IMMA BE SOOOO BACK I'VE NEVER BEEN THIS EXCITED OMFG I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO NOT EATING FCK ALL THESE CALORIES I'LL PROVE THEM ALL WRONG I'M SO MOTIVATED
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Hi there. I wasn't planning on eating today, but my father told me to eat something (he also specifically mentioned it had to be 'meal worthy' like a sandwich or something according to him) , and so I did. Here is my c4lørie intake + vent (block dont report)
-Uncrustable grape jelly and peanut butter (210 c4l0r1es)
Total c4l0r1es consumed : 210
C4l0r1e limit : 500
Despite me being mainly under my c4l limit this weekend (besides friday), I've still been eating so unhealthy. ☹️ At least it's low c4l ig. I'd much rather f4$t. In my defense, I have been at my girlfriends house most of the weekend, and her mom doesn't really let me f4$t (forces me to eat atleast something per day, and im very attached to my girlfriend aka when im with her unless shes in the bathroom or something I refuse to leave her side, and she also dosent want me to fast so she tells her mom when I dont eat), but they have really unhealthy food at their house and her mom dosent let me cook my own meals/bring my own food.
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At first it’s hard. It’s awful. It hurts. And you wanna give up. But that one time, where it hits just right. When you start feeling like you’re floating. When the cravings go away and the pain begins to feel like the strongest drug you could have. You become addicted to that feeling. And then It becomes so much easier. To just. Not. eat.
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I have new shoes and I did my makeup like I used to and I have the same shirt I wore over and over when I was underweight so this is the day I get my self back. I have a liter of water, I have my monster zero, I have cigarettes, I'm so ready. Jumping back to years ago when I did it, and If I've done it once I can do it TWICE and I can do it better because I'm wiser and older right?
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