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fexiana · 8 months
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I watched Euphoria Season 2 episode 1 four nights ago since the passing of Angus and man… I balled my eyes out the entire time. It’s so painful to me 💔 and I’m still not over Angus is really gone. I’ll never accept this, I’m afraid 🥀 Denial, denial 😔
I forced myself to watch it because I needed to remind myself of my love and passion for Euphoria—for Fezco & Lexi 💌❤️‍🩹
Not that my love for them ever went away; it’s very much still there but, I more so needed to remind myself why I started doing Euphoria Sims in the first place.
I still have so many ideas, plans and scripts already written—still need to do part two of Our Life… it’s just very heartbreaking for me and I’m scared.
Scared of balling my eyes out again; scared of the many nights I’ll have to face my sadness during filming; scared to mourn through my dedication of tedious editing—oh the sad songs…😭
Scared to accept that I will never see him onscreen again, and that no matter how many loving videos I make that we will never see Lexi and Fezco get their happy ending Together in reality 💔
But, I am going to face my fears 🥲 I’ve never lost someone close to me, let alone an actor/actress that death has affected me as much as Angus…
So I’m going to do this for ANGUS 🌩️❤️ I’d like to think he’s all around me in spirit, covering me like a blanket as I devote the time and long nights into crafting him; his physical beauty and caring personality.
He loved art just like me, and the Sims is my best way of expressing my visual ideas and the gracefulness of their friendship and relationship—the endless depth of where it could go…where it Could have went.
Although Angus never got the chance to see my videos, my art, I am going to continue to make them in honor of Him. He is watching me; US❣️ And he is everywhere around us. Always ♾️
Bless, Bless 🕊️🌹 One Love ☝🏽❤️🌩️
- Ashley
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fexiana · 11 months
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What a wonderfully conducted interview with such great questions! It was a pleasure and so much fun 🤩🎈✨
@fexiinfiniteficlist is patient, thorough and just the absolute BEST 🥹🏆💫
I am extremely honored and very thankful for this opportunity and to be on your platform, my FAVORITE 💋💘✨
Please follow @fexiinfiniteficlist for more exciting interviews and #fexi news❣️❣️❣️
Fexi Spotlight Interview
Hello everyone! I am excited to share our first Fexi Spotlight Interview with the amazing @fexiana! Most of you know Fexiana for her Euphoria Sims videos, but she also has written fics! In this interview, we talk about her love of Fexi, the creative and technical process of her videos, and future content plans. Enjoy and remember to check out her blog and other socials to watch her videos!
How did you get into Fexi?
Fexiana: It is really crazy because I never thought that they’d make a great couple in season one- not until season two episode one did I realize their potential and how much their opposition could attract. They have so many similarities as the season continued, but I’ve got to say, the chemistry on that sofa in season two episode one is how I got into Fexi.
What do you like about Fexi? 
Fexiana: I think Fexi’s differences are what I like about them the most. Even though they were raised differently and have different morals, they have so many similarities that pronounce the differences to the point us Fexi lovers can feel the compatibility. “Opposites attract” is a famous saying, and Fexi’s differences can be compared to one another in such a healthy way that I see nothing but a positive outcome and future between the both of them. They both deserve each other—true happiness.
How did you get into making Fexi Sims?
Fexiana: Waiting for season 3 has been so hard that I had to create a vision for myself in terms of Euphoria Sims. It was a way for me to fulfill my Fexi needs, as well as a way to physically see them and control their lives as I missed Fezco and Lexi on my screen oh so much. And trust—in my game, I control their lives accordingly: going on dates, cooking together, watching movies, taking naps together, playing with their pet cat, having great yet intelligent conversations, Lexi joking with Ashtray. Really, it was for a piece of mind as we don’t see the gaps. Many Fexi lovers like myself wish there were more scenes between them, so I tried my best to capture that.
What is the creative and technical process for your videos? 
Fexiana: The creative parts of the videos have a lot to do with the fashion aspect. I try to pick an outfit I think the characters would really wear or go off references from actual episodes. I’ve even gone as far as to build Fezco’s home and business for the creative part—even Lexi and Cassie’s room, although, I do plan on finishing the Howard house and Rue’s house.
The technical part is a whole other story. I wish I could say it was easy and smooth, but it is indeed very technical. I recreated Lexi’s play episode and went through a lot of technical difficulties. Come to find out, I needed to update the processor on my computer. So, if you guys happen to watch that, forgive me because the video is very laggy, and I didn’t realize it until after I edited/finished the episode. I usually start by filming first, and then I edit the clips on a timeline and add subtitles/songs if necessary. No matter how simple the songs, trust, it is very tedious!
What is your favorite scene/detail from your video?
Fexiana: I would have to say I am the proudest of the recreation of Lexi’s play episode (minus the lagging). In this video, I had to have Fezco there in attendance for my own peace of mind. I do plan on making an aftermath of the play video to show them happily hanging out after her play (and Ash is still alive). 
What plans do you have for your videos? 
Fexiana: I have so many plans for videos! I could literally do one for every holiday if I wanted. My very first video was of Fexi having a baby (R rated). I would like to do other videos such as them going on a date to the skate park or restaurant, Fez helping Lexi do homework, Fexi partying, and even focusing on other characters in Euphoria such as Rue, Maddy, Cassie, Jules, and Nate. Even though I focus more on creating episodes, I find that there’s nothing wrong with not having subtitles. It’s so much easier to do a music video, which is another plan I have for Euphoria Sims. 
How do people find and interact with your videos?
Fexiana: You can interact with my videos on: 
Tumblr @fexiana
Instagram @ fexi_ana
Patreon @ fexiana (for my Euphoria Sims Rated X videos)
What are your hopes for Euphoria S3? 
Fexiana: My hopes for Season 3 are for everyone to be happy—mainly and selfishly, Lexi and Fezco. Hearing that it is set to be five years in the future, I hope to see their future TOGETHER and that they’ve accomplished their dreams, as well as all other goals to elevate them individually and as a couple.
Do you plan to make Fexi content outside of your videos? Like fics, playlists, art, collages, mood/vision boards, or social media AUs?
Fexiana: Yes! Before I started making Euphoria Sims videos, I wrote Fexi fics on AO3 by the name Fexiana. I started a painting of Lexi and Fezco that I was supposed to finish last year, and I do intend to make graphite drawings of them. I’ve made Fexi playlists, but rather than share them in writing with links, I incorporate them into my Euphoria Sims videos and put the names of the songs in the credits.
Any other news or facts do you want to share? 
Fexiana: I guess I’d like to share that I am a very approachable person who loves to execute ideas from other people because thinking alone can be boring and discouraging at times. I think that’s what made me take a break in the first place. So, please, I encourage everyone to give me ideas. What would you like to see me create in Euphoria Sims? It doesn’t even have to be Fexi related as I have ALL of the cast made. For instance, I wanted to make a video of Rue and Jules playfully messing with Nate, Maddy in her hot girl era, and Lexi and Cassie having a girl’s night with Suze—cute, simple things. I’d love to have a list of ideas from YOU ALL. This way I will always have a new video to make without questioning “What am I going to do next?”
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fexiana · 11 months
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Recreated stills by Fexiana from Euphoria Season 2 Episode 7 (11-25-2022) 
“When I first met Marta, she made me nervous. I had never seen anyone as sure of themself as her...” - Lexi Howard
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fexiana · 11 months
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Euphoria: Everything In It's Right Place (12-23-2022)
Song is by Radiohead - "Everything In It's Right Place"
My first music video showing the aspects of Fezco attending and not being able to attend Lexi's play, with a little aftermath of the play.
This is a sad music video with a little bit of hope...
Love y'all - Fexiana
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fexiana · 11 months
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Euphoria: Our Life Pt. 1 (12-16-2022)
The last two episodes of Euphoria Season 2 were the most anticipated and heartbreaking for Fezco and Lexi, leaving many of us Fexi shippers wanting more and ready for Season 3 like ... last year.
Although I tried to recreate these episodes as best as I could, I couldn't help but change two very important issues:
Fezco makes it to Lexi's play!!! Yes, he did, in my big world of Euphoria Sims!!!
To not spoil the video, I'll leave the other important issue I fixed for you to see for yourself :)
I hope you all enjoy and can sit through this twenty-two minute long video that is laggy at some parts.
Love y'all! - Fexiana
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Euphoria’s “OUR LIFE” stills recreated by Fexiana (11-23-2022)
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fexiana · 1 year
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Welcome! Introducing Fexi Infinite Fic List, a one-stop shop for Fexi fics, news, art, and creator interviews. This blog was created to help fans find fics and engage with each other.
While the Fexi library is not completed, it can still be used!
I hope this blog helps people find all their Fexi content and inspires content creators!
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fexiana · 1 year
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Share your Fexi holiday headcanons (Christmas/Hanukkah/NYE)!!! Or winter headcanons!
1. Fez is present at all the Hanukkah candle lightings at Lexi’s house which impresses Suze, especially because he reminds her when she forgets to. He also has the honor of lighting each candle
2. Christmas is not really celebrated at the Howard’s’—Suze, Lexi and Cassie only believe in exchanging one gift amongst each other out of kindness, only. But Fez makes a huge deal out of Christmas, convincing Suze to bake cookies, watching Christmas movies with Lexi in the living room where Suze would be able to join if she wanted leading up to Christmas. But…
3. Christmas Day, Suze through a party with Fez, Lexi, Cassie, McKay, Nate…, Maddy, Kat, Rue, Jules, Gia, and Ash. To make things exciting, Fez suggests the girls dress as Mrs. Claus and they pick a winner of who wore it best
4. The boys, not getting the memo, dress in Christmas sweaters but Fez comes dressed as a sexy Mr. Claus—this surprises Lexi. And of course Lexi wins, not only because she happens to be the best dressed Mrs. Claus, but also because her boyfriend Fez was brilliant and brave enough to face the laughter of his male counterparts. Maddy elbows Nate for laughing, he should’ve had this idea first
5. The couples do a gift exchange but since Gia and Ash don’t have a partner, he asks to be her secret Santa. She shyly obliges and for the rest of the party they become friends quickly, getting to know each other very well
6. Their first Christmas together, Fez buys Lexi a kitten. Maybe they name it Christmas?
7. Lexi buys Fez scratch offs (such an Angus thing but I think it’s a good gift especially because…). Fez wins money off of each one such as $50, $300, and $500. Lexi is his lucky charm
8. They kiss under the mistletoe, making it a tradition for years to come
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fexiana · 1 year
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Faye & kitty
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Daphne ‘abs’ Sullivan
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Fexi headcanon ?
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Euphoria “Stand By Me” scene recreation (12-03-2022)
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fexiana · 1 year
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hey babe! which 5 songs would you use to describe fez and lexi's vibe/story? 💖🎶
03 Greedo - Substance
Kings of Convenience - The Weight of My Words
Radiohead - House of Cards
Air - Sexy Boy
Scenic - Mesmerised (totally making a Fexi episode to this one 💘)
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fexiana · 1 year
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hey friend 💖, I got a fexi ask for you:
what 3 gifs make you think of fexi?
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Taking it old school ✨
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fexiana · 1 year
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It’s that time of the year again, where I ask questions that require pictures! So, get Google Images and Pinterest ready! 
This ask is Euphoria related! What clothes would Jules design/style? What is Jules displaying at her fashion show? 
This ask requires some work, so take as much time as you need! I’m excited to see what our creative fandom will come up with! 
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I feel like this would be one piece in her portfolio being she loves sheer material and bell sleeves…it’s fun and reminds me a lot of the dress from episode one season 2 ❤️
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fexiana · 1 year
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In honor of American Thanksgiving coming up soon, what do you think is Fez and Lexi's favorite Thanksgiving dish? If you don't celebrate Thanksgiving, what you do think is Fez and Lexi's favorite meal/food/entree (it can be anything)?? Or you can answer this as though Lexi and Fez are taking a vacation in your home country! What would they eat in your country?
Fezco loves dressing—with or without cranberry sauce, he’ll fuck it up❣️ Lexi’s loves sweet potato pie 🥧 and is the goat at baking them 💘✨
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fexiana · 1 year
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What do you think is Fez's favorite fast food joint? Lexi's? This can be any type of fast food place (so not limited to burger joints). 
🧡 Fezco isn’t a big fan of McDonald’s, that’s for sure 😂 Fez strikes me as a Wingstop kind of guy—he doesn’t mind getting his hands dirty and sucks the chicken it off the bone—smacking, finger licking…very much obnoxious with it 💀 Lexi gives me…Chick-Fil-A vibes 😭 “My pleasure 😇” ✨
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