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lillithschild · 2 years
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squeletonsinthecloset · 4 months
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1000 c4l feels like a fucking ton of food :S
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thicccskulled · 1 year
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I don’t think I’ll ever be free of this, not fully. It lurks in my chest and at night it claws at my ribcage, a never ending reminder that I will always be sick
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atypicalxana · 2 years
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do y'all ever cry when you realize just how hard of a grip this disorder has on you or
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I’m starting intermittent fasting tomorrow 😶
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Any tips?
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fatghostboi · 11 months
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Does anyone have any easy ana food??
I’m chronically I’ll and usually eat bulky foods (lots of veg) to keep full but yeah sometimes cooking is too much for me mentally and physically
Does anyone have easy meals that doesn’t involve a shit ton of prep generally takes 100-500 cals (or more if I have it as an only meal of the day, don’t @ me I’m currently trying to get out of a binge phase)
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irrelevantxthot · 2 years
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i fell off track yesterday, i purged 3 seperate times and walked 25k steps tho so hopefully that’ll help me not fuck up my progress too much.
god i’m not seeing much progress yet tho, i’m so impatient to get back to how i used to look. i was fucking THIN, i was small, i was finally fucking pretty.
now everyone just looks at me and sees my past, everyone thinks “she was always gonna gain it back, once a fat girl always a fat girl”
but i’m fucking over it, fuck health i’m not eating tomorrow.
i’m sick of it.
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hunnynutxherrios · 2 years
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i try to explain why i can’t eat
or why it hurts so much
they doesn’t understand that it’s my fault
i wish i wasn’t scared to eat something that’s been in the fridge for longer then 20 hours
i don’t want to feel like i’ve gained 10 pounds every meal i eat
i wish i didn’t feel so weak all the time
i wish i could skate for hours like i used too
but
i wish i was beautiful
i wish that one day i’ll be satisfied with the bones sticking out of my heart
do they know that it hurts me more then it hurts them?
idk if i can fix this by myself intrusive thoughts to have lied to me for so long
why did this become my normal
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xmascutealpaca · 2 years
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I literally can't help myself, but when I used to be skinny, I really looked like those anime girls and it's kinda like a th1nsp0 for me~
Stay hydrated guys
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wackus--bongus · 2 years
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Fuck fuck fuck I need to start working out like seriously because I'm eating daily about 1200-1500 cal and that's too fucking much help help I need to loose weight I don't know what to do
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lillithschild · 2 years
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squeletonsinthecloset · 4 months
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I think this will give me structure for a while, god knows I need control lol.
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thicccskulled · 1 year
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depression and an ed are the worst combo, fuck you mean i have to deal with emotional binging on top of a desperate need to starve and get skinny
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atypicalxana · 2 years
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my favorite thing is when i told my psychiatrist that i had an eating disorder and he just went "no you don't." like ???
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marsmars · 12 days
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Day 2 - 1 am swim after running and strength training
Really can’t express how great this is gonna help me if I don’t get into NYU which might crush me but oh well
Triggered af
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irrelevantxthot · 2 years
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who was gonna tell me cherry tomatoes have 3cal each wtf😍😍😍
new safe food fr
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