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ilys00ga · 3 months

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BABY, I CARE FOR YOU.

➞ pair: yoongi x f reader

➞ genre: sickfic, best friends to potential lovers (who knows?), fluffy fluff, yoongi being the best bff you could ever ask for, I miss him so much.

➞ synopsis: where the reader is sick and her bff is always there for the rescue.

➞ warnings: none.

➞ A/N: another request by @parkjennykim, who used 'she/her' pronouns in the req so I used those accordingly. This was fun to write. I hope you enjoy it :)

PS. readers, remember my reqs are still open for now. you can go ahead and send some (read pinned post if u haven't yet, tho).

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the bag you've been carrying all day slipped off of your shoulder as soon as you pushed the door to your apartment open and stepped in. not bothering to pick it up, you remove your shoes and leave them somewhere near the entrance and take a deep breath through the nose.

your body was having a party that day. muscles and head aching like crazy, throat bleeding as it burned with a ticklish feeling that lingered for hours and bringing out coughing fits from your chest every few minutes, legs barely holding you up and an annoyingly runny nose, you're sure the skin around it is red and raw from how you've been rubbing at it with tissues all day. not to forget the fact that you were freezing to death even though the heaters were doing their work in the flat more than enough.

“Mom is finally home!” A loud squeal came rushing from down the hall. You raised your head with some difficulty to see your best friend approaching you with your cat, Leo, in his arms and a wide smile adorning his face. He stopped in his tracks and frowned, however, as soon as he noticed your scowling expression and bloodshot eyes.

“Woah, you look so not happy right now.” he commented.

“What are you doing here, Yoongi?” Though your expression softened as you spoke, your voice still held a wince the more uncomfortable the light bulb became to your squinted eyes.

“You didn’t answer my calls or even texts, so I just decided to come over myself.” he explained, then eyed you up with knitted brows and a barely noticeable pout on his cherry red lips, “are you okay?”

“My head and body are killing me. I’m going to sleep. You can stay as much as you like, just feed Leo before you leave, plea-." A couple of sneezes cut your sentence off. The action stabbed daggers into your already throbbing brain; so painful that your eyes teared up and you squeezed your hands around your skull to try and control the waves of shock that hit you all of a sudden.

“Wait,” Yoongi put Leo on the floor and walked towards you. the back of his hand felt like a soft, warm blanket wrapped up around your body on a cold, snowy night as it rested on your forehead, so you closed your eyes and hummed in satisfaction.

“You’re so hot.” he grimaced at the heat that bit his skin, and when he noticed how you smirked mischievously with your eyes still closed shut, he whined, “don’t!”

“I’m not doing anything!” Your tongue felt numb as you blinked your eyes open and smiled at him.

“Come, you need to take a warm bath and eat something.” his fingers gently wrapped around your wrist, slowly pulling towards the bathroom.

"Your hands are always warm. I like that a lot." you whispered, absent-mindedly eying the way he was soothingly caressing the skin under his thumb.

“Are you going to bathe me?” his cheeks warmed up at the question you blurted so suddenly, but the way you were slurring your words implied that none of the things you were rambling about were intentional. the fever really took its toll on your brain.

“Go do your thing, and I'm going to make you something warm to eat.” he bit his lower lip and pointed towards the bathroom, leaving to start doing his task in the kitchen.

"The walls are spinning around me!" You whimpered as soon as you entered your room, wet hair wrapped up in a towel, a fluffy, warm hoodie swallowing your torso and a pair of sweatpants. Yoongi, who was sitting on your bed, immediately fixed his gaze on you with a small smile. you could spot your favorite pair of socks laying beside him on the bed sheets, and your heart skipped a beat or two at how thoughtful that small gesture alone was.

"I'm sorry. let me just blow dry your hair, and then you can eat." he apologized, pointing at the hair dryer he'd been holding in his hand and patting the empty spot next to him.

"You're spoiling me today." You complained, but still obediently sat besides your sweet friend.

"You're sick, I'm taking care of you." he replied matter-of-factly.

you murmured a small 'thank you' before he gently started taking the wet towel off your head, then started carefully drying your hair.

When you stepped into the kitchen, you found Yoongi setting plates, along with utensils on the small table located by the wall. his eyes landed on you as soon as your painful-sounding coughs announced your arrival.

“Feeling any better?” his brows rose worriedly, and his gaze followed your hunched up body as it walked and took a seat.

“kind of. thanks for the food.” You offered a genuine smile despite all the tiredness washing over your limbs. he nodded knowingly.

“Here, take these when you finish eating.” He put a tablet right next to your bowl and sat across from you, digging into his own plate as well.

After a while, you decided to break the comfortable silence when your eyes fell upon the clock hanging just above the door frame, “You have work tomorrow, and it’s getting late. you should probably go.”

“I know you’re a jackass and you’d sleep on an empty stomach if you wanted to, even when you’re sick.” he muttered so casually it almost made you giggle if it weren't for the guilt of forcing him to stay taking over your mind.

“That’s not right!” You started to argue but hissed when your head reminded you that it still got a tornado going on inside of it as it throbbed even harder.

“Stop talking and eat!” he scolded, and you wordlessly complied.

"I'm not leaving until you're tucked into bed and fast asleep," he added in a stern tone after a small pause, making you grin weakly and stuff your face with another spoonful of soup.

"Are you feeling any better?" Once again, yoongi asked after pulling the duvet over your chin. he chose to sit right by your side, on the floor and with his back facing you.

you replied with a muffled hum, barely audible as you were busy gratefully enjoying the softness of your comforter with closed eyes. it felt as though it had some kind of magic that absorbed all the aching tension in your body, allowing you to finally heave a sigh in relief after such a long, tiring day.

"Where's Leo?" you asked.

"probably napping somewhere after his meal."

"You fed him?"

"Of course I did. I'm not like you, forgetting my cat as soon as I get sick." he smirked teasingly.

"I didn't! I knew you were gonna stay, and I trusted you, like I always do." Your voice was only getting weaker and weaker, sleepy as you fought a battle against sleep just to answer your cheeky best friend.

Yoongi only smiled, glancing at you with tinted cheeks. he allowed his gaze to linger just a tad bit more on your closed eyes, nose poking out above the fuzzy blanket and shoulders ever so faintly shivering as the fever still clung onto you. he found the sight so endearing, he chuckled quietly and sighed, "Good to know you do."

"'m so 'ired." You slurred.

"Sleep, darling. I'm right here." was the last thing you heard him say ever so gently before surrendering your powers and drifting into a deep slumber.

Yoongi kept observing as you slept for a while before standing up. He bent down to press one soft kiss on your cheek and another one on your forehead, then walked out of the room with extra efforts not to make any noise and disturb your peaceful night when it had just started.

"Mom is sleeping. Let's hang out in the living room, hmm?" He picked up the fluffy cat that came running towards him as soon as he saw the door opening and kissed his head. heading towards the living room with a small smile on his face.

#yoongi #yoongi scenarios #yoongi drabble #yoongi fluff #yoongi x reader #bts scenarios #bts yoongi #bts #bts imagines #bts fic #sickfic #friends to lovers #maybe not #hahaha #who knows #suga fluff #bts fluff #fluff

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tree-obsession · 6 months

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HSR and Scars+other physical trauma marks HCs

I haven't seen anyone do this yet, but lmk plz if someone has!

Minor spoilers for main plot

Arlan- scars in a lot of places, implied that he could fight as a child and was poor, canonically has a prosthetic arm (at least I think, but works as hc too) and scars on his arm and nose at least. likely has more, esp on arms since using a greatsword doesnt give great defensibility and his moveset involves cutting HP(judging by the animation, using electricity, so electricity scars too? are those called lichtenberg scars?). he's short, and again the childhood implications mean he was probably malnourished.

Asta- probably minor things from working with untested equipment, and has likely burned her hands with her own powers- but, since she's a noble, she's likely expected to be neat, so idk. I like the burn idea tho.

Bailu- she's a healer, so I think what she does get she can get rid of too. But maybe her dragon tail has unhealed bits from failed assassination attempts, or smth?

Blade- canonically has scars basically everywhere. literally got tortured for a really long time, had home planet destroyed as a child and likely didn't get out unscathed (we NEED to talk abt that more), was a forge worker (burns) and did fight on occasion as Yingxing, and then was on the run for about 1000 years or something, and canonically died even more during that time. also has a skillset that involves cutting his own hp. likely doesn't have to eat, but he's unhealthily skinny because of it anyway. chronic pain. somebody give this guy a hug please.

Bronya- she's a soldier, so callouses, blade scars, bullet scars, emergency first-aid scars, and probably desensitized to cold more than the average human bc belobog. really high disregard for pain that concerns seele on a regular basis.

Clara- her. her feet. are they ok. but also some scars from working with mechs and being in the cold, but svarog made sure nothing too major happened while she was in his care. before, though... likely got beat up for being a "pushover" (im crying plz).

dan heng-... chain scars. we NEED to talk about the fact he spent most of his life chained up in prison with guards and people who hated him (minus jing yuan). probably none of the guards would have stopped some of the more violent ones from getting physical- how else would he tear his clothes that much? probably wasn't fed enough or allowed to exercise much. and the chains- listen, i know we joke about the light cone a lot(honestly why was that specifically made into the light cone) but that was really how he lived for a long time. the desc even said he "writhed" and "gasped for breath". he definitely has huge scars from rubbing skin raw around his wrists, ankles, stomach, and maybe his neck? his arms are definitely majorly scarred over and stuff from this, and probably his ankles+legs too. also his eyesight is probably shit from the dark, unless Vidyadhara magic somehow helped that.

bonus: there is a fic on ao3 called "you're looking into their eyes (and find you're looking into your own)" by robyndoesntlikeyou that deals with dan heng having scars that i only found after drafting this post. plz rec any more fics you have on this...

Fu Xuan- i really don't know for her. probably small ones that wouldn't have scarred, but she saw them as unimportant and didn't treat them...

Gepard- similar to Bronya, but maybe not as many since he's a shielder, but more of the lack of cold sensitivity? he's on the front lines lots

Guinaifen- burn scars on forearm and hands. probably can't feel much on her hands too. idk her lore but she's a street performer, so probably not always enough money for food.

Herta- we basically know nothing about her! seriously, she's so mysterious, and her character stories are vague about her past. i can't think of anything, but maybe there were some more dangerous experiments?

Himeko- considering she rebuilt the Astral Express, there were probably dangerous components involved there somewhere... and her backstory still seems pretty mysterious

Hook- diggertron probs caused burns, and life in the underground is dangerous- plus, moles could apparently go to the fight club? which seems like an issue

Jing Yuan- he's a general- lots of war scars. and probs lighting burns because he summons that entire lightning lord/chronic pain.

Jingliu- she definitely has a lot- i'm pretty sure she's the oldest of the hcq, and also got mara-struck/ fought in wars and was on the run and exiled for a long while. canonically constantly in pain due to mara. also really, really needs a hug, except the only person she would probs let hug her is baiheng, who is dead! and also she isolated herself and tortured yingxing/blade. hcq enjoyers are in literally so much pain.

Kafka- would have a lot of callouses, but idk about where scars would be. she would probs cover them up to avoid drawing attention (as she is an assassin), but idrk where exactly. she seems really sneaky, and considering she has no fear there's no reason for her to hesitate in battle. maybe scars on arms from electricity or stray bullets?

Luka- canon that he has scars from wrestling and stuff.

luocha- again, he would probably just heal whatever scars he did get. i really don't know for him, sry ):.

lynx- most calloused hands ever and even more of a weird cold tolerance than others because she's an explorer. probably just doesn't have feeling in some places. and there are probs scars somewhere from when she ran into fragmentum beasts but she's also a healer so...

march 7th- from careless accidents, sure- dropping glasses and stuff, maybe from a few close fights. but her body was wiped like her memories, plus she's a shielder and archer, which is code for not in the thick of the fight and not taking much damage herself, although she has been careless a few times. also, bowstring burns.

natasha- again, she would heal it. but has chronic pain from lugging around that heavy gun and due to age- i think she's in 50s? she's a respected person, and raised seele in the orphanage, but i dont think there's an official age.

pela- cold resistance. maybe some scars from mechanical accidents? and also there were likely some attacks right after she was born since so many of her mother's coworkers were killed.

Qingque- she's clumsy, so accident scars- breaking glass, falling down too many stairs, etc.

sampo- cold res! and probably some close calls since he's such a rat and has enemies, so most scars are on his stomach.

seele- again, growing up in the underworld was tough, so fighting rings + orphanage scraps + street fights, plus some malnourishment since she often gave her food to smaller kids and ran all the errands. was always a fight-first person, but cares a lot and so would protect automatically. has scars all over- many knife ones, some bullet or burns, and electric ones from fixing up mechs.

serval- electric ones from when she was just starting to fight with the guitar. do i need to keep saying cold resistance for the Jarilo-vi ppl?

Silver Wolf- definitely got some, but can aether hacking erase them? either way i doubt she would actually care enough to try unless she was really bored. but also has terrible eyesight, even by punklorde standards. idrk where her scars would be, so spread out mby?

sushang- spent her entire life training and canonically is brawns over brains, so probs more than a few. also her sword is heavy so she probs had some accidents. mostly on her arms and stomach.

tingyun- probs some from people blowing up amicassador ships, since they want to interrupt peace talks and things- but she's fast and experienced.

topaz- had bad lungs, but had a surgery after getting promoted to fix them. some burns on her hands and her sense of smell is a bit screwed up, so numby is often her compass for that (i love numby SO MUCH)

trailblazer- massive scar from getting stabbed through. none from before game started, since apparently they're a puppet. i think they would heal faster, but messily because of that, so a bunch of smaller scars on their torso, face and forearms.

welt- lots and lots from soldier time, especially from debris and the honkai energy probably has some kind of physical drawback. hands are a bit screwed up too, and gets a lot of chronic pain.

yanqing- what the heck is his family history? will it become relevant later? kind of curious how that may affect these hcs, but hands are super calloused and while he often doesn't retain major injuries, he'll only care for them if jing yuan tells him to, so a bunch of smaller scars just from that. mostly on his arms and hands and neck (ppl probs try to stab there often...)

yukong- so many- was huge in the war, so lots of bullet scars and maybe even some that were previously mara-infected and made worse. hearing is shot, uses hearing aids in her fox ears. a bit irrelevant but she is totally awesome.

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michelletsw · 1 year

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Twisted wonderland vice dorm leaders with a sick reader

I'm so sorry for not posting for a while works been kicking my ass from the holidays TwT

I'm currently sick from the rainy season so this is definitely self indulgent lol. This is just going to be the vise dorm leaders In this post but if you injoy this feel free to request more characters not like I have anything else I can do

Characters (vice dorm leaders + ruggie)

Warnings ⚠️ cursing,not proof read, Romantic, g/n reader

This man's has experience with human sickness, he has to with how old he is ffs lol

Coughing, puking, congested, or anything at all this man's got you covered he'll definitely hold your hair back or run you warm baths.

Tho he might kill you if he trys to feed you his cooking

So you have to request raw fruits and veggies lol

Blueberries, bananas, lettuce, yogurt you name it he will get it for you.

High fever? your going right to the medical wing

Tea, tea, tea just tea. ♡

He might be a bad cook but he can sure make some good tea! Honey lemon, ginger, all the above he'll make it for you :>

He loves you very dearly and will help with as much as he can (just don't eat his cooking...)

9/10 one point docked because you can't have chicken soup unless you make it TwT

I don't think jade would be very knowledgeable when it comes to human sickness but he'll definitely try to help

You'll have to lead the way of what you need and foods or drinks you'll have to request

Tho I will say 9/10 chicken soup lol

He'll make you teas and look up what to give a sick person so be ready for kale and ginger smoothies or a decent amount or greens and berries

Will definitely experiment with drinks and smoothies to see what works best

Definitely has a humidifier he's let's you use

He'll do a decent amount of research on human sickness but ends up thinking you have a deadly disease so he says that you too should probably go down to the medical wing lol

He'll definitely hold you hair back and run you warm baths

I'm not sure if he can catch human sicknesses but if he can he'll probably try to push through it and just suffer in silence till you make him relax and sleep

9/10 some of those smoothies where really bad lol

This poor baby lol

He's the "dramatic" boyfriend but he's just worried about you since how he grew up people being sick was scary.

He'll instantly want to take you to the medical wing, you'll have to constantly tell him you'll be okay

He might not have much money but he'll try to get you foods or drinks to help

If it's been more then say 4 days and your still sick he's taking you to the nurses it won't matter what you say he's taking you ♡

He'll hold your hair back and run you hot baths

If you got meds from the nurses he'll make sure you take them before bed or when ever the scheduled time is

If he's gets sick from taking care of you be fully prepared to deal with a big baby lol

10/10 he's trying his best ♡

Mon amour tu vas bien?

Humidifier, tissues, face masks, hand sanitizer warm/cold towel, you name it he's got it for you.

Will definitely hold your hair while rubbing your back

Warm showers or hot baths if you don't feel like standing, bath it is lol

Will make you teas, will always make sure you have a water bottle on hand.

Makes sure that you stay hydrated constantly

Will keep a close eye on you to make sure you're alright

The moment your temperature gets a little over 100° F (37° C) he's taking you to the medical wing it doesn't even have to be 2° more just like 0.5 is enough for him to take you in

warm tea with every time you eat something lol even just snacks

10/10 (what no I don't have favoritism??♡)

Tea tea tea tea♡ (pt2)

Because he's has a lot of younger siblings he's used to taking care of sick people lol

Soups, greens, fruits and berries, Green teas with honey ♡

He'll definitely make you a bunch of healthy soups and such till you get better

And tell me how in the word can a person be so good at making tea??

Holds you hair back definitely

Warm baths, humidifier, tissues.

He's trying his best yall

If it last longer then a week he's definitely taking you in

He'll get really nervous if you're up and about when sick so he trys to keep you in bed by helping you with as much as he can :>

10/10 (No I don't have favoritism♡ [pt2])

Yes. Just yes lol.

He'll cook you warm soups, spicy food to help with congestion, you'll be better in no time in his care :]

He will definitely hold your hair back, warm showers, hot baths, your only allowed out of bed to go to the bathroom lol

He has a lot on his plate but he'll make room for you anytime ♡

High fever or puking alot? medical wing

He wants to make sure your okay but doesn't want to be the dramatic boyfriend lol

Taking your temp before bed and in the morning to know where your temperature is and if it's safe

If he gets sick after taking care of you except for him to be very stubborn about taking it easy and resting

10/10 best care taker ♡

#twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland x y/n #twisted wonderland x reader #twisted wonderland x yuu #lilia vanrouge #lilia x y/n #jade leech #jade x y/n #ruggie bucchi #ruggie x y/n #rook hunt #rook x y/n #trey clover #trey x y/n #jamil viper #jamil x y/n #sick reader #twisted wonderland headcanons

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rasp-my-berry · 2 years

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a summer glowup // klitz x chubby reader

ALL CHARACTERS ARE 18+

ok i've decided to make this a chubby reader AND set in modern tech era bc really not much would change and i prefer to write about that which i understand better yk 🙄i think this is part one??? might make a second part maybe not idk 😵 also i did not proofread this leave me alone 😭😭😭

"i want him in me so bad you guys you don't get it i want him IN MEEEESSNSNS" your story read. you giggled as you typed it and finally posted it. you loved to just post whatever came to mind, whenever. you loved getting reactions out of those that follow you, sometimes forgetting that people you respect follow you and see the shit you post.

your favorite part about posting these things though, was the reactions you would get from your friends. they always had something to say.

eli would usually say something equally as horny. matt would usually say something about how you should really keep those thoughts to yourself and how disgusting you are. he's just joking though... you hope. but klitz? he would always take any opportunity he could to flirt and tease you. it only took a few minutes before the tripod's responses came rolling in.

“just let me be inside you y/n just one chance plsssss 😫😫😫" eli responded.

“STOP THIS. ENOUGH. SEEK THERAPY" was matt's response.

klitz's was the only one to actually make you giggle out loud though. "yk you could just tell me instead of posting about me 🙄🙄"

you began responding to all of them. first to eli. "yk i'm in a committed relationship w my pink dildo eli don't be silly 🙄"

next was matt. "unless ur willing to pay, it won't be happening"

and finally klitz. "ur right klitzy bitzy boo babe, i'll start keeping our sex life a secret dw 💕💕"

you turned your phone off with a dreamy sigh, holding your whale plushie close to your chest as you squeezed your eyes shut. you hoped and wished with all your heart that one day all the flirting with klitz wouldn't have to be just that. that one day you may be able to just kiss him and buy him flowers and get freaky or whatever. but unfortunately, this summer, it wouldn't be happening.

this summer vacation was going to be spent out of state with you favorite aunt. she invited you over and insisted on having you stay, saying the much needed girl time was well overdue for the both of you. the tripod was disappointed to hear you wouldn't be able to spend everyday going on dumb adventures with them but made you promise to do group calls when you could.

you agreed, of course. you didn't know what you would do without being able to contact them. you'd already scheduled your first 3 calls, all of you promising to reserve those times for the calls.

a soft noise from your phone brought you back to reality. it was klitz. he always responds the fastest, unless he's asleep of course. if you wanted to get a hold of him while he's sleeping you knew to call.

“good. i don't want the whole school to know how much raw, hot, crazy sex we have 😖" he responded.

“we both know you don't care about that part. you just don't want them to know i peg you every thursday and turn you into a whining bitch in heat for me huh"

he read the message instantly and it took a while for him to start typing.

“you're absolutely right ☹️ once they find out ur into that shit they'd all start lining up and i wouldn't have you all to myself 😞" he said.

giggling, you began typing up your next response. "i hardly think that'll be the outcome. nobody wants me 💔🕸🕷⛓🥀" and you followed up with another text. "fr tho most of the guys at school couldn't handle me 🙄 i'm too big 💕"

he didn't read it for a few seconds and in that downtime you began texting your best friend. "EEEEE KLITZY RESPONDED TO MY STORY AGAIN 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭"

she responded almost instantly, a string of texts coming from her.

“BITCH

HES TOTALLY INTO YOU

THINK ABOUT IT

HE TEXTS YOU ALL THE TIME

ALWAYS RESPONDS TO YOUR SHIT

BLUSHES WHEN YOU TOUCH HIM

PRACTICALLY MOANS, EVEN

THE GUY IS PRACTICALLY YOURS ALREADY 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥"

you rolled your eyes with a smile. this is gonna be a long night.

while you were arguing with your bestie about whether or not klitz was into you, the tripod was at eli's home, having an equally as ridiculous conversation.

“she totally wants me. she wants me balls deep so badly." eli said in relation to your posts, scrolling on his phone.

“ELI-" matt started.

klitz cut him off. "she's not into bozo virgins like you, dickwad!"

“oh, right, i forgot shes madly in love with you. and how do you know i'm a virgin?!" eli defended, rolling his eyes.

klitz pointed to a pile of socks laying by the side of eli's bed, the pile looking as though he hadn't even tried hiding it properly. "there are literal CUM SOCKS, ELI, ON THE FLOOR-"

“shits radioactive at this point. generations on those socks, man.." matt muttered.

eli groaned. "those are NOT cum socks!! lemme prove it to you fools!!"

he waltzed over to the side of his bed from the gaming chair he was previously sat in and grabbed one of the socks, instantly dropping it and gagging out of disgust. the sock was literally rock hard and as it fell on the hardwood floor, it CLATTERED. ACTUALLY CLATTERED.

the three boys continued the gag for a moment following.

“that's actually disgusting-" klitz finally managed.

matt couldn't even breathe properly yet, still reeling from the sound the sock made. eli was beyond embarrassed, pushing the socks further under the bed with his foot, the socks making an awful scraping noise as he did so. he cringed.

“PLEASE DONT TELL Y/N" he shouted, dropping to his knees.

klitz laughed. "oh come on, it's not like she would be surprised to hear you've got a pile of rock solid cum socks."

“can we PLEASE move on from this subject—" matt gagged again. "and do your fuckin' laundry eli!"

the next day at school, you walked in with your best friend, chatting and giggling as you walked the halls u til you parted ways to get to your first classes. spotting the tripod from a distance, you walked over.

“hey boys!" you smiled, waving shyly at them as you walked over. the boys looked over and began walking to meet you halfway. seeing you again after the long weekend, they felt nervous again. they never imagined a girl would be a part of their group. especially one as pretty as you.

they always imagined they'd be known as the group of the most pathetic virgin boys, never even feeling the touch of a woman. but then they met you, and you changed everything. they never thought you'd have gravitated to a group like theirs, when your looks could easily get you in with the big dogs.

“hey, y/n" matt waved with a small smile.

“y/n!!!" eli cheered, smiling wide. "how is my fav virgin slut!!"

you quickly shushed him with wide eyes and a smile. "eli!! not so loud!" you turned to klitz, deciding to tease "hey klitzy bitzy! how's my baefy?"

he blushed and stuttered. "i.. i told you not to use that name in front of them-"

“KLITZY BITZY????!" eli wheezed. "NO WAY YOU LET HER CALL YOU THAT-"

matt did his best to hide his laughter, holding a hand out in front of his mouth. the blush on klitz's face only depends and he scratched his cheek awkwardly.

“it's not that serious, dude. it's just a stupid nickname.." he tried to defend himself.

you giggled. "don't tease him all day, boys. that's my job. i'll see you guys at lunch!"

it was a month later from that interaction and there was a lot of tears. the last day of the school year, and your last day with the three boys and your best friends before your trip out of state to be with your aunt for the summer. it was mostly eli crying, actually. and your best friend just shed one tear and encouraged you to have a good time and scope out cute boys for her.

klitz looked stiff and awkward. his face was sad but he didn’t know how to communicate that. matt just seemed too embarrassed by eli’s overdramatic sobbing.

“lemme hit just one time before you go y/n!!! just once!!” he begged, falling to his knees.

klitz rolled his eyes and shoved eli. “i’ve already reserved the night for myself, you rabid animal. go fuck your pillow or something.”

your face burned in embarrassment. “oh, klitzy.. i thought you wanted our sex life to be a secret.” you bat your eyelashes.

he had to clear his throat and look away from you. “oh, right. i forgot for a second there.” he pushed his glasses up nervously.

“hey, klitz?” you asked under your breath, stepping closer.

eli and matt were talking with your best friend and arguing about something dumb so you took the chance to say something to klitz in a somewhat private fashion.

“hm?” he hummed.

you grabbed his clammy hand, ignoring the way you could feel heat creeping up your neck and to your face. “can you promise me you won’t go out with any other girls this summer, alright?”

he paused for a moment. he didn’t even know what to say. what did you mean by that? was it because you wanted him to still be available when you got back? did that mean you liked him? you? the prettiest girl he’s ever interacted with in his life? no way. this had to be a dream.

“anything for you.” he stuttered, instantly cringing at his corny ass response.

you smiled at that and nodded your head. “good. i’ll see you in august.”

“…see you in august.” he sighed. you had already turned away and started walking home. he started biting the inside of his cheek, feeling embarrassed by how upset he was that he wouldn’t be seeing you over the summer. embarrassed by how much he was gonna miss you.

august came quicker than expected. over the summer, you group called the boys at least twice a week. each time it seemed you had so much to tell them, some new, exciting thing you did. the boys felt so left out, wishing they could have half as much fun as you were.

the first time they saw you, their jaws literally dropped. you had changed entirely, and only in a matter of a few weeks. you walked through the doors of the school and started finding your way to them. your hair was bouncing with each step, and the bracelets on your write jingled as you moved. you were wearing low rise pants that flared at your calves, a hot pink top that was cropped maybe a little too much for dress code, chunky sandals that tied the whole ensemble together, and a juicy couture bag slung over your shoulder. you were the definition of a dream in klitz’s eyes.

he watched the way the skin of your stomach rippled with each step, the way your breasts bounced deliciously, the way you were just oozing confidence he had never seen from you before. he felt his heartbeat pick up and he had to force himself to look away.

but then he looked back and he noticed more. the way your skin of your hips bubbled over the edge of your pants, the way you were smiling at the sight of the boys and rolling your eyes at any of the boys who used to tease you suddenly taking an interest in you.

“KLITZYYY!! ELI!! MATTY!!!” you shouted, picking up the pace and running to the boys.

klitz gulped loudly, swallowing a lump in his throat as he watched the way your body moved with your actions. he’d never seen you this way before. you always wore baggy clothes, hiding yourself. he knew you were a little insecure about showing your body in a world that only appreciated pornstar skinny bodies, but he’d never imagined you looked THIS good.

he just knew he’d be spending the night imagining you again, only this time he’d actually have something to go off of. he instantly felt guilty about that thought and shook his head. fuck. you’re his friend. his friend he flirted with on a regular basis. his friend he was extremely attracted to. god.

eli started running to meet you halfway and caught you in a hug. “Y/NNN!!” he picked you up and twirled you, making you squeal out of excitement.

“eli!! i missed you!!” you smiled, hugging back tightly. “how was your summer???”

he instantly started filling you in on all the things they did over the summer while klitz and matt continued walking over. klitz seemed nervous. he was visibly shaking and looking around. matt seemed happy, but did a good job keeping his cool unlike his two friends.

“klitzy!!” you smiled once he was close enough, instantly pulling him in to a tight hug. he wrapped his arms around your waist, bending down slightly so you didn’t have to stand on your toes to hug him comfortably. he could smell your perfume and took a deep breath, holding you closer, feeling your body against his-

you kissed his cheek. “i missed you!” you smiled. “oh, whoops, i left some lipstick on your cheek—“

“LEAVE IT!” eli shrieked. “leave it!! i’m getting the sense him having lipstick on his cheek will attract good attention.”

“yea, well i’m getting the sense he’s gonna look like a bozo idiot ratio all day if he leaves it.” matt said.

“i’ve got a makeup wipe right here, don’t even worry babe.” you smiled, pulling one out of the little packet and wiping his cheek clean.

his breath was shaky. “babe?”

“whoopsie, just let that one slip there, huh? yknow, sometimes i really just don’t think before i speak. i’ve been meaning to work on that!!”

“don’t worry about it..” he trailed off, his head feeling fuzzy. you just called him babe. even if you didn’t mean it..

you smiled up at him. “can we talk?” you turned to eli and matt, giving them a look that clearly meant you wanted some privacy.

matt easily took the hint and had to drag an oblivious eli away while he was shouting about not getting the chance to fully catch up with you.

once they were finally gone, you took a shaky breath, adjusting your bracelets. “so… any girls over the summer?” you started.

he chuckled. “i promised i wouldn’t, didn’t i?”

you smiled, chewing your gum at a quicker pace now, as if the speed matched your emotions. his eyes flicked down to your lips, noticing the glittery tinted gloss on your lips and god did your lips always look so kissable? had it just been the distance and the time away that made him feel this way?

he couldn’t care less. he just wanted to kiss you.

“well, the only reason i asked that if you wa-“

he couldn’t take it anymore. “can i, please, kiss you?” he stuttered, cutting you off.

your eyes widened, and you nodded your head frantically. he reached a hand out, cupping your cheek and pulling you in, tilting his head down to meet you halfway.

when your lips met, you swore you felt thousands of butterflies flap their wings in an instant. you giggled, pulling away.

“wanna hang out after school?” you asked.

he didn’t even say anything, he just nodded his head quickly. you giggled.

“good. because i’ve got a few ideas on what we could do.” you winked.

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istherewifiinhell · 2 months

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Carrot Pineapple Muffins

The recipe for the muffins seen here, well. Sort of anyway.

Recipe as written, on a page from maybe a website or book? I just have a photo copy I reprint as needed (read: as the paper falls victim to mishaps)

1 1/2 cups flour

1 cup sugar

1 tsp baking powder

1 tsp baking soda

1 tsp cinnamon

1/2 tsp salt

2/3 cup salad oil

2 eggs

1 cup finely grated raw carrot

1/2 cup crushed pineapple with juice

1 tsp vanilla

Sift flour, sugar, baking powder, baking soda, cinnamon and salt together in large bowl. Add oil, eggs, carrot, pineapple and vanilla.

Blend on low speed until all is moist, then beat for 2 minutes at medium speed. Half fill greased muffin tins and bake at 350 F for 25 minutes.

Makes 24 muffins. -Mrs. W. Atkins Agincourt, Ontario

Well thank u Mrs. Agincourt, the impact uve had on my life is not insubstantial. If you would like these muffins id def reccomend just making them as is...

however... u dont have a recipe in your life this long and Not Fuck With It.

Number One alteration that ive never NOT done (well maybe once by accident?) blend those pineapples. well it very well might be to ppls preference to have little morsels of pineapple in there. but a blended pineapple slurry just makes it like. applesauce muffins. just a nice moist texture throughout idk

Number 1.5 is u can make this a cake if u like. i guess thats obivious. BUT. Its good. i had this for many a birthday. ice that shit, normal buttercream please what is with the cream cheese obsession i dont know. do what u like but dont limit urself to expectation okay. Bakes into a nice really brown cake. U gotta bake this recipe like 'well done' if u want it to have any kind of structural intregrity so its kinda? crusty? i like it tho.

Number 2. ratios. in an impluse that im sure started in some healthy eating for the kids blah blah. but its just how i make it now. I tend to increase the pineapple and decrease the oil and use one egg? how much?? ehhhhhh..... like like a cup of pineapple. and 1/3 oil? does that math out? probably not idk. dont do it like how i do it maybe probably but thats how i do it

ALSO. MORE CINNAMON. Live deliciously. could go up to a tbsp of cinnamon honestly. Maybe even apple pie or chai spices. Could do whatever.

Number 3. definitional quibbles. "makes 24 muffins" whos muffins.... i find this tends to make me about 15 large muffins. maybe 16-18 if u want to be safe from over flow? and more if u want to fill em with a jam thing.

"finely grated carrot" using a grater with wholes less that like... idk half a centremeter gives me a bad time. u want like. chedder cheese size not parmesan.

oh also "salad oil" i use canola or vegatable. is that what it means by that? [makes i dunno noise] you could sub with various melted fats. there would be differences but not a big deal. butter or marg or coconut. whatever.

Number 4. Process. Oh mostly just I mix all the liquids together and then add them to the dry ingredients. (u could pop them all into blender together if u want) im mixing this shit by hand so u know. usuaully i do carrots a dry ingredient but that might not even be a good choice again ignore what im doing.

and again bake time. Ur really gonna want to check on them to to make sure their done. like toothpick check colour check whatever. their moist so its not a big like. over cook problem i think. AND i think theyre really good after sitting in the fridge or freezer and getting reheated (fresh baked goods are soooo tasty but a microwave is also a wonderful invention)

post thought. the jam. i dont usually fill these muffins usually i save that for applesauce ones, but i did last time. i tend to just heat whatever frozen berries, little lemon or lime juice. uhhhh maybe 1/4 cup of sugar? in a small sauce pan. how much fruit. ??? enough. i fill each muffin with like. a tablespoon. so idk. math that one out. needs to be a thick sauce! (however if its TOO thick then u also lose out on messy pick apart muffin treat. ur call) and chilled. if u wanna avoid Big Mess Muffin. lmao. u could swril the jam in or whatever else to but. effort.

#some shit #howssss this lmao #as always all my cooking/baking experience is EXTREMELY. oh eh you know #when they say baking is a science u gotta know. theres a lot of ways to do science.

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snippychicke · 4 months

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Cats & Ships-- Part Eight

Title: Cats & Ships

Overall Rating: Teen for now, will go into mature at a future date

Trigger warnings: Nothing beyond what's in the live-action series. I mean, Kuro's still manipulative and paranoid. It gets better tho? Slowly?

Pairings: Captain Kuro (Klahadore)/Reader; hints of Kaya/Usopp

Summary: It started out as a means to get information as Khaladore. Who would be better to provide information regarding the high seas than Syrup Village’s Harbormaster? Except, for the first time in a very long time, Kuro found himself trusting, and even liking, the young woman he shared tea with every week.

And then the Straw Hat Pirates arrived and ruined his plans. Except fate decided his story wasn’t done there.

Nor was yours.

Masterlist here! | Read on Ao3!

By the time you woke the next morning, the Black Cat Pirates had loaded up their loot and had already set sail, not even a speck on the horizon.

You could admit, you were a little miffed. The damned bastard had saved your life, apparently carried you home when you passed out on him, and then left before you could even say thank you.

Granted, what else did you expect? Even if he had meant the things said in the heat of battle, there was the whole fact he was a pirate and you, well, weren't. Nevermind the whole history between you, which alone was a huge tangled mess.

You shouldn't feel this way. You shouldn't miss the bastard. But you had -- you did. You loved being able to spend time with him last night. Seeing him again, the fondness in his eyes. And then snuggled up to his side…

God damn, those feelings for Klahadore had transferred right into Kuro and seemingly intensified despite everything.

Then things started to arrive via the post, and only the first package had a note: ‘For Safekeeping.’ There were no notes on who would have sent it, but you really didn’t need any clues when you opened the first small box and found easily over a thousand berries inside, making you gasp and quickly close it, hoping no one had seen.

Soon you had more money hidden away under the floorboard of your home than you had seen in your life. Along with other valuable items like raw gems, bars of gold, jewelry. All sent in small boxes every few days that never really caught the attention of the villagers or the postmaster. Well, other than the fact the influx of mail meant that there was a chance you had a suitor somewhere, which only made you laugh.

What the hell did that pirate have planned? Was he simply using you as a guardian for the treasure his crew looted? Did he trust you that much? Granted, you were hiding it away instead of spending it or turning it over to the authorities.

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As if things couldn't get more complicated, you soon had an unexpected visitor.

Kaya herself.

She looked almost like another person as she entered the Tavern. No longer looking exhausted and half-dead, her eyes were bright with those dark circles retreating, and her skin no longer pallid.

Her smile was full of life, making you grin while you made your way to the young woman standing at the bar of the tavern. "Kaya! I wasn't expecting a visit!"

"We have a mid term break," She confessed as she met you with a hug. "And, well, I don't really want to return to Syrup Village just yet."

"I understand, and I'm happy you came to visit!"

The morning was spent catching up between orders, Kaya sharing stories of the larger city and her classes, while you tried to avoid the largest stories you had.

Because seeing the young woman again had reminded you of Kuro's plot as Klahadore, and guilt ate at your stomach. You could still recall her shaking as she recounted that night. Of fearing for her life, hearing Kuro’s mocking words and searing tone filled with hate.

Stories of a man you had only caught glimpses of in those dark eyes, but never truly faced yourself. The Kuro you had met was cold and reserved, but you had seen the crack in his defenses, revealing a man unable to trust anyone. Afraid of being betrayed at the drop of a hat, but also so ready to leave a life of piracy behind.

And you had the loot stored in your home proving not only that he trusted you, but he was working towards that goal.

Yet there was that fear that you were just another pawn, another stepping stone just like Kaya had been. And that those blades would soon be stabbing through your heart as you looked into eyes that didn’t hold any warmth.

As if summoned by your thoughts, the postman dropped off another small package along with the rest of the mail, and unfortunately caught Kaya’s attention before you could slip it into the back. “There’s no sender listed?” she noted as she studied the box roughly little larger than her hands.

“Yeah. A-a secret admirer,” you excused without really thinking. “Keeps sending me…things.”

Kaya’s dark eyes lit up with excitement as she grinned. “Oh? Like what?” She pushed the box towards you. “Open it!”

Ah.

Shit.

The tavern was empty except for a few regulars lingering at their usual booths, the mid afternoon slower than molasses. It gave you no excuse, so with a heavy heart you grabbed a pair of scissors to cut through the tape.

Half a dozen gold ingots, and then a smaller package wrapped in brown paper, which was new. Your own curiosity was too strong to resist pulling it out and undoing the twine tying it shut.

A simple little necklace with a black-cat pendant, and a folded note. For you. Twine is for my namesake.

Oh. An actual gift? And a black cat at that? The symbolism wasn’t lost to you, and your heart squeezed painfully with the influx of emotions.

Except it took a sour turn when you saw Kaya, her smile gone and her eyes as sharp as when she had come to confront you about Klahadore. Apparently the significance of the black cat wasn’t lost on her either. Or maybe she recognized the sharp cursive of Kuro’s writing. “Secret admirer, huh?” she stated darkly, making you sigh.

“Listen, it’s… it’s complicated.” Unable to withstand her harsh gaze, you looked back to the pendant in your hand. “I didn’t say anything, because I wasn’t sure how to bring it up.”

Kaya was quiet for a moment before taking a deep breath as if to calm herself. “Well, the subject is up now. So, tell me. Were you really in on his plot back home?”

“What?! No!” You swore swiftly as you looked up at her. “No, I had absolutely no clue about that, I swear. Klahadore’s real nature was just as surprising to me then as it was to everyone else.”

She relaxed slightly in her seat, her hands releasing the cup of water that she had been clenching tightly. “Then… when you saw him on your way here…?”

“We were still at odds with each other,” you explained. “Neither of us knew if we could trust the other, but I think… we both wanted to. Not too long after that, his crew ended up here…” And you ended up tipsy, in his lap, and heard him confess that he fully expected him to try and kill him. That he expected everyone to be willing to slit his throat or poison his tea. “We… came to an understanding. I promised that I wasn’t interested in revenge, and that he could trust me not to stab him in the back. Which… turned out to mean a lot to him. And then the Jones Pirates came to town.”

“I had heard rumors of that,” Kaya confessed as you trailed off. “And the rumors that the Black Cat Pirates had liberated the town, but I didn’t believe it.”

You gave her a wry smile. “I don’t blame you, but that’s essentially what happened. Our dark saviors. The marines wouldn’t help, but they did. Jango-- his right-hand man, had even backed up Kuro’s claim that…”

“All of this was because I heard you were in trouble. I didn’t even think before commanding my crew. No plan, no nothing. Merely the sole thought that I had to get to you.”

“That once the captain heard, he was on a warpath to get here as quickly as possible.” It felt like a confession of a different kind when you said it like that, even without saying why he was so hellbent on rescuing the town.

There was a lull of silence as you fingered the small pendant, and Kaya studied her drink, both of you lost in thought.

“Klahadore was always fond of you,” She admitted after a long moment. “I could tell he looked forward to your ‘weekly meetings’. I actually remember once teasing him about it being a date and he had actually blushed while he waved it away, insisting that a Harbormaster would have no interest in a lowly butler such as himself. He always seemed happier on those days, more prone to smiling and a little less strict.”

“I hate what he did,” You stated. “I hate that he lied and manipulated all of us. I hate that he’s a pirate and that I shouldn’t trust him. But yet….”

“You do,” She finished for you, looking rather sympathetic. “I can tell. You trust him-- you care for him-- don’t you?”

You nodded your head guiltily. “I do. So much. Even though logically I know it could all be one of his plans, that I could just be another pawn… my heart says I can trust him. That the fact he is trusting me to safeguard this means that he really does trust me. That all of this might be real.”

Kaya smiled wryly. “Is it silly that I’m both happy and hurt? That after everything, I still miss him?”

You pulled the younger woman into a hug, which she quickly reciprocated. You could feel tears soaking through your shirt and rubbed her back soothingly. “I think it's perfectly normal. Or, at least, I understand how you feel.”

#one piece #one piece live action #klahadore #captain kuro #Klahadore/reader #Kuro/reader #kuro one piece #kuro/reader #black cat pirates #opla kuro #opla

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accio-victuuri · 2 years

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MY SDC 5 Episode 11 thoughts 💭

I can’t believe we’re down to the last episode before the finals. for all the excitement of yibo joining this season ( and my personal bias towards this show ), I feel like it went by too fast. So I just had to write down my favorite moments from tonight. It was excellent because, well, it was all battles. The heart & soul of this show will always be dance battles and how raw it is. Those moments really come across the screen especially to the audience, even if we’re not there physically.

SPOILERS AHEAD SO BEWARE. ❌

How can I make this without applauding the one & only - Sean. I swear. From Day 1, this kid got me. He did so well in all the survival battle rounds and I am so thankful for Poppin C cause he saved him to get through to the Finals. 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

and I didn’t know they were familiar with each other, but since they both do popping, it makes sense. It’s so cuteee!

The part about them talking about their regrets and wishes was also cool cause it gave us an insight to their personal lives. I’m cackling at Zyko & Dykens writing down they wanna go to Disney Shanghai & Great Wall of China WITH HANGENG. It was a good move cause obvs, the good host that he is couldn’t possibly say no. I hope they all get to go on that trip. Lucas was again super cute talking about how his mom would comment on posts about him @ SDC. He clearly just wants his mom to be proud of him. 🥺

The past seasons had great personalities that you can’t help but love and at the beginning I thought SDC5 will not deliver. I was wrong. The combination of well known dancers and new generation brought out people that I grew attached to. I’m sad Yuki & Doudou were eliminated but they have a bright future ahead. ☀️

THE INITIAL BATTLES for a save. Zyko. That’s all. I don’t care and do not remember anything else but Zyko battling. How can someone be so creative and work well his team + be a beast in battles all at the same time? I am convinced he is some kind of a genius. I’be said it before but I’m happy that he came back.

( i mean look at that. and he owned the battles. completely. )

Tho my favorite part would have to be the 2nd round of “save” care of the Masters. All these amazing dancers? We had all of them last season? I can’t! This is why some people can’t help but compare S4 and S5 this line up reminded how amazing last season was. and the fact that yibo danced a lot.

AND OMG ROCHKA. I forgot how fun it is to watch him dance / battle! Look at the reactions of the dancers and you’ll know he’s got that vibe in him. Observe Kyoka, homegirl is feelin the moves!

AND FINALLY, the collab I didn’t know I needed was AC & SIWEN! Miss prim and proper with the Chaos that is AC. The performance was fun and sexy! Yibo definitely liked it — he said his thoughts about Siwen’s progress. It’s actually one of the things I like about Bobo as a mentor. You don’t have to the absolute best. You don’t have beat yourself up every day that you don’t get the number 1. You just have to be better than who you were yesterday. Progress is the most important.

I also felt for Siwen when she pretty much said she’s a loner and doesn’t get along with people. but joining SDC 5 changed that. It’s moments like this that make me think that humans aren’t trash. gives me hope. Lol.

AND UH— I definitely caught this moment. Bouboo whispering to Yibo like a schoolboy after Siwen’s performance. HAHAHAHA! and Yibo being the supportive friend. I remember that episode ( hotpot ) where Yibo was lowkey teasing him about Siwen. I can’t blame Bouboo, she is gorgeous!

THAT IS ALL. It was so much fun! I’m feeling the separation anxiety now but I gotta prep for the Finale. We know how exhausting that is. Looking forward to 10/29 🤍🤍🤍

P.S. Thank you to this season for giving us Shipper! Wang Yibo.

#personal #street dance of china #street dance of china spoilers

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chereserene · 8 months

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Random Thoughts

re: long post ahead don't read i just wanna vent out how my I am emotionally.

May comfort food ako palagi after a long tiring day. May bilihan kasi ng siomai, toge at gulaman malapit sa school. Every other day nabili ako kapag kailangan ko bawasan yung mga iniisip ko or di kaya magself reflect habang naglalakad pauwi kasi walking distance lang naman yung school. Masarap kasi yung toge ni nanay to the point na minsan kahit wala ng suka and 5 pesos lang siya worth the price para sa isang katulad ko na mastress at malulungkot na naman paguwi. This past months I barely eat with them (family). Tho, weekends na lang kami halos nagkakaabutan at nagkakausap ni Mama.

Hindi ko alam umiiwas talaga ako sumabay ng kain (sa ibang fam relatives). I already said na andito sila sa, bahay months na and I really don't know why stress ako just by being around them. Hindi ko mahanap yung comfortability sa home. And it makes me so fucking tired.

At the same time, umuwi na yung kapatid ko. But i feel that we're distant. Feel ko hindi ko nagampananan yung responsibility ko as her ate nung wala siya. Because she told me na gusto niya raw kausap nung time na nasa barko siya and she needs comfort to the point na alam ko hindi ko nabigay at that specific moment na kailangan niya. At the same time, naiinis ako kasi masyado siyang mabait just like mom and she already had the capacity to decide on her own na and for me feel niya malaki na siya.

I also get jealous how my mom treated her than she treats me. Pakiramdam ko mom is being unfair on some days. And for me, she sees me as someone she can lean on and hindi isang anak that I also need to be taken care off like a small child hahaha. Ang hirap rin maging first born child na walang nagchicheck sayo if okay ka pa ba at certain point kasi they saw you as a responsible child and bigger one. It makes me sad knowing na emotionally nahihirapan ako and ako pa palaging nagsasabi na I'm open to talk about this feelings pero ako palagi yung nagtatago sa kung anong nararamdaman ako. It keeps heavy and heavier as the days goes by kasi pakiramdam ko I'm not doing my part as an ate and bilang anak.

Then, I realized damn I really don't know paano nangyari na I spend most of my time being distant with those ppl around me kasi sobrang nadidrain talaga ako every time na kakausapin ako for their personal reasons. Madalas hindi ako nagrereply and tangina hindi ko alam kung bakit, maybe I always got too emotional to the point na papasok yun sa akin hanggang magkaroon ng effect that ill be emotionally and mentally drained.

Kasi tangina even sa school, if may mga students ako na pinapatawag sa guidance office to talk about their certain behaviors, ayun hanggang paguwi naalala ko pa rin sila at yung kwento ng buhay nila na maski ako iiyak na ata kapag pinapakinggan ko.

Also, hindi ko rin alam paano ako dumating sa point na bigla akong nagtransition into someone na nagiging independent, matipid and learning things to do in an easy way. Nawalan ako ng pake sa nararamdaman ng ibang tao if hindi sila beneficial for me.

Kapag ramdam ko na this person is taking advantage of me. I also do the same with them. Kapag pakiramdam ko na low energy yung binibigay sa akin and im giving what I have to this person. Bigla akong nawawalan ng gana makipagusap and i don't find the person beneficial for my growth, nawawalan na ako ng gana in all aspect (the same as my relatives na wala ng magandang sinabi kundi i doubt yung kakayanan mo).

Like tangina, hindi ko alam why. Maybe I got used for being such a giver at dalang dala na ako na kapag may nagtitake advantage of my kindness, what I give and etc.

Nagbago siguro ako when me and him parted ways. Baka nagself reflect lang ako na I was left behind for a reason na ang bilis mangyari and di ko alam na totoo na pala yung nasa isip ko na iiwanan rin ako pero still i tried falling in love.

Kaya siguro iwas na rin ako na makipagusap kasi I'm afraid na baka maiwan ako for certain reasons na ill blame myself na may kulang sa akin or mali sa akin kaya ako iniiwan.

Don't get me wrong, if you think that I'm taking advantage of you, I know we both are.

Hahah ang daming thoughts na kailangan ko pagsamahin para gumaan yung feeling kapag naisusulat mo. It bothers me this past weeks and months.

Sana maging okay na. Sana gumaan na rin yung feeling and ill get back to my usual self. I really wanna spend time talking with mom and sabay kaming kakain lahat (mom and sisters) and talk about how our day was lalo na sa school and work. I wanna vent out and explain my side why I came to this point.

Saan nga ba tayo uuwi kapag nahihirapan na tayo?.

#prserene

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0alanasworld0 · 11 months

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morocco v south africa rant

amallah, ounahi and amrabat were sorely missed today.

its time to bring bilal and abde^2 back up because lord knows we need the depth.

raihani would do a good job fulfilling ounahi's role and keep that moroccan tiki taka thing going on with ziyech.

abde is a fantastic winger that is very reminiscent of what boufal usually does, albeit a bit raw. he would have been valuable today and against cabo verde imo. i think he would link up well with en-neysri because they both thrive in chaos and are wonderful at putting pressure on the opposing defences. perhaps abde is better suited to a super-sub than a starter for now tho. i hope his time at barca transforms him into a starter because a full 90 minutes of his playing style (with the barca refinement) would really bring some energy to the attack and take a little bit of pressure off boufal. the same for sabiri but i would argue he would work as a starting player already.

bilal is very young and a very raw talent but he's proven his quality on the national team plenty of times so i see no problem in having him start games. he's clearly miles ahead of today's midfield.

as for the amrabat situation, i genuinely don't know if its even possible for anyone else to fill his role. to the point where i wonder whether its worth even looking. the easiest course of action would be to simply figure out a different system for when he can't play. which is probably best anyway for longevity.

zakaria and anass r good players. they've shown their level in their respective clubs throughout the season but they lack the confidence to deliver those performances for the national team. i think they should remain as subs and if they are to start, it should be for games like today that don't put any kind of tournament at risk. they'll grow into monsters for the team eventually.

defensively, i would say that they're near flawless. aguerd and saiss top notch as always. attiyat allah and the other one do well in terms of pushing forward. mazraoui is usually fantastic so i will put today down to post-season fatigue and also wager a guess that he would have improved if he'd stayed on a bit longer. el yamiq and dari and fantastic as subs or even starters for when aguerd and saiss arent available. chadi riad will eventually be ready too.

munir didn't have a great game today but thats kinda the nature of goalkeeping. he has a plethora of outstanding performances to comfortably call today a fluke. bounou has had those days too. not worth worrying about the goalkeeping because it genuinely doesn't get better than those 2.

this team is far from perfect or invincible but most teams are in that position atm. i would actually argue that morocco is in a much better position than most national teams because they have an incredibly strong, clear starting lineup. that starting lineup from the brazil match is undoubtably the ideal going forward. today proved that and also showed everyone which players should be kept on the squad should anything happen to that starting XI. we know which players are currently best fitted for the starting XI and the subs. a lot of today's starters have some work to do before they come back. hopefully they can improve at their clubs or international friendlies and come back a lot stronger.

in conclusion, it'll all be fine. deadass, theres nothing to worry about. we would rather come to these conclusions now than during the knockouts. its good that different players got a chance because its clear what works and what doesn't moving forward.

#i pray that ounahi and amallah have speedy and complete recoveries

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kibblemaniac · 1 year

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hi guys! a couple of days(?) ago i posted this wipV

im actually almost done with the sketch, i just need to draw frank and julie and ill be done!

ill definitely be polishing this bad boy but as for posting it publicly.. I think ill wait until clown is back from his break. I've got 2 reasons why.

1 clown seems very stressed right now and whatever kind of attraction to welcome home i could cause could stress them out more! dont wanna kick them while theyre down, yknow?

2 i just.. kind of want clown to see the finished product? thats definitely wishful thinking on my part, but i really do want him to see how much i enjoy his project and how much fun i have drawing his characters. i dont think theyd be able to see it until after they come back

ill still be posting small doodles here and there, but bigger stuff like this will be private until then. (or at least just not posted here online) im not sure if ill wait until clowns back to continue writing my fic (this one https://www.wattpad.com/story/338828243-there%27s-a-human-in-the-neighborhood-i-apologize tumblr mobile wont let me do the link word thingy) i enjoy writing it and it looks like its gained a small following on wattpad, so im still deciding on that. i just hope the people who enjoy that fic enjoy the writing for raw!fruit.

speaking of raw!fruit, while im still bummed out about losing a lot of my files, ill be attempting to redraw those two lost pages this weekend, as i think ive regained enough muscle memory. i think ill get a usb drive for raw fruit specifically, just depends how busy ill be this weekend.

well, that's all for now i think. just some general art updates (mostly about welcome home tho)

#welcome home puppet show #welcome home #welcome home fanart #art updates #raw!fruit #not art #well theres art attached but yknow #yui94 #important

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onlyoneofyouu · 7 months

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Ah Jo, I just read the post about Freefall (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)

You deserve kudos and all the love for speaking about what you went through this year. I wouldn't be able to do this and I'm glad TxT are helping you a lot rn (⁠o⁠´⁠･⁠_⁠･⁠)⁠っ

And overall, I just agree about everything you said. Lore aside, it's clear that they had fun while recording and working on the album. They found the genres where they're currently more comfortable and they're going to use them.

And also OOOOOH you liked Growing Pain too?! Yeeeees 😭

My rock/metal fan inside me screamed, cried and went "YES, THAT'S MY BOYS. THEY DID IT FOR MEEEEEESEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"

And then I claimed the song as my fave, as my precious thing that no one should talk badly about or I'll go full rage mode (for legal reasons, this last part is a joke. Taste is subjective, yadda yadda).

Even tho I confess that a little tear came from my face after listening to the song for the, like, fifth time. I thought "Damn, Chester would have loved covering it (you know, Chester Bennington from Linkin Park)...And now I'm here, being a little emotional and teary about it 🥲😭

And I'm also projecting what would ever happen if TxT will ever go full rap/nu metal one day. I don't think it can happen because they need to find a vocal coach for teaching them how to growl or scream without losing their vocal chords five minutes later and also because they seem to not be into metal in general 🤣

Unless they'll do a collab with my girls Babymetal...ACH I shouldn't think about it or I'll project too much. But maybe a Japanese single...AAAAAAAAAAAAAH 😭

Better if they stick in the normal rock.

Also, idk you but I highly, HIGHLY, prefer Blue Spring live instead of the studio version 🥲

It seems the studio version is missing something 🤨🤔

Which is a bummer, the song is good 🥲

Teresaa thank you so much for your words 🥺🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 i'm also really glad i have txt to give me joy, support and relief 🥲 as always i don't want to rely on it too much because it puts pressure on artists that are human too and can't solve all of our problems, but music itself keeps being there for me and i'm always going to rely on that ❤

With lore involved it can become even more tricky for groups to express themselves through the music, so i'm really glad txt are given the opportunity to do that anyway!! (it certainly helps that the lore itself was built to fit the experiences of young people, but you know, as taehyun said on his last live, gbgb for example felt more forced for him because he wasn't really feeling what they were supposed to portray) for as much as i'm a lore enthusiast, if leaving it behind meant having more creative freedom for a group i'd support it 100% *coff coff ateez coff coff*

i'm also glad the company keeps overall acknowledging and respecting that txt shine and are more comfortable with certain genres yup yup!

i'm usually not an hard rock and metal enthusiast, it depends on the song, and Growing Pains is one of those for me 🥰 you claiming and defending it is like me with Dreamer sksgskhsks

... 🥺🫂 i'm not fan of Linkin Park, more of a casual listener, but i also thought about them when i heard it... also and me and my brother yesterday night were listening to some music together and one of their songs came up and i was like "full circle!"

i love how one way or another txt found a way to make us all shed at least a few tears :")

the vocal coach part made me crackle 😭😭😭 anyway bestie, delulu is the solulu 🤝 maybe they'll never go full metal but i hope they give us more hard rock and metal inspired in the future yes 🙏 let's manifest 🕯

so i'm not the only one part 2!! i feel the same way 🤝 i also prefer Blue Spring live version! its rawness just perfectly delivers the feelings, the studio version doesn't sound as good for some reason, so i'm keeping my dear blue spring live concert ver mp3 file in my playlist 👍

#teresa 🎨 ☁️#joanswers

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Hi, I would like to write a monsterfuck fic in another fandom, but it's really not a thing there. I tried before and it's probably my least popular fic, but I really want to do it again (I want to write something about loving someone else despite and because of their monster parts). I'm just a little worried about people's reactions, I guess.

Do you have any advice?

I am a big fan of your fics!

Thank you sweetheart!!! What a lovely ask to get 🥰

I mean, if you’re a reader of my disasters you’ve probably noticed that, like, a lot of my super monstery stuff also goes unread even tho it’s a more monster-friendly fandom. I’ve been where you’re sitting; I get it. Is it worth writing? Is it worth posting if you know no one will give it even a passing glance? Will all the comments, if you get any, just be “ew, why?”

WELL LET ME TELL U. IVE GOTTEN MY FAIR SHARE OF IFFY COMMENTS “uh that was… something.” “Tf did I just read” “no.” (I’m not including the oven fic’s comments that was designed to elicit those comments lmao) and boy, is that shit disheartening! I get where you’re coming from; it makes you genuinely not want to write.

So then you’re left holding your bag of “no one will like this. No one will click on this, but I wanna write it.” Which is an absolute fucking garbage place to be. So here’s what I’m gonna tell you, anon. Look me in the eyes.

FUCK EM

The fact is they don’t have to like it. It’s a PRIVILEGE that they’re getting to read it!!! Look at me, you are putting something so personal and so lovingly crafted into the world. Even if it goes under the radar, it has an intrinsic value. You have intrinsic value. And what’s more, you are writing about a way of loving another being that is so pure, so raw, and so personal. That’s a part of your very heart that you’re putting into the world. That’s a privilege for other people to read. Writing about love is one of the most beautiful and naked experiences in the world. You are showing a vulnerable, soft part of yourself to strangers. That’s amazing. You are amazing for doing that.

In conclusion, I guess what I’m saying is: it doesn’t matter. Yes, maybe you get a disheartening comment, but what matters is that YOU enjoyed writing it, and that YOU like it. It’s about feeling accomplished, proud of yourself. This is your hobby for YOU. always remember that your writing is for you and you alone at the end of the day. And maybe you occasionally get really wonderful comments, like what I just got from you, anon, and that adds even more to the joy of having bared you soul. Regardless, though, you gave yourself that joy first and foremost. You expressed yourself in a wonderful way, and that’s what made it worth it.

Also, maybe that fandom needs to stop being boring cowards and fuck a werewolf. Be the change u wanna see in the world. My 2 cents

#sorry for rambling this might notve even helped 🤣#but yeah this is for you not them bro #snowbaz was very very inhospitable for monsterfucking right after ws btw #fandom herstory there were many naysayers #there’s a reason I wrote a 2k meta telling ppl to stop cutting off Simon’s wings #anyway ily Ty for coming to the TED talk

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voltfruits · 2 years

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Character bingo, Aubrey? I assume you've perhaps gotten a lot asking for her tho haha, just another free opportunity to talk abt her tho cuz I like your opinions on her :3

haha you're actually the first person to send me a bingo ask, so i very much appreciate it!!

anyway fuck yeah aubrey time let's go

ayy we got a bingo!! i will explain some of these under the cut 👀

so i was debating whether to fill in the "got done dirty by the fans" box, but i ultimately decided not to. fanon characterizations will never reach a 100% perfect consensus, and i've definitely seen some portrayals of aubrey in art and writing that make me cringe (i.e. not letting her show any emotions besides petty anger and embarrassment/never acknowledging the depth behind those emotions)—but at the end of the day, most auby content is good auby content :)

i think of aubrey CONSTANTLY while listening to music. i'm working on a playlist for her but i'm being such a perfectionist about it that i've never even shown it to anyone

do i actually think she needs more screen time? it's complicated. i actually kind of like how you don't really get to spend time with her and get to know her in the real world until one day left... she's a mystery for a couple days but then she gradually starts opening up to you and it's sweet :') i guess it's more the type of screen time; more content shedding light on how she fended for herself over those four years, or details of her childhood friendships (particularly sunny and basil, as i said in my post earlier today), or a scene on one day left focusing on her and hero's bond.

and yeah i honestly do think aubrey is the best character in omori, and there may be some personal bias going into that statement, but i also think she's the most effectively written character in the game. she feels so nuanced and we can learn so much about her just from obscure side quests and environmental storytelling. she's also one of the best representations of raw, unglorified trauma and mental illness i've ever seen in a work of fiction. her pain feels real and ugly and complicated and human. they didn't try to give her Stereotypical Cool Sexy Depression, and ironically i think she ends up even cooler because of that.

#volt answers #anon #omori #aubrey omori #I LOVE HER in case you can't tell #my chaotic sister

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salted-caramel-tea · 1 year

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alright my long awaited (nobody asked) thoughts on the new maneskin album as a bitch that had way too much maneskin on her Spotify wrapped.

OWN MY MIND - 7/10

I rlly fuckin vibe w this song . the instrumentals in my opinion are some of the best in the album . ive been walking about going do u wanna do u wanna own my mind to the point where its annoying ppl.

GOSSIP- 9/10

don't ask me why this song just has a little bit of girlypop to it. anyway I dance in my bedroom to this this is what this song was made for. drunk women to dance around in their bedrooms in a tshirt and underwear. do your sexy little drunk jumping dance throwing ur hair around u will have such a good time. tom morello FUCKS btw.

TIMEZONE - 8/10

made my cry what the fck . my u key is sticky btw I might jst be missing the u from words sometimes . anyway im a sucker for a rock ballad . the Spotify notes saying it was the least thought out song by dam as an anxious love letter,,,, my heart. the raw emotion in his voice. its gonna send me over the edge

`BLA BLA BLA - 6/10

this was probably my lest favourite from the album it just didn't make me feel any kind of way. is it a bad song by any means ? no I think its fun and the storyline of the song is rlly interesting in the whole depicting the perspective of the most toxic boyfriend and playing it in a way that ridicules him but musically it just wasn't my style as much as the other tracks were

BABY SAID - 8/10

BASS LINE !!!!!!!!!!!! SLAY !!!!!! its got a good build to it and i rlly like the overall song it reminds me of something but I cant place what . this is gonna be another one I end up dancing to . it feels like an updated version of a song that would be on il ballo della vita . u know . it has il bella della vita vibes. I fuck w it

GASOLINE- 8.5/10

IVE BEEN WAITIN FOR THIS ONE !!!!!! genuinely I wanted it on the album since we got the teaser last year its such a good song with a powerful message the only thing is I wish it had a bit More going on like the heaviness of the song builds with every 'were gonna dance on gasoline' (and it did a little) so its just musical rock madness by the end if u catch my drift. its still a fucking banger tho and im so happy its on the album

FEEL - 7/10

this song reminds me of something and I DONT KNOW WHAT IT ISSSSSSSS. maybe its something 90s early 2000s but I cant figure it out. parts of the album have very britpop or like 90s rock vibes anyway the lil 'im about to make u feel' then straight into the guitars gets me pumped and I love it

DONT WANNA SLEEP - 7/10

big fan of the instrmentals and when dam shouts when he sings bt its just nit my fave from the album. I do love the dichotomy of the music and the lyrics and Thomas played w that guitar solo

KOOL KIDS- 100000/10

obsessed. very 90s britpop. the rawness the emotion behind it the fact that he was drnk when they recorded it the frustration with the sneering and snobbery of people post Eurovision the references to everything that happened over those weeks the 'eat my shit' at the end. its powerful what does it mean to be cool why is there so much pressure on people to look and act a certain way why do we have all these preconceived notions on people based on everything down to the music they listen to . I love it .

IF NOT FOR YOU - 10/10

im a scier for a rock ballad. the fact this was done in a one-take. the vocals the strings the instrumentals in general its just so gorgeous . im sobbing listening to it rn . I want this as my first dance as my wedding I really do I need to get my boyfriends approval tho. and he actually needs to propose first which won't be soon. I have time to convince him

READ YOUR DIARY - 7/10

I know that this is kinda a dark song about obsession but,, what is that melody . the chorus just goes so hard . its so good. AGAIN THOMAS BRINGING IT ALL TOGETHER WITTH THE GUITAR SOLO !!!!!!!!!

MARK CHAPMAN- 9/10

Im still learning Italian. but this song fucks so hard. genuinely all of their Italian songs are amazing I don't thinks there's one bad one. but the pace the guitars the bass the drums (all of them basically) I love some fast paced rock I love his voice I love this fucking song . Thomas u fucking genius the guitar solo SLAYED !!!!!!!!!!1

LA FINE - 10/10

im quitte literally obsessed w this song. ive made my mm listen to it. I power walk to class listening to it. it has that Teatro d'ira vibes to it very much zitti e buoni in nome del padre moments kind of lividi Sui gomiti vibes as well and girl. thats my fave album. it fucks. this song . and I love how they use their music to discuss important issues and serious topics

IL DONO DELLA VITA- 7/10

the storyline of this song is so interesting in its awareness of appreciating the things you have and what's around you and appreciating the little things and I can see this being phenomenal on stage and being recognised worldwide . I like faster paced songs but I love this song and I think the way it all builds and comes to a climax at the end is gorgeous before it slows down again for damiano and vic to all it all together. brilliant

MAMMAMIA- 10/10

girl it was number 2 in my wrapped second to zitti e buoni. makes me feel like a whore makes me want kill someone in a sexy way its fantastic. sexy ass bass line too. bass player is ALSO sexy.

SUPERMODEL

I was torn on this song when it first released bt the more one been listening to it the more I like it . love the nirvana reference. low waisted pants on onlyfans I pay for that <- best part of the song .

THE LONELIEST- 9/10

this is my mums favourites of the ones ive made her listen to . she likes the music video as well. again I cannot stress enough that domino is such a talented writer his lyrics are genuinely so poetic so beautiful and the band are so talented at building around the lyrics to portray the same form of real emotion with their instruments as domino does his voice everything just fits together and it creates masterpieces. I love this fucking song

the fact that a 6 was the lowest rating here today. I love maneskin fr I believe what theyre doing is reigniting the poplar interest in rock music and they are going to go so so so far . theyre genuinely some of the most talented people of our generation theyre insane. I really hope they expand their tor dates for future tours bc one uk show in england during my uni exam season is killing my Scottish ass . im obsessed w their music fr.

#måneskin

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