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watching-sam-and-dean-again · 7 months

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Sam & Dean are, in fact, soulmates

It’s rant time again! (Sorry)

I saw an idiotic interesting take on Twitter last night where someone claimed that Sam and Dean aren’t soulmates, and that they couldn’t understand how anyone could interpret it that way (particularly referring to "Dark Side of the Moon"). And they actually wondered what show soulmate-truthers (my term) were watching.

Umm, the actual show?

I’ve paraphrased the comment slightly and replies slightly, and I’m not posting a pic of the actual post, because I’m going to try not do that on this blog, but also, this person is just like the others in the replies (and in fandom) who “interpret” the show a certain way because it suits their destiel narrative. They all drank the cool-aid, so why single one out? At the same time, this take shows so little media literacy that it pisses me off. Thus, the rant.

Please do read on if you’re interested.

One argument I saw under this tweet was that Dean needed to find a road to lead him to Sam, so it proves they weren’t in the same heaven.

Wrong.

If they weren’t in the same heaven, Dean wouldn’t have been able to find Sam. Period. We know this because Ash has to do a little spell thing in order for them to leave their heaven (“Winchester Land”) at all. They can’t just jump heavens on their own. We also see this in later seasons. People just don’t hop into each others’ heavens without some sort of help.

Another stupid argument I saw is that Sam and Dean can’t be soulmates because "they’re BROTHERS!”

Wrong Again!

While having a soulmate is often (maybe even most often) seen as a romantic trope, being soulmates is actually not inherently romantic. Let’s even just stay on the WB/CW level for this one for a minute. Dawson and Joey consider themselves soulmates in Dawson’s Creek, but they don’t make a good couple, they work better as friends, and they don’t end up together. While they aren’t entirely platonic, them being soulmates ultimately isn’t about romantic love either. Sorry, I stumbled onto a reactor watching this show lately, so it’s fresh in my mind. You could also make arguments for Xander and Willow, Joey and Phoebe, or Christina and Meredith (Grey’s Anatomy calls it “my person” being science-based, but it amounts to the same thing). Ultimately, being soulmates just means two people have an incredibly close bond, love each other dearly, understand each other on a deeper level than most, and often need each other. Despite what some hellers think, not all love and closeness is sexual or romantic. Finally, if someone sees being soulmates as having to be romantic, they should probably take it up with Kripke.

Anyway, let’s round this rant off at three flawed arguments with this one: people are “free” (passive aggressive) to interpret the episode how they “like,” but Sam and Dean bring soulmates is not actually supported by the episode.

Ugh!

Why the hell would the writers have Ash even mention soulmates in the scene at all, if it wasn’t to tell the audience (and the boys) something important about the characters? Knowing that soulmates share a heaven isn’t necessary to the plot at this moment (if they aren’t soulmates). We have been told people have individual heavens in most cases, so we don’t need to know the soulmate exception to generally understand how heaven works. But we do get this bit of exposition because 1) it tells us why Dean was able to find Sam on his own (with no spells, even though people don’t usually share a space), and 2) because it tells us the info that they are soulmates, bound together no matter what. It deepens their whole tangled up relationship, for better or worse. Is it a bit unusual for brothers to be soulmates? Yes! That’s the whole point. Sam and Dean are weird. This is not news. Where have these people been for the last 4.5 seasons??

Also, Ash looks directly at Sam and Dean after he drops the soulmate bomb. And each of them looks uncomfortable. The scene takes a beat here, a short one but it’s clear, so the audience can acknowledge this info. Why would the camera focus on the characters’ reactions if the soulmates line was a just a random little nugget of info? People hellers will write whole distractions on the significance of “parallels” between characters and “interpret” scenes using head-canons as support, but they can’t don’t want to understand that the camera lingering on the brothers when they learn information about themselves is significant? Also, it suggests in the script that Ash looks away from them to give them a minute to process this info. Why would he care if it didn’t pertain to them? (Hellers. Have. No. Media. Literacy.). Sam and Dean are soulmates. It’s canon.

Also, this is another episode but it adds confirmation. In 15x20, Dean feels Sam on the bridge in the new heaven before he sees or hears him. Thus. Soulmates!

#supernatural #sam and dean #spn meta #anti hellers #Sam and Dean are soulmates #my edits except for 1 #bad take rant

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piichuu · 8 months

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♡ STARS AROUND HIS SCARS - SANEMI SHINAZUGAWA

NOTES: fluff, gn!reader

WORD COUNT: 726

AUGUST DRABBLES

sanemi sighs as he’s looking at himself in the bathroom mirror, brushing his teeth. today has been a long and tiring day, one that’s only gotten him frustrated. the only person who hasn’t got yelled at by the white haired man is you who’s just entering the bathroom, wrapping your arms around his waist.

“everyone fucking sucks, they’re so stupid it’s actually incredible,” he mumbles after spitting out the toothpaste and washing his mouth. you stroke his back comfortingly, his shirt being thrown off so his many scars are visible, not only those covering his face after the many demons he’s fought. “you’ve been telling them that, haven’t you?”

he sighs and nods, leaning his head on yours while closing his eyes. “i’m just so tired lately, i’m tired of everyone asking so much of me,” he mumbles, placing a kiss to the top of your head. “i just wanna be with you, i have no idea how you calm me down so much.”

sanemi allows you to lead him into the bedroom while holding your hand, smiling to himself for the first time today. he’ll finally get to cuddle with you in bed, something he may not admit is his favorite thing in the entire world. he would be too embarrassed to admit that he gets a little moodier when he hasn’t got to hug you throughout the night, it sounds childish but is true.

he lies down on his back while you rest your head on his chest, holding his hand while doing so. sanemi’s entire body is covered in scars. his face, chest, stomach, legs, arms, hands, everywhere. he has no visible difficulties with them being so obvious, but thinking about how he got them does make your heart ache. the pain he must have gone through when he received every single one. how much did his face hurt? was he close to dying when he received those on his chest and stomach?

without saying a word, you begin to place a few kisses to his chest, specifically to where his scars are. some are newer than others. there are many times you’ve had to see his wounds turn into scars and throughout your entire relationship, he’s had to try and convince you that it’s not a big deal while you’re hugging him tightly and crying in fear of him dying.

there’s a large scar over his stomach that you spend much time on kissing. sanemi gasps at the sudden feeling of your lips against his skin and his eyes can only watch as you so sweetly show him love.

you look up at him and smile softly, moving upwards to press kisses to his face. “what are you doing, baby?” he asks while still having one hand enveloping yours. his eyes are closed as you kiss the scars by his eyebrows and he can slowly feel tears beginning to form in the corners of his eyes. “just loving you,” you whisper which is his last straw.

tears begin to slowly run down his rosy cheeks and even if he would never allow himself to be this vulnerable in front of anyone else, he is well aware that you would never judge him for crying. you would only kiss his tears away and rub his cheeks while allowing him to let all of his feelings out, that’s why he loves you, that’s why he wouldn’t ever want to be with anyone else.

he can’t remember the last time he cried this much, he doesn’t really know why either. he’s never hated his scars, but knowing that they don’t force you to stop loving him truly makes him the happiest man on earth. “i love you so much,” he whispers as his entire cheeks are now covered in tears like a water fall.

you flash him a sweet smile, gently wiping his tears away before leaning your forehead against his, closing your eyes as he closes the gap between your lips, cupping your cheeks. he holds you so dearly, as if you are the most important thing ever, like you’re made out of glass. he would do anything for you without complaining. what did he ever do to deserve someone like you? at the end of the day, it doesn’t really matter because he’ll keep you in his life until the day he dies.

#demon slayer x reader #demon slayer fluff #demon slayer x you #demon slayer x y/n #demon slayer #demon slayer sanemi #sanemi shinaguzawa #sanemi x you #sanemi x reader #kny sanemi #sanemi x y/n #sanemi shinazugawa #sanemi shinazugawa fluff #sanemi fluff #x reader #august drabbles

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louisisalarrie · 14 days

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what was it really like being in the fandom when 1d was still together? was there stuff happening like every day?

oh my god yes. it was incredible. almost every day we had new content, and it wasn’t all just promo or anything, like, the boys would post on their instagrams, tweet us and each other, there’d be interviews, twitcams, snapchats, photoshoots, new music, new content every day from the tour they were on etc., we were thriiiiiiiving. it felt like so much more of a special relationship, because they’d share more from a personal level and not just tweet to promote new stuff. It was very fun and wholesome and the fandom as a whole were just sooooo active.

due to having all this new content all the time, we also obviously got a lot of Larry stuff. and a lot of Larry stuff means active larries, proofs, a million gif versions of the same interaction, just… excitement. You never knew what they’d do the next day. Tumblr and Twitter was just full of 1d and Larry.

And I think this is a major factor as to why so many larries have slipped away, as well as antis, general 1d fans, etc., because we’re not really… getting much from them anymore. If you go have a look through the 1d Instagram, as well as the boys’ person instagrams, they were active sooooo often. It was a post almost every couple of days. And our fandom was very fun, but fandoms were so much more of a thing. It was like “Directioners vs. Beliebers” and while we argued about who was better, it felt not as purposely hostile as it does now. Fandoms just aren’t the same now, they exist in a different light. If you were around kinda the 12-16 yr old age during 2011-2016, being in a fandom, no matter the topic, was just a thing. It was a sense of belonging, and friendship.

Apart from being such a different fandom these days with the solos and baby fans on Twitter being involved, we also just aren’t getting anything except promo stuff/stunt content (in Harry’s case particularly) now. A selfie from one of them (Louis mainly lol) and we’re all happy and excited for like 24 hours before we’re parched again. The relationship we had back then was so fun and exciting. We grew up with them, and laughed and smiled and felt like we knew them. It just felt so different to the basic promo that every other artist was doing. But twitter and Instagram were used for that reason. But now, they’re very different platforms and we are in a very different social media and PR climate than ever before.

And I think with the lack of Larry content now, people reach to try and confirm that they are still communicating with us like before. Some of the theories I see on twitter about how Louis and harry are signalling to us are… for lack of a better term: wild. It makes us seem so stupid and like we look into things too deep and reach like crazy, and scramble for Larry to still be real. And that comes naturally when you still believe in something/still wanna prove it. You truly are gonna try everything you can to validate that belief to yourself, and to others. But it’s not doing us any favours.

The Larry thing came around from very clear proof, evidence, and interactions that we saw all of the time throughout 1d, but if I came into it now, I’d probably be on the “they once were together but aren’t anymore” side because I wasn’t there during 1d and the very early days, ya know? So I truly applaud baby larries for researching and upholding their belief in the boys because they deserve justice.

I miss it dearly, to be honest. The chaos, the love, the fights, the support, voting 100 times on some fan award so the Beliebers wouldn’t beat us, RBB and SBB, the belonging, the boys. Even the bad times were fun in their own way.

Anyway, living through that time, the stunts were very transparent to us because the 1d team floundered and stumbled and fucked up an incredible amount, because they hadn’t dealt with something so massive with such an intense fandom before. we watched PR try so many different ways to figure out the right equation, to techniques they still use now. I know very lovely folks who aren’t larries anymore, but still will never believe that louis has a kid. It’s really incredible and I don’t think there will be a time like that again, and the only way it would happen similarly would be if 1d got back together and a part of the fandom came back to tumblr. But now a lot of us are grown up and can’t be online 24/7, and we have bigger priorities/different interests. But I think we’ll always be here in some capacity, and the internet would fully explode if there was a reunion. God, could you imagine?

Anyway, yeah, it was a beautiful time and I miss it. Sometimes it’s lovely to go through old screenshots and their instagrams and tweets and remind myself of that time that was truly formative for us and being part of a journey that was so exciting and shocking with twists and turns and love and hate and chaotically posting about whatever happened that day and people finding lifelong friends out of a shared interest. Even the hate we used to get is nothing compared to today. It’s just so different. I wish everyone could’ve experienced that time because the ones who did and are still here… well… those boys hold a very special part of our hearts and i truly hope they come back. Even though it’ll be different, it’ll still be a bit the same.

Thanks for the reminiscing, anon!

#anon #answered #bbg

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polybiusplayer · 6 months

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i am once again thinking about ninejuice (for the first time in a whole month wow)

thats all! have a nice rest of your day

ME TOO OML!!

Oh boy I’m gonna take this opportunity to rant about them.

Nine Juice rant below, read at your own risk.

I’m thinking about them so often…. ITS LIKE!!! I can totally understand people seeing them as only platonic!! And I’ve always actually felt kinda nervous to ship them for some reason… the 17776 enjoyers haven’t been much to do shipping, especially since romance is not really the point of the story, at all. but I just really believe they have a bond that just, is a lot.

There is a level of understanding and compassion that Juice shows to Nine in his own ways, he knows exactly how to help Nine cope after the intermission, he knows what they’re thinking when their communications fuck up. (Nine was indeed cussing him out, they said “fuck you.”) He is teasing as always, but not hesitant to reassure them afterwards.

Nine is very observant. They make note of Juices usage of grammar, how he capitalizes thing that are important to him. I can’t remember exactly which chapter that’s in, but I’m like 100% sure Nine pointed this out. Obviously, Nines name is almost always capitalized . This is a notable exception

Has he EVER used this many exclamation points?!

I also love the way the infodump to each other. Ten by this point has heard Juices rants a billion times before, she loves him, but is sick of them! Of course he sees no problem in that. But then suddenly there’s a new listener who is intensely eager and interested in what he has to say! It feels special, because Nine never seems to get bored of it. They love to hear him talk, about anything really, but especially what he’s passionate about. -

Which is mostly football. Football is how he processes the world. With sports and all the things that come with it he was able to come to terms with reality. He looks at it through such a unique lense in order to make sense of it all. Even his own football game is not just insane rules strung together all willy nilly, it’s truly a work of art with a deeper meaning. It’s like he’s painting with the fields, you know?

Nine understands this, and if they don’t, they WANT to. In my mind, Juices voice and rambles about lunchables or whatever start off confusing to them, but once they understand where it comes from and why and what Juice is trying to attempt with all this, they understand a lot.

Nine copes with history, they look into the past for comfort and familiarity. they feel so intensely behind, at first it started as a way to catch up and feel up to date with their friends, but then they discovered that the history of this world was just sort of a safe space for them. Juice loves to hear Nine talk about stuff even he never knew about. Nine is quite the researcher, and is always able to pull up SOMETHING. He is too, but not to this level. They share facts and information back and forth, intently listening to each other and trying to understand. Always.

Juice knows what Nines going through, it’s quite obvious with what he says here.

They ground each other in this reality, they give each other a person to talk about football with. Someone to try and not think about things too hard with. And then when things DO get hard? And the thoughts are too much? They’ll always be there for each other to help.

An underrated aspect about Juices character is how intelligent he is. SURE, he spends a lot of time joking around, that’s just his thing!!! But he is by no means stupid, he’s a little silly, but so so much more than that. He also cares, a lot! He is lonely, he loves his friends so dearly although he doesn’t express it nearly as much as Nine.

Nine is also a lot more than their troubles. A lot of their arc has to do with coming to terms with the state of existence, but they’re also incredibly compassionate and loving. SO SO loving. They’re blindly trusting, showing no hesitation with their love for everyone. They’re observant, and also a bit of a jokerster! They got that from Juice.

I don’t know where I’m going with this, I just really like the two of them, I love their dynamic. I feel like if they could, they would hug for a real long time. Unfortunately they’re way too far apart and made of nuts and bolts. But they still love each other, nothing changes that, not in a billion years

#polybius talks #17776

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chris-continues · 7 months

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Thank you for carrying the Livio lovers. I will eat any takes you have and any crumbs you give us. Livio for Life. Live Laugh Livio.

College AU Livio HC’s

A/N: I was so happy when reading this- ugh, alas. I wish I could see who you were :( if you write too I’d love to follow you! We lovio livio in this house and GOD IM SO HONORED KDDHJSHDJ U THINK I CARRY THE LIVIO LOVERS? *sobs happily*

NOTES: Take some Livio headcanons, (modern au/college au) I love this dude sm. Thank you @linkdedruid for help on some of this!

TAGS: @millionsvash @h4venpha @vashfantasy @captaintweet @macncherries @mismatchedesox @linkdedruid @abject-indulgence

-I HC Livio to be the three A’s (Aromatic, acesexual, and agender) (he goes by he/they w a pref for he)

(Image made by me)

-For Tristamp Livio he mainly does calisthenics to work out but he can spot for Nico (who does weightlifting) (he tries, at least)

-Livio sits at the back of the class but he has trouble hearing :( but he also doesn’t wanna sit by a ton of people T<T

-Majors in child psych + early education aka sped (ty @linkdedruid for guidance on this one)

-Probs has insomnia and is a pretty light sleeper (in contrast to Nick, who’s a deep sleeper)

-Prefers studying at home (being in his own personal private space) but occasionally has to study at the library for resources. He enjoys how quiet he is and all but being in his room is preferable.

-Doesn’t really go to parties- he’s got social anxiety, but he will listen to Nick’s wildly stupid stories about parties

-Likes the Princess Diaries (first movie only, the second one kinda sucked) and the Princess Bride.

-he’s such a sap and a sweetheart. Please love him dearly. I know I would.

-loves cuddles. So incredibly touch starved. You hold their hand and they’re thinking about it until the end of time. Loves having you to cocoon them from the rest of the world when things get overwhelming and Vice versa.

-loves chaste kisses with you. God, their lips are so soft, and their eyes become hooded and they’re so beautiful. Him dipping down when you wish to kiss him, allowing you to take the lead but sometimes he just pushes against you more in an attempt to melt into you.

-will always ask you to text when you get home. Sometimes they worry they sound annoying but they’ll look at you again and again worriedly, contemplating about asking. If you reassure them you will, or offhandedly mention it, they relax.

-will snuggle your pillow when at home + you’re not there. Has to hold back a small: “I miss you :(“ text. Please give him a hug. He deserves all the love in the world.

#trigun stampede #trigun #chris writes #livio the double fang #livio x reader #livio #livio Trigun #Trigun livio #college au livio #trigun college au #tristamp livio #tristamp

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crying-pan420 · 1 year

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PART 11

I’m dying

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Sarah Marie: Can I ask you for a favor?

Phillip: I would literally die for you, but continue.

Sarah Marie: We need to talk about you starting sentences that way.

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Seymour : Good night.

Paloma: Sleep tight.

Amira: Don't let the bedbugs crawl up to your ear and whisper threatening things that make you question yourself.

Emmy: Great, now Paloma's crying.

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Lemon: Why do you hang out with me?

Arabella: You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me!

Lemon: …

Lemon: I feel a bit sorry for you.

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Marcus: What happened?!

Leo: Do you want the long version or the short version?

Marcus: Sh-short??

Leo: Shit's fucked.

Marcus: Okay, long.

Leo: Shit's very fucked.

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Carrie, grinning: Before you were what?

Isabella: Before I was-

Carrie: What?

Isabella: Before I was inter-

Carrie: Before you were interrupted?

Isabella: Cut me off one more time and I swear I'll-

Carrie: What?

Isabella: *makes frustrated sound*

Arabella, nervously: Stop that. Before they hurt you.

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Carrie: Hey, wanna hear a funny joke?

Phillip: I only like dark humor.

Carrie, turning the lights off: What do you call a fake noodle?

Phillip:

Carrie: An IMPASTA!

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Huì yǐng: Truth or dare?

Sarah Marie: Dare.

Huì yǐng: I dare you to kiss the hottest person in the room.

Sarah Marie: Hey Tanya?

Tanya, blushing: Yeah?

Sarah Marie: Can you move? I'm trying to get to Arabella.

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Evi walking into the kitchen and seeing all their limes peeled: Wren, I love you but, what the h-e-double FUCK.

Wren, sipping coffee happily: I love you too :)

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*At a dinner party, the guests converse while the host is away*

Gail: So how do you know the host?

Marcus: They were a former vegan, and they bought milk.

Tanya: That BITCH!

Paloma: I pulled them over for money laundering.

Echo: I'm chaperoning their dinner party.

Isabella: They stole a baconator!

Tanya: That BITCH!

Gail: I tanked the store they were managing and they convinced me to quit from one of the only jobs I've ever had. Now I'm living off of unemployment checks and fear!

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Leo: I am your king, long may I reign!

Lemon: Well I didn’t vote for you!

Leo: You don’t vote for kings.

Lemon: Well how’d you become king then?

Leo: Alex of the Lake, their arm clad in the purest shimmering samite, held aloft Excalibur from the bosom of the water, signifying by divine providence that I, Leo, was to carry Excalibur. That is why I am your king.

Lemon: Listen. Strange people lying in ponds distributing swords is no basis for a system of government. Supreme executive power derives from a mandate from the masses, not from some farcical aquatic ceremony.

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Lemon: Please pray for Edmund.

Isabelle: What happened to them?

Lemon: Nothing, they’re just very stupid.

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Tanya: Dearly Beloved, we are here today to remember Juno, taken from us in the prime of life; when they were crushed by a runaway semi, driven by the Incredible Hulk.

Juno: Aww, you knew my favorite cause of death.

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Lemon: Remember what I told you.

Levi: Don’t be a cunt.

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Isabella: Oh god, they texted you ‘hi.’’ punctuation only means one thing, Seymour . They're mad at you.

Seymour : No, it's Evi. They're just being gramatically correct!

*meanwhile*

Evi: And then I used a period so they'd know that I'm mad at them.

Lemon: A period doesn't say 'I'm mad', it says 'you're dead to me'.

Evi: I stand by my choice.

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Shapeshifter: *transforms to look like Lemon*

Lemon: Okay, are you like BLIND? You look nothing like me. First off, I'm way taller. Secondly, I DO NOT look so sleep deprived and lastly, if you could drag comb through that hair you're like a 7 on a good day and I've been told I'm a constant 10.

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Robin: Are you a cuddler?

Julia: I'm a machine of death and destruction.

Robin:

Julia: ...Yeah, I'm a cuddler.

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Julia: Reverse tooth fairy where you leave money under your pillow and the tooth fairy comes and leaves you a bunch of teeth.

Edmund: Why?

Julia, shaking a bag of teeth: Just because.

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Milo: Levi isn’t answering my messages.

Marcus: Allow me.

Milo: I tried 6 times, what makes you thi-

Levi: *replying to message* Hello.

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Leo: Fight me!

Wren, standing behind them and holding a knife: *mouths* Do not.

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Diego: I fell—

Carrie: From heaven?

Diego: No, I literally fell—

Carrie: In love with me the moment you saw me?

Diego: MY ARM IS BROKEN!

Carrie: Okay, but do you think I'm pretty? Be honest.

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Lemon: I'm so tired of this life. I want to be a roomba. I want knives taped to me. And I want to be set loose.

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Lucille: They... well, I wouldn't call it inheritance per se. What do you call it when you kill someone and get their stuff?

Aria: Um, murder???

Amira: Adventuring!

Isaac: Tuesday.

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Calypso: *watching their house burn down*

Calypso:

Calypso: *starts filming* Waddup, guys, welcome to my vlog, today's topic: how to get away with accidentally committing arson because you forgot Spaghetti O's cans are metal and thus non-microwavable! Step one: deny everything.

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Lemon: Phillip is not allowed to decide which one of us is the chosen one.

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#rtc #rtc oc #rtc sona #choirsona #choirsona incorrect quotes #i feel like some many of these would work for any of them

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izacore · 2 years

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This fandom needs to swallow a hard pill. The people we stan are two white millionaire businessmen. Expecting them to act like anything less will only be leading to disappointment. That doesn’t mean to expect the least, but it’s important to understand that our mindsets are likely not the exact same.

Whether you believe that Jeff is the enemy or not doesn’t matter at all. Believing that it is alright to consider your manager your best friend is an incredibly skewed way of perceiving this situation. Harry claims that he built boundaries over quarantine, but that is clearly false if he is considering someone whom he employs and someone who has a significant amount of power in Harry’s career and professional life as his best friend or anything close to it. This type of hypocrisy, where Harry says one thing but performs different actions is absolutely no stranger to his character. That being said, this is clearly textbook grooming and it’s unfortunate because Harry will likely never see it that way. However, there’s a lot of context we haven’t experienced ourselves in real time.

The majority of the criticism coming from fans, whether it be the topic of Jeff or O, is happening because people think Harry’s mindset towards business is driven by emotion/heart rather than his head. In other words, fans are working under the assumption that Harry and them are the exact same in most if not every part of mindset. Unfortunately, his ascent to reaching that mega poster status requires him to have the exact head on his shoulders that he currently has. I do think he separates his work from his private life, but I think the line is bound to blur and thus "bleed-through" is inevitable.

The people who will claim you hate Harry because you criticize him are the people who refuse to allow any other opinions exist in this fandom because it clashes with the way they love him. They don’t want their truths to be endangered and it’s so ridiculously pathetic because being blind to your fave’s flaws is hardly loving them at all. They just love a version of him they’ve created in their minds, and I'm not going to follow anyone blindly. That's a really stupid and childish way of being a fan of someone, in my personal opinion.

I love them dearly and I don’t need to prove that to anybody. I won’t pretend like both H and L haven’t been the victims to some insanely cruel things in their professional lives, and I won’t pretend like I believe they’re entirely satisfied with c things happening at the moment. I know they’ve got good in their hearts and have spread a lot of comfort and love to their fans. Their situation is complex and unimaginably difficult to navigate—in that, they have all my sympathy and respect. That doesn’t mean that I cannot acknowledge that these parasocial relationships desperately need loosening because these men are strangers nonetheless, and that doesn't mean they're angels capable of doing no wrong.

You went off and I agree. I also think it's healthy to remember that they are in a much better position than probably all of us here so the fact that I may criticize them for something - which is coming from my care for them/wanting the best for them/wanting them to do better will literally not hurt them at all. I cringe thinking I should treat them like gods and declare full obedience cause agshshdj. Instead, just like I am doing with my friends, I will call them out on their shit, lovingly.

#ask #anonymous #plus most of it is just me thinking out loud while processing stuff #and imo something should change about the fear some people have to say how some of the actions their teams are taking make them feel #because the apathy made lt/hlhq too fucking comfortable #long post

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owormy · 2 years

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re: korekiyo shinguji

personally I prefer taking canon for what it is rather than trying to fix or rewrite stuff even if it's absolute ass. danganronpa will always be outlandish self-indulgent horror at its heart. so I will be taking korekiyo as his questionably written self. that being said here is some wild korekiyo speculation that i wrote instead of working on my dissertation

content warnings in the tags, but if you’re familiar with ndrv3 chapter 3 you probably know what’s coming lol

first up korekiyo is my favourite character in this game. every insane gnc man in fiction is my friend. this has nothing to do with the post i just wanted to say it

secondly i already knew about the sister shinguji reveal beforehand so i was kind of looking out for it but I can definitely see it catching a lot of people completely off guard lol. it's also extremely stupid. it's dumb as hell and I hate it. however it happened so let's talk about it

everything we learn about sister shinguji comes via kiyo, who has an extremely specific view of her both in his own mind and that he wants to project for the other ultimates. nonetheless it’s suggested that she was/is extremely controlling and abusive, which a lot of people seem to agree on.

it’s incredibly vague what the ‘sister shinguji’ who shows up in chaper 3′s trial actually is, and i don’t really want to get into it, but we have no reason not to believe that it’s a fairly accurate to what she was like in life, and fits with what we learn about her in kiyo’s FTEs. two things that stood out to me were:

a) isolating kiyo from his peers and b)

the fact that she specifically tells him this. it makes me wonder if the need to keep ‘their’ secret was something she frequently impressed on him in life. both of these are textbook methods of grooming. with regards to the nature of sister shinguji’s abuse, i don’t want to get into the weeds too much, but i think it’s extremely likely that kiyo is a (co)csa survivor.

as for why kiyo is so devoted to her... I'm a huge sucker for the archetype of 'abused character who still dearly loves their abuser' bc it will always ring painfully true to my real life experiences. people often love their abuser. especially if it's a close family member like w/ the shingujis. that is absolutely how korekiyo comes off to me.

I also wonder what the shinguji household was like to allow something like that to happen in the first place. kids don't abuse each other or grow that emotionally codependent without something making them act that way. i (this is not me excusing sister shinguji’s actions - it’s literally just how it works).

as for the serial killer reveal, i think it’s likely that kiyo already has a warped view of how social decency works due to um. all of the above. i honestly find this one the most egregiously dumb. anyway, i can’t find the screenshots, but when they’re discussing the killing game he mentions how the law is just a social construct or something - with how much of his personality is influenced by sister shinguji, it makes me wonder if that isn’t something she drilled into him as well. i think it’s ironic that kiyo is one of the characters who points out that angie started a cult when if you think of cult manipulation tactics as interpersonal abuse tactics on a larger scale. kiyo and his sister are a little two-person cult.

it’s very likely that he hasn’t contemplated that what happened to him was fucked up at all. i think this game’s treatment of ‘belief’ so far is really interesting- the suggestion is, to me, that kiyo’s delusion isn’t his belief in ghosts but his belief that he wasn’t abused.

i really don’t think the writers intended to make a point abt how we treat survivors who don’t fit the perfect victim archetype. nor do i think they intended to make much of a point aside from ‘lol wanna see something fucked up’. but i do think korekiyo makes an interesting addition to the roster. :)

anyway. putting him in my mouth

#dr playthrough #tw incest #tw csa #tw cocsa #tw cults #<- jesus fucking christ

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londonspirit · 2 years

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Happy Anniversary to me!

It’s been ONE month since I fell into the rabbit hole that’s #OFMD - and I haven’t been happier in a very long time. I’ve lost count of the rewatches (although the very last one crops up only two or three times because it’s too damn painful - even though emo!BB might be the most beautiful thing, how can a stupid dressing gown look so incredible, I have no idea!).

The fandom is INCREDIBLE!! The amount of fic I’ve read, the awe inducing ART I’ve seen... I haven’t had that in a very very long time (I think SPN back in the days but even then I wasn’t as deep in it as I am these days with my wonderful pirate babies!).

THE CAST!! God, they’re all fucking incredible!!! Their interaction with the fans is unprecedented, the love they all have for that show is just as massive as ours for them!!! (I'm still drooling over all the cakes!).

Delving deeper into Rhys’ back catalogue made me laugh so hard at times that my head hurt (yes, that’s actually a thing: right behind your ears, a dull pain when you grin too hard and too wide!)

And of course then there’s Taika. God, that man... 😍 He brightens my days and keeps me up at night (damn time differences!) and watching all those talks he’s done (and will be doing for years to come), makes me appreciate his overall fucking GENIUS more every single day!!! The deeper I get into his career, the more I wonder how the fuck he’s managed to stay as ‘normal’ as he is. And there’s no end in sight, it seems. I always though BC works like a crazy man, but he’s lazy compared to the Kiwi!!! (No wonder he sleeps wherever he can lay down for a second!) [No hate for BC, I still love that man dearly!]

So yeah, just wanted to commemorate today’s One Month Anniversary of the new obsession - I know it’ll last for a very very long time!!! Here’s to renewal news very soon (because otherwise the fandom will lose its last marbles very very soon.) They’d be stupid not to... All fingers crossed!

Here’s to loads more fic and art and meta and all the wonderful people loving the same thing!!! Much much love!!

#personal #one month anniversary #ofmd

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sparksinthenight · 9 months

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My Favourite Tropes:

1: Person dies due to oppression/mistreatment. They come back as an undead being of violence and fury and vengeance and kill/hurt all those who have wronged them.

2. A god comes down to earth as a poor person. The rich people obviously mistreat them and don’t share their wealth with them. The poor person/god then reveals themselves and the rich people try to say sorry but it’s already too late for them.

3. A privileged child realizes that the wealth disparity/whatever they have is wrong and then they try to help the poor/underprivileged people.

4. There is a folk tale/religious story that is a lot like the situation in real life and the people draw inspiration from the story to stop the oppression/mistreatment in real life.

5. Rich people love a folk tale/religious story but they don’t realize that they’re acting exactly like the villains in that story.

6. Children killing their abusive parents.

7. Traumatized people finding love and healing and community.

8. Rich people thinking they’re so smart but they’re actually so stupid and the poor people are way smarter. I love the hell out of this trope so incredibly dearly.

9. Poor person disguising as a rich person to steal their stuff.

10. When something is both figurative and literal.

11. Awesome aunts/uncles.

12. Cursed treasure.

13. It being slowly revealed that the protagonist was the bad guy all along.

14. Stories being passed down through the generations.

15. Nature magic.

16. Magic done with simple things being more powerful than magic done with expensive things.

17. Wings.

18. Creature everyone thought was dangerous being a big ol’ softie.

#tropes

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zeta-in-de-walls · 2 years

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I’m still not done hating the staged Disc saga finale. Sorry.

So, why do I hate it so much? Ill-logic aside, I don’t think it harms Punz’s character too much or anything. His character choosing to be loyal to Dream at all costs isn’t too hard to understand and yeah I’ll hope his character goes in interesting directions from here.

But I can’t help but think about what we’ve lost. You see, Punz being loyal to Dream was never a twist. The original twist was beautiful, it was seeing a character who had been loyal to Dream for so long - in the original L’Manburg war, when Tommy got exiled, when the Butcher’s army attacked Techno, as the prison was built, during Doomsday - finally deciding to turn on him, suddenly reconsidering where he stood and realising there was another path. Tommy had offered him a big chest of riches and in a moment alone we see Punz react to it in surprise. Then the next time we see him, is walking through that portal, saying ‘you should’ve paid me more’. It was an incredible moment, a twist I didn’t see coming all-round an iconic moment for Punz’s character. And I guess that’s gone. Because Punz never switched sides. That was all fake.

And from Dream’s side: moments before Punz walked through that portal he had everything. Dream was unstoppable. He had Tommy and Tubbo at his mercy with no one there to stop him. He had a prison to store his enemies in, was gathering attachments to control the server and bend them to his whims. He was in control, he had everything. Then, it that moment, just as suddenly, he’d lost everything. In moments everything he’d been so certain of was flipped on its head as the server came to stop him. The mercanary he’d trusted finally switching sides for a better offer and suddenly he’s vulnerable and all his strengths became his weaknesses. Those attachments he’d gathered turned everyone against hi, having Tommy and Tubbo at his mercy showed them all how dangerous he was. His true self had been exposed and suddenly the dynamic’s been switched on him as its Tommy ordering him to drop his things and Sam locking him in his very own prison.

That twist is now gone, replaced with a far lamer twist which is that, Dream was always in control. His motivations seemed understandable enough to me and now they seem alien as his plan is now so far-reaching. If Dream planned it then it wasn’t a loss at all. Those moments of Dream being lost for words meant nothing other than a performance. And I can’t make sense of his motives because they don’t make sense. Why frame a loss which cost him dearly when he could’ve just not. All those speeches he made in the vault, how do I know they’re real .

This twist doesn’t give me more insight into Dream, it actively takes away. And if that wasn’t a loss how can I ever believe anything will be? I loved seeing Tommy and Tubbo finally win after a painful season where they were both suffering. And yet they didn’t defeat Dream, they just played right into his hands again. And now I find it harder to believe they could ever have the upper hand. Every victory is just Dream letting them win as part of a deeper plan that makes little sense. This doesn’t make Dream a better villain, it makes him more unbelievable. His plan was both so stupid, and yet so far-reaching.

#meta #analysis #tommyinnit #dream & tommy analysis #staged disc finale

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mrs-march-ahs · 3 years

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how the evans would act when they have a crush on u ^^

How The Evans Act When They Have A Crush On You & How They React When You Tell Them You Like Them Too

Award for the longest title goes tooooo... me!

JAMES SUCKS BUT I MAKE UP FOR IT BY DOING BOTH KYLE’S AND A DETAILED KIT

Two other requests-

Could I please request how the Evans would react to their best friend (reader) admitting they're in love with them?

Heyo! I’m not sure how this would go but how would the Evan’s react to a nervous/insecure reader confessing to them?

-I hope this is satisfactory, even though I don’t think it’s what you two wanted<3

Enjoy! :)

Tate

-Would always just be interested in you

-Wanting to help you, watch you, talk to you, just constantly be around you

-But he’d also be insecure whether he was annoying you, so occasionally he would make himself invisible and just watch you

-Whatever hobbies you had, he’d love to watch you do them, paint, draw, write, play games

-If you played any instrument he would love to lay on your bed and listen to you, no matter how good or bad you were

-He would leave little sweet messages on the chalkboard and leave little post-it notes for you to find

-They would have fun little facts about birds or other trivial stuff but you would find them cute

-The occasional fact about something romantic, like ‘Every time you kiss somebody, your heart beat increases by 10-15 beats per minute’

-He might go a little far and leave a message like ‘Your dress looked pretty’, which you would find creepy since you didn’t know Tate was a ghost

Kit

-He thought of ways to tell you how he felt but because it seemed like your family was gonna live in the murder house for a while, cause you were all settling in well, he didn’t want to risk losing his friendship with you, since you were the only ghost with whom he really got along

-You walked down to the basement and said his name in a sing song voice, “Tateeeee”, “Come out come out wherever you are!”

-He showed up and you asked him if he wanted to go out on a real date

-He was obviously nervous, because you didn’t know yet that he was a ghost, but when he hesitated and you looked upset, he said yes right away

-You ran up and hugged him and kissed him on the cheek, making him blush and laugh, and whilst you were at school, he got some things ready and got candles and a table cover so make your kitchen look like a restaurant

-He ordered McDonalds delivery and got your chicken nuggets under a serving platter for effect

- “We are dining on, nuggets of the chicken”

-Although you were a little disappointed and wanted to go out on a real date with him, you found his effort cute

-He definitely played footsie with you under the table the whole date

-Definitely walked you to your room

- “Well… this is me…”

- “Just wanted to make sure you got home safe”

-Kissed you

oh my god I got so carried away

-You would first meet Kit when you first come and move to Massachusetts

-One day you want to venture out and get an taxi to go to town, only a few minutes later to realise you don’t have your wallet

-You awkwardly tell the driver that if takes you back home quickly, you can get money and you will pay him right away

-But since Boston men aren’t usually so sweet, he just kicks you out, leaving you to wander the motorway alone late at night, far away from your home and hoping to quickly find somewhere to go

-Eventually you stumble upon a gas station, and as you walk up, a hand appearing on your shoulder makes you automatically turn around and push whoever touched you to the ground

-The man in blue uniform gets up slowly with his hands up defensively, “Hey hey, didn’t mean to startle ya, miss”

-You apologise, feeling stupid for this kind of encounter, but he doesn’t seem to mind as much as you’d think

- “It’s always nice to see a woman able to protect herself”, he smiles

-He offers to drive you home, and you thank him dearly, explaining to him that you don’t have a car yet, having only just moved here

-He offers to take you to buy one, knowing an awful lot about cars, and to convince you further, tells you that any man working in a car salon will try to sell a single lady a piece of junk for a high price

-You agree, thinking that the offer is sweet, and he takes you to buy yourself a car, to make the date even more fun, Kit tells you to pretend you’re an old married couple

- “Miss Walka over here needs a car, good Sir”

-At some point while looking at cars, Kit holds your hand and you don’t even notice

-He negotiates a good deal with the salesman, and you get a car together

- “Your husband just got you an awfully good deal, Madam, he’s a man who deserves a good meal and a cold beer if I’ve ever seen one”, the salesman laughs, signing the last of the papers before handing Kit the keys to your car. “Oh, he’ll get more than that”, you say to tease Kit, before smiling at him sweetly. Kit blinks at you, before turning back to the salesman and shaking his hand. As the two of you walk away, Kit looks at you in disbelief, the thought of your dirty words clearly plastered in his mind. “Did ya mean what you said back there?”. He says, as he opens the car door for you. “Whatever do you mean?”, you act stupid. “I was just pretending to be your wife, Mr Walka”

-When he has a crush on you, he gives you sooo many compliments

-Little dirty innuendos

-Would definitely call you and talk to you late night on the phone until one of you fell asleep (house phone if they had them)

-He’s the kind of person to tell you that he got a visit from a cute dog earlier at the gas station and it made him think of you

Kyle

-Every time you go to get gas from Kit, he gives you only a little amount, so you have a reason to keep coming back

-One time when you go get gas from him, you forget your wallet again, and he teases you about it

-He lets you off and pays for your gas

- “I owe you, Mr Walka”

- “How about a date?”

-You smile at how confident he is, and nod excitedly, having been waiting for him to ask you for a while now

-Kit winks at you and waves as you drive off, completely melted inside about finally getting his girl

-Even though he’s always confident, he’s still a little shy and awkward around you when he sees you in class

-If all of his friends are in a class messing around, throwing stuff, being loud, and you walk it, he tells everybody to shut up because there’s a lady present

- “Hey careful, make sure you don’t throw it at her”

-It’s not until he sees you at a huge party, that he’s confident enough to go up to you

-Even though he’s more than happy to flirt, he’s just not confident enough to do that last step and ask you out somewhere

-He’ll bring you a drink and talk and flirt with you, and you’ll definitely get the hint

-He slowly lifts his arm up and stretches it over you, trying to do the classic yawn move, hoping you won’t notice or mind. You look over at him and narrow your eyes in fake suspicion.

- “Didn’t you come here with a movie star? Surely you get handsome men bringing you drinks all the time?”, he says, motioning to the drink in your hand.

“You calling yourself handsome?”, you tease him. Kyle laughs a breathy awkward laugh and nods. “Well yeah”

-When you do ask him for a date, he insists that he take the initiative to plan what you two do

-Clearly wanting to make a good first impression, he’d take you somewhere interesting

-Aquarium, in which he’ll make up clearly fake facts about the fish just to make you laugh

-Bowling, just so he can tease you about how much you suck

-Mini golf, so, even though you know how to play, he can wrap his arms around you and help you put

-And if he does take you to the movies, you aren’t spending a dime

-He’ll also wrap his arm around you not-so subtly

Franken Kyle

“Whatcha doin there, hm?”. Kyle leans into your ear and whispers.

“Just in case you get scared, you can cuddle up to me”

“Kyle we’re watching the Lego movie”

Jimmy

-You’re a witch at the academy, and with Kyle’s very slow progress to getting better, both Zoe and Madison are getting slightly tired of having to constantly take care of him

-But you don’t mind, finding his Frankenstein state cute

-Whenever he stumbles into the kitchen by himself you always help him make food

-If he’s ever struggling with anything, he usually comes to you, knowing you’re the most patient out of them all

-Then, one night, all the teens in the academy go to a party, while you lay in bed

-But when the rain starts to get really heavy and the first thunder growls, Kyle rushes into your room, before slowly knowing and peaking his head out, clearly scared

-You let him come and lay with you, rubbing his back to calm him down

-Although no real words are spoken, it’s from that moment that you decide to take on all responsibilities relating to Kyle, the good and the bad

-He’s admired you from afar for a very long time, ever since the first time you joined the circus

-You were incredibly flexible, and always showing off to everyone and practicing on stage

-He would always come and watch you practice, cheering you on more than anybody else

-You called Jimmy ‘my cheerleader’

-It made him blush every time

-Amazon Eve always told him to just ask you for dinner, but the only thing that stopped him was the thought that you wouldn’t want to go out and be seen with a freak like him, especially since your body looked so normal that you didn’t have to hide anything

-Eve and Paul reminded Jimmy that it’s him who’s always the most confident in going out into the real world, and he mustn’t be scared

-When they all plan to go to a diner together, as a protest to being shunned from society, you find his leadership charming and happily go with them

-Even though you all get kicked out, you calm Jimmy down and take care of him when his dad beats him up

James

-You wipe the scars on his face and tell him how brave you think he is

- Trying to gain confidence, you take a deep breath before making the move. “Maybe the two of us should go to that diner”. Jimmy looks up at you, as if he expects you to keep talking. When the nerves hit you all at once, you begin rambling. “You know cause if the two of us go and they’re okay with that then maybe we can start going with the others one by one, and then you know we’ll ease our way back into society and stuff”. You laugh a breathy laugh, but Jimmy says nothing. With every silent second passing, your heart begins to break. But luckily for you, Jimmy speaks up. “Wait, are you asking me out? Like… on a date? To the diner?”. “What if I were?”, you quietly reply. He smiles wide and pulls you closer to him, “I’d love that”.

-James is definitely the least subtle

-Constantly giving you compliments, kisses and gifts

-Opening every door for you and listening very carefully to everything you say

-He doesn’t want you to even think about another man, so he overwhelms you with every way he can show you he likes you

-I can imagine him organising a big ball or event at the hotel just so the two of you can dress up and go together

-He is also the most confident out of them all, although he is a softie around you, he has no trouble asking you anything he wants to you

-He’ll kiss your hand a lot and you’ll eventually get the hint

Kai

- “I would be most delighted if we were to make our relationship more official, and vow fully loyalty to one another”

-You agree and he is over the moon

-Once the two of you are in a relationship, the compliments, kisses and gifts don’t stop

-He will give you your space without him, but when the two of you are in the same room together, he treats your precious time together as if it’s sacred

-He will approximately 43 seconds into your relationship begin planning how he’s gonna kill you

-You can tell Kai likes you when he’s harsher on you than he is on other members of the cult

-He’ll be pissed at you for being a distraction for him

-He’ll definitely tell you when he’s impressed with you, when you murdered somebody or helped him plan something

-Even though he definitely would not want it

-If you proved to be smarter than him in any aspect, he’d be furious

-You’d be sat on his sofa while he’s talking to you about having to kill Sally because she’s getting in the way of him winning city council

- “Samuels looked at where she lives, and it has no back doors, no nothing, it’ll be impossible to get in her house without smashing windows and causing attention”

“Why don’t you get Ally to go to her first? If Meadow convinces her to go to Sally to talk about the cult, then the front door will be open”. Kai looks at you with angry eyebrows. “We’ll sit in the car and wait for a few seconds, she’ll let Ally in, won’t lock the door straight after her, and then let them talk for a minute before we just walk right in”

-His ego won’t let him take suggestions from somebody below him, so even though he wants to be proud of you for being smart, he’s mad

-He’ll sit for hooours trying to think of any other solution he physically can think of, to not go with what you suggested

-Around the cult, he’d treat you like everybody else though

- “Y/N’s idea was brilliant, Ally just walked in and they walked straight to sit down, she didn’t lock the door”

-He’d praise you to encourage you to think of ideas, which he would later be mad that you have

━━━━━━♡♤♡━━━━━━

-You’d find out how he felt about you during pinky power

-After being suspicious that he may have feelings for you for a while, you realised this is the only way to truly find out how he feels without him trying to manipulate you

-He’d ask you about something deep, and you’d latch on after he finishes a sentence to ask him your question

- “I have a question for you”

“Go ahead”

“How do you feel about me?”

Kai stays silent and continues to look you in the eye, taken aback by the question but not wanting to show it.

“When you’re with me, how do you feel?”

“I think you have real potential, you’re strong-”

“I’m not asking the Divine Ruler, I’m asking Kai, Kai Anderson”

He takes a deep breath before unintentionally breaking eye contact for a few seconds to think. You wait anxiously for the answer, and with every second passing you know what it will be.

“You’re special”, he starts, looking you in the eye again. “You’re valuable to the group, and to me. And I think you’d be a great… mother”. The last catches you off guard, not expecting Kai to be a family man or to think about this with you.

“You… you want me to… have your children?”

“I think our children would be indestructible, strong, powerful, decisive. They would be the seed of the better future”. Although it was a little forward for somebody you’ve never even kissed, you were beyond flattered, knowing how specific Kai is with traits in people.

“Let’s make a baby”, Kai says.

“Whoa whoa”, you laugh and unlink your pinky with his. “We’re not even dating, Kai”

“Why date if children is the ultimate purpose?”

“Then don’t look at is as dating… look at it… as getting to know the mother of your future children”

-Kai would love this and you’d soon end up dating

-And have like 6 kids

@milly-louise @amourtentiaa @kitwalker02 @tatestripedsweater @therenlover @maria-akira @tatesimper @thxc0untessesgl0ve @mossybank @ahsxual @mxlti-fand0m-imaginess @mrs-march-ahs-biggest-fan @kitwalkerangel @kitisagoldenretrieverboy @darlingkitt @blackbat2020@elaineygrace @kaiandersonskoolaid @undeadcortez @whiiiiplaaaaash

As usual, if you wanted to be added or taken away, dm me or comment!! I won’t mind! <3

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villainous-thorn · 2 years

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Hey I saw you take requests-this might be kind of weird but a villain giving a hero aftercare? Maybe after the villain was rough with the hero and they're a bit angsty about it? sorry if that's weird I love you writing

Thank you, lovie! And no, not weird at all, after everything I've written. Aftercare is extremely important! I hope this turned out to your liking! <3 cw: panic attacks, fear of abandonment, low self esteem, and obviously NSFW themes

“You did such a good job, love. You were perfect, you are perfect. I love you dearly.” The villain cooed, rubbing their lotioned hands across Hero sweetly. Too sweet, if you asked the hero, sickeningly sweet compared to the thrashing they had just delivered. The juxtaposition was nearly unbearable.

The two didn’t normally get too rough, Hero was relatively new to this stuff, but they couldn’t let Villain down. Anyway, it could be much worse, their established safeword hadn’t even crossed Hero’s mind during their session. This was incredibly tame compared to some of the videos they had seen. Yes, Hero could deal with this for now, for Villain’s sake, for them to have a good time, they loved Villain after all.

“You��re being dreadfully quiet, love.” Villain whispered, landing kisses along their lover’s neck as their hands worked through mild knots. “What’s on that gorgeous mind?” A peck delivered to their temple drew them out of their thoughts.

“I wish we did this part more often. S’nice.” Hero confessed, taking a sip of their tea Villain had prepared. Hero always was abysmal at relaying their true feelings, but Villain always found a way to coax it out of them, even if Hero wasn’t entirely sure of it themselves.

Villain’s personality was magnetizing, to say the least. And Hero? Hero was just… another hero. Disposable. It felt good for them to feel personally wanted for once, especially by someone so ridiculously wondrous and beautiful as Villain. So they would play along, they couldn’t risk losing them.

“Ah, you enjoy the pampering? We can most certainly do this more often, though I will expect some in return, of course. It’s hard keeping my skin this nice for you when I can barely reach some places.” They remarked, providing a faux frown, nimble fingers working into supple flesh delicately.

The wording made Hero’s stomach flip in the worst way, they felt a deep pit, a terrible gnawing. Hero needed to say something, “Villain, I…” Words failed them as their mind scrambled to find a cohesive thought, anything to speak, anything to voice their discomfort.

“I don’t like it.” The words seemed to tumble out, they swallowed, furrowing their brow as they closed their eyes. Maybe if they visualized the words, it might help?

“Don’t like what, my sweet? The tea? The touching?”

“I don’t like it when you’re like that.”

Oh shit. Oh shit.

Villain sat up, removing their hands from their lover. “When I’m like what?” Their tone was dangerously serious.

Oh, fuck, Hero fucked up. They fucked up and said that and now Villain was gonna leave and they would be alone and god why didn’t they just keep their fucking mouth shut. Stupid stupid stupid! Say something goddammit! They’re looking right at you! Take it back, take it back, you can fix this. Apologize!

“I- I’m sorry, I didn’t. Didn’t mean that. You know how my brain gets all jumbled.” Hero laughed it off, but not well enough. Villain’s resolve didn’t waver, “When I’m like what?” They asked more sternly.

Fuck. No no no no no no no no no! NO!

Hero folded in on themselves as their mind repeated the two letters. It was so deafening, they wondered if Villain could hear it. Tears fell as they hugged their legs to their chest, making themselves as small as possible, maybe they could disappear if they kept squeezing. Their breath was erratic, choking on sobs they could no longer hold in.

No no no no, they shouldn’t have said anything, Villain was going to leave, going to leave them alone and spent, no one ever stayed, no one ever cared, no no no no no.

Suddenly, Hero felt warmth surround them, leaning into it to weep openly. It was nearly a quarter hour before their crying ceased, mind cleared, and they were able to finally understand anything happening.

Villain was softly rocking them forward and back, petting their hair, kissing their temples and whispering comforts to them.

They hadn’t left?

“It’s okay, love. Just breathe through your nose. You’re alright. I’m right here. I’ve got you. I love you. I love you.” Villain continued their murmurs. Hero did as they were told and sucked in a shaky breath through their nose, letting it escape their lips.

“That’s it, good job. I love you so much. You’re okay, my sweet. You’re alright.”

“Y’still here?” Hero confusedly hiccuped out through sniffles.

“Still here. I’ve got you, love.”

Hero shook their head, “No, why are you still here? I- I… I failed. I fucked up.”

“You did nothing wrong, my sweet. Catch your breath, we can speak later.” Villain kissed a tear from the hero’s cheek, it was filled with promise, and love.

Villain still loved them?

Hero’s breathing returned to normal within half an hour, they both laid there as Villain lazily played with their lover’s hair, waiting for them to speak.

Hero cleared their throat, “Okay.” they rasped.

“Good job, my love. Go ahead, what don’t you like?”

“I. I don’t like the rough stuff. Some of it is okay, but it- it’s too much sometimes. And I don’t like being persuaded or um… What’s the word? Bargaining? Into something.”

“Example?” Villain knew how Hero’s mind worked, knew it would be easier for a specific moment to be cited.

“Uh, like when you said about wanting ‘something in return’, it set me off… Not the way you said it!” They defended, “Just the words. Reminded me of a few times I was fucked over during work and almost got killed. It just… I can’t.”

“I understand, love. I apologize. I didn’t know I had made you uncomfortable, I’m glad you told me. I’m proud of you.”

“You aren’t… mad? You aren’t going to leave, you still want me? You seemed mad before.”

“Oh gods above, no! Apologies, my sweet. I had gotten defensive, I thought you might not want this anymore. Any of this… Us…” Villain confessed.

“Baby, are you insane? I fucking love you. I would just prefer tender over rough.” Hero laid their lips on their lover's for a moment.

Villain laughed heartily, “And I you, my love. Any thing you desire, any way you desire.”

They lovingly nestled into one another. It might not be that bad to speak your mind after all.

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tf2-hellhole · 3 years

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can we get some fluffy tf2 headcannons? giving you full creative liberty over this one! :)

Idk if you meant tf2 x reader headcanons or just general head canons, so I did two sections for each merc; the first point is a general headcanon, the second is X Reader.

sorry this took forEEEEEEEEVER, I was just experiencing burnout and working on a prize for a contest on my server (BTW WE HAVE A NEW DRAWING CONTEST GO CHECK IT OUT)

Scout:

Scout is actually really self-concious about his intelligence. He’s not very bright and he knows it, and it makes him feel horrible. He had flunked out of high school and struggled in most of his core classes. He honestly feels really stupid and he hates when people point it out. But luckily for him, a lot of the other mercs understand what it’s like to be looked down upon and empathize with him. Quite a few of them help him relearn the skills he never mastered in school. Engie helps him with math, Spy sometimes helps him with writing, and even Pyro has him read children’s books to them to improve his reading.

Scout absolutely loves little casual dates. Stuff like going out to eat lunch, going to the movies, maybe just cuddling up in his quarters and watching a movie. He tries to plan one every week. His dream date is taking you back to Boston to meet his family and go to a Red Sox game. But obviously, since you’re both in New Mexico at the time, he’s going to have to shelve that dream for a few years.

Soldier:

Soldier is an excellent raccoon dad. At first, the other mercenaries thought they’d all end up dead by the end of the month when he first found them. But surprisingly, they are are very well cared for. They’re all fed regularly and basically have his entire assigned quarters to themselves. He loves every single one of them dearly, even the ones that hiss and scratch him every time. The raccoons, at least some of them, are kind of like weird, quiet dogs, and actually get along pretty well with most of the other mercenaries.

Soldier is a surprisingly very physically affectionate partner, and he’s not at all opposed to PDA. He loves hand holding, cheek kisses, cuddles, the whole nine yards. Whenever he’s particularly excited, he loves to run up to you, scoop you up into his arms, and press a hard, sloppy kiss to your lips. Of course, he’s careful to not hurt you, but he’s a very intense, emotional guy and he needs to express all that love he has for you!

Pyro:

Pyro is and excellent listener, so they’re a person a lot of the other mercenaries depend on to vent. Demo often comes to them to vent about his emotions, Scout, Sniper, or Medic will rant about what’s bothering them, and even Engineer will talk about his stress. And of course, Pyro doesn’t understand a lot of what is told to them, but they’re still happy to help them feel a little better, and they would happily do it a hundred times over to make their friends feel better.

Pyro has a hobby of baking and making candy/treats, and they love sharing everything they make with you. When they first gave you a treat, you honestly thought it’d be burnt or bad in some other way. But to your surprise, it was amazing! They’re actually and excellent cook, but they just love making sweet things the best. They’ll make you just about anything you could ask for without hesitation, but they’re best at making anything sweet.

Demo:

Demo obviously has the potential to pretty emotional when he’s drunk, there’s no doubt about that. But on the off-chance that he’s sober, he’s actually pretty sweet and considerate. Though he still is a rough-housing joker, he’s much more considerate of his friends’ feelings and has deeper and more meaningful conversations with them. He often likes to go to bars with his friends and co-workers on ceasefire weekends, having lots of fun conversation, drinking together, and generally causing chaos around town.

Demo, to put it simply, doesn’t like himself. He’s critical of everything, from his skills to race, because people have always put him down about them. His mother told him he’s lazy and unskilled too many times to count, just everyone makes fun of his eye, and many have made fun of his skin color. But you make him feel so much better about himself. Just the fact that someone so kind and gorgeous is actually with him makes him feel like he’s not as horrible as he thought. There’s been a couple of times where you’ve accidentally almost brought him to tears with a sweet compliment or show of affection, because he never thought in a million years that someone would love him and care for him like you do. He feels so blessed that he has someone like you.

Heavy:

I know the fandom’s decided that Engie is the Team Mom and makes the food, but I also think that Heavy cooks a lot too. He makes all of his own food, so he often makes a lot of extras to feed the team because a lot of them just eat junk food and Medic’s always complaining about their eating habits. Heavy often takes like half the food for himself (he does have a huge appetite and loves food, so he likes to take a lot) and just boxes up the leftover portions and leaves them in the fridge for the team to take. He says he’s only doing it because they can’t work properly if they’re unhealthy, but he also does it because he cares about their health. A little bit.

At first, you wouldn’t think Heavy’s the most cuddly guy. But surprise, he actually loves giving and receiving physical affection. He just doesn’t show it often out of respect for your boundaries, and doesn’t do it around others. His absolute favorite thing is to cuddle you against his chest. Sometimes it’s when going to sleep, or cuddling on the couch, or maybe just a quick hug. He just loves the feeling of your head resting against his chest and your arms trying (and failing) to wrap around his torso. It makes him feel like you’re safe. Nobody could ever get you when you’re wrapped up in his arms.

Engie:

You’d think Sniper’s the only nature nerd on the team, but Engie absolutely loves the outdoors, as well as animals. It’s because his father would often take him out camping every couple of months. It was often the only time he would get 1-on-1 time with his usually very busy father. So he does love the great outdoors, especially that of his home state. He especially loves animals. He was raised on a farm and helped take care of lots of injured wild animals with his mother. He absolutely loves pets and would like to have many when he retires. His dream is to have is own ranch, with horses and cows and a bunch of dogs and the whole shebang.

Engie absolutely loves playing the guitar, so of course he loves playing for you. He learns all sorts of sweet love songs to sing to you. He’s an excellent player and actually has a pretty decent singing voice (think Johnny Cash, he kinda has that singing style). I hope you like country music, because that’s all he’s going to sing to you until you give him some requests or he finds out your favorite artists or genres. You can tell how happy he is every time he gets to surprise you with a new song he learned, and he’d be a giddy, laughing mess if you sang along with him.

Medic:

You’d think this guy takes horrible care of his birds because of the environment he keeps them in, but his birds are actually exceptionally well cared for. He buys them only the best and most expensive bird food, gives them super high-quality water with vitamins n stuff in it, takes them to the vet regularly, the whole shebang. Yeah they get a little dirty from sitting around in his lab, but he always gives them a little bath at the end of the day to get all the blood and guts off.

Medic is honestly such a playful partner. Of course, around his co-workers he’s a little more professional; he still gives you soft touches, a kiss on the cheek, or a big smile, but that’s about it. In private, however, he’s such a sweetheart. He’s always sweeping you up into big hugs, kissing all over your face, and calling you all sorts of adorable nicknames in a variety of languages. It comes as a surprise, because you’d think he’d be a little more formal, but that’s really only for special occasions. It honestly brings him so much joy to have someone like you by his side, and every day he’s going to make sure you know just how grateful he is to have you in his life.

Sniper:

Sniper is an incredibly independent and self-sufficient man, but he’s also secretly a real mama’s boy. He loves his parents dearly and has a particularly close relationship with his mother. As well as sending them money every month, he sends them all sorts of gifts, letters, postcards, and souvenirs. He also makes sure to call them regularly. He goes home every couple of months to visit them, and one could see that he loves helping around the house and chatting with his parents. His mother loved gardening, so his number-1 favorite thing to do is help her in the garden.

Despite Sniper’s obvious lack of knowledge on self-care, he takes a lot of time out of his day to make sure you are happy, healthy, clean, and well-fed. He doesn’t hound you like a helicopter parent but he likes to ask how you’re feeling, if you’re hungry, stuff like that. It feels nice to know you’re taken care of or take care of you himself. If you switch it around and try to take care of him, however, he’s honestly baffled as to why you would care so much as to make sure he’s doing well. He does absolutely love the affection and attention he gets out of it though, it makes him feel loved.

Spy:

I’ve mentioned this before, but I have a head canon that Spy has a dog. Her name is Charlotte, and she’s an elderly Chihuahua. One would think he’d buy a French breed, but he found her out in the pouring rain one day and fell in love with her fluffy ears and spunky personality. She’s now 17 years old, extremely frail, missing most of her teeth, and extremely aggressive to anyone other than Spy, but he loves her dearly and pays for all of her medical expenses without batting an eye. And of course, she expresses her thanks with lots of kisses.

Spy loves dancing, and knows all kinds of dances, from flamenco to ballroom dancing to the Charleston to, canonically, disco. So of course, he’s dying to share all of the most romantic dances he knows with you. He’d love to actually teach you how to dance, rewarding you with kisses every time you finally get a move right and laughing softly when you make mistakes. But in reality, he just wants to use it as an excuse to dance with you against his chest and smother you in affection.

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classic80sand90smovieloves2 · 3 years

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Meeting and Dating Ian Malcolm

(Not my gif)(Requested by anonymous)

(When I tell you I love this man.)

- You and Ian meet when you attend the same STEM related conference; though it would be more accurate to say that you met while you attended a conference that he was lecturing at.

- Nevertheless, you were both in the same room and wound up interfacing before the meeting was over; an interaction that would lead to a very interesting and at times exasperating relationship.

- You found him fascinating; just like pretty much everyone else in the crowd, someone who had a big, entertaining personality in a field that so often lacked personality. You liked him the minute he opened his mouth.

- He, in turn, thought that you were gorgeous and found himself falling for you the minute he locked eyes on you. He was looking forward to the moment he could slink off stage and find a way to talk to you. He did so right after he finished his speech and the applause settled down.

- He artfully found his way through the crowd and managed to convince the person beside you to switch their seat, taking it for himself after the starry eyed boy got up.

- The two of you sat in silence for a little while before he leaned over and introduced himself, shaking your hand for a lingering moment before you both turned your attention back to the stage.

- Another beat of silence passed between you before he leaned over and murmured a funny comment to you, reveling in the way you tried to hold back your smile. You spent the rest of the meeting trying to stifle your laughter as your new ironic commentator continued his jokes and flirtation. It certainly made the conference more enjoyable.

- Once the shows over and everyone begins to clear out, he asks if you’re doing anything before asking if you’d like to go out and grab a couple of drinks or talk someplace.

- That's how you find yourself seated next to him at the bar of a nice little restaurant, listening to him explain the chaos theory in detail and trying your best to digest everything that he’s saying; along with your drinks.

- Along with his mathematical explanations, he also provides a lot of compliments and flirtation. You spend the evening feeling like the most important and sought after woman in the world

- Since you could easily; and very accurately, consider that little get together to be your first date, let’s move on to your first kiss.

- It’s a date or two later that the two of you share it. You don’t want to give in too easily; even if you want to kiss him a lot sooner, so you play coy until you cant take it any more and the moment feels perfectly right.

- Perfectly right seems to mean the middle of your kitchen after you invited him in for some coffee but hey, to each their own.

- Nevertheless, you’d invited him into your home after one of your dates and gone to your kitchen to get the two of you your drinks. He’d followed you in and when you handed him his cup of coffee, he’d leaned in, pressed his lips to yours and given you a soft kiss.

- When he pulled away, he smiled at you, raised his mug, and gave you a somewhat teasing thank you before he lead the way into your living room.

- One mug lead to another and you've been staying up late with each other ever since.

- Ian suffers from a deplorable need to constantly be touching you. On top of that, he really isn’t too preoccupied with how other people feel so Pda is very common and performed very shamelessly.

- His arm is usually wrapped around you in some way, whether it be draped across the back of your chair, wrapped around your shoulders, or haphazardly thrown in front of you while a T. Rex is charging towards you.

- Tight hugs; which usually means that you’re being somewhat picked up since he’s so goddamn tall.

- Having your hair played with; oftentimes while he uses his flirtation on you.

- Knee squeezes. His hand belongs to your knee whenever he can’t wrap his arm around you.

- He loves cheek kisses. He loves the sort of showing off feel of them whenever you’re in front of someone else; and he just loves how soft and sweet they are.

- Slow, passionate kisses.

- Oftentimes, you wind up sleeping in the crook of his arm; usually with your head resting against his chest. That being said, the two of you also just cuddle haphazardly, snuggling in any which way you can, your limbs entangled and your bodies relaxed.

- He tends to call you honey or baby but, considering the fact that he calls his daughter Queen, my goddess and my inspiration, there’s room for a few more over dramatic pet names in your relationship.

- Waking up together. Ian's a math professor so, depending on both your schedules, you’re usually getting up around the same time. Although, if you get up earlier than he has to, he’d definitely; somewhat begrudgingly, adapt to your schedule.

- The two of you are attached at the hip a lot of the time. If you choose to go somewhere, he’s bound to follow; whether that be to keep you safe or just because he enjoys spending time with you is anyone’s guess.

- Working on separate things while you’re together. Sometimes couples just want to be in the same room while they do their own thing and I think that’s beautiful.

- Going shopping together. He’s a fan of clothes shopping, groceries, not so much.

- He likes trying out new things and going to all those different places that pop up in town so the two of you visit a lot of new restaurants and shops.

- Going out to dinner at nice restaurants. He’s the Rockstar of the math community so of course he’d want to take you to a few high end places; whenever he could afford it that is.

- Traveling around the world together. Whenever he has to go somewhere, he likes taking you with him.

- Being in the crowds of his conferences and public appearances. You like cheering him on and he appreciates the fact that you’re always there for him; even if he doesn’t necessarily need the support.

- Ian isn’t the greatest at keeping his word and he can get really caught up in his work to the point where he forgets important things, but he does always try his best to make things up to you whenever he can.

- Becoming close with Kelly. She enjoys living with you when her mother can’t be bothered and Ian’s bogged down by work. He loves both his girls dearly so the fact that you get along with each other is very important to him.

- You get to use the fact that you’re with Kelly as an excuse to go do stupid and somewhat childish things like visiting arcades and county fairs. Not that you couldn’t do that without her but I think you know what I mean.

- Movie nights; usually with him and Kelly.

- Museum dates.

- He genuinely thinks that your weird interests and quirks are endearing and fascinating. Other people would consider them strange, Ian considers them to be a compelling part of your personality.

- Seeing you talk about things that you’re passionate about is one of his favorite things in the world. He thinks that drive to learn and do and the intelligence that you possess is extremely sexy.

- Sometimes he’ll just look at you like he wants to eat you alive and it’s extremely problematic. Sir, we are in public.

- Lots of flirting. It doesn’t matter how long you’ve been together, he still enjoys making you flustered and treating you like the prettiest girl he’s ever seen.

- Unnecessary and frankly disrespectful noises. If he doesn’t stop making salacious growls at you, you’re gonna have to act up.

- Letting him explain all his different theories and findings to you. He loves showing off and having your undivided attention.

- Breaking rules together. If you aren’t keen on doing so, he’d definitely tease you for being a goody goody.

- He carries around a flask most of the time so the two of you can always just park somewhere and drink together whenever you feel like. Some of your best memories take place in his car, passing around a little metal container and talking about nothing in particular.

- Sarcasm drips from this mans every pore so you should try to get used to it. As annoying as it can be, it does make for some funny comments here and there.

- Snarky comments; whether they’re directed at you or someone else. Ian can be a bit of a bastard so don’t be surprised when his mouth opens and something mocking comes out. Just be prepared to occasionally slap his arm and stop him from being a total ass to people; even if it’s justified.

- Corny little jokes.

- Trying to keep him from verbally destroying people. He’s very verbal about his opinions so chances are, he’s going to speak his mind at one point or another and you might not want to be there when he does.

- He’s a voice of reason for just about everyone on Earth so if you need someone to tell you when you’re being stupid, he’s perfect for you.

- Sticking with him and being there for him after everything happens. He changes very drastically in the following years after meeting Mr. Hammond but you love him no less.

- No matter what people may think of him, you still defend him and proudly stand by his side. You’ve learned to ignore the opinion of others and not entertain their gossip.

- Helping him deal with the trauma that comes with almost getting fucking eaten.

- Ian doesn’t get jealous very often. He’s secure enough in himself and knows that you wouldn’t cheat on him, but every now and again, if you’re particularly close to like a colleague or something, he’ll show some signs of jealousy. Mainly, he’ll just ask a bunch of questions about them and your relationship; all the while trying to play it off as normal curiosity.

- Ian is incredibly protective of you; particularly after the events of Jurassic park. He’s willing to do whatever he can to keep you safe; even if it means endangering himself or doing something that scares the hell out of him.

- The two of you don’t fight extremely often; and you rarely have very serious fights, but you do have an argument from time to time. He may say something sarcastic or hurtful in the heat of the moment on occasion but he never means it and he always immediately apologizes.

- Very few fights last overnight. He’s usually so quick to apologize and try to sort things out that you’re back on track in no time. Under his egotistical shell, he’s really just a big softie who wants things to be alright between the two of you.

- He tells you that he loves you a perfectly average amount of times; not too much and not too little. And he loves hearing you say it back or just tell him that you love him for no real reason.

- Ian legitimately loves kids. Like he’s fully prepared to get married and start a family with you at any given moment. Believe me, you just say the words and he’ll pop the question.

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