littleyellowbirdgoingtoheaven
~ active 10/23 ~
tw: ED cw: 118lbs/53.4kg gw:110lbs/50kg ugw:99lbs/45kg height 5'7"/170cm 24y/o
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I havent eaten in 48 hours and I don't feel the slightest bit hungry which is fucking annoying cause I need to feel the fucking validation of pain.
I'm legit worried I accidentally ate something cause there is literally no sign of hunger in my body right now.
And it's not that I ate a bunch the days before. I literally haven't had any day with something that can be considered a meal in 2 weeks
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Imagine yourself waking up next to your crush or partner. It‘s cold outside but cozy warm in their room/appartement. You slip out of bed, only wearing your white underwear. You look dainty and perfect. Your hair is all messy and falls beautifully over your bony sholders. You wander to the kitchen, so light that every step you take seems effortless and elegant. You make a coffee while they‘re watching you, laying on their side and head in their hand, astonished by the look of you. They fall in love with you all over again while you take your first sip on an empty, defined and beautiful stomach.
You made it.
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Food diary
10/11
100g Chickpeas: 135
Total: 135
Burned: 1751
Net: -1616
10/12
100g chickpeas - 135
Broth - 15
Total: 150
Burned: 1764
Net: -1614
10/13
125g Low fat mozzarella - 186
2 Tomatos - 44
Balsamic vinegar - 4
Broth - 15
3 cookies - 345
Total: 594
Burned: 1972
Net: -1378
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I just ordered groceries online that I know I won't eat, just so I can show myself that I can.
This disorder is so stupid sometimes
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Guess who's back
What a little rejection can do for you
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I have been eating 0-500kcal/day with 23-1 intermittent fasting for the past 4 weeks and I only lost 1.5kg and all of them in the first week
Like the scale has literally shown almost the exact same weight for the past 3 weeks
This is not fair !!!
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reblog if your an active ed account sep 2023 ♡
My other accounts (anna-and-miah, ana-miah) were terminated :( so looking for mutuals
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Can't reblog this enough times
Does anyone get ‘flare ups’ of their ED. Like one week you can be fine with eating whatever foods you like then the next you can’t even look at food from the fear of gaining.
Or am I just a fake hoe?
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Reblog if you’re in the Yes-I-Have-An-Eating-Disorder-No-You-Shouldn’t-Starve-Yourself club
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🎙️ Okay Google, how do I walk away from myself
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☹️ Bodycheck ☹️
Thought I was doing well for like a week, yesterday I looked in the mirror and guess who's back hating herself and back on Tumblr with the body check. It's this bitch ✨
I don't know my exact weight cause I'm too scared to step on the scale currently will update once I managed to 🙃
I just feel so fucking ugly and fat and hate of the past weeks for eating so much, I did actually have a good time, but the fall after always sucks twice as hard
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"thats because u have been eating so well lately"
Triggered, relieved and devastated at the same time.
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