Vent time ^-^

I am so fucking hyperaware of the fact that I am slowly deteriorating myself to make life better for others. It is second nature for me to offer anything i have to someone before anyone else can interject. The only way my coworker is able to help me out without me shooting them down immediately is by getting me to say my to-do list and then very silently doing some of those tasks. I so badly wanna keep making others' days better butlike. Girl Im at my limit and this is so unreasonable for me to say and I know butlike I really wish someone would just force me to stop like i do to others and then care for me. Even if just for an evening

Asmodeus, ever blessed by the hands of Aphrodite. Her love, her grace, and her divinity— all poured into the making of your lover. Not a single drop gone to waste. He is the hum of a canary, the song of a muse, the painting of an artist, and the verse of a bard.

How is it so that one such as himself found a liking in you? He doesn't seem to question this as much as you do.

Asmodeus, Avatar of Lust, one who knows how to best embrace desire and how to help it spark in others. He was the one who ignited and brought to life all those sinful wishes each person (or demon) has had.

But that was never the case with you, was it? His attempts at seducing you were none but aimless. How is it that you can resists his charm, he wondered. He was troubled at first, concerned that his magic had limits that could not be surpassed.

But as time passed on, he learned to accept it. And as he did accept reality such as it was, he started sensing your yearning for him. But it was nothing compared to what he had seen in the eyes, in the souls, of others.

Your need for him was different. He knew it as well as you did.

And to be seen by you, not as someone who was there to simply give you a night of unforgettable experience, but as someone who you'd choose to be with in more means than just one, someone who you'd spend your limited days with— knowing that was his purest form of satisfaction.

To be loved by you, and to love you in exchange, is what he'd desire most.

why do people talk about izumi as if she was an actual canon character and not… a filler one lol

hypersexuality

I like to hc that William has some memory issues

this is going to sound silly but

yknow that club night that I go to that I have mentioned on here a few times

the day after tomorrow I'm getting a tattoo for it and I'm so excited!!! I cannot wait!!!

made a little zine abt some of my favorite things in my room :]

NEW GUY REF! (And also Goopy) Messin around with a story idea bc I'm being told that they'd be good for a comic or smthn and i agree bc i think i would really really like to try to do that... attempt it at least 😁😊

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I Genuinely love my jib but I also sometimes just cant with my job.

very sad 90% (not all) of my relationships (friendship and otherwise) is reliant on just me making the first moves, whether it be texting first or even starting and maintaining conversations when we r in person. it's kinda so depressing and exhausting.

First reprimand for shitty customer service <3. Well first one that wasnt just just my boss laughing and saying a local famous person accused me of stealing their wallet [left it on a shelf].

I was playing Guilty Gear Rev 2 with @awayiis and they created the best SolKy fanfic ever with homophobic Johnny vs supportive Slayer

Ky and Sol are pretending to be in relationships with Dizzy and Jack-O to pretend to be hetero to escape Johnnys homophobia but then Slayer convinces them otherwise

Then Ky confesses his love to Sol but he refuses saying that sounds gay but then KY says it's in a bro way and they kiss. Dizzy and Jack-O are happy for them and they were pretending to be hetero too all along

I made. A a fancams.

me, every night for the past three weeks: oh im feelin good rn! and i had a good day today!! im definitely not gonna lie awake filled with anxiety and dread over my future tonight :D

me, lying in bed 20 minutes later looping famous last words: by talos this cant be happening

A hard conversation with teenage me. Their whole life revolved around a specific goal, and now every sacrifice they made for it, is wasted.