I'm so utterly & so completely obsessed with you, my lighthouse,
always searching, yet never finding, to seek is to remain hopeful:
beneath the fragments, the chalice of trust dwells much deeper,
& the loyalty I have for you is something so pathetically single;
am I good enough for you to stick by through the rainstorms?
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try love
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Update:
I am still drinking a ton of fucking coffee...
-E.S.
Tues, April. 23rd / 2024
5:50a.m.
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Thoughts For Today...
I'm going to try and open myself up. I need to release myself from my self-sabotaging tendencies.
So...I should probably stop drinking so much fucking coffee...
-E.S.
Tues, Mar. 12th / 2024
9:27a.m.
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Hey,
Our souls keep missing each other.
Soon, they'll meet up and synchronize.
-E.S.
Tues, April. 23rd / 2024
5:36a.m.
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Happy Earth Day to all the Earthlings…
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Hey,
We will meet again in this lifetime, just so that I can tell you how glad I am to meet you again.
-E.S.
Mon, April. 22nd / 2024
9:28a.m.
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I Once Was Still.
Everyone I once knew still lives there.
Everyone I once was still belongs there.
In the memories of my mind
Holding tight
It's time to let loose.
Say my final goodbyes!
Grieve the loss of someone I was,
But never knew.
Everyone I once knew still lives there.
Everyone I once was still belongs there.
I once was still.
Still waiting
Still believing
Still dreaming
Of a person I could be
Pretending I never knew who I could be.
Everyone I once knew still lives there.
Everyone I once was still belongs there.
-E.S.
Sat, April. 20th / 2024
3:42a.m.
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Thoughts...
I am art.
-E.S.
Sat, April. 20th / 2024
3:22a.m.
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Thoughts...
Slowly drowning in my own demise... I suppose it's time to swim to the surface now... perhaps get out of the water and venture to a new world. I'll see you when I'm there...
-E.S.
Thurs, April. 18th / 2024
4:41p.m.
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I get a little delirious at this point in the night…but I’m not tired…
-E.S.
Fri, April. 12th / 2024
5:14a.m.
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quiet & gentle, as the world seems to embrace the depth of rest:
I spend my time in self-reflection, the significance of portraits,
many painted faces which express the portrayal of ourselves,
in moments of candid misremembering, selfhood is change;
for the stability of the idol identity we worship is hopeless.
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Hey,
I'm craving some genuine human interaction...
-E.S.
Fri, April. 5th / 2024
2:55a.m.
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It's just a little more empty now...
-E.S.
Thurs, April. 4th / 2024
3:18p.m.
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Hey,
My heart isn't as bitter as it once was...
-E.S.
Sat, Jan. 13th / 2024
7:25a.m.
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This is exactly how it is...
Just realized that the reason I love making friends on tumblr is because it’s exactly how you make friends on the playground as a six year old. No, I don’t know their name but they love mermaids too and built this awesome sand castle. No, I don’t know their age but their imaginary cheetah is friends with mine. You like this show? You like this character?? You can sing the theme song really loud??? Here is a flower crown. Here is a juice box. You can share my time and I might never see you again but part of you stays in my soul forever. In my mind we’re still on the swing set and the sky is blue and nothing will ever be wrong again.
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I'm plagued with nightmares...I am living a nightmare.
-E.S.
Fri, Mar. 29th / 2024
5:14p.m.
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Note to Self.
I've been holding onto things that no longer serve me. Things that I've been using as a crutch to justify my motionless life. It's time to let go, so that we can begin to move again.
-E.S.
Wed, April. 3rd / 2024
4:05p.m.
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Thoughts...
Crushes are a waste of time...
-E.S.
Tues, April. 2nd / 2024
2:33a.m.
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