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#Wes is probably like “Guys... I can hear the ocean through the wall!”
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i mean- if youre willing to write the angstier version 🥺🥺
https://www.tumblr.com/inoreuct/738704605780885504/thinking-about-zoro-being-the-crews-main
more than willing 🤭 enjoy!!
everything kind of hurts when nami comes to.
she honestly can’t tell if she’s opened her eyes or not; it’s all pitch black, and her eyelids feel gummy. the lashes of her left eye are crusted together with what’s probably the same thing making her forehead stiff, so that’s most likely blood. lovely.
the back of her skull bumps against something hard and cold with damp as she cranes her neck around, trying to get her bearings, and she can bend her wrists just enough to confirm that those are chains wrapped around them above her head. it's still too dark to see but she can smell salty air, mildew and rust, hear the vague murmur of the ocean; her body feels sore and stiff all over but she can't have been hanging here long. her shoulders haven't started hurting the way she knows they can.
something moves within the shadows ahead, and nami deliberately keeps her breathing even as footsteps get closer to her. the person reaches the wall to her left and pries something away— a plank, she realises, as moonlight starts spilling through the barred window and the face of her visitor is thrown into sharp relief.
the man is pale, slim to the point of being gaunt with a greasy, grimy quality about him; she presses her teeth together as he slinks forward and clasps his hands behind his back and cocks his head.
“cat-burglar nami,” he begins, beady eyes blinking. "tell us your plans."
her eyebrows go up in a flash, lips pinching in bemusement. getting right to business, are we? "we don't have any," she laughs, and chokes when a fist sinks into her gut.
she admits that she hadn’t expected that as she sputters, coughing as her lungs burn. people usually work up to it; a little bit more forceful questioning and a couple of threats against, say, anything and everything she’s ever loved, and then she’d figure they’d start punching. this man, or whoever he represents— they’re desperate.
and he just proves her right, god, men are so predictable. "what do you mean, you don't have any?" he spits, jagged nails digging in as he grabs her chin forcefully.
nami chuckles again, weak huffs that make her chest heave. her shoulders are starting to ache. “we see someone that needs help and we help them. we don't plan anything."
another swing, straight to her solar plexus. "where's your crew?"
"you don’t… interrogate people often, do you?” she wheezes, and holds her breath as his fist draws back again. the pain bites and then blooms across her cheek, blood-hot and thrumming like an infection, and she works her tongue between tooth and soft flesh, the pocket around her lower gums as she bares a grin and turns her head.
"where is your crew."
this time, when nami's laugh flutters from her mouth, blood goes with it. "here." she takes great pleasure at the fear that singes the edges of the man's face before he tries to blank it again. it’s not very effective. "they're here."
"impossible," he sneers. "we're on a deserted island in the middle of nowhere."
it’s false fucking bravado and it fills her with a sick sense of glee as she smirks at him through sweat-sticky lashes. "impossible's what we're best at, if you haven't noticed." she has no doubt that her nakama have already tracked her down. it’s a matter of time before luffy takes the roof off this place or sanji kicks the door down with a flaming leg.
the third possibility, well— this guy better hope it’s not zoro that comes for her.
she watches as the man digs into his pocket, his breathing harsh. “fine.” the brass knuckles he slips over his fingers gleam in the low light, a pretty polished bronze, and nami’s mouth goes dry. “you don’t wanna tell me? fine.”
all she knows for a while after that is pain. hell, she’d never even been beaten this badly under arlong’s thumb, and aside from the occasional swat to the wrist her mother hadn’t hit her either. this, though— it’s slam after slam of metal into her gut with a hand pinning her shoulder to the wall. her entire body shuts down for a moment when the hard edges jab into her liver, and she chokes back a scream when she feels her ribs snap seconds after she hears them break.
the air feels too thick when he finally pulls back, damp with her own breath, her body hot all over and shivery with pain. this isn’t an interrogation— this is someone taking out their frustrations, and it’s confusing because she doesn’t even know one, who this guy is and two, what they did to warrant such a violent retribution because, and she reiterates, she has no idea who the fuck this guy is. if it turns out that he’s just a nobody who got too ballsy she is going to be relieved but so, so mad.
her entire body’s starting to feel like one big bruise. the joints of her arms burn as she tries to lift herself up, to take some weight off her shoulders, but a cold chill settles in the pit of her stomach when she sees the glint of metal. something else, as if the knuckles weren’t enough— silver this time, sharp and liquid, and she is gonna throw luffy in the godsdamned ocean for taking his own sweet fucking time because where the hell are they.
her new personal annoyance breathes a huff of a laugh as he slowly drags the knife down the front of her blouse (and thank god she’d decided to wear one today), grazing over the shiny buttons until there's a soft snck and the dull sound of the very last one clattering to the floor. "still not talking?”
…okay, that's it. time to get out of here. "fuck you," she says loudly, turning her face towards the window so her voice carries even as she keeps her eyes on the leering bastard in front of her. hello? she wants to yell, the voice in her head steeped in annoyance and fringed in just the tiniest bit of anxiety. i needed backup in here ten minutes ago? ring ring? anyone there?
she can see the looks on her crewmates’ faces. luffy would have that big sheepish grin on, one hand pressed to the top of his hat on his head as she reams him out for their tardiness before he blames it on zoro, the swordsman looking off to the side with a hand on his hilts, in a stubborn sulk.
the knife digs into her cheekbone, grimy fingers squishing her face, and nami grins as she chokes out the first name that comes to mind, under her breath and half-mouthed. "zoro."
he's here, she's sure. her crew is already here and he’ll hear her, he always does. she can feel it in her bones, in the blood that's dripping from her chin, because zoro's never let any of them down. he’s one of the first people who had understood the weight of guilt and unwanted responsibility crushed onto her shoulders, even through her betrayal, and he’d fought for her freedom without hesitation. he won't let anything happen to her. luffy wouldn't, sanji wouldn't, usopp wouldn't— they're gonna get her out of here and then she’s gonna see these bastards burned to the fucking ground.
nami’s a pretty thing, she knows. all short skirts and slender hands and freckled skin but she packs a punch, and she can take one too. she’s held out this long and she can do longer if need be.
she isn’t afraid to ask for help anymore, either— not since then, that faraway time when she’d pushed metal through the only physical evidence of her ties to the man who she’d nursed so much hatred for, hatred that she’d turned into strength.
the man pushes her face away and the tip of the knife nicks across her skin, a shallow slice down to the right side of her upper lip and then the knife is moving, a bright flash of silver, and her voice breaks when it stabs right into her shoulder.
it fucking burns. the tip wedges between the joint, slowly snapping cartilage as the man twists it with a cackle, and she seethes through her teeth. luffy had taught her that strength was asking for help. that admitting that you need someone to save you, if only in that moment, is the bravest thing anyone could do. zoro had taught her to wield it like a weapon, to withstand the strongest of the storms of her own creation—
and she grins, now, as the blade cuts through her flesh and blood drips into her mouth, eyes wild. “zoro!”
the knife drives deeper into her shoulder, white-hot. "cry all you want. they won't get here in time."
that pain is a reminder that she is alive.
her core tenses as she kicks off the wall and drives her boot into the man's gut, heel slamming into his spleen— it winds him enough that he doubles over gasping and nami smiles painfully wide, a wild, vindictive thing. "fuck. you."
“you’re gonna regret that, bitch,” he hisses, and he’s shaking, trembling as he drags himself upright and nami knows that by the gods, he’s only human and she’ll kick him again. she’ll kick him as many times as it takes. sanji would be so proud.
she huffs a laugh, mean and low and raw as she presses her cheek against her bicep and lets her head tip down. she’ll rest, just for a little while before she gets back to fighting and clawing like a bat out of hell. something flickers at the edges of her vision, warm orange bleeding into the peripheral even through her lowered lashes and a soft, whispering crackle that carries on the breeze, smelling of ash— fire. a resounding boom shakes the walls and the man’s head snaps to the window, to say something or maybe to yell—
nami doesn’t get the chance to find out before a blade cleaves him clean in two.
the vertical halves of his body stay frozen for a split second before they slide apart and crumple into a mess of pink and ivory, slick red on the rough-hewn floor. wado gleams wickedly in the moonlight as zoro flicks the gore off her blade, shining silver streaked with the same blood that drips from the swordsman’s face.
“witch,” he grits out, eyes blazing beneath his bandana as he pushes a seething breath through his teeth, and there’s clear worry in the way he uses the side of his hand to push her sweaty bangs off her face and tilt her head up. it reminds her of her mother checking her forehead for fever, and she almost laughs. “you good?”
nami’s eyes burn as she stares at him tiredly. “no. i’m not fucking good,” she deadpans. “get me down.”
sparks shower down above her head as zoro cuts through the chain stringing her up, and her stomach swoops when she drops before an arm catches her around the waist. she cries out as it hits her ribs directly and zoro swears, his sword clattering— and then nami's world tilts as she's leaned carefully against the wall and zoro's face swims into view.
"hands out."
"what took so long?" she snaps weakly, trying to catch her breath. her hair bunches against the wet, grimy stone, and now that there's nothing to worry about she almost gags.
"they weren't completely stupid. took a while to find you," zoro grits, voice tight, before his face softens. "now put your hands out."
it's a struggle to lift them but she manages, albeit with her arms lopsided. the iron shackles around her wrists and rusted and heavy, tight enough that the skin of her wrists is itching, and her arms ache something fierce as zoro slices through the short chain connecting them and then eases his blade through the scarce gap between metal and skin to pop them open one by one.
she hears a cannon boom again. franky, probably— the walls shake and all of a sudden she’s aware of the raw relief coursing through her system, so much that it hurts, like blood rushing back to a limb. she’s lightheaded with it. or perhaps that’s… something else, she ponders faintly, as a knee buckles underneath her and zoro hauls her up before she can fall.
"just hang on, witch, i've got you,” she hears him murmur, squinting at him in the orange light as she’s lifted horizontal, an arm below her back and one beneath her knees.
her own arm flops uselessly, blood soaking her sleeve and collecting in the crease of her elbow. nami reaches up to find purchase and digs her manicured nails into the swordsman’s trapezium. "zoro."
a pause in movement as he looks down. "hm?"
she pulls herself up enough (or pulls him down enough, she can’t tell) to look him in the eye and says, low and dangerous, "i can't do it myself right now, so— give them hell, but don’t kill them. make an example of them. make them a warning.” the last word is spoken quiet enough that she can barely hear it herself, and zoro’s eyes are deadly serious. “death’s a privilege i don’t want them having just yet."
she can tell that the idea doesn't sit well with him; he bristles like an angry cat and his nostrils flare, but she knows he understands when he jerks a nod at her all the same as they step through the busted door and past piles of bodies, all the way out until they’re graced by the last smears of yolk-orange sun across the sky.
somewhere, luffy laughs.
nami shifts and as far as she can see, her crew is going fucking ham. she watches usopp shoot a man point-blank in the face with something that explodes in a shower of red dust and sends him twitching to the ground. another guy goes flying as jinbei quite literally throws him, and a whole row of goons get slammed into a crumbling wall as her captain swings his arm.
“cook!” zoro roars over her head, and it’s barely a second before sanji’s cutting a path towards them, kicking enemies out of the way left, right and centre before he stops right in front of nami.
his mouth parts in a silent question even as his eyes grow stormy blue with anger, face darkening when his gaze locks with zoro’s, and neither of them need to say anything. sanji just nods, solemn, before zoro carefully hands her off and makes sure she’s settled. wado sings as he pulls her out of her scabbard, and he’s relatively out of sight with a spray of coppery red.
nami swallows, suddenly very aware of her dry throat as her temple thumps down on his shoulder, and she gets the sudden ridiculous urge to apologise for her half-dried blood dirtying his suit.
“none of that,” he hushes, and fuck, she must be more out of it than she realised if she’s speaking out loud. sanji chuckles tightly. “you're alright, my dear. we've got you now."
she cranes her neck slightly to check her immediate field of vision, counting off mentally. "where’s everyone else?"
"taking care of things." an elegant hand appears and curls around her broken ribs, making sure they don't jostle as robin walks calmly into view. her beautiful face is serene. “they hurt one of ours. nobody except our crew is walking out of this place.”
nami blinks at her, limbs leaden, eyes narrowing with an irritated sigh as she cradles her injured shoulder against her body. “somebody better get my fucking clima-tact.”
she passes out.
*
the world is a soft blur when nami wakes, like she’s seeing things through dandelion fluff. or pain meds. probably pain meds. she knows she’s in chopper’s infirmary; the smell of antiseptic is painfully sterile, and she is glad of it. she vaguely remembers being carried in, sanji’s voice pitched low, someone sponging the blood from her skin as chopper’s hooves carefully prodded her torso.
the mattress dimples under her fingers and she jerks a little at the sound of slippers pattering towards her, cutting off abruptly with a yelp and a few hissed words. luffy’s hat is lopsided, gleaming in the afternoon sun.
she slips back into unconsciousness with a smile on her face.
*
the next time she comes too, she’s still in the infirmary. she doesn’t open her eyes just yet— soft breathing fills her ears, slightly raspy, a soothing rumble like the earth itself is shifting. she knows it’s zoro. it couldn’t be anyone else.
sure enough, the swordsman is asleep next to her pallet, squished into a chair that’s slightly too small with his arms crossed and his chin dipped to his chest.
nami coughs loudly, immediately regretting it as her chest and shoulder flares with pain, and then deciding that it’s worth it when zoro nearly tumbles out of his seat.
they stare at each other for a while. nami raises an eyebrow after three seconds of zoro being wide-eyed and open-mouthed. “how long was i out?”
the swordsman recovers himself with a swallow and a hand scrubbed through his hair. “not long. it’s the second morning after.”
she hums. “who were they?”
“a bunch of idiots who got lucky. we just jumped in and beat the shit outta them like usual.”
a muscle twitches in her forehead because god, they really were just idiots with balls too big for their pants. “and where are they?”
“marooned on that island, s’far as anyone’s concerned. luffy and franky turned their ship to splinters.” the grin that tugs at the corner of his mouth is a feral, satisfied thing. “ain’t no way they’re going anywhere anyway, even if they still had a boat. probably can’t even get their sorry asses off the sand. we didn’t kill them—” he says before she can get a word in edgewise, and nami closes her mouth, “but they’re closer to death than life, that’s for damn sure.”
a second’s pause, before she deems the answer satisfactory. “the others?”
“resting. or on watch.”
and it sounds to her for once like there’s nobody rootling around in the kitchens. “awfully quiet, no?”
zoro huffs a laugh, knowing what she means immediately. “the cook told luff to keep it down.”
both her brows go up at that. their captain is not one usually inclined to keep it down. “surprised he listened.”
“he does what he wants.” zoro shrugs, like it’s the simplest thing in the world. “and he wants you to get better, so he listened.”
maybe it really is the simplest thing in the world. luffy is simultaneously layers upon layers and one thin sheet. he is so much and yet still so simple in the way that he cares. nami takes stock for the first time, vision widening to encompass the rest of the room. it’s early morning, early enough that the top of the sky is still dyed dark, pale blue and pink streaking the rest. her body aches all over, concentrated in her shoulder and ribs, bandages looped in layers beneath the soft, loose shirt that she’s pretty sure is sanji’s. there are dark circles smudged under zoro’s eyes and his hair is loose. her clima-tact sits on the table nearby, as does—
luffy’s hat glows in the early dawn, individual strands lighting up like spun gold. it’s old and battered and worn thin. it makes nami’s heart feel warm.
“sorry."
she blinks, turning back to zoro to find him with his head bowed, hands clenched tightly in his lap. “…hey."
"i'm sorry," he says again, taking a deep breath that shifts his massive shoulders as he sits back. "we should've gotten there sooner. they shouldn't have been able to get to you at all—"
"hey." nami pushes a palm against the mattress to sit up before the pain makes her decide against it, grimacing. "don't be stupid. you got there before anything happened."
zoro's eyes are blazing when he finally looks up. "that's bullshit. the fact that they got you at all is—” he bites off his words, chest rising with a measured inhale that she suspects doesn’t help much. “and something happened, witch. a lot happened. you're bruised half to hell. they broke your ribs. your shoulder—"
"will be fine," she stresses, rolling onto her uninjured side to face him.
“your face.”
“superficial.” nami reaches up to press her fingers over the bandage on her cheek, feeling the silhouette of stitches beneath. unbothered by the way zoro’s seething. “our doctor’s one of the best. at worse, now luffy and i match.”
“you’re missing the point,” zoro grits, fists and teeth clenched so hard they both creak. “this wasn’t supposed to happen. nothing like this. not with me around.”
she knows her physical injuries aren’t all he’s talking about. knows he’d noticed the missing button on her shirt. knows that it’s guilt that’s eating him up inside, staining his undereyes the same purple as her bruises and putting that haunted look on his face.
nami sighs. zoro's a dumbass on a good day and he's got the emotional awareness of a brick wall, but of course he has to get this of all things.
she says it sarcastically in her head, but the thought makes her want to curl up and cry. the way he’s staring at her, wide-eyed and waiting for her judgement, makes something in her ache so fondly that she sniffs before she looks down.
he looks his age, for once. not a child anymore but also barely a man. too young to have so much weight on his shoulders, but aren’t they all? the words would be easy to say. it’s not your fault. don’t beat yourself up over it.
but mercy towards himself a language in which zoro is still not yet fluent, so for now she’ll defer to a more familiar tongue. "i'm fine. promise,” she mutters, looking down like she doesn’t mean it with everything she has. like she wouldn’t say anything to make him feel just a little better. “but you keep up with this attitude and i'll add to you debt."
he sputters, weak but still incredulous. "i just saved you, you witch."
"so?" she swallows her heart as she arches a brow. "you didn't do it fast enough. what's your point?"
"you're a tyrant," he breathes, rolling his eyes and huffing a loud breath as he looks away.
nami smirks. "a tyrant who budgets for your liquor with our beri, might i remind you. now go get your cook to make me a snack."
"he's not my cook!" zoro hisses, half in shock, getting up on reflex like a startled animal to yank the door open and storm out.
nami can’t help it— she laughs as tears spill hot down her cheeks, and she swipes them away so her bandage stays dry. it feels so good to be able to banter like this again. she hears her crew now, their voices rising and falling as zoro breaks the news, the cheers going up against the still morning air; it warms her through like fire on a brisk winter’s day. the gauze wound around her torso restricts her movement, but nami eases herself back down into the pillows with a sigh and let the noise of her nakama wash over her.
it soothes the ache. they always do.
(zoro returns within ten minutes with a slice of tangerine cheesecake and a mug of rich, creamy chocolate. sanji's drawn a spiky, frowning mossball on the top with milk foam, and she giggles when she looks up and zoro's making the exact same expression.)
(later, before the sun is even properly up in the sky, her crew curls around her in the tiny room she’s temporarily calling her own. they sit on every available surface and take up every available space, in the infirmary, in her heart; luffy’s cross-legged at the foot of the bed, beaming at her with a mouth full of chocolate biscuit. robin’s hands lift her hair off the nape of her neck. franky’s knitting some sort of sweater with yarn that’s coincidentally her favourite colour, and jinbei’s voice is deep and calming as he chats quietly with brook.
zoro stands, a silent sentinel by the door, arms crossed and brow lowered, and when she catches his eye his face softens.
“you gonna stand there all day?” she asks, brow arching in expectation, and she scoots over to make space for him to squeeze in next to sanji by her hip. their lack of squabbling does not escape her notice, but she’s not about to look a gift horse in the mouth— she’ll enjoy her peace and save it for another day.
and there will be another day. she’s planning on sailing with this crew for a long, long time.)
(even later, after everybody else has filed out of the room, zoro remains by her hip. his face is shadowed and unreadable.
“they should have died for what they did to you,” he says, low and soft. not tightly, no, not when she’d already told him it wasn’t what she wanted— not a protest. just a statement.
“you already bisected the one who did it first-hand,” she hums with her thumb shoved halfway through the middle of a tangerine, oil misting into the air, pith gathered beneath her nails as she pries it apart. “isn’t that enough?”
zoro doesn’t look up as he shakes his head, hands clasped in his lap, and nami feels something in her chest soften because zoro, for every good thing he is, has never been one to address how much he cares, and this— this allowance, however indirect, for her— it means a lot. it means everything.
his head snaps up with a frown as the piece of rind she throws smacks him square between the brows, staring down at the slice of fruit she offers him next like it’s something alien.
he shoves it in his mouth anyway, and she bites back a laugh.
they don’t say much more. they don’t need to.)
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meowmeowmeowmeow4x · 28 days
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Dark Blue Moon and the Suffering Sun Chapter 14
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The smell of Atlantean was getting stronger, Danny kept himself and Damian invisible as they perched atop a cliff looking down at the town. He could hear Damian licking his lips. Kid, you literally just ate! Was he thirsting for vegetables or blood?
“Excellent. With your camouflage, we will be able to infiltrate and extract the resources without any trouble.”
Danny waved his hands to cut off that notion. “Hold up. Who says ‘we’ are going to raid the Atlanteans? Why shouldn’t I just leave you here and come back and we can be on our way?”
Damian frowned, fins rattling in offense. “May I remind you who has more experience in this field?”
“True, but your dad might skin me if he found out that I let you become a glorified sea pirate.”
Damian tutted. “What father doesn’t know will not hurt him. Now go! We are wasting time!”
With that, Damian attached himself to Danny’s hip, practically hooking his claws into Danny’s scales. The bloodthirsty theory was beginning to gain traction in Danny’s mind, what with how the kid was audibly purring despite Danny not giving any touches at that moment.
Danny let his invisibility wash over his scales, turning his body from translucent to being one with the water, his powers seeping into Damian’s body and hiding him from view too. Hopefully Aquaman wouldn’t be too upset with them.
The boys approached the Atlantean town from above. Danny’s lateral line pinged dozens olf times. Civilians wandered the streets, peddling wares and chatting about the day. On the far side, trainees tossed javelins and practiced archery while an instructor yelled commands at them.
“There.” Damian whispered. The boy tugged on Danny’s fins, and Danny followed the direction to where the market was. “I believe I spotted a cartographer in the crowd. We should be able to obtain our prize from him.”
As Danny descended and swam just over head of the Atlanteans, his ear fins prickled. Chatter in Atlantean filled the water, none of which Danny could parse out. Hell, even his Pacific Siren was pretty choppy, a fact that Sam endlessly teased him about. Ocean languages were tricky! It wasn’t his fault!
Whatever, point is, Danny spotted the guy. Thin, stocky, wearing a dark blue overcoat and tunic, fit with undersea glasses, carrying rolled up paper underarm. The man shuffled into a small corner shop on the street, a good distance away from the bigger crowd in the market. Danny crept up behind him, careful not to bump into any one.
The shop was nothing impressive, just a humble joint probably frequented by travelers or whatever. Maps of the world decorated the walls, accompanied by globes atop display cases that contained even more charts of the local area. The owner kept his back to them as he bent over a bench and filed away his new acquisitions.
“Now, while his back is turned.” Damian whispered.
Danny swam into the shop through the doorway, careful not to make a single sound. The shopkeeper hummed. Danny compressed his hand through the tiny slit of the display case. He reformed it to its proper size on the inside. He grabbed the closest map and spread his invisibility to it, before pulling it out.
The shopkeeper turned around. Danny’s gills stilled. The man stared at the spot where the map had just been, eyes quirked up. He was none the wiser as Danny turned tail, and exited the shop in swift fashion.
Once out of earshot, Danny let himself relax a little. “Welp, time to get outta here then.”
Damian poked him in the side (thankfully below the gills; that would hurt) and chittered. “Negative.”
“What do you mean negative? We got exactly what you wanted?”
“Not yet. Look.”
“You know you’re still invisible, right? I can’t see what you’re pointing at.”
“The seahorses!”
Danny’s face blanched. “You wanna eat the seahorses??”
He felt a whack on his sail. “No, you buffoon. I would like to pet them.”
This kid’s priorities. “If you haven’t noticed, we’re kind of in enemy territory here.”
“I am aware, but I have never pet a seahorse before, and I may not get another opportunity like this again.”
Danny’s jaw gaped open. “If you haven’t noticed, there’s an entire ocean ahead of us.”
“Don’t condescend to me. The seahorses are in our vicinity, and there is no guarantee we will come across another school on our journey. Therefore, we go to them now.”
In all honesty, he should’ve expected the kid to be distracted by his love of animals. Hell, Danny could even relate with his own obsession with astronomy.
“Fiiiiine. But I have a bad feeling about this.”
And so Danny flipped fins and brought Damian to the seahorses, as requested. The little things were floating around a coral reef within the town borders, surrounded by a fence. Architectural features like these always reminded him of Dora’s rants about how Atlanteans were essentially humans, and he could see why. What was the point of a fence when everyone and their mother could just swim over it?
Case in point: Danny right now.
Danny lay down on his belly in the sand, keeping a hand on Damian’s shoulder to keep the invisibility flowing. The sea horses swarmed over him, poking curiously at his fins, sensing the disturbance but not seeing it. One particularly brave seahorse even brushed its tail along his gills. Danny had to bite his lip to avoid gasping or giggling from the ticklish sensation. Damian didn’t say anything, but he seemed to be having the time of his life, with how the seahorses’ manes creased from the kid’s touch.
If Danny flexed his ear fins, he could even pick up the slightest cooing sound from the kid. If he could see the younger guppy’s face, he bet it would be split in a huge grin. Then again, Damian didn’t seem the type to express positive emotion so openly like that, but who knows? Maybe the invisibility’s lowering his inhibitions?
A foot brushed his dorsal fin. Danny gasped from the sudden rough touch on his sensitive fin. Dammit!
Maybe he was the one who should’ve remembered they were in enemy territory.
A child gasped, mouth gaped open as she stared at where his tailfin was. Danny pulled Damian back, getting ready to take off. Yeah this was the part where they got the hell out of dodge.
Only for the girl to lean down and poke him. Right in the gills. Ow.
Danny yelped in shock. His body snapped back into the visible spectrum as the little girl went saucer eyed. Outside the fence, an Atlantean woman stood stunned as she blinked owlishly at them.
He chuckled. “Well, thanks for letting us pet your seahorses, but we really gotta go, so see ya-”
“SIIREEEENNNNNNS!!!!!”
Well fuck.
Sam slammed her fist against the punching bag. Every yell brought forth primal rage, and righteous anger. In her mind’s eye, Vlad’s face ate every punch and crunched with every kick. Skulker’s smug mug got caved in. And most of all, Danny’s fucking parents. Her fucking parents.
Didn’t take Superman to hear them screaming upstairs. Hurling accusations, badmouthing Danny for the six hundred and fiftieth time. “Oh how could he lead our precious Sammykins astray like this?” As if they didn’t do that already!
And now she was grounded. Put on house arrest, even. Tucker shared a similar fate. That just left Jazz to monitor the situation. Luckily, Tuck prepared secret burner phones for them for this exact scenario.
Being grounded also meant they couldn’t search for Danny again. In all likelihood he had probably skipped town. Tucker’s forays into the GiW’s servers showed they were still on the lookout, so that was something to be relieved by. If only she and Tuck actually knew what was going on!
She growled and then transitioned into another scream. How the hell did the Fentons even know where to look for them!?
The anger melted away into anxiety. The conversation replayed in her mind. Half the time she wasn’t even sure what she was saying. That was so close. One slip-up and she would’ve landed Danny on the dissection table, not that the result they got was much better. Danny still had a target on his back, and no one could be blamed for it but her. Six months ago while they were just teenagers in over their heads, the idea of caped heroes coming in to save their asses seemed like a dream.
But now? Bruce Wayne funded the Justice League. The fucking Justice. League. It was like Paulina getting a poor girl who bumped into her suspended because of her dad’s wealth. Only replace the poor girl getting suspended with Danny being turned into scientific sushi by the Goons in White, or even worse: his parents.
Oh, and she pissed him off even more. Sam banged her head against the punching back.
Danny was strong. She was strong. Tucker was strong. They had faith in each other. But as yesterday’s hack proved, there were far, far bigger fish in the ocean. And she would destroy anyone who heard her admit it, but part of her was terrified.
Sam retreated to her room, not even sparing her arguing parents a glance. Once in the safety of her private sanctuary, she retrieved her spell book, and began to research anew. She needed to be in tip-top shape to help Danny and Damian Wayne get home. They were going to contact her and Tucker any day now, and she needed to be ready for it.
Please be ok, Danny.
Maddie finished the last of the software updates to the Fenton Sonars, resetting them and reversing the damage Tucker had done. What were they thinking?! Aiding and abetting some of the most dangerous creatures on the planet. All those PSAs and lectures she knew he had sat in on with Danny and the takeaway he had was to play superhero with a savage beast?!
The sonars pinged. Just as she suspected. No sign of Phantom near Amity. The GiW hadn’t found crap in however many hours of search in the surrounding waters, so the bastard probably fled with his tail between his… tail. Maddie scoffed. Some hero.
But that was perfectly fine by her, because she had Phantom’s hydroplasmic signature.
Switching programs, she accessed the Fenton Satellite’s computer programming. One key stroke later, and Phantom’s signature beamed up to the Fenton Satellite. Maddie grinned darkly.
“You finished over there, Maddie?” Jack asked. Glow torch sparks lit up behind her and cast the lab in stark shadow.
“Yes sweetie, now all that we need left is the hardware.”
On the workbench, Jack carefully welded their newest creation. She took up the spot beside him, and began slotting components in as they transitioned to working in perfect harmony together. Jack glanced at her, and she passed over the wrench. A nano-battery array here. A forty-inch radar dish there. A custom Fenton piston set over there. With two children on the line, they worked round the clock. They tested their new inventions rigorously, then broke them down to rebuild them better.
Phantom won’t know what hit him.
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desertfangs · 8 months
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one random night in rio
I've missed Marius/Daniel week--I don't think this fit any of the prompts anyway--and I can't keep track of all the events happening right now but I wrote this little thing a few weeks ago and it's just a funny little ficlet about a random night in Rio and hope it's amusing. (I've given them a transition house in Rio between the house in Norway and the penthouse in PL, not at all because I forgot B&G takes place somewhere up north.)
Marius/Daniel - 1884 words - teen/humorous The air sticks to Daniel’s skin—well, as much as anything sticks to vampire skin—and the humidity makes the atmosphere feel thick like he’s moving through an invisible fog. The rain has left puddles along the path from the road. It smells of dirt and vegetation, and Daniel loves that smell. Not quite as salty as the ocean air of Night Island, but earthy and comforting. He’s half way up the path to the little house he shares with Marius on the edge of the jungle when he hears the heartbeats. Loud and vigorous. Mortals. Daniel frowns. The house is not easily accessible but there is a dirt road that leads to it, and this path. They do occasionally get someone at their door but other than the odd delivery person, it’s rare. Rare enough that Daniel moves quietly up the path until he’s only a short distance away and he can see the house through the trees.
One man’s back is to him but he can’t see the other person. This first guy’s thoughts are jumbled, agitated. His heart slams against his ribs and he’s keyed up. He tries to push through the man’s thoughts but his mind is too soaked in fear for him to understand anything clearly. Daniel turns his attention on the unseen man, who’s calmer, but he’s one of those folks who naturally guard their thoughts. At least, Daniel hopes.
If this person knows he’s at a vampire residence and is purposefully masking his mind, it could be trouble.
He waits in silence.
“He’s not here, man,” one of them says after a few moments in Portuguese. His voice makes him sound young. “Let’s just go.”
Daniel starts to relax but the other one speaks.
“No way. We have to find out what he is.”
Daniel tries again to search through his mind, pushing harder through the wall he’s put up. He catches a glimpse of a memory, Marius leaving a dilapidated house, covered in paint, his tools tucked under his arm. Before Daniel can make out more, the young man speaks. “You saw what he did that to that cop!” Daniel sighs. If these guys saw Marius kill someone, they’ll have to die. And while he has no qualms about doing what needs to be done, they’re young guys and probably innocents. It’s a shame. Daniel moves to the edge of the tree-line.
“He didn’t do anything, man. I bet he just explained himself. Rich white guys get away with everything, even the weird ones.” “Nah, nah, I saw it. He did some kind of mind whammy on him!”
From the edge of the trees, Daniel can see these are teens, young guys, one of whom is wearing an X-Files t-shirt. The other guy scoffs. “Okay, so what? If he has some kind of mind powers, won’t he just use them on us?” “That’s why have to stake the place out.” The guy has a camera, a nice video camcorder. Daniel pinches the bridge of his nose. The last thing they need is some kids filming them through the windows. “He might be a vampire or werewolf or a wizard or…” “He’s just some eccentric old man,” the other one says. Daniel considers his options. They don’t really know anything so killing them is unnecessary, and it might lead to more problems if two teens disappeared after coming to their property. He decides the best plan course of action was to be direct. He slips quietly back down the path a few yards and then marches loudly toward the house, making sure to make noise. He hears the teens panic and try to decide what to do but when he comes through the the trees into the yard, they’re just standing there. One of them looks like his head might explode from stress. Both of their hearts are going a million miles an hour.
Daniel stops as if surprised to see them and asks, “Can I help you?”
The teens exchange a look. In English, one of them says, “We were, uh, looking for that guy who paints stuff in abandoned houses. Does he live here?”
“He does,” Daniel says. “Why?”
They exchange another quick glance, the more nervous one shoving his hands into his pockets. They’re so out of their depth that Daniel has to keep himself from laughing. “We just wanted to talk to him,” the nervous one says.
“About art,” the other supplies.
Daniel resists the urge to roll his eyes. These are curious kids. Clearly they’d noticed something odd about Marius and of course, they were right to have noticed, and though he’d never let them know it, Daniel can’t fault their curiosity. “He’s not home right now but you’re welcome to wait inside,” Daniel says. Better to be open and prove there’s nothing to hide. And really, it’s a normal enough house, if you don’t open one of the doors that leads to a room full of miniature landscapes built in the last dredges of madness, or find taxidermy monkeys off-putting (Daniel does and made Marius move them to the atrium because he couldn’t shake the sense they were watching him with their cold, glass eyes.) Their thoughts are a whirlwind of fear and excitement. To finally go inside the weird old artists’ house! Daniel catches one of them thinking Daniel must be the old guy’s younger boyfriend. Or maybe son. Daniel has to work to keep his expression neutral. Marius has less than a decade on him in mortal years. He walks past them and unlocks the front door. They both hesitate, share another silent exchange, and then, deciding it’s worth the risk, they go inside. If Daniel were a movie monster it would be their fatal mistake. Luckily for them, he’s a friendly neighborhood vampire. He gestures for them to have a seat in the living room. It’s as banal a living room as you can get, with wood-paneled walls, a comfortable tan sofa, and some matching easy chairs. There’s a decent-sized television and a Nintendo Wii Daniel only bought a few months before. The boys look around and seem disappointed. Daniel is tempted to take them to the art studio with the monkeys but decides against it. The one with the camcorder is surreptitiously filming and Daniel figures it’s best if all he has on film is this inoffensive living area. Daniel gives a pointed look at the camera and the guy fumbles, turning it off.
“Do you want something? Water? Soda?” There are still some soft drinks in the fridge, though he isn’t sure if they’re still good. About a year ago, Marius hosted a painting class for a group of retirees in the backyard and they’d stocked up on wine and beverages for the occasion. The wine is still good but now that Daniel sees how young these guys are, he’s not giving them alcohol. The guys exchange yet another look, one of them shifting uncomfortably from foot to foot. Daniel can tell he regrets coming inside before he even hears his thoughts about how it’s just some normal house where two old dudes live. Nothing weird or monstrous about it. If they only knew. But they’re here now and the other one seems determined to wait until Marius arrives. He pushes his friend toward the sofa and says yes to the sodas. Daniel goes into kitchen and finds two unexpired cans of Fanta.
Brings them out and hands them over.
“Hey, do you guys play Mario Kart?” Daniel asks. * It’s an hour later and Daniel has been knocked off the Rainbow Road so many times it’s embarrassing, but it’s fun having people to play against. Marius plays sometimes and he’s gotten better but he usually ends up driving off the course and getting last place on every single track. Daniel hears the keys rattle just as they’re finishing the final lap on Wario’s Gold Mine. Marius comes through the foyer into the living room. His painting kit is rolled up beneath his arm and his blond hair is tied back in a messy half-bun. His expression is pleasant enough for their guests but he gives Daniel a very curious side-eye. Who are they? Marius thinks. Monster hunters, Daniel thinks back, and has to choke back a laugh as Marius frowns. “Welcome home,” Daniel says aloud. He introduces the teens who, suddenly remembering how they ended up in the middle of a impromptu Mario Kart tournament, look slightly abashed. “It’s a pleasure,” Marius says. He holds out his hands, which are covered in paint. “If you’ll excuse me, I need to go clean myself up.” I trust there’s a good story behind this, Marius thinks at Daniel. As he heads for the stairs, one of the boys says, “I love your art. The house over behind the abandoned supermarket, it looks really cool.” Marius smiles. “All of the kids from our school go there to smoke weed and stare at the walls,” the nervous one says, and his friend elbows him. Marius laughs. “I see. Well, it’s nice to know my work is appreciated.” “I told you he was just some guy,” one of them whispers at the other.
They drop their controllers and once Marius is gone up the stairs, stand to go. They thank Daniel and he walks them to the door, telling them to be safe on their way home. He watches them walk down the road and into the trees. He closes and locks the door. Marius is in the en-suite bathroom off the bedroom, washing his face. None of them really needs to wash in that manner but Daniel still takes regular showers and Marius enjoys the feeling of hot water on his skin. “Monster hunters?” Marius asks, pulling the hair tie from his blond hair, which cascades down around his shoulders. “Curious teens. They saw you put the whammy on a cop and thought you might be some kind of creature of the night.” Daniel smirks. “Imagine that.” Marius frowns, examining his own face in the mirror. “Care to share?” Daniel presses. Marius turns to him and sighs. “This one police officer has made it his personal crusade to prevent me from making my art. So when he hassled me the other night, I decided to put a stop to him. I suppose I should been more… cognizant of my surroundings.” “You think?” Daniel asks. He’s not actually upset but he enjoys getting to lord this over Marius. It’s usually Daniel who messes up. “Yes, well, one lives and learns. What made you invite them in?” Marius asks, turning the tables as he’s so good at doing. “Are you that desperate for opponents in that dastardly race game?” Daniel snorts. “Better to show them we’re boring old guys with nothing to hide then let them start rumors about what’s lurking in Dracula’s castle.” Marius raises an eyebrow. “Boring old guys?”
Daniel shrugs. “Boring might be the wrong word.”
“I should say so.” He puts a hand on Daniel’s cheek affectionately, smiling. “Would you like to play more of your game? I could go for a round of Kart racing.”
Daniel smiles back at him. “How can I say no to that?”
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herora-nuva · 2 years
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Toa Mata's Second Favorite Masks
So even after the Mata collected all of their various Great masks they clearly all preferred using their first masks primarily. But which of the other masks did they enjoy using? Here's my ideas for it, from most to least canon consistent.
Lewa- Mask of Speed. I think Lewa really enjoys using the mask of speed, he loves moving around quickly. This one actaully has some canon support, as the Kakama is the secondary mask we actually see him use the most. I think he'd really enjoy using the Kakama to build up speed, then launch into the air and switch to levitation to get real flight.
Kopaka- Mask of Shielding. Maybe its because its the first mask he after washing ashore, maybe its because of his first adventure with Pohatu, maybe subtle rivalry with Tahu, or maybe he just likes extra protection considering his shield, but I think Kopaka might like using the Hau. (I'll bet he's also tried using the Miru to get some alone time up in the air, but he found out this is a surefire way to attract Lewa's attention, who comes floating up to him at high speed)
Onua- Mask of X-Ray Vision. He'd use it to be able to see through the tunnel walls of Onu-Wahi. Very useful, especially for rescuing Matoran who might get trapped in the mines! (Might also enjoy the Kaukau, to navigate underground streams and rivers, or to explore sea caves).
Pohatu- Mask of Levitation. Maybe kind of ironic for a Toa whose element is rooted to the ground, but I think with the amount that Pohatu goes rock climbing on cliffs, having a Miru on as backup probably appeals to him. (He might also like the mask of strength, if for no other reason than to see if he can clear the whole island with 1 bounder kick)
Gali- Mask of Strength. I think she might enjoy using the Pakari's strength increase in creative ways, such as boosting her swimming, cliff climbing, and agility. She did once wish she had a Pakari when fighting a giant squid. Also, can't you totally see her coming up to a beached whale and just picking it up to gently carry it to the water? (I also think she might enjoy the mask of speed, just to become a motorboat)
Tahu- Controversial pick I know, but I'm going to say Mask of Water Breathing. After famously proclaiming "water is for wimps" when it comes to surfing Gali challenges him on that, and Tahu, who can't back down from a challenge to save his life, tries out water surfing. Its harder than he realized, but also surprisingly fun. During his regular lava surfing trips where he redirects the lava to flow into the sea, he's taken to just surfing straight from the lava rivers into the ocean, switching to the Kaukau as he goes. (This one is by far the most speculative, but I had to give SOMEONE the Kaukau. Sorry Gali, but not many people would really like your mask. At least this idea does have a little canon, as Tahu was actually shown surfing on a wave with Gali during the Rahkshi comics).
These are just some of my ideas, I'd love to hear if you guys have any, this was kinda fun an cute to think about.
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barbiewritesstuff · 2 years
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Church Encounters: Chapter 13
-- I would like to apologise for this behemoth of a fic because I think it's like 10k words long... sorry? We tried cutting things down but it didn't help much...
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“Do you think our theme should be Navy blue and white or is that too ironic?” you asked Jake, looking up expectantly for an answer. 
In the months that it had been since you got engaged, things were busy. Things had picked up for Jake on base, he was asked to head an upcoming mission and he had been trying to prepare himself to lead a new team. 
Jake’s mission was a dark hop, and he wouldn’t be able to talk to you for the entire month that he was gone. You had been reassigned to your previous squadron, and you were scheduled to deploy for six weeks of training and missions at the beginning of next week. The middle of the Indian ocean was not the most convenient place to send or receive mail or texts so your communication would be limited at best. 
At the moment, the two of you were sitting in the kitchen of Jake’s apartment. Jake was focused on his phone, looking through something you couldn’t see and you were still waiting on an answer from him. 
“Jake?” you asked, placing one of your hands on top of his, “Did you hear me?”
“Yeah,” he said, still looking at his phone, “I don’t think it matters honey, whatever you want,” he said, his voice low and his words coming out slow and distracted. 
You closed your eyes and let out a frustrated sigh, withdrawing your hand from his, you closed the screen of your laptop a bit harder than was probably necessary. This had been how the last two weeks had gone, and you couldn’t figure out what the problem was but tonight you were done with Jake’s ‘happy wife, happy life’ attitude. 
Standing from the table, you pulled the charger plug from the wall and shoved your things into your backpack. When Jake heard the sound of the zipper zipping up, he looked up from his phone. 
“Well thanks for finally joining us Lieutenant Commander,” you said under your breath, as you tried to make your way around him to get to the door. 
Jake grabbed your arm, his hand not squeezing too tightly, “What? What’s wrong? I thought we were going to watch a movie?”
You pulled your arm from his, crossing it across your chest, “You haven’t paid any attention to the wedding plans all night. I understand that this isn’t something that guys usually enjoy doing but I figured you’d want to have at least some part in it. You have up until now anyway.” 
“What are you talking about?” he asked, standing up from his chair, his tall frame now towering over you slightly. 
“This Jake, I asked you a question five minutes ago, and not only did you not answer, but when I asked again, you didn’t even try to make a decision, you just said ‘whatever you want’. What I want is you to be involved. This wedding is about two people, you and me, not me and myself,” you said, your voice raising with anger. 
“I understand that you have more responsibility now with this mission coming up, but can you really not spare me the time of day to even answer a simple question?” you continued before he could interrupt.
“Hold on now, that’s not fair. I’m trying to do right by you with everything I do, I’m sorry that I don’t always have the right answer at the right time,” he said, his nostrils flaring with his restrained anger. 
“That’s bullshit, I don’t need to hear the right answer, I just want your answer, your opinion!” you were full on yelling now, “And if you are going to try and hold ‘doing right’ by me over my head, then are you doing it for the right reason in the first place?” you asked, your voice quieter now. 
“I didn’t mean it like that, and you know it,” Jake said, his eyes dark and his cheeks ruddy. 
Letting out a tired laugh, you shook your head, tears springing to your eyes, “Well you said it, so some part of you has to mean it. I’m sorry I’m not like the girls you dated before but I won’t change what I believe for your wants.” 
“I’m not asking you to change, I don’t even know why we are arguing to begin with,” Jake said, his voice deadly calm. 
“Because you have been absent Jacob, you have been too busy looking through whatever it is on your phone to answer my questions, I understand that you’re busy but that doesn’t give you the right to ignore me,” you said, angry tears thickening your voice and wetting your face. 
“I’m not ignoring you,” he said defensively, “I just got busy with this, it's important.” 
“And our wedding isn’t?” you asked, you knew that it was petty but you were tired of his excuses. 
Jake turned away from you, walking into the kitchen, his hands raised up to his head and his fingers laced together, “I never said that,” he said, turning around to face you again. 
“Well you may as well have,” you finished, your voice as cold as the night you had left him at the bar. You turned away from him and stuffed your feet in your shoes, opening the door to his apartment, you made sure to slam it behind you as you left. You raced down the stairs to the ground floor as the tears you had been trying to hold back started streaming more heavily down your face.
Throwing yourself into your car, you cranked the key over in the engine. Pushing your foot down one the clutch, you shifted into first. Before pulling out of the spot, you put your head down on the steering wheel, letting a small sob escape you. The ring on your finger felt heavy for the first time since you had accepted it from Jake almost four months ago. 
Lifting your head, you pushed your foot in on the gas and pulled out of the parking spot. Looking in your rearview mirror, you saw Jake standing in the parking lot behind you, watching as you drove away. 
“Shit!” he yelled, slamming the door to his apartment closed behind him. Jake picked up his phone, the reason for the whole argument, and threw it at the wall. It hit the floor with a crack and his heart constricted in his chest. Rushing over to it, he plucked it off the floor, hitting the lock button to make sure that it still worked. 
“That was stupid,” he said to himself as he leaned against the counter. Unlocking the phone, he pressed the call button under your contact. It rang through to voicemail and he tried again and again, to no avail. Finally giving up on you answering, he sent you a text, Drive safe. I’m sorry I acted like an ass. Don’t forget I love you. 
With that, he dialled the only number he could think of, Beau’s. After two rings, he picked up, “Hello?” he asked in a whispered voice. 
“Sir?” Jake asked, “I need a little help,” he said. 
“What did you do now?” he heard the Admiral ask, his voice sounding exasperated. 
“Y/n and I had an argument and I put my fucking foot in my mouth,” Jake said, rubbing his hand over his eyes, “She left and she won’t answer my calls.” 
He heard a sigh before Beau asked, “What did you argue about?”
“She asked me a question about the wedding plans. I didn’t answer right away, I’ve been distracted with this upcoming mission,” Jake said, pausing, “I said some things I shouldn’t have.” 
“How bad?” Beau inquired. 
“Bad,” Jake said, his chin trembling with the effort of holding back his emotions, “God I’m fucking this up, I leave for deployment in two days, I don’t know if she is going to talk to me before then.” 
“Take a deep breath, I’m sure that by tomorrow she will be willing to see–” Beau stopped talking, the sound of his phone vibrating came through the line, “She’s calling me, hold on.” 
The call was still connected, but he was on hold. He sat like that, at his kitchen table for twenty minutes before Beau picked up again, “Please tell me that you didn��t say what she said you did.” 
“I probably did, what did she say?” Jake asked his heart in his throat. 
“That you are an asshole, who is having doubts,” Beau said, “Tell me it isn’t true, because as much as I like you Seresin, I love her.” 
“I’m not having any doubts,” Jake said immediately, “She just took what I said that way, I didn’t mean it like that, I just I’m not good with feelings and all of the sudden she was angry with me and I didn’t even know what I did. I love her too,” he finished quietly. 
“Good, then you can still fix this,” the Admiral said, “She’s at the pier, go pick her up.” 
With that the line went dead, and Jake was running out to his truck, not even remembering to lock his front door on his way out. 
You heard the parking lot gravel fly as someone pulled in quickly. Hoping it was your dad, you turned around only to be met with the side profile of Jake’s truck. Letting out a watery laugh, you cursed the man, as much as you loved him, he was a meddler of the highest regard. You closed your eyes, waiting for Jake to come and get you.
After you left Jake’s you had driven home. Sitting in the apartment hadn’t done you any good, so you simply put on your tennis shoes and started walking. By the time you had made it to the pier, the winds had picked up and it had started to sprinkle, like even the weather knew that you and Jake were having a bad night. The only person, besides Jake, that you could think to call was Cyclone.
He picked up on the fourth ring, and you hoped that he hadn’t been sleeping. You told him what happened and where you were, and he said that he would come get you. Apparently he had other things in mind. 
Opening your eyes when you heard Jake’s door slam shut, you watched as he sprinted down the pier to where you were standing. The wind was whipping your hair across your face and the mist that had been falling from the sky turned into a steady sprinkle. You weren’t sure how long your teeth had been chattering together but you were suddenly aware of how cold you were. 
When Jake reached you, he stopped running, slowing to a stop a few feet from you. At that moment, those feet felt like miles. 
“I’m sorry,” he said, his usually commanding voice softer than usual, “I should have answered your question when you asked. I’m sorry I’ve been distracted, I’m just worried about this mission. That’s not your fault, and you shouldn’t have to pay the price for it.” 
You nodded, “I’m sorry I yelled at you, I should have been more patient. I’m just, you’ve been so withdrawn Jake. You’re supposed to be able to lean on me, if you can’t do that now, then how are you going to do it when we are married?” 
“I’m going to work on it,” he said, stepping closer to you, your frame now shivering slightly with the wind and the rain, “I’m not good with emotions but I promise I will work on it, for you.” 
He opened his arms, and you stepped into him letting him envelop you in a hug. He was warm and you felt yourself relax against him. Being in his arms again felt good, it released the stress you had been carrying. 
“Please don’t walk out on me again,” you heard him whisper into your hair, “I can’t lose you. I won’t lose you, not now, not ever,” he said. 
“You don’t know that,” you said quietly into his chest. 
Jake sighed, “I do, because I might be an asshole sometimes, but you love me.” 
You stayed silent at that, he might be right but you weren’t going to tell him that. Your thoughts came back around to Beau’s meddling when you asked, “How did you know I was here?” 
“I called your dad when you left. I just thought he would know what to do, he’s married, and he helped raise you,” he said quietly squeezing you into him tighter as you shivered again. 
“Let’s get you in the truck, okay?” he asked. 
You nodded into his chest. He guided you to the truck, one arm wrapped around you to try and shield you from the wind. Opening the door for you, you climbed in and were immediately surrounded by the warm air he had pumping out of the vents. Jake pulled the seat belt across you, and buckled you in, even though you could have done it yourself. He closed the door and jogged around the front of the truck, hoisting himself up into his own seat. 
The drive back to your apartment was quiet, the constant blow of the heater the only noise between you both. The air was not as tense as it felt in his apartment, but there was something between the two of you that didn’t feel quite right. As Jake pulled up to the building, he put the truck in park. You reached for the handle on the door but his hand on your leg stopped you. 
“I really am sorry,” he said again, “I don’t want this to ruin anything we have, especially before we both get deployed.” 
“It won’t,” you said, your chest constricting at the thought of feeling this off for six weeks, “I love you.” 
Jake cupped your face with one of his palms, “I love you too,” he said, pressing a gentle kiss to your lips. You returned the kiss in kind. When you broke away from him, you pressed a kiss to his hand before turning your head and opening the door. Jake jumped out quickly, escorting you to the door and making sure you got in okay before leaving. 
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The next day, things were still feeling a little tentative. You had gone through the usual routine of going to church in the morning, kissing his cheek when saying ‘Peace be with you’ and holding his hand for the Our Father, and then meeting up at your apartment for breakfast but the post argument feeling had yet to clear the air. 
Despite that, you both tried to enjoy each other’s company. Jake’s mission was in the morning, he would need to leave so early he wouldn’t have time to swing by or even call before you would need to go on yours. So, you set aside all technology and all your apprehension and snuggled on the couch together. 
You were lying down on your side across the couch, Jake had joined after a refill of his coffee cup, sandwiching you between his body and the backrest. You placed your head on his chest, moving your leg so it covered his own and tried to concentrate on the film you had put on. Your ears, however, kept making your brain concentrate on the gentle thumping of Jake’s heart and the noise of his lungs expanding and shrinking as he breathed. 
You lost yourself in your thoughts, only disturbed when Jake spoke, his deep voice sounding more gravelly through his chest, “What are you thinking, baby?”
“Your heart’s beating,” you replied. Jake shifted so the arm that had been squished underneath you now rested behind his head, while his other hand played with the battery compartment of the remote control.
“Only for you,” he whispered under the sound of the scene unfolding on TV. If you hadn’t been so concentrated on him, you might have missed his reply. Jake closed his eyes, wishing you could stay like this forever. 
“I don’t think we’ve ever argued before,” you said.
“No, I think that was our first time… Let’s not do that again,” Jake said quietly.
“Yeah. Let’s not,” you agreed, continuing in a quieter voice you said, “I should get up. I need to pack for tomorrow…” 
“You really should,” he answers with a sleepy voice, “But you won’t. You’re going to stay nice and snuggly with me, under the blanket, and we’re going to have a nap,” he adds, dropping the remote so his hand could move to gently trace the side of your arm with a lazy finger.
“We can't,” you mumbled into him, “We don’t have time.” 
Jake hummed, opening one eye to look at you, “I’ll put an alarm on, we’ll wake up in an hour, how does that sound?”
You didn’t answer. You were already falling asleep, breathing in the scent of Jake’s soap and that woodsy scent that drives you crazy, the one that was just him. Stopping the tracing for just one moment, he fished his phone out of his pocket and turned it on just to set up a timer. 
Jake dropped his phone to the ground and brought his hand up to brush some hair away from your face. He looked at you, drinking in your peaceful expression. Yes, he thought, he could definitely do this forever. He would happily watch you snuggle further into his chest as he caresses your cheek with his knuckles for the rest of his life. His eyes drifted closed and he too dropped off into a blissful sleep. 
The alarm never went off, Jake had forgotten to press the save button on his phone. You both snuggled for the next three hours, only waking up when the doorbell rang. With a groan, you extricated yourself from Jake’s groggy cuddle and went to look through the peephole at a man holding a large bouquet of flowers. 
After signing for the delivery, you carried the bouquet inside, depositing it on the kitchen table. The buds were a mix of chamomiles, white hyacinths, irises, lilacs, asters, and basil. You didn’t need to read the note to know who had sent them, only two people in your life knew enough flower language to send you such a strange mix of flowers. Dropping them all into a vase, you tried to remember what it all meant. 
You knew basil meant ‘good wishes’ and that asters were a symbol of love. A quick google search told you that white hyacinths signified ‘prayers for someone’, chamomiles stood for ‘patience in adversity’, irises meant ‘Faith' and lilacs meant ‘Joy of youth’. Opening the note, you skipped the message to see if your guess had been right. Indeed, Cyclone had signed his name in his usual messy scroll.
“Did you order anything?” Jake asked, finally finding the courage to get off of the sofa. He walked up behind you, wrapping his hands around your waist and hugging you from behind, snuggling into your neck. 
“It’s from my dad,” you replied, handing him the card.
“Congratulations on the milestone! The first fight is never pleasant, but it is something every couple goes through. Elisabeth and I's first argument happened two weeks after the wedding. I was working on a promotion, hadn't been home much and it was bothering the both of us. It all came crashing down over peas. We couldn't agree on how to cook them and soon enough we were screaming at each other. At the time, it felt insurmountable. Now, with the benefit of time we can look back and laugh. Trust me, you will too. In the meantime, Lizzie and I have found the next verses to be particularly good at guiding us towards healing and reconciliation.
'Make allowance for each other’s faults, and forgive anyone who offends you. Remember, the Lord forgave you, so you must forgive others.' -- Cyclone
'Therefore, confess your sins to one another and pray for one another, so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective.' -- Lizzie
Don't forget that marriage, as much as it is about love, is also about compromise and teamwork. Make sure that regardless of what you feel, you face the problem together. Love, Beau," Jake read in his still groggy voice. 
“I think it’s pretty clear what we should do,” you said, thinking about the words Cyclone had written. Jake hummed, taking your hand he led you into your bedroom. 
You picked your rosary from the bedside table, opened the velvet pouch and dumped it into your hand. Kneeling down next to the bed, you took Jake's hand and the two of you prayed the rosary together. As you worked your way through the beads, your only thought was on God and how he had brought Jake into your life. 
When the rosary had been prayed, you and Jake kneeled in silence a moment longer. He pulled you into his chest, holding you tight, "I'm sorry we argued. I love you so much. You are everything I've ever asked for, kind, caring, loving, and I can't imagine my life without you." 
You smiled into his chest, "I love you too. You are a good man, Jacob Seresin." 
You felt him sigh against you, "You are the best woman, so forgiving." 
You let out a quiet laugh, "I do my best." After spending a few minutes in silence, you groaned, falling halfway on the bed, “I suppose we should get ready,” getting up from where you had kneeled. You willed yourself to open your wardrobe and started pulling things out to put inside of your bag, Jake was still kneeling next to the bed, seemingly lost deep in thought.
“I don’t have doubts,” he eventually said, pulling your attention from packing your duffle, “I don’t know much about life, I don’t know what the Lord has in store for me, but I know I love you. That’s the only thing I’m certain of, mia cara. I don’t know if the sun will rise for me tomorrow, I don’t know if I’ll fly, or if I’ll land, I don’t know what I’ll have for breakfast, or if the truck will run. But I know that whatever happens, I will love you. Yesterday, now and tomorrow, and for the rest of time,” he continued, “You’re stuck with me,” Jake laughed.
“I will happily be stuck with you,” you replied through the tears that had welled up in your eyes. 
Jake pulled you into a hug muttering, “I should go,” against the top of your head. Jake leaned back and cupped your face in both of his hands. “I,” he said, planting a kiss on your lips, “Love,” he added, kissing you again, “You,” he kissed you once more, deepening the kiss and keeping it going until you needed to come up for air. Once you did, you looked up to find him staring back at you with tearful green eyes, “I’ll miss you, mia cara. Don’t forget about me,” he said.
“I could never forget you. I’ll miss you too. Stay safe, come back to me,” you replied. Jake let go of you. He moved towards the door, bending down to get his backpack.
“Wait,” you called out. You walked towards your bag and fished out your Bible. As if he could tell what you had in mind, Jake took out his own Holy Book from the bag and held it out to you. You exchanged your Bible for his, letting your hands briefly caress the brown leather cover. Jake closed his bag, and as if willing himself to go through with it, walked out of your apartment and into his truck without looking back.
You finished packing late that night, barely having enough energy to shower and do your nightly skincare routine but once you laid in bed, staring into the darkness of your room, only lit by the dim red glow of your alarm clock, you found it impossible to fall asleep. You swung your legs off of the bed and pulled on your dressing gown, wrapping it tightly around you. You shuffled to the kitchen where you switched on the kettle and picked a tea bag out of your extensive collection. While the water boiled you closed your eyes, trying to think of what to do now that you were awake, suddenly getting an idea, you went searching for a pen and a sheet of paper. 
You rooted through cupboards until you found what you were looking for, the Jane Austen fan in you cross that the only paper you seemed to have happened to be lined, and sat down at the kitchen table after pouring the water into a mug and onto your teabag. While the beverage steeped, you set about writing the letter.
“My Darling,
Forgive my letter writing, I am rusty. I used to have a penpal in high school but we were both inexperienced and I don’t think we followed all the rules. 
I’m writing this letter because I love you. 
And there really is no better way to do that than with the immortal genius of Jane Austen, “In vain I have struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed, you must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you.”
So let me tell you. I love your strength, your bravery, and your unwavering faith. You are always ready to lift me up when I need it, to carry other people’s burdens when they need a minute of respite. You are faithful, both to me and the Lord, never doubting or questioning your convictions and your beliefs. But I love the rest of you too, from the tips of your toes to the top of your head, even the bits of you you don’t like and the bits you don’t know about. I love you now and I’ll love you forever.  
My Darling, I want nothing more than to be the person you need me to be. I want to be your rock, your partner, your confidante and your wife. I want to make your house a home, to help you as we raise our future children, I want to shoulder your burdens so the weight can be halved. I want you to know how dearly I love you, and sadly, I find myself lacking. 
The Bible says: “Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love. -- Ephesians 4:2”, Jake, my Love. I am sorry, I haven’t been gentle, and I certainly haven’t been patient. 
I know you have been preoccupied with the mission and in all honesty, I have been throwing myself into the wedding planning to avoid thinking about it. I’m scared, I know this mission is dangerous. They always are, but this one is the worst so far. I know you can’t tell me, or you won’t so I don’t have to worry, but I find myself doing so anyway. I’m scared you won’t come back. I’m scared because you can’t call or text to tell me how it went and I’m scared I might not pray in time. 
But instead of trusting the Lord to keep you safe, I let my worries get the better of me. I argued when I should have been spending my time with you, soaking up every moment I could spend in your arms. Jake, I said a lot of things I regret, and I walked away knowing that it would hurt you. I let myself believe you were uninterested and unwilling to marry me when I know it is untrue.
I can’t wait to be in your arms again and make good on my promises to do better, for you. To be more patient, and loving, and understanding, for you. Stay safe, I love you.
Faithfully ,and forever, yours,
Y/n”
You drank your cup of tea, trying to gauge whether or not you would be able to sleep if you went to bed now, but you knew deep down that your mind would not quieten down until the letter was delivered. In order to try and sleep that night, you decided you would have to hand-deliver it. Another idea struck you. 
Standing from the table, you made your way into the bedroom. Sinking to your knees in your closet doorway, you dug through the basket you had there full of scarves, hats, and gloves. Pulling out the tan cashmere, you held it up to your face, pressing your nose into the clean fabric. It smelled like the fabric softener you used. A few months ago you left the scarf at Jake’s apartment and he had only just returned it to you. He said something about how it smelled like your perfume. Standing with the scarf in hand, you took it into the bathroom, spritzing it a few times with the expensive perfume that you saved for special occasions. 
Before you could overthink it, you took the scarf and the letter, and headed to Bobby’s apartment. You knocked on the door and hoped that he would answer, you didn’t have the courage to deliver the letter in person. 
Bob cracked the door open, his eyes looking tired, “Y/n? What are you doing here?”
Holding out the scarf and the letter, you said, “I just, I need you to give this to Jake for me tomorrow, before you leave for the mission,” looking down at the ground. 
Bob didn’t respond for a moment, you figured he was looking at the scarf you had held out to him. 
“Okay, is everything alright?” he asked. 
You let out a sigh before answering, “Yeah, I’m just not ready to say goodbye yet.”
He nodded, “I understand, Maria and I Facetimed for the whole afternoon, and we only just said goodbye because she couldn’t stay awake any longer.” 
You gave him a sad smile and he pulled you into a friendly hug, “We are going to be alright, Y/n, you’ll see.” 
You smiled, “Thanks Bob, I hope you’re right.”
Stepping back from the hug, you handed him the scarf and letter, “Thanks again for doing this for me.”
“Of course,” he said, “You’d do the same for me right?” 
“Any time,” you replied before turning and making your way back to the car.
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Jake arrived home, tired and crabby. The road had been a pain, usually the night offered some respite against the traffic but that night, it was as though all the bad drivers San Diego had to offer had all decided to simultaneously congregate right at the time he had turned the key in the ignition. The fact that he wouldn’t see you in the morning was also weighing heavy on his chest, especially since the tension of your argument hadn’t quite dissipated yet.  
He dropped his bag onto his sofa after taking out your bible. He looked at the book for a minute, the beautiful white colour of the hardback, the golden word written front and centre and when he opened he saw all the annotations and highlighted passages. Jake opened the first page and looked at the key. Something caught his eye, under all the usual colours and their explanation, Jake noticed a thin stripe of marker pen in his favourite shade of red, next to it, you had written an equal sign and his name. 
Jake sat down on his couch, opening the book at random intervals to see what you had highlighted. It seemed like you had highlighted passages red just about anywhere for him, and made little notes, especially in the book of psalms, where you had written prayers for his safety, guidance and future in the margins.
He felt tears well up in his eyes, and a few seconds later, a fat tear fell onto the pages of the Bible. To avoid causing any more damage, Jake closed the book and got up from the sofa to make himself a cup of coffee. By the end of his third cup of the night, Jake sat down on his coffee table to write you a letter. 
“Mia Cara,
I have never written a letter before in my life -- scratch that, I have. They made us write one to a president when I was in second grade. I picked Abraham Lincoln and spent most of the letter asking him why he wore such big hats -- but this felt right. 
I just wanted to remind you, my angel, that I love you. 
We both know I’m not good with words, I tend to put my foot in my mouth, or stammer and stutter on words we both know I can pronounce but nerves won’t let me, so if you don’t mind, I’ll be borrowing other people’s words to tell you how I feel towards you. 
There is a poem by the Syrian poet Nizar Qabban I like that goes like this,
“In the summer
I stretch out on the shore
And think of you. Had I told the sea
What I felt for you,
It would have left its shores,
Its shells,
Its fish,
And followed me.”
I think of it whenever I pray because I wonder, if God didn’t know you, would he have wanted to come down and meet you? Especially when I tell him of your smile, as enticing as the ocean on a hot summer’s day. When I tell him of your eyes, blue like an oasis in the middle of a desert. Or your hair, golden like the rays of the California sun. 
Would he have come down when I told him of your voice, sweet like honey. Or when I spoke about your hands, soft like silk and warm with love. 
But of course He knows, because no one else could make a face as lovely as yours. No one else could create a being as kind, caring, and wonderful. And no one else would be good enough to bestow it upon me, to cherish and to love, to guide and care for for the rest of eternity.
Mia Cara, I love you. I want to be the man you deserve. I want to be everything you need and want and more, I want you to be able to come to me when you need help and know that I will be there to help you carry your burdens. But for that, I need to be more open with my emotions. 
So, here it goes. I know it’s no excuse for not listening to you, but I am so scared about this assignment. Leading a mission is a lot easier when there’s nothing at stake, and while, in our line of work, we never truly get to no stakes, we sometimes get close enough that I can ignore the pit of panic in my stomach. But not for this one. I know I can’t tell you details but I think you know. You always know, you’re good at that, deciphering what people mean or feel without them needing to tell you. I’m sorry I relied on that instead of telling you. Telling you that I am terrified of having to tell Maria that Bob didn’t make it, or telling Annie that Rooster won’t come back home. I’m scared for the others too, but I won’t have to look their families in the eye across the Christmas table for the rest of my life. 
I know it isn’t much, but admitting this too you feels both strange and freeing, I will keep working on this until being honest with my emotions feels normal. In the meantime, my Angel, I will think of you and pray for you until you are in my arms again.
Thank you for being my partner in life, love and faith. And soon, marriage. 
Forever yours,
Jake”
Once finished, Jake sealed the letter in an envelope. He went to his bedroom, where he fished out one of his old Texas Longhorns sweaters. He picked the one you liked best, the one you would always steal whenever you were cold when you came over. Despite the amount of time Jake had owned the sweater for, it was still in relatively good condition, the orange colour of the fleece hoodie had been washed out a little, but the inside was still soft and wam, and since he had worn it only days prior, it still smelled like him. 
He folded it up neatly and placed it in a plastic bag with the letter. Then, Jake picked up his keys from inside the lock and made his way to his truck. You would likely be in bed, and he didn’t want to disturb your sleep, so Jake drove to Beau’s. He knew the Admiral would be there to send you off, he got to base ridiculously early anyway, and he would never miss an opportunity to tell his little girl goodbye. 
Jake rang the doorbell and Elisabeth opened the door. He silently handed her the bag, trying not to look her in the eyes when she looked inside. A sad smile made its way onto her face, and she brought her hand up to his face, “You’ll be okay, Jake,” she tried to reassure him. Jake nodded briefly, turning on his heels and walking back to his truck, hoping that Elisabeth couldn’t see him wiping tears away with the sleeve of his sweater.
----
Jake was hot. Well he knew that he was hot, but right now, he was sweating in his flight suit. The sun was beating down on him through the plexiglass of the cockpit canopy and the adrenaline and stress from the mission weren’t helping to cool him off any.
“Rooster, where are you man?” he called out through the comms, his voice straining against the Gs that he was fighting. He had just completed a bombing run with Rooster. The target was an enemy mine field just outside of a hostile enemy compound. The threat of SAMs was still present, but without the same risk as the uranium mission. 
“On your six Hangman,” Bradley called back.
“Enemy aircraft inbound,” Bob’s voice called out through the comms, “Hangman watch your nose, he’s coming right at us.” 
Jake’s right hand left the stick for a second to press against the patch on his chest before guiding his plane out of the climb he had been in, trying to make himself smaller for the enemy’s missile lock. The missile lock alarms in his F18 began going off just as Phoenix yelled, “Smoke in the air Hangman, evade, evade.” 
Jake rolled the plane, hitting the button for flares quickly. He knew that it had been a close call because he could feel the heat from the explosion inside his cockpit. 
Rooster’s voice confirmed it, “Jesus, Hangman, that was close.” 
“Yeah, too close,” he said, bringing his plane around quickly to take on the 5th generation fighter, “Let’s take this guy down before he sends one of us home in a body bag.” 
Jake tried to clear his mind and let instinct take over, he would need every ounce of skill and training that he had to take down the fighter in a dogfight, even with the backup of Rooster and Phoenix. 
“Rooster, Phoenix, you two break right and left, let's try to box this guy in,” Jake said, his voice holding the authority he now possessed. 
“Where does that leave you?” Bob chimed in.
“As the bait,” Jake responded, his mind drifting to you for a moment before the fifth generation fighter was making his way around for another pass at Jake. The letter he had received as well as the scarf had made him want to leave the mission all together and hug you. He had never contemplated going AWOL harder in his whole life. Deciding to trust God, he left with his team, praying every night that he would make it back to you. 
The letter you had written made him tear up, the thought that you found yourself lacking hurt him, you were perfect, and he couldn’t wait to tell you that the next time he saw you. The soft cashmere of your scarf had been clutched tightly in his hand the entire flight to the ship. At night, he slept with it on top of his pillow, your sweet scent dragging him into a peaceful sleep every night. 
You and Vegas had been split up as pilot and WSO, with the added animosity between the two of you and her efforts to break up your personal relationship, you felt it was time for a change. Your new pilot, Jensen Johns, callsign JJ, was a burly man. He was large for a fighter pilot, but he had a heart of gold and was known as the ship’s teddy bear. He had a wife and four kids waiting on him at home, you had seen the picture that he kept in the jet. You showed him the one of Jake and you sitting around the Christmas tree in your matching sweaters, Gio had taken it when you weren’t looking. 
With the atmosphere in the plane less tense now that your pilot was not passive aggressively trying to ruin your life, the missions you flew felt better. The long range patrols and different training that they had you on were calm compared to the last mission you had flown. Often while you were in the air, your mind would wander to Jake. 
The letter he had written you was beautiful, it made you wish you could have seen him one more time before he deployed. His sweatshirt was too big, and colour faded but you wore it to bed every night, even though it wasn’t regulation, the risk of getting caught was worth being wrapped in his familiar scent. You hadn’t heard anything about his dark hop and you were hoping that was a sign that it had gone well. Every night you prayed that God would bring the both of you home safely. 
 
Jake forced the air he had been holding out of his lungs, this moment felt familiar. He was climbing, chasing the fifth generation fighter into the sun when he lost sight of it, “Phoenix, I can’t see him, how close am I?” 
There was a second before she answered, “Ten feet, break right, break right.” 
He didn’t second guess the advice of his teammate and immediately slowed down, pulling the jet off and to the right. As soon as he turned, the fifth gen was on him, “Bob, you’re going to have to get a lock on this guy, there’s no way I can keep evading him like this and he obviously doesn’t have plans of bugging out.” 
“Copy, I’m working on it, Hangman. We have your back,” Bob replied. 
Rooster’s panicked voice interrupted Jake’s train of thought, which had wandered to you, “I’ve got another one on the radar, we need to take this SOB down.” 
“Shit,” Jake said, “Bob how’s that lock coming?” 
Over the comms he heard Bob let out a quiet huff before responding, “I’m almost there, give me two more seconds.”
Phoenix’s voice called out over Bob, “Smoke in the air, smoke in the air, evade Hangman!” 
“Dagger one defending,” he called out, deploying flares quickly. He glanced behind him several times until he saw the black smoke of the missile’s explosion. 
“I’ve got a lock,” Bob said. Jake responded quickly, “Fire at will Bob, take this guy down.” 
Bob fired on the jet, Phoenix and Bob were too close to the jet for him to have time to deploy flares and the missile made contact, “Splash one, splash one,” Rooster’s voice called out. 
“Looks like number two is bugging out,” Bob said. 
“Good,” Jake called back, “Let’s get the fuck out of here.” 
----
You rushed through the hull of the ship quickly, being sure to pick your feet up through the doorways or else you risked tripping. Everyone aboard the ship was rowdy and excited to disembark. You had only rejoined them for the six week duration of your mission, but most of the boat had been deployed for four months, needless to say, they were ready to see their families and friends. 
As you made your way up a flight of stairs, rushing out on the deck of the ship, you were blinded by the rays of the California sun and deafened by the noise coming from shore. Lining the dock were the families of all the men and women stationed on the USS Theodore Roosevelt. You and Jake hadn’t had any contact since he left for his dark hop, and he should have arrived back in California two weeks ago. He had promised to meet you when you disembarked the ship. 
When your phone finally managed to pick up a signal, it blew up with notifications. Many from social media, but there was only one person’s contact you were waiting to see come across your screen. As you cleared everything away, trying to sort through all of the meaningless notifications, Jake’s name floated across the top of your screen with a newly delivered text. 
Jakey <3: I’m here waiting for you. Got stuck in traffic so I’m towards the back of the crowd. Don’t worry, you’ll find me. 
You smiled at your phone before sending a text of your own, I can’t wait to see you. 
Locking the phone and slipping it back in your pocket, you gathered up your duffle bag from where you had dropped it on the ground. Using the large bag, you pushed your way through the crowded deck so that you were standing near the railing, looking out over the dock. 
An hour later, when the boat had finally tied off at the dock, it was announced that everyone should disembark in an orderly fashion by squadron. You let out a small groan, the fighter pilots on board usually were one of the middle groups off in that case. Waiting your turn to walk down the gangplank, you kept checking your phone for new messages from Jake, but with each refresh of the app there was nothing new to note. 
Disappointed at the lack of messaging, you leaned against the wing of one of the jets that was stowed on deck. If you were going to be required to wait for half the boat to disembark, you might as well be comfortable. By the time it was your turn to leave the ship, the crowd on the dock was beyond intense. There were families gathered around their service member, and people kept pushing and bumping into your short form. You stood on your tiptoes, trying to spot Jake over the crowd, when you heard it. 
Over the crying and laughter around you, there were a group of voices singing, “I’ve got sunshine on a cloudy day. When it’s cold outside, I’ve got the month of May…” 
You pushed more eagerly through the crowd, only one man could be so flashy that he would sing to get your attention. Finally you broke through an edge and spotted Jake, surrounded by the rest of the original dagger squad. The whole group of men and women were singing, quite loudly and slightly off key, to the song Jake always said reminded him of you. 
Letting out an excited squeal and laugh, you rushed over to them. Jake’s head snapped towards you when he noticed a blur moving quickly his way. As you launched yourself into his arms, he let out a loud laugh, spinning you around in a circle. The team cheered around the two of you, all of them happy that Jake’s mopey attitude would finally be a thing of the past. 
When he set you back on your own feet, he leaned in and kissed you for all he was worth. You gasped into his mouth, your hand finding its way up and into his hair. Jake pulled you to him tighter, letting out his own quiet moan into your mouth. The two of you were lost in the kiss and you let out a disappointed huff when Jake pulled back from you suddenly. He turned to look over his shoulder, calling back to one of your friends, “I’m a little excited, if you didn’t want to see a show you shouldn’t have come.” 
You let out a laugh as Jake set his attention back on you, “I missed you,” you said, pausing a second before adding, “I got your letter, you can always lean on me Jake.”
“I missed you too,” he replied quietly, his voice sounding a bit rough, “I got your letter too. You are perfect, there is no part of you that I find lacking in anything.” 
A blush burned across your cheeks at his words, “I don’t want you to change yourself for me,” you said quietly. 
“I’m not,” Jake replied, pressing a kiss to the top of your head, “I’m changing for both of us. I can’t keep bottling everything up, and you like to hear what I have to say, it's a win-win situation.”
You let out a quiet humm, “What’s the plan sailor?” you asked. 
“I thought that you’d like to get out of here ma’am,” he said, smiling down at you, “I have a relaxing surprise planned for your grand return.” 
“Then take me away,” you said, leaning up to place one more chaste kiss on his lips. Jake’s face split into a smile and he bent down to pick up your duffle bag off the ground. Taking your hand in his, the two of you lead the way back to his truck. 
Bob joined you on your other side, “How was it Dove? Everything go alright?” 
“Yeah, nothing too out of the ordinary, just flying long range patrols and doing a few bombing runs,” you replied, “How was it for you guys? Everything go according to plan?”
Bob stayed silent for a moment, “It went as well as it could have I think,” he paused, pointing a finger at Jake as he continued speaking, “This one decided to play the hero again, but we are all safe and sound now.” 
You turned to look at Jake, “You did what?”
“I’m mission leader now, I have to protect my men,” he said, quietly, taking in the look on your face for a moment, he added, “I will always come back to you.” 
You nodded, “You better, Jake, because I can guarantee you that if you don’t, I will be much worse than anything you could face on the other side.” 
He nodded, pressing a kiss to the side of your head, “I know honey, you can be scary when you want to be.” 
Once everyone had made it to the truck, you gave them all hugs and thanked them for coming to greet you before Jake helped you up into the passenger’s seat and shut the door. He drove you back to your apartment, your hand clasped tightly in his own. When you arrived, Jake only told you to, “Get ready for your surprise, bring something comfy and warm.” 
You rolled your eyes at him before making your way into your bedroom. Standing under the spray of the shower, the scalding hot water was one of the most heavenly things you had ever felt. When you had thoroughly washed your tired body, you climbed out, towelling off before dressing in your favourite jeans and a T-shirt. You unzipped your duffle bag, pulling out the University of Texas sweatshirt that Jake had sent with your letter. Slipping it over your head, the oversized shirt fell to your mid thigh and you couldn’t help but smile at how much larger Jake was than you. Before leaving the bedroom, you grabbed a pair of sweat shorts for later. 
You made your way into the living room, enjoying the look on Jake’s face when he saw you wrapped up in his sweatshirt, “Let’s get going, I don’t want to be late,” he said, his voice low and gravelly sounding. 
The two of you made your way out of the apartment and climbed back into his truck. 
“What’s that surprise you were talking about?” you asked, buckling yourself up inside Jake’s truck.
“Strap in, it’s a little way away, and we’re stopping by Costco for snacks,” Jake replied. He had been all smiles since telling you he was whisking you away for a romantic evening somewhere special. He had, however, refused to elaborate no matter how hard you tried to get him to slip up and reveal the surprise.
Jake had even taken your bag out of your hands, refusing to let you anywhere near the truck bed over which he had pulled the cover so you wouldn’t be able to peek, and climbed into the driver’s seat of his truck. He fiddled with his phone a little, pulling up a brand new playlist and attached his phone to the circular magnet fastened in his car’s vents on the console. He pressed shuffle and the first bars of Take Me Home, Country Roads began to play. 
You relaxed into the seat, looking through the window at the views until Jake pulled into the Costco parking lot and handed you a list, “I need to get gas, so, this is the snack list, grab as much as you can and I will meet you in ten,” he said. Then, reaching into the glove box of his truck he pulled out his wallet and gave you his card, “You know the pin, right?” he asked.
“And how do you plan on paying for gas?” you asked slightly incredulously, and hoping that Jake might let you pay this once. True to his word, you had never actually needed to pay for anything since you had been with him and while nice at first, you wanted to return the favour.
“This is my debit card, I’ll get gas with the credit card. Now, go, we’re losing time. I don’t want to be late,” he said, leaning over to your side to kiss your cheek and unbuckling your seatbelt and opening your door at the same time. After practically being ejected from the truck, you left to get a trolley and entered the shop.
Having braved the Friday evening grocery store queues you resurfaced ten minutes later with three bags of snacks. Jake was waiting in one of the parking spots closest to the entrance. You handed him the card and the bags, knowing your fiancé was stubborn about not showing you what he kept in the truck bed and abandoning your fight. 
Once he had hopped back into the driver’s seat and buckled up, Jake drove the two hours to your destination while humming to his playlist, looking at you out of the corner of his eye and sending you flirtatious smiles every few minutes. Eventually, he pulled into the Joshua Tree National park entryway with a grin. 
“Are we going camping?” you asked.
“Something like that,” he smiled mischievously, “We’re not going far,” he added. 
Jake continued down the drive to the Smith’s Ranch Drive-In Movie Theatre where he paid the ten dollar fee before reversing into one of the middle row parking spots. 
“Movie starts in an hour, should give us plenty of time to get cosy,” he said, already climbing out of the cab and walking to the truck bed. You followed suit, eager to see what else your date entailed. Jake pulled the cover off, revealing two thin yoga mats, laid flat against the bed, partially covered by a bunched up duvet, four pillows and a couple of extra blankets. Jake looked at it with a slightly disapproving glint in his eye, “Must have moved during the journey,” he concluded, pulling back the duvet to show the fallen costco bags, which had spilled snacks over most of the makeshift sleeping area.
The two of you changed into your comfy clothes in the drive-in bathrooms, not your ideal place, but there was nowhere else to go, before making your way back to the projection site. 
Your sweat shorts were just short enough that Jake’s sweatshirt hung down over them, making it appear like you had nothing on underneath. As you sauntered back up to the truck, the look on Jake’s face was priceless, “Don’t worry, I’m wearing shorts too,” you said, laughing a little. 
He nodded, eyes wide, “I’m sure you are darlin’,” his accent thick in his voice. He provided you a hand to help pull you into the bed of the truck just in time for the movie to start. The Back to the Future Marathon started at seven sharp, and ended around one in the morning, after a short speech celebrating the release date of the first instalment of the trilogy and a short appearance by Christopher Lloyd to finish up the night. 
“Didn’t know you liked Back to the Future that much,” you said, after most of the other cars had already driven off. Jake had pulled you into the covers with him so you laid together, facing each other, whispering in the darkness.
“Don’t hate me…” he replied, biting his lip with a guilty expression, “I despise it. I hate the premise. And why is Doc Brown hanging out around a teenager? Why is that truancy officer such a hard-ass? I just don’t get it,” he explained.
You looked at him in pretend offence, “How dare you?” you exclaimed.
“I know, I know,” he laughed, “Sue me. I think they’re bad films.”
“Then, why are we here?” you asked.
“Because, if the fact that you own this trilogy twice and that you proudly display the novelisation of this crime against cinema is anything to go by, this is your favourite movie,” he said.
“And you would sit through it all for me?” you asked, a smile on your face. 
Jake let out a quiet laugh, “Honey, I’d do anything for you.” 
You stayed silent for a moment, watching the man you loved so much before giving him a teasing smile, “Wonderful, I hear they’re showing Twilight in the cinema next week, I was going to drag Natasha along but…”
You sighed as you looked at him, suddenly growing more serious, “I missed you a lot” you said, the five words somehow not enough and perfectly fine at the same time. You would never be able to put what you had felt into words but when Jake spoke, you realised he understood perfectly.
“Yeah I missed you too. It felt awful not having you around, Bob and Rooster tried to help, but it didn’t do much for my mood,” he replied, “I don’t like being away from you,” he added.
You hummed, after a pause Jake spoke again, “I know we’re not supposed to before marriage, but what do you think of moving in together?” you raised an eyebrow, “We buy a house a little bit before the wedding and move in. We wouldn’t sleep in the same room until we say ‘I do’ obviously, but I don’t think I can be away from you for that long. I want to be able to wake up and see you in the kitchen, or come home after work and see you on the sofa watching that shitty tv show you like -- what’s the name -- the one with the visa applications and shit --”
“Ninety day fiancé?” you provided.
“Yes! That’s the one! -- I want to be able to come home and see you watching that. Spending any time away from you is unbearable, baby,” he finished.
You thought over his words for a moment, “What kind of house are we looking for then?” you asked. Jake smiled brightly, his happiness practically radiating through the darkness. He snaked one arm around your waist and slid you closer.
“I was thinking something a little further away from base,” He said, kissing you, “with a garden” he added, kissing you again, “and enough bedrooms for a truckload of kids,” he said, kissing you longer this time. 
You came up for air, “And how many kids is that?” you asked.
“Twenty to thirty?” he replied, grinning at you.
“Oh my, we should get started on that soon after the wedding then,” you laughed.
“It’s up to you, but I wouldn’t be upset if we started within a year,” he grew serious, “I want kids, Y/n, I’m ready,” he said, falling back onto the mats and turning on his back to look up at the sky.
“I’d like a little time to just be your wife I think. But I wouldn’t want to wait longer than a year,” you replied, lifting yourself up on your elbow and using your other hand to brush a loose hair out of his face.
“Isn’t your contract coming to a close soonish?” he asked.
“Two years,” you replied, “Why?”
“Just asking,” he said, then, after a pause, “It’s up to you what you want to do, but if you wanted to stay at home, I wouldn’t have a problem with that.”
“How about we get married first, then I decide?” you replied, having made your decision not to renew your contract as soon as the words had left his mouth.
Jake hummed, “So I think Navy blue and white is a little ironic…” he said, “Maybe we can add another colour, how about brown?”
“I like brown, makes it a little woodsy,” you agreed, laying back down onto the bed. Jake removed the hand behind his head and extended his arm over your pillow, silently asking you to cuddle close to him. 
You eventually drifted off to sleep, the excitement of being home and the comfortable atmosphere with Jake letting your body relax more than it had in weeks. Jake gently woke you once the drive-in parking lot had cleared out, and you slept the entire way home. Instead of bringing you back to your apartment, he brought you back to his, tucking you gently under the covers of his own bed. In the morning, you found him sprawled out on the couch, one arm behind his head and the other resting on his stomach, as small snores escaped him. 
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yesyourstalker · 5 months
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Part 3 I'm almost done I hope. I'm being honest I spent 3 hours cooking in 4 hours sleeping after
Warabi: so this is the store pretty big
Neta: Oh yeah, It's a pretty big place I'm going to need a lot of vendors and more artists to sell here. My main worry is that I lose my brand and my image , If we started out with underground bands, alternative music like metal and rock. If I start selling mainstream stuff I don't want to come off as a sellout
Warabi: I don't think that's going to happen. It's not like you're going to stop selling underground stuff it's not like you're going to stop supporting them either. You're just expanding your business to a broader audience the fact, you're worrying about your image and your brand just shows that you still care about your original customers.
Oshi: That's some great advice ink drop!
Warabi: mom!!! Uhhh what are you doing here?.... I thought you were on whale back island.... To get away from the snow
Oshi: we were planning on doing that until you're wonderful boss invited us to the party. I just couldn't miss that right shim?
Shimi: [eating] how much was the caterer here? These stuffed tentacles are good! Melts in the mouth.... This is the store? really big. You sure you have enough stuff to sell in here or are you going to stock 10 Rows of belts and jewelry to fill space?
Warabi: dad! That's rude!
Shimi: It's a genuine question. Do you have a layout plan or anything? What's the look you're trying to do
Neta:my original store kind of has a basement/ attic-like design, old vintage t-shirts, guitars, vinyl. someone's garage type feel.
Oshi: Oh so nostalgia... I like that
Shimi: I know a lot of people who are very good in interior design... [ eating] we just got our vacation home remodeled...... I can see if I can give you his number. Tell him the octavios sent you. They'll give you a discount.
Neta: thank you Mr. Octavio. I deeply appreciate this
Shimi: well that should count as a frosty fest gift cuz we didn't get you anything we didn't think we had to
Neta: oh That's good because you didn't have to do that. .
Warabi: Dad,.... That are really nice moment and then you had to ruin it with the last- what the fuck?
Oshi: ink drop language!
Warabi: I'm sorry just give me one second....
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Candi: Candi!?!
Candi: *gasp* oh my Cod! Shut the hell up. Are you kidding me? What are you doing here?!! Ahhhhhh
Candi: ahhhhhh Oh my god it's been so long!! girl What are you up to?
Candi: Oh you know. Just trying to survive.
Candi: I hear that, I hear that I looove makeup!
Candi: stop lying. I just smeared this shit on at the last minute hehehe you know I have no sense of time.
Mizole: I didn't know you knew each other. How do you know candi?
Candi: That's really none of your business
Candi: I don't have to tell you everything about my personal life. Go find Ichiya or something. Bye. Go.. cod that guy
Candi: Right.... He drives me out the wall everyday.
Candi: you know they dated?
Candi: hahaha Oh my Cod you have to tell me.... Oh crap...no no no ... I have to go. I'll be right back I promise. Just give me one sec girlie
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Ikkan: so I yeah Mike Murrays actually played the sax around-
Baja: around 1989! But when Blue Ocean breeze came out-
Tao: He switched to a clarinet! It was like his staple instrument throughout the '90s.
Baja: He actually went through like five clarinets throughout those years. I think he's probably one of the most popular non-pop or rock idles out there.. but he's been gone for like 8 years and it somehow we still all know him
Ikkan: he Pioneered jazz..
Tao: oh yeah I'm a big fan of their later works it really influenced the ska genre
Ikkan: you see I used to dislike his later work when I saw The influencer had on other genre I took another like listen to it. It's really good! It's like an organized mess
Baja: right?! It's chaotic but smooth. He actually went to jelly Port for a tour and met up with Sting time stingers back in 01 which I guess gave him more of an influence to the newer albums
Tao: It's a Shame he died before they could release the album with the stingers I know there's a demo out there they release but it's hard to find
Ikkan: I've been trying to find it there is a specific website and the URL is in octarian so I'm trying to get Neta to- hm .... I'm sorry will excuse me for a quick sec.
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Mahi: why the fuck are you here?!
Taka: I was invited of course. I can't miss an opportunity to be around my fellow artist. Why are you here you have no talent.
Mahi: I'm here because Neta wants me here! unlike you! You think we forgot how you treated him!
Taka: *pffth*.... how I treated him. As if taking him out to dinner, giving him a gift and being at his beckon call when he felt "lonely". He was honestly really sad.... But he is a sad person....boy he was hot tho...heh ..was
Mahi: you want to take this outside
Warabi: Mahi hay! the table is all out of drinks let's go get some more.
Candi: yeah let's just go to corner store. Their self checkout is still open let's just get some more wine and spritzer I am sober so I can drive so let's go. Let's go now. Mahi.
Mahi: [staring down taka]
Ikkan: mahi please don't ruin this event by a fight. Neta will never forgive you if you do.... Listen, go with Candi and Warabi and I'll handle this...
Mahi:...... Fine. .... I'll wait until the party ends
Ikkan: I'll get the bouncer.. kick them out before Neta - hi babe.
Neta: what happened? Why did everyone rush over here
Ikkan: Hi uhhh You're three employees are just going out to get some more refreshments they just didn't know how to
Neta: We have more in the back of my car they don't have to go out and......... Oh I see.....hey Taka......... I forgot I invited high tide
Taka: I was good to see you too. You look............ Uh
Neta:.............
Taka: I guess you stuck to the normal look huh... I like the glasses.....heheh..you look great heheheh . Man you let yourself go holy shit
Ikkan:ok that's it SECURITY!
Neta:.............. .. I'm going to get some air
Ikkan: I'll come with you.
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Mahi and @fish-at-fish-fish-resort and gonna beat the shit out of taka after the party
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Church Encounters Chapter 13
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“Do you think our theme should be Navy blue and white or is that too ironic?” you asked Jake, looking up expectantly for an answer. 
In the months that it had been since you got engaged, things were busy. Things had picked up for Jake on base, he was asked to head an upcoming mission and he had been trying to prepare himself to lead a new team. 
Jake’s mission was a dark hop, and he wouldn’t be able to talk to you for the entire month that he was gone. You had been reassigned to your previous squadron, and you were scheduled to deploy for six weeks of training and missions at the beginning of next week. The middle of the Indian ocean was not the most convenient place to send or receive mail or texts so your communication would be limited at best. 
At the moment, the two of you were sitting in the kitchen of Jake’s apartment. Jake was focused on his phone, looking through something you couldn’t see and you were still waiting on an answer from him. 
“Jake?” you asked, placing one of your hands on top of his, “Did you hear me?”
“Yeah,” he said, still looking at his phone, “I don’t think it matters honey, whatever you want,” he said, his voice low and his words coming out slow and distracted. 
You closed your eyes and let out a frustrated sigh, withdrawing your hand from his, you closed the screen of your laptop a bit harder than was probably necessary. This had been how the last two weeks had gone, and you couldn’t figure out what the problem was but tonight you were done with Jake’s ‘happy wife, happy life’ attitude. 
Standing from the table, you pulled the charger plug from the wall and shoved your things into your backpack. When Jake heard the sound of the zipper zipping up, he looked up from his phone. 
“Well thanks for finally joining us Lieutenant Commander,” you said under your breath, as you tried to make your way around him to get to the door. 
Jake grabbed your arm, his hand not squeezing too tightly, “What? What’s wrong? I thought we were going to watch a movie?”
You pulled your arm from his, crossing it across your chest, “You haven’t paid any attention to the wedding plans all night. I understand that this isn’t something that guys usually enjoy doing but I figured you’d want to have at least some part in it. You have up until now anyway.” 
“What are you talking about?” he asked, standing up from his chair, his tall frame now towering over you slightly. 
“This Jake, I asked you a question five minutes ago, and not only did you not answer, but when I asked again, you didn’t even try to make a decision, you just said ‘whatever you want’. What I want is you to be involved. This wedding is about two people, you and me, not me and myself,” you said, your voice raising with anger. 
“I understand that you have more responsibility now with this mission coming up, but can you really not spare me the time of day to even answer a simple question?” you continued before he could interrupt.
“Hold on now, that’s not fair. I’m trying to do right by you with everything I do, I’m sorry that I don’t always have the right answer at the right time,” he said, his nostrils flaring with his restrained anger. 
“That’s bullshit, I don’t need to hear the right answer, I just want your answer, your opinion!” you were full on yelling now, “And if you are going to try and hold ‘doing right’ by me over my head, then are you doing it for the right reason in the first place?” you asked, your voice quieter now. 
“I didn’t mean it like that, and you know it,” Jake said, his eyes dark and his cheeks ruddy. 
Letting out a tired laugh, you shook your head, tears springing to your eyes, “Well you said it, so some part of you has to mean it. I’m sorry I’m not like the girls you dated before but I won’t change what I believe for your wants.” 
“I’m not asking you to change, I don’t even know why we are arguing to begin with,” Jake said, his voice deadly calm. 
“Because you have been absent Jacob, you have been too busy looking through whatever it is on your phone to answer my questions, I understand that you’re busy but that doesn’t give you the right to ignore me,” you said, angry tears thickening your voice and wetting your face. 
“I’m not ignoring you,” he said defensively, “I just got busy with this, it's important.” 
“And our wedding isn’t?” you asked, you knew that it was petty but you were tired of his excuses. 
Jake turned away from you, walking into the kitchen, his hands raised up to his head and his fingers laced together, “I never said that,” he said, turning around to face you again. 
“Well you may as well have,” you finished, your voice as cold as the night you had left him at the bar. You turned away from him and stuffed your feet in your shoes, opening the door to his apartment, you made sure to slam it behind you as you left. You raced down the stairs to the ground floor as the tears you had been trying to hold back started streaming more heavily down your face.
Throwing yourself into your car, you cranked the key over in the engine. Pushing your foot down one the clutch, you shifted into first. Before pulling out of the spot, you put your head down on the steering wheel, letting a small sob escape you. The ring on your finger felt heavy for the first time since you had accepted it from Jake almost four months ago. 
Lifting your head, you pushed your foot in on the gas and pulled out of the parking spot. Looking in your rearview mirror, you saw Jake standing in the parking lot behind you, watching as you drove away. 
“Shit!” he yelled, slamming the door to his apartment closed behind him. Jake picked up his phone, the reason for the whole argument, and threw it at the wall. It hit the floor with a crack and his heart constricted in his chest. Rushing over to it, he plucked it off the floor, hitting the lock button to make sure that it still worked. 
“That was stupid,” he said to himself as he leaned against the counter. Unlocking the phone, he pressed the call button under your contact. It rang through to voicemail and he tried again and again, to no avail. Finally giving up on you answering, he sent you a text, Drive safe. I’m sorry I acted like an ass. Don’t forget I love you. 
With that, he dialled the only number he could think of, Beau’s. After two rings, he picked up, “Hello?” he asked in a whispered voice. 
“Sir?” Jake asked, “I need a little help,” he said. 
“What did you do now?” he heard the Admiral ask, his voice sounding exasperated. 
“Y/n and I had an argument and I put my fucking foot in my mouth,” Jake said, rubbing his hand over his eyes, “She left and she won’t answer my calls.” 
He heard a sigh before Beau asked, “What did you argue about?”
“She asked me a question about the wedding plans. I didn’t answer right away, I’ve been distracted with this upcoming mission,” Jake said, pausing, “I said some things I shouldn’t have.” 
“How bad?” Beau inquired. 
“Bad,” Jake said, his chin trembling with the effort of holding back his emotions, “God I’m fucking this up, I leave for deployment in two days, I don’t know if she is going to talk to me before then.” 
“Take a deep breath, I’m sure that by tomorrow she will be willing to see–” Beau stopped talking, the sound of his phone vibrating came through the line, “She’s calling me, hold on.” 
The call was still connected, but he was on hold. He sat like that, at his kitchen table for twenty minutes before Beau picked up again, “Please tell me that you didn’t say what she said you did.” 
“I probably did, what did she say?” Jake asked his heart in his throat. 
“That you are an asshole, who is having doubts,” Beau said, “Tell me it isn’t true, because as much as I like you Seresin, I love her.” 
“I’m not having any doubts,” Jake said immediately, “She just took what I said that way, I didn’t mean it like that, I just I’m not good with feelings and all of the sudden she was angry with me and I didn’t even know what I did. I love her too,” he finished quietly. 
“Good, then you can still fix this,” the Admiral said, “She’s at the pier, go pick her up.” 
With that the line went dead, and Jake was running out to his truck, not even remembering to lock his front door on his way out. 
You heard the parking lot gravel fly as someone pulled in quickly. Hoping it was your dad, you turned around only to be met with the side profile of Jake’s truck. Letting out a watery laugh, you cursed the man, as much as you loved him, he was a meddler of the highest regard. You closed your eyes, waiting for Jake to come and get you.
After you left Jake’s you had driven home. Sitting in the apartment hadn’t done you any good, so you simply put on your tennis shoes and started walking. By the time you had made it to the pier, the winds had picked up and it had started to sprinkle, like even the weather knew that you and Jake were having a bad night. The only person, besides Jake, that you could think to call was Cyclone.
He picked up on the fourth ring, and you hoped that he hadn’t been sleeping. You told him what happened and where you were, and he said that he would come get you. Apparently he had other things in mind. 
Opening your eyes when you heard Jake’s door slam shut, you watched as he sprinted down the pier to where you were standing. The wind was whipping your hair across your face and the mist that had been falling from the sky turned into a steady sprinkle. You weren’t sure how long your teeth had been chattering together but you were suddenly aware of how cold you were. 
When Jake reached you, he stopped running, slowing to a stop a few feet from you. At that moment, those feet felt like miles. 
“I’m sorry,” he said, his usually commanding voice softer than usual, “I should have answered your question when you asked. I’m sorry I’ve been distracted, I’m just worried about this mission. That’s not your fault, and you shouldn’t have to pay the price for it.” 
You nodded, “I’m sorry I yelled at you, I should have been more patient. I’m just, you’ve been so withdrawn Jake. You’re supposed to be able to lean on me, if you can’t do that now, then how are you going to do it when we are married?” 
“I’m going to work on it,” he said, stepping closer to you, your frame now shivering slightly with the wind and the rain, “I’m not good with emotions but I promise I will work on it, for you.” 
He opened his arms, and you stepped into him letting him envelop you in a hug. He was warm and you felt yourself relax against him. Being in his arms again felt good, it released the stress you had been carrying. 
“Please don’t walk out on me again,” you heard him whisper into your hair, “I can’t lose you. I won’t lose you, not now, not ever,” he said. 
“You don’t know that,” you said quietly into his chest. 
Jake sighed, “I do, because I might be an asshole sometimes, but you love me.” 
You stayed silent at that, he might be right but you weren’t going to tell him that. Your thoughts came back around to Beau’s meddling when you asked, “How did you know I was here?” 
“I called your dad when you left. I just thought he would know what to do, he’s married, and he helped raise you,” he said quietly squeezing you into him tighter as you shivered again. 
“Let’s get you in the truck, okay?” he asked. 
You nodded into his chest. He guided you to the truck, one arm wrapped around you to try and shield you from the wind. Opening the door for you, you climbed in and were immediately surrounded by the warm air he had pumping out of the vents. Jake pulled the seat belt across you, and buckled you in, even though you could have done it yourself. He closed the door and jogged around the front of the truck, hoisting himself up into his own seat. 
The drive back to your apartment was quiet, the constant blow of the heater the only noise between you both. The air was not as tense as it felt in his apartment, but there was something between the two of you that didn’t feel quite right. As Jake pulled up to the building, he put the truck in park. You reached for the handle on the door but his hand on your leg stopped you. 
“I really am sorry,” he said again, “I don’t want this to ruin anything we have, especially before we both get deployed.” 
“It won’t,” you said, your chest constricting at the thought of feeling this off for six weeks, “I love you.” 
Jake cupped your face with one of his palms, “I love you too,” he said, pressing a gentle kiss to your lips. You returned the kiss in kind. When you broke away from him, you pressed a kiss to his hand before turning your head and opening the door. Jake jumped out quickly, escorting you to the door and making sure you got in okay before leaving. 
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The next day, things were still feeling a little tentative. You had gone through the usual routine of going to church in the morning, kissing his cheek when saying ‘Peace be with you’ and holding his hand for the Our Father, and then meeting up at your apartment for breakfast but the post argument feeling had yet to clear the air. 
Despite that, you both tried to enjoy each other’s company. Jake’s mission was in the morning, he would need to leave so early he wouldn’t have time to swing by or even call before you would need to go on yours. So, you set aside all technology and all your apprehension and snuggled on the couch together. 
You were lying down on your side across the couch, Jake had joined after a refill of his coffee cup, sandwiching you between his body and the backrest. You placed your head on his chest, moving your leg so it covered his own and tried to concentrate on the film you had put on. Your ears, however, kept making your brain concentrate on the gentle thumping of Jake’s heart and the noise of his lungs expanding and shrinking as he breathed. 
You lost yourself in your thoughts, only disturbed when Jake spoke, his deep voice sounding more gravelly through his chest, “What are you thinking, baby?”
“Your heart’s beating,” you replied. Jake shifted so the arm that had been squished underneath you now rested behind his head, while his other hand played with the battery compartment of the remote control.
“Only for you,” he whispered under the sound of the scene unfolding on TV. If you hadn’t been so concentrated on him, you might have missed his reply. Jake closed his eyes, wishing you could stay like this forever. 
“I don’t think we’ve ever argued before,” you said.
“No, I think that was our first time… Let’s not do that again,” Jake said quietly.
“Yeah. Let’s not,” you agreed, continuing in a quieter voice you said, “I should get up. I need to pack for tomorrow…” 
“You really should,” he answers with a sleepy voice, “But you won’t. You’re going to stay nice and snuggly with me, under the blanket, and we’re going to have a nap,” he adds, dropping the remote so his hand could move to gently trace the side of your arm with a lazy finger.
“We can't,” you mumbled into him, “We don’t have time.” 
Jake hummed, opening one eye to look at you, “I’ll put an alarm on, we’ll wake up in an hour, how does that sound?”
You didn’t answer. You were already falling asleep, breathing in the scent of Jake’s soap and that woodsy scent that drives you crazy, the one that was just him. Stopping the tracing for just one moment, he fished his phone out of his pocket and turned it on just to set up a timer. 
Jake dropped his phone to the ground and brought his hand up to brush some hair away from your face. He looked at you, drinking in your peaceful expression. Yes, he thought, he could definitely do this forever. He would happily watch you snuggle further into his chest as he caresses your cheek with his knuckles for the rest of his life. His eyes drifted closed and he too dropped off into a blissful sleep. 
The alarm never went off, Jake had forgotten to press the save button on his phone. You both snuggled for the next three hours, only waking up when the doorbell rang. With a groan, you extricated yourself from Jake’s groggy cuddle and went to look through the peephole at a man holding a large bouquet of flowers. 
After signing for the delivery, you carried the bouquet inside, depositing it on the kitchen table. The buds were a mix of chamomiles, white hyacinths, irises, lilacs, asters, and basil. You didn’t need to read the note to know who had sent them, only two people in your life knew enough flower language to send you such a strange mix of flowers. Dropping them all into a vase, you tried to remember what it all meant. 
You knew basil meant ‘good wishes’ and that asters were a symbol of love. A quick google search told you that white hyacinths signified ‘prayers for someone’, chamomiles stood for ‘patience in adversity’, irises meant ‘Faith' and lilacs meant ‘Joy of youth’. Opening the note, you skipped the message to see if your guess had been right. Indeed, Cyclone had signed his name in his usual messy scroll.
“Did you order anything?” Jake asked, finally finding the courage to get off of the sofa. He walked up behind you, wrapping his hands around your waist and hugging you from behind, snuggling into your neck. 
“It’s from my dad,” you replied, handing him the card.
“Congratulations on the milestone! The first fight is never pleasant, but it is something every couple goes through. Elisabeth and I's first argument happened two weeks after the wedding. I was working on a promotion, hadn't been home much and it was bothering the both of us. It all came crashing down over peas. We couldn't agree on how to cook them and soon enough we were screaming at each other. At the time, it felt insurmountable. Now, with the benefit of time we can look back and laugh. Trust me, you will too. In the meantime, Lizzie and I have found the next verses to be particularly good at guiding us towards healing and reconciliation.
'Make allowance for each other’s faults, and forgive anyone who offends you. Remember, the Lord forgave you, so you must forgive others.' -- Cyclone
'Therefore, confess your sins to one another and pray for one another, so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective.' -- Lizzie
Don't forget that marriage, as much as it is about love, is also about compromise and teamwork. Make sure that regardless of what you feel, you face the problem together. Love, Beau," Jake read in his still groggy voice. 
“I think it’s pretty clear what we should do,” you said, thinking about the words Cyclone had written. Jake hummed, taking your hand he led you into your bedroom. 
You picked your rosary from the bedside table, opened the velvet pouch and dumped it into your hand. Kneeling down next to the bed, you took Jake's hand and the two of you prayed the rosary together. As you worked your way through the beads, your only thought was on God and how he had brought Jake into your life. 
When the rosary had been prayed, you and Jake kneeled in silence a moment longer. He pulled you into his chest, holding you tight, "I'm sorry we argued. I love you so much. You are everything I've ever asked for, kind, caring, loving, and I can't imagine my life without you." 
You smiled into his chest, "I love you too. You are a good man, Jacob Seresin." 
You felt him sigh against you, "You are the best woman, so forgiving." 
You let out a quiet laugh, "I do my best." After spending a few minutes in silence, you groaned, falling halfway on the bed, “I suppose we should get ready,” getting up from where you had kneeled. You willed yourself to open your wardrobe and started pulling things out to put inside of your bag, Jake was still kneeling next to the bed, seemingly lost deep in thought.
“I don’t have doubts,” he eventually said, pulling your attention from packing your duffle, “I don’t know much about life, I don’t know what the Lord has in store for me, but I know I love you. That’s the only thing I’m certain of, mia cara. I don’t know if the sun will rise for me tomorrow, I don’t know if I’ll fly, or if I’ll land, I don’t know what I’ll have for breakfast, or if the truck will run. But I know that whatever happens, I will love you. Yesterday, now and tomorrow, and for the rest of time,” he continued, “You’re stuck with me,” Jake laughed.
“I will happily be stuck with you,” you replied through the tears that had welled up in your eyes. 
Jake pulled you into a hug muttering, “I should go,” against the top of your head. Jake leaned back and cupped your face in both of his hands. “I,” he said, planting a kiss on your lips, “Love,” he added, kissing you again, “You,” he kissed you once more, deepening the kiss and keeping it going until you needed to come up for air. Once you did, you looked up to find him staring back at you with tearful green eyes, “I’ll miss you, mia cara. Don’t forget about me,” he said.
“I could never forget you. I’ll miss you too. Stay safe, come back to me,” you replied. Jake let go of you. He moved towards the door, bending down to get his backpack.
“Wait,” you called out. You walked towards your bag and fished out your Bible. As if he could tell what you had in mind, Jake took out his own Holy Book from the bag and held it out to you. You exchanged your Bible for his, letting your hands briefly caress the brown leather cover. Jake closed his bag, and as if willing himself to go through with it, walked out of your apartment and into his truck without looking back.
You finished packing late that night, barely having enough energy to shower and do your nightly skincare routine but once you laid in bed, staring into the darkness of your room, only lit by the dim red glow of your alarm clock, you found it impossible to fall asleep. You swung your legs off of the bed and pulled on your dressing gown, wrapping it tightly around you. You shuffled to the kitchen where you switched on the kettle and picked a tea bag out of your extensive collection. While the water boiled you closed your eyes, trying to think of what to do now that you were awake, suddenly getting an idea, you went searching for a pen and a sheet of paper. 
You rooted through cupboards until you found what you were looking for, the Jane Austen fan in you cross that the only paper you seemed to have happened to be lined, and sat down at the kitchen table after pouring the water into a mug and onto your teabag. While the beverage steeped, you set about writing the letter.
“My Darling,
Forgive my letter writing, I am rusty. I used to have a penpal in high school but we were both inexperienced and I don’t think we followed all the rules. 
I’m writing this letter because I love you. 
And there really is no better way to do that than with the immortal genius of Jane Austen, “In vain I have struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed, you must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you.”
So let me tell you. I love your strength, your bravery, and your unwavering faith. You are always ready to lift me up when I need it, to carry other people’s burdens when they need a minute of respite. You are faithful, both to me and the Lord, never doubting or questioning your convictions and your beliefs. But I love the rest of you too, from the tips of your toes to the top of your head, even the bits of you you don’t like and the bits you don’t know about. I love you now and I’ll love you forever.  
My Darling, I want nothing more than to be the person you need me to be. I want to be your rock, your partner, your confidante and your wife. I want to make your house a home, to help you as we raise our future children, I want to shoulder your burdens so the weight can be halved. I want you to know how dearly I love you, and sadly, I find myself lacking. 
The Bible says: “Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love. -- Ephesians 4:2”, Jake, my Love. I am sorry, I haven’t been gentle, and I certainly haven’t been patient. 
I know you have been preoccupied with the mission and in all honesty, I have been throwing myself into the wedding planning to avoid thinking about it. I’m scared, I know this mission is dangerous. They always are, but this one is the worst so far. I know you can’t tell me, or you won’t so I don’t have to worry, but I find myself doing so anyway. I’m scared you won’t come back. I’m scared because you can’t call or text to tell me how it went and I’m scared I might not pray in time. 
But instead of trusting the Lord to keep you safe, I let my worries get the better of me. I argued when I should have been spending my time with you, soaking up every moment I could spend in your arms. Jake, I said a lot of things I regret, and I walked away knowing that it would hurt you. I let myself believe you were uninterested and unwilling to marry me when I know it is untrue.
I can’t wait to be in your arms again and make good on my promises to do better, for you. To be more patient, and loving, and understanding, for you. Stay safe, I love you.
Faithfully ,and forever, yours,
Y/n”
You drank your cup of tea, trying to gauge whether or not you would be able to sleep if you went to bed now, but you knew deep down that your mind would not quieten down until the letter was delivered. In order to try and sleep that night, you decided you would have to hand-deliver it. Another idea struck you. 
Standing from the table, you made your way into the bedroom. Sinking to your knees in your closet doorway, you dug through the basket you had there full of scarves, hats, and gloves. Pulling out the tan cashmere, you held it up to your face, pressing your nose into the clean fabric. It smelled like the fabric softener you used. A few months ago you left the scarf at Jake’s apartment and he had only just returned it to you. He said something about how it smelled like your perfume. Standing with the scarf in hand, you took it into the bathroom, spritzing it a few times with the expensive perfume that you saved for special occasions. 
Before you could overthink it, you took the scarf and the letter, and headed to Bobby’s apartment. You knocked on the door and hoped that he would answer, you didn’t have the courage to deliver the letter in person. 
Bob cracked the door open, his eyes looking tired, “Y/n? What are you doing here?”
Holding out the scarf and the letter, you said, “I just, I need you to give this to Jake for me tomorrow, before you leave for the mission,” looking down at the ground. 
Bob didn’t respond for a moment, you figured he was looking at the scarf you had held out to him. 
“Okay, is everything alright?” he asked. 
You let out a sigh before answering, “Yeah, I’m just not ready to say goodbye yet.”
He nodded, “I understand, Maria and I Facetimed for the whole afternoon, and we only just said goodbye because she couldn’t stay awake any longer.” 
You gave him a sad smile and he pulled you into a friendly hug, “We are going to be alright, Y/n, you’ll see.” 
You smiled, “Thanks Bob, I hope you’re right.” Stepping back from the hug, you handed him the scarf and letter, “Thanks again for doing this for me.”
“Of course,” he said, “You’d do the same for me right?” 
“Any time,” you replied before turning and making your way back to the car.
----
Jake arrived home, tired and crabby. The road had been a pain, usually the night offered some respite against the traffic but that night, it was as though all the bad drivers San Diego had to offer had all decided to simultaneously congregate right at the time he had turned the key in the ignition. The fact that he wouldn’t see you in the morning was also weighing heavy on his chest, especially since the tension of your argument hadn’t quite dissipated yet.  
He dropped his bag onto his sofa after taking out your bible. He looked at the book for a minute, the beautiful white colour of the hardback, the golden word written front and centre and when he opened he saw all the annotations and highlighted passages. Jake opened the first page and looked at the key. Something caught his eye, under all the usual colours and their explanation, Jake noticed a thin stripe of marker pen in his favourite shade of red, next to it, you had written an equal sign and his name. 
Jake sat down on his couch, opening the book at random intervals to see what you had highlighted. It seemed like you had highlighted passages red just about anywhere for him, and made little notes, especially in the book of psalms, where you had written prayers for his safety, guidance and future in the margins.
He felt tears well up in his eyes, and a few seconds later, a fat tear fell onto the pages of the Bible. To avoid causing any more damage, Jake closed the book and got up from the sofa to make himself a cup of coffee. By the end of his third cup of the night, Jake sat down on his coffee table to write you a letter. 
“Mia Cara,
I have never written a letter before in my life -- scratch that, I have. They made us write one to a president when I was in second grade. I picked Abraham Lincoln and spent most of the letter asking him why he wore such big hats -- but this felt right. 
I just wanted to remind you, my angel, that I love you. 
We both know I’m not good with words, I tend to put my foot in my mouth, or stammer and stutter on words we both know I can pronounce but nerves won’t let me, so if you don’t mind, I’ll be borrowing other people’s words to tell you how I feel towards you. 
There is a poem by the Syrian poet Nizar Qabban I like that goes like this,
“In the summer
I stretch out on the shore
And think of you. Had I told the sea
What I felt for you,
It would have left its shores,
Its shells,
Its fish,
And followed me.”
I think of it whenever I pray because I wonder, if God didn’t know you, would he have wanted to come down and meet you? Especially when I tell him of your smile, as enticing as the ocean on a hot summer’s day. When I tell him of your eyes, blue like an oasis in the middle of a desert. Or your hair, golden like the rays of the California sun. 
Would he have come down when I told him of your voice, sweet like honey. Or when I spoke about your hands, soft like silk and warm with love. 
But of course He knows, because no one else could make a face as lovely as yours. No one else could create a being as kind, caring, and wonderful. And no one else would be good enough to bestow it upon me, to cherish and to love, to guide and care for for the rest of eternity.
Mia Cara, I love you. I want to be the man you deserve. I want to be everything you need and want and more, I want you to be able to come to me when you need help and know that I will be there to help you carry your burdens. But for that, I need to be more open with my emotions. 
So, here it goes. I know it’s no excuse for not listening to you, but I am so scared about this assignment. Leading a mission is a lot easier when there’s nothing at stake, and while, in our line of work, we never truly get to no stakes, we sometimes get close enough that I can ignore the pit of panic in my stomach. But not for this one. I know I can’t tell you details but I think you know. You always know, you’re good at that, deciphering what people mean or feel without them needing to tell you. I’m sorry I relied on that instead of telling you. Telling you that I am terrified of having to tell Maria that Bob didn’t make it, or telling Annie that Rooster won’t come back home. I’m scared for the others too, but I won’t have to look their families in the eye across the Christmas table for the rest of my life. 
I know it isn’t much, but admitting this too you feels both strange and freeing, I will keep working on this until being honest with my emotions feels normal. In the meantime, my Angel, I will think of you and pray for you until you are in my arms again.
Thank you for being my partner in life, love and faith. And soon, marriage. 
Forever yours,
Jake”
Once finished, Jake sealed the letter in an envelope. He went to his bedroom, where he fished out one of his old Texas Longhorns sweaters. He picked the one you liked best, the one you would always steal whenever you were cold when you came over. Despite the amount of time Jake had owned the sweater for, it was still in relatively good condition, the orange colour of the fleece hoodie had been washed out a little, but the inside was still soft and wam, and since he had worn it only days prior, it still smelled like him. 
He folded it up neatly and placed it in a plastic bag with the letter. Then, Jake picked up his keys from inside the lock and made his way to his truck. You would likely be in bed, and he didn’t want to disturb your sleep, so Jake drove to Beau’s. He knew the Admiral would be there to send you off, he got to base ridiculously early anyway, and he would never miss an opportunity to tell his little girl goodbye. 
Jake rang the doorbell and Elisabeth opened the door. He silently handed her the bag, trying not to look her in the eyes when she looked inside. A sad smile made its way onto her face, and she brought her hand up to his face, “You’ll be okay, Jake,” she tried to reassure him. Jake nodded briefly, turning on his heels and walking back to his truck, hoping that Elisabeth couldn’t see him wiping tears away with the sleeve of his sweater.
----
Jake was hot. Well he knew that he was hot, but right now, he was sweating in his flight suit. The sun was beating down on him through the plexiglass of the cockpit canopy and the adrenaline and stress from the mission weren’t helping to cool him off any. “Rooster, where are you man?” he called out through the comms, his voice straining against the Gs that he was fighting. He had just completed a bombing run with Rooster. The target was an enemy mine field just outside of a hostile enemy compound. The threat of SAMs was still present, but without the same risk as the uranium mission. 
“On your six Hangman,” Bradley called back.
“Enemy aircraft inbound,” Bob’s voice called out through the comms, “Hangman watch your nose, he’s coming right at us.” 
Jake’s right hand left the stick for a second to press against the patch on his chest before guiding his plane out of the climb he had been in, trying to make himself smaller for the enemy’s missile lock. The missile lock alarms in his F18 began going off just as Phoenix yelled, “Smoke in the air Hangman, evade, evade.” 
Jake rolled the plane, hitting the button for flares quickly. He knew that it had been a close call because he could feel the heat from the explosion inside his cockpit. 
Rooster’s voice confirmed it, “Jesus, Hangman, that was close.” 
“Yeah, too close,” he said, bringing his plane around quickly to take on the 5th generation fighter, “Let’s take this guy down before he sends one of us home in a body bag.” 
Jake tried to clear his mind and let instinct take over, he would need every ounce of skill and training that he had to take down the fighter in a dogfight, even with the backup of Rooster and Phoenix. 
“Rooster, Phoenix, you two break right and left, let's try to box this guy in,” Jake said, his voice holding the authority he now possessed. 
“Where does that leave you?” Bob chimed in.
“As the bait,” Jake responded, his mind drifting to you for a moment before the fifth generation fighter was making his way around for another pass at Jake. The letter he had received as well as the scarf had made him want to leave the mission all together and hug you. He had never contemplated going AWOL harder in his whole life. Deciding to trust God, he left with his team, praying every night that he would make it back to you. 
The letter you had written made him tear up, the thought that you found yourself lacking hurt him, you were perfect, and he couldn’t wait to tell you that the next time he saw you. The soft cashmere of your scarf had been clutched tightly in his hand the entire flight to the ship. At night, he slept with it on top of his pillow, your sweet scent dragging him into a peaceful sleep every night. 
You and Vegas had been split up as pilot and WSO, with the added animosity between the two of you and her efforts to break up your personal relationship, you felt it was time for a change. Your new pilot, Jensen Johns, callsign JJ, was a burly man. He was large for a fighter pilot, but he had a heart of gold and was known as the ship’s teddy bear. He had a wife and four kids waiting on him at home, you had seen the picture that he kept in the jet. You showed him the one of Jake and you sitting around the Christmas tree in your matching sweaters, Gio had taken it when you weren’t looking. 
With the atmosphere in the plane less tense now that your pilot was not passive aggressively trying to ruin your life, the missions you flew felt better. The long range patrols and different training that they had you on were calm compared to the last mission you had flown. Often while you were in the air, your mind would wander to Jake. 
The letter he had written you was beautiful, it made you wish you could have seen him one more time before he deployed. His sweatshirt was too big, and colour faded but you wore it to bed every night, even though it wasn’t regulation, the risk of getting caught was worth being wrapped in his familiar scent. You hadn’t heard anything about his dark hop and you were hoping that was a sign that it had gone well. Every night you prayed that God would bring the both of you home safely. 
 —
Jake forced the air he had been holding out of his lungs, this moment felt familiar. He was climbing, chasing the fifth generation fighter into the sun when he lost sight of it, “Phoenix, I can’t see him, how close am I?” 
There was a second before she answered, “Ten feet, break right, break right.” 
He didn’t second guess the advice of his teammate and immediately slowed down, pulling the jet off and to the right. As soon as he turned, the fifth gen was on him, “Bob, you’re going to have to get a lock on this guy, there’s no way I can keep evading him like this and he obviously doesn’t have plans of bugging out.” 
“Copy, I’m working on it, Hangman. We have your back,” Bob replied. 
Rooster’s panicked voice interrupted Jake’s train of thought, which had wandered to you, “I’ve got another one on the radar, we need to take this SOB down.” 
“Shit,” Jake said, “Bob how’s that lock coming?” 
Over the comms he heard Bob let out a quiet huff before responding, “I’m almost there, give me two more seconds.”
Phoenix’s voice called out over Bob, “Smoke in the air, smoke in the air, evade Hangman!” 
“Dagger one defending,” he called out, deploying flares quickly. He glanced behind him several times until he saw the black smoke of the missile’s explosion. 
“I’ve got a lock,” Bob said. Jake responded quickly, “Fire at will Bob, take this guy down.” 
Bob fired on the jet, Phoenix and Bob were too close to the jet for him to have time to deploy flares and the missile made contact, “Splash one, splash one,” Rooster’s voice called out. 
“Looks like number two is bugging out,” Bob said. 
“Good,” Jake called back, “Let’s get the fuck out of here.” 
----
You rushed through the hull of the ship quickly, being sure to pick your feet up through the doorways or else you risked tripping. Everyone aboard the ship was rowdy and excited to disembark. You had only rejoined them for the six week duration of your mission, but most of the boat had been deployed for four months, needless to say, they were ready to see their families and friends. 
As you made your way up a flight of stairs, rushing out on the deck of the ship, you were blinded by the rays of the California sun and deafened by the noise coming from shore. Lining the dock were the families of all the men and women stationed on the USS Theodore Roosevelt. You and Jake hadn’t had any contact since he left for his dark hop, and he should have arrived back in California two weeks ago. He had promised to meet you when you disembarked the ship. 
When your phone finally managed to pick up a signal, it blew up with notifications. Many from social media, but there was only one person’s contact you were waiting to see come across your screen. As you cleared everything away, trying to sort through all of the meaningless notifications, Jake’s name floated across the top of your screen with a newly delivered text. 
Jakey <3: I’m here waiting for you. Got stuck in traffic so I’m towards the back of the crowd. Don’t worry, you’ll find me. 
You smiled at your phone before sending a text of your own, I can’t wait to see you. 
Locking the phone and slipping it back in your pocket, you gathered up your duffle bag from where you had dropped it on the ground. Using the large bag, you pushed your way through the crowded deck so that you were standing near the railing, looking out over the dock. 
An hour later, when the boat had finally tied off at the dock, it was announced that everyone should disembark in an orderly fashion by squadron. You let out a small groan, the fighter pilots on board usually were one of the middle groups off in that case. Waiting your turn to walk down the gangplank, you kept checking your phone for new messages from Jake, but with each refresh of the app there was nothing new to note. 
Disappointed at the lack of messaging, you leaned against the wing of one of the jets that was stowed on deck. If you were going to be required to wait for half the boat to disembark, you might as well be comfortable. By the time it was your turn to leave the ship, the crowd on the dock was beyond intense. There were families gathered around their service member, and people kept pushing and bumping into your short form. You stood on your tiptoes, trying to spot Jake over the crowd, when you heard it. 
Over the crying and laughter around you, there were a group of voices singing, “I’ve got sunshine on a cloudy day. When it’s cold outside, I’ve got the month of May…” 
You pushed more eagerly through the crowd, only one man could be so flashy that he would sing to get your attention. Finally you broke through an edge and spotted Jake, surrounded by the rest of the original dagger squad. The whole group of men and women were singing, quite loudly and slightly off key, to the song Jake always said reminded him of you. 
Letting out an excited squeal and laugh, you rushed over to them. Jake’s head snapped towards you when he noticed a blur moving quickly his way. As you launched yourself into his arms, he let out a loud laugh, spinning you around in a circle. The team cheered around the two of you, all of them happy that Jake’s mopey attitude would finally be a thing of the past. 
When he set you back on your own feet, he leaned in and kissed you for all he was worth. You gasped into his mouth, your hand finding its way up and into his hair. Jake pulled you to him tighter, letting out his own quiet moan into your mouth. The two of you were lost in the kiss and you let out a disappointed huff when Jake pulled back from you suddenly. He turned to look over his shoulder, calling back to one of your friends, “I’m a little excited, if you didn’t want to see a show you shouldn’t have come.” 
You let out a laugh as Jake set his attention back on you, “I missed you,” you said, pausing a second before adding, “I got your letter, you can always lean on me Jake.”
“I missed you too,” he replied quietly, his voice sounding a bit rough, “I got your letter too. You are perfect, there is no part of you that I find lacking in anything.” 
A blush burned across your cheeks at his words, “I don’t want you to change yourself for me,” you said quietly. 
“I’m not,” Jake replied, pressing a kiss to the top of your head, “I’m changing for both of us. I can’t keep bottling everything up, and you like to hear what I have to say, it's a win-win situation.”
You let out a quiet humm, “What’s the plan sailor?” you asked. 
“I thought that you’d like to get out of here ma’am,” he said, smiling down at you, “I have a relaxing surprise planned for your grand return.” 
“Then take me away,” you said, leaning up to place one more chaste kiss on his lips. Jake’s face split into a smile and he bent down to pick up your duffle bag off the ground. Taking your hand in his, the two of you lead the way back to his truck. 
Bob joined you on your other side, “How was it Dove? Everything go alright?” 
“Yeah, nothing too out of the ordinary, just flying long range patrols and doing a few bombing runs,” you replied, “How was it for you guys? Everything go according to plan?”
Bob stayed silent for a moment, “It went as well as it could have I think,” he paused, pointing a finger at Jake as he continued speaking, “This one decided to play the hero again, but we are all safe and sound now.” 
You turned to look at Jake, “You did what?”
“I’m mission leader now, I have to protect my men,” he said, quietly, taking in the look on your face for a moment, he added, “I will always come back to you.” 
You nodded, “You better, Jake, because I can guarantee you that if you don’t, I will be much worse than anything you could face on the other side.” 
He nodded, pressing a kiss to the side of your head, “I know honey, you can be scary when you want to be.” 
Once everyone had made it to the truck, you gave them all hugs and thanked them for coming to greet you before Jake helped you up into the passenger’s seat and shut the door. He drove you back to your apartment, your hand clasped tightly in his own. When you arrived, Jake only told you to, “Get ready for your surprise, bring something comfy and warm.” 
You rolled your eyes at him before making your way into your bedroom. Standing under the spray of the shower, the scalding hot water was one of the most heavenly things you had ever felt. When you had thoroughly washed your tired body, you climbed out, towelling off before dressing in your favourite jeans and a T-shirt. You unzipped your duffle bag, pulling out the University of Texas sweatshirt that Jake had sent with your letter. Slipping it over your head, the oversized shirt fell to your mid thigh and you couldn’t help but smile at how much larger Jake was than you. Before leaving the bedroom, you grabbed a pair of sweat shorts for later. 
You made your way into the living room, enjoying the look on Jake’s face when he saw you wrapped up in his sweatshirt, “Let’s get going, I don’t want to be late,” he said, his voice low and gravelly sounding. 
The two of you made your way out of the apartment and climbed back into his truck. 
“What’s that surprise you were talking about?” you asked, buckling yourself up inside Jake’s truck.
“Strap in, it’s a little way away, and we’re stopping by Costco for snacks,” Jake replied. He had been all smiles since telling you he was whisking you away for a romantic evening somewhere special. He had, however, refused to elaborate no matter how hard you tried to get him to slip up and reveal the surprise.
Jake had even taken your bag out of your hands, refusing to let you anywhere near the truck bed over which he had pulled the cover so you wouldn’t be able to peek, and climbed into the driver’s seat of his truck. He fiddled with his phone a little, pulling up a brand new playlist and attached his phone to the circular magnet fastened in his car’s vents on the console. He pressed shuffle and the first bars of Take Me Home, Country Roads began to play. 
You relaxed into the seat, looking through the window at the views until Jake pulled into the Costco parking lot and handed you a list, “I need to get gas, so, this is the snack list, grab as much as you can and I will meet you in ten,” he said. Then, reaching into the glove box of his truck he pulled out his wallet and gave you his card, “You know the pin, right?” he asked.
“And how do you plan on paying for gas?” you asked slightly incredulously, and hoping that Jake might let you pay this once. True to his word, you had never actually needed to pay for anything since you had been with him and while nice at first, you wanted to return the favour.
“This is my debit card, I’ll get gas with the credit card. Now, go, we’re losing time. I don’t want to be late,” he said, leaning over to your side to kiss your cheek and unbuckling your seatbelt and opening your door at the same time. After practically being ejected from the truck, you left to get a trolley and entered the shop.
Having braved the Friday evening grocery store queues you resurfaced ten minutes later with three bags of snacks. Jake was waiting in one of the parking spots closest to the entrance. You handed him the card and the bags, knowing your fiancé was stubborn about not showing you what he kept in the truck bed and abandoning your fight. 
Once he had hopped back into the driver’s seat and buckled up, Jake drove the two hours to your destination while humming to his playlist, looking at you out of the corner of his eye and sending you flirtatious smiles every few minutes. Eventually, he pulled into the Joshua Tree National park entryway with a grin. 
“Are we going camping?” you asked.
“Something like that,” he smiled mischievously, “We’re not going far,” he added. 
Jake continued down the drive to the Smith’s Ranch Drive-In Movie Theatre where he paid the ten dollar fee before reversing into one of the middle row parking spots. 
“Movie starts in an hour, should give us plenty of time to get cosy,” he said, already climbing out of the cab and walking to the truck bed. You followed suit, eager to see what else your date entailed. Jake pulled the cover off, revealing two thin yoga mats, laid flat against the bed, partially covered by a bunched up duvet, four pillows and a couple of extra blankets. Jake looked at it with a slightly disapproving glint in his eye, “Must have moved during the journey,” he concluded, pulling back the duvet to show the fallen costco bags, which had spilled snacks over most of the makeshift sleeping area.
The two of you changed into your comfy clothes in the drive-in bathrooms, not your ideal place, but there was nowhere else to go, before making your way back to the projection site. 
Your sweat shorts were just short enough that Jake’s sweatshirt hung down over them, making it appear like you had nothing on underneath. As you sauntered back up to the truck, the look on Jake’s face was priceless, “Don’t worry, I’m wearing shorts too,” you said, laughing a little. 
He nodded, eyes wide, “I’m sure you are darlin’,” his accent thick in his voice. He provided you a hand to help pull you into the bed of the truck just in time for the movie to start. The Back to the Future Marathon started at seven sharp, and ended around one in the morning, after a short speech celebrating the release date of the first instalment of the trilogy and a short appearance by Christopher Lloyd to finish up the night. 
“Didn’t know you liked Back to the Future that much,” you said, after most of the other cars had already driven off. Jake had pulled you into the covers with him so you laid together, facing each other, whispering in the darkness.
“Don’t hate me…” he replied, biting his lip with a guilty expression, “I despise it. I hate the premise. And why is Doc Brown hanging out around a teenager? Why is that truancy officer such a hard-ass? I just don’t get it,” he explained.
You looked at him in pretend offence, “How dare you?” you exclaimed.
“I know, I know,” he laughed, “Sue me. I think they’re bad films.”
“Then, why are we here?” you asked.
“Because, if the fact that you own this trilogy twice and that you proudly display the novelisation of this crime against cinema is anything to go by, this is your favourite movie,” he said.
“And you would sit through it all for me?” you asked, a smile on your face. 
Jake let out a quiet laugh, “Honey, I’d do anything for you.” 
You stayed silent for a moment, watching the man you loved so much before giving him a teasing smile, “Wonderful, I hear they’re showing Twilight in the cinema next week, I was going to drag Natasha along but…”
You sighed as you looked at him, suddenly growing more serious, “I missed you a lot” you said, the five words somehow not enough and perfectly fine at the same time. You would never be able to put what you had felt into words but when Jake spoke, you realised he understood perfectly.
“Yeah I missed you too. It felt awful not having you around, Bob and Rooster tried to help, but it didn’t do much for my mood,” he replied, “I don’t like being away from you,” he added.
You hummed, after a pause Jake spoke again, “I know we’re not supposed to before marriage, but what do you think of moving in together?” you raised an eyebrow, “We buy a house a little bit before the wedding and move in. We wouldn’t sleep in the same room until we say ‘I do’ obviously, but I don’t think I can be away from you for that long. I want to be able to wake up and see you in the kitchen, or come home after work and see you on the sofa watching that shitty tv show you like -- what’s the name -- the one with the visa applications and shit --”
“Ninety day fiancé?” you provided.
“Yes! That’s the one! -- I want to be able to come home and see you watching that. Spending any time away from you is unbearable, baby,” he finished.
You thought over his words for a moment, “What kind of house are we looking for then?” you asked. Jake smiled brightly, his happiness practically radiating through the darkness. He snaked one arm around your waist and slid you closer.
“I was thinking something a little further away from base,” He said, kissing you, “with a garden” he added, kissing you again, “and enough bedrooms for a truckload of kids,” he said, kissing you longer this time. 
You came up for air, “And how many kids is that?” you asked.
“Twenty to thirty?” he replied, grinning at you.
“Oh my, we should get started on that soon after the wedding then,” you laughed.
“It’s up to you, but I wouldn’t be upset if we started within a year,” he grew serious, “I want kids, Y/n, I’m ready,” he said, falling back onto the mats and turning on his back to look up at the sky.
“I’d like a little time to just be your wife I think. But I wouldn’t want to wait longer than a year,” you replied, lifting yourself up on your elbow and using your other hand to brush a loose hair out of his face.
“Isn’t your contract coming to a close soonish?” he asked.
“Two years,” you replied, “Why?”
“Just asking,” he said, then, after a pause, “It’s up to you what you want to do, but if you wanted to stay at home, I wouldn’t have a problem with that.”
“How about we get married first, then I decide?” you replied, having made your decision not to renew your contract as soon as the words had left his mouth.
Jake hummed, “So I think Navy blue and white is a little ironic…” he said, “Maybe we can add another colour, how about brown?”
“I like brown, makes it a little woodsy,” you agreed, laying back down onto the bed. Jake removed the hand behind his head and extended his arm over your pillow, silently asking you to cuddle close to him. 
You eventually drifted off to sleep, the excitement of being home and the comfortable atmosphere with Jake letting your body relax more than it had in weeks. Jake gently woke you once the drive-in parking lot had cleared out, and you slept the entire way home. Instead of bringing you back to your apartment, he brought you back to his, tucking you gently under the covers of his own bed. In the morning, you found him sprawled out on the couch, one arm behind his head and the other resting on his stomach, as small snores escaped him.
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them--bo · 1 year
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for the prompt thing, please can you do 13? it's my lucky number :) and any marvel thing is great!
God this one technically should have been at the bottom of my list because I wanted to go in order of requested, but I had two ideas and I couldn't not jump on this right away.
If I Killed Someone For You- Alec Benjamin
Characters: Peter Parker, Harry Osborn, Mentioned Norman Osborn.
Paring: Peter Parker X Harry Osborn (Parksborn)
Word Count: 521
Rating: G
Warnings: None!
“Harry?” Peter’s voice trembles as stands frozen, brain struggling to process what exactly he’s seeing. 
“I did it, Peter.” Harry smiles at him, his smile just a tad too wide and his eyes looking crazed and the wrong color. 
Green. 
Harry has always had eyes as deep and blue as the ocean, that could freeze you like ice if he was angry at you. 
Why are his eyes green now?
“Harry what- what did you do?” There’s blood splattered across his face, soaking his clothes, practically dripping from his hands. 
A cop car drives past Peter’s appointment, lights and sirens blazing. ‘They’re probably looking for him.’ 
As if he could hear Peter’s thoughts, Harry rushes over to the window and slams it shut, cutting off the airflow, yanking the curtains together so hard that he almost pulls the curtain rod out of the wall. 
“You can’t tell them that I’m here, Pete. They’re looking for me. You can’t turn me in.” He crosses to Peter and takes both of Peter’s in his own. On instinct, Peter tries to yank his hands away, but Harry’s grip is too strong and he can’t.
“I won’t. I won’t, baby. I promise.” Peter assures him, forcing himself to look into those eyes that are all wrong. “Harry, you need to tell me what happened. Okay? Just tell me what happened.”
“I killed him.” Harry says cheerfully, a smile on his face. “I killed him, Peter.”
“Who did you kill?”
“Norman. He’s dead now. And he won’t come between us ever again.” He releases Peter’s hands and takes his face with both hands instead, pulling him in for a kiss. Peter can feel the blood smearing across his face. He doesn't struggle against kiss, he just lets Harry kiss him. 
“I did it for you. I did it for us.” Harry mumbles against Peter’s lips. 
“I know. I know you did.” Peter responds with a tight smile. 
“I’m a little different now. I had to change. I guess you could say I killed the old me too.” Harry says with a giggle. 
“W-why don’t we get you cleaned up?” Peter suggests as he takes a step back, but Harry counters with a step forward. 
“Only if you come with me.” Harry’s voice drops and he leans in to kiss Peter again. Peter places both his hands on Harry’s chest and gently pushes back, tilting his head back slightly.
“I should clean this up.” Peter gestures to the blood trail that's following behind Harry. 
He looks where Peter gestures and frowns and for a moment, just a moment, his eyes seem to fade back to blue and Peter feels his heart jump. 
But it’s over too soon and the green snaps back. With another slightly off smile, Harry kisses Peter’s cheek this time. “You’re too good for me, Pete.” 
Harry goes to where he knows Peter’s bathroom is and closes the door behind him. He waits until he can hear the water start running to let out a breath he had been holding. 
What the hell had Harry done?
And what the hell is Peter going to do?
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Characters: Matt Murdock, Mike Murdock.
Paring: None!
Word Count: 425
Rating: G
Warnings: None!
“He’s dead.” Mike calls in lieu of greeting when Matt comes in through the front door.
The blind lawyer sighs, putting his briefcase down and loosening his tie. “You can’t keep doing this, Mike.” 
Matt makes his way toward the kitchen, pulling a beer out of the fridge. “Oh get me one.” His twin requests, not getting up from the sofa of their shared apartment. 
Matt tosses one towards him and pops his own open. 
“Come on, Matty, the guy tried to burn down the firm you and Foggy worked so hard to open.” 
“That doesn’t mean-”
“What type of brother would I be if I didn’t try to protect my baby brother.” 
Matt makes a face. “You are 48 seconds older than me.” 
“Like I said, my baby brother.” 
“That’s not what the Devil is for.”
“Maybe not when you’re in the mask. But on my nights, all bets are off.” 
With another sigh, Matt crosses to the sofa, kicking one of Mike’s legs off so he can sit. “Maybe you shouldn’t put the mask on anymore.”
“Matt,” Mike sits up. “You know the deal. Most of the time, you go out and wear the mask. But-”
“But whenever you decide I need a break, you make me let you put it on so I can rest or whatever it is you think I need to do.” Matt’s not pouting. He’s not. But he certainly doesn’t need his brother to be this controlling of his life. 
Mike is quiet for a second before gently putting his beer on the table. “Matt. When I found you that night-” He cuts himself off with a heavy swallow and Matt feels bad. 
Mike’s talking about the night he almost died. When he fought Nobu and Fisk and barely managed to crawl home to his apartment. When he collapsed to the ground in the living room, he didn’t realize that Mike was there. Nor did he think he’d ever wake up again. 
That’s when Mike found out about the mask. That’s when he gave Matt the ultimatum that he either let his brother help, or he would go to Foggy about what he saw. That’s also when Mike moved in with him. 
“I know.” Matt says softly.
“I can’t lose you, Matty.” There’s too much emotion in his voice. 
“Strange, I seem to remember you wishing to be an only child once.” Matt’s either expecting a laugh or a punch to the arm or maybe both. 
“You’re my brother, Matt. I can’t lose you.” 
“You won’t” Matt promises. 
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ggsworldstory · 1 year
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At the wall
A young boy wearing a red top hat that had a gold crown at its brim sits in his cell, with a look of hopelessness on his face.
“Ok, maybe not a good place to start with, you’re probably wondering how I got here.”
“First’s things first, my name is George, but my friends, er one friend calls me, GG. What does it stand for? … I don’t know, I can’t really contact the person who gave it to me.” “As for how I got here, if this little thing on my head isn’t any indication, I'm a member of the Toppat clan, for my whole life, in fact”
“Yep, you heard me, I was born to THE toppat clan…….’s submarine division, not many people care about it compared to the big guys, like airship, but at least we don’t have to worry as much about the government going after us.”
“As for how I like it personally? Eh. sure I couldn’t really go anywhere myself, and the view of the ocean got old, FAST.” “but I got 3 meals a day, a stylish hat and both my parents are alive, heh, not gonna lie, I definitely miss them.”
 “They always celebrated the small things: First steps, first words, first eye glow, first piece of metal melted.” “My family has a history of these weird elemental powers, My mom wields electricity while my dad wields fire, so naturally, I get both.”
 I got pretty excited when they promised to “bring out my full potential” but it just amounted to constantly being told, “burn through this” and “short circuit that” I couldn’t even do it right most of the time.” “It's especially discouraging when I hear about all the cool stuff my parents use their powers for,the massive flame blasts, the blackouts,can’t help but feel a little inadequate…”
 “Anyways, this all started earlier today, I was in my room, practicing mario 64 speedrun tricks, when I heard my parents come in.”As he walked in, dad uttered,
“So, how are you doing, son?” sounding slightly nervous.
”Ok, what’s the bad news?”
 “Wait, wha-?” 
“You say that everytime you’re about to tell me or mom bad news, and I should know, because I do it too.”
 mom then replied, attempting to de-escalate the situation “I wouldn’t say it’s bad news, quite the opposite, you’re finally going on your first solo-heist!”
 I felt my heart damn near jump clean outta my ribcage “Wait?! WHAT?! I can barely melt a crowbar or power a lightbulb, and now you expect me to do a heist all on my own?!” I panickedly spoke. Desperately trying to calm me down, mom said, “well that may be true, but we figured you could use some field experience before we head to the orbital statio-” “it’s the captain’s orders, we don’t have a choice” dad Interrupted “Sweety! not so blunt!” mom shouted
“Ugh captain Sharkbite, not fond of that guy at all,it gets annoying having my parents get orders barked at them more often than my feet touch the floor, very annoying, and when they’re not doing that, they’re always blabbering off about fish, boasting their razor sharp teeth, or being jealous of some guy with a train and a big gun.”
 Dad then tried to reassure me saying, “I know this is a tad sudden, but we do believe in you” he said before giving him a hug. “Ok, I feel better”
“Great!” Mom replied “be at the front of the submarine in 1 hour.” I simply gave a thumbs up as the two left.
From there, I'd say I reacted rationall…y by screaming hysterically. “I DON'T FEEL BETTER AT ALL! AAAAAHHHH!”
 Enter, Jessica, my best friend. She had long orange hair, a blue hat, cyan neckerchief, orange and blue eyes and orange shoes. She even has elemental powers as well (water and earth to be specific) not sure how exactly she got em though. As much as I love my parents, sometimes it seems like she does a better job at keeping me from doing stupid crap than they do. Even if we’re definitely prone to more than our fair share of shenanigans and mischief, she can be a bit in over her head at times, but she’s always so supportive of me, she even gave me my nickname, and this cool crown and.... What was I talking about again? Oh, right” 
“Something on your mind?” she asked “I then explained the whole situation, and like any good friend would, she offered me a helping hand” “what if I went with ya?” she suggested “then it wouldn’t be much of a solo heist” I questioned. She then relayed to me her plan in more detail. It sounded pretty good to me, so I agreed
One hour later
I walked up to the front of the submarine, where the captain greeted me, handed me an earpiece and described the goal to me, “yer task is simple, get in, get out with so much as a single coin, get to the nearest body of water and press the red button on yer earpiece and you’ll officially be part of the clan, be careful however, no toppat has actually set foot in this place, but it’s the last place for you to be able to steal from before we head to the orbital station, good luck lad.”
 They then pressed a button, causing part of the ceiling to lower and the entrance to the sub’s cannon to be revealed. I've seen plenty of others get launched out of it to their heists, I was definitely not excited to learn how it feels myself. I got in, taking deep breaths every step, as the door closed I could hear dad yell out “Give one of the guards a big smack for me!” Unbeknownst to the others, Jessica was waiting in the surprisingly spacious cannon, which she entered through the roof after the back door closed. It was comforting having her along with me for this. “3…2...1” I hear the captain announce, before slamming a button, “Launch!” They shouted, and we were off
Truth be told, I don’t remember much from the flight, I just recall a loud bang, screaming, and a nasty earache.
It’s almost like our division has no goddamn idea how to spend the little portion of the budget we’re given.
Anyway, I woke up to Jessica who said, “you ok?” I told her I was and she replied, “good,cause it looks like we’re here” 
Thinking about that sight still sends shivers down my spine, before me stood the largest casino I’d ever seen, the building was large, blindingly bright, lacked windows, was plastered with all kinds of card and luck based imagery, and at the center there were three golden letters, “MOC” with a small banner reading “Mansion of cards below it”
I gulped, took a deep breath and nervously muttered, “well, here we go” and tried to step inside, but jessica quickly stopped me, exclaiming “woah, woah, you don’t just waltz into a place you’re about to heist from!” before leading me to the less, glowing side of the building, examined it a bit, then let out an “A-ha! An unguarded vent! Amateurs.” She then used a large rock  to break the vent door, and we began to make our way through the tunnel.
As we were crawling, I talked a bit more about what I was going through, “Jess, ya ever wonder if there's more to life than just getting shot out of a cannon, taking crap, then leaving?” sounding concerned, she responded with, “I dunno, but what’s making you think so hard about it now? Usually you seem content making the most out of your life on the submarine. “'Well, yeah, but it’s just a lot of pressure thinking about the whole, ‘this is the rest of my life’ thing, especially when I'm no good at it.” I said back.
She took a moment to think, before telling me “I get you’re feeling boxed in, but who knows? Maybe a curveball’s coming your way that’ll let you pick a new path in this crazy life, and whatever it is, i’m sure you’ll find a way to enjoy it, like you always have!” I’ll admit, that definitely helped me feel better at the time.
After some time, we finally made it to the main vault and I was mesmerized. Not just by all the money, but also the feeling of doing something right for once, albeit with some help. I think Jess was trying to explain something about what to do next, but I was too distracted by the feeling of sheer awe I was in.
That, was when I made the biggest mistake of my life
I picked up a coin from the massive money mountain before me to get a closer look.
Then an alarm went off.
I was immediately taken out of that previous feeling of awe and in its place was sheer fear and panic, I turned to Jess. She was trying to tell me something and was waving her arms in a signaling motion. I think she wanted me to calm down but I couldn’t hear her over the booming siren and the constant stomping of the approaching security.
So I did the first thing that came to mind in my flight-or-flight instincts, I ran, I ran, ran and ran like hell.
As I was panickedly sprinting, I remember a strange sensation in my legs, as if some kind of energy was sparking out of them, making me run faster.
But I didn’t have time to focus on that, I only had one thing in mind: Getting the fuck out of dodge.
The guards began rushing towards me, I felt my eyes widen with fear, and as before my instincts were at the helm and I tried to swipe them away as they approached. I recall a similarly strange feeling, but it was more so as if something was burning and I could swear I saw my very hand engulfed in flames.
But as before,I didn’t have time to dwell on these anomalies, I could only keep running, faster and faster, as the barrage of bullets as well as other weaponry grew louder and louder.
I’m not sure how far I ran, but I got a good distance outside the casino. And by the end of it all, I was exhausted.
My arms and legs were in intense pain, I was coughing and wheezing, my head felt incredibly light, eventually I could barely stand, and eventually collapsed on the ground.
When I woke up, my earpiece was gone, so I couldn’t talk to the captain or anyone else, and I found myself here.
I’ve never been to the wall, but I've heard more than enough about the immense cold, depressing gray ‘aesthetics’ and the view of the massive drop to the sea from the windows. I guess word got around about my attempted robbery pretty quickly, or I was out for a long time. I also remember the many warnings about this place I got from other toppats, about it’s infamously high security
Either way, that’s basically my story. I fucked up, got stuck here in this notoriously inescapable hellhole, and now, I can’t help but wonder; is this the end?
At that moment, a mysteriously enthusiastic yet simultaneously threatening voice cried out to the seemingly hopeless Toppat, “Or is it just the beginning?”
GG looked around, confused, before noticing, a crack steadily growing on the cell’s ceiling  before it broke.
After the dust settled from his landing, the mysterious figure revealed himself, a tall man with yellow and purple eyes, sporting a dark purple and yellow jester hat, and a big, ominous smile.
After the mysterious figure made his landing, GG could only sit there for a few seconds before asking “Who the hell are you?”
“The name’s Lown, K.Lown! Entertainer, extraordinaire!” The jester exclaimed
“...ok, but why are you here exactly?”
“Is that a serious question? Any performer worth their salt knows where to find a frown to turn upside down!” K.Lown yelped as he began to play a goofy tune on a kazoo he pulled from his hat. 
GG simply stared at the jester as he questioned what the hell was even happening. Before eventually speaking, “Uhhh, thanks for, whatever this is…? But I don’t see why you’re going outta your way to do some party tricks for some guy stuck in the wall.”
“Ah, impatient aren't ya? I always save my big disappearance for last!”
“Wait, really? how are ya getting me outta here?” GG stated, sounding slightly annoyed
“Hmmm. I hadn’t quite thought that far, hmmm, how about this!?”
He yelled out as he grabbed GG’s arm and jumped out the window. At this moment however K.lown began to show his true acrobatic prowess as he leaped to the rock wall adjacent to the window before bouncing back to the side of the wall, repeatedly doing so, gaining height until he reached the roof of the complex. “How’s that for a big disappearance?”K.Lown proudly shouted, GG didn’t say anything, as he was in a large amount of shock, still trying to process what he just went through. 
Unfortunately for the two, the wall’s security quickly caught on two their escape attempt and soon enough, a large group of guards had them at gunpoint.
K.lown simply chuckled, Chucked GG high up in the sky, before roaring out, “Can I get a volunteer from the audience?!”
 As the gunfire rushed towards him, the clown somersaulted through the volley and right into the fray, pushing the crowd of armed guards,who were now left confused and at risk of shooting their own through the chaos.
All of a sudden, one of the guards noticed their assault rifle was missing from their hand. All of a sudden the group hears a whistle from behind them, they turn around to find…
K.lown holding one of their assault rifles, with a big, crazed, clownish smile. He laughed maniacally as he unloaded the hoard’s own ammunition against them, while quickly maneuvering to avoid the shots coming to him as well.
When all was said and done, K.lown jumped down from the roof and onto the front of the wall, which was a mostly empty field of snow, he then raised his hands into the air for GG to land perfectly on them, which he did... For a brief second before plopping face first onto the ground, at this point he was knocked out cold, so jester simply dragged him into the back of one of the wall’s trucks that was conveniently nearby and drove off.
Several hours later…
GG woke up in the dark back of the truck, greeted by a brief silence, before it was abruptly intruded By the clown’s booming, “Ta-da!”
“So we’re really out?” GG Skeptically inquired.
“Believe it”
“Truth be told, I don’t remember much after you… jumped out that window…”
“Eh, nevermind that, we’re outta that winter wasteland, now just sit tight and I’ll get ya where ya need to be.”
While he was thankful for being busted out of the wall, GG was still overall confused by everything that was happening and figured he might as well try to get some answers, “if you don’t mind me asking, are you sure  you know where you’re going, Lown, was it?
“Why of course, why wouldn’t I?”
“Well I never saw or heard about you back home and I wanted to know how exactly you knew the Toppats.”
“Oh Toppats, schmoppats! Do you really wanna spend all your time in some sticky space resort, surrounded by lunatics?”
“Sure I’m not good at stealing and such, but it’s my home, my family, they’re probably worried sick right now…”
“Don’t you worry my heterochromatic friend, everything will be alright once we reach our destination, and whadya know, we’re here!”
As the truck stopped, GG excitedly walked to the back of the truck, K.lown then opened the doors to reveal…
The same casino that he had just come back from robbing and barely escaping
“Well, come on in!” K.lown said as he casually walked towards the building
“You coming or what?”
It was at this moment, GG began to question the motives of his new friend(?) He knew he needed to get out of this somehow, but he also knew that K.lown was quite the powerful individual, considering all the acrobatics he pulled off while getting him out of the wall (even if he wasn’t conscious through most of it). GG tried to back away in silence, but the clown soon interrupted with, “Don’t tell me ya got stage fright!”
“No, o-of course not, I just think… uhh, maybe it’ll be harder for the wall to find us if we split up..?” GG nervously retorted, as he turned around and began walking faster.
The jester let out a slight chuckle before responding, “Don’t try to make me laugh, YOU PIECE OF SHIT!” he then springed towards GG. His shout however, put GG into full panic mode and he began to run for his life, unfortunately he kept on bumping into buildings, statues, as well as other of the city’s setpieces that kept him from going at top speed as the jester chased him down.
After some time, GG ran into a dark alleyway to hopefully hide and catch his breath, at that time he could only stand there and hope the demented entertainer wouldn’t find him. But he did notice, as he snuck up from behind, and punched right on the back of GG’s head, leaving him unconscious once again
“Talk about playing your cards wrong, you shity screw up.” K.lown smugly quipped, before dragging GG to the casino.
When he woke up, GG’s arms were stuck to shackles in the ceiling of a small, dark room, filled with strange devices and a glass door was in front of him. Soon enough, GG noticed a man approach the glass door, while he couldn’t quite see well in the darkness he knew it wasn’t K.lown, the man was wearing a dark blue top hat with a red stripe at the bottom, had some short, brown hair and black shoes, before long he spoke in a low stoic tone, “So, you’re finally awake, allow me to introduce myself. My name Is Dice. H. Roller I am the owner of the casino you and your partner have foolishly intruded upon.”
GG’s eyes widened realizing that Jessica could be here as well. “What did you do to her?!” He quickly bellowed, Dice was indifferent to his reaction however. Simply giving a, “hmph, such insolence.” before continuing his monologue, much to GG’s frustration.
I assume you’ve already met my second in command, you may be wondering why I sent him to get you out of the wall just to put you in another jail, are you not? Well it’s quite simple; I believe stealing from someone like me is a serious crime, and the wall’s idea of punishment is… inadequate.” he said as he reached for a remote control in his pocket and pushed one of it’s buttons. Suddenly the once nearly pitch black cell, glowed with the many instruments of torture surrounding GG “When those are done warming up, you’ll be experiencing the kind of pain that hell only wishes it could put one through, don’t fret, child. It was only a matter of time before those insatiable toppats would try to get their hands on my fortune, and thus, it was equally inevitable they'd lose some of their members trying to grasp such an unattainable treasure, at least they’re losing clear deadweight like you, you can keep that speck by the way, think of it as a reminder of how much of a failure you are.”
 GG then noticed that even after everything,he still had the single coin he originally took in his pocket. Dice chortled and walked away.
GG then noticed a countdown near the top of his cell, presumably for how long the torture device needed to warm up, he could only stay there, watching it slowly countdown to zero and reflect on how things got to this point “well, I fucked up,Couldn’t do a heist on my own, couldn’t stop myself from raising an alarm, couldn’t stay out of the wall, Couldn’t tell that clown wasn’t trustworthy when I had the chance and I couldn’t even do anything right with or without Jess’ help”
 As he continued to look around his cell, he noticed on his left, a window into the cell next to him, and he couldn’t believe his eyes when he realized, it was Jessica! She was was knocked out at the time, given how she had already gone through a round of torture while GG was gone. Without hesitation, GG immediately tried to get her attention, “Jess, Jess! Wake up, it’s me!”
Soon enough, she awoke, “huh…? GG? Oh no, oh fuck no, you’re here too?”
“Sadly, look, I’m so sorry, I left you behind back there, I can’t do anything right can I?”
“I-it’s ok, you panicked, but there’s no time to dwell on that. Especially with that ticking down”
The timer was only at one minute until the machinery had finished warming up
“So, do you have a plan?” GG promptly asked
“I think… even through all of that hell I might have a bit of power left in me”
Even though he was suspended in the air, GG could feel the ground faintly shaking beneath him, then a hole formed under him, it wasn’t particularly large but it looked like he could fit inside it.
“That tunnel should take you right outside of this city, after I take care of your shackles, I want you to go through, run for the hills, and never look back.”
“And you’ll follow after, right?
“...”
“Right…?”
“GG,you’re not a ‘screw up’ sure, you sometimes act without thinking, but you’ve always been there for me, you’ve always inspired me with how you always roll with the punches, treating all the struggles in your life as challenges to overcome and never giving up no matter what shit gets thrown at you. Promise me you’ll keep doing that.”
“I’ll try” GG said as he used his elbow to wipe tears from his eyes
“Good, even with all the shit that’ll happen to me here, it’ll be a bit more bearable knowing you’re still out there”
“Jess…” GG muttered before Jessica used a stream of water to slip his hands through the shackles, consequentially making him tumble through the tunnel before ending up at the Las pay-gas border “wait, wait!” He shouted, but Jessica had already closed the tunnel behind him to make sure no one else would go through it and find him.
Despite the feelings of gloom he was going through, GG took his friend’s words to heart, and was determined to not let her down. And he dashed off into the night, and into a new life.
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we can’t stop, we’re enemies.
Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader AU
Run-through: After the events of the last battle against Thanos, you teamed up with Sam and Bucky to carry on your superhero duties. You got along with Sam just fine, he was a really good friend to you. Bucky however, was not. From constant banters, to unnecessary hand-to-hand combat, to purposely getting each other in trouble during risky missions, to being the main cause of Sam’s migraines; it was safe to say that you and Bucky considered yourselves to be each other’s nemesis. Although that soon changes when, courtesy of your silly banters, a certain mission goes slightly wrong - one which involves strong chemicals which, unbeknownst to you, were designed to mess with the brain and hormones, thus encouraging the need to breed and procreate amongst all those who inhale it...
Themes: enemies-to-lovers, smut, sex pollen trope, dirty talk, swear words, fluff
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“How is it going up there Sam, talk to me.” 
You spoke, waiting to hear from Sam through the ear piece. 
The three of you were on a mission on unfamiliar lands. Rumor had it that some shady organization was conducting illegal experiments. The whole location was spooky, and you needed to be thorough and quick. So Sam decided to get an aerial view along with Red Wing, and see if there are any threats coming your way while you and Bucky decided to check out the underground laboratories. 
The whole place was shadowy and old, it almost seemed like no one had been here in a long time. But still, these people were criminals so you had to gather every evidence you could which would lead you their way. 
And so far, after exploring the place for the past half an hour, you found nothing major. Just weird laboratory glassware filled with liquids and what not. 
“Sam?” you called out again into the ear piece, keeping your gun at the ready. “Say something damn it.” 
His reply came. “There’s something sketchy about the building at the back, I’m gonna go check it out. But you have to promise me you won’t kill each other by the time I get back.” 
You and Bucky sent death glares at each other in disgust. He was on the other side of the lab, flipping through files and papers, while you were searching the cabinets and drawers. The two of you were separated by a steel workstation. Dark leather jacket, metal arm exposed; you’d find him handsome if he wasn’t so annoying. 
“Sure, whatever.” Bucky mumbled, being his grumpy self. 
You frowned at him, “Dude, drop your fucking attitude.” 
Bucky rolled his eyes at you, “Don’t tell me what to do.”
Sam roared through the ear piece, “Enough! Focus, you two are in the labs and we don’t know what’s in there. Just, maybe look out for each other. Okay? I’m going in.”
“Be careful, Sam.” You spoke, sending another dirty look at Bucky. 
“Yeah y-,” 
Sam got cut off. All you could hear was some static noises and then complete silence. 
“Sam? Can you hear us?” Bucky tried reaching out but neither of you could hear him. “This isn’t good.” 
“Damn it!” You cursed. “Maybe he flew out of range. Or maybe we’re too deep under.” 
For once in his life he nodded, agreeing with you. “Let’s just hurry up and see what we can find. We need to get out of here as fast as we can and get to the Jet.” He said, flipping through more and more files and papers, his metal arm glistening in the poorly lit room. 
You sassed in the same tone he used before, “Don’t tell me what to do.” And you earned yourself another glare from him. 
Fifteen minutes later and you two still had nothing to work with. 
“This is useless. There’s nothing here, this is just bullshit.” Bucky complained, slamming down a file on the workstation so hard that it made you jump. 
You were annoyed. You slammed a cabinet shut and turned to face him. “Oh I’m sorry princess, is work getting too tiring? Do you need a break? Hmm?” 
“Shut up, you’re the one who keeps whining all the time.” He wasn’t wrong. 
You stepped forward, grabbing the edge of the cold workstation. “Well maybe if you’d quit complaining and actually do your part of the job, then I wouldn’t have to whine about always doing everything on my own and you taking credit for it in front of Sam.” 
He leaned forward, his metal arm already denting his side of the edge of the workstation. “Maybe if you’d stop bitching about everything and everyone all the time then maybe we’d get along and actually get shit done.” 
You leaned in too. “Or maybe if just me and Sam teamed up, we’d work better. I still don’t know why he keeps you around. Take your metal arm away, what are you? Exactly, just a hundred year old, confused man.” 
He smirked. “And what are you? Just a spoilt, whiny brat who knows how to use a gun?” He knew just what to say to get the reaction he wanted out of you. 
In less than a few seconds you had your loaded gun out in front of you, aiming it at his forehead. “And guess what, she never misses a target.” You spat at him. 
You had done this before; aiming guns at each other until Sam comes to break the tension. But Sam wasn’t here this time. 
Bucky knew you would never pull the trigger on him so he gave you a handsome, arrogant smirk which only pissed you off even more. “Come on, shoot.” He provoked you. 
“Stop pissing me off.” You warned. 
“Or what? You’re gonna shoot me for calling you a whiny, spoilt brat? See, that’s exactly what brats do.” 
“James, stop.” Oh he was getting on your nerves. You were agitated. 
He just smirked and went on. “I actually believe that that might be your superpower, destroying people by annoying them to death with how much of a brat you can actually be.” 
You glared at him, unmoving, furious. You placed your forefinger on the trigger. “Say brat one more time and I will blow your fucking head off and when Sam asks, I’ll make it seem like an accident.” 
He leaned closer, aligning his forehead to the barrel of your gun. He stared at you with his stormy, ocean blue eyes; inciting you to just pull the damn trigger. He watched you with mischief in his eyes. “Brat.” He mouthed, smirking right after and waiting for your reaction. 
You clenched your jaw and shifted your aim just a little so that the bullet misses him but still shoots right by his ear. You pulled the trigger without hesitation, shooting at the shelf filled with dark red and brown liquids behind Bucky. 
Bucky maintained his calm and composure despite the loud sound of the shattering glass falling on the tiles right behind him. “Brat.” He said again, out loud this time. 
“I hate you.” You lowered your gun but then noticed something behind Bucky. Smoke, or some sort of vapor oozing out of the broken flasks and test tubes. You froze for a second. “Bucky, look.” You walked around the workstation and joined him on the other side. 
The vapor quickly filled the room like thick fog, reducing visibility and making your throat burn a little. You coughed; once, twice. You looked beside you and Bucky was standing there with a look of horror on his face. 
The moment his supersoldier sense got a whiff of the vapor, something in him ignited. No… 
“We have to get out of here. Now.” You heard his voice, then felt his cold fingers wrap around your wrists as he tugged you along, making his way out of the lab. He tried to hold his breath but he couldn’t hold it very long. He tried to find the door to exit the room but that was hard too because neither of you could see properly. 
“This stuff,” you spoke in between coughs, “will probably kill us, won’t it?” You held on tightly to his arm. “You need to get us out of here now.” The vapor was reducing your visibility more and more. 
He felt the side of the wall, looking for the metal handle of the door through which you entered the lab. “It won’t kill us.” He growled as he looked beside him. You were standing close to him, so close, holding on to his arm tightly, a thin layer of sweat covered your face. 
It was almost funny how you had your gun aimed at him just a minute ago and now you were relying on him for protection. 
“How can you be so sure? Do you know what this stuff is?” You asked. 
He sighed. He knew. “I have a hunch, but let’s hope I’m wrong.” He felt warm. Deep inside something stirred in him. Animalistic, primal, feral. It was there, pressing and burning. Guess he wasn’t wrong. 
He finally found the door and he pushed it open, letting the two of you out and you took off running at once. You tried to reach Sam. A couple tries later, he finally responded. “I got some names, I think we got what we’re looking for. Where are you guys?” 
“We found…. uh, nothing. We’re on our way to the jet, meet us there.” Bucky responded, running beside you. 
You were confused out of your mind, not to mention you felt feverish. Hot, and you were sweating more than usual in places you’d rather not think about. Something in you was yearning to break free. You felt chained, you needed release. You felt like something had awakened inside of you; a deep hunger. Aroused, you felt aroused. Or was it just the adrenaline rush? 
By the time you tried to figure out what was actually going on with you, you both had made it to the Jet. 
“I feel sick.” you mumbled, stumbling on your way inside the jet. “I think… I think that smoke poisoned me.” You placed your palm against the side of the plane to hold on so you don’t fall. You felt like gravity wasn’t pulling you down anymore. You were a little out of breath. 
Then you felt a cold hand on your shoulder. You grimaced as it only ignited the fire which you just found out had been burning inside you since you left the lab. 
“You’re not poisoned. You’re not sick, you’re gonna be okay. We just have to… we have to get home.” Bucky was worse than you were. His enhanced senses allowed him to feel everything you felt, times ten perhaps. 
His heart raced as he got a whiff of your fading perfume, mixed with the adrenaline pumping through your veins and your natural, raw scent. He could feel your arousal from here, and it pulled him in so easily. All he wanted to do was to tear your suit off, pin you up against the side of the Jet and fuck the living hell out of you, stretch you out and just rail you until you could no longer take it. 
Fuck. 
You looked up at him; heart racing, palms sweating and even your mouth was salivating more than usual. “You know what that thing was, don’t you?” You asked, ignoring the way his cold hand upon your shoulder made you want to lean into his touch even more. “What was it?” 
You saw the look in his hooded eyes. Bucky sighed, pulling his hand away from you and the loss of contact made you whimper ever so quietly. You felt warmer and more and more breathless with each second that passed by. 
“They used to make those substances, long ago back when I was with HYDRA. I didn’t expect to find those here. They were used to… to try and see if they could get super soldiers to procreate naturally.” Bucky explained and waited for your reaction. 
“Sex pollen. Correct?” 
He nodded, “Yes.” 
You were a little shaken, but relieved knowing that at least it wasn’t poison and you wouldn’t be dying a painful death. “That’s… I mean, it could have been poison.” You didn’t know how to react after you pieced it all together. “How long before it wears off?” 
“Twenty-four hours unless...” 
“Unless what?” 
“Unless you fuck it out of your system well enough.”
That had you surprised. “Oh. Well that’s just great, isn’t it? Fucking perfect. I’m screwed.” 
Bucky tried his hardest to refrain himself from leaning in and biting that sassy mouth of yours, shoving his tongue past your lips to shut you up, to hear you moan and gasp and cry out his name as he takes you however he wants to… 
“We.” He corrected you. “It’ll get worse every hour.” He replied. 
You sighed and moved away from him, unzipping your combat suit partly and removing the jacket because you couldn’t handle the heat. Bucky cursed as you stripped into just a tank top and tight pants, right in front of him. He felt his cock get harder. 
“Can you not?” He sounded pissed off again; frustrated. “This is all your doing. The least you can do is make this a little bit easier for both of us.” 
His words made you turn around and glare at him. “How is this my doing? I didn’t even know what was in that lab.” 
He stepped forward, instinctively. The sight of your exposed neck and your soft skin was making him think of unspeakable things that he wanted to do to you. As he advanced, you tried not to look down at his cock, straining against his zipper. Your heart raced as you took in the size of his bulge. Enhanced super soldier indeed. 
“Had you not been a spoiled brat who can’t take a joke, you wouldn’t have tried to shoot at me nor would you have shot those flasks!” He argued, feeling more and more warm as he got closer to you. 
You took a step forward as well, fueled by annoyance, lust and anger. “Who was it who provoked me into doing that because they couldn’t keep their fucking mouth shut, huh? That’s right, your annoying ass!” 
Bucky pushed you against the side of the Jet without a second thought. He grabbed your wrists and pinned them above your head with his hand while pressing his body into you, his metal arm circling around your waist and pressing you further into him. 
He hadn’t thought this through. He hadn’t thought about how your warm breath would feel against his skin, or how warm your body would be under his touch. You felt feverish, having him this close. His tall, large frame and his tight grip made your whimper under him. Your body reacted to him naturally. 
All you felt was warm, his body heat, his scent. The feeling of his cold leather jacket against your flushed skin. You wanted him. Or rather, your body did. 
“Don’t you provoke me now, you fucking whiny brat.” He whispered, menacingly into your ear. 
You tried to ignore the shivers his voice sent down your entire body. But he saw it. And you could feel his erection press against your crotch. Just to mess with him, you discreetly moved your hips against his, making him hiss loudly. 
“What are you gonna do about it, dipshit?” You sassed, knowing that given his intensified senses he must be feeling much worse than you. 
He groaned as you kept grinding against him, your pulsating core rubbing against the bulge in his pants. And that only made it worse for both of you. 
“Fuck…” Bucky swore, before quickly pulling away from you, but not releasing you yet. “You’re such a bitch.” His body was screaming for you, each nerve ending of his was on fire. A fire only you could douse. 
You were just the same, on the edge and wanting to reach out for him; knowing he would satiate your hunger better than anyone could. Your body was throbbing as you stared into his eyes, your gaze lowering down to his dog tags. How you wanted those dangling right above your face… 
You heard someone clear their throat. It wasn’t Bucky. 
“Something you two need to tell me? Or is this just your new way of trying to kill each other?” A deep voice asked from behind Bucky. 
“Sam! Are you okay?” You escaped Bucky’s grip and rushed to Sam. 
He seemed alright to you. He nodded. “Yeah, we just need to get home. I need to notify the team and see what we should do next. What was in those labs?” 
You glared at Bucky. His smug face alone was pissing you off, but God right now you wanted to ride that man until the sun came tomorrow morning. 
“Just a bunch of useless experiments. Nothing major.” He glared at you as he said the last bit to Sam. 
The ride back home was one of the most painful, annoying and frustrating situations you had ever undergone. Each time you felt like someone was watching you, you’d turn your head to the side and find Bucky staring; and his stares would make your body tremble in need. 
Meanwhile he was having a hard time too, in more ways than one. He could feel his blood rush south even at the brief sound of your voice whenever you sighed in annoyance or talked to Sam. Luckily the latter could not pick up on the thick, sexual tension. 
Once at the compound, you each hurried to your own rooms and that’s where you stayed until the evening. Sam found it weird that you both skipped dinner but he didn’t need another headache today so he went to bed, telling himself that he’d deal with you two tomorrow morning. 
Bucky was a mess. Even after an hour under the cold shower his body was still calling out for you. He tried taking care of his business on his own, but that wasn’t working. He was still so hard it was painful. Nothing could make this better, nothing could soothe the pain - nothing but you. He needed you so badly it was driving him insane, like he was an animal in heat being asked to suppress his feral desires towards his mate. Being away from you was painful. He couldn’t help but hate you for no reason at all usually, but he’d do what it takes to be inside you and make you scream his name right now. 
You were equally as troubled at the super soldier. You tried taking a warm bath and tried to think of other things you could focus on, but nothing worked. Your toys didn’t seem appealing tonight, you needed him, all of him. You shivered at the thought of his taut, virile body under yours, or above. His masculine scent, the sound of his moans, would he bite?… fuck. You could feel your arousal leak out of you every now and then, it was insane how aroused you were. You couldn’t look at him for long without getting unnecessarily annoyed, but you would do anything just to have him rearrange your guts right now. 
What made it worse was that neither of you could stand each other at all. Enemies, you called yourselves. But right now you couldn’t help but crave each other in the most salacious way possible. 
Fuck this. You couldn’t take this anymore. You decided to swallow your pride and make your way to his room and ask him if you two could come to an agreement on how to fight this thing because it would be impossible to go another twenty hours feeling like this. You were burning from the inside. This was unbearable. 
Just as you opened your bedroom door, you were slightly surprised to find Bucky standing right outside your door. His metal hand up midair, as though he was to knock on your door and you happened to open the door just in time. You almost drooled at the sight of him; sweatpants and a tight, white t-shirt. You swallowed and cleared your throat. 
“Hey.” You greeted him, not knowing how to deal with this situation. You felt so drawn to him in that moment, so damn restless and needy that it was hard to breathe right while looking at him. 
“I was, uh, about to knock…” He didn’t know how he got here, he didn’t remember. Maybe it was the chemicals messing with his brain and turning him into a hungry beast. He didn’t care that he was knocking on your door in the middle of the night, he wanted you. He was craving you and that’s all he knew. Also the oversized t-shirt, the only you were wearing at the time, was not helping at all. 
“Yeah, um…” you rambled then stopped talking the moment you found him staring into your eyes with a wild look in his eyes. 
That was it. 
You grabbed him by the waistband of his sweats and pulled him inside, shutting the door behind him. Before Bucky could process anything, you had him pushed against your closed door and your mouth was on his, kissing him hungrily. Your hands slowly slipped under his tight t-shirt and you lazily trailed your hands up and down his toned abs. 
His hands gripped your hips on either side as he kissed you back with just as much ardor as you did. His body ignited the moment he felt your lips and hands on him, yet the heat was weirdly satisfying; it stimulated him but calmed him down at the same time. It felt perfect. This was just what he needed, you. 
Your movements were rapid and passionate, fiery. Hands roaming each other's body, touching and feeling and exploring; making each other moan like you were both touch-starved. 
You let out a soft moan when you felt his tongue slip past your lips, stroking the top of your mouth while his metal hand slipped under your shirt. Your body was tingling wherever he touched you. His touch made you feel way better than you had felt in the past few hours and you were grateful. Your moans sent his mind straight to the gutter and he couldn’t wait to be inside you. 
“I need you…” you whispered against his lips as you pulled away to catch your breath. “I need you to fuck me… right here, right now.” Your demands made him smirk as he looked down at you with lust in his eyes. 
“Oh?” he managed to still find the energy to be an ass to you. “Why don’t you go on and beg for it, then?” 
You scoffed, leaning in to lick his lips while you hand dipped into his pants. You grabbed his erected cock and gave it a little, gentle squeeze. He moaned like he hadn’t been touched in forever. Like he was desperate for one thing and one thing only; you. You whispered, “You need me too, Bucky. I’m not gonna beg you, I’m doing you a favor here.” You slid your closed fist up and down his length and made him moan some more before you let go and watched him groan and clench his jaw in annoyance. 
He looked down at you, panting in need just as you were. His hand slid into your hair and he gripped it, tugging on it just enough to make you gasp in pleasure and pain. “Still a fucking brat with that annoying attitude I see?” He leaned in to bite your exposed neck, making your cry out in pain before he licked the spot, soothing it. “Don’t worry doll, I’ll fuck all that attitude out of you.” 
He let go of your hair but tightened his grip around your waist as he placed his mouth back on yours. Kissing you like there’s no tomorrow; biting your lip and bruising your already swollen mouth. He was wild, and you needed it and more. 
He pushed you down on your bed, and stood back to watch you for a moment. How did he never realize that you were so naturally beautiful? He looked down at you like a predator looking at his meal; fiercely, ready to ruin you and make you scream and beg and satiate his hunger. As well as yours. 
“Well, if you’re done staring…” you knelt on your bed and reached out for him, grabbing him by the neck and pulling him closer. “I want you in me. Now.” Your demanding tone riled him up. 
Bucky grabbed you by the hair and tilted your head back again. “If you wanna get fucked, you’re gonna ask nicely. Understood?” 
You glared at him, shooting death glares right at him while your hand palmed him through his sweatpants. “I fucking hate you.” You spat at him, whimpering as he pushed you back down on the bed, quickly climbing on top of you this time. 
“I hate you too.” He knelt on your bed, straddling your waist as he tore your oversized shirt in half and off your body, throwing the pieces of fabric somewhere on your bedroom floor. You laid beneath him in just your underwear and he growled. 
“That was my favorite shirt, you fucking idiot.” You whispered, breathless, shivers dancing down your spine as he traced your mouth with his two fingers, slipping them past your lips once, then twice then trailing his now wet fingers down your neck, till your belly button. 
“You think I care?” he leaned down and took one of your breasts into his mouth, kneading the other with his metal hand. The contrast of his warm mouth around one and his cold hand around the other was driving you crazy. He bit, and tugged and licked; making your back arch off the bed as you purred in pleasure. 
Your hips moved on their own, grinding against his erection again to try and alleviate the pain. You were desperate. Bucky pinched and rolled one of your nipples while he lightly grazed the other with his teeth, and you let out a loud moan. 
“Please… please, I need you. Please…” You muttered under your breath, knowing he could hear you. Bucky smirked as he pulled away from your chest, ignoring the way his cock throbbed. “What’s so fucking funny?” You grabbed him by the throat, pulling his face closer to yours. 
His metal arm reached down in between your legs and he ripped your underwear off. The fabric hurt just a little when it tore against your skin. “Just that it's the first time I heard you asking for something so politely. It’s not so hard after all, is it?” 
Now he was pissing you off. You wrapped your arms around his shoulders and flipped the two of you around. You got on top of him and straddled his waist, trapping him under you like he had you before. You had better control like this. 
You grabbed him by the jaw and leaned in to kiss his lips, fiercely. “Stop fucking playing, Barnes.” You whispered against his lips, grinding against his hard cock again. He closed his eyes and hissed in pleasure as you kissed down to his neck, nibbling on his skin along his throat. 
He moaned, hands gripping your hips and guiding you as you rubbed your bare core against his clothed erection. “No? I thought brats liked games?” He mumbled. 
You pulled away from his neck and looked down at his smug face. “You are so fucking annoying.” You reached down in between your bodies and lowered his sweatpants all the way down until he kicked them off. You grabbed his cock and stroked him gently, agonizingly slow. He moaned shamelessly, and eventually caught on that you were just teasing him even more. 
“Don’t tease me…” he sounded just as breathless as you were. 
“Why? Not so fond of games anymore?” you sassed, rubbing your throbbing core against his thigh while you stroked him so gently that he felt like he was losing his mind. 
He growled as he grabbed you by the waist and flipped the two of you around, him being on top again. “Enough,” he growled in your ear, “Spread those legs for me.” He ordered, settling in between them as you spread your legs to accommodate him. He grabbed your thighs and parted your legs even more as he aligned the tip of his cock to your opening. “Now stay still, don’t move.” 
You braced yourself for him, but nothing could have prepared you for that. His length stretched you open until he was seated deep inside you, filling you up entirely to a point where you couldn’t even think of anything else other than him being balls deep inside you. 
You moaned as he removed himself entirely and pushed himself back into you, and watched in awe how you struggled to adjust to his size. He lowered his face again, and leaned into your ear, “Fuck….” you heard him moan; panting and swearing under his breath as he rocked into you. 
You were a moaning mess under him in no time. He kissed your open mouth while he rammed into you over and over again, making your eyes tear up. The burning need subsided a little bit as his cock brushed against all the right spots inside you. “Buck… faster, please,” You whimpered. 
He chuckled into your ear, “Needy little brat…” he mumbled as he sped up into you, making you lose your ability to focus on anything else other than him and his body. He pulled away from your face to look down at you, his metal hand coming up to wrap itself around your throat. “This is what you wanted since we left that lab, huh? For me to fuck your greedy little cunt? Hmm?” He taunted as he stretched you out completely. You lifted your legs up and wrapped them around his waist; allowing him to thrust deeper into you. 
You felt tears escaping your eyes as he pulled you closer and pressed his forehead to yours fucking deeper into you. He was relentless; each moan which left your lips only encouraged him to get more and more rough. 
You felt a pressure form in between your hips, your body begging for release. “Bucky… please.” You moaned, begging. For something, anything. You’d take anything at this point. But right when your walls started clenching around him and when you were just about to come undone; he pulled out. 
“Please what?” He surprised himself with how he was able to tease you in this situation when all he wanted was to make both of you cum over and over again. 
“I need to cum, Bucky please,” you cried, with tears in your eyes. 
Bucky leaned in to kiss your swollen lips, not minding the tears. “Do you deserve it?” He asked, and you nodded immediately, your body shaking with how bad you needed to cum. “Oh you do, do you?” 
You nodded again. “Please…please...” 
“Well since you asked nicely…” Bucky flipped you onto your stomach and pulled you onto your knees by your hips and pushed himself inside you again. You felt his muscular body press against the curve of your ass as he filled you up again. 
He rocked into you from behind. His hand found its way to your front and he pressed the palm against your lower abdomen. He liked how he could feel himself deep inside you with each thrust. And he liked how that drove you insane, he could by the way your walls gripped his cock. 
“Feel that, little brat? That’s all you’re good for… to take my cock like a good little slut.” He whispered. 
You groaned at the sound of his raspy voice, his words making you milk him even harder. “You wish, you dipshit.” You moaned as he sped up when you least expected it. You whimpered, and he chuckled now that he had you at his mercy. 
His hand travelled all the way to your throat and he choked you gently as he bent down to whisper in your ear, “I can assure you that no one is ever gonna fuck you this good,” he boasted as he very gently squeezed the side of your throat. But hard enough to make you lose your mind.
You could only moan and whimper in response while he kept pounding into you incessantly. “Fuck… please....” you cried. 
You felt the pressure in between your hips grow until you couldn’t hold back anymore. You felt him quicken his pace as he chased his own orgasm. “Cum for me. Now.” 
You didn’t have to be told twice. You came undone, hard and fast; moaning his name as you did. Bucky came right after you. 
You collapsed onto your bed, sprawled unevenly and not even caring. Your eyes were shut in fatigue, your heart racing and you could feel Bucky’s body heat right next to you. He was catching his breath too, mumbling something under his breath which you couldn’t catch. 
For the first time in hours, you felt at ease. Your body wasn’t yearning anymore, but the hunger was still there. So when Bucky got up to leave, you grabbed him by the hand and pulled him back into bed with you. 
He smirked as he fell helplessly onto your bed again, right next to you. “You want more, you greedy little brat?” 
You punched his arm before getting up and getting on top of him again, sliding your body down his cock. He hissed as you did. 
“Just another round.” You whispered, loving the sight of him under you. His tan skin against your white sheets, him moaning as you slowly lifted up and sank back down on his cock. Oh fuck… 
You placed your hands on his muscular chest to hold yourself up as you sped up, riding him like you’ve been dreaming of this whole time. His hands gripped your hips, guiding you up and down his cock until you both found a pleasurable pace. 
You weren’t going to last too long, but you just needed to have him buried deep inside you again. His thick, girthy cock stretched you open as you took him as best you could, moaning and whimpering desperately as he groaned and gasped under you. 
Your walls gripping him and milking him like they had earlier, not even a few minutes ago. You felt the pressure forming nicely in between your hips again. You let out a loud moan as you felt his cock reach places it hadn’t before, turning you into a mess. 
His grip on your hips tightened as he brought you down on his cock with force each time and thrusting upwards to fuck you deeper. “Cum for me.” He threw his head back, growling. “Cum for me again…” 
Your hand grabbed him by the jaw and you leaned in to press your lips against his, claiming his open mouth and muffling his animalistic growls as you came undone around him again. Your orgasm then triggered his. 
You fell limp on top of him right after and he instinctively cradled your head. “You okay?” 
You nodded, your sweaty bodies pressed against each other but neither of you minding it. “Yeah.” 
Bucky gently rolled to his side, letting you down on your side of the bed. You tried your best to calm your racing heart. Not to mention you felt much, much better than earlier. 
Bucky got up to leave again, and you grabbed his hand before he got completely out of your bed. He turned to face you with a smirk then groaned dramatically, “Woman please, I’m not a machine. The pain will subside now, I believe we’ve done pretty good at fucking it out of our systems. I can’t go all night, seriously.” 
You were in a haze so his words made you giggle. “You’re really leaving?” 
He looked down at you, sprawled on your bed. Your face was glowing, you looked ethereal. “You want me to stay?” He asked, wondering where the sassy brat in you went. 
You nodded. 
He smirked, getting back into bed next to you, “What, now you're obsessed with me?”
You rolled your eyes at him. “Shut up. I’m just saying since I might need you again in the morning, you might as well just sleep here.”  
He pretended to be hurt. “Wow.” He didn’t mind that at all. He got under the covers with you, “So… is it just the chemicals or are we…?” 
You snuggled closer to his side, he wrapped his arm around you, tucking your head under his chin. “Shh, I still hate you.” Your tired, soft voice reminded him of a sleepy kitten. 
He held you closer. “Of course.” He looked down at you and saw that you had already fallen asleep on his chest. He cracked a soft smile, whispering under his breath, “Brat.” 
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cjsinkythoughts · 3 years
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In Need of a Breath
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader
Word Count: 4007
Warnings: !FATWS SPOILERS!, Cursing, Zemo, Feelings, Another PTSD Flashback
A/N: So…Part 4 is going to have a couple parts to it. Maybe even three. I didn’t even make it half way through the episode on this one, mainly because I really wanted to fit in the Reader’s backstory and I wanted her and Sam to have a heart-to-heart again. I’m suuuuper tired, so I probably won’t be posting the next part for another few hours (it’s 5 am right now and I haven’t slept), BUT it’s my day off work and I won’t be doing anything I planned because my grandmother had a stroke a couple days ago so plans have changed and I’m staying in to help her, meaning I’ll mostly be writing all day. 
This Part is kind of a mix between off-screen and shot-by-shots, but it’s mostly off screen/what’s going on inside Reader’s head.
I’m really excited about future parts and the characters that are being introduced! I will say that after these parts, I will be doing one shots of previous MCU movies with the Reader, due to the information that is being given about the Reader now. You kind of see more of how she was affected/how she affected the previous MCU movies and what she was doing during that time.
Like always, this hasn’t been beta’d, again it’s SUPER early in the morning, and I’m really tired, so please excuse any mistakes! I hope you guys enjoy this part! Stay tuned for more to come later today!
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“You know…I’m really starting to regret saying yes to this.” You huffed out, craning your neck and squinting your eyes against the sun as you stare at the facility in front of you, hating the skin-crawling feeling of being back.
“Would you relax? Whenever you’re nervous, I get nervous, and I don’t wanna be nervous about this.” Sam shifted his weight from one foot to the other.
“Do either of you have a better plan?” Bucky grumbled, crossing his arms.
Gnawing on your lips, you finally take the lead and breathe out, “alright. Let’s go then.” You could feel the hesitance from your - what were they? Partners? Coworkers? Teammates? - the fellas before they started after you.
There was a sick twist in your gut as you entered the building, going through the lobby and security.
You had been there.
You had been there when Zemo impersonated Bucky. You had been there when Zemo unleashed the Winter Soldier at the Joint Counter Terrorist Centre Building in Berlin. You had been there during the battle at the airport. You had been there when Zemo turned Tony and Steve against each other in Siberia. You had been there when Zemo tore the Avengers from the inside out. Your family. The only family you’d ever known.
But you’d always been good about pushing your personal feelings aside for the sake of the mission. It’s what you’d been born to do. All you ever knew.
“Hey. Doll. You hear me?”
“Hmm. What?” You looked up from the ground to look into those enchanting blue oceans Bucky had for eyes, staring worriedly down at you, eyebrows pinched and forehead creased.
“I’m going in alone.” You frowned, opening your mouth to argue, but he shook his head. “Sam already agreed-”
“I didn’t necessarily agree-”
“You’re an Avenger, sweetheart.” Bucky tilted his head, speaking softly, those eyes of his worried. Worried for you. It made your stomach flip. “And you were there in Siberia, and that almost makes it worse. Especially considering you went after him. Just…just let me do this, okay?”
You cracked your knuckles nervously as you thought. It was a terrible idea. But it was an idea. And it was all they had. “Okay.” You finally relented, shrugging as your hands hit your thighs and slid up to your hips. “But don’t do anything stupid.”
“Steve took all that with him.”
Knowing about their little inside joke, you scoffed. “Sure he did. Go before I change my mind.”
You watched him walk down the hallway, hands fidgeting with excess nerves. “I think you’re the only one he actually seeks approval from.”
“Good thing I’m so lenient then, huh?” You joked, turning to Sam with a strained smile. Your smile slipped at the curious expression on Sam’s face, his eyes darting to each of your features. “What?”
“Are you doing okay?”
You groaned, throwing your head back. You thought you got out of talking about your feelings back in Baltimore. “Oh my God, Sam-”
“I’m serious. You…you just don’t seem like yourself.”
You shook your head, looking down the hall to where Bucky disappeared before turning back to him. It was weird to have a self that people recognized. Your whole life you’d been searching for it and when you finally found it…everything went to shit. “Honestly, Sammy, the only time I’ve ever felt like myself was with the team. Zemo took that away from me and now we’re here, practically begging him for help.”
Sam hummed, leaning against the wall. “Have you thought of taking a break?”
“What?”
“A break.” At your bewildered look, he rolled his eyes. “Cher, this time last year most of us were dead. This time a few months ago you found out about Wanda. This time last week you were out looking for her. Maybe you should just stop and take a breather.”
Shoving your hands in your pocket and looking at the floor, you couldn’t help but snort at his advice. “I haven’t taken a breather since I was eighteen.”
He clicked his tongue. “That’s my point. FBI academy as soon as you graduated. SHIELD recruit by 21, undercover operations leader by 24? Slow down. You’re in your thirties. Next thing you know, you’re gonna be ninety something, lying on your deathbed, wishing you had stopped to smell the roses.”
“If I live to be ninety, shoot me.” He chuckled in amusement. “I’m so fucking serious, Sam. I will not be put in an old folks home to play Bingo and be pushed around in a wheelchair. It ain’t happening.”
“I’ll see what I can do.” There was that infectious smile, which you unconsciously grinned back at. “Y/N…I’m serious. You’ve been in and out of missions since you were a teenager. What’s the shortest undercover operation you’ve done?”
“I dunno.”
He gave you an unimpressed look. “Yeah you do.”
Licking your lips, you turned away and shrugged. “A couple months. Seven weeks and three days, to be precise. September to October in 2012.”
“And the longest?”
“August 2007 to May 2009. Twenty one months.” 
Letting out a puff of air through his nose, Sam pushed himself off the wall and caught your chin between his fingers to make you look at him. “That’s nearly two years under cover. And I’m sure you went right back under after-”
“I was sitting at a desk for four months doing paperwork on it.” You defended yourself.
He shook his head, brows knitting together, lips drawn down. “You say that as if four months is enough time.”
“It doesn’t matter anymore, Sammy. I’m out. I’ve been out since Ultron and Sokovia. I haven’t been under in almost a decade-”
“A decade half the world was dead for half of-”
“I wasn’t!”
“I never said you were.” Sam sighed, closing his eyes for a moment. You were always amazed at his ability to keep his emotions in check. To stay cool under pressure. Sometimes you forgot how experienced he was with dealing with other people’s trauma. It was no wonder why Steve thought he’d be good for Bucky. “Listen. All I’m saying is once this is done…don’t go diving back into searching for Wanda. Don’t go running to the kid every time he calls - and I know you’ve been doing that-”
“It’s just been homework and stuff-”
“Y/N.” You stopped, biting your lip at the stern look he gave you. “Go home. Order take out. Binge watch TV. Go for a jog through the park. Actually meet your neighbors. Go grocery shopping. Just…live. If only for a couple weeks. Don’t worry about anyone else. Don’t pick up the phone, don’t drop everything because someone needs you. You need you.”
“I-I…” You shook your head, looking at him, sincerely apologetic. “I can’t. I wish I could. But I can’t. I’ve never had one normal day in my life. I’ve never had someone to care for, never had someone to care for me. I can’t let people I’ve come to…I can’t let them think I don’t care. I don’t even know where I’d go.”
“Whaddya mean?”
You winced, not thrilled for his reaction to your next statement. “I, uh, I sold my apartment in D.C.”
He gaped at you in complete disbelief. “You got it in December!”
“I know, I know. I liked it. I really did, but…I dunno. Nomadic life has always suited me better. It’s what I grew up with.”
He took a breath, making you cringe again. You don’t think you’ve ever legitimately gotten on his nerves like this before. “Have you ever thought that, instead of going with the flow and jumping place to place, putting down roots might actually help?” He cut you off before you could say anything, holding up a finger to stop you from talking. “I can’t imagine going from foster home to foster home like you did. I can’t imagine not having a home for as long as you can remember. Louisiana’s my home. Always has, always will be. But I understand your life has been anything but stable. And maybe, just maybe, that’s why you need some stability.”
You clenched your jaw, crossing your arms. “The Avengers were my stability. Steve was my stability.”
“Because you loved him.”
“I’m not doing this with you again.” You turned to walk down to the lobby to wait for Bucky there, but Sam caught your arm.
“You were in love with him! It’s okay! You two were super close! No one would blame you! Why won’t you just admit it? I’m trying to understand! Why won’t you-”
You tugged your arm away, finally snapping at him. “Because he could never be mine, Wilson! Is that what you wanna hear?!” Sam took a step back at your exclamation. You closed your eyes, swallowing the lump in your throat and pushing down the tears. “He could preach all he wanted about moving forwards, Sammy, but we all knew he was stuck in the past. He visited the museum every Thursday because her interview showed in his exhibit on Thursdays. He carried around that broken compass because her picture was in it.” You looked back up at him sadly, shrugging. “And I get it; it’s hard to move past your first love. I get it because…that’s what he was to me.”
There was a silence that blanketed the hallway, before he spoke up hesitantly. “What about Bucky?”
“I thought - I thought I was projecting my feelings for Steve onto him because I knew Steve couldn’t ever…”
Sam raised an eyebrow. “You thought? What do you think now?”
You cleared your throat. “I’m still figuring that one out.”
“If you ever need to talk, I’ll be here.”
You chuckled, nodding slightly towards him. “Back atcha. Don’t think I haven’t noticed you not being yourself lately, either.”
“It’s…a tough topic.”
You nodded in understanding. “Just know that I’ll support every decision you make as long as you think it’s the right one. Because I trust you. Steve trusted you. It’s all we can do to try to do what’s right. That’s what makes you a good man, Sammy. He gave you that shield for a reason, and if you think what you did was right…I’ll stand by it.”
The two of you stared at each other for a moment, calming down in each other’s presences and taking comfort knowing you’d be there for each other through thick and thin. “Thank you, cher.”
“Of course, Sammy. Now let’s go see what’s taking the old grump so long.”
He laughed at that, nodding in agreement, taking your offered hand and squeezing it as you made your way down the hall.
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“What?”
Bucky eyed you as you spluttered, coughing on the water you were drinking. “Please don’t choke, doll.”
“Break him out of jail?!” You repeated his words and blinked at him, absolutely baffled by his plan. “Oh my God.” You groaned as Bucky and Sam started arguing, moving your flashlight around the room. “Where the hell are we?” There was no response as they kept going back and forth.
“Zemo’s gonna mess with our minds! Especially yours! No offense.”
“Heelllloooo!” You tried again. “Where the hell are we?!”
Bucky turned on the lights, giving Sam a look. “Offense.” Glancing at you he quirked an eyebrow. “Stop worrying your pretty lil’ head, sweetheart. You trust me, dontcha?” Your breath hitched at his words. You quickly recovered, huffing and pouting - although you’d deny ever pouting - and crossing your arms. You stood between the guys like that, eyes darting to whoever was speaking, waiting for them to stop so you could actually think.
“Look. Let me just walk you through a hypothetical. Can I walk you through a hypothetical?”
You and Sam exchanged glances. “What did you do?”
“I…didn’t do…anything.” Bucky shrugged.
“How is it that you, one of the most deadliest assassins basically ever, are one of the worst liars I know.” You tilted your head at him, an eyebrow quirking up in confusion.
“Shush it you. Just, okay. The weakest point in any system isn’t the software, the hardware, it’s the meatware. The human element.”
The more you listened to Bucky’s “hypothetical”, the stronger the gut feeling telling you this was a terrible terrible idea got. You brought your hands up to your head, eyes wide as he spoke.
“I don’t like how casual you’re bein’ about this. This is unnatural.”
You couldn’t help but agree with Sam’s words, your head falling back and your eyes closing. “Sweet Jesus. Listen, God, I know we don’t talk much these days, but please, please don’t let this not be a hypothetical. I’m fucking begging you.”
A noise to your right made your head snap over. “Oh hell to the fucking no!” You shook your head as Zemo himself walked in, wearing a prison guards uniform. “Uh-uh! No way! Bucky, this was not part of the plan!”
“What did you do?!”
“We need him!”
“You’re going back to prison.”
“If I may-”
All three of you faced him, simultaneously shouting, “no!”
You held your face in your hands as your head dropped, shaking back and forth, your eyes squeezing shut, tuning them out for just a minute to think. Bucky had a point. The enemy of my enemy is my friend and all that, and the Avengers were technically disbanded, which was Zemo’s whole objective in the first place, but…God. You were good at compartmentalizing, but not that much. You were willing to put your feelings aside for the mission so Bucky could talk to him. Not for you to work with him. But he had connections, you knew he did, and he had information…
“Doll?” You looked up, Bucky anxiously licking his lips as he met your gaze. “I need you to say something.”
You looked to Sam, who shrugged, gesturing to Zemo. “What do you think?”
What did you think? What did you think?! You thought that it was the worst idea in the history of ideas and you should turn back and find another way! But…you knew this was the fastest, probably most reliable way to get information that you needed.
Dammit, since when were you the deciding factor?
You sucked in a breath, looking over Sam’s shoulder at Zemo, who lifted his hand in greeting. You raised your eyes to the ceiling, pointing your finger accusingly. “This is why we stopped talking.” Gaze dropping to the still waiting fellas, you gnawed on your lip, before hissing out, “ffffine…” Running a hand through your hair, you threw your hands up as you shrugged. “Fine. Okay. Fine.”
“Okay.” Sam nodded, taking charge again.
You couldn’t believe this was happening. Except, that was a lie. You could. You’d seen weirder. You’d experienced the impossible. Lived through the unbelievable. This…this was completely imaginable.
Which is why, with a lot of hesitation and very little confidence in this plan, you followed Zemo through the auto shop you were in until you reached a large room with a ton of different old cars.
Bucky’s hand found yours as Zemo explained what the plan was, rather vaguely, in your opinion, but at least he was explaining. Point for him. Not that it would make up for the level of distrust you held for him, but it was something.
You looked up at him, giving him a puzzling frown. He usually only grabbed your hand in front of other people when he was feeling anxious. Which, yeah, he had a right to be anxious right now, but it wasn’t the right kind. The type of anxiety caused by large crowds and loud noises, ones that startled him and threw him into a defensive mode.
But the look on his face made you squeeze his hand in reassurance. He was pouting, staring at you although he did something wrong - a puppy that tore up a pillow - and all you wanted to do was give him a hug.
“You’re mad at me.” He mumbled as the four of you headed out with Zemo in the lead.
“No I’m not.”
“Yeah you are. 
“Bucky, I’m not mad.”
“Listen, if I had a better idea I wouldn’t-”
You brought your linked hands up to your lips, pressing a gentle kiss to his gloved knuckles. “I’m not mad.” You repeated more firmly. “It’s just…a lot for me, right now.”
“Why? What’s going on?”
“Nothing’s going on, Buck, I-I just…” You thought about your and Sam’s earlier conversation and suddenly understood what he meant. “I need to breathe for a second.”
His features twisted into ones of uncertainty, eyes squinting as you stepped outside. “Do you…do you wanna leave?”
You shook your head, tugging his arm to stop him and grabbing the sunglasses on his collar, slipping them over his eyes. “No. I just need some time to think. Hopefully the plane ride to wherever the hell we’re going will give me that.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, James. I’m sure.”
He lowered the glasses on his nose to scan you over the frames, before nodding and sliding them back up. “Okay. You ready for this, then?”
“No.” You breathed, turning back to where Zemo and Sam were still walking. “Let’s do this.”
*****************
Climbing onto the private jet, you raised an eyebrow at Sam, who shrugged, giving you a bemused expression. A Baron…huh…who knew? You feel like you should’ve, yet there you were.
You sat besides Bucky, across from Zemo, crossing your legs and leaning back while staring at him through narrowed eyes.
His butler seemed nice, which made you even more suspicious. You obviously didn’t know as much about Zemo as you wanted to. It was a habit you picked up after years of undercover work; once the mission was complete, that was that. There was no looking back on it. No sitting on it. It was over and you moved onto the next one. It was a bad habit in cases like this.
The moment you spotted the notebook over Zemo’s book you knew something was going to happen, yet you still flinched when Bucky lunged at him, grabbing his throat. You leaned back in your seat again, steadying your now racing heartbeat. You decided you were too tense, trying to relax your muscles as Bucky sat back down in his seat.
“I’ve seen that book. It was Steve’s when he came out of the ice. I told him about Trouble Man. He wrote it in that book.” Sam seemed so proud of himself that something he recommended was written in Steve’s little book and it made you smile.
You remembered that; Steve and you were supposed to meet up for coffee after his run, but Fury called him in so you rescheduled it for when he got back. He asked you about Marvin Gaye. For your opinion. You told him to check it out and make his own.
You remembered asking him about that little notebook of his, and he just shrugged you off telling you about his list. He would read items off to you, but he never let you read the book yourself. You never found out why, and you supposed you never would now. The thought made an ache behind your ribs that you’d come to familiarize yourself with appear.
You smiled a little more as Zemo and Sam told Bucky how awesome Marvin Gaye was. “C’mon, baby. Back me up.”
Chuckling, you looked at Bucky. “They’re not wrong. But,” you quickly added before Bucky could whine at you, facing Sam again. “Neither is Buck. I mean, c’mon. You can’t find music like the 40’s anymore. Ella Fitzgerald, Louis Armstrong, Benny Goodman, Fred Astaire. Ol’ Blue Eyes himself.”
“Thank you.” Bucky grinned at Sam, who rolled his eyes.
“Okay, okay. But, I mean, c’mon! Everybody loves Marvin Gaye.”
“I like Marvin Gaye.”
“Steve adored Marvin Gaye.”
Your face fell as Zemo started talking about Steve and icons and Red Skull, your mind once again slipping away from reality.
~
“Kids love you.” You giggled as you finally made it out of his exhibit. You’d wanted to show it to him since he moved to D.C., and you’d finally got an opportunity after coming back from being undercover for ten weeks. “You’re their hero, you know.”
“Yeah, well, I’m just trying to do what’s right.”
You nudged him, scoffing at his answer. “You’re too humble. You’re a national icon, you know.”
Steve shrugged, looking around the museum at the planes surrounding them. “I never wanted to be.”
“Why not? Everyone loves you.”
“I’m sure not everyone loves me.” He rolled his eyes. “And…I just wanted to help. To fight. Protect my country and the people I cared about. I-I didn’t ask for…all that.” He waved behind his shoulder where his exhibit was getting smaller with each step they took away. “People were dying. Bullies were winning.”
You shook your head, spinning and walking backwards besides him to face him. “Sure, but you did that. And you became someone people could look up to in the process.”
He narrowed his eyes at you before asking, “why do you do what you do?”
“...because I’m good at it?”
“Honey.” He gave you a look. “Answer the question.”
You hummed in thought. “Because I couldn’t stand by, knowing there would be orphaned kids if I didn’t help any way I could.”
“Alright. Why do you do it in the dark?”
“Whaddya mean?”
He shrugged. “Why don’t you come out and take credit for all the lives you’ve saved?”
“Because that’s not why I do it. I don’t want that attention. I just want to know I’ve helped people. I’ve kept them safe.”
He gave you a soft smile. “I just wanted to beat the bully. I never wanted to be a dancing monkey, too.” You looked at him in a new light then, understanding where he was coming from. “Watch out, honey!” He grabbed you and pulled you aside before you could crash into a wall, arms wrapped firmly around your waist. He gave you that charming smile of his. “Wouldn’t want you hurting that pretty lil’ head of yours, now would we?”
~
“Y/N!”
You snapped back into the conversation, moving your eyes from the window to Bucky, who tilted his head, eyebrows pinched and eyes narrowed. “Sorry. So, Madripoor. That’s a fun place.”
You ignored the side eyed glances Bucky and Sam exchanged, Sam turning to you curiously. “You’ve been?”
“Once. Back in 2010 for a few months”
Zemo raised his eyebrows. “You’re lucky to have gotten out.”
You shrugged nonchalantly. “Lucky, maybe. Skills were a part of it, too, though.”
“Good.” Zemo nodded. “Because we’re going undercover…and if we blow it. We’re dead.”
You breathed out, shaking your memory away and getting your head back into the game. Because like the man you were severely wary of in front of you said, if you blew this, you were dead. And, sure, you didn’t want to live until ninety, but you weren’t even half way there yet. So dammit if you were going to die soon.
“Hey.” You looked over at Bucky’s murmur, his head tilting as he grabbed your hand and pulled you from your seat closer to him. “Are you okay?”
“Yeah. I’m fine. Are you okay? You know you’re going to have to be-”
“I know.” He nodded. You watched his Adam’s Apple bob as he swallowed thickly. “I’ll be fine. Just…tell me right now if you need to step out for this one.”
You gave him a smile that you knew he didn’t buy, just by the slight narrowing of his eye, his lips pressing together. “No. No, I’m good for this. If you think I’m gonna let you two idiots go into Madripoor with him - alone - oil that cyborg brain of yours, because there’s no way.”
He squeezed your hand, eyes still filled with uncertainty. “Are you sure?”
“If there’s even a slight possibility that I can protect you, then yeah. I’m sure, Buckaroo.”
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straycatwandering · 3 years
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ATLA writers, let’s talk about steel ships and what can go wrong with them
So, I live on a steel boat. It’s pretty cushy for the most part because it has a permanent mooring on a canal (so no currents and no tides), but guys, there are things to consider when you write your Zuko’s crew fics.
In no particular order, bearing in mind that I am not an engineer:
Steel + water = rust; steel + salt water = super fast rust.
Boats like mine are traditionally lifted from the water or put in dry dock to be painted with bitumen every 2 years to prevent that.  And that’s with fresh water and only the occasonal bump against another boat to worry about.
Anywhere water pools on the deck can have a rust issue (we don’t see any drainage holes on that deck with its solid walls.  Let’s pretend they exist.)  Anywhere that can get hit with salt spray can have a rust issue
The deepest pitting (rust pockets) will be around the waterline, places that get both water and oxygen. If one of those gets deep enough it can actually rust through and you are in a world of hurt.
Coal smoke is acidic. That’s also not great for steel.
Chimneys are another place that rust through pretty quickly, which can put you in a world of hurt because smoke kills, and so does carbon monoxide.
The second deepest pitting  on a boat is generally found on the steel close to the chimney.
If water (rain or salt spray) can get in your chimney you’ve just accelerated that process.
Talking of coal fires...
Anywhere you’ve got a source of fire you’ve got problems if it isn’t well ventilated.  Where is the boiler room? Does it have windows? Does it have vents in the door? How do they control air flow to the coal (and hence the temperature of the resulting fire)?
Where you have coal you have ash. Leave ash sitting too long and it will choke your fire. Leave hot ash in a confined space and you have another carbon monoxide problem.
They’re probably having to chuck ash into the ocean like, every day.
Historically there have been chemical carbon monoxide detectors, which is one possible way you might stop your entire crew dying of a deadly undetectable gas -- if Zuko has access to it.
Let’s also talk propulsion
The engine is typically the heaviest part of your boat or ship. It’s normally positioned closer to the stern, which as a result will sit lower in the water than the prow.
Fire nation ships use propellors, which we know because Hakoda’s stink & sinks targeted them.  Where the prop shaft exits the ship is another point where water can get in.  There’s a thing called a stern gland which prevents this by forcing grease into the  area where the prop shaft comes through the hull. This minimises the amount of water that can get in.
Minimum water is still not no water though! There will be a wall to contain water that gets in like this, and modern boats have a bilge pump next to the prop shaft to get rid of it.
This is another point particuarly at risk from rust! Break out the paint again.
If the bilge pump breaks and doesn’t get fixed you quickly have big problems (a neighbour actually sank because of this).
Dark paint + steel + sunlight = surfaces too hot to touch.
Also, interior temperatures that are way, way too hot for comfort.
However, the temperature drops rapidly below the waterline. I spend six months of the year wearing thick woolly socks and legwarmers and the other six months wanting to lie on the floor all the time. And I only have a 2 foot draft.
Cold water + hot boat interior = condensation, which represents guess what? -- another rust risk!
Talking of bitumen paint? That stuff gives off fumes that stink and aren’t great for human health.
More to follow when I think of it and have time. I’d love to hear from actual ocean goers on this one because that’s the side of things I know absolute zip about.
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rich!Daichi x fem!reader
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summary: when daichi asks you to go with him to his family’s cabin during spring break, the last thing you expect is to be greeted by a giant mansion. Will the money and social life scare you away or will you be able to find love with daichi, despite being thrown into a world of fast cars and expensive clothing?
cw: rich people, SMUT (daddy, praise, biting, feral daichi, unprotected sex, creampie), pining, racing, one punch, blood (from the punch), alcohol, insecurity, mild jealousy, possessive daichi, side kiyoko x tanaka, probably ooc
a/n: this is for the rich boy collab hosted by @bakugohoex​! be sure to check out all the other submissions! you can find the link to the masterlist here
terushima is an asshole in this and i'm sorry, i love him but i needed a captain to be sleazy and he volunteered. he told me he couldn't resist hitting on a cutie like you, and who am i to stop him.
check out the mood boards i made here and shout out to my beautiful beta reader @winniethepoohloathesyou​ for working so hard on this with me!
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When Daichi sat down next to you in your econ class last week and asked you to come to his family cabin during spring break, this is not what you imagined. 
You thought that you would be able to spend some time alone with him, enjoying nature together in a small house nestled in the forest, spending enough time together to finally put a label on whatever the spark was between the two of you.
But no.
You blink rapidly and take a good look at your new surroundings, trying to make sense of what your eyes see. Before you stands the largest house you have ever seen. But just calling it a house would be an extreme understatement. 
This place is a mansion. Three stories of white brick detailed with elaborate stone embellishments. The gray mansard roof’s steep slope meets at the top with a fenced stone parapet. An elaborate garden extends between you and the house and you swear you can see an Olympic-sized swimming pool nestled into the courtyard. And this isn't even the front of the house. You blink in disbelief when you spot a giant race track off to your left and what looks like a massive, ten-car garage. The scent of sea air assaults your senses and when your gaze flickers to your right, you can see the ocean and the mansion's very own harbor. 
And none of that even includes how you got here: on a private jet, landing on a personal runway where you currently stand. 
The beat-up duffle bag you use for your family’s camping trips that hangs from your shoulder suddenly feels very wrong in a way you can't explain.
You turn to face Daichi as he joins you on the tarmac. “Daichi, this is your family cabin?” you ask wide-eyed, your voice sounding so high-pitched that you barely recognize it. 
He rubs the back of his neck, one of his nervous habits. “Yeah, it's kind of embarrassing. I used to spend all of my summers here with my siblings but now the house barely gets used,” he says sheepishly.
Before you can ask any more questions, the loud rumbling of car engines interrupts your conversation and you see two sports cars taking two corners on the track before barreling down the straight of the runway towards you at top speed. 
“Ah, those two are here already, I see,” Daichi grins. He takes your duffle bag from you, throwing the strap over his shoulder and pulling you closer to him while wrapping his arm around your waist. 
The cars roar to a stop right behind the jet, creating the perfect image, an Instagram influencer’s wet dream. 
Daichi leans over to whisper in your ear as they both get out of the cars, “The one in the red Ferrari LaFerrari is Kuroo Tetsuro and the one in the white Lamborghini Aventador is Bokuto Kotaro.”
The two are pointing fingers at each other as they get out of their cars bickering and you can see the wealth dripping off them. The man with the spiky black hair, that Daichi told you was Kuroo, is pointing back in the direction they came from as he closes his car door, while Bokuto, with his spiky gray hair, pouts, throwing his hands up in mock innocence. Both of them grab a bag from the trunks of their cars, still arguing with each other before Kuroo places his arm around Bokuto in a show of faux peace before they start walking towards you and Daichi.
“They're both idiots,” he pauses to watch Bokuto swat at Kuroo’s arm, “but they are actually really good guys.”
The two of them are still heated, poking at each other's chests as they reach you and Daichi, only stopping when he coughs to grab their attention.
“Are you two done yet?” he questions with a raised eyebrow.
“Daichi, I was faster, wasn't I?” whined Bokuto, giving Daichi and you a small pout as Kuroo pats his shoulder, leaning slightly closer to you.
“This must be Y/N. She’s cuter than you said Dai,” Kuroo says with a laugh.
You miss the way that Daichi’s cheeks start to turn pink because you were so taken aback at his statement. Daichi told his friends about you? His apparently super rich friends?
Daichi’s grip around your waist tightens slightly before he responds, “Guys this is Y/N L/N. Please, don't annoy her too much.”
Both of their heads perk up at that.
“Oh yeah Daichi, we will be perfect saints,” Kuroo smirks.
Bokuto matches Kuroo’s playfully devious look, suddenly over his apparent loss on the track. “Oh yeah, nothing but angels.”
Before Daichi has time to wipe the smiles off their faces, you hear the sound of helicopter blades whirring above.
You look around until you see it fly directly overhead. The sound fills the air as the helicopter starts its descent onto the helipad next to the parked jet.
The helicopter blades whip up the grass and plants all around, and you have to place your hand on your head to prevent your own hair from being messed up by the whirlwind. 
You look over to Bokuto and Kuroo to see them fiercely trying to protect their hair spikes from the wind and failing. Daichi follows your gaze and when he sees them, he lets out a laugh in full force.
The helicopter makes a soft landing and the blades slow down when the engine turns off and two people step out. 
The most beautiful girl you have ever seen in your life hops out from the operator's seat, throwing her gorgeous black hair over her shoulder as she walks over to the man holding his hand out for her, hoisting their designer bags over his shoulder.
“Kiyoko, Tanaka, I'm so glad that you guys could make it,” Daichi smiles at the couple as they approach.
Daichi lets go of your waist so he can give the two of them a proper hug, before introducing you.
“This is Y/N.”
Kiyoko walks up to you and grabs your hands in hers and smiles at you, “Finally another girl. It's about time.”
Tanaka laughs, “What, babe? Are you getting tired of us?”
She lets go of your hands so she can give Tanaka a playful slap to the chest, “You know that's not what I meant, Ryu. It'll be nice to have someone to get ready for the gala with!”
You feel Daichi slightly flinch next to you at the mention of a gala.
Your brows furrow as you ask, “A what now? Daichi never mentioned anything about a gala.”
You turn to him, questioningly, and he moves his hand to the back of his neck for the second time in ten minutes. 
“It's nothing really, just this huge party my family has hosted for years. We really wouldn't even have to go if you don't want to…” the last few words trail off before he is interrupted by Kiyoko.
“What are you saying Daichi, you have to go! It's your family's gala.” Her brows are furrowed and she is looking at him suspiciously.
Daichi lets out an exasperated sigh, “Well that's a discussion for the future. Let’s go settle into our rooms.”
Daichi puts his arm around your shoulders as he leads the group up to the back porch, walking through the garden and around the giant swimming pool and fire pit area. 
“I assume you four are taking your normal rooms?” Daichi asks the group.
They all nod before splitting in different directions, obviously understanding the intricate layout of the house after what you assume is years of friendship. 
Daichi leads you through the first floor, pointing out various rooms and points of interest as you take in the vastness of your new surroundings. Most of the rooms have white or cream-colored walls with very intricate crown molding. Some have very distinct and uncomfortable furniture that looks like it has never been used, while others look like they are ready for a full day of lounging. He even takes you past the bowling alley and the in-home movie theater.
Eventually, he leads you to a huge staircase that circles around the main entryway to the house. The whole room looks like it's made out of marble and you take a twirling step to bask in the grandness of the space. 
Daichi calls out to you, pulling you back into reality. He has one foot on the first step and his hand is outstretched for you to take.
“You coming?” he smiles at you, wiggling his fingers, waiting for you to take his hand. 
When you do, you hold on to it like it's your lifeline, the only anchor you have in this unfamiliar territory. He leads you up two flights of stairs to the third floor and then down a large hallway filled with doors and golden crown molding.
He stops in front of a door before saying, “Well, this is you,” and moving your duffle bag back to your shoulder, letting his hand linger on your skin until he forces himself to pull away. 
“I’m right here across the hall if you need anything, alright?” he reassures you with a smile.
You nod at him, trying to process all of the new information you've just taken in, before putting your hand on the doorknob and turning away from him.
He calls out to you before you go inside, “Why don't you take an hour or so — take a shower, there's a bathroom attached to the suite — and then when you come down to the kitchen, we can get some snacks?”
You turn to face him again, narrowing your eyes at him with a pout, “Is this your way of telling me I smell?”
His laughter fills the hallway. “No, I just want you to relax. This is your vacation too, ya know?” His smile is contagious and you can't help but smile back at him, really hoping that a shower will help as he says.
“Okay Daichi, I'll try.”
With that you enter the bedroom, closing the door behind you before resting your head on the wood, letting out a very small sigh.
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You try to relax like Daichi said by taking a warm shower, but everything was way too nice. The grand marble shower and the elegant tile tub just serve to remind you that you are in a world different than your own, giving you more anxiety than relaxation. 
You manage to get through your shower: fiddling with all of the button options to turn the water off, grabbing a plush towel to dry off, and then changing into some of the clothes that you packed.
You head back out to the bedroom in a huff and take another look around, half expecting the room to have transformed into a new one completely, but you are glad that it's just as you left it. 
The massive four-poster bed sits against one wall next to the room's giant floor-to-ceiling windows that let in the afternoon light, casting long shadows on the fireplace gracing the opposite wall and the plush sitting area in front of it.
You flop yourself on the bed, arms stretching out and you curse at how comfortable the mattress is. 
Who would have guessed the handsome boy you met in your econ class was this filthy rich.
You don't want your brain to fantasize but your thoughts drift there anyways as you sit up to sort through your clothes; it dreams of a future where this could be all yours. It's not like you weren't dreaming about a future with Daichi before, but now you’re imagining paying off your student loans, using some money to help your struggling friends and family, or maybe going even bigger than that, like starting a business or a charity to really help people. 
You have to stop yourself from going too far. You shouldn’t spiral with these thoughts because that's the big issue: you and Daichi, what are you really?
You were instantly infatuated with him when he smiled at you during your first economics lecture together just a few months ago. Sitting next to each other, passing a notebook back and forth drawing little doodles together when you should have been paying attention. The chemistry between the two of you only grew when you started studying together and he invited you out to party with some of his friends. 
The two of you have even shared a few make-out sessions together at said parties, but the next day when you expected things to be awkward or to at least have a discussion about what it meant, Daichi always acted like everything was normal, like the two of you hadn't had your tongues down each other throats the night before. 
And that's not to mention how he always seems to be holding your hand, or hooking his arm around you, giving you butterflies at every turn. He always seems to be more touchy when other guys are around, but you can say that you do the same. Hugging him back tighter when other girls look his way.
In the beginning, the small touches and longing glances you shared in class slowly turned to long hugs and holding hands. You thought that maybe Daichi was this way with all of his friends, but when he introduced you to his roommates, Asahi and Sugawara, you noticed that he isn’t that touchy with them. It seems to be something only reserved for you.
You think of all the shared touches that you've had just today and your heart flutters. It's like when the two of you touch, your heart is instantly filled with happiness that calms your soul. His touch just feels right and being with him feels as easy as breathing.
If soulmates do exist, you can imagine that this is what it feels like. 
You let out a deep sigh, shaking away your thoughts, before you decide to make your way down to the kitchen to meet up with the others.
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You follow the voices through the maze of corridors and staircases to the kitchen, thank god they are a noisy bunch. 
Everyone is gathering around the huge kitchen island, with bowls of chips, candy, and other snacks scattered around, and there seem to be two different conversations going on.
Daichi has his back to you, and you walk up next to him, putting your head on his shoulder. He looks down, throwing his arm around you, pulling you into his space more before whispering, “How was your shower?”
You wrap your arms around his waist before shrugging your shoulders, choosing to instead focus on the conversation that Tanaka and Kuroo are having. Daichi grabs a few of the bowls of snacks and pulls them closer to you, taking a big handful of food for himself.
Kuroo lets out a loud annoyed groan before explaining, “Oikawa just texted me that he’s going to dock here for the night.”
You sense the mounting tension in the air and take a handful of snacks, ready to take in whatever drama that was about to unfold.
The mention of the name you are unfamiliar with seems to bring the other conversation to a close as everyone focuses their attention on Kuroo and his phone. 
Daichi lets out an exasperated sigh. “I could have sworn I told him to keep that thing away from here,” he says, rubbing his hand down his face in annoyance. 
“He's bringing that party boat here? During gala week?” Kiyoko adds, blowing hair out of her face with a huff. 
“Eh, I'm not going to complain, it's always full of hot babes,” Tanaka says right before a smack lands on his chest from Kiyoko. He pulls her into him, playfully kissing her cheeks, “No one is hotter than you babe, you know that.”
She rolls her eyes at his response but seems to accept his apology.
Not having any idea about who or what they are talking about you pipe up, “Who’s coming?”
Daichi lets out a big sigh before explaining, “Oikawa is this guy we grew up with, he’s a big flirt with an even bigger yacht. It's pretty much a giant party boat that he fills with supermodels.” You can practically feel the way Daichi’s eyes roll at the notion of a party boat stacked to the nines with supermodels.
Bokuto moves to Daichi’s other side, leaning over the island looking around him at you with a wide smile and adds, “Not to mention the alcohol and drugs.”
“Yes, yes, Bokuto, we all know why you enjoy Oikawa’s visits,” Daichi retorts, shaking his head and laughing.
“He just texted again,” Kuroo says with an annoyed groan. “Says he's going to be docking in three hours.”
“Well, what do you guys want to do until he gets here?” Daichi asks, taking a big handful of pretzels from a bowl close to him.
“We could go for a race around the track,” Kuroo says with a devilish smile.
Bokuto lets out an excited yell before pointing at Kuroo and exclaiming, “Hell yeah, lets go!”
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Everyone heads outside into the evening sun. The warmth that the sun provided during the afternoon seems to be fading, giving the air a slight chill. 
Kuroo and Bokuto run with their hands in the air from the house to their cars before starting them and speeding off towards the track while Daichi leads you, Tanaka, and Kiyoko to the large ten-car garage that spans the side of the house.
He opens a side door leading everyone into the garage, pressing a big button on the wall causing all of the garage doors to begin opening, filling the space with light.
Your eyes widen when you look at the millions of dollars worth of vehicles equally spaced with precision in front of you. While you recognize some brands: Lamborghini, Ferrari, Bugatti, and Mercedes, there are more that you don't, and your eyes glaze over at the pure wealth displayed in the garage.
Tanaka's excited voice pulls you from your haze as he practically jumps up and down in place, “Can we take the Bugatti?” he shouts questioningly, making you jump.
“Sure thing,” Daichi replies as he takes the keys to the Bugatti Veyron SS off the hook and tosses them to Kiyoko.
You watch her unlock the car and climb into the driver's seat as Tanaka jumps into the passenger seat next to her. The engine roars to life and she carefully pulls it out of the garage before she peels off towards the track, leaving you and Daichi alone in the garage. 
“So, do you see a car you like?” he questions, his eyes following the car as it barrels around a corner.
The first real time alone with him since landing here and he decides to ignore the elephant in the room? You wouldn’t be surprised if there was actually an elephant around here somewhere.
You ignore his question and turn to face him, “Dai, what the fuck. What is this place? How are you so rich?” 
“I'm not rich, my parents are,” he quickly retorts, turning to face you.
“That's exactly what a rich person would say,” you roll your eyes at him.
“I know you must feel pretty deceived right now; it was so nice when I was just Daichi to you, not the heir to this big conglomerate worth millions of dollars,” he walks close to you, moving to place his hands on your shoulders but stopping himself, and lets his hands fall to the side almost in defeat. 
“My dad is this huge businessman and he has all these women who throw themselves at him because of his money. He's never been in love, even when he was with my Mom, and I didn’t want that. I don't want that. I want to be in love. I want to marry someone I'm in love with and not because it is what has been decided for me.” 
Of course, he would have a real reason that you couldn't get mad at. And of course, it’s romantic as hell. At least he’s being open about it now.
You look up at him, and you realize that this is the same Daichi that he's always been. Those are the same eyes that you've been looking at for months, the same hands that have held you so many times, the same Daichi as always, just a different setting.
“You know I'm not like that Dai, you could have told me,” you reply, your voice softer than it was earlier.
He takes a step closer, his hands reaching out and rubbing away at the stress in your shoulders.
“I know, I know, I’m sorry that I kept this hidden from you. I should have told you.” He sighs, closing the remaining space between the two of you and moving his hands to cup your face. “I just want you to understand what getting into a full relationship with me would mean.”
The way Daichi is looking at you makes your heart melt. His eyes reach your face in desperation, half expecting you to push him away but you just lean into his hands, closing your eyes and savoring his touch before you match his vulnerable gaze.
“What would a full relationship mean then, Daichi?” you practically purr at him.
“It means all this,” he says before kissing you lightly. “All the fun stuff, the cars, the houses, the private jets,” he kisses you again. “But it also comes with a lot of not fun stuff too.”
You take a deep breath before responding, heart pounding from the intimacy of the moment. “And what would happen if I said that I still wanted a relationship with you? Even with the not-fun stuff.”
His breath hitches before he smiles. “I'd give you everything,” he whispers, eyes searching yours again, thumbs caressing your lips softly as he still cradles your face in his hands. “I'd buy you the moon if you wanted it.”
“Good thing I don't want the moon then.” You grab his shirt, closing the gap between the two of you before kissing him.
His hands fall to your hips before he starts to push you backwards towards the Ferrari behind you, until your ass hits the car, never disconnecting from the kiss.  
His lips feel warm on yours as you get swept away into the moment with him. Your lips moving in tandem before his tongue expertly sweeps out at your bottom lip. You let out a moan, allowing his tongue to slip into your mouth. 
His grip on your waist only gets harder when he starts to move his body against yours, rutting his hips against yours, letting out a small moan into your mouth.
If the two of you weren't so caught up in each other, you would have heard Kuroo pull up to the garage and step out of his car before just staring at the two of you locked in each other's embrace. He rests his cheek on his short car door before he reaches a hand inside his car to honk the horn. You and Daichi startle at the sound, pulling apart as Daichi sends Kuroo a death glare.
Kuroo lets out a loud laugh unaffected by Daichi’s glare. “Thanks for the show, but are we going to race or what?”
Daichi waves him off, looking back down at you, his eyes bouncing from your lips to your eyes, with a smirk, “Do you want to drive?”
You hear Kuroo drive away as you playfully smack Daichi’s chest before you exclaim, “God no!”
His eyes close as he chuckles at you, “Okay, fair. But which one do you want to take?”
You look around at the cars not really knowing too much about them, so you ask, “Which one is the fastest?”
He smirks at you and says, “That’s my girl,” before throwing an arm around your shoulder and grabbing the key for the white Koenigsegg Regera off the hook.
He walks you over to the passenger side of the car, opening the scissor door for you and watching you take a seat before pulling it closed and jogging to his side, getting in the car. 
The brown leather of the interior is a stark contrast to the white of the outside paint, and you find your body being cradled in the expensive bucket seat. Daichi leans over you, grabbing your seat belt and buckling it for you, bringing his face inches away from yours, teasing you before he buckles his own seat.
He pulls out of the garage slowly before putting the pedal to the floor and driving off towards the airstrip, racing around a few tight corners before he drives towards the runway where the other three cars are already lined up. 
Bokuto jumps off of his side fender when he sees you and Daichi approach and makes his way inside his car with an excited spring in his step. Kiyoko kisses Tanaka before making her way into her borrowed car and Kuroo, who was sitting cross-legged on the roof of his car watches the two of you pull up before jumping down and walking towards you.
Daichi meticulously lines up the front wheels with the other cars, before letting the engine idle, rolling down the window to talk to Kuroo.
When the rooster-haired man leans down to talk into the window, you don't miss his glance at you, before his eyes dart back to Daichi, and a small dusting of pink appears on his cheeks.
“We've decided we're doing a mile drag, first to cross the line wins, the loser has to make dinner and wash the dishes,” Kuroo announces.
Daichi looks over to you, intertwining your fingers and bringing them up to lips, kissing your knuckles, and a determined look crosses his face, his mouth turning up on the corner in a smirk. “Winner gets to pick what's for dinner, so you better decide what you want.”
His competitive side is something that you rarely see, usually only coming out when he's challenged, and the charged air around him has heat pooling between your legs. 
Daichi lets your hand go and starts going through the settings of the car, setting up the launch control, mumbling to himself as he remembers how to set it up, as Kuroo heads back to his car.
You hear the roar of the other engines as they come to life and look through Daichi’s window at the other drivers, all giving thumbs up, ready to start.
Before Daichi gives his thumbs-up, he turns to you, “Just keep your head back, alright?”
You give him a worried look, but comply, placing the back of your head on the headrest behind you. You're concerned about what to do with your hands so you decide to place them in your lap.
Daichi gives the thumbs up and rolls his window up, giving the engine a few revs before hovering his foot over the gas in wait.
You watch as a now shirtless Tanaka walks out in between the cars. You can barely hear him as he starts to count down from five, but when he gets to one, he starts waving his shirt in the air wildly and Daichi slams on the gas.
The world starts to blur as the car accelerates. The loud roar of the engine assaults your ears as your heart starts to beat faster from the sudden adrenaline rush. 
Time seems to slow as you go faster. You watch the speedometer increase: 60, 80,100, 120 and it’s still climbing.
The noise of the air rushes past as the car seamlessly cuts through and you feel your heart beating in your throat. 
You look over at Daichi to see a big smile on his face; he knows he’s winning and you take the time to look back as Kuroo is being passed by Kiyoko, and she's getting closer to Daichi.
You let out a laugh: the crazy speeds and all the adrenaline pumping through making your body seem like it's on fire.
You glance at the speedometer and watch it hit 240 mph before you and Daichi cross the finish line first and he slams on the brakes. You are very glad you listened to him about keeping your head back, or else you're sure you would have whiplash.
Daichi stops the car, putting it in park before turning to look at you, your eyes full of bewilderment as your body tries to process the fact that you're in one piece after such a rush. 
“Holy shit Dai! You won! We won! That was amazing!” you exclaim frantically to a smiling Daichi, laughing along with you as you stammer on about how fast it was. 
The other cars form a circle with the hoods facing each other, and you watch as everyone starts to get out.
Daichi nods his head towards the others, “Come on, let’s go gloat.”
Everyone sits or leans against the hood of their cars, and Daichi once again has you tucked under his arm. You laugh along with the group and their antics as they argue over the standings. The official decision was that Daichi won, which was unanimous, with Kiyoko taking second, followed by Kuroo and Bokuto. 
Bokuto said something about his launch control was being finicky before all of you hear whooping and yelling coming from a very out-of-breath Tanaka. He had apparently started running after the cars had left and was just now reaching the group.
Everyone is in high spirits as you talk for a bit and you seem to mesh seamlessly with them, throwing out a few quips that make Bokuto and Kuroo snort, teaming up with Kiyoko when the boys get too rowdy. It almost seems like you're not the new person in the group, that you’ve known them forever, and you are really happy that Daichi has surrounded himself with great people.
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The rest of the evening was spent driving the cars and having long chats afterwards, about nothing and everything all at once. 
When it came time for dinner, since you and Dai were the winners, you got to decide what Bokuto was making for everyone. His attempt at your favorite dish left the kitchen filled with smoke and Daichi surprised everyone with pizza, even before talks of a back up plan for was discussed.
Then you heard the horn of a ship, followed by mixed reactions as the five of you clear up dinner and get ready to leave the mansion for the ‘sex ferry,’ as Bokuto called it.
Daichi gets closer to you and murmurs into your hair, “Watch out for pervs on the boat, stay close to me, yeah?” You nod, as you wrap your arm around his ready to leave.
That is, until Kiyoko stops Daichi before the two of you make it out the door, “I’m stealing her for a second, she can't go on a yacht dressed like that!”
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You look yourself over in the mirror and you have to admit, Kiyoko did an excellent job dressing you up.
Your hair is perfectly styled and your face has just the right amount of makeup. Kiyoko crosses in front of the mirror applying the finishing touch: a shimmering lip gloss that is the perfect shade for you. The oversized, white knit sweater that she had you put on hangs loosely over your curves, tucked in perfectly into the brown skirt that she picked out for you. It's not a look that you would usually go for, but you have to give her credit, she did a good job, you look stunning.
On the way up to this ginormous closet, she had explained to you that Daichi’s sisters had this closet stocked with every size and designer label known to man, just in case any of their friends needed a last minute change of clothes. 
At first, you didn't believe her, but when you saw the enormous room with a rainbow of color-coordinated clothes hanging from floor to ceiling you changed your tune. You were even more shocked to find that all of the clothes still had their price tags on, wincing at the $1,000 price of one pair of pants.
Kiyoko gives you one last glance over before she starts to get herself ready, dressing in a black long-sleeved dress, the hem of the skirt falling just at her thighs and fishnet stockings, the exact opposite of the aesthetic she chose for you. 
She applies her red lipstick with a pop before turning to you, “Well, what do you think?’
She takes your hand and twirls you around so that you are facing the mirror before she rests her chin on your shoulder.
You laugh at her antics, before replying, “I think we look hot!”
The two of you make your way down to the boat, exiting the mansion through a side door and make your way down to the dock.
Now that you are up close to the boat, you can see the massive amount of people on board. The four decks are filled to the brim with people dancing, talking, and making out, all with various drinks in their hands, and you can see Aoba Johsai written in cursive on the side of the boat.
The two of you step onboard and you hear him before you see him, “Kiyoko, over here!”
Tanaka is calling out for her through the crowd of people, leaning along the railing of the boat, dressed in all black and holding two beers.
She makes her way through the crowd with you close behind. Tanaka wraps her in his arms, kissing her on the cheek.
“Looking good babe,” he growls into her ear as she takes one of the beers from his hand.
The two of them look like they are about to start making out with all of their flirty touches, and you would like to find Daichi as soon as possible so you clear your throat and ask, “Do you know where Daichi is?”
“He's usually in the second-floor pool room; it’s up the stairs, second door on the right,” Tanaka replies while gesturing toward the stairway back by where you just came from.
You nod and take your leave, making your way to the stairs, bumping into people on the crowded deck. After the first few steps, you look back at Kiyoko, wondering if she’s coming with you. Too late, you think as you watch Tanaka pull her hips closer to his, whisper into her ear, and start kissing down her neck.
You shake your head and continue on, happy that she's having fun, but wishing you still had her company by your side. 
At the top of the stairs, you only see one door that opens to an empty hallway. You decide to take your luck with it, even if this isn't the right place, it's a nice space to take a breather from all the people. 
You open the door and what you thought was a quiet hallway turns out to be an echo chamber for the bass echoing off the walls. Where is the music even coming from; you barely heard it outside?
Leaning against the wall, you take a few deep breaths, which are immediately interrupted by the smell of cigar smoke wafting towards you. Part of you wants to leave but the other part of you says stay, stay for him. 
This is so much to process, you can already feel a migraine coming on. The smell of cigar smoke and the thumping bass echoing off the walls of the ship isn't helping your stress levels. Where is Daichi? This would be so much easier if he would just appear by your side magically.
The door you just came through opens and shuts with a squeak, and you hope that your prayers have been answered, but when you turn to look at the person who just joined your space, it is very much not Daichi.
His blonde hair and very noticeable tongue ring are the farthest from Daichi as you can get, and you really wish that you weren't in this hallway alone with him right now.
He makes his way closer to you, getting in your personal space, leaning one arm against the wall next to your head to look you up and down, before licking his lips.
“Hey baby girl, are you lost?”  
You start to look for an exit as he moves closer to you. “No, I'm just looking for someone,” you reply.
His arms cage you in, not giving you any room to move away. “Aw, don't be like that, I can show you a good time too,” he insists. “The name's Yūji Terushima, you'll need to know it when you're screaming it out later.”
You try to move away from him but he won't let you pass, until you hear a door open. 
Daichi comes out of one of the side rooms and the instant he sees you trapped by this man, his eyes turn red with anger.
He rushes over to the two of you, yelling out, “Hey! Get off of her!”
Terushima isn't quick enough to respond, turning to face Daichi, but Daichi is already at his side sending his fist flying towards the blond's nose with a mean right hook. 
Your body sags with relief as Daichi pulls you into his arms and Terushima is on the floor withering in pain, gasping at his probably broken nose.
Daichi is frantically looking over you, checking your arms and face for any sort of harm, “Did he touch you? Are you okay?” he questions you rapidly.
You bury your face in his chest and nod, “Yeah, I'm ok.”
He puts his arms around you before pulling you away towards the door he just came from.  “We're down here,” he says, glaring at Terushima covered in his blood on the floor, leading you away from him.
The room that Daichi was in is stuffed full of people. People line the walls, getting very personal with each other, while others sit on the couches in the center of the room with people pulled onto their laps or under their arms. There are two pool tables on either side of the couches and you spot Kuroo and Bokuto playing what looks like a game of strip pool with four girls, and, from the looks of it, they are losing badly. On the other end of the room is a large bar, with glass bottles lining shelves behind it and a few empty bar stools.
Daichi chooses to ignore his almost naked friends and heads towards the bar, pulling out a stool for you before taking the seat next to you.
The bartender has very fluffy brown hair with matching brown eyes and once he's done serving up drinks to the couple down the bar, he makes his way over to you.
He starts to gather a glass for Daichi without even asking him what he wanted and then looks at you expectantly, “Well cutie, what can I get for you?”
Daichi levels his gaze at the man, and you can feel the deep grumble vibrate from his chest before he turns to you, “This,” he gestures to the bartender, “is Oikawa.”
Oikawa gives you a wink before scurrying out of Daichi’s reach as he playfully tries to grab him, causing Daichi to let out a huff. 
With the weird environment you're in, you think it's best to forgo alcohol, at least for now, so you ask Oikawa for water.
He hands you a glass with lots of ice in it and you watch the way the two of them interact. Their friendship looks to be built on a bed of mutual annoyance, but you can see how they care about each other hidden in the undertones of their speech. 
The night goes on and you spend a lot of it with Oikawa and Daichi at the bar. Oikawa asks you lots of personal questions, some of which you choose to ignore, and some of them you indulge him a little. If Daichi trusts him, it's okay for you too, right?
Just as your ass is starting to hurt from the barstool, a younger man comes up to Daichi, his orange hair bouncing in the wind as he practically vibrates in place. You catch his name, Hinata, and some of what he's trying to explain. There seems to be trouble between him and another guy, and he came to Daichi to be the mediator. 
You can't blame him; in fact, if you were having any sort of trouble, Daichi's the first person that you would seek out. Daichi is so strong and dependable, he makes the rest of the world feel safe and easy. It's not that he makes problems go away but he seems to take in the situation for what it is and find a solution that seems so blatantly obvious you can't believe that no one else thought of it first.
Daichi is that and so much more. His playfulness and competitiveness are something that you saw today when he was driving that car. Not to mention how hot he looked behind the wheel, his arms muscles were on full display and you barely even got the chance to stare at them. You think about going back in time just so that you could watch them flex as he gripped the steering wheel.
You shake your head, trying to pull your brain away from the horny thoughts, but all that manages to do is send you back to the memories of your hot makeout session in the garage earlier. How his hands were all over your body, his lips pressed to yours...
Daichi’s laugh pulls you from your daydream and you realize that he, Hinata and Oikawa are all staring at you. His hand is waving in front of your face, “Earth to Y/N.”
Your shocked expression tells you everything he needs to know so he repeats himself, putting his hand on your knee, “You good here for a minute? I gotta help Hinata with something.” You nod at him and the two walk off together.
Oikawa talks to you in between serving people drinks and you manage to have a decent conversation about your university studies. Turns out, he is studying a major very similar to yours.
Oikawa pulls his phone out and answers it, before putting it down on his shoulder, turning to you, “I have to take this, I’ll have one of my boys take you to Daichi.”
He turns to one of the nearby couches close to the bar before barking out, “Mattsun, take her out to where Daichi is. I have some shit to deal with.”
The man he called out to kisses the blonde sitting on his lap before moving her off of him so that he can help you find Daichi. His tall body leads you out onto the deck of the boat through hordes of drunk people dancing and making out until you spot an orange mess of hair and Daichi standing next to him.
As you get closer you notice a small, but rather important detail that you couldn't see when you were farther away, Daichi is surrounded by tall, skinny, gorgeous-looking supermodels, and all of them seem to have their hands on him.
Daichi seems not to notice the touches, he's too focused on a boy with black hair laying upside down on a lounge chair, his hair softly caressing the wooden deck with every small gust of wind. 
You notice another woman start to touch his hair before Daichi swats her away like she’s a fly before he's kneeling to look at the chair guy again. 
Mattsun leads you closer to Daichi, announcing your arrival before saying his goodbyes and heading back where he came from. You yell out thanks as he is leaving and he waves his hand in the air as he walks away.
Daichi stands from his kneeling position and moves to your side. He has to get closer to your ear to talk as you are now closer to wherever the loud music is coming from but you don't mind, wrapping your arms around his waist possessively, eyeing the other girls.
“Kageyama had too much to drink, he's absolutely wasted,” Daichi says loudly, making sure you can hear him over the bumping bass.
You wished you would have grabbed your water before you left the bar. Just when you're about to suggest someone go get him some water, Oikawa bursts out onto the deck from a side door, exclaiming, “That little shit!” before running off towards the upper decks. You see that he's being followed by Mattsun, the guy who just helped you, and two other men, one with spiky black hair and the other with short pink hair. They all look extremely pissed.
You hear the sound of helicopter blades before you feel a blast of wind, causing the water to start rippling around the boat. You look curiously up at Daichi before he's turning and barking orders to Hinata to get the drunk guy some water and crackers before he's grabbing your hand.
“There's only one man that could be, and we better go make sure Oikawa doesn't kill him.”
By the time you two make it to the upper deck where the helipad is, there already seems to be a standoff in place. A tall man with dark olive hair stands with a large briefcase tucked under the arm of his suit coat. He does not look like he's dressed for a party, but instead like he's about to go into a courtroom.
This new man's face is void of emotion as Oikawa is practically snarling at him, lip upturned like an angry dog.
Daichi runs between the two warring factions, putting up his hands to Oikawa before turning to the tall man.
But before Daichi can say anything Oikawa is yelling over his head, “Who said you could land here, get lost!”
The tall man completely ignores Oikawa, walking up to Daichi, “Ah, Sawamura, just the man I was hoping to see.”
Oikawa's face turns red with anger, if this was an anime you are sure that there would be steam coming out of his head.
Daichi looks at him quizzically, “All this just to see me? Should we go talk in private?”
Ushijima gives him a confirming grunt, nodding his head and Daichi leads him around Oikawa and his men, stopping to whisper something in Oikawa's ear, looking at you, before making his way over to you.
His hand cups your face and you nuzzle into them as he speaks, “I have to go talk to Ushijima. Oikawa said he'll watch out for you so stay here until I get back alright?”
You don't want to leave his side again, but this must be important if a guy is willing to land on what seems to be his mortal enemy's boat only to talk to Daichi. You give him a small pout before you nod, and he kisses you before turning and jogging after the mysterious Ushijima.
Oikawa throws his hands up into the air making his way over to a bar. Damn, he really has these things on every level, doesn't he?
This bar is smaller than the one in the pool room, and only has two stools, but there is a long couch next to it where his men sit down. He motions for you to take a seat at the bar as he starts pouring drinks for the other three, before offering to do the same for you. Taking him up on his offer this time he makes you both matching fruity drinks with cute umbrellas before he joins you, sitting at the barstool next to you.
Oikawa still seems to be on edge from his confrontation with Ushijima, or the lack of one, so the two of you sit in comfortable silence for a bit. You watch some of the party-goers stumble around on the lower decks, and you see women and men come up to talk to the three sitting on the couches. You pick up their names after a bit — Iwaizumi, Makki, and Mattsun, are what everyone calls them — and you eventually watch Mattsun get pulled away by the busty blonde you saw him with earlier.
Oikawa seems to pull himself out of his mental slump when he finishes his drink while you've only been sipping on yours, so you are nowhere near close to finishing it. He makes his way back over to the bar side and washes his cup before he starts making another concoction for himself.
He breaks his silence, “So, you and Daichi are pretty cute together.”
You hum at him in agreement, taking another small sip of your drink.
He continues, “He must be pretty serious about you if he's bringing you all the way out here. He's never brought a girl here before.”
Daichi and you haven't talked about your past relationships, but you aren't really surprised to hear that with what he told you earlier about wanting to be in love.
You don't want to pry, but you do want to know more. This side of Daichi’s life is still a mystery to you. 
“Not even one girl?” you ask him in all sincerity.
Oikawa smirks, glad that he caught your attention with that one. “Well, he did date a girl from our neck of the woods, if that's what you want to call us rich shits. She was hot and smart but they never really seemed to mesh.”
You give him a curious look so he continues, “She was all business, no heart. And you know Daichi, his heart is ten times too big. They just didn't work.”
You nod taking in your new information before you feel someone next to you, the man with the pink hair, Makki. 
He opens his mouth before he leans on the bar to stabilize himself, the alcohol apparently starting to kick in. His words are slurred together. “Are you two talking about Daichi? I heard some models say they would pay $10,000 to lick one of his thigh muscles!”
Oikawa pushes the drunken Makki off the bar and he stumbles back to the couch before slumping over into a woman's cleavage.
“Don't mind him,” Oikawa says, trying to bring back the lighter mood from earlier. “He doesn't know what he's talking about.”
Oh, but you do know what he’s talking about. You've been avoiding the thoughts since you landed, but now there's no holding back the dark thoughts you've been trying to suppress. 
How are you supposed to be good enough for him? For Daichi and his big heart? You've seen it so much tonight, the way he laughs and takes care of his friends, like it’s second nature, coming easier than breathing for him. He's so caring, compassionate, fun and you're just you. 
How are you supposed to compete for his attention when you are up against literal supermodels? 
You swipe at frustrated tears forming in the corner of your eyes before speaking to Oikawa, “Can you tell Daichi I’m gonna go back to the house, I'm tired. But it was nice to meet you.”
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You were very much not tired. This was the most wide-awake you have felt in quite some time. Your mind races with all the things that are wrong about the situation you find yourself in. You would laugh at how being on a billionaire’s floating sex boat is what made you feel this insecure if you weren’t feeling so pathetic.
You find your way off the boat with ease, pushing past people grinding on each other to get back to the dock so you can make your way to the safety of your bedroom. 
As you get to the house’s side door you hear a familiar voice calling out your name.
Turning around, you see Daichi running up the path you just took, before he stops next to you, out of breath. 
“Did you sprint all the way up here?” you ask him.
“Yeah…” he pants out in between breaths. “I wanted ... to catch you.”
“I told Oikawa I was going to bed, it’s been a long day and —,” you try to explain but he interrupts you. 
“Are you actually tired?”
You are fidgeting with your hands, not wanting to lie to him, “Well, not exactly...”
“Come somewhere with me.” It flows out of his mouth like a demand but you can see the question in his eyes as they gleam in the darkness. You look at him quizzically before he continues, “Don't worry, no one else is gonna be there.”
Your lips turn in a small smile at his statement, “Just us?”
He takes your hands, placing them both between his own and brings them to his lips, giving your knuckles a light kiss. He keeps them there when he replies, “Yes, just us. I promise.”
You think for a minute, and then give him a hesitant yes. 
His face lights up, “Okay, let's get some supplies.”
He takes your hand, pulling you into the kitchen, grabbing the snacks you like, and a nice chilled glass of water along with two glasses before motioning to a cupboard, telling you to grab the best blankets. 
When you rub the blankets on your skin to test which ones are softer, Daichi smirks at you. 
“Cute,” he says before making his way over to you, “but make sure you grab one of the big sturdy ones too.”
He grabs a basket for all the stuff and wraps you in one of the soft blankets before heading to the elevator that was tucked away in the corner of the kitchen.
“An elevator, really?” you grin at him, your earlier frustration easing away the more time you spend with him and his smile.
“To be fair, it was installed before we bought the house, but my grandma does use it a lot.”
The two of you ride the elevator to the top floor where Daichi starts running a hand along the wall looking for something. When a secret door pops open, he laughs at your shocked expression before motioning you to follow him inside.  
A hidden staircase leads the two of you up to the roof and you take in the sight of the grounds. You can see the race track where you spent your evening, the large yacht floating below filled with people still bumping away to the music, and the stars... You swear that you've never seen the stars shine so bright before. You can see them weaving patterns in the night sky, their stories unknown to you but you enjoy their beauty nonetheless.
When you look over at Daichi, his eyes are soft as they trace your features, and you love the way his gaze makes you feel.
He leads you out to a small section of the roof near the middle of the house where he lays the thick blanket on the ground, setting out the snacks and taking off his shoes before sitting down on the blanket, patting the spot next to him as you take off your shoes and join him.
The two of you sit together, eating snacks, sharing stories for a while, staring up at the night sky together, before he turns to you with a playful glint in his eyes. 
“Let's play a game,” he proposes.
You look him over and nod, waiting for him to explain the game.
“It's easy, just ask me anything, whatever you need answered and I won't hold anything back.” He seems very confident, obviously wanting to make himself an open book after keeping this big secret from you. There are so many things you could ask, you don’t know where to start. 
You raise an eyebrow at him before asking, “What is the worst decision you've ever made?”
He rolls his head to look you in the eyes, before raising his eyebrows at you, “Going right for the hard-hitting questions then?”
“You said you'd answer Daichi, are you gonna take that back?” you say with a little smirk.
He thinks for a moment before replying. “Fine,” He says before rolling his eyes, “I let Bokuto give me a tattoo once when we were both drunk.”
He sees your quizzical eyes as you try to suppress your laughter, “It’s on my ass and it’s a smiley face. Stop laughing!”
You can't stop the laughter that comes from you as you imagine your big strong Daichi with a funky little tattoo on his ass cheek. You are wiping the tears out of your eyes as he takes his opportunity for revenge.
“Okay, my turn!” he exclaims, rubbing his hands together.
You have to stop laughing so hard so that you can retort, “Wait, wait, you never said that I would have to answer too!”
He smiles and shakes his head, laughing. “Yeah, I guess you're right. How about I get to ask you a question for every two questions you ask me? And you don't have to answer if you don't want to.”
You look at him questioningly and you are very curious as to what Daichi would want to know about you so badly he’s willing to put himself on the line first. “Sounds fun,” you smile. 
“Good, what's your second question?”
“What were you talking about with that guy, Ushijima?”
He looks uncomfortable as he tries to think about how to answer you. “Well, he mostly just saw Oikawa's boat and wanted to annoy him,” he chuckles before continuing. “But he also wanted to talk about a deal that our fathers are trying to make to secure our family ties. It's something that we both are very against.”
His answer leaves you with more questions, “What do you mean, ‘family ties’?”
He smoothly switches from his uncomfortable state and offers you a coy smile, “Do you want that to be your next question, sweetheart?”
Rolling your eyes at him you respond, “Ugh, no.”
“Okay, good because I really don't want to think about it. My turn then.” He thinks for a second before asking, “Do you think this,” he gestures into the air, “is too much for you? You know, the cars, boats, houses, money?”
You pause to gather your thoughts, staring up at the night sky again.
“I think that it's a lot to take in all at once,” you say slowly, calculating each word before it comes out of your mouth. “Especially the sex party boat,” you chuckle, “But I could get used to it.” You let the ‘for you’ hang in the air unspoken. 
He grabs your hand, looking up to the stars, “I’m glad. Okay, what's your next question?”
You don't want to ruin the mood and ask about the ‘family ties’ between his and Ushijima’s families, so instead, you choose a safer route. 
“What was it like growing up?”
He seems taken aback at first before a simple smile adorns his face, “My parents didn't love each other, not really. They had me, and then my brothers and sisters, but when times got hard they didn't support each other. They divorced pretty early in my life, I was still a kid when it happened.”
He pauses when you squeeze his hand in reassurance, but he's still smiling as he continues, “They split the companies between them, got us a nanny, and we bounced back and forth between houses every few months. I eventually just ended up as the caretaker for my siblings, making sure they didn't turn into spoiled brats.”
His laugh at the last part is so genuine it makes your heart flutter, but even so, his life has been far from perfect. “Wow, Daichi, I’m sorry you had to go through that.”
“It wasn't that bad, I got to have a lot of fun.” He shakes off your concerned look before he gets to ask his question, “My turn again. What was it like for you growing up?”
You explain to him about your family dynamic, watching how his eyes seem to light up when you make jokes and then fall when you mention your hardships. He squeezes your hand like he never wants to let go when you finish telling him your stories, a playful smile returning to his lips before he tells you to ask your next set of questions. 
You think of what to ask next, and your face grows hot as your brain churns up a question that you have never talked about with Daichi before. 
Your tongue stumbles as the words flow from your mouth, “Have you had sex before?”
He tries to suppress his smile, “Yeah a few times, not with anyone really special though.”
Your lips part in surprise and you find yourself asking in a breathless tone, “What’s your number?”
Daichi leans closer to you, erasing the distance between your bodies as his hands move up the skin on your exposed thigh, leaving goosebumps in their wake, “Is that your next question?”
You're breathless, the heat from his fingers distracting you from the fire brewing inside you,  “Yeah, it is.”
Daichi’s lips are so close to your own you can feel his breath on your soft skin, his voice dipping an octave when he asks, “Why, do you want to be one of them?”
You clear your mind enough to retort back at him. “Is that your next question?” you say, brushing your nose against his teasingly.
“Yes,” he answers before his breath hitches in his throat as you move your hands to his thighs.
“You first,” you giggle as his cheeks turn a bright shade of pink.
He answers as quickly as possible, his words almost too fast to hear but his tone is so low it sends shockwaves straight to your core. “It’s four, Laney in high school, this girl Kay at a party, Hime my ex and then Jackie in college a year ago. Your turn.”
Your mind clouds with his scent as you bring your hands up to his chest. Why is he so hot when talking about other people he's fucked, and why aren't you more jealous? 
“I- uh, yeah. I would love to be your number five,” you stammer out. 
He smirks at you, both of you are very obviously in need of each other's touch, more than you were getting and you can't deny how good it feels to have his undivided attention like this. Something about Daichi makes you forget your sense of self, and his touch instantly sends your heart racing.
“Do you have any more questions, sweetheart?”
You nod, biting your lip, “Are you going to kiss me, Dai?”
He nods before his eyes search yours. The stars tonight are reflected in his dark irises and you swear that you could get lost in him if you looked long enough. 
Daichi moves closer to you at an agonizingly slow pace, and you savor the electricity that is simmering in the distance. It's enough to have your heart skip a beat before he closes the gap.
His lips meet yours and it's slow at first. His touch and kiss are reminiscent of the way that stars seemingly burn for eons until they can't take any more heat and explode in a fury of passion.
You grab the collar of his shirt, bringing him impossibly closer to you, wanting to erase any remaining space between the two of you. You seemingly throw him off his balance as he almost falls on top of you. You can feel him smile into the kiss before he starts to reposition your body with his big, strong hands. 
Daichi sits back, before pulling your body into his lap, wrapping your legs around his waist before continuing the kiss. His tongue swipes at your bottom lip and you moan at the contact, allowing him access, while you snake your hands into his hair, giving his roots a slight tug to get him to kiss you harder.
More. You need more.
His hands move up your body from your hips with a slow drag of his fingertips up to your neck, cradling your head in his hands, angling your head to kiss you deeper. 
Your body burns at the contact with him, your soul reaching out for his through your kiss. Hearts melting and colliding into one supernova as your lips push and pull against each other. This heat that ignites within you that only he can seem to control, grows and grows until you feel like you're going to go insane if you don't touch him more soon. 
Grinding your hips down on him, you can feel how much he is enjoying this, and you can't help but smile when he lets out a small whine into your mouth. Kissing him harder you start to move your hips against his as he ruts up into you at the same time. The delicious friction you've been craving but it's not enough, you need more.
His mind must have melded with yours because he stops kissing you, pulling away with your bottom lip caught between his teeth until you let out a small gasp. 
“Pretty girl, tell me you want this,” he asks breathlessly.
You feel your cunt clench at his praise, needing more from him, needing everything. 
“Dai, I want all of you.”
His breath hitches in his throat, and his eyes take in the sight of you on top of him with the endless backdrop of stars above you. 
The look he's giving you melts any remaining pieces of your heart into a giant puddle, his eyes are soft and a small smile is on his lips as he whispers, “I think I’m falling in love with you.”
You rest your forehead on his, looking him in the eyes and reply, “me too.”
He smiles at you bigger and you can't imagine feeling any happier than you are right now, his eyes crinkle in happiness before he buries his face into your chest, wrapping around you and hugging you with a huge amount of strength. 
You let him hold you like that for a few seconds before the need growing in your stomach becomes unbearable.
You move your hands to cradle his head, pulling him from your chest so that you can look at him. His eyes are half-lidded looking up at you in awe, like he can’t believe that you're here with him on his lap.
“Daichi,” you practically purr, “please, fuck me.”
His eyes flutter at your words, and he bites his lip. He looks like he's fighting some sort of internal battle.
Before you can register his movement, the world is tilting on its axis, and your back is now on the soft blanket. His strong arms caging you under him and your legs are around his waist as he leans over you.
You can see why he was staring up at you earlier, he looks heavenly with the night sky as his backdrop. The soft glow from the house illuminating his features and he looks beautiful and so fucking sexy. 
His eyes land on your lips and you watch as one corner of his mouth tilts up in satisfaction at your reaction to him. 
“Aw, my girl thinks I'm sexy,” he says, nuzzling his nose against yours as he taunts you.
You can't believe you said that out loud, but it's true so you nod, worried what else will come out of your mouth if you choose to open it. 
He leans down so that he is right next to your ear and he growls, “I think she’s fucking sexy too.” 
He gives your earlobe a small nip before he starts kissing your neck. You turn your head, giving him more room, and he takes full advantage of it, tracing his tongue along your pulse before moving his lips against your skin. His lips search your neck until he finds that spot that makes you gasp, and then he focuses all his attention there, biting it lightly before his tongue swipes away the sting. 
You moan for him, moving your hand to his hair, gathering some between your fingers before he sucks hard. Your hips jut up, grinding on him in pleasure, and both of you moan into each other as your clothed cunt brushes against his hard cock.
“I’ve been so fucking hard for you since our kiss earlier.” His mouth kisses down to your shoulder which is still covered by your sweater. “Do you want my mouth or my fingers?”
His hands make their way under your sweater and over the skin of your stomach, before teasing your nipples through your bra and you let out a gasp when he gives one of them a squeeze, a warning for you not answering him.
“I asked you a question, answer me,” he says in a stern voice that sends shivers down your spine and makes your eyes flutter.
Your mind tries to calculate a response, as the assault on your nipples increases, sending shocks of pleasure right to your core.
Unable to focus on anything but how his fingers feel on your skin as he trails a hand down your body, “your fingers, please” you moan out for him.
He leans back and pushes your skirt up around your hips before he starts to tease his fingers along the cloth covering your core. 
His gaze on you makes you want to cover yourself up, but when you move to close your legs, his hand grabs your knee and pushes you back open for him.
He uses both of his hands to pull your underwear down, staring at the string of slick that connects them and your soaked folds. He tosses them somewhere over his shoulder, before taking in the sight before him. The cold night air meets your warm cunt and sends shivers up your spine, but the cold is quickly replaced with the heat of Daichi’s warm hands on your thighs.
“God, you're beautiful,” he groans, as he watches your cunt flutter around nothing at the depth of his voice. Fingers moving back to your slit, teasing your folds before he moves his fingers up to circle your clit.
You let out a gasp when he finally touches you where you've been needing him. Your hips jut up in search of more contact. 
He teases his fingers through your folds before sliding one into you. You can feel how wet you are and it makes your face heat up but he feels so good inside you, you don't care.
He thrusts his finger into you a few times before adding a second, watching your face morph into pleasured bliss before focusing his attention on the way your walls are trying to suck him inside.
Your hands move to your chest, kneading the flesh there as he increases his pace, finger-fucking you until he finds the spot that makes you scream.
The pleasure in your body continues to build as he focuses all his attention on that one spot. Your nerves are all on fire and you can feel the building pressure, just waiting to be released. Daichi is making you feel so alive, his fingers working magic on your body, weaving their way into your soul and imprinting his mark there where it can never leave.
All of the muscles in your body tense and you hear Daichi say, “cum for me,” before the coil inside you snaps and your body convulses in pleasure, singing out his name in praise as he sends you to the stars. His voice and fingers still work you over, sending more pleasure into your system before you feel yourself gush around his fingers, your body almost folding in on itself as you grab at his wrist to hold him still inside of you. 
Your breath comes out in short bursts as you relax onto the blanket with him still kneeling between your legs. When you look up at him, he has the cockiest smile on his face, obviously proud of himself.
You weakly smile and nod at him, hoping that he understands that he just sent you into orbit before you stretch out your hands for him. 
He reaches out, and you pull him down on top of you. You kiss him roughly and he eagerly ruts his hips into you, moaning into your mouth when he can feel your wetness seeping through his pants.
You reach down between your bodies, unbuckling his belt and undoing the button on his pants. You try to get to his cock, but with the angle you're at and his boxers getting in the way, you can't seem to reach, and you let out a small whine. 
Daichi seems to understand, and he pushes his pants and boxers down past his thighs, giving you the perfect view of his cock. 
It makes your mouth water and you want to taste him so bad. Your hands move to stroke him, gathering the precum that leaks onto your fingers before you pop them into your mouth, lapping up the flavor eagerly.
You moan at the taste, sucking on your fingers, wishing they were his cock. You vow to yourself to take him down your throat and have him at your mercy before the end of this trip.
Daichi’s hand pumps his shaft a few times before he runs the tip through your folds, gathering your slick, before circling your clit with the head of his cock. 
You moan at how thick and heavy he feels against your soft folds. “Please Dai. I need you so bad, please, fuck me.”
He lets out a groan. “When you ask so nicely, how can I say no?”
He lets go of his cock, and moves his hands up to hold yours, interlocking your fingers together before his lips connect to yours in a hungry kiss. He holds eye contact with you as he slowly moves his hips into position as the head of his cock slowly presses into you.
You watch him bite his lip as he fights the urge to buck into you, his half-lidded eyes concentrating on your face, watching your mouth form into a beautiful ‘o’ and your eyes flutter as he pushes more of himself inside you. 
When his hips are flush against yours, he stills, wanting to give you time to get used to his girth. He can't help but savor the way your walls are squeezing him and sucking him into you. You give him a slow nod before he starts moving again, slowly pulling out of you and before pushing back in with more power.
You can't help but dig your nails into the back of his hands, forming crescent-shaped indents. The way his cock hits all of the spots inside of you perfectly has you questioning if this is a dream, but the way he sounds and looks as he moves above you is something so hot that your brain could never imagine it this perfectly.
His lips scatter kisses along your jaw until he's at your neck again, savoring the feel of your still tender flesh against his tongue. He’s taking his time focusing on leaving his mark at the top of your collarbone, sucking and nipping at your skin.
His head falls to your shoulder and his breath turns uneven as he pants out, “if you keep squeezing me like that I'm not gonna last,” in between thrusts.
You aren't going to last either, the coil in your stomach is already dangerously close to snapping again.
“Da-Daddy,” you moan, completely lost in your pleasure.
He pauses above you with his cock still fully sheathed in your dripping cunt, his head snapping up off your shoulder to look into your eyes, his brow furrowing. “What did you just call me?”
It takes a second for your mind to process what you just said. His hips being completely still as his cock continues to stretch you is not helping your brain processes. 
And then it hits you, why did you just say that, oh no. “I’m sorry it slipped out — I’m so —” you panic, stopping when you realize he is shaking his head with a gleam in his eyes you haven’t seen before.
Daichi angles his hips before thrusting into you at an even harder and rougher pace. “Say it again,” he commands, each word accentuated by a heavy thrust.
You bite your lip as the pleasure takes over you once again as he pounds into you. The sheer strength he has is evident in the power behind each thrust.
You can't help yourself when you start babbling out a mixture of his name and new nickname, the two words becoming interchangeable on your tongue and streaming together. 
Daichi releases your hands so that he can get a better grip on your hips, pounding into you without abandon. His eyes go dark as he loses himself in the feeling of your cunt, so soft and pliant and warm all around him. All his.
He can feel you tensing around him, squeezing his soul out of his body as his cock begs for release.
He speaks through his teeth as his whole body is clenching, hold out his orgasm for you, "Fucking cum on my cock baby girl. I need to feel it."
He lets out a primal growl as you feel the pressure inside you release as your pussy milks his cock. Your orgasm crashing through you, forcing you to grip onto his strong shoulders, leaving dark circles that will eventually turn into bruises into his perfect skin. 
You cry out for him, chanting his name as your vision clouds over, and you swear you can see the universe unfolding and refolding in on itself as your body is propelled through time and space.
Your mind is hazy as your muscles twitch. Daichi is still pounding into you, babbling about how much of a good girl you are and how much he's going to fill you up, claim you as his. 
Your body is still shaking with pleasure when you feel Daichi’s thrusts start to waver, your pulsating walls still pulling him even deeper until he lets out a moan of your name above you. His eyes lock with yours as he spills his cum inside you, filling you up completely until it seeps out around his cock.
You both are panting as Daichi leans down to kiss you, his soft lips a stark contrast to the pounding your cunt just received. 
You wrap your arms around his neck, pulling his weight on top of you and keeping him sheathed inside you. 
The stars shine down on you in their infinite beauty and you wish you could stay in this moment forever with him, breathing in his scent, the two of your souls merged into one, with your breathing in sync. All you need is him, you think, only him and you could be happy forever.
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Daichi wakes up to the sound of his phone buzzing on the nightstand. He looks down at your sleeping form on his chest and debates on whether or not he should move you to turn the assault of buzzing off. 
When his phone quiets down, he lets out a small sigh of relief.
After last night on the roof, the two of you managed to sneak to his room without anyone seeing you. Kuroo and Bokuto almost caught the two of you, but with women on each of their arms, they were a little too preoccupied trying to navigate through the mansion to pay attention to you and Daichi hiding in the shadows, giggling at their antics. 
After the two of you got cleaned up, you both got comfortable under the covers, talking the night away, exchanging small kisses and playful jabs before you fell asleep on his chest.
He looks back down at you, and you look so cute sleeping in one of his shirts, the little bit of drool pooling on his chest is adorable and he wishes his phone was closer so he could take a photo.
The incessant buzzing starts again and he lets out a small curse. 
Whoever is calling him must really need him. He takes a deep breath, inhaling your shampoo before he very slowly moves your sleeping body off him.
He grabs his phone off the nightstand before heading to the bathroom, not wanting to disturb your sleep with whatever this phone call is.
Finally looking down at the caller ID, he wishes he would have just thrown his phone out the window but nevertheless, he answers after letting out a big sigh. 
“Dad, what do you need?”
His father talks to him through the phone before Daichi has heard enough. He says one phrase to his dad before hanging up the phone and turning his phone off and slamming it on the counter.
“Drop it, I am not meeting with Hime.”
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my-simp-land · 3 years
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You Cheeky Slink
Bucky comes to you in the night to tell you about his latest google dive and maybe something more. Bucky x reader fluff. 1508 words. This is highkey self indulgent so get ready to read the fantasy thats been living in my head lately. Thanks :))
“Doll?”
Bucky stands at my door with just his head stuck into my room.
“Bucky, what are you doing? Where’s your shirt? You’re going to catch a cold wandering around with no clothes on,” I mumble from my pillow and plushie covered bed.
He smirks. He always does that smirk when he’s about to give some smartass response. That stupid lopsided smirk with he petal pink lips surrounded by the beard he’s been growing out. It’s kinda gangly but in a good way.
“Well, I guess I’ll have to come in then, so I don’t catch a cold in this freezing hallway. You know, you don't actually catch colds from being co-”
You had to stop the groan from falling past your lips. “Buck, love you and all, but now isn't the time to drop some of your newly found knowledge on me. It's...what time is it? Bucky, it is past midnight. Please tell me why you’re in my room at 12:38 a.m. talking about colds.”
Peter and I have been teaching Bucky how to use the internet and his phone, and We introduced him to Google a few days ago. Ever since then, he’s been catching himself up on most of what has happened in the last 70s years. It’s really heartwarming to see his interest in aerial technology and space exploration. We’re all glad that Bucky is adjusting well, but he’s been bombarding us all with random knowledge he’s found on the internet.
“Well, in all fairness, you were the one that invited me in, angel. I’m just doing what you said.” The smirk again. It’s too dark now that he's standing in my dark room, but I know the smirk. It bleeds into his voice. It makes him sound more...confident. Or cocky. “But dollface, we’ve explored more of space than we have the ocean. We don’t know what all is living in the deep parts of our ocean, but we know that you’ll get spaghettified if you go into a black hole. Some people think black holes are portals and some think they’re dying stars.”
“Wait, what? Buck, where are you getting your info?”
“Google, of course. Can I sit?”
“Sure.” The heavy weight of a giant man and his absurdly heavy metal arm rests on the corner of my bed. He almost seems hesitant to sit. I can immediately feel his warmth through the blanket. Despite me keeping my area freezing, Bucky always stays warm. “But Bucky, you went to a site to read these things. You used google but from there, what did you do?”
I can hear the wheels turning in his head. “Uh...the interesting looking ones?”
“You can’t believe everything you read on the internet, Buck. Anyone can put whatever they want out there. When you’re doing this research you’ve got to use reliable sources.”
“Reliable sources? Can I lean against the wall and stretch my legs?”
“Sure. Friday will help you with that, but Peter and I, and even Dr. Banner could help explain that to you in more detail tomorrow at a reasonable hour.”
Bucky shuffles his way across my bed to rest against the wall. He’s cautious of my legs as he makes his journey. It’s almost like he goes into assassin mode. Even though I know he’s moving, he tries his best not to disturb me.
“Well, did you know the footstep on the moon will likely stay there for at least 100 million years? There’s no wind on the moon, so it can’t be blown away. And did you know space is completely silent? There’s no air, so the sound waves have nothing to travel through so no sound.”
Bucky carries on with his space talk. Not long after we became friends, he shared that as a child he was interested in planes. He wanted to be a pilot growing up. That quickly became an awkward conversation. Now, Bucky is learning to fly with Sam, but once he learned our travels expanded into space, his dreams were out of this world. Bucky would start his google dives asking about some random thing, but without a doubt, he would end up on space exploration. Peter and I want to see how he’d do in a Wikipedia race. Peter thinks he would be amazing at it, but I know he’d get carried away and go down his own rabbit hole.
“Doll, Neptune has storms big enough to swallow the entire Earth! Can I get under the blankets?”
I hummed my approval and rolled over. Bucky’s voice is deep and raspy, and something about it can lull me to sleep. Usually I can’t sleep with any noise but Bucky is different. He could probably do audiobooks. Steve’s school videos and Bucky’s audiobooks. That’s quite a pair.
Bucky carries on with his space dump until I ask him. “Bucky, Russia got a satellite in space first. Sputnik. Would you have had anything to do about it? Idk. That might be a rough question but…”
He thinks, and he thinks hard. I can imagine his brows would come together, and he would bite at the right side of his lower lip. His Neptune blue eyes would move like he’s reading words off an invisible piece of paper laid before him. He would usually run his fingers through his hair, but Sam mentioned hair loss and that made Buck a little self conscious. I told him not to worry, but I’ll catch him catching himself.
“I’m not sure, angel. I don’t remember anything being about space, but maybe i just didn’t know it was about the space race. That is bizarre though. I was around when we made it to the moon, but I wasn’t. Can I get under the blankets?”
“Yeah, yeah.” Buck starts to talk again as he pulls the blankets over himself. He worms his legs undermine. “Bucky, get your popsicle legs off me. Go put those things on Steve.”
He lets out a small laugh before he continues his ted talk of everything. Bucky has been taken with space, but he’s interested in cooking too. He loves to sit and watch The Great British Bake-Off or MasterChef or Top Chef. It was quite sweet and funny when he tried to recreate one of the meat pies from season two of TGBBO. He was so confident, and his bottom was so soggy.
“We should grow a fruit salad tree. We’ve got to do something to a fruit tree, but we’d be able to make it grow up to 6 fruits! You could have peaches, Steve gets apples, Sam gets...I don’t know, and I get plums. We’d have to think of something for Pete. But imagine it, a huge fruit salad tree orchard behind the compound!”
“If it’s an orchard, why don’t we just plant a whole bunch of different trees?”
“Bragging rights. Can I lean on these pillows? I’m just gonna lean here.”
“Sure Buckbeak.”
“Hmph. Us having a fruit salad tree would be like the animals in Harry Potter.”
“Yeah?”
Bucky carries on, but his closeness and warmth are enough to lull me to sleep.
I woke up not too much later. Bucky has slowly made his way to fully laying between me and my pillow mountain. He’s pulled me in close to him and nuzzles his face into my neck. He somehow got his arms fully around me with my noticing. Our legs are intertwined, and thankfully, Bucky’s feet have warmed up. I can hear his heart beat in this position. Despite the torture and darkness he’s witness, his heart still beats like a young bird’s wings. His body and mind is old, but his heart is young. A young man from the 40s thrust into the 21st century. It is a cruel fate, but I know Bucky is strong enough to carry this burden. A heart is a heavy burden to carry.
I wake with the sun; a curious beam has made its way directly into my eyes. I go to grab a pillow to cover my face, but I seem to be in the death grip of a certain super soldier. I’m able to shimmy my way around to look at him. He looks at peace. Bucky always carries his anxieties and burdens, but in this moment, he looks youthful. He isn’t a super soldier who lost himself for 70 years. He isn’t a man who is widely hated and has to redeem himself. He isn’t a man with blood on his hands. He’s just Bucky; a great guy that will hold you when you cry or share a big bellied laugh with you.
“See something you like, dollface?”
“You slithered your slinky way into my bed.”
“No, no, no. You invited me in, so I wouldn't catch a cold. I just made myself not cold.”
“Oh yeah?”
“Yeah. You were obviously the best solution, cuddle bug. Your heart is so full of love and compassion that it’s gone hot.”
“You’re a big sap.”
“Only for my best girl.”
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atlabeth · 3 years
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hold onto me (im a little unsteady) - sokka x reader
i was listening to the song when i came up w this so feel free to listen to that if you want
summary: a late night with sokka reminds you that even on the worst days, you always have someone in your corner.
a/n: lmao this is 100% self indulgent i have no excuses. my parents are getting divorced and almost every time they're together they argue and so this is just a comfort fic after it happened again tonight bc GD i wish i had a sokka. this one goes out to all my divorce babies or people with parents that never stop arguing. you are very loved<3
wc: 1.7k, this got away from me lol
warning(s): mentions of parents arguing n shit, like the tiniest mentions of implying sex and problems with consent (in general, not with them), but this is all fluff
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hey. i know you’re probably asleep right now but could you come over?
It was far too late at night when you sent the text. A question asked on a whim, an offer that would most likely go ignored due to the boy on the other end being asleep.
But goddammit, you really didn’t care. Even if he didn’t respond, just hitting ‘send’ made you feel slightly better. You had already taken refuge in one of the sweatshirts he had left at your house (read: one that you had stolen and refused to give back) and as your eyes fell on the glow of the digital clock on your bedside table, you were once again reminded of how stupid this was.
But you heard the telltale buzz of a notification and all but lunged for your phone, an uncontrollable smile tugging on your lips. You didn’t know why you ever doubted him.
sokka💙: you know i never sleep babe
sokka💙: a curse of my genius
sokka💙: im omw
you’re the best thank you love<3
A pair of fuzzy socks and a refilled water bottle later, you heard the sound of something hitting your window. Though you tensed up at first, a roll of your eyes was all it took before you remembered just who you had invited over. Another smile took over as you pushed yourself off of your bed, pushing the curtains aside in time to see another pebble hit the pane.
A physical effort took place to stifle the laugh as you pushed your window up, and you leaned against the sill on your elbows to get a better look at your ridiculous boyfriend.
“Throwing rocks at my window? I think I’m stuck in a bad romcom.”
He grinned and let the remaining pebbles fall to the ground. “It’s what’s to be expected from your Prince Charming, right? Besides, I’m assuming that your parents wouldn’t just let me walk through the front door at this hour.”
You felt the heat rise to your cheeks. Just the sight of Sokka was always enough to make you feel better, and tonight was no exception. The vice on your heart was already starting to loosen. “Right as usual. Think you’ll catch me if I jump?”
He laughed and made a show of looking up and down the distance and then at his arms. “I’d like to say so, but I think we’d have better luck if I climb up.”
“You sure you can do that, big guy?” you asked with a teasing grin. He rolled his eyes with the same sentiment.
“Of course I can. I just thank nature that there’s a tree so close to your window. It’s saved me from a lot of embarrassing falls.”
You chuckled and backed away from the window, the slight chill from the night air beginning to get to you. “I’ll leave you to it while I get things ready.”
Truth be told, your room was a total mess at the moment. You knew Sokka wouldn’t care, especially not now, but it put you slightly more at ease to have something in your life that you could control. You were in the middle of shoving some previously strewn-about clothes into your closet when you heard the click of your window closing. When you turned around, you were met with your boyfriend’s smiling face.
“You’re so pretty,” you murmured as you walked over to him. He wrapped his arms around your waist as you kissed him lightly on the lips, unable to stop the blossoming smile nor the warmth that the action gave you. “Thank you for being here.”
“Of course.” The softness of his words were in stark contrast to the joking bravado from only minutes earlier, and as you stepped away from his embrace and pushed yourself onto your bed, he joined you on the other side. “And not that I’m not happy to be here, but I just wanna know. What’s going on?”
You sighed, letting one leg hang off the bed as you tucked the other in. It was a testament to Sokka’s power how quickly he had gotten you to forget about the new mess of the night. “The usual showing of fuckall and fuckup. I’m more impressed by how they never run out of things to scream at each other about.”
Your bad joke didn’t get a laugh out of him, which you were secretly glad for. Instead, he snaked an arm around your back and tugged you closer, a contented sigh falling from your lips as you nestled your head into the space between his shoulder and his head. “I’m sorry,” he murmured. “You know it’s not your fault, right?”
The phrase had gone in one ear and out the other more times than you could count from your parents, but each time Sokka said it, the words held a different weight. You knew it wasn’t your fault in the first place, but guilt didn’t care all that much for logic. You knew he meant it though, and once more the vice loosened.
“I know. But it still helps to hear it.” You glanced up at him, reaching a hand up to twist a loose strand of his hair around your finger. “You should wear your hair down more often,” you mused. “It makes you look like a prince.”
He chuckled, amusement glinting through his ocean eyes. “I did say I was your Prince Charming, didn’t I?”
You smiled, slowly uncurling his hair from your finger. “Yeah.”
“That means I’ll always be there for you. Especially to save my royal from their evil stepparents.”
Another laugh bubbled in your chest at that, and you leaned closer into him. “Thank you. The more I visit your place, the more I want your family to be mine. Hakoda is like, the nicest man I’ve ever met, and your mom? She actually makes me want to cry with how sweet she is. I think I know where you get it from.”
He grinned and bumped your leg with his own. “You know you’re welcome over there any time. But maybe you shouldn’t — I think my mom might actually adopt you with how much she loves you. That… that would be really weird.”
His joy was infectious as you planted another kiss on his cheek, something that earned you a, as you liked to call it, dazzling Signature Sokka Smile. “I’ll make sure she holds off on the adoption papers for now.”
“I’d like that.”
And though the happiness you felt at the moment was almost overwhelming, that was just what caused that tiny sliver of doubt to come in. When people invited their partners over at three in the morning, it usually wasn’t to sit on the bed and talk about their problems. It was… it was for more, and you didn’t want that right now. And because you were an expert at it, you decided to put your foot in your mouth and start talking.
“I— I’m sorry that I called you over here so late, for no reason. I know you probably expected something else than me ranting, but…” you sighed, drawing your knees closer to your chest as you brought your other hand to Sokka’s resting on your shoulder. “I’m sorry if I gave you the wrong idea.”
He sighed at that, but you knew it wasn’t one of disappointment. “You know I’m here for you. I don’t care if you just want to sit in silence for the next five hours while we stare at the wall, or if you want to watch sappy rom coms until your eyes bleed. I’m more than okay with staying like this. I didn’t come over here because I expected anything from you — I came over here because you needed me, and so I’m here.” Sokka smiled, an image you didn’t think would ever stop making you melt, and intertwined your hand with his. “This is perfect. You’re perfect.”
You were so stunned at the brazen declaration that your voice got stuck in your throat for a moment, holding back tears. (Happy tears. They were never anything other than happy tears with Sokka.) It hit you then that you didn’t really know what it was like having someone get close to you without an ulterior motive.
“Thank you,” you murmured after a moment of comfortable silence. “I love you.”
“I love you too.” You knew he was smiling, even without having to look up at him. You could hear it in his voice, feel it in the kiss he pressed to your hairline.
A comfortable silence hung in the air for a long time until you broke it. “You know… my dad kinda ran off to a motel for the night after this whole thing, and my mom leaves early in the morning. If you were serious about those rom coms…” You allowed the unsaid question of staying the night to fester so Sokka knew he could say no if he wanted to, but he didn’t even hesitate.
“Of course I was serious. I mean, I’ve gotta get the ideas for our future wedding from somewhere.”
You laughed, a sentiment that had occurred more times in the ten minutes he had been here than the past week, and picked the remote for your little box TV off of your bedside table. You clicked through various movies until you found one Sokka liked, and then you cuddled deeper into his side to prepare for the ride you had ahead of you.
Thirty minutes into 27 Dresses, he had fallen asleep, arm still around you and one of his legs slightly intertwined with one of your own. But it’s not like you minded — the familiar weight of Sokka in your bed had caused all your worries to melt away, if only for the night.
You didn’t expect him to last past the first movie, but you were sure you would at least get through until Katherine Heigl got the man. But there was an overwhelming feeling of safety permeating the air with Sokka’s arms around you, and you ended up knocked out before she could even get through all twenty seven dresses.
It wasn’t lost on you how fortunate you were — he didn’t expect anything like that from you, he just wanted you to be safe. He was there for you. You would never understand how you had gotten so lucky with your boyfriend, but you would never stop being grateful for him.
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this is the most self indulgent thing ive ever written and i am NOT sorry
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