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ranhaitanisgf · 6 months

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Hi 👋. Can I have “enemies to lover” and “stuck together” head canons with Ran. They get handcuffed together by their friends. And are forced to spend the day together. And they both realize they aren’t as bad as they thought. Since they were only ‘enemies’ due to some misunderstandings. Maybe reader has to go through her schedule and Ran just in a forced to tag along. So they go grocery shopping, he sees her taking care of siblings, etc. Ran teases her a lot as well. Thanks!

— ran haitani // enemies to lovers // stuck together

[𖤐] haii i once again just cranked this out w/o thinkin abt it sawr. idk !! i am so tired rn i cant even tell if this is good but wtv lmk if its good or not lol. i hope you all enjoy xoxo !

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❥ when you felt something cold and metal click on your wrist as you were getting ready to leave school, you were certainly not expecting to come face to face with ran haitani, and you were especially not expecting for the thing around your wrist to be a pair of handcuffs, the other end being attached to his own wrist. when you glanced at the people next to him, you could only sigh, seeing his brother and your best friend grinning devilishly, (you swore you’d only seen that look on rindou’s face when he was beating someone up, which seemed unlucky for you somehow).

“can you guys stop fucking around and take these off? i have things to do.” “heyyy, that’s so mean to me, (y/n)! i’ll come by your place and take them off at the end of the day, but for now they’re staying on! you’ll thank me later!” “what?! get back here-! ugh, already gone…”

❥ you stood there for a few moments, wondering if you should just drag ran along with you and chase after the pair until they let the two of you go. you’re not really concerned about whatever is on ran’s schedule for the day, but you’re more worried about how you have to get all of my responsibilities done. you have to go to the grocery store, pick up tonight’s dinner, cook dinner, help with your sibling’s homework, do your own homework, and one of them ask for you to bake something for their school? that was also going to take time, but maybe-

“hellooo, earth to (y/n)? you there?” “yeah, i was just thinking. you heard of it?” “guys would probably like you more if you were cute instead of so aggressive, y’know~” “do you ever shut up about stupid shit for more than two seconds? you know what, don’t even answer that. i have stuff to do that’s more important than your stuff, so let’s go.”

❥ on the walk to the grocery store, you heard quite a number of complaints from ran about how ‘he’s a busy guy’ and ‘i’ve got stuff to take care of too!’, but frankly, you just dragged him along anyways. you knew that if there was anything seriously important on his schedule that he would probably be more serious, but given the teasing tone of his voice, you completely ignored him.

❥ walking through the aisles of the grocery store was a bit of a challenge given the special circumstances, especially with the fact that ran was like some kind of child, popping random snacks into the cart when you weren’t looking. it didn’t help that the two of you received some very strange looks, people whispering about god knows what as you walked by, (you could never come back here).

“what’s with all this stuff you’re getting anyways?” “for my siblings.” “you have siblings? how many?” “three younger; two brothers and a sister.”

❥ there wasn’t a whole lot of serious talking during the shopping trip aside from that, but you noticed that ran seemed very pensive when he learned that information. you probably would have thought about his sudden seriousness a bit more if you weren’t very eager to get out of this store, (though you had to admit, he was somewhat cute when he was serious).

❥ the walk to your home proved to be just a tad bit awkward; there wasn’t a whole lot of words exchanged between the two of you. you weren’t sure what you were even supposed to say given the situation, so you just decided to stay quiet, which is what ran had seemingly also decided. at least, until he suddenly spoke up.

“do you do this everyday?” “hm? yeah, on days when i’m not working.” “working? isn’t there some school rule that you can’t have a job?” “yeah, that’s why i work in yokohama.” “yokohama?!” “yep.”

❥ for the next few minutes there was no other words spoken, but he grabbed some of the grocery bags out of your hands, carrying a couple more bags than you were.

❥ this was one of the only times you had ever seen him this serious, and it was throwing you a bit off. he was usually the stark opposite of serious, so to see this new side to him made you wonder what he could be hiding. just a moment after you turned the idea over in your head, the teasing tone was back in ran’s voice.

“so, you’re finally able to be seen with me in public, hm~ how does it feel?” “what’re you talking about?” “just so you know, it isn’t cute to play dumb, sweetcheeks.” “um, seriously, what are you talking about?”

❥ you’re still unsure of how to feel about the words exchanged between the two of you during the rest of the walk; honestly, you had always disliked him because of the way that he disregarded the fact that he was quite privileged to be able to attend school and therefore almost never attended, but you’d never hated him for something small like that. and sure, maybe you thought it was stupid that he was always beating people up, but to be honest, it wasn’t exactly any of your business in the first place, so why would you care?

❥ he revealed to you in short time that he had been informed that you were embarrassed to be seen with him at all, which was why he disliked you, (you never recalled even thinking such a thing, so you were really questioning the source of his information).

❥ he’d even acknowledged the points you’d told him about school, ran even mentioning that he was trying to catch up on his studies so that he could maybe still graduate with the rest of the grade, (the amount of work he had missed was incomparable to any other student aside from rindou).

❥ you felt a little bit relieved when the two of you arrived at your house, entirely because you didn’t want to think too much about ran haitani right now. you have other priorities, and thinking about ran haitani can wait until later.

❥ when you opened the door and slid your shoes off, you could hear the pitter-patter of little footsteps running to the front door. your siblings all ran for you, wrapping themselves around your legs and hugging your side as they all talked at once.

“i missed you so much!” “school today was so boring, and at lunch-” “what’s for dinnerrrrr, i’m sooooo hungry!”

❥ despite all of the overlapping of the sentences, you still responded to each one of your siblings with patience and kindness, making ran’s heart skip a few beats, (he’s ignoring why).

❥ when your siblings asked about the boy next to you, you just said that he was ‘some guy from school’, but the teasing wink you sent his way did something to him. he had only ever seen the side of you that was always slightly annoyed with him, so this was truly the first time he had ever seen you even somewhat outside of this norm.

❥ he thought it was pretty nice :)

❥ he helped you set all the groceries on the counter, even taking them out of the bags and handing the cold items to you as you put them in refrigerator. the sudden change in the relationship between the two of you did feel a little bit weird, but it was somehow in the best way possible. as you cooked dinner, the playful banter between the two of you as he watched you cook and helped with prepping ingredients was honestly refreshing, which was something you never thought you would think about ran haitani.

“hmm, i bet i can shop a carrot faster than you~” “oh really? you realize i’ve been chopping carrots for a long time?” “you’re not the only one who cooks dinner around here, doll.” “okay then, you’re on!”

❥ maybe it was the fact that you were both older sibling’s, but you somehow felt like he was so understanding of the situation. despite the fact that the both of you were forced to be together after school, here he was, helping you cook dinner for your family and not trying to pull apart the handcuffs, (you had to admit though, it was a challenge to cook with only one hand).

❥ you also had to admit that seeing ran interact with your younger siblings during dinner completely warmed your heart; his charm was turned up all the way, but with the best intentions possible. he was indulging in all the random talk about their current interests and hobbies, and he even offered to teach one of your younger brothers how to skateboard!

❥ after dinner, you helped out with any homework you could while you did your own homework, telling ran off at the fact that he didn’t collect the homework assignments that he had missed in the past couple of weeks, (he took a couple looks at your paper and what you were working on, then immediately shook his head and said, ‘next time, maybe…’).

❥ after your siblings were asleep, the two of you even had a blast baking the brownies for your younger sister’s school event! at one point, he threw a handful of flour at you, leaving you covered in the white powder. you both stood there shocked, ran looking at you with a shocked look on his face as if he wasn’t expecting that outcome at all.

❥ and so went to get your revenge.

❥ your hand dipped into the container of flour throwing it right back at him, even going so far as to rub it all over his scalp so that his dark roots were now white. you were a bit unnerved by how good he looked when he was laughing, and how melodious his voice was, especially when he was calling your name- stop! what are you even thinking right now?!

❥ the fight eventually died down when the amount of space between the two of you was suddenly very small, both of you slowing down your actions and stopping, looking at each other, (was there some kind of drug in his gaze? why can’t you look away?)

“y’see somethin’ you like?” “w-what?! no! i mean, i was just, i wasn’t even-” “relax, relax, i’m just teasing. you should’ve seen your face though; it was pretty cute~”

❥ and with that, he just continued on with baking the brownies, acting as if what he just said was completely normal. somehow, this technique worked on you, since you also just pretended like nothing happened, though you didn’t step away when you realized the two of you were standing arm to arm at the counter.

❥ even though you were pretending that nothing had happened, you couldn’t deny the butterflies you felt in your stomach, courtesy of ran haitani of all people, (if somebody had told you this morning what would happen, you would have called them a bumbling liar).

❥ maybe being temporarily attached to him wasn’t so bad…

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angelskvll · 8 months

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#MINE ALL MINE!

pairing: satoru gojo x chubbyafab!reader

warnings: smut, angst, MAJOR MANGA SPOILERS ‼️‼️, major character death, no use of y/n, yeah that should pretty much sum it all up TEHEE

a/n: first off… I KNOW ‼️ i know I’ve been lacking a bit erm srry abt that BUT i promise i’ll try my best to start writing more. i’ve just been busy with school and work and just like AHHHHHH i genuinely can’t think for shit 🙁 but i think i’ll be able to post the dick Grayson story i’ve been working on and i’ll maybe start writing for the last few days we have of October 🤗 so STAY TUNED ‼️

your heart belonged to Satoru Gojo.

wether you wanted it to or not, your body, your mind, your thoughts–it all belonged to him. And he was oh so gentle with them, though his soft hands would trail down your body like a fountain, his eyes running down your figure in bliss–satoru’s heart belonged to you.

but he wanted it back.

he didn’t want to leave his tainted love in the hands of someone so pure, someone who wouldn’t be able to bear his sorrow, his grief. He didn’t want to share the infectious disease we call love, much less heartbreak…

he moaned lowly as he threw his head back before pulling your hips down to meet his as he stared down to where you two were connected, strings of his cum connecting his pelvis to the back of your thighs.

“s-s’pretty huh baby? mhm.. sooo pretty..” he mumbled as he looked up at your fucked out face, your mouth was lolled open, drool trailing down the sides of your mouth as mascara ran down your cheeks like water color paint. “t’s the matter mama? too much?” he smirked as you leaned down to press a kiss to his plump lips, your forehead pressing against his as you needily bounced up and down his thick cock.

“g-gonna– cum ‘toru..!” you whined as you sobbed, your face now buried into the crook of his neck, your nose filled with his prada cologne as you tightened your hold in his white locks. “so–close!” you hiccuped as you pulled away and kept your hands planted on his shoulders as you glanced down at his hips rutting up into yours.

“mm.. can feel it princess–fuck–come f’me baby, c’mon…” he egged you on as he grasped the fat of your hips before wrapping his arms around your waist. “s-shit–! pussy s’fuckin’ suffocating me ha…” he smirked slightly before squeezing his eyes shut as he felt your walls clench around his dick, his insides burning with pleasure as sweat began to drip down the sides of his face, the squelch of your pussy filling his senses like the instinct to breathe… “come with me, pretty… please..” he whined as you leaned down to catch his lips with yours, your tongues mashing with one another as you exchanged saliva, your hands tightly pulling his locks as you both reached your climax, whining into his mouth as he let out a low growl. “fuck–!” he pulled away to press the back of his head into the headboard.

heavy pants left both of your lips with sweat rolling down your foreheads as exhaustion fills your lungs and bones. satoru lifted his head from the headboard before opening his eyes to meet your body in all it’s glory, your soft tummy reaching the same pace as your heavy breaths as your thick thighs stay grounded around his long legs. he grins toothily before mumbling slyly, “already tired huh?”

you glare down at him before lifting yourself off of his body and groaning painfully. “not my fault you don’t know what ‘gentle’ is.”

he tilts his head to the side before reaching to grab your hand and pulling you back towards him, “trust me love, I know what gentle is… I just know that's not what you like, do ya?” he teased as he poked your supple cheek with his finger and chuckled as you rolled your eyes playfully, but rested your hand on his toned chest and traced up and down his pecs as you laid your head near his neck.

sitting in silence was probably the best part of this, despite the mind-blowing sex. satoru never found the need to really speak after, just taking whatever he could take after the deed was done and over with. he wanted more of your time, but couldn’t ask for it.

his eyes glanced at the digital clock sitting on your nightstand before pulling his arm away from behind your head and lifting his legs towards the side of the bed and resting his feet on the floor, reaching for his clothes that splayed across the carpet.

you watched in disappointment at his eagerness to leave, a soft sigh leaving your plump lips as you leaned your back against your headboard. his head turned towards you with a frown, “what ya’ actin’ so glum for?” he asked as he pulled his shirt over his head.

you shook your head as you fidgeted with your manicured fingers. “nothin’.” you mumbled without so much as a glance towards him, your eyes glued to your hands.

he tilted his head to the side with a purse to his lips before shrugging his shoulders. “f’ya say so… I’ll see ya tomorrow mama.” he hummed before leaning to press a soft kiss to your cheek, and suddenly–you felt as if your heart was torn into two as he pulled away slightly to trail his eyes down your face, a look of concern in his cerulean eyes before reaching his hands up to cup your cheeks, pulling your face to his and pressing a chaste kiss to your lips, his tongue swiping across your bottom lip as you whined into his mouth before pushing him away by his chest. “wha-”

“I can’t do this anymore.” you mumble breathily as you look up at him, your hands softly bunching his shirt in your palms.

staring at you, stunned. satoru’s eyes searching for the slightest hint of a joke on your face, but instead finding reality.

“what d’ya mean?” he stumbled across his words as he scooted closer to you.

“I mean,” you begin to say as you push yourself away from him and swing your legs to dangle off the side of the bed, “I can’t do this–us–anymore.” you mumble as you clenched your fists in your comforter. “we…want different things. there are things I want that… you don’t want to give me.”

You turned to face him with tears pooling at the bottom of your eyes.

“what’re you saying?” his shoulders slugged down at your words, and you could clearly see the clench in his jaw.

“I don’t... want you…anymore.” your bottom lip trembled, tears beginning to slowly roll down your supple cheeks.

he blinked once, twice... his heart began to squeeze with ache, his whole world was beginning to crumble at his very grasp...

"ok." he mumbled. his clenched jaw unraveling as he slowly nodded while looking away from you. his tongue pushing against the inside of his mouth.

you sniffled before standing up from your bed and bending down to grab your clothes and pulling them on. "i'm sorry, 'toru..."

he shook his head softly before getting up from the bed, his tall figure trudging his way towards the other side of his bed, towering over you with his hands in his pockets. "don't apologize mama. making yourself feel like ya did something wrong." a smile plastered across his face before he leaned down, cupping your cheeks and pressing a kiss to your forehead. he pulled away slowly to trail his eyes across your face, looking for at least a look of regret in your eyes. only to find none...

he smiled once more before standing up to his full height and turning to walk out the door, his head turning halfway to glance at you...

"I love you." he mumbled, a grin painting his lips as your doe eyes widened watching him leave.

you wanted to scream at him to stay, you would beg if you could, tell him you didn't mean it. but instead, watched him exit your apartment...

for the last time.

you groaned as you pulled on your robe, your eyes puffy and red as you trudged your way down the stairs and towards your front door irritatingly.

“what do— shoko?” you tilted your head to the side as the brown haired woman stood at your door, tears staining her face. “what’s wrong? what happened?” you asked worriedly as you tightened your robes’ strings.

“satoru…” she mumbled hoarsely.

“what about-“

“he’s gone..” she trembled, biting her lip softly.

“satoru is gone..”

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pastell-moon · 1 year

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imagine shigaraki unexpectedly comforting u 🤭 but since he’s a villain the solution is literally “i’ll just get them killed lol”

CW: crying, death implied, mostly fluff. blunt comforting, villains being villains.

i imagine you open up to him here abt family abuse, (self indulgent srry) but u can imagine it as anything. (bullies, mean coworkers, idk)

ミ✭ . ・ ★彡 . ⋆ ・ ✵彡 • . ・⋆ ミ☆ • ｡ ⋆ 彡

“i’ll try my best, but…” you purse your lips a little, “i’m just so tired of having to deal with them.” you finish sputtering. you can feel hiccups threatening to arise.

a few more tears roll down your red cheeks. you sniffle and are glad that your hair is shielding your face a little. at least your leader can’t see your full on crying face.

he crouches down. now that he’s at your level, you try even harder to get your body to stop shaking.

“look at me.” shigaraki says.

you reluctantly turn to face him. he reaches forward with his hand, his fingers gently brushing your hair aside as if nothing. he does it so casually, but your heartbeat speed up.

he looks over your features. “wow. you’re being serious.” he scoffs. he stands up and takes out his phone, walking as he typed away.

“you don’t understand-“

“i could end all that crap that’s bothering you in a second.”

it takes you a moment to process his offer. with rosy cheeks and a teary, hopeful eyes you try getting up, stumbling a little in the process.

“r-really? how??”

he sighs. “they’re all as good as dead if you say so.”

you’re up on your feet, clumsily staggering around as you walk to him. hope fills your chest, but you automatically feel contradicted. should you really let the league… “handle” your abusers for you? after all, those people had decided to cause you tears of torment. you were already a criminal anyways. still, you panicked. “what? but shigaraki, we’ll have to deal with even more-“

“problems?” he cut off. he shook his head and waved it off. “then we’ll deal with those. this is nothing the league can’t handle.” he turns off his phone and shoved it back in his pocket. “dabi’s dealing with them right now. he happened to be in the area.”

it’s crazy how things that are life shattering for you are such a simple fix for shigaraki. you wipe at your eyes as you realize it will be over soon.

“you know, for us here, that’s nothing.” shigaraki started. “not even in a show-offy way, you know. we just put end to things we don’t like.” you wiped at your nose as you watched him talk. “they were selfish with you, weren’t they?” he asked with a small tilt of his head. his voice sounded kind, but you knew it was laced with venom.

you nodded meekly.

“then why can’t you be selfish with them?”

your eyes widen.

it’s true.

before you can even begin to utter a thank you, he takes the hand off of his face. his skin is rough and littered with scars, but just as you suspected, he has the prettiest facial features that go with his pretty light blue hair. he has a beauty mark below his lips towards the right side of his face. a scar runs down the left side of his lip. his eyes are bright red, and they’re looking right back at you. you’re staring.

you lower your flushed face, looking down at the ground. you’ve never felt so welcome. “thank you, shigaraki…” you shyly mumble, gaze averted. “i’ll make it back up to you someday…”

you look so cute it pisses him off. “yeah, yeah. whatever.” he rasps, making you softly laugh.

“no, really. you’re the best, tomura.” you look back at him and give him a grateful yet tearful smile. a little too girly for him, probably, because he rolls his eyes and turns around after scoffing.

“shut up.” he says, and you can’t help but smile at the tips of his ears turning red.

#bnha shigaraki #shigaraki x y/n #shigaraki x reader #shigaraki fluff #tomura shiragaki #tomura x y/n #tenko shimura #bnha x reader fluff #bnha x reader #tomura shigaraki #mha dabi

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she-posts-nerdy-stuff · 1 year

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i adore reading your analytical posts abt soc so much jts not even funny; stumbling upon your account was like a coming across a goldmine 🙏 ALSO I RLLY WANT TO ONOW ABT THE SHE TREATS US LJKE MARKS ESSAY IVE NEVER THOIGHT ABT THAT RLLY also i loved the mr crimson post anw im sorry i’ll shut up now

Thank you so much, I’m so glad you like them!!

This is the first time someone’s submitted a question so bare with me because if there’s any way to do this wrong I’ll probably manage it, but here are my thoughts on the red herrings :)

She’s treating us like marks - an analysis of Leigh Bardugo’s use of red herrings in Six of Crows and Crooked Kingdom

*warning: CONSTANT SPOILERS AHEAD!*

I happen to be an absolute sucker for a good bit of foreshadowing, I think if it’s done well it’s one of the best literary techniques out there, so it’s something I always like to try and be on the look out for when I read. With books that I go back and reread, in this case many many times (seriously I’ve never specifically counted but I’m pretty sure I’m at over ten times each for the duology, it’s ridiculous), I like to find the things I didn’t realise were foreshadowing the first time round. When rereading six of crows and crooked kingdom, I realised that a lot of the things I expected to be foreshadowing didn’t actually come to fruition whilst other, seemingly less important, details were the actual foreshadowing. I LOVE IT! It’s genius, because it leaves the reader worrying about one thing so they’re too distracted to realise the groundwork is being laid for something else. But you know what that makes me think of? Kaz’s ideology of “What’s the easiest way to steal a man’s wallet? […] Tell him you’re going to steal his watch,” and “you have to let the mark feel like he’s won”. Leigh Bardugo literally cons us, and she tells us that she’s doing it in Crooked Kingdom when the group are certain that they know where Inej is being kept, but Kaz says “Too obvious. He’s treating us like marks”. GENIUS

So I compiled a few of my favourite examples (in no particular order), if you know of any I’ve missed please add more I would love to see them!!

The cannon at the Ice Court. When the Crows first arrive in Djerholm they see a cannon built into the the cliff face, a defence mechanism for the Court, and Kaz says what might be one of my favourite underrated lines of his: “I’ve broken into banks, warehouses, mansions, museums, vaults, a rare book library, and once the bedchamber of a visiting Kaelish diplomat whose wife had a passion for emeralds. But I’ve never had a cannon shot at me”. Jesper jokes that “there’s something to be said for novelty” but then continues to say that a cannon would be useless against a ship as small as theirs and that it’s designed for “invading armadas”. They don’t mention the cannon again, but it stuck in my mind when I first read it as a looming threat, a reminder that the danger wouldn’t end when they left the court. So when they arrived in the harbour was I expecting soldiers, or a heartrender, or for Nina to take parem? Nope, I was too busy worrying about the schooner being blown to pieces - especially when the Crows all have such specific painful and/or traumatic experiences linking to water, with 4 out of 6 of them being drowning related. But that isn’t to say that the waiting soldiers at the dock weren’t foreshadowed. All the way through Leigh Bardugo constantly reminds us that Matthias had never seen black protocol in action, and that his time in the prison sector had been brief, but she lulls us into a false sense of security by letting us believe that the secret bridge onto the White Island was all Matthias was hiding. We trust him by this point, so we don’t expect anything to be different to what he’s told us, even though this is an aspect he couldn’t possibly have predicted. Bonus points for the fact that Nina’s poor well-being in the aftermath of the drug is foreshadowed by a joke at the awful Inn they go to before the job; the food is disgusting and she says “when I don’t want to eat, you know there’s a problem”, and in Crooked Kingdom it’s many times emphasised that she’s unhealthily losing weight and her appetite has vastly decreased, with Matthias buying her chocolate biscuits “in the hopes she’d eat something”.

The poison pill. Leigh Bardugo worked very hard in Crooked Kingdom to make us think that Nina might die. We went into that book knowing there was a strong possibility that she wouldn’t come out the other side; we knew very little about how she was coping with parem withdrawal at the end of soc, but we had seen around a minimum of five grisha being destroyed by the drug so far. (That’s a guess I haven’t actually counted). So we went in with the idea that she was already in a precarious situation, and even though we begin to see her regain herself she struggles throughout the novel both physically and mentally in the aftermath of the drug. Matthias begins to dream of being lost on the ice in the worst storms known to Fjerda, knowing that she was out there somewhere and that he could not reach her. This sounds like it’s foreshadowing her death. Then when the pair go to the Ravkan embassy, Tamar gives Nina a small yellow pill that Genya made; she explains that it kills instantly and painlessly, saying “we all have them” to make sure they cannot be drugged and enslaved by the Shu government, who are hunting for grisha with the Khergud at the time. Matthias is terrified by this, but Nina just slips it into her pocket without a second thought. At that moment I thought that Nina would almost take the pill only to be stopped by someone else, because it felt too obvious that it would kill her, but I did wonder if the Khergud would be the ones to stop her and so she would still be lost. But the pill never gets mentioned again, except when the Dime Lions come for Nina at Sweet Reef and she briefly remembers that it’s still in her pocket. Then never again. And Matthias’ dreams were, of course, actually foreshadowing the FESTIVAL OF PAIN AND TORTURE that is chapter 40.

Mr Crimson. I’m so glad you like my Mr Crimson idea! Basically I posted saying I think that he represents death in the novels and I’ve also talked before about how I think the Komedie Brute costumes that the characters usually adopt are representative of their character; Kaz the Madman, Nina the Lost Bride, Inej and Wylan the Grey Imp, and Jesper and Matthias Mr Crimson. I won’t go into detail about all of them but if you’re interested the post is on my page, but with the idea that Mr Crimson represents death it’s very important to me that, although all of them wear his cloak at least once, he is the only Komedie Brute character taken on by Jesper and Matthias (at least to my recollection, feel free to correct me if I’m wrong). So of course I would argue that Matthias taking on the image in Crooked Kingdom foreshadows his death, but in that case what does Jesper’s represent? I came up with two options but I actually think you could combine them into one: it’s a red herring to make us align him with the literal death of Matthias, whilst actually foreshadowing the metaphorical death that his addiction and mental well-being are driving him towards as he tries desperately to stop them - in his own words to Colm “I’m dying anyway, Da, I’m just doing it slow”

Oh god sorry that this is yet another long post I hope y’all enjoyed this enough for it to be worth the time it takes for you to read all my ramblings 😭

Tagging people who asked for this one in the replies to my essay titles post - @the-magnificunt @flerkenkiddingme @luridorangeandviolentviolet @snowblack-charcoalwhite

#grishaverse #leigh bardugo #six of crows #crooked kingdom #inej ghafa #kaz brekker #nina zenik #jesper fahey #matthias helvar #wylan van eck #kanej #wesper #helnik #overanalysis #books #book #essay

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dani-ya-dig · 4 months

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Ok now that I’m fully awake. It’s time try and organize my thoughts on that audio oh my god.

Also trigger warning for mentions of suicide under the cut

That’s actually the first thing I wanna talk about, and is the only gripe I have with the entire video. Why the fuck wasn’t mentions of suicide tagged in the description??

Like I understand the concept wasn’t dwelled on and Sam didn’t outright say “I’m gonna fucking kill myself” but he PRETTY EXPLICITLY talked about how he planned to commit suicide even if he didn’t say those words. idk “chosen morality” doesn’t seem like the right warning for that? I’m not gonna complain abt it like too much, I just was a little confused on why it wasn’t tagged.

But anyways onto my jumbled up thoughts about the actual audio! Because as a member of the Sam Collins fandom, I have thoughttsssssss!!

THIS AUDIO MADE ME SOB! I couldn’t sleep because of how sad I was over it. Sam and Darlin need to be happy just for fucking ONCE, god give them a BREAKKKKKK.

The idea of them just silently holding each other on their roof with the night sky above them, a few tears probably falling from both of them. IM DUHXSJDIJFDJFHFHJ

AND MOTHERFUCKER THE VIDEO ENDING ON “Brown. My eyes were brown” I FELL TO THE FLOOR SHUT THE FUCK UP!

On a happier note about that, I KNEW Sam’s eyes were brown. I feel like almost everyone did tbh. I’ll tell you what gave it away though, the gentle way he says “please” to Darlin in some of his audios. Automatically gave it away that he would have had the biggest brown puppy dog eyes you have ever seen in your life. I’m physically sick over it, it’s not even funny.

Now back to the thing I desperately don’t wanna think about. Sam telling Darlin that he wasn’t planning on living forever.

That’s where the dam broke for me, I started bawling. It totally makes sense, I get it and I can’t say that it’s not a choice that makes sense given that Sam never wanted to be a vampire in the first place.

Do y’all think that he was planning to watch the sunrise on his roof? Because that was my first thought and it hurt real bad. Sam finally getting to feel the sunlight after so many years of having been deprived of it, only to be ash when the sun was fully in the sky.

Also I know damn well he probably would have done it after Darlin died and that’s what hurts so bad. If Darlin chose to be a vampire I think he would happily spend however long their eternity would be by their side, but once they were gone he probably wouldn’t feel a reason to stay. Especially because if Darlin turned into a vampire the two of them probably would have completely pulled away from all mortals before that would happen.

On that note, I don’t think Darlin is gonna want to be turned. I never really thought they would, unless they were under very specific circumstances. Sam telling them to spend time in their wolf form and with their pack before deciding solidified that for me 100%. I don’t think they would be able to lose their wolf which we know is a pretty big part of shifters, talking from Milo’s audio where he breaks down worried he was never going to be able to shift again. I don’t think they would be okay with the idea of watching their friends, and their family all start to wither away and eventually die while they remain.

Now, do I think Darlin is going to want to be turned? No. Do I think the dynamic of Darlin choosing to remain mortal opens a lot of really good angst possibilities? Yes. Do I fully trust Erik to not turn them anyways? Not really no.

If I had to put a bet in for how it would happen if Darlin got turned, it would be by Quinn. Quinn would find out or catch wind of the fact that they chose not to be turned (if he didn’t already know they would chose that) and turn them anyways just to hurt them.

(I think Alexis turning them is an interesting idea to think about, from any angle but I highly doubt that’s gonna happen lmao)

All in all I genuinely think that was the only audio that has affected me that much (aside from maybe listening to the inversion for the first time??)

#redacted asmr #redacted audio #redacted sam #redacted sam collins #sam collins #redacted darlin

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pixleslutz · 4 months

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Heyoo

How are you doing? Hope your day is going well! If reqs are open can I request something? Bllk boys ( sae, rin and possibly Kaiser, if you don't do multi characters then just rin) with a blind s/o? Fluffy angst kind of where reader is insecure abt them being a burden to the character and the character has to reassure them that they're not? Any gender is fine but I do have a preference for fem! Reader.

there's no need to accept this if you're not comfortable and just ignore this request if reqs are closed

Anyway, have a good morning/ afternoon/ evening/ night and byee :)

Hello hello anon 💜🌻I’m doing awesome thanks for asking! Yes request are open! It’s my first time writing something like this so it probably won’t be that good but I’ll give it a whirl 😅 ..and I hope you have a great morning/afternoon/evening/night :3333.

Summary:request above ^^^^

Sae

You and Sae have been dating for 2 years now and Sae was at a interview and you were at y’all’s shared home so you turned on the tv to listen to his interview and the reporters asked Sae a question “ Sae I’ve heard that you have a girlfriend who is blind correct ?” ..”yes i do why do you ask ?” ..”well don’t you think she’s a burden to you because of her blindness?and that she’s holding you back from progressing 100%?” …you turned pale at that question because why would someone ever say that about you so you switched the tv off not even wanting to know sae’s answer and you went to your shared room and cried … Sae couldn’t believe what the reporter asked he was so pissed he got up and yelled at the reporter and told his answer truthfully “no she’s not a burden or is she stopping me from progressing I love y/n and to be honest if I have to quit soccer for good just for her I would because that’s how much I love her screw this interview and screw you all too “ so he walked out and got in his car and drove home …as Sae walked in the door he didn’t see you in your usual spot waiting on him “y/n where are you my love ?” Then that’s when he heard your sniffles from the bedroom so he walked that way and knocked on the door “y/n can I come In please?” You walked to the door and opened it sniffling ..”Baby what’s wrong?” ..”Sae I think it’s time we break up “..”why my love I love you and you love me right?”

“Yes but I feel like I’m a burden to you with my blindness and am holding you back just like the reporter said today “..”baby no your not you’ve never held me back or were you ever a burden that reporter was being an asshole the only thing that matters is our love for each other if I have to give soccer up for you I will no hesitation ..I swear on my brother rin that you aren’t a burden nor are you holding me back “..you started crying even more as Sae held you in his arms while he reassured you ..you believed him and from that day on you never questioned if you were a burden!

Rin

You and rin were at a team dinner with all of his teammates and you were setting at a table with rin as you overheard a conversation behind you “hey man don’t you think y/n is burdening rin with her blindness ? “..”yeah he needs to dump her and focus more on soccer “and rin heard that aswell and had a death grip on his fork

“Hey rin I’m going to step out for a moment “ ..”y/n I think it’s time to go home it’s getting late here take the keys and I’ll be out in a minute I have a bone to pick with someone “..so he gave you the keys and as you were walking out with your service dog pico you heard rin “ok man that wasn’t cool to talk about my amazing girlfriend behind my back thinking I wouldn’t hear your sorry ass ..Y/n is just as normal as the rest of us it doesn’t matter if she’s blind or able to see she will never be a burden to me ever so you should shut your ass up and be respectful to others around you “and with that he walked out and he seen you setting down on the bench by the door with pico “I’m sorry about my teammates y/n they need to learn how to be respectful to others “ ..”but it makes sense rin just dump me and you’ll probably be better off “you couldn’t control the tears that fell “y/n we have been together for 4 years I’m not going to let you go just because someone said that the only thing that matters is my love for you you’ve never been a burden to me and never will be trust me y/n you are the most precious and wonderful woman I’ve ever met and that will never change no matter what “

“Let’s go home and enjoy ourselves there “ and with that you smiled and you both went home

Kaiser

You and Kaiser we setting at home enjoying each other’s company while listening to a ghibli movie play in the background as you and Kaiser were cuddling up on the couch ..you had been wondering for week now if you were a burden to Kaiser so you finally mustered up the courage to ask but you couldn’t help the sobs that escaped your lips as you asked “Kaiser am I a burden to you ? If I am please break up with me I’ll be ok if you say yes “ …”mein Schatz why would you ever think that you were a burden to me or did someone say something ..because whoever it is I’ll make sure to beat them up for you “ Kaiser proclaimed “well it was myself because I really do think I’m being a burden and you need to let me go where you can progress with your career “..he pulled you away from his chest and looked at you ..y/n you’ll never be a burden I swear on mine and ness’s life that you will never be a burden ever “he then say up and pulled you into his lap and captured your lips into a kiss of passion and reassurance and when you pulled away for a breath he kissed your forehead “trust me mein schatz i love you and you aren’t a burden” ..” i love you too Kaiser I believe you and I won’t think those things ever again “ and with that Kaiser switched the tv off and carried you to your shared room to take a nap

P.s.REQUEST ARE OPEN 💜🫶🏻

I hope you enjoyed xoxo Rebekah ✨🌻💜

#blue lock x y/n #blue lock x reader #bluelock #bluelockxblind!reader #kaiser x reader #rin x reader #sae x reader

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clanwarrior-tumbly · 2 years

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hi!! can you do a damien(wkm) x reader one shot/scenario where him and DA!reader are at a party or something and people keep trying to flirt with the DA and he's gets kinda upset abt it for the rest of the night and when they both go home he immediately goes and cuddles the shit out them

when the DA asks what he's doing he mumbles into their shoulder all grumpy abt ppl trying to get wih his partner literally right in front of him and the DA just snuggles back and combs through his hair and reassures him

"Wow, that was a great party, huh?"

As the door to your shared home swung open, you breathed a sigh of relief. You were eager to get off your feet and recharge from all the socialization at the party you and Damien attended. The night was still young but you were quite exhausted.

The man who entered behind you, however, only huffed in response as he shut the door. After hanging up your coat and tossing the keys into the basket, you decided to settle down on the sofa.

Though you felt the energy in the room change as you looked to the frowning mayor. He propped his cane against the wall, muttering angrily to himself.

Unfortunately he was like this the entire ride home; even at the party itself he seemed upset, but you didn’t want to ask what was wrong in front of other people. Plus he had a reputation to uphold, so he had to pretend everything was fine.

Yet he was very much not fine with how nearly everyone there tried “stealing” you away, in a sense. Some harmlessly asked if the rumors of you two dating were true, while others might’ve had one too many drinks and tried flirting with you (to which you politely decline their advancements).

You didn’t see it as anything out of the ordinary. The compliments on your handsomeness/beauty were inevitable, but you didn’t think it would bother Damien all that much.

What you never realized was that he was within earshot of most of those conversations. Even if he was standing right beside you, they still had the nerve to flirt anyway under the false pretense that he’d be too “busy” for a relationship and that you deserved someone “better”.

That put him in a sour mood for the rest of the night, so he was relieved to be home with you. Finally alone.

“Dames?” You asked, worried as he wordlessly sat with you on the sofa. “Are you oka-?”

That question was cut short when he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you in close, as if something was going to take you away. You blinked in confusion, wondering why he was acting so odd, yet you hugged him back. “What’s wrong?”

“Nothing, dear..all is well.” He mumbled softly into your shoulder.

“Hm..I don’t buy it. You’re usually never this clingy, though I welcome it.” You chuckled, combing your fingers through his hair. Though you pouted as he hugged you tighter in response. “Did something upset you at the party?”

“..yes. Everyone.”

“You’re gonna have to be more specific, darling.”

"The way some of them talked to you..and pretended I wasn’t there just..annoyed me. That’s all.”

“Oh..” Finally, it clicked in your mind. “You mean those people flirting with me? They were all drunk, Damien. They probably won’t even remember it.”

"I know, I know..it’s such a silly thing to get so worked up over.” His tone became laced with guilt. “I’m sorry for acting this way. We were having such a grand time..and I had to go and spoil our-”

"You didn’t spoil our evening.” You hushed. “If they were doing that to you, I would’ve acted the same way.”

“You would?” He muttered in slight disbelief.

“Of course! Well..I would’ve been picking fights with some people.”

“Please don’t do that for my sake. You’re one of the most respected individuals in this city-”

“True, but I’ll fight for my dear mayor in a heartbeat.” The kiss you planted on his head was all the reassurance that he needed. You could feel him physically relax in your arms, muttering a small “thank you” as the tension in his body evaporated.

It was rare to get this much peace. There was a lot to get done tomorrow; you two had nearly endless responsibilities and deadlines to meet.

But for now, you’ll forget about all of those and just live in the moment.

#clanask #iplier egos x reader #wkm x reader #mayor damien x reader #wkm damien x reader #mayor damien #fluff

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trinkerichi · 2 years

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im thinking abt osomatsu

he’s almost nobody’s favorite character right off the bat, and then everyone who has him as their favorite is SUUUPER heavily introspective about the show because even though he’s the title character he’s probably the hardest to distinguish from the rest when you’re new to the show. He’s the main guy. he’s the default model and all the others are variations. he doesn’t really have a gimmick or a trope to his personality besides maybe gambling and being a jerk.

BUT its kinda perfect because he Defines the show. he’s the entire reason the rest of the brothers are the way they are. he’s the leader and they all know it and they can’t escape him. and its KINDA SAD.

OF course they never dwell or focus on any of the incredibly well built up character traits they establish in this show, i could go on forever about that. But for once I really feel like the majority fandom interpretation of Oso isn’t really reaching at all. He holds onto his childish persona and absolutely refuses to grow from it, because that’s what he’s comfortable with. He has a low image of himself, but doesn’t show it or introspect like Ichi does. I’d argue having a shaky sense of identity is kinda the basis of every matsu’s character flaws, but that’s the most true for this guy. He didn’t have to worry about that stuff as a kid. He was the only one with a personality and the rest just followed along. He didnt HAVE to be anything more than that. If he resented being seen as one of six, he didnt realize it until he grew up, and only now does he realize how much it messed him up. And instead of trying to work on it, he’s just desperately trying to maintain the status quo as long as he can. No matter how much the other brothers try to change themselves and become their own people, in either a jokey or serious way, Oso ALWAYS drags them back down to his level again. Even if it hurts them.

HE HAS GROWN FROM THIS OF COURSE. Very very slowly over the course of the 3 seasons and the movie you can tell he’s a little more willing to try new things and become a little more mature. I mean he couldnt get much worse than ep 24, actually physically hurting the youngest brothers and completely emotionally shutting down when Choro left. But he still kinda does this in less obvious ways in later eps.

I really loved the analysis they did with him in the episode where he goes on a date with Nyaa Chan. He was joking like “haha im gonna score with her lol” but then she actually asks him out for real and he’s SO TERRIFIED. and it’s hilarious and adorable he’s just hiding under the couch and they have to drag him out kicking and screaming for an hour. He’s so afraid of change. He doesn’t trust himself enough to be a “real adult” and do all the things he’s supposed to do. That’s why he tries to lower everyone’s expectations of him, but when THAT doesn’t work he has no idea what to do.

While the other’s dilemmas are that they HAD no identity until they became adults, and are desperately trying to compensate by roping themselves into tropes that they don’t even really fit, Oso is the only one who’s stuck with the same role he’s always had, and it doesn’t fit anymore. It’s because he’s grown up now, and because the others dont need him to define the group anymore, and being the big brother doesn’t really matter anymore. so who IS he?

i didn’t have a point or conclusion to this i just think he’s a very developed and interesting take on a grown up version of a very simply written classic cartoon character and the show gives juuuust enough hints at this for me to be satisfied but i want MORE and i want this for all of the characters cuz im in too deep. thank you for attending my ted talk. next I’ll discuss the “jyushimatsu and concepts” skit and how that boy’s secretly the smartest out of all of them ok bye

*edit: i forgot i didnt even mention Tougou. I mean he’s not canon to the new show so it doesn’t matter but HONESTLY if he was i wouldn’t even be surprised. With all of Oso’s surprisingly intense baggage, him having some kinda childhood trauma would make a LOT of sense. Especially with how clingy he is with his family and how he hates the thought of them leaving. His comfort in dwelling in the past, sabotaging chances to change their lives. IM JUST SAYING it would make sense.

#trinket rambles #osomatsu san

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shiftingparadise · 1 year

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HI BAE ok no pressure at all take ur time BUT can i request a fake dating to real dating trope w levi & gn!reader. maybe slight angst to comfort/happy ending & could be a bit ooc if u want. IK ITS NOT THE HOLIDAY YET BUT maybe hange wouldnt stop teasing abt how levis single & #bitchless & valentines day is nearing & levi just blurts out that ur his valentine & him w u to shut hange up & hanges like |⊙o⊙|. so levi hurriedly asks u to play along his fake dating/vday scheme for his sake (u actually secretly like him) & agree to help him. along the way u both start to fall for e.o but ur aware its just for face u ignore ur feelings & continue w the act up until vdays over meaning ur act would be too. so u wish to levi u hope the act went well & part ways to ~lessen ur pain~ but levi stops u before u leave saying he actually wants it to be real this time & to stay w u🥹

I'm so sorry it took so long for me to write this. I think I've started over more times than I can count :'). I feel like this is such a wonderful request, but it somehow felt like I couldn't do it justice. I hope you somewhat like it.

Hope everyone's doing fine 🤍✨

Word Count: 2.550

‘Have you ever had a girlfriend?’, Hange’s red cheeks gave away that she may have too much to drink.

‘No’, Levi let out an annoyed sigh.

‘Have you ever kissed a girl?’, she took another sip, a smirk on her face. ‘You’re even more of a pain in the ass when you’re drunk, you know that?’.

‘That’s a no. Right, Erwin? He’s never kissed a girl, I’m sure of it’.

‘Tell her to shut up, Erwin’, Levi’s cold eyes followed Hange’s drunk gestures. ‘You know… It’s Valentine's Day next month. Spending it in your office again?’.

He didn’t know why. He didn’t know why he felt the need to lie, but before he could even think about it …

‘No’, Levi sighed while looking at the ceiling, ‘I’m going on a date’.

‘Right’, Hange laughed while trying to keep herself from crying as she wrapped her arm around her stomach, ‘A date? With whom?’.

‘A date?’, Erwin frowned, his arms leaning on the table, ‘Why didn’t you tell me you were seeing someone?’.

Why did his heart start to race? Was he seriously panicking? Over something this petty?

‘Is it someone of the Corps? It has to be. You never go out!’ Hange leaned over the table, her nose almost touching Levi’s.

The Corps? It had to be someone from the Corps. She would never believe him if he told her it was someone from the city…

‘Y/N’.

‘What?’, Erwin’s eyes slightly widened, ‘Y/N? Squad leader Y/N?’.

‘Never’, Hange sat back down, ‘They would’ve told me’.

‘I told them not to’, his crescent-shaped eyes stared into Hange’s. He couldn’t look at Erwin, because Erwin would see right through his lies.

‘Fine, I’ll ask them’, Hange raised her hands as she stood up from the table, ‘They’re probably in their room right now so…’.

‘Don’t be childish’, Levi closed his eyes, trying to remain calm as his heart was racing, ‘You can ask them tomorrow, I don’t care’.

‘I will’, she narrowed her eyes. ‘Good’, Levi placed down his cup, ‘I’m going to my office. See you tomorrow’.

He lazily raised his hand in the air as he heard the ‘goodnights’ from his friends.

‘Shit’, his pace fastened as his mind started to race. Why did he get himself into this mess?

‘Just knock’, his fist hovered over your door, ‘Just ask. They don’t mind’.

He carefully knocked on your door, straightening his back while doing so.

‘L-Levi?’, you widened your eyes, ‘Is everything okay?’. ‘I did a stupid thing’, he sighed as he leaned against your doorframe. ‘Huh?’, you tried to ignore how close he was; how his scent made your cheeks burn. ‘I told Hange and Erwin you’re my date for Valentine. So, if you could pretend that we’re dating-’.

‘W-what?’, your eyes flew open, your teeth nervously nibbling on your bottom lip. ‘She kept teasing me, about how I’ve never been with someone and I…’, he took a deep breath before continuing, ‘I told her I had a date and when she asked with whom, I blurted out your name. Probably because you’re the only squad leader that’s-‘.

He frowned as he took in the sight in front of him. You were blushing, head turned towards the ground in shame. To be honest, you looked as if you were about to cry.

‘Are you alright?’, his cold gaze studying every part of your body, ‘Look. You don’t have to play along, but I would really appreciate it’.

‘Okay’, you shyly responded, eyes still fixed on the ground. ‘Really?’. ‘Hm’, you nodded in response. ‘Thanks’, a cold sigh before he turned around, ‘Goodnight’.

‘N-night’, a response too quiet for him to hear.

---

‘Morning’, Levi sat down next to you, ‘Done with interrogating them, Hange?’. ‘Can’t believe you didn’t tell me’, she pouted. ‘Did you sleep well?’, Levi placed his hand on your thigh, softly pinching it. ‘I-I did’, a nervous giggle, butterflies dancing in your stomach. ‘Good. ‘I’ll see you after training? Thought we could eat something together’. ‘S-sounds good’. ‘Perfect, I’ll see you tonight then’, a soft kiss on your cheek before he walked away.

He never did this before, but somehow it felt natural to him. His hand on your thigh, the feeling of your soft cheeks, your musky scent…

‘Levi?’, you ran behind him, trying to catch up. ‘What?’. ‘D-do we really see each other tonight or-‘, ‘Of course not. I have better things to do’.

But he wanted to. If he was being honest, he wanted to have dinner with you.

‘Sorry’, you tried to hide your disappointment, ‘I’ll see you at the meeting then’.

---

‘I’m going to bed’, you stretched yourself before getting up, ‘See you guys tomorrow’.

‘Aren’t you forgetting something?’.

‘I’m sorry?’, you nervously looked into his tired eyes.

‘Tsk’, Levi stood up from his chair as he walked towards you, ‘Goodnight kid’. Two rough hands met your soft cheeks, pulling you in for a swift kiss.

He didn’t want to do this. No, he only did this, so people really believed him. That’s what he told himself, but he couldn’t ignore the fact that your soft lips tasted like honey or that your little whimper sounded so sweet.

‘Night’, you hastily made your way to the door, too embarrassed to look at the others.

‘Aaaaaa’, Hange couldn’t hide her excitement anymore, ‘I never expected to see you kiss someone!!!’. ‘You’re not the only one’, a smirk on Erwin’s face. ‘Shut up’, Levi coldly looked at his friends, ‘I’ll be in my office’.

Why? Why was he suddenly standing in front of your door again? He was walking to his office, so why was it so hard to walk past your room?

‘Kid?’, a soft knock on your door.

No answer.

‘Y/N?’, his hand on your door, slowly opening it. He knew he couldn’t enter without you answering, but he had to check. He had to know that you were fine.

‘H-huh?’, two scared eyes looking into his.

Awkward. This was the most awkward moment he ever experienced.

‘L-levi?’, your bottom lip trembling in embarrassment as you clumsily tried to hold some sheets in front of your body, ‘Y-you-‘.

He wanted to look away. He even tried to, but the way you hastily grabbed the sheets, the way they were trying to cover up your perfect figure as you sat in your underwear in your bed… He couldn’t look away.

You, on the other hand, couldn’t look at him. Your eyes were fixed on your messy sheets as your shaking hands tried to hold them as close as possible to your body.

‘I’m sorry. I knocked but when you didn’t answer I was worried-‘. ‘I-it’s fine’, your voice shaking. ‘I should probably go. I’ll see you tomorrow’. ‘Hm’, a nervous hum in response.

With every step he took further away from you, the more his heart filled with regret.

---

Weeks passed, and he couldn’t deny it. He couldn’t deny the warm, tingly feeling he got every time his hand intertwined with yours, or the disappointment he felt when he didn’t kiss you goodnight because there was no one in the room to see. After all, this was still an act. He didn’t care about you; he wouldn’t allow himself that privilege. The privilege of caring about someone, of being cared for. He wouldn’t place such a burden on himself.

‘Valentine's Day is next week’, Levi sighed as he grabbed some tea from the cupboard. ‘I know’, you softly smiled as you took a bite from your apple, leaning against the kitchen counter, ‘Shouldn’t you be at Erwin’s meeting? Hange’s there’.

There it was again. Your smile. He loved, but hated it just as much.

‘Levi?’, you frowned as he kept staring at you, his lips tightly pressed together. ‘I’m sorry’, he cleared his throat, forcing his gaze away from you. ‘Can I ask you something?’, a shy step towards him, your head lowered towards the ground. ‘What?’, a forced, firm expression on his face. You didn’t know what you were thinking, but you clearly weren’t when you wrapped your arms around his waist, your head resting on his shoulder, ‘Do you-‘.

No. You couldn’t do this. He wouldn’t let this happen.

‘Don’t’, he interrupted you, his arms coldly resting next to his body, ‘Don’t do this. Don’t make it awkward between us. I only asked you this because there’s no one else in the Corps I could’ve asked’. His hand softly pinching your arm as he pushed you away, ‘There’s just one week left Y/N. I’ll never talk to you again if I don’t have to after this, so please don’t embarrass yourself’.

He pretended he didn’t notice your insecure stance, or the tears building up in the corner of your eyes. It was better like this. After Valentine’s Day, you two could be strangers again and everything he was feeling now would fade away.

---

‘What’s it like being in a relationship with the Captain? Is he romantic?’. ‘Sasha, you can’t ask something like that. Idiot!’, Jean softly smacked the back of her head. ‘It’s nice’, you smiled back at her, ‘He isn’t always an asshole’.

‘Who isn’t?’.

‘No one’, you quickly replied as he sat down next to you. ‘Go sit at another table, I have to discuss something’. ‘A-ai, Captain’, two nervous smiles as Jean and Sasha got up.

‘Which restaurant do you want to go to on Valentine’s Day?’. You chuckled, shaking your head in response, ‘None’. ‘I’ll choose then’.

Choose? He’d made the reservation weeks ago. He knew perfectly well where he was going to have dinner with you.

‘I don’t want to go. I’ll be happy once this shit-show is over’.

This wasn’t like you. You never acted so cold towards him.

‘I’m sorry-‘, ‘Don’t’, you interrupted him, ‘Just a couple of days’.

This is what he wanted, right? He wanted you to hate him, to be disgusted by him… So why did it feel so wrong? Why did he care?

‘Kiss me’. ‘Excuse me?’, you frowned. ‘Hange’s watching. Don’t want her to see through this’.

At this point, he didn’t understand what he was doing, or feeling for that matter. He knew Hange wasn’t watching. He knew no one was, but it’s been days since he felt your touch, and he needed it, more than anything.

‘F-fine’, cheeks already blushing.

He didn’t know why he pulled you closer, why he decided to kiss you like this during lunch, when everyone saw him. He didn’t care that his hand grabbed your waist as his other cupped your cheek. That he decided to kiss you with more passion than usual.

‘Sorry’, that’s all he could say when he saw how confused you felt as you quickly headed inside.

---

‘Got you this’, Levi let out a cold sigh as he handed you the bag, ‘Wear this tomorrow’. ‘W-what?’, your brows pulled together as you carefully grabbed the bag. ‘I already made a reservation in a nice restaurant at the beginning of this, so we’re going tomorrow’. ‘I-I don’t want to’.

‘I don’t care. We’re going. I want Hange to know I spent at least one Valentine’s Day with someone. Otherwise, she’ll bother me again next year’. ‘F-fine’, you turned your head to the side, ‘I’ll see you tomorrow’, you closed the door of your room, not bothering to wish him goodnight.

---

‘We’re going to be late’, Levi sighed against your door, ‘Hurry’. ‘R-ready’, you slowly opened the door.

He couldn’t hide it. No one would’ve been able to. You looked stunning in the clothes he got you.

‘Finally’, he swallowed away his inappropriate – and unintended – thoughts. ‘Here’, he held out his arm, ‘Let’s do this properly’. ‘I don’t need to hold onto your arm’. ‘I know, but it’s a man’s way of showing he belongs with you, so please hold it’. You reluctantly placed your hand on his arm, walking through the hallways towards the carriage.

‘Hange didn’t see us’, you sighed as you looked out of the window. ‘No?’, he chuckled, ‘You didn’t see her staring out of the window when we were walking towards the carriage?’. ‘Tsk’, you smiled, ‘She doesn’t need to behave like a stalker’.

‘H-huh?’, you froze as you felt his hand on your leg. ‘It’s become a habit, sorry’.

He didn’t take his hand away from your leg, even though he apologized. It felt as if it was glued onto it.

‘How long before we get there?’, you tried to tear through the awkward atmosphere. ’15 minutes’.

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‘Dinner was nice’, you slowly opened your door, ‘You didn’t have to pay for it though’. ‘I’m a man, not a boy’, his crescent-shaped eyes stared through yours, ‘A man pays for dinner-‘. ‘When he’s dating someone, not when he’s putting up an act’, you interrupted him.

Another silence.

‘Anyway’, you tried to hide the lump in your throat, ‘I hope the act went well. I’ll guess I see you around’.

His heart sank to his stomach when he saw you opening your door. What about Easter? Easter’s something you celebrate with someone, he could celebrate it with you, right? This didn’t have to end. He didn’t want it to. Not now.

‘Wait’, he placed his hand on yours, closing the door shut. ‘What?’, you lowered your eyes, ignoring the way his warm breath met your ears, his body leaning against yours.

‘Don’t leave me’, a broken whisper as he let his head rest in the space between your shoulder and neck, ‘Stay, please’.

‘W-what do you mean? I’m a squad leader, I’m not going anywhere’. ‘That’s not what I meant’, he gently grabbed your waist, ‘You know what I meant’. ‘B-but you said-‘, ‘I didn’t mean what I said back then, Y/N. I want you. I want you more than anything. You’re always on my mind, and I can’t even count how many times I’ve lied about Hange watching us so that I could kiss you. I ache for your taste, for you. I need you, always. I don’t want this to end, so please...’, a shaky sigh against your shoulder, ‘Please stay with me’.

He took a step backward as you turned around to look at him.

‘Okay’, you whispered, a tear streaming down your cheek.

He knew you wanted to say so much more, but you didn’t have to. He could see it in your eyes, despite the tears rolling down your cheeks, despite your insecure posture… He knew you cared about him, just as much as he cared about you.

‘I’m in love with you, Y/N. For quite a while now’, he gently wiped the tear from your cheek, ‘And I’ve been waiting too long to do this’.

He cupped your cheeks, like he did so many times by now, but he didn’t kiss you like usual. No, this time let all restraints go. He needed to taste you, to show you he wanted you more than anything else. He wanted you to know how addicted he was to you and how crazy he was about you.

‘Mine, you’re mine’, he whispered as he let his forehead rest against yours.

‘I’ve always been yours’.

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bora-in-tamriel · 2 years

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Sathlan said once (or twice)

Sathlan and Teldryn brainrot so here’s little quotes and scenes I’ve been thinking about, might elaborate on them if any seem interesting to yall

Favorite thing about Sathlan is that he doesn’t exactly like kids. Never wanted kids, never wanted to watch after any because he has little patience or know-how. He’s a good guy, but a terrible parent Also probably why Teldryn grew up with... specific behaviors and habits I’ll write more abt below too bc i like to hehehe

Teldryn always has the metal or love hand sign when he has his fingers in his mouth and I find this very funny lol

“Hey, quit giving me the stink eye, kid.” - Sathlan, after Teldryn gave him the stink eye for the first time.

“Give me the damn stink eye one more time.” - Sathlan, with the world’s emptiest threat.

“Did you die? No? Then come on.” - Sathlan, after Teldryn cried over nearly drowning. But hey, he did not in fact die.

“Get your fingers out of your mouth, kid.” - Sathlan, often. (he hates when kids suck on their fingers, so Teldryn dropped that habit quick (eventually, after much defiance.))

“Use words, what do you want?” - Sathlan, to Teldryn, who could barely use words.

"And what did I say about the fingers?” - Sathlan, even more often.

[stares disapprovingly, but Teldryn likes to challenge his staring every single time, so it doesn’t really take them anywhere. And vice versa.] - Both of them.

“Don’t come crying to me when you get hungry, (ungrateful cretin).” - Sathlan, after Teldryn tossed his food because Sathlan is an awful cook. (No wonder Teldryn grew up with a high tolerance for all kinds of foods)

“Oh, hungry at last?” - Sathlan, offering his cooking once more to a hungry Teldryn who begrudgingly takes it in the end.

“You’re spoilt, you know that?” - Sathlan, to Teldryn who was raised normally, not spoilt at all.

“So dramatic/stubborn...” - Sathlan, very often.

---- Lil blurb just for yall

On the first night after Teldryn ended up with Sathlan, he was in distress and loud about it too. Sathlan had little patience for kids to begin with, so he was on his last nerve the whole time. Hushing and cooing the kid didn’t help and after two nights of no sleep, Sathlan did snap at Teldryn on the third day. Teldryn hadn’t really eaten, he hadn’t shut up or slept. He was whiny, wandered off multiple times only to be dragged back to camp kicking and screaming. Sathlan’s eye bags had never been this bad. “What do you want from me, kid?! I don’t know where she went, I don’t know why she dumped your hide with me! I don’t! Will you settle down and be quiet for one night so I can get some sleep before we get you off my hands!” he had snapped.

Teldryn had sat there, fingers in his mouth, sniffling and hiccuping, but quiet. His eyes narrowed, squinting with his little brows furrowed downwards.

“Hey, quit giving me the stink eye, kid.”

Teldryn stared at Sathlan for a good minute, before laying down, continuing to sniffle and cry quietly. Sathlan was quick to feel guilty over what he said, but Teldryn was quiet, so he went to his own bedroll, laying down to finally sleep. After dosing off for a while, he awoke from a small hand holding onto his scarf. Eyes snapping open, he looked to his chest to see small Teldryn curled up, face almost in his scarf as he held onto his scarf tightly with his free hand.

“What do you want now?” Sathlan groaned, but Teldryn only gave a small, tired noise, before laying quietly again.

“Use your words, kid.”

Teldryn didn’t say or do anything, and it took a minute for Sathlan to see he was sound asleep, fingers in his mouth, hand clutching his scarf as he laid curled up against him. What must have been going through that kid’s head, Sathlan could only wonder. Running through the woods in his mom’s arms, only to be dumped onto a stranger who doesn’t know how to feed him, let alone give any comfort.

Sathlan laid there quietly for a while, before drifting off. Teldryn will be somewhere better off soon. It won’t matter what Sathlan thinks of him in the end.

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some grown up teldryn things

Teldryn definitely picked up some not healthy mentalities on things from Sathlan’s raising, like “tough it out, you’ll be okay” when it came to being in pain. Sathlan was always used to being hurt in some way shape or form, so when Teldryn got nipped by a Slaughterfish or did something else to hurt himself, Sathlan would always help him walk it off without all the extra crying and screaming. Hence why Teldryn can get hurt a lot, but he won’t be too phased by it, nor will he run from the possibility of pain. He isn’t an idiot and enough is enough or too many enemies is too many, but he doesn’t cry from much.

On the topic of crying, Sathlan definitely wasn’t a fan of Teldryn crying as a little kid, but grew accustomed to it. While he’d work on hushing unnecessary wailing, he never shunned Teldryn for feeling emotional or overwhelmed over anything. Sathlan knew tears of frustration all too well, so who was he to judge Teldryn’s own tears.

Through Teldryn, Sathlan actually learned to be more open and communicate, because he noticed he was affecting Teldryn with his own behavior. This is where Teldryn learned the value of communication, even though he himself can be pretty hard to crack after Sathlan was taken away. He needs communication, not about his personal life though, he sealed that away pretty tight.

Teldryn can eat pretty much anything of any flavor as a grown up. Sathlan was not a good cook and he didn’t care what the food tasted like, as long as he was fed, so Teldryn can’t really be bothered to care about the flavor of a stew. As long as it isn’t absolute dung, he’ll eat it.

He did learn to cook better than Sathlan though, a friend of Sathlan’s was a great cook and a sweet mom of her own girl, she taught Teldryn how to make better meals. So he did take over most times they made any food.

Sathlan was not a romantic, he never had a partner in the 15 years he raised Teldryn. Teldryn himself grew up with commitment issues when it came to relationships, so you wouldn’t see him with a long-term partner in the 200 years that passed till present day. (and the day Neralion crashed into his life tho even that was... very bumpy lol)

Teldryn is also not good with kids, but better at faking it than Sathlan. He can entertain a kid for a time, but he wouldn’t make the greatest parent by himself either. --- ooga i probably have more but I’ll just update this when I think of more stuff i got distracted from my train of thought

#the elder scrolls #headcannons #skyrim #tes #morrowind #neravarine #Sathlan Faloul #teldryn sero #kid teldryn

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oxycharm · 2 years

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Take a picture, it’ll last longer.

abt: based off one of my headcanons I came up with, basically boris taking photos of theo when he was drunk. ( I haven’t wrote a fic since like middle school so I am so sorry if it’s this trash T_T, also I’ve noticed a lack of boreo fics on this app, ok I’ll shut up now)

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“ Potter, your glasses are on upside down!” Boris chuckles while attempting to get up from the bed covered with vodka bottles, a bunch of random chip bags, and Theo’s legs resting on his lap.

“ I don’t feel them? i think you’re pretty delusional boris.. because I don’t think my glasses are on my face.” He says while putting his hands on his eyes, somehow too high or drunk even to tell he’s wearing them. Boris could easily tell cause Theo gets stupid when drunk and his face has a light pinkish blush on it.

“ dumbass they are on your face, you’re pretty drunk potter.” Boris says while playfully knocking Theo’s head with his knuckles, then he gets an idea and manages to get out the bed.

“ hey! If I am drunk who’s fault is that? I didn’t bring the vodka you know.” Theo reaches and crawls over to attempt and punch Boris’s arm, but fails when misses the whole arm despite being right there and falls and slumps on the floor in defeat. Boris simply laughs like a manic.

Boris cannot take him seriously because he can say normal sentences but they all have a funny slurred voice to it, almost a bubbly voice at that. Plus he likes drunk Theo because he seems kind of more happier then when he is sober.

“ You didn’t bring the vodka but you got the Jack Daniels from your dads cabinet. Did you not?” Boris says while walking over to his closet which only has a few black or dark colored outfits. He reaches his arm up to one of the shelves effortlessly and pulls down a white Polaroid camera. Which seems to haven’t been used for anything.

“ hey potter, say сыр!” *click* Theo very unaware of what even just happened within the last maybe 10 seconds had a stunned, but funny look on his face. “ lemme see lemme see, I wanna see!” Theo attempting to see but the taller boy holding the polaroid picture up high. “ ah ah say please”.

“ You fucker just show me the goddamn photo!” Theo at this point is trying to climb up Boris to see it and they both end up falling to the ground, popper comes running in to see the commotion. “ Look what you did potter, popchyk is confused now”. Theo and Boris laugh at what just occurred and Boris faces Theo and shows him the picture.

“ Jesus do I really look like that?” Boris chuckles once more and fixes Theo’s crooked glasses. “ Don’t worry potter you are just fine, your glasses were just very crooked. Let’s take another.” Boris gets the camera and faces it towards them, Popchyk crawls on Theo’s chest and lays there aswell while Theo softly pets him. * click click* then they both sit up.

Boris pulls out the Polaroid and stares with a slight blush on his cheeks, They are laying on the carpet with Theo laying on his shoulder slightly with a small smile on his face, his eyes glossy you can tell even with his glasses on, wearing Boris’s iconic cat shirt and with popper laying there too.

Boris turns to face Theo who I was also staring or starstruck even like he’s never see a photo before in his life. Him on the other hand was staring at Boris, his dark curls slightly coming down on his face with a giant smile, he could point out almost every freckle on his face if he wanted too.

“ You can keep it” Boris says snapping Theo out of his staring. “ Oh.. no it’s ok you can keep it Boris, it’s a very nice picture” pushing Boris’s hand back. Theo turns away slightly trying to hide the warmth creeping up to his cheeks more. Boris is actually pretty amused on how Theo is getting flustered but it’s probably the alcohol.

*click* Boris took this as a moment of opportunity to take a picture of him. Facing his head away sitting criss cross with his hands still on the dogs head and the lighting from the lamp gives it a warm tone. Theo stunned again rolls his eyes. “ Can I use the camera now?” Boris hand him the camera watching how he struggles to figure out how to use it. *click* *click* “ how the fuck do you work this thing!” Boris cannot stop laughing, at this rate his stomach will be sore tomorrow from how much he is laughing tonight.

“ potter do you need help.” “ no I can do it.” He eventually figures it out and by then Boris already lit a cigarette. *click* Theo pulled out the photo and it was Boris laying up on the bedside with a cigarette between his two fingers, you could even seen the smoke from the cig in the picture too. “ wow.” “ Is it bad potter?” With the cigarette still in hand

Theo shows him the photo and Boris smiles at it. “ hey, you could be a future photographer it’s nice.” Theo smiles wide “ I wanna keep this one, you look pretty.” He grabs a nearby marker and marks it, dumbass Boris. They both roll around laughing the whole night accumulating a bunch of photos from one of them drinking vodka bottles, cigarettes between fingers, even some of them having fun with popchyk, or just goofy pictures of one another.

The last photo of the night is Theo at 3am, in the moonlight, wrapped up in blankets sleeping peacefully with popchyk right beside him. “ I think I like this one the most” Boris says hoping not to wake Theo. He sets the camera down along with all the photos from it on the desk right beside the bed, then lays down and closes his eyes with a faint smile on his face.

“ I heard you by the way” Theo says causing another quiet moment of them laughing.

#boris pavlikovsky #Theo #theo decker #the goldfinch #boreo #boreo fic #pure fluff #polaroid #boris x theo #theo x boris #i actually really like how this turned out #tgf boris #tgf theo #popchyk

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triciaofsteel · 8 months

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South Park romance hcs, except I’m Aroace and don’t know the first thing about romance

(this whole thing is a slash jay, also aged up cuz like???? Duh???) edit: bro I started working on this at around 2 am and then I blinked and now it’s 3 am what the scallop

Edit 2: ok cool I just figured out how to put the read more thing that’s pretty nifty

Also sorry if any of these feel ooc it is WAYYY too late for my mind to process anything rn it’s mush these are just the bits and pieces that I’ve picked up from the slop

I only have Kyle, Leslie, Stan, Clyde, Kenny, and Bebe for now but I’ll like.. edit it later I guess, later when I get more brainworms (also totally not self projecting onto them. Yes I know I’m a total loser)

Kyle: ASEXUAL KYLE CANON ASEXUAL KYLE CANON!!! /srs HES LITERALLY ME

-Has realllyyy big problems with expressing emotions aka feelings in general it’s an autism thing (like Craig)

-Which also makes him all weird with like physical contact n stuff?? “Get ur dirty paws offa me” typa shit

-ESPECIALLY WHEN IT COMES TO STUFF LIKE POKING/PRODDING!! He will probably sucker punch just about anyone who gets close and honestly, not feel sorry about it (I wouldn’t either)

-love language is…. Nothing. Lmao

-jkjk it’s probably some shit like gift giving??? But like, in a different way than you think. Just think about that one “can I just do your laundry someday” scene, but instead of laundry it’s homework. what is that love language called someone please tell me I actually have no idea what I’m talking about.

-he thinks about stuff logically a lot of the time, which is why he’ll like NEVER pick up on any hints whatsoever.

-the more I write the more I realize I’m making him sound too much like Craig. Uh

-what is love (baby don’t hurt me..)

-if he EVER does confess, (he won’t.) he’ll probably do it in your like, insta/facebook dms, there is NO way this mf is actually gonna ask someone out face to face

-absolutely despises the idea of uhhh. Yknow. Jacking it in San Diego. WHY???? BECAUSE TRANSMASC KYLE!!!!!!! This is actually canon I’m Matt and Trey.

-he will not make exceptions because he’s in love or whatever (he’s not) you still gotta keep up ur side bc he’s not entirely head over heels!!! He’s not!!!(I think he’s learned his lesson from Leslie)

-single kyle: “bro I hate relationships so bad bro couples need to shut up fr”

-double Kyle: “bro I hate relationships so bad bro I need to shut up fr”

-I feel like he’d be the type to not be able to distinguish platonic feelings from romantic feelings. Why? Because me

-you HAVE to be direct with him because he’ll never be able to figure out anything otherwise. Ur sad? Tell him ur sad. Wait actually don’t he has no idea how to comfort ppl

-best he can do is an awkward pat on the back and a mumble “it gets better…?” 💀 or, if he’s pissed, “wtf am I supposed to do abt that”

-if someone confessed to him first, it would probably go something like this

“I love you”

“???? Are you being /srs or /j???”

“I love you”

“Wow haha that’s so silly never say that again”

or maybe even just a straight up “ew” 💀

-Cupid (Twin Ver)

Leslie!!!

-Leslie is actually Lesbian + aroace oriented . I don’t make the rules sorry, tho the aroace part is more dominant, it’s more like aroace + lesbian oriented

-similar thing with Kyle, but instead of being rude/straightforward about it, she’ll either gaslight you or do this:

“oh, you love me? That’s so funny!! I do too :3”

“Really?”

“yeah!!!”

“Does that mean we can date???”

“What? No!!! I meant that I also love me.”

“…”

“stupid bitch”

-I love her

-was torn between making her lesbian and making her aroace so fuck it we both

-I think she hates men (I do too /j)

-typa girl to run around breaking people’s hearts for the pure fun of it (Michael Jackson reference???)

-she thinks love is a joke. Like genuinely.

Stan:

-…

-I genuinely don’t know how I’m supposed to characterize this guy

-he canonically jacks it in San Diego so that’s something I guess

-his dog was gay you guys

-bi

-rly hope ur ok with being vomited on (I am not)

-just think of the PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE thing

-gets rly defensive whenever anyone asks him about Wendy

-responds with 👍 or “k” to confessions

-would probably be a discord kitten for nitro /j

-Cupid (jack stauber)

Clyde:

-This man is ALSO bi

-hey 😏 what’s going on 😏

-love language is giving discord nitro /j

“I love you”

“I’m so sorry bro”

-I saw someone say that being bi and single is like playing on both sides of a sports team and still losing. Yeah that’s him, L rizz 😂😂🤣🤣🤣

-this bitch has both Tinder AND Grinder and still remains lonely

-probably because he starts off EVERY conversation with a terrible ass pick up line

“hey bbg sorry I gave you lice but relationships are all about sharing everything with each other😍😍😍”

-PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE thing, but it’s with EVERYONE

Kenny

-there are two types of people, people who say that Kenny is “the straightest kid in South Park” and people who know the TRUTH

-this man is the biggest slut ever

-wasn’t he a prostitute once

-Relationship red flag: he once ate an entire banana with the peel on during a date. Partner horrified, broke up like a day later

-honestly, there’s not much to say, it’s literally kenny

“what’s your love language”

“money”

“MONEY???? BRO AINT NOBODY SPEAK 💴💴💸💶💶💸💎💎💸💵💷💎💰🪪💰💰💶💳🪪”

(it’s actually physical contact but we don’t talk about that)

Bebe

-I love lesbians!

-omni maybe? (Girl leaning)

-Unfortunately scared of relationship commitment

-I’m pretty sure she’s been hit up on multiple times, every time she ghosts/friend zones them

-Has a long distance relationship with Clyde despite living in the same town??

-would probably leave a guy in a restaurant and make him pay the bill

“damn, look at that ass!! 😍😍”

-I feel like she listens to pinkpantheress and maybe coco and Clair Clair

-love language is shoes

#south park hcs #kyle broflovski #sp kyle #leslie meyers #sp leslie #stan marsh #sp stan #clyde donovan #sp clyde #kenny mccormick #sp kenny #bebe stevens #sp bebe

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haeresyys · 2 years

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Gonna just rattle off some of my general Dottore thoughts + headcanons here

THIS IS KINDA LONG LMAO I’M SO SORRY IN ADVANCE ENJOY MY FUCKIN... MADDENED RAMBLINGS IG??? This bitch has been living rent free in my fucking head for months now and I don’t know how to evict him

We haven't gotten confirmation either way on how the Segments work I don't think, so I'm headcanoning them as at least partially organic until further notice jgksdjgk

Also I know we got that shot of that weird THING where Dottore's eyes should be when his model got posted, but you can pry red-eyed Dottore from my cold dead hands !!!!

(I personally think they just fucking slapped some textures under there because we're not supposed to see what his eyes look like yet. Think Kaeya's eye under the patch)

The way I draw him, he does have scars around his eyes underneath his mask, though I've probably tweaked how they look about half a dozen times by now. I'll post him later probably

My idea with that oneshot I wrote is that, despite his best efforts not to, Dottore is still capable of feeling emotions. Beyond basic things such as anger though he is... Not very well in touch with them. He insists he doesn't feel guilt in disposing of the other Segments. (If anything he almost sounded happy abt it while talking to Nahida bc it sounds like they never shut the fuck up lmfao) It only starts to sink in that maybe he does have some regrets when he starts having those nightmares.

He had countless pairs of eyes to give himself different views of the world, and now he only has himself. But he keeps pushing onward and shoving it back down, because to accomplish his goals, no length is too far. Dottore is completely and utterly ruthless, I think we all know this by now.

That also lends credence to how he could end up playable as well. I personally see him eventually getting a Cryo Vision, as (iirc) it's been shown that basically every Cryo user we've gotten so far has gotten theirs due to family conflict. And when you think about it, what he did to the Segments could be interpreted as him effectively killing his brethren or maybe some kind of extremely convoluted suicide WHDFHDSF it could honestly go either way

It's still too early to say on the Vision front tho lmfao it'll likely be a good year before he's playable

Moving back onto the Segments for a moment, the reason he gives in-game for creating them is... A lot more understandable than I expected. Giving himself multiple views of the world and effectively stopping time for that version of himself. The lengths he goes to in pursuit of knowledge are genuinely fucking impressive, and also go to show how utterly unhinged he is.

I saw this on Twitter first, but Dottore is extremely focused on preserving the past. Even outside of the Segments, there's lore in artifact descriptions and the like that point back to him as well, and though he keeps it under tight wraps, his conversation with Nahida gives a lot more insight into his mindset + who he is as a person than at first glance.

He says it himself: Humans have a hard time making peace with themselves. Wouldn't that also imply things like the passage of time? Growing older, and one's own mortality?

CHRIST I KNOW THIS IS A LOT BUT I THINK DOTTORE IS THE MOST INVESTED I'VE BEEN IN A CHARACTER IN A LONG FUCKING TIME LOL I AM FILLED WITH THOUGHTS™

There's a lot of potential with his character, and I think that's part of why I love him so much. He's just so fucking fascinating to me. Like. I know I haven't done RP shit in a long ass time (definitely FAR less than I used to), but Dottore is the closest thing I've had to a muse in years. Getting into his head is so unbelievably fucking fun for me

Anyway rant over lmfao back to your regularly scheduled whatever

#babbles #Jace writes #Dottore

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ticklishfiend · 2 years

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if you’re still accepting ofmd headcanons:

- frenchie fully believes in the tickle monster - it lives under beds and can “sense vulnerability” so when he gets jim and olu’s old room he makes sure to never lay down with his arms over his head for too long or let his feet hang off the bed so as not to “trigger an attack”. the tickle monster can also “possesses people by psychically entering their minds and forcing them into them doing its dirty work to feed its appetite for laughs”. in reality he’s just a very shy switch trying to justify his moods lol

- lucius will absolutely drag the feather end of his quill against peoples neck + ears when he’s feeling cheeky. the first time he did it to izzy, izzy nearly jumped out of his skin and the quill was immediately broken and thrown overboard.

- lee!jim. GOD lee!jim!! going off of what you said they absolutely love it when olu is playful with them and olu completely sees through their shit when they try to pretend that they don’t. love love love the idea of jim growling in between giggles to seem mad but really they’re just trying to mask their squeals because they’re embarrassed that someone will hear them + “fighting back” with punches that are not even half the strength they’d usually be + gripping olu’s sleeves so hard their knuckles turn white but never actually trying to push them away.

- jim gets flustered SO. EASILY. when it comes to tickles. not in the ‘get shy and hide your face’ kind of way but in a violent squirming + kicking + spewing threats kind of way (while also probably looking away to hide their face) lots of “shutupshutupshutup” and “i’ll fucking kill you” etc etc. it doesn’t help that olu is so teasy as a ler and it makes jim want to kiss punch him every time. (thinking of the “coming nana!” scene lmfao)

- the first time olu asks if they like it jim is so caught off guard that they can’t even make up an excuse - it’s just “WHA- SHUT UP. N-NO???? shut up! I DONT. ugh, just shut up! that’s such a stupid question...don’t look at me like that. pinche- HEY! WAHAIT-” as they’re stammering olu is just wordlessly raising his eyebrows at them like “oh, really? you sure?” until he just rolls his eyes and attacks them - afterwards he’s quick to reassure them that it’s okay to like it and swears that it’ll just stay between the two of them.

i’ll stop before this turns into an essay. jim took over this ask rlly quickly lmao but i just love the concept so much. have a good one!

i’m so mad i missed this MONTHS AND MONTHS AGO MAN IM SO FUCKING SORRY 😭

first of all, not even a question of COURSE french he believes in the tickle monster. if he sees anyone tickling anyone on the ship, he delves into his own tickle monster lore to everyone around, and it usually flusters the fuck out of the lee since now their ler is definitely playing along and pretending to be the tickle monster. plus, if someone feels like tickling frenchie (cause like who wouldnt look at him), they pretend like they’re being actively possessed and taken over because if he thinks they’re the tickle monster, he won’t seek revenge bc “oh no, i know u couldn’t help it. and i’m not trying to anger that thing further, are u kidding me??”

THATS SO LUCIUS LMAOO and after that little event with izzy and he gets a new quill, izzy becomes his new favorite target since he reacted soo strongly. it pisses stede off since they have to keep getting lucius new quills but lucius gives no fucks as long as he can get even the smallest, measly little giggle out of that angry little man

lee jim is such a growler shut up, they are so embarrassed of their giggles and try so hard to keep cool and cover it up but olu just has that way about him that jim can never hold it in long. olu loves to tease them abt it too, all “oh you’re soooo scary right now, just like a lion. or more like a lion cub i guess, since ur not really fighting back all that much, hm?” and yes jim is so easily flustered by any and all teases olu throws their way, sometimes they have to hide their face in the pillows just to conserve a little dignity from their bright red face and high pitched giggles.

and jim doesn’t even realize they do like it until olu brings it up, they were always so focused on the feeling and their fluster that once olu brings attention to the fact that they’ve never fought him off once, they don’t even know how to respond. just stuttering and silently hoping olu will end their suffering but just fucking tickling them already jfc

again i am so fucking sorry for having this in my inbox for so damn long, idek if you’ll see that i posted it anon but i hope u know how much i appreciate these beautiful fucking headcanons. like these are so good idk if ur a writer on here but u definitely should be if not

again tysm, this was amazing!!! <3

#ask #tickle community #tickling #tickle headcanons #ofmd headcanon #ofmd tickles

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 1 year

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Time to do some Composite au theorising ig-

Okay so assumedly:

1: Len lives in his house that happens to be near the school campus so he can check on Them.

2: Len brought Them with him to school and is somehow keeping it in a basement there???? I don’t think on-site housing has basements????

I don’t think it’s possible for him to be in a different school because they seem to also have been Rin’s classmates, so how is his basement close enough to care for Them??

Also Insert one of the classmates going like “It’s been like,,, 3 months I don’t think they’re coming back?? Also they never said anything about this??”

I’d like to imagine there are probably rumors about what happened to them (which aren’t really correct hfbdgcb) and then suddenly one day someone runs in and slams a missing poster on their desk and it’s the talk of the school for weeks (People assume Len’s shock is because they were his friends, little do they know he’s internally panicking because if people suspect kidnapping he’s a suspect and he’s got to do something before he gets found out)

The phrase “Science experiment” might just be a random thing but “experiment” implies he did in fact have a plan. How far he ended up completely straying from the plan is.

Unclear lmao- Ik the outcome was unintended, but just how much was??? like was he trying to stick his friends together or was he doing something else? I assume him messing up is why they’re still so goopy (also Speaking of goop do they leave residue??? Like a snail trail but 10x more concerning)

Also dawww they’re trying their best to be happy with the situation… It’s a bit shit but they’re trying love em…

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ehehe ive been excited to answer this one 😊

so for starters: interesting theorizing on the house situation lolol... i was just gonna say rin & len’s house is special and just happens to have a basement for some reason but i now realized i may have ran into some plot holes i didnt think abt SHKDJGK 😓 i def don’t think its a school basement cause that would be risky as hell??? i’ll get back to you on this when i sort it out ahkjsdhgk but yes rin and len go to the same exact school i can tell you that

YEAH YOU’D THINK SO HKJNKG rumors def fly around and once they’re officially announced as missing the teachers cannot get the students to shut up abt it. AND THAT IS TRUE YEAH len also just can’t look too calm or that’s suspect too...

“science experiment” is 100% intentional phrasing yes. len’s plan was... hm. you could still say it’s going accordingly, even if in a slightly different direction. i’ll leave it at that for now. the goopiness is prob yes part of him fucking up lol

and hskdjghk i hadn’t really thought abt that... it might leave some drops behind here and there but i don’t really know the droplets dry/evaporate or anything. i’d thought the consistency is something like glue but i’m not really sure either

#submission #composite au #finally got back on desktop and updated it now that tag exists now hehehee #this is why im sometimes hesitant abt sharing my stuff sometimes cause i dont always have things finalized 😭#so i might not be able to give good explanations and/or stuff gets retconned later and thats like so annoying/inconvenient and i feel bad #i will get to the playlists more later i only just finished listening to one of em so it might take a while hskdjghk busy #sorry if these answers are kinda lame im very very tired and will go sleep now ive been exhausted all day dkhjnk #ollie the star anon

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