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Excuse me?
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Negative, personal cw)
Happy new year 🎊
I already started ny eve with the lowest moment anyone could possibly have, so it could only go up from here!!
My 2024 goals: find more reason to live
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Like...I cannot stress enough, there are people in the west who legitimately believe that if they fill up a recreation of Israel with all the Jewish people in the world, it'll trigger the End Times and/or make Jesus come back. Really, really powerful and really, really stupid people believe fervently in this
The end goal in these atrocities is the US and UK colonizing a portion of the MENA region for cheaper exports and industrial production. The domestic antisemitism is a feature, because then they can advertise settlements to us, thus driving us out of the West's responsibility and into stolen homes in exchange for mandatory military service - the Palestinian people are taking the full brunt of this, as the US and UK assume one more Arabic nation can easily be forgotten by the rest of the world
I want everyone to know that the key to stopping the entity is to, indeed, keep talking about Palestine. Forget the "Jews vs. Arabs" narrative people have leaned on for so long: it's Western governments vs. a sovereign nation being overrun as a western colony. Jewish people being involved at all is a distraction by design. The CIA was aware of the land's political clashes as early as 1947. I as a Jewish person am telling all who can hear that it is okay to criticize Israel. Please openly criticize Israel. It is not being built for me, it is being built for western capitalist reasons, and what's happening to Palestine should scare every single one of us. Talk about and learn about Palestine. I refuse to let an entire beautiful culture be erased not just because I am a human being, but because it's all being done for reasons so stupid and wasteful
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last attempt to put a read more here before i give up
feeling sad about how i have like no irl friends today lmao. i love my internet friends so so much but i wish i had a friend i could just send a message to in the morning like 'hey wanna hang out today'!! i struggle a lot with feeling like even the friends i do have (including online friends) don't actually wanna talk to me and when i start the conversation i am annoying them and they are humouring me. i think the musical theatre society has exacerbated a lot of feelings because in a way it feels so much like being back at college and everyone having best friends and friend groups and just being alone on the sidelines. idk. sorry i am emo tonight i guess :(.
because i don't have many friends and i'm not good at maintaining them, i tend to come on really strong and then in return people distance themselves from me. when i got my autism assessment one of the 'traits in afab people' being 'cannot keep friends for long' REALLY hit me in the face lmao
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jsyk while I'm disappointed as hell in RQ (and am unlikely to buy any more merch, not that I've really done that more than a few times anyway) I'm not, like. going to rb anything shaming people for still liking to their stuff. I'm a tma fan (who will continue to be), after all, and it'd also be incredibly hypocritical considering the amount of animated shit i watch (another industry where most of the people within it are underpayed and overwhelmed). this is also especially bc RQ's people-at-the-top being shitty doesn't mean the all the people lower down who put time and love into RQ projects don't deserve what little compensation and fan adoration they get.
i never really trusted RQ in the first place (they're a company. i don't tend to like companies) so I'm more "disappointed but not surprised" and saying . ah. capitalism .
I hope this is coherent. I am so incredibly sick and headachey right now. TLDR rq is disappointing but this is still a TMA blog, because TMA is more than just a RQ product and RQ is more than just a company with shitty people up top and I genuinely believe this fandom can force them into acting better anyway
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[Just small notes under the cut. Nothing super relevant since I'm not THAT active here but. Well, just news that might affect the future, my current mood, etc.]
[Due to the recent totaling of my car, meaning I need to get a new one that will require me to have a car payment I really don't want/can't afford, I've had to make the tough decision to move back to Kansas. As much as I wanted to stay here in California like I've wanted for AGES, I just don't think it's feasible without basically living in a way where I literally have no money left after bills. I already cut it pretty close as it is, but it's comfortable enough. I don't want to get myself in a situation where I'm one accident or misfortune away from being homeless. More than I already am, anyway.
In short, it sucks. In some ways I feel like I failed even though it's not my fault in any capacity. But I know it will be fine at the end of the day. Not ideal. Not really what I want. But okay. Maybe someday I can move back. Who knows. The housing market is not kind to single people/those without roommates.
Anyway, this all might impact my mood and activity over the next few months. Right now, I feel like I've mostly just come to terms with it, but another day that might not be the case. So, I apologize for being slow or just focusing on small things for now.]
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sorry that I haven’t been online. there’s something within the Pokémon RPC that makes me feel like there are still cliques, so I quietly left—and will still be somewhat inactive.
i will exclusively reply to asks as I still owe them to people; events and other posts I had planned will be postponed until I feel more comfortable role playing within this community. I don’t know what it is, but I feel like I am hated on here, or that people have reservations against me. I have felt this for months now. this is aimed at nobody in particular, just a feeling.
my posts used to gain traction and now there has been a steady decline ever since. I may be too much for people to handle, and o apologize for that. Im sorry for how I have behaved around people. Im sorry if I have made any one of you uncomfortable, or that I have nary replied back to those on discord.
I want to make amends, so here is my post. I strive to change myself, and intend to continue making positive change in my behavior. I make people uncomfortable, but I want to understand how I do.
It’s difficult to read intentions in a computer screen. It’s especially difficult to comprehend how my actions have affected an individual without it being explained to me. sometimes, it’s left to the imagination—and that can feed into my anxiety. unbeknownst to me, I hurt somebody. but how? in hindsight, it does require a lot of introspection and reflection on my part. being told what I’ve done can help give me perspective, too.
tl;dr this community makes me uncomfortable and I don’t know what to do, other than to leave, again. because it feels like people within said fandom dislike me—I’m putting words in their mouth, forgive me. it’s just a feeling. and I want to make amends. if any one of you still want to keep in touch, my discord is available upon request.
if and when I do return, I will be highly selective. and not the sort of label people loosely put on their pinned post. people will be blocked just to keep myself safe mentally. before I enact this change, I will be making a post for people to like so I know who to keep on my followers list.
Again, I’m sorry for any wrongdoings I’ve caused. Any interactions that have made any one of you feel compelled to distance themselves from me. Any promises I haven’t fulfilled. I do love this community. I appreciate every single one of you. I just want to feel comfortable here. Want to know how I can make things better. I’m sorry.
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Truly one of the great struggles of trying to participate in any fantasy related fandom is that 90% of it is just gonna be (white) elves
#Sunny Life#Negative cw#and tieflings I guess if we're talking about BG/3#like I don't wanna shame anyone for their own personal choices but it's just painfully noticeable when it's such a huge majority of fandom#I'd love to bitch about this a lot more but I don't wanna upset anyone so I'm just gonna sit here in a corner and huff like a big dog
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//heyyy lol hey, long time no see. uh. i've been really putting off making a post about this here, but yeah i think saying 'yeah i'm on hiatus' is redundant. y'all know i am.
i don't want to go into too many details here on tumblr dot com but yeah it looks like soon i'm gonna be getting the fuck out of this living situation.
good news: i'll be moving in with my fiance.
bad news: this shit sucks, man.
anyway. i want to say that i'm gonna keep writing and have something to post soon, but i'm gonna be real, y'all, i haven't been able to write an rp response in months. i'm not sure when i'll be back, and i'm really sorry. but i will be.... eventually. whenever i can finally stop perpetually existing in survival mode, i guess.
#you know this whole thing is one big experiment‚ right? and you're the little mouse? {ooc}#negative cw#vent cw#//thanks y'all for sticking with me
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OOC // Hey y'all so, we got some REAL REAL rough news about the shop that I own today, the folk who rent us the building are trying to kick us out and might be relatively shady.
Temporary low activity, might stick with Macchi and Thea since they're new and very active currently. I'm very sorry, I might return to normal tomorrow but we're trying to distract my roommate and co-owner and I just need a day to process.
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you're such a trooper
when i was a kid, i was told so many times
"you're such a trooper!"
by adults with big proud smiles on their faces
i was an expert at gritting my teeth and bearing it
and not voicing my pain or discomfort earned me praise
i gave my mother one less thing to worry about, and that was good
if i didn't need support, then others wouldn't need to worry
and they could take care of themselves
"you're such a trooper!"
and soon that became the voice in the back of my head
speaking sweet words tasting of rot
"don't be a burden to them."
"they have enough to worry about right now."
"all you do is give people reasons to worry."
"you have to be a trooper."
no human being is devoid of value
being a burden on others occasionally is inevitable
and isn't a moral issue in the slightest
i only wish i could apply that to myself
#multi's writing#multi makes text posts#negative cw#vent cw#to be clear i am not upset rn!#this is just me uhhh processing some stuff#and i know this is a bit rambly#something something damn building a personality out of being as unobtrusive as possible#doesn't lead to being a well adjusted adult
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If you blog about the Gaza genocide, and you see any footage or images of Jews denouncing Israel, please share it - we are having an extremely difficult time getting our voices out there. Almost 6 months on and it's still nigh-impossible to be taken seriously in antizionist circles without being interrogated about possible ties to Israel - which, again, is a decades-old antisemitic belief. We see ourselves in the Palestinian people. However, zionists - both Christian and Yehudit alike - are more than content to bury our voices and denounce us as "traitors" or "self-loathing" despite zionism being exactly those things to any genuine Judaic person. We are not part of a hivemind. You and we are stronger together
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oh look another ~kweer~ tumblr genshin writer who is rlly just a straight girl and only writes about the men, surprise surprise
i don’t write as much abt eating pussy on my blog bc im too busy doing it in real life, hope you understand
#nat.txt#negative cw#sorry I had to respond to this one bc this comeback felt so funny in my head sgddgdg#misgendering cw#the truth is ofc that I like attention and the ladies don’t get much love when I do post#but you can absolutely find Lady Posts on my blog#and I am constantly thirsty for Lisa n miko in particular#irl I almost never find a man attractive but I am constantly seeing beautiful ladies#I think I get out a lot of comphet in fiction tbh#anywat. not a girl in a long-term relationship with another Not A Guy Or Girl person#(and by long term I mean ‘over a decade’)#bad bait try harder
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why the fuck would you block me you dumb bitch. Kill yourself.
Wow imagine getting so upset over a block you literally say shit like this lmfao
Come do it yourself coward 💜😘
#┊behind the scenes ═══ ✧ out of character#┊mail received ═══ ✧ questions & answers#negative cw#anon hate#tbd#normally I'd just delete this but nah
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