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In the Blood— John Mayer // @lucidloving // @chaosinline on Instagram // Édouard Levé, Suicide // @futngina // @lucidloving
#theme: daughterhood#theme: mothers and fathers#web weaving#webs#aesthetic#poetry#art#prose#prose poetry#song lyrics#collage#literature#books#novels#book quotes#novel quotes#quotes#family#mothers#fathers#father#mother#parental issues#mommy issues#daddy issues#childhood neglect#childhood trauma
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I don’t want to hurt people with my death
Instead I hurt myself with my existence
#mental health#thoughts#deep thoughts#kinda depressing#tw depression#deep feelings#deeptalk#tw vent#mentally tired#mentally exhausted#dead inside#own thoughts#tw sui ideation#tw depressive thoughts#tw sui#tw mention of suicide#trigger warning suicidal#suicidal ideation#suicidal
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My partner broke up with me this saturday
Tbh I think I'm not has hurt as I could be which one of the perks of being and overthinker and having trust n abandonment issues... like it didn't really surprise me you know so there's at least that.
Also they broke up with me bc they realised that he did not love me romantically and didn't want relationships (we knew we were both on the aro spec), like being with someone long term spending a lot of of time with the same person, also he's grown more and more averse to physical touch (I think they feel a little awkward that it's something I kinda need, even if ofc i've always respected their boundaries)
Anyway... I didn't really processed all of this shit yet
Like I love him romantically but I also love him in other ways too so i really don't wanna lose them and not have them be part of my life
I still be friends with it even if I'm gonna need to put a little a distance between us right now (especially to come to term with the fact that we're not together anymore) They said they also want me in their life and that they still cherish and are happy about the moments same shared as a couple.
I can say what we had was the best and healthiest romantic relationship I had, but yeah I think I can say we did our best to support eo, be there for eo, and respect eo's boundaries during the relationship and we will continue to do so as friends even if it hurts a lot that our relationship has changed I wouldn't want them to force themselves to be with me
I don't feel as abandoned as I thought I would... I think it's a mix of 'knowing it was probably gonna happen' and 'they're still in my life'
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#vent edit#trauma vent#traumacore#abandonment issues#abandoned#childhood trauma#actuallytraumatized#don't leave me#ptsd#trust issues#emotional neglect#childhood traumas#childhood neglect#ambivalent attachment#insecure attachment
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I LIKE TO CALL THE EARTH MY MOTHER; ON THE WORLD AS A NEIGHBORHOOD
june gehringer // taysa jorge // anaïs nin // paul guest // taysa jorge // jennette mccurdy // julie buntin
#june gehringer#taysa jorge#anaïs nin#paul guest#jennette mccurdy#julie buntin#on humanity#on the world#web weaving#poetry#quotes#webweaving#writing#words#mentally fucked#mentally ill#actuallymentallyill#actually mentally ill
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That but my older brother, he's truly my best friend and with all the mental issues we have in the family we all struggle so much...
I don't think he could afford to lose me without joining me soon after...
#tw sui#tw mention of suicide#suicidal ideation#suicidal#tw suicidal#mental illness#actually mentally ill#trigger warning suicidal#sibling bond#brother as a best friend
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#tiktok screenshots#mental illness#actually mentally ill#trust issues#abandoment issues#commitment issues#hypersualizing myself#i hypersexualise myself to wanted and worth something#but it also make me so disgusted abt myself afterwards
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#mental illness#actually mentally ill#distractions#mdd#generalized anxiety disorder#depression#escapism#i need escapism or i will truly go insane
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#mental illness#actually mentally ill#major depressive disorder#depression#mdd#anxiety#generalized anxiety disorder#vicious circle#depression thoughts#i'm a waste of space
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Please, eat at least omad. You don't wanna get sick.
Do metabolism days, take them as cheatdays. You are allowed to eat.
You are allowed to lose weight too, but in a more healthy way.
Much love ♡
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your father is your biggest wound.
li-young lee // the front bottoms - father // shameless (tv show - united states) // franz wright // mary ruefle // unknown.
#poetry#quotes#web weaving#webweaving#words#on fathers#on childhood#li young lee#the front bottoms#shameless#franz wright#mary ruefle#childhood traumas#childhood neglect#childhood#father#fathers#daddy issues#parental issues#neglect
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inexplicable feelings on loneliness
hannah nelson // pajarodefuego // new phone, who dis? - broken at best // charles burowski // stanley berkeley // a.r. asher
#poetry#quotes#web weaving#webweaving#words#on loneliness#hannah nelson#charles burowski#broken at best#stanley berkeley#a.r. asher#lonely#loneliness
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the child you never got to be
ocean vuong // nicole eisenman // donte collins // marjane satrapi // @promqueendyke // liv ullmann // jenny slate.
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ONE DAY YOU WON'T BE HERE ANYMORE. I WON'T FORGET THAT DAY; ON ABANDONMENT
girlpool // past lives // clarice lispector // past lives // clementine von radics // saw // richard siken // leah horlick.
#on abandonment#web weaving#webweaving#poetry#quotes#words#on love#girlpool#past lives#clarice lispector#clementine von radics#saw franchise#richard siken#leah horlick#abandoment issues#my partner broke up with me today and i don't have any ill feeling towards them#i am numb i am sad i am mourning or romantic relationship
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LETTER TO MY CHILDHOOD ME
franz wright // richey edwards // unknown // katie maria // little women (2019) // james baldwin // unknown // siickangel (?)
#poetry#quotes#web weaving#webweaving#words#on childhood#franz wright#richey edwards#katie maria#james baldwin#childhood#childhood neglect#childhood traumas#not a real childhood#end of childhood#tw suicidality#suicidal#suicidal since childhood
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"low support needs disabled people are often not believed to have a disability at all and therefore struggle to get accommodations."
"high support needs disabled people's accommodations are often seen as 'too much' and therefore are not met."
"neurodivergent people's needs are often dismissed because nothing is physically wrong with them."
"physically disabled people people often cannot physically access buildings and people refuse to do anything about it."
"invisibly disabled people are seen as lazy by society."
"visibly disabled people are ostracized from society."
IT'S ALMOST LIKE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS A SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE DISABILITY
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