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you know what im just putting it in a separate post. this is my own ulixes backstory - content warning for parental+familial abuse/neglect.
Another stupid mistake.
Ulixes had forgotten to wash and put away the dishes. This had the immediate effect of enraging his father - who was hitherto consumed in a bad mood - and the expulsion of Ulixes from the family home for the night. Moronic of himself, Ulixes thought, to provoke him so thoughtlessly. Muffled in the kitchen and its yellowing white tiles with that awful, guttural shout, until Ulixes turned and ran - ran out the back door, to where his father would not follow under the siren call of another pyrholidon from the fridge. 
And so he sat, looking up at the house and the pale sky above it. An entire wooden thing slumping dauntless before him. It rotted and shook and groaned through stormy nights, as if aware of its absurd and depressing existence. Embarrassed by the silence of its residents. Apathetic to the omen of another hard winter. On the little porch around the back that nobody ever used - where it wouldn’t dampen his trousers - Ulixes wondered into the thrice-unread pages of his book: why doesn’t it just fall? 
Yet, the clocks kept turning, and the mice wouldn’t stop running through the pantry. Little scampering-scratching in the walls beside his bed. The pigeons that nested in the chimney each Summer. Ulixes Bücher, tucked away where no-one would try to find him. Empty pantries. Cold bed. Crumbling chimney. Ulixes, tucking himself away. That was the way of things. That was how nature was slowly reclaiming the Bücher household. Day by day. Night by night. 
Especially those long, long nights which were as black as pitch and twice as humid. Where he as a little boy would toss and turn and dream of the entire wretched house collapsing. In those dreams, he would wake up in the morning, surrounded by and buried in rubble - the mounted deer head, the ripped clothes, the four-poster bed in his parent’s room, the fine china that was never used - and Ulixes, sole survivor, a tiny dot in the wreckage, emerging. Fifteen tumbling steps to the left, and he would happen upon the remains of the family jewels. In this childish fantasy, Ulixes would sell the jewels and move far, far away. It didn’t matter where. The house just needed to fall. So why didn’t it? 
In a fit of frustration, he snapped his book shut. Wind tousled his hair as he meandered through the overgrown garden: through the long furs of grass - the deadnettle, which his older brothers would pick the flowers off to jokingly whip at him - past the old pine trees, all the way to the back. Here, a shed almost as old as the house itself stands vigil against the elements. A slightly brighter shade of wood, still dulled by years of use and disuse. A musky hint of rainy evenings past, warping the walls. Windowless. 
And no lock, of course - nobody would just let themselves into here, not in the East. Not where you were picked off the street and sent back across the canal for the most minor of public infractions. Except, nobody in the Bücher household has repeatedly accessed this little hovel either. Perhaps since his grandfather, as far as Ulixes knows. He did woodwork, or something to that effect, in his spare time. Back when they employed house-servants, this place could possibly have gone over the rusting equipment with a dust-rag. Now, all the erstwhile sawdust has simply blown away; a blessing for the jacket on Ulixes’ back which is quickly going to become a mattress under the dented, discoloured workbench - one of the only things nailed to the floor. 
He doesn’t know how many hours his grandfather spent here. By all accounts, he was a silent old man, praised by Ulixes’ siblings for scoring a once-in-a-lifetime engineering commission from a previously blossoming city. In fact, the Bücher household seem to have a thing for dying before Ulixes ever meets them. Apart from those who still remain in the house, he knows of one cousin who moved away to Jamrock, never to be heard of again. Every other member is locked in an eternal, poisonous game of one-upmanship over dinner, concerning wage brackets and managerial positions. Quoting the spiteful rants of his oldest brother - there used to be openings. And now there aren’t. Honest, skilled workers like he are forced back across the canal for work, where the jobs are cheap and the turnover is cheaper. His Aunt, spitting into a wine glass about mingling with the lower people, how the trickle-down up-swing has faded, how stagnancy has strangled her aspiration of a nice car and the subsequent respect that would blossom on everyone’s faces when she turns up in that. 
They have made it abundantly clear that whatever blessed the Bücher family three generations ago is never doubling back. The repairs the home direly needs will never be happening. Even if they did, the resounding result would simply be putting a plaster on a stab-wound. It doesn’t matter how much junk his father sells to put him through a return-on-investment education. So, why doesn’t the house fall? 
He breathes the afternoon light, perched in the doorframe; leaning. In contrast to the opulence of his grandparents’ tailor-made mansion, the shed is a utilitarian thing. Cuboid and sturdy, with its thick walls and insulated door - telling the tale of a person who would be complained away from the porch by neighbours or would not be dissuaded from partaking in outdoor hobbies in Winter. A floor softened by work boots. Flecks of paint and glue and oil staining in intervals. The whisper of pine needles reverberating around. So much wood, he thinks, like a little hole in a tree. A bird’s nest, from which he is watching the grey bulb of the sky grow dimmer and dimmer. Until the trees and the too-tall fence and the grasses turn into a shadow-puppet show. Until all Ulixes can hear is the wind. Until Ulixes can no longer read his book - only able to see a vague outline of his hands, and the stars still somehow shining through the city smog. Until he whistles, and the air stops whistling that jaunty little tune back into his ears, and the hairs on the back of his neck stand up. That is when he shuts the door to the shed. 
It is warm, Ulixes’ little nest. Thrumming with that insulation, that warp-curved geometry. It does something comforting to your brain, such like a reinforcing example does for a belief you already hold. He parts his chapped lips, and pushes his tongue to the back of his throat. A little click of sound is released. A pushing of a particularly satisfying button - or the trigger pulled on an empty gun-barrel? 
The click bounces off the walls. It is an instantaneous cacophony, finished in less than a second. But it reels back his mind from wandering back to earlier, where the dishes were stacked and dirty and his father’s face was… 
Click. Click. Click. 
Echo. Echo. It never fails. Nothing is used against him, here - where no one will look for him. 
Ulixes opens his book to the middle before resting his head on it. He knows by experience the floor will mercifully not hurt his body come morning. A jacket, brown, coming apart at the seams, slung over his thin frame. 
Tonight, he dreams again of the house falling down. The wind; terrible and exacting, will extricate the foundations from the tumour of Revachol East and tumble it in a chef-swirl across the street. Miraculously, it would ignore The Shed, just as Ulixes would awake the next day to ruins, only to completely disregard its contents in favour of walking into the encroaching Pale. As if there was something in there for him. In there, where the air whistles back at him. 
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tony-andonuts · 3 months
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Vent time ^-^
I am so fucking hyperaware of the fact that I am slowly deteriorating myself to make life better for others. It is second nature for me to offer anything i have to someone before anyone else can interject. The only way my coworker is able to help me out without me shooting them down immediately is by getting me to say my to-do list and then very silently doing some of those tasks. I so badly wanna keep making others' days better butlike. Girl Im at my limit and this is so unreasonable for me to say and I know butlike I really wish someone would just force me to stop like i do to others and then care for me. Even if just for an evening
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riiwrites · 9 months
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hiiiii !! i hope youre having a wonderful day !! could i request dazai being jealous over his S/O’s long time friend :0 ? if u accept this request thank u so much and even if u dont still thank u <3
𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐇𝐈𝐌 - 𝐃. 𝐎𝐒𝐀𝐌𝐔
a/n : ty for your request love 🫶🏼
warnings : arguments that contain swearing, just dazai being very possessive and jealous
wc : 1,564
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— 𝐓o be completely honest, you had not a clue on how you managed to run into Hatori. It happened quite abruptly as you were walking back to both yours and Dazais shared apartment after finishing your shift.
You bumped into each other on the street accidentally and almost immediately recognised one another, smiling at the sight of your childhood friend who you hadn’t seen in over a couple of years now.
Wow, time really flew by.
He had offered to take you out to coffee. No romantic intentions or anything, just friendly gestures. You smiled pleasantly at the idea and accepted his offer. It was a perfect time to catch up and you both were really happy you got the chance to do so. You had mentioned your boyfriend, Dazai and Hatori was very persistent on meeting him, really excited to meet the man who managed to steal your heart. So eventually after coffee you brought him back to your shared apartment where Dazai would be, really excited to introduce him to one of your long time friends.
Dazai was upstairs, watching television on his own when he suddenly heard the jangling of keys against the door hole, he instantly got up from his position on the bed, expecting only to see you. He grinned at the thought of you entering the door as he would embrace you with hugs and kisses. As soon as the door clicked and opened up with a creak you heard a rush of steps thumping down the staircase followed by a cheery voice from your lover. “Ah! Belladonna~ I’m ever so happy to finally see y-“
A long pause interrupted him right as he was going to finish his sentence. He paused midway through rushing down the stairs and blankly stared at the pair of you, eyes flickering back to Hatori and then you for a few moments, his smile slowly fading away before his gaze returned to you and he cocked his eyebrow up.
“Y/N? Who is this?”
He asked firmly, his now stern expression not wearing off anytime soon by the looks of it. Hatori, completely oblivious to Dazais disapproval put his hand out for Dazai to shake, smiling kindly with a sweet expression painted on his face.
“Hi! I’m Hatori, Y/N’s friend!”
There was another long pause between your lover and long time friend, you were practically sweating at this point due to the one sided tension between the two. It felt like Hatori was the only one who clearly couldn’t sense it.
Dazai squinted his eyes down at the man before him, retorting back to the statement.
“Well they certainly haven’t mentioned you.”
His squinting then turned to a cold glare. Hatori slowly got the hint of Dazai not liking this encounter at all and he backed away slowly, his smile also slowly fading, his eyes shifted back to you basically asking for help.
“Dazai..”
You started, attempting to cooperate with him.
“What? Seriously, don’t give me that. I’m only stating basic facts, you’ve not mentioned a single thing about this guy and then just out of thin air you bring him to our shared apartment?”
Dazai scoffed, crossing his arms with the same stoic cold expression he had on his face ever since he saw the pair of you two together. Just as you were about to respond back to this bitterness, Hatori then cut in, his friendly smile came back as he stood next to you.
“I understand how upsetting this situation must be for you. But i promise you me and Y/N have been such good friends for years! We were only catching up.”
He remained positive as he then placed his hand on your shoulder comfortably. You mentally face palmed yourself, knowing this would only make things worse, and indeed you were right. This action only enraged Dazai much further, the indicator for this being true was how red his face was from the state of anger he was in just watching him touch you. Before this could’ve escalated any further, you sighed softly and turned to Hatori, taking his hand off your shoulder.
“I think you should go.” You said to him with a soft but serious tone, a light smile on your face so you didn’t seem too careless about rushing him out so quickly. Hatori turned to you, completely understanding before returning the smile and nodding, he bowed respectfully to Dazai, who’s stone cold glare could’ve engraved holes in the top of Hatori’s head if he wanted to. Hatori turned around and made his leave, nodding to you once more and shutting the door behind him.
Dead utter silence filled the room as the two of you stare at eachother, Dazai’s expression slowly softened as he looked at you, staring at your precious face but his face still remained stern. He turned around and began walking to the kitchen as you were in complete shock by his behaviour towards your friend. You began to follow from behind and start to make your presence fully known.
“What the hell was that?!” You spat, glaring at the back of his head, he leaned himself on the kitchen counter, turning around to look at you.
“What do you mean?” He asked bluntly, squinting his eyes at you.
“He was only being friendly!” You exclaimed, starting to get more angry at Dazai’s bluntness and how cold he was suddenly being. He almost scoffed again.
“Yes, because being friendly to you means him having his arms all over you huh?” He argued back, his chest heaved with anger and his cold facade fading, slowly bubbling up to anger once again.
“All over me?” You emphasised
“You have to be joking, he placed a hand on my shoulder in a comforting gesture! I don’t get why you’re so bothered by this, I just wanted to introduce you to him. I said such good things about you at the coffee shop!”
Dazai paused himself for a moment, thinking of this scenario you had just opened up in his mind. He then took a quick double take.
“You- were at a coffee shop with him?”
He repeated what you said, just to make sure he heard right, then glared and turned away.
“I bet he had his filthy hands all over you then too! God he makes me sick that piece of shit..I’m gonna-“
“No, you’re not going to do anything, don’t even bother! You only met him for about five minutes anyway how can you make such a judgement? Why are you being like this?!”
You argued, choking on your own words, he then snapped back turning around to glare into your eyes as he finally spat out his feelings.
“Because damn it! it should’ve been me there with you! Getting coffee and talking! Having my arms all over you! You’re MY lover for fuck sake. Nobody else should touch what’s mine do you hear me? Nobody!”
It then suddenly clicked in your head. Your eyes widened as you finally began to realise why he was acting like this, his eyes were not only full of anger, but also jealousy. He was jealous! It couldn’t have been more clearer, his words confirmed the hidden truth that hid deep behind his brown orbs. You calmed yourself down quickly after hearing this, taking a few steps forward and placed your hand on his cheek gently, giving him a full sympathetic smile.
“Dazai, you do know that nobody else in this whole world would ever be able to compete with you to win my heart, right? Because you’ve already won it.”
You reassured him, caressing his cheek ever so gently with your thumb. His eyes softened as you did this, he let your words sink in before he let his insecurities get the best of him.
“Even Hatori?”
He asked for one more piece of reassurance from you, before you rolled your eyes playfully, the smile still remained on your face.
“Yes, definitely even Hatori. Like him and I both said anyway, he’s just a long time friend, we’ve been meaning to catch up.” You explained, he stood there for a moment, before he brought his hand up to your arm that was caressing his cheek, he kept a hold onto your arm and began to smile once again.
“I- guess I have to apologise for my behaviour. To not only you but also Hatori.” He said reasonably, before then speaking up once again, this time more of defending myself other than accepting that he was in the wrong.
“But he shouldn’t have had his hands on you like that! Especially not in-front of me!”
He huffed, pouting slightly. You giggled at this, kissing his pout off of his face repeatedly, he could’ve just melted into your kisses if he really wanted to.
“I mean, I guess I could learn to like him.” Dazai sighed into your loving actions, falling in love with you all over again.
“I’m still better than him though.” he muttered in between your kisses, you giggled again at his sly remark.
He moved his hand up to yours, intertwining his fingers with your own as you smirked slightly, stuck in thought as you then spoke up.
“I should get you wound up more often. You know it only takes one phone call-“
“Don’t even think about it.”
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burnedwriter · 1 year
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Hiiii, I sae your last post and I was thinking... What about a s/o who talks a lot and is very loud and likes to make small talk whit everyone but as soon as they get in bed they are really shy and quiet :>
You can do the characters you want but I was thinking about al,ayato or cyno ☆ tyyyyyyyy
A/n:i decided to do all 3 of them bc i couldnt choose sooo,i hope you like it!
warning:mild spice but not too much,overall fluff,petnames,!gender-neutral reader
🌱al haitham
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🌱he's the type of person to only talk when its necessery or to get the information that he needs for his research.Al haitham is very calm and collected unlike you who were all over the place and very extroverted person who has created friendship all across sumeru city.
🌱Al haitham was glad to have you though,your energy always brings a smile to his face,as you broke the boredom and akwardness that sometimes started to form when you two were sitting and collecting intel for research.
🌱After the two of you were finally in a relationship he came to realize that having a loud s/o had it's advantages from meeting new people and forming new friendship to making it easier to collect information since you already know the right people and everyone trusted you.
🌱but what really striked al haitham was how the sudden shyness you had when the both of you were left together,unlike how you were in the morning,it made him think that you were in reality only energetic and loud when you were aroud people.
🌱the first time you tried to cover yourself while you had a red blush run across your face.
''i'm sorry''said al haitham seeing that you pulled away and tried to cover yourself.
''i didnt mean to''he continued thinking he might have overstepped a boundary but after seeing you slowly uncover yourself with your hands,looking at him like a sheep ready to be devoured by the big bad wolf al haitham immediatly got it and came to realize why you became shy all of a sudden.Recollecting himself he spoke again.
''i want to hear what you want''his voice serious and commanding,he was going to have so much fun with you pushing your limits,to start making you talk or more specificly making you moan.
💧Ayato
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💧Ayato loves your outgoing personality and ass the s/o of the yashiro commissioner,is a requirement to be a very talkative,he can always rely on you when it comes to taking to guests or other higher ups from other nations that came to visit since every possible person knows you in inazuma.
💧He was so happy to see you organise the festivals and do such a fantastic job that he dedicated that job to you.he also learns a lot from you during your small talks that happen after you come back from your little shopping sprees,he gets to know how things are going and if there are any things he has to take actions to or things that you like.
💧he really enjoys your company and how you keep the conversations constantly going as you jump from topic to topic,so you could imagine how shocked that you were in reality shy when it came to the bedroom,seeing your shyness unlike the person you were before,it made him smirk to himself.
''what happened dear~cat got your tongue~''he teased seeing your bushfull expression when his hand started to slowly glide up your inner thigh
''oh...oh i see~''he said as you were shaking like a leaf to his slightest touches and not responding to what he said,trying to focus your gaze somewhere else ayato realized what was going on.
dont expect the teasing to stop anytime soon,he wants to hear your pretty voices and he will do anything in the book to hear you beg for him.
⚖cyno
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⚖Cyno is not a people person at all he prefers to stay alone or sit in silence most of the times as well as avoiding with people as much as possible,now a lot of people wondered how you two are together,both of you are the definition of night and day,unlike cyno are very loud and talkative person that loves constantly socializing and never seem to sit in one place.
⚖he enjoys passing your time with you when hes off duty and play games of tcg together ,he thinks that you make the game more entertaining,when he sees you get cocky as you are about to win just for you to loose.He also loves it when you let the most heart felt laugh when he tells you his cheesy jokes.
⚖So he was more than suprised that you were always loud like that and you changed to a more quiet person when it came to bedroom activities.Cyno was concerned the first time you did that seeing you all shy and quiet all of a sudden it made him think that he did something that you didnt like and accidentally made you uncomfortable with his touche.
''i didnt mean to''he said with reget in his voice,getting quickly off of you but he was quickly stopped by your hands as you pulled him back to his original position as you wrapped your legs around his waist
''please cyno i need you''you said your voice almost like a whisper,with red blush running across our cheeks upo realizing what you said.
''oh''suprise in his voice,collapsing any questions he had before about what he was doing,maybe thats how you were behind closed door and thats why it was so sudden,he will make sure to take good care of you and try to push you to see how flustered you can get as he loves seeing you like that,he could almost feel himself smug every time he turns you into a moaning mess and removing all that shyness you had before
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hi hi idk how you feel about angst or hurt/comfort type stuff but if you’d be comfortable with it.. could i get a post about mercs caring for a depressed reader? like on a particularly “off” day? thank you and apologies if you dont do that stuff in advance im new here (ㆀ˘・з・˘)
Hi! i’m totally down for angst/comfort stuff! I haven’t been feeling very inspired as of late so this request speaks to me quite a bit. (I also just decided to do a handful of the mercs this time, hope that’s okay!)
Mercs caring for a depressed reader
Sniper:
He gets it, wholeheartedly. And you can most certainly expect him to have full empathy for you, with no room for judgement.
He’s had plenty of off days himself, he just happens to be really good at hiding it with his usual nonchalant attitude.
However, that doesn’t mean you have to have his shitty coping mechanisms. He’s a very ‘Everyone is allowed to have/express negative feelings except for me’ type of guy, which he knows is a bad habit, however he’s not gonna attempt to fix that anytime soon.
He’ll help by cleaning up your spaces, he knows that’s typically one way to start feeling like your old self again. But he’ll also make sure to get you food, something easy but also energizing. While also just.. being there, not forcing you to talk, but also not ignoring you.
Scout:
He’s so stupid, bless his heart.
But he means well, and he’ll be damned if he doesn’t do something to try and cheer you up.
He might end up asking his mom for advice, and then using every possible solution known to man just to help you get out of bed in the morning.
He’s going into this with a severe lack of experience, considering anytime he’s upset he just goes on a run until his legs feel like they’re gonna fall off.
Medic:
His first thought is to go through all the ‘fix-it’ solutions so he could get you out of your depressed state.
And while obviously he has good intentions at heart, it just makes you all the more overwhelmed and probably even makes you want to shut yourself off from everyone else even more than before.
So after some heavy chastising from Heavy, he tries a different, more gentle approach. He won’t try to bother you or pull you out of bed, he’ll just sit there or lay there with you. Offering a shoulder to cry on, or just to let you cry it out in general.
Sometimes he forgets how to comfort others, and how to be less analytical. And your off day was a painful reminder on how he needs to be more observant of the people he loves.
Heavy:
He’s spent the majority of his life with his three sisters and his mother, he’s probably the most in-touch with his feelings out of all the mercs.
You can expect everything from this wonderful, perfect man.
Freshly cleaned bedding, laundry, home-cooked meals, taking you out to sit outside for a while for some air, making you tea, etc.
He will never force you to do anything you’re not comfortable with, but he will highly encourage you to do things he know that will help.
Demo:
He’s very similar to sniper when it comes to these situations, he completely understands what it’s like to be in such an awful slump.
His usual ways of dealing with negative feelings aren’t exactly.. the best, however: he’s gotten a lot better with confronting his emotions over time.
He’ll talk with you, give you advice, genuine advice coming from years and years worth of experience.
He also likes to just make you both some tea, and come sit with you in whatever space you feel the most comfortable in. Where the two of you will sit in a comfortable silence, drinking tea.
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soggyriceee · 11 months
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Moth to a flame part 3?
Moth To A Flame | Konig NSFW
| first of all, I just wanna say thank you for all the support on this story. when I say I was not expecting to make this a series I wasn't. I literally was listening to the song and got some really good inspiration for a quick little smut and kept it pushing lmao. im so glad you guys like it and I hope to write more long stories in the future! in this part I will say Konig is a little crazy, and a lot of mentions about stalking, mommy king(hehehe), and aggressive sex are mentioned. also horrible German translation. if these are any triggers to you please please do not read this part! thank you again ily all sm <3 |
four months have passed since you moved away. you and your boyfriend now live in New York, working a daytime job as a school nurse. you finally decided to put your college degree to work. your boyfriend worked at the same company, got a raise and is planning on taking you both out to Cancun for the summer. and of course,
you got the abortion.
it was the least you could do to help make your boyfriend feel better. the last thing you needed was to be alone in New York, a city too big for someone to learn on their own. you were happy. contempt. Konig was out of your life and you were able to focus on your boyfriend now.
however, arguments and trust issues were inevitable after what happened. as much as your boyfriend loved you, he couldn't trust that the same thing would happen again. whether it was Konig or someone else. a ring light camera was placed at the front of your apartment door, checked by him every night for Konig but also any suspicious activity. "its more so for our safety." he had told you a few days ago. but you knew it was more to prove his doubts wrong.
Konig harnt reached out to you. he was blocked on everything, completely ghosted. but you knew that wouldn't stop him from looking for you. you just hoped it wasn't anytime soon. the abortion was already a big step into the right path for you, Konig coming in and ruining that path was not what you needed. you were happy where your life was now, you were happy with your boyfriend. Konig would never be an issue again.
that was until you heard a knock at the door of your office. "come in~" you said sing songly, expecting another high schooler to come in with some lame excuse to be here and not in class. you paid no mind to when the door open, finishing putting the rest of the cough drops into the jar. "what can I help you with?" you asked, back still turned.
it was quiet for a moment. then, you felt two strong arms wrapping around your waist. you gasped, turning quickly. there, Konig looked down at you, a wide spread smile on his face. "Meine Liebe, ich habe dich so sehr vermisst.." he whispered, leaning down placing a gentle kiss on your forehead.
to say your heart felt like it would jump out your body was a humungous understatement. you know it wasn't your fault this time it was happening. but you still felt beyond guilty, and most of all scared. pushing him back, you moved to the front of your desk. " h-how.. how did you find me- how did you get in?" you asked, trying to swallow the lump in your throat. "dont worry about that my love.. im here now. im here to take you back home." he said, tilting his head slightly.
he looked around, humming softly. "this is a cute office. very you like." he said, smiling at the photos of you and students you had grown close to over the last few months. but he didnt really care about that. he cared about getting you back to "home". "I am home Konig. you need to leave me alone im serious this time. im happy here im happy with-"
"but you aren't. I know you aren't. I know you miss me meine liebe. I miss you too. think about you all the time." he said, another smile coming across his face. he moved closer to you but you backed away. he sighed, crossing his arms. he was unhealthy. he needed serious help. help you simply couldn't offer him. "how long are you going to play this game." he said, his tone more serious, his eyes shooting you daggers.
"im not playing a game Konig you need to move on. you cheated many times. you lost your chance to be with me." you said, looking to his side. he wasn't one to get angry, so you weren't worried about that. you were worried about falling for his gaze, his puppy eyes. " gosh those were mistakes. I regret it. I love you. I love you please come back to me." he begged, his voice going from demanding to desperate.
he moved forward again, this time following you until your back hit the wall.
shit.
he placed an arm on the side of your head, the other moving for your chin. smiling, he tilted his head. "dont you see.. no matter where you go, how many phone numbers you make. ill find you, like I always do. and ill fuck you good, like I always do. ill have you leave him and be with me. who you really wanna be with." he whispered, his eyes moving down from your lips to your covered breasts. your chest rose and fell quickly, tears brimming your eyes. you hated him. but you hated him even more because you know he was right. he always fucks you good. he always finds you.
"please.. please leave me alone." you whimpered, fighting back the tears. he ignored your cries and moved his hand to your tummy, frowning. "our baby.. where is it? you should be a lot bigger by now." he said, stepping back a bit.
at that moment you had remembered the abortion, cursing yourself for allowing it to slip your mind so quickly. "where is our baby?" he asked again, his eyes going back to dark, angry ones. you opened your mouth to say words, but none came out. what were you to say? what if he really got angry with you this time? but he had the right to know. and you knew that. after all, he was the father.
"i..I aborted it Konig.. it wouldn't have grown up with its real father anyways." you replied after a moment. you couldn't bring yourself to look at him. you knew all to well he wasn't going to have a pleased look on his face.
silence filled the large room until finally, he spoke up. "well. we can always try again." he said, turning to the chair at your desk. he rolled it out, sitting on it. "come here." he said, patting his lap. but you didnt move. he smiled, shaking his head. "always been defiant. I remember when we first got together I had to train that pretty little mouth of yours to not talk back to me. now look at you. thats what happens when you mess with boys, libeling. not men."
his words didnt bother you in an annoyed or angry way. unlucky for you, it made you clench around nothing. and he knew it did. he knew you loved being talked down on while being treated like a princess. he knew exactly how to turn you on and he was abusing that knowledge right now. " I bet you missed being thrown around, fucked like some worthless toy and then babied right after. dont you?" he stood from the chair, making his way back over to you. " you miss your mouth getting fucked, filled with cum. swallowing it all. making a mess on my dick.. fuck I think about it all the time. those pretty little eyes of yours looking up at me. mascara running down your face while I slide myself down that tight, tight fucking throat of yours." he said, looking down to your throat before quickly looking back into your eyes.
wet wasn't even the word to describe the situation going on in your underwear. you cursed yourself mentally for allowing him to talk to you like this. but you couldn't stop him. because he was right. your boyfriend, no matter how hard he tried, simply couldnt man handle you the way you loved. the way you needed. he was gentle, afraid to leave so much as a hickey on you. but he was slowly becoming more open to it, especially since seeing Konig pounding you from behind. he wanted you to stay, he didnt want you to move on to another. or back to Konig.
"Konig you need to leave.. im not coming back to you. you messed up far too man-"
" so let me make it up to you libeling.. lassen Sie mich um Sie kümmern.." he was now standing right infront of you, looking down at you. you couldnt look away. the way he spoke to you in his mother tongue turned you on, always. even if you couldnt understand every word, his deep voice and accent made it hot. his hand slid up your nursing shirt, gripping your covered breast. you bit down on your lip, closing your eyes. you couldnt give in. not this easy.
shoving his hand down, you stepped away. "Konig leave or ill call the police. ill write a restraining order anything to get you away from me." you finally said, fixing your shirt. "your so hot when you try to act all tough maus.. fuck its making me so hard." he said, pulling at his pants buckle. your eyes flickered down for a few seconds, but it didnt go unnoticed. "see dont fight it maus.. I know you want me to fuck that tight little pussy of yours. make you cum all over me. in this office of yours. you want me to fuck you on your desk huh?" he whispered, unbuckling his pants and slowly pulling his already hard dick out.
the tip literally dripped pre cum, dropping to the floor. it made you whimper, only fueling his craving for you. "Konig.. please leave." you whispered out, but it wasn't confident enough for him to believe. he smirked, turning down towards your chair once again. "maus dont you see how hard I am? I need you. I crave you." he said softly, eyes looking at you so "innocently".
his hand gripped the base of his dick, a sigh coming from him. he leaned over, spitting onto the tip and moving his hand down his shaft, slowly back up. a quiet groan left his lips, his head resting back and looking to you. he sped up his hand movements, keeping eye contact onto you. small, desperate whimpers slipped from his lips as his hips bucked up. "oh maus.. please~" he whimpered, his chest rising fast, falling at the same rate.
you whimpered at him, wanting to go and slide down on his dick. not matter how badly you wanted to keep up with the happiness you had in your life right now, you needed him. he saw your confusion and smiled, taking his other hand and reaching out. you hesitated, but slowly walked over to him. his movements slowed down, his eyes looking up at you. "please.." he whimpered.
you knew this was wrong. and you hated how much he always found a way to wrap you around his finger. how he always managed to get you beneath him, fucking into you relentlessly. and you hated how he always came back into your life when you were happy. you hated how badly you craved him, no matter how far away he was, or how bad he treated you.
you couldn't process anything until you felt him pull you down onto his lips. and you couldnt stop yourself from kissing him back. your hands cupped his face, forcing your tongue into his mouth. he smirked against your lips, pulling you onto his lap. you grazed over his exposed dick, sitting right front of it. you pulled away, a long strong of saliva connecting you two.
" maus.. i wanna fuck you so bad. please." he whispered, his hand sliding up your shirt, pulling your bra down and playing with your nipple. you whimpered, nodding your head quickly. "c-can I lock the door?" you whispered, looking down at him. but he was so focused on your nipples, and playing with himself that he same time. you assumed he didnt care, and continued to pull your shirt up and off.
he wrapped his arms around your waist and stood, sitting you on your desk. "imma fuck you... send you back home with my cum swimming around inside you. you want that?" he said, pulling your pants down. you hated how much you wanted to say yes. it was killing you. but the way his tip ran up and down your slit, teasing your entrance as he whispered filthy words into your ear, you couldnt help but whimper out a pathetic 'yes'.
thats all he needed to hear from you before he slid his full, thick length into your tight cunt, a deep groan coming from him as his head pressed against the top of yours. a gasp slipped from you, your hand covering your mouth. as hot as this was, fucking in your nurse office with the door unlocked, it was risky. in fact, you could loose your job. but he wanted that. he wanted you to have a reason to leave and go back with him, no matter how crazy or detrimental the reason. " so fucking dirty.. getting fucked on your office desk-shit- I bet you want someone to come in here and see this tight cunt getting fucked huh?" he whispered, gripping the back of your head, pulling it so your eyes met his.
he was hot. you couldnt admit it. the way he looked as he fucked you made you go feral. his hair sticking to the top of his forehead, eyes locked onto yours as small whimpers and groans left his pretty little lips. he could say the same for you. the way your tits jerked up and down every thrust he gave, your desk squeaking along with it. your hands gripping onto him as you gave him small, pathetic begs. "say it louder baby.. what do you want? be a big girl for me." he whispered, pulling his now shiny dick out, slamming it back into you. your hands gripped him harder as his grip on your head did too. "f-faster.. please" you finally were able to muster out.
his hips waited no time to move faster, feeling every vein and inch of his thickness move in and out of you. it was heaven. no matter how much you hated him, you couldnt stop yourself from letting him fuck you. anywhere. anytime. you guys were like magnets, no matter how hard you both tried you couldnt keep away from each other.
the more time went on, you realized the tears forming in konigs eyes. they weren't from pleasure either. " k-konig?" you asked, your hands falling to his lower stomach. but he kept going, no matter how hard you tried to stop him, he kept going. "I-i hate you.. so fucking much. I hate y-you because I know I c..I cant live with or without you-fuck.. I-i crave you even when I shouldn't.. I fucking hate you" he cried out, small whimpers coming every now and then from him.
for a moment you had to stop and think about what he just said. but, he didnt give you much time. the more his tears fell the faster and harder his thrusts became. the more aggressive he became. he let go of your head but pushed your body back, your bare back hitting the cold desk, pens and papers falling to the floor. "k-konig" your whimpered, your legs wrapping around his waist. "I-im gonna..cum soon..fuck!" he groaned, his head falling into your chest. his hot tears covered you and you could've sworn you heard 'mommy' fall from his lips every now and then. it made you clench around him seeing him so vulnerable, so emotional while fucking you.
he took one of your legs, pushing it up so your foot rested on top of the desk. his thrusts became deeper, the sound of your moans growing louder. his hand quickly found your mouth, silencing all the whimpers and moans that slipped from you. "m..mommy im cumming~" he cried out, his thrusts becoming more and more sloppy.
his sudden change in persona threw you off guard, but you liked it. too much. the closer he got the more he chanted 'mommy'. and you could tell, he was really close. "m-mommy I-ill hold it back.. ill hold it back till y-you cum first~" he whimpered into your chest, his arms finding your waist and pulling you up into him.
your hands quickly found his hair and tugged it, moaning how good you felt. "k-konig keep going.. im so close~" you moaned, your head falling back off the desk, eyes shutting closed. he growled, slamming deeper into you, stabbing your squishy g spot each time.
the knot in your stomach quickly came undone and not too long after, he came with you, his grip on you tight enough to snap you in half if he really wanted. he whimpered as the last bit of his cum shot into you, small 'plat plat's coming from beneath you two. he pulled out, watching the mix of cum pour out of you as if you were a waterfall, dropping to the floor.
heavy breathing filled the now silent room as you slowly lifted yourself up. "ill get you a paper towel." he said softly, shuffling over to the counter and grabbing the roll. he brought it over, getting to his knees and slowly, spreading your legs. taking the towel he ran over your pussy slow, collecting the cum. it was silent. you didn't know if you should bring up what he said, what he called you.
he sensed your tension and looked up at you from below. "I meant every word I said. I hate you. but I hate you because I love you too much to let you be someone else's. nobody.. nobody has ever made me this crazy.. ever. you've unlocked a part of me that I didn't know existed. I didn't know I had. my heart hurts seeing you happy with someone who isn't me, having a life with someone who isn't me. and what hurts more is to know I caused that." he spoke, his voice soft.
you looked down at him, your chest hurt. you opened your mouth to speak but no words came out. "you dont have to say anything. ill leave you and your boyfriend alone." he stood, throwing the papers away. "im moving back to Germany." he said, looking down at you. and you couldnt lie, your chest felt like it was tightening. tears began to pool but you looked down.
" I leave in three days. I just.. wanted to say goodbye. I guess. I know you hate me, I know you want me to leave. and I love you enough to do anything that will make you happy. if you-"
your hands wrapped around his shirt collar and you pulled him down, slamming your lips to his. his large hands slammed against the sides of you, holding himself up. he immediately kissed back, moaning into the kiss. thats when the tears fell.
"please..please dont leave.." you whispered, pulling away. you looked up at him, looking for anything that said "I won't".. but his lips formed a small smile, his hand meeting your cheek. "your happier without me.. you know you are." "I dont c-care. I cant ha-have you not here. please"
the tears kept falling and he caught each one, flicking them from your face. " oh meine liebe.." he whispered, pulling you into a hug.
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2 years had passed. you were pregnant. again. getting married in a few months too. you were excited because you felt like you were happy, for real this time. you stayed in New York, working at a new school more uptown. it was great, you were happy now.
" okay chicken orrr steak?" you asked your fiancé, rubbing your baby bump as you stared into the fridge. your soon to be husband came behind you, kissing your neck and putting his hand on top of yours. "chicken. we can make Alfredo." he said. nodding, you grabbed the meat, putting it in the sink to defrost.
" ill go run you a bath and we can get ready to go to the bakery. im excited to taste all the new cakes." he said, taking your hand and kissing each knuckle. " me too. especially the Oreo one. pleaseee at least try it. for me." you pouted. "your gonna say no to your pregnant fiancé?" you smirked, pointing to your belly.
you were due exactly 3 months after your wedding. so you both decided now was the perfect time to get married before you both had no time. "I guess I cant huh." he laughed, opening the bedroom door. you sat at the edge, watching his tall stature move to the shared bathroom.
as you watched him from your bed you smiled, thinking of all you both had been through. maybe it was the hormones, but you felt the tears well in your eyes. and it didnt go unnoticed either. " meine liebe? whats wrong?" he asked horridly, rushing over and wiping the tears from your eyes. you smiled and shook your head, placing a high kiss on his cheek.
"I just love you a lot. thats all." you whispered. he smiled, lifting you bridal style before kissing you passionately back. " Ich liebe dich mehr, meine liebe."
| tried to be cool and only highlight when y'all knew he was speaking at the end hehehe anyways guys this is like.. the end! if you guys would want one where the outcome is different and she stays with her current boyfriend lmkk cause I can do that too. but yea like I said thank you all so much for the love on this mini series <333 |
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not-goldy · 7 months
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i was the one who wrote the post about jk choosing/proritising his 97 liner friends over jimin. i guess i was harsh with my wording and i think it was caused because of the lack of jikook in a way (sounds stupid i know) we dont know how much time is left before all remaining four members enlist in the military (they would enlist this year itself, that much is clear) and there's a chance jimin would leave soon seeing most of his schedule is done (that we know of) and i was expecting a jikook live before the torturous two years we'll have to go through without them but i dont really see any chance of that happening now. jk also has music bank on jm's birthday and we know its a really tiring event and it can take a full day to get done with the whole thing, so chances of jk and jm interactions are again very slim.i think i just miss them and desperately wanted to see them. i know just because we dont see them doesn't mean they dont interact off cam but i wanted to see them on a live or tiktok or something. so seeing jungkook make tiktoks with that mingyu during both seven and 3d era just...ruffled my feathers in a way. also saw a lot of 'gyukookers' on my tl so yea that was annoying as well. i kinda assumed jm won't be in the live as it was a post-album announcement live, but still...
so yea, knowing that jungkook won't be much active on jm's b'day and not getting the oct 4th live as well kinda saddened me. does not excuse my behaviour but that's what happened.
Thanks for being real and for being honest.
I think you are human in every sense of the word so I can't be too hard on you or even hold you to it. We've all been there. I know exactly how painful and frustrating it can be. But I'm here for you okay?
I would be that person to bring you back to reality and keep you grounded when you drift, I will call you out if I have to and I will point out the errors of your ways and it would almost always be out of love- if I however sense you actually hate any of our captains I'll deep fry your titties, lace them with acid and spoon feed them to you🤧
You can dm me anytime with any grievances you have and I'll listen. Or just tag your asks with rants and I'll know how to respond without putting a target on your back.
I wish we have a jikook live too.
I wish they release the seven tiktok challenge they filmed on the boat.
I wish Jimin has a happy birthday and not feel unloved or cared for or that he matters to those that matters to him the most.
And I feel Jungkook had to keep repeating he'd be busy on the 13th so we don't make a huge deal out of it if we don't see him around that day.
Sometimes I know they feel they are in a three way relationship with us where we are the pets and children they didn't ask for but have living in their basement.
They don't just have to care for eachother they have to care not to bruise us too. It's a complex symbiotic parasocial relationship dynamic we have with them.
We care and sometimes they care that we care. But that's not fair to them.
We are the kids who keep complaining daddy forgot mommy's birthday. Daddy was seen with female in his car. Daddy came home late. Daddy forgot to take the trash out. Daddy yelled at mommy. Daddy didn't eat mommy's meal. She worked so hard to make him his dinner. Daddy doesn't love mommy. Daddy is a fuckboy. It's almost as if we want to date mommy ourselves and nothing daddy does pleases us.
If it were a horror movie we'd be the changeling they'd be running away from🥲
It is well with us. Love you okay?
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goldenblu · 1 month
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i dont have emojis, so- hurricane, snowflake, raincloud, umbrella? or you can choose only one or two of them if you want
🌀 Post the fic summary for a fic you haven't written/published yet. It can be hypothetical or something you really plan on releasing...
5 times zoro didn’t know he was flirting with sanji and 1 time he knew
(i do plan on releasing this some day—i’ve got almost 3k written so far—but probably not anytime soon)
❄️ Share a snippet from a WIP of your choosing.
from the fic above ^ :
Zoro thought the whole flower situation was over and done with, but apparently he was mistaken. The cook had presumably seen it when he returned to the ship or maybe when he retired to sleep yesterday night and hadn’t said anything to him about it, so Zoro had assumed that Sanji had accepted the gift junk and presented it to Nami or Robin or whoever. So imagine his surprise when he sees the flower again. With the cook. On the cook, actually. Tucked in his hair.
What.
Zoro’s brain takes a moment to reboot. He blinks, wondering if he’s hallucinating, but nope, it’s still there. Why. When. How. Why, again, for good measure.
Sanji catches him staring—of course he does, they’re literally two feet apart since Zoro had immediately come face-to-face with the cook after exiting the washroom. Because apparently the universe hates him. For some ungodly reason that Zoro can’t fathom, the tips of Sanji’s ears burn a bright red. “What?” he snaps.
Oh god. The cook actually sounds embarrassed.
“Nothing,” Zoro says, because if he says what he’s actually thinking, he’s going to be even more embarrassed than Sanji, if such a thing were possible. “Just wasn’t expecting that.”
🌧️ Share something angsty from your WIP.
ohoho there is so much to choose from
Sanji’s hand clenches in his shirt so hard that he shakes from the strain of it, and then he shoves Zoro against the wall, cabinets clattering open on impact. Zoro allows it to happen, keeping his hands loose and by his sides as Sanji’s forearm presses into his collarbone.
“I hate you so fucking much,” Sanji spits out. He lets go and starts pacing back and forth furiously, steps coming down so hard that Zoro’s surprised that the wood doesn’t splinter under the force of it. His hands fist in his hair. “I asked you for one thing. One fucking thing! I thought I could trust you to do it, but I guess I was wrong about that.”
“I can handle your hate.” If it means that Sanji is still himself, is still feeling and alive, Zoro can handle anything.
Sanji bites out a harsh laugh. “That’s goddamn perfect then.” He whips around, wild, resentful, burning a hole into Zoro’s flesh with the bitterness of his gaze alone. “Because you fucking have it.”
(yes this from hold your fire 😁)
☔ Is there a fic concept you have that you'd like to just explain and share because you're not sure you'll ever write it? If so, what is it?
the stealth black sanji au 👀 ive already talked about it at length though so i don’t have anything to add here lol
beyond that, i’ve always liked the hc that sanji attended a reverie as part of the germa delegation when he was young, so an au where vivi recognizes him when they first meet could be interesting. haven’t put too much thought into it though
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st0rmyskies · 8 months
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you absolutely dont have to answer this, but how would the hsh boys deal with a manhunt for an escaped killer trapping them inside? like, who would be wearing noise cancelling headphones 24/7 for the police sirens, and who would get fed up and go to hunt the guy down themselves? hope things get a little easier for you soon!
Actually I need this ask like you have no idea.
Twilight - The most lowkey nervous of the house. He's incredibly grateful to be living in Time's fortress, but he's also pretty freaked out living so close to or within the search area. He tends to double- and triple-check locks whenever he passes by doors and he'll snap at the others to stop opening windows, although he'll try to laugh it off and not let on how scared he is. Debates for a hot 30 minutes whether he should go visit home indefinitely. He loses the most sleep in the house listening to the helicopters at night.
Wild - He comes up with the most imaginative methods for how the killer might get into the house and terrorize the group, and he loves to share them out loud while working in the kitchen or when passing by the others lounging in the living room. It's pretty common to hear a bunch of them yelling "WILD!!" to get him to shut up now and then. But he's also weirdly not scared. Definitely has a "there's no way that would happen to me" attitude.
Champion - Completely nonplussed. He continues to keep his routine of working out, hanging in his room, going out when he needs to - although he does carry a concealed weapon on him when he leaves. Definitely has a hair-raising "fuck around and find out" aura to him.
Warriors - Gets weirdly serious about the situation at first. He's the first to check doors and windows to make sure they're secure. He keeps the television on the news channel - turned low, of course - for round-the-clock updates. He's constantly checking social media for updates and posting selfies of his arduous ordeal of being stuck inside. By day 5 or 6, though, he's starting to get bored. He's needling his roommates and starting petty fights for no reason, yelling at them when they try to change the channel, and spending way too much time in the bathroom trying new things with his hair.
Sky - Takes things seriously for the first 2-3 days. He keeps his eye on the news with Wars, he talks Twilight down when he can tell that he's a bit panicky, he's the first to gently change the subject when Wild starts to get a new fantasy in his head. By the 4th day, Sky is sick of being inside so much. ALWAYS down to accompany one of the others outside for an errand or whatever, so long as it isn't before 9am.
Legend - Is reasonably unaffected. He’s kind of a shut-in, really. Working with Ravio means that he doesn’t need to leave the house for much. He does like his occasional trip to the cafe but the coffee maker works just as well. When the others begin to get stir-crazy is when he starts to get bitchy and hides in his room most of the time. 
Hyrule - Still living his life. Escaped killer or not, Hyrule has a job that he still needs to get to. He's so dead inside at 5:30am each day that he could open the front door to the killer standing on their porch and just say "excuse me" and pass right on by with his work bag on his shoulder. Public transport isn't running, so Time is up with him each morning to take him to and from the hospital personally, which he supposes is a perk. At least Time doesn't expect too much in the way of conversation so early in the morning.
Four - He's quieter than usual and is spending a lot more time in his bedroom with the door locked and the curtains drawn. He'll come down for meals, but he excuses himself anytime Wild starts up with another fantasy about how the killer is going to come in and get them all in their sleep. He categorically AVOIDS the living room with the constant news feed about the situation. Alone in his room, though, he checks on the situation online at least twice a day, and he's watched the surveillance tape loops of the guy more than any of the others.
Shadow - Shortly after the whole circus starts, he's texting Four, offering to have him come stay at Shadow's place, which is much farther from the action. But Shadow has a basement apartment, which would make Four a bit paranoid. So 36 hours in, Shadow shows up outside of Four's window unannounced, nearly giving him a heart attack, and quietly moves in with him until the whole ordeal is closed. Somebody's gotta keep Four from falling apart all alone.
Wind - He literally could not care less, all up until his Amazon orders start coming up as "unable to be delivered due to emergency or weather situation." THEN he's stomping around the house, ranting and raving about the uselessness of the police force and that "It's just one guy!!" and "How hard can this be!!?" Most likely to get into it with Warriors and sent Legend in a disgruntled huff stomping off up the stairs.
Dark - Leaves some food and bottled water out on the fire escape each night like you'd put out milk and cookies for Santa.
Time - For the first few days, he’s the sensible dad. The townhouse is built to protect; he has enough locks and munitions to hold off an army. He keeps the blinds shut and the lights on and informs the boys that it’s smarter to travel in groups, only leave if you really need to, etc. By day 4 when the others are beginning to grumble and get restless, he reminds them to leave it to the proper authorities, but even he is getting a bit stir-crazy, barking at the boys when they’re peeking out the blinds or squabbling too loudly downstairs. On the evening of day 10, Time leaves the house with a duffel bag and only informs Twilight that he has some work to do and to keep the doors locked. He returns 18 hours later, showers, and passes out for the entire night and most of the next morning. He’s immediately more relaxed in the house and doesn’t harp on the others about keeping doors locked and so on. Later that day, the news reports that they’ve found what’s left of the escapee. 
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the-anime-man · 8 months
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What if Sig got to the Tome of Sealing first? AKA Tomo AU
hi again tumblr, please dont expect a whole lot from this blog, once again, but, i wanted to post like a little basic thing about this au i've had since 2021 now that i'm back into puyo again,
this is an au that Heavily relies on bits of fanon and headcanon to make it work cuz canon is puyo puyo is very fucking wishy washy but essentially, what if sig had checked out the tome of sealing from the library before klug was able to? (sorry if this is a bit scatterbrained, im not good at organizing my thoughts much,,)
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(also please dont mind some of the art, im like an ok artist at best and some of this shit is from 2 years ago as well)
so like, as the absolute fucking nerd i am, i made like an initial google doc on this thing outlining most of the shit im about to summarize here (that i might link if someone asks at some point i guess idk) as well as a fanfic, didnt finish that though, i got like through barely a chapter before i stopped and then i got into sam and max but that's unrelated to now
ANYWAYS, the au is as it sounds, sig goes to precise museum and, guided by the voice of the crimson soul, finds the tome of sealing and checks it out (much to akuma's chargin,,) and then he checks out the book again,,, and again,,,, and a gain,,,, (you see where this is going)
but uh, why is it called tomo au? see im being a little shitter here and i thought maybe the crimson soul's memory would be a little shot after spending ages in a book so they might not remember their name and sig is like "you're my friend now so i'm gonna call you friend/tomodachi" but then he's like "that's too long i'm gonna call you tomo instead" so they just go along with it, for future reference, anytime i mention the crimson soul i'm gonna be calling it Tomo
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wow that's really fucking big sorry,
sig has an immense attachment to tomo from the get go btw, he's like, i wanna say like 8 or so when he first gets to the book, so besides the obvious literal halvsies soul connection there's that childhood connection as well,
side note: they can speak to each other cuz of that soul connection btw, it's my personal headcanon that after slug (canon strange klug/the crimson soul) can speak to anybody who they've possessed before as well as their other half, so in canon klug and sig can hear the book talk but in this au only sig can hear them
also, the reason why tomo doesn't attempt to take over sig right from the outset is A) they dunno where the unsealing objects are and B) sig is a child and uh, another part that i'm still trying to work the kinks through of is whether tomo decides to hold off on doing the fusion dance of their own volition or if because the cyan soul (which can speak to tomo, but only when sig is asleep cuz when sig is awake the cyan soul IS sig, nother headcanon sorry) decides it's too soon, they probably have memories of previous incarnations stored in there and know that eventually sig will start showing more demonic traits but not when he's baby
wow this is getting to be a lot but we're not even done cuz now i gotta talk about what this means about shit like fever 2 and such (y'know canon things and all)
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boy tumblr just hates making images smaller nowadays huh,
so when sig starts showing signs of his heritage (i.e., a bit before fever 2 happens) tomo and sig start to hatch a plan to get tomo a body back! of course, tomo is omitting some things about how they're actually going to go into sig's body cuz at this point they've been together for a few years now and sig trusts tomo as like, a best friend i guess? something like that,
so sig is under the impression tomo is gonna be released and get their old body back and tomo is under the impression that as soon as the seal releases they'll enter sig's body, join back up with the cyan soul, and return to their original form,
so sig transfers over to amitie and klug's class, (tomo) overhears that lemres is coming into town with the items they need, and they steal the shit and head to the ruins to perform the unsealing
SPOILERS! shit goes wrong
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ignore how shitty the ms paint art from a couple of years ago is, might change the hair to be more red in future art
for reasons (that i also need to workshop because to be honest originally it was a "whoever unseals it gets their soul swapped with whoever is trapped in the book" but like??? idk if that's how it should work when it comes to these two specifically), sig and tomo swap places instead of a fusion happening,
sucks balls for both of them cuz this is like the Last thing either of them wanted out of this tbh, sig obviously because well, trust got broken and ended up trapped til the artifacts are stolen (klug either swaps roles with amitie or sig, haven't figured that one out yet either) and tomo most certainly doesn't want sig trapped, as they wouldn't want anyone to experience the loneliness of being sealed away like they were (except klug, fuck klug specifically) (also the chronicles drama cd mentions that part of tomo's character in it so it works for my purposes)
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this image wasn't necessarily specific to tomo au but i thought it would fit anyways, sorry it's a bit blurry my phone wouldnt focus on the damn thing properly
and after fever 2,,, i kind of dont have as clear of a story? or a plan? there's some tension between sig and tomo for at least a little while but sig eventually forgives them, as well i don't know how i would tackle something like sig's secret if at all?? but yeah that's the main shit to this au, sorry it's all so very long! this has been on my mind for a few weeks now and it was on my mind for months back in 2021, so i just have a lot i'm throwing out here into the wind, if you got this far: thanks so much for reading!
here's some bonus shit for getting to the end of the main shit:
tomo calls sig "little blue" sometimes, since he's yknow, younger than them and blue but calls the cyan soul their "other half"
if you couldn't tell from the first image, since sig has his bookbag, he carries tomo around in that, but if he's stopped somewhere he'll leave the book open next to him so tomo can see around (hard to see with the covers in the way)
sig was already probably ostricized for yknow, his autistic tendencies, the book did not help with that, but it gave him a trusted confidant :)
sig actually starts developing his demonic traits earlier than in canon due to his proximity to tomo, but not by much
klug has stolen the book before, both demon halves were not pleased with this and klug has not attempted to steal the book again
sig can supplement his own magic power with tomo's for an incredibly large boost, and tomo doesn't mind doing so, this gives sig almost the exact same amount of power as the full demon used to have and also changes his right eye to red
OH, both relevant to this au and my own interpretation: the full demon's name was wisteria, but neither sig nor tomo remember it until either are reminded of that
ok that's it go home now bye bye
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whatologys · 2 years
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Can i request a movie lloyd x reader Who was lloyds bully (like enemys to lovers)(if you dont write movie lloyd you can do from series). Thank you in advance
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𝔴𝔞𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰: curse words
𝔭𝔞𝔦𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤: lloyd garmadon x gn!reader
𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔡 𝔠𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔱: 1,0 k
𝔯𝔢𝔮𝔲𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔡: yes/no
𝖌𝖊𝖓𝖗𝖊: fluff :))))
𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖒𝖕𝖙𝖘: none :p
𝔫𝔬𝔱𝔢𝔰: IM BACK, WHOA DIDNT THINK IT WOULD HAPPEN DID YOU
this will take place when they're in high school
also, i have never written an enemies to lovers since i dont really read lots of those but i did my best <3
and lastly, i have not seen the movie (cuz of the voice actors lol) so it'll probably be all over the place
𝔰𝔲𝔪𝔪𝔞𝔯𝔶: reader used to bully lloyd but due too reasons, they become friends
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You weren't a bully, well, you wouldn't call yourself that. Others might disagree with you though. You only ever called people mean names, and when those people happend to be the son of a very famous villain it was just to easy.
Whenever somebody would say something about it, you'd never blame yourself. "Well, I didn't start it." or "My friends were doing it, otherwise I'd be so lame.". Nope, it was never your fault. The only reason you were thinking about it now, was because your parent had said it wasn't a good idea and would just be cruel to continue.
Before continuing your pathetic attempt at trying to justify your actions, you slammed your locker shut and looked over at a few of your friends. They were picking on a certain boy with blonde hair, you felt bad for him, you really did, but it was just easy to make a sad kid a little more sad.
Hearing the bell ring, you decided against throwing lots of mean words at the boy. So when walking past, you gracefully ignored your friends' calls to yell at the boy.
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Looking at your watch, you realised it was already 5 pm, and normally you'd be sitting on your bed right now, watching your favourite show instead of doing homework. But no, you were sitting in the hospital waiting room because your parents got into a car accident.
This wasn't going to be one of those stories where the orphan changes their lives for the better, because your parents were going to be fine. Hey, you were delighted that your parents weren't dying, but your life wasn't one of those weird movies. Your life was going to be just the same as it was before.
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Or that's what you thought right up until you entered your school building. Shaking the rain of your umbrella just out the door, you realised some kids were staring at you while trying not to get noticed, others just blatently pointed at you and talked about what had happend. It could be expected, teenagers have never been really nice, but what you hadn't thought about were your 'friends' who would definently like a new target.
It was safe to say you weren't sitting with them at lunch and there was no way you were sitting in the cafeteria, all the cliches had already formed. Usually you'd just sit outside, but sadly it had been raining all day and there was no sign of it stopping anytime soon.
Deciding to sit in the hallway, you picked up your tray and went your merry way. Finally plopping down on a clean looking spot on the floor, you noticed you weren't the only one sitting out here. "Hi." the boy with his signature green hoodie said. You smiled and nodded as a way of saying hello and started eating.
"I'm sorry about what happend, I heard your parents are still in the hospital." you smiled at his words and said "It's alright, they'll be fine, everyone is just overreacting.". He laughed "Yea, people here tend to do that.".
Thinking about what you had said to him in the past months you decided to apologise. "That was really shit of me and I'm sorry, you actually look nice.". "Oh you think I look nice?". You cringed at your own wording and clarified you thought he looked like a nice person. He accepted your apologies and talked with you. Before you knew it, the bell rang and you both went your way again.
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From that day on you sat with Lloyd quite often, every lunch period really. You both helped each other with homework and talked about how everything was going. Lloyd talked about his family a lot, about how he lives with his uncle and his siblings. You'd always say that you thought he had a lot of brothers and he'd always chuckle and agree.
You did notice they were very close and knew that they told each other everything. Which is why you were a little stressed when he asked you to come over to study for math, because lunch is not enough of time to eat and explain half your math course. You agreed of course, you weren't to shabby at math so you could help him.
To your surprise, Lloyds siblings didn't make a fuss about you being his former bully, but even if they did you would have understood. You found something to bond over with all of them, which brought Lloyd a lot of joy.
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Standing outside Lloyds house, you were still trying to comprehend what he had said. "I know it sounds crazy, but please believe me." yea, he was right, this was crazy, your best friend was the green ninja. "That's pretty awesome." you said, after what sounded an eternity. He sighed happily and asked you what you had to say.
You had said, just moments before you had something to tell Lloyd, to what he said that he also wanted to say something. But now, your news seemed not so important, so that is what you told the blonde boy. Still outside, now in the pouring rain, you decided to think of a way to say this in the easiest way possible. You coudn't come up with something on the spot so you just blurted it out. "I have a crush on you and I'd like to go on a date or something sometime.". You squinted a little as you looked at Lloyd, trying to decipher his reactions.
He mumbled something, and seeing you didn't understand him said a little louder "Can I kiss you?". You obviously nodded and moved your hands to his face. This is a moment that you'd fantasized about lots of nights before going to sleep, and it was happening. Your lips finally touched his and you hadn't felt so at ease with a person before.
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the-s1lly-corner · 4 months
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Does Jeff ever miss his little brother? Does he know he's alive?? And how would he react to seeing his baby brother?
not going to structure this like my normal posts since this might be more rambly but but!!
tackling the first question first: my personal interpretation of jeff is still standard to what you would expect from many other interpretations (at least.... i think so... i must admit i havent interacted much with the fandom since the 2010s sooooo... not sure if it stills holds to any present day hcs!)... you know, arrogant immature and full of himself, just about still as unhinged as before... but i like to think that every now and then he has moments where hes just. normal. well not normal normal, definitely not going to get there anytime soon especially given that in my au hes on the run and bouncing around. cant really receive any mental help when youre hiding from authorities.. getting back to the topic, these moments are few and far between and its in a weird way, him reminiscing on how things used to be. i fully blame this on a fic i read in middle school, that literally shifted how i view some crp characters (shrugs)... but yes, i think in those moments he would miss him. a lot. those small pockets generating enough guilt to get him to slow down and think over everything that's happened since then. i think it would send him in a short little moment of depression, actually. at least as long as hes alone and by himself where hes left with his thoughts. again, these moments dont come often nor do they last for long. slaps that man with mental clarity
second question! at least within the context of my hcs and au! i dont think he would know unless he stumbled upon him! though imma be real ive considered making liu... dead in my au since i never got into his lore and stuff but who knows.. maybe hes out there doing his own thing while jeffs over here doing his own stuff.. but as far as jeff is aware, liu is deceased
third question: i think it would be a mix of emotions! i think it fully depends on jeffs current mental state that will determine his reaction. theres so many factors that can go into this too; is liu trying to get revenge? was jeff going to kill him before realizing who he was chasing? do they just casually run into one another? loads of possible scenarios, really! but as i said, i never got too into lius lore so im unsure which is most in character for him. i feel if jeff is having one of his moments mentioned above i think he might try to apologize and make it up to his brother... might be totally crushed when he receives no forgiveness (rightfully, in my opinion).. or maybe he'll try to act buddy buddy with his brother, like nothings changed (i can see this being more likely when jeff is just. being jeff).. though i dont think any real connection can be made between these two anymore... though reading through lius wiki, its said somewhere that liu forgives him.. so maybe theres an understanding between the two, but still no connection. peaceful parting, you know? many ideas many thoughts, im just unqualified to build on them at the moment due to not knowing much of liu
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bucket-of-amethyst · 1 year
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So how we feeling about today my dude?
My lungs fucking hurt and my voice is attempting death
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO START!!!!!!!!
IT WAS JUST WOW I AM TREMBLING I AM SO HAPPY I HAD SO MUCH FUN!!
Like yall this was my first time watching mcc!! I was never really interested in it much but after seeing Impulse procrastinate joining i was like "lol i watch when he joins - like that's gonna happen anytime soon"
AND IT HAPPENED SO SOON! IT WAS MEANT TO BE!! I WAS 100% GOING IN EXPECTING THEM TO CRINGEFAIL!! FOR THEM TO JUST GET SOME PATS ON THE BACK!! AND DARE I SAY FOR THIS TO BE IMPULSE'S ONLY MCC BC HE WAS BEING VERY SALTY IN HIS TRAINING STREAMS
I just cant believe!! this was such an amazing experience the team was so supportive and everything came together so perfectly i am happy shgjfkfh
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halfusek · 1 year
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Wow, it has been a while since I died on Tumblr, but hey! Nice to see your blog is still up!
Tho, I got a question, ya, ever since BATDR came out and we found out Joey created Audrey as his daughter, does that change Magenta's backstory? Or no, just a wee bit confused
no lol it doesnt
magenta's story is based mainly on batim, i also borrowed stuff here and there from dctl but aside from that it doesn't really include anything else
considering i came up with like 90% of his story a short bit after chapter 5 of batim came out :P
i just don't really understand audrey's existence and it feels very... weird to me
like joey being a bad person made bendy the ink demon and supposedly him being better made audrey okay? or is she just perfect like that even though she's an entirely made up person that never existed in real life either as a human like henry or as a toon
like idk i dont like either scenarios
and as for magenta specifically creating audrey would just not fit him, he already has a meaningful story with bendy as his son and what kind of a shit father he is
if i was supposed to make him create a perfect child because of how he learned to be a good father while still having bendy (the squish there) done so dirty thatd be literally sooooooooo shit
(also idk man maybe you should consider adopting a child instead of creating her as a part of a cycle of eternal suffering, god look i wouldnt mind that if they werent trying to tell us that joey doing this is somehow his redemption arc and a good thing, yikes)
so yeah no dont expect audrey to be a part of abomination, ever
im done telling that story and im not gonna be incorporating any new content that the bendy devs put out because its just not fitting in there [thumbs up emoji]
the only thing i have left to still draw is the epilogue which ive already written few years ago, arts just been super hard for me lately, but im gonna make it eventually
also im not gonna be leaving anywhere anytime soon, even if i leave the bendy fandom at some point (tho i dont see that happening super soon) im gonna be there blabbering on about some other thing :)
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sol2sleepy · 6 months
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woahwoahwoah list of potential ideas for my warrior cats and tftgs crossover!!!! (this shits gonna be all over the place until i write a big post about it containing links to each tag. im a slacker dont expect it to come anytime soon)
I wanna incorporate the tftgs characters obviously. i dont really know how to actually put them into the story, so if you have any suggestions, please let me know! Either through asks or reblogs or whateva
With the raccoons, though, is an entirely different story. the raccoons will be like human contraband dealers. knives and string, things that could be seen as useful for a warrior cat. Or alternatively, a medicine cat (might write a scene where jack finds a cat and raccoon trading little goodies like. like a mouse or two for a half-bottle of ibuprofen).
I'm definitely gonna have some new roles. I wanna have a designated cat therapist because like, with all the weird shit that happens?? that clan NEEDS a psychologist.
Also, the term 'warrior' is way too fucking broad. So, instead of calling every cat who has finished their apprenticeship a warrior, they're like a neutral now. For now, these guys are probably gonna be called providers (im gonna have to look through my dictionary to find a better name for these goobers).
Maybe I'll think of incorporating a patrol that just. raids the gas station every once in a while??? shit would be funny. imagine working a night shift and about a dozen cats just run in, prop open the door, steal shit, and then leave. This idea could actually be kinda good for drama, though. Everyone runs out of the station way too fast and one guy is just left behind. or maybe someone falls into the tar pit.
Cat mythology. they fear the wrath of cryptids your honor. im thinking of making a kinda cougar/coyote/fox/whatever hybrid to like, have mothers scare the shit out of their kids with. like a devil/evil spirit of sorts idk
This is it until my brain decides to stop being stupid because of cold weather, but I'll be thinking of things for this cool little project for a while!!!!!!
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dream-critical · 1 year
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i kinda just want to get this off my chest . my bad if this isn’t even the right place to say this lmao. ive been a fan of tommy for quite a while and im well aware hes close with dream but my god. i do not like dream i fucking hate him tbh
obviously hes not going to suddenly drop dream anytime soon out of the blue but some dumb part of my brain wishes he would lololol
i know im not the only tommy fan who’s also a ‘dranti’ or whatever the fuck . and i really just dont know if i should stop watching him or continue what ive doing- engaging in his content while ignoring everything abt dteam
hes on thin ice for me right now i guess . idk anymore
As someone who used to be a very avid Tommy watcher and someone that really tried to stick with him until the allegations happened (after seeing him constantly interact with dream on twitter I just unfollowed/unsubscribed etc as my interest was fading and I was barely watching his videos anyway and it was genuinely frustrating to see him act like that), I totally get that.
A lot of inniters downright hate dream. And like. Yeah I get that, but I think like. After a certain point you should probably like realize that Tommy is openly friends with dream and even has made jokes about the situation and he's not going to stop anytime soon. And I really think that just taking a step back and just. Dropping him for now would be the best move.
Tbh like I think one thing influencing the whole thing is the fact that Tommy is clinging to the dsmp for dear life bc he just kind of seems lost? As if he doesn't know what to do and how to proceed without the dsmp.
The exile merch, the announcement for yet another "dsmp finale" etc.
Tommy has potential, but I feel like he's throwing it all away bc he refuses to separate himself and his brand from dream and also bc it seems like he just did not expect to lose that big of a chunk of his audience this fast. If the allegations didn't happen he wouldn't have afaik, but he did and now he's just. Stuck like this.
Anyway I haven't watched any of his content in ages so I might be slightly wrong, feel free to correct me ig.
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