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• Jane Dress.
Date: 1956
Designer: Maria Szanto; Maker: Peggy Cope
Place of origin: England
Medium: Knitted wool yarn
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drummingbird · 20 days
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I have a little brain worm I have from time to time about a Howard stark x Bucky Barnes fic idea where basically, they met before the war, the fall in love during the wall, Bucky falls, Howard becomes obsessed with finding Bucky and Steve and recreating the super soldier serum. He succeeds in recreating a serum but his experiment goes slightly wrong and he ends up becoming a super soldier. Then they find Bucky, he helps him through recovery, Tony is born yada yada yada you don’t care.
The main point of this post is that in that AU the Mamma Mia movies totally exist and Howard plays Skye bc there’s is no way in hell that you can convince me that the Agent Carter version of Howard stark who owns his own film studio wouldn’t JUMP at the chance to act in a movie filmed in Greece where the ENTIRE cast was drunk the whole time lmao.
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daydreamerdrew · 4 months
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The Avengers (1963) #4 and #6 and Tales of Suspense (1959) #75-76
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HOW DOES YOUR MUSE HANDLE EMOTIONS?
(stolen from @johngravessimcoe :3)
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ANGER: jaw clenching. hands balling into fists. teeth grinding. yelling. going nonverbal. stuttering speech. rushed speech. slow concise speech. rambling. quiet. arms crossing. shaking head. tearing up. animated. expressionless. projects. internalizes. vents. withdraws. passive aggressive. direct. physical outbursts. verbal outbursts. rants.
JOY: easy smiles. fighting back grins. suppressed laughter. loud laughter. giggles. chuckling. smirks. whole body laughs. covers mouth when laughing/giggling. throws head back when laughing. slaps leg. touches people around them when laughing. looks down when laughing. looks for eye contact when laughing. sparkling eyes. bubbly happiness. quiet subtle happiness. obnoxious happiness. wants to spread joy. quietly savors joy.
SADNESS: crying. bottling it up. seeks distractions. wallows. meditates and processes. avoidance. seeks out comfort. withdraws. talks it out. internalizes it. sad smiles. depression naps. uses alcohol. uses drugs. seeks out sources of joy. fidgets with sentimental item. sits in silence. broods. gets moody. wants someone to share the misery. tries to hide negative emotions. nurtures others to make themselves feel better.
EMBARRASSMENT/SHAME: blushing. looking away. rubbing at back of head. covering face. laughing nervously. laughs it off. overthinks. lets it go. self deprecating humor. deflects. gets irritated. smiles. withdraws. crossing arms over stomach. crossing arms over chest. hands in pockets. shoulders sinking. shrugs. falling into silence until comfortable again. talking a lot to compensate. Checks watch.
GUILT: avoiding eye contact. shoulders sinking low. head hanging down. crying. chest aches. lashes out. internalizes. apologizes. deflects. communicates. withdraws. grand gestures for forgiveness. accepts fault easily. punishes themselves. martyrdom. victim complex. over-active guilt complex. healthy conscience. internalizes even after forgiveness. seeking redemption. moves on easily. denial. lack of guilt/conscience. sorry they got caught more than caused harm. can’t handle knowing they hurt others.
FEAR/ANXIETY: trembling. crying. sarcasm/sass to cope. rambles. goes silent. gets angry. fidgeting. clenching jaw. picking at nails. chewing at lip. pulling at clothes. adjusting jewelry/clothing. swallowing thickly. eyes widening. over-reacts. under-reacts. calm. logical. panic. irrational. overthinks. carefully analyzes. talks to themselves. breathing exercises. flight. fight. withdraw. fawn.
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valorianknights · 1 year
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Her name is Margarita Torres de Alva, but her friends call her Peggy.
I can see Janthony in them. I loved Peggy and Laurens in Hamilton so.... I'm projecting a little bit. I also just loved Peggy's design (the yellow color scheme works well;)
I made her the wizard apprentice to the Master Wizard of Avalor. That's right I'm making EOA canon to the encanto universe. It feels right. She's a sirena who is an expert illusionist.
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pourlabeaute · 1 year
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healing our hearts on Valentine's Day :)
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I know how difficult it can be when Valentine's Day hit, that's what made me change the plans for this video. When I was recording I had no idea of what I'd do with the footage, maybe a vlog? Having all this time to think (excuse for posting this so late???) gave me the space I needed to come up with something sincere that can actually reach and maybe even help others. I hope you like this type of video, I really enjoyed creating it and being more personal. Subscribe to see what I’ll be up to next!
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honeycombclaire · 18 days
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You know what I need? I need the Marvel time-travel trope, but everyone goes back to the 40s.
(I say everyone, I mean the Avengers pre-Infinity War.)
Because everyone says Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes are men out of time (and they’re not technically wrong). But I want to see the Avengers (sans Steve and Bucky) getting sent back in time by some wizard or a freak Asgardian lightning storm or something, and poof, they’re back in the 40s, right smack in the middle of the war.
I want the Avengers to witness what life was like during the war, hiding in bomb shelters and seeing the after effects of the world crawling out of the Great Depression and hurtling into the second World War in twenty years.
Life when Steve really was the weirdest thing science ever created. When he was desperately needed and internationally adored. Because all of the Avengers have PTSD, but Steve and Bucky went through World War II and got spit back out into the 20th and 21st centuries, and that’s a whole different category of PTSD and trauma.
I want the Avengers to actually meet the survivors of Azzano, when Steve marched into the massive Nazi base and saved hundreds of soldiers, part because he could and part because he was desperate to save his best friend, and didn’t think twice about it.
I want the Avengers to see Steve and Bucky thrive. I want them to witness Steve and Bucky with the Howling Commandos. Steve’s first team. I want them to see how Steve and Bucky lived, what life was like, because it was drastically different than the modern world.
I want the Avengers to witness firsthand life on a military base. I want Tony to have to look his father in the eye and pretend he doesn’t know who he is, but get to see all the good his father did because all he remembers is his father being an asshole. How much Steve really did care about Howard (and that Bucky did, too, because Howard made weapons to keep Steve safe).
I want Natasha to see that just because she’s an assassin doesn’t mean she’s a bad person, because there were hundreds of military assassins and spies during the war that did bad things to get information.
I want them to hear about the Tesseract and learn that sometimes Steve’s intelligence should be taken seriously, because he has experience and knowledge that none of the other Avengers will ever have. (“You should have left it in the water.” “This is the guy my dad never shut up about?”)
I want them to see how much Steve loved Peggy, how she and Bucky were the only ones who saw him for who he really was, and realize how awful it must have been for him to come back and work for the organization she created after his death and have to live without her.
I want them to hide and watch as Past Steve screams as Past Bucky falls from the train. I want them to see Past Steve realize he can’t get drunk, and the only way he can cope is to kill the Red Skull and end HYDRA. To avenge his friend. I want them to realize that not only did Past Steve crash the plane for nothing, but that Steve knows, has to live with that knowledge for the rest of his life.
I want them to listen with Peggy as Past Steve realizes he’s going to have to crash the plane. I want them to hear the slight tremble in Past Steve’s voice as he talks about dancing with Peggy, believing he’ll never get the chance, and that he’s going to die alone in the freezing cold ocean. I want them to not get the change to promise him that he’ll survive. I want them to hear the sudden static that cuts off Past Steve’s voice, and the heavy silence that comes after it.
I want them to see the world mourn for Captain America, who died just months before the war ended.
And then I want them to come back to the 21st century and see. I want them to see the way Steve’s eyes linger on pictures of Peggy and Howard, see the rows of records from the 30s and 40s in a whole new light, see rows of 30s-style clothes in his closet that he hardly ever wears because a lot of people will make jabs about it, see the way he always keeps Bucky in his sight, hugs him just a little bit tighter than he hugs everyone else.
I want them to see the bags under his and Bucky’s eyes when they have nightmares. I want Sam to quietly show them Steve’s list, and see that every line on every page is filled because he missed so much. I want them to find two more little books filled up just as much. I want them to realize how lost Steve still is despite how much he’s adapted.
I want them to see the subtle military training still ingrained in Steve’s bones, because any and every war was horrible, but World War II was something else entirely, and so was desperation that existed within the soldiers and the people. I want them to see Steve’s recklessness of jumping out of planes without a parachute, the way his eyes always scan the area when he enters a room, watching ever little detail and listening for any sound that might indicate danger. How he is always, always, on alert, even when he seems relaxed.
I want them to understand why Steve was so against the Sokovia Accords. It wasn’t because he wanted the power to do what he thought was best; it was because he was afraid of the consequences of having too many restrictions. Because even with international laws and the damn Geneva Convention, the Nazis still destroyed half the world, and decades later Nazi HYDRA was still carrying out their mission that Steve sacrificed his life for. Steve was a human experiment. The Serum was a biochemical weapon. The military broke the rules to protect the greater good, and Steve knew that. The war would have gone very differently without him.
Whether he was right or wrong about the Accords, after what Steve experienced, I want the Avengers finally understand where he was coming from. Why he was so afraid of strict regulations.
I want Tony to finally fully understand the significance of Steve giving up his shield in Siberia.
Why he was so determined to protect Bucky from the world. Not just because he was his best friend, or because it was the right thing to do. But also because Bucky was the only thing Steve physically had left of his life before the crash, save for his dog tags, and he was scared of what that would mean if Steve lost him.
Steve Rogers has so much trauma that Marvel completely ignored. They focused on Tony’s and Bucky’s and Natasha’s trauma; and that’s great, that’s important; but so much of Steve’s moral character doesn’t get explained because it gets glossed over with the excuse that he’s “Mr Good and Righteous.” And that’s true, but that’s just scratching the surface.
He’s Mr. Good and Righteous for a reason, and it doesn’t get talked about enough.
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In an ideal world...
What If...Peggy Carter fucked right off?
God damn, everytime she pops up i can feel my soul leave my body and transcend in an attempt to cope 😭
I feel you. I went from disliking her but not caring too much about her post-TFA, to downright hating her guts the more they kept bringing her back.
She has been showing up non-stop for a decade if you count TFA, TWS, her series and cameos. My question is: what's her arc? Surely, someone who has been present for that many years, would be fleshed out and would have an arc, right? What's hers? She has none!
She's the perfect woman who is always right, Saint Maggy of Britain. She knows best, she speaks with an air of superiority as if the rest of the world owes her something for existing, she takes other characters' lines and story beats because she has none of her own and she's defined by her relationship to Steve. Even her freaking title is shared with his, they even gave her his catchphrase. Why? Cause she has none.
Hell, I don't remember much from her series but I still remember one line she says to one of the Howling Commandos where she goes "Steve would say 'Do whatever Peggy says!'". Uh... what? He disagreed with you in pretty much every scene in TFA, lady. What are you high on? 🤔 But that's what the writers want us to believe so of course, Steve would follow her blindly (even though he ignored her advice every time in TFA), Russian little girls dream of being like her (because Natasha Romanoff, who?), she's the Captain and she needs to say that constantly and numerous times in each ep (because that title is the only thing she's got going on)...
Ugh. They didn't bring her back out of an interest to tell her story. And that is what pisses me right off.
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irondad-defensesquad · 4 months
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i think mcu steve is extremely idealized.
first, he becomes a super human, and apparently all his disabilities and medical problems disappear. which is honestly not a good message to actual disabled people, imo.
second, his backstory is mostly mentioned. we don't see a lot from steve's childhood or anything on screen. i think they detail it more in the comics, the same way they do for tony's childhood, but the fact that it's almost absent from the movies is a problem. they only mention his mother's name as far as i remember. nothing else. (please correct me if i'm wrong, of course)
mcu steve doesn't feel like a flawed character that has to change, the same way others are, like tony. mcu tony is clearly a flawed human being with several issues and a traumatic childhood (even if the mcu tries to paint howard in a good light, it still explains why tony deals with so much self-hatred and relies on unhealthy coping mechanisms, such as drinking). we don't see steve developing as a character. they might joke in that one scene of endgame where present steve rolls his eyes at past steve, but honestly? to me they feel like the same character. steve never changes. even when he's clearly wrong, the narrative insists that he's right.
steve betrays tony and gives him a half-assed "apology" letter. steve does not mourn sam and bucky at all in endgame, instead focusing on that one girl he kissed ONCE. and steve not only abandoned bucky, he took away peggy's agency and her happy ending. she already had a loving husband and children. not to mention the implications here. steve went back to a very flawed and bigoted period of time, and it's implied that he did not try to intervene in tragedies such as bucky being turned into the winter soldier, or tony's parents tragically dying. steve just stayed home. why couldn't he fucking do that in the present? he could've retired without changing someone else's life for his own gain.
it doesn't make SENSE. the winter soldier was a great film and it showed steve that he has to move on from the past and do what he can in the present. but no, steve never leaves the past behind, he literally goes back to it. and even then, it's all about peggy. it's not about his family. nor his mother, sarah, who's probably the person who inspires steve the most. but where the fuck is she? why does she only get ONE mention?
and by the way, i used to love steve. the first avenger and the winter soldier are still solid movies to me. that's why his ending sucks ass. and i've seen many steve fans who agree with me. he's such an important character in the marvel universe, and perhaps a lot more enjoyable and human in other media (like comics and cartoons). mcu steve is... nothing. he's just a walking propaganda for hypermasculinity.
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theanimeview · 1 year
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[Theory] Villains Are Destined to Die: I Think It’s a Coma (Spoilers)
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Source: https://www.amazon.com/Villains-Are-Destined-Die-Vol/dp/B0B5JTTG2N?
By: Peggy Sue Wood | @pswediting
I tend to dislike “it’s a coma” theories when I read them because the idea of everything being a dream or part of a coma is overused and clichéd. However, I can’t say that these types of theories don’t have merit. I mean, a cliché becomes one for a reason, right? And, for the first time (I think) in my reading of a work, I have a coma theory.
For some context, a coma theory is a common fan theory in which the main character of a story is theorized to be in a coma. The events of the story are imagined or dreamed up by the character while they are unconscious, suggesting that the character’s subconscious is creating an alternate reality to cope with the trauma of their injury or illness. The coma theory has been applied to a wide range of fictional works and is sometimes made canonical in the work itself. For example, Bones had an episode in which the main character Booth was in a medically induced coma for a short period, and he dreamed of an alternate life. There are movies too the most prevalent example being Disney’s The Wizard of Oz (1939) adaptation wherein Dorothy wakes up from a dream at the end and exclaims that everyone around her was also in her dream of an alternate world. However, despite being a trope in fan theory communities, these kinds of theories are often dismissed, usually because of canonical reasoning.
While a coma theory is often easily dismissed, I don’t think that will be the case for Villains Are Destined to Die. Rather, I believe that the creators of the series, SUOL and Gwon Gyeoeul, intend for this story to be about a coma victim rather than a girl who has simply transmigrated into an otome-game. Moreover, I don’t think that they plan to have her wake up at the end. Let’s get into it:
For those not yet familiar with this story or those needing a refresher, Villains Are Destined to Die follows the story of a college student who is excited to start school and pursue her interest in, assumably, archeology. This college girl has a tragic backstory. Following the death of her mother, she was taken in by her biological father who was also parenting her two older half-brothers. Her relatives were not friendly or welcoming, and she seemed to suffer from neglect and bullying at home–regularly finding herself starved for attention and food. She has found some success in school and living in an apartment away from home.
While she does not have much in terms of a disposable income, she does have a single vice for the mobile otome-game “Daughter of the Duke, Love Project” that is popular at her school. She has played the game multiple times at varying levels of difficulty as the heroine, but in the final and hardest mode, she’s set to play as the hated villainess Penelope Eckhart. In this version, she’ll be given a head start prior to the heroine, and since the game is set to the most difficult setting, one wrong move could lead to death. Upon pressing start, she is able to play in hard mode a few times before going to bed. However, after falling asleep, she wakes up not in her bedroom but in the body of Penelope Eckhart. To make matters worse, there’s no reset button in sight, with options that are limited and painfully difficult to comply with, “Penelope”–the main character–has an end goal of gaining the full affection of at least one of the male leads to clear the game in a single play through if she hopes to be released from her death flag filled fate, and all five romantic interests are going to be extremely hard to charm for various reasons given her role as the villainess. Moreover, she really only has a chance up until the game’s normal/easy-mode heroine makes an entrance since the heroine has a much easier time romancing the male leads.
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Source: Villains Are Destined to Die, Chapter 44
Changing The Story & Overlapping Visions
While in this other world, Penelope regularly gets a window and otome-interface, and while the choices on the interface make a difference, the otome’s story progression is not optional for Penelope, so the story will progress through the game regardless of Penelope’s agreement or disagreement. What I have noticed though is that her words have a significant amount of influence over current events and the story than the choices she makes that are provided through the otome-interface. This is the first plot inclusion that makes me think Penelope is in a coma, and not just a character that has been transmigrated into the otome game.
For example, in Chapter 44, Penelope gives game-Penelope a tragic backstory that overlaps with her own past from the real-world. This includes the events of being taken in by her biological father, the tragedy of starving and the bullying at home, as well as the dashed hopes of living a happier life with her father and half-siblings in said home. We know that Penelope is drawing on the experiences of her past because she tells us so. We also know that this Penelope is unaware of whether these events are true to game-Penelope’s past.
After Penelope overlaps her personal story with game-Penelope’s situation, this becomes the new reality of the chacater’s past as shown in a later chapter when Duke Eckhart confirms in a later chapter the tragic beginnings that current-Penelope created in Chapter 44, which included not just her real-life experiences but also a bit of potential fiction–like being in the presence of her mother’s deceased body for a period of time and eating of rotten food from the trash to survive prior to being taken in by her father.
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Source: Villains Are Destined to Die, Chapter 17
Beyond the overlap of visual imagery, I believe that there is a potential argument for the overlap of the sensory experiences too. This is certainly more speculative, but not without some merit. Many coma patients, particularly those who have undergone a medically induced coma for treatment have described sensory overlap between what was happening to their bodies and what was going on in their dreams.
For example, ice packs being laid upon the body to help lower a fever being perceived in a dream as having visited a cold place or overheard conversations being perceived as a personal interaction. Claire Lucia Wineland’s, an American activist who spoke on health issues and illnesses among other things, video on this subject provides a great example:
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Title: Claire Wineland Talks About Being In a Coma | Source: https://youtu.be/DRQoayUBcBE
In the literary depiction of a dreamworld or coma story, rather than multiple dreams the patient tends to have one long and continued narrative. As such, Penelope’s story of transmigrating to a game-world and staying in the dream consistently as the story progresses makes sense.
Penelope seems to get injured around her neck and other places pretty consistently and I believe that these could be examples of further sensory overlap. For example, in Chapter 2, she wakes up from a pin prick by her maid, which could be her body experiencing the real-life introduction of an IV. There is also the cut to her neck in Season 1, and an additional neck injury near the end of Season 2 that I suspect could also be related to patient care as long-term coma patients often require additional supportive care like breathing assistance and the administration of medicines through multiple veins. Perhaps, going a step further, what she experiences as arguments or unexpected visits from her game-family are actually her experiencing her real family visiting her in the hospital. This would match well with the overlapping images we see in the arguments with her second brother, and also account for some of the responses she’s getting.
Perhaps as the affection levels of the leads go up, what she’s really seeing is a softer or more affectionate side to her neglectful family. Assumably, then, the other male leads and characters could have another real-world equivalent too. Perhaps doctors or nurses, which would explain why she has a much easier time raising the affection levels of those outside the family and those in the duchy.
In The Wizard of Oz movie adaptation, there was also a high level of overlap between the real-world family and friends of Dorothy and the characters from her dream, as revealed at the end of the movie. Dorothy also had a level of impact in the world and story progression, as she made the choice to help others and often decided what the group would do (and why they would do it). This also seems to be a trope of many other examples of coma-storylines when seeing the story from the dreaming character’s perspective.
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Source: Villains Are Destined to Die, Chapter 2, 8
A Chance To Change & Waking Up
The idea behind coma plotlines is typically that, in this dream, there is a chance for self-reflection and a change of perspective. If Penelope is in a coma state, then the trope would be that she needs or is reflecting on her biological family’s treatment of her and letting go of that pain. If my theory is correct regarding the affection levels, then she may unconsciously be repairing her relationships (literally) as the family comes to visit. However, Penelope is pretty clear that it doesn’t matter whether the relationships repair or not. Frankly, I don’t blame her since these characters are not really making a redeeming effort as time goes on outside of, maybe, Penelope’s personal maid.
All that matters is Penelope surviving and gaining the freedom she’s always longed for since coming into her father’s house. A freedom where she can explore her passion for archeology, enjoy a life away from her cruel family, and perhaps find the same kind of love the heroine from her favorite game experiences. This is why I think the creators don’t plan to have Penelope wake up at the end.
If Dorothy’s freedom was longing for home and the motto “There’s no place like home,” Penelope’s would be the complete opposite. With the choice to stay in a dream that ends happily as romances do, or the choice to return home–I think Penelope would choose the former because of how awful her family has been and how difficult the real-world is compared to the wonderful dream that’s getting better all the time.
That’s my theory. What do you all think?
As a side note: To be honest, I’m thinking about picking up the novel to find out. I know that adaptations to a different form often take on different story aspects or even different plots entirely, but I want to know if the same thing that has happened in the comic has occurred in the original novel text too. Out of all the transmigrated to a game-world as the villainess stories I’ve read, this one really does feel like it is trying to do the “it’s a coma” trope rather than an actual tale of transmigration and I kind of want to read about it to see if the feeling sticks. If, and this a big if, she is in a coma story, do you think she’ll wake up? That is the most typical answer, but I’m leaning heavily towards a “no,” and I’d be interested to hear if others agree or disagree with me. Well, thanks for reading!
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swaqcenix · 9 months
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༻ It comes and goes | Natasha Romanoff ༺
Natasha Romanoff x gn!reader
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Summary: You've spent a chunk of your life battling the emotional thoughts of bipolar and have no concept on dealing with your emotions. Sitting in the rain does feel like drowning but it's comforting, until a hand from Romanoff drags you out of the depths of water.
Warnings: reader has bipolar, mentions of low thoughts, a shit ton of hurt/comfort, natasha just allowing reader to understand it's okay to not be okay!
Word Count: 1.8K
AN: This is just a small comfort fic while I work on my peggy!yandere fic and of course the strip club natasha one. (I haven't forgotten them!)
Wrote this a while back just to cope with my own diagnosis and anyone is welcome to gain comfort from it. Be my happy flowers guys! <3
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There's one thing people never quite clarify with you, that the older you get just becomes more hard to swim. Kids always jump for growing up and throwing away their innocence not knowing of the tidal wave coming slowly along the sea, prepared to drown out your every thought of contentment.
Aged 10 was the last time you could ever remember not suffering with the constant feeling of a pit of anxiety, suffering and longing to allow the waters of the sea to suck you in. The way you used to place fictional games with your friends, always being petty shit's on the concept of, "Ask... it's not my game," or the fighting of being first in the lunch line.
You'd kept the diagnosis quiet when joining the Avengers, not wanting any of your fellow teammates to think any less of you. You'd felt less of yourself the moment the words of the diagnosis slipped from the nurses tongue 5 years prior. 5 years officially diagnosed but you didn't feel any lighter, instead you felt heavier.
"Sometimes we like to do CBT," the woman stated and your head tilted to the side.
"What's CBT?" Your hands bounced on your knees.
Slipping out the compound wasn't the easiest job. You'd all had meetings back to back with Ross and the damn government. An excuse slipped past your lips faster than it should have done. You'd stated only that you couldn't attend the final one as you'd had to go pick up your little sister.
Sure it would have been a valid excuse. If you actually had a sister. Yet, you didn't so you knew you'd be caught out eventually especially if Fury found out already knowing your background including family members. Still, you'd deal with that when the moment occurred for it.
"It's called cognitive behavioural therapy. It's commonly used for depression or anxiety but we do tend to use it on other patients like in your case to help you to cope with living with bipolar."
Your brain tried to stay focused but all you heard was the words 'your bipolar,' then began to shut off. After that the session was a blur. No thoughts passed your mind, no feelings ran through your veins nor emotions. Just the concept of numbness. Nothing to feel.
Heading back to the compound was a stressful moment. As soon as you walked through the doors you'd have to put on a whole front again pretending you were and felt something you didn't.
In all honesty it was comforting to sometimes be able to do that. Around your therapist, the outside world even your family they treaded lightly, afraid one word would break you like shattering glass hitting the floor or a porcelain doll. With the Avengers they didn't know, so you weren't a doll and you weren't glass. You were yourself and that alone.
However, sometimes it would be nice to just let yourself go. Your feet padded up the stairs of the compound entering the main room, the lounge where they sat watching TV and discussing.
"Hey, Y/N.. you okay?" Sam's voice was the first to speak but it sounded.. concerned?
"Yeah, fine thanks Sam," you responded allowing your eyes to meet his own.
Trying to act as casually as you always did, you went to grab a glass of water turning on the tap watching it run down the sink hole. You often wished you could be flushed away like that.
Shaking your head away from deeper thoughts you grabbed your glass sipping at the water looking up to see everyone examining you. A familiar feeling of dread, the emotional tidal waves flushing through your skin wanting out came crashing to the surface.
They surely couldn't know, right?
Vision spoke up first, possibly to ease up the tension though you can hardly imagine toaster man knowing much about emotions. No offence to the guy.
"We were told you.. you're an only child," his voice seemed one not of judgment but of confusion.
"Oh.. right," was the only response your brain could conjure up in that moment.
Tony let out a half-sided smile and you were grateful he wasn't digging too much. Surprisingly none of them were. He did speak up after a beat or two and while it wasn't their fault you did wish they wouldn't at all.
"Whatever is going on, we.. we're here," His tone was the best of sentiment you'd get out of him.
You truly were grateful but you hadn't a moments thought on how to even tell them. Fear of being kicked off the team, living half a life amongst them simply for suffering with some health issues was silly to other's minds, but not to your own.
Shaking your head you grabbed your jacket you'd left on the chair offering them all a tight lipped smile. Your eyes connected with Natasha's and your eyes felt like watering. She wasn't looking at you like you were damaged, nor was it in a concerned only look.
Nat was looking at you like she knew, like she understood what you felt and the pain gnawing away at you only grew. Her emerald green eyes looking one of connecting with nature swimming with the look of understanding was a pain you couldn't bare.
You mumbled that you needed air, heading towards the patio you'd become familiar with at night. It had become a comfort location, you'd seen Natasha out there a few times although, come to think of it lately she seemed to not be heading there anymore.
The mumbling and mainly muffled voices of the Avengers informed you that it was raining, but your brain scarcely paid attention. You just needed out, besides who gives a fuck if the rain touched your skin.
Your brain danced with thoughts of how to calm yourself down and you knew instantly, as your reached into your back pocket slipping in your airpods and connected them to your phone. Sliding open the patio door, you ungracefully sat down on the bench looking down as the rain hit your skin.
Hair becoming drenched you focused on your chosen song, trying to drown out any invading thoughts that would cluster your mindset, instead focusing on how you felt utterly at home.
The chosen song had been Waves by Dean Lewis. It reminded you so much of how your brain's concept of emotions and how your life seemed to go in waves of the ocean.
Sometimes you saw yourself standing next to the ocean as it pulled you out. The freedom of falling, allowing yourself to no longer panic over bipolar or how the world saw you.
The rain splashed down heavily on your skin and you felt wet through but you didn't mind, or frankly didn't care. Nor were you sure how long you had been listening to songs in the rain, it felt late but it felt like seconds.
A gentle hand on your shoulder pulled you from your thoughts. Your mind had been dancing to Paris, Texas by Lana until your body almost jolted forward from the contact. The sudden shelter from the rain made your head tilt up to come in contact with emerald eyes.
Natasha stood tall, almost protecting you- sheltering you from the rain, a beacon of hope. You offered the best smile you could give, despite the fact it looked like you were in pain more than smiling before indicating to her to sit down.
Her red hair cascaded down her shoulders, pulled half back into a plait that was elegant but moved with ease. It suited her just as most things did. You'd noticed that about her, for a woman who'd been through so much Natasha did everything with elegance and ease.
"You know, when I was a child I used to run out into the rain, the firefly's came out at night," She confessed causing you to stiffen up.
Natasha wasn't one for opening up, let alone talking of her childhood past, so why you? You let her express her thoughts almost curious to see where she was going to take this.
"My mom she'd come out to find me afterwards and I was always helping my little sister who also danced away with the firefly's. It wasn't real though. Not truly," She proceeded and your heart melted and cracked for the older woman.
"Nat I.."
You weren't even sure what to respond with. Hearing her open up around her past made your own pain seem tiny, insignificant despite the fact she wasn't attempting to do that.
"You don't need to say anything, I understand. Perhaps not what you're going through. The feeling of masking right, I see it," she continued tilting her head towards you.
She proceeded her train of thought.
"It comes and goes in waves. The feeling of this family. I had no one after the family I grew up with, no one but myself. Don't drown your thoughts out in the rain, drag yourself up out of the ocean, trust me Y/N."
You finally looked up making eye contact with the Russian, smiling softly at her nodding. You took off your glove reaching sighing looking down at your hands.
"Sometimes, my therapist gets it to a certain extent but sometimes she doesn't. When it feels like all you can do it float out to sea and drown in a pit of your own emotions. The masking isn't something I want to do, but simply so people don't see my problems.. they just see me."
A tear slipped down your cheek without even realising it and you closed your eyes. Nothing was spoken amongst the pouring of the rain, nothing was needed to be said. All that was needed was the words you let echo. It felt like you were drowning in a sea of hell, with no way out.
Through the mist and fog engulfing your brain, taking you out to the sea you felt a touch upon your hand. Eyes opening wide, you saw it. Her hand clasped tightly in your own trying to drag you out of the suffering, reach to you through the ocean like a beacon of a ship, rising up it's anchor.
Her eyes looked into your own, reflecting what she wanted to say but had no thoughts on how to express it. Her touch was all you needed, the words slipping past your mouth before you could think.
"Your family.. It might not have been directly real, but they pulled you out of the waves while it lasted, it was real to you Natasha," You explained watching it pull at her heart strings.
She offered you a watery smile, her eyes dancing with sea of hope just as your own while you were perhaps an an anchor in the waves you steadied each other out in a balance.
"This family is real to you too. We are real and we see you. I see you Y/N," Her voice bringing comfort and warmth.
You grabbed her hand tightly because while your bipolar had an anchor on you, you had a ship lifting you through the sea's Natasha and your little family. They were there to guide you.
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markeronacomputer · 1 month
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Thinking of writing a Rain Code Peggy Sue/Swap AU. As in, at the end of the final Labyrinth, something happens that resets the timeline to the beginning of Chapter 0 as well as swaps everyone’s roles, and Yuma and Shinigami are the only ones who remember the original timeline.
A few fun ideas for this:
Shinigami
“Human” name is Shini Requiem (as borrowed from another trainee detective that’s never mentioned in the true story, so the real Yuma never appears here)
The other detectives just assume the reason why she’s… like that is because the supposed amnesia just made her weird
Still doesn’t stop her from being fairly competent at times, though, so they don’t really complain (if only they knew 60% of her competence is just advice given to her by a reluctant death god…)
REALLY having a bad time figuring out how to do human things like eating, and sleeping, and breathing
As a result has absolutely no internal clock, either staying awake when she wants to fall asleep or falling asleep when she needs to stay awake
She also has to do things like breathe and blink manually until her subconscious figures out it has to do those things itself, which takes about like a day
She’s an absolute MASTER in Mystery Labyrinths, though, for understandable reasons
(which is even more impressive given the fact that personality swapping means that the mysteries are fairly different now, and even if they weren’t, it’s not like she can remember all the details of all the cases)
Is still brooding over the fact that her tits mysteriously disappeared when she became a human: combine that with the height difference, and she basically looks like an overly sassy little girl
(“NOW I’M THE FLAT-CHESTED UGGO! WHYYYYYYY?!”)
Has no problem walking but can’t really run since she’s used to just floating
Actually isn’t as mean to other people as she is in the main game
(which is absolutely NOT because her usual personality is just a defense mechanism since anyone in their right mind would be terrified of a goddess of death, and even her masters would probably despise her because no god should be that incompetent: so if they’re going to hate her, it should at least be because of something she can control, right?)
Yuma
Ghost form just looks like Shinigami’s but slimmer, blue, and with curved horns
Human form is a fancier version of his typical outfit except a foot or so taller with a crown, the aforementioned horns, and two demonic wings that he still hasn’t figured out how to retract into his body like Shinigami does for hers
As a result, whenever he transforms, the sequence consists of him flailing about trying to balance himself with the gigantic flapping monstrosities now on his back as his clothing just magically materialises onto him
“Arise, Mystery LabyriiiIIIIIIIIINNNTH-“
His confidence pretty much took a terminal nosedive as soon as the last Labyrinth made it finally start to get better
Is especially not doing very well coping with the mental changes that come with being a death god, which starts out as just being attracted to the scent of blood, but gets… worse, over time.
”Shini, you have to hurry! If you don’t, Zange will boom-kill… I did not just say that.”
(note: still called her Shinigami at first but transitioned over to Shini rather quickly. He is still Iiving in denial of the fact that it may subconsciously be a pet name)
His version of Shinigami’s scythe is his blade, and naturally its new counterpart is the Solution Scythe
(summoning animation now consists of them doing a short little waltz before Shinigami rips off one of his wings, which turns into the scythe, and a new wing grows back painlessly)
Really doesn’t want to stab Shinigami in the back all the time even though it’s necessary to proceed in the Labyrinths: between this, Crime Scene Recreation, GOD Shinigami, and all the other situations that require him to be forceful in any sense, he makes a terrible guide
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scottxlogan · 4 months
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Tony Stark Bingo Master List
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Another year and another great round of @tonystarkbingo under my belt where I was able to finish my bingo card with another round of fun, exciting prompts. Below is my master list and I encourage anyone who likes Tony to head on over and join this bingo as it's so much fun you won't regret it! Now onto my master list below the cut!
Title of Fill: Home Again (Chapter 30) Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/38259688/chapters/120843835 Square Filled: Tony Stark Bingo T4: Grief Ship/Main Pairing: Tony Stark/Bucky Barnes Rating: Mature Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Post-Avengers: Endgame (Movie), Canon Divergence - Avengers: Endgame (Movie), Supernatural Elements, Canon-Typical Violence, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, References to Depression, Bucky Barnes Has PTSD, Bucky Barnes & Sam Wilson Friendship, Pre-Relationship, Angst with a Happy Ending, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Angst and Tragedy, Angst and Romance, Blood Loss, Adult Content, Explicit Language, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Blood and Injury, Dreams and Nightmares, Slow Burn, Sexual Content Summary: Bucky experiences a painful reunion and pours his heart out to an old friend as his grief over what he lost consumes him. Just when it seems all hope is lost, Sam offers Bucky a surprise that could change everything. Meanwhile Tony and Ramsay share a heart to heart that could potentially put Tony on the right track after his time with Bucky was stolen from his memory. Word Count: 10319
Title of Fill: Home Again (Chapter 31) Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/38259688/chapters/120980371 Square Filled S1: Wish Ship/Main Pairing: Tony Stark/Bucky Barnes Rating: Mature Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers Post-Avengers: Endgame (Movie), Canon Divergence - Avengers: Endgame (Movie), Supernatural Elements, Canon-Typical Violence, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, References to Depression, Bucky Barnes Has PTSD, Bucky Barnes & Sam Wilson Friendship, Pre-Relationship, Angst with a Happy Ending, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Angst and Tragedy, Angst and Romance, Blood Loss, Adult Content, Explicit Language, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Blood and Injury, Dreams and Nightmares, Slow Burn, Sexual Content Summary: After a few surprising truths are revealed Bucky and Tony are reunited at the reservoir in Wakanda. Will it spell disaster or prove to be the happy ending they've both been searching for? Word Count: 19408
Title of Fill: Right Here Waiting Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/48149374/chapters/121418080 Square Filled: K4: Seeing Red Ship/Main Pairing: Tony Stark/Bucky Barnes Rating: Mature Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Not Steve Rogers Friendly, Not Peggy Carter Friendly, Canon-Typical Violence, Established Relationship, Tension, Confrontations, Pride, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Drama, Angst and Feels, Fluff, Angst and Romance, Past Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, Swearing, Adult Content, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Summary: It's June and Steve's still struggling with coping over discovering the truth about Bucky and Tony's relationship. When Pepper plans a post-birthday celebration party for Tony's birthday to bring everyone closer together, the scene erupts when tension reaches a boiling point. In the aftermath Tony takes matters into his own hands and has a few surprises in store for those around him. Word Count: 15,556
Title of Fill: Right Here Waiting (Chapter 2) Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/48149374/chapters/121486342#main Square Filled: A3: Free Square Ship/Main Pairing: Tony Stark/Bucky Barnes Rating: Mature Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Not Steve Rogers Friendly, Not Peggy Carter Friendly, Canon-Typical Violence, Established Relationship, Tension, Confrontations, Pride, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Drama, Angst and Feels, Fluff, Angst and Romance, Past Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, Swearing, Adult Content, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Summary: After a tense night at the tower, Tony takes Bucky back to where it all began for them decades earlier. As they explore the past they left behind them, Tony decides to take Bucky to his very first Pride where the two share a day filled with romantic surprises. Word Count: 14416
Title of Fill: Never Have I Ever Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/48269416 Square Filled: S3: Restrained Ship/Main Pairing: Bucky Barnes/Tony Stark Rating: Explicit Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Sexual Content, Jealousy, Implied/Referenced Cheating, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Not Steve Rogers Friendly, Past Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, Past Bucky Barnes/Steve Rogers, Minor Sharon Carter/Steve Rogers, Light Bondage, Angst with a Happy Ending, Light Angst, Blindfolds, Restraints, Declarations Of Love, Established Relationship, Angst, Alcoholic Tony Stark, Past Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism Summary: When the team gets together to spend a night under the stars playing a game of Never Have I Ever, it opens the door to a tense situation where Bucky and Tony are left facing an uncomfortable truth about the history they have with Steve. Will it prove to be the thing that pulls their blossoming relationship apart or will it bring them closer together when everything is said and done? Word Count: 14368
Title of Fill: Between Us Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/48572422 Square Filled: T5: “You’re late” Ship/Main Pairing: Bucky Barnes/Tony Stark Rating: Mature Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Established Relationship, Sexual Content, Swearing, Car Sex, Declarations Of Love, Reunion Sex, Marriage Proposal, Adult Content Summary: After there was an attack on his armor and his company, Tony is forced into hiding at Bucky's home away from home. Problem is that being tucked away from the world in Indiana is driving Tony up a wall. When Bucky invites Tony to meet with him out of town at a secret date night, Tony is excited by the prospect of things improving for him. Reunited with Bucky, Tony's night is headed in the right direction until a teammate asks Tony for a favor that could potentially uproot everything Tony's got going for him. Word Count: 9027
Title of Fill: One Step Closer Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/48437332 Square Filled: R4: Steve Rogers Ship/Main Pairing: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark Rating: Explicit Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Alternate Universe - No Powers, Mutual Pining, Friends to Lovers, Forbidden Love, Heavy Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Not Peggy Carter Friendly, Past Peggy Carter/Steve Rogers, Past Bucky Barnes/Steve Rogers, Past Bucky Barnes/Tony Stark, Past Pepper Potts/Tony Stark, Minor Bucky Barnes/Sam Wilson, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Canon-Typical Violence, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Artist Steve Rogers, rock star Tony Stark, Rancher Steve Rogers, Second Chances, Sexual Content, Divorced Steve Rogers, Divorced Tony Stark, Rehabilitation, References to Depression, Drug Addiction, Swearing   Summary: Tony Stark was pushed into popstar fame by his ambitious father early on, but over the span of more than two decades Tony has seen the highs and lows of stardom hitting rock bottom in more ways than one. Through it all there was always one person that Tony felt was his saving grace. Steve Rogers was always the one that got away and no matter how many times they tried to cross that line into love they couldn't quite get there. As Tony's once close friend and brief roommate, Steve turned Tony's world around in all the right ways until fate intervened and they were pulled in separate directions. Now fresh out of rehab on his 45th birthday and looking to keep from making the same mistakes, Tony reflects on his past and follows his heart to new beginnings hoping that it's not too late to find his way back to Steve in his hopes for a second chance.    Word Count: 17018
Title of Fill: Dark Obsession Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/48772465 Square Filled: A5: Kink: Begging Ship/Main Pairing: Bucky Barnes/Tony Stark Rating: Explicit Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon-Typical Violence, Clubbing, Explicit Sexual Content, Dirty Talk, Light Choking, Rope Bondage, Light Dom/sub, BDSM, Wax Play, Sex Toys, Restraints, Swearing, Switching, Biting, Ice Play, Strangers to Lovers, Smut, Past Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, Past Bucky Barnes/Steve Rogers, Steve Rogers & Tony Stark Friendship Summary: On the anniversary of his parents' deaths Tony finds himself looking for a distraction after Steve stands Tony up on their night clubbing. Undeterred in his quest to find a new distraction Tony works his way into a steamy new club in town where he finds himself drawn in by a sexy stranger who turns Tony's world around in unimaginable ways. Word Count: 17988
Title of Fill: The Quest Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/49077973 Square Filled: R1: Sidekick Ship/Main Pairing: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark Rating: Teen Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Alternate Universe, Treasure Hunting, Archaeologist Steve, Swearing, Action/Adventure, Adventure & Romance, Implied/Referenced Sex Summary: Archaeologist Steve Rogers finds himself in the thick of danger and adventure after teaming up with his former mentor's son and current sidekick Tony Stark to chase down a rare treasure set to unlock all of humanity's mysteries along the way. Word Count: 4488
Title of Fill: A Day at the Beach Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/49099954 Square Filled: S4: Dad Tony Ship/Main Pairing: Tony Stark/Bucky Barnes Rating: Teen Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Alternate Universe - Modern: No Powers, Single Parent Tony Stark, Minor Bruce Banner/Natasha Romanov, Meet-Cute, First Meetings, Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, Flirting, Kissing, Innuendo, Past Bucky Barnes/Natasha Romanov, Past Pepper Potts/Tony Stark, Natasha Romanov & Tony Stark Friendship, Science Bros | Bruce Banner & Tony Stark Friendship, Fluff, Mild Hurt/Comfort, Head Injury Summary: Tony and Morgan's daddy/daughter day at the beach takes an unexpected turn as the sexy lifeguard Tony has been eyeing rides in to Tony's rescue. Word Count: 6140
Title of Fill: The Journey Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/49272082 Square Filled: A1: Kink: Praise Kink Ship/Main Pairing: Bucky/Steve/Tony Rating: Explicit Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Established Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, Anniversary, Threesome - M/M/M, Polyamory, Spanking, Sub Bucky Barnes, Dom Steve Rogers, Dom Tony Stark, Light BDSM, Sexual Content, Fluff and Smut, Restraints, Aftercare, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Role Playing, Dirty Talk, Feelings Realization, Friends to Lovers, Pole Dancing Summary: Steve and Tony decide to take a special trip for their anniversary together. To spice things up they decide to gift each other a vacation with Bucky who is ready and willing to be what they need to make their anniversary even more memorable. Will it prove to be exactly what they needed to strengthen their marriage or will they find something more in their playtime with Bucky? Word Count: 7869
Title of Fill: Just Like That...Back to Love Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/49366717 Square Filled: S2: Protection Ship/Main Pairing: Tony Stark/Steve Rogers Rating: Teen Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - No Powers, Alternate Universe - Spies & Secret Agents, Idiots in Love, Feelings Realization, Past Peggy Carter/Steve Rogers, Swearing, Light Angst Summary: Super spy Steve Rogers reflects on the mission he and his work partner/on and off lover Tony Stark put behind him and what it means to their future moving forward where matters of the heart are concerned.   Word Count: 4830
Title of Fill: Waking Up To Forever (Chapter 2) Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/49392865/chapters/124956856 Square Filled: S5: Black Panther Ship/Main Pairing: Bucky Barnes/Tony Stark Rating: Explicit Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Post-Avengers: Endgame (Movie), Canon Divergence - Post-Avengers: Endgame (Movie), Supernatural Elements, Multiverse, Established Relationship, Adult Content, Angst and Romance, Honeymoon, Dreams and Nightmares, Parent Tony Stark, Sexual content Summary: Tony and Bucky spend their honeymoon at a special place where they share alone time together and reveal secrets along the way that guide them towards a different path in the name of saving the future. Word Count: 7528
Title of Fill: What If We...? Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/49535506 Square Filled: R2: “I’m sorry.” Ship/Main Pairing: Tony Stark/Steve Rogers Rating: Teen Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Fix-It, AvX Fix-It Fic, Mention of the X-Men, Friends to Lovers, Feelings Realization, Implied Sexual Content Summary: Caught up in deciding what to do about the problem of the Phoenix returning to the world again and causing chaos, Tony offers Steve a suggestion to prevent a war between the Avengers and the X-Men from happening. It sounds like the perfect plan, but along the way Tony finds that perhaps there's something more beyond saving the world with Steve that he's looking to find in their conversation. Word Count: 3361
Title of Fill: If I Could Turn Back Time Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/49659079/chapters/125338852 Square Filled: A2: Loki Ship/Main Pairing: Bucky/Tony Rating: Explicit Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Time Travel Fix-It, Past Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, Past James "Rhodey" Rhodes/Tony Stark, Unrequited Crush, Bucky Barnes & Loki Friendship, James "Rhodey" Rhodes & Tony Stark Friendship, Canon-Typical Violence, Heavy Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Cigarettes, Drinking, Aftermath of Violence, Group Kissing, Sexual Content, dual timelines, Supernatural Elements, Matchmaker Tony StarkSummary: In the past Bucky's dark history comes back to haunt him in the worst possible way. Meanwhile in the future Tony and Bucky are headed towards happily ever after when tragedy strikes under suspicious circumstances and Loki decides its time to intervene on his friends' behalf to make things right for them once and for all in ways that could change everything forever. Word Count: 19865
Title of Fill: The Journey to Love Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/50042902 Square Filled: R5: Fireplace Ship/Main Pairing: Tony Stark/Bucky Barnes Rating: Explicit Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Domestic Fluff, Established Relationship, Fluff, Honeymoon, Self-Reflection, Cock Warming, Sexual Content, Romance, Tony Stark-centric, Enemies to Lovers, Romantic Fluff Summary: Tony reflects on the chemistry between him and Bucky and how in that journey Tony and Bucky took to finding each other and falling into love. Word Count: 1849
Title of Fill: Tony Stark Bingo Mark VII - September Round Robin Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: Tony Stark Bingo Mark VII - September Round Robin Square Filled: K2: Science Boyfriends Ship/Main Pairing: Bruce Banner/Tony Stark Rating: Teen Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: (AO3 Tags are a great example) Summary: (brief description of fill) Word Count: 406
Title of Fill: Tempted Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/51464692/chapters/130059559 Square Filled: R3: AU: Non-Powered Ship/Main Pairing: Tony Stark/Bucky Barnes Rating: Explicit Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Alternate Universe - No Powers, Bodyguard Bucky Barnes, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Fake Dating, Tony Stark Has PTSD, Single Parent Tony Stark, Panic Attacks, Stalker, Sexual Content, Sexual Tension, Tony Stark has a stalker, Past Pepper Potts/Tony Stark, Past Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, Swearing, Adult Content, Explicit Language, Dirty Talk, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Light Angst, Parent Tony Stark, Tony Stark Has Issues, Flirting, War Veteran Bucky Barnes, Mild Blood Summary: Tony Stark's life takes an unexpected turn when after months of being bombarded, an antonymous stalker takes things a touch too far sending Tony and Morgan's lives into a tailspin. When Pepper reaches out to an old friend for assistance after Tony refuses to heed her advice, sexy bodyguard Bucky Barnes shows up at Tony's doorstep ready to get to the heart of the problem taking place. Armed with a new mission and a cover story posing as Tony's new live-in lover meant to explain Bucky's presence in Tony's life, the two find their way to solving Tony's stalker problem together while flirting with danger and romance along the way. Word Count: 7282
Title of Fill: Lazy Weekend Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/51525229 Square Filled: T1: Only One Bed Ship/Main Pairing: Bucky Barnes/Tony Stark/Steve Rogers Rating: Mature Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Domestic Fluff, Tony's POV, Threesome - M/M/M, Polyamory, Implied Sexual Content, Fluff, Morning Cuddles, Sleepy Cuddles, Established Relationship, contemplations, Reflection Summary: Snuggled in bed with his lovers, Tony contemplates how far they've come together from their sexy beginnings. Word Count: 1375
Title of Fill: The Contingency Plan Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/51605536 Square Filled: K3: Pepperony Ship/Main Pairing: Tony Stark/Pepper Potts Rating: Teen Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Post-Canon Fix-It, Canon Divergence - Avengers: Endgame (Movie), post-Endgame, Light Angst, Reunions, Angst with a Happy Ending, past Emma Frost/Tony Stark, Grief/Mourning Summary: Following the events of Endgame Pepper tries her best to move forward with life to continue Tony's dream, but when a surprise visit from Emma Frost offers Pepper a mysterious alternative to her grief, Pepper learns of a contingency plan that Tony left in place before his passing. Will it prove to be the key to happiness for Pepper and Morgan moving forward? Word Count: 3460
Title of Fill: The Beginning of the End (Chapter 2) Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/52184464/chapters/132274717 Square Filled: A4: Learning To Cook Ship/Main Pairing: Tony Stark/Bucky Barnes Rating: Explicit Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe - Time Travel, Time Travel Fix-It, Sexual Content, Swearing, Idiots in Love, Past Abuse, Two timelines, Age Difference, Beginnings, Angst with a Happy Ending, Adult Content, First Time, Holidays, Falling In Love, Holiday Decorations Summary: Bucky wants Tony. Tony wants Bucky, so why aren't they falling into each other's arms already? That's the question that's been on Tony's mind as Tony decides to create a mood for a special night Tony's convinced neither one of them is going to forget. Word Count: 15127
Title of Fill: All in a Kiss Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/52291138 Square Filled: K5: Tony/Clint Ship/Main Pairing: Clint Barton/Tony Stark Rating: Teen Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Idiots in Love, Holiday hijinks, Mistletoe, Secret Crush, Kissing, Pranks and Practical Jokes, Partners to Lovers Summary: Following a team up with Tony, Clint realizes he has a crush on his sexy teammate, but getting around to admitting to that isn't as easy as Clint hoped. When Clint makes a plan to capture Tony's attention, it winds up having some unexpected consequences along the way. Word Count: 2519
Title of Fill: The Beginning of the End (Chapter 5) Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/52184464/chapters/133173253 Square Filled:  Adopted: Alcoholism (In place of K1) Ship/Main Pairing: Bucky Barnes/Tony Stark, Loki/Rhodey Rating: Explicit Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: lternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Time Travel Fix-It, Sexual Content, Sexual Tension, Swearing, Past Abuse, Two timelines, Angst with a Happy Ending, Adult Content, Menacing Behavior, Canon-Typical Violence, References to Depression, Suicidal Thoughts, Past Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Kidnapping, Genderfluid Loki (Marvel) Summary: Through the years the team has faced great joys and sorrows, but on the day of Loki and Rhodey's daughter's birth a dark plan is set in motion leading the team down a tragic path, forced to face misery in ways that He Who Remains set into motion. Will it prove to be the end of the dream or a new beginning as Bucky, Tony and the others fight to save their friend from a terrible fate. Word Count: 9286
Title of Fill: Only In New York Collaborator: scottxlogan Card Number: 7017 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/52923937 Square Filled: T3: Only in New York Ship/Main Pairing: Tony/Steve, Bucky/Steve/Tony Rating: Mature Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - No Powers, Artist Steve Rogers, Meet-Cute, First Meetings, Mild Sexual Content, Awkward Flirting, Blind Date, Flirting, Miscommunication, Threesome - M/M/M, Shy Bucky Barnes, reclusive Tony Stark, Minor Bucky Barnes/Steve Rogers Summary: Tony grudgingly agrees to go out on a blind date in the city that Pepper has set up for him. In doing so Tony meets the devastatingly handsome artist Steve Rogers who is catching Tony's eye in all the right ways. When a series of mishaps and misunderstandings brings Steve and Tony closer to one another, will it prove to be the spark they need to fuel the fire between them or will fate have other plans with Steve's sexy roommate Bucky in the picture?   Word Count: 5385
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bluekat12345 · 30 days
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Just read your most recent post, and I'm thinking that Cap was reminded of Bucky the moment he met Cody and he's not coping in a healthy way.
That is true, and it has been pointed out in the past. Cody would remind Cap of Bucky.
I also said that I imagined that there would be moments where Cap would look at Cody and imagine if things had been different, would be able to have a family with Peggy and if he could've had a son like Cody.
And yeah, while I do imagine the bond between them being genuine, sincere, and sweet, I can see Cap subconsciously seeing Bucky when he looks at Cody at times. He wouldn't just see Cody as the son he could've had, but he might see him as, not necessarily a second Bucky or a replacement, but as kind of a way to make up for failing Bucky, to look after this boy the way he couldn't look after Bucky.
I think Bucky might eventually pick up on that, and along with assuring Cap that he did all he could, he would also have to remind Cap that while the bond he has with Cody is sweet, he isn't Cody's father and the kid already has a loving father.
@gelu-the-babosa-multiversal as the creator of this crossover/AU, what do you think?
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lavenderr-starrs · 24 days
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✨💃🕺ALICE✨💃🕺ALICE ✨💃🕺DONT YOU KNOW ✨💃🕺WONDERLAND WAS ALL A HOAX ✨💃🕺MADE IT UP SO SHE COULD COPE ✨💃🕺
Anyways this song gives me Homura vibes SPECIFICALLY Rebellion!Homura and I wanted to share
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paarthurnax59 · 1 year
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Coming soon!
"Not My Steve"
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Pairings: old!Steve Rogers x Reader (Former), AU!Steve(Grant) Rogers x Reader
Warnings: Major angst, major fluff, AU!Steve rogers, Second chances, humor, drama, kidnapping, romance, funtimes, falling in love, and character death (Not the baby!), Happy Ending?
Introduction: When Steve, your boyfriend, volunteer to go back in time to return the stones, he doesn’t return on the platform. You all turned to see an old man sitting on a bench viewing the lake. That old man was Steve Rogers, one who abandoned you and stay with Peggy to live out his life. Devastated and hurt, you leave to your once shared apartment, crying your eyes out as you looked at the ultrasound picture that you wanted to show Steve when he got back. Now you were alone and pregnant with Steve’s child.
   Months go by and you are trying to cope with losing the love of your life. Sam and Bucky try to get you to talk to Steve and tell him about the pregnancy. You refused and told everyone to leave you alone. Another week had come by and you soon received another visit from both Sam and Bucky. They both looked shocked as they are about to tell you some very alarming news. The two men bring in a visitor that had been wanting to desperate to see you. A person that you would never think you would be able to see again.
Steve Rogers, still as young as the day he left to return the stones.
   You were shocked, but also angry as hell. You told off Steve, giving him a piece of your mind. Before you could do any damage to Steve, Bucky stopped you from attacking him. He and Sam explained about how this Steve, or Grant, is he likes to be called, is not from your world. Grant explained on how he had the grand sorcerer supreme of his universe help him come to your world, to find you. He said you two were together in his world and were about to get married when you died. Like you, he too was devastated by the loss of the one he loved. He claims that you both could have a second chance with one other, and that he could be the father of your child.
But, due to the resent heartbreak, you weren’t too keen on the idea. Not one bit. 
He may be Steve Rogers, but he is not your Steve.
Can Grant win you over and prove he can be the man you depend on? Can you built life with a man that you barely know and raise a child with?
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
More to come....
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