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You stood by your brother and simply watched your dragons fly away. Your heart was breaking in your chest as you watched them go but you knew deep within yourself that they had to. The world wasn’t ready, wasn’t worthy, for the dragons and the Secret World would be a sanctuary for them — neither Hiccup, Astrid, or you would ever utter the location of the Secret World except in confidence to your children. The Haddock’s would guard the dragons until they were ready to reveal themselves again.
None of that reasoning actually helped with the new separation. Waverider, Toothless, Stormfly, the other dragons…they had been your closest companions, your best friends, seemingly the other half of your soul and to willingly break to stretch that bond was a hurt in your soul you didn’t think would ever truly heal.
You felt Eret settle against your back and you allowed him to carry your weight. The entire village was surrounding you, with all their eyes pointed in the same direction and it did help somewhat to know you weren’t the only one to feel the heartbreak you were currently feeling.
The sudden gust of wind came from below you, sending up a salty spray that nearly froze the tears that lined your cheeks. Raising a hand, you wiped them dry and stared at your hand. You hadn’t even realized that you were crying — they were silent and quick, an unending stream that had already taken over your face again.
When the sun finally set and your dragons were long gone, you squeezed Hiccup’s shoulder again and turned to face your village. As much as you and Waverider had been two halves of a soul, Hiccup and Toothless were even more so. You’d shoulder his burden for a while until he could again.
Pulling on the memory of your stately and commanding father, you projected your voice to reach everyone around you. “There were no dragons. There were never any dragons. Any stories that might be told about them…well those are just simple tales and fables. Understood?”
There was a hesitant silence but eventually you saw that everyone nodded in agreement. They took that, rightly, as a dismissal and started to leave the cliffs in twos and threes, everyone acting to comfort another as they left. You knew that this wasn’t going to be the end of it but it was the start of it.
Looking over at Hiccup again, you wiped the matching tears from his face and pulled him into a tight hug before you left him to Astrid. Walking back to Eret, you threaded your fingers through his and started to make your way back to your new home.
It might have been the start of the end of the dragons but it was also the end of the start of your new life. And it wasn’t going to wait for you to be ready for it.
@febuwhump
A/N — any blank blogs that follow me are going to be reported then blocked. Pick a different profile pic and get a witty header or something.
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cook-ie-chip · 2 years
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💔· Heartbreak ·💔
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ditttiii · 3 months
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it's every single time i give myself a minute to breathe. a minute away from people, places, distractions, running away from my reality--when the heartbreak catches up and hits me. knocks my fucking breath out.
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i wrote a lightbrush poem because i need them
anyways tw for mentions of stabbing, spoilers and heartbreak?
The first time I saw you
Was the best time of my life, I knew
When I saw you there, slim and tall
I couldn’t have been more giddy, not at all.
I did a good job of hiding it
When I smiled while you had a fit
I pretended to be oblivious
While you acted so bivious
The day we hung out in the corner
While you told me, being a scorner
How they didn’t know there was a ‘c’
I think that we would both agree
I kept you close to me
When i should’ve let you free
While you were voted out
I tried so hard not to pout
I never got to tell you
And this really made me feel quite blue
The words I thought were better unsaid
But now you’re not on the path I tread
I may be bleeding now
But i cannot allow
You to be away from me
But you won’t listen to my plea
I may be acting petty
But i’m not truly ready
For the day we’ll have to part
(It’d feel better if you’d just stabbed my heart)
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i think lightbulb would've written this at some point during season 2 after paintbrush's elimination
she wasn't ready. she really wasn't. she should've said something sooner. but now they're gone. and she can't do anything about it.
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kissorkill15 · 7 months
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Sky High Headcanon
Theme - 💔
Warren
He actually fell in love with Layla for real while they were pretending to date to make Will jealous. So when Will pulled Layla in for a kiss, he was absolutely heartbroken.
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gyuhanniescarat · 8 months
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Can I...?? Can? CAN I JUST BILL ERIC FOR THE HOURS OF THERAPY I'MMA BE NEEDING AFTER ALL OF THE NOT-SO-OLD "OLD" FEELINGS THIS STUPIDLY BEAUTIFUL LYRICALLY PUNCHING SOMG DRVG UP BOUT MY EX AND THE STORY OF OYRU RELATIONSHIP CAUSE WOUNDS BEEN TUGGED RIPEJH OPEN AFTER 8 YEARS 😭😭😭💔💔
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11makes · 10 months
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last night my favorite person in the world told me we had to stop what we were doing so they wouldn’t feel guilty when finding other people. i thought i had more time. they are leaving in august for school and i understood them not wanting to be with me like that when they left and i told them that (even though it hurt). but i guess there’s already someone else here they would rather spend their time with. i just wish i was good enough for them, i wish that they saw something in me. but can i really blame them.
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“Time mends”
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twinkiethebunny · 1 year
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i like right person, wrong time and right person, not enough time, but can we make a right person, too much time? 
like what if hercules never became mortal? what if he continued to watch meg as an immortal god, whether it be from the heavens or by her side? 
what if he continued to be with her, all those years, dreading the day she passes away? 
what happens when she does, and he has to live without her? 
the angst. 
the heartbreak. 
i live for it. it makes my heart ache and my eyes drip tears like a flowing faucet, and that’s the purpose of angst right there. 
i might be onto something.
also can we start talking about hercules again? i miss it.
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idk-2bhnst · 1 year
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Seeing the person you care for hurting and wanting to protect them from the things causing them pain only to realize you can’t be the one to shelter them because you’re the source of this pain<<<<<
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serickswrites · 2 years
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Crooked Halos VI
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5
Warnings: threat of death, threat of physical violence, heartbreak, blood, mcd, hurt/no comfort
Hero found himself at Villain’s door, dreading what he had to do. But he would do anything to keep Villain safe. Even if it meant him breaking her heart. Meant that she hated him. He could live with all of that. Because she would live. She would be alive. 
“Back for round two?” Villain teased as she opened the door. Her face fell as she saw Hero. “What’s wrong?”
“Villain, I...” Hero searched for the words. Searched for the words to say so that Villain wouldn’t question him. Wouldn’t doubt him. 
Villain took his hand and pulled him into Lair. She led him through the winding maze of rooms until they were on a balcony over looking the garden and City itself. “Spill.”
“I can’t do this. I can’t keep doing this.”
Villain’s eyes widened. “What?”
“I can’t. You can’t. You know that we can’t. We were fooling ourselves.” Hero couldn’t meet Villain’s eyes. Couldn’t bring himself to see the hurt in her eyes. 
Villain cupped his cheek and pulled him in for a kiss. Hero found himself melting into her tender touch. He had to do this. So that she could share this tender touch with someone. Just not him. But she would be safe. And alive. 
Hero pulled away with a shaky breath. “Did Superhero put you up to this?”
“What?” No, I...uh...” But Hero couldn’t lie. Couldn’t bring himself to lie. She would know. She always knew. 
“I did. And I can see my apprentice still has a lot to learn,” Superhero’s cold voice came from above them. 
Hero pulled Villain behind him, shielding her with his body. “Leave her alone, Superhero. I’ll end it. But you have to promise you won’t hurt her.” 
Hero could feel Villain tense up behind him, but Superhero spoke first. “I gave you a chance. I really did. And you didn’t do as I ordered. Again. You’ll have to face the consequences.”
Hero tensed. He knew Superhero would hurt him. Not kill him. Probably. But definitely hurt him. “You can hurt me, just leave her out of it. Please, Superhero.”
“Oh, I am planning on hurting you, Hero.” Superhero smiled darkly. Hero could see him gather energy around him, pulling it from the air, from the plants around them. 
“Leave Hero alone!” Villain shouted from behind Hero. “He isn’t doing anything wrong!”
“Oh, but he has, sweet Villain. Just as you have. And you both must be punished for it.” Superhero’s eyes glowed with the power they had gathered around them. “I’ll deal with you later. I have to punish my apprentice first.” 
Hero knew this was not going to end well. Superhero had gathered too much energy around themself. They were too powerful now. The energy blast was sure to kill him. But that would give Villain time to run. To get Supervillain and the other criminals to contain Superhero. And that would have to be enough. 
As Superhero released the energy wave blast, Hero realized that he was at peace with dying. That he’d had the chance to show Villain the love he’d carried for her for so long. And that he had been loved by her. And that was enough. 
Hero found himself flying back as something collided with him. Energy blast, his brain helpfully supplied as he fell backwards. But it didn’t hurt. As he hit the ground, he realized that he wasn’t in any pain and he was still alive. Which meant one thing and one thing only. 
“Villain!” He called as he looked around for her. Villain lay in a crumpled heap, long hair spread around her. 
“Well, I guess that takes care of that,” Superhero said smugly, turning his attention to Hero once again. 
Hero crawled over to Villain, tried to see if she still drew breath. But he was too far away. He didn’t care that he was leaving himself vulnerable to an attack from Superhero. Villain was all that mattered. 
Hero was saved from having to confront Superhero by some of Villain’s comrades rushing out. They charged forward, chasing Superhero from the balcony and leaving Hero alone with Villain. 
Villain hadn’t stirred in all the commotion. Hadn’t so much as moved. As he rolled Villain onto her back, he realized why. Villain’s eyes were open and empty, blood trickling from the corner of her mouth. As a sob ripped itself from Hero’s throat, he took Villain into his arms. She flopped limply as he shifted her around, so he could hold her close. “It was supposed to be me,” he murmured into her hair. “It was supposed to be me.” 
But Villain couldn’t reply. Couldn’t answer his pleas to take a breath. To do anything. Hero kissed Villain’s forehead and held her. He wasn’t sure for how long. Just that by the time Supervillain had sat down next to him, the sun had risen and Villain was cold in his arms. Supervillain didn’t say anything. They just looked at Hero with sad eyes and gave his shoulder a squeeze. 
Hero looked out over the garden, over City, in the sunlight. He didn’t want any of this. As he looked down at the woman in his arms, the love of his life, his everything, Hero realized that it didn’t matter what he wanted. Because Villain would have felt the same way if he had died last night. And Villain always got what she wanted. Because she was her. She was smart, beautiful, kind beyond all measure, and above all else, she was fiercely protective of things she loved. And he was one of them. 
As Hero stood up, Villain hanging limply in his arms, he let Supervillain lead him to the med bay. Not for any radical healing. But because it was the place they would prepare Villain for her final resting place. As he moved in silence, tears still drying on his cheeks, Hero made a vow. He vowed that he would avenge Villain. He would end Superhero. And he would live every day in honor of Villain and the sacrifice she made. 
He laid Villain down on the slab, setting her down ever so gently. He closed her eyes and kissed her once more. He leaned down to whisper in her ear, “I love you. I love you. I love you.”
Tags: @dragon-cube-man @keeper-of-all-the-random-things @whumpyblogthing @st0rmm
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simply-starryeyed · 2 years
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i. i have what i think is her number written on a half of a sticky note. i believe it is hers, it's that or her mother's and that one doesn't make nearly as much sense. i cannot bring myself to text her. maybe her number changed.
ii. i see the ghost of her in everything. i'm following her on instagram. she's following me. we like each other's posts. we haven't breathed a word to each other since may. that time, that may, was one of my worst times. i have never felt such care as i did that day, that may tenth, from her words and face. i keep her words tucked inside my cheeks.
iii. watching as other people get together makes me sad. watching as a friend gets his license makes me sad. watching as people go to homecoming makes me sad. watching people stress about projects makes me sad. watching people makes me sad.
iv. "i moved up here to see you." "clearly not, since you're moving." "well, i just can't stay."
v. i've been writing recently. one fifth of my page count in five days. i don't feel much.
vi. i make a list of things to tell my therapist every week. she opens each session by asking me what's on my list. she finds it amusing, i think. she thinks i'm insightful. she thinks i'm put together. i might not be able to see her for much longer.
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taegularities · 2 years
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'He cries so much. Wastes so many feelings, tears and his time. Because of you.'
I was already trying to hold my tears but this just did it for me. I read this and I read it again and I read again and I cried and I cried and I cried..because that's exactly what I did to him. That's something I'd always think about yet was too scared to accept..he was so perfect..he is so perfect..so loving so sweet.. ik I broke him..every time... I'm so week for him I can't ever control myself for long and go back to him yet to tear him and myself to shreds.. He said he'd do anything for me if I let him..he was willing to leave everything for me. But we both know its not possible..I can't leave for I'm tied and tangled in the hell called my life in this hell of a city and I don't want him to suffer with me. He's too selfless and I love him too much to let him do that to himself.. ik this us is not a possibility yet I can't help but drift back to him only to leave and hurt both of us so bad I can feel the sting for months. Yet I know if I call him and tell him I'm crying, tell him I'm having a bad day even after months of silence he won't waste a sec and call me and check on me.. talk to me..shower me with his love. Treats as if I'm the most precious, delicate thing he's ever seen or known.
He's so so much similar to the taehyung u wrote..and I am all too similar to yn..
Our lives and our problems fit so perfectly in this story it's unbelievable.
This story is so so close to my heart. So precious to me and I want to thank for you writing this and for writing it so beautifully. My eyes are filled with tears, heart aching yet I felt so happy reading it..Thank you, thank you so much
(Maybe, hopefully me and him, we'd find our happy ending just like taehyung and yn💜)
hey, love :( this was so heartbreaking to read, and i hate that you guys can't be with each other rn :( if there's one thing tobh is supposed to teach you/us is that your wellbeing always comes first. sometimes love really isn't enough, because it's important to move forwards in life, and there are so many hurdles we have to fight and sacrifices we need to make to build a good life.
but nevertheless, i truly wish for you two to find each other again, because he sounds like he'll always love you, no matter what and vice versa. and as long as this is true, i believe you guys will get your happy ending, devoid of tears and heartbreak <3 truly, i'm so sorry :((( i'm so glad you found some solace in my fic, though, so thank you for reading it and carrying it close to your heart 🥺 wishing you all the best in the world and sending love <3
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margaretmayhem · 2 years
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I just want you next to me again, watching bob’s burgers, getting high and getting the munchies.
It’s too late and my heart feels so broken that I could just stop fucking breathing at any moment, without warning.
I get it now. I always believed people could die of a broken heart but now I know it.
It’s like my chest is filled with blackness
and void of
anything else.
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mywritingfromhell · 6 days
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Because it was you
When i was young
I never dreamed of love 
I never was one of the kids 
sitting in the park
Discussing about what never was for me
Talking about love
The thing everyone wanted but not me
But then you came
You entered my life
I thought it was right
But what i didn’t knew at the time
Was the knife
You took with you 
Just to ruin my life
I let you in
I trusted you
I talked to you 
Like i knew you forever 
You were so clever
And when did i ever questioned you?
I did that never
Maybe i should
But i was dumb
And you were the price i had to pay for being so dumb
It was like you made my brain go numb
You took it from me
You ripped it all apart
My heart
Where it was is a hole
And it all went numb
Better numb then in pain
From the draining
Your life did to mine
And i hide
I hide so no one can see cause im ashamed
Im ashamed off all the faults i made
All the trust i gave
Because you were what i craved
I was like your slave
I did everything to save
What you had already broken 
And i gave
I gave whatever i could think of
I gave you trust 
I gave you love
I gave you my heart
And you ripped it all apart 
You took a part From me that i can never replace
One i can never save
Because it is gone
Gone just like you
And i go numb
Numb to not feel the pain anymore
Better numb then in pain
From all the draining
Your life did to mine
And i hide
Hide away from the world
So no one can see
What i feel
No one can see
What i am missing
Because you took it from me
You took it from me
You ripped it all apart
My heart
Where it was is a hole 
And it all went numb
Better numb then in pain
From the draining
Your life did to mine
And i hide
Now im hiding from you 
I am hiding from all my problems
Because i am broken
And im falling apart
For you
Just for you
Because i wanted to make it right
Instead you took my time
You took my heart
And you ripped it and broke it an tore it all apart
Cause it was you
I did it
because it was you
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TW: Vent; Father issues
He's an alcoholic and addicted to drugs and p*rn, and he's driven drunk several times, gotten several DUIs, and has been to jail several times because of it.
Me and my father have a love hate relationship. I haven't talked to him in two years, and I simultaneously never want to speak to him again, and I want to yell at him for how he's acted my whole life.
He ended up marrying someone (whom I refuse to call my step mother), roughly a year ago I believe. I only met her for three hours, in which she asked several questions about my school and personal life that I did not feel comfortable sharing.
Ever since then, he's been getting worse and worse, more recently stalking us, digging in our garbage, and possibly (meaning almost definitely) breaking into the house to steal things that belong to me. We put up cameras, and we're gonna build and put birdhouses on them to hide them. We're also planning on leaving and going to a hotel for a few days to see if we can catch him and his wife on camera.
It honestly hurts a lot.
When I was little, he was my whole world. I wasn't old enough to know what a dad was supposed to be like, nor did I second guess things. I'd have to fight for any kind of bonding time with him. I'd have to sit down next to him and watch whatever he was watching (It would typically be StarTrek, Stargate, or Mcgyver), or beg him to do what I wanted to do.
I didn't know it wasn't normal to do that. I didn't know Dad's were supposed to be actively trying to bond with their kids. I wasn't old enough to know what happened behind the scenes or who he was.
When my parents divorced when I was 9, I held high hopes. I hoped he would get better. I hoped things would be ok. I held onto false promises.
It got worse and worse as I got older. Broken promises built up over time. When I hit 15 (last year), All of the wife stuff started happening, and now its reaching into now. I was upset and angry, but I still helt a little hope that he would get better.
With the news of the probable breaking and entering, and the fact he'd gotten WAY worse, I lost all hope. I know he'll never change. I know he'll never be the dad I wanted (and needed). Even if he one day apologizes for everything, and changes, it still won't fix the fact that he took having a proper dad away from me.
I want it so badly. I want a dad so badly. But I can't have it. I can't have a real relationship with him. I'm growing up and I never got that. I missed out. I'm constantly bouncing between angry, heartbroken, annoyed, tired, and upset and I have no freaking clue what I'm feeling at a certain time.
I want to never speak to him again, but I also want to tell him what I'm feeling so desperately.
I never want to be around him anymore because I'm angry, but I also want a dad so frickin badly.
But I know that little me will never get the Dad she wanted. And it hurts. It hurts so badly.
It would be easier if I truly hated my father but I don't. I simultaneously hate him for his actions and love him because I want him to be a dad. And it hurts.
It hurts to know the dad you've known your whole life was never a real dad to begin with. It hurts to know that you'll never get that, no matter how much you beg them to change, no matter how much you hope.
It hurts to know that your own father is breaking into your house to steal anything they can get their hands on to win a court battle in the future, resulting in my items getting effected.
It hurts to have to cut someone you simultaneously hate and love off.
It hurts for people to say "You're taking the easy way out" by cutting him off finally. You really think this is easy?! It's not. It's actually harder.
I'm in pain, and I don't know if I'll ever truly heal from it completely, because it's left this gaping hole in my chest that I can't fill.
I'm exhausted, I'm tired, I'm hurting, and I don't know how to fix it.
Of course, I try to use characters and jokes to cope, but it doesn't always work. Sometimes I can talk about it all with no issue and joke about it. Other times, I say two words and I break down sobbing.
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