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beafraidbeveryafraid · 2 months
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Have a happy angst week, my dudes! Here is a sad s3 jmart for you~
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yugiohz · 4 months
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"that feeling was friendship, but neither had experienced it before" <- my 15yo friend kageyama tobio
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caitlin-cries · 8 months
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in any life i think i would have found you // dnf
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Dream: The realisation that, once again, I met someone that's not going to be my friend, but something more. They were never meant to be my friend in the first place. I can't avoid it. If I'm going to fall in love, I'm going to fall in love. So this song is a cry to please be gentle, please don't make me even more paranoid.
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brightokyolights · 9 months
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because I knew you :( because I knew you :( I have been changed, for good :((((((((((((((((((((
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unfortunatelyevent · 2 years
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I'M WATCHING 4SD A LITTLE LATE SO I'VE JUST BEEN THROUGH THE ROOMATE QUESTION AND IT COMPLETELY CHANGED AS A PERSON I'M GONNA BE SCREAMING ABOUT THIS FOREVER I'LL BE THE MOST INSUFFERABLE PERSON IN THIS WEBSITE FOR DAYS ESSEK JUST GOT MENTIONED AND HIS DOMESTIC LIFE WITH CALEB IT'S 1 AM AND I'M JUMPING IN MY OWN BED LIKE AN INSANE PERSON AAAAGSUEGJSUSGSGSIGDHHD7HWJG2IHDOISGJDGIDHHGDUGE
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˖° ࣪⊹ Desperation ⊹ ࣪° ˖
Type: Angst
Character(s): Sebek
Format: Oneshot
Catagory: x reader
!!Warnings!!: Mentions: implied violence, blood
Note: This is a second part to the Oneshot "The Call" that I wrote for @fanlovedlt and @shytastemakerthing
Part 1
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It was early the next morning when Sebek awoke, and not his usual awaking at 5am. Groggily turning over as he stirred from his slumber, then the sound of footsteps alerted him of a unwanted presence in his room. Sebek immediately became alert, sitting up in bed. Reaching over to his sheathed sword in the dead of the night. His hand grasped the handle in the sword in a matter of milliseconds, prepared to strike down his foe in seconds before a familiar voice came through the darkness.
"Keep the it sheathed."
He paused at Lilia, wondering what the fae was doing in his room at the ungodly time of two am since the fae had never been in his room without being invited. Especially not when the green haired man was sound asleep.
"Lilia-Sama, what are you doing? Did something happen to Waka-sama-"
Lilia shook his head twords the overprotective teen. Quickly cutting off his line of questioning so that this conversation would be limited to 10 minutes instead of a hour.
"No, they called a meeting. I was just here to leave a note to explain it in case Malleus and I had not returned when you had awoken."
Sebek was surprisingly aware although he had awoken not a few moments ago. This was unusual, the usual didn't have a meeting until at least 8 am unless it was emergency.
"What is it?"
The Vice warden hesated for a few moments. Internally debating whether or not he should inform sebek of the situation, especially since it had to do with the human he had recently grown to be fond of and he didn't know what was to come. Eventually deciding he would figure out anyways and it was best he heard it from a reliable source.
"I am not for certain what is going on, but it involves Grim and prefect."
That was all the confirmation that he needed. Throwing off his comforter and swinging his legs over the edge of his bed. Striding over to his closet and slamming open the door. Throwing his pajama shirt over his head instead of unbuttoning every little button as he usually would. Sliding a random button down shirt over his head before pulling his hoodie on. Changing into his jeans before Sliding on his shoes, grabbing his phone and keys all within a minute before opening the door to his room for Lilia to exit so he may follow close behind...hesitating and looking back at his sword for a moment. Before he swiftly grabbed it before following behind the fae.
Lilia apparently made not objections as they walked through Diasomnia to the mirror and slipping through it to the other side.
The cold air of the cold school hitting his face as soon as he made his way to the other side appearing in the room everyone used as a meeting room for housewarden.
Immediately he was met with the sound of crying, his heart clenching at the context of hid all. Taking a step or two closer to the circle of people gathered around something only to see grim.
"I miss my hench human! You have to bring them home! Please! They wouldn't leave. Not without telling me! They have been gone for hours. I swear I'll be good. Just bring them back."
It was heart-renching to see this usual prideful creature litterally sobing heartbroken on the ground Begging. Pleading. For his friend to return.
Riddle stepped in the center next to the creature , clearing his throat, having a attention direct twords him as he raised his voice to make a announcement.
"The issue has been made clear. Let us waste no more time. Kalim, Vil, Jade, Trey, Leona, Ortho Lilia cover your dorms. Ruggie, Azul, Jamil, rook, Idia, Sebek Search campus. Any questions? No? Let's move."
No on dared ask any questions, this was their prefect. Even if some didn't consider themselves close to the magicless human they at least owed them for all they had done. Sebek ignored everyone else as they scrambled to gather their wits, moving past as he entered the outdoors. Shoving away all his swirling thoughts of what may of happen to his human as he pressed on. Searching through the darkness.
An hour later and he hadn't noticed. The chilly air was in his face making his nose a tad pink. Each and every breath being tainted with condensation making it look like smoke in the frigid air. A distinct crack came from the bushes immediately Sebeks mind went to the worst, his hand flying to his handle, quickly withdrawaling the sword from its sheath. Imaging the worst, huge, magical creature that may have caused you to not return. A snap sound emanated once more as something got closer. Sebek prepared to strike the vile creature where it stood.
Only for a tiny squirl to appear from the bushes. Sebek scoffed at himself for having such a immediate reaction only for it to be futile in the end. Taking a few steps closer to the bush to look a bit closer at the creature only for it to scamper away.
Sheathing his sword about to turn away when a small hint of a dark color in the bushes caught his attention. Taking a few steps closer her drew his wand. Casting a simple light spell to reveal what lay within the darkness.
A dark red substance splattered on the wall as it dripped from the bushes. The smell of metallic hitting him in the face hard. His eyes widening at the sight and darting all over to take in. Every detail.
Then his eyes landed on your skin that was now purple and red in most areas. Immediately kneeling beside you he frantically removed his jacket draping it over you before gently picking you up. His usually gelled hair now down in its natural form and hanging over his eyes. Your skin was as cold as ice to him as he cradled you in his arms. Running his fingers throughout your hair while muttering desperate apologies. Wishing that he could make it all go away. Tears running down his face as he begged your unconscious body not to forgive him, but just to make it.
"I'm so sorry. I failed human. I failed at protecting you. I don't deserve to be called a guard. Please please please don't die. Not now. Not due to my foolishness. I don't want your life cut short."
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blue-asher · 1 year
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Luka Couffaine X Reader Imagine
Been thinking about a scenery where the reader is hanging out with like Marinette, Rose, Juleka AND Luka and then an akuma attack happens (as always). A blow was thrown in the direction of one of the three and when reader intercepts we see what the akuma was about: turns out a girl had her diary read in front of her whole class so her attacks kind of "creates" a diary out of the person and a copy of the girl starts reading your deepest secrets and commenting mean things about them. So, when the blow reaches the reader, the akuma starts saying
"Y/N hates Marinette with all her soul, like, what's up with that girl? Never appreciates what she has and believes a whole lot about herself. (You are really jealous about her aren't you, little one?) Oh! Look at this, Reader is also deeply in love with Marinette's ex boyfriend, Luka Couffaine!! (Aren't you lame? Get a life already!)"
And the reader hears in shock, horrified, and starts screaming Shut Up at the top of her lungs and throws herself at the copy but the copy is not physical so she kind of pass it through and falls harshly to the ground. In pain and shock for the sudden hit, she starts crying and then looks up to see that Luka is staring at her in shock.
When reader realises that the copy follows her wherever she goes, she runs away as fast as she can screaming for the others to not follow her as they hear other minor secrets being reveled (Such as "she copied in the math exam last semester and she used her sisters watercolors without asking for permission").
After the akuma is defeated, the reader comes back to the park were they were hanging out mainly because she doesn't know what to do next. She still feels awful about what the akuma said and she's still in schock (having your secrets spilled out like that takes a toll out of you). But then she sees Luka aproching. Trying to act all cool and like nothing happend -as if her eyes weren't all red from crying- she asks Luka how he is and if everyone is okay. A little unsure, Luka [our lovely boy as caring as always] talks to her in a soft voice and tells the reader that Yes, everyone is okay; No, I didn't get akumatised; Yes, I took Juleka home. After a little silence, just when Luka was about to ask her how she was, the reader abruptly asks about Marinette.
"I feel like I own her an apology...a rather big one" she says blushing in shame.
"Marinette went home after checking on the girls, but Y/N are you sure you wa-"
"Well I better go there then. Could you tell me where the main Street is? I always get kinda lost in this zone"
"I could walk you there later but-"
"That's okay, you should go home with Juleka I don't want to bother you any l-"
Interrupting you, Luka grabs your hands as he noticed that you were lightly shaking.
"Hey, take it slow Y/N... Are you okay? You are shaking. You can talk with Mari latter"
With this the reader starts sobing and repeting like a mantra I'm sorry, it isn't true, I swear. I don't hate Marinette. The things they said; oh, they were horrible! She must hate me now! I'm so sorry.
Luka just hugs her and rubs her back kindly and tells her that they know it isn't true that she is okay. Marinette doesn't hate you. Breath.
After a while, the reader calms down and they end up sitting at a bench from the park. Luka is just waiting for them to talk first.
"I'm okay now" is all she manages to say because she don't where else to start. Sensing this, Luka tells her that he is sorry those "secrets" were revealed so abruptly and that he knows the akuma exaggerated some things. "But, why would you be jealous of Marinette? No, I'm sorry, I shouldn't ask. You don't have to answer that"
"No, it's okay, I..." they take a deep breath to calm themselves down "I might as well just explain. The thing is, I was jealous of Marinette. For a long time, short after I met her and really didn't know her that well. She is just so... She connects with people; it's a second nature for her (you know that for experience). And I... Do not. It was so hard for me to make friends at first, it was a whole Oddisy to talk to her for the first time.
But then, I read that if you keep comparing yourself with others, you'll never be able to be the person you are supposed to be" you say, looking Luka into his eyes as he remembers having told you that time ago. He smiles lightly "So I started working on myself. I allowed myself to take my time and do thing my way and before long, I was talking with you guys as if I knew you for years. Actually comfortable with myself. But that jealousy prevailed. It's hard to overcome self-doubt. I still find myself from time to time wanting to be a bit more like her. So the akuma sort of, took me back in time and I felt like I was that lost girl with no friends from a year ago... So, yeah" after a short pause your face goes red at realising just how much of yourself you had shared. Had you overshared?
"I'm sorry, it was a long monologue. I didn't-"
"It's okay" He simply says and goes for another hug, knowing that you needed one.
After hanging out for a little, you two decide to head home. You'll talk with Marinette tomorrow. He offers to walk you home [I feel like he is the type to just accompany every female friend he has I swear to god-] and you accept. When you are near your house, you stop in your tracks and ask Luka if you can tell him one last thing.
"Well, it was already revealed in the worst possible way so, can I" you doubt for a few seconds and blush "Can I confess to you? In my own way this time. If that's okay with you"
Luka, who was just waiting for you to be ready and was expecting this conversation since he found you in the park, stands up a little straight without noticing. He grins and gently tells you "Of course".
After a very pretty confession for which I don't have the romantic soul to write:
Luka basically tells you that he is still getting over Marinette but that he has been interested in you for a little while and that you have always been a deared friend to him. That he would be delighted to getting to know you better and see how things go.
[I'm a sucker for scenarios of me just hanging out with Luka and getting to know him better. The whole awkwardness of knowing you like each other it's just a bonus]
The next day he receives a call from you, saying if he could guide you because you got lost trying to find the main Street. Again. He could only laugh at how panicked your voice sounded.
He accompanied you to apologize to Marinette.
This was a scenario that just popped in my head one time when I couldn't sleep. I was mainly thinking about how I would really feel with the characters if I really knew them and it hit me hard to realise that I would, probably, actually be jealous of Marinette (even if her character doesn't completely fall in place for me, assuming that she had a consistent personality, I would)... Oh, and that I love Luka.
Peace!
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sleepinginpanic · 9 months
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NOOOOOO SKENDKW NO ONLNONFLSNS NO NONONONONONK CRYING CRYING WHY WHST WHD HE CANT THIS CANNOT BE HAPPENING NOOOOOOOO NONONON SOBBING ACTUALLY SOBING SJBEKB NOOOOOO FUCK OFF WHYYYYY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH THE EMONTION IN HIS VOICE AABAAAAHHHH NOOOOO DONT TALK TO ME NOBODY TALK TO ME IT SOUNDS LIKE HES CRYING IM DEAD IM FULL DEAD YOU CANNOT DO THIS AAAAAAAAHHHHH AGIANG NKEBEKWBDN PLEASE DONT. LEAVE ME AGAGN????? IM SOBIING THROWING UP SOOBING HES LOOLING AT THE SIGNS AAAAAAAHHHHHHH
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Dorian is verry easy to love, legit one of the cutest and most unique durge designs I’ve seen and all his lord is hella interesting! Anymore Dorian factoids about him and AA? I’m kinda interested in how he was with Astarion before he ascended (sorry if you’ve said before and I’ve just missed it)
sobing crying throwing up thank youuu i love my austic creature so much 😭 i wanted my self insert to be a furry and dnd has some very Furry races. im honestly a little suprised more people havent made their bg3 ocs a race other than whats in the game
i drew this a while ago but i didnt really like how it was turning out so i never posted it, but this is essentially what happened when they first met
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so they kinda got off on the wrong foot and would kinda bully eachother but dorian is a freak and got a kick out of his snark and would play along, which astarion warmed up to. honestly they both enable eachother, just because theyre both self indulgent sorts of people. theyre a brat and hes a bitch so imagine how everyone else at camp feels. also dorian got that autistic rizz, theyre so blunt and genuine that they, kind of stupidly, just transparently say what theure thinking all the time, which ends up not just being endearing but also in astarions mind it makes them easy to manipulate bc he already knows exactly what they're thinking. dorian is such an easy target honestly, so when astarion started picking up that dorian was becoming warm to him astarions old training kicks in and propositions dorian in aims of exploiting that fondness. they lost their memory of their first time thanks to their worm lobotomy so they kinda freak like "oh man i dont wanna die a virgin and this hot guy wants to fuck i cant not do it" and thats pretty much as far as i thought about it, i wanna get into the later act 1 and act 2 stuff at some point but i havent actually thought about it all that much xD
but theres sooo much that goes into how the two approach astarion's ascention, their entire relationship has been building up to this pretty intense sort of codependence, wrapped up in eachother's circumstances that they really only see themselves. ig dorian's canon is pretty bleak, companions dropping like flies. the survivors would end up being dorian, astarion, shadowheart, and minthara. so by act 3 theyre really hurting for allies and for firepower. dorian is finding it harder and harder to handle the urge, and is determined to rip their father's influemce from their mind and body. so when they go to bhaal's temple and fucking dies when they reject him, astarion's mind just warps with the fear of actually losing dorian, and while they were codependent before, this event would really plant that seed of what his obsession and possesiveness as the ascendant would become. it wasnt just about freedom anymore it was about keeping what was his. dorian was cautious about him ascending, really just worried for astarion's well being and if something were to go ary, astarion convincing them of course with saying it would be best for him, that it would free him, that he would have the power to protect them both. and dorian is ride or die so they're all in for bogarding cazador's ritual.
and like. they do.
dorian never seen astarion so happy, so relieved. power radiated from him. dorian, being a cleric, is intimately familiar with the divine, that reverence reserved for prayer, that sacred respect for their holy symbols, the awe upon beholding divinity, now was recognized in the vampire ascendant. and he knew it too, "you hold your breath when i speak" astarion indulged this when he proposed turning dorian into his spawn/bride (i subscribe to the bride theory but i like the idea of dorian being reffered to either astarion's spawn or his consort) he turns the whole affair into body worship it was pretty epic. throw in come communion symbolism too why not
i have written way to much i must rest my brain now thank you for asking anon ^w^
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mondaymelon · 4 months
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RAHHHHHH HIHIHIIIIII MELONNN <33
"i had a good dream that i thought was going to be very silly but then the ending was sad and i woke up and was like WAIT NO IT CANT END LIKE THAT . so i reworked the plot in my head and tried to go back to sleep to continue and fix the dream but wegh it didnt work... SOBS."
STOP WAIT I DO THAT A LOT TOO LIKE its like oh no i dont like this scene BOOM rewind! noooo the story cant end like that TRY AGAIN! ueueueueue thats so sad why didnt it work ueueue sobes with you also. FICTIONAL CHARS APPEARING IN YOUR DREAMS IS SO REAL HELP i rmb once i watched a fan animatic of xiao playing the kazoo n that night i dreamt that he was playing a saxophone which sounded like a kazoo n i was throwing confetti n paper money at him,, i hope he appears in your dreams soon i think it will be a very interesting dream hehe.
ALSO. AKABANE KARMA??? HELLO?????? when is it my turn smh. ...vox... akuma.... his cooking streams were the death of me omfg AND WHAT. HYUNJIN AND BEOMGYU??? WHAT. 😀 that was a very interesting dream CRYING they THREW CEREAL AT YOU ?? i.. i won't ask any further. mhm.
THE HEADBOPPING WITH LIGHTS OFF IS SO REAL HAHAHKJDHFKS but for me it's more like my brother walking in on me aggressively bopping to music and walks straight out :'D fun times!
japanese is a nightmare i tell you. i am quite effectively illiterate in japanese sobs n falls to the ground HAHAHSKLJFHLDSJK why. why does 怪我 and 怪我 mean different things WHY. (one is 'blame me' and one is 'injury') why is 娘 mother and daughter at the same time. why. 日本語話とても難しです。*weary noises* but duolingo is actually p good for building vocab i think !! YIPPEE!!
ok yes questions. im a kaeya [BEEEEEEP] i meant kaeya main. LOL i cant think of other fictional chars atm so i will just say!! fav genshin chars!! kaeya beidou ayato kazuha fischl furina kirara collei childe && uhm uhm i forgot the rest OMG YEAH 呵呵以后不想让任何人知道我们在谈什么就可以用华语🤭 RAHHHH i recently became absolutely obsessed with modern family i think its really funny && animes! uhhhhhh spyxfam! campfire cooking! senko-san! the genius prince! my next life as a villainess! parallel world pharmacy! and i forgot the rest! HAHAHAHA ooh ooh okok adding on!! what are the top 3 items on your bucket list for 2024?
giggles loudly back at you HAHAHKJSKJF i get loads of bye-lingual moments though,, (forgot the word for tissue in all 4 languages but somehow knew it was spelt taschentuch in german) & yeahh i switch a lot w my brothers esp when we wanna say stuff we don't want people understanding (read: parents) && normally it's mandarin with parents + english sometimes!! yippee!!
NAH CAUSE THeRE WERE. TWO KARMAS. SOBBING. DONT ASK ME WHY BUT HE HAD A CLONE AND THEY WERE BOTH ROMANCING (?) ME?? idk. that dream was a blur and i dont remember it anymore UGHSDJK
the vox. the vox one. i remember. so vividly. i was a vtuber and we were playing minecraft and i did something super cool and funny and the next day there were clips about me and i sobbed wtih joy and then i woke up in my hotel and laid there for a solid half hour questioning if that was real and knowing it wasnt but praying it was. sobs.
wAI WAIA RYUU ARE YOU. ARE YOU A KPOP FAN. STARES AT YOU. SHAKES YOUR SHOULDERS VIOLENTLY if you are. fave groups and biases pretty please. i am in love with skz + txt + enhypen. E E E EE. E E JFSDODJkldlkjlajs biases are hyunjin (big surprise) n miho, txt bias is beomgyu (another crazy, wild, surprise!!) and honestly i cant choose with enhypen but im sorta leaning towards ni-ki rn... e e e e
dont be shy ryuu. whats the redacted. :) aaa for me fave characters... wai have i already said this idc uhm uhm xiao + kaveh + gorou + dori + nahida + venti + furina + fischl + oh so many more. ik some people dislike dori but she just wants the mula and honestly girl same LMAO
ooo spy x family is the silliest!! (have you seen buddy daddies).. for me im watching several things at once rn but its the apothecary diaries, the eminence in the shadow, and migi n dali !! these are all still airing rn so im having a silly time
uhhodkoadsfd tbf i dont really have a bucket list... if we're talking abt small goals ig its just to get good grades cause of my asian parents, to improve my art, and to finally bring my smau out of its stalemate cause i havent touched it in months and i feel bad abt it... sjdflkd
help when i talk with my brother about things we dont want our parents to hear we cant speak in mandarin cause they know it so we just replace the first letter of every word with b except for some few select examples
like. "brek babing bot bis bere" is shrek's bathing spot is here and dont even ask me why i wouldnt be able to tell you LMAO
and "b-b-b-b-b-beer" is like how are you or soemthing along those lines. my brain fries every time we attempt to speak in bod (dont ask why we named it that either i cant tell you too my brain is empty) and WOADOJFOS SAME HERE !!! uhalkdf hmm more questions... do you read any manhwa / manhua and if so which. because i NEED MORE MANHWA READERS IN MY FEED PLE. A S E
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anradalikesfish · 1 year
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HOLY FUCKING SHIT YOU GUYS
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IM SORRY ITS JUST THIS SONG IS SO VERY SPECIAL AND IMPORTANT TO ME YOU LITERALLY CANNOT COMPREHEND HOW MYCH THIS SONG MEANS TO ME AND ITS GETTING A MANGA ADAPTATIKN AND ITS ABOUT GENDER DYSPHORIA AND I WILL CRY??????
TENIWOHA YOU ARE A GOD I LOVE YOU IM CRYING THIS WONDERFUL SONG AND AOON TO BE MANGA WOULDNT HAVE COME INTO EXSITENCE WITHOUT YOU INLOVE YOU I LIVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU IS THIS YOUR VALENTINES GIFT TO US TRANS FUCKERS VECAUSE ITS WONDERFUL I WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYYY
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saincorner · 1 month
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OI WITH TRIPLE G FL
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Taming the Corrupted
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Author(s): Lico / Purple Village
Artist(s): Nova
Synopsis:
Arlenne Serkia is granted the chance to go back in time and devises a plan to ruin the man who stabbed her heart. The key to her scheme is the Kasadin, renowned for his unmatched swordsmanship and stunning beauty. As the only child, Arlene realizes her family and position is at a disadvantage and she convinces her father to take Kasadin in to act as her sword and shield. But Kasadin has a past much deeper and more dangerous than she realizes... and this drives his own motives for staying close to her, both personal and political. If Arlenne isn’t careful, the user might end up being used!
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The Villainess is a Marionette
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Author(s): Han Yi Rim / Mingle
Artist(s): Han Yi Rim / Mingle
Synopsis:
Cayena, the Imperial Princess, was known as the most beautiful woman in the Empire. She was a woman who knew nothing but evil and luxury.
However, she was destined for ruin: she would be used as a chess piece by her younger brother to secure his throne and killed by her crazy husband.
“I’ll make you the Emperor.”
“… Sister, are you referring to me?”
“In exchange, give me freedom.”
She had to change things before she became that Cayena.
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Depths of Malice
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Author(s): Lachik De / 라치크
Artist(s): Ikk
Synopsis:
After years of hardship that culminate in the form of a terminal illness, Rita is determined to do whatever it takes to survive. It might be the wrong thing to steal somebody else’s body, but she doesn’t care about what’s right or wrong anymore. Now, she’s Verta, the affluent and beautiful daughter of Count Alberhart. She’s in the prime position to enjoy a comfortable life…but the people around her seem intent on breaking her. Well, she’s happy to crush whoever gets in her way. It’s time for them to learn how deep her malice goes…
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The Villainess Turns the Hourglass
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Author(s): SAN SOBEE
Artist(s): Pig Cake
Synopsis:
With the marriage of her prostitute mother to the Count, Aria’s status in society skyrocketed immediately. After leading a life of luxury, Aria unfairly meets death because of her sister Mielle’s schemes. And right before she dies, she sees an hourglass fall as if it were a fantasy. And just like that, she was miraculously brought back to the past.
“I want to become a very elegant person, just like my sister, Mielle.”
In order to face the villainess, she must become an even more wicked villainess. This was the new path Aria chose to take revenge on Mielle who mu*dered both her and her mother
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I'm the Queen in this Life
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Author(s): REFALZIMP / 레팔진프
Artist(s): Miwan / 미완
Synopsis:
“He doesn’t like plump girls! He always imagine it was me in his arms when he hold you.”
The day before my coronation as a queen, my fiancé kicked me out and my sister, who couldn’t be more beautiful, mocked me for being miserable trapped in a tower.
“I was a replacement?”
My perfect fiancé distorted his face at my question and laughed.
“You’re not even a replacement, you are just a substitute.”
I’ll go back and change everything.
The abominable sister, the cruel fiancé, the stepmother who exploited and pillaged me, my biological father… I won’t leave you alone! I will drink your blood and off your flesh!
There is no more nice and sweet second daughter.
“Don’t cry, Ariadne. You deserve better than that.”
The friendly prince, brother-in-law of a previous life, “Darn it! I’m begging you!”.
Even the fiancé of a past life whose attitude has completely changed.
I’ll see the end of this story!
Ariadne, who was born by the cardinal’s ordination. This time, she is throwing herself into a political frenzy to win both love and power.
[ Bonus ]
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Roxana
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Author(s): Kin / 킨
Artist(s): 추혜연
Synopsis:
I accidentally took possession of someone in a 19+ reverse harem novel.
The problem is that I became Roxana Agriche, the older sister of the sub-villain. My damn father kidnapped the heroine’s brother. Now, is the only thing left to meet a terrible end from the vengeance of the heroine?
But what if I can avoid that horrible development?
“I’m also interested in this toy.”
“I’ll protect you until you can get out of here safely.”
The heroine’s brother, Cassis Pedalian, will definitely be able to pay me back later.
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Other works: Boy's Love, Love
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valdederon · 9 months
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FLAMES JOURNEY CHAPTER #6 valdederons pained past in the humans world.
( WARNING GRAFFIC DESCRIPTIONS OF GOREY SLAUGHTER WILL BE IN THIS CHAPTER IF YOU DO NOT LIEK DESCRIPTIONS OF DEATH AND CARNAGE LEAVE NOW !!!!! )
later that day after having vomited exausted from sobing the night before valdederon silently sneaks out to the training room grabing a couple oran berries a water skin and a bag of books before heading into the training hall sneaking through the make shift cation tape --( a mesh of plants with caution panted over it )-- and sits in a quiet corner of the room and begins reading despite a pounding migrane. eventualy loosing track of time trying to distract him self not having noticed kleo sneak in as silently as a predator as he grabs an oran berry and takes a drink of the watter ignoring the pain it causes fromw ater burns witch switfly get remadies by the oran berry.
kleo--- so thats were my water skin went..
valdederon yelps and drops the water skin spilling it all over the floor and his lap causing a light water burn forcing him to whimper.
kleo---why are you drinking water it causes fire types to get water burns.. and were going to talk today.
valdederon--. its a human habit.. i like water.i dont care that it burns.. what ive been through in the past . water burns are a cake walk. they arent a concern to me at all.
kleo---is it why your always burning stuff with your nightmares
valdederon blushes and turns his head away trying to decide weather he should reveal his dark human past to the kind people who took him in when he was lost in this new world. wondering if theyd see him as beyond redeeming for his past actions.
kleo watches valdederon tense up and lower his ears with almost a warning growl.
kleo sighing--- fine.. take your time hun ill be back later to check on you and bring over your school work so we can work on it together i can see you dont have the energy for class rightnow.
she slithers out with out a sound even while crossing over crumbled ash burnt wood and other debris from the wrecked training room. after shes out valdederon again begins to sob flash backs flooding into his mind him 8 years old his little sister only 4 and a half. his mother and father town guardsmen when the peaceful silence is shattered by screaming fire raining from the skies monster running through the streets.. blood splatering in evry direction as monsters rampage and a lone demon aporaches valdederon him charging with a knife only to be back handed into a walkk his sister crying as the sound of bones snapping fade into adrowning sorrowful silence, the demon only speaking a few words that untill now were blocked from his mind.
demon-- youl be an example to all man kind we dont need peace we will take what we want and slaughter all in our way.
the flashback fades to a court mage stumbling on the aftermath 2 whole days having passed the air thick with smoke and rot a lone child clutching a small blood smeared doll.. a gift for his sisters 4th birthday.. all that survived. eventualy the flash back transitions into rage and hatred as a no 26 year old valdederon throws magic evry direction demons all over desperately trying to fend off a brutal onslaught of anger and hate fueled directling into magic attacks some calling valdederon the reaper of death others begging for mercy only to take a fire ball to the chest or lighting down thier back. untill lastly after 5/8ths of the demon population had fallen the rougue demon general dies having had his mind attacked for over 7 years untill it shattered and became a shell. then a royal officer reads a decree of cease fire to the anger of valdederon.
when he looks up he sees neegan trying desperately to call his name.
neegan--- you flame brain you there… valdederon neonis to val…. jeeze … been trying to talk to you for over 2 hours.. what the hell is going on. we just had a match here yesterday and its a .
valdederon weakly cuts him off
valdederon---doesnt matter please just leave me..i dont want to talk to any one right now leave.. now
neegan--- hell no your going to tell me whats going on in that hell fire for a brain of yours.. i fought you long enough to know you had some crap locked up and its clear somthing is tearing you up inside.. the fact i couldnt get your attention for 2 dam hours is not good.
valdederon gievs a soft but weak growl embers sputtering from between his teeth witch neegan knows that to be a back off warning. so he heads out to go bring some more berries and other snacks for him.after another 30 minutes pass valdederon looks at his paws with a whimper almost convinced if he tells the truth he will be shuned and hated and he begins to cry even more having begun to like his new life a milion thoughts racing through his mind and then bolts out of the training room to try and run away from the guild only to trip and fall down a large set of stairs breaking his legs and dislocating his right arm all of witch evergreen the guild medic, witnessed quietly he lifts valdederon and carries the knocked out braixen to the medical wing asking julie to head on up to get kleo as taiga is out visiting another guild for important matters.
kleo--- whats wrong evergreen what happened
valdederon---val fell down the stairs sobbing im verry concerned ..he almost seems terrified now.. hes not..he didnt even see or hear me calling out to be careful.. its like he was not even observing anything.
kleo--- i did tell him we were going to talk about why he keeps having nightmares
neegan walks in having heard about the accident and he leans against the door.
neegan-- hes probably scared to reveal his past i tried asking about it but.. he just gave ma a warning growl.. i think maybey hes afraid to reveal anything .. but i dont know why or what.
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davianos-blog · 3 years
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Damiano David x sister!Reader (little flower)
👠Just testing something new with my writings👠🔥 triggers🔥 angst, talk of depression, anxiety. If you are feeling low please remember my dm's are open.💞
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Y/n wasn't the closest with her parents, and when the moment came she moved together with her big brother. But there was the hard times. Y/n's battle with depression and anxiety. There was lot of moments when she was about to give up.
*FLASHBACK*
Damiano was at practise with the band. It was one of y/n's bad days. The pills.. so easy to just gulp down. And thats what y/n did. Damiano just got out of practise. He had bad feeling in his gut. He drove fast as he could to back. He opened The Doors and heard sobing from the bathroon. He ran upstairs and found y/n.
"Y/n, what happened?" He asked worried.
She didn't say anything. He noticed how her eyes moved to the table where was empty pill bottle. Thats when he realized.
" Oh no no, please stay with me." He demanded on the edge of crying.
He lifted her to the edge of toilet and put his fingers in her throath to get her throw up the pills. It worked out, he never been more scared.
In second he was hugging his little sister while she was trying to get him let go.
"Let me die!" She yelled while trying to hit Damiano.
He knew she didn't meant it. It was just a one of bad days. He wasn't there for her, and almos lost her.
*BACK TO THIS MOMENT*
She rememberd that day like yesterday. But there was more rough days, so much. And her anxiety, it wasn't so bad anymore but the nightmares were.
*LAST NIGHT*
She was running, somebody was after her. Somebody reminding her of all mistakes she has ever made. She was scared, never been more scared.
Then she woke up..all sweaty and stressed. Damiano told her to to him on the nights like this. How much the clock even was?.....3.56 am.. Shit.
She went to drink water but every step she took she became more scared. First she didn't even notice standing in her brothers room. Just when she was about to leave she heard shuffling and sleepy voice.
"sorella, qual è il problema? "
'Sister, what's wrong?'
"Fottuti incubi, scusa se ti ho svegliato. "
'fucking nightmares, sorry If i woke you up.'
"Un piccolo fiore, non è niente. Vieni qui e lascia che il tuo fratello maggiore ti aiuti ".
'little flower, it's not your fault. Come here, let big brother help."
(I'm sorry If The translates are not right. English is NOT my first language and i have no idea of Italy.)
Little flower.... He always called me that. I giggled and went to the little place that he had me on his arms. I felt safe. He cared....he always cares.
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shepard-ram · 3 years
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Greeting everyone this is Ender-anon I am typing this from notepad so apologies if this is riddled with grammer and spelling mistakes but I wanted to get some things out of the wayfirst about your subjects. They will not be dsmp or earthsmp members mainly because I took a look at the Earthsmp member list on the wiki and saw there where 135 names so only the Arctic Empire and Buissness Bay members will be mentioned for sanitys sake the sujects will instead be from a certain story driven tower defence game that I have played since it launced I honestly want to see who can guess the game first,with that out of the way lets get this show on the road. I'm gonna try sending it in parts cause Tumblr won't let me send it all at once.
A day you'll never forget. Part 1
You awoke excited after all you were going with Enciodas to the Artic Empire for reaffirm trade agreement,ok you knew that it would be your regent Enciodas making the deals while you and Tenzin stayed in the royal gardens since you were only there for formalities sake since as you were the future ruler but it would be both your first time leaving your home country and your first time on a plane. You did need to one of your neighbours in order to get a plane as your country didn't have any airfields but it would be worth it to fly for the first time .You hurried to pack a book and toy to keep yourself occupied while the grownups did their boring grownup talk ( though if the look in your regents eyes when he looked over the trade agreement draft it would be anything but boring) the book was a simple collection of local legend of your country from the Pegasian Knight sisters who saved the country when enemys surronded it to one of the oldest the legend of the founder of your dynasty their name had been lost through the centuries so they were known by only as a human doctor who mannaged to unite the fractured hybrid tribes into a mighty nation in order to repel the tides of an enemy empire who name was also lost to time, the doll was therefore of your dynastys founder or well what your people though they looked live as no detail of their appernce or even gender remained only the knowledge of the black hooded coat emblazoned with your nations symbol and the black helmet like mask that they never seemed to remove. The trip to the airport was uneventful other than General Buldrokkas'tee trying to conivince Enciodas to take one of the Armourless Union as your guard while your regents youngest sister Ensia stuffed you coats pockets with candy for the trip.Unfortunately the crew of the plane wouldn't allow Tenzin to fly around the cabin so rather than cage him you held the falcon for the entirety of the trip though your regent took him off you when he saw you starting to driff off at the halfway mark.You awoke to your regent softly shaking you awake making sure to hold his hand as you gazed around awestruck at the size of it all there were more people than you have ever seen and the palace itself looked to your eyes anyway to be almost as big as your capital. After entering the palace your regent made sure to take you and Tenzin to the expansive gardens before going to meet Emperor Philza, the falcone immediately took off for one of the many trees eager to spreed his wings after staying still so long you by contrast sat beneath the tree Tenzin had chosen about to pratice reading to your doll when you heard a child sobing.
Part 2
Alarmed you sought the source of the noise only to find a child not much younger than yourself in high quality cloths ( the child of a courteir you reasioned )looking up at a toy stuck in the large tree and crying, determined to assist him you took off you coat and circlet and set about climing the tree like Ensia taught you. After a few attemps you managed to reach the toy and retrieved it handing it over to the awestuck child (had he never see someone clime a tree before?) after snapping out of his stupor looking over the toy with worry before going "its broken" and starting to sob again. Quickly thinking you offered to play tag that caused the sobbing to stop he quickly tapped you before turing to run yelling over his shoulder "YOUR IT". After running around the garden for a while the child got tired so you offered to read to him to which he gleefully accepted reading tales of your country from you book,Tenzin deciding that he wanted attention swooped down next to you for pets which you gladly gave the child ( who you still didn't know the name of) looked like he wanted to pet him as well so you asked him if he would like to,he seemed estatic to do so. As the sun started to set and you started sharing the candy Ensia gave you it only just occured to you that you didn't know your new friends name upon asking you were met with a bewildered look and after a few seconds passed he said "you can call me Tommy" after saying the name a few times to make sure you were pronouncing it right, Tenzin quickly swooped off towards a door where Enciodas emerged a grin on his face and a look of victory in his eyes ( you guess talks went well) and informed you that it was time to leave as you went to turn and say goodbye to your new friend he grasped you arm in a tight grip and asked "Why do you need to leave? Can't you stay longer?" after getting your arm free you placed your doll into his hands and informed him that you would most centainly come here again,that you would write to him and that he could have your doll as a gift of friendship.As you saw him grasping the doll close to his chest waving goodbye as a man with wings looked on in amusement that turned to surprise as you yelled your goodbyes as your plane took off, after such a exciting day its no wonder you fell asleep before long but before you did you thought to yourself that this would be a day you never forgot.
Part 3
The best day of his life
Tommy was bored his brothers where in their lessions, Tubbo and his family were off visiting relatives and wouldn't be back for weeks and his dad was stuck in trade talks with a tiny nation that probably wasn't worth the paper the deal was writen on. Looking through his toy chest he grabed the toy plane that techie got him for his last birthday and went to the gardens to play with it, he was having a great deal of fun with it untill a large bird suddenly flew into a nearby tree causing him to accidentally throw the plane into a tree he had hardly begun showing his thoughts on this development when someone he had never met came round the cornor saw him and for some reasion remove their coat and a circle piece of metal with a gem on the part where your forehead would be, before stepping back looking at the tree and you started climing it and almost falling a few times before catching yourself a determined look on your face, how where you so brave climing that massive tree? When you finaly came back down toy in hand he was amazed it took him a few seconds before he saw that the propeller was broken as he felt the tears start to come back he heard you ask "Do you want to play tag?" you still wanted to play with him smirking he quickly tapped you before running away as fast as he could informing you as he ran that you were it. You were fast he thought as he sat trying to catch his breath but now he was tired you would probably leave him to go play elsewhere and leave him like "do you want to hear a story?" relief filled his chest as sat beside you as you grabed a frankly massive book and told him storys he had never heard before about sister knight who saved a traped nation from distruction, a medic who when her squad was traped by a enemy army unsheathed her sword and single handedly defeated the army and his personal favorite the tale of the first ruler of your nation a person who united a broken people inorder for them all to survive against a terrible evil empire, you even showed him your doll that was based on the ruler. Tommy couldn't think of a day where hes had this much fun from the games, stories, getting to pet the large bird that spooked him in the first place (though he was grateful for that know after all if he hadn't lost his toy he wouldn't have met you) and now your shareing with him candy that hes never heard of. Maybe he can convince his dad to make you stay or to make you his personal servant if your a visting nobles yes then he can introduce you to Tubbo when he gets back and "I just realised I never asked what your name is".What? You have to be kidding right? You'v been so nice to him you have to know who he is? But the seconds drag on and your face don't look like your lying about not knowing who he is. He's about to tell you his full title and name but stops himself no he doesn't want you to call him prince Theseus even if you'v only spent the afternoon together you mean so much to him now you treat him with a kindness only his family show him so you should call him what they call him he reasions and he tells you his name is Tommy he helps pronuounce it correctly and it reaffirms that yes this feels right.
Part 4
The moment however is ruined when the bird (Tenzin you told him it was called) flew to the doors as they opened and a snow lepard hybrid emerged followed by his dad who looked ecstatic that talks were over. The snow lepard hybrid told you that it was time to leave ( with a single sentence Tommy began to hate that hybrid) as you were grabing you things he grabed you as tight as he could manage and asked as calmly as his voice could manage why you had to leave after all he reasioned in his mind he could make sure you were payed much better if you worked for his family. You turned to him with a gentle look in your eyes and placed the doll into his arms while you said " This won't be the last time we shall meet, I will be sure to be sure to write to you when i can't vist and if you get lonely you can have this doll as a symbol of our bond so that way you won't be lonely" all with that smile that he had only seen his family give him. As he held your doll close as possible waving goodbye over the sound of the plane about to take off he heard you yell " Goodbye Tommy" and while he couldn't see his dad eyes he did see the full body flinch as he heard you call his son a name he only permited family to use. As he gushed about you to his dad and asked if he could maybe make you work for them rather than that snow lepard hybrid only to be informed that was your regent and that you weren't a servant but the next ruler of that nation at that revelation he held the doll of your ancestor close and began to formulate a plan as he asked if they had an embassy in your nation after all if you couldn't be with here with him, he would just go with you after all being the ambassador to you nation seemed like a wonderful job if you were there.
Ender,,,, you can't just drop am entire fic on is like this,,, head empty but bravo- this is great
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personasintro · 3 years
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I like to make lists, so today's list is about you:
You've always been so kind
You crack me up sometimes
You can make me cry, laugh and throw my phone while reading your stories all in the span of 5 minutes (I have laughed out loud and I have sobed, not gonna lie)
You're so freaking talented and hard-working
You make want to stand up for myself more
You're amazing
From a nice anon, with love
No. 5😭😭 actually all of them!!🧡💛💚💙❤️💜🤍
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