every time i see a girl getting picked up and spun around in the air for a moment, i immediately feel my stomach churn with the most acidic feeling of envy because i can never imagine myself being so light that i could just be lifted so effortlessly. it’s such an innocent little wish, to want to be swept off your feet like that, and it makes me so sad that it’s become a fantasy i cling onto as desperately as i do

lost .2lbs since this morning! and i've been drinking diet coke and water! this is making me so excited to not eat for as long as possible

lunch - 106 calories

vaping so that im not hungry 😌

"wow i ate a lot today"