Sandor: *Spends his whole life trying to prove that he's not as bad as his older brother, Gregor {who r*pes, kills, etc}*

Rorge: *Stole Sandor's identity by somehow getting his grubby paws on Sandor's famous Hound helmet, and wearing it during a r*ping and killing spree with friends*

Most "Fans": *Actually believe Sandor regrets not r*ping and killing Sansa Stark {who he loves most} before he fled King's Landing {he was dying and was saying whatever he could to get Arya Stark *Sansa's litle sister* to finally end his suffering, but she robbed him and left him for dead}*

Sandor:

i love Peril so much i love her more than literally anything, she means so much to me as a character.

this is just one reason, but, as a person w bpd, Peril is SO bpd coded. i haven’t gotten to her book yet, but even from the first few scenes i saw her in it was so clear to me!!! the abuse queen scarlet puts her through and the trauma she goes through as a newborn dragonet, believing she is inherently a monster, everyone seeing Peril as dangerous and a threat even though her circumstances and upbringing aren’t her fault, her attatchment to Clay and how she views other dragons that are close to him, her not knowing exactly the right way to interact w other dragons due to the affects of how Scarlet treated her—i could go on, and probably will in another post when i get to her book. There is a lot of amazing representation in WOF regarding the effects of trauma, specifically traumatic childhoods, but Peril stands out to me so much. i’ve read a snippet of her book already (but there’s a lot in the scenes in ‘the dragonet prophecy’ and ‘the brightest night’ too!!) and even the way Tui writes Peril’s internal dialogue is just so accurate to my own experience w bpd. when i get to her book i know i’ll have so much more evidence and a TON more to say, but i just wanted to get this out bc i can’t stop thinking about her.

anyway, Peril i love you soooooooo much <33

‘we need more BPD representation’ ‘more BPD coded characters’ you couldn’t handle Chloe Price. you couldn’t handle Kaveh. you couldn’t handle Catra. you don’t deserve more BPD coded characters when you can’t be normal about the ones you already have.

i feel so sickeningly alone on this earth. there is not one person who truly knows me, i just reflect off of whoever i hang out with because i don’t even know me! i don’t know what i like. i don’t know what i dislike. i don’t know what i believe in. i don’t know anything! all i’ve done my whole life is be a doormat, all i know how to be is whatever i’m expected to me. i don’t know how to be myself. i don’t know how to find out anything about myself. i’m so boring.

|| Elisia x Teenage Dream ||

(TW: SH, ED, Elisia being Elisia)

ac: amourauds (TikTok)

dt: @enid-rhees @ghostfacesfavoritevictim @ofcutsandoffire @tqxky @carlsdarling

I hate you, but I need you, and you're no good for me, but please come back, and I'm sorry, but I meant every word.

Day 3 of saying this until you all fuckin get it:

"VILLAINS ARE NOT BORN THEY ARE MADE!"

Today's post is dedicated to Billy Hargrove (Even though he was an antagonist not a villain, even though you fuckers live to call him one.)

Ena shinonome bpd hcs

✪ she can only handle teasing from mizuki, if anyone else uses their kind of teases against her she will see it as a personal attack

✪ mizuki is their FP, they crave their attention constantly

✪ when she splits, she will isolate herself in her room and cry for hours. often not eating much until she calms down

✪ mafuyu got her a notebook so she would remember to write things down in case she dissociated

✪ one time she said some rlly painful stuff to mizuki when splitting and she never forgave herself for it. Mizuki forgave her but Ena still apologizes for it

can...can we talk about how Mondo Owada is kinda BPD coded?

Spoilers for The Power of the Doctor! (Fyi, long rant about the Dhawan!Master below)

Trigger warning for suicide down below!!!

AGAIN: Trigger warning for suicide down below!!! You know, I've loved Dhawan's Master since his first appearance. I loved Missy - her intelligence, her wit, her madness... Missy was a brilliant character, one I would have liked hundreds upon hundreds of episodes with... I couldn't relate to Missy. I did not know what I loved about Dhawan's Master back wihen Spyfall first aired but I fell in love with the way he played the character. His charism, even while being O, was particularly interesting to me. The way he could morph himself into what he need to be - to put half-baked emotions everywhere and use the darkest one against the Doctor, even when you could tell he was hurting. The Doctor does the same thing in reverse, after all, and there's something to be said about that. Anyway, you know what got me in the end? "Don't let me go back to being me." It clicked. It clicked so much that I gasped at the screen, hand over my mouth. He had his moment in the the Timeless Children, where he wasn't quite upset at the Death Particle killing him and yet was hoping so much that it would be the end - the suicidal ideation. This whole plot in The Power of the Doctor... The man didn't win on Gallifrey, twice over (not with the Death Particle and not with the Doctor killing them both. And by win, I do mean dying.) So he instead decided that if she was never actually going to truly join him, he had to do the ultimate evil - the ultimate metamorphosis for both him and the Doctor.

He had to become her.

He hated himself so much that he had to be someone else to continue living. He couldn't even put on a mask against the world anymore - he couldn't BE the Master, he couldn't be himself, he couldn't live with himself - he had to be the greatest person he had ever known to feel something other than hate for himself.

It's the most tragic thing in the entire universe... And I hate that I understand that.

she just gets me

A style comic I just had to get out of my system

why do i stay with people who treat me like scum

i had a vision

I'm sorry I let down my guard.

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