Things im doing from now on when im cr@ving
brush teeth/oil pulling
skincare
nailcare
drink water
shave/wax hair
exercise
read
clean/declutter
scrapbooking
any productivity
make a post
chores
tape measure/b0dy ch3ck1ng
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things that will trigger me into trying harder.
iif my hair doesnt falls as much im not sick enough.
if im not cold all the time im not sick enough
if i dont get dizzy easily im not sick enough
if i dont feel hungry im not sick enough
my body doesn’t hurt after workout im not trying hard enough therefore im not sick enough
if i dont eat less than the people in the room with me im not sick enough
if i go over my c4l limit im not sick wnough
if i dont get over 10k steps daily im not even trying then im not sick enough either
if i cant see my r1b5 im not sick enough
if i dont feel empty im not sick enough
if i dont faint from time to time im not sick enough
if i gain w31ghht im not sick enough
if i swallow im not sick enough (i will c/s on my cravings in order to stop craving it.)
if i bing3 and dont pur63 in some way im not sick enough
if no one can tell im d1s0rd3r3f im not sick enough.
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My playmate: "My kink is being mean to people and making them beg 😈"
Also my playmate: "I knew you wouldn't have had breakfast so I brought you a pastry. Have you eaten today? Please eat something. I'm making pancakes for breakfast, alright? Think you can stomach something yet? You ate something, good job!"
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so far ive e@ten nothing today, going strong😭
~ chase the feeling of emptiness, the we1ghtl0ss is your reward, l1ght as a 🪶<3
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TW!! Suicide Attempt, Self Harm, Implied Eating Disorder
i forgor the colour behind the dialogue but im too tired to add it now
im so tired and theres no resolution because nothing i can make will make me feel better. i Know my friends love me and think my life is worth living, but when it gets bad it gets Bad and theres nothing to do but pick up the peices
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