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noname-404s-blog · 10 months
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My life 😢
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enterchaos-13 · 10 months
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I think I've reached a point in my life where I'm scared.
Im scared of relationships
Im scared of love.
Because every person I've ever loved has hurt me
Has abandoned me
My friends tell me "Oh I think you have a bad type"
But I don't have a type
I just want love
Stupid unconditional love.
The type of love you're excited to come home to,
Excited giggles and giddiness,
Happiness and growth.
Yet the Gods have seemed to decide to tease me with permanent feelings for temporary people,
I hope they've gotten a good laugh at least.
Cause all they've caused is a closed off heart
And a fear of love.
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braindamaged007 · 2 years
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Gets an idea for a new fanfic
Scribbles out notes
Writes the prologue
Publishes on WattPad
Loses motivation.......
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potatoshipps · 1 year
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A bit of simp ranting.
Waiting for the New Year holidays to end, because I want to make my newfound dream true.
Not a dream. THE GOAL.
I'll have my Mammon cut-out even if I'm dead, incinerated or became broke overnight :)
I'm just tired of the endless cycle of quitting and returning to the game, simping and just generally being too emotionally involved in the life of characters that just don't exist in real life-
Thank you very much, I'm really in love with them, but i want a healthy way out of this mess and yeah, what is the better way to cure your addiction if not to make a physical confirmation of it.
If it works, the next one is the Satan cut-out - I'm not ready to have Levi's abs in the place where my grandma might see them, too much for my heart (and hers, but who knows, maybe she'll like it).
Btw I can't understand the work schedule of the places where I can order that damned cut-out (they all have the not-holiday one on their websites, which is not helpful at all), so I've choosen the easiest way out👌
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I hate social interaction, but I hate being lonely.
I hate making no sense, cause no one understands me.
But I love when no one understands me, cause then I scare them.
I love scaring people, cause then they stay away.
But I hate it when they stay away, cause I hate being lonely.
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sin1039 · 1 year
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Me, every time someone likes or reblogs my art. The feels, man...
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I’m feeling empty, like there’s a hole that needs to be filled with some form of joy. I’m tired of feeling this way. What’d I do to deserve this? I have a nice family, sure we’re a little dysfunctional but they’re nice. I get what I want, I’m spoiled. Girl, Interrupted put it best. I’m just a spoiled little girl driving herself mad. It’s all in my head, ain’t it? I could be fine if I tried.
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musicorum-femina · 1 year
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you think you can fix me? glue back the shredded pieces, conceal the abyss? I don’t need someone to glue and stick me back together. I need someone to stich back together my scattered pieces, weld them so they stick. Cover the gaping holes with their own skin. A beautiful quilt. I need someone to cradle me gently, and blow my spirit back into me with tender whispers. For them to become one with me, body mind and soul. To kiss me until my skin knows nothing but their lips, to hold me till my body knows nothing but their arms, to be with me till my heart knows nothing but their love. To forget myself when I am without you. I need to pour my entire soul into them, every skewed, scarred part, and for them to return the favor. To be unified till I don’t know where i end and you begin. I want to own your heart, and you to own mine. You can’t fix me. But you can hold my hand as I burn.  
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plutoisaplanet0 · 2 years
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I am not okay, like I am actually sick.
I stay in bed all day and I can’t brush my teeth anymore. I wear dirty clothes and my room is a fucking mess. I want to sleep all day and have no motivation to do anything. And still, no one notices nor do they care. I don’t know what to do
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everchased · 1 year
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can someone please get these hoes under control i'm BUSY
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buggachat · 5 months
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something so fucked up about Chat Noir’s whole deal is that he is in a lot of ways Adrien playing a character. Like Adrien picked up his miraculous and was told he’d be a superhero so he was like “ok, time to act like a superhero!” and he lets himself have fun w it and play up the role and let loose and kind of just allow himself to be silly and goofy and have fun and for once in his life not care about performing Perfection™.
But. But none of the other characters KNOW THAT. So everyone just sees Chat Noir and is like “look at this guy’s ego. He’s so full of himself. Surely it’d be fair to knock him down a few pegs” without being aware of how few pegs he actually HAS. He’s like the “insecure character who overcompensates in ego” trope except he’s really not doing it unironically, he’s just having a fun LARP pretending to have self worth in his off-hours but nobody else is on the same page about it being a game and he refuses to tell them. He just dramatically pouts about it and lets them laugh and pretends like he’s not internalizing it and it is almost 3 am and my brain forced me to write this instead of sleeping I’m gonna take a melatonin
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Me to my friend: my parents are not at home you wanna come hung out for a few days?
Her: oh ok let me ask my mom
Me:
Me: god i hope she says no I'm regretting this i hope she says no
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braindamaged007 · 2 years
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Me: *clicks on a YouTube video*
Narrator: *cuts from story to show picture of a lady*
Me: oh wow she's really pretty, why do I think she's so pretty?
Narrator: Katie's debilitating mental illness would unfortunately lead to her murdering both of her children and then taking her own life...
Me: Oh that's why...
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lalapunkz · 10 months
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I feel a strange sense comfort by this "song" like it makes me feel happy in some weird way bitter sweet joy? Can someone help explain this to me?
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enterchaos-13 · 10 months
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I'm 23
I never thought I'd live this long, honestly.
I dont know what I'm doing
I know most people don't but i never thought I'd live past 21
Past 19
I thought I'd be gone by 16.
But I'm still here,
And I'm not quiet sure how I feel about it.
I have my own house
I have my own pets,
But I feel like an imposter living somebody else's life.
I don't feel like I deserve this,
Not when I didn't plan on having it in the first place.
People tell me I'm doing so well for myself,
But I don't think that matters too much while I'm feeling this lost.
All I'm doing is trying to survive,
And trying to see past the irony, when i figured that by now I wouldve died.
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