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feels like ➞ e. hewson
pairing — elijah hewson x fem!reader (gracie abrams fc)
fic type — social media au
met you at the right time. this is what it feels like!
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yourusername hello dublin!! i missed u angels sm 🫶 the last time i played a home show it was to a crowd of 200 at most & while i’ll always be grateful for those intimate shows and the family we built, i am so so so grateful and excited to play a sold out 3arena tomorrow with some very special guests ;) see you soon 💋
user SPECIAL GUESTS???? she’s definitely bringing inhaler out for a song or something
user no because didn’t she say on an ig live a few months ago that she helped eli write perfect storm…
user STOP ID CRY
joshjenkinson_ LFG!!!! 🤍🤍
user WHAT DO YOU KNOW JOSHUA.
evehewson beautiful beautiful girl 🫶
yourusername i love u to the moon and back by gorgeous eve ☹️💗
jordanjoyhewson ⭐️girl!! So excited for you x
user her friendship with eli’s sisters is so special to me
user im so excited i’ve been looking forward to this for months 😭😭
oliviarodrigo sososoooooooo proud of u baby 🥹
yourusername UGH!! my liv my life i love u too much
user you’ve grown so much in the past year im inconsolable
bobbyskeetz they were lovely leaves
yourusername getting the snow angel practice in early x
ynhq getting our bows ready!!
elijahhewson you betrayed me with that picture 💔
yourusername the job of a girlfriend is to humble, i’m sorry babe xx
phoebebridgers 🖤🖤🖤
ryanmcmahon_15 just updated their story!
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yourusername thank u thank u thank u all for giving me the perfect end to an already perfect tour… speaking of perfect things…. thank u to my angels inhalerdublin for joining me onstage for an encore. i love u guys so much & performing with u was a gift in and of itself 🫶 i’ll miss performing live but i’m so happy to be able to settle down for a while with those close to me. i love u all so so so much. thank u for supporting me 💗💗💗
user do you understand how many lives were impacted by this show.
user this is my boobgenius
reneerapp born to serve 💋
inhalerdublin thanks for having us 🫶❤️
yourusername i was looking at josh when he typed this guys just fyi
ryanmcmahon_15 i, too, ❤️ inhaler!
nieveella stunning beautiful yummy delectable talented showstopping amazing gorgeous perfect (storm)!!!!!!!
yourusername love u sm ☹️💋
user my roman empire
katiegavs can i get a kiss… pls
yourusername anything for u 💋💋
user post concert depression has already started to kick in
user u and eli sharing a mic for the perfect storm chorus had me 🥹🥹🥹🥹 IM UNWELL
stellajones IT GIRLLLLLL
gallagher_anais don’t mind me, just sobbing in my little corner 🥺🫶💗
yourusername ani babyyyyy i love u sm ☹️☹️
yourusername updated their story!
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yourusername a special thank u to this loser who means the world 2 me. don’t know why u decided to eat that paper but… i still love u forever and ever and ever and ever and… ever!!!
user omg the last pic in dying did they grow up together???
yourusername we went to the same playschool!! went to different primary & secondaries tho 💔
user THATS SO CUTE WTF
elijahhewson you love posting bad pics of me
yourusername you’re a leo you’ll be fine
elijahhewson love you and proud of you always 🤍
yourusername ILY BITCHHHHHHH
bobbyskeetz poor lad was starving
maisiehpeters so cute 🥹❤️🩹🎀
evehewson My faves ❤️❤️❤️❤️
user my alex turner & alexa chung fr
chappellroan IM CRYINGGGG YOU GUYS ARE THE CUTEST EVER
laufey 🥺🥺🥺💞💞💞
#inhaler chats.#inhaler dublin x reader#inhaler#inhaler dublin#inhaler oneshot#inhaler x reader#elijah hewson x reader#elijah hewson#eli hewson#bobby skeetz#josh jenkinson#ryan mcmahon
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Software Engineer Diaries: Holiday Horror Story 🙀💀
a series of unfortunate events, but i won't be defeated 😤
how my morning went 👁️👄👁️
*checks my messages, expecting a pretty uneventful day*
my senior colleague in gc: 👋
me: huh? 👀
my other colleague: huh?? 👀👀
me: oh my god. he's been let go. (we've had so many layoffs at this point)
my other colleague: oh sh— 💣
our manager: yeah, he's been let go.
everyone: ....
"there's too much work, we need to shuffle things around"
it's like a bad Uno game where i put down one card (a.k.a. Jira ticket) and pick up 3 🃏
how my afternoon went 🏎️🏇🏃♀️
*rushing to get my newly assigned work done so that it's ready for demonstration at the company-wide meeting*
my manager: hey zesty, here's the project that fired colleague was working on, please get up to speed and take over
me: 😶
*starts messaging a bunch of people who were also working on the project to try to piece it together*
my other manager was super helpful in answering all my questions and figuring out the beginnings of a solution together 🙏🙏🙏
*firing off more messages to annoy everyone and their team mascot intern*
demo at the company-wide meeting and i am shitting myself 💩
because it's all on my local dev environment and so, so, so much of a work in progress and also someone interrupted me while i was talking but whatever 🙄
how my evening went ❤️🩹
meet with engineering department-head who liked my demo 🥰
*more coding noises* 👩💻
internal testing meeting for the thing i demo-ed and spent so long stressing over working on 😮💨
it's still so broken 💔
but at least it looks pretty ✨
*ignore my continuous stream of incoming messages as i write this post because that is a tomorrow problem* 😴
i can't wait for my vacation 😅
❤️ like to save a piece of zesty's sanity, lol
#studyblr#workblr#codeblr#progblr#software engineer#software engineering#coding#programming#women in stem#women in leadership#women in tech#woman in tech#woman in stem#that girl#it girl#romanticise your life#romanticise everything#web development#software development#zesty's life#career#day in the life#engineering#computer science#comp sci#100 days of productivity#becoming that girl#light academia#100dop#productivity
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I watched Euphoria Season 2 episode 1 four nights ago since the passing of Angus and man… I balled my eyes out the entire time. It’s so painful to me 💔 and I’m still not over Angus is really gone. I’ll never accept this, I’m afraid 🥀 Denial, denial 😔
I forced myself to watch it because I needed to remind myself of my love and passion for Euphoria—for Fezco & Lexi 💌❤️🩹
Not that my love for them ever went away; it’s very much still there but, I more so needed to remind myself why I started doing Euphoria Sims in the first place.
I still have so many ideas, plans and scripts already written—still need to do part two of Our Life… it’s just very heartbreaking for me and I’m scared.
Scared of balling my eyes out again; scared of the many nights I’ll have to face my sadness during filming; scared to mourn through my dedication of tedious editing—oh the sad songs…😭
Scared to accept that I will never see him onscreen again, and that no matter how many loving videos I make that we will never see Lexi and Fezco get their happy ending Together in reality 💔
But, I am going to face my fears 🥲 I’ve never lost someone close to me, let alone an actor/actress that death has affected me as much as Angus…
So I’m going to do this for ANGUS 🌩️❤️ I’d like to think he’s all around me in spirit, covering me like a blanket as I devote the time and long nights into crafting him; his physical beauty and caring personality.
He loved art just like me, and the Sims is my best way of expressing my visual ideas and the gracefulness of their friendship and relationship—the endless depth of where it could go…where it Could have went.
Although Angus never got the chance to see my videos, my art, I am going to continue to make them in honor of Him. He is watching me; US❣️ And he is everywhere around us. Always ♾️
Bless, Bless 🕊️🌹 One Love ☝🏽❤️🌩️
- Ashley
#fexi euphoria#fexi#lexi howard#fezco o'neill#fezco euphoria#lexi euphoria#euphoria#sims 4#angus cloud#maude apatow
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headcanons for affection with tony? like the ways he shows it, his favorite ways to receive it. specially physical affection since I think he'd be quite touch-starved
aww yes❤️ he would be really touch-starved and just melt at the gentlest touch 🥹
Headcanons | Receiving and Giving Affection ❤
💠Affection can be confusing and hard for him at first, both giving and receiving, but that doesn't mean he doesn't love it and want it!
💠It's just... the few affections he's used to aren't exactly, uh- soft, or innocent, or loving, or real 💔 So when it is suddenly soft and innocent and loving and real, he might not exactly know what to do, but he does know that it feels... well, good ❤️🩹
💠His favorite ways of both giving and receiving affection are definitely physical. He was always handsy, confidently putting a hand on your lower back and cheekily sliding a hand up your thigh. But when you held his hand and snuggled into his side, all that confidence in touching turned into a blush and an overwhelming warmth in his chest. He probably went a little stiff at first, but he learned to lean into it! He was 1000% smitten when he was working at his computer one day and you unexpectedly wrapped your arms around him. His head instantly flopped to your chest and he could've fallen asleep with the fingers and kisses in his hair!
💠It just makes him feel so safe and adored when you hold him tight or smother him, and it makes him feel so special and like your protector when you bury yourself in his neck or chest and let him smother you back! It's a language he understands best, after all, so he hopes you feel the same way 🥹
💠Definitely lots of kisses, too. The easiest way for him to say thanks or let you know you're being cute wherever and whenever. He may just come up and litter your face with sweet little pecks when you tell him something exciting or do something nice for him. Or maybe you just look extra cute while he's walking by and he'll suddenly trap you in a long, deep kiss before going about his day and leaving you dazed 😘
💠Gifts!! He loves giving you things that reminded him of you when he saw it, or maybe he thought it would look pretty. Maybe he gets you something that you had your eye on but kept brushing off, or maybe just that lion plushie at the zoo that was super soft and you kept coming back to it. In a way, it's one of the few ways he feels he can repay you for everything you do for him and how much you love him, and show you just how much you mean to him. They say money can't buy happiness, but you usually look pretty damn cute and happy when he gives you something soooo 😌
💠He's not as big on receiving gifts (besides, what do you get for the man that has everything and can buy anything?). Low key feels like that's His Thing™️, and also doesn't want you to feel like you owe him anything :( He will appreciate anything you do, though!! If it's something small and thoughtful, handmade or meaningful, he'll feel pretty sappy 🥲 After all, it's another language he understands pretty well, so he knows you're thinking about him and want to give him everything you can ❤️
💠It may be annoying at times how overprotective, nosy, and occasionally controlling he can be, but it comes from a good place! Yes, he may have constant access to your location via phone or even your favorite necklace he gave you and noticed you wore it everywhere so he may or may not have bugged it... and yes, it might also have a sort of 'panic button' in case something goes wrong and you need him...
💠He might call to ask where you're at, even though you told him three hours ago, but he just thought you were taking too long 🙄
💠There may be a very specific road he's decided you aren't allowed to take 🤨 or a specific area he'd rather you not go to anymore 🫤 And while he can't really do anything about it other than pout, he can see your location (and may even get notified about it)
💠He just really wants to keep you safe and wants you to know he's looking out for you and cares about you! And let you know that he can protect you, and wants you to feel safe! He can't bear the thought of something happening that he could've prevented, and now that he has something so safe and loving he'll do anything to keep it!
💠He doesn't expect anything like this in return, but in a way, you protect him too! He's incredibly grateful when you chase off any press when he's tired, or sass those agents away that won't leave him be. Even when you drag him out of the lab for some rest, or 'forget' to tell him about something that would've just stressed him out more than he already was, but now it's been dealt with or it's passed now anyway. It lets him know you care about his well-being too, and want to keep him safe in your own way 🥰
💠And while it may be hard for him to say back sometimes, a simple 'I love you' can do wonders. He'll always look over and smile, with a little kiss to your cheek to say it back. But he says it in many other ways! Like those check-in texts at three in the morning making sure you're okay, or asking if you need anything, or silly compliments when you walk by. It may be when he's thanking you for something so mundane, or thanking you for being his 🥺❤️
💠He knows he may not be the easiest person to love sometimes, but he'll make sure to let you know he appreciates you for sticking around! And loves you 'til the end of time ❤️
#tony stark#tony stark x reader#tony stark imagine#tony stark one shot#tony stark headcanon#tony stark drabble#tony stark fic#tony stark fanfiction#iron man#iron man x reader#iron man imagine#iron man drabble#iron man fanfiction#marvel#marvel x reader#marvel headcanons
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♥️ 💔 ❤️🩹
❤️ a favorite ship
flatdust my beloved <33 also eightfitz! i'm not really into dr who these days but they are so very special to me <3 bullymagnet too bc they're baby and v cute
(sticking the others under a cut!)
💔 a least favorite ship
i really do not care for rusted brakes/steampress i'm sorry,,,saw them one too many times and went Hmm. Enough Of That. i'm also not big on imaax, the fandom soured it for me a few years ago bc ppl were being Weird
❤️🩹 a popular ship that you just don’t get
tbh i get why people like most ships even if i don't so i just like. make the cat no banana face to myself and move on
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ENOUGH!!!! I wanna hear your take on HimuKuro because now I think about them!!! And I blame your gorgeous drawings!!! (this is a request to unleash all the headcanons and thoughts and everything sorry i sound overexcited lmao)
Hello ❤️❤️ its so satisfying to see others liking it haha just according to keikaku...
I am still building out their dynamic and headcanons on my head, but I have a couple of things(also a sort of starting point). Kind of long post ahead
As I have mentioned in an older post(and I'm pretty sure you read it?) Himuro is a very emotional person, and Kuroko is a great support, chill to be with and listener. Not like harmful emotional dependence, its more a relationship of safe space and acceptance of each other.
Himuro has a tendency of being too harsh with himself and Kuroko could be a great influence changing that :)
I don't think Himuro would get in between Kuroko/Kagami, I see it happening if Kuroko feelings are unrequited therefore his heart got broken :'( Himuro heart got broken by Kagami once too so yeah. At first, he thought it would work between them, and surprisingly it didn't.
Kuroko in love gaze was still there, but with a pinch of sadness on it. On the few occasions they were all reunited, at some point Himuro noticed he was unconciously thinking about Kuroko in a different way, maybe seeing himself on it.
On a solidarity act 💔❤️🩹🤝 Himuro asked him to go eat something together without any particular reason(of course Kuroko figured out what was the reason behind). Although initial Himuro intentions were to comfort him a bit, as the conversation went on, and he knew Kuroko a bit more, he again empathized with him and did not wanted to see Kuroko so sad like himself were years back.
Not sure of what he was doing, feeling? compassion, love, friendship? asked Kuroko to hang out more often. Kuroko could get distracted doing activities with him + Murasakibara as a plus ^_^ "ooo muro-chin liking kuro-chin means I get to see kuro-chin more often..." haha
Occasional, though! Kuroko is still close to his Seirin friends and Kagami :D
Eventually Himuro acknowledges what he felt when seeing or talking with Kuroko, and asks him to have a date <3 in this field Himuro is more confident, if reciprocated. Kuroko is surprised, but happy to share this with someone like Himuro-kun ❤️ so cheesy forgive me.
Anyways... they could bond on similar past experiences. Also, I think they're breaking a pattern on the type of people they've liked before, and that's interesting for both. I like to believe that Himuro knows what he wants, and is an attentive, passionate lover in his own way. Kuroko is similar :)
In more headcanons, weekend visits are occasional, but very special! I think Himuro would visit Kuroko more often than the other way around, specially in surprise on fridays after class :) Kuroko at the beginning is still a bit shy in doing things like that but gains enough confidence to also appear from sudden in Akita :D the distance between them is big as hell but they do text a lot, when time is available.
Murasakibara is included, and invited into 85% of their plans. How could you not invite him
Himuro calls Kuroko by his name(Tetsuya), but for Kuroko it takes him longer and is difficult to do the same thing, forgetting it often. Tatsuya-kun is more fitting for him to say and uses it occasionally :)
That could be all for now! It can be longer, but I don't want to delay this ask more ahh
I think about them at least once or twice a day so more HimuKuro stuff to come :)c I am obsessed.
#himukuro#tagging one of these for the first time#giving himukuro as much propaganda as I can#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING THIS
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fanfic drabble emoji game
Stephen had a tendency to be a little self-destructive. He seemed almost creative in his ways of harming and endangering his own body – it was almost ridiculous that he was still alive. Almost. That was, of course, one of the many other bad tendencies he inhabited. This one in particular, though, was probably the worst. Which was why Tony wasn't even half surprised that he'd end up in the sanctum kitchen after a particularly nasty battle Stephen had, patching up the sorcerer's wound as the man sat on the edge of a table. A med kit and various things littered the surface, his blue robes neatly folded on a chair, and the cloak hovered about around the air in exasperation as if it was worried for its owner.
Tony winced, staring at the gashing wound that started from his shoulder and went all the way through his chest and ended just shy of his abdomen.
"That's…" he said, "I think that's gonna scar."
Stephen's face was blank, emotionless, and his eyes seemed empty as it stared at the floorboards. Tony looked at him, almost sadly, partly impressed at how Stephen didn't even so much as hiss as he set to work, cleaning the wound quickly and with precision, experienced hands patching up the rather deep cut.
"Does it hurt?" It came out as a whisper, unintentionally, almost as if he was afraid that raising his voice would cause the man further pain.
Stephen shook his head.
"Nothing I'm not used to," Stephen said, voice a deep rumble, indicating his tiredness, before he added what was probably meant to be a reassuring statement. "Don't worry. I'm fine."
Tony felt his throat constrict at Stephen's response. He sighed, scrubbing a hand over his face exasperatedly and kneading his eyebrows.
"You're clearly not, Stephen. Just–" he gestured at Stephen's battered, wounded, bandaged-wrapped body, "Look at you! Look at yourself!"
Tony held out his fingers as he said his next words, "You always come out of the battle being the most injured, you always somehow forget to eat properly, you barely rest, and even if you do, it's probably because you collapsed out of exhaustion!" Tony didn't mean to raise his voice, but God help him. He was distraught. "Why can't you just ever take a break?"
Stephen stared at him for a moment, a look flashing in his eyes that disappeared the same second it appeared, and then looked down.
"I'm sorry."
Tony frowned, another exasperated sound escaping his lips.
"It was necessary this time. It really was."
Tony could sympathise. Lord knows he has his own fair share of destructive tendencies, but still. Knowing that fact doesn't help the worry to stop growing in his chest at seeing Stephen like this.
"I'm a doctor, Tony. I know my limit."
Tony huffed.
"No you fucking don't."
Stephen's limit was probably literal destruction that could possibly lead to death. Doctors really were the worst patients.
"Then what am I supposed to do? I can't– I needed to do it, Tony. Believe me. It could've been worse."
Tony's eyes stared into Stephen's, trying to hold back the words at the tip of his tongue as he looked at the sheer vulnerability and desperation in Stephen's face.
"I–" Tony clenched his eyes shut and dropped his head down for a moment, and then muttered, "I'm sorry, Steph. You're hurt, you're tired, and you really look like you need sleep. I shouldn't have gotten mad."
Stephen just sat there for a moment as the seconds ticked by. And then trembling hands reached out to Tony's calloused ones, reassuring and gentle. Tony's lip twitched up a bit at that, a hesitant smile forming.
He leaned forward to wrap his hands over the sorcerer's (worryingly thin) waist, rubbing his hand over the small of his back.
"I love you, you know that? I care about you. Worry about you. Every second, every day," he felt Stephen rest his chin over the engineer's shoulder, "The world needs you alive, Stephen. They need you. I need you. So please," Tony pulled back, hands holding Stephen's shoulder firmly, "Please. Stay alive. At least for me."
Stephen looked at him.
"I love you, too." he whispered, and though the words seemed almost quiet, it was more than enough to convey his emotions. "But no promises."
Tony couldn't help but let out a half amused and half exasperated huff at that.
Stephen had a tendency to be a little self-destructive. He just couldn't seem to help it. Putting himself in the front line wasn't an easy job, and a tendency like that was bound to grow in him in such a line of work, especially with actual lives at risk. But Tony would always be there for him along the way to patch up his wounds, and that assurance itself made the battles worth fighting.
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Me: *looks at the ending and cringes at myself*
Also me: *shrugs and posts it anyway*
Here’s to hoping it’s not that sappy.
#sorry for all mistakes#this was word-barfed at midnight and finished in an hour#not proofread obviously so there are probably mistakes#ironstrange#ask#anon#ask game#fanfic drabble emoji game#stephen strange#tony stark#my fic#my writing
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I watched Ms.Marvel today for the very first time.All six episodes within a span of 6 hrs and...
She is my girl.Go argue with a stone (Marvel ISTG DONT EVEN THINK ABT IT-)
Idk if it's just me who hasn't seen many posts and tweets yet but why do I see nobody talking abt the show and HER?? Iman Vellani did a very good job ONG LIKE I WANNA PROTECC™ AND HUG HER ANY MOMENT I CAN
I know that representation has always mattered but I understood it on a very deep level today.The joy I felt everytime I heard the people in the show speaking in Hindi and Urdu...maaaann I literally teared up everytime!! "haan chalo beta"🥹🥹🥹 The way Iman portrays Kamala is sooo good and how proud Kamala's Ammi and Abbu were in the last episode GAWD I COULDNT STOP CRYING I'm not kidding ok??Proud best friends,proud brother I WANT AAMIR TO BE MY BROTHER TOO BYE- proud parents,proud community IT WAS SO NICE TO WATCH 😭 Iman is a bundle of cuteness and I will never get over her SHE HAS MY HEART and OMGGG THE WEDDING DANCE GEEZ I LITERALLY PLACED MY PHONE ON A TABLE AND DANCED ALONG TO THE MUSIC and the ILLUMIN-AUNTIES LMAOOOO 😭 and hearing Desi music which were included here and there in every episode MAN THE EMOTIONS AAAANNND TO TOP ALL OF THIS (for me)....
I HAD TO PLACE MY DEVICE DOWN FOR A MINUTE TO PROCESS THIS and the other south indian languages too and OMGGGG THE SONG FROM LINGAA in the first episode I CAN TALK ABT THIS AND THIS ALONE FOR DAYS like I know it's just the title and just the beginning of the song BUT IT'S A WIN FOR ME and hey!!Mr.Farhan Akhtar looked dashing might I add....but Waleed,you will be missed.Thank you ❤️🩹
Kamala Khan rlly said "Your new comfort character coming right through" AAAAGGRHRHHHH I will give my life for her when it comes to it- and her powers are so beautiful to look at I MEAN THE VIBRANT COLOURS??!! 😩🤌✨️
And Sadie.KAREN.Deever.I WAS SO MAD WHENEVER SHE SHOWED UP Barging into a mosque JUST LIKE THAT??She was humbled very well at the end tho felt very satisfying😌
Yeah,no,nope.I'm not gonna leave this site without talking abt my boy and my tech wizard BRUNO ("Brian"😭💀) CARELLI you absolute cutie pie TEAM BRUNMAL FOREVER 😍🥰😘❤️✨️
omg what did I come up with -
Look at his face...must protecc™ 🥺🤏
Almost shifted to team K&K (iykyk) and then Najma and the "Clandestines" showed up,everything went downhill and there we go - "Jalebi baby" playing in the bg when he came out of the pool and Nakia and Kamala going "Masha allah" I GIGGLED- ngl when he and Kamala held hands and their powers glowed together AAGHHHH😩🦋🦋 I was like KISS KISS KISS but Bruno showed up lmfaooo sorry I laughed -
NOT TO FORGET Hasan and Aisha OMFGG sunshine boy and grumpy girl at first sight SO TRUE 😭❤️ Hasan saying that he couldn't blame baby Sana for looking at Aisha like she was magic GOOSEBUMPS AND 🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋
Nani,Ammi and my girl bonding 🥹🥹🥹
Ammi said "She's not short.The dress is too long" my heart was so happy and then AUNTIE RUBY came in and she said that she was short and ammi agreed to it too and I was like "Typical" 🙄😮💨 It's always the aunties lol
The scenes which showed the after-effects of the 'Partition'...I can't 💔💔💔
ANYWAAAAYYY -
I could go on and on abt this show but I ranted too much already so - 😃✌️🚶🏽♀️🏃♀️
(Pics - from Pinterest)
#kamala khan#i love her#ms marvel#my love#kamala x bruno#iman vellani#must protecc at all costs#i love this show#🥺🥺🥺
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Hey,
So, I’m listening to your IBFIBG playlist (while reading the fic of course ❤️) and suddenly the song: Kick, by Greta Stanley begins to play and it made me wonder if you got the title for this fic from the lyrics?
This is the first time I listened to this song and I really like it, it brings a deeper feeling when I’m reading the way you write Slytherin Lily, and it’s like this song is a bridge that connects the emotions that Lily feels throughout her time at Hogwarts with the happiness that she will get at the end ( yes… that means I trust you even if you have no remorse with hurting Lily 🥹🥺🥹 ).
Also, the song: Something I Said, by The Sonder Bombs, blended well with chapter 4 (a few more chapters left until I finish reading it 😔 💔😒 ❤️🩹😭) for me it does a great job with emphasizing the impact of Lily and James’ estrangement during their time at school. James wondering where everything went wrong between them and not knowing if she’ll speak to him again 🥺.
The manner in which you bring so much emotion into this story is my absolute favorite part. I’m always on the edge of my seat, whenever I click “Next Chapter”. Basically what I want and need you to know is that your writing is a gift and that I appreciate all the effort that you’ve made into writing this fic (along with your others, especially the micros!)
I hope your having a great day/evening (also I hope you were safe while the hail was coming down in your city )
As always thank you for sharing your writing!
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Nena! 💕 You are the first person to come to me with the connection between the playlist and the title, and you are absolutely correct!
When I was trying to figure out a title for this fic (it existed in my drafts as "Twinkle Lights" forever—the song that inspired a lot of events in the fic) I definitely dove into the lyrics of the songs from the playlist since I felt that they matched the tone of the story so well. I agonized over it and actually made banners with a few other options before deciding on i'll be fine, i'll be good. I'm glad that the sliver of hope shines through even in the earlier years (and thank you for having faith that the ending won't be all doom and gloom!😉)
I love your take on Something I Said from James' POV! When building the playlist, I was very much doing it from Lily's mindset (and for this song in particular lining up with the end of 7th year and that kind of repetitive spiral of "I'll fuck up again") but it works so well for James because of all the reasons you've pointed out! And I love that it's an example of both of them kind of feeling that sense of worry and hopelessness in parallel with each other 🥲
Thank you so so so much for all your kind words, on here AND on ao3! I hope you know how much I appreciate YOU 💕. As for my night...hoping to bang out another jilytober prompt (🤞����...if I can stop outlining this regency fic). We were luckily spared any damage in the hailstorm, thank you!
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Josh Hartnett reminds me of this one dude I met in Sumer camp and I was ABSOLUTLEY enamored with him. Let me tell you I neverrr ask people on dates or to hang out and I’m never open about my feelings but with him I was and I like invited him to go canoeing and shhh…. Anyways very strict no dating rule but we went everywhere together and we got close but at the end of the final week he “gave me his info” turns out he didn’t and I didn’t give him mine so I’ve never spoken to him again and he was just another summer lover ❤️💔❤️🔥❤️🩹
#josh hartnett#summer#love story#rant post#rambles#girlblogging#beautiful men#picture#story#storytelling
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Yayyy, we're on an emotional rollercoaster 🎢😁😭
Y/n is back into her shell, not giving up but in her shell and it's absolutely understandable. I can literally feel how shattered she is inwardly. Loki really fucked it up but she loves him deeply.
Her love for Loki is unwavering, she will marry Steve and submit to her fate...and all this to keep Loki safe. She's really going to sacrifice her life and her happiness for Loki...she can't believe in her dream anymore 😭😭😭 and still loves him so much and craves for him. And as I said, Loki had and still has an enormous influence on her life and the way she lives now...she won't and can't forget it .
If this isn't true love then I don't know what true love could be. ❤️
Loki wasn't there when she needed him, he was too busy with his insecurities and his fears and yes, I still get his reasons why he doubted their relationship...they should've talked 😫😭🙄 always and about everything but it's easier said than done and both are deeply traumatized. They would've talked when y/n went to his room...but the circumstances were against them (thanks to the bitch 😝)
'He didn't deserve you. He didn't deserve such a pure love'
Loki deserves it, this man is so full of love, he has so much to give but he wasn't able to truly believe in y/n's love confession, she already had chosen him. But he needs some time to internalize it. 😔🥲
'He wanted you safe, happy, loved and he wanted to give it all to you like he promised '
Loki has to bathe his baby in love and attention. Y/n will do the same for him. Their longing for each other is so overwhelming, it hurts and my heart clenched. She loves him so much, she rather pushes him away to save him instead of being together with him. Hmmm, and she wants to save herself too.
'He loved you sure but not in those moments of weakness, or that's what you convinced yourself...easier to accept'...but she cannot survive without him😭💔
Loki loves y/n so much, he knew he made everthing wrong but now he is down on his knees for her, crying, begging for forgiveness and he's willing to accept to be just an option, the main thing for him is to have her in his life 😭💔...he cannot survive without her.
Loki on his knees, his arms around her waist, begging for forgiveness, for a last chance...I'm in tears, weak and how am I supposed to not forgive him😭😭❤️🩹💚
The birthday party, what a fake party, nobody gives a shit about y/n, she didn't even eat a piece of her cake 🥺🥺 that's so sad and heartbreaking...
But wait...Loki took a piece of her cake with him 😉😏...what a sweet temptation, like her green full length bodycon dress 😉, daddy needs to feed his baby 😁😉😏😏❤️🔥... and damn, Loki tear that too tight dress down from her bodyyy, Baby needs to breathe 😉🥵
'You started with the worst possible thing "I'm not going to pick you Loki " '
I hope it's meant like, first the worst thing, then the best thing...what is she going to tell him? She doesn't pick him, she already did?She WANTS him? Now and forever? She stays with him? My favourite version is: I'm not going to pick you...I'm going to fuck you 😅😅
THE WEDDING 😱 (always on my mind 🥺)
I'm still convinced y/n is going to marry Steve, she will walk down the aisle. I still have no idea how to avoid this, hopefully she says NO, runs away and with the help of Eric and Peter and a getaway car, she will escape with Loki, and all of this is part of the plan 😅😎
I know you will surprise me, my Lady 😁Addicted, excited and can't wait 😏😉🤗.
I love you my Queen 👑 💕
You know rollercoaster is one of my favourite things? I love rides. Maybe loki should take me on one or more 🥴🥴
Yeah it's like her own instincts lied to her that things will be fine but they weren't and she felt cheated by that. She's also worried about loki and his safety because she knows what Steve and Rocky are capable of doing.
And ofcourse he deserves all the love he gets , he just have to learn to accept that it's for him and they're not going him any favours. But the fear of abandonment and trust issues that comes with it is really damaging, and it was one of the reasons why he never wanted to get involved in another relationship. He knows his flaws and he's imperfect but that doesn't make him evil.
It's not that he can't or he won't survive without her, he has been through worst situations and survived but he doesn't want to, that's his one true love and he doesn't want to let go, he's willing to beg and grovel but doesn't want to give up.
He took the cake and she definitely needs to be out of the dress 😜
I love you too queen thank you so much 🥰❤️
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Hey there!! 🦝 💙 I’m back, as promised.
Buckle up! I got a lot of thoughts and feelings and I’m here to express ‘em:
There are some things that need to be processed in safe connection with another person. So it makes sense that now Zuko has both a safe connection, as well as having someone else helping with the day-to-day with Izumi, that there’s finally space to process all the grief. But, of course, the guy is gonna repress that shit as long as he can. That’s on brand.
Oh no, the grey hair existential crisis!! Just dye your hair purple and pretend you’re still young. Not that I’m speaking from experience. Not me. Nope. 👀
I mean, I totally get Azula being anxious about how fast they’re moving. I love how you show how difficult it is for them to break unhealthy patterns of communication, and that they’re really trying, and that they really do love each other!! Also, Azula healing through connecting with Jin and with her therapist is The Good Shit. 🤌
Sokka being like, “you can wake me up to talk, or maybe we could ‘do an activity together’?” Call this pick-up line “the old reliable.” 🙄🤣
When I first read the teapot situation I gasped SO hard, then immediately went into problem-solving mode and was thinking they could do some real cute kintsugi family craft together. But I also totally get the important lesson Izumi needs to learn that being sorry doesn’t fix everything. Especially now, knowing your niece’s plant story.
Sokka better be Flynn Rider for Halloween!! Zuko would never live it down.
Katara: “I didn’t say it was smart, but it’s a possibility.”
Me: *sucks teeth* Yikes! Reading this man for filth when he’s not even here!! 🤣🤣
Social worker Aang makes so much sense and it’s a thing I never knew I needed in my life.
The “Haven’t you done enough for me? Aren’t you sick of this yet?” line got me SO BAD. Shattered into 1 million pieces. 💔❤️🩹
I LOVE that you had Hakoda be super real with him here about his grief because that normalizes the hell out of what Zuko’s going through.
This argument after Mai’s phone call!! 👀 HOLY SHIT!! This is some very productive conflict, they definitely needed to have this conversation about Sokka feeling shut out. I love the dialogue!!
The flashback to 17-year-old Zuko and the cannon dialogue. I’m fucking WRECKED over here!!
Big Oof. We’re really in it now aren’t we? Because the avoiding and distracting was good for him, honestly, until he was ready to really feel all this. But when he was ready to feel it all he freaked out and postponed it for a few weeks which led to all the shutting out, feeling confused, lots of shame and guilt, etc. Like DAMN how do you write like this???? I’m so impressed and emotional and blown-the-fuck-away by the way this story unfolded because it’s SO REAL!! People really do this!!
Broken heart-itis is a phrase I will be using as part of my daily lexicon, I want you to know this.
I LOVE that Uncle did his own therapeutic letter writing to Lu Ten. 😭😭 You got Uncle helping Zuko with his grief even still. ❤️
“but when that happens, when the grief comes hungry, he’ll feed it and keep going.” I want to have this quote in my social worker office, would you be cool with that? I definitely won’t if you don’t want me to. I’ve got a bunch of quotes in there and I point them out whenever I have a client who I think would need to hear it because sometimes words… *gestures vaguely* they do be hard. And this one… damn. It perfectly illustrates how to feel your painful emotions without shame and without spiraling into thinking you’ve lost all the progress you’ve made. Again, I’m just… blown-the-fuck-away by this.
Ok. I think that about covers everything I was thinking. I’m high-key sad that this story is wrapping up because it’s been so fucking good. Having these updates to look forward to have been Real Enough to Get Me Through this pandemic nonsense, for sure. As always, much love to you and I hope you’re well and healthy and that you did well on the COVID test. 💙
- your most voracious and vocal fan, 🦝
HELLO FRIEND <3 my long and rambling answer is under the read more because I also have a lot to say 😍😍
this made my night lol thank you for sharing these reactions!! at the end of the day I'm writing for myself but theres no way I would've made it to this point without kind people such as yourself sharing your excitement and encouraging me along!! so THANK YOU!!
the grey hair existential crisis was inspired by the grey thats recently started peppering through my own hair lol. this story only takes place within the span of a year, so I needed a way to keep showing the big picture of time passing and that seemed like a good way to introduce it. plus it ties in nicely later when Z is thinking about what S would look like when they get older :')
on Azula- even though shes in the background I still wanted to show that shes been on her own path too, and Z is definitely a big part of that. I think she looks up to him so much even though she hates to admit that. also i was DYING to finally throw in some jinzula and not just hint at it, so that was fun.
I'm so glad you liked the katara/aang/toph scene! it's always tough writing roundtable conversations like that because there are so many distinct voices/viewpoints to keep track of and I'm always afraid that it gets clunky or confusing. But it was important to me to show S opening up to them and taking their advice. I think he was probably getting in his head too much worrying about Z and he really needed that reset with help from his family and friends.
I almost cut that hakoda scene because for a while I couldn't quite figure out where to place it and how to force the two of them together and have Z in a mindset where he would even think to ask about it. Originally the frog scene was the same, but when Z started to spiral, he got up and left on his own to take a break, and ran into Hakoda in the house. but no matter how many times I tried to make that work I hated every outcome. I dont know why but that whole scene out of this entire chapter was the most challenging to push through and figure out. But I didnt want to cut the Hakoda conversation bc I really wanted Z to try to get someone else's perspective, and I wanted to show that he's still developing relationships with characters other than S. But speaking of S, I realized that scene was a good opportunity to show that he WAS paying attention and realized that Z needed help and wasnt about to ask for it himself, so he stepped in.
also OOF the argument scene. I actually loved writing that, despite the angst. I knew going into this chapter that it really needed some conflict, and that Z's internal wrestling wouldnt be enough. it needed to reach a point where he couldn't deny it anymore and they needed to communicate with words. it was cathartic to write and hopefully cathartic for you read
broken heart-itis was also inspired by my niece lol- shes a big fan of doc mcstuffins and once gave me a check-up for my "headache-itis" and told me to "drink iced coffee, take naps, and sleep good" 😂 I was like...okay yes ma'am
I almost cut out Irohs letter too😳 can you tell I get in my own head too much??? I really liked trying to write in his voice though so I’m glad I kept it!
ALSO- you are totally welcome to use the quote, I would be honored!!! that's so sweet and amazing! I used to have a bunch of quotes in my office at my old social work job too, they were so helpful on those days when my brain was just like, No. Not Today.
anyway, I hope you've enjoyed reading my rambling response, I really could talk about this story all day lol. Hopefully you're cool with all this behind-the-scenes talk!!
OH AND I saw your second ask too, that means a lot :) That scene with sokka+izumi is so special to me and I'm so happy that people liked it and still think of it!!! 💙💙💙
ANYWAY THANK YOU raccoon <3 you made me smile today!!!!
#also yes!! my covid test was negative so im in the clear (for now) but thank you!!!#wild raccoon anon#💙💙💙#retgmt#answered#long post
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I want to hear more about Isaac so if you’re still accepting the prompts then all of the symbols and hearts category :3c besides the radioactive one obv fjjdjdjd and if you’re don’t for the night then I’m jk rn
Yesss I am absolutely still doing these, thank you for giving me another excuse to ramble about my boy 👉👈
✝️ CROSS - are they religious?
Not at all. Isaac is strictly an atheist, he doesn't even believe in the supernatural or anything of the sort. After everything he went through and all of his trauma it made it difficult for him to believe there could be any higher power out there, and his feelings are that even is somehow there is some kind of higher power, he'd rather shun it than ever accept it for ignoring his suffering. He definitely had a phase when he was a slave where he developed a sort of hope/religion that there was anything out there, something that could free him from his suffering, but it never happened no matter how much he prayed or hoped. The resentment he grew from that stuck with him regardless of losing his memories.
♍️ VIRGO - what is their zodiac?
Sagittarius!
🏳️🌈 PRIDE FLAG - what is their sexuality?
Gay and poly <3
💍 RING - are they in a relationship? (if so) with who?
Arcade n Boone obvs :)
❤️ RED HEART- are they easy to love? (if not) what makes them so difficult?
Isaac believes he is difficult to love, and for some people that definitely can hold true. He has a lot of trauma and issues that come with the things he's experienced, and they affect just about every aspect of himself and his life, so it can definitely be difficult to handle at times.
💛 YELLOW HEART - what do they seek in a relationship?
A partner whom he can genuinely and wholeheartedly trust, someone who is kind and patient, someone who won't turn him away after witnessing all of his sharp edges and broken pieces. If he finds someone who he genuinely feels safe with and trusts, that pretty much seals the deal for him; and he'll fall hard and fast.
💚 GREEN HEART - how do they know they love someone? what usually are the signs for them?
He knows he truly loves someone when at first he stops trying so hard to hide his true self away. There'll be a brief but intense stage of him letting down his walls and showing who he really is, only when it truly hits him he will build those walls even higher and hide those pieces of himself away out of a fear that he doesn't quite understand. It very clearly stems from his relationship trauma, but he can't really remember most of it, so falling in love with someone is a pretty stressful and scary thing for him.
💙 BLUE HEART - what is / are their love language(s)?
Physical touch, acts of service, quality time, gifts. He's a heavily physical kind of lover in most cases- the exception being when he's touch averse- since he struggles so much with putting his thoughts and feelings into coherent words.
❤️🩹 INJURED HEART - what could their partner do that would hurt them?
If his partner turned him away or abandoned him after he painstakingly went through the mental hurdles of opening up to them and showing the parts of himself that he usually fights tooth and nail to keep hidden, that would hurt him more than anything else. It would break him, honestly.
💔 BROKEN HEART - do they have any past relationships?
Just one, technically. If you can even call what he had with Axel a relationship. It was incredibly toxic and abusive, and any feelings that were had weren't reciprocated by Axel. It damaged him very deeply and destroyed his self esteem, and even after losing his memories it continues to affect the way he loves and tries to accept love.
❤️🔥 FLAMING HEART - what are their turn-ons / turn-offs?
(I'm gonna assume this means in a non-sexual way? Hdhjsjf) turn-ons: being held by his partner, his partners being just very grabby, someone who can make him happy/laugh
Turn-offs: any kind of person who is morally reprehensible or just a generally bad person, forced touch or physical contact when he's not in the head space to handle it, someone who's rough in the way that's not consensual or wanted
💓 BEATING HEART - what gets their heart racing?
Hand holding, forehead/cheek/nose/hand/neck kisses, cuddling, basically the more gentle and innocent the action, the more it gets his heart racing.
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