sad-leon
saddest leon
Wren/Leon (He/They) || Main blog: @wilburs-hibana || art tag: #sad鈥eonart || Ko-Fi and Patreon links in masterpost!
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remembered this thing i drew a while back
its quite fitting for this little headcanon thing
and his brothers try to comfort him, but they just dont get it
they dont understand the utter devastation he feels from something as simple as hearing them laugh. and he knows its him, so he stops trying to explain it. he resolves to keep it all inside until one day he looses complete control and doesnt have to deal with it anymore
they ask him how they can help and he has no solution
he hurts himself so he has a reason to take care of himself, but he doesnt know how to tell them this
what if i gave rise leo BPD...
his anger manifests in the form of self-sabotage and self harm. he asks donnie to sound proof his room when they get to the new lair so he can wreck it without concerning everyone else. before that he'd sneak to the surface and wreck an already messy alleyway
his self harm is recklessness. he gets hurt in fights as much as he can and still get away with just a "please be more careful" lecture from raph
speaking of raph, his oldest brother is his favorite person. so when raph starts to brush him to the side and distrust him, he doesnt take it well. when he does something to impress raph and all he gets is "finally..." thats when he disappears for hours and comes back home with sore arms and usually some scrapes and many bruises
he becomes a medic because they can't ignore him if he helps them. plus he can get better at hiding his breakdowns if he can take care of his own injuries
he wants to be in the spotlight so bad until the spotlight shines on him and suddenly his skin fits wrong
splinter and raph brush it off as teenage hormones. donnie shuts it out. mikey is the first person to realize leo's moods aren't normal, but he doesnt want to confront the fact the bpd comes from trauma, so he tries to support leo as best he can
april doesnt realize how much leo's mood shifts until she spends a night in the lair and realizes that leo isn't as hyper as he presents himself. he tries to mask, but he's too tired and the sudden silence from leo throws april off. it creates a rift between them. even when leo is happier around april, she knows somethings wrong- knows its not quite as genuine as she thought.
she spends more time around donnie than leo and leo thinks its for the best. eventually all his brothers- all his family prefer spending time with someone thats not him. he tells himself its for the better- the less time they spend around him, the less likely he'll be upset around them and end up making them upset
leo convinces himself he's meant to be alone and puts his all into being the team medic and spends the rest of his time alone and dissociating. he hates being the leader- having everyones eyes on him all the time. watching him. waiting for him to mess up- to act out- to prove they were right not to trust him
.... idk.. just a thought
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what if i gave rise leo BPD...
his anger manifests in the form of self-sabotage and self harm. he asks donnie to sound proof his room when they get to the new lair so he can wreck it without concerning everyone else. before that he'd sneak to the surface and wreck an already messy alleyway
his self harm is recklessness. he gets hurt in fights as much as he can and still get away with just a "please be more careful" lecture from raph
speaking of raph, his oldest brother is his favorite person. so when raph starts to brush him to the side and distrust him, he doesnt take it well. when he does something to impress raph and all he gets is "finally..." thats when he disappears for hours and comes back home with sore arms and usually some scrapes and many bruises
he becomes a medic because they can't ignore him if he helps them. plus he can get better at hiding his breakdowns if he can take care of his own injuries
he wants to be in the spotlight so bad until the spotlight shines on him and suddenly his skin fits wrong
splinter and raph brush it off as teenage hormones. donnie shuts it out. mikey is the first person to realize leo's moods aren't normal, but he doesnt want to confront the fact the bpd comes from trauma, so he tries to support leo as best he can
april doesnt realize how much leo's mood shifts until she spends a night in the lair and realizes that leo isn't as hyper as he presents himself. he tries to mask, but he's too tired and the sudden silence from leo throws april off. it creates a rift between them. even when leo is happier around april, she knows somethings wrong- knows its not quite as genuine as she thought.
she spends more time around donnie than leo and leo thinks its for the best. eventually all his brothers- all his family prefer spending time with someone thats not him. he tells himself its for the better- the less time they spend around him, the less likely he'll be upset around them and end up making them upset
leo convinces himself he's meant to be alone and puts his all into being the team medic and spends the rest of his time alone and dissociating. he hates being the leader- having everyones eyes on him all the time. watching him. waiting for him to mess up- to act out- to prove they were right not to trust him
.... idk.. just a thought
#rambles#hi its projection hours because yesterday was absolute shit#self harm#bpd#borderline#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise leo#rottmnt leo#borderline leo#vent#<- just in case cuz all of this is projection#if i catch anyone talking shit about this disorder in the comments ill fucking fight you#bpd is fucking ass and the only fucking relief is living vicariously through my favs so im gonna do that#leo has a family and is rarely ever truly alone so theres your happy ending#might make him hypersexual as well but if i do anything with that its not gonna be on this blog
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Can I do 8 for the wip game?
eheheheh dragons :D
#sad鈥eonart#wip ask game#asks#this one came in after i closed my laptop so it took a minute to get to it aljfalsdj#my sketches are so rough in the first draft alsdjflasjdfl
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a bittersweet sunrise
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doodle commissions open!
hey all, i have a couple bills coming up that i currently cannot afford, and my regular commission post isn't getting much traction, plus i haven't had the spoons to do much more than simple doodles lately anyway
so with those two things in mind i'm offering pay what you want doodle commissions, no minimum price! here's how it'll work:
pay through my ko-fi and leave a note with your tumblr url
dm me on tumblr and let me know what you want (same restrictions as my regular commissions post apply, if you're not sure if i'll draw something please dm before paying)
i'll give you an estimate of how long it'll take (depends on how many requests i end up getting)
i'll draw your doodle and send it to you once it's done!
examples of doodles under the read more for space
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sketch page :D
was also playing around with a brush I dont use often
i gotta get back into drawing more dynamic poses
#sad鈥eonart#wip ask game#asks#if you recognize this brush hello :)#i dont use it on main#that reminds me i need to figure out image hosting--
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Has 65 been asked yet?
eyy its a shot from a comic that I never ended up making, but i could get this expression out of my head
#sad鈥eonart#wip ask game#asks#might still do something with this concept...#might put it on patreon if i can get a sketch down#also featuring leon(alter)'s design cuz it was gonna be vent art
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I just wanna say thank yall for the asks
like.... it feels like all of you came out of nowhere lmaoo
but yeye.. thank you <3
#rambles#getting that burst of interaction kinda helped after the past few days#gotta do some stuff this afternoon but then with classes over hopefully i'll have more time to doodle
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a donnie :D
this one is cropped cuz it went up on patreon recently :3
but i wanted to put donnie in miku cosplay and it turned into a full peice alsdjflasdjfldj
#sad鈥eonart#asks#wip ask game#was messing around with my colouring style on this one too#i dont hate these colours#i shoulda done highlights probably... those might be in an extra layer though alsjflasjd
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a background :D
was testing out a new colouring brush/colouring style with this one
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another galileo doodle :D
#sad鈥eonart#asks#wip ask game#finding home au#oh yeah she has her own tag doesnt she...#uhhhh i forgor what it was#fh galileo#fh gali#galileo#probably one of those
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can i put two numbers <3 i'm nosy <3
i wanna know what 13 and 50 are 馃憖
ehehehehe hell yeah
you go my old drawing set up before i got my new tablet :3
... dont mind the wierd missing like.. square in this one.. csp corrupted and this was one of the layers that got hit apparently lasjdflksjdlj
and eclipse leo without the background :D!!! i darked the file background for this one cuz he does not look very good on the lighter one alkdjflasjdf
#sad鈥eonart#wip ask game#asks#hi lee :D!!!!!!!!#i actually still really like the eclipse leo wihtout the background :D#also fun fact about my big file i draw one#even though the files are still basically just layer numbers#they are not in order at all alksdjfalsjdflsjd#its not hard to find them though cuz theres really not that many#plus i get to see old stuff i forgor i drew :D
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For the WIP game: 47!
this one was just the boring dark background cuz i didnt merge any of it, so i just added the rest of the background in
but its the background to This Guy :D
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12 for the wip game!
more moth leo :D
once again, this guy belongs to @teainthesnow (im so sorry for all the tags lajsdlkajsdlfkjl)
this moth boy is silly, i love him very much
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.... you guys are getting all my secrets /lh
this one is getting cropped cuz im actually saving the reveal for when I draw a proper image of him
Iterator donnie sneak peak :3
#sad鈥eonart#wip ask game#asks#anon#iterator donnie#rainworld tmnt au#hopefully soon i'll get a good image for him drawn cuz theres stuff thats been cooking in the background :3#looks at you blues#soon
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for the wip game, lucky number 17!
uhohohoo you've unlocked a secret :3
A Gali and Leo sketch that i made for Patreon like.... a month (?) ago :D
#sad鈥eonart#asks#wip ask game#finding home au#didnt think i'd use that tag any time soon asljdfalsjdfl#ooooh this also comes after [redacted]
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