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fasting4dayz · 4 months
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what -spo am i at?
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yesterday was a flop. i wanted to do a 24 hour fast but only managed to last 17 hours before caving and eating fucking pasta and pancakes, and then i drank out with my friends (which is also an unholy amount of calories) & then while drunk i also ate a hotdog. i fucking hate myself. is this how i'm going to begin my journey?
i weighed in at 66.6 kg. my all time hw is 66.7 kg. this is a disaster. i can't believe i let myself get this bad. fuck depression.
today is not any better bc i have nothing to do today. i want to go and buy some sweets like i used to. but i can't, not while i'm this fat. i want to lose 20 kg. it's so humiliating to start from the place you already though you left behind.
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mirandaazulartigas · 11 months
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lillithschild · 2 years
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ananemic-addiction · 2 years
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Friends: You need to eat more calories!!
Are you seriously weighing a fucking slice of bread??We're worried about you.
We'll make you something if that's better, you don't have to finish it just eat something!!
Me: I'm fine! Besides you know I eat, everything is fine. I'm fine, you don't need to worry, okay?
Also me: *Gets dizzy when standing and when getting up*
*Struggles to open and close the washing machine*
*Physically cannot lock the front door*
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outtamyskin · 4 years
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Has anyone else ever looked at their shadow and thought "Man. Why can't I actually look like that? "
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just-a-sad-zombie · 3 years
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I'll never have the words, I can't explain this hell
But what if it kills me
If I keep it to myself
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oatmilkbb · 4 years
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***ED*** SOS HAIR LOSS!! 🥺🆘‼️
Anyone out there please save me from loosing all my fucking hair!!! 😣 My hair has thined so much. I’m working hard on recovery and some days I relapse but I’ve been eating more. However my hair won’t stop falling and it’s ALOT. Do I take Vitamins? Do I stop drinking too much water? am I drinking too much green tea? Can someone please please give me anything they know on hair loss. Im extremely concern with my hair I don’t wanna loose it all. ANYTHING HELPS!
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skinnyy-sunshine · 3 years
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Ok but hear me out...
Rice cakes+pb powder 50 cals for 2 cakes and 25 for 1 tbsp powder.
75 cals of actually pretty good
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saranahsk · 4 years
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That's how it is now. Once in a while I still draw. Super rusty but whatever.
Finally got my drawing supplies set up in my new home.
Happy holidays everyone.
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fasting4dayz · 3 months
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hot take:
some of yr mealspos r fucking nasty n just lead to a binge later bc it’s not even satiating u n yr hunger cues. like obviously having safe foods is different but if every “meal” is veggies/fruits n a rice cake yr gonna fuck yr metabolism so yr just gonna drop a bit of weight n then plateau or binge n gain it all back.
i think im gonna start posting some of my favorite meals that r low cal but higher volume that actually helped me lose weight.
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does anybody know why weight can oscillate? like, i gained 0.3 kg one day, then lost 1.1 kg next day. the day after than i gained 0.5 kg, then lost 0.3 kg again. today, i gained 0.6 kg again. overall, my weight is going downwards, but i just can't understand why is it fluctuating so much. i've been eating less and less each day, so it shouldn't be any calories that influence this effect.
plz help i'm scared ;-;
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littolplease-blog · 5 years
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lillithschild · 2 years
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ananemic-addiction · 3 years
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Food Log: 23/08/21
Breakfast:
Coffee with Lacto free milk and skinny syrup- 4 cals
PB Cookie- 64 cals
Pancake- 192 cals
Breakfast total- 260 cals
Lunch:
Tea with lacto free milk and skinny syrup- 2 cals
Lettuce- 4 cals
Lunch total- 6 cals
Dinner:
Chicken- 107 cals
Danish Pepperoni- 113 cals
Lettuce- 14 cals
Cucumber- 11 cals
Dinner total- 245 cals
Snacks:
Tea with lacto free milk and skinny syrup x4- 8 cals
Coffee with lacto free milk and skinny syrup- 4 cals
Snack total- 12 cals
Total: 523 cals
Exercise:
Dance- 429 cals burned
Total calories:
94 cals
First time making a food log, so dont know if I've done it right.
May do it daily but that may change.
Ate over my 500 cal limit but did do more exercise than planned so hopefully it's okay, still feel horrible though.
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outtamyskin · 4 years
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Something that always bothered me is the way people make jokes about "big bones" being just an excuse for being fat. As if bone structure is not equally as unique as the rest of the body. I do have a big skeleton. Even when I was on adderall with like 0 body fat, I could not wear most dresses because (tho my boobs are small) they couldn't fit my large rib cage. My fingers were never dainty looking, my shoulders are always broad.
I feel this is important because it means that no matter how much weight and even muscle mass I lose, I will never have the shape that we see in thinspo images. A lot of us won't. I have to adjust my expectations to fit my basic build and structure, which for me involves big sturdy bones and heavy muscle deposits (particularly in my legs).
I can never be "dainty" looking even if I'm thin. And I need to learn to be okay with that.
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