#SOEMTHING SOMETHING THE CARE AND LOVE THEY HAVE FOR HIM THAT HE REFUSES TO HAVE FOR HIMSELF
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#SOEMTHING SOMETHING THE CARE AND LOVE THEY HAVE FOR HIM THAT HE REFUSES TO HAVE FOR HIMSELF#SOMETHING SOMETHING HE REFUSES TO BREAK HIS PROMISE TO KEVIN BUT HES DESPERATE FOR A LOOPHOLE ANYWAY#SOMETHING SOMETHING IM GOING WALK OUTSIDE AND SCREAM UNTIL THEY CALL THE COLS#tsc#tsc spoilers#the sunshine court#aftg#shh ac
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btw in the tmagp launch celebratory stream alice's voice actor said her favorite scene that'd been recorded by that point was "alice and sam go to a place". so i suppose we'll be getting that next week :]
other notes. this statement (hey! actually a statement this time! what the fuck) was SOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
the cursed dice angle is so good, the way the statement giver took on that role (roll), played the part, UGH it's so fun. the theme of choice that was brought up is also so good- just. ONE more roll for old time's sake :) especially given that this is a TMI statement and how HUGE IMPORTANT of a theme choice and free will were in tma, felt very fitting. fantastic, loved that.
continuing on my stuff about the entities in tmagp- once again some things here feel very on the nose, particularly the statement giver literally calling himself a mysterious stranger. this feels like a fun little red herring to me, for people a bit hung up on the entities stuff. that's how i interpreted it, anyways. i wanna know more about this world so fucking bad, dude.
also, the institute's in manchester in tmagp, not chelsea/london. which means no milbank prison, no panopticon. interesting. (though soemthing that was known from the arg already- i really need to deep dive on that. tomorrow, maybe.) statement taking and artifact storage are still a thing, evidently, but noting that there's no mention of an archivist or anything like that. and the subject/agent/catalyst stuff, that's Very interesting.
once again, chester bringing up a magnus-related statement, here in obvious reply to what sam was talking about- just when he was considering to celia about dropping his investigations- clearly (imo) to goad him into not leaving it behind. excellent. and fun given the first TMI-related incident with redcanary had the obvious conclusion of THE MAGNUS INSTITUTE IS WEIRD AND DANGEROUS while also having enough mystery to draw sam in further. sam's seen the canary die in the coalmine and has made the decision to keep digging and that's fantastic.
now! characters! sam's paperwork :) VERY intriguing that he's getting all this stuff and celia's got none of it- he said it was due to that box about the response department, but i've got my doubts about that being the reason he's being saddled with all this weird stuff. also the questions on the thing made me laugh, very good. sam and celia have such good interactions, i love how they bounce off each other. also, with regards to the paperwork- i think there's a connection to be made about the statement giver's continued rolling of the dice (it always felt like my choice.) and sam filling out all this creepy, utterly pointless paperwork to "refuse to give it the satisfaction of giving up".
GWEN AND LENA. nigel dickerson, you know, from tv? possibly. i don't watch television. i do hope we'll be seeing exactly what gwen is being told to do next episode.. delivering something, keeping calm, recording the detailed reactions to what's being delivered. maybe we'll get a bit more of a clue as to what the oair is actually for. i do like that gwen's not become one bit less indignant, skeptical, and disrespectful towards lena now that she's got this job. i'm very excited to see her on her fist job she's gonna suck at it i think
i'll admit i was a little surprised to see teddy again. i was worried for a sec he might be going in the direction of getting dragged back to the oair, but nah. not yet, at least :) and ALICE. ALIIIIICE auaaaaagh!!! i don't know if i have much to say baout this part that isn't just (shaking a plushie in my mouth like a dog). very neat that she has agreed to help sam investigate this and actually go to the institute when she's been so staunchly don't get caught up in the creepy stuff! leave the magnus institute stuff ALONE you don't want to get into this spooky shit! like.. she does not want to get involved with spooky shit and she doesn't want sam to get involved with spooky shit but she cares about him and their friendship a lot and this is obviously important to him. so. (plus, the thing about alice's brother having been at the institute alongside sam and gerry..) i like them both so much. i am so excited for next weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek
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okay so, this might be the strangest ask you've ever recieved, but ofr a while ive been thinking of jealous/possessive!kc and how they react to each other's exes or people who have crushse on them might react and i woild absolutely love to read soemthing on that but if you can, that would be really cool to read! ONLY IF YOU WANT TO, please and thank you!
Hi, nonnie! There's only minor possessive!kc, but I hope it's still okay. Thanks for the ask!
On a very minor note, this is my 1000th post on Tumblr, and I love the idea of it being a kc drabble!
But I digress, and getting back to the drabble, I hope you like it!
xxx
“I think she invited us just to spite us,” Hayley grumbles to Bonnie, who rolls her eyes as she sips from her champagne glass. “Like, who does that?”
“She invited our whole class. If she hadn’t invited you two, you would’ve complained about that,” Elena interjects from behind her, smoothening out a wrinkle in her bridesmaid dress.
“Doesn’t Gorgeous look gorgeous?” Enzo asks, appearing at their side, kissing Bonnie’s cheek. “Hello there. I must say, however, I don’t see your dates anywhere,” he says pointedly to Hayley and Camille, who’re standing sulkily, glaring at the back of Caroline’s head as she laughs when Klaus whispers something in her ear.
Hayley scoffs. “She’s so fake.”
“Watch it,” Bonnie says angrily. “It’s her wedding, don’t you dare.”
“I don’t get why he likes her,” Camille whines. “She’s so freaking boring.”
“Because she’s intelligent, beautiful, and strong,” Elena snaps. “If you don’t like her, why’d you come?”
When they remain silent, Enzo snorts. “Isn't it obvious?” he says dryly. “They came to watch Mikaelson’s arse in a suit.”
Elena looks at them disgustedly. “It’s his wedding and you're here for that?”
“Obviously not,” Camille snaps. “We’re here cause we were invited.”
“I'm going to ask Care to dance,” Tyler says, appearing behind Elena, making her jump. “She looks so great, don’t you think?”
“I hope you mean great in the platonic way, Lockwood,” Enzo says lightly, tugging Bonnie closer to him when she growls at Tyler.
Tyler scowls. “Obviously.”
“Oh, give it up it, Tyler,” Hayley snaps. “We all know you're here cause you’ve had a crush on Caroline for ages and you're still pissed she was with Mikaelson when he’s never liked you.”
“If you don’t have anything nice to say about the bride and groom,” Bonnie suggests, her temper flaring, “I suggest you leave. Immediately.”
Camille scoffs. “Whatever. Get over yourself, Bonnie.”
“Watch it, Camille,” Enzo says warningly.
“Hi,” Caroline says breathlessly, Klaus close behind. “How’s everything going?”
“Great!” Bonnie, Elena, and Enzo chorus while Tyler and Hayley and Camille mumble out something incoherent.
“I've been wanting to get a drink for ages, but Klaus—” Caroline breaks out into giggles when Klaus kisses her neck playfully. “Klaus wouldn’t stop dancing.”
Bonnie grins at how giddy her friend is. “Well, you're here now. Champagne?” she asks, offering her untouched glass to Caroline.
“Yes, thank you,” Caroline says, taking the glass from Bonnie, her ring catching the light. Bonnie smugly watches Camille and Hayley’s mouths drop at the sight of the giant diamond and tiny sapphires sparkling on her finger.
“Your ring…” Camille starts hoarsely.
Caroline beams. “Thank you! Klaus picked it out himself, he has excellent taste, don’t you think?”
“I certainly do,” Klaus replies, gazing at Caroline adoringly.
“You two are even more nauseating now,” Enzo says cheerfully, dropping a kiss on Caroline’s cheek. “You look lovely, Gorgeous. Bonnie refuses to dance any more, care to grace me with one?”
“Of course. “Caroline smiles, taking his outstretched arm. “Klaus looks dehydrated anyway.”
“I do not,” Klaus calls out after her, a mock-annoyed expression on his face. “Only two dances, no more.”
“Oh, relax, Klaus,” Stefan says from beside him, elbowing him gently. “You're getting Caroline to yourself for the rest of your life, don’t pout.”
Klaus grins softly. “I am,” he says, watching Caroline spin on the dance floor with Enzo. “Thank you for coming,” he says to Tyler, Camille, Hayley, and Elena. “Caroline is so happy to have you here.”
“I should hope you're both happy to have us here,” Hayley interjects, smiling simperingly.
Klaus’s smile doesn’t disappear, but does fade. “Yes,” he murmurs. “We are.”
“I'm going to ask Care to dance when Enzo’s done,” Tyler says imperiously, taking a bite of his appetizer.
“Mm,” Klaus says, finishing off his champagne. “Actually, her dances are all booked for the night. Some by my brothers, one or two by Stefan, most by me,” he tells Tyler pointedly. “Perhaps some other time.”
He smirks at Tyler, clapping him on the shoulder. “Do enjoy yourselves.”
Once he leaves, Bonnie can't help but snort at Tyler’s furious look. "I'm sorry, were you—were you trying to intimidate him?"
"Shut up, Bonnie," Tyler grouses, getting another glass of champagne.
Elena stifles a laugh and turns to Bonnie. "Are you sure Caroline told us not to throw him out?"
"Positive," Bonnie agrees, smiling at Hayley and Camille mockingly. "It's a shame."
"Wasn’t pining after him at work enough for you?” Stefan asks Hayley.
“Clearly not,” Elena says scornfully.
Camille scoffs, and Stefan sighs. “I'm going to go look for Klaus,” he announces, rubbing his palms together. “Rebekah asked me to find him and tell him to save her a dance. Try not to jump the groom, please.”
Bonnie watches Caroline spin around with Enzo, giggling when he dips her, her smile never disappearing. Hayley folds her arms, trying very hard not to make a comment, and Bonnie sighs. “If you dislike her so much, why don’t you just leave? Klaus is obviously not going to go for you.”
“Whatever,” Hayley snaps, grabbing Camille’s arm. “Come on, Cami.”
Once they’ve left, Klaus greets her with smile. “Have the Wonder Twins finally left?” he asks, looking over her shoulder. “Good. Dance with me?”
“Really?” Bonnie asks, surprised.
Klaus rolls his eyes. “My wife is dancing with your husband. I think it’s only fair that you dance with me, don’t you?”
“Klaus Mikaelson, dancing voluntarily,” Bonnie says teasingly, taking his offered hand. “Who would’ve thought? Only for Caroline, right?”
Klaus’s eyes almost seem to sparkle. “Only for Caroline,” he agrees.
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I'm sorry there wasn't more of what you asked for, but I do hope you enjoyed it! Please comment!
Cheers!
#klaus x caroline#klaroline drabbles#klaus mikaelson#caroline forbes#bonnie bennett#enzo st. john#bonenzo#elena gilbert#stefan salvatore#minor bonnie bennett x enzo st john#hayley marshall hate#camille o'connell hate#possessive kc#they're so cute#weddings#bonnie and elena are good friends
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BUBBLES!!!! Hello hello I know I said that I’d send something YESTERDAY but again procrastinating seemed like a much better option lol BUT I AM SENDING SOEMTHING NOW!!!! And before that just wanted to say how much I loved the cute pedrito story really <3 we need more fluff and cuteness overload in this cruel, cruel world!!
OKAY NOW I was going to send a fluffy headcanon BUT THEN!!!!! I got a quite angsty idea that I just can’t shake off of my mind so 🫠Alright! You go on patrol with Tommy, Joel and Maria (i mean maybe other people but I don’t really know names lol and it’s just not that important anyway) AND OF COURSE YOU GET ATTACKED it could be infected, it could be raiders, whatever! And of course you get badly hurt (this is inspired by something I saw in a show where, to escape the villain, the mc let herself fall from the first floor and got impaled on some metal thingie BUT SHE SURVIVED DONT WORRY!!) so let’s say you chose to let yourself fall, etc…which leaves you with a severe injury in the abdomen.
Joel doesn’t waste any time rushing to you and that’s where he sees the giant pool of blood staining your clothes, the metal sticking out of you. You’re breathing heavily, sweating, all the symptoms and Joel is panicked, losing his mind, you name it. This is just too familiar, too much of a déjà-vu and Tommy who’s there as well can’t help but feel the “shit it’s happening again, she’s going to die”
But they have to act fast so they manage to lift you, the metal thing still in the wound (so you don’t bleed out and not like mr Joel and his knife ahem) and they take you back to Jackson. Joel is carrying you, trying to keep you awake and just…not have you die in his arms. Thankfully you weren’t that far away so you manage to go back rapidly but when you reach the town, you’re in a pitiful state—white as a sheet, shallow breathing, delirious, etc...— and you're quickly sent to the town hospital
Joel absolutely REFUSES to leave your side, probably gets into a fight with the doctor to be allowed in because he can't bear being away from you now.
The doctor quickly realize that oh oh they don't have any anesthesia and they're going to have to take off the metal spear + sew you back without putting you asleep and if you don't die from the hemorrhage, you might just end up dying from the pain.
They explain the situation to Joel who again, is this close to just fuck these doctors up but he doesn't have a choice: either they operate without anesthesia or they let you bleed to death.
Ellie arrives as well because word in Jackson travels fast and she's aware of what happened, Tommy stays with her outside, explaining to her the situation. That's when Ellie hears your wretched screams piercing through the small building.
Inside the "operating room", the doctors are trying to keep you from moving as they get the metal out of you and if Joel's heart hadn't broken already, it sure as hell is breaking now as you're begging him to make the pain stop. He's holding you, keeping your shoulders fixed on the table and trying to soothe you and he does the heartbreaking "I know, I know, baby, I know" but truth is, he's completely powerless and it's killing him. One of the scariest, most tragic moment of his life is happening all over and just like the first time, he can't do anything but try and calm you down and tell you to not leave him. His tears fall on your contorted face and if he could he would just take that pain all for him, take all the pain just to stop your screams.
Finally, the doctors manage to find some sleeping pills or something to soothe you and help you rest. They assure Joel that you're stable and you should be okay and Joel can feel the tiniest bit of the weight lift from his shoulders.
Seeing the doctors left, Ellie understands it's over and she goes inside to find Joel sitting at your side. His clothes are drenched with blood—your blood— but when he sees Ellie, he hugs her. She doesn't care about the blood staining her own clothes, she accepts the embrace and squeezes Joel tight.
There is this sort of...mutual understanding between them. Joel can't just crumble because he needs to be there for Ellie so he tries to show a brave face. And in the same way, Ellie knows what Joel has lost so she tries to be here for him.
I was about to send out a searching crew for you. Missed ya!!!! 🥺
No stop it this is absolutely mental. Love you need to start writing if you ain't doing that already because dang!!!!!! 😭😫🥲
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honestly do you think mike will say i love you in vol 2??
this made me laugh a bit thank you anon. honestly that's the big question isn't it? will mike wheeler, famously in love, say i love you out loud after one heat of the moment exclamation years ago?
to me the way he talks to eleven during their fight was very reminiscent to his talk with dustin about best friends in S1. "you can have only one best friend. it's logic. "well i call bull on your logic because you're my best friend too." why am I reminded of this?
well mike as a person isn't really afraid to say he cares about a person. he's actually pretty no holds barred. but this is, of course, if he knows how he means it and he knows how the person hearing will take it to mean.
so when el is asking him a pointed question, mike's responses feel ironically, like someone who's trying to reject someone gently. "i care about you. of course i love you. you're so important to me." so while this would have been sweet and romantic, the romance goes out of the window because indeed, mike never says it.
maybe he did love el at one point. maybe he said it that one time because he thought it's what he should say. that that's what was expected of him because he's a boy and he cares so much about el and it's the logical conclusion.
he doesn't, almost indirectly refuses to say it now. is it regret? doesn't look like it, he certainly made it a point to show how much ifatuated he was. is it fear of commitment? don't think so, he's been acting pretty committed till now. is he afraid that if he says it, then he may eventually not feel it? for someone who's been dating someone for 2 years that's a pretty strange thought. why would he doubt his feelings?
paralleling this we have this friendship which by no means should've broken down the way it did. will would never, ever confess to mike if he knew that he was happy. he still thinks mike is happy. but at this point it's very strange to me that mike, who has no awkwardness with el, has tension and a strangeness around his best friend of 10 years or more. why? he had hugged will, even smiled gladly when will said he'd never join another party. so what's with the awkwardness?
this is the crux of which i feel will have a partial resolution in season 4. i really do feel mike isn't gonna be saying ily to el when they meet again. will's advice,both in the bedroom and on the jeep, were ambiguous in their wording. and if you notice Mike's expression, it feels considering. like hes reaching a decision he knew he should've taken before.
i think he and el both know he doesn't love her the way they're pretending he does. and i think mike is gonna tell her that. eventually. we do have the apocalypse going on so.
so in my opinion, while I'm not sure about mike saying ily in circumstances rn, he will probably making a confession to el. one he knew he should've done before. that he couldn't say he loves her because he knows he doesn't in the way she means it. and secondly, something will trigger his realisation that he does know love. the kind of love that makes you behave differently around a person. the kind of love that makes you jealous, that makes you feel afraid of the mere thought of losing them. that makes you notice them even if you should be focussed on soemthing else. the kind of love that has you chasing after someone immediately because you know you fcked up and them being in your life is more important than pride.
he does know love and he knows it's not for el. but something will trigger the realisation that possibly, the actual person he has these feelings for, might have them for him too.
whether he acts on it in this season or the next is dependent on just how urgent it becomes for him to say it.
tldr: while mike may not say ily this season, he will realise he just can't say it to el and he will realise it's not because he doesn't know love, but because the person he loves isn't actually el. if things get dire...then he'd definitely say it. or some poetic variation of it.
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Hey I really liked your post on Emerald’s allusion and started going through the linked posts. You pointed out that the line “ripped from the earth and exposed to the sun” could be referencing Mother Earth and Father Sun, but I think it could be taken as referencing Emerald and Sun/SSSN as Emerald has several things linking her to earth and Tyrian just took Mercury from her and is heading to Vacuo where SSSN is. Just something to think about
Hi!
Thank you for reading!
I like your interpretation, but the way I see it I'm the One is set in a specific time-frame aka when Emerald and Mercury fight Coco and Yatsuhashi in volume 3. Their deeper stanzas are alternated with more superficial ones, where they mock their opponents and comment the fight.
In short, I don't see the lines of the song alluding to future events... Emerald and Mercury are instead revealing hidden parts of themselves through metaphors and criptic imagery.
Emerald tells us about her lack of love, her gem motif and her semblance, while Mercury describes his abusive past. They are giving info they already know, but hide. Tyrian separating them and bringing Mercury to Vacuo is instead soemthing they could not have foreseen.
This is why in this meta I tried to link Mercury's line to his past:
I'm the one
That was ripped from the earth and exposed to the sun
Overrun
By the hate and the beatings defiled by a father
After all, this whole stanza is already about Marcus's abuse, so it makes sense even the "earth and sun" metaphors play into this. For example, you could read the "ripped from the earth" part as an ulterior reference to Mercury's legs. Being ripped from the earth implies you lose your standing, which is what happens to him. It would also add to the idea Emerald is going to become Mercury's new roots (Sustrai means root).
Still, this doesn't mean you are wrong. The lines might have a double meaning. They could allude both to Mercury's past and to future events in an indirect way :).
As for now, this is my top list of characters that may play some kind of role in Mercury's arc:
Emerald- She is Mercury's partner and the person he clearly cares about. They are introduced as a set and are set up to have complementary arcs.
Qrow- Mercury links him to his dad in volume 3 and he is a foil to Tyrian, who is probably gonna become Mercury's abuser.
Jaune (?) - Mostly because I think "healing" is an important theme of Mercury's arc and because Tyrian shows some interest in him in volume 4. That line should matter, after all. I also think Mercury and Jaune have good potential for a foiling.
I am also operating under the idea Emerald and Mercury's arcs are gonna be mirrors structurally.
Emerald's development in Atlas is linked to 3 characters: Hazel, Oscar and Ozpin. Hazel is a mentor figure, Oscar is a peer on the protagonists' side and Ozpin is an adult on the protagonists' side. In general, Hazel, Oscar, Ozpin and Emerald are all foils and the resolution of their plotline is important for all of them.
Mercury's mentor figure is Tyrian, who foils Qrow as the adult on the protagonists' side. We miss the peer, who may very well be Jaune for the implied link with Tyrian. Btw Ruby would fit as well for a series of reasons (she parallels Oscar, she cuts Tyrian's tail in volume 4 and her symbolism may work well with Mercury's), but as for now my money is on Jaune (mostly I think Ruby will have other to do in Vacuo).
That said, this is just an hypothesis and may very well be wrong. If we were to discard it, SSSN is my other bet. Sun and Mercury's symbolism works well (sun plus planet) and in general I think Neptune's mini-arc may comment Mercury's.
Both Neptune and Mercury have a Roman God allusion, which works as an inversion. Neptune is the God of the Ocean and Neptune's semblance mirrors this, but he refuses it because of past trauma. The end result is that he is a God of the Ocean who is scared of water and can't use his power efficiently. Mercury instead is the Messanger God, who is free to go everywhere he pleases, but Merc is stuck in abuse and can't leave. It is probable his semblance is linked to his allusion (flight, teleportation, etc.), but it was stolen resulting into Mercury becoming an inversion of his inspiration. By the end, I think both boys will embrace their respective powers and grow into themselves.
These are my 2 cents, as for now. Thank you for passing by and have a nice day!
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Road Trip Headcanons
Characters: Bakugou, Kirishima, Todoroki, Denki, and Midoriya
Summary: Road Trip with the boys 😌
A/N: This is my first ever MHA headcanon and work ever as well as my first time writing for this fandom. Enjoy!
Request: Open
Bakugou
First and foremost this man would have the best music
I feel like out of everyone either he or Kiri have some of the net music taste
I don’t take criticism
Bakugou would probably drive the entire time as “I’m fine I can do it”
Even if it’s a 10 hour drive he will REFUSE to let you take the wheel even once even if you are a good driver
He probably wouldn’t have many snacks in his car
But if you wanted food then it’s a gas station or McDonald’s
He probably wouldn’t stop the entire way their either as he’d wanna get there as fast possible
Bonus:
During one trip between you, him and Kirishima “Line without a hook” began playing
You and Kiri proceeded to stare at Bakugou
1. Out of confusion
2. Out of pure shock
Bakugou of course protested saying “Mina must of have added it” or “I don’t even know this song”
Of course, once you and Kiri had fallen asleep halfway through the trip you awoke to him listening to the song and quietly singing it himself
Kirishima
He 100% would drive with all the windows
Too cold? Bring a jacket or ask to borrow his
Too windy ? Too bad
He along with Bakugou would probably have some great music
The only difference would be Kiri’s would probably be just a bit more organized
He also will BLAST music
Speakers not making the weird gurgling noise? Music isn’t loud enough
Kiri would totally let you drive if you asked
Although a little reluctant at first as “I’m the man letting you drive the entire way wouldn’t be cool”
But after he got tired that all changed
Bonus:
Kiri LOVES to speed
Legally of course
If there is any chance he can go over 60 he’ll fucking take it
If you’re the type of person who likes to speed he’ll 100% let you speed in his car
Shark boy just likes to go vroom
Todoroki
Definitely had snacks in his car at all times
Now he wouldn’t have loads of candy or unhealthy snacks I don’t think
I think he’d probably have like trail mix or something that’s not just pure sugar
He’s gotta stay healthy 😤
Acutally he might have a few sweet snacks in his glove department just stowed away for when he really needs to soemthing sweet
Shoto drives with this music rather quiet
Not speaker breaking or too quiet where you can’t hear it but just enough to hold a conversation over
He probably wouldn’t be too parent like as he or your drives
He would definitely be the type to drive at the speed limit or maybe 5 above if he’s feelin a little frisky
Half and Half just likes to follow the rules
Bonus: 
Shoto loves to hold your hand while he drives maybe even rest a hand on your thigh every now and then 👀
He likes to be able to touch you and feel you near him
Shoto definitely loves the small concerts your have to music every now and then
Denki
He along with Kiri fucking BLAST music
Hearing? Never heard of it
Said goodbye to your eardrums
Denki ALWAYS has sweets in his car
Ask for Sweetarts or maybe gummy bears and out of nowhere he’d have a whole bag full
He definitely swerves every now and then when he drives just because he’s jamming out to music
He’s another one who’d most definitely love to speed and CONSTANTLY goes over the speed limit by like 20 miles
This man also ONLY will listen to dubstep or electronic music change my mind
Bonus:
The last time you two went on a trip you ended up driving the entire time
Electro boy was too lazy to drive that day
He ended up eating all the snacks of course sharing every now and then
The entire trip was spent with Denki either sleeping or making Tiktok references
Midoryia
This mf stops at every and I mean EVERY little roadside museum or gift shop
In his words “we gotta see everything we might not get to see again”
He loves stopping and takes a pictures of/with you when you go somewhere
He’d always have some random knowledge of the place your traveling to stored in his head
His music taste isn’t bad but it isn’t the best either
Sometimes you tend to put your own music in order to match some vibe you want for the trip
Bonus:
Midoriya one time almost crashed the car in order to save a small bunny that shot across the road
And within an hour he ended up turning around form where you two were headed to check up on said bunny to make sure it was still alive
What? He cares for animals
Thank you all so much for reading! I hope you enjoyed it and feel free to send in any request but please make sure to check my rules before doing so.
#mha headcanons#kirishima headcanon#bakugou headcanons#denki headcanons#deku headcanons#todoroki headcanons#mha denki#mha deku#mha bakugou#mha todoroki#kirishima eijrou#denki kaminari#bakugo katsuki#shoto todoroki#izuku midoriya
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Annie vs Mikasa: Round 2
They don’t actually fight, I just couldn’t think of a good title for this post. Annie and Mikasa are a set of foils. At times their similarities only serve to irritate one another. At other times, their differences are complementary. Just like Eren / Reiner, and Bertolt / Armin, Annie and Mikasa can become each other’s worst enemies and yet at the same time offer a unique understanding to one another. Here’s an analysis of their foiling as of the latest chapter.
1. Lost Girls
Mikasa and Annie have been opposing forces in the manga ever since Eren saw it fit to compare them. If you look at them from Eren’s point of view they’re incredibly, superficially (on the outside) similiar. Both of them are the only girls in a group of two boys. Both of them are the physically strongest member of their group, and also the most confident in themselves. Annie, just like Mikasa has the ability to quickly act, and she doesn’t hesitate like Bertolt and Reiner are prone to.
Eren is someone constantly fighting against his own weakness, and that’s what causes him to trip up and hesitate. He’s always battling against the idea that he’s mediocre, that he’s all talk, that he’s unable to be strong enough to make the grand promises he makes. As a person he feels lacking, inferior. He lacks the self confidence simply to act. Which is why he gravitates towards people like Mikasa and Annie who just ACT without hesitation. He wants the single-mindedness that Mikasa and Annie have, just by being the people they are, because Eren is riddled with self doubts. Annie and Mikasa both have the strength and self confidence that Eren wants, but they don’t really care about being strong.
Eren would love nothing more than to be able to shut his brain off and become a soldier the way Mikasa and Annie seem to be able to do so flawlessly, but neither of them really want to be this way. The reason that Annie and Mikasa are able to shut their brains off and just fight, is because they see themselves as having fought to survive their entire life, having lost everything else.
They are both girls fighting to survive and find love in a world that they no has absolutely no love for them. They’ve both lost their places in the world, and any and all connecction to the world (except for one person) and because of that they’ve become so desperate that fighting is all they can do.
I bring up the Eren comparison because Mikasa’s been shown to be jealous of Annie in the past whenever Eren gravitated toward Annie. I don’t think Eren had any kind of romantic interest in Annie, I think he just admired her. In a way since MIkasa and Annie are so similiar, Eren can see all of the parts of Mikasa he admires in Annie (her strength, her independence) but none of the parts of Mikasa he dislikes (her codependence, her habit of always following him around).
In the female type titan arc Annie and Mikasa are characters who are incredibly similiar on the outside, especially in the way that Eren perceives them, but we learn the difference between them in their actions.
Mikasa is loyal, Annie is not. And I don’t just mean that Mikasa is loyal to the scouting corps whereas Annie is a spy. I mean, even to their small group of friends Mikasa is someone who is fiercely protective of both Armin and Eren whereas Annie will always run away from Bertolt and Reiner to protect herself. Mikasa clings to Armin and Eren as her place in this world after having lost her original family, whereas Annie completely refuses to get close to Bertolt and Reiner in the same way.
There’s also a certain irony in the way Eren perceives Annie. I mean like I said, he gravitates towards Annie because it’s all Eren thinks he admires in a person, Mikasa’s strength, but without the part of Mikasa that always clings to him. Mikasa’s loyalty towards him has always bugged him but it’s also something that Eren has also always taken for granted because look how hard he freaks out when Annie turns out to have an agenda of her own. He practically begs, and begs her not to betray the scouting corps because he can’t handle the person betrayal.
Anyway this is how we are initially presented their characters, two people incredibly similiar on the outside, but Mikasa is loyal, and Annie disloyal. Of course this is deconstructed in later arcs but we gotta get out of Eren’s POV first.
2. Lost Girls, Found
I set up their foiling in the female type titan arc to show how it’s subverted this arc. A lot of ideas set up in the female type titan arc are now being inverted in the final arc. First we learn a little more about Annie, and how even her circumstances are incredibly similiar to Mikasa.
Mikasa lost her place in the world when her family was killed. Annie never had a place. They are both girls who are incredibly unconnected to the world around them. Annie an orphan with Eldian blood, Mikasa an orphan with Ackerman blood, and the last remaining person of Asian descent inside the walls. They were also marked as different from the world around them because of their birth.
They both have an adopted family member they fixate on, because that person is their sole connection to the world around them. For Mikasa it’s Eren, and for Annie it’s her father. Mikasa’s goal is ultimately to protect Eren because by his side is her place of belonging in the world everything else comes second. Annie’s goal is ultimately to return home to her father because he is her place of belonging in the world and everything else comes second.
Both girls are incredibly, aware of the cruelty of life and how easily people can die and it can all be lost. A dead insect is used to symbolize the revelation in both cases, a dead beetle for Annie, a dead butterfly for Mikasa. For the both of them they also came to this revelation at an extremely young age.
This makes them even more desperate to protect their small place of belonging in the world. Which is why they have the same selfish habit. They will forget about everything else, and run off to protect that safe place when they are pushed against a wall. Mikasa will always drop everything to run after Eren, even if it leads her to doing soemthing stupid or disobeying orders from a superior. Annie will always follow her father’s words and protect herself because she doesn’t care about the mission or the outside world ultimately.
Annie says she’d trample over other people, Mikasa doesn’t listen to Levi and charges straight at the female type titan because it’s the shortest path to Annie. It’s the same behavior, the outside world stops existing to them. Mikasa and Annie both have a small and fragile world that consists of one person they’ve decided is their family. They’re scared of the world at large, because they think they have no place in it.
The story has been gradually challenging Mikasa again and again, to care about the world outside of Eren. It starts in Trost where Mikasa realizes she can’t let herself die just because Eren died because she wants to keep his memory alive. Hange tells her that she might lose the person most important to her in the world, but she has to keep moving forward with that loss.
Mikasa became the first to let go of Armin, when Eren didn’t give up on begging Levi to revive Armin, even though Mikasa had always been the most fiercely protective of their little group beforehand. Floch even points out, that Mikasa is the closest to maturing because she was out of the three of them the only one able to let go. I know Floch is wrong a lot, but Floch tends to talk in theme. I mean he’s not really a character in his own right, he just… talks about the themes of the story. He’s a mouth piece for the author to make obvious comments on the themes of the story, like when he goads Jean into just quietly accepting that the world might end outside of Paradis island. If Floch says something it’s probably a theme of the story.
Mikasa has been pushed over and over again to let go of the person that is her place of belonging in the world. The way she does this is one, realizing how Eren’s actions affect others and two, learning to move to protect people outside of Eren.
It’s Mikasa who calls out Eren for hurting children, and it’s Mikasa who moves to protect Gabi, even knowing that Gabi was the one who killed Sasha. Why? Because Mikasa herself is a lost girl. Because Mikasa knows what it’s like to lose everything as a child.
Mikasa wants to gain the strength to protect someone, because she knows what it’s like to lose everything and doesn’t really want to inflict that on someone else. However, it turns out she’s been protecting the wrong person all along. What’s she been doing then?
For both Mikasa and Annie their wish to have a family, and have some connection to the world isn’t selfish at all. In fact they can be incredibly soft and kind people to those they consider family. However, they have a tendency to tunnel vision and act selfishly when the chips are down. Mikasa enables the worst parts of Eren because she’s so codependent, and Annie is so independent she’s entirely forgotten about the world around her.
Mikasa is slowly learning what Annie already knows, her independence.
Mikasa has slowly been learning there are other things besides Eren that connect her to the outside world, whether it be her sympathies with children like Gabi and Falco who are so much like her and Eren, or her double heritage to both the Ackerman clan and her connection to Hizuru.
At the same time this latest chapter has been showing Annie the opposite. The personal connections to people that Mikasa has always clung so tightly to, and Annie has eschewed are what is slowly coming to matter more to Annie.
When Annie loses all hope, it’s her brief conversation to Armin that almost pulls her back from the edge. In fact the reason she didn’t lose her mind all that time in the crystal is because Armin kept talking to her. Mikasa needs to lose her connections to other people to learn to function on her own, but Annie needs to let other people connect to her.
It’s Armin who pulls her back and grabs her hand when she just wants to avoid others. It’s Armin who counteracts Annie’s long held belief, that the great big world is scary to her. Annie can’t begin to accept the idea that the world might be kind too, unless she learns to accept Armin’s optimism, and his point of view. Annie needs to learn from Armin, but to do that she has to get close to him.
So in the latest chapter we see Annie and Mikasa challenging each other again. Annie and Mikasa have asked each other the most important questions they need to answer.
Can Mikasa actually kill Eren? Can she do what she needs to do? And Mikasa asks Annie the opposite questions? Can Annie follow Armin and be there for him or is she just going to run away again?
I’d say they are both at this point at the final hurdle of their arcs. Mikasa saying that she just wants the old Eren back is the problem. She needs to learn to accept the old Eren is gone. She can either try to save the current Eren, or kill the current Eren, but both of those means Mikasa has to drop her idealized image of Eren and confront the real one right in front of her. Whereas, Annie’s trying to run away one more final time before the end instead of fighting for someone besides herself and her own survival.
Mikasa needs to learn to be independent and function without Eren, and Annie needs to learn to let other people be a part of her life. She can’t live in this world all alone. The same way that Eren once told Mikasa how to live in this world, Armin could help Annie find a way to live, but only if she lets him.
Which is why the connection between these two lost girls is so important. In the Female Type Titan arc we saw them already try to kill each other. However, they’ve always had the potential to help each other find their way so they’ll be lost girls no more.
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Yandere! Werwolf Ateez finding their mate
Warning: strong language, toxic relationship, some mature scenes if you don't like that don't read it
It's my first time writing something like that so please don't be mad at me~💙✨
Hongjoong
We all can agree that Hongjoong is an alpha
It is very rare that a human is the mate of an wolf but fate has chosen you to be his mate and he loves every second of it
The first time he saw you he was stunned, you looked so beautiful, you smelled so delicate and something inside of him clicked
His once so calm personality changed and he got deeply obsessed with you
He wanted you, you and your sinful body
Nothing is more important than you right now and he will take advantage of the first good chance to take you, to make you his
Hongjoong not just wants you, he craves you and he wants you to love him just as much as he loves you
Softly someone bumped into you and as you looked at the stranger who happened to run into you, your breath stopped for a second. He wasn't just handsome no, there was something else on him what makes you attrakted at the very first moment. A handsome smile appeared on his facials as he looked at you with soft and loving eyes, eyes who hide the true intentions of the male. ,,I'm sorry but do we know each other? "
Seonghwa
Another alpha who just wants to claim you as his
You are a beautiful omega and directly on your birthday, the day you can finally find your mate
And when you followed the scent and stepped out of the territory of your pack you didn't even noticed it
Just as you heard a loud growling behind you, you realized what happened
Your eyes widden in fear and you tried to run away, as you shifted in your wolf form
The wolf was faster than you and catched you, but as soon as he hovered over your petite body
Someone pulled him away and gets protectively infront of you
The wolf who attacked you immediately backed away and then left quickly
Your savior shifts back and looks down at you
And you did that too, and when you calmed down a bit your brain connected everything and you knew that this man has to be your mate
Seonghwa would not kill infront of you
But if anyone lays a finger on you again he will be not that friendly
He tried to calm you down and to be as soft as possible towards you
Seonghwa carefully placed his hand in yours helped you to get up, while a soft smile layed on his face as he saw how your cheeks turned red. ,,This isn't your territory anymore little omega." After his comment your face turned even more red and you quickly shake your head. ,,But don't worry little omega. I won't hurt you.. If you come with me. My mate."
Yunho
The first time he saw his mate wasn't that pleasant
Because someone else was hovering over his mate
His mate, you, was half naked and shivering in fear, not strong enough to fight against the alpha hovering over you
Everything he saw was red and he fastly pulled the alpha away, ready to fight against him
And he didn't even have a chance against him
He would kill for you and that's exactly what he did
As soon as he finished that he turned around to you and pulled you into his arms
He would never let you go again
Never
Shivering and crying you layed in the arms of the strange male who saved you. You don't know why but his whole appearance and scent lured you into trusting him. Even if you didn't know him yet you felt save in his arms. ,,Don't worry my little mate. I will never ever let soemthing like this happen to you again."
San
He is a player in your pack
Everyone wished to be his mate
And now you, you are his mate and he doesn't know how to feel about it
And you didn't know it either
That's why you didn't pay much attention to him at first, just doing what you did before you knew that he is your mate
And San doesn't like it at all
You are his, his precious little mate and now you aren't giving him attention at all
If you don't give him attention at your own, he will take you
He wants you and what he wants he gets
,,Y/N. Don't ignore me! " San said annoyed and just as annoyed as him you answered him. ,,Why should I not annoy you? You weren't happy that I'm your mate any now? Now you are complaining like a little-" The wold roughly interrupts you as he roughly pinned you against the wall, a loud growl escaping his lips. ,,If I want something, I get it so if you not stop behaving like that little mate. Let's say you won't like it."
Mingi
His jealousy and possessive behavior wasn't something nobody knows
No everyone know that soon he will find his mate and as soon as he marked his mate nothing will get between them
He doesn't care if his mate is ready or not
He wants his mate, his sweet little mate he can protect
Mingi isn't just someone he is the leader of some. Rogues
And you, you are a pretty omega living a happy life on your pack
But one night changed everything
Some rogues attacked your pack and soon you find yourself staring and shivering infront of an alpha you didn't know
But he didn't kill you, he had bitten you and knocked you out
The next time you opened your eyes you saw a guy infront of you
And you immediately know that he has to be your mate but also the one who killed and attacked your pack
You hated him and Mingi? Mingi is just so happy to have you finally in his arms
Carefully and still feeling the pain in your neck you opened your eyes, just to see that the same eyes you saw before everything went black looked down at you. Fear rushed over you and you quickly tried to get out of your roped but nothing really helped, just as you were about to shout at the strange male his dark and snicker stopped you. ,,Why are you trying to get away from me? My little mate."
Yeosang
He wasn't just anyone, he was the leader of your pack even if he is so young
He is in control about everything and on your birthday, you both knew that you are meant to be together forever
You are unsure if it would work out but when he touched your shoulders all the doubts disappeared and you just wanted to sink in his arms
And yeosang? Yeosang wants power, he is greedy if someone would discribe him
He wants the same power over you but of course this isn't the first thing he shows you
He wants you, you are his and just his and no one will ever lay an eye on you
Or they will die
If you try to overpower him, try to tell him what he had to do you will suffer
So don't try that
,,Yeosang that's.. That's wrong! You can't just-" a loud growl interrupted your speech and you immediately lowered your head as Yeosang stepped in front of you and looked down at you with his dark eyes. ,,Y/N. My sweet little mate how often do I have to tell you that." He slammed his fist beside your head in the wall, as another deep growl came out of his mouth. ,,I'm in control and you don't have to say anything in things like that."
Wooyoung
He is an prince
Arrogant and spoiled
He is used to get what he wants
And the first step you layed in his castle was a mistake
Because he smelled your scent and he wanted you
You as his mate because you are meant to be his and just his
But you
You flighted against him, because he is so spoiled and arrogant you couldn't believe that someone like him is your mate
And if you refuse to do what he wants he will lock you in the cellar till you learn your lesson
,,No no no let me go!" you screamed and struggled as the guards guided you through the catacombs, before they opened the door of the cellar. Not letting you say anything against it, one of them pushed you in the room and the other one said with a soft and slightly regretting tone. ,, I'm sorry but we have to fulfill the orders of the prince."
Jongho
You aren't just anyone
You are the princess/prince, but at the same time you are the weakest out of all your siblings
That's why your father hired someone to protect you
Your new guard has to be Jongho a strong and powerful beta
And the first time you saw each other you knew that you two are mates
But what you didn't know is that Jongho wants you just for himself
So one day you went out with him he knocked you out and when you opened your eyes again
Ou found yourself laying in a bed in a strange room
And after some confusion Jongho opened the door and told you that this is your new home
The home you are living in with him and just him
Confusion filled your mind as you looked around, you couldn't remember anything and it scared you. But soon Jongho opened the door and smiled at you brightly. ,,Oh you are awake little one." Carefully he strokes over your head and smiled at you, and immediately you felt save. You snuggled deeper in his hug and lost yourself in his beautiful scent. The scent of your mate.
#ateez#ateez san#ateez seonghwa#ateez yunho#ateez jongho#ateez mingi#ateez reactions#ateez wooyoung#ateez yeosang#yandere ateez#ateez yandere#ateez werewolf au#ateez hongjoong
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Han Seojun Social media AU: Dear friend,...PT.6
Part 5
Masterlist
Seojun couldn’t stop checking his phone as he waited for the girl at the restaurant. He knew how private she was and didn’t want to cause a scene or have unexpected guests following them and risk seeing her face. He always thought her lengths to stay faceless looked tiring, but the more he gets to know her and the more he becomes noticed, the more he understands. Jojo was a unique character. She wasn’t like your average producer/musician who stuck to their craft and killed themselves over it, no, she was oddly normal. She stayed faceless to avoid the fame, to avoid people looking at her when she goes out in public, to avoid people following her and wanting to get her photo. Of course she still deals with it when she’s around her more celebrity friends, but when it’s just her she’s just like any other person on the street. And she’s just living a dream.
Throughout the weeks Seojun took extra observations in Jojo. He noticed how she bit her lips when she was concentrating on something, or how she hummed to herself when she was waiting for something. He walked in a few times of her talking positive affirmations to herself out loud, and how she sometimes sing-song her replies and conversations to people. She was a free spirit who loved to smile and make the people around her happy. But he couldn’t help but notice there was always soemthing on her mind, something she refused to show and let out.
She took care of him these past weeks. She listened to him thoroughly, she heard his concerns and his mind. She always took care of them with her full heart in mind. She always tried to reassure him and ease his mind, making Seojun open up to her easily. He couldn’t help but notice how she always seemed to show up at the right time in the right places. She would pull him from his thoughts before going under, holding out her hand so he could hold on. He wondered if she needed the same because she was always too busy taking care of him, he forgot to take care of her. And he planned to change that.
Seojun heard the door to their private room open and in walked Jojo in her black cover up from head to toe. She removed her face mask and Seojun met her hazel gray eyes and smile. He stood up and greeted her allowing her to sit down and make herself comfortable. Suddenly, his nerves started building up and he felt hot. He swallowed hard as he stared into her eyes as she suddenly looked up and said, “I hope I didn’t keep you waiting.”
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“So you don’t have a place you call home?” Seojun asked, engrossed in their conversation.
“Nope. I was too busy traveling about with the family who adopted me. They never settled so I didn’t consider any place my home. I found home in the people around me though, like Ziyi and Lux,” she explained.
“What did your parents do?” He asked.
“They were photographers. They were pretty strange people, they didn’t like staying in one place, actually they just couldn’t. They needed to move and be on the move. It wasn’t until my mom got sick that we went back to China for a while. That’s where Ziyi came. I finished up my schooling there too,” she shrugged stuffing more of the food in her mouth.
Seojun could listen to her stories all night long. He wanted to.
“Home is truly where the heart is, and where my heart is lies with the people around.”
“So like...Ziyi?” he couldn't help but feel disappointed. But of course he couldn’t ignore the chemistry and relationship between the two. He gets mad thinking about them.
“Ziyi?” Jojo let out a loud laugh. She laughed and shook her head. “No, no. I mean, when we first met I was pretty head over heals for him but he rejected me, that jerk!”
“He rejected you? Why?” Seojun couldn’t help the disbelief and curiosity that came over him. Why would anyone want to reject her?
“I don’t really know, but I was okay,” She bgan to explain. “A couple years after getting over my heartache he confessed to me. And you want to know what I did? I almost threw up. I am not even joking, I did. But I was guilty. I cried a lot and felt guilty because I realized I no longer liked him like that. I wanted to love him so bad but I couldn’t and it killed me. We got through it though. He deserves someone wonderful, someone who will give him what he needs. We all do in the end...we deserve someone who will love us more than we love ourselves.”
Someone who will love us more than we love ourselves.
That went straight to Seojun’s heart and he couldn’t help but stare at the girl in front of him. She was full of life and smiles, pull of positivity and hope. She always seemed to notice everything about him and he wondered if this is what it felt like. If this is what it felt like to be loved.
“What’s on your mind?” she asked, snapping him from his thoughts. “It’s disappointing I’m not a mind reader. I should try harder.”
He chuckled. Oh how he’d be screwed if she could read his mind.
“I’m thinking about what it’s like to be loved...properly,” he confessed.
“Should I show you, Han Seojun?”
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can i request stray kids stealing their (large) partner’s clothes~? 💕please and thank you~ uvu
` CHAN ´
- he loved wearing your cloths when you were far away
- or just when he hasn't seen you in awhile
- he mainly wore the grey hoodie that he stole from you
- whenever he would stay late in the studio since it could be really cold
- it always made him warm and remind him of home when he was working late
` WOOJIN ´
- You guys had gotten stuck in the rain
- You guys were soaking wet by the time y'all reached your house
- Not wanting to get sick, you quickly changed into some draw clothes
- You gave Woojin a shirt and some gym shorts
- He was a little hesitate at first since he didn't think they would fit
- But surprisingly they did, even if the shorts were a little tight
- He'd often just wear your clothes when you guys have unplanned sleepovers
` MINHO ´
- You guys had just been playing around
- When Minho randomly suggest that he should wear ypur hoodie
- You raised an eyebrow by the very sudden suggestion
- "why?"
- "Come on, you're telling me you never about if i fit your clothes or how cute i would look in them?"
- How could you say no to that cute smile?
- You endes up giving him.a black t-shirt
- It surprisingly fit him really well
- " Told you, i'd look good in your clothes "
` CHANGBIN ´
- It was no secret that you were larger \ taller than him
- so it wasn't all that much of a surprise that he was able to hit your clothes
- the first he wore soemthing was he accidentally spilled juice on his white shirt
- he'd wear your clothes in occasion but i don't see him really making a big or any deal out of it
` HYUNJIN ´
- He would love that he could fit your clothes
- Sometimes he'd wear your clothes while you wore his (although some of his clothes could be a little tight)
- He found it really cute that you could wear each other clothes
- Plus it gave him more options of clothes and style
` JISUNG ´
- He had messing around in your closest for some odd reason
- He was bored and you were taking too long
- So he decided to entertain himself
- He'd ended up find these really pink flowery shirt which gave him a funny idea
- When you entered the room, you weren't expecting to see your boyfriend in such a girly shirt
- "Oh hello ! I'm y\n ~ " he'd said in a fake high voice
- " I don't even sound like that ! "
- But this didn't stop him from mimicking you
- It ended up with you guys in a fit of laughter
` FELIX ´
- A lot like Hyunjin
- Would share clothes all the time
- He loved wearingnl your clothes
- But he also loved bragging about it, especially to the members
- " I'm wearing y\n's hoodie... I bet none of you could wear your significant other ."
- He especially loves wearing something you had been wearing minutes before since it smells like you
` SEUNGMIN´
- I don't see him making a big deal out of it either since it was just clothes
- But i can see him regular wearing ypur clothes
- Especially when he's on touring and missing you
- His members might tease him about it
- But he didn't care
- And although you technically weren't there, it did help missing you just a tad less
` JEONGIN ´
- It was a late Friday night
- You and Jeongin had been walking back to his dorm
- You had went on a little date to the movies and some mcdonalds afterwards
- As you were walking, you could see that Jeongin was shivering slightly
- " Here " you said before taking your hoodie off and handed it to him
- of course he wpuld refuse at first since he didn't want you to be cold either
- You just told him that you don't really get cold all that easy
- He'd end up taking it
- " Ah it's really cozy. I might have to start stealing your clothes more often. "
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Guardian Mapleshade AU
Cause tbqh Mapleshade is a great villain, but her backstory has so much potential here’s an idea I had.
Mapleshade, after her death, finds herself separated from her kits, and stuck in the Dark Forest. All that time to think gives her the opportunity to realize her mistakes, but also to cement her resentment at her clan, Riverclan, and Starclan, and how they treated her.
So she decides to do what Starclan won’t, becoming a guardian for Queens who broke the code. She-cats who fell in love outside of their clan, medicine cats who fell in love.
Those stories are below the cut:
Yellowfang… tbqh I haven’t read her book so, idk the canon exactly, but I imagine when she realizes she’s pregnant in this AU, she falls asleep, troubled, and finds herself in the Dark Forest. She’s suspicious, having never heard of this punishment for cats not good enough for Starclan, but knowing this isn’t right. Mapleshade approaches her, one of the only ones to show her any sympathy, telling her that her path will be filled with pain, but she is strong enough to handle it. Through the pregnancy and drama of figuring out what to do with the kit(s), Mapleshade visits Yellowfang’s dreams, offering her the support she didn’t get from Raggedpelt. When Brokenkit’s sibligns die and he is given to Lizardstripe, Mapleshade offers her the comfort Raggedstar refuses her, and through her time in Shadowclan occasionally visits her to comfort her.
Bluestar, this one is… complicated of course. Again, its been a while since I read her story, so i’m going off the wiki and changing things I don’t like. Cause its an AU and I can do that. Like with Yellowfang, Mapleshade visits her not long after she finds out she’s pregnant. Mapleshade sees a situation she recognizes too well. She tells Bluefur her story, honest with this ambitious she-cat that has no reason to trust her. Bluefur refuses Mapleshade’s comfort, stating she isn’t Mapleshade, and Oakheart isn’t Appledusk. Mapleshade, still harboring some of her anger exclaims that he is Appledusk’s kin, and she wouldn’t watch that family destroy another Thunderclan she-cat’s life. After the vision of Thistleclaw, Bluefur, who still occasionally dreams of the Dark Forest, Mapleshade caring too much to leave her alone, seeks out the older warrior. She seeks the comfort she had refused, horrified at the thought of history repeating itself, but horrified of the consequences if she didn’t take action. Mapleshade, having observed Riverclan for as long as she had, and who’d been at fault for a lot of the agony in Oakheart’s life before she exhausted her anger (in this au her actions against Crookedstar ended before Bluefur and Oakheart’s romance, probably sometime around his mate’s death), and having returned to see what kind of cats Appledusk’s kin had become admits that Bluefur was right. She offers to watch over Bluefur, admitting that Bluefur has a hard decision ahead of her, and that Starclan would not make this easier. Mapleshade’s shade hehe travels to the Sunningrocks with Bluefur and her kits, invisible to them, but still watching over them. She offers some comfort to Mosskit before the young one goes to Starclan, assuring her she’d watch over her family, and offering a silent witness to Bluefur’s sorrow as Mistykit and Stonekit go with their father. That night she is Bluefur’s confidant, promising her that she would do whatever she could to protect them, Bluefur made the right choice.
Silverstream was Mapleshade’s chance at redemption in her eyes. Appledusk’s great-great granddaughter give or take a great. Silverstream is young and in love, and Mapleshade approaches her, attempting to be as impartial as she can. She resents Silverstream for having what she wished she could have had, but when Silverstream looks to her for comfort, feeling something is wrong, still offers what she can. When Silverstream’s labor starts to go wrong, Mapleshade’s ghost is there, frantically begging Starclan to spare the younger she-cat, but is not heard. Silverstream dies, and Mapleshade again vows, to no one present this time, that she will watch over these kits.
Mapleshade continues to check in on the cats and kits she watched over, offering comfort to Yellowfang after she has to kill Brokenstar, watching her ascend to Starclan, proud as though the younger she-cat was her own kit. When Bluestar dies, finally getting a moment with her kin, Mapleshade mourns as well. She is thrilled to see Stormpaw and Featherpaw mentored by Stonefur and Mistyfoot, tagging along to watch their training.
When Featherpaw and Stormpaw are nearly killed, Mapleshade is frantic, watching the four kits she promise to watch over and praying for their lives. Stonefur, standing to fight for the apprentices, near death, sees Mapleshade and her fury trying to save him. When he finally dies, pausing before he goes to Starclan, she tells him how proud she is of him, and to send her love to his mother.
When Feathertail goes on the journey, Mapleshade is along too, because now the young warriors are practically her kits in her mind, especially after Graystripe went missing. She sees Feathertail falling for Crowfeather, and knowing the pattern, enters Feathertail’s dreams the next night. She tries to warn Feathertail, telling her how only sorrow follows these romances. Feathertail tries to heed her advice, but she’s young and in love. When Feathertail makes the jump to save Crowfeather, Mapleshade can feel her heart breaking a little more. She tries to comfort the young warrior as she dies, telling her she did so well.
When Leafpool falls for Crowfeather, Mapleshade, having seen this pattern so many times, tries to visit the young medicine cat. She has difficulties, but finally manages to see the medicine cat when she elopes with Crowfeather. Mapleshade tells Leafpool that this romance will only bring her pain, that there is a long, hard future ahead, no matter her decision. Too little too late, it seems, as the next time Mapleshade sees Leafpool, the she-cat is pregnant, and making her plans with Squirrelflight. Mapleshade can’t offer Leafpool as much support, as the younger she-cat knows of the Dark Forest, having had the opportunity to bond with Brambleclaw more, the tom needing someone to talk to about what he experienced and thinking a Medicine Cat apprentice the best choice. Leafpool, realizing what kind of cat she’s talking to, accuses Mapleshade of trying to get revenge on Thunderclan for soemthing. Mapleshade, recognizing this distrust, and frustrated, tells Leafpool that she’s had her revenge, and it did Nothing.
When the three kits are born, and Tigerstar starts to gather forces in the Dark Forest, Mapleshade becomes concerned, harboring fury for Stonefur’s death and knowing what kind of cat Tigerstar was. When Jaypaw wanders too far and finds himself in the Dark Forest, it’s Yellowfang and Mapleshade that interfere, protecting him from Tigerstar and Hawkfrost. Mapleshade entrusts Jaypaw to Yellowfang, the Starclan cat thanking Mapleshade before she essentially drags Jaypaw away. Mapleshade faces the two toms, finally meeting Tigerstar face-to-face, and tells him that those kits are hers and if he even thinks of messing with them, she’ll end him. Mapleshade is present at some of the meetings, lurking on the outskirts, dragged in by Tigerstar’s forceful presence. She sits in when Lionpaw trains with Tigerstar, a somewhat faded presence that Lionpaw comments on. Tigerstar taunts Mapleshade, asking if she’d like to offer Lionpaw some training as well. Mapleshade joins the training, only to ensure Lionpaw’s safety, fearful for the kit. When Lionblaze confronts the three in the Dark Forest, Tigerstar tells him they all knew from the start. Lionblaze and Tigerstar begin to fight, but Mapleshade intervenes, knocking the two toms apart, snarling at Lionblaze to leave, never return. After Lionblaze leaves Tigerstar tells Mapleshade of his plans against Starclan, trying to lure her in with her anger towards Starclan. Mapleshade knows she is being manipulated, and pretends to join. She offers basic training, working with younger cats. Then, during a meeting, Tigerstar calls on her to show them how why she is one of the deadliest cats here. Mapleshade steps forward, eyeing the dreaming cats, and tells Tigerstar she’d love to give him a taste of what she gave the last cats who wronged her. Tigerstar, uncertain of her meaning, agrees, and the two battle. Closely matched, Tigerstar and Mapleshade’s battle is vicious, the she-cat channeling all her fury into the confrontation, and when the battle is called off, Hawkfrost and Brokenstar breaking them up with help from some of the other residents, Mapleshade tears part of Tigerstar’s neck ruff from him, refusing to let go. Tigerstar, shocked at the she-cat’s viciousness, recovers and reminds his trainees that the enemy will be out for blood.
After the trainees leave, the confrontation continues, both spectral warriors bloodied, and the other residents watching, suspicious. Mapleshade bares her teeth, grinning vicious, when she tells him he shouldn’t have touched her kits.
In the Great Battle, Mapleshade fights against the Dark Forest, teaming up with Yellowfang to take on Brokenstar, joins Stonefur, Blackstar and Bluefur in taking on Darkstripe, Thistleclaw and a partrol of nameless Dark Forest residents, and when Tigerstar reveals himself, she is the one to attack him first. Other Dark Forest cats rip her away, and bloodied and exhausted, she can’t resist as they chase her away, allowing Tigerstar to take on Firestar. I’m unsure how the rest of the Battle goes, but Mapleshade survives, and takes the time to reunite with the she-cats and kits she guarded. There’s a moment, then, where Mapleshade’s name is called. Coming from the Riverclan cats Mapleshade sees Appledusk, his mate, and Crookedstar and his mate, Alongside them are Frecklewish and Ravenwing. Mapleshade shrinks then, seeing anger in their eyes, until a pair of familiar silver cats step in. Feathertail steps in front of Mapleshade, and Silverstream between her daughter and her father. They tell Crookedstar and his kin of Mapleshade’s protection when they were left behind by Starclan. Appledusk is furious, insisting that she deserved her punishment, especially after all she’d done to their kin. Then Mapleshade apologizes, and realizes that she really does mean it. The area is quiet, most of the living cats spending some time with kin, and Mapleshade tells them how sorry she is, how she knew it was wrong and knew she’d caused so much harm, but begs that they let her live(or continue undeath?), let her continue to protect the ones she’d vowed to guard, let her help those that Starclan forgot.
Idk how exactly to do it, but there’s a nice twist at the end, and Mapleshade is allowed to continue to protect her kits and her queens.
#warriors#mapleshade#au#warriors au#mapleshade guardian au#bluestar#yellowfang#feathertail#silverstream#guardian mapleshade au
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I remember laying on my bed in highschool, sophomore year. I was exhausted. I had reached the point where every person id managed to scrape out of the hell hole that is middle education had turned against me. Rumors, as they do, flooded my small community. Things like lesbianism and sluttery being the least of it and incest and beastiality the worst. Theu were also convinced I was either possessed or the spawn of hell, which remains to be a point of pride for me.
My delicait social circle had collapsed under the strain of one thing, teenage hormones. Not my own, but that of my brother and his girlfriend, the girl coming from my group of friends. Their relationship had been incredibly toxic, but as Im realizing, everyone who comes into contact with my brother experiences the same kind of manipulation and fear. Not that she was innocent, none of them were. Ive always known a bad person when i meet one, but I also have the fatal flaw that cruelty and misguided affection will always taste like home to me.
They were the school bullies, though I would have shot you if youd said it at the time. I suppose by extention I was probably a bully, though I dont remember being one. It just explains why there was not a soul to catch me when I fell. There nnever was, not once in my entire life has someone actually caught me when I needed it, so its not like K was suprised.
'Oh but you were' My mind so helpfully supplies. I always viewed myself as kind. Sweet. Loving, even.
Yet there I was laid across my bed, too tired to get up, too tired to cry. It was after an episode from my brother.
It stands to reason I should describe him, he was not a small man. No. He stood at 6'1 back then, a weight lifter through highschool, he was a physically imposing person. Being the malnurished, overweight, gaslighted and generally abused little girl that I was, I was never any match for him. I had one fought against him, and my sister- who was always thin as a fuse and leading to something dangerous- but it was always them that were rewarded and I who was punished. My mother, who I struggle to speak ill of even now, was an enabler. She refused to see the cruelty that my siblings put me through as anything other than normal, but any kind of defense that I levied for myself was something of an act against the pure, Goddly love that was my siblings.
Now Ive realized that it was just too much for her to bare, too much for her to understand. She is a very fragile woman for how strong she is. She knew that as long as I was taking their abuse, she wouldnt have to think about it. She didnt want me to get better.
That said at that point my sister was long gone. It was just me and my brother.
He was in the bedroom next to mine. A trailer, so any sound or move I made was hyperly monitored. I was too tired to do much more than breathe and even that was a fete. He must not have been satisfied by that because his door opened and then so did mine. He stared at me, I looked in his dirrection, at his eyes. He was still angry. This was the fifth or sixth day in a row that hed chased me ariund the house, screaming at me and cornering me. He hit me all the time, always in the same spot over and over so that it wouldnt look like Id been beaten, but I was being beaten.
I remember thinking how much I was struggling. In everything. My school work, my home life, my social life, everything.
He told me to make him something to eat. I told him no.
I almost always did. I hated the way that he spoke to me, hated that I was nothing more than a slave.
I didnt have the energy tk try to fight or get up or get out of the way but he jumped on top of me and wrapped his fingers around my throat.
I remember thinking 'I just wanna go. Let me go, please just let me go' I didnt realize it at the time but I was praying that he would kill me. I was so tired....
He would put his knees on top of your hands and sit in your chest, then squeeze your throat just hard enough to not actually bruise. Cut off the circulation but ot actually kill me. Its this strange in realm between pain and peace.
This time, however, he was squeezing so hard I thought my head might pop. His eyes told me he wanted me to die. Truly intended to finally end the charade that was my life. I wasnt scared. Just tired. Ready.
I was almost gone when something changed. I was there, floating up put of my body and his face felt slack, his eyes lost their psychotic glint and he let go. He got off of me and left the house. I can still feel the gasp that tore through my lungs. If yoive ever blown up a baloon and held it against your hand to feel the way it sticks to your skin then you know whay it feels like to breathe into empty lungs.
Its most painful part of being choked
Strangely enough, I started thinking about what I should do with my life. If he wouldnt do me the kindness of finishing the job, then I needed to plan how I was going to escape.
I was tired though, and the one thing i jad always wanted seemed absolutely impossible to attain. Brain Surgeon.
I could barely pull myself through a day in highschool, the idea of two decades of college was impossible to imagine. I decided I needed to do soemthing else. Something...easy. I had earned easy, hadnt I?
It was Tom Hiddleston that made me decided I should go into theater. Ironic, since it was earlier that same year that I had been in theater, had auditioned for a monolouge and a duet for our state competition, gotten it, only to have it ripped away because I wasnt good enough. Ive always had trouble commiting to things like afterschool practice. Though, maybe ita because out practices were just delaying the inevitable abuse Id be put through at home. I only ever wnated to sleep, to stay after shcool for three hours and practice was like eating broken glass before going home to drink rubbing alcohol.
But Theater was the way to go. I liked acting, I preferred make up and set design. That way, maybe Id get to meet Tom Hiddleston. Silly, looking back. What a way to decidee the fate of my life.
He seemed caring, you see. Like he wouldnt let anyone hurt me. Not even in a husbandry kind of way, just in the human way.
He would see whay was happening and say 'This isnt ok'. He didnt have to rescue me or anything. He would just understand.
By extention, the world would see me, delight in me, applaud me.
So I started focussing on this fantasy of becoming famous.
At every turn the rug was yanked out from under me. Every time i got a line or a song or something that I craved, it was taken away before it could ever be preformed.
Just like my home life, I kept being told that I did not matter. I didnt deserve to feel anything but disapointment and anguish.
Maybe thats why Ive run away from every job that Ive ever had.
#writing#child abuse#abandonment#choking#death is inevitable#death ideation#abuse#the deep dark abyss that is my soul
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best friend! Joshua
being best friends with josh would include:
constant anime marathons
you knew this was coming
we all know this boy is a dork and you wouldn’t be any different tbh lmao
‘hey josh what are we watching today??’
‘idk do yo-’
‘bITCH I SURE DO THANKS FOR ASKING’
the two of you probably have been found in a 2 am trance cuddled up with each other
the two of you h a v e been found like this lets be honest here
everyone sees josh as this perfect gentleman
which sure,, he is
but theres nothing he enjoys more than teasing you to death
if you walk out in sweatpants and an old shirt,
‘wow ___, really classing the place up huh?’
‘shut it hong’
‘in your dreams’
this boy loves you so much
even though he loves to tease you he wont forget to tell you how much he cares for you
but even if he doesnt say anything, he does shit that reminds you how much you mean to him
he will 1000% be that guy who’d drop everything to cheer you up
it could be two in the morning and if you text him saying that soemthing happened and you need him
that boy will be over there asap
smothering you with cuddles and your favorite foods
he definitely has a stash in his room labelled ‘____ sunshine food’
hes also caught other members trying to sneak snacks out of that stash and has kicked their ass
he’d be there for you quietly comforting you until you feel ready to talk about whatever happened
be it bad test score or drama with some of your friends
he’d be the first one there comforting you until he tell him whats wrong
hes still gonna be comforting you and distracting you with your favorite things aka joshua hong
he refuses to leave until you’re asleep and even then he usually won’t leave
you’d wake up in the morning to josh running around your kitchen trying to make you good morning pancakes all while shout-whispering in the phone at mingyu because thESE HAVE TO BE P E R F E C T GYU SHE DESERVES THE BEST
ngl mingyu expects it at this point,,, and other members ahem soonyoung and jeonghan bet on how long it takes before josh calls mingyu asking for help
he’d just be staring at the semi burnt pancakes with a pout until you go over and tell him how great they
which makes him so!! happy!!
he isn’t the type of guy to go track down whoever hurt you and get revenge unless its something major
for example,, if you catch your boyfriend cheating on you
josh himself wouldnt go
you yelled at him last time he tried to go kick someones ass
so instead he sends out some of the other members who can do it for him
moving on from the sappy shit
he’s a l w a y s your study buddy
you save a place at the library in your guys favorite corner and josh provides ample amount of caffeine and snacks
you 10000% have taken a sip of at least five espresso shots because he handed you the wrong cup
‘josh what the f u c k’
‘oh shit sorry that ones mine’
‘do you have a death wish???’
‘everyone does during exam season ____, let me live my life’
if you’re having a rough time focusing on what you’re reading then he’ll sing it to you
quietly bc this is library he doesnt break the sacred silence rule smhh
but in all honesty no one gives a shit if he’s a little louder than he should be bc his voice is g r e a t
sidenote: you 1000% have stood up in a cafe and announced to everyone who was waiting for their drinks about how great josh’s voice is
side sidenote: josh 100000% has returned the favor MANY times by standing up in different crowded places and telling everyone how beautiful his best friend is
he does it when you least expect it as well which is s i g n i f i c a n t l y worst
all in all,,, josh is fully whipped for you and you are fully whipped for the massive dork who happens to be your best friend
#seventeen#pledis seventeen#joshua#joshua hong#seventeen joshua#joshua seventeen#seventeen fanfiction#seventeen fanfic#joshua fanfic#joshua fanfiction#joshua hong fanfic#joshua hong fanfiction#seventeen joshua fanfic#seventeen joshua fanfiction
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Tumblr prompt ( Yoongi * OC)
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 part 4 Part 5
[ i know that you guys probably wanted a nice confrontation of Yoongi finding out about his mistake and stuff, but I think it’s an overdone scene, probably something you’re read a lot of times. So , i decided to focus more on the two of them and how they move on. i’m sorry if it’s disappointing in any way. ]
Part 6
“ How is he, these days?” i said awkwardly, watching Namjoon add some sugar to his coffee. He was still dressed in his Hospital scrubs but clearly the cafe served better coffee than what he could get in the hospital so he looked happy enough.
“Y/N, why can you not be a normal bitter ex, spewing curses at the idiot? it should make things easier for everyone.”
“You and i both know Yoongi doesn’t deserve that. You’re his oldest , most trusted friend. Are you honestly telling me yoongi left me because he wanted to? i know him .... i know how he gets, alright? i know that he has a way of blaming himself for everything that goes wrong in the entire universe. All i wasnt is for a chance to get him back.” I said softly.
Namjoon sighed.
“i should never have told him about Jiyeon.” He said drily. “ if i hadn’t, he would have returned to you. He thinks he doesn’t deserve you anymore.”
I hummed.
“Fine. what else can you tell me about him,right now?”
“there’s nothing much to say. his mother wanted him to marry jiyeon. He refused. She threatened to fire him. He decided he would fire her instead. And now we’re here.”
“I don’t think-”
“He’ll pull through. Don’t worry about him. “
“i know he’ll pull through. He always does. but that’s not what I want to know... Is he happy without me, Namjoon? If you tell me that he’s happy without me, i’ll drop this right now. i’ll stop contacting him, like everyone wants me to.”
“You’re dating Seokjin....”
I flinched.
“it’s not... It isn’t anything even remotely serious. And that’s something I’ll deal with in my own time and...”
“Hyung think’s Seokjin is better for you than him. He thinks you really love Seokljin.”
the urge to kick Min Yoongi was growing by the minute.
“He was the one who divorced me...” i hissed angrily.
“i think he regretted it almost immediately.”
“So why one earth didn’t he come back to me, immediately?”
“You know how he gets...” Namjoon shrugged.
ugh. Yes. I knew how he got. Yoongi wasn’t a fighter. At least not for himself. He would fight death , his own body and everyone in the world to save a life, to do the right thing. But he would never fight for things he wanted for himself.
in this case, me.
“I love him. i know all of you think he doesn’t deserve it but i love him. i don’t think i can stop loving him. i already tried. I thought i’d succeeded even. but when i saw him last week... i just... I love Min Yoongi and nothing he does is going to change that.” i said miserably.
Namjoon gave me a sympathetic smile.
“He’s going to fight you every step of the way.” He said softly.
I nodded.
“Not just him. My sister may kill me.”
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“Tell me you’re joking.” My sister said calmly, watching as i carefully curled my lashes, the mascara dewy and perfect .
“i’m an adult. I can make my own decision here.” i said with a shrug.
“clearly not, if said decision involves going back to the man who fucking abandoned you when you needed him the most...”
“No. He didn’t abandon me. He made sure i got moved to my home town, to my mother and my sister who he knew would be able to take care of me.”
i hadn’t told my mother and sister about jiyeon or about what she’d done. it had been hard enough to come to terms with it on my own. They still thought Yoongi had left because he was a bastard.
only i knew that Yoongi left because he thought that was what i’d want. or so i hoped. A part of me still balked at the idea of him actually not wanting me. But i wouldn’t think about that.
i probably would have let it go if he hadn’t sent me those damn messages, i thought bleakly.
They were yoongi’s version of a cry for help. I could hardly, in good conscience , ignore him.
“ you’re insane.” My sister said, sounding defeated and I smiled.
“And you’re the best sister i could have evr had, unnie. but this time, i need to do this for myself.”
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“i’m going to kill someone.” i said through gritted teeth and Seokjin sighed.
“Please don’t. “
“they’re maligning him! They’re belittling everything he’s done.. they can’t just...”
“they’re reporters. Journalists. And they’re doing their job. Yoongi’s decision to pull out from his parents’ partnership is going to affect a lot of people.”
“But can’t they be civil about it...?!” i said miserably, staring up at the huge raised podium where Yoongi sat behind a table calmly addressing increasingly ridiculous question, each one shaped to sound like a backhanded insult.
“Dr. Min, do you think innocent children should bear the brunt of your own personal tantrums with your parents?” one of the women said and i clenched my fists.
“I’m sorry. The whole point of this conference is to make sure that doesn’t happen. i’m hoping that generous contributors will come forward to support the Hospital and it’s cause, so that children will not be affected by this.” Yoongi said softly, voice low and even . He was dressed in a white button down and a black jacket. Blue jeans , faded and worn and playful black sneakers made him look so much younger than his thirty years. i wanted to hug him so badly that i had to physically grip the chair and stop myself from launching myself at him.
How he hated being in the spotlight. He hated socializing. Hated being interviewed. and yet here was , doing all of that. getting his very credibility torn down because of his vile, disgusting mother.
“Is it true your wife divorced you because you couldn’t save your own child?”
i froze in place.
So did Yoongi. i saw the blood drain out of his face , leaving his pale as a parchment and I felt my own heart throb with disbelief and sheer unadulterated agony at how callously the woman said those words.
“i... I’m not perfect, of course. i have lost patients before and yes, the loss of my own child was... difficult. i do take full responsibility for it. I hope she’ll forgive me for it and....”
“ARE YOU KIDDING ME?” I shouted, amazed that he wasn’t just shooting that woman down instead of actually apologizing....
“What..? Y/N?”
i couldn’t stop myself as I pushed my way past the other reporters, reaching the woman who had just opened her mouth ans said those words to him.
“How many dying kids have you saved, Ms.. “ i glanced at her name tag .” Lee?”
She blinked, looking shocked.
“How many families have you offered free healthcare too. Hell, how many dollars of your money have you spent on charities that support kids? and yet,. here you stand accusing my husband of being a murderer, when in fact, you and your kind , spreading such filthy lies about this good man are indirectly contributing to the death of hundreds and thousands of children, right this minute! “ I snarled.
She just stared at me, gaping and i felt a hand on my wrist yanking me hard and i turned around to see Yoongi.
“what the fuck are you doing here, Y/n?” He hissed and i glared at him.
“standing up for you! the way you should be !!! you don’t have to grovel in front of these idiots!! Yoongi, you’re a world class surgeon who has saved countless lives and these filthy mongrels are nothing but vermin at the bottle of a barrel. Tell me Miss Lee, how much did my mother in law pay you to spew such vile things about my husband?”
“okay! that’s enough.. We’re leaving..” yoongi yanked on my arm and i glared at him but he wouldn’t let go.
“Come with me, you stupid woman. NOW!!”
I let myself get dragged out of the place , aware of the flashing cameras and the furiously scribbling pens.
i’d probably made everything worse but I wouldn’t regret it.
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“You’re taking sleeping pills again? Why?” i said curiously, staring at the inside of his bedroom cabinet, while Yoongi stood awkwardly to the side. He was dressed in the white shirt and jeans having tossed his jacket , hair left in messy disarray, the gray tinged strands falling into his eyes and his skin pale underneath the garish white light.
“Y/N...”
“whatever that woman said was nonsense, okay? it shouldn’t even be a question at this point but i’m telling you anyway. You’re not the one who’s to be blamed. i just...”
“Why are you here, Y/N?” He said tiredly, watching as i grabbed the last bottle of pills and peered at the label.
“I already spoke to my agents. I’ve turned my exhibit into an auction. All the proceeds will go to your hospital. i don’t know if it will be a lot.. but i think it could really help. “ i said hastily.
yoongi stared at me.
“What are you trying to do?” He said softly.
“Just making sure i don’t misread a label and take the wrong pill. Like i did before.” i said softly.
He went very still next to me and i sighed.
“Yoongi about what happened... jiyeon told me all about it. I don’t blame you for doing what you did...” i said softly and Yoongi shook his head. moving a bit away.
“it was all my fault... i ... i let her do that to you..” He said , voice cracking.
Jiyeon had been cruel, malicious but she had also had a conscience. But she had helped me understand that yoongi hadn’t left me because of the abortion. A part of me had wanted to take the first flight out to the UK just to explain what had happened to my oblivious, impulsive ex husband but i had held back, opting to tell Namjoon about it. i’d asked him to be discreet about it.
and Namjoon had told Yoongi about it.
And then I’d waited for a year, waiting for yoongi to come to his senses and to come back.
Except he never did.
“i’m going to get her medical license cancelled. I.. I know i should have guessed it earlier , i just never imagined she would.. do something so vile and disgusting. I wanted to kill her... i still do.. She doesn’t deserve to breathe the same air as us.. She... ”
i moved to touch him but he looked stricken and i stopped, clenching my fingers in embarrassment.
“Yoongi stop. it’s over. it was a long time ago. she apologized to me.” I said, recalling the absolute nightmare of a confession that I’d been treated to, right after I’d signed the divorce papers.
“Apologized?!!” Yoongi shouted and i flinched. “ how could a fucking apology ever make up for what she did to us... She destroyed us.. She..”
“She did no such thing. If we really were good for each other we would have come out stronger , not fizzled and died!” i snapped , impatiently. He hesitated, looking torn and so guilty that i bit my lips.
“Yoongi, i know that we both screwed up. i wasn’t innocent either. i never saw that child as a .... child. i thought it would be a way to keep you with me... like a handcuff or soemthing. I was guilty of that... i didn’t even get that tests till i was nearly three months pregnant.... I was reckless... I...”
“You just trusted her! She was the one who should have had a bloody heart.. She killed our baby....!” He said brokenly and I felt my throat go dry.
i opened my mouth to protest, but he wasn’t done.
“but more importantly, she nearly killed you..!! “ He took a deep breath. “ i never hated myself more, than when i saw you lying there on my operation table, fighting for your life because of how neglectful I’d been.”
“i’m fine. I’m here.” I said stupidly.
“it wasn’t even about the baby, Y/N... We could have had another one. You almost died! what if i lost you on that table?! I would have followed you right away...”
“Stop! oh my God.. Don’t even joke about something like that...!”
“You think I’m joking? You think i wouldn’t have done it? You think i wouldn;t have died for you? You don’t think i still would?! You’re.. You’re the most... fuck.. Yo’re the only one who matters... it’s always been you...”
I stared at him.
“Don’t stay stuff like that, if you don’t mean it.” i said softly.
“I... i mean it. Of course I do... I can’t even apologize because i don’t deserve your forgiveness.... “
I was so sick of that phrase.
“Are you going to apologize, anyway?” I said stiltedly.
“i don’t think i could ever dare to apologize. Not after what i did... I should have been there .. I should have helped you and...”
“Well, how can i forgive you if you can’t even apologize?” I said casually.
Yoongi stopped short.
“What?”
“i forgive you. I do... You’re here and i just want to be with y-”
“No. Stop. Don’t! don’t finish that sentence! You don’t know what you’re asking for!. ” He said desperately and I reached out for him but he stepped back hastily.
“Yoongi...”
“you should leave...”
And there he was, pushing me away, all over again. Why was it so damn hard to love this man.!! What kind of sins had my past self committed to be stuck with this man?!
“i’m not leaving. Why should i... You just said that you care about me... You fucked up, yes. You hurt me. you can spend the rest of your life making it up to me but make no mistake, you are spending the rest of your life with me. i refuse to settle for anything else, after all the crap you put me through,. “
Yoongi continued to stare at me.
“i’ll hurt you.” He whispered.
i felt relief flood through me. He was caving. I knew it.
“i know.” I said softly, stepping closer and lightly grabbing his hand, taking it up to my waist. His arms curled around my body and i felt my bones turn to ash in sheer want.
“I’m not... I’m such a shitty husband... I’ll probably hurt you in so many ways and...”
“just kiss me.”
“Y/N.. i don’t deserve you.” He said softly.
“No. but you have me. And i’m not leaving. ”
i moved forward, capturing his lips with mine.
Author’s note : there will be one more part , just to tie things up nicely. Do you guys want some smut?. kekeke...
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The Angel Is Off His Rocker Pt.2
Characters: Sam x Reader, Jody, Cas, Dean.
Warnings: Language, mentions of feeling nervous or anxious.
A/N: This is unedited, so sorry for any grammar/spelling errors/ autocorrect mishaps haha
Word Count: 1399
PART 1
Second part to the fic based off this imagine: Imagine going to Jody to vent after Cas says he thinks you’re in love with Sam.
Jody waved to you as you pulled out of her driveway, headed back to the bunker to face what you had unknowly been running from. She knew from the moment she saw you and Sam, somewhere along the way you would end up here.
The drive back was nothing shy of nerve wracking. You had made this drive so many times that you could probably do it in your sleep. You knew every turn, every road sign, and exactly how long it takes to get from point a to point b. This time, however, you missed a couple turns, usually followed by ‘shit!’ And a u-turn. Knowing how long the drive took also did you no good. You anxiously looked at the clock on the dash several times. Your heart and mind both raced. It seemed to take an incredibly longer time to get back to the bunker, but it also seemed that you were too close too soon, all at the same time.
Everything was becoming so overwhelming. There was no reasonable explaination fro your nervousness. Nothing had changed about Sam. He was still the sweet and caring man you had always known. The only thing that had changed was your perception of that man. He would still be just as open, and he would never shut you out.
Before long, you found yourself sitting in your car just on the outskirts of the bunker’s property, desperately trying to convince yourself to go in there and lay it all out. ‘Jody thinks it’s what I should do. If she says it’s the best option here, it has to be, right?’ These are the words that swam through your head. You went round and round with what to do.
Just as you were mid argument with yourself, Castiel appeared in your passenger’s seat, startling you. “Goddammit, Cas! Don’t do that!”
“My apologies. I thought you might not want me to draw attention by having to knock, since you seem to be hiding.”
“ugh..” you threw your head back against the headrest, and rolled your eyes. I’m not hiding. I just need a minute to process what I am preparing to do.”
“So you have given so thought to my observations.”
“Cas, if you don’t get your feathered ass out of my car right now...”
With that he was gone, leaving you to finally put up or shut up.
As you pulled into the garage, you could see Dean was working on Baby. He looked up at you as you got out, and gathered up your ruffled from the backseat. “Back so soon.”
You didn’t stop to talk, but rather offered a simple answer. One you hoped the elder Winchester wouldn’t read too much into. “I have soemthing to take care of.”
Your hands shook ever so slightly as you gripped the doorknob on your bedroom door. You placed your stuff on the bed, and went about cleaning yourself up a little, making sure you looked presentable. It was now or never.
Sam was in his room, nose no doubt buried in some book. Your feet threaded oh so softly down the hall to his room as if they were afraid the floor would crack underneath them if you took too heavy of a step. One deeep breath, and a smoothing of your shirt later, your knuckles rapped against the surface of the door, barely making any sound at all. You were sure he hadn’t heard. Your hand raised to knock once more, but quickly dropped when the familiar sight of Sam Winchester cam into view.
His hair was slightly tousled; you could tell he had been laying down on his bed. His eyes were just as soft and warm as ever, and he wore a simple v-neck with pajama pants. “Y/N...” He tilted his head a little to the side, “I thought you were going to be at Jody’s.”
You looked down towards your feet, then to the door frame, suddenly afraid to look at the man standing in front of you. “I was, but I had something to take care of here, and she said I should handle it.”
“Uh.Okay. Is it taken care of then, or did you maybe need some help or something?” You knew he was confused as to why you were at his door if you said you had something you needed to do. Hell, you would’ve had the same reaction if he had done it to you, let alone if he had treated you like you had treated him lately.
Behind your back you were twiddling your fingers, “no, not exactly. I mean-, I just-, Can-, I don’t know-.”
Sam looked down and chuckled a little bit before looking back up to meet your eyes. “Are you going to be completing any of those sentences?”
“Oh come on, I’m trying here.”
“Come on. It’s me. You can tell me anything, you know that.” He reached out and bumped your arm lightly.
You exhaled deeply before looking up at him. “Well you see, Cas kinda has this theory...”
Sam stepped back slightly, and motioned for you to come in. Soemthing about being in his room was different now. You had been in here more times than you can count. You’ve even shared his bed with him on more than one occasion for crying out loud. It felt so much more intimate now. It was the same room, but it was like seeing it for the first time. You both sat down on the edge of his bed. “So what’s this theory about?”
“Um, well I guess you could say it’s about me.” Sam’s eyebrows furrowed in confusion , and his head once more tilted to the side. “He has this wild idea in his head...” you paused, and shook your head. “He had what i thought to be a wild idea. Now, I think he just might be right.”
“You’re gonna have to give me a little more to go on.”
“Okay, let me back up. So remember when I went off before I left for Jody’s?”
“Yea..”
“Well, Cas showed up, said some things, and asked me a question that to be honest kinda freaked me out a little, which is why I got all flighty and left for Jody’s in the middle of the night, and couldn’t tell you why.”
“What did he say to make you do that?”
You took another deep breath, and told him exactly what Cas had said that night. “He said: I don’t understand why Sam makes you angry. If you are in love with him, shouldn’t he make you happy?”
You refused to make eye contact, as it sank in, and he processed what you had just said.
“And..?”
it was your turn to furrow your eyebrows, “And what?”
he looked over to you, “What conclusion did you come to?”
“What do you mean?”
“Well, for one, Is he right? And two, shouldn’t I make you happy?”
Your heart pounded in your chest. Do you you tell him the truth? Well, you pretty much have to now, right. The inner battle went on inside your head for what seemed like hours. When you finally spoke it came out in a small whisper. Barely audible. “Yes.
You could hear him let out a breathe and in that millisecond you feared the worst, he didn’t feel the same way. But then, he followed it with “Oh thank God.” He sounded so relieved.
“What? Why?”
He turned to you with a big grin plastered on his face. “Because, this would be so much more awkward if the answer was no.” With that, his lips brushed against your softly, testing the waters. They were soft and warm, and everything you could have imagined. “I have to say, I have wanted to do that for so long.”
Your cheeks flushed a shade of crimson, and your eyelashes fluttered.
“You know, you’re adorable when you blush.” He laughed as he pressed his forehead to yours. “Also, as much as it hurt to have you mad at me, i have to say that you’re incredible sexy when you’re pissed off.”
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