Die Stimmen,die schreien „tu es einfach,es wird dir besser gehen“ sind aktuell einfach wieder viel lauter als die Vernunft,die weiß das man dann wieder nur eine Enttäuschung ist.
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Wie willst du den Schmerz, der dich stundenlang in die Leere blicken lässt, einer anderen Person erklären...?
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Hello everyone💜
As you remember from two days ago, I wanted to talk about Hordak and the time when Entrapta and he have been separated.
Well and here it comes.. a few heartbreaking thoughts of mine.
At the beginning of the series, I didn't think much of Hordak. He was simply a villain who did terrible things for whatever reason.
But the way I usually feel about such characters is that I develop an incredible amount of sympathy as soon as I understand the character's motivations.
And Hordak's motivation comes from an incredibly sad backstory filled with a false conception of a God, life in a cult, rejection, humiliation, self-doubt, and the conviction that you have to prove yourself valuable to someone in order to be loved.
And all this makes Hordak not a monster, but something human. (Of course, this in no way justifies his actions, but a sense can be made of it.)
A friend and I call this characteristic of a villain: Opfer der Umstände (victim of circumstances).
And now to the actual topic. Entrapta was gone and Hordak believed Catra when she said that Entrapta had betrayed him.
It broke my heart. I thought: Hordak, you idiot!! Why would you believe that Cat more than Entrapta. You must have felt something was wrong. I mean we are talking about Entrapta, the woman who cherished you, who helped you, who loves you for who you are, who sees no defect, but a being worthy of love.
And THAT was the reason why Hordak believed Catra. He was so filled with self-hatred, fueled by a god - his god - the center of his universe- who denied Hordak any value by rejecting him.
That someone could love him, like Entrapta seemed to do, was simply impossible. Not compatible with the reality of his life. It was too good to be true. Blinded by his desire to be loved, this princess betrayed him.
He felt stupid, abandoned, heartbroken. But in his eyes it was the only possible truth and he deserved to suffer because of this sin. The sin of believing he was worthy before Horde Prime confirmed it.
And when he found out that Catra lied, his world collapsed. He was truly loved by this women and because of his insecurities she probably died.
So I hope I’m done breaking your heart and mine as wellxD thanks for reading!💜💜
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People who aren't lonely in their own company can make anyone feel at home in their presence. People who take time to hear themselves become the best listeners. People who talk to the storms within them can talk anyone down to ease. The loneliness that this world fears is very powerful when it's solitude.
Sabina Yesmin
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Jakarta, 2 Juli 2023
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Ich möchte einmal wieder durchschlafen. Ich möchte eine Nacht ohne diese Alpträume. Ich möchte eine Nacht ohne dieses Gedanken Karussell.
Einmal einen Tag ohne diesen Druck in mir drin. Ohne dieses zerdenken von jeder Kleinigkeit. Ohne diese innere Unruhe. Ohne diese Panik in jedem Moment das alles irgendwann nichtmehr verbergen zu können.
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Zu oft vergeben wir jemandem, nur damit wir ihn nicht verlieren. Selbst dann, wenn er Vergebung nicht verdient hat.
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