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berystraw · 3 months
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The Masterlist—
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Note: Everything I write is strictly fictional and for entertainment. Any names mentioned that pertain to any person in real life is only coincidental. Read at your own risk! Requests are open!
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ravisinghs-wife · 11 months
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✼ Masterlist ✼
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The Inheritance Games
Jameson Hawthorne
Jameson Hawthorne Dating Headcanons
Grayson Hawthorne
Grayson Hawthorne Dating Headcanons
I write for jameson, grayson, xander, nash, avery and libby
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Ravi Singh
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I write for ravi, pip and cara
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Aaron warner
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I write for Aaron and kenji
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the seven plus nico and Reyna and their red flags
Annabeth chase
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Jason Grace
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Piper mclean
the seven plus nico and Reyna and their red flags
Leo valdez
the seven plus nico and Reyna and their red flags
Reyna
he seven plus nico and Reyna and their red flags
I write for percy, annabeth, Leo, piper, Jason, reyna and thalia
Fandoms I write for besides the ones listet above: mcu, grishaverse and the marauders (Harry Potter)
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inmyheaddd · 15 days
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Omg would you do a Xander version of your Grayson childhood friends to lovers!? Your writing is so good!!!
xander hawthorne childhood friends to lovers
i literally love xander so much my absolute fav, thankyou sm for the requesttt this one is super dialogue heavy sorry about that 😭 will post a pt 2 of the after math, when ur actually together!!
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you two both went to the same school, you weren’t ever in the same class apart from 4th grade.
one time he was flying a paper airplane that exploded glitter (a very xander-like invention) around the class. 
you were both following it with your eyes, and it ended up hitting you and landing at your feet. your arms, your school uniform, your legs, and your shoes were covered in glitter.
his head shot up, and he made eye contact with you, you both immediately started laughing. 
“i’m really sorry,” he says in between laughs. 
“it’s fine” you say with a small smile. “it’s no big deal.” 
“well, i think you look very nice all glittery ” he says, sounding as honest as a 9 year old could get. 
“thanks i think..” you say, unsure of what his words even meant. you ended up laughing anyway.
you never really talked much after that, but one year there was a robotics club in the 8th grade. you and xander were the only ones who attended.
naturally, with xanders outgoing personality, you two quickly broke the ice and were having great conversation.
“you know, i was trying to figure out how you looked so familiar, and i realised…” xander pauses for dramatic effect “you were the glitter girl of 4th grade!"
“the glitter girl?” you counter, with an eyebrow raised.
“yes!” he beamed, standing up from his seat next to you on the desk and demonstrating. 
“little 9 year old me  was standing here, flying my paper-glitter-gadget, and you were standing right about” he says, taking a few steps forward. “here!” 
you watch in silence with a smile threatening to tug at your lips, “coming back to you yet?” he says, looking at you with a classic xander smile—a contagious, expressive, all-consuming smile that makes anyone witnessing it feel like he practically invented the action. 
“no..” you say as you rest your hand on your head “but keep going."  you gesture your hands in a forward motion.
“alright, my fantastic-glitter-bomb-paper-gadget was flying up in the air, like this,” he says as he moves his hand in the air doing unnecessary but very xander-like spins and sound effects. 
“wasn’t it called your flying glitter-paper-gadget?”  “paper-glitter” he corrected as he stands up straight with one arm to his side and one pointing at you. “and yes, but i came up with a better name for it.”
“i don’t know if that’s better,” you mutter under your breath with a small laugh, looking down at your lap.
“what did you say?” he questions you playfully. 
“nothing” you respond far too quickly for your liking.
“no no, what was that? don’t shy away now” he repeats as he takes a step forward towards you and crouches down next to you.
“nothing!” you emphasize your answer, shaking your head at him with a small smile. 
“you said something, go on,” he says with a smile as he tilts his head “i’m all ears, and eyes, and hands- i have all my 5 senses in tact. but that’s not the point, please, continue.” he rambles on. 
you giggle; his way of speaking is unlike anyone you’ve known before, but you love it. you feel as if his brain is on a different wave length that everyone else needs to catch up on. 
“i said that i don’t know if your new name is better, that’s all." you say, looking down at him slightly due to his crouched position. 
“hm, paper-glitter-gadget it is then,” he says as he stands up and continues his demonstration. 
“wait…” you say to yourself as he’s about to continue, “i think i do remember you!” you voice gradually gets louder.
“oh?” he asks as he turns around and pauses his demonstration, putting his hands down and walking towards you.
“youre the guy who exploded purple glitter all over me!” you exclaim with a finger pointing at him while you laugh. 
“i was just getting to that part, actually, but yes!” he replies with a finger pointed at you and a small chuckle.
“i had glitter on me for months! im pretty sure i have glitter embedded in my dna now.” 
“yeah well, what can i say, it’s like if i were elsa but a boy, and instead of ice powers.. i had glitter powers,” he says looking at you with a crooked smile.
“that’s not… you could’ve just said you had glitter powers” you say with a light chuckle
“where’s the fun in that?” 
the rest of the afternoon went great, with xander’s witty and charming personality, and his unwavering ability to make you laugh. 
every time you finished talking to him, you felt the immediate need to go back, just one more word, one more exchange. he had that effect on you. 
he loved talking to someone who wasn’t the stereotypical rich, superficial, hobbiless person in heights country day. not to mention he found you extremely funny, and the way you responded to his banter made him want to speak to you for as long as he possibly could, which with his ability to talk, is forever.
you two would have sleepovers all the time
xander talks through movies all the time. 
“i predict that that girl is actually the murderer; she’s much too quiet for my liking” 
“xander, i love you, but please stop talking,” you say through a laugh as you turn your head toward him,
“shutting up now." surprisingly, he does actually shut up—not because you told him to, but because you said, “i love you.”
he sits through the rest of the movie in silence, contemplating your words and running them over in his mind.
friendly? non friendly? spur of the moment? what even was that?
you on the other hand, were silently freaking out because you couldn’t believe you just said that. 
“xander is smart enough to think it’s friendly, right?” you thought to yourself 
at the end of the movie, when the murderer was revealed, you tap him and point to the tv “look, you were right, she was the murderer after all,” you say quietly,
xander is not one to be caught off guard, but right now he was.
 “what?” he murmurs as he looks at you, then at the tv, and back to you once he’s processed your words “oh,” he chuckles slightly “well, im just always right like that aren’t i?” 
you laugh in response and shake your head, leaning back into your seat. “you’re crazy” you say, and he’s there sitting, silently hoping that “i love you” wasn’t so friendly. 
the first day back in 11th grade, you, thea, rebecca, and xander all sat at a table together
thea said something along the lines of a compliment, and you smiled at her and said thanked her, returning a compliment back to her.
xander had an unreadable expression on his face, and thea turned his attention to him.
“relax, i’m not stealing your girlfriend.”
“um, we aren’t..” “we aren’t together” you both say at the same time 
thea snorts, but somehow it sounds like the most elegant thing coming from her.
“are you sure? i mean, by the way you look at each other,  i would’ve thought you two were married with kids,” she says as he rests her hand on her chin and moves forward.
by this point, you’re sure your face is as red as your school tie right now, you look over to xander who’s simply smiling uncomfortable and says “thankyou thea, for your input, and your ability to make any situation ever awkward.” 
“of course,” she says with a sweet smile, and she leans back and looks over at rebecca, who looks like she’s trying to hold in a laugh but still gives warning eyes to thea. 
xander looks over at you, notices your flushed face, and mentally makes note of it.
ever since then, he’s always been “flirty” with you, and it drives you to the brink of insanity. 
he does it partly because he finds it amusing and partly because he’s genuinely speaking his mind when he compliments you.
one time, you were late to school because you overestimated your time to get ready after you washed your hair. 
you didn’t have time to straighten it or curl it how you usually would, so you decided to leave it as it was and call it a day. 
your first period that day was a free one that you’d spend with xander.
you arrived at your designated spot, and he was already there, seemingly waiting for you with untouched scones on the table.
“hey, sorry i’m late” you say as you sit down next to him in the booth.
“it’s fine, i was just sitting here, looking at the scones, thinking how lucky i am to exist in a universe where these exist. can you imagine if-” he says as he tears his attention away from the scones and looks at you. 
his eyebrows shoot up in amusement, and you pause the unpacking of your bag to look at him “what?” 
“nothing” he replies, shaking his head with a smile. 
“actually,” he suddenly starts speaking in a lower register and leans forward. “did you do something different to your hair?” he begins to twist some around his finger.
“um,” you say slightly nervously due to his closeness to you. you have been friends for years and he still had this effect on you. 
“i didn’t have time to style it today, i just left it natural” you continue.
“hm, it looks good, i like it” he says before leaning back and retreating his hand. “you should do it like that more often” he suggests pointing a finger at your hair.
a beat of silence passes before he continues
“anyway!” he says back in his louder, usual xander voice. “i was sitting here, and i thought- can you imagine if scones didn’t exist? it’s like, imagining if oxygen didn’t exist. i don’t think i’d even be alive honestly, i don’t want to think about what the world would be without them” 
midway through his rambling, he looks over at you and notices you avoiding eye contact, your facial expressions and your reddened cheeks, telling him everything he needs to know. (your eyes were saying “what the fuck just happened?”)
he’s always trying to get you as flustered as possible, not in a mean fuckboy way but because he genuinely likes you and thinks you’re adorable 
one time you two were shopping for snacks as your movie night was that day, and an old lady came up to you guys and said you two looked so adorable, and that you two reminded her of her and her husband back in the day.
you wanted to cry on the spot, give her the biggest hug ever, and also disappear because you and xander were not together. yet
xander just played into it, wrapping his arms around your shoulder, and you instinctively leaned your head on his shoulder. “that’s the sweetest thing i’ve heard today, thank you,” he says in a real, genuine voice. no hint of playfulness.
as you looked at him and he looked down at you with the faintest of smiles, the world suddenly went silent and you came to a realization. you realized, you were totally head over heels for him. you jumped in head first, you were so far gone to the point of no return.
“yeah, we are lucky to have each other” you almost whisper, still looking at xander, then tearing your eyes away from him and looking back at the lady. 
she snorts, “consider him to be the lucky one, young lady. although i won’t lie, he is quite handsome.”
you all start laughing, and the lady walks away, sending you her farewells. 
“that lady was so sweet,” you say as you’re both standing at the self-checkout stands.
“i think the one thing we can take away from that conversation is that im ‘quite handsome’” he replies as he pays for your snacks and carries the bags, looking at you with a wide grin on his face. 
“okay xander” you say as you roll your eyes playfully. 
“so you don’t disagree?” you two are walking out of the store now, he looks down at you and raises an eyebrow. 
 “i think you’re forgetting she said you’re the lucky one,” you counter sarcastically as he opens the car door for you and you get in. 
he shakes his head while smiling and looks at you, leaning his arms on the top of the car. 
“i actually wish i could forget something,” he tilts his head and looks away from you as if he’s made a new discovery. “too many things are happening in my mind. i never get a minute of silence up there!” he closes your door, and gets in the drivers seat. 
around halfway through the drive back to your house, it started to rain. 
“shit, it’s raining.”
“language” he warns, drawing out the end of the word, he squints his eyes and looks closer out the window and to his surprise, it is raining 
“oh shit, it is raining!” he says through a surprised chuckle as he turns to look at you briefly, and then back to the road. 
“hey, what about your language?” 
he continues to rant on about the rain, and you look at him with a smile laughing here and there - but your mind is elsewhere. you are deathly afraid of thunderstorms, and you're afraid your night with xander is going to be ruined.
by now, the rain has rapidly increased in severity, and there's no doubt that there’s going to be thunder and lightning soon enough.
“this is gonna be so fun, we can do all sorts of things! i vote we should watch the scariest movies to ever walk this earth- actually, they don’t walk, they just exist. i vote we should watch the scariest movies to exist!” he says, smiling as he turns his head to look at you, one hand on the wheel and one resting on his own lap. his smile suddenly drops as he notices your unusual silence
“you’re awfully quiet; what’s wrong?”
you look out the window and then down at your lap, fiddling with your hands 
“i don’t know, i just don’t really like the rain, heavy rain. it scares me. it’s stupid, just forget  it." you wave a hand through the air and look back out the window 
he reaches his hand over to yours and settles on your thigh, then switches his focus back and forthfrom you and the road, ultimately settling on you when he stops at a red light. “it’s not stupid. we can watch that one movie you love to make you forget about the rain? yeah? 10 things i like about you?” he says giving you an encouraging smile.
you try to bite back your own smile “okay… fine” you say looking at him, “and it’s 10 things i hate about you.” you say, raising your eyebrows
“you have things you hate about me? let alone 10 of them? i’m offended” he says, putting a hand to his chest in fake agony. 
“eh, you’ll survive” 
“honestly, i’m not so sure i will,” he says as he puts his hand back on the wheel when the light turns green, his other hand still staying next to yours on your thigh. 
when you finally reach your house, you are both running out of the car in the rain to your front door. 
when you finally reach it, you’re both panting and out of breath. 
“oh my god,” you mutter under your breath. 
“somebody open the door” you groan while repeatedly ringing the doorbell and knocking, but it seems to be overpowered by the rain. 
xander chuckles at your frustrated antics  “don’t you have a key?”
“oh, right,” you say defeatedly as your arms fall back to your sides, and then you dig in your pockets to find them. 
your hands fiddle with them as they are wet, and you can’t seem to hold it properly. 
you look up at xander, your face asking him for help. “help please?” you ask as you raise your hand with the keys towards his
“anything for you,” he says half jokingly (100% true) as he takes the keys from your hands and unlocks the door.
you’re about to walk in but you notice xanders intense gaze and the fact that he’s simply standing there, unmoving.
you turn to look at him, and hes unsurprisingly already looking at you.
he takes a step forward and moves some of your wet hair out of your face. 
“xander, what are you doing? we should get inside.”
he saw no point in beating around the bush. “i love you.” 
“what?” you barely whisper, your face showing your shock. 
“i love you, and im tired of pretending that i can just be friends with you. i can’t. it’s killing me every day,” he takes a deep breath in “from the day in 4th grade, to the robotics club, to hanging out with you everyday, i love you. everything about you, the way you feel for everyone, the way you smile, the way you say my name, the way you- the way you are. just you.” a small smile starts to spread across your face, unable to hide your emotions. “and every day im with you, i fall inlove with something new about you. like today, it’s the fact that you don’t like the rain, i don’t know why i love it, well i do- because it’s you. and that’s what runs through my mind 24/7. you” he finishes his long winded confession out of breath, sounding as genuine as ever. 
you stay staring at him for a few moments with pure love and adoration in your eyes.
“now’s usually the part where you speak,” xander says as he gestures his hand for you to speak, still breathless. and for the first time in your 4ish years of being friends with him, you notice a hint of uncertainty in his voice.
“i-“ you were genuinely too stunned to speak “fuck it” you mutter, as you lean in to kiss him.
your arms wrap around his neck, his around your waist, and you’re on your tiptoes. he notices and cranes his neck towards you, crouching down so you can stand normally. 
his hands move towards your face and neck, and you shiver and pull away. 
“what?” he asks looking like a deer in headlights 
“you’re hands are freezing” you say through a giggle,
“oh,” he says, and he starts to laugh. “we should probably get inside,” he continues.
“we probably should.”
“yeah, any second now”
“yep” you look into his eyes and notice a new sparkle in them.
neither of you move, just staring into each other's eyes until you hear a loud bang, your head whips in its direction, and you see lightning. 
“okay, that’s our sign to actually get inside” you dryly chuckle as you grab xander’s hand and he follows you inside.
you spent the rest of your movie night cuddled up together, watching cheesy rom-coms on your couch.
 you end up falling asleep halfway through the second movie. 
he’s rambling on, and he suddenly cuts himself off, noticing your silence, and looks down at you.
when he notices you’re sleeping, he smiles to himself, switches off the tv, and carries you in bridal style to your bed. 
halfway through the walk to your bed your eyes start to flutter open and you look up at him with furrowed eyebrows as you take in your surroundings. “xan? what happened to the movie?” 
“you fell asleep,” he states matter-of-factly “it’s okay; we can continue another time” he says softly, not wanting to disturb your peace. 
he places you on your bed and pulls the cover over you. he kisses your forehead and then stands to look at you for a moment, then begins to walk away.
you open your eyes slightly and prop yourself up on your elbows, then you see his retreating figure “where are you going?” 
“oh, well you’re going to sleep, i figured you’d want your peace” he responds.
doesn’t he realize he’s your peace?
you shake your head “no, i want you." his eyebrows shoot up in amusement, and you mentally curse yourself for what you just said 
“i mean, can you stay with me?” 
you had the best sleep of your life that night cuddled with him. he held you like if he held you any looser you'd dissapear out of his arms.
and he stayed true to his word; you did finish the movie the next day.
a few days later, you were thinking about the confession he made, and you realized you never said anything back.
you decided to write a letter explaining your feelings - and all that you feel for him.
the letter ended up being two pages long.
you came to his house, gave it to him, and watched him read it with hopeful eyes.
he wanted to cry, laugh, and kiss you all at the same time.
he ultimately ended up settling on the last one. 
you’re now laying on his bed, a vinyl playing frank oceans “blonde” in the background which you’ve both decided on as your album.
“does this mean we’re officially together now?” you ask, raising your head from his chest to look at him in the eye.
“we’ve been officially together since that day in 4th grade, you just didn’t know it yet”he says looking down at you with a sarcastic smile, which you laugh at and hit his chest playfully. “i love you” you say,
 “i love you too.” 
that letter you gave him is one of his prized possessions- his most prized possesion.
it’s pinned to his wall next to trophies and famous physicians and inventors he loves, and a picture of scones, which is a major sign that he’s a goner for you. 
jameson teased him about it the first time he saw it.
jameson also had a black eye the next day! 
everyone you know is so happy that you two are officially together, but not happier than you two. 
thankyou so much for this requesttt, this was a super long one 😭😭 we all need a xander in our lives
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queenpiranhadon · 1 month
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Dear future husband,
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Just made some scones for our favorite Rube Goldberg machine ✨
(made these w/ @labaguetteisdabest)
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reader x xander Hawthorne please 🥺
xander hawthorne x fem!reader
hcs about meeting & dating xander hawthorne
a/n: HI IM BACK! & tysm for the request!! xander is so underrated 👎 thats my bae fr🫶 currently working on other stuff but wanted to do this request bc i immediately had ideas for this!! i still don't completely get how school worked in the books, so if there's any wrong info please bare w me. if this wasn't what you had in mind feel free to send a specific request! again, this is kinda fic like but still calling it hcs.
word count: 7.3k
warnings: long backstory again, mentions of death, sexual themes. (pls lmk if you see anything else that should be labeled as a warning)
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you’ve always lived on the middle side class of things. you were, thankfully, never poor, but also never rich enough where you could afford the more luxurious things in life.
your mother owned a small bakery 3 blocks away from your home, while your father worked for an electrician company. both jobs were stable enough to provide for necessities and both your parents enjoyed their occupations.
your parents always told you to never worry about money, but it still made you reluctant to ask them for things you wanted in fear they couldn't afford it. which is why you always tried to fix your problems yourself.
if you ever needed money, you would work for your mother at her bakery in exchange. while it was still your mom giving you the money, it made you feel better that you earned the cash. 
you later found yourself working at the bakery even without needing money. you liked working with your mom, and it was fun to learn how to make different types of sweets. 
at school, you were always a studious person. you worked hard to get a's and never anything below. you wanted to make your parents proud and feel as if their hard work toward the family wasn't for nothing. 
you knew it would be practically impossible for your family to afford your college career without going into debt. so you always looked at scholarships and what they looked for in students, so you tried to make yourself appear well-rounded. 
you joined student council, mathletes (although math wasn't your forte),library club, chess club,art club, film club, yearbook, culinary club, asl club, and a few others over the years. to say your schedule after school was always booked was a major understatement.
although your favorite was always the art club. you never even knew you had an artistic side until you joined. you explored it more with your membership and soon became quite good. 
during your freshman year you took your first art class. you were excited to learn under a professional for the first time. 
after a few lessons, your first major assignment was realism project; draw somebody in your everyday life. 
you were both excited and a bit nervous. you had drawn people before, but never someone you knew, and you wanted to make a great first impression on your teacher. 
you ended up choosing your mother as your muse; your father could never stay still enough to be drawn. it took a lot of long nights when your mother wasn't working to finish your drawing. you could've just taken a photo of her and drawn that, but you pushed for the extra mile of drawing her from real life.
you were satisfied when you finished, and your parents were in awe by your work - telling you over and over how talented you were and your teacher would surely be impressed. still, you were anxious about turning it in the next day in class. 
your assignment was a big hit with your teacher, you got a perfect A+. she commented on your beautiful handiwork, noting that your drew from real life. she also advised how you should consider switching to an advanced class since it was obvious you were already beyond a beginner course. 
you wanted to decline at first, being intimidated by the thought of being in a class with others who were just as good or better than you - but your gut instinct told you it was the right choice to make. 
it proved to be right because by the spring you were already one of the best in your art class. you expanded into all types of art: abstract, realism, expressionism, digital, etc. your favorite and most notable works tended to be the realistic ones of people, place, and objects. art had become a part of your life in the best way. 
you entered a numerous amount of competitions and always come back on top; it got to the paint your shelfs had all been filled to the brim. you parents of course were elated with your success and were never prouder. 
you soon were able to make some money with your art skills as well. you got commissioned for mainly portraits of family and friends, mostly to give as gifts or to have in their household. it made you feel proud someone out there had a piece of your art and that people loved your work enough to want you to paint their family. 
the biggest commission you've ever taken was a 40x30 portrait of an older man. the request was anonymous, so you weren't sure who the man was or if the request was for himself or another person. 
the project took a few weeks due to your work load and having to paint such fine details on a huge canvas. you were happy with the outcome and were astonished to find out the anonymous buyer had given you 10k for your work. it was way over your normal pay grade.
your success didn't end there. in the summer before your sophomore year, you received a fancy envelope in the mail. it was addressed to you and sent from heights country day school. 
at first, you were confused as to why they would send you anything. everyone in texas knew of heights country day, it was one of the best private schools in the state. almost all parents want their kids to be a student there, but the tuition was awfully expensive, so if you weren't rich you were most likely not getting in. 
you didn't wait to tell your parents before your ripped open the envelop in anticipation. you unfolded the letter inside and skimmed over the introductions.
you were shocked to find out you were being awarded a full paid scholarship to attend heights country day school for the rest of highschool. 
your first thought was to assume it was a prank, or a scammer trying to get your info. but you examined the letter further; the seal of the school and the dean signature did look quite authentic. then you noticed the number listed on the bottom of the page. 
you figured you should just call and check for confirmation. you told yourself the worst case scenario would be they laugh at your face and tell you the letter isn't real. 
you definitely did not want to inform your parents until you made the call, that way if it wasn't real, their hopes wouldn't be crushed and they would never even know about it. 
it took an hour of pacing in your room to finally work up the courage to make the call. you kept tour expectations low to avoid disappointment. 
the secretary of the school was quick to pick up after two rings, and you briefly explained the letter you received. you held your breath for a second until she told you to "please hold for a moment." 
when she returned she informed you you were being transferred to the dean's phone. your nerves were through the roof at this point. you wanted to believe it was a good sign the dean wanted to talk to you, but maybe he wanted to tell you himself the letter was unfortunately a phony and they do not give scholarships to art students.
the dean finally picked up the call and you both exchanged greetings. from there he explained how the letter was, in fact, very real.
the school had seen a work of yours and dug deeper into your portfolio and academic career. they were very impressed with your achievement, especially given your age. the board was all unanimous in agreeing to offer you the scholarship because of your artistic talents and would love for you to become a part of their school. 
the rest of the call was a blur to you. when the call ended you stood stunned in your room for a minute. you had to pinch yourself to remind yourself this was real and happening. 
once you snapped out of it, you were jumping up and down in joy. you truly were elated to possibly be a student at one of the top private schools in texas or even the country. 
you wasted no more time informing your parents when they arrived home. they also thought you were just pulling their leg, but after you told them you had confirmation - you swear their jaws hit the floor. 
your parents were just as excited for you. your mother took the liberty of baking all your favorites in celebration, even lemon scones, which were your favorite.
before you knew it, summer was over, and it was time to get back into school. you spent the rest of your break prepping to attend heights - gathering books, supplies, and a uniform (which was mostly paid by the school). 
this was your first time wearing a uniform, and you were a bit delighted to wear it. it was a burgundy blazer with a navy crest embossed, with the school motto in latin, a white dress shirt, and a pleated plaid skirt. 
it screamed, "i go to a really expensive private school."
it was nerve-wracking that you were now going to school with some of the richest and elite children in america. you'd hope it wouldn't be obvious where your social class stood, or if it was, they wouldn't think of you any less for it.
you did your best to stray from stereotypical assumptions, but then again you've never interacted with people of a such higher social class - you really had no idea what to expect. 
nonetheless, you wanted to give everyone the benefit of the doubt, so you held your head up high when the first day came around. 
the school in no way looked like a regular public school, it shared way more similar qualities with college campuses. it was beautifully constructed, and you had a feeling the inside was even more stunning.
your parents dropped you off in front of the twin archways of the school, wishing you a good first day, and they were only a call away if you needed anything. you responded with your goodbyes and now stood on the pavement of heights day.
a part of you was glad your parents left so soon; you loved them to death, but their older modeled car stood out amongst the other deluxe cars parked and driving into school grounds. the last thing you wanted on your first day was to stick out like a sore thumb.
you took a deep breath before you took your strides through the front door.
you were happy to see no one gave you obvious looks and stares when you walked through, like those of a movie. everyone seemed preoccupied with their own things. you were silently thankful for that.
you made your way to the office on your own; luckily it was very near the front entrance with a big sign that said 'office of registrar'. making it very easy for you to find it without having to awkwardly ask another peer.
you walked to a desk of who you assumed was a secretary and gave her your name and stated your business. she instantly recognized your name and made a swift move to hand you your schedule.
the secretary informed you about the school's modular scheduling, which means they operate on a six-day cycle, and classes meet anywhere from three to five times a cycle. you were free to fit in lunch where you saw fit. you honestly didn't quite grasp it, but you figured you'd just learn along the way.
she also let you know another student had been assigned to show you around school. that's how you ended up meeting rebecca laughlin.
rebecca was a shy and a bit nervous girl, but seemed sweet nonetheless. you briefly got to know her as she showed you the different rooms; the archive room, the reflector (basically the cafeteria you realized), gym, the art center etc.
she was in the same grade as you, and had a twin sister named emily also in the school. from the small mention of her sister you sensed it was likely a sore subject. you took over from there talking a bit about yourself and your interests.
rebecca mentioned she was also new this year, having moved to texas just recently with her family but frequently visiting before that. she was able to go on a private tour with her sister over the summer, which is why she knew the place quite well already.
you two chatted a bit more until the tour ended. the last stop was the art center, and you were more than thrilled to go inside and check it out. rebecca was about to enter along with you before she saw her twin sister and people who you assume were her friends , a boy and a girl.
you turned around to glance at them and saw they were waving her over. you could tell rebecca was hesitant to just leave you for them, but you reassured her she provided an excellent tour. she reluctantly went off toward her friends, not before giving you her number and letting you know if you had any questions you could reach her.
you took a peak back at where rebecca and her friends were walking away. they all look straight out of a teen vogue catalog. emily was identical to rebecca, same red hair, eyes, and face. you could tell emily was more confident than rebecca however. there was another girl, dark eyes and even darker brown wavy hair - she was so beautiful it felt unreal. and lastly with them was a boy, he was quite tall, dark-skinned with light honey brown eyes, and a head full of curly hair. he was handsome and easily fit in with the rest of the model-looking girls.
you must've looked a second too long because he turned his head in your direction and you both made eye contact.
you quickly snapped your head away,not waiting for his reaction, and made your way to the arts center. you cursed yourself for being caught looking a bit, and now you were slightly embarrassed.
when you reached the arts center, you were amazed. it was a big building with different rooms, it was decorated as if was a museum, marble floors and pillars, archways, etc. and everything about it was engaging.
you took the time to explore the whole place; you found several different art rooms you assumed were open to students, different supply closest, classrooms for teaching, and even a few soundproof rooms. at some point you ran into a few teachers and got to know them and what they taught. you had a few of them in your schedule, so it was great to know where their classes were.
before you knew it, it was time for your first class and then eventually to your last of the day. for lunch you had opted to eat what you brought from home in the archive because you didn't feel like going through the anxiety of finding somewhere alone to sit in the refectory.
it ended up being ironic because you made a friend in there who was also eating lunch. you were sitting alone at small table when a blonde haired girl with her lunch approached you.
her name was mia, and you both instantly clicked. mia had noticed you eating at the table alone and thought she'd introduce herself since she hadn't since you on campus before. she was also a sophomore, seventeen, and she was part of height country day dance team.
she has almost always eaten in the archive since her freshman year; she enjoyed the quiet and privacy since few students ever ate or hung out there too long - you both had that in common.
after that great first meeting, the two of you became best friends. you would occasionally have a class or two with her depending on the schedule, but you both always made time to see each other throughout the day and eat lunch in the archive room.
she later on introduced you to a few of her other friends, that were now your friends as well. they were all pretty wealthy, but it didn't change the fact they were all genuine and friendly people. the fear of making friends at your new school was gone by the end of your first week.
that's set up the rest of your fantastic first year at heights country day school.
you fit in immediately with the art center and other art peers. you all carried the same passions, and it was very fun to learn from others. of course, you all intimidated to be around people so advanced and mostly rich, but it only pushed you to work even harder.
your teachers were all so great. they were also tough critiques, being professionals and all, but you took any critique you got with stride- making you a better artist.
your non-art-related classes were more difficult and work-loaded than you were use to, but you were quick to catch up with the rest of the class.
a few kids at school were stuck up and pretentious, but mostly the students weren't too far off from normal teenagers. and like high school there were cliques and popular people. you never bothered yourself with any of that, yet you always heard three reoccurring last names - hawthorne, laughlin, and calligaris.
you knew laughlin meant rebecca and emily, and it didn't take you long to figure out the other last names must belong to the other two people she was with during your first day. it made sense to you they were well-known, just their looks alone made you feel like they're superior to you.
you could've asked mia or literally paid attention to gossip around you if you wanted to know the first names of the boy & girl with the laughlins, but it honestly slipped your mind. frankly, you were too occupied with navigating your new school life to really care too much about it.
the most shocking event to happen that year was the dead of emily laughlin.
you weren't close friends with rebecca - you two did have a few chats and texts here and there; she once or twice joined mia and you in the archive. but you still felt horrible her sister died and felt the need to reach out.
you gave her your condolences when you saw her back at school, and let her know you were there for anything. she thanked you, but you could tell she needed space to grieve.
you still felt the need to do something, so you came up with the idea to make her a portrait and gifted it to her wrapped. you didn't see her reaction to it (she opened it when she got home), but she let you know she deeply appreciated it.
after that the rest of your year was quick to come and go. and before you knew it, it was summer again.
your summer stayed uneventful, but fun. you worked almost full-time with your mom in her bakery and spent time with your friends.
one afternoon, you were working the counter and you saw a familiar face walk in - a certain handsome, honey-eyed, curly-haired guy.
you greeted him as you normally did customers and asked for his order. he replied, asking for blueberry scones.
you nodded and went to get the scones from your display. that's when he spoke up again, commenting on how he'd seen you from school.
you were taken aback he’d remembered you but you nodded agreeing and replied you were new sophomore year.
"what happens to be your name, baker girl?"
"y/n. and what happens to be yours, new customer?"
he gave a dramatic offended look, hand over his heart - "you mean your telling me you don't know the name of the most dashing man at heights country day school?"
you shrugged, "i suppose not."
"when then i ought to fix that, the name is xander, milady," bowing down to give a kiss on the dorsal side of your hand.
oh he was charming alright. 
to hide your blushing face you busied yourself with packing his scones into a paper bag and rang him up to the register. 
"very serious question...how do you feel about blueberry scones?"
"they're good, but i think the lemon ones are better." 
you've never seen someone look so taken aback as xander did in that moment. he looked as if he'd just got the news his favorite boy band broke up. 
"are you alright-"
"what do you mean you prefer the lemon ones!"
xander then went into a tagent on blueberry scones stomp the lemon ones any day, and only psychos favored the lemons. you countered his claims, defending your favorite treat. you both were going back and forth until a bell rang throughout the bakery, signaling a customer has entered. 
"i suppose that's my sign to take my leave, but trust this debate is not over."
you rolled your eyes playfully, but you fought back a smile at the implication you two would speak again. 
he handed his black card to pay, and you tried not to look astonished at his casual display of the card. as you were swiping his card, he pulled a scone out of his brown bag and laid it on the counter in front of you. 
"here, it's my treat. this is the start of my fool-proof plan to convince you blueberry scones are far more superior." 
you tried to decline or offer him a refund for that scone, but ever the gentleman, he wouldn't allow it. he was out the door before you could protest anymore. leaving with a, "until we meet again," and a wink. 
you hated yourself for liking his annoying handsome beautiful smirk. 
as he requested, you did eat the scone. you admit blueberry is delicious, but nothing compared to the citrus of your lemon ones. plus, you found a new motivation to keep favoring them. 
that was the first of xander's many visits to the bakery that summer. always the same order, and always leaving one for you to eat. he really was on a mission to change your mind. 
sometimes out of spite you'd slip in a lemon scone into his bag to rile him up when he opened it. it always resulted in xander coming back the next day throwing a dramatic hissy fit. you kinda found it cute. 
you two continued your light banter about scones, but ventured into different topics such as school, hobbies, and exploding robots (his favorite topic). even as you worked behind the counter aiding customers, he was there talking your ear off. not that you minded at all, it was nice to have someone other than your mom to talk to. 
you found out xander was very smart; he builds replicas of star wars droids and was a three-time world champion at building machines. you'd never known someone with such intellect. whenever you brought it up, however, he'd brush it off saying it's a family thing and his brothers are much wiser. 
you briefly got a synopsis of his family, and it was quite intriguing. he had four half-brother; nash, grayson, and jameson - all sharing the same mother, but none of the boys' fathers seemed to be in the picture. all of them were basically raised by their grandfather, tobias hawthorne, who was obsessed with riddles and games. he sounded like an interesting man to say the least. 
you opened up to him a bit about your family and getting a scholarship into the school. which now looked not as impressive talking to a genius yet, xander was amazed at this, asking to see some of your work. 
you were suddenly self-conscious about your art. you thought a rich guy like himself probably had seen hundreds of artworks better than yours and done by people younger than your age. 
so, you lied and said you didn't have any pictures, and that you'll show him another time. you're gonna stall that as much as possible.
you guys later exchanged numbers, now being able to communicate outside your bakery hours during the week.
xander favorite thing was to spam you with pictures of himself eating blueberry scones, and you swore you were gonna block him everytime.
summer went by in a flash, and the school went back into session; you were entering your junior year.��
xander and you continued to hang out all the time, even more than you did with your own friends. he was always the one to find you around school, no matter the schedule you had that day.
he loved to sneak up on you and jump scare you, making your heart leap out your chest everytime. you would hit his arm in retaliation everytime and swore you were gonna unfriend him if he didn’t stop. you never actually did though.
xander made sure to pull you out your comfort zone. he sometimes dragged you (sometimes physically) to the refectory to go and eat with him. occasionally, his friends would join as well. rebecca was easy to talk to since you already knew her, and thea was…. complicated, but she had her good parts once she warmed up to you. 
you then demanded xander eat lunch with you and mia to compensate for eating at the refectory every now and then.
he obliged, but you told him it was better if he didn’t after he got kicked out the archive for talking loudly. he swore the archive keeper had it out for him.
he continued the ritual of giving you a blueberry muffin made by the chefs of his home. sometimes you'd bring your own lemon scone and give it to him, negotiating that you'll eat your scone if he eats his.
he'd always agree, but eat it begrudgingly. you swore he was warming up to the scone.
you two took your hangouts to after school. if you worked, it'd be at the bakery and if not, you'd go to the park and just walk.
you invited him over to your house one day after school, xander excitedly accepted. you were a bit nervous he'd think poorly of your home since you were sure he lived in a glorious mansion.
you introduced him to both of your parents, and they greeted him kindly, but your mom embarrassingly asked if he was your boyfriend.
you were quick to make a joke to cover your pink cheeks, "mom, we'd never work out we have complete different tastes in scones."
xander cut in, "well, you know what they say, opposites do attract."
was he flirting with you, or were you reading into it? and why did you like it.
xander ended up really enjoying your house; he even once said he found it more peaceful than his own. so, you guys now frequently hung out at your house after school to talk, banter, study, and or even help each other with projects.
even though you tried to avoid it, xander ending up seeing your art.
it was unintentional; you were seated at a table in an art space working on a sketch, of whatever came to mind, with your earphones in. you didn't hear xander walk in and call your name.
you noticed his presence when he swiped your drawing book. you quickly took out your earphones and tried to reach for it back, but he'd already seen your drawing. and to make matters worse it was a sketch of him.
you were mortified, but he just looked at it in admiration.
he asked if you made it, and you shyly said you had.
"can't believe you were trying to hide your talent from me. now, as an apology ur going to let me keep this."
you immediately said no, and went to take it out of his hand. but xander was quicker and took the page from the journal and held it above his head, out of reach.
after a lot of jumping to reach it, which was required because he's very tall, you gave up and let him have it. xander was pleased with that, and has carried it everywhere in his wallet since then.
he now always pestered you about your art, wanting to see it or wanting you to make a piece for him. you had to admit, you found it flattering.
to make it fair, you wanted to see him in action working on something. he was delighted to show you his robots, and some of his process making them.
you were amazed at his talent, but he could be careless at times.
for instance, you two were in the lab room and you were watching him working on a new formula to fuel his robots. he turned on bunsen burner and before you knew it, it exploded.
he ended up with a missing eyebrow, and you were laughing hysterically. you still have pictures of him without it much to xander's dismay.
you knew you'd grown a crush on the charismatic guy, but you were too scared to admit it.
you weren't sure if he felt the same way, and a part of you felt silly for even thinking he would.
you confided in mia about it, and she was convinced xander was head over heels for you. but you still weren't quite sure, and you didn't want to damage a really good friendship.
in middle of october, xander's grandfather, tobias hawthorne passed away.
he wasn't at school that day, but you assumed he was out sick or doing something important. it wasn't until you heard the news from peers talking about it did you put it together.
you immediately sent him a text sending your condolences and asked if he needed anything.
you didn't hear from him for the rest of the week, which worried you - but you knew, like rebecca, people tend to want their space when loved ones pass.
it was a friday night, you were studying for an upcoming test in your world history class on monday, when you hear a sound from your window.
you ignored it at first thinking it was a wondering animal or just trees against each other. but then you heard it repeatedly, and you realized it was sounding more like a tap against the glass.
you carefully slid your curtains from the window and took a peak outside. you then came face to face with the boy you hadn't seen all week.
it took you a moment to register it was him, you yelped at the first sight of someone outside. but then he started motioning for you to open the window and then you noticed it was xander hawthorne.
you unlatched the lock on your window and slide it open enough he could fit through. but it didn't stop him from tripping on your window still and falling onto the ground with a 'thud'.
"shh! my parents might've heard that!"
"wow, instead of helping a poor fallen man up, you scold him. what ever happened to warm hospitality?"
you ignored him and held your hand out to help him up. once he was stood up, you waited for him to explain why he was here.
he went on to say he didn't have a specific reason, he just needed to get out of his mansion home. "the first place i thought of to go was here, with you."
you swore your heart leaped when he said that. you were praying to whoever was listening that your face wasn't a tomato. how do you even respond to such a heartfelt statement?
luckily, you didn't need to respond to that because he was quick to follow up his words.
"actually, you seem to be the first person i think about every day. no matter what i'm doing, I'll start to think of what'd you be saying if you were there. anytime i see the sunset, my thought shifts to what it look like if you painted it. hell, i've even found myself eating, yes eating, lemons scones because they bring me reminiscence of you."
xander crept closer as his words flowed out. and you were frozen to your spot. heart pounding louder as he took another step closer to you - leaving less than a foot of space between the two of you.
unsure of how to react you said the first thing that came to mind.
"well, uh, maybe you should think about inflation that usually keeps my mind busy." idiot. why do you open your big mouth.
xander gives you a grin, obviously amused at your nervous rambling like the little jerk he is. he was so close to you, you were embarrassed at the possibility he could he your heart pounding.
he moves his right hand to the side of your face, brushing his thumb over your cheek - eyes never leaving yours. you didn't have the strength to look away or even move, as if he was a vampire who compelled you to stay still.
"i've never known someone to get red so easily as you."
you then realized how much of your face was burning, and then after that statement it heated up even further. stupid nervous system.
"i didn't think your face could get a deeper scarlet than it was a moment ago," he laughs, "it's quite adorable honestly."
oh, god. this guy had your heart fluttering at after calling you adorable.
"i wonder how red you'll get when i kiss you."
you did not have a moment to process what xander utter because at the next second his collided his lips upon yours.
nothing prepared you for how exhilarating kissing him felt. your knees gave out a little, and xander was quick to keep you steady. you weren't even ashamed, stuck in a trance by the kiss. it was as if a scene from a jane austen novel had come to life.
boy, was he a good kisser. it was unfair really, how perfect he could he at anything he wants.
when the two of you pulled away, he was the first to speak up.
"you're about as red as crayon right now."
that was enough to bring you back to reality and shove him.
immediately after that night, the two of you began dating.
at first you thought it was unsaid that the both of you were now dating, but you should've known better than to believe xander hawthorne would take the subtle way.
the following monday you were in the refectory waiting on xander, who'd ask you to meet him there. however, you hadn't seen him yet, so you just sat down at an open table.
suddenly, you hear some sort of a mechanical noises coming from behind you. you turned you heard toward it and nothing could have prepared you to see a life sized R2-D2 robot gliding straight towards you - holding flowers in its utility arm.
what the hell was in your breakfast that morning?
when it made it way in front of you, you were completely stunned. you could feel the gazes of people in the room also witnessing this. the robot look scarily realistic to the ones in the star wars movies, xander really was a genius.
the robot extended another arm to reveal a small envelope. you took it in your own hand, along with the flowers.
WILL YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND?
a. yes
b. a
c. kiss me
you rolled your eyes at his antics, maybe genius was an overstatement. then you noticed some scribble at the bottom.
p.s. NUTR NUAORD
at first sight of the words - you thought you were having a stroke, but then you figured out you had to unscrambled it to reveal the words 'TURN AROUND'.
of course, xander was always one for puzzles.
you follow the directions of the note and saw the man himself standing before you with a basket full of both lemon and blueberry scones.
"a tough choice, i know. personally, option c is the most appealing."
you wanted to smack the smugness of out him, but instead you opted to answer with letter c.
dating xander was chaotic to say the least, but you wouldn't have it any other way.
you two were never allowed to go on ordinary dates, xander always made sure they were memorable.
for your first date he took you to an escape room, but reserved the whole thing just for the two of you. xander was obviously a pro at the game, but you were quick to figure things out as well. the two of you got the quickest escape time.
at the end of it, he gifted you gold chained necklace with an 'x' and a golden key. you wore it all the time after.
another time you were taken to a amusement park, also reserved for the two of you. you clung on to xander on the scariest rides, much to his enjoyment. it wasn't until the end you saw how there had been pictures taken of you both while on the rides - your expression being fear on almost all of them while your arm was tight grabbing xander's. of course his face was just his charming giant grin of excitement.
he made sure to keep them all and put it as had lock screen despite how much you told him not to.
xander was now way more lenient about the lemon scone thing, and you can proudly say he even enjoys them now. nonetheless, the tradition at lunch is still on-going.
the most nerve wracking part of your relationship was meeting his family.
you learned just how rich xander and his family are. you knew he came from a lot of money, but you were never informed he was related to a billionaire. you couldn't comprehend how having that much money was possible, but xander, of course, acted nonchalant about the whole thing. rich people.
his brothers were all pleasant to meet. nash was the nicest, similar to his brother, he was a charmer with a country accent. grayson was more closed off, and didn't say a lot, but greeted you nicely. jameson, was a wild card, he was a bit drunk, but everyone collectively chose to remain obvious to it. he was also very flirty with you, but you knew it was mainly to annoy xander.
apparently it worked because the following day jameson was found with green hair.
you were introduced to his aunt and mother. his aunt was also pleasant, keeping greeting formal. his mother was.... interesting... the interaction was small, but based on some remarks and backhanded compliments; she looked down on your lower status. xander was quick to defend you and apologize after.
you later were asked to open the front door with a jumble of keys that all looked the same. you assumed this was suppose to be a test of some sort, but you weren't a mastermind at puzzles games like the other hawthornes.
instead, you found a big rock near the front entrance and smashed it against the door locks until they broke.
the brothers looked all bewildered at your action. xander was the first to burst out laughing, come around you to wrap and arm on your shoulder and kiss your forehead.
"that's my girl. who needs logic when you have big rocks."
xander was your biggest supporter in everything. he loved every piece of art you made, and never let you scrap or throw any of it anyway. anything you ever drew or painted him, he would keep it framed and hung in a section of his room dedicated to your work.
he shows up to every art show you have, bragging to people around how his amazing girlfriend painted the work. you always blush in embarrassment, but it never failed to make you happy.
you showed the same support for his activities as well. you cheered him on at my robotic competitions and you were his assistant in helping with small tasks during his building and experiments.
xander made robots were mainly made for doing simple things in overly complicated ways. he also occasionally gifted you robots for small annoying tasks you would offhandedly mention to him.
for instance, xander was walking you to your next class, carrying your backpack as he always insisted it was his job to do. you joked about how you wished he was always around to carry your stuff so your arms wouldn't be so tired.
a few weeks later he gave you a small robot designed to carrying items such as a backup and books. he even gave it wheels so it could follow you around the school like a puppy.
with xanders extroverted personality, it shouldn't surprised you he is not opposed to any PDA. which thea always gags to in the background if she's there to witness it.
he always has his arm around you, preferably your waist, or interlocks your hands together. he loves to gives you random kisses on the forehead or cheek. xander's favorite thing is to surprise you with a kiss on the lips in public, just so he can see you blush.
your first time with xander was very romantic and he made sure it would be. there were candles all over his bedroom and rose petals scattered on the ground. 
although xander was known for being a bit cocky, he was just as nervous as you that night, wanting to make everything special just for you. 
once he made sure you were comfortable - it was like a switch flipped - his cocky persona was back ten fold. 
let’s just say the next day you couldn’t feel your legs, nor could you hide the multiple purple marks left on you. 
of course, ever the gentlemen he was - he made you breakfast in bed the next morning. 
you were even more shocked to find out that was his first time. why is he miraculously good at everything?  
you hung out a lot more at the hawthorne mansion, xander showed you different passages around it. the house was so huge it felt like you've only ever seen 50% of it.
you grew closer to the other hawthorne brothers, taking part in family game night. you after a game of their version of chutes and ladders, you were quick to turn down some offers to play a game.
you also became good friends with avery grambs, you had first met her at the will reading, xander inviting you for moral support. you related to how out of place her and her sister felt around highly rich people.
the events of the will were shocking, but you were happy to find out she'd be sticking around. her moving into the mansion made it easier to hang out with her. you helped her adjust to heights country day and became close.
you and xander both helped avery with what you could in solving the clues his grandather left behind for avery and the hawthornes. although, you kept quiet about the fact xander knew a lot more than he was telling.
however, xander was reluctant to let you join them on anymore research after almost getting shot at when you went along with avery and jameson.
you’d never seen him so mad at his brother, cursing him up and down for putting you in that situation.
xander was insistent for you to stay behind from then on, but you relented and kept tagging along with the others on their little scavenger hunts. xander realized he couldn’t stop you, so he forbid you from going on any clue hunts without him by your side.
it was cute how protective he was, but a little annoying too.
one day you were walking around the mansion with xander looking for jameson, who had wondered off to who knew where. you came across an unfamiliar office. you had asked xander who it belonged to and he informed you it was his grandfathers, now technically avery's.
the two of you entered the office space, you figured xander was curious if anything had changed since his grandfather's passing or if he had maybe left another clue behind.
you were looking around until you eyes came across something behind his desk - a large portrait of who you assumed was tobias hawthorne. upon further inspection, you came to realize another thing.
you painted this portrait.
"holy shit."
even beyond the grave tobias hawthorne keeps on spurring surprises.
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wildesqdreams · 1 month
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do i have an idea for a xander hawthorne x reader imagine? yes, i do. will i be writing it and posting it soon? indeed i am :)
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cherrys-writings · 6 months
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Thankyou for replying so fast!can I request grumpy x sunshine dating hcs with grayson hawthorne where reader is the sunshine in the relationship?:)
Grumpy!Grayson x Sunshine!Reader
Thank you for being patient! Once things got rolling I may have gotten a little carried away, but we can never have enough Grayson Hawthorne
Sunshine Reader works at a nonprofit animal shelter. You happened to be working when Grayson came in to assess if the place was worth the foundation's donations 
Grayson being impatient with you at first, how could you not know he was the representative sent to evaluate the place for a grant from the foundation?
He couldn't help but admire your dedication when you ramble about animal personalities, way off track from his original question
Before you were together he thought you were stupid for being kind and optimistic all the time
He still doesn't get it
Grayson is slow to warm to physical contact
Calling him sunshine 
He loves when you touch his face, the way you run your thumbs across his cheekbones 
Telling people "he's smiling on the inside"
The easiest way to pull Grayson from his thoughts: nose boops  
Grayson pretends to be annoyed (he loves the little grin on your face but how do you always know when he's too in his own head)
Grayson being a Hawthorne, pulls out all the stops (kinda over the top and doesn’t know when he’s being too much)
You tell Gray that he’s all you want
He cries, how could he not? Someone he’s head over heels for chose him, told him that he’s enough
Everyone thinks the two of you are adorable
Cuddling touch starved grumpy Grayson, he never knew how much he needed it
He's practically addicted to cuddles
Teaching him to find beauty in the smallest things
In my head (and I hope this happens in The Grandest Game) Grayson builds a relationship with the Graysons (if you felt weird reading that I felt weird writing it)
Savannah having the exact same initial reaction Grayson did
Gigi being your cafe buddy
Attempting to tackle hug Grayson 
Dragging him along for walks on rainy days
Grayson giving in and walking without an umbrella because “it’s not fun with an umbrella”
Nash telling you it's like some part of Grayson has woken up since being with you
Everyone afraid of the absolute murderous look you get when he says Eve keeps trying to contact him  
Both of you give flowers to each other
Grayson confiding that he hasn't felt this happy in a long time 
"Sugar, why are you crying?"
Reassuring Grayson they're good tears 
Grayson slowly being more emotionally expressive 
You convincing Grayson to volunteer at the shelter 
The Brothers welcoming you immediately
Teaching Gray that he doesn’t have to be constantly suspicious of everyone
Becoming besties with Libby, the level of sunshiness is almost too much for everyone
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Got some smut and hurt/comfort in the works.
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berryzxx · 5 months
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Grayson Hawthorne Headcanons
Always has his arms around your waist especially when he's about to leave to go somewhere, he will hug you at least three times
Tries to free up space in his schedule so you can have dinner together every day
Plans the best and most thoughtful dates for the both of you. Goes above and beyond what you ever think of. ("You didn't have to do all this". "Of course I did. It's for you, my love")
He likes to make you blush sometimes by kissing you full on in the middle of the house where anyone could come past.("Sorry, I couldn't help it, love.")- Xander's seen u two and told u to get a room.
Loves just spending time with you, will set up a picnic blanket so both of you can stargaze
gets you anything you've mentioned in passing. You've mentioned how cute cats are? Lucky you because the next day you've got a cat in your room
Ask you which car he should buy because apparently you have good taste. (the real reason is because it's only going to be you two sat in his car so he wants it to be your choice)
Will ask what your wearing and walk into his WALK IN WARDROBE to find a slightly matching outfit
His taste in fashion is impeccable, sometimes you have to ask him where he gets his clothes from because damn those jumpers in winter look comfy
safe to say you steal half his jumpers, hoodies. He loves when you do it
will offer you his jumpers ("You'll suit this")
Compliments you really randomly after looking at you with so much love in his eyes
Has literally brought a separate apartment for the both of you just in case his family is a little too chaotic for you ("But I love your family!" "Are you sure?")
Grayson has great family values even though he's been through a lot which is why you are literally there at every dinner and every meeting they have
very sensitive about his hair and so only lets you run your fingers through it when it's just the two of you. You tease him sometimes by messing up his hair.
Sometimes the both of you will stay up all night having a heart to heart, cuddling each other
He is a literal gentleman. Crouches down to help with your heels, opens doors for you, will even tie up your hair for you, if you don't fully understand their whole mystery kind of thing he will take the time to explain it to you
Literally shits himself from nerves because he doesn't know if you'll accept his proposal (of course u do)
He is also the best interior designer, anytime someone comes around to ur house (mansion) they compliment the designs ("Yes, it was my husband who chose most of it out")
You both still attend weekly dinners at Hawthorne house if not more
(Jameson will be coming soon. Check out my masterlist for now! xx)
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cassiachales · 28 days
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Journal Entry Two [And Realising That Grayson Hawthorne Has A Slutty Waist] 
note: i actually didn't expect people to like this and actually read it ajhhagfrkyuesyrk thanks for all your nice comments <33
Sunday– Simply put, I’m fucked. ── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──
Xander’s amazing plan began by throwing a party in Hawthorne House, and honestly, after drinking a bit too much last night, you didn’t find enough courage in yourself to drink more.
Because Xander’s parties always, always had a game of Whiskey Woes, and whiskey made your head spin.
Xander: Honestly, you should be glad I’m not locking you two in a room together 😏
You read and re-read that message countless times, not believing that Xander was actually trying to set you up with Grayson.
Like seriously?
You, someone who has life, and him, who’s a living statue? Even a random person on the street would say that the two of you didn’t belong together, no etceteras at all.
You: I don’t think whatever you’re planning is any better
Xander: Trust in me
Trusting a Hawthorne is the biggest mistake one can make. It’s a bad idea.
Unfortunately, you’re filled to the brim with bad ideas.
That’s how you found yourself in the sunroom of Hawthorne House at eight p.m., unopened whiskey bottles on the floor and papers with pens. Every single Hawthorne was there, except for Nash.
Bartending, apparently.
Avery was there too, sitting on the sofa with Jameson at her feet. And then there was Maxine Liu, who you knew to be Avery’s best friend.
Grayson was on an armchair, his legs stretched out and his body leaning to the side, his index finger on his temple and his elbow settled on the armrest.
Xander cleared his throat, and you began to dread what he was planning.
“As everyone here knows, no party is complete–or begins–without Whiskey Woes. Usually, we write a secret on a piece of paper, a secret that completely breaks you, and throw it in the Bowl of Woe.” He points towards a flowery plastic bowl in the middle of the room, decorated with chipped paint which illustrated roses and lilies.
“And then, we sit in a circle and ask questions. Each of you get one bottle of whiskey, and each time you pass a question, you drink a whole glass. When your bottle is over, you read out your woe. But this time, we’re doing things differently.”
Oh, no.
Xander smirked, and Jameson’s back straightened. Grayson’s eyebrow raising was the only sign of interest he showed.
“This time, we’re doing this in pairs. Choose your partners wisely.”
And then Xander extended his hand to Maxine, and Maxine took it.
They settled on the floor together, pulling one bottle of whiskey each and two slips of paper and pens.
“Well then, Heiress?” 
“As if I’m choosing someone else.”
Jameson took his place on the sofa, bringing with him the supplies to play the game.
That left you, and a certain Grayson Hawthorne.
── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ── Whiskey Woes in a group is pain, but in pairs? With Grayson Hawthorne? No. Just no. Someday, I’m going to kill Xander for this, because it’s not like Grayson had any other choice other than teaming up with me. Whiskey, a game, and Grayson Hawthorne? Recipe for disaster. ── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──
“Do I have a choice on not playing?” Grayson asked, and honestly, points to him. You don’t want to play a game with whiskey involved with him.
Xander smirked again. “Do you want to quit, Gray?”
Grayson stiffened.
“Oh, and another rule. If you don’t want to drink the whiskey and not answer a question, you remove an article of clothing from your body.” Xander continues.
Now, you glared at him.
“Sounds like you’re trying to mix in Strip Bowling.” Jameson said.
Xander shrugged. “I made the game, I make the rules.” Then he says your name. “Planning on playing? Gray’s the only one left, by the way.”
“Can’t I just drink without playing?”
“No.”
You sigh, getting up from your seat on the floor and moving towards the armchair Grayson sits on. 
He looks at you walk towards him, and you want to combust.
You extend a hand. “Partners?”
He sighs, sitting up straight in his chair before lifting one hand and clasping yours in a stiff shake. “Partners.”
“Great.” You sit on the floor again. “Now sit down.”
He looks at the floor distastefully. “Must I?”
“It’s either you sitting on the floor or me sitting in your lap. Take your pick.”
── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ── And you know what’s worse? I told him to either sit on the floor, or let me sit on his lap. I DIDN’T MEAN FOR IT TO COME OUT LIKE THAT, I SWEAR. IT SOUNDED LIKE I WAS GOING TO DO THAT SEXUALLY OR WHATEVER BUT SERIOUSLY, I DIDN’T MEAN IT LIKE THAT. ── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──
“Excuse me?” He doesn’t let you repeat what you said, though, sliding down from the chair and loosening his tie, sitting on the floor as though he’d rather be anywhere else.
He removes his jacket, throwing it on the armchair and rolling up his sleeves till the elbows.
You can’t stop looking.
“Done staring?” He asks, dryly.
You ignore him, writing your woe on the slip of paper instead.
I find Grayson Hawthorne hot. Yes. That’s it.
There. Something not too bad, but still suitable for Whiskey Woes.
── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ── Trust me. I’m not going for sexual. It just happens. And no, I’m not writing down what I wrote. ── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──
Grayson tries to get comfortable when he writes, one long leg bent with the knee upwards, and near his head. His hair falls over his face as he writes, the paper on the floor.
He looks devastatingly handsome.
He takes your folded slip of paper and walks towards the Bowl of Woe, depositing the slips in the bowl and bringing back two bottles of whiskey.
He pours his whiskey into a glass, to the brim, and uncaps your bottle to pour in your glass too. And then:
“You start.”
You scramble for a question, before you settle on one.
“Do you actually tango?”
── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ── I am embarrassment in a body ── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──
“Excuse me?”
You blink once, twice, thrice before you look away, “Forget it.”
“Pfffft.”
His lips are in a small smile, which he tries to cover with his fingers. 
── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ── But tell me, Why. Is. His. Laugh. So. Hot. It wasn’t even a real laugh. Just a small pfffft and it was both cute and hot?? ── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──
“Yes.” Grayson says, answering your question. “I’m assuming you get into tough situations a lot?”
You nod. “Now ask your question.”
His look is almost smug. “That was my question.”
“Did you know you’re almost cute when you don’t act like an entitled asshole?”
He drinks the whole glass of whiskey.
You blink. “That wasn’t a question but I’ll accept it.”
Grayson shrugs. “Everything’s a question.”
You don’t know how you ended up in your position around five minutes later. Around half of your bottle is empty, and his is almost over.
“Do you really have to ask such prying questions?” He asks, his eyes almost tired.
“Yes. My turn. Who’s the girl you kissed in Harvard?”
He frowns, taking a look at the bottle of whiskey.
Then he sighs.
You expect him to answer, but he doesn’t.
Instead, his long fingers move to his tie and removes it completely. He tosses it to the side. “One article of clothing.”
You hear Xander tut. “A tie doesn’t count, Gray.” And then the youngest Hawthorne downs a whole glass of whiskey.
Grayson’s fingers begin to undo the top button of his shirt, and he sighs again. “I absolutely loathe this game.”
It’s like watching a show. His long fingers unbutton each and every button before he removes his shirt and tosses it to the side.
── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ── But then, guess what happened. He fucking removed his shirt. I will not tell him this, EVER. But Grayson Hawthorne has a slutty waist. ── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──
Journal Entry One ☆ Journal Entry Three
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f4iry-bell · 8 months
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grayson hawthorne has dimples. it's not shown in the books bc my man only show them to me <3
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This one was inspired by @f4iry-bell 's Grayson x genz! Reader
Reader, on Grayson's insta, commenting: Damnnn that ate
Grayson, replying: what?
Reader: you ate, bro
Grayson: bro??? We're dating.
Grayson: And ate what?
Reader: the suit. You absolutely ate that suit.
Grayson:??? Why??? Would I eat??? The suit???
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berystraw · 2 months
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hi! can i request a xander x coder! reader. like the reader is coding a game or something and ask him to test it out? i dunno, i hope this makes sense! thanks!
I'd love to do your request, my love! It might take a few days tho with how much schoolwork I have at the moment, but I promise to try my best to post it as soon as possible!!!
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ravisinghs-wife · 1 year
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Could you please post grayson x reader dating headcanons?
Grayson Hawthorne dating Headcanons
word count: 0.8k
warnings: ooc!grayson, one Taylor swift reference but none besides that, I'm pretty sure (let me know if I missed any!)
a/n: English isn't my native language, so I apologize for any mistakes
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His love language his quality time and gift giving
you'd have a sleep over every few weeks
you would stay up late and do different activities like reading, watching movies or just gossip and talk about everything
he would always do many little different things that show that he cares about you
they would be little things like always keeping your favorite pillow fluffy or always having your favorite drinks and snacks in stock
he would annotate books for you and write a two page review on it
he would read your favorite books immediately after you read them so you have someone to talk about the book
he'll always have your favorite book/your current read on him on road trips incase you get bored and forget it
he spoils you ROTTEN
he'd buy you your favorite things, whatever you desire be it vinyls, books or plushies
he takes you on shopping trips where you drag him into the book store
he'll listen to your rambling about your favorite books, and books that you want to read
he secretly takes a picture of every book that you look at so he can gift them to you
he'll buy you the call it what you want necklace <33
"not because I own you but 'cause I really know you"
you MELTED on the spot
you'd get him a polaroid camera and he would always gift you hs favorite photos
you somehow convince him to post some of his photos on Pinterest
he does it anonymously tho
his Pinterest page would blow up and all the booktok girlies would use his pictures in one of these "convincing you to read this book by its aesthetic"
most of his pictures that he publishes on Pinterest are candids of you tho
dancing together<33
he would also teach you how to take professional pictures, if you don't know how to
every time you want a photo of you for your instagram account or just because you like how your outfit looks right now, he'll be ready to make a whole photoshoot on the street
he always take the most perfect pictures of you and you have so many perfect photos of yourself
he would love to teach you how to dance, if you don't know how to
he is a perfectionist so It could be a bit hard to learn it with him
"not like this, you stepped on my foot for the second time already"
"I guess your teaching skills are just really bad"
"or you're just a really bad student"
he'd love to teach you things and you would teach him skills that you are good at in reward
he would also teach you how to fight with a sword because why not
you would teach him things in reward that you are good at and he isn't
for example if you are good at crochet you would teach him that
"no, you have to hold your fingers like this"
"but I AM holding my fingers like you are holding yours"
but he eventually figures out how to do it after an hour or so
he immediately is perfect in it after he figured it out and he is able to crochet a perfect sweater after only TWO DAYS of learning it
one day you go to built a bear and make a bear that always reminds you of each other
you guys also use this function where you can take a audio
you record an audio of each other and put it in the bear of the other one
every time you are aways from each other and miss you, you listen to it
sneaking out to the pool at night together<33
he has a soft spot for you so when his brothers find out who gets him smiling at his phone like that they immediately want to meet you
this is very important for Grayson because his family is such a important thing in his life and he just wants you do get along but is scared because his brothers can be big idiots sometimes
but his worries are not coming real
you get super well along with his brothers and become besties
you get along the best besides Grayson of course with Xander
he's just amazing and makes a "welcoming karaoke" as he calls it
you and Grayson sing a duet
you two would also pull pranks at this brothers
taking morning walks together <33
you would always pick tiny flowers from the garden and put them in his hair
HE LOOKS ADORABLE WITH THEM
building lego flowers is not a rare activity for you guys
you would always meet for the afternoon and plan the rest of the whole day for the building of lego flowers
you guys whole room is full of lego flowers
you also would also play chess together
he definitely has a goodreads account
you are his only friend on there because he refuses to accept any other people
he's the first one to like your updates and reviews
in overall dating Grayson would be like the cutest things in the whole world<33
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inmyheaddd · 19 days
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grayson hawthorne childhood bsf to lovers head cannons
my first posttt!! grayson hawthorne ily
if u have any advice pls lmk!! also will be taking requests if u have any
rereading this and i realized it’s more of a story than head cannons
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you both come from very prominent families in texas, so it’s no surprise that you spent countless events and parties within each others company 
you and grayson were in the same nursery
there are multitudes of pictures of you with the brothers as babies/ toddlers, some you forgot even existed 
as you and the hawthorne brothers were all similar ages, you often found yourself ditching the adults and the formalities of the event and hanging out separately -usually in the treehouse- 
you weren’t really chatty or outgoing per say, especially compared to xander and jameson. however, around them your shell would fade a little bit. 
grayson was still quiet around you. one time when you were 12 and he was 14, you were climbing up the tree house with a broken arm (you were too stubborn, and slightly embarrassed to ask for help) he himself was walking towards the tree house from a distance. he sees you struggle, and runs to help you without any hesitation.
you offer him a smile and small “thankyou” when you are both up
he’s halfway turned already, nods without making eye contact, and walks away. 
you and grayson didn’t hit the best friends level until around 14/15
you didn’t talk to him as much as you would with xander, which is what led to xander noticing how many things in common you and grayson had 
he would subtly (not subtle at all) tell grayson about recent things you were doing 
“yeah, she’s into photography… just like you! isn’t that crazy?“
“did you know that she plays cello? just like you!” “i don’t play cello, xander“ “violin, cello, same thing! you could take pictures of violins together! tell me how many other people on earth you could do that with.. none! because she fascinatedly enjoys the same weird things that you do, except she does it better. you could learn some things!”
grayson slowly started talking to you more and more in group settings, and you both became more comfortable in each others presence
one time, you needed help with an art project. you had to design your own fictional apartment and create paintings, posters, photos, and furniture unique to you. 
you were not the most creative person at 14, but heights country day had high expectations. 
after 3 days of no progress, you called grayson explaining and asking for help.
to your surprise, he agreed to do it and over the next few weeks you both worked on it.
you started to involve snacks and watching movies (ends up being background chatter whilst you talk) or just talking in the times you worked together, to make it feel less like an appointment and more like friends talking and helping each other out
one time you suggested you play music ask background noise, and to his surprise you two had extremely similar music tastes. another thing for you to talk about!
as one of the requirements for the project were your own photos, you and grayson would sneak pictures of each other without the other knowing, and one time went out together for the sole purpose of taking photos of surroundings. 
jameson liked to call that “the ultimate first date for nerds”
you and grayson both repeatedly insisted it was not a date (grayson would go all out and beyond if it was)
during these few weeks you became inseparably close, half the time you hung out to work on the project, it was long forgotten within the hour. 
you realized you started to develop a small crush on him
after you turned it in and got 100, you took a chance and asked him if you two could go out to celebrate. he was extremely happy for you and your mark, and agreed
you decided on going to the park and have a celebratory picnic, not so subtly accompanied by xander and jameson about 500ft away who just so happened to be coincidentally walking by! 
the awkwardness once present many years ago was long gone, and you two were laughing and talking like there was no tomorrow 
to anyone who didn’t know you two, they would’ve never even guessed you were as quiet as you were around other people. 
around eachother, you felt like there was no pressure to perform, put on a fake face, and any over thinking. 
xander and jameson were genuinely surprised, and thought you two were secretly together, and asked grayson about it a few days later 
“so! me and xander were casually strolling through the park as one does, and we just so happened to see you and y/n!” graysons infamous eyebrow arch appears with a monotone “and?” 
“you were more smiley than i’ve ever seen you in my whole entire life” xander deadpans. 
“do you have something to tell us?” “yeah, why would you not tell me and jameson you two were secretly dating!”
“we are not secretly dating, we were celebrating her 100 on the project we worked on.” 
“oh yeah, the ‘project’” xander says in air quotes, dragging the oh with an inquisitive look on his face
graysons face is expressionless as he stays silent for a second. “i’m done with this conversation” grayson says as he walks away.
“you know gray, it wouldn’t be so wrong if you liked her. you deserve someone good for you” jameson calls out. grayson pauses for a second, and continues to walk.
hes always liked you, he just didn’t want to ruin the one good thing he had going for him in his eyes. every time he lets someone in, which is rarely, they end up gone.
you were inseparable bsfs, always getting mistaken as together by older adults, or getting told that you should be together. 
you and grayson swap annotated books all the time
youd make fun of him for his over analysis of the lines and characters, whilst your annotations would often be “no fucking way” “I KNEW IT” “this psycho bitch” “WHAT” “aww”
he’d make fun of yours as well, but secretly, it was his favorite part of reading the books you’d give him, never failing to make him smile.
he went with you to homecoming, his suit and tie matched your dress and he gave you a matching corsage; all a total surprise to you
literally everybody thought you were together 
he held your shoes for you when your feet got tired 
after the party, you went to an icecream place and talked for hours still in your outfits. people looked at you strangely but you didn’t care because you were both too infatuated with eachother to pay any mind.
on movie nights you two would have together, you two would always look at eachother at seperate times, turning your head when his eyes are about to catch yours. 
when you’d fall asleep on the couch next to him, you’d somehow wake up in your bed 
when you watched the notebook together you noticed him shed a single tear whilst you were crying your eyes out
your crying immediately stopped when you saw it and relentlessly teased him for it as he says “he’d never cry to a romance movie”
when nash would come home he’d always ask grayson if you two were together yet.
you had liked grayson for around 3 years now, and you thought that if he liked you he would’ve said something by now (doesn’t make sense when you’ve liked him for 3 years but said nothing, but it’s ok) 
so when a cute guy in your math class asked you to prom, you agreed
he ended up being 3 hours late, and when he did show up, he was dancing with another girl the whole time.
you didn’t even like the guy, so why were you so sad? you didn’t know.
you exited through the back door and sat in the parking lot. xander noticed your absence and called grayson right away
sitting in the parking lot with your knees to your chest, mascara threatening to run down your eyes, you notice a car pull up
upon further inspection you realise it’s grayson’s car 
you stand up and walk away and he jogs towards you and calls out your name
you turn around “grayson? what are you doing here” you say with a light shake of your head
“what are you doing here.” 
“it’s my prom night?”
“no, i mean out here. why aren’t you inside with everyone else?”
“i was just getting a breather, drunk teenagers am i right?” followed by a slight chuckle “im going back inside now, you can go.” you start to walk away as he’s still standing there
“you always look down when you lie, you know that?” 
you stop dead in your tracks and turn around, “what?”
“whenever you lie, you look to the side, look back up, look down, and then look back up again.”
“what? you’re talking crazy grayson. just go home, i’m fine” 
“there you go again, side, back up, down, up again.”
“how’d you even notice that?” you say with a star struck, almost in awe expression on your face.
he walks closer to you “i notice everything about you.” 
you’re at a loss for words, just silently staring at him while he keeps talking
“i notice that you always smile at people, even if you don’t talk, you smile. i notice that even when someone has wronged you numerous times, you’ll show them kindness. i notice that whenever you’re struggling, you keep it to yourself. i notice that you also insist on doing things yourself unless you absolutely need assistance, so you don’t feel like a burden, and it drives me crazy. you drive me crazy”
you’re genuinely dumbfounded, not knowing what to say, too many thoughts jumping in of your mind you settle on “i don’t do that” real smooth
“do you remember that day in the treehouse?” he pauses, “you broke your arm, yet you still tried to climb it.” 
you lightly laugh “yeah i was like 12, i thought i could do anything”
“you were still you.”
your face stills, and you notice something unfamiliar in the way grayson looking at you, something you’ve never noticed in his eyes before 
“gray, what are you saying, what does all this mean?” 
“i would spend my entire life noticing all the things you don’t know about yourself, and remembering all the moments you forget. because that’s what my life is. it’s you.“ he’s breathing heavier now, and pauses again “and i’ll work every single day of it proving to you that you don’t have to be alone. you are the one that showed me that, and you’re the one who needs to hear that the most. i’ll work everyday so that one day so you can see yourself from a lens that isn’t tinted with doubt. i’ll work everyday proving to you that i love you.”
by the end of his confession/monologue, he’s standing right in front of you inches away from your face you’re in genuine shock for a few seconds 
“say something. anything” after a beat of silence, you reply
“you know, i kept all the photos i took of you, of us, from that one art project years ago. it’s in my special box” you say with a light laugh
a smile starts to appear on his face “your what?” 
“my box full of things that i love, and never want to lose” you say in a quieter voice, looking at him straight in the eyes. “i love you, grayson, and i never want to lose you.” 
he reaches for your face and kisses you like you were the air he breathed, kissed you like you were the only person in the whole world, and like his life depended on it. he kissed you, and suddenly your world felt a little bit lighter. 
from that point on, you were together. you never explicitly told anyone you were together, not secret, just private.
a few weeks later, you two were walking around the hawthorne house, holding hands when xander and jameson pass by 
“how do say they aren’t a couple when they do things like that!” xander exclaims pointing at your interlocked hands 
jameson rolls his eyes annoyedly with a smile on his face “they are practically married at this point”
grayson turns around and looks back at xander with the faintest smile on his face “oh, we are a couple” and continues walking 
“WHAT??!!” 
“i so called it”
this is my first ever tumblr post i hope you enjoyedddd 
if you have any advice/improvements give them!! 
i have a part 2 started of what it’s like actually dating and it’s more head cannons than storytelling - this was def story/background heavy - lmk if anyone’s interested!!
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queenpiranhadon · 2 months
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Woohoo more x reader because I need more romance in my purposely single life
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never-enough-novels · 20 days
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Grayon hawthorne x desi!reader dating headcanons
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A/N: idk what I was high on when I wrote this but here it is. This is also the first time I'm writing anything like this so if you guys have any suggestions or otherwise pls do say so. Lemme know if I should make a part 2 cause I had many ideas for it.
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1. Ok so we already know that grayon is a curious person by nature so he'll try to learn about your culture and much as he can.
2. He'll absolutely loveeee when you dress in your traditional clothing.
3. Imagine full photo shoot and stuff.
4.Lovesss to see you get ready. Imagine him gifting jhumkas🥹
5.FUSION DATE NIGHTS
6.I imagine my guy doesn't have a good spice tolerance and the first time he tried your food his face becomes all red and he drinks all the milk in the house to calm down.
7. Tries to increase his spice tolerance so yall can enjoy the food.
8. Will try to eat with hands for you idk i feel like he'll like it too @lanterns-and-daydreams
9. Still prefers coffee to tea but will drink it with you.
10. Gives side eye whenever someone calls it cHaI TeA.
11. Evening teas together 🥹.
12. Ready to throw hands if anyone says ANYTHING to you.
13. And by that I mean anything racist or otherwise.
14. Extremely protective but makes sure not to be too much or suffocating.
15. If you're new to the country, he'll take you to all the tourist spots and the places you wanna see.
16. Will buy out the entire place or rent it out if it's too crowded lol
17. ABSOLUTELY LOVES IT WHEN YOU PUT MEHANDI (HENNA)
18. Will hold your hands and trace the designs until they go off.
19. Will try to make some designs himself.
20. IMAGINE PUTTING A RIDDLE OR SOMETHING LIKE DESIGN ON YOUR HAND AND TELLING HIM TO SOLVE IT.
21. Whenever there is a festival around the corner will always ask if you're putting mehandi again and if he can do it for you. Ok I'm obsessed with this
22. He would try to learn your language and surprise you with it.
23. IMAGINE IF HE TRIES TO MAKE POEMS FOR YOU IN YOUR LANGUAGE
24. NSFW HEADCANON
Ok imagine this
He got you a cute Payal which has small bells on it. AND THEN HE RAILS YOU WHILE YOUR LEGS ARE ON HIS SHOULDERS AND HE CAN HEAR THE BELLS EJEJJKSKSKWNDJEKEKEKEK
For reference in case you didn't understand this is what I'm referring to
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