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sister-lucifer · 11 months
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Take Your Breath Away 
Ticci Toby x Gender Neutral Reader 
Genre: Smut 
Summary: Toby is a nasty son of a bitch and pulls a terrifying trick on you 
Content/Warnings: Nonconsensual breath play (the sex is consensual, the suffocation is not), bondage, Toby is a mean and nasty motherfucker, Reader almost passes out, homicidal undertones, a wee bit of degradation, listen it’s one of MY toby fics i feel like that’s a warning in and of itself, no genitalia specified for Reader, Reader and Toby are already in a relationship 
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A/N: Just to avoid confusion, in my headcanon Toby has a stutter as well as but separate from his tourette’s; i’m writing his stutter, not his tics! thankies!
It was no secret to you that Toby had some…odd “interests”. It wasn’t a secret to anyone, really. You could probably guess it just by looking at him. However, for the most part he’d been rather proficient at practicing restraint. Of course, that’s not to say he didn’t stare when you weren’t looking, and he certainly let his twitchy hands linger over your neck for a bit too long when he pulled you in. Maybe you should have kept a closer eye on him, but after getting so used to his unusual demeanor it was easy to simply brush it off. You noticed him staring throughout the day, sure, and you were definitely a bit put off when he refused to let you pull away from a kiss that had gone on for much too long, giggling to himself as you fought to catch your breath. 
You really should’ve at least wondered what was up when he silently walked up behind you while you were at the counter, wrapping a strong hand around your neck without warning. You could feel him grinning against your neck as he greeted you with a hushed laugh that made you shiver. He let go when you managed choke out his name, pulling you into him by the waist as if nothing had happened. You were naturally perplexed when he walked away, but he didn’t seem to think anything of it. Why should you?
He was playful, that was all, you thought. He was mischievous and liked to push his limits to see how you’d react; it was how he learned, seeing as he was never quite in tune with social cues. It was all in good fun, you figured, even if it had been a bit startling. 
Despite what you told yourself, there was no denying the malicious glint in his eyes when he posed you a jarring question: 
“Would you l-let me tie you up?” 
You stood quickly from where you were crouched, busy rummaging through a cabinet until Toby had violently grabbed your attention. It was out of the blue, completely unprompted, enough to have you staring at him slack-jawed in stunned silence. When you couldn’t conjure a response fast enough, he repeated his question.
“Would you let me t-tie you up?” 
“W…What?” 
You tilted your head in confusion, trying to wrap your mind around what could have possibly brought him to this thought. 
“Just say yes or no: If I wanted t-to tie you up, would you let me?” 
You struggled for a few moments more, your face beginning to feel unbearably hot. 
“I mean…I— I guess? Sure?” You replied, your eyes nervously scanning Toby’s face in an attempt to ascertain anything about what he could possibly be thinking. 
“Good, thanks.” He replied curtly before turning on his heel and leaving the room. 
He left you standing alone, completely dumbfounded. When he didn’t return and you couldn’t form the foggiest idea of what had just happened, you sighed in defeat and returned to your task. You couldn’t really complain; you knew what you were signing up for with Toby. 
Well…you sort of knew. 
He was certainly a wild card. You’d think you’d have learned to expect the unexpected by now. 
It took only a couple days for Toby to bring the topic up again, this time practically cornering you in your bedroom. You always felt small around Toby with his six foot four towering frame, but you felt particularly vulnerable when he has that hungry look in his eyes he always got when he really, really wanted something. 
“I’ve g-got a surprise for yooouuu!” He announced, one hand behind his back to conceal whatever it was he was so excited about. “Lay down on your stomach. Quickly.” 
You almost hesitated, but you were so morbidly curious you simply had to know what he was hiding. You didn’t take your eyes off of him, though. 
You laid down on the bed and rested your head on your arms, watching as Toby climbed on top of you to straddle your waist. You winced when he roughly pulled your arms behind you, quickly binding them together with the rope he’d been hiding behind his back. He gave one last tug to the bindings to test them, then sat back to admire his work.
“Looks g-good on you…” He muttered, and you’d be ashamed to admit it made you a bit flustered. 
He turned you over, and you were immediately greeted with the sight of his crooked smile spread wide across his face. You tried to return it, but something about it was deeply unsettling. You shuddered under the unblinking, unrelenting gaze of his dark hazel eyes. 
Really, what did you have to be so nervous about? You really couldn’t shake the feeling that he was planning something, but that was irrational. You trusted Toby, didn’t you? 
You did, of course. It was silly to even consider otherwise. 
You happily kissed him back when he leaned down over you. He pulled away from the kiss slowly, and for a split second you caught that dark swirl of something sinister in his eyes, but it was gone just as quickly as it appeared. 
It was as if locking eyes with him put you in a trance, and it felt like only a few seconds had passed between that quiet kiss and the scene of debauchery that was unfolding now. 
Toby has you in his lap, his heaving chest against your back. His jittery hands have an iron grip on your hips, effortlessly bouncing you on his cock as if you weighed nothing. His heavy breath fans over your glistening skin and makes you shiver with delight. 
“S-Sooo tight—“ He whispers to you with a shuddering voice. He certainly isn’t worrying about hiding his voice, more than content to pant and moan in your ear without any ounce of shame. Your hands strain against your bindings as you struggle to keep it together. It felt like every time he thrusted up into up into you he hit even deeper than before, leaving no spot untouched. 
“You okay there, p-pretty thing?” Toby asks over your shoulder. You manage a nod and a weak hum in response, but any attempt at words would melt into a pitiful noise of desperation. 
Toby absolutely adores seeing you like this. It gives him such a wonderful rush of confidence to hold such power over you, the power to reduce you to a trembling mess with his bare hands. The best part, though, was how willingly you allowed him to abuse that power. 
You were the perfect plaything, hardly every questioning anything he did, at least not out loud. You were completely pliant in your own destruction, even if you hadn’t been made aware of it just yet. 
He adjusts you in his hold, allowing him to slowly trail one hand up your body. His fingers drum against your sides in a fidgety manner as they ghost over your skin. You don’t notice what he’s doing until you feel him stroke your cheek with the back of his hand. 
“Deep breaths, sweet thing, d-deep breaths…” 
The words should be reassuring, relaxing even, but something threatening has creeped into his voice and is practically spilling through his toothy grin. You lock eyes with him for a brief second, holding back a gasp when you see the unmistakable darkness swirling in his eyes. 
Suddenly a freakishly strong hand clamps over your nose and mouth, holding tight and immediately making your heart drop. Your air supply has been effectively cut off in an instant. Your first instinct is to fight Toby’s unfaltering hold, but you quickly find it to be pointless. 
“Don’t fight it, d-don’t fight…” Toby mumbles against your neck. “You’ll only t-tire yourself out…” 
He hasn’t even stopped thrusting into you, seemingly taking enjoyment in watching you squirm in distress when you both know there’s nothing you can do. Each thrust knocks a bit more air out of you, and you can already feel yourself becoming dizzy. 
As you slowly lose the strength to fight, Toby only becomes more and more enthusiastic. 
“Ahah…y-you’re so cute like this. I wonder if I-I can make you cum before you pass out…you think you can manage that?” 
You hardly process his words, but whether or not you heard him doesn’t matter; you can’t so much as nod or shake your head in reply. Toby doesn’t need a response, though. He’s more than content to listen to himself talk. 
“Y-You know I could never kill you, right?” Toby asks, but the question is not reassuring in the slightest. “No, no…I-I could never…but maybe I w-want to see what you look like when everything g-goes dark. Does that s-scare you?” 
You use the last of your breath to let out a desperate whimper, but Toby merely smiles in response. Your heartbeat is unbearably loud in your ears, so much so that it’s starting to block out his voice. 
“I b-bet it does,” He continues, unbothered. “You know what I-I am and yet…you willingly let m-me use you like this. Do you h-have any idea what I could do to y-you? Do you even care?” 
He’s mocking you, and it stings just a bit. He’s got a point, though. I mean, what person in their right mind would be so eager to please an openly homicidal maniac? Maybe you weren’t much saner than him, all things considered…
Maybe you should have expected this. 
You really start to panic when black spots start forming in your vision, dark ashen circles burning into your sight. Toby hasn’t missed a beat even once, watching you intently with crazed eyes that see every little twitch or slight move. Your vision is overtaken by the darkness all too fast and yet agonizingly slow, drawn out to a cruel degree. You can feel the last shreds of strength leaving your body, and for a moment there’s a flicker of acceptance that there really is nothing you can do, though it’s quickly washed away by your distress. There’s a split second where you’re nearly blind, only able to see the smallest shards of light, and if Toby hadn’t decided to pull his hand away right then and there you surely would have passed out. 
When you finally feel him let you go you inhale on instinct, nearly sobbing with relief when your lungs finally fill with air again. You cough and heave as you fight for your breath with all you can. For a few moments you don’t notice that Toby has stopped moving his hips completely, now more invested in observing you. Your eyes watered as you struggled to calm your sporadic breathing. 
“T…Toby—“ You call weakly, barely managing to speak. In response his hips twitch, reminding you that his length is still throughly nestled inside of you. You grit your teeth to hold back a broken moan. 
“Heheh, did you k-know you get this…this f-funny look in your eye when you’re scared?” He asks, but you know he’s not really interested in an answer. You couldn’t give one anyways. 
He adjusts your position in his lap once more, making you tense up as you feel him shift inside of you. He begins to drag a hand up your chest just as you’ve managed to calm your breathing, and it quickly finds itself dangerously close to your neck. 
“T-Toby, wait—“ You begin to plead, but he quickly cuts you off. 
“Shhhh, shhhh…Don’t f-fight me, pretty thing. Just let me play w-with you a bit longer…” 
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l0velylecter · 1 year
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Haiiiii! So uhh can we get my bby bois Alejandro, ghost, and soap with an S/O who's tiny asf?? Like I'm 4'7 and most of them are huge
Uhh NSFW or just suggestive if you’d like, whichever your more comfortable with!
imagine the men of cod : mw ii & size difference
imagine : imagine the men of cod : mw ii with a tiny s/o ( nsfw ! ) rating : m for mature and suggestive themes pairing : gender neutral reader / simon ‘ghost’ riley, gender neutral reader / john "soap" mactavish , gender neutral reader / alejandro vargas tags : kissing, making out, manhandling, kinda rough, smut fandom : cod mwii warnings : cursing, suggestive themes, mdni (minors don’t interact)
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01| With how protective Alejandro is, there is no denying that he enjoys the massive height difference between you. He's always eager to help you with day-to-day tasks like getting a bowl from the top shelf or fixing the light without a ladder: it makes him feel needed. And the thought of being able to lift you in a hug is enough to give him ideas. He loves having to swoop down and kiss you as he thrusts inside, slowly, surely, careful not to hurt you. He'd have to prop himself up with one arm to not crush you under him. Cursing in Spanish at how tight and warm you feel — " That's it Cariño, shhh don't worry, I got you."
As you reached your peak, he'd hold you close and whisper praises about how good you were doing: rubbing encouraging circles around your thighs, knowing how sore you must feel from taking all of him. 
02| It wasn’t that he didn’t try to be gentle with you; it was just that Ghost enjoys manhandling you — a lot. And it was almost a surprise how shameless he was about it when you were all alone. He would hoist you up the table before spreading your legs or throw you across his shoulder to carry you back to his room, but your favourite was whenever you were on all fours, Simon would lean forward to kiss down your back and maybe even bite into your shoulder. Each thrust: calculated and deliberate, fixed with the intention to make your knees wobble as you climax. Not to worry: the size difference allowed Simon to have an arm wrapped around your waist to roughly hoist you back up, ass in the air for him to admire. 03| You know that Soap was big on skinship, with physical touch as his love language: the size difference became the perfect excuse for him to hug you anytime, anywhere. ' For protection,' he says, but you know it's so he can keep you close and carry you around like a doll. He could be content with just spinning around with you in his arms, but what drives him insane is how easy it is to have you in any position he likes. He finds no trouble pinning you against the wall or having you by the passenger seat of his car, and when you're whimpering and sobbing from how good he feels inside of you, it makes the man's head spin to put a hand over your throat — the size of his palm enough to cover your entire neck. 
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a/n : sorry for the long wait, i’ve been sick lately so it’s been a bit of a slow week, but thank you for requesting !! i had so much fun writing this <3 
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kazutora-kurokawa · 2 months
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It Wasn't Me! (SFW)
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Good Cop, Bad Cop: Mikey x Sensitive!Reader x Takemichi (NSFW)
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TakeMikey x Reader (SFW)
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Post Prison!Kazutora (NSFW)
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Mikey
Cheater!Bonten Mikey (NSFW)
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Draken
Mechanic!Draken x Cheater!Reader (NSFW)
Sanzu
Savior!Bonten!Sanzu (SFW)
Bonten!Sanzu x Reader: Waking Up To You (SFW+suggestive)
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Soft!Kisaki x Motormouth!Reader (SFW)
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Dom!Takemichi x Brat!Reader (NSFW)
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Submissive!Taiju (NSFW)
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Izana x Gang Member's Sister!Reader (SFW)
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Simon Says, Fuck Me (NSFW)
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Sub!Hanma x Reader: Cumming From Degradation (NSFW)
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biaswreckme · 5 months
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look at the way i ride | mingi/reader
Mingi's thighs. You and Mingi's thighs.
Fandom: Ateez
Pairing: Mingi/Reader (gender neutral, any gender identity)
Member: Mingi
Length: 245 words
Genre: Smut
Rating: +18 (Explicit)
Triggers/Warnings: smut, dry humping, porn without plot, mingi's thighs
Sitting on Mingi’s lap, straddling his thick thighs while you make out, his hands on your hips. His lips are so soft, his tongue caressing yours, getting lost in the kiss. Things start to get heated, and he helps you start moving your hips oh-so-very slowly, gently grinding on his muscled thigh. It starts softly, just him teasing you, hands guiding your hips, but it feels so good you soon start to try moving faster, pressing down just a little harder, Mingi clenching his thigh to help you further. His fingers squeeze you and you find yourself panting close to his ear, your head on his shoulder as you let your body – and his – take over. Mingi just looks at you, biting his lips, narrowing his eyes, watching you closely as you focus on your pleasure.
“Take what you need” he says, encouraging you to chase that high that is so close. He suddenly shifts his leg just a fraction, but the movement and clenching of his thigh is enough to take you over the edge, orgasm overtaking you, pleasure running through your entire body, and as you falter in your movements, Mingi’s hands push and pull your hips, making you continue grinding on him, heightening the sensations. You have to hold onto his arms and squeeze to make him stop, overstimulation too much for now, and you notice a wet patch on his pants. He just looks at you. “Are you ready for more?”
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gabbasposts · 5 months
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]Messy[
Lies of P: P x Gender Neutral Reader
Warnings: Smut, vaginal fingering, hand-jobs, Oral (both f and M receiving), slight masochis kink? Bodily fluids, language, 18+ Minors and ageless blogs will be blocked immediately after interacting with this post
(Gif not mine)
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A/n: bruh I am down astronomically for this damn puppet. I’ve been scouring online for some pure filth with him and Giangio and while I’ve found some gems, I need that itch of mine to be scratched so judge me if you want, I needed this 🤡 the fellow desperate, nasty folks that get it, will get it 😈
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I think it’s safe to say as a whole, the fandom knows P is a messy man.
Like, this boy is fast and agile enough to avoid oil and blood splatters, as well as puddles and generally all together, any liquid messes. (rain, WINE apparently too based of a post I saw on here 👀)
But in a weird way, he feels coming back to the hotel covered in any of it shows both just how hard he generally works, as well as what he accomplished on the mission he’s sent on.
(Cue Geppetto, Antonia and Sofia or even you, lecturing him that coming back to the hotel in one piece is enough to show he both kept himself alive and did a well enough job getting rid of the rabid puppets and people who’d wanted to kill him. 💀)
(Annnd of course it goes in one ear and out of the other because again, he feels a weird sense of accomplishment covered in a mess) 🤡)
Because of this, I feel after the first time you and him have sex he immediately wants to go again not only because he’s aroused by sensations he had just felt, but seeing you covered in a thin sheen of sweat, as well as the mess in between your legs that he caused is an undeniable turn on for him…
Like your lying on your back, and pieces of your hair are clinging to your forehead as well as your chest is heaving as you try to catch your breath.
And he’s still sitting on his knees in between your legs that are still spread far apart as he’s starring down at his cum leaking from your pussy/hole, along with the fluids from it around his dick and general pelvis area.
You’ve said his name about three times by now, your voice tired yet worried, and your expression growing concerned as he’s not responding… did he not like it? Was he realizing the act of sex can be a bit gross, and maybe not as appealing for him considering he is a puppet after all?
The answer is no, no, and finally no again ;)
just as you were readying yourself to sit up to cover yourself and break into a ramble of apologies, he moves so fast it honestly startles you… until you feel him again.
He moves so that he’s standing at the foot of the bed now, fully nude and other than the mess on his dick, and his now ruffled hair, he looks far from exhausted or as though he hadn’t even had sex at all.
You don’t even have time to say anything by the time he wraps his hands around your ankles and drags you toward the edge of the bed, so that your ass is almost hanging off.
“P-P, what are you” you don’t have time to finish your sentence as he crouches down and immediately goes to town on your pussy/cock.
Unlike the calmness he initially had the first round with you, (the kitten like kicks, gentle sucks, lack of vocal noise) he’s literally more desperate than he was when he first got in bed with you.
He’s groaning against your core, sending vibrations down your shaft or to your clit, not even bothering to pull away to wipe around his mouth.
He wants to feel your release dripping down your chin or better yet, his face entirely.
The only thing he naturally smells like is oil, and the soap from his clothing that gets cleaned, but suddenly the idea of wearing you release like a cologne has him hard.
He wants you to cum hard at that too, and once he’s done he plans to bring you on your knees so he can paint your face.
Needless to say, sex from that point on is messy.
It gets to the point you might have to start checking the times everyone goes to the lobby so you can sneak past with the cum stained bed spread and sheets to switch them out for more.
Even outside of the room, if your doing something like eating maybe a cake, and a bit of icing falls on your chest or down your cheek, you have to rush to turn around before he notices (he does notice 🫢) because despite his usual stone face resolve, his eyes darken and his tongue might dart out of his mouth and run along his lips quickly and quite suggestively to anyone if they witnessed the entirety of it.
Needless to say, showers are a twenty four seven ordeal with him and you, and even then he might try to refuse if you don’t shower with him.
He’s a messy puppet, what can he say?
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depressopax · 3 months
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Nacho Varga relationship headcanons
NSFW version
Fandom - Better call Saul
Pairing: Ignacio “Nacho” Varga x gender neutral reader Genre: Smut, headcanons Warning(s): Sexual content. Situationships. Mentions of oral, handjob/fingering, degradation, penetration, semi-public, cuss words, sub/dom dynamic, pet names (gn) Reader is gender neutral. Might be a bit OOC! Words: 1.6K Summary: Dating Nacho would include…  English is not my main language, if I make any spelling mistakes please let me know so I can improve my writing! AO3 link! SFW version
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Nacho is not the relationship type of guy.
He is scared of commitment, but most of all scared of hurting you.
If he is with you, it’s probably more of a Friends with benefits/No strings attached kind of situationship.
Sure he can be your friend and have sex with you - nothing more tho.
Nacho is more of a dom.
I feel like he’s a switch, but that's a side he hasn’t really explored, and would take some convincing for him to do so.
He likes being in charge and on top of his partner
It gives him a sense of control and he feels relaxed when he has you completely at his mercy
Buuuut… 👀
If he REALLY trusts and loves you
Homeboy will let you be on top sometimes. More about that later…
 When having sex with him, he is more of a “fast and rough”-guy
Will have you totally slutted out for him, begging for his touch
He is turned on by your submission and just how much he can dominate you if he wants to
His favorite position to take you in being doggy.
He loves having you on all fours and being able to thrust into you from behind
And he gets to stare at your ass the entire time without shame ;)
And he can give you light spanks on your ass etc…
I feel like he def is an ass guy
Which is the second reason he loves taking you from behind.
When he’s behind you he has full control of pace and is in a powerful position
He is very touchy during sex and likes grabbing your ass, thighs and hips, often with the intention of leaving marks
Speaking of leaving marks…
When he kisses your body, he does so to leave hickeys, and will be like “Oops, didn’t mean for that to happen lmao”
In a way, he likes claiming you
But he wouldn’t let you do the same to him.
Homeboy got them double standards
He is very loud in bed, cussing a lot, grunting and a few moans
He likes it when you are loud too.
Would probably be offended if you weren’t loud, and only fuck you even harder to make you react lmao
Nacho has a thing for degradation, but only when it comes to you.
If you are into that, he won’t hesitate to call you slut, bitch etc…
But he can also praise you during
“Look at you, taking my cock so well”“That’s it, you’re fucking amazing.”
He won't give you pet names tho, he finds it weird.
He prefers receiving oral.
He might give it to you, but then it’s mostly to “return the favor”
He’s not that enthusiastic when giving
Will make sure he does the job and makes you satisfied, because you deserve to feel good
But when receiving?
He L O V E S  I T
What can he say? It’s a good stress relief 
He just needs to sit down and have you do all the work
He’s not a head pusher, he lets you do things in your own pace
But if it’s too slow or “not good enough”, he’s not shy to guide you
Telling you how to move your mouth, where and when to use tongue
Your gagging is just a bonus to him.
Sorry but not that good at aftercare 😭
He might cuddle you, or give a few kisses
Or just lay in bed talking for a bit
After that? 
He either leaves to go to his place
If it’s late and he’s tired, he stays. But he just ends up falling asleep in your bed
Not the kind of person that cares if the two of you have left a mess. Why would it matter? 
Now for the second part of these headcanons… 👀
Nacho falling in love is rare
But when he does… Oh boy.
You’re his everything, and your sex life with him is totally different from how it used to be.
I feel like he totally acts different towards his FWB and someone he’s in love with
He’ll literally worship you
Sure he’s more of a dom and likes being on top
But if you insist on changing that, he’d be ok with it.
At first he hates the thought of being submissive
But something about seeing you on top of him, having him totally at your mercy…
Oh how the tables have turned.
And he loves it.
He likes how hot and powerful you look
He gets needy AF
Which gives you a good opportunity to be a tease 👀
Enough teasing and he will whimper for you even ;)
Of course he still likes being dominant, especially if you are submissive
But being dominated is nice for change sometimes…
A bit of a service top
He likes it when you boss him around and tell him what to do
The things he does when he’s on top of you - he does for your pleasure rather than for his own. 
Checks in on you a lot, whispering praise and lots of kisses
Fuck it, he even has pet names for you.
Nacho likes giving you spanish pet names, for example: Amorcito, Amor, Cariño
He finds it adorable when you’re flustered and always finds ways to make you that way
Whether it’s with words or touch.. He’ll do it
And tell you how fucking adorable you look
Homeboy is down bad for you
Legit is horny for you almost all the time and not shy to show it.
It’s enough with you wearing something that shows off skin, calling him a pet name or just being sweet to him… He just can’t help it!
He prefers to have sex at home, so he can make you scream his name as he claims you as his
But if his desires are urgent, or if he gets a boner in public etc…
He will take you right there and then.
You’re at some restaurant? At a cafe? Too fucking bad.
He knows how to rile you up, too.
Either by whispering dirty things to you, like telling you how badly he wants to fuck you, how hot you look…
Or simply with touch. 
Squeezing your thigh, having his fingers against the button on your jeans, his cold fingers finding their way into your shirt… You name it
Or his personal favorite:
Guiding your hand towards his crotch, having you gently rub his erection. “See what you do to me, amorcito?” AHDHJASHAD BYE- 🤤
He’ll grab your hand and lead you to the bathroom
But he got some class, at least. So if you’re too loud, he shuts you up, either with his palm against your lips, or with his fingers in your mouth.
He’ll fuck you against the wall while kissing your neck and whispering his love and devotion for you
He finds it entertaining to watch you wobble out of the bathroom after a quickie
…Which is usually just a warm up/appetizer of what’s to come once home ;)
He loves handjobs, especially cuddling up to you in the couch, watching a movie and then sliding his hand into your pants
Or his personal favorite - having you stroke his cock under the blanket whilst watching a movie with his hand around you, pretending nothing is happening…
He likes long, passionate sessions.
Really driving you wild with a combination of being rough and gentle, loving and mean… 
Nacho makes foreplay a big part of sex with you.
He wants to really warm you up and tease you
Likes it when you beg for his cock and to feel him
All I’m gonna say is, you need the warm-up, iykyk 🤭
Although, if he is in a hurry or just frustrated, he doesn’t mind a quickie.
Quickies with him leaves you breathless and with trembling legs “Gotta get to work, see you tonight, amorcito.” He’ll say, and give you a quick kiss before walking away, leaving you longing for more lmao
Oral remains the same as with a FWB
He prefers receiving but happily gives it too. 
But he’s actually more keen to making sure you enjoy receiving it
If he truly loves you, he could spend hours between your legs
E Y E  C O N T A C T
I’m sorry but his eyes??? I’m too autistic for eye contact but DAMN I could stare into his eyes all day &lt;3
He’s very observative to your reactions and it gets him going to see you enjoy his tongue and lips
Probably would let you sit on his face ngl
When you give him head, he’s extra praising
Keeps his hand on the back of your head or on your chin
As a supportive gesture
He loves watching your mouth full of his cock
He is extra loud to let you know you’re doing well
He actually likes and prioritizes aftercare 
He has you cuddled up to him
His fav cuddle position is having your head on his chest, whilst he rubs your back with his hands
Since he tends to get rough when he’s dominating you, he’s keen to make sure you’re alright and not feeling any discomfort.
Happily runs you a bath - and happily joins you, too ;)
If it’s nighttime, he’ll hold you tightly in his arms, telling you how much he loves you etc…
Basically? Very passionate and loving towards someone he’s in love with.
NACHO PLEASE LET ME LOVE YOU AHHH 😭💕 Did I just make a 1.6K words smut headcanons for this gorgeous damn man? Yes. 0 regrets. <3
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5eraphim · 1 year
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I'd like to request yandere tf2 mercs (all or select is fine), on a business trip or something and has to leave their s/o alone by themselves, so they blow up their phone, and maybe leaves a voicemail of them jacking off? i love ur work so much ;~:
Ahhhh tysm, that's so sweet to say! In general I like to keep multiple character requests to no more than 4 (With rare exception). So I used RGN to pick the four guys I wanted to feature here, hope you enjoy! (Gender Neutral Reader)
Fandom: Team Fortress 2
Characters: Scout 🐇, Soldier 🦅, Demoman 🐏, and Engineer 🦫
Rating: M (MINORS DNI)
Content Warnings: smut
Word Count: 1.8k
MASTER LIST
TIP JAR
(Song Inspo- Hand that Feeds, Nine Inch Nails)
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Scout
Likely, out of all the mercs, Scout's the easiest to turn on at a moment's notice. And considering he's already plenty pent up from the stress of work and not having you around to help relieve the tension, he would loathe you for doing something like this to him. The longer the two of you are apart, the worse Scout gets, so if you plan this call to reach him the very night before he returns home, that would be when it would affect him the most! He's already so needy and lonely; the fact you would do this to him now would be the worst way of kicking him while he was already down. (So let's hope he didn't pick a time to check his voicemails while he was supposed to be focused on something important, or would he be in trouble!)
When he's done with work for the day, he'll call you up, expecting a follow-up immediately! He won't bother wasting time wondering if you've already settled down to go to bed that night, and a phone call would likely wake you up and ruin your night's rest. Once he's horny, all logic goes out the window. You've already built him up, he wasn't a release, and he wants it now!
Also, it's Scout we're talking about here. You were unlikely the first to send a little flirtatious message like this. Something to let you know you were on his mind to make up for the time he had no choice but to spend apart from you. He's far from the subtle type, and nothing makes him needier than being all alone like this. He needed you to be the strong one here, yet you were messing with his head and making him feel weaker than ever and overwhelmed.
The anticipation of what's to come next really gets him going, well before you even pick up the phone. 
For the rest of the night Scout would expect you to be up with him on the phone while he tells you about every perverted thought he's had running through his head while you've been away. He doesn't care if he's missing out on valuable sleep time; he's got more important things to worry about. For as much fun as he has with you on the line like this, it won't be enough to make up for all the time lost between the two of you; it will have to do for the time being. But be ready to get to work once he's back home with you!
Soldier
This is one challenging position for him to be in! While on duty, Solly is sure to give all he can, and even after the mission is over, it takes a while before he's back to focusing on life off the battlefield. Say what you will about Soldier, but no matter what he's tasked with, he'll give it his all. All this to say, the moment Solly was off the clock and checked for your messages, he was caught entirely off guard. Once he gets over his shock of being caught off guard like this, he'll demand you call him back. Now that you've got him all fired up, he wants more and wants to hear it directly from you. While Solly definitely has a thing for listening or watching you pleasure yourself, given the forced dry spell between the two of you, now was not the time for something like that!
It doesn't take much to set him off in a situation like this. A mix of deranged loneliness and more than a little pent-up aggression has him practically foaming at the mouth from the teasing alone. He's borderline incomprehensible on account of the horny desperation, something you can't help but find a little validating, knowing at least you weren't the only one missing your partner after spending so much time apart. It was only fair that he should suffer a bit after making you miss him so badly.
Important to note, however, as turned on by the situation, he'll still be frustrated that you would do something like this to him. To get him so frustrated and wound up while you knew there was nothing he could do to feel your skin or hear your sweet voice directly in his ear. Though at least he's all the more excited to return home, as though he really needed any incentive for that.
More So than the evident lust you feel for him, and the lust you've conjured within him in turn, this message is bizarrely validating to him in a way he doesn't entirely understand. Not precisely in the patriarchal, "I have made it in the world as a provider for my loved one, and now I get to reap the reward of this." But more in a personal way, "There is someone back home waiting for me, someone who loves and misses me." Needless to say, Solly will have to fight himself tooth and nail to stay focused on the mission, but all this will hardly matter once he's back home with you.
Demo
While he's not nearly as easy to set off as Scout, Demo's still a man and is subject to loneliness and the temptations of the flesh all the same. And once he hears your voice on the line, practically dripping with lust, moaning out his name while you're pleasuring yourself? It doesn't take anything more than that to set him off into a horny tailspin. At the very least, Demo knows you're clearly craving affection and carnal pleasure and will at least try to be sweet with you when he returns your call and won't go straight to thinking with his dick.
Much like Scout, Demo won't beat around the bush either, and while he'll try to hide his lustful advances behind more pure-hearted affection, it won't last too long. But, unfortunately, Demo's never been one to know how to keep his cool after getting all riled up like this. Though there's definitely something erotic about seeing which of you will fold first, like when you act so surprised to hear him calling so late at night light this, wanting to make him suffer a little longer until he's begging and telling you exactly how much he's missed you while he's been away.
Would try to stall the conversation from entering horny territory long enough to sneak in a celebratory shot, something to end a long day's work. If you are up for it, I would like to listen in while you take one, too, in solidarity. And once you're a bit less guarded, he'll break out the "Don't tell me that's the best you got?" before addressing those messages you left him. He loves to push your buttons like this and see how far he can goad you on until you break. You started all this, and you'd better be ready to keep up with what comes next.
It's almost embarrassing to Demo how he still feels as though he can feel your influence and control over his mind and body, even while you're so far away. He wouldn't be too proud to admit how much he misses you and how your teasing only makes him feel all the clingier and miss you all the more. What he wouldn't reveal, however, is the almost masochistic pleasure he feels from being toyed around like this.
Demo's a switch to his core, and while he's so proud of you for taking the initiative like this, he'll be sure to return the favor to you down the line. So, for the rest of the night, Demo can hardly get a wink of sleep; he is too busy thinking about how he'll make you pay for trying to pull one over on him like this.
Engie
Unlike the rest of these guys, Engie's much more vigilant about checking his phone throughout the day; he hates getting a backlog of voicemails and finds answering them as soon as possible to be the one thing that stops him from forming a backlog. Which is to say, when he saw you called him late at night, his mind instantly flooded with worse-case scenarios, and he worried you were in grave danger, only to be entirely caught off guard by what it was you really had on your mind. It will be quite the struggle for him to keep his arousal under wraps until he gets home, and he will hold you personally responsible for this. And it's from this moment onward that Engie's already thinking of how he will get you back for all this when he returns home.
For the time being, Engie knows he'd need to bid his time a little longer before he can get you back for all this. And for the moment, once he's free for the day, he's more than happy to satisfy the current issue at hand. You were already feeling horny and needy, but Engie would do his best to keep things sensual between you. Breaking out that low, lazy Texan drawl he knows you love so much.
This serves the dual purpose of not only satisfying his own needs for the time being but as well as easing you into a sense of security. Of course, he'll let you think, for the time being, you've pulled one over on him, and he's the one playing into your hands, but this couldn't be further from the truth.
Once he's home with you and has you in his clutches, you will be in for it! Not only is he inclined to "double-down" on you, to be extra teasing and domineering to make up for the lost time between the two of you, but he also will wait until the moment is just right to let you know he hasn't yet forgiven you for trying to play such a trick on him, trying to get him so flustered while he was away at work. Now that you've given him a score to settle let's see how you like it all wound up. Engie only puts you more and more on edge without satisfying you until you apologize for leading him on like that.
He would be an absolute demon edging you and making you beg for him to "hurry up and fuck you already," only to look at you with deceptively sweet eyes and an all too-knowing smile saying, "What's the matter, sugar? You seemed to know just what you were doing last time." And sure, eventually, he'd cave and help you out, but you needed to learn a thing or two before trying to throw your weight around like that again.
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opennwindows · 8 months
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CREEPYPASTA REQUESTS
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hello!! i am a new writer/account and i would love to accept some creepypasta x reader requests! to get used to writing and to get some works out, i would be more than willing to help y'all get your little nasty pasta scenarios into words.
i'll write fluff, platonic, smut, dead dove (with exceptions in my rules), and just general hcs if you guys are interested in my interpretations of the pastas!!
below the cut are my rules and what i will and won't write for but spoiler alert: there's not much i won't do lol.
i currently write for afab readers because thats what i'm most familiar with but if the request is intriguing enough i will try to do my best at amab!! just be patient.
going off of that last statement, i will probably use she/her pronouns unless it's specified that you want a gender neutral reader. i can do my best at writing trans reader content too but please be aware that i am a cis girl so i wouldn't be able to do it the justice that a trans writer would. but i will definitely try <3
characters i WILL mainly write for: jeff the killer, ticci toby, masky, hoodie, jane the killer, clockwork, eyeless jack, BEN, nina the killer, laughing jack, liu & sully.
characters i DON'T write for: offenderman, bloody painter, herobrine (is anyone actually requesting this), zalgo, any animal pastas (the rake, smile dog, seed eater).
i will ONLY write sally in PLATONIC/FAMILIAL scenarios.
i'm iffy on slenderman content but if y'all want to fuck the faceless tentacle demon THAT bad who am i to deny you
things i will NOT write: underage, scat/piss, rlly rlly rlly heavy noncon, amputation (not kinkshaming just not for me personally), zoo, necro, eds.
things i personally tend to FAVOR: smut obv, breeding, somno, knifeplay, gunplay, dubcon, sub!reader, toxic pastas, yandere/darling, praise, degradation, reader absolutely getting their shit wrecked y'know.
im a big fan of hcs and blurbs/scenarios but i will write one shots too, those will just take significantly more time and care. if you don't specifically say you'd like a one shot i will write it as either hcs or blurbs.
if i haven't mentioned a character in my do's and don't's feel free to send a request and if i'm down i'll do it!!
if you feel even the slightest urge to request i beg u to pls send it my way i am scratching like a crackhead to start writing for y'all. i've been in this fandom for a decade and i need to let some thoughts go wild.
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sister-lucifer · 2 years
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Bro, my friend, ima need a masky x reader where masky is a farel animal, ima need this man to absolutely batshit and I need him to ruin me in every way, love your favorite mutal <333333 😋
Let Off Steam
Masky x Gender neutral reader 
Genre: Smut 
Summary: A drabble about Masky going feral and taking it out on you 
Content/Warnings: Angry and mean Masky, porn with no real plot, hair pulling, spanking, a hint of possessiveness/degrading 
Like my writing? I take requests! NSFW or SFW for any fandoms in my bio! 
Also, please reblog! it’s free, takes two seconds, and really helps me out 
There was no telling what had set Masky off today. All you knew was that he was pissed, and his favorite way to let off steam was to pound you until you passed out. 
“Fuuuck, you have no idea how much I missed this tight hole—!” He growled into your ear as he leaned over you. He didn’t have to say it, it was obvious. You couldn’t even remember the moments leading up to this point, but nothing else mattered when he was taking you from the back so good, just how you both liked it. 
“God, you feel so good…No one, not any body else ever gets to use you like this, do you hear me?!” 
A slap rang out in your ears, followed by a stinging pain where Masky’s hand had come down on your ass. 
“Yes, yes!” You yelped in reply, “Only you, Masky! I-I’m all yours!” 
He yanked hard on your hair, making you arch your back. Your nails tore at the sheets, leaving long rips that would surely have to be patched up later. 
“All mine…All fuckin’ mine! A-Ah, God I needed this…I’ve missed my little fuck toy all day.”
Another slap, even harder than the last, forcing a broken call of Masky’s name from your throat. 
He nuzzled into your neck, leaving a trail of aggressive kisses that quickly transformed into bites. You could tell the marks were deep, enough to draw blood, but the pain was quickly washed away by the pleasure. You could practically feel the bruises forming, ones that would earn you a sly comment from Toby in the morning. 
The bed rocked and swayed with each thrust, and there were even a few moments where you wondered if it would break beneath you. He was using all his strength, maybe even more, slamming into you over and over again and hitting deeper than you had ever thought possible. When Masky was mad, he fucked you like his life depended on making sure you couldn’t walk the next day. 
You hadn’t realized how close you were until it was almost too late. You barely managed a warning before all of a sudden you had came, tightening around Masky’s length and making him shudder. The pathetic noise that fell from your lips and echoed off the walls nearly had him cumming himself. You expected him to keep going until he found his own release as usual, but instead he abruptly slowed to a stop. 
You didn’t even have time to ask what was wrong before he was pulling out just long enough to flip you over onto your back, making you bounce against the mattress. 
“M…Masky…?” You said meekly, eyes growing wide as one of his hands found the back of your knee, pushing it up against your chest. 
“Aw, what’s the matter hun?” He cooed down at you in a condescending tone. His free hand wrapped around your throat, not squeezing terribly hard but enough to be a threat. 
“You didn’t think we’d be done so soon, did you?” 
You merely stared up at him as he rutted against you, preparing to enter once more. 
“No, no…we’re not done until I say so, and something tells me we’re going to be here for a very, very long time.” 
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ꨄMASTERLISTꨄ
I specifically write Tokyo Revengers fandom stories on my tumblr, ao3, and wattpad. I write non fandom content on my wattpad under eetherealgoddess and now on tumblr under this account only! Report if you see any of my works posted on any other platform or under anyone else that isn’t me.
In my head, Y/n is a 18+ black cis female or male (depending on the story). I try to write it to where you can insert yourself so it doesn’t really matter if you’re not (besides 18+. minors aren’t allowed) though I do say this for representation purposes bc a lot of writers make stories that are ‘y/n’ but she/he is literally described in a specific way that I think makes it hard for not only poc but plus sized, bald, etc people to be included. They might as well be an oc at that point.
The only reason I don’t write y/n as anything but cis gendered female or male is bc I don’t have enough info to feel comfortable in writing for non binary or gender neutral.
Obviously I understand the concept of ‘playing a character’ as y/n so some things are fine being set if it doesn’t match with the reader, but things like the physical appearance is lowkey annoying.
READ MY NOTICES THOROUGHLY ON EACH STORY OR ELSE YOU WILL BE IN FOR A SURPRISE!!
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ꨄRULES FOR REQUESTSꨄ
Considering I like to write my stories a specific way, I wasn’t going to allow requests. I’ve changed my mind so here’s how we’re gonna do things…
✩I only write yandere stories. That means by default your requests will be written yandere style ❦
✩I don’t write fluff, cute stories. I write horror, dark, suspenseful, and gut wrenching content ❦
✩I don’t write ‘innocent’ ‘little one’ baby readers or whatever purity shit i’ve seen on here. no offense ❦
✩If smut is included, it will mostly consist of noncon/dubcon so if you request smut that is how it will be if you don’t specify what you want ❦
✩If I simply don’t want to write your request then I won’t ❦
✩I only write for Tokyo Revengers, specifically Sano Manjiro, Hanemiya Kazutora, Sanzu Haruchiyo, Haitani Ran, and Haitani Rin. Other characters will be background or non - existent ONLY ❦
✩I mostly like writing all of them x reader but if you want a specific focus, I will do that ❦
✩If you request something and it’s already a thoroughly written out story then you will be ignored cuz you might as well write it yourself at that point ❦
✩If you don’t hear back from me for a min, do NOT spam bc I’m either in the middle of writing your request, focusing on another and I’ll get back to you later, or I’m just ignoring it. Spamming will do nothing but make me continue to ignore it ❦
✩I’m only comfortable writing for cis female or male reader. I don’t have enough info on gender neutral or non binary therefore I can’t write from that perspective ❦
✩Specify exactly what you want or else it might be written in a way you didn’t expect ❦
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biaswreckme · 4 months
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a flow that digs into your whole body | san/reader
Sometimes you have fun torturing Choi San until he begs and cries beautifully.
Fandom: Ateez
Pairing: San/Reader (gender neutral, any gender identity)
Member: San
Length: 1395 words
Genre: Smut
Triggers/Warnings/Tags: smut, edging, ruined orgasm, overstimulation, crying, dacryphilia, aftercare
“Not yet,” you say, seeing San close his eyes first in pleasure then in frustration when you stop your hands.
“Please, no more,” he begs, so beautifully, a light sheen of sweat covering his naked body, his abs glistening in the bedroom light. 
You press a finger to his lips, shushing him, his top lip going up with the slight pressure. His tongue tentatively licks your finger, then sucks into his mouth, his tongue circling the digit and he bites playfully.
“Behave,” you say as you press on his tongue, making him stop, “or I will increase the number of edges.” His eyes open wide and he shakes his head, his begging of please no clear in his expression yet muffled by the finger on his tongue. “Good boy.”
You let your hand close around his cock again and San takes a deep breath, bracing himself for what is about to happen - yet again. His cock is red at the tip, leaking deliciously, and oh so sensitive. This is more than you had ever done before, but San had asked for this, for you to push him just a little more than the last time. He is so close to crying, eyes watery whenever you stop your movements just shy of his orgasm, but he still has two more edges to go through before he is allowed to cum. Eight in total, you had decided in secret, one for each member in the group. He asked for the number to be a secret; he wanted to beg for an orgasm each time, and who were you to say no to him when he was asking so eagerly to be tortured like this? 
You drizzle more lube over your hand, one hand holding him at the base firmly while the other focuses on circling the engorged head with your palm, making him even more sensitive to your touch. His hips start to move lightly, and his hands go to his face, pressing his own fingers onto his lips, the pleasure starting to overtake his body, and you know he is bracing himself for the possibility of another edge. His pleas are more desperate this time as you feel his cock starting to pulse under your ministrations and you stop just in time, a chuckle coming out of your mouth as you watch his hips move up and down, chasing friction that is no longer there. A single tear rolls out of the corner of one of his eyes, never ending pleases coming out of his mouth - and you are certain he is not aware he is saying them. 
“Sh… just a little more, baby, I know you can take it,” you comfort him, your hands now caressing his trembling legs, waiting for him to calm down from what apparently is a very hard and close edge. His cock seems even angrier than before, red, turgid, more precum leaking out of the tip. Seven edges so far. Seven times you stopped him at the last second from tipping over into an orgasm. 
When his breathing calms down enough, your hands start touching him again, going up his legs and past where he wants you the most, caressing his abs then his chest. You focus on his nipples for a moment, lightly pinching until he almost sobs with pleasure, his hands closing into fists by his side. You are so proud of him, unraveling gorgeously before your eyes, not afraid to let himself feel and be taken care of. When your fingers touch his erection he sighs in relief, his abs clenching, breathing deeply. You know it won't take long now, each time he gets closer quicker than the last. You get closer to him, sitting on his legs, because you know for the next step, you will need to control his hips, stop him from moving so much. He is stronger than you, yet you know in these moments you just have to look at him and he will not move an inch. You use both of your hands now, circling his cock, moving fast and tight, up and down, twisting just slightly to increase his pleasure, and you feel him wanting to buck his hips, but he is careful of you sitting on his legs. You see his hands going up to his face again, now grabbing the pillow under his head and he starts begging again.
“Please, let me cum, please, please, no more..” you see another tear rolling down his cheek when he raises his head to look at you while he pleads, and when you answer that this will be the last one, a loud sob escapes his mouth. You assure him that he can do it, he will be good for you one last time, and he nods, signaling you he is about to reach the edge. He closes his eyes and whines loudly when your movements stop, praises leaving your mouth. You know he needs reassurance before the next step. 
When he starts to relax into the bed, you start touching him again, closing your fist only over the engorged and leaking head of his cock, and you are certain he has forgotten about this next part. Just as you feel his cock start to pulse, when he starts  to over the edge, you stop your movements and hold down his arms, and he whails, his orgasm ruined and frustrated, Iiquid spilling from his cock without any stimulation, his hips wanting to more, searching for some, any kind of friction to enhance it. And he cries. Beautiful large tears run down his cheeks and onto the pillow as he shakes his head, saying no no no over and over again. It is mesmerizing - both his tears and his cock leaking cum almost non-stop.
But he has suffered enough, you decide. You let the frustration of a ruined orgasm run through his body for a few moments before you start stroking him again, his cum enough lubrification to help your movements. He shakes and trembles and begs again, this time for you to stop, too sensitive from the lack of real orgasm as the overstimulation hits, but you don’t stop. He has his safe word if he needs to truly stop what is happening, so you continue, movements faster, his cock still hard and red, and you know he is approaching another orgasm quickly. He grabs the bed sheets so tightly that you think they’ll rip under his strong hands, his muscles bulging, legs clenching and unclenching under you.
The next orgasm builds so quickly that you almost miss it, if it were not for the telltale signs that you learned. “Come on, baby, you can cum for real now, you deserve it, nice and hard for me, let go,” you order and he obeys. He is loud as he cums, true pleasure overtaking his entire body, from the tip of his hair to the tip of his toes and fingers, vision going dark as he shuts his eyes and contorts his body, not realizing he threw you to the side - but it is fine, you were expecting that, so you were bracing yourself for the moment. 
His entire body trembles again and he cries, this time from fulfillment, from ecstasy, from satisfaction. But you also know that he is going to be overwhelmed, so you hug him tightly against your body, not minding the fluids and stickiness in your hands as you caress his hair and press him on your chest. He continues crying, and you tell him to let everything out, that you are there to take care of him. You keep repeating the praises, “You are so good, Choi San, so good to and for me, I am so proud of you, you did so well,” until he calms down enough for you to make him drink some water, small sips with his eyes still closed, slowly coming back to you. You know he will complain about the stickiness later, but for now you focus on him, who is hugging you almost like a big koala. It takes a while, but he smiles at you, gratitude in his eyes. Gratitude for your care, for your love. Gratitude that it is you that he trusts to take him apart to small pieces and then piece him back together like this. 
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plasticfangtastic · 11 months
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Can we be lonely Together?
A Homelander x Stalker!Reader fan fiction
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This is my first fic for this fandom (and in a decade lol) this is a bit of a slow burner and will have about 8 to 9 chapters.
This is a Gender Neutral reader (but honestly is just me shipping Homelander with Joe Goldberg... so feel free to see it as a crossover, just not going to make it clear at all in the fic.)
Summary: We were two mouses pretending to be cats, weren't we?
We didn't expect to find ourselves in this situation, but John... Homelander... you were perfect... none of this was a lie, these feelings I got are genuine! So I don't know why you're using such words like: Stalker, Psychotic bitch, Insane, liar! To describe me... after all I've done? To help you!?
You were wrong.
I just yearned to get closer to you. So what if I did my homework? After all it was you who played along.
I knew you knew... you were so loud.
R18+ (there will be smut, drug abuse and gore in later chapters) gore, stalking, killing.
Chapter One
Apologies
It pains me to say this… I'm genuinely ashamed, embarrassed more like it! To admit that I genuinely wasn’t impressed by you. 
        Your face had been painted on every surface to death... It has grown boring.
       Nothing but an overbearing presence to the common man, but the average citizen didn’t loathe you, fear you, hate you or even found you pastiche! They simply adored you. 
        Your face was plastered on everything one could imagine and then some– I’m not just talking mugs by the Target checkout area or birthday cards, and keychains, but sausage packages in the supermarket! Your face wasn’t all that special to me… I used to think of you as nothing more than an aged jock from a John Hughes movie, the tights didn’t fool me, you wore the varsity jacket underneath the foam-- I had bets that you were going to be the worst the world could’ve manufactured if I ever met you.
Now… Now I see… I was wrong… contrite is the word that describes this social faux-paux of mine. 
Now I see… just how… unique you were-- the whole world didn’t have the faintest idea of just the sheer amount of bullcrap you had to endure everyday. Gosh I couldn’t even fathom being in your shoes, the fantasy alone proved heavy, and you had to do it all while looking more well adjusted and prim than Princess Diana during her divorce.
I’m sure you’ll be so divine in that revenge dress too.
I mean… you sort of knew you looked good in women's clothes, Is okay I like adventurous men… I’ll admit  I might've dressed you a couple times in my head… but don’t worry! It was all flattering.
Which in terms of flattering things… it's a shame that this is how you catch me, how we end this farce, this game of pretends... today you could be the cat… I wish at least I had the time to wrap up the plastic sheets, or wash all this off me.
I feel the weight hit my foot directly, I barely wince, but I’m not taking my eyes off of you, feeling wet bubbles and gurgles tickling my bare toes– all I want is to give you decades worth of misplaced attention to those red eyes of yours… I seen your face in a million different ways, but never had I seen it in such vivid technicolor-- There’s no red that can quite match your eyes… as they watch me from this eighteen story window, inside an apartment smaller than your closet (that’s New York city for you kids). I can admit to having fantasized being on the receiving end, it would be fitting for me, us.
This building is so loud, it overwhelms us both, but unlike you right now I don’t have to listen to the upstairs neighbors petty grievances, the next door lady wondering where her kid is at these ungodly hours, the stoner in the elevator, or the homeless man wondering if his dollar store hooch was tainted with something because right now there was the freaking Homelander hovering above him! So I listen to her… right at my feet… gargling… hacking… I didn’t cut deep enough, and we both can hear it… knife still in my hand, her mind is nothing but the flashing lights of a faraway train, it’s ever so silent as the train drives off, all she can think off is a trip to europe when she was a child, and the snow devoured the sun and the music, it was just her, the train, the snow and us now.
“‘Is not what it looks like?’ Is that what you want to say?”
yeah. I mean… Can I? I licked the knife clean as if it was residuals from an apple, trying not to roll my eyes at you.
“Evening… John… Homelander.” My hand is on the window latch letting the cold breeze in, your eyes suffocating me just like the bitch behind us…  I almost whimpered as they lost their candor giving me back blue moons– What brings you here?”
You points behind me, unable to believe I just said that, I give way for you.
Always staring at me– I want to hear your thoughts… for the first time in all my years of life I am yearning to listen, feeling every particle of my being falling apart as they're begging me to listen to your thoughts once more… but I can’t… Right now I’m in Finland, is winter, is cold-- everything you aren’t… because I am sorry… I pry so much.
The way you watch me isn’t undressing me further, I am mostly bare, just underwear and sweat and my soul too tainted for you to want to seek, I can’t make sense of that smirk on your lips that has only now begun to reach your eyes… this somehow has amused The Homelander, your laugh scares me far more than your ray-guns– are you mocking me!? No you…you wouldn't be, you’re gentleman after all, if you wanted to mock me… you would treat me like Miss Barrett, or Kevin.
I mean… I don’t want you to hate me. We are perfect for each other. We would be perfect… so just… let me… explain.
“Where do you like me to start?”
Your foot crushed the skull leaving it nothing but a gummy, clumpy pancake under your booth, sick of hearing it mope and cry for any longer it seems, you immediately threw your cracked phone at my feet.
“The beginning.” The Homelander growled.
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