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Hey anyone (above 20y/o sorry if ur 18/19 I just get uncomfy and feel wierd talking to you I’m sorry ) that wants to be AnA buddies but not in a meansp0 way but just in an I won’t judge you and I think ur beautiful kinda way… please be my friend I’m not mean to anyone but myself and I just would like to be able to talk to someone that understands but please don’t be mean to me I’ve been through enough
#th1n$pø#low cal diet#low cal restriction#meal$p0#e🌧️#tw 3d vent#pro for me not for thee#elimination diet#🕯️as a feather#4norexla
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just rewatched To The Bone (for like the umpteenth time lol) and omg it was just the motivation i needed
the downside now is like having nooo patience bc i wanna look like Ellen so bad now
#to the bone#ed films#tw ed but not sheeran#tw ed sheeran#tw ed ana#ed but not ed sheeran#🕯️as a 🪶#a4a motivation#light as a 🪶#light as a feather#@n@#@na#tw a4a#🕯️as a feather#⭐️vation goals#@n@ diary#ed no sheeran#⭐️rving#i need to ⭐️ve#ugw 80#ugw imagine#ed not sherran#ed not ed sheeran#ed not sheeren#tw ed diet#e🌧️#🦋tw#🦴spo
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Guess who's back
What a little rejection can do for you
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Relapsed Baddies
starting a somewhat altered egg diet? idk i calculated my kcal to reach my ugw by my birthday, considering i'm starting gym tmrw and will be going every day (hopefully) with my new gym buddies!! first time when i have peeps to go jim with lolol so excitedddd
also in case i binge -> fast next day
here's 2 screenshots for reference :p 💞
sw: 87.1 kg
gw: 49 kg (will be happy even at 55, just setting myself for 49 so i go hard)
my main app3tite and m3al cutt3rs will be zero sodas, broth and gum lol; as well as distractions; i quit 🚬 again so i'm tryina not relapse on those lmfao
Stay safe lovelies 🦋💞
reasons:
- to have others compliment me and ask if i lost weight and how
- to have my enemies be jealous of me
- to fit into mall and thrift clothes efortlessly and look cute and dainty in soft grunge
- to have a daintier voice
- for my bf to lift me easily, spin me around, piggyback me, better s€x, be prettier for him etc
- to be pretty and skinny at a wedding this December
- to find it much easier to run my activities at art college (lots of standing up and arm usage, + lots of stairs to get to and from there)
- to ofc make that bi7¢# jealous lmao
- to feel good this autumn & winter & REST OF MY LIFEEE
- pretty & sk!nny privil3ge
- for people to turn their heads and me knowing they can't have me
- to be able to nibble on food in public without feeling ashamed
- to feel light and able, to not run out of breath on the stairs, not have my knees back and joints hurt all the time
- to look cute in pictures
- to be the sk!nny friend
- to silently tell everyone "i told you so 🖕 f<¢k you"
tips:
- if i'm not hungry enough to eat something i hate => i'm not hungry enough to eat
- zero sodas/juices, zero gum, instant broth, sweetened tea
- distractions: chug 0.5L of water (maybe with ice), take a walk, paint nails, look at th!nspo/m3alspo/grunge, watch €d movies, browse thrift stores, hangout, draw, do house/college chores, make gifties for bf, research business idea, watch yt lives, read, m@$turb@t€, call bf, listen to pop/grunge/re××ie music, exercise tattooing, snap hairband on wrist, etc
- take natural la××es
- take b∅dych3cks, take naps, talk to moots
- "i'd kill to look that skinny" well spoiler, girliepop,, i don't need to kill,, i literally just need to stop eating 💀 so do that lmfao
- you're literally eating yourself to death. stop eating yourself to death.
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Wanna be skinner...
I totally should eat even less and vomit more...
#bul1m14#eating problems#ed vent#e🌧️#i want to d1e#tw 3d#skiny legs#getting skiny#i wanna be sk1nny#4n4r3x1c#not pr0 4n4
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vaping so that im not hungry 😌
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just weighed myself for the first time since recovering , 130 lb. i want to cry, scream, die.
time for a relapse
using this to track my journey >.<
SW:130lb
GW:100lb
UGW:95lb
#an0rex1a#ana trigger#c🌧️#e🌧️#skinnni#low cal restriction#only pr0 for myself#thxnspo#eating problems#ed diet#tw ed in the tags#not pr0 anything#tw ana thoughts#pr0 ana diary#i will be skiny#diet#ana rules#4n0r3x14#uwg
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hey y'all, I'm back now, from a mini like binge session type thing idk man
planning on heavy restriction again woooo if y'all got any good m34nsp0 or sw33tsp0, please send it my way, I kinda need some encouragement rn,,
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diets are so hard for me. i’m just going to try to eat what i need. i want to be tiny.
i need to be tiny.
#sk1nnie#e 🦋#anorexik#🦋 tips#i want to be sk1nny#4na#anorekcia#c 🌧#c🦋#c 🦋#c🌧#e🌧️#thinsppi#tw ana stuff#🦋food
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I’ve been recovering for 8 months but I’m starting to rethink it
the whole time I was in recovery I had to do it alone. I had doctors and a therapist but my family wasn’t supportive and neither were my friends. I saw all these videos of people recovering and having their families help them through fear foods and challenging meals and I though that's how my recovery was going to be. But they never helped me.
Honestly recovery was so much more isolating then anna/mia ever was because I had to do it alone. Now that I’ve recovered I just feel like I can’t talk to anyone about it, nobody believes me or takes me seriously.
I wonder how I sick do I have to be to get them, to follow though and help me though something.
But I have so many things going for me, I just graduated high school, I got a new job, me and my ex made up, I have a new boyfriend. I think if I got sick again all of this would be destroyed.
I wish I could get sick without my life getting messy. Maybe just purging but not restricting would work?
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Btw I’m very much embodying the dr0nk0r£XIX vibes I’ve been drunk every night and those are my only calls all be sk1nny so soon 😘 kisses ( ye I’m drunk rn )
#th1n$pø#low cal restriction#low cal diet#meal$p0#e🌧️#tw 3d vent#pro for me not for thee#elimination diet#🕯️as a feather#4norexla#drunkorexic
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i’m having a solo in ballet in 3 months. I’ll have to bring my a game on guys 💪💪💪
#@n@#ed no sheeran#🕯️as a 🪶#ed not ed sheeran#ed not sheeren#ed not sherran#@na#light as a 🪶#@n@ buddy#@n@ diary#tw ed sheeran#tw ed but not sheeran#ed but not ed sheeran#tw ed diet#ed c4ls#@n4#@n@ tips#i wanna ⭐️ve#⭐️vation goals#i need to ⭐️ve#⭐️rving#i want to ⭐️ve#⭐️rve#⭐️ving#🦋diary#🦋tw#🦋log#e🌧️#e 🌧️
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Food diary
10/11
100g Chickpeas: 135
Total: 135
Burned: 1751
Net: -1616
10/12
100g chickpeas - 135
Broth - 15
Total: 150
Burned: 1764
Net: -1614
10/13
125g Low fat mozzarella - 186
2 Tomatos - 44
Balsamic vinegar - 4
Broth - 15
3 cookies - 345
Total: 594
Burned: 1972
Net: -1378
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this user does not have an ed. does not know what an ed is. and exercises their 5th amendment right to not testify in court
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someone please i beg you tell me how to not have the stinkiest fucking breath during a fast cuz toothpaste and mouthwash have calories i'm going insane (im doing a 2 week fast dude :((
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