Listen I mock myself for being a former pop-punk princess as much as the next person but man oh man when you're on an old playlist and sitting on the bus at the ass crack of dawn to go to work and all the sudden you're hit with "sometimes before it get better the darkness gets bigger the person that you'd take a bullet for is behind the trigger" like yeah. Geez. Ouch.
Yk this thing on tik tok thingy X wouldn't mind being in love with a boy/girl (same gender as X) if it didn't mean being in love with Y, and Y wouldn't mind being in love with X if it didn't mean being in love with a boy/girl (same gender)? Yeah, here's the marauders version:
X (wouldn't mind being in love with the same gender)
James
Pandora
Dorcas (her parents were divorced and her mom was gay)
Evan
Alice
Rita
Remus
Emmeline
Lily
Y(wouldn't mind being in love with X)
Regulus
Lily
Marlene
Barty
Narcissa
Bellatrix
Sirius
Mary
Remus
I know that Remus and Lily appeared twice, but I wasn't sure where to put them
And I'm not saying that any of the above didn't struggle with internalised homophobia