Severus Snape (a complex character)
(a study into his character by yours truly)
severus snape who saw something in the girl across the street, who he though must be so lonely being so alone in a house full of muggles, having none like her around.
severus snape offering comfort to the same girl after her sister called her a freak. severus snape watching that girl, the first friend hes every had walk onto the train to hogwarts and become friends with everyone.
severus snape who watched this girl get sorted into the 'good' house while he was in the 'evil' house. severus snape, with whom suddenly one of the most popular guys at school had a problem with.
severus snape lurking in the shadows, trying to block out the voices that said that all slytherins are evil. severus snape trying to block out the whispers of his fellow house mates who kept on saying his bsf should die.
severus snape who saw the girl he loves so bad get asked out again and again by the one guy everyone loves, knowing hed never amount up to him.
severus snape who was so smart that with nothing to do he began to form curses.
severus snape who may lurk but never cower. secerus snape who gave as good as he got.
severus snape who watched his bsf slowly begin to befriend the people he's been feuding eith for years.
severus snape who knew somethign was off with that lanky boy, cornered the one oerson who might be considered closest to him to find the answer.
severus snape who almost died that night.
severus snape who hated that he owed his life to the one person he loathed the most.
severus snape who felt a burst of power as he noticed the way the marauders left him now alone solely because he held the most chrished secret of theirs.
severus snape who felt the same power when he developed the sectumsepra curse.
severus snape who slowly felt himself giving into the whispers of those who claimed that the muggleborns should not live.
somewhere along the way, severus snape who lost himself.
severus snape risked himself for the person he once thought he loved but was self aware enough to know, what he felt now was mere obsession. crazy obsession.
severus snape who was doing so much better, working on himself, until he saw the body of the one oerson he loathed the most with the soul of the only person he's loved.
severus snape who lost himself again in the power he felt making harrys life hell in a way he never could his father's
severus snape who couldve been so much had he not been where he was.
severus snape who couldve doen so much better if he was just a bit stronger.
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im thinking of writing a canon marauders thingy with like Peter’s perspective would you guys read that? So it’s like from first year hogwarts to the betrayal, no ships. Idk if I should
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i was writing a bunch of words that start with ‘L’ down and my friend (a hp fan) came up to me and said “write lupin” and i stared at him for five seconds contemplating whether or not i mentioned i was a marauders fan before writing it down. we talked a bit more then he said that remus dies and i was baffled. my dumbass really said “what.”
WHAT DO YOU MEAN REMUS DIES? WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE NEVER GROWS OLD AND GREY WITH SIRIUS?? WHAT DO YOU MEAN????
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“i’m so sorry.”
remus’ face crumples, and he slowly falls to his knees, the coldness of the snow numbing the pain in his limbs from the full moon last night. he leans forward, hand brushing the stone before him.
“i’m so sorry,” he traces james’ name slowly, tears spilling down his face uncontrollably. “i let you down, i let you all down.”
he pulls back, falling into the snow, staring up at the dull grey sky above him. “and now i’m all alone.”
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James ‘Oh, all that I did to try to undo it’ Potter
Remus ‘All of my pain and all your excuses’ Lupin
Lily ‘I was a kid but I wasn’t clueless’ Evans
Regulus ‘Someone who loves you wouldn’t do this’ Black
Mary ‘All of my past, I tried to erase it’ Macdonald
Sirius ‘But now I see, would I even change it?’ Black
The Black ‘Might share a face and share a last name, but (we are not the same)’ Cousins
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About to say something controversial, potentially, Lily cared more about her friendship ending with Snape, then Remus cared about the Prank.
Vice versa too, Snape cared more about his actions against Lily, then Sirius cared about his actions against Remus.
Glorious angst right there on both their parts. Sirius’ vindication in his actions, and Remus’ cowardice stopping him from truly being upset with him(or if you’re a wolfstar fan, potential romantic interest). Snape’s humiliation and venom filled words, and Lily’s exhaustion and hurt.
Also, LET THE RECORD BE SHOWN, that Lily was going to forgive Snape, IF Snape had denied becoming a Death Eater, because he did not deny it, THAT was the official end of their friendship.
LET THE RECORD BE SHOWN AGAIN, when met with his actions against Remus again, Sirius JUSTIFIED his actions and felt ZERO remorse towards his actions toward Snape, potential remorse could have been felt after the prank, but after twelve years in Azkaban, I doubt he felt that bad about it when in a room with the rat that murdered his best friends, and ruined his life.
Oh my God, the angst writes itself people, you could do SO much with that, and I’m not even a Snape fan, and I LOVE Sirius.
This isn’t a slander post towards anyone, but this also is NOT a romantic snily post, not a fan of that. Let Lily be sad about her six-seven year long friendship ending guys :(
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The bashing of the canon young marauders +reg is strange to me. Like why are we hating on these kids for not looking like models?
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okay okay how should i put this? there's james potter living in a modern au. james is having dreams about the canon universe. he’s a third party observer and having a blast. then james dreams of someone drowning (who could that be?) so he accidentally breaks through the barrier between worlds to save this person, who of course ends up being regulus black.
MEANWHILE
james’ little journey into the canon universe displaces the james potter already there. so where does canon james go? you guessed it. to the modern au world. where a regulus black is also coincidentally nearby.
AND NOW EVERYONE HAS TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO GET HOME AND IT’S DOUBLE JEGULUS AND IT FOLLOWS THE STORY IN BOTH UNIVERSES AND IT’S CRAZY BUT REALLY FUN I PROMISE
ok, that’s my fic pitch go read it here byeeee <3
fic: i'll be seeing you
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