Same babe same

my life

The face that Tee is making here, looks like how I feel at 1am when I suddenly can’t ignore that big ole’ hole in my chest. Sad boy hours, ya know?

One of the weirdest parts of depression, at least for me, is the narrow range of desire it leads to. I have a day off and I keep trying to ask myself what I want to do, and the answer is… nothing, particularly. Maybe go out and get a coffee? Maybe walk around a bookstore? But also, meh.

next semester is dangerously relatable and that's not a good thing 💔

"Has your depression ever been so bad it bitch slapped you awake in the middle of the night, or is that just me?"

Donna Beneviento, probably

when the urge to get your shit together dies and you are left feeling like a little shit again <<<<<

would y’all like a vampire! mig oneshot for halloween or has that been done to death

*holds up comfort character under the armpits like it’s a cat and gives it a little shake* You’re supposed to fix me you bastard, fix me!!

My fav movie 🎀

slipping into my depression era

This is me

After taking boards, I decided to embark on the adventure of deprescribing all of my psych meds (because hi, it's me, I'm the problem, and I don't actually need any of these meds anyways). My psychiatrist was on board and aware of this grand plan--its not like I was going completely rogue.

Anyways its been less than 2 months and it turns out I actually really did get a lot out of taking some of those meds and I'm not good different when they're not in my system anymore and also my insight and self-awareness are pretty shit and it took me weeks to figure out that maybe this was why I wanted to sleep all the time and my efficiency absolutely dropped into the abyss just in time for the next term of grad school classes to start.

When the silly cartoons get too real

I’m sorry I ran away, I’m wondering how I’m going to survive the rest of my life