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#and she had a music taste. such sad music. to this day some songs make me cry
sar3nka · 2 years
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Ladies the feelings of longing got to me. Enjoy tags. Or don't. Spare yourself the cringe?
#i know it was years ago but sometimes i just. remember her. from so long ago. and i wish i could have been there for her more#she was scared of me though and i cant blame her. i knew abt her sh before she told anyone i think... abt her ed too#and as a dumbass i told her i knew. even said i get it cause i suffer too. hell. anyone would have been scared or creeped out#she kept drawing for silly fandoms and i got into those just to get closer to her#and she had a music taste. such sad music. to this day some songs make me cry#i remember the sun and the grass we sat on and her delicate skin that looked as if it was glowing. all clothes were so baggy on her too#lets be real sometimes she smelled like vomit but id still be happy to hold her. but of course she never touched me back then#she changed and cut her hair. became more confident. and i loved her still. she even talked to me bc she wasnt scared anymore#i cherish the memories of her holding me. even when she strangled me i smiled. she thought it was funny#when she invited me over and her button up slid down a bit and i saw a binder. shed never show this to anyone else#she even left a mark on my neck at some point and we giggled about it like stupid teens. well we were stupid teens.#and i know shes gone insane at some point too. drugs and even more cuts.#the cuts were so fucking terrible to witness and yet we laughed about it too#i hope her gf is treating her right#its 4 am..#its like when we were texting all night long#yk maybe its not a feeling of longing and just my period cramps. time to stfu. goodnight
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shygirl4991 · 2 months
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Trade for you
Angst Fic inspired by @rabbitdemonlol
Summary: Puzzlevision is here to claim what's his, SMG4. But when a new deal is made one of four friends will be lost to entertainment forever. 
Tag: Crushes, depress smg3, angst, deal making, possession, TV Adware,
The static of the TV caught the crews attention, they walked up to the TV with its screen saying ‘Please stay tune’ SMG4 was getting a bad feeling from this. He turns to his friends trying to give them his best confidant smile “Come on guys, something about this doesn't feel right maybe we should go back up!” with a nod they all start walking back. SMG3 was ahead of the group and frowned “Hey guys…where is the ladder?” 
SMG4 feels his stomach do flips as he looks around, Meggy walks in the middle giving them a soft smile “Okay everyone let's all relax, I'm sure we are just nervous over the TV we pass by the ladder!” the lights go off causing everyone to scream. Three catching his feminine scream attempted to deepen it as the lights came back on. The crew looked around, noticing one of them was missing “Hey, where's SMG4?” Three couldn't stop the question from slipping out. It wasn't like he was worried about the idiot, it was just strange how he vanished from their side. 
They heard music start playing, the kind of song you hear as a commercial jingle. Mario shakes, pointing behind the crew, they slowly turn to see a TV man with SMG4 next to him. His appearance reminding everyone of the day peach's castle fell, the TV man laughed as he moved his fingers controlling Four. “Let's begin shall we? I’m gonna make you wish I stayed gone!” The TV man laughs, sending chills to the crew. Hearing those words it clicked for SMG3, this person with Four is the man behind what happened in peaches castle. And this was round two, Three couldn't let that happen not again to his newly discovered crush. 
He takes a step forward to reach out to Four only to be stopped by Meggy, he turns confused “Three, i don't trust this. I don't think that's four anymore,” hearing this he looked at Four being moved around like a puppet. Three pulled away from Meggy glaring at the TV man in front of them “LET HIM GO!” he was beyond pissed seeing Four in this state. The man laughed, “Of course my purple friend, under one condition…you take his place!” 
Meggy and Tari gasp, grabbing onto Three, they pull him back to the group shaking their head “Three you can’t be thinking of taking this deal! It can be a trap!” Tari nods, she takes a deep breath holding back her anxiety “Four needs us at our best!” even hearing the girl's words didn't shake the strong desire he had to save four. The taste of Three desire was strong and the adware couldn't wait to get his hands on it. 
He chuckles, making his puppet Four laugh with him “As much as I love the tension I'm growing bored, if you won't entertain me then I will take my leave.” as the adware turns to walk away with four panic raised in the crew making Three step forward “I accept!” Meggy gasps hearing his words. Mario takes Three’s hand as his eyes get watery “SMG3! Please don't..Mario can't lose you.” Three gives a sad smile before pulling away. 
“I'm worthless compared to who SMG4 is, I'm just some cheap copy that manages to get his cafe filled with snails! He deserves freedom from this…he doesn't need to go through this again.”  Three walks away from the crew, he stares at the adware waiting. The screen flickers to show a relaxed smile as he releases four, the man blinks, shaking his head confused. Seeing Four back Three runs up to him pressing his forehead against his other half “Your back! Thank the memes your back,” he gently holds Four’s face as he slowly starts to remember what happened. Their eyes start to water as they both start to acknowledge this was good bye “Three…why?”
SMG3 wipes a tear from Fours face “Cause those idiots need you more than they need me, just don't waste what I'm giving you and…please…take care of Eggdog.” Four shakes his head as Three pulls away walking to the adware, SMG4 turns trying to prevent the deal from being done. He grabs Three’s arm only to be smacked away by a tentacle, the TV man smiles at them as he starts to corrupt and control three in front of them. Four growls as he wipes his tears “YOU WON'T GET AWAY WITH THIS! WE WILL GET HIM BACK AND STOP YOU!” 
The adware laughs as SMG3 stands up staring at them “I’m no one…SMG4 will always be better than me,”  Four freezes hearing the words escape the other man. The TV man laughs as he opens a portal “I do love good entertainment, if you can find your way through my puzzles well,” he points to SMG3 “You might get your little friend back!” The crew could only watch as the pair vanished through the TV. Mario walks up to his best friend nervous “What do we do?” Four remembers how Three saved him from peach's castle, he knew what he had to do.  After all Three manage to save him from his darkness, it is only fair to return the favor to the one he loves and cares about, determined he looks at the portal  “We are saving Three, and we are going to stop that TV!”
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b0nes-mcgee · 7 months
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It’s time for music headcanons with the batfam, bc if I don’t get this out of my head and onto page, I’m going to implode.
Fave first, Dick is definitely a indie pop/indie rock kinda boy. Not just because I identify with that, but also bc he gives me those overly energetic, bubbly vibes, that I feel like only come from Grouplove, Vampire Weekend, and Adam Melchor. I also feel like he’s a Mitski and Boygenius kinda bitch, bc ough, boY, he has angst. Said angst can only be expressed through sad girl music, bc he will die before he ever expresses his feelings about anything to anyone.
NEXT we have Jason, I think he’s an emo ass boy, ngl, but specifically like folk punk. He listened to twin sized mattress one time, broke down crying, and hasn’t looked back. Also things like The Mountain Goats, PUP, or Modern Baseball. Ugh, I could make a whole ass playlist for this boy. If he’s with other ppl, I think he’d play something more mainstream of the emo genres, like Arctic Monkeys or The Strokes.
DAMIAN, I THINK, IS COMPLICATED. So, for one thing, he grew up in a weirdo environment, where they probably never listened to music, and if they did, it was “”tasteful”” music, for rich ppl. That, or it was culturally significant. So, I think I’m his exposure to music after moving in with Bruce, he started just absorbing absolutely all the music he could. Like, he’s an everything enjoyer. His spotify liked songs are a minefield, bc one second it’ll be playing Chet Baker, next it’s Viagra Boys, then some country shit, then Chopin, and then it’s Lil Nas X.
BABS, I think, would be a folk music/sad girl music enthusiast. She really likes Ryan Adams, Phoebe Bridgers, Hoizer, Mitski, etc. It’s something that she and Dick bonded over when they first started dating. I think with her, she appreciates the calm/slightly sad music bc she lives in a rlly crazy world, and she just wants to meditate a little when she’s sitting at that desk all day, trying to keep her family and friends alive.
Timmyyyyyy is a Kpop enjoyer. Sorry, I don’t make the rules. Specifically, he probably likes SEVENTEEN or ATEEZ a lot. He actively tries, every day of his life, to not stan any of the members, but it’s rlly hard when he’s had two hours of sleep in the past week, and Yoon was just really cute in that last interview. I also think he’s really into trap and pop. He knows all the lyrics to every recent song on the top 100 list.
Duke, I think is really into R&B. I think he’s amenable to pop/rock/rap, etc., but he really just wants something to belt out. Common occurrences are finding him in the kitchen, making an omelette, singing Amy Winehouse at the top of his lungs. If u catch him doing it tho, he gets rlly shy. His guilty pleasure is theatre music. He has to bribe his family to go see Little Shop of Horrors with him.
Stephanie has a 2000s-2010s pop addiction. Anything that makes her feel like Hannah Montana is her SHIT. She’s out here blasting Bubblegum Bitch and early Taylor Swift. You also can and will find her crying to sad One Direction songs. When she’s moody, she will unironically play My Chemical Romance. She understands pop punk a lil bit, but the lyrics tend to get male-manipulator-y, so she sticks with the bands she already knows.
Alfred likes 50s/60s jazz/pop. Frank Sinatra, Chet Baker, etc. It reminds him of home, and of his family. He also really likes old French music, like Joe Dassin. I’m ngl, I don’t know old music enough to add more to this one, but u get the idea 😭
BRUCE. Ugh. He’s definitely the kind of dad who never moved past the music of his childhood. He firmly believes that the Beatles is the best band of all time, and no one can convince him otherwise. I think he tends to gravitate towards the rock/goth end of 70s/80s music, so things like the Cure, New Order, maybe a lil bit of Siouxsie and the Banshees. His goth phase was INTENSE, Alfred can attest to this.
Edit: HOLY SHIT I CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT CASS 😭😭😭
Ok, Cass is defo a similar situation to Damian, grew up with literally silence, so music is a super new thing to her. But I think she really enjoys all kinds of genres. I think that especially instrumentals get her, bc it’s just noises that she can focus on, no lyrics to distract her from the sound. I think she also likes to “sing” along to said instrumentals, but mostly it’s just making noises to the same beat and sound, but it’s very off-key.
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ohallthecrushes · 9 months
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"Need A Little Love"
A/N: Why is this so freaking sad? Well, I was in a mood for a good cry, so I gave myself something to cry about. ;( The song: Need a little love
Summary: Reader is in love with Morpheus and wishes he feels the same. She puts all her feelings to this little love song she sings. And Morpheus hears her.
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The night had been slowly crawling into your bedroom through an open window. You were sitting on your bed, holding a guitar. Alone with your thoughts and hopes. Your heart was beating in your chest a melody dedicated to him.
You were hopelessly in love with the Lord of Dreams. You were trying to tell him that on numerous occasions, but could never bring yourself to do that. The fear of rejection stopped you from giving yourself a chance to know if he felt the same about you.
Your thumb ran smoothly across the guitar strings. The vibrations created a sound you were looking for. Even though you were never good at expressing your feelings with words, music always gave you a way to freely speak what was inside your heart.
It was time I figured out what everybody knew Life is lived in black and white if I don't have you
You knew he tolerated you in the Dreaming, liked you perhaps at times. There was evidence, cause sometimes you spent most of the night with him while he was telling you all those wonderful stories he had... But there were also times when he left you on your own as if he almost ignored your presence. You understood when he was busy, but sometimes he wasn't and yet, he couldn't bother to even look at you.
Oh, you can make my head spin all night long By your sweet side, that's the place where I belong
Couldn't find the answer, oh, I lived for ridicule Some girls they made eyes at me, played me for a fool
You couldn't figure what he felt about you. Always so enigmatic and reserved. but you guessed it was ok... Someday you'd tell him what you felt.
Need a little love, I won't say no Need a little love, I won't say no...
In the quiet depths of the Dreaming, Morpheus stood amidst the walls of his palace. The soft glow of moonlight bathed his pale face as he listened to the ethereal melodies that filled the air. Y/N, a mortal with a heart full of love, had struggled to express her feelings to him. And now, she had found her voice in a love song dedicated to him. As the haunting notes reached his ears, Morpheus closed his eyes, allowing the music to weave its way into his essence. The lyrics carried your emotions, your longing, and your vulnerability. So he listened attentively.
Need a little love, I won't say no Need a little love, I won't say no
Need a little love, I won't say no Need a little love, I won't say no to you In that moment, the Lord of Dreams felt a stirring within him, a flicker of something he rarely experienced. It was as if the song had pierced through the walls he had built around his heart, reaching a part of him that had long been dormant.
Found me just a taste of heaven, every day was bliss How can flesh and bone collide and make me feel like this? A bittersweet smile tugged at the corners of his lips as he contemplated the significance of your gesture. He could feel the weight of hope your heart was holding that he, The Lord of dreams, perhaps could love you back...
You could deny this world and I'd agree Now you're out there keeping all your love from me
The song echoed through the Dreaming, resonating with the dreams of countless souls who sought solace in his realm.He knew you loved him truly. His Little Dreamer... Morpheus found himself drawn to you, his footsteps carrying him towards the waking world. He materialized beside you, his presence both comforting and enigmatic.
Need a little love, I won't say no Need a little love, I won't say no... You looked up, surprised to see him here. You didn't realize your song could have reached the Dreaming. Your hand stopped moving. Your eyes filled with nervous anticipation. The words you had struggled to say were now written on your face, waiting to be acknowledged. "Morpheus..." you whispered, you voice barely audible. He reached out, his hand gently cupping your cheek. In that touch, you could feel the depth of his emotions, the complexities of his being and the heartbreaking answer to the longing of your heart. "You have found a way to speak to me," he said proud of you, his voice a low murmur. "In the language of dreams and music. It is a gift." A tear escaped you eye, mingling with a smile. You had hoped for understanding, hoped for connection. "I love you," you confessed, your voice steady and resolute. Hope never dies. Morpheus leaned in, his lips brushing against your forehead, a gesture both tender and comforting. "And I, in my own way, cherish you," he replied, his voice almost apologetic.
You closed your eyes, letting this shared moment to sink into the softness of the night. When your eyes fluttered open, Morpheus wasn't there. Your fingers slightly trembled before they brushed the guitar strings again.
Soar on a trip to the stars Never thought I'd slip out of your atmosphere
Your shaky voice, heavy with feelings filled the room and the song continued to play.
Now it's clear if you reappear I'd pray softly and then maybe You could break this spell
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icdrawings · 9 months
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Corpse puppet au
By @sketchquill
Chapter 2
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Gold's pov
Aunt Nell rang the door bell as the butler opened it showing us the Pillar's. I tilted my head down because of how intimidating they looked before aunt harshly nudged me with her shoulder making me pick my head up quickly to not cause anymore fuss.
"Oh, my goodness,oh ,such grandeur such impeccable taste! Oh, beautiful, innit?"my aunt said excitedly in a fake polish accent "it's not as big as our place, dear, Mm, a little bit shabby, really, isn't it?" Uncle stated only to get wacked by aunt Nell "shut up" she said
"Why you must be Mr. Pillar, oh, yes, I must say you don't look like a day over 20" uncle William attempted to compliment him only for aunt to hit in again."smile, darling, smile"Mrs. Pillar said a bit too loud "well, hello, what a pleasure, welcome to our home" Mr. Pillar said with a crooked smile and somewhat cheerful tone, I know that we aren't welcomed here but my aunt and uncle thought otherwise "Oh-oh-oh! Thank you!" Aunt sounded pleased "we'll be taking tea in the west drawing room, oh, do come this way"Mrs. Pillar said as we followed them.
"Oh I love what you've done with the place, who is your decorator?"a sad attempt of a aunt trying to make small talk "nice tiles, shame about the drapes"uncle said "oh, my husband says such foolish things, ignore him"aunt Nell said trying to shut him up. Un announced to them I stopped walking to gaze at the grand piano they had, it looked like it hadn't been touched in ages. The more I looked at it the more I remember Coin, how he would make sure he'd play his instruments almost every day.
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(Age 6 at old home)
I was taking some figs for Coin in the music room since he has been playing for hours now, I didn't want him to get hungry. The music grew louder as I got closer, holding the figs I gently knocked on the door as a way of getting his attention without startling him and waited "come in" I opened the door to see Coin writing down some sheet music "hi Coin I brought you something to eat"I said holding up the figs "Figs!my favorite!oh, you shouldn't have, thanks Gold" he said excitedly as I gave him the figs before leaving "hey Gold" I turned around "why don't we share" he said patting the space next to him on the seat "okay" I said taking a seat as we each grabbed a fig and started eating. It was a comfortable silence as I looked around the music room taking notes of all the different instruments before turning behind me to look at the piano, "hey coin can I ask a question?" I said "shoot" he said "I just wanted to know, why do you play your instrument almost everyday?" I asked out if curiosity.
Coin finished his fig before placing a hand on my head "because if I don't how will I know my music would be appreciated" he said with a smile as I looked at him in utter confusion "if I don't use my instruments then why have them if not to create something that brings me joy, by the use and well care of the instruments shows the appreciation of the musician and their music" he said as he rubbed my head "that's why I play so much to show how much I thank the instruments and my talent to be who I am in every song i play" I looked at him in awe understand how much he loved being a musician " could... could you teach me a melody " I asked stunning him a bit before he chuckled rubbing my head more " sure how about the piano I got just the melody " he said as we cleaned our hand before turning to play the piano.
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I swiped the dust off the seat before opening the covers of the piano, taping out each key to make sure each was working and surprisingly they were before starting to play that same melody Coin taught me many years ago.
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Howdy's pov
I finished fixing my hair before rushing to meet with my parents only for piano music to be playing, I know for a fact that no one in this place knows how to play the piano it was only for an aesthetic choice to make my family look richer. I wanted to see who was playing. Quickly but quietly walking to see who was playing surprised me, looking down the stairs I saw that it was my soon-to-be partner Gold Treasure and I must say they look gorgeous in that dress and played beautifully. I got closer gently going down each step.
I walked behind them trying to think of a way to announce my presence when seeing them reach for a key so in excitement I pressed it but that was a bad idea because once they caught sight of me they flinched hard "o-oh do forgive me I was lost in the melody" they said trying to get up "you play beautifully" I said mentally slapping myself for scaring them "I-I do apologize, Mr. Pillar, how rude of me to... well..." They tried to continue but kept stuttering "Mother won't let me near the piano" I said giving them a break "music is improper for a young man, too passionate she says" I explained as they looked at the piano sadly "I wouldn't think so, my brother loved to play music as if it was a part of his soul even the melody I play now it was his original creation" they said getting me curious "your brother plays, that's amazing and what you were playing just now, he made it, then I must meet him, will he be there at the wedding?" I asked excitedly hoping to finally learn how to play the piano "sadly he won't be with us at the wedding" Gold said in a more quiet tone making me feel guilty for asking, thinking of a way to change the subject.
"If I may ask, M-Mr Pillar...where is your chaperone" they asked catching me off guard "perhaps in-in this view of circumstances, you could call me Howdy" I said "oh, yes, of course, well... Howdy" they sounded nervous "yes... Gold" I said in a similar nervous tone "to... tomorrow we are to be... m... m... Mm" "married" I finished their sentence. "O-oh, yes, m... m... married" they finally were able to say it, I finally decided to sit down next to them but they moved away a little which is understandable, we have only just met "since I was a child, I've always dreamed of my wedding day, I always hoped to find someone I was deeply in love with, someone to spend the rest of my life with, silly isn't it" I said rubbing the back on my next with my top right hand, top left hand tapping the seat, and my bottom hands fiddling with each other.
"Oh, no, that doesn't sound silly at all"they said surprising me as I looked at them, as they looked down at their hand "it wound be a beautiful thing, a wonderful thing" they sounded sad, I tried to comfort them by gently holding their hand as we made eye contact before they quickly looked away looking more sadden as they pulled their hand back.
"What improperly is this" we turn to see that it was my mother "you shouldn't be alone together, here it is, 1 minute before 5 and you're not at rehearsal, Pastor Galswells is waiting, come at once" she scoulded us as Gold shut the piano case and walked to follow my mother without saying another word making me quick to catch up.
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Gold's pov
( 3 hours later )
"Master Treasure, from the beginning, again" the pastor said in annoyance "with this hand, I will lift your sorrows, your glass will never be empty, for u will be your wine, with this candle, I will light your way in darkness, with this ring, I ask you to be mine, let's try this again" the pastor said as I felt guilty for not being able to do it right the first couple of times "yes, yes, sir, with this candle..." I said said try to light it but it wouldn't"this candle..." I kept trying but it didn't work "this candle..."I kept trying "shall I go up there and do it for them" I heard aunt say "don't get alflutter, dear" I heard uncle as I turned my head around to see the Pillars giving me a harsh glare making me flinch turning back to the pastor coughing, looking to see that my candle was lit.
"With this candle..." I said taking a breath to calm myself down but instead it blew out the candle "Oh!" I heard aunt "CONTINUE!" the pastor shouted making me flinch, then we heard knocking "get the door, Emil" said Mr. Pillar to his butler "let's just pick it up at the candle bit" the pastor said "only for the butler to come back holding a card with a lady of pink skin, orange and yellow horn, golden hair, and wearing a velvet dress make ng me gulp. "A Lady Julie Joyful, sir" said the butler "I haven't a head for dates, apparently I'm a day early to the ceremony" the lady named Julie said "is she from your side of the family?" I heard Mr. Pillar asked his wife "I don't recall, Emil, a seat for Lady Julie"Mrs. Pillar said to the butler, once gaining a seat she immediately sat down before saying "do carry on".
"Let's try this again, shall we master Gold" the pastor said "yes, of course sir" I said more nervous than ever as I lift my right hand "with this h... hand"I started off holding Howdy's hand making me uncomfortable "I.. with... OH!" I hit the table by accident "three steps, three, can you not count? do you not wish to be married, master Gold" the pastor said with anger "no,no!" I tried to explain "you do not" Howdy said shocked "I-i mean of course I do" I said quickly as I tried to calm my shaking body so as not to anger anyone else "have you even remembered to bring the ring!" The pastor said "of-of course, the ring" I said grabbing it out of my pocket but dropped it due to how undsteady my hands were "oh, no they dropped the ring!" Mrs. Pillar cried "this child doesn't want to get married" the pastor said shocked as I tried to get the ring only for it to roll near Mrs. Pillars dress "I'm so sorry ma'am" I said grabbing the ring, getting up only to smell smoke.
Smoke? I looked down to see that Mrs. Pillars dress was on fire, the fire, so bright and hot, too hot, TOO HOT! I felt myself shaking quickly backing away only to bump into Howdy. I couldn't see anything only the fire as it was bright and orange, I tried to breath but my lungs felt as if they collapsed, I felt as if I was gonna fall. Covering my face trying not to cry as I felt 4 arms rapped around me as I heard someone trying to calm me down but it wasn't working. It was utter chaos until Lady Julie found a bucket of water and pourd it on Mrs. Pillars dress "Enough! This wedding cannot take place until they are properly prepared" the pastor said pointing at me as I pushed away Howdy "learn your vows" he said as I tried to look at him, any of them but nothing it was so blurry I couldn't breath, I needed to leave, I have to leave!
Backing up again only to feel the door I rushed out and ran as far as I could after hearing Lady Julie said "well... their quite the catch, aren't they" making me start to cry.
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Eddie's pov
I kept wondering how Gold was doing, hopefully alright, I would have to find a way to thank them for giving me this cloak thought it's really warm and better then what their family gives me. I was about to doze off until I heard shouting from inside. I got off the carriage and was about to run over to make sure nothing happens to Gold only to see them rush out crying and running straight to the woods. I knew something bad had happened to them as I rushed to follow them not caring that my bones ached I didn't care
"I'll be damned if I let those idiots hurt my kid"
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Chapter 3
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GOD HAS FINALLY BLESSED ME WITH ANOTHER PENNY ENJOYER. THANK YOU SO MUCH
now, if you don't mind obviously, could you write your headcanons with penny? Thank you <3
general penny headcanons
penny is one of the sweetest characters in the game, she deserves some headcanons <3
warnings: pam. gross. pam's drinking, hints towards abusive childhood. not too much sad stuff!!
requested by: anon - thank you so much for requesting! i love penny so much, she was my first choice when i started the game and i just adore her! thank you so much for the penny appreciation <3 i wasn't sure if you wanted romantic penny or not so these are general, but PLEASE request romantic if you'd like!! <33
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• Penny's music taste is probably somewhere on folk-ish side. Avid Taylor Swift fan, her favorite album being evermore. She mainly only listens to folklore and evermore, due to their stylistic choices, but she does dabble into every other album. Lover is also a pretty big one. Another one of her favorite artists is Noah Kahan, she enjoys she softer songs like All My Love and Everywhere, Everything.
• Her love language is receiving words of affirmation and giving acts of service. She would die for someone to just tell her she did a good job cleaning the house, or just general reassurance about something. Growing up, she didn't get too much encouragement. We all know her mother, and it only makes sense for her to need words of affirmation, but she would bend over backwards to do something for you! If you want it done, give her two to three business days.
• The reason why Poppy is her favorite flower is because she believes that it's beauty is unappreciated. She's also the type to go into flower meanings, and she knows a lot of them. Poppy symbolizes remembrance and hope, which Penny loves. Penny is someone that is full of hope, and her favorite flower shares that meaning. She doesn't understand why the other girls in the town don't like it.
• She buys Elliot's books everytime they come out, even if they're not her style. She wants to support her friends, and she'll read his book no matter what! The same goes for Leah, she will buy a ton of Leah's works, just to support her and make her happy. She has them displayed on a bookshelf, right next to Elliot's books. She is a big supporter of the arts.
• One of her favorite (and only) memories of her father is when she was young, he brought her on a daddy-daughter date to the forest. They ate melons by the pond, feeding the seagulls. That's why melons are her favorite food. Her father left at a young age, due to Pam's drinking. He couldn't mentally take it anymore, and he hated leaving Penny behind, but custody wouldn't allow it.
• Her worst fear is turning into her mother. She wants to be the polar opposite. That's why she goes out of her way to help the kids of the town, educate the town because she didn't have a figure to help educare her. Plus, she's always loved the idea of giving children the childhood she never had. Free from stress and filled with many opportunities. That's one of her goals in life.
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ilikedyourablogithere · 5 months
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My Dislyte 2023 Awards
Same as last year
Time to rant about the things I liked this year
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if you had things you liked this year go ahead and make your own post
anyways
The Element of The Year
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Flow
From Intisar to Liam, 4 or 5 Star, every Flow Unit this year has been a banger and very useful
Pantheon of the Year
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Greek
while not my personal go to, it is very obvious this was the Greeks year. Having the spotlight on them through out the various stories and bounties
My Favorite Character of The Year
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Falken
you don't get any points for guessing Falken is my favorite esper of the year again. And if you're disappointed he's my pick for another year... tell the dev team to make a character I will like more than Falken ?
But it's not that hard to see why. He got his Universal +20% Speed lead, great in boss fights, the new equipment gave him even even more viable builds you can make with him and of course his divinate allows him to do what he does even better
There was more fun to be had with this guy than last year and for that... he's the best
Best Boy of the Year
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Javid
Was once told good cops don't end up staying "good" cops. They usually either end up quitting or worse happens to them
and Javid is no exception to that
As chief marshal he ended up forcing a whole marshal department to defend the citizens against a monster swarm, sending them all but him to their death. Meant to die along side them he somehow survived and now riddle with guilt of surviving he's been imprisoned where he also keeps the citizens safe and the miracle a bay
It takes alot to stand by your values especially during the bad times. And that's the thing I like about Javid, he stands by what he mean. He believes in fairness even when if means he ends up on losing side of being fair. He could have left and abandon everyone and everything and saved his own skin but that wouldn't have been fair to all those who died now would it?
He's not winning any popularity awards tho, he's still a hard ass stick in the mud at the end of the day. And his fairness can border on cruelty but that's part of what make him interesting
Best Girl of the Year
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Ain
Tragically there no deep reason for choosing her, she's simply a kind person. She has a bit of a temper and apparently a bit of a prankster in her but she's part of her community and is making it a better place for herself and those around her.
From helping those down on their luck, sharing her knowledge and passing down what she knows, being a cat lover or simply being a quirky event in another's life. She's very much a part of her community
It's something the majority of us can do and even strive to make a part of our own lives
She's very inspirational and for that she's 2023s best girl
Husbando of 2023
N/A
yee same as last year, no one has resonated with me like yet. But I'm always open to being surprised
Waifu of 2023
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Aquafresh
my dearly beloved who is named after a toothpaste brand for some reason I will never understand
She's so mysterious ... by which I mean I do not understand this npc
Best Billboard Event of 2023
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Sea and Song
I mean it made me feel
Norah is an excellent main character with a relatable story of an artist who lost her art mojo
The npcs were very likeable and just make you want to help them and save the day
and while my like of Anna has greatly soured since her released Norah sure make her seem like a cool person and while their ending is sad, I'm glad they got to see each other again
Pretty satisfying end to the Cube Miracle arc
Best Track of 2023
youtube
Without You - Northside Nate
it's song that fills in a spot in the musical taste buds that rarely gets satisfied
Best Boss of the Year
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Barros
an interesting esper, on one hand he's doing his best with what he can get his hands on the help his lil' nephew. But on the other hand "doing his best with what he can" is him gambling the rest city's citizens to accomplish this and seeing how he's the mayor...it's probably for the best to stop him
Also he's a pretty cool 2 part boss fight
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I'm surprised they haven't put him in towers or cube miracle or something
But ya that's my best of 2023 awards for dislyte for anyone who was curious
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reasonsmandy · 7 months
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TRACK 2
He said I looked
like an American singer
There were few things that persisted in your essence since you were a little child, some quirks came and went, some tastes faded as you got older, but your love for creating music always persisted. In your house there were always papers spread out with some random ideas that appeared in your mind during the day, your school notebook had more rhymes than any subject studied, you lost count of how many napkins you had scribbled with letters in the restaurant where you worked.
But until now they were just lyrics, there was no composition or musical support whatsoever. You needed more, something that would transform your lyrics into unforgettable songs, and that was when you spent most of your days dedicated to creating your first collection of songs. It wasn't always easy, after all, you had to work in the meantime but every morning and break from your job you were strumming the guitar and taking notes and taking notes without stopping.
When you finally had the opportunity to move, it was like a step that made your dream closer, despite your shyness and insecurity preventing you from going after producers who would open doors for you, you believed that everything would gradually fall into its rightful place. And it did when you met Daisy Jones.
Daisy and you were like two perfectly fitting pieces, complementing each other to create something extraordinary. Daisy was good, she was the essence of talent and what's more, her voice was impeccable. From the first night you met you were already sharing lyrics and melodies, and in that first week alone you had four songs ready, you were unstoppable.
You have become a dynamic duo, and have grown in recognition with Daisy's first album, nothing could be more rewarding than finally feeling your purpose hit you like a calm breeze. You moved closer to the coast, finally living on what you always wanted, there were mornings filled with swimming in the sea and letters filling your notebook.
But, as your rise there was the fall of "The Six". Billy had just checked into rehab, Camila had just given birth, and the rest of the band were desperately looking for jobs. It was sad to feel something they had longed for so long slip through their fingers like sand.
But whether by madness, coincidence or chance of fate. Warren Rojas went to work every day just a few steps away from your home, admiring boats and caring for them with complete curiosity. Transforming his decadence into a new passion.
But not only had boats become an admiration for Rojas, but interestingly, so had you. It was a routine for you to go out every late afternoon to write while admiring the sea, with each wave breaking, your pen finished some vowels and consonants to fill the pages of more and more songs.
And it was on one of those days that Warren caught a glimpse of you for the first time.
The sun made its journey to set over the horizon, while Warren was cleaning the last parts of the last boat he had to take care of that day, when above it, feeling the water slowly hitting the boat, he sees you lying on a towel in your bikini writing as always. He stops abruptly, knowing it would be really weird to watch you from afar but unable to avoid it.
“Rojas, we have work to do.” The drummer's co-worker catches his attention when he sees him standing still. “And I want to get home early today.”
Warren doesn't answer him, he continues to lean on a doorpost admiring your figure.
“Who is she?" After a few seconds, he questions. Making the man turn around intrigued and confused.
“Who?" He talks approaching Warren, to see the vision he was seeing. “Oh, she's a songwriter... Or singer. I don't know actually, but she's in the music industry.” He clarifies, returning to drying the closest furniture.
“Do you think she will be here tomorrow?”
“As I told you Rojas, I don't know anything other than this.” The man wipes the sweat from his forehead, staring at the drummer.
You get up, walking to the sea for one last swim.
“Hey, I'll be right back.” And before his colleague even protested he was making his way into the boat in search of paper and pen.
Warren Rojas: *smirks* I mean, I had my moves you know. I still have them, actually. *pauses* With my wife, only, of course. *says looking at you*
Y/n Rojas L/n: Do you know how long it took for both of us to connect the dots and realize that we had already met before? *Laughs* I mean, we were high the first time and the second we didn't get to actually see each other.
The salty drops of water fell from the strands of your hair to wet the sand this time, when the mixture of grains and water gradually involves your foot with each step you get closer to where you left your belongings. Now the wind indicated that perhaps rain would come, you look at the towel finding a drink and a letter next to it. Frowning, you look to the sides, seeing yourself with only the boats moving with the tide and the seagulls taking flight.
You bend down to see what it was about, there was no sign of anyone else near you. It wasn't a very neat letter, you could see that it was improvised and the cursive writing seemed to be done in a hurry, you sit down reading it.
“I didn't want to seem like a weird stalker and bother you during your afternoon rest but, I just wanted to say that you are more stunning than this sunset. Hope you enjoy this, it's my favorite drink.”
Y/n Rojas L/n: I got that letter and kept it, of course, but... I never got another one *looks down*
Warren Rojas: I got fired for some reason I still don't know, after that the holidays were coming, Billy was coming back home. After christmas we were already writing and adjusting Honeycomb, so I never came back. *thoughtful pause*
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That morning promised a lot, in fact, for the drummer every day had something for him, but he would finally be returning to what called for them since they decided to move from Pittsburgh. After a long time he would play the drums as an instrument for work and not for recreation, and he loved the feeling of giving himself over to music.
The band was waiting in the sound booth that had been rented for them by Teddy for a while now, Rojas felt time passing as he played with some soda cans that were there. It was obvious he was restless, eager to see the magic happen in front of his eyes. He liked Honeycomb, but didn't dare comment that he felt something was missing, Little did Warren know that not only did he think that but the man who brought you there did too.
“You’re not going to stay still, are you?” Karen complains, as the drummer moves around the room once again.
“It’s not my fault, it’s taking too long.” He complains, randomly hitting the cymbals on the drums.
“He is kinda right, what are we waiting for?” Eddie adds, biting into the apple he had brought from home.
“Teddy told us to wait a little.” Graham answers when he gets back from talking to Billy. Who obviously seemed sullen about the situation.
Y/n Rojas L/n: We were late, very very late... But look, most of the time when Simone wasn't around I had to do almost everything to get Daisy going, waking her up in time, making breakfast, cleaning the apartment and stuff. That day I tried my best to get us in time but, well *shrugs* I don't blame her though, I know she'd do the same for me.
Breathless, you enter the place where you would spend your afternoon, Daisy behind you walked calmly, smoking while observing her surroundings. You pull her by the hand once again, going towards the sound booth where they told you you were going to work. Curious eyes remained on you as you entered the place without precepts and with fanfare.
You knock on the door asking for permission to enter, but Daisy takes the lead entering the place, you sigh "By God's sake" before entering after her.
“Hi!" Daisy says when she enters, smiling like she was having a blast. You feel your chest warm to see her happy.
“Daisy Jones.” Teddy says pointing to her. “Billy Dunne!” He points to the singer now.
“I like your song.” She smiles bigger.
Y/n Rojas L/n: If I felt excluded? God, of course not... I liked composing, not singing, that was never what I wanted. I remember she was so excited about it all, and of course I was too. But with different points.
“Oh, I'm sorry who are you?” Billy answers her, his hands showing how close to this he was.
“Hey, uh, I'm Y/n she's Daisy... Teddy called us to help.” you introduce yourself, he still has the same serious face. You feel a little embarrassed, but you let it go.
“You told me it was just one girl, now there are two?” Billy ignores you, directing his words solely at Teddy.
“Don't worry, my job is already done.” Annoyed, you say, rolling your eyes. “I just came to join Daisy and show Teddy all we came up with.”
Billy lets out a sarcastic laugh. “What you come up with?”
This time you ignore him, turning to Teddy with a questioning look. “How can I help you?”
“The band is inside, I'll adjust things on the soundboard, you can join them and join me there later. Sounds good?” He suggests, you agree, giving Daisy a kiss on the cheek to indicate that you would be nearby.
Y/n Rojas L/n: Sorry, but Billy wasn't nice at all. I'm glad the rest of the band was lovely to me.
The rest of the band watched the commotion behind the glass in the room part of the soundboard. Karen lights a cigarette which she shares with Graham, trying to deduce what was happening as the sound was muffled and basically inaudible. Eddie played with the guitar strings without even noticing what was happening, his mind focused on something, but Warren had his eyes fixed on you and your every movement.
The drummer approaches Graham first, discreetly nudging him, or so he thought he did.
“Hey Peaches, do you know that girl over there?” Warren questions, stealing the cigarette from his mouth.
“The redhead?" He returns the question, giving up complaining about Rojas' "stealing."
“No, the other one.” He squint, trying to remember why he felt like he knew you.
“Nope, never seen her anywhere.” He ensures, trying his best to remember.
“What about you Karen Karen?” Rojas asks the blonde, who just now sees the drummer there.
“Why? Are you interested in her Rojas?” She says teasingly, Warren crosses his arms in denial, shrugging his shoulders.
“No... That's not the point, don't you think you've seen her somewhere?” The feeling grew inside him as he had a better view of you, but he still couldn't remember.
“Well, you better stop acting weird because she's coming.” Karen shrugs, heading towards her keyboard.
Warren Rojas: Y/n always had the gift of leaving me deconstructed, I would become more foolish than I already am in her presence. I think I'm still like that today.
“Hey, I don't want to intrude or anything but Teddy told me to stay here with you guys until he needs me.” Shyly you say, it was bizarre how you could express yourself so much better on paper and pen and were a disaster in front of new people.
“Oh don’t worry, sit down, do you want a cigarette?” Eddie offers, now that he's come out of his trance. You nod, accepting the offer. “I'm Eddie, the bassist.” He introduces himself.
Y/n Rojas L/n: That's when I noticed, they didn't remember me. I don't know if I was relieved or offended to be honest.
Eddie Roundtree: Wait, what? We met before?
Y/n Rojas L/n: Warren kept staring at me, I was feeling kinda uncomfortable. At a certain point I was already wanting to get out of there, but luckily for me, they asked us to give Billy and Daisy the space to sing.
“I think she wants us to leave.” Eddie says when he sees Daisy pointing at them several times.
“But it's our song.” Warren complains, smoking once more.
“Don’t you guys want to talk to Deb?” Karen suggests, you watch the movement from the corner of your eye, feeling a little excluded from the group.
“Deb is working today? Oh shit” Warren says making his way sloppily, towards the door.
Eddie doesn't take long to follow him, you notice that Graham takes his step only when Karen also leaves. The youngest Dunne leaves in a hurry, without noticing the blonde stop and look at you.
“Are you coming with us?” She says with a smile, and you admire how pretty she is. Nodding as you walk out with her.
Slowly you hear the voices of Billy and Daisy becoming a muffed sound, and the lights of the reception catch your eyes as you lean against the nearest wall. You fiddle with the zipper of your bag constantly, a way to release your anxiety, having the idea of leaving there to eat something while Daisy was recording.
You don't announce anything, you just make your way trying to draw little attention to the exit door. Warren, who was watching you from the corners of his eyes, notices and quickly gets up to catch up with you. Surprising both Eddie with his abrupt attitude and Deb with his disinterest.
“Hey nightingale, where are you going?” He makes you stop, you don't notice, but Karen rolls her eyes as she laughs at the drummer.
“Uh.” You say, noticing that you were the person he was talking to. “I thought I’d go get ice cream or something.”
Warren smiles big, “I love ice cream, can I join you?”
You smile small, happy with the suggestion. “I would love that.”
Warren fumbles in his pockets for the keys to his van, and you smile at his nervousness. Leaning on his hands to indicate for him to stop.
“Don't worry, I'll drive” You blink an eye, turning to go to your vehicle, hoping that this whole scene was attractive in some way.
Warren Rojas: It was sexy as hell *smirks* I mean, she is sexy as hell... *shrugs*
Y/n Rojas L/n: He said that? Yes! *tiny celebration*
You stop in front of the motorcycle, Warren watches your movements in shock, feeling goosebumps when he sees you putting on the vehicle's helmet.
“Here drummer, take this one.” you say handing over the helmet, he still watches you speechless.
Warren Rojas: Is there anything sexier than your wife driving a motorcycle? I mean, she wasn't my wife at the time but, you get it!
Y/n Rojas L/n: I did my best to look badass, but deep down, I was nervous, very nervous... I drove to my favorite ice cream shop at the time, which was very close by, but I spent the whole way there thinking "What the hell am I going to talk to this guy about?"
Warren Rojas: What did I think along the way? I thought about who she was and why she was so familiar *pause* and I also tried to find out what her shampoo smelled like. *smirks* Strawberry with honey, that's the smell.
“So...” Warren says when you two sit at the closest table.
“So...” You copy him, trying not to look into his eyes. “Why were you staring at me the whole time there at the record company?”
Warren swallows hard, still watching you talk about the situation casually while reading the menu as if he didn't know it.
Warren Rojas: I thought it was discreet. *shrugs*
Y/n Rojas L/n: *laughs* The last thing he was was discreet, but I love my goofy husband.
“It's just..." He says nervously, scratching the back of his neck, it was the first time you noticed this tic indicating nervousness in him. “It feels like I know you, like, you look familiar... Although thinking about it, you look like an American singer.”
You arch your eyebrows, hugging your torso to the table. “More like a composer. But it was close.”
✧.* 📚 — Hello! So, my first time writing something with more than two parts. I hope you like it because I'm very excited about my ideas. As it is different content, I don't know if I will use the same taglist that I always use. So here's the new one (in case you want to be tagged)
✧.* taglist — @cieopatrasss @neptunes-curse @boredshit-shadow
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plushpinkfox · 2 years
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thoughts on the movie, pt. 2
spoilers ahead (for real this time)
going to make a bullet point list of all the things i noted about the movie
i got up to watch this at 3am est and i have a full day of school today so idk. wish me luck i guess
i think it's a cop-out to make honora mean, actually, because it kind of defeats the point of the whole honora/vanessa and sophie/agatha thing. i know it's easier to exemplify sophie's Evil in the books because we can hear her inner monologue, but she wasn't even that Evil in the movie before they dropped her in the school
like she was kinda bitchy sometimes, sure, but all the "Evil" and "violent" things she did were in defense of agatha so i don't know if that really counts
THEY MADE VANESSA MIXED SO THEY COULD DO THE SISTERS THING. CALLING IT NOW
some lines of dialogue made me cringe too hard. i like the bit with eric or whatever his name was in the beginning but the "god i hate this town" had me foreseeing the reviews
some of the cgi looked fine and then some of it just. looked bad. i think it was really funny how they tried so hard to do primarily practical effects, and you could see it in things like the Trial by Tale, but i feel like it was kind of counteracted by the blood magic storyline? it doesn't matter if your whole Trial is practical effects if half your movie is full of ugly cgi pools of blood and nondescript magical energy blasts
speaking of nondescript magical energy blasts and bad cgi, rafal was so fucking stupid. like what
that fight at the beginning with the kit young duplicates? guys. guys come on. when he said "blood magic" i was like No.
idk i guess it just didn't really coalesce for me
i thought i would be able to contend with kerry washington's dovey performance in this movie but i really generally couldn't, especially after they basically decimated the "agatha's been beautiful all along" storyline
she was a little too manic for my taste. i liked her at some points and at other points she was kind of pissing me off
that anemone backstory made me laugh. you go girl
OK A CHANGE I LIKED: i thought gregor charming was corny. i thought opening a grocery store was corny. i thought his whole deal was a bit stupid. BUT HAVING TEDROS KILL HIM?? MY JAW DROPPED THAT WAS SO MUCH WORSE THAN THE BOOK
like having ted kill a random child is bad, obviously, but having him kill a recently mogrified established character was like WHAT
the modern music really fucked it up for me. i think this movie would have been just fine with the score and the special song they recorded for the credits. i think it made it way cornier than it needed to be and i really couldn't forgive it by the end
like you HAD to have a verse of brutal in there? this is not do revenge i thought i was hallucinating
sophie makeover scene demolished (which is sad but whatever) but what really got to me more was the fact that there was no nuance to any of the supporting cast at all? like how are you going to tell me that hester spits sparks in her face one day and then within the week is bowing down to her.
i feel nitpicky but it really is just the basics of a character. tell me why anadil and dot were literally indistinguishable in their character. portrayed exactly the same. sort of hester too.
the soman cameo actually did make me jump. like i already made a joke about this but i did a double take
i think tagatha was cute and i liked how they actually talked more before this but i think this could have been executed similarly while still keeping the whole "agatha is a witch" thing. case in point: they become friends early on, agatha tries to protect gregor-stymph, tedros kills gregor-stymph and gets confused why she's protecting a stymph and comes to the conclusion that "she must be a witch", sophie takes advantage of it to get with tedros, etc. tension. (i might be insane for this so if i am let me know)
i don't think it would have taken much to establish it as the snow ball and the no ball and i think sophie's point would have been more effective if they did
cate blanchett has a nice voice but i didn't vibe with the inconsistent storian narration; it sort of just felt like she was interjecting to explain things to us that the audience at the test screening had a dubious understanding of. like in the tower it was fine but throughout the rest of the movie it was sort of irritating that the movie assumed we couldn't infer what was going on and very rarely did what was going on ACTUALLY require background narration, even if you hadn't read the books
sophie had a very inconsistent characterization in the movie. agatha was consistent but sophie basically switched from good to evil overnight. i understand the point was she felt betrayed and was swayed to evil, but i think the movie made her stupider than she was known to be in the books and underestimated her intelligence, which makes me sad
i felt like the movie utilized a lot of tools to try and explain what was going on to the audience (rafal's monologues, storian narration, dovey and lesso) instead of just trusting that we could understand it on our own so it came off as very exposition heavy but not in like. an understandable way
very frustrated with the consistent erasure of queer characters. hester and anadil confirmed for like a split second in a scene where they dance together at the no ball, but they aren't established enough for the general audience to know that they're queer and it definitely could just come off as best friends
dovesso for a single goddamn second at the end where they look like they're about to kiss and then just go for the most awkward hug in the entire world which just??? really got to me. the whole lady lesso thing was fine, i guess, but i was really hoping that dovey and lesso's enlarged presence in the movie would lead to some depth to their book-based friendship. i know that's my fault for expecting that, but like. i didn't expect "blood magic" either so whatever
part of the problem with the queer character erasure too though is that they were never really that defined in the books (thanks soman) so a lot of it is just really suspicious and doesn't end up REALLY panning out, so they had an excuse to ignore it in the movie
noticed how they made the agaphie kiss at the end very chaste, so that and vanessa being mixed definitely is foreshadowing some sisterhood there
also the line where agatha says "she's like my sister" had me laughing my ass off. they know
i definitely liked sofia wylie the most in this film, but i think sophia anne caruso did the best with what she was given. i think both of them did their best with a rather shallow script.
ANOTHER THING I LIKED: i had my criticism of the no ball scene and i think the ending was rather convoluted and uhhhhh not great in general but i did honestly like the whole "good attacks" thing. i wasn't sure if they were actually going to follow through on the whole good becoming evil and evil becoming good thing but i think they did that well, and sophie's transformation into grand high witch ultimate at the end after her haphazard side-switching was actually okay imo
now did it lead into a stupid-ass castle-crumbling rafal fight? yes. but at least agatha got to fucking STAB HIM WITH EXCALIBUR??? i was hyped. also i thought it was good that rafal explained how he corrupted good and made them vain, that was nice
would have been funny if they did the original book ending but i understand why that wasn't really feasible
overall: mid. that is my review. mid.
i had a good time watching it! i really did! and i read some reviews, and they're about what i expected (which is sort of disappointing but i'll live), but i had a good time and i think that's what really matters here
i'm glad that it wasn't boring and that i'm able to write so much about it and i'll be able to talk about it for a while and follow through on the production of THE SEQUEL THEY MIGHT MAKE LMFAOOOO
THE WORLD WITHOUT PRINCES SETUP????? I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT
hit my limit
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thee-horny-thicky · 1 year
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The 141’s Music Taste
A/N: The genres and artists I’ve selected were chosen through the lenses of a Black American, and I have no clue how popular they are in the U.K. However, given that these men have traveled the world, I doubt that really matters. Anyway, enjoy :)
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Captain John Price:
Now, I know he’s canonically only in his late 30s, but I imagine him loving oldies. And when I say oldies, I mean songs older than him. Blues, jazz, and classic rock have his heart. After a mission, he loves nothing more than to kick back with a cigar and whiskey, with some Ray Charles or Louis Armstrong playing in the background.
The only modern genre he really likes is R&B, largely due to how much the aforementioned genres influenced it. And by modern, I mean the stuff around during the early 2000s.
Also, despite his love for old music, he cannot stand classical. It gives him a headache and irritates him to high-heaven.
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Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley:
I see a lot of people headcanon that Ghost is a metalhead. It’s an obvious choice and honestly makes sense. However, given his past, I believe that he’d have an aversion to metal. He might not be opposed to the classic rock ‘n roll sound, but metal? That’s a no-go.
I imagine him loving music that centers around self-expression and conveying what the artist has gone through. It grounds him and helps him feel a little more human. Thus, I think that he’d love blues and rap above all genres.
He especially loves 2Pac because of how often he talked about the social issues around him, even if Ghost himself can’t relate to the bulk of them. He just likes that 2Pac used his fame to talk about what his community was going through, and he loves his versatility.
R&B is another genre he regularly listens to, and I can even see him dabbling in pop. And by pop, I mean Lana Del Rey esc music. Also, as odd as it may seem, I can see him really liking Melanie Martinez.
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Johnny ‘Soap’ McTavish:
Soap’s the metalhead of the bunch. He can give you an in-depth critique of all the famous bands and has a list of underground metal artists he adores. Due to being a part of an elite task force, he rarely gets a chance to see his favorites, so when he does, he buys a ludicrous amount of merchandise to commemorate the show.
However, though he’s a metalhead first and foremost, he can vibe with any music he can dance to. Beyonce’s Renaissance? He had it on repeat, playing it so much, that his bunkmates were too annoyed to even tease him. And after a particularly rough mission, I imagine he’d turn to a softer-sounding genre like R&B.
But don’t play anything too slow around him, because he will complain. And opera? It makes him murderous.
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Kyle ‘Gaz’ Garrick:
Gaz was the only one to willingly listen to Renaissance with poor Johnny. I don’t know why, but I can picture him being a big Bey fan, his love for her going all the way back to her Destiny Child days when she was his celebrity crush. Play any Beyonce song, and he’ll be able to tell you the name of it within 2.3 seconds. And since he grew up during their domination, he’s also partial to the Spice Girls.
Prince and Michael Jackson are two more of his favorites, and he even managed to get Sosp hooked on them.
Now, he does also enjoy more ‘masculine’ music, the primary example being ‘90s gangsta rap. However, I imagine him preferring genres like R&B, pop, melodic rap, and neo-soul. And unlike Ghost, his pop music doesn’t need to have a sad girl or sad-core lilt. No, he’ll be fine jamming to Britney Spears, Dojo Cat, and Dua Lipa.
If you can’t tell by now, R&B is basically the only genre the 141 can agree on. Rhythm and Blues is a very versatile genre, allowing every member to enjoy it despite their varied music tastes. And honestly, I’m kinda obsessed with them blasting it during missions.
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fallenclan · 6 months
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okay, I have a few songs in mind for that Otterslip pmv! Just to let you know what to expect between all of these :) Give me your thoughts on these songs, I love these all dearly and really want to create something with all of these.
Toba the Tura by Forgiven Durden
Introduction to the Show by ミラクルミュージカル (Miracle Musical)
Alternatively, I use the Hawaii Part II Part II demo for Introduction to the Show because that version goes so hard. 10/10 demos. The piano is so crisp.
Time Machine by ミラクルミュージカル (Miracle Musical)
I will be using either the 1st or 2nd demo if I decide to do this song. The polished version on the official record won't do for Otterslip.
The Rockrose and The Thistle by The Amazing Devil
Worms by Viagra Boys
Poplar St by Glass Animals
I'd have to do this one carefully. Might have to edit my own version of the song for the pmv
I will be watching this post, so if anyone has more ideas.... then please share them in the replies or smth :)
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YOUR MUSIC TASTE IS SO GOOD. all of these songs are fantastic and they fit Otterslip so well,,, i've listened to almost all of them before but i still had to make myself a little playlist to refresh my memory and listen to them with the context of Otterslip in mind. devastating btw, in the best possible way. putting my thoughts below the cut bc they might get a little long!
Toba the Tura:
SUCH a good song. especially for Otterslip. a few lyrics that really stood out to me.
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THE LAST ONE ESPECIALLY. that whole ending monologue just SCREAMS Otterslip. the girl he loved vacating to a new place? his daughter dying and going to the afterlife. a mountainous wall of stone to separate themselves from him??? its. a fucking mountain. they live in a mountain. theirs would be the light, his would be the dark. oughghghghg sobs and wails and cries forever
Introduction to the Snow:
what if i cried. man this song is so fucking SAD. and also not in a way. would work fantastic if one wanted to do a really lonesome depressing take on Otterslip's exile. im picturing an animatic with very few pov changes, just Otterslip maybe watching the stars or traveling through the outside of Fallenclan's territory, up until "you'll live forever tonight" and the piano afterwards, then i'm seeing lots of glimpses of his past life in Fallenclan, and the events leading up to Stormsight's death. ougghh
Time Machine:
GOD THIS WORKS SO WELL WITH HIS EXILE. "you'll have enough time to spend some time alone" HES LITERALLY ALONE. dice anon youre going to turn me into an Otterslip apologist. hes literally leaving today
The Rockrose and the Thistle:
jaw drop. a friend of mine introduced me to this band a while back but HOW HAVE I NOT HEARD THIS ONE. this song fits Otterslip so good its crazy. here's a couple lyrics that stick out to me
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i'm definitely seeing some hints of Grassroot in this song. maybe he's singing it to her, maybe she's singing it to him, idk but shes There. ouches
Worms:
i've never heard this song OR this band before and it fucking RULES so first off thanks for pointing me in that direction. second OUGH i can see the Otterslip here. no lyrics in particular stand out to me but the Vibes... man the vibes they fit so well. i can see him singing this to Stormsight, esp since the "the same worms that eat me will one day eat you too" has such a threatening sound to it,,
Poplar St:
MY HEART. god this is so good and it works so well. again no lyrics really stick out to me in particular but MAN. the stress on "free falling love addict" is getting to me. considering Stormsight fell to his death. ouch.
conclusion! these are all fantastic song choices and you are a fucking genius. i'm almost temped to something with Toba the Tura myself, except i know I'd never finish it lmao. and as a side note, if you've never heard the Chonny Jash covers of a lot of Miracle Musical songs i would highly recommend. they aren't for everyone but personally I like them better than some of the originals, even.
and back to the topic of Otterslip: here's all the songs I have on his playlist at the moment (though i will be adding. probably all of the ones youve suggested.) in case you wanted more inspiration or simply some good tunes to listen to.
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ty for your wonderful ask!!! you have given me much to think about...
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goldsainz · 2 years
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MASTERLIST. A/N: this took me a while to write because i was in the midst of exams, so this may not be as good as i wanted it to be, but i hope you all enjoy it nonetheless WORD COUNT: 797 ──────────
COMPLICATED FREAK
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“Alright London, this is my final show in my European leg, and I don't like saying goodbye!” You scream into your microphone. The crowd goes wild, cheering at you, which makes you smile widely.
The arena is full with people, and you can’t believe you’ve reached the point in your career where stadiums fill just because you are there. It is insane, and it makes you swoon. It had been a surreal experience. And while you're sad that it is coming to an end (or for now at least), you cannot wait to finally be able to be with Harry for a good couple of weeks, all by yourselves.
“We have a couple of songs left, so our time together is not quite up yet!” You know your words bring comfort from the reactions of people, there are no sad faces yet, just joyful people.
“I debated a lot over what to do for my last show, maybe I should bring someone out?” The crowd goes into a frenzy, many start jumping, and chant for Harry, “Nah, I don’t think so! But then I had the most brilliant idea…”
At your trailed off words, the lights dim. It was apparent many were confused, some screamed for songs that were not on the setlist, some still chanted for your boyfriend. It seemed a formal collaboration was due.
The notes for Complicated Freak start playing in the background, some dramatic pauses, and it repeats again. You dance a little around the stage, the flashing lights making you seem like you’re disappearing and reappearing.
He got wrapped up in somebody else I’m wrapped up stuck in love with myself I never saw this coming around But I miss his skin on me now
People dance to the beat, obviously not knowing the lyrics to the song. You know some people will deem the song too freak-ish, but that is very much the point.
Tip of my tongue, he’s pulling my hair I do what he wants anywhere Back seat of the car and up in the air But I miss how he kissed everywhere
There is a prominent gasp at your blunt lyricism. You absolutely loved it, which meant this song would be something you’d perform every once in a while, just to give the fans a taste of something different. Your boyfriend did it, and it made you go mad (while could just ask for him to sing the song in heartbeat), each and every time
I can’t get you off my mind I can’t get you off my mind I still crave it, complicated freak I still crave it, complicated freak I still crave it, complicated Freak
Your hips moved to the rhythm of the song, while you moved your hands down your body. It was so exciting to be so explicit with your show. Your manager would probably sigh, and then not say anything, because maybe you wouldn’t be like this again. But you planned to improve your moves, and make it obvious what the song meant (although it didn’t take a genius to know), while never addressing it again.
Turned up too late one too many times Bad choice of words in my alibi Guess I love crazy, out of your mind You lost your head, so I'll give you mine
You were sure there was no feeling better than shocking your fans. To know that you are the one to make them smile, that your actions make their days better. You knew that there was no way you would ever forget this moment, this was an out of world experience.
The music was loud, but the fans were louder. Many just screamed as you neared them, or moved your hips a bit too much, since they really didn{t know the song.
I can’t get you off my mind I can’t get you off my mind I still crave it, complicated freak I still crave it, complicated freak I still crave it, complicated Freak
Your singing was now accompanied by some fans, and that simple action made you smile like crazy. You grab your microphone from its stand, and point it towards them, mouthing the song while bopping your head.
She got wrapped up in somebody else I’m wrapped up stuck in love with myself (ha)
I can’t get you off my mind I can’t get you off my mind I still crave it, complicated freak I still crave it, complicated freak I still crave it, complicated Freak
The last thing the fans see before the lights go out is your breathless state, blowing kisses to fans who scream for you.
Each fan knew this show had been a magical experience, one many would be jealous of, but they would remember with a smile forever.
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bebeyeyo · 1 year
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ditto : i want you so, want you
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genre: fluff, ending angst
pairing: chaeyoung x tenth!member
ditto short series: nayeon, jeongyeon, momo, sana, jihyo, mina, dahyun, tzuyu
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oh how much chaeyoung loved you so. besides mina, you were her go to.
you both acted so childish, and to others it may have been annoying, but you both didn’t care as long as you had each other.
you both were still in school at the time, only graduating soon after her and tzuyu, she helped you with your studies, helping you pass.
although you weren’t the best rapper in the world, there were often times where you had to. thankfully, chae was there to help.
you both did so much together. you drew, made ridiculous photos, you even helped chaeyoung with her tattoo ideas as you both had gotten older.
no doubt chaeyoung was so touchy sometimes, but you didn’t mind it one bit. chaeyoung, just like the rest of twice, loved to show you affection.
whenever she could, she’d come up behind you, holding you and mina by the waist, tickling your sides playfully.
chae still remembers that day you came with her one vlog to collect some strawberries and make strawberry jam.
another hobby you both did so much; picking strawberries.
it was something you both did often to try and make any strawberry creations, like following youtube tutorials on how to make homemade strawberry milk.
or making those santa strawberries that you get thrown off by so much because of the salty piece of meat that is in the sweet strawberry, but you bare it because you don’t wanna hurt chae’s feelings.
likes to laugh at you, mainly because she just finds you so funny. anything you do she’d laugh at.
has a huge thing with listening to music with you. anywhere you both are if appropriate, one AirPod would be attached to one ear, playing the song. which is why you and chae have the same taste in music a lot.
she loved how you’d come home from school, telling about what trendy things are happening, what friends you made, what classes were easy and what was hard. then she would get jealous because some classes for you are easier than what she did.
you know who’s laughing in the group from her laugh. you don’t even have to look, you hear her laugh and you know.
you were supposed to be a guest with chae on youngji’s channel, but unfortunately after your confirmed paperwork documented from the doctor, you couldn’t.
you heard how sad youngji was since she didn’t get to meet you. you wanted to meet her badly as well. which is why you were thankful when chae got the opportunity to bring youngji to visit you.
chae hasn’t been the same, just like all the girls, whenever you were speaking such sad words with a smile on your face.
she still wanted to get another tattoo, but now a different one was permanently on her skin.
your nickname on her inner wrist.
it did hurt knowing the needle was near a sensitive part of her skin, but she didn’t care. she wanted to get it for you.
now whenever she looks down at her wrist, she thinks of you even more than she already does.
just like jeongyeon, she carries your lovely with her at all times. keeping it hugged up against her chest.
she’ll turn her phone towards your lovely, as if she’s showing you something cool she found.
the nights where she makes your homemade recipe for strawberry milk, she puts all of her effort and love into it. with every crush of the strawberry she gets to.
she makes sure to make enough for the girls, placing it in a pitcher in the fridge before pouring her some as well.
used to it, she grabs a second cup, “do you want some, y/n? it’s your favorite-”
she turns around seeing she’s the only one in the kitchen.
her smile slowly fades before placing the second cup back into the cabinet.
she slowly takes a sip of the strawberry milk, smiling only a little before grabbing your lovely that was placed safely against the flower vase, her phone, and her cup before leaving the kitchen.
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adelaidedrubman · 11 months
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wip music monday ft. last line tag
i given some sick tunes and tagged to give some in turn by @v0idbuggy @inafieldofdaisies @derelictheretic @socially-awkward-skeleton! also following skelly’s lead and combining this with the last line tag i got from @cassietrn beloved. sending tags for either out to @direwombat @henbased @florbelles @unholymilf @poetikat @shallow-gravy @roofgeese @afarcryfrommymain @voidika @strafethesesinners @strangefable @deputyash @purplehairsecretlair @corvosattano @jackiesarch @nightbloodbix @trench-rot @ri-a-rose @blissfulalchemist and anyone else interested!
another day, another snippet and thematically relevant bop from hook, line, and sinker.
“You got the plan down, right?” Jestiny hissed at the man fumbling uselessly with the task of baiting his hook, leaning into the motion of casting her line to inconspicuously shove in front of him and hopefully block the embarrassing display from Sherri and Skylar’s view. “Don’t need me to fuckin’ rehearse it with you again?” 
By the time they’d parked the skiff perfectly midway between Can of Worms and the bank at which her ex-girlfriends were presently fishing, Jessie was beginning to think that this entire thing had been a massive, undeniable mistake. 
and, of course, obligatory lyric excerpt. this song truly tells jestiny’s story like none other. the whiskey has failed to solve her heartbreak, but she knows what the solution to this situation is — no, not meaningful self-reflection. she simply needs a boat. and adelaide may ask her about the break up, but the admiral sure won’t.
this whiskey sure tastes fine right now / but it ain’t doin’ the trick, no / yeah, it ain’t gettin’ me gone enough / to make my mind forget / that one shot, two shot, three shot more / don’t change the fact she ain’t in the picture anymore / this bar stool ain’t workin’ / but if anything can / it’ll be me on a dock pushin’ off of dry land
i need a lake, a little bit of bait / i’d even take a creek / i’m tired of all these concrete streets / we were running down / yeah, what i need right now / is some roddin’ and some reelin’, first catch feelin’ /praying to the man for some muddy water healin’ /don’t need no sad song on my radio / burnin’ up some black smoke, down a backroad / i need a boat / i need a boat
don’t care if it’s a pontoon / brand new, been used / as long as it’ll fish / just wanna cast it out yonder / let my mind wander off to anything but this / i’m tired of runnin’ into all my friends / askin’ if i’m over her lovin’ / yeah, but out there where the river lets in / them fish don’t ask me nothin’
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Two of Us leaves a bad taste in my mouth these days. The more the other writers talk about the development process the clearer it becomes that they were complicit with Sony in pushing Louis to release a song he wasn’t lyrically or sonically up for writing. All so Sony could milk tearjerker dollars from 1D fans. I know the music industry is a shitty business but I can’t wrap my head around how cold you would have to be to add to the burden of someone you knew was already struggling.
That’s not how I took it, tbh.
It felt to me, at the time, that Louis did have some insecurity or anxiety about continuing his career without his mother. Jay had been Louis’ bedrock who guided his life in every aspect, up until she became ill and subsequently passed away. Jay was 100% in Louis’ corner. Her confidence in Louis’ ability never wavered. In difficult times, under difficult conditions, Louis could always consult her to help him make the right choice.
When we look at the entirety of Louis’ career and life, we realize that there is really no one else with the loyalty and wisdom that Jay had. No matter what One Direction or the media or fans were doing, and no matter the vicissitudes of pop culture, Louis could count on Jay’s steady, supportive, and astute nature to love him unconditionally and give him an honest yet fair opinion. Suddenly she wasn’t there anymore, and Louis had to both process his own grief, and to be the head of his family, the spokesperson and the role model.
Even today, you can see the conflict in Louis’ nature. He is the leader in so many ways (“I was always the boss,” as he said), the decision-maker of expensive, risky, high profile projects, the face of fame for his sisters’ careers, the father who must protect his son from the dangers of fame and keep his own name out of rude headlines. Yet Louis is also a man who never really lived a normal late-adolescence. He “skipped” the freedom of being able to do stupid things out of the limelight, to form normal young adult friendships and romances, to educate himself on relationships, culture, and history, to have a loose day or two online just shit-texting. He tries to have a normal life, but friends and family can also be young, immature, or plain unreliable. Sometimes (nowadays) Louis does stuff just for the adrenaline and you can understand why.
Writing a song about Jay seemed to me (at the time) like a gate that Louis had to pass through, to process what was happening to him mentally and emotionally, and it was seriously challenging for him. He didn’t feel up to doing it for many reasons.
Also, as the rest of the songs from Walls demonstrated, Louis felt like the album had to tell his entire life story up to that point (he even said he had envisioned the songs in chronological order), and Two Of Us was the touchstone in his story that he could not allow himself to get wrong. During the lead-up to the album, Louis had a habit of saying he was “a perfectionist,” which I interpreted to mean that he had both very high expectations of the creative work but also an anxiety about getting the details right.
I think it’s pretty tough to read a few lines from Bryn Christopher about the songwriting on Two Of Us and understand it from Louis’ perspective, his motivation. The music videos— the performance video and the video with Richard Green— give us a better idea of what Louis aimed to do with that song. He has almost a compulsion to share his compassion and generosity with the world; this is the other side of the coin of his private, intense sadness. I think this duality allows him to be a steadier person, and it’s also something he learned from Jay.
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imaddicted2hs · 1 year
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ONE SHOT- Broken Mirror
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Its going to be sad sad so brace yourself guys.
And yes hey, posting after like decades lmao. Its just a little something i have been feeling lately so if you wanna feel a lil sad, this is the one shot maybe.
Word Count- 1.4k
Warnings- Angst
Happy Reading!!
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I slowly breathe in as I mindlessly open my case. I grab the neck of my black guitar, pulling it out carefully. “You will play great y/n I know, don’t stress it too much yeah?” I give my friend a small tight lipped smile and look around to see if he’s there.
We don’t have the same class anymore but he has friends in my section so he often visits during the common break. I have spent nights memorising this very song by heart. I learned to play it on guitar so that I could sing it all out, all my feelings for him. But it will be like a knife was stabbed in my heart if he doesn’t show up. I notice a few heads turn towards me as I sit on the desk, positioning my guitar. I feel the coarse strings on my fingertips as I hold some random chords and give it a light strum. Before beginning with it I quickly glance at the door and to my surprise I make eye contact with him. It’s so quick that I barely see anything other than his green orbs looking at me and his body leaning at the door frame basically effortlessly. Without giving it a second thought I start strumming the intro attracting a few more half interested peeps around me. I get lost in singing right away because I have always felt those lyrics deep in my bones. I was in no way a singer but I was fine enough to not make other people’s ear bleed and sound tolerable if there was light music in the background.
“I wanna taste his lips, yeah cause they taste like you, I wanna drown myself in a bottle of his perfume.”
I made sure to change the pronouns as I sang the song and I tried my best, I really did, to not turn my head to the left as I said the you part but it was almost like my actions were out of my control. Ofcourse I regretted doing that because as soon as I turned my head, he stared right at me and I saw his eyebrows shoot up, which was almost unnoticeable, but I caught the slight surprise in his eyes. Regardless I continued and it felt like the song ended too fast or I swallowed a whole verse or something but maybe I was just being paranoid. My idiotic brain made sure to not skip looking at him at any of the ‘yous’. It was almost embarrassing because I felt like a few people noticed it. I strum the last chord and let it echo as I pull my hand away and smile at the small crowd in front of me. I didn’t even notice that I’d attracted a good amount, probably around 50 people, as I played. Not even a second later I heard a small applause and my friend's rushing words like “dude how” or “damn girl” as she gave me a side hug. I didn’t have the guts anymore to look at him again and my only friend who knew about him gave me a sympathetic look which I just shrugged to in response. So what really was the deal? Harry Styles. The boy I have liked since 7th grade, which means it’s been almost 5 years now. We were not strangers no but we weren’t close friends either. The dynamic we had was too confusing for me to understand properly. We actually did pretty great when it came to texting but it all came down to puddles of awkwardness and almost forced conversation whenever we tried to talk face to face. It wasn’t like that for the first year I’d met him but after two years of not seeing each other and only texting at times, it all ended in this weird ball of confusion. Almost like an intangible mess of lose threads. And what made it worse was my old ex best friend, now like a frenemy, was closer to him than I could ever be. It was almost excruciating to watch them talk so freely and even laugh together. It’s a thought that can make me bust into tears at anytime of the day so I won’t go down that road. I hear a few “that was really nice” and “great job, keep it up” as I start to put my guitar back in because boys around here can’t be trusted. All the compliments made sure to put a permanent smile on my face but my bubble is popped as soon as I see him approach me. “You looked adorable while playing the guitar.” It takes me a second to get a grasp of what he said but I mutter a quick thanks as I try to find something, anything, to do with my hands as we talked. “Could we talk for a moment?” I close my eyes and mentally curse myself because I had a feeling that this would happen but I also had a small hope that he won’t find the guts to do this. “Sure ofcourse” I reply as coolly as I could. I follow him as he tries to make small talks. I know I can break the ice and make it less hard but something inside me doesn’t want me to. Almost as if my soul is enjoying watching him struggle. “So how’s life treating you?” “Nothing much, what about you?” Him and his dry replies again. I just shrug in response to challenge that response. “So who’s the guy crush?” He askes me all of a sudden and I just scoff as a reflex. “Are you really asking me that right now?” My question is laced with annoyance and I can see that he’s taken back by my sudden change in mood but I’m done pretending now. Before he can say anything I attack him with my words. “Not a single glance I gave you was the answer to the question you just asked? I can’t take it anymore Harry, I can’t. Either you are just naive or you just don’t want to see what’s right in front of you.” My voice is shaking but I continue because his face portrays not a single emotion right now.
“You give me all of these mixed signals and I almost believe that you like me but then you sometimes say stuff that screams ‘we are friends’ right in my face. I like you Harry and this all is killing me.” I just stare at him because I know he deserves atleast a little time to comprehend it all. He sighs before he makes a go for it. “Y/n you’re cool and a nice friend but I’m just not looking for a relationship right now. But I promise that we can be really good friends. You can trust me.”
“That’s it? Good friends after this? What? Okay not looking for a relationship. With me or in general? And why didn’t I hear you say that you don’t reciprocate these feelings? What if that girl you like liked you back? You would date her I’m sure.” I can’t think straight as I bombard him with all these questions with tears daring to fall from my eyes. He just gives me a look from which I can’t make out anything and I just stand there watch him leave after he mutters an apology. I want to scream at him. I want to yell and let him know that now also he did nothing but communicate badly and I hate him for not liking me back but I don’t say any of that. Instead I break into tears and let all the frustration out because it really isn’t his fault. He never asked me to fall for him and he never asked me to get attached to him. He didn’t promise me a strong bond or a friendship. He didn’t because he didn’t need to. I fell into the ugliest trap of one sided love and I resent the fact that anything like that exists. I get a hold of myself and I sprint into the nearest restroom. I wash my face, tell myself everything is fine and somehow make it out alive of the next three hours of school. I reach home and in no time I lay on my bed and I cry and cry until I have no tears left. He didn’t feel the same. It felt like I had looked in a mirror, but it was broken. I’d shouted but the voice hadn’t echoed. I had thrown a pebble in the lake and the droplets hadn't repeled. I didn’t like this feeling and I just wanted to wallow in my sadness for the whole night. And that’s exactly what I did.
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Thoughts??? Constructive criticism is welcomed, reblogs are appreciated and I hope I have improved. I'll writing something longer and better soon maybe. See ya till then;)
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