When seasons change
I get drunk on nostalgia and regret
More time wasted,
Another year without you.
~ A. A. Roman
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he’s tired of loving a man who leaves
a man who deceives the hearts at home
he’s tired of loving a man of extremes
a man who schemes with a heart of stone
he’s tired of loving the man of his genes;
the man of his dreams wouldn’t leave him alone
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You would always
be the wound of my fruit,
because you sympathize
how I ache with those words.
Chuck Akot, “I ache with those words.”
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Why do they say that "It's okay" when in fact it's not.
Sometimes those words doesn't help.
And sometimes silence is just enough.
- BVRLY
11.06.2017
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Sacred grounds
Walking on forgotten trails outside of this town,
I’m searching for what was lost in between the lines;
Every hill and valley will always remind me
Of the sacred grounds that I left behind.
And deep down, I know the sun will never shine,
The same way it shines in the heart of this forest, on this road, near this river;
And my smile, I know I’ll never smile like I smiled when I was with you
Together alone, in a perfect world,
With make-believe friends and adventures to last us a million lives.
And I know,
I know you don’t see these things as I do
You don’t cherish the memories I so dearly hold onto,
Maybe we were meant to live this way, in different worlds -
You, normal and happy
Me, always searching for my home.
~ A. A. Roman
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Ashes
Let's get drunk and listen to Sinatra
Forget about the world for a day
Let's chase shadows and burial grounds
Find every memory we need to erase
Let's burn them all and be reborn
From today's ashes in tomorrow's sun.
~ A. A. Roman
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Drown the angels
I should live more in the present,
Write a poem for a start,
Infuriate the inner critic,
Bestow the gift of words
Onto secluded minds;
God, how I miss feeling alive
Outside of books and papers,
Outside of dusty rooms,
I must purge the innocence inside
For it won’t let me focus on the vine
That will climb me out alive.
I should leave the past behind,
Bury the cold deaf whispers
That drove me to this city,
Resurrect the will to fight
And gauge my senses,
Find palpable interpretations
For all the voices that keep me guessing;
I'll drown the angels, one by one
That want me pure
For purity is nothing but crimeless living
And a life without sin is a life without meaning.
~ A. A. Roman
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Bones ache for riot
My bones ache for riot as the beast growls
Tears of sorrow pouring mercilessly from heavy clouds
And I find it all so hollow -
Bodies over bodies lying lifeless on the ground.
Who would cause such manic crimes,
What kind of monster do we seek?
My jaw clenches as I look up and down
At tiny bite marks on the victim’s neck,
Her pale body - now overflowed with blood.
Restless thunder, mutiny unleashing from the sky
Inside of me, the fire is burning for one last time
A powerful voice escapes from my throat as I scream
Cries of pain, violently collapsing my lungs.
I stand up, mute and in pain
Sprint through rain and lightning
As another victim hits the ground
She begs, stares the hideous beast in the eyes
I sink my teeth through her skin and we die.
~ A. A. Roman
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The wicked place I come from
I come from anger that I don’t show
Because it stings;
All the memories of a sad man
Who poisons his body because life's tough;
And because the mind dreams of far more light
Outside of this trashy town
He hates so much and yet can’t get enough.
I come from fear I can't contain
Because she's in control
Of all the secrets I'll be buried with,
Of tribulations that hide underneath
The smooth skin I inherited from her,
Along with the tendency to feel weak
And a neverending longing for freedom
Because I know I'll never be free.
All that's left are shadows of the past
Found their deaths too late, too fast
But no matter where I roam
In the back of my mind, I’ll always keep
Those goddamn blank and dirty walls
Hosting the demons build inside my home,
The wicked place I come from.
~ A. A. Roman
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Heart under ice
My house grows emptier
And days turn into nights
Snow falls endlessly,
The old village gently shines
It’s so cold and it burns,
Alone by the fireplace
The same empty soul,
Helpless heart under ice.
~ A. A. Roman
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Stars
Your eyes.
Oh your eyes.
Those lips.
Oh your lips.
You're made of something
that makes the night glow.
-Chuck Akot
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Characters were not the ones you would know in the book by being drawn to their emotions. Writers write about characters only to reconcile with their emotional state.
Chuck Akot
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S E A S O N
You are never
too young
or never too old
to dream
and to make it happen.
Dreaming is not
base neither
on our age
nor our status
in life.
And people
has their own season.
We have our own time.
So when you feel
You want to give up,
please do not.
you have to
wait patiently,
and to work
wholeheartedly
as you wait for
your season to come. ❤
- BVRLY
10.05.2017
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Do you find it funny when you swear that if he contact you again you won't respond anymore because he ignored you the last time you want someone to talk to, but one text and your pride collided and you even smiled when his name pops up on your phone. And you have to admit to yourself that you just lost to the i-hate-him-and-i-will-forget-him game you play.
- BVRLY
11.06.2017
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