barb seems to have already gotten over the shock of your music taste as she is tapping her fingers on her thigh and bobbing her head to some song by Elton John. You, however, are still very much embarrassed by what happened.
It doesn't help that Melissa is making heart eyes at you through the rearview mirror. 
Her mind undoubtedly went straight to the gutter. Whenever you lock eyes with her, she has a suggestive smirk painted on her face, secretly taunting you for your song choice. Your gaze frequently darts to her spread legs, and you can tell she notices by the way she subtly increases the angle each time. You glare at her in warning, not wanting to engage in any flirting while Barb is still in the car with you, but Melissa only raises an eyebrow in challenge.
Determined to avoid further embarrassment, you grip the wheel harder, your knuckles slowly turning white, and try to focus on the road. Fortunately, it doesn't take long before you arrive at Barb's house. You park on the side of the curb and switch off the ignition, turning to the kindergarten teacher with an apologetic smile.
"Sorry again for earlier."
"Mh-hm," Barb hums gruffly, but you can tell from the way her lips curl upward that she sees the situation in good humor. "Have a nice weekend," she sing-songs, swinging the door shut. You wave after her with a smile and click the doors shut before Melissa can switch to the passenger seat.
"No front seat privileges for you," you quip and start the engine again, smirking when Melissa rattles the door handle with a dramatic groan.
"You brought that upon yourself," she grumbles and sinks back further in her seat with crossed arms. You smile when you look at her through the rearview mirror and see the endearing pout on her face. The passenger seat is your only leverage against her, and you will exert it whenever you can, especially since she rarely lets you be in charge elsewhere.
Five minutes later, you pull into Melissa's driveway. You unlock the doors and lower your window, watching the redhead round the car and stop at the driver's side. Your eyes flicker to her cleavage when she leans down to rest her arms on the window ledge.
"I think I have everything for a Margharita inside," Melissa tells you in a husky voice and nods toward her house. Your eyes darken at the implication, and you give Melissa a slow once-over, letting your gaze intentionally linger on her lips, before you give her an answer.  
"Alright, Schemmenti, lead the way," you drawl and turn off your engine to follow her inside.
As soon as the door is closed, Melissa pushes you up against it. She wastes no time sliding the lapel of your jeans jacket to the side to kiss the junction between your throat and your neck, working her way up to your lips. You hum and close your eyes at the sensation but escape her grasp before she can claim your lips.
She wouldn't get you to bed this easy after that little stunt in the car.
"You promised me margaritas," you respond matter-of-factly as you push past a stunned Melissa. You walk into her kitchen with a self-satisfied smirk, and she trails right behind you, her eyes twinkling in a sly way that tells you that the game is on.
Melissa saunters past you to her liquor cabinet, resting her tongue on the tip of her canine as she sizes you up, and pulls out a bottle of Tequila. Then, she retrieves some lime juice and triple prosecco from the fridge, placing everything in a neat line on the kitchen island next to two glasses. You watch as she pours the drinks in a practiced and elegant manner, captivated by the movements of her hands, before she hands you one of the glasses.
You clink your glasses and take a sip from your drinks. Melissa observes your reaction with rapt attention, awaiting your verdict on her mixology skills. Her pupils dilate when you don't set your glass down and down the whole drink without breaking eye contact. You place the glass back on the counter and lick your lips in contemplation.
"Hm, not bad, but...," you trail off, pleased by the way Melissa's eyes darken at the perceived criticism, "there was no salt rim. Unfortunately, I have to deduct points for presentation."
Melissa eyes you up and down, calculating her next move as she empties her own drink. You suppress the shiver creeping up your spine when you see the wicked glint in her eyes, familiar from whenever you would rile her up or be bratty on purpose.
You are so done for.
Melissa walks to another cabinet and fetches the salt, putting it on the counter before you. She pours you another drink and comes to a halt next to you, pressing the margarita into your hand. You watch intently as she shrugs off her leather jacket and leans back against the counter, inadvertently pushing her chest out.
"Well, help yourself."
Your mouth falls open slightly when you realize what Melissa wants you to do, your face heating up to an unbearable degree. You inch closer until your hips press against hers and grab the salt from the counter. Skipping over her lips entirely, you bow down to her neck and attach your lips to the soft skin there, sucking hard. You smirk against Melissa's skin when you hear her breathing falter and lick a broad stripe over the dip above her collarbone.
When you draw back, Melissa's pupils are completely blown, the green of her irises almost entirely consumed by black. Melissa tries to follow you, but you push her back with your pointer finger, your gaze dropping to her heaving chest when she settles back against the counter. You sprinkle some salt onto the hollow of her throat and take the margarita, taking a sip before descending to Melissa's throat once more.
Melissa throws her head back and moans lowly when your tongue connects with her throat again and starts to lap up all the salt from her skin. You slowly inch your way toward her jaw, making sure to leave marks along the way, and claim her lips with your own at last. Not a second later, Melissa's hands grab your hips to swivel you around, making you gasp into the kiss as your back hits the kitchen island. 
You should have known that Melissa would only let you be in charge that long. But you don't complain when she starts unbuckling your pants and pulls them down to your ankles before hoisting you up on the kitchen island. The last thing you see before you throw your head back is her smirk as she descends between your spread legs.
It seems you proved the song right.
━━━
When you recover from your orgasm, Melissa lazily kisses her way up to your throat and lays her head on your chest. "Maybe this convinces you to let me sit in the passenger seat the next time," she mumbles against your skin and places a soft kiss on the swell of your breast. You absentmindedly play with her hair while you catch your breath.
"After today, I'm not sure I could behave. Besides," you say, lifting Melissa's chin with your pointer finger so she locks eyes with you again, "I have a much better seat for you."
Melissa snorts when you quirk your eyebrow suggestively and detangles from your grasp. She holds out a hand to assist you down from the kitchen island, and you slide straight into her arms, taking your time to kiss her sweetly and languidly before you pull away.
"I mean my face," you hurriedly add, although no clarification was necessary. Melissa chuckles in reply and starts tugging you toward her bedroom.
"Yeah, I figured."
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writingbymoonlight · 2 years
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For @hyeque/@weyheyavengers! Thanks again for joining my 100 follower event!
ft: kuroo x reader
trope: childhood friends to lovers
lyrics: You give to me/ Everything, anything that I could dream/ And at least that's what it seems/ Could it be I don't know what's good for me? from "the feeling" by justin bieber
word count: ~850 words
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Kuroo is in a sour mood as he locks the door to the clubroom, and he absolutely blames Yaku for his current disposition.
They were the last ones left in said clubroom when the libero asked if you had mentioned anything about the ace of Nohebi, Numai Kazuma. To say this inquiry flabbergasted the captain would be an understatement and he pressed Yaku for further details.
Apparently, prior to their match against Nohebi yesterday, Yaku went to use the bathroom, and on his way to the restroom, he saw you talking with Numai. And, according to his fellow third-year, the wing spiker seemed kind of flirty. 
“Did he ask Y/N out?!” Kuroo demanded, which earned him an eye roll from Yaku.
“I don’t know! Eavesdropping is rude! Besides, why are you so curious? I thought you weren’t interested in Y/N romantically,” Yaku remarked before going home for the day. And it was true, Kuroo repeatedly reiterated to anyone who believed he was your boyfriend that you were simply friends. 
He’s known you ever since he moved next door to Kenma and, because you lived around the corner, were around the same age and went to the same school, it helped you two develop a solid friendship that involves a lot of relentless teasing.
Despite this harmless taunting, there is a tenderness to your dynamic and Kuroo can't imagine what he would do without you. You attend nearly all of his matches, help him study when he needs assistance and are eager to hang out on the weekends if neither of you have plans. Plus, there are the little, sweet things that you did for him that he greatly appreciated, such as occasionally stopping by the gym during practice to surprise him with his favorite snacks. 
Really, to him, you were everything he could have hoped for in a close friend.
Now, as he heads to the school’s entrance, where he knows you are patiently waiting to walk home together, Kuroo’s palms start growing clammy, he feels like an icy hand is tightly clutching his heart and there is a gnawing sensation in his gut. What was the catalyst for this physical reaction? Perhaps it was because he didn’t want you dating anyone from Nohebi? However, he knew didn’t have any right to tell you who you could and couldn’t flirt with and/or date. 
With each step, he wonders why you didn’t tell him about Numai and whether he asked you out. If you had a significant other, would your small yet considerate gestures towards him cease? Would your friendship change? Would you gradually drift apart? If so, would it feel like you were galaxies away from him?
Before he knows it, he’s nearing the front gate and he sees you there, casually leaning against it as you mindlessly scroll through your phone. The sound of his familiar footsteps alerts you of his presence, and when you gaze up, you see your friend approaching you with a gloomy expression.
“What’s wrong?” you curiously ask once Kuroo is close enough. The middle blocker stops in front of you and looks directly into your eyes, which are brimming with concern, and he cannot contain the emotions accumulating in his chest.
“Was Numai flirting with you yesterday?” he blurts out, which causes your eyebrows to shoot up. 
“How did you know about that?”
“Yaku told me,” Kuroo bashfully admits.
“Oh,” you respond, taken aback by how shy your usually extroverted friend is acting. “He was. It wasn’t anything serious, though.”
Now it’s Kuroo’s turn to say, “Oh.” 
An awkward silence follows because Kuroo doesn’t know how to interpret your words and actions. You look and sound chill about Nohebi’s player flirting with you while he feels dread creeping up on him. 
Eventually, he manages to get out the question that has been racking his brain: “Did he ask you out?”
“He did,” you admit. “But I turned him down.”
“That’s good,” Kuroo sighs in relief, as if the weight of the Earth has been lifted from his shoulders. He quickly realizes what he said and adds, “I mean, good for you for not going out with anyone from Nohebi. I don’t trust that team, it’s full of snakes.”
“Why doesn’t that shock me?” you playfully reply, but you notice that Kuroo still appears perturbed, and it makes your heart race. Because you’re pretty sure he’s jealous. And you’ve never seen him this jealous before.
This hunch is what gives you the courage to state: “You know, if you asked me out instead, I wouldn’t say no.”
You turn and begin walking away and Kuroo just watches your receding figure, completely stupefied. It then dawns on him that your statement contained two negatives and the science-obsessed part of his brain activates and registers that two negatives make a positive. 
“Y/N! Wait up!” Kuroo calls out as he commences sprinting after you, adrenaline pumping through his veins.
Your words have brought his mind at ease, and it is finally clear what he needs to do for his own sanity.
He needs to ask you one last question.
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hanzajesthanza · 2 years
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#witcherweekly: aug 31st (pt. 2/3)
the battle of the bridge
august 31st, day — baptism of fire ch. 7 — after beginning to travel at dawn, and stopping to water the horses, the company seeks a ferry to take them across the yaruga. they find and board one (collectively bullying the ferryman into taking them) but quickly become embroiled in a battle between nilfgaardian and rivian forces.
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tumblr limits me to ten photos per post, but to summarize the best parts of the ferry ride, some of our heroes’ aristeiai, which, you may notice, are all motivated by the same thing: protecting one another.
regis is shot in the chest with an arrow (he’s okay) and then delivering the line “did you think i could be harmed by any old bit of wood?” … milva, mistaking regis for dead and enraged by this, begins to shoot at the nilfgaardians, and amongst them kills an officer and his compatriots at a great distance, greater than nilfgaardans could shoot accurately, “she began to shoot. quickly. arrow after arrow. not one missed its target.” (also quoting her father but we don’t learn it’s her father’s saying until later :’))
dandelion, against all the others’ advice, waves his arms and yells wildly to try to get the lyrian and rivians’ attention that they’re on their side. two arrows fly directly at him, and geralt deflects them both, which he claims is the first time he’s ever done that
however, the greatest display of excellence and heroics occurs when milva’s life is at stake — the stress and exertion of the ordeal of the ferry ride on the yaruga takes its toll, and milva miscarries her pregnancy of ten weeks.
regis leaps to her medical aid, but the company is stuck in the middle of a raging battle. their only choice… is to go directly through it.
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just when the rivian forces are about to retreat, geralt and cahir work together to muster them… all for the sake of saving milva: “i don’t give a shit about this war. this is about milva.”
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cahir demonstrates his proficiency as an officer in mustering terrified troops;
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quick translation sidenote: unfortunately, this was mistranslated in the english edition, something i realized when listening to the polish audiodrama in which cahir’s voice actor gives a stunning performance, absolutely screaming at the top of his lungs “NA BINDUGĘ! BIJ!! ZABIJ!!!”
like “for (on) binduga! fight!! KILL!!!” … cahir really canonically has a “calling all besties….. KILL!” moment
so you can imagine my disappointment when i revisited to the english audiobook and cahir says “to the timber port… death to the dogs!” … he doesn’t yell “kill!” 🥺…? much less impactful and intimidating…
furthermore, it seems that through all of the UK 2nd edition (because this is present in chapter 3 of tower of the swallow as well), any mention of red binduga and the rivian defeat at it was replaced with “timber port” . i don’t know why.
they succeed in mustering the troops but are then faced with a decision, a point of no return, and a flourishing demonstration of alliance: cahir has to fight against the nilfgaardian army, which he was once a part of. and he does so, without hesitation…
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(even if it means being on opposing sides with his friend morteisen, who throws cahir from his horse and almost kills him, before realizing who it is, faltering, and then being killed himself 😭)
but what i really wish to point out is this:
two brothers in arms, two allies and comrades — in an encounter with a common foe, in an uneven battle. and that was their baptism of fire. a baptism of shared fighting, fury, madness and death.
it is worth pointing out that the polish editions of baptism of fire, chrzest ognia, have a preface* to the book: lyrics from the dire straits song “brothers in arms” (1985). technically, this makes baptism of fire (1996) a songfic ;)
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* note that all of the witcher books in the saga have prefaces, but in the english editions these prefaces are sometimes omitted, perhaps due to copyright law?
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this scene, this ending, is the culmination of the entire book. a shared baptism of fire, a purifying ordeal, among brothers in arms, willing to risk their lives for one another.
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to be continued in a following post…
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baroquebucky · 3 years
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soulmate au where when you touch your soulmate you see glimpses of your future with them; the winter soldier touches you and realizes there’s so much more out there
series masterlist // next
part one
word count: 1.7k
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a/n: hi bffs !! hope u all enjoy this !! i am a sucker for soulmate au’s <3 let me know what u guys think and if u guys want a part 2 !!!
Bucky awoke to the sound of the guards unlocking the door, the metal creaking as Alexander Pierce walked in, waving the guards off to leave the two alone.
“you have another mission today” the man spoke smoothly, bucky getting up from his small bed and staring at the man infront of him, “you need to finish this before it gets out of hand” pierce spoke, eyeing the soldier as he stared blankly ahead.
“Do you understand?” He questioned, bucky looked at him, nodding his head silently as the guards took him out, taking him to get ready for his mission.
He had stopped resisting, he had nothing left, he couldn’t remember much and he had no idea who he even was. Bucky followed the motions, suiting up and grabbing his weapons alongside the other HYDRA agents.
You frowned at steve and natasha, grumbling to yourself as Sam let you into the house.
“im y/n, sorry about these two” you smiled at the man, extending your hand out and turning to your two friends.
“thank you for coming y/n, we really need you” Steve spoke, natasha nodding in agreement as she dried her hair slowly.
“yeah, yeah everyone always needs me” you joked, sitting next to them and rubbing your eyes, “woke me up from my nap so this better be good” you spoke, crossing your arms over your chest and leaning back.
Steve and natasha explained the situation, telling you what they knew about the winter soldier, you soaked in the information, attempting to google him but coming up with almost nothing.
“hm, so you want me to do what, exactly” you questioned, looking at the trio staring back at you.
“fight with us, help us, we have to stop HYDRA” Steve spoke, looking at natasha before continuing, “i don’t know who to trust and” he sighed, “we know we can trust you, are you in?”
You smiled, getting up and pulling the three in for a hug, sams eyes going wide.
“of course I’m in, i care about you guys too much to let you die alone” you chuckled, pulling away, looking at Sam before speaking up, “no ones dying by the way, right?”
The four of you were on the rooftop, getting information out of Sitwell, laughing when natasha kicked him off.
“What about that girl from accounting, Laura?” Natasha spoke, looking at Steve as he thought about the woman’s name.
“Lillian! Lip piercing right?” Natasha nodded and Steve shook his head.
“yeah I’m not ready for that” you laughed at the two lightly.
“you should get with the time have a little fun!” You teased, Natasha smiling as you sided with her, nodding her head excitedly.
As Sam brought Sitwell back you began the interrogation, threatening to throw the man off for good is he didn’t start talking. Your eyes were steely and they let you handle him, getting all the information you needed.
“i didn’t know you could be so-” sam stopped, trying to find the right words.
“evil?” Natasha offered.
“terrifying?” Steve chuckled and Sam nodded.
“Insight launched in 16 hours” you spoke up, checking your phone, Natasha nodded speaking up after you, “we’re cutting it kinda close here.”
Steve looked ahead with furrowed brows nodding his head, “well use him to bypass the DNA scans and bypass the helicarriers directly.”
Sitwell scoffed next to you, blabbering on about you something, you rolled your eyes, going to say something when someone reached through the window and threw him out, your eyes going wide.
“what the fuck!” You screeched, looking up and seeing who you assumed was the winter soldier.
Your eyes were wide as you stared out the windshield, a tug in your chest as you saw him sliding across the concrete, steadying himself with his metal arm.
Natasha pulled her gun out, aiming at the man. A car rear ended you, pushing you forward and knocking your wind out. The soldier jumped atop the car, holding on tight as the truck behind you pushed you all foward.
Sam pressed on the breaks, trying to steer away from the other cars. A metal hand reached through the windshield and tore the steering wheel out from his grasp.
“shit!” Sam yelled, eyes wide as the car drove into another, Natasha reaching her gun and shooting in hopes of hitting the masked man.
Steve grabbed onto the three in the front, looking back at you with wide eyes.
“go!” You yelled, scrambling to open the door before the car crashed into the wall.
“hang on!” Steve called, jumping out, with you bracing yourself for the impact seconds after, you flew out the door, hitting the ground with a thud.
You ran to join natasha and Sam, ducking behind cars to avoid the bullets, finally pulling out your pocket knife and hitting one of the men in the chest, running again as they shot at you three even more.
You and natasha jumped down, holding onto her as she shot something under the bridge to swing from.
The two of you landed safely, you pointed to the shadow of the solider, running alongside her to shoot at the man.
You both aimed and fired, hitting his giggled and causing him to turn back. You let out a sigh, hoping they would give you a minute to recover. You both ran for cover as he leaned back over, machine gun in hand and shooting wildly.
“fucks sake” you let out, breathless as you aimed to shoot back at him, running for cover once again, hiding behind the parked cars. Your eyes focusing on the bus steve had fallen into, relief flooding your body when you saw him jumping out and hiding behind the shield safely, eyes moving to the highway and seeing Sam shooting from above.
“I’m gonna leave this recording here, ill sneak up behind him and then you try and get him, we can double team him” Natasha spoke, you nodded, letting her record the memo before setting it down and running.
Your heart raced as you saw the soldier approach the vehicle, waiting for the right moment to strike. As Natasha ran to tackle him from behind you noticed the amount of people still around you, the explosion next to you sending people flying.
“shit” you mumbled, running to help them as Natasha held her own.
“get out of the way! Run! Get out of here” you yelled, pointing at those in frenzy to run in the opposite direction, you glanced over your shoulder, Natasha being thrown into a car.
As you turned to help her you noticed a little girl crying, alone. You debated for a second before running up to her, taking her in your arms and handing her off to some random adult who was fleeing.
Natasha had messed the man arm up, joining her in her sprint as you all yelled for people to move and to take cover. You heard the whirl of a bullet and natasha groan, doubling over next to a car.
“take of her!” Steve yelled, holding off the soldier. You let eyes were wide, putting pressure on Natasha wound and looking around.
“you’re gonna be fine” you told her, looking into the car and breaking the window with your elbow, opening the compartment in the passengers seat and smiling when you found a first aid kit.
“come on” you mumbled, moving her gently and cleaning the wound, doing your best with what little you had. You tried to bandage her, the sound of the bullets hitting Steve’s shield making your hands shake.
“go help them, I’ll be fine” Natasha groaned out, you hesitated before nodding, running to where Steve was.
You hid behind a car, watching as he shoved a knife into a van, barely missing Steve’s head.
You jumped from behind the car as Steve reached to grab his shield, hitting the metal armed man, you used your body weight to twist him back.
Visions flashed in your eyes, quick flashes of a man with a charming smile and beautiful blue eyes. The sound of laughter echoing in your ears as the mask fell besides you. You saw the two of you cuddled up on a couch, you saw two two of you watching a sunset while on a picnic, giggles falling from your mouth.
Bucky saw it too, his mind flashing with pictures of a life he didn’t recognize, seeing you, his mission in them. He saw you cuddled at his side, he saw you on a stage together singing with lyrics on a screen, he saw the two of you rescuing a white cat from the rain. Bucky saw you holding out a present for him, a bright smile on you face, he saw you throwing flour at him in a kitchen, cookies baking in an over.
He stayed on the ground, memories who he used to be flooding his mind, hope of who he could become clouding his judgement.
Tears brimmed in his eyes as he looked up at you, standing in front of Steve with an equally shocked look on your face.
“it’s you” you breathed out, your heart tugging in your chest as your eyes met his blue ones, they were cloudy and they were broken but god, you already loved them.
“it’s you” he whispered. A year rolling down his face before HYDRA agents surrounded you all.
“Bucky?” Steve spoke, finally getting a good look at the man.
The super soldier stayed quiet, panic in his eyes and he looked at you, setting his weapon down. You made a move to run to him, but Sam flew in, knocking him feet away from you, Natasha soon launching a grenade.
“no!” You screamed, running to where he was. He was gone.
“No! Please i just found him no!” You cried, sinking to you knees, Sam ran over to you, holding you tightly as you sobbed, agents surrounding the four of you and telling you all to get down on your knees.
You sobbed into sams chest, only leaving his embrace when the agents ripped you from him.
Buckys eyes were wide as he sat in the chair, his heart racing as he recalled your face, your hair. He recalled the flashes he saw, his future with you.
He had something to hold onto, he had something to fight for, someone to survive for. He thought about the man who was next to you, he was familiar, he was in his old memories.
Buckys mind raced, knowing they would wipe his memories, he soaked in every last detail, praying he could hold onto to what he had after they wiped him.
He could hold onto you, his hope.
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realcube · 3 years
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Hey I wanted to know if I could request how Hinata, Kenma, Atsumu and tsukki would react to you doing this trend 😳
Thanks and have a nice day :]
FILMING YOUR NAILS ON THEIR... yeah...
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a/n ♡ i- it took me a solid minute to figure out what was going on..what even is that trend AGDFKBNDB on children’s app too smh 
trigger warnings ♡ gn! reader, erm dick touching?, all characters aged up, swearing, degradation, oral (giving), reader has acrylic nails on, filming, handjob, choking, slight hair pulling, facial — minors dni! 
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ATSUMU MIYA got an adrenaline rush from it. every time you’d look up from your phone screen to meet his foggy gaze, he’d make it a  point to pull the corners of his lips up into a cocky smirk, as if to prove he was unfazed. however, his twitching legs and impatient tugging on your hair told a different story. as much as he wanted to think the adrenaline was from the risqué nature of what you were doing, there was a large possibility that it could be from anger as he’s never felt more pissed off than when he was forced to helplessly watch as you innocently mouthed the lyrics to the song while gently rubbing his tip through his sweatpants with your nail. call him aggressive, but all he wanted to do in that moment was whip it out and shove it in your dirty mouth to teach you a lesson. after all, you couldn’t just tease him like this and then leave him hanging. payback was in order and that’s exactly what he got as he used your throat as his personal fleshlight, aggravation only subsiding once he was finished shooting his load down you. the video you were filming was lost somewhere in the process though, but don’t worry! being the kind boyfriend he is, atsumu recorded the whole blowjob for you; effortlessly getting all the right angles, the perfect lighting and capturing all your little moans and whimpers clearly, which all came together to highlight how cute your precious face looked while sucking him off like a slut and it was no coincidence that every pretty vein on atsumu’s dick was in the frame either. 
KENMA KUZOME clicked his tongue, rolling his eyes at how much of a tease you were being. i mean, it was clear you were only doing this as an indirect way of asking to be railed; kenma understood the language you speak, or rather, don’t speak. his piercing eyes shifted off his computer screen to glare holes through the side of your head, which you desperately tried to ignore but that became impossible as he took your chin in between his index finger and thumb to force you to look up at him. “how many times have i told you? don’t be a brat. use your words to ask for what you want or you aren’t getting shit.” kenma only sighed through his nose as he watched your features fall to form an adorable pout. stubbornly, you continued making your little video, stroking and rubbing him even more simply out of spite. kenma thought he’d be able to continue to concentrate on what he was typing but it seemed as though every nerve in his body was focussed on the tempting sensations in his dick, so it was hardly surprising when a soft moan slipped passed his lips. but before you could laugh, he had grabbed you hand and pulled you up onto his lap, keeping a tight grip on your fingers, admiring them, “these are nice. who paid for them?” you sighed, rolling you eyes slightly before muttering, “you..” “mhm. and you’ve not paid me back yet.” you nodded, trying to get up so you could grab your purse but kenma’s hand immediately snapped to your waist to pull you back down. “don’t be stupid. i don’t need your money; you know what kind of payment i want.” you didn’t even get the chance to tease him for being a hypocrite and ask him to ‘use his words’ as he uttered in a low voice, “strip.”
KEI TSUKISHIMA was unsure as to how he got into this situation and why he allowed it. for a change, his concerns had nothing to do with trust — he fully believed that you wouldn’t post the video, since you promised that you’d keep it in your ‘my eyes only’ — he was more worried about the power you suddenly had over him. when you first suggested the idea, he agreed because he thought it was hot that you were so needy for him and he could tease you for it later, he really didn’t expect to get off from it. but here he was, sitting at his desk, unable to focus on the video playing on his phone as all his attention was on the gentle movements of your soft palm against his clothed, erect cock. his low cursing under his breath prompting you to drop your phone so you could use both hands to fiddle with the rim of his trousers, “want more, needy?” although he wasn’t too fond of the nickname, the serious yet lustrous look in your eyes told him everything he wanted. “sure, whatever.” he muttered, an involuntary gasp escaping his lips as you hastily tugged down his rims to wrap your nimble fingers around his girth, eagerly starting to jerk him off. gazing up at his red face and visibly frantic breathing, you couldn’t help but snicker, moving your fist even faster at the sight, “you’re so sensitive. when was the last time someone gave you any atten--” “shut up.” he groaned, detaching one of his hands from his face only so he could grip your neck. 
SHŌYŌ HINATA was a blushing mess. how he had gotten into his situation was a blur but currently, he was being palmed through his shorts for your silly video, while he helplessly sat and acknowledged the footsteps creeping closer and closer to the msby changing room. practise had ended ten minutes ago and hinata said he’d lock up for the night so you both thought you were in the clear, but as he stifled his moans to hear the footsteps better, he pried open his heavy lids to lay his eyes on bokuto’s duffle bag which hung directly opposite him. you were aware of bokuto slowly approaching too but unlike shōyō, you didn’t care. well, there was a large part of hinata that must not care either as his hands mindlessly ran down his chest to pull down his shorts, his member springing free so he could direct your hand towards it, “go on.” he urged, biting down harshly on his bottom lip as he peered down at your innocent eyes shaded by your gorgeous lashes, “baby, c’mon. hurry.” there was the slightest bit of hope in hinata’s mind that, if you were quick, perhaps you could make him climax before bokuto arrived. there was many thing he failed to take into consideration with this plan as he thought with his dick rather than his mind, but being kind partner you are, you went along with his demand without a second thought. keenly, you bobbed your fist, only being encouraged by the groans falling from his lips and how his hands slipped into your hair, tugging on your roots. being as sensitive as he was after a long day of practise and with the rapid pace you were going at, his plan came to fruition as he managed to arrive at his high before bokuto walked in. just as you both were about to start celebrating, you heard the rattling of the changing room doorknob, and if it wasn’t for the fact that you locked the door prior, bokuto would’ve stepped into the room and been greeted by the sight of you on your knees with a facial and hinata’s face painted a bright red color, with his sweaty chest and back pressed flush against the wall.
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"Sorry" - Din Djarin x gender-neutral!reader
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Summary: Every night the pain in your soul becomes silent tears in your eyes as you cry yourself to sleep. 
Warning: heavy angst and sadness, that's it I think...
Category: angst, hurt/comfort
Words: about 2.500
Notes: This is part of @din-damn-djarin​’s song prompt writing challenge which I joined super late but at least I finished this fic hella fast. I was just so motivated. I chose Sorry by Nothing But Thieves. As a little extra challenge for myself I tried to incorporate some of the lyrics directly into the story... maybe you can spot them! Note 2: I will beta-read this tomorrow after I had a few hours of sleep so until then please just ignore any mistakes...
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"Sorry" - Din Djarin x gn!reader
After all these months, after all these small touches you couldn't help but imagine a future with him. You couldn't help but envision how everything would play out when you would confess your feelings to him.
After all these months you had finally realized what that fluttering in your stomach was, whenever Din brushed you lightly. The smallest touch was enough to make your heart throb against your ribs so painfully sweet. Heat rose to your cheeks whenever he lightly taped your arm or placed his hand on your shoulder to get your attention. They were only small touches, innocent and fleeting but they meant the world to you. When he soothingly rubbed your back or squeezed your hand you knew he cared. You knew he felt the same even if neither of you had said it out loud.
After all these months you two had grown more comfortable with the presence of each other. So comfortable, in fact, that somehow you ended up cuddled up on the pilot seat in his lap when you were exhausted after a day filled with running and shooting, more often than not. You had no idea why or how it started but you didn't care. You felt safe whenever he would wrap his arms around you and let you press your face between his helmet and neck. When he let you melt into his comforting warmth and forget the terrors of the day. You knew he cared when he held you tight, close to him and his racing heart that was beating just as fast as your own underneath his beskar and your fingertips.
After all these months you knew you loved him with all your heart. And you couldn't help but envision how it would be if he was yours. You couldn't help fantasize about the perfect future with him and the kid.
After all these months you had thought you knew how he felt for you, too. Maybe love had made you blind. Maybe you had just been naive and dumb. Maybe you had slowly lost grip on reality while being held by him, while being so close to him. Because reality came back crashing down on you when you had told him how you felt… and when he had told you how he didn't. 
"I'm sorry. I don't… I can't return your feelings."
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The sudden distance was heartbreaking. You had gotten so used to his touches, his embrace, his warmth that the sudden loss laid heavily on your shoulders. With every step it pulled you further down, further into the spiral of hurt and pain. You couldn't look up at his visor anymore, your eyes always lowered when you where near him. Because even though he had broken your heart you couldn't bring yourself to leave. Even if every day reminded you of the pain, digging it's spikes into your heart, deeper and deeper with every passing day you spend on the Razor Crest, you couldn't bring yourself to leave him and the kid. You loved them both dearly and even when your feelings were unreturned you had a duty to fulfill. You had joined Din to help him with the kid and not to... fall in love. 
But when he sat like that before you on the pilot seat, his armor stripped off and his arm freed from his flight suit so you could stitch up the wound he couldn't reach on his own, you felt the pain even more prominently than ever before. Because this was the first time you saw him. This was the first time you saw the man underneath the armor, the gentle, honest man you knew… you thought he was. 
You couldn't raise your gaze to meet his blank visor anymore, you couldn't stand being close to him anymore. Because every fleeting touch felt like it burned you. Every touch seemed to laugh at you and your stupidity, laugh at how you could have ever thought you had a chance with him. The future you had envisioned had broken down around you and left you and your heart in tiny pieces. And whenever you tried to pick them up and but them back together, every time you tried to move on they just slipped past your trembling fingers. 
At night you laid wide away, staring at the ceiling from your improvised bed with tear filled eyes. Every night your thoughts kept circling around if it had been your fault somehow. At how you could have been so blind. Had you misread the situation so severely? Could you have been really so blind and dumb? Had all these nights in hyperspace spend tightly cuddled up on the pilot seat truly meant nothing to him? Every night the pain in your soul became silent tears in your eyes as you cried yourself to sleep. 
And now you had to pull all your strength together to push those tears back down, to not break down right in front of him. But when the touch of his uncovered skin slowly warmed up your trembling fingers and when you felt the pulsing of his heart in the vessels of his upper arm echo back in your own, it became impossible. Silently one dropped down onto your shaking hands as the rest began to cloud your vision. You quickly finished up his stitches and helped him back into his flight suit before you hurrydly closed the med kit and pressed it against your chest. You turned around to walk out of the cockpit but you had only took a few steps away when he reached out and curled his still gloveless fingers around your wrist, making your body freeze up. A soft whimper escaped your lips as your breath got stuck in your throat. You felt him tug at your arm ever so slightly, begging you to turn around and face him. But you couldn't. If you would turn around now you knew you couldn't hold back the wave of tears and the storm of emotions anymore. You knew you would break right there in front of him. 
"(Y/N)." 
You bit your tongue, trying to hold back the sob as the tears continued to cloud your vision. You pressed your eyes closed and begged yourself to hold it together, to not show him how much he had hurt you. But when you heard him stand up and softly turn you around to face him you knew you had lost the battle. You opened your eyes and looked up at him as the tears finally spilled over, as a broken sob finally tore through your throat, leaving you even more empty then you felt before when your eyes locked onto the void of his visor. You wanted to scream at him, tell him how awfully he had hurt you but all you could do was shakingly stand before him and press the med kit even closer against you, clutching onto it to seek some form of comfort you knew only he could give you. 
Din had been prepared for your rage, for angry words thrown against him but he hadn't been prepared for the heartbreaking sight as you broke down right in front of him. And all he wanted to do was pull you into his arms, wipe your tears away and whisper into your ear but he knew he had missed his chance when he had told you he didn't feel the same… 
"I'm sorry." 
His voice was soft and filled with regret-no, stop. You took a deep breath and forced yourself to remember why you were standing before him, crying your eyes out right in front of him. He had broke your heart. He didn't feel the same. There was no regret. There couldn't be regret in his voice it must have been something else. But then he repeated it. "I'm sorry" over and over again under his breath, his voice shaking. And you knew it was regret that made it shake with emotion. And you knew he meant it. You knew he was being honest. But all that didn't fix it, all that didn't make it any less painful. "Please, stop" you begged and tugged at his hand that was still curled around your wrist. Your voice sounded foreign, so unlike you, almost strangely heavy as you whispered those words. "There is nothing left to say." 
You freed yourself from his grip and took one step back, giving him one last, sad look before you turned around to walk out of the cockpit. Only for him to stop you once more. With his hands on your shoulders he turned you back around. And before you could realize what he was doing he had already pushed the med kit out of your arms and to the floor as he pulled you against him. His arms wrapped around your shoulders and back, they kept you pressed against his chest. He still hadn't put his armor back on so instead of the cold beskar you were used to you were pressed against the warmth of his skin from underneath the flight suit. The warmth you had missed and craved so much. The warmth that now felt like it burned you and it took everything in you not to hiss in pain. When your mind finally caught back on, on what was happening you immediately went completely rigid in his embrace. And when those words left the savity of his helmet once more you pushed against him, clawed against his chest to try and get away. "No!" you cried out loudly. "You don't get to break my heart and hug me later!" Another wave of tears crashed over you and another storm of emotions laced up your throat but you forced yourself to stay at the surface, to not get pulled down by the waves. "You can't do that!" you sobbed, not able to hold the words back anymore. "You can't make me believe you love me and then- I can't believe I was stupid enough to believe you might have really felt the same. I-" "Stop that, you're not stupid" he whispered. You wanted to say more but the firmness in his voice made you close your mouth as you stopped fighting against him. Giving up you let him hold you pressed against his chest. "You're not stupid." As new tears welled up in your eyes you slowly wrapped your arms around him, too. Ignoring that he was the source of your pain, ignoring that he was the one pushing those spikes into your heart deeper and deeper with every passing day. You ignored all that and instead let yourself melt into the warmth and comfort of his embrace you had craved for so long.
"You aren't stupid, you… I- I lied" he continued. "I do feel the same for you."
Your breath hitched in your throat but you kept your head pressed against his chest, too scared to look up and see that maybe everything was just a dream, that everything was just a figment of your imagination and broken beart. Surely you must have imagined his voice, his words. But then he repeated them. 
"I lied." 
"Why?" you asked before you could bite your tongue. "Why did you lie? Why did you do this to me then? Why?" your tears were audible in the way your voice shook and trembled and in the way you clutched at the fabric of his flight suit, seeking halt, seeking answers. Din sighed deeply, you felt his chest rise and lower slowly as you hugged him tighter. "Din, why?" "I-" he began, his voice trembling just as much. His heart was beating so heavily against his ribs you could feel it hammering against your own chest.
"I don't deserve you." 
You wanted to look up, you wanted to meet his visor again but he placed his chin on top of your head, forcing you to stay pressed against him with your head lowered. It felt like he didn't want you to see him right now, like he was afraid of your eyes. As if he was afraid to see agreement in them. "Din-" you began but he interrupted you by him continuing his explanation. "I'm not the man you deserve. You deserve better than me. Someone who's not as broken, not as defective, not… I'm not as good as you think I am." You wrapped your arms tighter around him as he began to shake and then furrowed your brows, somehow feeling angry that he would think that way about himself. "You arent broken and you aren't defective!" you began again, forcing your voice to sound strong and to blink the tears away. "You are a good man, Din." "I hurt you!" he objected and buried his fingers into the fabric of your shirt, seeking halt and comfort just like you. "All I wanted was to protect you from... me. But all I did was hurting you instead." For a few seconds you didn't say anything, your chaotic thoughts racing in your mind in circles again and again. This wasn't what you had expected when he had grabbed your wrist. And you had no idea what you were supposed to do now. You still felt hurt but the anger had vanished. But without the anger the pain just felt more present. And even though he had explained to you why he had done it... it would still hurt for a long while. The fact that he didn't feel like he deserved you, that he didn't deserve happiness was heartbreaking. 
"You did hurt me" you agreed truthfully as you swallowed down another wave of tears, putting on a strong face instead. "And I don't agree with the reason why but… it's okay." You slowly freed yourself from his embrace and took one step back. His arms were still loosely wrapped around you but his visor was lowered, staring at the floor instead of at you. "No, I'm not… it's not-" "Stop" you interrupted him firmly and then softly placed your hands on each side of his helmet, forcing him to look up and at you. When your eyes finally locked onto the blackness of his visor, on his eyes that were hiding underneath, you took a deep breath. "I decide who I deserve" you declared. "It's my decision who I give my heart to." Din nodded slowly in understanding while you collected all your strength for the next words you wanted to say. "You hurt me deeply." Din noticeably flinched at that but didn't speak up or try to move away from you. "But I'm ready to forgive you" you continued honestly. "I still feel the same, I still-" Your voice failed you, your throat hoarse and tired after all the crying but you forced yourself to carry on. "Are you ready to give us a change?" Din didn't hesitate one second, his ungloved hand shooting up to cup your cheek in a soothing manner. "Yes, I'm ready. I want this-" he faltered a bit and hesitantly wiped away the last traces the tears had left on your skin. "I want this if you want me?" "Maker, yes" you whispered breathlessly. You placed one hand on top of his that was still resting on your face, letting yourself really feel his skin for the first time. You felt the roughness of his hand, the little scars that littered the back of it. But all you could think about was how soft and gentle they were when he let his fingers slowly dance over your skin. How delicately he always touched you. But those small touches suddenly didn't feel enough anymore. Gently you curled your fingers around his and tugged lightly at them. 
"I've been waiting so long... I can't be patient anymore" you whispered and let your eyes flutter close before you placed his hand over them. The clutter of his helmet landing on the floor was left unnoticed when you finally felt his lips on yours.
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Does the ending feel a little rushed? Maybe. Do I care? Nope.
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Taglists:
Permanent Simps: @buckysalefty
Din Djarin Simps: @theflightytemptressadventure / @sarahjkl82-blog / @remmysbounty / @undeniableadrenaline / @kassidydjarin / @freeshavocadoooo / @dindaddy-ficrec / @wonderless-screwup / @helena-way07 / @n0ffitar / @24-blackbirds / @thethunderstormsgirl / @mylifeofcalculatedchaos / @mandos-co / @smoldjarin​
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Strikeout - B. Barnes Imagine
NOTE: this takes place in TFATWS period
TAGLIST: @poetic-heart​ @hallecarey1​ @moonlightbaby10​ @5-seconds-of-mendes​ @bbl32​ @wobblymug​
SUMMARY: it’s bucky’s first time bowling and he’s doing reasonably well. it’s not your first time bowling, but you can’t seem to score anything but gutter balls. when he comes to your rescue, will both of you strikeout?
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Bucky tilted his head, eyeing Sam’s assertive footing down the wooden panels of the floor and studying the dip of his body as the man released the heavy, marbled ball. Bucky’s eyes maintained their stare on the ball as it glided smoothly down the lane, straight into the ten, uniform pins, ultimately knocking all but one over. Sam turned around to face Bucky, who sat with Sarah and her children at the table and gave each of them a confident smirk. Cass and AJ clapped, with nothing but awe overcoming their youthful faces.
“That’s how it’s done,” Sam says, now approaching the table for a sip of his drink.
“Now see if you can knock down that last pin, big time.” Sarah taunts, lifting a challenging eyebrow.
“Boys,” Sam calls Cass and AJ to attention, “watch and learn.” He spins to reclaim his marbled ball, which had just reached the return. The steps towards the lane were unfaltering yet again and Bucky eyed his moves yet again--the small bow took before letting go of the ball, and seeing it cruise smoothly in between both gutters--guarded by bumpers for Cass and AJ’s sake--before it disappeared into the mysterious abyss all nine pins had fallen into mere seconds ago. The last pin stood, victorious.
Sam only gives a nonchalant wave of his hand, shuffling towards the table to take his seat. “I’ll get a strike in the next one...still got nine turns left.” Sarah chuckles to herself, before patting Cass on the shoulder and informing him it was now his turn.
“So you just...try and knock the pins over?” Bucky furrows his eyebrows, sparing a glance at Sam. The man scoffs, setting his cup of soda down onto the table.
“It’s much more than that. A sport like this is all about aim, and timing. You can’t just walk up, toss the ball and expect to be a pro after one shot. It takes lots of practice.” Cass reapproached the table to give AJ a high five upon knocking down six pins. As the young boy waited for his ball to arrive at the return for his second go, Bucky’s eyes drifted from the pins being swept away from his lane and to the one beside him.
The table was overrun by a group of females, no doubt intoxicated by whatever liquid was hidden in the silver flask they were passing around. One person of the group was up taking her turn, while the rest made light, slurred conversation through giggles. His eyes landed on one girl, in particular, who was mouthing the lyrics of the pop song currently blasting over the speakers and using the flask as a makeshift microphone. The girl who just made her shot at the lane squealed in celebration of making a spare, before turning to announce, “Y/N, your turn!”
“Bucky, you’re up.” Sam pats his friend on the shoulder and points to the lane. Simultaneously, Bucky and the girl stood up from their seats and started for the ball return that sat in between their two lanes. As Bucky’s gloved hand reached for his designated ball--the heaviest one he could find for his vibranium limb, the girl’s fingers brushed his in search of her ball, by mistake.
“I’m sorry,” she says bashfully, looking away and concentrating on the lane now before her. Bucky waltzed up to the edge of the oiled alley before she could, left arm swinging the ball straight down the lane without a second thought. All he could muster was a blink at the sight of the ball colliding with the pins and knocking all ten of them down in succession. An amused smile crawled onto his pink lips at the sounds of amazement AJ and Cass elicit behind him.
Upon spinning back to reclaim his seat, he sends a smile to Sam. “I think I like this game.” Sam attempts to hide his twitching mouth at the sight of the scoreboard, which displayed Bucky merely one point ahead of him.
“Beginner’s luck.” The man mutters to himself, while Bucky’s eyes dart back over to the girl who still had yet to take her turn.
“Y/N just roll it already, you’ll be fine!” Y/N, or so Bucky assumed, took the word of advice from one of the women at the table behind her and stepped carefully towards the start of the lane. After releasing her ball in a moment of courage, she clenched her jaw and squeezed her eyes shut as the ball immediately drifted into the gutter.
“It’s fine, Y/N. You’re just rusty!” Someone else from the table assures. The girl nods, patiently waiting for her ball to be returned for her to shoot again. When she repeats the same motion and swings her arm to and fro, launching the ball down the wooden alley, she gasps in surprise after seeing it--barely--stay on track.
“It’s going, it’s going, it’s--” she pauses, eyeing the damage she did to the line of pins in the distance. “Yes!” She squeals, pumping a fist into the air. “I got one!”
Her friends gave her a few weak smiles and some thumbs up out of pity. Bucky simply turned his head away to focus on his own game in front of him. Maybe her friends are right, he thinks to himself, a few turns in and she’ll get the hang of it. By the third turn, the metal-armed man earned something bowlers call a “turkey” and Y/N was still stuck landing gutter balls each time she was sent up to bowl.
“She’s...terrible,” Bucky whispered to himself in a distaste.
“Yep.” Sam sighed as he took his seat, glaring at the scoreboard to see he was still one point from being tied with his friend. “Just terrible.” He lets out through gritted teeth.
“Maybe you should go help her.” Sarah cuts in with a devious smirk. The man turns to give her a look, shaking his head.
“Absolutely not. There’s a dance to these things. I can’t just--” His reasoning would not be accepted by Sarah or Sam. The excuses couldn’t even finish leaving Bucky’s mouth before his co-worker jostled him in the girl’s direction.
“Woah,” she stumbles on her feet from her stupor as the leather-clad man with who she brushed hands a while ago sidled up next to her.
“Uh, hello.” Bucky cleared his throat, steel blue eyes boring into hers.
“Hi…” The woman’s eyes darted from the man beside her to the set of pins, yet to be knocked over successfully by her. “Can I help you?”
“Actually, it looks like you’re the one who needs the help.” The man replies, reaching up to scratch the back of his neck. His eyes grow wide at her offended expression.
“Excuse me?”
“I didn’t mean it like that. Well, actually I did. Your form is terrible, your stances are completely off, and at this point, you have a better chance of hitting pins all the way in Sokovia.”
“Where?” She lifts an eyebrow in curiosity.
“Nevermind, forget about it.” The man grumbles, preparing to shuffle back over to his table in humiliation.
“Wait,” Y/N lays a hand on his shoulder, keeping him anchored to his spot on the floor. “You’re right. I’m on a whole other level of amateur tonight and could really use some help. Any pointers?” The man spares a shy glance at her frame, her fingers already inserted into the bowling ball and feet shoulder-width apart.
“May I?” He mumbles beside Y/N’s ear and conjures shivers of delight down the girl's spine. She spares a glance of her own as he is already situating his built body behind hers, placing his right hand, bare of any cloth on her side and directing her to move the ball to her left hand.
“I-I’m not left-handed.”
“Just trust me.” He whispers, cupping the girl’s left hand with his gloved one. Carefully, they mirror each other’s steps and bodily movements all the way to the edge of the lane and swiftly guide the ball to coast directly down the middle of the lane. Y/N can only stare in bewilderment for a few seconds as the ball takes a consistent trail straight into all ten pins and knocks them down without fail. She squeals and perceives her left hand, flexing her fingers, mouth open in awe.
“Oh my god, how did I do that?” She turns her stare up to Bucky, pointing a finger at his chest. “How did you do that? How did we...do that?” She whispers the last couple of words to herself.
“Would you believe me if I told you this is my first time bowling?” Y/N’s eyes mimic that of a doe, wide and curious as they stare up into his blue ones which were twinkling from the various screens and graphics displayed all about the building.
“Not really, would you believe me if I said this is the first time a handsome stranger has offered to help me with bowling?” She takes a daring step closer towards him, minimizing the proximity between their warm bodies. The two exchange flirty remarks back and forth as the minutes on both games dwindle. Neither party tried stopping them, though. Sarah held a smirk as she gazed at the successful matchmaking, while Sam decided to take Bucky’s turn for him and make two slow, pathetic rolls of the ball.
Meanwhile, Y/N’s intoxicated group of pals sat with their mouths agape, absorbing the sight before them with yearning heart eyes.
“No fair, I want a cute guy to help me bowl!” One of her friends whined, pouting her lips out. AJ and Cass shared a glance before the two of them were up out of their seats and leaping in front of the woman for her attention. Their pleas to aid her in her next turn overlapped one another.
“I’ll help! Pick me!”
“No, choose me! I’m way better!”
Y/N and Bucky could only glance over and chuckle as Cass led the much taller woman towards the lane, beside the two of them. “Step aside, lovebirds. It’s our turn.”
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thatslikely · 3 years
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A Slow Dance - G.W.
A Slow Dance- George Weasley x Fem!Reader (unspecified house)
Warnings: none! pure fluff <3
Word Count: 1.3k
A/N: y’all I’m serious. where’s my George. I need someone like this asap, don’t be shy universe. hope you guys enjoy as always :)
Just a Reminder: song lyrics/thoughts are in italics [I imagined is Put Your Head on My Shoulder by Paul Anka, but any song works]
Taglist: @horrorxweasley @hufflepuff5972 @amourtentiaa 
if you want to be added, send me a dm or an ask!
Requested by the lovely @amourtentiaa [my first request I’ve gotten, and I love it!]
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“Ugh. Why do you have to sit hunched over your desk studying all the time? Have at least a little fun! It’s our last year at Hogwarts!” A sprawled out George exclaimed from your ruffled four-poster bed with a groan. His handsome face hung off the edge of the bed frame, his upside-down gaze fixed on your distracted figure.
George was always quite needy; it was practically a law of nature. Whether it was running around pulling a record-breaking marathon of pranks, or just tenderly holding his large, soft hand while discussing your favorite novel, he lapped up every ounce of you he could. 
“Georgie, if I don’t do well on my N.E.W.T.s, how do you expect me to get a decent job?” you asked with a bit more bite than you intended. The complex, academic sentences scribbled onto the parchment before you droned through your brain like headache-inducing white noise, which soured your attitude more than you liked to admit. 
It made your heart flutter knowing that George yearned for your care so much, but you had your whole life to spend with the vexatious redhead. You only had the next week to pass your N.E.W.T.s. 
“You’ll always have a job down with me at the shop, c’mon! Imagine: my two favorite things wrapped up into one!” he said, before adding more softly, “plus, you’d look so cute in the uniform.” You couldn’t help your cheeks from heating up at his affectionate comment, which wasn’t intended to grace your ears. 
“I wish it was simple as that, Georgie. While I’d love to work with you at the shop, you know that’s not what I really want to do. You always tell me to shoot for the moon, and this is just part of the process.” You were unrelenting with your studying, which George of course admired, but he was equally relentless in his pursuit of spending time with you, even if it was just for a second. 
The dorm fell suspiciously quiet, which allowed your mind to delve even deeper into your studies. The strokes of your quill grew deeper and sharper into the parchment with focus, the ink-blotted tip eventually tearing a small rip mid-sentence.
A breath that you unknowingly held escaped your lips in the form of an exasperated sigh. You rubbed your temples before picking up the quill and starting again. 
You mindlessly scribed cursive onto the dense paper for several minutes before snapping out of your trance at the jarring noise of a chair’s legs scraping across the hardwood floors. George took the vacant seat next to you, resting his elbow on the surface of the desk. 
His handsome face rested comfortably in his palm, his whole body turned towards you. You could’ve sworn his mischievous but lovable gaze flickered to your soft lips every few seconds like a magnet drawn to its opposite pole. 
Stop thinking about George, and his delicious lips, alluring cocoa-colored eyes, fluffy red hair… think about Transfiguration! 
Your quill-wielding wrist moved in more furious motions, your determination to stay devoted to your academics made your eyes drift to the smug titian-haired boy next to you more than ever. You eventually succumbed to your heart’s desires, giving George a small glance.
The expression George donned shattered your expectations; you expected his eyes to be droopy and half-asleep, jaw-slacked in boredom, evidenced by his disdain of all things school-related. 
Instead, however, his red tongue stuck out to his chin, his index fingers pulling apart his freckled cheeks. His mocha eyes were humorously crossed, fixed on his adorable aquiline nose. He looked utterly ridiculous.
“What’re you doing, Georgie? You look absurd!” you questioned with a hefty chuckle. His eyes lit up with triumph at the laugh fleeing your lips. 
“I’m getting your eyes off that stupid piece of parchment! You’ve been writing nonsense on it for the past quarter of an hour. You need a break.”
“Just let me study a bit more, then I promise I’ll spend some time with you, okay?” you bargained, hoping for compliance. You pivoted your head back to the strewn papers resting on the mahogany desk in front of you, ready to get back into a productive rhythm. 
The welcome rhythm never stayed for long though, for it was always disrupted by George making another goofy face. He’s just being a child, you thought, you’re a seventh year. Ridiculous faces aren’t funny. Oh how wrong you were. 
With every new expression that graced his features, another laugh threatened to escape your mouth. Soon enough, your eyes were steadily fixed on the frivolous ginger, ready for what face he would come up with next. 
Your brain was locked in a battle: George and his loveable humor, versus your Transfiguration notes and passing your N.E.W.T.s. Both were hardy competitors, but in the end, McGonagall’s subject prevailed. George got up from the seat next to you with a huff, blowing a stray red strand of hair up from his forehead. 
He paced around the large room, scheming a way to get your undivided attention. He peeked around the wooden shelves and dressers that stayed pressed against the walls of the dorms, looking for something, anything.
His eyes eventually settled on the record player on your nightstand by your bed. It was a muggle device that his father had ranted about many times before, and he guessed that he could probably figure out how to work it. 
His calloused fingers plucked the top inky-black vinyl record from the stack, feeling the textured grooves engraved in its surface. He set the record in place, dropping the needle not long after. The previously pin-drop silent room quickly came to life with the enrapturing sounds of harmonious chords.
It appeared that even the universe wanted to free you from the shackles of your boring notes, for the vinyl George happened to choose was your favorite song, and a slow, romantic one at that. 
George lightly tapped your back, causing you to swivel around towards him. He had his long, toned arm outstretched to you charmingly, beckoning you for a dance. You gingerly placed your palm into his and he swiftly pulled you out of the chair and into the middle of the floor.
His face was handsome as ever; you only just now realized how much you missed all of him. His gentle touch, his honey-pooled eyes, the pure love pumping through his veins. His hands rapturously rested on your waist, yours’ wrapped around the nape of his neck. You twirled a small section of his red hair in between your fingers, which only made the lovestruck grin on his face grow bigger.
The song continued to echo through the cozy walls of the room, the unified swaying of your hips in sync with the song’s slow beat. You nearly melted in his warm embrace, his arms gradually bringing you closer and closer to his beating chest.
You eventually rested your head on George’s shoulder, feeling the soothing vibrations of his vocal chords humming along with the notes of the song. 
Put your lips next to mine dear, won’t you kiss me once, baby?
As if the song had you two lovebirds under a spell, George slowly brought his lips to yours, giving you a slow and passionate kiss. 
He’d kissed you so many times before, but this time it felt different, in the best way possible. It was as if angels sang when your lips graced his’; you could taste his feelings through the connection, his devotion and longing for you overriding your senses. Your eyes teared up at the wave of endearing emotions that overcame you. 
The sensual dancing continued long through the night, the tender and enchanting kisses and slow sways wiping your mind of the stressful upcoming exams. 
“Feel better, darling?” George breathily mumbled into your ear, the warmth from his mouth shooting directly to your heart, coating your body with goosebumps.
All your hazy, smitten mind could respond with was a simple but passionate, “I love you.”
“I love you too, darling.”
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14 and 69 for Juke 😊
So I’m pretty sure I was only supposed to describe how I would write these combinations but where’s the fun in that? So I just went ahead and wrote it. Also someone else requested one that includes the bodyguard prompt so there will be a part 2 soonish. Enjoy! 💜
Bodyguard AU + Flirting under fire
Julie sighed for the third time in the last two minutes.
“Can you stop that?”
The exasperated voice expressing annoyance with her impatience was her best friend/assistant Alex. They’d been best friends since middle school and when Julie’s music career started to take off everyone had tried to convince them that working together was a disaster waiting to happen. She had worked herself up over how her being his boss would ruin everything until she finally told him how worried she was.
“Won’t you feel, I don’t know demeaned, being my assistant?”
“Jules, I’ll be assisting you to survive which you’ll never do without me. Stop overthinking.”
And five years later she was a lot better at that. She was a 22 year old successful musician, her second album and first national tour right around the corner. Unlike when they were 17 she had learned her best results always came when she was able to listen to her instincts and go with the flow.
Unless she was waiting in the lobby of her label waiting for her new bodyguard to show up. A bodyguard who was officially late, a fact that she didn’t hesitate to inform Alex of.
“By like 2 minutes, chill,” He insisted, tapping away on his phone probably arranging the rest of her day as his thumbs flew over the screen.
“Alex, if my bodyguard is late I could end up dead,” She reminded him.
“Someone’s feeling dramatic today,” Alex looked up and nodded toward the other side of the lobby. “Maybe that’s him.”
Julie turned to look and instantly shook her head.
“No way. There’s no such thing as a cute bodyguard.”
Alex raised an eyebrow at her confident statement.
“I’m pretty sure that’s just a harmful bodyguard stereotype.”
Julie wasn’t so sure. In her experience bodyguards tended to be stoic, middle aged men built like linebackers. This guy on the other hand was young, probably within a year or two of her, with shaggy hair and a bouncy energy visible even from across the room. It was true that even through his vintage band tee she could see that he was kind of ridiculously muscular but so was her personal trainer and she wouldn’t want Dante standing between her and a crazed stalker.
She stood by her first assessment though. He was definitely cute.
He was also looking around the room, his eyes landing on her and a perfect smile stretching across his face.
“You’re uh, not bodyguard is heading this way,” Alex observed.
Julie could see that.
“Are you Julie Molina?” He asked as he came to a stop directly in front of her. “I’m Luke, your new bodyguard. Nice to meet you.”
“You’re my new bodyguard?” She repeated incredulously. “And you’re not sure who I am?”
Luke shrugged, his smile seemingly unaffected by her borderline rude response.
“I was pretty sure. And your label wanted to hire someone who could blend in more easily, offer you some protection without ruining your image as approachable.”
“Oh,” Julie turned to Alex who was watching the exchange with interest. “Did you know about this?”
Her best friend smirked.
“They may have mentioned something.”
Julie was starting to feel as though she had been set up. She turned back to Luke who was still rocking slightly on his heels, standing still not seeming to be his thing. He really did not seem like the type who could intimidate an attacker but he did seem like the type who would be really distracting to have standing around if he was going to keep smiling at her like that.
So she was in trouble in multiple ways.
She did her best to keep her face neutral when she spoke again.
“Well, it’s nice to meet you too, Luke. Everyone on my team is hired on a trial basis, so we’ll see how it goes ok?”
Luke reached up to salute.
“Ok, boss. Where we headed?”
Julie definitely did not find his insistence on being casual paired with that hard to place accent attractive. Definitely not.
Lucky for her, his attractiveness was soon offset by his ability to drive her absolutely crazy. Other than Alex he was by her side more than anyone over the next few months. He followed her to recording sessions, he followed her to music video shoots, and he followed her to fan meet and greets. But he was expected to follow her on personal excursions too and he seemed incapable of doing so silently. He made running commentary on the groceries she bought (always late at night to lower the chances of being recognized). He gave her unsolicited tips on what weights she should be lifting while she worked out. And worst of all was his insistence on giving her unasked for feedback on her music.
He wasn’t familiar with her work at all, or at least he never showed a hint of recognition when she brought up her previous songs or album. But he had a lot of opinions on what she was working on now.
“You know if you added some echoes in the chorus that song could be sick,” He remarked one day as he escorted her home after a long studio session.
Julie groaned and let her head flop back on the seat of the car they were currently being driven in.
“And you know your job is to keep me alive, not actually to critique my musical choices, right?”
He shrugged.
“I’m a good multitasker.”
And the most annoying part was he was always right. At least about the music. He seemed to always sense when she was stuck and somehow pipe up with the exact thing she needed to hear to get the music flowing again. Suggesting a tweak to a lyric or humming a guitar riff he thought she should try. It got to the point where she sometimes sought out his opinion before he could offer it on his own. He was clearly a musician as well as the world’s most unorthodox bodyguard.
He made her a better writer and if the way he grinned when he particularly liked one of her ideas was any indication, she thought she might make him better too.
She wasn’t about to give him the satisfaction of saying that out loud though.
So they went on like that for a few more months. Julie never brought up his trial period again and he continued to both annoy and intrigue her daily. So far he hadn’t actually had to do much protecting though. He had helped her escape a few overly excited twelve year olds once but that was about it.
Until it wasn’t.
Julie had heard plenty of stories about celebrities whose over enthusiastic fans had crossed the line to full on stalking. She just never thought it would happen to her. She always felt so close to her fans, so connected by the music she made for them. But when she came home one day and found the door to her condo ajar she realized she may have been a little naive.
She knew she should wait for Luke, he had been held up in the lobby checking in with the building security but he should be right behind her. He always did a sweep before leaving her for the evening. But it wouldn’t be the first time she had neglected to lock her own door when she left. She had so much on her mind right now. Maybe...maybe she had left it open?
She had the whole top floor of the building to herself, you needed a special key to even get up here in the elevator. It was hard to believe someone else had managed that.
Julie eased through the slightly open door and hesitated a few steps inside. Everything seemed normal maybe…
Then she heard it. Someone was in her bedroom and it sounded like they were going through her drawers. Her stomach sank. Should she run for the door? Or would that alert whoever was in there and send them after her?
Suddenly there was a presence behind her and Julie was just on the brink of letting out an involuntary yell when a familiar hand came down to grip her shoulder.
“Shhh,” Luke whispered directly into her ear. “Come on.”
He guided her backwards to one of her closets and pulled them inside quickly, somehow managing to pull the door closed behind them soundlessly. Julie’s heart thumped wildly in her chest as she tried to keep her breathing silent. Luke positioned himself between her and the closet door, keeping one hand on her shoulder and the other resting over his belt.
Did he have a knife hidden under that band tee? A gun? Why had she never asked any questions about how exactly he was prepared to protect her before?
Still. She had to admit she felt as safe with him as she would with anyone. All of the characteristic movement she associated with Luke had drained out of him, leaving him incredibly still but still thrumming with focused energy. He was listening at the door and she could see his brain cycling through calculations of what he would do next. She had a sudden fear of him leaving her, even if it was in an attempt to defend her.
She reached out without thinking and grabbed for his hand that had been resting on her shoulder and wrapped it in hers, holding on for dear life.
He glanced back at their linked hands and then up to her face offering her a soft smile that felt more like the Luke she knew. Somehow just that was enough to let her breaths come a little easier.
“You’re ok,” He whispered.
She nodded but didn’t drop his hand.
“Did you see them? Are they armed?”
He nodded once and Julie swallowed hard.
“Just stay put for a second,” Luke whispered again. “Backup is on the way and I’ve got you.”
Julie nodded. She believed him.
She focused on keeping her breathing steady and quiet. Soon she had calmed down enough to realize just how close they were to each other. It was a small closet just meant to toss a coat or two into when you walked in the door. Julie considered herself lucky that she hadn’t gotten around to putting anything in this particular closet or she would have been smothered by fabric right now. As it stood she was seated on the ground pressed directly up against Luke where he crouched against the door, their bodies touching in just about every way they could be.
This was not the time to be thinking about how big his eyes looked from this close or how those little bits of his hair that flipped up were tickling her cheek or how he smelled really, really good.
It wasn’t the time but that didn’t stop her from thinking about all of it.
Fear did strange things to people, ok?
Only it wasn’t just the fear because she had definitely noticed all of those things before. They just hadn’t been quite so in her face. Literally.
“Thanks,” He whispered, amusement clear in his hushed tone.
Julie snapped back to reality.
“For what?” She whispered back.
“You said I smell good. Really, really good,” He replied leaning in even closer so he could say it directly into her ear.
Julie froze in mortification.
“I didn’t.”
“You did.”
“No, that didn’t happen.”
He leaned back as far as he could go which wasn’t far and smiled before reaching up with his free hand to push a curl away from her face.
“Whatever you say, boss,” He said with his most annoying smirk.
Only she wasn’t annoyed. At all.
Trouble.
She had known he would be trouble.
Suddenly a floorboard creaked directly in front of the closet and Julie dropped his hand so she could slap her own over her mouth and muffle the whimper that tried to escape.
Luke was suddenly all business again, raising his finger to shush her before reaching for the door handle. Before she could react he had yanked the door open and was leaping out.
Julie thought she might have screamed but she wasn’t sure. She heard a scuffle but kept her eyes squeezed tightly shut, afraid to open them and see Luke hurt and her stalker coming straight for her.
A few long seconds later she heard the sound of the police arriving at the same time that a hand landed softly on her arm. She flinched slightly and opened her eyes to see Luke staring down at her, thoroughly out of breath but seemingly unscathed.
“You ok?” He asked.
She nodded and allowed him to pull her to her feet and lead her out of the closet. Thankfully the police had already hauled away whoever had been in her apartment but there were a couple of officers taking notes and speaking into their radios.
One approached them where Luke was keeping her upright with an arm around her shoulder.
“You’re a very lucky lady, Miss Molina. He was unarmed and your boyfriend had him in a heck of a headlock when we got here.”
Julie blushed.
“He’s not my...wait. The guy was unarmed?”
She looked up at Luke with a look that clearly demanded answers.
“He had a pen,” He shrugged as though the significance should have been obvious.
It was not.
“A pen?” She repeated. “You made me think he had a gun!”
“Hey, do you know how many ways someone can kill you with a pen?” Luke insisted. “Spoiler alert, it’s a lot.”
The cop looked back and forth between them with confused amusement.
“Well, we’ll leave you to it. We’ll check in with your building security and try to figure out how he got in. In the meantime you might want to look into hiring some protection.”
Julie felt Luke bristle next to her and couldn’t help but smile smugly.
“You’re right, I might.”
Then they were alone and Luke was moving through each room, checking for himself to see that everything was as it should be.
Eventually on his third check, Julie grabbed his arm and pulled him to a stop.
“Thank you, Luke. For everything. As much as it pains me to say it...you were amazing today.”
He grinned, and suddenly he was the Luke who followed her around and annoyed her with how right he was about everything again.
“Yeah, well, you’re amazing everyday, Boss. So I guess we’re even.”
Julie could feel herself blushing again.
Trouble.
She was in so much trouble.
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Teenage Dreams
The one where someone disrespects Emily and Jack remedies it by punching them in the face.
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Emily was a great Mom.
Despite the fact that they weren't related by blood, she was the only mom he truly ever know. He never really knew his actual Mom since she had died so long ago now. He had snippets of memories, barely threads now since it's been over a decade since she passed, and the stories that his Dad would tell him. About how they first met in the Pirates of Penzance play in high school, how she supported him through law school and the Academy, and how she loved strawberry ice cream and will always love him.
But Emily had always been around, on the sidelines of his soccer games and baseball tournaments, wiping his tears and kissing his bandages when he scraped his knee or slammed his finger in the car door. They had gotten married almost five years ago now and it was only in the last three that Jack had insisted on calling her Mom.
"You're the only Mom I have." He had said when she was stunned into silence as he tested the moniker on his lips on a Wednesday afternoon. He doesn't think he'd ever seen Emily cry so hard before.
The only thing Jack Hotchner didn't really like about his mom, is all the snide comments and half whispers among his friends whenever they came over. He was aware that Emily was beautiful, if the way his Dad always told her was any indication.
It was after school and Mom had come to pick him up after his first soccer practice, his friends quickly starting to elbow each other as his Mom made his way towards them, still dressed from work with her FBI badge hanging off the side of her blazer.
"Hi sweetie." Emily greets. She smiled brilliantly at all his friends, some of whom quickly averted their eyes at the sight of her.
"Hey Mom. These are my teammates." He says, introducing her to the gangly group of teenagers who were either outright staring or doing everything in their power to not make any eye contact.
"I just need to go grab my stuff from the locker room. I'll meet you at the car?" Emily nods, knowing that now that Jack was getting older he was starting to enter the phase where everything his parents did embarrassed him, even if it was just something as simple as picking him up from practice. If Emily were a betting woman, she would wager a large amount of money that Jack wanted her to park down the street so his friends never saw her.
If only she knew exactly why Jack was keeping his friends far away from her.
His friends immediately start whispering to themselves as Emily makes her way back towards the parking lot to wait for Jack.
"That's his mom?"
"Holy shit."
"That is a MILF if I've ever seen one." Jack is quick to shoot an angry glare at his teammate, who at the stern look in Jack's eye, had the decency to look embarrassed before they made their way into the locker room.
Jack could still hear the rumblings among his friends, catching the words sexy and red from the direction of the showers. He tries to block it out, but he can feel the tips of his ears go read as his teammates swapped remarks about their list of hottest Moms and somehow, his own makes it on the list.
He's still bright red when he hops into the car, Mom with a concerned look on her face.
"Are you alright, Jack? You're not catching a fever, are you?" She frowns, checking his temperature with the back of his hand as he swats her away.
"Mom, I'm fine. It's nothing." Emily tuts, Jack's tone toeing the boundary between upset and disrespectful.
"Jack, you know that as a profiler I can tell when you're lying to me, right?" She says, her eyebrow raised and Jack grumbles to himself. Emily smiles at the muttered words, but for her benefit, she asks him to speak up.
"Sorry, what did you say?"
"I said yes ma'am, I am well-aware."
"And you also know that I won't force you to talk about anything unless you want to talk about it?"
A small smile breaks on Jack's lips. Mom never did push him to talk about anything, always just letting him know that she was available when he eventually did want to. Her only condition was that he would talk to her eventually, no matter how long that took. It was one of Jack's favorite things about her, since she could really calm his Dad down when he had that vein bulging from his neck whenever information was withheld from him.
"I'm aware of that too."
"As long as you know." She says, before turning up the radio and singing in an off-tune pitch to the latest pop song on the radio, clearly unaware of the actual lyrics or which key the song is supposed to be in.
Okay, maybe there were two things he didn't like about her.
--
The next time someone makes a comment about his Mom, they make it to Jack's face.
Dennis Smith was one of those kids you'd consider an outcast in school. Always dressed in torn jeans and black, followed by thin cronies who were too afraid to stand-up to the kids who picked on them so they ended up hiding behind a larger bully. He had been taunting Elliot, Jack's lab partner, for the past three weeks. Elliot had run into class that day, his shirt torn and bag half-opened as he rushed to sit next to Jack.
"Dude, what happened?" Jack asked when he spotted the torn pocket and the hastily stuffed belongings in his backpack. Some of his books were wet and if Jack had to guess, they had roughed him up in the boy's bathroom.
"Dennis." Elliot just mumbles, pulling out his notebook and cursing when he realizes that they took his wallet.
No one was going to pick on his friends if he could do something about it.
At least, that's what his Dad taught him.
So when Chemistry ends, he stalks Dennis and finds him bent over a water fountain, his friends chatting away while leaning on the locker next to him. Jack reaches over and taps him on the shoulder, a bewildered expression on Dennis' face.
"What do you want, Hotchner?" He spit out, puffing his chest to make him seem bigger than he actually was. Dennis didn't like him, since he was one of the only ones who wasn't scared of the bully. Jack found it hard to be scared of him, considering the fact that both of his parents were in the FBI and dealt with much scarier things than insecure teenage boys with an anger issue.
Jack crosses his arms, Elliot hiding behind him as he stares Dennis down.
"What's your problem with Elliot?" He asks flatly, interested in getting to the bottom of this. The hallway slowly starts to flood with students exiting their classes and the commotion causes a small crowd to form. In the corner of his eye, Jack can see cellphones being pulled out and aimed right at them.
"My problem is that little pipsqueak told Ms. Gardner that I was cheating." The bully stares directly at Elliot, who cowers further behind Jack despite the fact that Jack was only a few inches taller than him.
"But you were cheating."
"Well, if he learned to mind his own business, then maybe we wouldn't pick on him so much." Jack sizes Dennis up - he notices the muddy state of his shoes and pants that dangle just above his ankles, clearly too short for him. He smells faintly of body odor and some form of energy drink and if Jack had to guess, no one was providing him parental supervision at home.
He was angry, and had no one to direct that anger towards except for a student who was just doing his due diligence.
"Look, Dennis. I get it - your parents don't spend enough time with you, they leave you alone a lot, and you're angry about it. Can't you find something better to do with your time? Like actually studying so you don't need to cheat?"
Dennis flushes bright red and Jack turns and motions for Elliot to follow him. Hopefully, that would be enough to stop them from bullying Elliot. It's only then that he hears what Dennis mutters under his breath.
"Not all of us have a hot ass stepmom to tend to our every need. If I had a stepmom like that-"
Jack's fist connects with his nose, his knuckles flashing in pain at the contact. He feels a white hot rage spark under his skin, directed at anyone who would think to badmouth his family. The crowd gasps as Dennis falls to the floor, clutching his nose and yelping in pain. Jack flexes his knuckles and winces at the dull ache that settled in his joints. He freezes when he hears a familiar voice call out his name.
"Jack Hotchner!" Jack's eyes close and hopes that it isn't who he thinks it is.
He plasters a smile on his face and turns around, hiding his swollen hand behind his back.
"Hi Principal Gibbons."
--
"You are grounded for at least three months." Aaron says, his knuckles white around the steering wheel. It was just his luck that his Dad would be the one to pick him up. Apparently, Mom was off on a case with the BAU and Jack had a feeling she would be more understanding of him breaking Dennis' nose after fifth period.
After all, she was the one who signed him up for self-defense classes.
"What were you thinking Jack? Breaking a kid's nose?" His Dad had been furious upon arriving at the Principal's office. To the normal outsider, he looked calm, but Jack knew the fury that lay underneath. Dad had an excellent poker face and he managed to keep his anger under wraps until they got back into the car.
"He was being a dick."
"Language." His Dad warns and Jack sighs, knowing that swearing probably wasn't going to save him from the thin ice he was already on.
"Look, he was bullying my friend Elliot and I stood up to him."
"So, instead of talking it out, you punched him." Aaron says in disbelief and Jack shakes his head in frustration.
"No, I told him that his parents weren't around and that he was angry, so instead of picking on Elliot, he should just study."
There's a beat of silence.
"You profiled him?" Aaron curses the pride that blooms at the realization, not wanting Jack to get off that easy. After all, he did get suspended for three days and had to visit the school counselor with Dennis upon his return for 'mediation'.
"I did. Then I walked away."
"Then why did you punch him?"
"Because he said something about Emily." Jack's arms cross, his gaze out the window and Aaron sighs. He had been ecstatic when Emily came to him with tears in her eyes because Jack wanted to start calling her Mom. It was a decision that Aaron always left entirely up to Jack, not wanting to force him into feeling like they were replacing Haley since they were getting married. She had always been perfectly fine at being called Emily, not wanting to infringe on Jack's view of Haley. Jack only reverted back to calling her 'Emily' when he wanted to distinguish Emily and Haley.
Aaron lets the silence sit for a minute, his anger deflating. "What did he say?" He eventually asks.
"That not everyone had a hot ass stepmom to tend to their every need."
A different flash of anger runs through Aaron, his grip around the steering wheel tightening a little bit and his knuckles flashing white.
"That's why I punched him. I don't want anyone to talk about Mom like that."
Aaron lets out a breath, the last of his anger dissipating with Jack's words. He had always taught Jack to stand-up for those who couldn't stand up for themselves and he did just that. He stood up for Elliot and he stood up for Emily as well, not tolerating any disrespect for the people he cared about.
"Hot ass stepmom?" Aaron asks, a curious eyebrow raised.
"Oh Dad, you have no idea."
--
Emily comes back home to the angry marks on Jack's hand settling into purple and yellow bruises.
"You did what?"
"He punched a kid at school. He'll be suspended until tomorrow." Emily crossed her arms, disappointment in her expression. "Did this kid attempt to hit you first?"
Jack shook his head, hung low from the stare his Mom was baring into him. Aaron chuckles, rescuing Jack from what he is sure is a tongue lashing with a gentle hand placed on her shoulder.
"He was actually defending a friend." Mom's stance softens ever so slightly and eventually, she uncrosses her arms and sighs.
"As long as it was for the right reasons. But I still don't condone the violence and you're grounded until next week." Jack nods, knowing that it was a lenient punishment considering he spent the last month grounded because he had snuck out to see a girl.
Later, when Jack is in bed, Aaron tells Emily the true reason why he had gotten in trouble. Her heart swells with pride and an absolute adoration for the boy she's watched grow up and felt honored that he would defend her from his peers.
"Hot ass stepmom, huh?" She teases as Aaron bristles. She loved that even after years together, he still got jealous. Many cops and detectives have been the end of the Hotchner glare when he caught them checking her out and somehow, it doesn't surprise her that a few harmless teenage crushes would cause his heckles to rise.
"Oh sweetheart." She coos, snaking her arms around his neck as his hands land on her hips. She doesn't miss the way his grip is just a little tighter and giggles as he grunts in acknowledgement.
"You don't need to worry about a bunch of teenage boys stealing me away."
"Who says I'm worried?"
Emily just laughs, smoothing the frown on his forehead.
"Whatever you say, sweetie."
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Later that week, when Jack's friends come over before they head to the high school football game, Emily comes home from her run. Her hair is thrown up in a messy bun, her sweat slick on her skin and her running shorts hugging her behind tightly. Aaron walks into the living room to greet her to see two pairs of eyes glued to Emily's form as she walks into the kitchen to get some water.
He throws them a death glare and doesn't fight the smirk on his face when Emily presses a kiss to his lips in greeting.
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batgurl1989 · 3 years
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I Think We're Alone Now
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Summary: You are making a mess in the kitchen when Henry comes home early.
Word Count: 1259 words
Warning: Fluff, some kissing
A/N: This came to me while I was listening to Tiffany on my way to work. Just another fluffy scene with Henry. Let me know if you want to be added to my taglist :)
Taglist: @rmtndew @princesssterek
The music was too loud, but you didn't care as you belted out the lyrics to "I think we're alone now" by Tiffany as you danced around the kitchen. Flour and cocoa powder covered the counter, and the smell of vanilla was strong in the air from when you spilled the extract earlier. But again, you didn't care. The music had taken hold of you and you had to dance while you baked brownies.
Hitting the button on the stand mixer, you danced away to do a lap of booty shaking around the island, still singing at the top of your lungs. You were home alone, so you were feeling extra bold and carefree. Henry wasn't due back for hours, and hopefully by then the brownies were baked and he could enjoy a nice treat.
"And so we're running just as fast as we can!" You stood in front of the mixer, still bopping along with the beat while you sang. "Holding on to one another's hand. Trying to get ahhhhh!"
Arms suddenly enveloped you from behind causing you to scream. Your heart thundered in your chest as you gripped the muscular arms that kept you standing. The chest pressed to your back was shaking as laughter reached your ears through your panic.
"Henry!" You smacked his arm once you realized it was your boyfriend. He loosened his grip enough to let you turn in his arms. You hit pause on your phone, causing the music on the Bluetooth speaker to stop. "What are you doing home?! And why didn't you warn me?!"
"Shooting finished up early today." Henry reached into the mixing bowl to scoop out some of the chocolate batter. Licking it from his finger, he gave your recipe an approving nod even though you were glaring at him. "To be fair, I called to you from the door, but your music was too loud."
"You could have texted." You pouted, crossing your arms as best you could while being held tight to your boyfriend. "Now you've ruined your surprise."
"Oh, I was very much surprised to find my girlfriend dancing around the kitchen in her sleep shorts and one of my shirts." Henry gave your outfit an appraising look. There was something about seeing you in one of his old t-shirts that just did it for him.
"Sorry about the mess." You looked around as if suddenly noticing the havoc you had wreaked while going about your baking. You looked back at Henry, trying to gauge his reaction, but he was an actor, so of course he was good at hiding what he was thinking. "Once the brownies are in the oven, I will start cleaning up."
"What else did you bake?" Henry looked around, trying to nose out where the rest of the treats are. Based on the mess, it seemed like the kitchen should have been stuffed to the brim with baking.
"Uhhhh..." You blushed as you tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. "Just brownies."
Henry laughed harder, pulling you into him for a hug. The sound of his laugh made everything better. You tucked yourself into his chest as your arms went around his back, breathing in his delicious fresh scent. Placing a kiss over his shirt, you sighed, forcing yourself to pull away. Before he let you slip out of his arms, he cupped your face. Looking up at him, you smiled.
"Hi." You said quietly as a proper greeting. A soft smile spread his lips before he kissed your forehead. "How was work?"
"It went really well. We got all the scenes done without needing many takes." Henry rested his forehead on yours, closing his eyes as he decompressed from his work day. Even if the day went well, you knew he didn't let it go until he was home and could take a moment to breath.
You cupped the back of his neck, pressing tiny circles into the muscles at the base of his neck. He groaned in relief, relaxing his body against yours. You spent a several long minutes standing like that among the powdery mess that was the kitchen.
"Want to start the new season of the Umbrella Academy once I get these brownies in the oven?" You asked quietly. Lately, you had been bingeing the Umbrella Academy together, and were now on the second season.
"Is that what you are listening to?" Henry chuckled as he pulled away. He tipped your phone to see the screen, and wasn't surprised you had the soundtrack for the show queued up on Spotify.
Grinning, you hit play again. Tiffany's voice filled the large kitchen again. Looking directly at Henry, you started to dance. He laughed as you made your way up to him, but didn't deny you when you held out your hand to him. Joining in on your dancing, he spun you around the kitchen, keeping time with the beat.
You felt totally carefree and happy in that moment dancing around the kitchen with Henry. And you knew he felt it too as you watched the rest of his stress melt out of him. You both sang along loudly and off key, but that's what made it fun.
When the song ended, you poured the brownie batter into the greased pan you had prepared earlier. Henry tried to steal another taste, but you slapped his hand away. It was never good to indulge on raw eggs. You slid the brownies into the preheated oven, setting the timer.
"Ohhhh! One more song?!" You begged as Istanbul, Not Constantinople came on next.
Henry laughed, pulling you to him for a deep kiss. He spun you, so your back was to the counter as his lips slowly slid over yours. His hands reached for your waist, and he picked you up. Once he had set you on the counter, you spread your legs so he could stand between your knees. His hands balled in your shirt, gripping you tight to him.
As his tongue slipped past your lips, your hands tangled in the hair at the nape of his neck, holding him close. You shifted so that your torso was pressed to his, his one arm coming around your back to hug you while his other hand cupped the back of your head.
Kissing Henry would always be one of your favourite things to do. But eventually you always had to come up for air. Resting your forehead on his once again, your hands slid down his back and to his sides. He kissed the tip of your nose as you both caught your breath.
"Do you want to get drinks while I go get changed into something more worthy of lounging around?" Henry asked, reluctantly pulling away. He offered you his hands so you could hop down from the counter. "Meet you on the couch?"
"Absolutely!" You grinned. Lounging with your boyfriend was almost better than getting to workout with him, which you had done earlier before he headed to the set.
You quickly got together a couple of lemon waters and rushed to get the couch. He was already waiting for you, wearing an old t-shirt and a pair of sweatpants. You handed him his water and cuddled into his side as he turned on Netflix.
"I'm glad I was able to come home early." Henry wrapped an arm around you as you both settled in to watch a few episodes. You smiled and nodded, kissing him quickly before you both turned your full attention to the TV.
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nakamoto-aesthetics · 3 years
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Peachy | j.jh
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- synopsis: you just can’t stop staring at jaehyun’s ass
- pairing: jung jaehyun x reader
- genre: sexual
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‘damn’ you thought.
jaehyun had such a nice ass. you stared at it when he wore tight pants. everytime. he always wore baggy pants so when he wore tight pants for the company. you took the chance to stare.
of course he wasn’t your boyfriend, none of the boys were. you’re just johnny’s best friend from back home in chicago. you visited multiple times so everyone knew who you were. you were very comfortable.. maybe a little too comfortable with the boys.
regardless, you guys were all bestfriends. you’ve hung out in every room of the house, including the bedrooms. you’ve had 1 on 1 conversations with everyone before. the boys really liked to have you around and you really liked to be around them.
when you first met them you couldn’t help but think jaehyun was cute. his smile was pretty, his laugh was adorable and his singing voice and talking voice in general sounded like pure honey.
you were whipped for him, something about jaehyun made you wanna open up. you’d been watching him for a while and overall he seemed like a great guy. he was generous, sweet, unselfish, kind, loving, everything you could want in a guy.
nonetheless, you couldn’t help but stare. he was so incredibly sexy and thick. he wasn’t the thickest out of them all but he for sure was the hottest, in your eyes at least.
you watched as he walked from one end of the room to the other. he picked up the water bottle and chugged it down.
who knew watching someone drink water could be so hot. especially when your eyes focused back down onto his ass. what did he do to achieve that, you wanted to know the secret.
he capped his water bottle and set it down. he turned his head and his eyes immediately landed on yours. your eyes were still looking down at his lower region.
your eyes shot up to his face when you realized he was looking at you. you locked eyes with him for at least 5 seconds. once you snapped out of it, you looked down.
‘great now he knows’ you thought. with a hand on your forehead.
jaehyun furrowed his eyebrows after, confused as to why you were staring at his ass. did he have something on his pants? he walked to the mirror and looked at the back of his pants. nothing. so you were just blatantly looking at it.
he shakes his head and smiles, walking towards the other guys as if nothing happened. meanwhile you were punching yourself internally. you never intended to get caught, you mean you haven’t been caught before so why now.
maybe you just got a little too excited. you sigh and decide to go on your phone for the rest of the time. not sparing one glance at jaehyun.
practice was over within another hour. you had hoped that jaehyun forgot by now, hoping that his mind was too filled with dance moves and lyrics to think about what happened just and hour ago.
you and jaehyun were the last two to leave the room. you liked to tidy up after they left. just to make it easier on the cleaning person.
jaehyun was gathering his stuff. you hoped and prayed that he would walk out without saying a word. you released a breath when you could no longer see him in your peripheral view. you relaxed your muscles and continued to clean. you bent down to grab an empty water bottle from the floor.
you then felt hands on your hips, you gasp and shoot up. your back hits something hard. the hands on your waist were keeping you from moving away. you look back slightly and see jaehyuns face, letting out a breath you relax against him.
“you scared me. i thought you were a crazed fan or something.” you chuckle. he laughs also and shakes his head.
“nope just jaehyun but you know what i did see?” he leaned closer to your ear. “you staring at my ass”
you gulp. “y-yeah”
“why do you stare?” “because i like the way it looks and plus your pretty cute” you say bluntly. there was no point in hiding anything anymore.
“so you like me?” “i think so..” you fiddle with your hands. he made you so nervous, more nervous than you thought you would be. you were scared to admit it to him, to say it to his face.
“you think? i guess we should perform a test then” jaehyun moves from behind you and before you can comprehend anything, you were being guided to the mirror. he placed so then you were looking at yourself, he walked behind you.
“tell me if you feel any butterflies or something like that alright?” he looks at you through the mirror. you nod.
he glides his fingers up your arm slowly while keeping eye contact with you. your heart starts to beat a little faster than normal. he turns his head into the crook of your neck and his lips touch your bare skin. your stomach immediately fills with a million butterflies.
‘why does he have such a big affect on me’ you thought. his lips felt so plump on your skin, you wanted them all over your body. you tilt your head more so he had more room. he starts to bite and lick slowly. you moaned softly and grabbed his hand, holding it.
that’s when he pulled away from you. you turn your whole body to face him in confusion.
“no more” he simply says.
that little tease.
“yes more” you tap your neck with your finger. he shakes his head no. you sigh and just accept it.
“so.. i think i already know, but how did that feel?” he asks. he was still holding your hand.
“it felt amazing.. i want your lips all over my body” you say looking at him directly in the eyes.
“you gotta earn it princess” he pulls you to his chest. you could feel his abs against your stomach. they were so hard and defined.
you felt like you were gonna pass out. you were intoxicated from jaehyun. he talked you with a low, smooth voice.
jaehyun is so fucking sexy.
his arms were wrapped around your waist, tightly. you swore he could feel your heartbeat, it was pounding so hard.
“so you like me?” he says out of nowhere.
“yes” you finally admit it although it hurt a little bit.
“why?”
“because you’re you. your funny, smart, lovable and not to mention hot as hell” you smile to yourself thinking about him even though he was right in front of you.
he doesn’t say anything, processing what you said.
“what about you. do you like me?” you ask him in return.
he looks taken aback for a moment and then regains himself. he doesn’t say anything and instead takes your face gently into his hand. you gasp softly, parting your lips.
his eyes flicker down to your lips and then back to your eyes. your eyes were resting on his soft pink lips. he looks back down at your lips and leans down, you turn your head to lean more into it.
at last his lips touch yours. you feel billions of butterflies in your stomach. his kisses were so gentle in the moment. he was kissing you slowly, trying to savior the feeling. you put your hands on his shoulders.
his hands slipped down to hips until they went lower and lower. he squeezed your ass making you gasp. he stuck his tongue in your mouth. he started pushing you backwards until your back hit the mirror. his hands start to dance all over your body. squeezing and grabbing different areas.
his lips went down to your neck he started kissing down until he got to your collarbone.
“jae” you moan softly. trying to press your hips to him. he ignores you and nips at your collarbone before full on sucking it, making a dark red hickey. he presses himself to you, holding your hips in place.
a loud moan slips from your mouth. he pulls away completely after that. “no more” he says simply and turns around to walk away.
“so you like me?” you ask.
“yes” he says simply
you smile to yourself and then you look down and see his ass. you decide to finally do what you’d been waiting for. you take a few steps forward and collide your hand to his right ass cheek. a smack sounds in the room.
jaehyun turns his head and looks at you. “you’re gonna regret that later” he grabs his stuff from off the floor and walks out the room. you sink to your feet. your legs felt like jello. you were surprised at how long you stood up on your legs. you were gonna be here for a while.
“what are you still doing in here?” johnny says walking in. “we were worried about you” he says further. you could either tell him or make up a lie but this was your bestfriend, you couldn’t lie to him.
“uh me and jaehyun were..” you couldn’t bring yourself to finding the sentence and how would you even explain what happened in simple words.
“you were what?” he walks towards you and sits down beside you. you let out a deep breath
“johnny please don’t be upset but.. i like jaehyun and he likes me. i just wanna see where it goes but i know he’s like a brother to you so it’s a little weird but-“ you start to ramble.
“it’s fine” he says and draws lines on the palm of your hand.
“huh?” you turn to him.
“i said it’s fine. i don’t care. i already knew you would end up liking one of them” he shrugs. you can’t seem to process what he saying but when it finally does you hug him tightly. he chuckles and pats your back.
“is that jaehyun i smell?” johnny asks.
“what are talking about?” “i can smell him on you” he says again.
“is that where you two were? mark owes me money”
“you placed bets on us?” you pull away from him abruptly.
“yeah now where are your hickeys. i know jaehyun” he tilts your head from one side to the other and finally sees it. “jaehyun is a freak” johnny laughs shaking his head.
you’re still pouting from the fact that they made a bet, ignoring what he said. “can i get some of the money?” you make puppy eyes at him.
“no ask chenle or jaehyun they have all the money” johnny says and gets up. “now let’s go. your boyfriend is waiting” he chuckles and reaches out his hands to you. you grab them and he pulls you up. you wrap your arm around his arm and he wraps his arm around yours, walking to the dorms.
“he’s not my boyfriend” you protest.
“yet” johnny says in return.
you don’t argue with that because you were planning on making jaehyun yours officially.
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bakuhoes-dumbass · 3 years
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Love at first Lyric
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Kuroo x F!Reader
Words: 1.7k
Slight Angst/Fluff
A/N: Currently obsessed with Haikyuu so I needed to write something. This isn’t really my best work so bare with me. ;^;
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A recently depressed Kuroo comes to see you perform with your cover band for the first time.
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Kuroo sighs, his head in his hands as he sits on the sidelines of the volleyball court. Kenma and Yaku glance at each other in worry before looking back at the team captain. Yaku sits down next to him and pats Kuroo on the shoulder.
"You doin alright there, big guy?"
Kuroo shakes his head, removing his hands from his face and side-eyes the libero. "I mean, the person I've been pining for the last few months of my life led me on, found themselves a partner and doesn't talk to me anymore." Kuroo sighs and buries his face in his hands once again. "So no, not doin alright right now, thanks for asking."
Kenma lightly slaps the back of the short boy's head, earning him a slight glare. He sits down on the other side of Kuroo, opening his phone to play his game. "You know, Shoyo said Tsuki's cousin is in this cover band and they're playing tonight in Tokyo. We should go, take your mind off of everything."
Kuroo looks at his best friend. "I dunno…"
"Dude, a concert?! I'm totally down!" Lev pops up out of nowhere with a goofy grin on his face.
"Of course you are." Kenma mumbles with an eye roll. He speaks directly to Kuroo once again. "Come on, you need it."
Kuroo raises a brow at the pudding headed boy, who hasn't looked up from his game. "You, Mr. Anti-social, want to go out to a venue that holds multiple people in one teeny tiny space?"
Kenma sighs. "Can you please just come?"
Kuroo chuckles lightly. "Fine. Only because you asked."
Kenma gives Kuroo a light smile before tuning back to his game. The rest of the team chats excitedly about tonight's concert, not noticing Kuroo's smile fading, once again, into a look of heartbreak.
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"Yay! You guys made it!"
The Nekoma team smiles at the excited ginger, who was bouncing around. Kageyama grabbed Hinata by the collar and dragged him away to calm him down. Tsukishima scoffs and rolls his eyes. "Did you have to invite everyone to this?"
Hinata pouts and struggles against Kageyama's hold. "Calm down, it was just Kenma and the rest of the Nekoma team. Not a big deal."
Daichi and Sugawara sweatdrop at the interactions before turning to Nekoma and greeting everyone. Kuroo keeps quietly behind everyone, making Daichi tilt his head in concern. Usually he'd be the first one to greet everyone with a large smile. But before he could say anything, the lights in the venue dimmed, causing the crowd's talks to turn into a quiet murmur. Suddenly a spotlight appears on stage, revealing you and your band. The crowd cheers, a smile sliding across your lips.
"Hey guys! My name is Y/N and we are Cats Cradle!" The crowd goes wild, making you laugh. "Tonight we will be covering some of your favorites! Up first is 'Remember We Die' by Gemini Syndrome!" The crowd goes wild as the music starts and you bring the mic closer to your body, opening your mouth to sing.
Can you lend me a hand? Can you help me to see? Can you reconcile this war inside of me?
As soon as the lyrics leave your mouth, Kuroo's jaw drops. His eyes fixate on you, the angelic vocals that hit his ears causing the room around him to fade. With wide eyes, he focuses on nothing but you.
Remember we die But you're still alive So don't let go Cause it's the only thing you know There's plenty of time To see the other side
You get to the chorus, belting out the words with full emotion. Kuroo's heart beats faster, completely mesmerized by your voice and visuals, watching only you the entire time.
The crowd roars as you finish the set. A wide smile drifts over your features.
"Thank you everyone! Next song is going to change the pace a bit." You wave to the band, who exits off-stage. "You're all stuck with just little-ole-me! Next up, 'My Strange Addiction' by Billie Eilish!"
Kuroo's hands clench at the mention of the song title. It's one of his favorites and he gets to see this beautiful person in front of him sing. The music starts up over the speaks, as the lights dim once more and the spotlight is on you.
Don't ask questions you don't wanna know Learned my lesson way too long ago To be talkin’ to you, belladonna Shoulda taken a break, not an Oxford comma Take what I want when I wanna And I want ya
Kuroo watches you in awe, your eyes closed while singing passionately. He focuses on how your body sways back and forth to the beat, making his tongue dart out to moisten his drying lips.
Bad, bad news One of us is gonna lose I'm the powder, you're the fuse Just add some friction
Your eyes snap open suddenly and gaze over the crowd. Your eyes lock on Kuroo's, making his breath hitch. The world dissolves around you while gazing into those bronze-like eyes and your heart skips a beat. The two of you stare at one another while you sing the chorus.
You are my strange addiction You are my strange addiction My doctors can't explain My symptoms or my pain But you are my strange addiction
You tried to share your gaze to the rest of the crowd, however you couldn't help but snap your eyes back to the mysterious black-haired beauty in the crowd. You gave up the fight and continued your performance while melting at the man in the crowd. As the performance finished, you sent the man a wink and walked off the stage.
Kuroo's heart beats fast and his breath is quick. 'What the hell was that?' He holds his hand to his heart, willing it to stop beating so fast. 'That girl…wow.'
"Uh, Kuroo?" Kenma looks at his best friend with furrowed brows, noticing he's in a dazed state, his hand on his chest. "Uh, are you okay?"
"Kenma…" Kuroo breathes out. His eyes are still on the spot on stage where you just left. "Do you believe in love at first sight?"
Kenna's eyes widen at the question but let's out a small laugh. "You know, I brought you here to keep your mind off of 'you-know-what', not to fall in love with Tsuki's cousin." Kuroo is still dazed, not replying. Kenma sighs and shakes his head, a small smile on his face.
Suddenly there are small cheers in the crowd near their group. You emerged from the crowd, bowing as you passed by. "Ah, thank you for coming, everyone. Thank you- TSUKI!"
You smile at the tall salty man who just looks at you with a look of disdain. Hinata jumps on your back laughing. "Y/N, you did amazing!!"
You laugh and pat the boy on the head. "Thanks, Hinata! I really appreciate you all coming!"
"Oh, Y/N!" Hinata jumps off your back and stands next to a group of boys you've never seen before. You notice one of the guys was the mysterious one you made eye contact with, making your face heat up. "We brought a few friends, they're from Nekoma!" Hinata proceeds to introduce every boy and you give them each a smile and small greeting. He then lands on the one you were most curious about. "And last but not least, this is Kuroo. He's the their team's captain!"
You and Kuroo stare into eachothers eyes for a moment in silence, making everyone shift uncomfortable. You give him a small smile. "Um, hi Kuroo. I'm Y/N."
Kuroo swallows the lump in his throat and gives you a shaky smirk. "H-hey. Nice to meet you."
The awkwardness of the situation makes Kenma grimace. He turns to the rest of the group and gestures to give you and Kuroo some space. Everyone understands and backs off, turning to find their own conversations with each other. Tsukishima glares at the exchange Kuroo has with you but listens anyway, knowing Kuroo is a decent guy.
Kuroo breathes a sigh of relief and silently thanks Kenma. "Your set was amazing. You can really sing."
You fiddle with your fingers and let out a light laugh. "Oh, thank you. I have a lot of fun while doing it."
The two of you make light conversation [and small flirts] up until the lights start to dim on and off. You look up at the sound booth before turning back to Kuroo. "Ah, that's my cue. I gotta go back up and finish my set."
You go to turn around before feeling a hand grip your wrist lightly. You turn your head to see a red-faced Kuroo. He quickly released you, rubbing the nape of his neck. "U-Um, sorry. I-I didn't mean to grab you. I just wanted to know i-if you would want to...you know… go out some time? W-with me?"
Your eyes widen and your face heats up once again, but you nod quickly and smile. "I would love that, Kuroo." You take a marker from your back pocket and grab his hand, writing your phone number on the back. "Shoot me a text and we'll make a date." Winking at him, you wave to the rest of the boys before heading back on stage.
"ALRIGHT, EVERYONE! GET READY FOR THIS!" You yell into the mic and hold your hand up for the band to start playing.
OOOOH, I MISS THE MISERY!
I've been a mess since you stayed I've been a wreck since you changed Don't let me get in your way I miss the lies and the pain The fights that keep us awake I'm telling you
Kuroo stands there in shock, still staring at your number on the back of his hand. His face is beat red and his smile grows into a large grin. His eyes snap up to you on stage, his grin wide.
I miss the bad things The way you hate me I miss the screaming The way that you blame me Miss the phone calls When it's your fault I miss the late nights Don't miss you at all
Kenma glances to the side, noticing a head-bobbing Kuroo with a smile on his face and the sparkle returns to his eyes. He's glad to see his friend's spark back. He knew you'd be good for him.
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A/N: Last song is ‘I miss the Misery’ by Halestorm. Sorry this was kinda shit LOL.
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unholyobsessions · 3 years
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the good side
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Pairing: former Luke x fem!Reader, Julie x Luke
Description: In the end, you ended up hurt and Luke ended up happy
A/N: this is kinda all over the place but i actually really like it
Warnings: heartbreak, alluded depression
Word Count: 2.0k
Prompt for jatp song fic february: week 1 Romance. A failed relationship based on The Good Side by Troye Sivan. @jatpsongficfeb @dream-a-little-bigger-x @bright-molina​ 
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Happiness
That’s the one word you would have used three months ago to describe your relationship with Luke. When seeing his smile made yours grow wider, and looking into his eyes made you fall more in love.
Complicated
The word you would have used two months ago, when the fights were a little more common than you liked to admit and both of you were hurt by words you couldn’t take back. 
Crumbling
Is what it was a month ago, when you would roll over in the morning to find Luke already gone and the silence in the apartment rang louder than the screaming matches that followed. 
Over 
Is the word you use now, as Luke packs what is left of his clothes and slams the door behind him, leaving you to fall to your knees and cry at the loss of his arms around you. The weight of the promise rings in your hand is too much and you throw them at the door. 
Heartbreak isn’t an emotion you’re unfamiliar with, you’ve had your fair share of failed relationships. But you never expected to feel this with Luke. 
Luke who told you he was going to marry you one day. Who would hold you close and whisper lyrics of love songs he had written for you, proclamations of adoration that he promised to sing to the world one day.  
You stay in the empty hallway, loud sobs racking your body until the sun starts to rise over the horizon, showering the room with a golden glow from the window. 
Your throat is burning and you can barely feel your legs, but you force yourself to get up. You head to the shower, letting the burning water pelt against your skin until it turns cold. 
Your friend comes over later that day but you can’t bring yourself to explain. She holds you close against her chest, promising that everything will get better, but you’re not sure if you believe her. There’s too many memories, too much love still in your heart that you don’t want to let go off. Letting go means accepting it’s over and deep down, you don’t want it to be. 
You stay in bed for a week, not having the strength nor the motivation to get up. Other friends come over, forcing you to eat and you do so robotically. Life doesn��t feel real. You feel as if this is all some terrible dream and when you wake up, you’ll be in Luke’s arms again. 
. . .
Luke is on Cloud 9. His fingers sting from the long hours of playing his guitar and his throat feels sore from months of singing lyrics into a microphone, only to hear people sing them back to him. 
The last not of the last song echoes in his ear and he turns around, grinning at Alex who is holding the cymbal with the tips of his fingers. Julie holds the note longer than any of them, her voice blending with the screams of the fans. Reggie is bouncing, still full of adrenaline and Luke admires him, because he is exhausted and can barely stand on his feet. 
“Thank you L.A. for making our last show one of the best, we’re Julie and the Phantoms-“ 
“Tell your friends,” the three guys join Julie for the last statement. With a final bow, they all exit the stage and in a flurry of excitement, Luke jumps on Alex’s back. This has declared the end of their first world tour and although Luke loved it, he is sure he could sleep for the next twenty years. 
He met them, the band, shortly after breaking up with you, at an open mic night. Right as his set ended, he was ambushed by his now bandmates, Alex, Reggie, and Julie, all of whom started rambling and shooting him rapid-fire questions until his head spun. He clearly remembers putting his hands up and yelling “Shut up!” Causing all three mouths to snap closed. He proceeded, “What exactly are you asking me?”
It was Julie who spoke, “We want you to join our band.” 
Everything seemed fast paced from then, it started with him meeting with them, trying out writing songs together and things just clicked. Every thought was finished by Julie, every melody completed by Reggie, every idea supported by Alex. 
And, caught in the moment, he didn’t find the time to be heartbroken, to miss you. He got over you before he even realized it and suddenly, he was falling in love again. 
Luke naturally gravitates toward Julie, orbiting around her like the earth does the sun. He can’t help it, and he’s not sure he understands it. He just finds himself longing for those small, unintentional touches, the intense eye contact during a song, the proximity of sharing a mic with her. 
Then it happens. Julie is playing a melody on the piano, and Luke is sitting next to her, eyes closed and envisioning the lyrics forming before him. Julie shifts and now her thigh is pressed against Luke’s. His eyes snap open and he turns to her, finding her already looking at him. His eyes shift down and he registers a small nod of her head, and before he can think himself out of it, he surges forward, capturing her lips in a kiss that takes both their breath away. 
They smile lovingly at each other when they pull away and then they continue writing the song. 
. . . 
You haven’t heard from Luke. Not since the door closed. You haven’t heard his voice for over a year but you recognize it as soon as you hear it on the radio. 
Step into my world
Bittersweet love story 'bout a girl
You hadn’t been paying attention to the station, or what the radio host was saying. But you know, you are so sure that it is Luke singing the song. Your heart clenches as you listen to the lyrics, ones you had never heard in your life, which means that he had written this after the breakup. Your chest aches with hope, could this be about you? Is there still some part of him that wants you back? Still loves you as much as you love him? 
It takes only a few seconds for your hope to be crushed, because a new voice starts singing, a woman’s voice. 
Here in front of me
Shining so much brighter
Than I have ever seen
And it’s stupid, because you can’t see them, the song isn’t even live. It’s a recorded studio version, most likely recorded separately, but somehow you can still feel it. 
Love. Pure unadulterated love, that this girl feels for Luke, your Luke. And that Luke feels for her. 
It crushes you. Tears starts streaming down you face and a heart-wrenching sob cuts through your throat. You pull over, ignoring the honking of the car behind you as you merge into the next lane. Straight from a movie, it starts to rain, and you change the station, not bearing to listen to the love of your life fall in love with someone else. 
The tears don’t stop coming and you turn the volume up, not wanting to hear the sound of your own anguish. You stay there for an hour, until you’ve run out of tears, and your throat feels raw. 
You somehow make your way home and as soon as your head hit the pillow, you cry yourself to sleep.
. . .
Luke saw you once, two years after you parted ways. You didn’t see him, too busy staring down at the street as your friends dragged you to a store. It was clear to anyone, but especially to him, that you were miserable. And Luke didn’t want to believe that it was because of him, despite what people say his ego isn’t that big. So he followed you, calling out to Julie, Alex, and Reggie where he was going. 
He stayed hidden, not wanting you to notice him. He was about to give up after fifteen minutes of finding out nothing, when one of his songs started booming from the store speakers. 
Luke sees you freeze and then sees your friends immediately lead you out of the store. He hides behind a rack of clothes when you walk past him and he spots a trail of tears falling down your cheeks. 
He doesn’t want to believe it, he thought you would be okay. He never expected you to not get over him. He wanted you to move on, find happiness. Just like he did. 
He doesn’t know how long he stands there, and is shocked when he feels a hand on his arm. Whirling around, he comes face to face with Julie, who has a worried look on her face. 
“Luke? You okay?” Alex and Reggie are a few steps behind her, both equally confused. 
“Yeah Jules,” he presses a kiss to her temple for good measure and she smiles up at him. “I’m just thinking about a new song.” 
. . .
It takes Luke a few minutes to register that the fans are still screaming. 
“One more! One more! One more!” Echoes through out the arena. They all look at each other, wondering if they should go out there again, and play one more song. Eventually, the love for their fans beats their tiredness and they bound back up the steps and to the stage, their instruments still there. 
“Alright L.A. we’ll give you guys one more song.” Alex says into his mic, twirling a drumstick around his fingers. Luke pulls the strap of his guitar over his body along with Reggie and Julie goes to sit on her keyboard. 
Luke leans forward on his mic, and he realizes that they didn’t discuss what song they were going to play. He turn his head and it seems that his bandmates are all thinking the same thing because they start sending each other looks. Luke is about to give his own input, but for some reason, decides to turn his head. 
What he sees knocks the breath out of him. You’re standing there, in a worn out pair of black jeans and a random t-shirt. He feels himself lean forward again, starting to speak without even consulting his band. “This next song is one that we’ve been working on,” he pauses to look at Julie. They all know what song he’s talking about, because it’s the only song he’s been able to finish in the last few months, as if the universe won’t let him write another song until he achieves closure. His girlfriend nods at him and starts playing the melody. With a small, shy smile, he looks directly at you, willing you to understand. “Hope you like it.” 
I got the good side of things
Your friend dragged you to the concert. Not telling you whose it was until you were already inside the arena. You wanted to run away and there were tears already welling up in your eyes. She pulled you to your seats and promptly scolded you, telling you that this was your chance. Your chance at closure, to finally write the ending to the Luke chapter of your life. “You won’t get over him unless you confront him,” she said. And knowing that you would never talk to him, going to his concert seemed like the best way. 
You hate to admit that she’s right. At first, you had to bite down tears and force yourself to stay, but then you find yourself getting lost in the music. You enjoy yourself and as the concert came to a close, you felt that maybe, it is possible to move on. 
But then they came back out. And every word, every lyric, every note change struck deeper and deeper within you, and as you meet Luke’s eyes, which are looking only at you, you know who the song is meant for. 
And baby, I apologize
But you can’t do it. You can’t forgive him, not yet. Maybe not ever. You can try to forget about him but the scars he left behind will always be there, as a reminder of what you lost. And as the last note comes to a close, Luke’s voice drowned out by screams, you shake your head. 
Luke’s shoulders fall but he nods, he understands. You walk away and he lets you, because what he wrote, what he just sang, still holds true. 
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