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How was your day ?

A Scott Pilgrim short songfic in the past

Song by Beabadoobee

(art made by me)

Author note : GRAAAAAAAH I FEEL SO POWERFULL WOR WRITING ALL OF THIS IN A SINGLE DAY

And also, i know that Ramona became a better person, and by the way, i don't hate her, and really don't want to make her seem like the worst person ever, i just wanted to tell a story with the point of view of Roxy, about how hurt she was

Anyway, enjoy your reading <3

“Hello Rammy, it’s Roxy”

In this afternoon of winter, the cold had already taken over all this little town, and all its residents.

This sudden cold takeover resolved to people dressing with way more heavy and warm clothing. Doing their best to not get even the simplest cold.

For most people, it worked…

For Roxy, even bundled up in large sized blankets and coating, the taste of disappointment stinging her nervous system, while holding in her hand a barely working ink pen, and having with her some dirty piece of paper, it still felt like she was living in an igloo, possibly surrounded by enraged polar bears.

“How was your day ?

Was it okay ?”

Wait, no. Roxy realized how kinda dumb asking this on a single letter was.

Problem is, she COULDN’T ask her this by messages regularly…

Ramona didn’t give her her new phone number when she moved out.

Why ? Roxy didn’t really know.. Did she even care about her ? Roxy was caring, so it means Ramona also probably was, right ? Right ???

“ We haven’t talked in a while.”

Well… They haven’t communicated for two weeks.

Two weeks, that felt like a lifetime for Roxy in that context…

In the context of getting left alone, without anyone.

“I’ve forgotten how you used to smile.”

And yes, this sentence was deeply sincere.

Roxy could remember almost EVERYTHING about that girl.

How pretty she was with her bright pink hair, making her physically unique from everyone around.

Her clever, amusing and endearing personality, that would always make Roxy so happy.

How they fell in love in October, living the warmest relationships that Mrs Richter could even ask for.

All the time they spent together. Watching movies for example, Roxy was more than happy to make her discover Star Wars and to see Ramona starting to like this franchise as much as she always did herself !

Even most of the time, pacing the streets, rolling joyously on their rollerblades, always feeling like invincible queens of the sidewalks.

She could remember everything…

Except, the last time Ramona addressed a smile directly to HER.

And this, not being the rejoiced face she had, before being gone.

Forever.

Without any last goodbye.

Oh boy, how hurt she was.

“ What do you look like now ?”

Roxy hoped to get a picture if Ramona ever sent a letter back, because she REALLY wondered, how does her… friend, looks like now ?? Did she change her hair again ? Did she get taller ? Did she change her style ? Roxy was so curious.

“Remember when we used to fight ?”

“Ahah, how stupid these times were !”, thought Roxy in her head, as she wrote this interrogative sentence…

How stupid she felt.

She didn’t get in arguments with Ramona EVERYTIME they were hanging out.

But when she did, damn, it hurted her, deeply.

All of those arguments… They started when Ramona told Roxy she was going to move out, only a few days before she actually did, even if she had already so much time to tell her.

Roxy still remembers how they would try to spend time together for the last remaining few days, and how awkward it was for both of them to even exchange a couple of words.

Even after all that,

Roxy misses Ramona…

And, to be honest, she even misses the times where she would get angry at Ramona.

Why ? She had a blurry vision of why she misses all these stupid moments.

She thought… It might be because of how new couple arguments were to her.

Ramona was her first true love, the first girl she loved so strongly she could do anything for her.

And because of that… She wanted to put their unfortunate moments aside, because it was simply the best relationship she EVER had.

Out of all her very little friend repertory.

Out of all her family.

Out of everyone.

And she didn’t want to only think about these bad moments.

“I put my phone number somewhere in that letter.

I will soon be away from home for a while, to go see my family for the end of the year celebrations, so i won’t be available at any time of the day, but it’s okay if you call me in the evening or in the night, even if it’s late.”

Roxy was in a state of desolation, her feelings were getting burned to ashes.

She remembered that one day, as October has seemed to crown Fall as king of this certain time of the year.

As Ramona and Roxy exchanged their first kiss, Roxy felt like nothing could ever break their deep connection…

And even with that, nothing could have lasted forever.

“Even if we're miles away from each other at the moment, i know you still want me as usual, like during all that time we spent together !!”

As she finished writing this sentence only, Roxy could feel her writing hand shaking, and all of her body shivering.

After a few seconds of hesitation, she quickly crossed out the whole sentence of the letter.

No, she didn’t think Ramona still wanted her as usual.

She, herself, still wanted Ramona, like she always did.

Later, as she was out in the cold Winter, at the postal service, she was still bearing this feeling…

The feeling of abandonment.

She couldn’t think about anything other than how Ramona used to miss her. How she would constantly send her messages to talk about how she was excited to see her again later in their shared bedroom, every time they weren’t in the same place.

And how, now, she didn’t even bother to think about her existence, not even with all the love Roxy gave to her unconditionally.

The tears on the face of Roxy were freezing in the cold, looking like crystals.

Throughout the days,

the weeks,

the months,

the years,

absolutely no letter was sent back to the blonde girl.

Things had to, and did change, like the weather, and like the days.

But the thing was,

still even after the time passed for so long,

Roxy knew she wanted to be with her.

Author note : Anyway, sorry for writing angst, it will probably happen again

By the way i love Beabadoobee <3

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messa-messilla · 4 months

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The boy at casa loma

Walucas/Wallace Wells x Lucas Lee fanfiction - Part 3

(art made by me)

Summary : Wallace is invited as a VIP spectator at the recording of Lucas' next movie, but something doesn't go as planned...

Author note : Sorry for taking so long to upload this chapter, but guess what ? I FINALLY FINISHED THIS FIC !! WOOOOOOOH !!! The lore kinda changed recently with the new anime, so sorry for any out of canon thing :(. Anyway, i think i might write more fanfictions in the future, this one was really fun to make !!!

Final chapter : Impress

As the people on the streets were walking, just living their day, they could see something coming, grinding wall to wall, jumping from flip to backflip in an amazingly acrobatic way…

And this skateboarding king entity wasn’t other than mister Lucas Lee, the LEGENDARY oscar winning actor.

People were cheering, rooting, screaming, CRYING, as they saw Mr Lee rolling away, without even addressing them any once of a stare.

No, he couldn’t think about them…

He couldn’t think about anything else other than THE man.

The man with the dark, crow feather - like hair.

The man with the black, yet, deeply captivating eyes.

The man with that little smug look that seemed to really get stuck in the actor’s brain.

Wallace……

He would roll on his skateboard faster and even faster, just by thinking about him…

He carried with him a gray backpack, holding a delicious lunchbox, cooked with love and attention…

And some (kind of bland) garlic bread, that Lucas took with him, when he realized at the last moment he took so much time to cook Wallace’s meal that he actually forgot to get food for HIM.

The closer Lucas got to Casa Loma, the faster his heart beated.

What if he gave a terrible performance ??

A performance so bad that the boy that looked so lovely would see him as untalented, useless, even ?

Well, Lucas is now at the place, and the charming man is coming to him, so no time for thinking too much, go Lucas go !!!

“ - Well, glad to have you here, Mr Lee !”

Addressed the man, winking confidently, waving gently his hand to the star.

“ - The same goes for me..”

Lucas crossed his arms kind of awkwardly, looking around him, his eyes going from looking at the cameras, to the people around the set, staying here to watch the recording process.

As Lucas and Wallace got closer to the set, we could see and hear the street passengers all around, rooting, shouting even, to the moviestar, which made him grin, gaining even more confidence.

“ - Everybody, are y'all ready ??

Light…

Camera…

ACTION !!

- Listen to me right now, you douchebag…”

Lucas was giving the best of himself, and it really showed. The man clearly knew how to do his job, even when the script, story and scenario… Wasn’t really great.

“ - You really thought i was going to let you go away like nothing happened ?? After all you did ???”

The crowd, catered all around, was way too captivated, mesmerized even, by such a professional performance…

“ - Come here, i’ll make you feel the pain you subjected others to.”

“ - Okay guys, lunch break time !”

From the moment the break was announced, Lucas immediately started to look anywhere where Wallace could be.

Even at his own surprise, at the moment, he felt like the crowd's opinion on his performance mattered less… And also like Wallace’s view on the performance he gave mattered WAY much.

“- Hey man, i’m here !”

Lucas turned back with surprise, to see Wells’ smug face fix him.

“ - You said you would bring our lunch !

- Yeah, i did..”

They both walked through the setting, and sat at chairs, close to a simple little table.

“ - So, what did you bring for us, big man ?

- Well…”

Lucas took his backpack, and got out of it a blue lunch box.

“ - Thank you, Lucas !”

Wallace proceeded to open it, and was instantly amazed ! Two really lovely looking sandwiches, made with soft bread, and a really sweet smelling chocolate and strawberry cake !

“ - WOAW, you made that yourself ??

- Hmm ?”

Wallace looked up at Lucas… Who already started to nom on a poor looking piece of Garlic bread.

“ - Yeah, i made it, why are you asking ?” He said, looking on the side, a bit embarrassed.

“ - This… This looks delicious, thank you so much buddy !!!”

“ - Eheh, no problem, anytime boy !” replied Lucas, feeling an invisible force lift his cheekbones, showing at the same occasion his perfect white teeth.

“ - But… I’m wondering… Is this all you’re going to eat ??” Wallace disdained the cheap little piece of bread “ Why didn’t you cook anything that is that good for yourself ??”

Lucas felt sweat flowing down his forehead, looking quickly in all directions. He didn’t really want to admit he took way too much time making this lunch box for him, and forgot about himself…

“ - Don’t worry bro, eheh… I’m a strong man ! I don’t need to eat a lot on a regular basis !! Anyway, i don’t want to get too many calories.”

After saying this, Lucas INSTANTLY realized how stupid and non logic of an excuse this was. Wallace really made him lose his words…

“ - Oh, Lucas…” giggled Wallace “ You don’t really need to care about this at all ! Plus, you know, bread isn’t really calorie free.”

“ - What ?? What do you mean ??” Lucas exclaimed, actually worried.

“ - Bread has butter, bread makes you fat.

- BREAD MAKES YOU FAT ???!!!”

“ - Everyone, get back to your spot. Time to resume.”

Lucas gasped, he was having such a nice moment with Wallace, guess it was time to go back to work…

“ - Hey !”

Lucas turned around, it was Wallace, standing there again.

“ - Thank you for this great moment, you’re an impressive cook !”

Lucas felt his cheeks reddening a bit, he always ends up blushing whenever he gets anything nice from this dark haired boy..

“ - You’re welcome.” he said, as he tried to look as indifferent as he could.

“ - Oh.. Wait a second…”

Wallace raised his head. As he stared at the sky, we could see surprise in his expression. What could have happened ?

“ - Is there any problem ?”

“ - Lucas… I think it’s starting to rain !”

The teardrops, falling from the sky, were at a speed increasing every new single second.

“ - Okay, everyone, store back your equipment, we’re stopping for today.

- Oh.”

Lucas stared at the gray sky, which was getting progressively more and more dark.

“ - So…” addressed Lucas, looking at Wallace, “ What do we do now ?

- Mmh…”

Wallace began to think, what could they do…

An idea suddenly crossed his mind like a light flash.

“ - Well, i got an idea…”

“ - Hey Lucas, so about the next time we’re going to record…”

Lucas' manager got on the spot where he saw him some minutes ago, with that one dark haired guy he brang as a guest… And he wasn’t there ??

The manager looked around him, where is he hiding ??

When he suddenly saw him… He was running away with this guy ??

At the last instant they were in his field of vision, they were holding hands, and laughing loud enough to be heard from a surprisingly large distance.

“ - Get in quickly, or you’re going to get a cold !!”

They both got into Wallace’s house, absolutely soaked and wet, but in euphoric laughter after this hell of a race.

They both sat on the cheap mattress on the floor, trying to regain their breath and calm down.

“ - Woaw, your place is… Really… Chill..

- Thank you !!”

After they finally settled down, Wallace and Lucas both looked at each other, not gazing at any moment anywhere other than each other’s faces.

“ - So…

- Yeah ?”

Lucas fixed his hair, he never met a man that made him act this awkward, and also this emotional. Though, he had a really good new…

“ - Wallace, you see about the discussion we had recently… I finally found a psychologist that could help me.

- THAT’S WONDERFUL, MAN !!”

We could see excitement on Lucas’ and Wallace’s faces, both full of positive energy, as they exchanged a cheerful high five !

“- Woah man, what a day…

- Mmh… Lucas ?

- Yuh ?”

Wallace rubbed his eyes as he yawned, still cooling down from running under the rain.

“ - My man, you’re clearly a professional actor, you really got all the lights on you !! Everyone noticed you, you were the center of attention !!”

Lucas, hearing this, got frankly confused, everyone

noticed him ?? Everyone, even…

“ - So, i was impressing everyone there ??

- Yeah, everyone.”

Lucas felt his brain doing backflips, rolling and smashing itself everywhere in his head, and his heart was burning more than ever.. What if…

“ - Impressing everyone…

Even you ?”

A heavy silence settled in all the house by this sentence only.

Wallace's eyes were WIDE open, and Lucas was at a level of embarrassment so strong sweat flowed on his face like a waterfall, he felt HOPELESS…

But, after this silent moment that felt like decades… Wallace bursted out of laughter, at Lucas’ BIGGEST panic.

“ - THAT’S NOT FUNNY, if i was you i wouldn’t even dare to make fun of me like that…”

Lucas was so confused, so anxious, what could he even do ???..

Wallace calmed down… He fixed Lucas’ eyes, so deeply it felt like he was staring at his soul, looking as delighted as ever.

Lucas' panic was cut short, leaving him speechless, his eyes shining brighter than stars.

“ - I am impressed, Lucas.”

Lucas was breath taken.

“ - You…”

Lucas couldn’t even finish his sentence.

Wallace got close enough to his face, giving two seconds for Lucas to realize how pretty this man was.

The second Wallace’s soft lips laid on his, Lucas felt all of his stress evaporate, like steam coming from the ocean, his stress being the water, and Wallace being the shining sun.

Lucas couldn’t believe what was happening, he was overjoyed by the moment. He wrapped his massive arms around Wallace, who felt maybe squeezed a little too tight, even choking a tiny tiny tinnyyyyy little bit.. But he didn’t complain at all. Either way, Wallace, even with the large love experience he got… Never felt that way when kissing someone.

As they were making out, they both felt little lights around them, making this moment even more special… Sparks.

When they finally left each other's faces… They couldn’t let their eyes quit each other, it was THAT SPECIAL of a moment.

A special moment that NOTHING and NO ONE could st-

“ - AAAAEEEEUUUUGGHH ??!! LUCAS LEE ???!!!”

Scott just entered the place, and Lucas Lee, THE famous guy who tried to get rid of him, was just sitting here, in his shared bed ?? With his roommate ???! The last time Scott got jumpscared this hard was when Neil made him play the Scary maze prank...

“ - WHAT IS HE DOING HE-”

“ - DUDE, dude, calm down, everything is okay.

No hard feelings between us anymore, ‘kay ?”

Both Wallace and Lucas giggled, amused by Scott’s reaction, still holding each other really tight.

“ - UUUUHH ?? WHAT ???!”

“ - Okay boys,” cackled Wallace, “what about we take a drink and talk about, you know, all of this ?”

Lucas, who couldn’t agree less, nodded with great pleasure.

Yeah, both Wallace and Lucas were truly euphoric together, and nobody could ruin that.

Author note : YAYYY IT'S FINALLY FINISHED LET'S GOOO !! THANK YOU FOR READING !!!! This is my very first totally complete fanfiction and i'm really proud about it :>>> THANKS SO MUCH to the people who stayed here till the end <3<3

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