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britishmuffin · 1 year
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Hello, Britishmuffin
I hope you are having a wonderful day/night.
Just wanted to know what inspires you to make such amazing art pieces? As well how do you deal with art block?
Im a artist myself but times get tuff and I lose motivation and start developing art block.
Sincerely, fisheggsoup :)
Morning! Love your name :D
Truthfully, my biggest motivator is born of necessity these days. I create art because I have bills to pay and family to support. My patrons are a huge driving force in all this, cheering me on from the sidelines while I work; my band of blessed saviours.
I also make sure that my social feeds are full of artists I love, who make art that makes me happy. I'm always watching films and playing games, always constantly absorbing media in this wacky age of technology-infused information. Then if I'm lucky, I get the chance to step outside for a walk in the woods with my sibling to help ground ourselves in the world and reconnect with nature, pure medicine for the troubled soul.
All of these activities serve to stir the Brain Soup and sometimes reflect in my artwork. I rarely get struck with the "fabled bolt of inspiration" these days, but I blame the current climate. I did used to.
As some of you will already know because I'm being quite open about it this time, I'm currently battling the worst bout of burnout I've had in literal years. So really, I'm not sure I'm the best person to be asking on the topic of how to deal with it, but here you go:
In my experience it’s not the best idea to wait for inspiration to strike. Inspiration is unreliable, constantly waiting can leave you anxious, and also most of us just don’t have the luxury of being able to. I kinda think we just need to create despite it (or TO spite it, or in order to spite someone who told you you couldn't, if that's your sauce).
If you feel like your art sucks, instead of expecting perfection try just giving yourself permission to be bad at art for a while, you might be surprised about how much of a relief it feels. Make a hundred terrible little sketches, doodles, scribbles, or just make marks on paper. You don’t even have to show them to anyone, they can be just for your eyes! More often than not I’ve found that the physical act of creating artwork can genuinely inspire you to make more, and better work. It flexes those art muscles and gets the creative cogs whirring. Just make stuff!!!
As a person who’s had little choice but to create for years, it can be really helpful to push through it. Not always, though.
Sometimes the art block you’re staring down actually goes layers deep into the realms of debilitating mental health and poor living status, right into dangerous burnout and breakdown territory. Some would argue that creating art in times of real pain is the best medicine, and indeed, creates the best results. I wholly disagree.
My advice is to always make art in those moments when you can, even if it sucks. And when you just can’t, then rest. Watch your favourite guilty pleasure anime, cook some delicious food, hug your pets, go exist in nature for a bit. Have you ever seen Kiki’s Delivery Service? That!
Helpful links to combat art block:
Line of Action has great learning resources, while also being a brilliant tool for a variety of speedy sketch warm-ups
Don’t know what to draw? Use a character description generator!
You could flex your figure drawing muscles with models on Figurosity, AdorkaStock, or ArtModels360 (nudity warning)
Improve your fundamental art skills with Drawabox or videos on The Fix List
Generate some colour palettes to use as a challenge. Adobe’s colour wheel tool isn’t too bad either
Other more practical tips include:
If you struggle staying motivated, try to refocus by sitting down and asking yourself "What kind of art do I really want to create?” Try to rediscover what excites you! Is your aim to work in the art industry? To be able to draw your OCs smooching? Draw beefy bara men? Do you really just wanna paint cool rocks? All valid af
Pull up images of your favourite artworks and study them. Ask yourself “Why do I like this artwork?” Are the outfits really cool designs? Is the lineart super stylish? Do you love the way they used colours? After that, think about what you need to learn to get to that point yourself, and start small. Mimic your favourite artworks in order to learn how to do it.
Example: If you realise that you want to improve at drawing hands, just spend a week learning about them. Draw pages and pages of them, find a way to make them fun and sexy to draw! I did just that, and now hands are actually one of my favourite things to draw, it works.
Warm-ups are SO important. If you just started on a piece and already feel defeated, ask yourself “Did I warm up enough first?” You can try looping fifty quick spirals in different sizes with your pen, scratch out some box shapes, doodle some funky wiggly shapes, crosshatch them, whatever you want! Just get that hand moving before you leap into your artwork of choice, it helps to loosen up to keep your lines from becoming too stiff.
If it’s just not working today, that’s okay. Take a break by filtering your creativity into another entirely different creative pursuit. You could try baking something tasty, making music, writing for your next D&D campaign, building cute houses in minecraft or the sims, painting miniatures, crafting with paper or sewing fabric, etc etc. Anything that keeps the creative brain ticking that isn’t drawing is also worthwhile.
And, mentally:
Try not to worry about what other people think of your artwork. Doesn’t matter what age you are or your background, the fact you’ve created anything at all is incredible. You brought something into the world that didn’t exist before. You’re powerful as hell.
Related: please please please don’t focus on being “successful” on social media. Even though I know it can feel awesome to post your art and get instant reactions, these things are a death spiral of addictive behaviour and shouldn’t dictate your creativity. Use sparingly.
Remember that your kid self would absolutely be losing their mind over the cool stuff you’ve made now. Same goes for your ancient ancestors who used to make those little clay animals. You’re doing great, be proud.
Don’t be so damn hard on yourself. I mean it <3
If you keep drawing you will improve. You will get your motivation back. You will make art again even if it takes you a while. And know that a muffin is cheering for you c:
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chocotonez · 1 year
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skz reacting to their s/o using their head as a drum
a/n: love it when you guys get creative because literally how would I have ever thought of this
warnings/genre: fluff, banter, uhhh using a head as a drum?? lmk if anything else should be tagged!
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chan
-the awkward “haha babe ur so silly”
-slightly worried but slightly into the beat ur making tbh
-offers a worried :] smile, and thinks you’re adorable but also what even prompted this response??
-sorta overthinks it and is like “is everything okay?? are you bored? do you need my attention?”
-honestly doesn’t mind it very much unless he’s working hehe
-“ohhh wait, do that again it sounded good” “will you credit me in your next album??” **sigh**
lee know
-looks back up at you with a disgruntled expression as if you just insulted him
-“wtf are you doing” “why do you hate my music career” “because it sucks, get off my head”
-mostly joking, doesn’t care but he’d prefer you go explore your musical interests somewhere else
-tries so hard not to giggle if you hum along to a beat your making, will never admit how much it amuses him
-just lets you at it, maybe if he’s in a bad mood he would just gently swat your hand away but most of the time he just rolls his eyes and lets you…drum on his head
changbin
-turns it around and reaches up to drum on your head while laughing
-“haha how does it feel?? >:)”
-most of the time just takes it as a prompt to mess with you and pat your head to a beat
-first time he was definitely more ???, but if it becomes a habit he’ll just laugh it off
-genuinely doesn’t mind it compared to others, he thinks it’s kinda cute especially when you stand over him to just drum on his head or mess around
-looks up at you with a dumb smile and is sJWNDOWSJJS sorry anyways yeah he just loves you
hyunjin
-the one to grab your wrist, and then hold your hand to get you to stop
-he reaches up to hold your hand and he just gives you a squeeze to let you know he’s not like…mad, you’re just being silly
-“what? is my baby bored?” and he always laughs at your response, whether it be in agreement or a roll of your eyes
-doesn’t care as much if he’s tired, because he doesn’t have the energy to care and he’s also kinda lulling off because of the rhythmic tapping
-he doesn’t hate it, because it’s always a good excuse to hold your hand <3
han
-the more confused one, but doesn’t go out of his way to stop you LMAO
-every time he just looks at you like ??? because do you want something?? is this a torture method?? are you trying to mind control him or smth??
-spends his time just contemplating your possible hierarchy of needs while you’re dropping the sickest beat of 2023 on his head
-poor boy just doesn’t know what to do and just lets you go at it
-thinks it’s kinda cute anyways, if not strange, but still cute
felix
-gives a :> and just lets you have fun
-“what? trying to take my job?” “you know how much people would pay for a single that’s just someone using your head as a drum??” and he’s just giggling and he’s so cute I’m sobbing
-likes to randomly move his head so you miss and laughs because you stumble a bit and he thinks he’s so funny
-leans back so you can hold his face in your hands
-it’s not that he dislikes it, but he doesn’t like it either. there’s way better ways to entertain yourself, including just spooning him or giving him a kiss </3
seungmin
-another ??? wtf are you doing type
-probably starts knocking on his own head to see what the appeal is all about
-“shhh minnie i’m making music!!” “let me knock on your head to make sure it’s not hollow, because what in the world are you doing??”
-gives you a fake look of disgust but immediately bursts out laughing when he holds your gaze for too long, and just lets you at it
ot the biggest fan but when he looks up to see your smile, he has to fight the need to run laps and giggle n squeal about how cute u are
jeongin
-“wtf stop you’re gonna mess up my hair” “so you just hate my aspirations or being a musician??” “y/n.”
-leans on disliking it, another one who just reaches up to hold your hand to get you to stop
-“if you’re that bored do you wanna help me clean the dorm?” and you’re immediately o-O
-laughs when you drum his head because it’s just so?? stupid?? but it’s so funny and you’re also so cute?? it’s the most conflicting thing ever
-like how is he supposed to dislike this when you laugh all prettily and you’re smiling down on him like that :((
-unfair tbh
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angelplummie · 2 years
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non-sexual boob touching with the 1A boys P2 (P1)
denki holding ur boob like it’s ur hand HAHA. like u guys will sit down to watch a movie and he’s made sure to squeeze you into being as close as possible to him. you fain annoyance and laugh as he pulls you to sit between his lanky spread legs, your back to his chest. he encircles your waist with his legs and hugs you tight as the opening credits play, tucking his head over ur should. He sighs contentedly, but after the first 20 minutes, he feels the insatiable need to be somehow closer to you. so, instead of moving into a more intimate position, he unravels his arms from you and places his long hands on ur boobs.
“denki wtf” you say out of shock, not that ur really annoyed at him.
“what?” squeezes them one hand at a time, alternating like he was holding two stress balls n tryna find the funnest thing to do with them.
“wuteva..” u grumble, and keep watching the movie.
he doesn’t stop alternating n squeezing them for the WHOLE REST OF FHE THE MOVIE. at one point u kinda forget and just enjoy the attention, but he’s literally not even conscious he’s doing it.
i hate him so much, and thusly i want him so raw.
kirishima cops a feel in front of ur mother LMAO
ur at ur parents house,, this is his very first time meeting them, but he’s feeling good about it, he’s calm he’s cool he’s collected. knows he’s a good son-in-law, has enough confidence in the fact that he makes u happy to know he should please your parents. things are going absolutely swimmingly, ur dad is jokingly ripping on him for the football team he supports, ur ma is asking him about his uni, they really seem to like him!!!
maybe he was just a bit too confident, though. because kirishima decides now is the perfect time to show off even more by offering to do the dishes. ur parents r overjoyed and ur mum raises her eyebrows at u as if to say “i like this one”. they head into the living room and you two stay to chat while he does his thing. he gives you a giddy smile, so happy he’s pleased them, and when he finishes, you offer to dry up and put things away since he wouldn’t know where everything goes. as you’re reaching up into the cabinet to put a pan away, he comes up behind you. kissing on ur neck hands on ur waist.
“think your parents like me?” he asks, kissing right beneath ur ear.
“Um-“ your mind wanders, succumbing to the feeling of him, before you answer,”yeah kiri, they seem to really-“
your breath caught in your throat as his hands glided up your waist and over your boob, massaging the spot. He watched you as you stared down at the counter, clearly flustered. He smirks and gives your boobs a squeeze, until your head shoots up and he feels an elbow in his rib cage, stumbling back off you.
“Mom! Hi!” you say, and his head turns to the side and there your mother is.
“Hey kids,” she says slowly looking between the two of you,”you guys been busy with the dishes?”
“Yup! I’m just showing kiri where to put everything away.” your voice is overly cheerful to compensate for the awkwardness of the situation.
“Alright...” she gives you the side eye and a little smile as she leaves,”don’t have too much fun.”
When she’s back in the living room, kiri gets an earful, and a light smack on the back of his head. he apologises profusely, but, to be honest, he’s still buzzing with serotonin from getting to touch your boobs at all.
one day he’ll learn. maybe.
masterlist (sorry this is so shite i cba to finish it)
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saetoru · 9 months
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i can’t stop thinkin abt rich boy!geto who acts all casual when meeting up with gojo and his gf only to immediately choke on his words and turn into a mess when gojo’s gf introduces one of her friends who gives geto the sweetest smile he’s ever seen and god is his heart still in his chest??
gojo who just raises an eyebrow at him, silently asking wtf he’s doing and eventually geto gains his composure enough to introduce himself to her only to immediately falter when she giggles at his struggles. just rich boy geto acting all casual and shit around everyone until he literally meets the prettiest girl he’s ever seen and suddenly his heart is in his throat and he can’t seem to speak without stuttering.
though he gets her back when she later trips over herself and almost falls and suddenly it’s his turn to laugh as he helps her up and asks if she’s okay. he gets worried when she doesn’t reply and looks at her only to find that she’s staring at him, eyes practically sparkling as she gives him a toothy grin as she says ‘you have a nice laugh’ and god he’s an absolute goner.
idk something about usually cool and collected rich boy geto suddenly losing his cool around a seemingly random girl does smthn to me!!
sorry for the long message :D
OMGGGGGG THIS IS SO CUTE AND DJSJSJDJD
gojo and his s/o who are always bickering and teasing each other and they never stutter with their banter / never run out of comebacks AND THEN THERES GETO. AND. HIS. S/O !!!! THE ONES WHO ARE SMOOTH AND HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY TO EVERYONE BUT EACH OTHER !!! AS SOON AS ITS EACH OTHER THEY BECOME EMBARRASSING LOSERS !!!!!! SAURRRRRR CUTE SOBS
and u just know on the first date when they go to kiss goodbye they both kinda miss and kiss the corners of each others mouths by accident and take a moment to flush and chuckle nervously like “oops sorry haha” and then suddenly they’re passionately making out in front of the door as if no one could just pass by and witness them sucking faces
OMGGGGG RB! GETO IS SO PRECIOUS
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black--cherryy · 5 months
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Hello again haha
As you can tell by now I LOVE your work. And I saw you wanted some ideas.
ANYWAY!
I've got a Peter Criss fan fic (🌶🔥 of course) idea for ya!
I've heard from Paul and Gene that Peter threw his drumsticks on them (live on stage) when he got upset.
So... What if that drumstic hits you (reader). After the show and he walks towards "you" after the show to ask if you're alright, and yeah... You'll do the rest😏
Heyy I really enjoy that idea. Hope u like it and thx a lot ♡
Peter criss imagine
Pov: Peter accidentally hurts u with his drumstick.
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It's 1979 and u finally could go on a Kiss concert. U were very excited to see the boys but deep down in ur heart u were more excited about seeing ur favorite catman with his cute cat make up. Peter criss.
U decided to be the most beautiful girl on the concert and even made sure to get in the very first row, right next to the stage. Ur heart was beating like crazy knowing u will see soon ur favorite boys..Or should I say boy? ;) (sorry).
After waiting for way too long finally, the lights changed and u heard loud screams and cheering all around u..The boys finally came on stage. Ur eyes immediately turned themselves to see Peter with his cute face paint, smiling at the fans that were freaking out. U couldn't stop smiling seeing him all happy and cute..He made u blush like crazy.
They started playing and u couldn't help but just cry out. U waited for way too long and now finally u could see them life..It felt like a dream.
As u were singing along all dreamed up and not aware of anything as if u left earth, u got woken up by a bang to ur head and slight pain that followed right after.
"What the heck? What was that?" It shocked u. "Felt like I got hit by something."
U looked around if someone hit u by accident but that wasn't the case. Everyone was concentrated on the guys playing. U looked down on the floor and saw a drumstick.
"Wait?..Is that...Is that Peters drumstick?" U had a lot of feelings go through u at that moment when u realized that u got hit by his drumstick.
In fact, peter was known to throw his sticks around and people did see it but when they couldn't catch it they just kinda left it there thinking someone else did catch it also Peter was known for getting upset and not throwing it directly at the fans but rather at Paul and Gene. Well this time it hit u.
U couldn't really process what was happening. Is it real life or am I actually dreaming? I got to see peter live and now even found his drumstick? Wtf is going on?
U could stop smiling, everything was perfect. The last great thing that could happen would be him calling u backstage but that's impossible so u quickly got it out of ur mind.
After the show was done all the fans started going out or backstage when they had a vip ticket. U sadly didn't so with the pain in ur heart and Peters drumstick close to ur heart u started making ur way out. Surprisingly u heard a voice behind u saying "hey" so u turned around curious who would it be. "Now I'm really getting nuts." U thought.
U couldn't believe ur eyes. It was peter..Fucking Peter criss standing in front of u with a soft almost nervous smile. U started shaking, ur heart beating higher and ur face getting pale.
"Im sorry for hurting u with my drumstick..I should be more careful and maybe not throw too hard objects..."
U just stared at him with a shocked face not quite ready to process what was going on.
"Hope ur ok?..." He added.
"Y-Yeah sure..Don't worry about it..Didn't even hurt that bad.." U smiled nervously.
He smiled back and nodded softly.
"So...Can I do something for u?.." He asked.
"F-For me? U stuttered. "N-No..I mean I'm okay and it's already a blessing getting hit by ur drumstick and then having u talk to me..What more could I wish for?" U said happily what made him laugh a little shyly as he looked down.
"Well are u sure? How about I take u backstage..We could talk more and better..It's quite chaotic here."
U thought u will pass out..Usually these things only happen in ur imagination but this time it's fucking real. U of course nodded and went with him. U guys went into his room and u just had to look around..It was stunning to see his room that he had while being on tour.
*Time skip*
After talking for some time u got more comfortable with him and he with u. U saw noticed his looks on ur body, literally striping u down with his eyes. U did look sexy that evening and got some guys to look at u but tonight it seems like ur only his..And by his I mean Peter.
"Yk it was nice meeting a chill girl like u..and again sorry for hurting u..I didn't mean to throw it that far."
U again told him that it was alright. He suddenly moved closer to u and ur heart again started beating faster.
"I know how I can make this up.." He whispered softly what made u blush like crazy.
"R-Really? How?" Ur face got read and the look in ur face was just shocked and nervous.
Peter smirked and as u were trying to realize what was happening, u were laying there, legs spread wide apart and Peters head between them.
Ur hand were grabbing onto the bed sheets as Peters tongue entered ur opening. U had ur head thrown back feeling his tongue penetrating u.
U let out not too loud but high moans while feeling all dizzy from the pleasure. U never had ur pussy licked before and for the very first time of yours it felt like heaven.
U didn't know what to do with ur head and the bed sheets weren't enough to grab so u just went for his hair and pulled him even closer, making his face almost disappear in ur private parts. His hands were stroking ur thighs and grabbing onto them. Ur eyes rolled back as u felt close to cumming.
U started cursing and his fingers thrusted in u as he felt u getting closer. His tongue was eating ur clit, hitting ur g spot.
Ur moans got louder and ur legs started closing but he forcefully kept them open. Ur back arched and ur body lifted itself while u were cumming all over his face and fingers. U literally squirted his fingers out of ur opening. That's how well he made u cum. He had a lot of experience and good for u..Ur first time having Oral was like an complete dream..People wouldn't believe if u would tell them.
He left u hardly breathing on the bed. U closed ur eyes cuz u needed a second while he was watching u and smirking. U told him that it was ur first time and he got excited about it and also got a little ego booster hearing how good he was.
Now u didn't have any condoms like him but u still wanted to repay him so without saying anything u sat up and made him lay down. U never sucked dick before but u didn't care about that, u just wanted to satisfy ur king so u just started stroking it and slowly licking and kissing his tip. Peter let out a little groan and closed his eyes, having one arm behind his head.
When u noticed that u were doing the right thing u decided to take him deeper inside but got stopped by ur gag reflex. U sucked on it for a bit to get ur throat used to that feeling so it allowed u to take him deeper and let him feel the heaven u felt a few mins ago. His groans got louder and ur sucking deeper and faster.
With ur free hand u squeezed his big balls for extra pleasure and with the other one u were stroking his cock while sucking.
He groaned and was keep telling u how good ur doing and how much he enjoys it.
This made u even weaker for him and letting him fuck ur throat was like a reward.
While he was closer to his climax, he grabbed the back of your head and pushed u deeper in. Ur gag reflex returned but u didn't care less. Ur only goal was to satisfy him and nothing more. He was thrusting faster and faster making ur eyes clench till he finally released in ur mouth.
His warm load was dripping down ur throat and his cock twitching on ur tongue. After he took it out of ur mouth u swallowed what was left of his load in ur mouth mixed with ur saliva.
He fell back on the bed all exhausted and heavily breathing while u laid ur head on his chest.
"That was amazing y/n" He mumbled.
"It was" U had ur eyes closed and breathed out deeply.
"I won't let u go..U will have to stay here till morning..U were so amazing and so beautiful..I need u right now to calm down and spend time with someone who's not like those groupie whores."
His words made u feel so special and u just still kinda couldn't believe that it's true..Usually at that point u would wake up and hate that u did but this time it was completely real. U were laying in ur favorite Rockstars arms and u were more than happy, hoping this never ends...
Excuse any typos. It's currently 1am I'm tired goodnight.
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broodygaming · 2 months
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thinkin about Subnautica and the first time I played it... hahaha, I went in almost completely blind (I'd watched a tiny bit of a YTer play it and loads of ppl were saying, if you like the look of this and wanna play it don't spoil yourself, just go do it rn! so I did, lol).
I LOVE the ocean, first off. I don't think I'd ever be capable of diving? But I love the idea of it and it does not scare me in the slightest. I had ZERO idea the game is considered scary by most people. Absolutely NO idea haha. Even when I saw my first Leviathan/Reaper, I was just kinda like, oh yeah of course there's big predators, better steer clear! Nbd, if I die the consequences aren't too bad so eh. Like they definitely jump scared me a few times, but nothing crazy.
But really what sticks out to me in hindsight... this is SO stupid... it took me forEVER to figure out that I needed to scan stuff to get blueprints.
i fucking SWAM ALL THE WAY TO THE FIRST ISLAND. Or the first island I went to, the north/northwest one. I didn't even question it. I was like, oh yeah it's an exploration they want you take your time. I thought I was being a jerk, skipping all the way to the first big new thing "so quickly". About three quarters of the way back to the pod I was like "Okay, I feel like I've progressed more story, let's check in on that YTer and see what they're doing" to see him riding around with the seaglider!! I was like WTF!!!!
My mistake was SO dumb it was hard to even find like, an explanation of what I was doing wrong. Like, everything I googled said how to find the scannable items, not that you even HAD to scan them or with WHAT. Like telling someone how to make sauce and they don't know how to turn on the stovetop. SO SO silly.
Anyways. What a game.
ALSO. wait sorry this is so long
I NEVER FOUND A SECOND BEACON TO SCAN.
Let me run that by you again. I played the ENTIRE game without beacons. I could probably actually navigate almost the entire map without thinking much irl at this point. I just had to like... use "land" marks and be patient. I had to know where I was at on the map (which I finally started looking up to be able to find the paths to the lower chambers way later in the game) (but before then I just used the Aurora, the cloud glitches around the island and my brain) and triangulate my fucking position like a sailor and be like, okay if I'm here and wanna go here I gotta head in a SWS direction" hahaha.
Anyways. Wonderful game. One of the few games I sincerely wish I could erase my memory of and play blind again. I'm usually not the type to wish that, I'm love replaying stuff. But this was so so special on that first run.
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sillspore · 5 months
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How will be the three relationship with Leafpool and squirrelflight?
i rlly dont know what the drama will be bc the half clan relationship won’t be revealed point blank 😭 it’s a law in my code that queens do not have to reveal who brought them to be with kits, and since leafpool is a warrior, she’s not breaking the healer code either (since they don’t know she’s with mothwing). the three will be raised knowing leafpool is their mother, and spend a lot of time being co-parented by leaf and squirrel! cool mama and aunty. if i decide to make bramble a sweety, he’ll be the nice uncle.
HOWEVER. there is the issue of the gap of no medicine cat in between cinderpelt’s death and lion’s becoming a healer if leafpool isn’t one.
so, i may keep leafpool as a medicine cat, but that means she’s gotta die by the end of oots if we want alder as a healer too. luckily, with the code i have written, she’s allowed to have kits as long as there’s another healer to take over. so i think i’d push back the three’s birth a little, so that when cinderpelt dies, it’s when leafpool is out of camp considering running away with mothwing and their (weaned) kits. she decides against it, and is the sole healer until lion apprentices under her like a month later.
i’m thinking of kinda combining pot and oots, bc their plots are so linked and on their own they DRAG. but regardless, i think most family drama will come from ashfur and hollyleaf.
i can kinda see it, too, hollyleaf being a stickler for the code, and mentored by someone equally as serious about it. maybe thornclaw? ashfur corners squilf and the kids, bc he knows they’re not hers but he knows she loves them. same premise. to further the plot, ashfur’s gotta find out the three are half-clan somehow, and taunts them about it during the fire scene. i imagine lion and jay are irritated about not knowing, but because they just have another parent and neither care for starclan they get over it much quicker than poor hollyleaf. her world is shattered, like seriously. she doesn’t have powers, she’s half-clan, and breaking the healer code. sort of. i’ll work on it, haha.
a bunch of other tiny things lead up to her break, i think she’ll snap and kill leafpool. ashfur witnesses it, and taunts that he’ll tell everyone, so she kills him too. she’s horrified afterwards, acting so fidgety and jumpy at camp that everyone’s worried she needs medical attention. i think she’d tell her brothers in desperation for forgiveness, but they shun her, bc girl you killed mom?? wtf??? obviously they still love her, but turn her away. she CRACKS. at the gathering that day, she tells everyone their origins and special powers and what she did, before running off. the boys chase her, only to lose her in the collapsing tunnels.
i think the clans would kind of turn on thunderclan, worried about the power they have, and thunderclan in itself would be divided between hating the three (or two, technically-) for what they’ve “brought upon the clan”, or revering them for the power and security they give. lion tries to be nice, but jay is not pleased lmao.
i’m also considering having firestar die in the fire scene, protecting his daughter and grandchildren. like he finds a way to get them to safety, but he insists on being the last one to go so he dies before he can make it. maybe. i think with firestar in charge, it’s a little too stable. we need some drama!
i wonder who longstar would promote as deputy tbh. brackenfur would be such a good deputy, but a bad choice story wise. him and longtail would make a good leadership, a stable clan, which is bad for plot lmao. however, if i can think of other things to fuck up the battle cat’s lives, brackenfur as deputy could happen
sorry! went off on a tangent lol
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musashi · 2 years
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First of all sorry about that addition that got your post to blow up, yours is so much funnier and I totally wouldn’t have made it if I had seen you made your own!
Second of all, I have a few questions! Is there something in the Ace Attorney canon you feel could be improved? Something you’d write a fix-it fic for? Is there a particular bit of characterization of your faves that you feel people often get wrong or disregard? Out of all of the one shot (one case?) characters, who’s your favorite?
JHJFDHGJKDFGFD OH YOURE FINE i have enough popular posts on this website that its all just bg noise to me haha
thank for question :3
Is there something in the Ace Attorney canon you feel could be improved?
probably. i've grown out of being critical of media tho. unless it's a special interest i've had for a really long time i just prefer to turn my brain off and enjoy things ghfghg
Something you’d write a fix-it fic for?
that being said, i COULD fix big top. i constantly think about fixing big top. honestly if i wasn't a coward i'd novelize all of justice for all and make it better. but i would make celeste and adrian sisters and i feel like people would NOT like that lmao.
Is there a particular bit of characterization of your faves that you feel people often get wrong or disregard?
uhhh fanon manfred sucks so bad. he's the worst. i hate fanon manfred and all the people who act like ur a weirdo if you don't subscribe to him. i am not surprised that the tumblr/twitter AA fandom is full of puriteens who can't understand nuance in characters but it is just SO fucking weird to me that they saw a guy do two whole murders and were like....... yeah but that's not bad enough wouldn't it be soooo edgy if he beat his kids
in literally every single canon there is more evidence that he was loved and loved them in return, or at the very least made them feel loved even if it was ingenuine on his part. i could compile fucking PILES of evidence to explain all the reasons why its weird that people think manfred is abusive. literally every time his proteges talk about or to him there is little undercurrent of anything sinister?? people ESPECIALLY go ham on this idea that he was cruel and abusive to miles, but miles is way more outwardly fond of him than franziska is?
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like doesn't the love make him MORE despicable? MORE interesting? doesn't the idea of a loving father who took in this orphaned boy and raised him as one of his own only to turn on him and excessively frame him for the murder of his father sound INFINITELY more tragic and interesting to think about than just shitty child abuser does a murder, abuses kids, tries to get one executed in prison, dies
the only evidence the manfred is abusive crowd even have for their claims is investigations which isn't even written by the main AA team. and while i ADORE those games, they have character problems!!! like. one of the most important bits of character from the OG trilogy was franziska's disinclination to use her whip on miles. across the whole trilogy the only time she did was when he was having a ptsd episode and it was her version of slapping some sense into him. investigations are good games, but they overlook little details like that and tend to tell off-center versions of these characters, and the line where manfred just randomly fuckin calls miles worthless out of NOWHERE is an example of that (especially when they are??? like??? normal that whole case??? and just kinda buddying around?? seriously wtf is with that line)
and the fanon manfred crowd cannot even like. stop it at he's a manipulative shithead (which he is but like. about other things fdghfdgf) like he's homophobic he's transphobic he's. SOMETIMES HE'S CATHOLIC WHICH IS REALLY FUCKING FUNNY BESTIE HE IS GERMAN? the worst thing is they make him ableist ive seen so many takes like "manfred didn't let miles get glasses because he saw it as an imperfection" "manfred probably used ABA on his autistic protoges" BESTIE HE IS DISABLED. BESTIE. HEY BESTIE. BESTIE HE WALKS WITH A CANE. BESTIE HE IS LITERALLY--HE IS ON SCREEN RIGHT NOW USING A MOBILITY AID I'M GONNA-- I'LL FUCKING EAT YOU ALIVE
here's how i have to look for fic of my Blorbo:
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did you know? there were approximately 900 fics in the mvk tag before i plugged these into the exclude field. when i hit exclude, that number dropped to 700. HELLO?
i literally feel like the whole fandom is gaslighting me sometimes what fucking GAMES did you play. anyways heres more of me ranting on this topic if you want it.
Out of all of the one shot (one case?) characters, who’s your favorite?
i thnk cody and sister bikini are tied fghfdgh
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smurphyse · 1 year
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Ok hi I saw a couple days ago that you did that „big sister corner“ thing so I hope it’s okay that I write this ask because ordnungsgemäss a lot but I don’t have anyone to talk to and idk 🙈 so I’ve been struggling with my sexuality pretty much always and wondering whether I’m gay or bi or Asexual/-romantic or whatever. Finally I thought hm well I think I definitely like girls and Spencer Reid (literal obsession), but that’d mean I might be bi maybe ? So then I turned my tinder to girls but had my bumble still on guys (cause having both with both seemed overwhelming). I never told any of my friends that I was questioning my sexuality, but I am also mid 20s & never been with anyone so idk but new years comes around and I drunkenly tell a friend that I think I like girls, which she then tells me she does too (literally never thought that, but she’s with a guys and bi but not out ?) and I think (at that point I was black out drunk) I also told a guy friend who recently came out to me that I was „kinda gay too“ (ik wtf). I’m making this so complicated. Basically after years of not talking about this with anyone I drunkenly say stuff like that and the next day we don’t talk about it AT ALL and then you know how I was still on bumble ? Well I decide to swipe one day, not even knowing I if I even like guys and get a match and now I’ve been on two dates with this guy who I think I actually really like and I feel like a fraud? I’ve never felt like this with anyone ever and now after all of that it’s a guy ? I know rationally that it’s not a big deal but I feel so dumb now? Like i regret telling the two friends now because I think they might not take me seriously now if I tell them about him? Which is so dumb because they are both coincidentally fruity too and should get the struggle but I feel like a fraud ? And then I’m like, do you actually like this guy or do you like him and how easy it’d be if you were with a guy ? And then I’m like: did you like guys all along and you just thought you were gay because you didn’t find a good guy ? Like wtf I am so confused 😭😭
Okay, sorry for taking a week to answer this! There's a lotta text and ya girl is hella dyslexic. I LOVE big sister corner!!! <3 <3
The best advice I can really give on sexuality is it's fluid. It's ever-changing for some people. There's some who know right away, very young, what and who they like. For others, it takes time to figure it out, and for some others it kinda comes and goes with a feeling. There are times you can just like people just because you like them, and their gender doesn't matter. That's how I've always been. I've never really cared about gender, it's always about the people and how they make me feel when I'm around them that determines if I want to sleep with them or be in a relationship with them haha.
Sometimes it also takes a long time to find someone who makes you feel good when you're around them! Some people find lots of those people, and for others (like me as well) there's only a handful of people I've ever really gotten gooey with. You're not a fraud if it turns out you're straight. You're in your mid-20's and you don't have to KNOW if you are or not. To me, it doesn't matter if I ever know 100%, but I know for some people it does.
If your friends get upset or annoyed with you for having a fluid/unsure sexuality, then you don't probably want them as friends. Your real friends will support you on your journey and you should be able to talk to them about your unsurety. You can be 'kinda gay!' you can be straight. You DON'T have to know right now (or probably ever, imo). Sexuality isn't a finality, or a proverbial nail in the coffin of who you date. You might find one woman you fall in love with, and the rest of the people you love are men, or vice versa. Everyone's different in how they love and who they love.
This is my long-winded way of saying - you don't have to know right now, or ever. You can explore and wonder and try different things at your pace until you know as best as you can know. It's your sexual and romantic journey. The most important thing is going at your own pace and not pushing yourself to the point that you become scared to ever just BE with someone because you're worried about these labels
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gigi this is so silly but there may have been a small development with Work Boy today. so i ripped my pants at work today... it was a long time coming, since jeans tend to get weak in the thighs, y'know? i also don't have much of a "that's a weird thing, don't do that" filter. so while i was kinda venting about my day, i punctuated it with "... and to make things worse, my pants ripped!! " and for some reason, i showed him the rip?? on my inner thigh???? 🙈🙈i can't with myself sometimes.
anyway, we were talking about it a bit later (i felt the need to apologize for the HR violation lol) and he was like, "did i turn as red as i felt like i was?" and i said, "i dunno. you turned away too fast for me to tell. you looked like a gentleman who just saw a victorian lady's ankle." and he goes "honestly, that's kinda how it felt." ….gigi i've never seen a man get so flustered over a thumb-sized hole in a pantleg but here we are. i feel as powerful as i do mortified lmao. so i guess Work Boy is a thigh guy 👀(a man of taste).
ALSO i was supposed to reach out to the managing editor about the job today, and she didn't respond to my email 😩😩. .... i'm experiencing a lot of blueballing in my life rn. (me and eris should start a club 🤪)
how did that interview go?? i’ve been keeping my fingers crossed for you! you deserve to do something you’re excited about (: thank you for letting me use your ask box as my little diary. in case you haven’t noticed, i have a lot of fun with it 🥰
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IT IS NOT SILLY OMG. I love those little updates 😭 because omg he sounds like such a cutie wtf!!! I literally just giggled imagine it though. He sounds like a man of taste but you are a woman of taste as well for crushing on this gentleman 😏😏😏 but also I'm sorry your pants ripped at work of all places 💀💀💀 my thunder thighs also be doing damage to pants and I never thought it would happen but it has happened...more than once 💀 thankfully at home though so not as bad lmaooo.
BUT AYYYYYY. Development. This is nice. Flirt with him more. Flash some collarbone, the boys love some collarbone action 🤣
As for the hiring manager...DID SHE REPLY TODAY? KEEP ME POSTED I WANT TO KNOWWWWWW. Sometimes it's a hectic day so that's okay. Fingers crossed for you bby!!! 🤞🏼🤞🏼
And I did! It went really well but unfortunately, the pay was too long and they didn't budge on it so I declined. Can't have yo girl going backward but honestly, idk what else I plan to do. There's another position up for grabs and I'm debating on doing an interview or not but I want more information. I kinda want something quiet on the administrative side of things so we'll see! I'm considering pivoting from education to HR but am unsure if it'll be the right fit! We'll see what happens haha!
thank you for sharing with me darling!!! I love hearing your news!! keep me posted!!
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wikiangela · 2 years
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I saw Riley in 6x15 and I started to rant and it turned into a fucking commentary (but also a rant) as I was watching so:
fuck I so didn't want to see Riley again so when I saw him in the previously on and then the "special guest star Marc Blucas" I was like ugh why
but when they showed him I literally burst out laughing lmao what even is this 😂 why is this so funny 😂
oh I have so many feelings about Buffy just leaving her job like that, and about how she's looking at him right now after everything... I'm still livid that they made the whole situation Buffy's fault when he left
God i hate him so much why did they bring him back and pls tell me it's only for one episode because I was enjoying this season 😂
I didn't know I'd ever hate another character as much as I hate Karen Page but here we are 😂(and if you know me, she's my most hated character ever lol)
also, I couldn't give less of a fuck when it comes to Xander and Anya's wedding, I'm so over them sns she had some good moments lately but I still don't like her 💁🏻‍♀️
jfc what was that weak-ass fight with the demon? 😂 she just kicked it and it fell down wtf 😂 😂
and he's married lmao (omg is that Diyoza from the 100??)
if he had backup from his wife, and if she's so good she's just fighting the demon while they're standing there.... why the hell did he need Buffy's help?
yeah, that whole fight was fucking weak, Buffy just killed it like it was nothing 😂
excuse me, he was gone a year and he's been married for four months?? wow, that boy moved on quick 😳😂😂😂
I need a friend like Willow 😂 she's the best ❤️
I miss Tara, where is she, why isn't she here come on 🙄
I think I kinda like Sam tbh
"he thinks I let him go" oh my fucking god I rolled my eyes so hard 🙄 it was his fault because he's a stupid fucking asshole!!! 😑
"lots of time" well not that much time from the looks of it since he managed to start a whole new relationship and get married pretty soon lol
I'm getting so frustrated with how guilty and sad and embarrassed Buffy looks jfc he's not worth it
this episode feels long lol between having to deal with Riley and fucking Xander and Anya's wedding stuff, I'm so annoyed
BUFFY is sorry for what happened between them and she's apologizing to HIM............. I'm so frustrated I'm literally going to scream into a pillow
I just don't see how everyone loves him so much wtf
I get why they like Sam, she seemed cool but like... what's so great about fucking Riley?
Buffy uses and plays with Spike so much - it's getting annoying too tbh 😂 she looked cute in that scene when she was breaking it off tho haha
I didn't enjoy this episode sns it felt fucking long (like, I feel like I've been watching it for at least 2 hours) and it was so annoying why did we even need that? personally I never wanted to see Riley again, he's the worst and I'll never understand why people like him - there's just something about him that made me dislike him from his very first episode (maybe second, I took some time before forming an opinion lol) my blood literally boils at all the Riley praise fuck him
and I hate that this whole episode was essentially: aw, look how perfect Riley's life is now while Buffy's life is awful, look at how embarrassed she is and how good it could be for her if she got Riley to stay because of course the break up was obviously only on her and Riley never did anything wrong in his life - that's the vibe I got and fuck whoever thought this plotline would be a good idea lol
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asfdhgsdkjhgb · 3 years
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sorting through pictures and thinking about how i finally found home nobody hmu good things arent supposed to happen to me >:(
#/lh#i have some candid pictures of my friends#and finding them just made me feel so much emotion idk#but i had the realization like huh ive been searching of the feeling of being home for a long time and i think i mightve found it#which is so sappy so immediately i was like lol u suck brain youre a sappy mf what is this also like???#im not supposed to enjoy things??? bc they'll probably be gone in the future??? and itll hurt more????? why am i doing this#why am i letting myself enjoy peoples company#urg#so half my brain is being sappy n is like woah i found friends who feel like home wtf and the other half is the weird#unexplained abandonment issues part thats like well its not gonna last so dont get attached and i am. so confused#brain dont make any sense#very split opinions tbh#but either way im kinda just hesitantly letting my brain enjoy things and feel emotions. key word is hesitant but still#actually no thats a total lie i act like im trying to stop myself from getting hurt but i really just go full heart-open all the time#i shouldnt and its proven to be... Very Bad in the past to say the least but i still trust and love far too easily#ah well#once again my brain confuses me#i do feel like acknowledging that i feel like home when hanging out with those friends is gonna totally jinx it tho#now that the universe knows im having a good time its just gonna be like haha bitch you thought! and take it away <3#oof this post was supposed to be very positive n happy but the tags just turned into a vent post sorry about that#just me rambling again#vent post#right now im feeling more of the positive bubbly happiness of it tho which is good! im sure my brains gonna go bad in a bit but#right now im just listening to alone together fall out boy n straight up VIBING dude
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ami-s-place · 2 years
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Hey, hope you are doing okay! I have an ask, it’s related to the replaced mc au. Could you write a scenario where the brothers leave mc for r/n but mc becomes more popular (basically thriving) without the brothers and they apologise? It’s okay if you don’t want to, take care of your self and I live your replaced mc au lol
Yesss!!! Finally an ask hooray 🎉🎉🎉
Sorry if it isn’t as good as you hoped haha
OMG THIS TURNED INTO A DIAVOLO X MC FIC IM SO SO SORRY IDK HOW
Idk I’m sorry I don’t like how this turned out should I continue it?
@angelskisseslol
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R/n was a beautiful witch no wonder why all the brothers liked her over you
All you could think about was how r/n was better than you
You were in the living room scrolling through devilgram seeing r/n and the brothers you were self loathing and couldn’t stop
‘Stupid r/n fucking little bitch’
Deep down you liked her and were just jealous but pushed all your feelings out of the way
‘Why can’t I be as pretty and strong and likeable as her’
‘No one will ever like me or worship me like they worship r/n’
You grew tired of all the negative thoughts and went to Solomon
‘If they don’t like me for how I am now then they can just kiss my fucking ass’
You wanted to thrive like r/n
Your whole mood turned upside down although you knew it would crawl back to get you
Your happiness can’t last forever but you chose to hold on to it for as long as possible
You knocked on the door regretting your decision’s
‘I probably can’t use magic like r/n’
‘Things won’t go my way I bet’
‘Too late to turn back now he’s opened the door’
“Oh, hello mc”
“Hey, Solomon uh-“
Solomon tilted his head curious of what you had to say
“Uhm could you maybe teach me to be like uh ,to be like a powerful sorcerer like you?”
“Sure, why is that?”
“Oh it’s just…”
“It’s nothing I just want to be better in my classes”
“Okay then”
Then you realised what would being more powerful than r/n give you?
Power?
Love?
Or just shallow happiness.
‘No! I’m doing this for my sake!’
“Mc?”
“Hey! Mc stop day dreaming”
“Oh sorry Solomon”
You were learning his techniques and copying them to perfection you’ve always had a nick for copying
‘If I become more powerful than r/n then the brothers have to respect me!’
But what if you became popular
Maybe like an idol!
Could you be a idol in hell?
Maybe get diavolo to fall head over heels for you
Your session was over with Solomon with him teleporting you back home because you were thinking more than doing anything
Or… I could get Solomon to date me then I’d be popular!
But… why
There’s no point for anything I’m just a failure nothing I’ll do will make me pretty or popular like r/n
I’ll just be the most independent powerful beautiful human in devildom..
But r/n is already that..
What can I do I’m just so confused I’ve got nothing special just a human that was unluckly
You decided that you were sick and tired of the brothers and wanted to seek reconciliation with diavolo
Of course diavolo knew what was happening he was the prince of hell and you knew that he hated being respected for being a prince
You stuck with the lessons with Solomon and quickly you were becoming powerful and at a fast rate but it was only because you were a descendant of Lilith but you’ve always been magically lucky
Always winning prizes in the human or the lotto but only the 100,000 ones but still
Why don’t you just go to purgatory hall, well it’s a bit too angelic and you weren’t so holy
But you realised how attractive diavolo is maybe luck would be on your side
And you could snatch diavolo
“Diaavoollooo?”
You were kinda close and weren’t so polite with him but he didn’t mind
(Omg how did this turn out this way wtf)
“Yes? Mc may I ask why you’re here?”
He’s godly voice said
“Uhm yes so this might be a lot to ask but may I live here? I find it a bit of a challenge to live with the brothers, I don’t really have a room anymore”
“Oh my, the brothers have said that they were treating you fine.”
“Yes I’m sorry for so suddenly asking”
“No no- it’s fine”
“Where will I stay?”
“We do have a guest room but you can always stay in my room” he gave a charming wink
“Sure”
“Oh, okay then” he wasn’t expecting for you to be so bold
Should I continue this?
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petersnya · 3 years
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sight for sore eyes|| peter b. parker ||
[part. 00; jealousy]
summary:: “I watch your eyes as she walks by…” you pause, tears forming as you remember the way peter looked at her- the way you wanted him to look at you, “what a sight for sore eyes…” || when the realization hits you about peter, it’s too late. but sometimes late is just the right timing… sometimes.
word count:: 1.5k
warnings(for the whole series):: friends>enemies>lovers, mature themes/smut, cursing, slight violence, lots of angst, fluff, clueless peter
warning(for this chapter):: cursing, angst, fluff
paring:: peter parker x fem!reader
[a/n]:: wattup! peter parker (and any other teens mentioned) have been aged up to 17 and turning 18 as the story goes on! i hope you enjoy this and make sure to let me know if you want to be tagged in the parts<3 also! endgame and infinity war did not happen for the sake mine and your happiness though out this ‘book’
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“Your going down Parker.”
“Nah man, Im gonna—“
Peter was cut off but the vibration of his controller as you killed his video game character. Taking off your head set and setting down your controller with a calm, soft smirk spread across your face as your side of the TV had ‘winner’ written across.
“No-no! That’s not fair dude! You cheated,” Peter yelled towards you as you walked into the kitchen to grab a slice of pizza. Reaching into the fridge to get a soda, you felt your back being pressed against Peter’s toned chest as he grabbed the soda you had in your hand.
Opening it and taking a sip he chuckle at the look on your face as you turned around to face him. All he did was walk away, back towards the couch, falling back on to it as he picked up his head set.
The look that made the curly headed boy laugh was still on your face as you watched him. To him, you looked annoyed yet humored by him; but really, you couldn’t help this feeling you felt when you felt him against you. Redness began to creep up your neck but quickly faded as you shook the feeling he gave you.
He’s you best friend idiot. You can feel this way for him if all people.
“You coming?” Peter question, starting a new game. You rolled your eyes to make it seem as if you weren’t flustered but the boy a few feet away from you.
“Yea man. Ready to get your ass kicked agin?” You joked as you sat next to him.
“Haha- not funny.” He said with a straight face and a fake laugh that made you giggle as you shoved his shoulder with yours.
The whole night as you a peter played video games back to back, you couldn’t help but think about the feeling of his muscular chest against you. Around 1:20 AM, you and Peter had started to get tired. The boy next to you turned off the gaming console, slowly turning towards you.
“I got the couch, you got the bed.” He said, sleep lacing his voice. You wanted to protest, saying that you could both have the bed; but something stopped you and you just nodded your head, telling him good night as you walked to his bed room. His aunt, May, wasn’t home but made it very clear that she had an eye on both of you so you knew that Peter didn’t want to his aunt May to see you to in the bed together. Even if the two of you were just sleeping.
Laying in bed, Peter’s bed, you stared at the sealing not being able to fall asleep.
The smell of room sent your mind spiraling. Rolling over onto your side, you pushed your arm underneath his pillow as you inhaled his the sent. Peter was the only thing on your mind. The way he smiled, his chocolate hair and honey brown eyes, the light freckles across his nose that you could only see if you were up close to his face. His laugh made your heart skip beats.
“3:57 AM,” you read the clock sign with a sigh. You knew you should go to sleep; so you rolled once again, getting into a more comfortable position. Your eyes getting heavy as you drifted into sleep.
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A warm arm draped around your waist, fingers slowly sliding up and down your bare stomach from the shirt that lifted in your sleep.
You smiled softly at the contact, not thinking to check who it was. But the feeling a bare, muscular chest on your back made your eyes fling open.
Slowly, you turned your head to see who was behind you, even though you knew it was—
“Peter?”
“Mhmm,” he hummed back in response, not opening his eyes. You couldn’t shack the feeling of the chill that ran up your spine, and the goosebumps that formed on your body.
“Wha- uh.. what are you doing?” You questioned in a hushed voice.
“Hhmm? Oh sorry. The couch got uncomfortable. I didn’t think you’d mind though.” He said while opening his sleepy looking eyes.
“Oh no-I don’t mind.”
Peter removed his arm, turning with his back turned towards you. You almost whimpered at the feeling of his arm not being around your waist anymore.
Stop it [y/n]. This is Peter we’re talking about here. But why would he put his arm around me and not expect me to feel some way about it?
The thoughts ran through your head fast, the last on lingering for a while.
You and Peter were the best of friends. If he needed someone, you were there and vise versa. But you weren’t really that girly. So Peter didn’t think of you in ‘that type of way’. You didn’t think of him that way either. The two of you always called each other ‘bro’, ‘dude’, or ‘man’; but you still had that feeling of tingles and warmth—
Your thoughts were interrupted by a loud, tired groan from Peter. The sound going straight to your core. Quickly, you got up and went into his bathroom— making sure to not make a lot of noise as you went, Incase May was home.
Looking in the bathroom mirror you stared at your self in question. You were a tom-boy. You were wearing a pair of rolled up basket ball shorts of Peter’s and one of his very large white Tee’s. You shrugged at your reflection,
“If I wanted to look all girly and ‘pretty’ I could be the hottest girl he would know.”
“Who’s he?”
You jumped at the sound of Peter’s raspy voice behind you. He only had on sweats and no shirt. All you could think was
Damn
“No one, just.. speaking hypothetically.”
“Your wired,” he chuckled as you grabbed a towel from the bathroom closet, mumbling something along the lines of, ‘I’m just gonna go shower in Mays bathroom’. You just nodded, going to take a shower of your own in his bathroom.
After your shower, you went into the kitchen where May stood, making coffee for the three of you. Peter sat on the couch flipping through channels.
“Hey honey!”
“Morning May,” you said as you say in one of the chairs at the dining table.
“Are you going to Florida with Peter, Ned and Mj?” She questioned, you nodded in response. The three of you had been planning this for a while now so you were beyond excited to spend time with you best friends.
You stood for the set you just took, walking over to Peter. He was wearing his usual jeans and flannel but this time had a baseball cap on. As you slumped beside you grabbed the hat and put it on you backwards. Peter chuckled at your childish act, glancing at you from the corner of his eye.
The three of you sat in silence till May was done with the coffee. She brought it over to you and Peter, handing you the mugs. You thanked her as she walked away.
Peter’s and your phone got a text notification— the two of you checking it at the same time. It was a group chat with you, Peter, MJ, and Ned for the trip to Universal Studios.
Ned: heyyyy.. so Liz and Flash are also coming to Disney with us.
You and Peter looked at each other at the sight of what Ned texted. You watched as Peter texted back— his cheeks a blushed red color. You have known Peter long enough to know when he’s turning red from anger. This wasn’t anger. He was… blushing?
Peter: Liz is coming?!
You face fell at the text. Looking down at your phone, you glanced up at young guy next to you; but quickly looked away before he saw you.
Mj: yea Ned! Wtf are they coming for???
Ned: well I was talking about it to Betty and they over heard and kinda invited their selves… srry:(
Y/n: I’m just gonna ignore those bitches and go to Hogwarts like I planned.
Peter looked at, “[y/n], you don’t like Liz?” He questioned.
You shocked your head no, not caring enough to look him in the face.
“How dude? She’s so hot,” he said with a smirk. Your heart sank at the words.
What the hell are you acting like this for [y/n]?
Peter continued to text in the group chat. You silenced your phone— not wanted to deal with this right now.
You had never became jealous of anyone. Confusion over took you as you scrambled your mind for why you were jealous of Peter and Liz. You didn’t like Peter at all. Did you?
Did you like Peter Parker? The thought lingered for a while.
No. No I can’t like him and I won’t. It’s just wrong.
Those words that you promised yourself you would keep was the biggest lie you had told yourself. Peter Parker was like a drug—
How could you not get addicted?
I hope you enjoyed this ‘chapter’ !! Let me know if you want to be tagged in the next part!! :)
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dramat-ic · 2 years
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Can anyone give me advice? I am just rly confused by this haha:
Ok so there’s this cute guy at my school whose a grade above me that is literally good at EVERYTHING, ITS NOT FAIR (dancing, singing, acting, math, like you name it, he can do it), and from what I’ve been told, he is also a genuinely good person with a normal sized ego. The universe rly knew what it was doing when creating this guy dndhdj
Ive looked up to this guy for a rly long time but I have had no idea how to get to know him so we had never talked until a few days ago. Even though we haven’t talked it seems like we know each other? Idk how to describe it haha, like I think he may have vaguely known of my existence? We have made long eye contact since the start of the year and sometimes we smile at each other? He requested to follow me on two different socials at the start of last semester despite having a rly small number of ppl he follows/follows back, doesn’t even follow some of the ppl Ik he knows, and is said to not be the type of person to reach out to ppl. Idk, probably is nothing, I just thought it was weird bc we hadn’t technically met? LIKE WE LITERALLY ONLY FORMALLY MET AND HAD OUR FIRST FORMAL CONVERSATION THREE DAYS AGO??
Anyways, in my schools choir program you have to take this complex ear test/music theory test to get into choir each year and students from the top choir are the ones who give the test, and bc he is ~INCREDIBLY~ talented, gifted I would say, and has been in the top choir since he was in freshman year, he’s been giving the test since he was like a sophomore. All day before the music theory test, everyone who had him for past tests or generally knew him was telling me to do anything I could to avoid getting ear tested by him bc he’s supposedly “judgmental”.
I was walking towards these three rooms where ppl were being tested and I was the last in line so I’m waiting for someone to walk out of one of the rooms and OFC THE NEXT PERSON TO WALK OUT IS THE ONE BEING TESTED BY THIS GUY, so I’m thinking “oh, great!I’m going to make a terrible impression on this guy I actually want to seem cool to!” Lmao so I’m the only one in the hallway and am walking to where he was testing ppl and he STEPS OUT OF THE ROOM, turns his head, sees me in front of the door, walks over, pauses for a minute and then says “hi yo-“ stops and just kinda looks at me for a sec and is like “oh- YOURE in MY room?” And then I’m like yeah ?? And hes like “alright…cool-“ and it was just kinda interesting haha, he seemed to know my name already and said it like every other sentence?? Anyways, he let me retry anything on the test I screwed up on and gave me random points which ig he doesn’t usually do? If anything the teacher usually has to alter the scores he gives ppl bc he’s such a harsh tester? And then at one point he straight up stopped the test and looks up from the piano and goes “you have ~impeccable~ pitch” and then kept going?? JDNSJDJJDKDKX BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE LMAO, And at one point in the test you have to prove you can hold a harmony by singing some notes while the PIANO plays the other notes and he just started signing the other part which ig noble of the testers do?? I didn’t mind bc we actually sounded good singing the harmony lol, I’m sorry but like 🤷‍♀️
(Ooo feeling kinda bad for this, but I chose to sing the alto notes instead of the soprano notes THINKING THE PIANO WOULD BE PLAYING THE HIGH PART and this tenor bitch just kinda sighs and is like “ok…ok…I like singing comfortably too” and then decides to SING THE SOPRANO LINE LIKE DAMN THIS KIDS RANGE, I just- when he went into his falsetto it 100% made me second guess my years as a soprano 1 💀) with all this to say, I am probably wayyyyy reading into all of this but for some reason I wanted to ask someone I don’t know irl wtf this means?? Does he want to be my friend or- ?? What’s happening ?? Do I try to talk to him ??
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Kazuichi, Byakuya, Gundham, Rantaro, Gonta, Leon, and Toko with an ultimate Broadway actress s/o
Desc; headcanons of kazuichi, byakuya, gundham, rantaro, gonta, leon, toko with an ultimate broadway actress s/o
Warnings; i tried to make this spoiler free, fem!reader, reader uses female pronouns, i guess this takes place at hope’s peak academy? pre-tragedy?? i dont really know about the v3 boys, haven’t finished the game lmao-
Gundham:
◊ He already knows a bunch about Musicals; especially the darker ones.
◊ He thinks your Ultimate is amazing, he loves all your plays.
◊ Neither of you know which between the two of you is more dramatic.
◊ Your dramatic personalities often intertwined, merging the two of you and making you both into one huge drama queen.
◊ It gives everyone a headache as you both scream, “My toe hurts!-” “My king’s toe hurts! Someone bring an ambulance, stat!”
◊ “Someone get the fucking chlorofoam-” “Hiyoko no-”
◊ This is a bad example, but you get my point-
◊ He enjoys Shakespeare and dark love story plays/musicals.
◊ So he would definitely enjoy acting one with you on stage, if you let him.
◊ He’ll somehow incorporate his Dark Devas into the play just for an excuse to bring them with him on-stage.
◊ Once he was playing Romeo and abandoned Juliet to save Cham-P after he ran offstage to eat a sunflower seed someone dropped on the floor.
◊ Fuck Juliet, mans knows his priorities.
◊ He’s kind of a musical theatre nerd, he enjoys discussing the message behind musicals you’ve played.
◊ Throwing in some compliments about how well you perceived the character, and how pretty you looked.
◊ He is always extremely proud and amazed at your ability to sing, dance and act so well all at the same time.
◊ He believes you don’t get enough credit for doing what you do, so he makes sure you know how proud he is of you.
◊ He sometimes quotes Shakespeare or some other dark musical while you two hung out, it was kinda cute seeing him geek out like that.
◊ “As said in ‘The Merry Wives of Windsor’, Better three hours too soon than a minute too late." Gundham quoted, pride laced in his words as he was proud of remembering that. “Gundham... it’s literally 5 am in the morning, the party starts at 12 pm. Go back to sleep.” Gundham blinks and nearly falls asleep where he stood. “Mmkay.”
◊ If he saw you dress up as the witch in Wicked, he would be whipped.
◊ His evil queen? In an evil costume? A dream come true!
◊ He thinks you look absolutely fabulous and praises you a bunch after the show, telling you how pretty you looked while you acted.
Kazuichi
◊ He wouldn’t know much about musical theatre, since he’s more into machines.
◊ But when you told him to come to a play you were going to star in, he jumped at the offer.
◊ 90 minutes of you? He must be the luckiest guy in the world!(Nagito would be proud)
◊ After watching his first play, he decides he is obsessed with musical theatre now, going to all your shows.
◊ He loves all the romance based musicals, he’s a sucker for romance what can he say?
◊ He’d obsess over all your plays, going into a lot of detail about his favourtite parts.
◊ He’s kinda like, your #1 fan.
◊ He has posters of musicals you’ve starred posted around his dorm room, just a bunch of merch of you and all the musicals you starred in.
◊ When you tell him he has a backstage pass because he’s your boyfriend, he is overjoyed. 
◊ He actually trained a bit to be one of the backstage crew members.
◊ He learned how to fix your make up during intermissions, fix a loose stitch on your costume, all that good stuff.
◊ Though every time he sees your face up close for make up, he goes speechless.
◊ He wonders every time, how the hell did he get someone like you?
◊ Though his hands are shaking from how nervous he was, he still managed to make you look absolutely amazing.
◊ He’d blast a bunch of musical soundtracks while he works on his machines, screwing on and unscrewing things with a bop.
◊ I can imagine Kazuichi jamming with you in the car. The car moving violently as you two bounced to the rhythm like mad men.
◊ I think he’d get pretty insecure if he saw you with a love interest, he would think that when you two shared a staged kiss or scene, that it was actually full of love and not fake
◊ But when you cheer him up and tell him how much you love him, he realizes he was being silly over nothing.
◊ After watching many many romance musicals, you notice he gets more romantic; most likely mimicking the love interests.
◊ He is still a bit insecure, but if he does more romantic things, you’ll love him right?
◊ You enjoy the silly grand gestures of love, but you try and assure him constantly that you don’t need any of it.
◊ You only need him <3
Rantaro:
◊ w o a h
◊ He’d love the fact that you’re an actress
◊ He thinks it’s so cool like-
◊ constant fanboying after shows
◊ He’s always bringing you flowers once you’re off the stage, showering you with praises and affections
◊ He’s literally so proud of you wtf??
◊ i think he’d be the type to show you off a lot
◊ “Hey you!” He points at a naked passerby(this is an inside joke, i am so sorry), “Guess what? My girlfriend’s a Broadway actress!” “Rantaro stop, people are staring-” “Are they? hEY YOU! YEAH, YOU STARING!! MY GIR-”
◊ if you ever started spitting out hamilton raps, he’d be the one beatboxing in the back ground for you.
◊  “Pshh, packow, psshh psshh, packow!” “How does a bastard, orphan, son of a-” 
◊ you two would jam out to musical soundtracks in your dorm, dancing dramatically as you did.
◊ you two kinda become like a duo of musical theatre kids.
◊ if you stood on a table and started belting lyrics, he would hop on and join you
◊ unless it was a solo, he would never steal your thunder.
◊ if you ever felt a bit nervous before a big show, he would assure you that’d you’d do great and tell you how much he believed in you until you felt better.
◊ he’s your charger before and after a big show.
◊ if you felt exhausted from acting and dancing around the stage, he’s always there to give you what you need most.
◊ whether it’s water, food, flowers, or just him and his cuddles, he always has it ready for you.
◊ the most recent musical soundtrack that you’ve played will be stuck in his head.
◊ For example, if you recently played in Hairspray, ‘Mama, I’m a big girl now!’ will be stuck in his head until the next play he watches.
◊ you’d catch him humming it during everything he does, 
◊ and it’s actually so fricking adorable.
◊ if you heard him sing a familiar tune, you would hum along with him.
◊ “Hmm, mmwhen I was, just a kid ♪” 
◊ Your ears perked up at the familiar tune, slowly you turned around to face him.
◊ “♪....You never let me do just what the older kids did…♪” You joined in quietly, Rantaro whipped his head towards you, a rising smile on his face.
◊ “♪ But lose that laundry list of what you won't allow ♪,” His voice rose slowly in excitement, pointing at you with a big grin across his face.
◊ And at the same time, you both sang obnoxiously loud, as if it was rehearsed, “♪ 'Cause mama, I'm a big girl now! ♪” Running to each other with excitement, 
◊ You let out a fit of giggles as Rantaro picked you up, “MY WIFE, PLEASE BE MY WIFE!” 
◊ This is how you two met and you can’t tell me otherwise-
Gonta:
◊ Gonta wouldn’t know much about Broadway musicals- which to you, a broadway actress, was unacceptable!
◊ so you made it your mission to get him to watch as many musicals as he possibly can.
◊ You’d tell him to come to all your plays, him excitedly agreeing despite not knowing what a play is.
◊ You’d do extra good knowing that Gonta was in the crowd watching you, wanting to give him the best first experience with musicals.
◊ He’d applaud at the end of every scene, trying to show his support the best he can.
◊ for his first play he watches, he ends up clapping a bit too early.
◊ he cheered and applauded super loud when he saw you on stage, but stopped when he realized everyone was staring at him.
◊ Though it was a bit embarrassing for both you and him, you felt your heart flutter at how his first instinct was to clap for you when you walked in stage.
◊ You’d introduce him to various musicals, beauty and the beast being his favourite.
◊ He definitely starts to obsess over the more ‘gentlemanly’ characters.
◊ his first impressions of the beast were bad; Denying that old lady shelter? How ungentlemanly!!
◊ so when the dude got cursed, he cheered lmao
◊ but as he kept watching, he could see the beast wasn’t too bad. 
◊ The beast had some flaws, but he obviously cared for belle, he thought.
◊ Oh but he hated Gaston, he really really hated him.
◊ If you acted with someone who played Gaston(and you as belle), he would have to hold back and not rip his face off every time Gaston said something idiotic or sexist.
◊ He had to keep reminding himself that, that Gaston wasn’t real(and thank god for that, real gaston would’ve been torn to shreds.)
◊ the dancing scene was his favourite part for sure.
◊ He’s sad he doesn’t get to play beast with you, but he still enjoys the scene nonetheless.
◊ something cute I can imagine him doing is surprising you by dressing up in a prince costume from the musical and asking you for a dance. 
◊ It’s the cutest thing ever oml-
◊ It’s such a beautiful moment, you two just dancing together in a random room with no care in the world.
◊ Your arms wrapped his extravagant costume and his arms wrapped around your pj’s.
◊ He’s a bit shy to be so close to you, but he tries his best to be confident and as princely as he could so he pushes his anxiety aside.
◊ As his stomach fills with butterflies, he becomes slightly confused and concerned, ‘Did Gonta eat butterflies??’ He slightly panics-
◊ ‘Those poor butterflies!!’
◊ He’d watch a lot of videos on how to ballroom dance in advance for this moment.
◊ He’s actually not that bad!
◊ Well- as long as you dance with your feet on his, so he doesn’t crush your toes.
◊ If you ever did some beauty and the beast scenes for him, he would be so happy. 
◊ He’d be even happier if you let him play the beast with you.
◊ He’d be smiling the entire time during a fight/sad/serious practice scene.
◊ *almost gets stabbed* “Haha oh no!” 
◊ When you sing during one of the scenes, he kinda just-
◊ becomes a puddle of a gentleman.
◊ his heart melts and disintegrates(haha what) of love for you. 
◊ he absolutely loves your voice, and would beg for you to sing him one of the soundtracks from beauty and the beast before bed.
◊ He’s really proud of all your plays, and is extremely happy that you–of all people–are his girlfriend.
Byakuya Togami
◊ In all honesty, he thinks your ultimate isn’t all that great.
◊ But as he watches one of your plays, his mind ultimately(see what i did there?) changes.
◊ He becomes impressed and dazzled from how passionate you look when you act, not noticing how you had him sitting on the edge of his seat.
◊ After watching you act, he literally cannot watch another play unless you are in it, finding it unworthy of his time and money.
◊^^this is before you two got together,
◊ you two got together after you found him in your crowd, applauding like the rest of them with the same bewildered expression on his face.
◊ You confronted him and he attempted to compliment your acting, but he accidentally let his feelings for you slip out instead, “I find you truly captivating- Wait no, I-I meant your plays. Your plays, they are truly captivating.” You watched in amusement as he stumbled with his words, eventually interrupting him with an, “Are you available right now?”
◊ So yeah, eventually you two get together, and good for Togami! Because now he doesn’t have to secretly applaud you as a fan, he can applaud you whenever and as your lover.
◊ After shows, he’d give you a single rose as a congrats or applause (so romantic!)
◊ If you ever decided to be chaotic and start belting out lyrics, he would just sigh and let you finish.
◊ Very rarely, you would catch him humming a small tune of a musical song you sang.
◊ But very very rarely. If you ever catch him and confront him about it, he will deny it completely.
◊ I think he’d probably like the more serious plays, he enjoys the meanings and emotions of them more than the sillier and playful ones.
◊ If he ever watched Mean Girls, he would start to slightly mimic Regina George.
◊ “Byakuya wha-” “Get in peasant, we’re going shopping.” 
◊ It’d be lowkey hot when you hear him sass you like Regina George tho-
◊ He’d have more big dick energy after watching Mean Girls, emitting his dominance to everyone.
◊ Makoto during a class trial: “So we know that she was at the scene of the crime, right?” “Shut up.” Byakuya flipped his imaginary long hair as Makoto stares at him in confusion, silence filling the room. “Shut up!” “I didn’t even say anything-”
◊ “The new motive is going to be-!” “Whatever, I’m getting cheese fries a book.” Byakuya sighed, turning on his heels and catwalking away.
◊ ...
◊ “IT’S PUNISHMENT TIME-!” “MONOKUMA WAIT NO-”
Leon
◊ Would go to every one of your shows.
◊ Would act like an absolute mom in the crowd.
◊*holding a video camera* You’re doing great sweetie!.
◊”That’s my girl!”
◊ You’d get embarrassed every time he does that.
◊ Hypes you up when you get nervous before going on stage.
◊ In back stage, he’d praise you and give you a bouquet of flowers.
◊ Where did they come from? When did he have time to get flowers when he was yelling in the crowed??
◊ Helps you rehearse lines even if he has no idea what they’re about.
◊ Will fight anyone that makes mean comments towards you.
◊ Even if it’s just constructive criticism, he will take it as an insult.
◊ “Hey s/o! You did great! Maybe next time you could-”
◊ Leon: “WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY PUNK!? DO YOU KNOW WHO SHE IS?! I HAVE FRICKING ARMS OF STEEL, I WILL-”
◊ Will take every chance to pick you up and call you a queen.
◊ When you guys watch other plays together, he always says how you’d play a better role or that you’d do so much better.
◊ He is pretty jealous of your talent, he has always wanted to be a singer instead of a baseball star, but his ultimate wouldn’t allow that.
◊ So if you let him sing some musical song duets with you, his heart will be so full.
◊ You make him so happy, he almost breaks into cries.
◊ You two of weekly karoake nights, always singing some Heather’s duet together.
◊ One time, you, Sayaka and Leon sang the Candy Store song, Leon being Heather Chandler, Sayaka as Heather Duke, and you as Heather McNamara.
◊ It was... amazing.
◊ Everyone was cheering, clapping and it praising all of you.
◊ You made Leon feel alive, and he really, really loves you for that.
Toko
◊ She loves your ultimate, and fangirls over you a bunch.
◊ She’s amazed at your confidence to go up in stage, knowing she could never do that.
◊ She thinks your confidence is kinda hot, and decides she is in love.
◊ Likes to add a character in her books that are a lot like you, maybe making them a broadway actress-
◊ She thinks about you a lot, sometimes accidentally blurting out how pretty you were in your last performance in front of everybody.
◊ You confronted her for it, and she almost passed out.
◊ “W-w-why d-do you think t-t-that? D-d-do you th-think you’re b-better than m-me or so-something?” 
◊ You already know her and her inferiority complex, so you don’t take offence to what she said, simply replying with, “I think you’re really cute.”
◊ Toko goes silent, except for a few “!??!??” noises that came out of her.
◊ “... U-uh, a-are you j-joking, be-because that isn’t f-funny!” She flushes, denying that you complimented her.
◊ “I’m not joking, here’s my number! Call me, kay?” You grinned before turning on your heel.
◊ She’s kinda dumbfounded, did her crush just ask her out??
◊ She denies it hard at first, not believing that you asked her out.
◊ Thus, not calling you.
◊ Well, I mean, she kinda did.
◊ She dialed your number one day, feeling a bit lonely.
◊ But as she heard your morning voice, she squeaked and hung up quickly.
◊ She felt her face turn into a fireball, her thoughts going into overdrive from how attractive your voice sounded.
◊ Your voice, she was attracted to your voice.
◊ The next day, when you ask her about what that call was about, she denies it and calls you stupid.
◊ Sprinting away while she screamed, “I-i-idiot!!”
◊ Acts like an absolute tsundere around you.
◊ You constantly flirt with her, trying to get her to accept a date with you.
◊ Being the dramatic hoe you are, you try and give her a declaration of your love.
◊ Knowing she is the Ultimate Writer, and into poems, you write one for her.
◊ You declared your love during one of your plays, knowing she sat in the crowd somewhere.
◊ You interrupted a scene and jumped off stage, “Toko Fukawa!”
◊ Her head perked up in surprise, eyes widening as she saw you on one knee for her.
◊ “W-what are you d-doing!?” She yelped, moving her legs away from you. 
◊ “I am in love with you. Completely and utterly in love with you, everyday when I see you so immersed in writing a book, I believe I am looking at an angel.”
◊ The crowd stared at the both of you, gasps and aws filling the air.
◊ Toko flushed, you watched her while she wrote?
◊ “For every time you’ve told me I was a fool, an idiot, you weren’t wrong. Because I am a fool, a fool in love with you.” You had one had on your chest, looking into her eyes sincerely.
◊ Her eyes glossed over so slightly you couldn’t see, looking around at the crowd before uttering out, “Y-y-you r-really love m-me, h-huh?” Her face contorting into a lopsided smirk, watching as you giggled.
◊ You laughed out, “Absolutely.” 
◊ WHY DID THIS TURN INTO A ONESHOT WHAT WHY WHAT WHYYY
note; thank you so much for reading and sorry for the wait!! we tried our best to finish these together, thank you so much for your patience.
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