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edajcheel · 1 year

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𝙱𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍-𝚣𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚍

Summary: You, unknowingly, force a boy that is hopelessly in love with you, into the best friend zone.

Character(s) : Jade L. & Floyd L.

TW: Kind of hints along the line of a small-sized reader (in Jade's), may be some spelling, or grammar mistakes

None of these images belong to me.

＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙˚𝐽𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝐿𝑒𝑒𝑐ℎ.

Goodness, how cruel of you.

How cruel of you to throw his so obvious affections towards you away like how a certain person did to his carefully nourished fungus, and to add on to that, you did it with no hesitation or doubt.

But, he's so sure he's grown nearly accustomed and into a reasonable understanding of regular courting on this land?

Perhaps, it was the matter of his fault? Did he do something to accidentally wrong you?

What was it?— ..Best friend zoned, if he could recall

What a funny phrase, one that he was given no mercy to

Honestly, it truly did hurt when you said it so nonchalantly.

Oh? Did you think he would just give up so easily after this? You don't think him so sensitive, do you?

You misunderstood then, he's merely taking this as a sign to be a bit more.. honest with his courting.

His patience is endless, he will take his time to indulge in you and play as your "best friend", after that, he'll get tired of the title and quickly steal your heart this time.

He doesn't mind that your slow to pick up on his favor for you, he does go by the metaphor that– the longer it takes, the more satisfying it will be– after all.

"Finally, I'm back in action!" You haphazardly swing your right leg around, testing it to see if it's suitable to use again.

It ached only a little bit to your movement, but you could endure this much after all the amounts of crack and snap your leg has gone through.

"Your my savior, jaaade!" You sang, "Why is it that you're always the first one to help me out when I'm in trouble? Hehe!" It did feel embarrassing after every time you injured yourself, Jade would always come by to check up on you. But you could only sigh in dismay, and scratch the back of your head while you surrender yourself to him for his care.

"Is it so wrong for me to come by and check up on you?" He asked in confusion, as he paused from organizing his small medkit he bought by to look at you. "Oh no no, I just appreciate you for coming by and actually caring unlike SOME people." You rolled your eyes to the thought of that brain cell-less trio.

"No need to thank me, I don't mind taking care of you whenever your in need." He would most certainly be glad to, although you don't need to know that just yet.

You smiled up at him, how relieving it is to have an actual mature, and caring companion.

Suddenly, Jade turns his head towards you from his mini medkit to see you running up to him in a speed that would most likely be fit for a marathon race, although.. while limping.

"Oh—?" He's paralyzed as you circle your small, nimbly little arms around him, engulfing him into a hug. He couldn't help but smile at your endearment and replicated your hug.

"Your the bestest friend I could ever have! Better than those snobbish boys..."

Ah.

The silence is enough to hear a pin drop, the air unnaturally becomes stiff and cold. Jade's expression is unknown to you as you hug him, tightly.

"Is that so? I'm quite honored."

He looks down at you with the same ol' gentle smile of his, too bad you don't notice how insincere it is.

❃.✮:▹ ʄʟօʏɖ ʟɛɛƈɦ.

You're real funny, shrimpy.

.... Do you think his feelings for you are just a joke? Who do you think you are to just place his feelings for you the same level as waste?

He really likes you, shrimpy. He really likes, likes, likes, and even loves you.

Why don't you just accept it? Why do you have to be so difficult >:(

You know that he likes you, don't you? He's been going in and out buying you small trinkets and giving you his full attention every day of the week! You aren't that dumb to not notice right? He's practically smothering you with his love!

Even Jade said so, you're one of the few things on his list that he would put his utmost effort in..

Well... He is happy that you think he's better than all those small frys, but he knows he could be more than that.

You obviously like him back, he's just convinced your too much of a small head to confess first. That's why he's going to be the one to confess! But, you never EVER noticed his hints!

It's so frustrating.

Kani-chan said something stupid yesterday. He said that Shrimpy "Best-friend zoned" him. Hehe, Kani-chan went to the nurse with a bleeding nose. It was the most dumbest thing he's ever heard from Kani-chan, he deserved it.

... If Shrimpy isn't going to budge and actually confess to him soon— he won't be so tolerable as he is now. He's been too kind.

Quick, high-pitched squeaks from shoes vibrate through the court, with the hard thumps of the basketball hitting the ground. The cheers of the audience tops it off like a cherry on a cake.

"Go Floyd Leech, Go Floyd Leech, MY BALLER!" You screamed as loud as you can while waving a banner that says, 'Number 10 lowkey fire 🫢' To be a true friend, is to show your support! In regards to that, you went to every basketball game of Floyd's and sought out to be the loudest at the bleachers.

Floyd saw your cute attempt to rile him up, and right you did! You filled him with adrenaline like every game and brought him to his A game every time. His amazing, cute, and squeezable shri—

"This one is for you, Shrimpy!" He yelled, and quickly shook of his guarder, tripping them over. He stomped and bounced the ball easily while avoiding other opponents. Then, swishh, he jumped higher than he'd ever did, higher than the net itself, just to see that face of amazement you make.

He could never get tired of that face.

Thump! The ball bounced on impact to the ground after falling through the net, right on time to the buzzer. 39 to 10. Mannn, Floyd was adamant on getting to 40 this time.. Whatever, that could wait another day— besides! He has something waaay more important to handle.

"Floooyyydd! My baller!" He could see you running up to him from a distance, he stood, ready for the impact.

You instantly hug him when you get close enough to, "Ahh! Shrimmppy, did you see that awesome shot I did for you?" He giggled, with his sparkly, sharp teeth in display.

"Of course I did! You're literally the best for that!" You nudge him on the shoulder, "Here's a gift to congratulate your awesomeness!" You shove it onto his chest, excited for his reaction.

"Shrimpy got me a gift?~ Finally some well-deserved attention—"

"Whaaaat? Where's my reward, Y/n?" You turn your head to where the voice is coming from just to see Ace. "Huh, you don't deserve no 'reward', Ace." You said, while pulling out your tongue at him.

"Huh? Why?? I tried my best too, ya'know. You even saw!" Ace replied in defense, while you roll your eyes. "Ay, I'm your friend too!" You could only look at your nails in disinterest, but you giggled jokingly afterwards.

"Not as much as Floyd! He's my best buddy!"

"What! I've known you longer than he did!" Ace put his hand on his chest dramatically.

'Best buddy'?

Floyd stood still, his arms drooping down his sides, your gift still in hand unopened.

He stared at you two playfully exchanging non-physical blows, with a blank look. No expression, just pure... disinterest? Perhaps.

"Hey, Floyd, you good?" Ace speaks up about his silence as both of you turned to him.

".... Do you really think that, Shrimpy?"

You arched your brow in puzzlement, "What?"

......

Kani-chan stands for Crab-chan which is Floyd's nickname for Ace.

OH AND DON'T CALL ME BIASED FOR MAKING FLOYD'S LONGER... I LOVE THEM BOTH EQUALLY IT'S JUST CAUSE I HAD MORE IDEAS FOR FLOYD YKKKKK I STILL LOVE JADDDDEE PLUS I WROTE A FANFIC WITH JADE AND SEBASTIAN MICHAELISSS. 🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨

#twisted wonderland #jade leech #floyd leech #floyd leech x reader #jade leech x reader #jade leech x reader x floyd leech #twst #lowkey inlove with this #im proud of myself!!!

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thehusbandoden · 9 months

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LOV x Gn!Reader With an Eating Disorder *platonic*!

Important message: I'm not very familiar with any type of eating disorder, so I apologize if I get something wrong or even trigger, insult, or upset anyone! I promise I wouldn't be trying to, and please reach out to me if so; so I can fix my mistake! <33

*Trigger Warnings!*: eating disorders, mentions of food and ppl trying to pressure you into eating, bullying, and a mention of murder. If I miss anything, please tell me! <3

General info:

Genre: fluff/comfort \\ wc: 694 \\ friendly reminder! For personal reasons, I do not write for Toga or Twice in any way, thank you for being so understanding and patient! <33 \\ Gender neutral reader + platonic relationships.

Requested! Couldn't find the exact wording, but they wanted a lov x reader platonically, where Shigaraki is like a father figure; and them reacting to you having an ed.

Dabi was the first one to notice it.

He viewed you as his little sister, and though he denied it; he cared about you. Which is what led him to discover your eating habits- well lack of eating.

It started off small. Missing a brunch here, and turning down a snack there. Nothing to cause concern.

But when you started making excuses for almost every meal- that's when he started to get worried.

When the rest of the leauge was eating breakfast you'd simply grab an apple, telling everyone that you "had stuff to do".

Okay, no big deal.

But when you skipped lunch, and hardly touched dinner? Dabi was now keeping his eyes on you.

And then it happened four times after that.

Dabi was quite upset.

He started having you sit next to him, staring at you to pressure you to eat something. He knew that it was kind of mean, but he just wanted you to stop losing weight. You were starting to look thinner every day- which scared him.

After a while of this and realizing it wasn't working, Dabi knew what he had to do.

After making sure you were out of the hide out, Dabi brought Shigaraki in a semi private place to discuss your poor health.

Shigaraki was furious and hurt.

Furious at Dabi for not tellin ghim for two weeks, and hurt that you wouldn't care for yourself properly.

Though you two weren't very far apart, he still saw you as a daughter; and needed you to be taken care of.

After devising a plan Shigarki and Dabi started to work to increasing your self esteem.

They would subtly compliment you every day, telling you how beautiful you were, and how much they love tolerated you.

((I'd just like to say that they would indeed love you, and that you are dearly loved in the real world. Don't let anyone else tell you otherwise, and if you need, or even just want to, I'm always here to chat about anything and everything (unless I say I'm uncomfortable with a certain subject, but you can always ask!) <33))

Your self esteem started to grow again, and they hoped that that was the end of the problem.

But you still weren't eating well, and that concerned them further.

Mr. Compress started to notice, and Spinner soon after.

Getting frustrated, Shigarki started having you eat with him, making sure that you ate at least a little bit.

After a while of you continuing to grow skinnier and skinnier, Shigarki lost it.

Pulling you into a comforting, warm hug he stroked your head before asking;

"Y/n/n, please tell me what's wrong with you. Gorgeous, you know you can tell me anything."

Sighing, you finally tell him how some pro heroines commented on your "weight" and how you grew self conscious. After a while of this agonizing feeling you decided to eat less and less to lose weight.

Honestly, Shigarki was angry. Really angry. Already planning on finding and murdering the scum that dared make you feel this way, Shigarki simply smiled down at you before pecking your forehead; much like a parent would.

"Y/n, my dear. You should have told me. I promise you, that you are the most beautiful person I've seen in my entire life. So please belive me when I say that you don't need to worry about loosing weight. I liked how you looked before, and though you do still look gorgeous- you look better healthy."

Tearing up, you clung to Shigarki as you sobbed, finally letting out all the pain and anger you've been holding back for the longest time.

After comforting you and making sure you ate, and got to bed, Shigarki went to tell Dabi about your conversation.

You were not prohibited from looking at the news for the next two and a half weeks.

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savnofilter · 2 years

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Wisdom Teeth Aftercare

LoV + Giran x [GN]Reader

CONTENT WARNING(S): sav attempting fluff, mentions of wounds & medicine doses, def an insert, semi established-relationships.

WORD COUNT: 1.5k [5 mins].

READ MORE: masterlist + [students & adult masterlists]

A/N: im in so so so much pain. wrote this because im lonley and would kill to have one of these beautiful characters to aid me. these would be longer if i wasnt so delirious rn. (not proofread)

Dabi knows what to do but also does not.

hes been through a lot of painful situations wheres hes needed to take medication, and most times he isnt even able to take any.

hes trying his best to comfort for you in his own little warped way.

"Hey, sit back down" Dabi snaps at you in annoyance as you attempt to leave your bed, and rolls his eyes at your mumble-whining. "You're delirious right now, don't argue with me."

he makes sure that your night stand is always replenished. hes like a little nurse and even in your medicated haze, you find it super cute.

♱ you cant tell him that tho… he'll get pouty. not something you hate but its the bratty behavior that follows it.

gives you tons of forehead kisses because he cant give you cheek ones cuz of your swollen cheeks.

its practically killing him he cant just cup them while theyre big the way they are.

is definitely teasing you as he takes care of you. sometimes putting stuff out of your reach or eating a burger in front of you knowing you wont be able to do that for a couple of days.

"Fine fine, say ahh-- oh wait." Dabi snickers.

he really thought he ate, huh? i guess he did (literally).

Shigaraki does not know what hes doing.

"You want cuddles or sumthin'??" He tilts his head as you look at him with the most annoying puppy dog eyes you can muster up.

he unfortunately believes that you could suck it up but we all know its because deep down he enjoys pain a little too much.

is actually persistent on giving you your meds for you to heal with.

although dont expect it to be accurate all the time….

he isnt as attentive and usually drops by to spend some time with you since he doesnt want you to be alone too much.

even with how awkward it is, he'll give you the "normal'' amount of affection and give your head and cheekbone area light kisses for you to feel better.

"You know I can go steal a way stronger dose right?"

If you could frantically shake your head no you would.

he'll sometimes let you play video games with him so he can also keep himself entertained as well.

he doesnt assimilate into your schedule like Dabi does but he tries his best to still help you no matter what.

Toga in a very odd way is ecstatic that youre in pain.

♱ not like she isnt “odd” already,,

shes very excited to play nurse and help you heal. probably dresses for the part too.

"We'll get you back up on your feet in no time!"Toga declares happily, shoving a small spoon into your mouth with applesauce on it.

is whistling or humming as she helps you out and somehow acquired some non-prescriptive cute glasses. she'll tilt them up or press them closer as she checks the doses.

shes actually pretty on top of it (but you do have to double check if its correct because you know how careless she can be without ill intent).

she'll get you stuff animals and blankets for you to nap in.

has it so shes sleeping over (not that thats new anyways).

gives you lots of affections but makes sure to be soft so she doesnt hurt you by accident.

if youre in any kind of pain, you can always count Toga be there to aid you.

frantic.

youd think with Spinner's cool demeanor would make you think otherwise but nope.

hes clocking your schedule and making sure you got everything set.

"You have everything for 12 pm right?" He checks in and takes your small little nod as a yes. He releases a small sigh to himself and leaves to take a tinkle. He let's out one of the most loudest sighs of worry you've ever heard from him. It's pretty funny when you realize he's been trying to keep composed this whole time.

unlike Toga, he has actual glasses.

looks like such a grandpa taking care of you.

youre so entertained by him that honestly it distracts you a bit from the soreness and the pain.

he gets mopey when he cant cuddle you on days where youre in too much discomfort.

has you basically nesting as you recover.

a little all over the place? yes. would you still rate your experience with his 10/10?

of course.

literally do not expect too much from him.

with all Twice's sides it really differs on what youre getting that day (sometimes throughout if its a hectic 24 hours).

he is trying his best since he doesnt like seeing you in pain and gives you lots of kisses. 😭

idc what anyone says out of the whole league, hes the most caring.

when hes attentive, hes on it.

checking your temp, getting your foods, making sure you have your cool & hot pads. also has alarms so he can remind himself when to check up on you.

unfortunately he doesnt want to seem like a bother so he tries to not to be too much in your space </3

he knows you dont mind but he gets self conscience as he normally does.

even when hes not tending to you hes just chilling in your vicinity when you two arent interacting.

he thinks he couldve helped you more but you think he did great.

Mr Compress is all the extravaganza. you said calling in sick, bro heard "time to pamper and preform".

even if its the smallest things he'll give it to you in fun little ways so you arent bored out of your mind.

♱ and also so you dont feel skipping out on doses and actually take them.

you werent aware but this mf also has multiple costumes?? youre pleased to have learnt this.

he is a show man after all…

of course he doesnt over do it, he wants you rested not overstimulated.

is a very chill man to be around when hes not doing flip and tricks and you cant decide which of him you like more (you dont choose ultimately).

of course he has a little something up his sleeve to keep you on your toes but you cant complain with that.

did he essentially treat you like a kid? yes.

do you care tho? not at all.

Kurogiri is the most put together out of them.

(youre supposed to be surprised by this revelation.)

i mean, what do you expect from a man who has taken care of another man for years…?

makes sure youre doing everything so you can recover expeditiously.

isnt doing all that affection stuff honestly.

he drops in, replenishes everything you need and dips.

he kind of treats you like youre sick and it lowkey hurts your feelings with how much he avoids you.

in general hes give an average amount of affection so you sometimes have to speak up when he hasnt cuddled you for some time.

even with all your requests he never seems bothered how much you ask and what you ask for. :')

he is pretty good but sometimes you wish he could be a bit softer (sue me).

imagine Toga but 2.0.

Magne isnt as energetic and into the role of the 'nurse' but is very much still doting.

feeds you in the beginning stages before you gotta remine them that they definitely dont have to. 😭

when youre feeling extra cranky theyll try and coax you into it (consensually ofc who do you think youre with?!)

"I know you don't feel like it but you'll feel much better once you take it." Magne rubs your shoulder as you whimper in pain, and presses a gentle and chaste kiss to your temple.

even with how bubbly and outgoing they are, they are just as stern.

is one to make sure youre having a laid experience while making sure your lazy attitude will not interfere with your healing process.

makes sure to have a big celebration thing when you are fully healed and gives you all the cuddles that you may have missed out on when you were healing.

AHT AHT stfu hes on the list dont say anything.

Giran's methods may be ghetto but he gets the job DONE.

"Y'know I got my own knocked out by and old friend of mine"

"Mmphwha…?"

"Crazy shit, I know! But he's some psychiatrist or sumthin' so I trusted the bastard anyways!"

um… moving on…

is in and out of your place but makes sure that youre well taken of when hes there.

its like a roulette if when you wake up he'll be on your bed watching TV or if hes nowhere to be seen without a trace.

will give you the rare kiss but more of his gentle behaviors are like little pokes to your cheeks just because of how puffy they are.

♱ got you those get well presents and theyre so cute. </3

his treatment is nothing special but it definitely helped you feel better.

#bnha x reader #mha x reader #boku no hero academia x reader #my hero academia x reader #dabi x reader #touya todoroki x reader #tomura shigiraki x reader #toga himiko x reader #spinner x reader #twice x reader #mr compress x reader #kurogiri x reader #magne x reader #giran x reader #bnha headcannons #mha headcannons #sav's sfwin

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xinmin-exe · 7 months

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(Hey there, I really liked the headcanons about the LoV that you posted. So... I want to ask if you also do requests? :)🤍)

And if so, can I request a fic/headcanons about Shigaraki and reader who apologize a lot? Even if it's not their fault? (Like when the League broke something in the bar and the reader is the first one to apologize for everything)

Hello Love! Yes, i do take requests! It's been a few years since I've written a fic so I may be just a little rusty, but I hope you enjoy! (also, if you see any mistakes let me know! This isn't proof read or anything)

Shigaraki with Reader who apologizes all the time

Warnings: Angst, fluff, Shigaraki is a simp and OOC, AFO because that bitch is a warning by himself, shouting (at reader and others), throwing things (no one is hurt), brief mentions of depression (not eating, not getting out of bed, etc)

Shigaraki Tomura wasn’t known to apologize for anything. Growing up with AFO, he couldn’t apologize. Shigaraki had to be perfect, or at least pretend he was. So when you stumbled into his life, he was thrown off. How could you, someone so perfect and kind and gentle as you love him? It was a mystery to Shigaraki and to everyone. To him, you had no flaws, well, you had one flaw. You apologized for everything. Oh, they ran out of vodka? You’d apologize. Toga almost ripping Spinner’s head off? There you were, apologizing for that. It confused Shigaraki. He saw you as perfect, actually perfect, so why did you apologize so often? You never needed to apologize for anything, yet at every minor inconvenience you did. At first, he thought that you were nervous being around everyone for the first time and brushed it off. But as time passed, and this habit only got worse, he got confused. Which slowly turned into anger. Until one day, he couldn’t take it anymore and exploded.

You had been with Mr. Compress, learning about making cocktails and drinks so that the burden wouldn’t fall all on Compress. You two had an audience but neither of you cared that much. Atsuhiro had been showing you the basics when Toga came in and asked what was going on. “I’m sorry Toga, Compress is showing me how to make drinks for everyone,” you said to the young villain. Toga pouted and glared at you. “You’re no fun,” she said bitterly. You lowered your head to her slightly and replied, “I know, I’m sorry.” Until you heard someone slam their hand on the bar. Looking over, it was none other than Shigaraki, who was glaring daggers into your eyes. You had seen many times Shigaraki glare at others, but never at you. You froze where you stood and could old stare back like a deer in headlights. atsuhiro was a smart man who could read the room and quietly excused himself and ushered everyone else out of the room. The villain took one last look at you, feeling sorry for you as he knew shigaraki was able to throw a tantrum at you. "What was that?!" shigaraki asked you, but you couldn't answer. Wrong move. Shigaraki took the glass that was in your hand and threw it against the brick wall behind you. "answer me!" He screamed at you. "i.. i.. i don't know what you mean.." You rasped out, your throat drying out at the sheer anger coming off of Shigaraki in waves like heat during the summer. "Why were you apologizing to that homicidal lunatic?!"

"I'm sorry Shigaraki but i just.." Yet another glass was smashed against the brick behind you, apparently Shigaraki didn't like that answer either. "Stop fucking saying that! It's pathetic! God you are pathetic!"

The Words left Shigaraki's mouth before he had time to process what he just said to you. His words stung like a knife to the heart. Did he really think you were pathetic? Is that what he really thought? Did he not love you anymore? Thoughts spiraled around in your head as Shigaraki just huffed out and stormed past you. Most likely to go to his room and play games until he calmed down. You, on the other hand, were stuck in the bar. Feeling like your world was crashing down around you. it felt like he took your heart and stomped on it, not caring about what happened to you afterwards. You couldn't bring yourself to talk to him, so you avoided him like the plague.

The next few days were agony. You couldn't bring yourself to leave you room. You weren't eating, you overslept, and you never seemed to leave you room. Even Kurogiri couldn't persuade you to get up and eat something. Even Dabi tried to get you to eat, which proved just as successful as Kurogiri's attempts. Shigaraki wasn't any better. He had been on a short temper with everyone and his neck was red and raw. multiple things had been dusted within the compound and everyone quickly learned how much you really meant to the blue-haired leader.

Eventually, the big man himself noticed his heir was going off the rails and called. "Shigaraki, don't tell me one little human has you so out of sorts. This is unbecoming of my heir. So get your shit together or I will find a replacement." AFO left no room for discussion, he never did; Shigaraki never questioned him. Back-to-back missions and a new found anger from Shigaraki had the league even more out of whack. That was, until dabi had fed up with all of the bullshit and locked you and Shigaraki in a room together, screaming at you two to "figure it out or starve" It had been over two weeks since you had even seen Shigaraki, let alone talk to him. He, likewise, couldn't bring himself to speak, let alone even look in your general direction. In truth, he's been a hot mess since the last time you two spoke. All he can do is replay the moment over and over again in his head, like a time loop. He has all these apologizes and words he wants to say, but they dry up and die in his throat.

When he had opened his mouth, you looked at him with such sadness. It took him what felt like eternity to say the small phrase that has tumbled around in his head for days. "I.. I'm sorry i yelled.." His voice was so soft and quiet, you almost missed it. Almost. His voice hit your ears just barely and his words entered and consumed your mind.

"i apologize because... because if I don't.." The words you wanted to say piled in your throat, all of them wanting to escape at the same time. "I don't want people to hate me... I'd rather them walk all over me if it meant that they saw some type of value in me.." You finally said softly, looking down at the floor. Your eyes pooling with tears that you couldn't let spill out, not until you felt yourself being pulled into an embrace. Tomura couldn't say anything; he knew all too well how you felt.

Tomura held you, consoling you as best he could. He never had to comfort anyone before you, but he tried for you. He let you cry it out until, what felt like hours passed, he shouted at Dabi to let you two out. The scarred man carely opened the door, the rest of the league watching as you and Tomura emerged from the room. Dabi looked at Tomura's arm around your shoulder's and your tear-stained face and walked away, seemingly satisfied with the outcome. Neither of you said anything, retreating to your shared room and locking the door.

Over the next few days, Tomura made the effort to thank you for doing little things around the base, and even convinced (read: threatened) the others to do the same. He made efforts to show you your worth each and everyday, because he'd be damned if his angel felt worthless. And he would happily spend his days proving you wrong.

#tomura shiragaki #shigaraki tomura #tomura x reader #mha tomura #bnha tomura #shigaraki #shimura tenko #x reader #one shot #reader insert #mha #mha x reader #boku no hero academia #my hero academia

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thotsforvillainrights · 3 months

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I just gotta say I absolutely love what you did with the blog change, the new banner thingies you do for each character looks really nice!! :D

And might I request just some general smut headcanons for my man's Goto, chrono and chisaki?

(Thank you! Now if only I could stay consistent with updating the masterlist or writing in general. THEN it would be 100% the best haha! Until then, I can only dream. Ramblings aside, I feel like I've done something for Chisaki and Chrono at least once in the past before but I'm too lazy to search the masterlist. So just in case, let's do it again!)

~Muscular/Chisaki/Hari Smut Headcanons~

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-This has probably been mentioned in the past but should be brought up again...you have to have a certain type of thick skin to put up with this man. This is regarding the relationship in general. At least as far as LOV asshole status goes, you might have a better chance trying to reason with Shigaraki or Dabi. With Muscular, you absolutely cannot take things to heart. He's gruff...he's a gruff man and that's the best way to describe it with him. Now leading into the smut:

-Being hardheaded and stubborn means he has a certain way he wants to go about things. That means if you ever had any hopes of topping him then you're just shit out of luck. 99.9% of the time during sex he's calling the shots. That other small percentage was the one singular time he let you take over on your anniversary. Even THEN he still ended up leading near the end of things. He just can't help being in control most of the time/all the time. Hopefully that doesn't get to you too much because otherwise it may lead to an unwinnable argument.

-He's a little rougher with the things he does. That bein said, he's not a monster! You don't have to worry about him doing anything despicable like taking things too far when you're not for it, or hurting you during it (on purpose at least). He obviously cares enough to be in a relationship with you so no worries there. Also, he's fine implementing some form of a safeword if you feel you really need it. He's grimey but again, he's not a monster.

-Bravo for getting him to be in a relationship with you in the first place. Bravo for even getting him to notice you long enough to hold a conversation without looking at you in disgust. He's surprised by his own actions and so are you (no more so than Pops. The old man is the most shocked by everything). Anyhow, he cares for you but can tend to be selfish with things. Give him a break as he's still learning how to love and how to go about things in a relationship both sexual and nonsexual.

-Beforehand he's going to obviously request you get cleaned up. Don't try to get him with the "but Kai, we're both just going to get dirty again" speech because it's not going to work unfortunately. It's like a chore but you'll come to find that the headache is worth the reward. Once between the sheets you realize he's learned so much since the last few times. He's sickened by the thought (and embarrassed too) but he's spent some time researching just for you. He applies what he's learned and then proceeds to perfect it bit by bit. He won't let anything he does to you be taken terribly whatsoever. He wants to be able to KNOW he's done a good job pleasing you.

-His pace can tend to be a bit slower sometimes, along the line of making love rather than straight up fucking. However, his tune changes easily based on how the night is going and how badly he wants to finish. Speaking of finishing, don't ask him to finish anywhere but in you or in a condom. Splashing bodily fluids all over the place creates unnecessary mess so unfortunately (if you're into facials) you won't be getting one unless you wear into him for a long while until he breaks. Oh, and expect the cleanup to come afterwards too. A mandatory shower before aftercare cuddles is the main thing to expect. As mentioned beforehand, the headache is worth the reward.

-Talk about fun sex, this is the man to fulfill that. It's rare he can be anything but teasing both in and out of the bedroom. Dating him is like dating a best friend. He's pretty much the best partner of the 3. He's attentive and listens to your needs. Don't get me wrong, he's still a little bit of an ass but a teasing one at that. It may get to be annoying how many times he tires to get into your pants once the two of you start dating but if you let him know the jokes annoy you then he'll try to cool off on them for you. He understands not to push his limits too much when it comes to you.

-A lot of times he'll try to draw a little laughter out of you during sex. That way once you're laughing he can swiftly turn it into moans for him. It's like a challenge for this man almost. The sex blindsides you too. One minute you'll be outside in the backyard chatting and laughing on the picnic blanket and then the next thing you know you're giving him a handy in the shed. Other times you're chilling on the couch playing games or watching a movie before you find yourself on the carpet while he puts his tongue to work. Sometimes you might find yourself walking into it thinking you'll just have a quick shower together before suddenly your back is against the wall while he's plowing into you beneath the warm water flowing from the showerhead. Roll the dice on it.

-Despite this, he's really a great person to date outside of sex. If for whatever reason you were seeking a friends with benefits type of relationship, I can see him falling in love rather quickly. Maybe it happens more quickly than you think.

#bnha #mha #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #overhaul #kai chisaki #muscular bnha #goto imasuji #hari kurono #chronostasis bnha #smut #minors dni #minor dni #headcanons

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I have a question to ask? Remember that Carrie Underwood song “before he cheats” How would your Best friend the LOV members? Dabi, Shigaraki, Spinner, (separately) help you get revenge on your cheating EX?

this is fun, thank you for asking!

dabi: i think since he's a bit of an asshole he would at first try to some sort of... tease you about it? he's so nonchalant and aloof about any crap in his life, he assumes everyone around him are the same. well, it sure does sound like he's straight up mocking you, so when he sees how much this whole situation truly hurts you he finally stops. he doesn't like seeing you in pain, he claims that he doesn't care, but yeah he does. also, out of the three he's the best companion for a revenge. don't get me wrong, he'll happily help, but he won't do anything himself. this has some deeper meaning actually rather than his laziness. he believes it is important to not take the satisfaction from you, he knows the importance of this firsthand. this revenge is yours to take, it's your moment of pride. it's his gift for you, if you will. he'll help with planning everything tho. he's calculating and calm when he needs to be; very patient and can teach you a thing or two about waiting for the exactly right moment. sometimes he's almost too slow for your liking, but on the other hand everything he'd planned for you goes exactly like he predicted, so you better listen. due to his sadistic nature, he's not above playing with the victim, and he will teach you that too. big fan of creating suspense, some sort of pressure. like those old hollywood noir films come to mind. he will absolutely help to scare your poor ex from the shadows, slowly driving him crazy with anxiety. not only is he proud of your dark side shining so brightly, but he really finds it fun. depends on you, if you want for things to get really violent or not, but he'll at least try to persuade you to let go and enjoy the ride. and if you listen to him, things can get messy (only slightly, bc dabi really enjoys clean work and he's too lazy to go after anybody else than this scumbag). shigaraki could be annoyed for a day or two, but... actually, no, he won't be pissed at all. great job you two.

shigaraki: oh. he's beyond excited. not because of your suffering, of course, but bc now The Real Game begins. has his own ways to comfort you, the most obvious one being trashing you ex with the most degrading insults you may only think of. will never let you think that was your fault, he literally feels his blood boil every time he hears something like that. you don't even have to ask him to help you, one day he's suddenly in your room with an insanely throughout plan and most batshit crazy glimmer in his eyes, so you better take the chance while you can. he finds great joy in helping you by planning everything for you, it really is a new game to him. but this time he's doing it for a friend, for someone he finds dear, so he kinda wants to take the burden off your shoulders. unlike dabi, he will get involved directly in this mess, he doesn't think he's taking anything from you - quite the opposite. he's given you the opportunity. and, he probably won't admit it, but he's really willing to do all the work for you, if it's too painful for you now. he doesn't want to, but he could. buuut, he'd still rather wait (even though he's not a fan of waiting) and you do the main act yourself. he's not patient at all tho. he also prefers the revenge to be fast and brutal. not a fan of theatrics, he's a straight to a point kind of guy. also, unlike dabi, he absolutely will go after every single one person involved, jesus christ even your ex's parents included, this whole thing gets soooo messy omg. at some point it really feels like the whole city knows you were cheated on. he doesn't find it embarrassing at all, there's nothing to be ashamed of. at the very end, you'll be the one who's having the last laugh, so he's kinda right. whether you like it or not, things will get really violent when he's involved, and he won't stop until the last person who had offended you is down. he's like a hell hound, some sort of a death reaper. and even if your ex thinks he can escape, because he's the last in shigaraki's list, well... not really. no one can run away from shigaraki tomura, and in the end you find great satisfaction in this knowledge.

spinner: the only decent one who at least tries (once) to convince you not to do it. he does this mostly on autopilot, because he's a considerate friend. he feels nothing towards that shithead, but he's worried that you would regret it later. actually, the only one that expresses his worries about you to you, verbally. he's surprisingly good at communicating his feelings, and he feels awful for you, he really-really does. he doesn't want to make it even worse (even though he really wants to throw some particularly heavy things at some faces). when he's finally sure you won't change your mind, he's all about business. he's not a big fan of a bloodbath, but he believes in power public humiliation holds. sadly, he knows it firsthand. he's very meticious with all the blackmail and he's great with timing. the cleanest work one could imagine (only dabi compares, but he has understandably more experience). he too is great in driving your ex crazy with anxiety, but in a much more subtle way. he won't scare anyone directly, but his actions create a very negative, anxious environment to your ex. the whole thing is building up rather slowly, but consictently. if you want things to go a little more bloody, spinner may ask dabi or shigaraki for help actually, without revealing the main reason. it's still less messy if the whole gang was involved, but now it's definitely much scarier for your ex. he will set traps and will get your ex recorded, he will collect every piece of information he could find, and he will reveal it at the right moment. he's not above some fake leaks either - everything will work. he would definitely make sure that almost everyone in city knows your ex's dirty laundry. it's so not pretty in general, bc believe it or not, spinner is great at understanding people and how they think and behave. he knows that the crowd is always hungry and all he needs to do is to throw it a bone. it may even look like he's not done much, because it's your ex's surroundings who are tearing him apart, not you or spinner. as i said, he's not at all as sadistic as those two above, but he too will find some sick sort of enjoyment at the end. he really, really knows how it feels, and he knows very well that death can feel like a much more merciful option. living with such hate is a lot harder, than just dying, and spinner just proved you that.

#bnha #mha #bnha headcannons #mha headcanons #bnha imagines #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #bnha general #dabi x reader #shigaraki x reader #spinner x reader #dabi #shigaraki tomura #spinner #dabi headcanons #shigaraki headcanons #spinner headcanons #bnha requests

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villainsandvictimsalliance · 4 months

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how do you write the league of villians what are things to pay attention to when writeing them like with dialouge and gestures and stuff

Uhhhh, to be honest what I do is try to reread the manga a lot or write down certain chapters that help me with the characterization. Maybe another list would do it? Idk idk, I'm terrible with trying to explain myself today ejdndnjf. Let's try anyway.

Tips on what to pay attention to when writing the League of Villains:

1) You need to understand that the League is very individualistic.

If you compare the League of Villains to other teams like the Meta Liberation Army, then you will find out that the League really values their personal freedom and the ability to do as they please.

They have strong personalities that clash all the time, but they also know how to act together because they have a common goal. You need to be careful with those, because it's like handling the little threads of a puppet to make him walk in a certain direction.

Dabi tends to like working alone, but he always comes back when the LOV needs him. Twice is not very good in solo missions, but he's a real overkiller when he has someone he wants to protect or take care of. Mr. Compress doesn't like big fights and prefers to stick to subtle roles— he's the wild card of the team. Spinner is often in the support role, while Toga is the one with more secret missions among them. As the leader, Tomura is the main show and the most direct attacker.

I often try to categorize their dynamics and study how Horikoshi uses them in the manga.

2) Pay attention to how their backstories dictate how they see the world around them and how they interact with it.

A good characterization comes from knowing the character, understanding how they came to be and how they can grow. I suggest that you reread the manga and ask a lot of questions.

One of the best examples is Dabi. I've seen him depicted as this cool suave character, when in truth his very awkward!

There are several moments in the manga when a LOV member pointed out his low self-esteem or tried to comfort him over it. Toga said that he was running away because his fire couldn't hurt Gigantomachia, while Twice tried to cheer him up during the attack to the summer camp. He dances like a little kid when he gets excited and couldn't recruit one (1) good new member, the only one being a traitor. He's also very very dramatic, "falling from a second floor widow as I destroy a building" dramatic, which would be super aloof if it wasn't for Toga noticing that he did that to cheer her up after Twice died.

Another example is the difference between Dabi and Spinner:

Even when they are both Stain fanboys, they differ on what is a pro-hero and who gets to become one. Spinner is more idealistic, being a civilian kid that still has hope. Dabi is way more cynical, given that he knows by experience the inside workings of the Hero Society 'cause his dad was a pro-hero. On the other hand, Spinner suffered from a type of discrimination no one else in the League could understand.

They do not see the world the same way, so they won't react to it the same way either.

3) You don't want to turn them into a stereotype instead of the multifaceted characters they are.

I find that fandom spaces are deadly scared of making a character ooc or scared of turning them into a stereotype. I personslly think it's kinda silly to expect fan creations to be exactly like the main source.

Characters are defined by maaaany things like their past, their environment or the setting of the story, the current arcs, the message that the author wants to communicate, etc. They'll be different in each story, but the goal is not to write them to the point they are unrecognizable

If you're afraid of writing the LOV shallow or making them feel alien, remember: the most important part is to figure out the core of the character, aka those traits that cannot change under any circumstances or you'd be writing an original character.

Once you have those traits, you should focus on consistent writing. Every action must have an explanation, an origin. Create your own guidelines and stick to them.

For example, in my I Don't Dance au, Tomura leans into his "Tomura" persona for a healthier reason, but he still does it. AFO didn't force the identify change on him, instead Tomura took it as an artistic name to distant himself from the Shimura tragedy. While Tomura is still a shield for Tenko to hide behind, just like in the manga, giving him an artistic way to express his sorrow and guilt instead of a destructive quirk and the worst mentor figure ever— well, it gave me an excuse to make Tomura just as unwell, but a lot more sane and in control of his emotions.

He might be a bit ooc, but that's expected of an alternative universe where I changed a lot of his past! The important thing is that he's still a menace and that his issues are the same, just treated differently.

4) Like when you're learning a new language, you will have to exaggerate before you learn how to control their personal "accents".

Remember the essential traits I mentioned? One of them is the way they talk!!!!!

Try to think about the level of education they had, who were their friends, the socioeconomic status of their families, what jobs they worked in, what series they watch... Of course, you can ignore this and try to write them all on a basic vocabulary. This really depends on how deep you want to dive in the characterization.

You know that Dabi is really rude and that he grew up in a wealthy family. However, he'd try to hide his upbringing so as not to make others question him. You can write him talking more in the street style and maybe make him slip and add a witty comment from time to time.

Toga has a very kawaii talk. It's exaggerated when she's on beast mode. Like Dabi, Toga is pretending because she wants the world to perceive her as a little girl and not a monster. When Toga feels more comfortable she is kinda childish, but something closer to her age. She is more calm, more sober with her words.

This applies to the gestures too!

Spinner would try to act cooler because he wants to look like Stain, but he's a nervous wreck. You can write him as someone who tries to flex with his giant sword, while screams the most nerd stuff ever to exist.

In serious moments, Twice is able to look fully present, less divided; on the day to day he jumps from grumpy to childish with little worry. He's movement is probably clearer when in a fight and his words are more severe.

Mr. Compress acts like a coward, but when the time comes he's not afraid of the spotlight. He is not one to talk a lot. Theatric gestures like fixing his coat, his hat or his gloves are unique of him.

An exercise is to make them all say the same dialogue or do the same gesture, exploring how different can they perform under the same circumstances.

5) Know your limits as a writer or know when you want to explore / expand your range.

As a writer, you must know where you are, where you want to go and what you want to do. Or at least realize you don't know and that it's a new adventure for you!

Sometimes you'll have to write that fanfic and let it be for a while. You can reread it later and ask yourself what can be improved. Art is a process of failing and failing and taking notes of those failures, so you can get better.

Another good exercise is to read a lot of fics and study them. If you think a fic has good characterization, try to pinpoint what gives you that feeling. Be critical. Overanalyze. Complain on your own if you need to.

Instead of expecting it to be perfect on the first try, imagine you're building a stair. One step will not take you there. Work with one character at the time or with only one aspect, maybe the dialogues only. Focus on a part and then you can continue with others.

I'm aware of how general and vague I'm being, but I don't have specific rules for writing the League of Villains. I try to do the same thing I'd do with any other characters. So....

Hope this works for you too <3

#shan's asks #bnha #mha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #league of villains #lov

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hearted-anon · 2 months

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Returning the love..

Words: 1.6k Notes: Binchan my heart T/w: Angst, intense.. Lee: Changbin Ler: Channie

For @itzsana-kiddingmenow

"Bin, am I worth it?" Chan's voice rang throughout the studio, sullenly slumping down into the couch. He had just ended a live where things didn't go as plan, making him spiral deep into thought about how he was really perceived by others. He usually confided these feelings into Changbin, the younger being his support to lean on through every hardship and negative thought he wished to get rid off. Tears welled up in his eyes, ready to lean onto the weight that held him steady during his hardships.

"Of course you are." Changbin replies, not looking back once at the sulking leader. His fingers drummed lightly to a beat they were making, as if lost in the dreams of his musicality to notice how the leader felt. Chan sniffled, hiding himself away in the corner of the couch as the rapper got consumed into the art of their production, awaiting his notice like a child who was deprived of their parents' care when they scraped their knee.

"But I'm not good enough..." The leader shuffled in his seat, Changbin snapping his head to lock eyes with him. How could he, of all people say he wasn't good enough? Bangchan, he who worked countless hours using up his blood, tears, life and soul dedicating himself to the members and entertainment to ensure stays hear their comebacks, he who comforted millions all over the world with speeches and hugs, dare say he wasn't good enough? If that was the case, then most people would be peasants underneath him then.

“You’re more than good, chan, I love you.” The younger sighs, the wheels of the chair squeaking in agony as he finally turned around to face the older, cupping Bangchan’s cheek with his hand to wipe away the tears gently with his index finger. The warmth of his hand felt like a cuddle blanket on winter day finally wrapped around him, making chan let out a soft smile to show off that dimple slightly, adding all the more to Changbin’s reasons on why he adorns his leader so much.

“I wouldn’t friend me if I was myself.” Bangchan mumbled, starting to sulk once more. The light in him dimmed down, flickering under Changbin's studious gaze, watching his every move from breathing patterns to every fidget, he saw it all. It almost scares the older, how much attention he's willing to put into cheering up the leader, never ever backing down from the depths of even hell to put a smile on everyone's face, almost like at the expense of himself.

"Don't say that, you're worth more than the world gives you." Changbin soothingly whispers, wrapping his arms around Chan to close up the holes in his heart that leaked out tears akin to a tap, never ending unless closed to the brim. Chan sobbed quietly, burying his head into the shoulder he sought warmth in, trembling and shaking as the bottle tipped over, spilling out its contents in the form of salty tears that soaked into Bin's shoulder. They laid in comfortable silence, neither daring to move an inch or more so make a breath deep enough to interrupt the currents of aircon that embraced them both coolly.

Eventually, the rapper shuffled awkwardly, as if his mouth entailed forbidden words that were stuck, his tongue caught along the strings of not wanting to hurt others. The leader silently rubbed at Changbin's back, coaxing the words out of him slowly but surely as a cough finally submerged from the quiet studio they both once basked in.

"Do you love me?" He choked out softly, afraid, scared that he had tugged too hard at the leader's heartstrings, afraid that he was asking for too much. He felt the frustration bubble up in him but also the lump forming in the back of his throat, conflicted between his emotions and his want to give the right, but icy advice at he struggled to get out. Bangchan's eyes widened at the question he himself had asked mere moments ago, as if the hourglass had flipped, their roles reversed. Of course he loved Changbin, there isn't a reason not to love the bubbly, outgoing rapper who could finish at work pile seriously when needed in a matter of days. However, he still hesitated, hesitated in giving the comfort the rapper gave him that he needed to return, and he didn't know why.

"Yea." Came the short reply of the leader, solemnly staring at the floorboards in the distance that seemed to nag at him for the lack of response. Changbin didn't complain, only releasing the hug to go back to his dreams and fantasies of music again. The hint of a frown was evident on the rapper's face, the clicking sounds seeming to drown out his thoughts mindlessly. However, Bangchan's satisfaction for the comfort never ended, although he felt extreme guilt for wanting more than he should've bargained for,

It would never be enough for him, wouldn't it?

"Changbin, I don't think I'm worth-" Bangchan mummured, fiddling with his fingers that grew to be clammy, sweating away its endless worries with the cold wind that evaporated its droplets. Changbin didn't respond, calmly heaving a sigh. But with the way the mouse squeezed under his hands threatened to break under the pressure with strips of veins poking out sneakily, his breaths interchanging unstably from quick and shallow to deep and calm told Chan otherwise on how he really felt.

"Do you even love yourself?" Changbin interrupted, the once calm and peaceful rapper looked like he was about to boil over in frustration with how he was tensed up despite his tone trying to reassure the leader. Bangchan flinched at the harsh underlying tone, he knew it was bound to happen. He knew his constant want to be comforted was going to drive anyone crazy at one point, no one could withstand their efforts amounting to nothing after all, it just left more scars than they would come into help with.

But yet something in Bangchan wouldn't stop pressing those buttons, as if wanting Changbin to overflow.

"...No." Was all Bangchan could get out, he was silent at the question. It felt slightly ridiculous, he thought he was expressive enough at the lack of self-love he had, but the piercing glare the younger had on the computer kept him at bay from questioning anything further, not wanting to press in any further to the buttons he had already broken. To his surprise, Changbin only pressed his temples together before gently massaging the area, almost to tell him how disappointed he was.

"You must love yourself before anyone else can love you." Changbin muttered, looking like the last of his energy was finally sucked away, his eyes held a tale of murky water, blank and deep and unable to look beyond its surface. Bangchan couldn't wrap his head around what he just heard, was the younger out of it? He knew of all people that Chan was almost incapable of loving himself, the little bursts of effort he used to put into even trying wearing down overtime when he barely made progress, just slumping back down to leaning onto the rapper for his every insecure need.

"No." The kangaroo repeated his words from before, refusing his words in an instant. He knew the words Changbin spoke were nothing short of the truth, but he didn't let it sink in. He couldn't believe himself, how was someone like him going to love someone as disgusting, downright filth as himself? His heart throbbed with shame, but it only deepened when Changbin simply stood from his chair like the singular dry response that the older gave, and left. The soft breeze of the air conditioner suddenly became humid, as Bangchan became more anxious of where the rapper had gone.

Maybe if he had tried, things would be different.

.....................................

Bangchan exhaled shakily, turning the door knob to the studio, dimly lit by flickering lights. It had been almost a year now, the kangaroo struggling to move a step into the rundown area. The scent of flowers lingered throughout, forever torturing him of things that poked the back of his mind like claws. He walks over solemnly to the table, pencil marks everywhere, little doodles of love that faded out along with his heart, a piece of paper half blank, the other filled with memories that taunted him.

Hesitantly picking up a pencil, he draws a flower, a flower that has wilted over time, drawing him out past his memories. The kind that flowed on top of the now lonely wind, the breeze that used to comfort them and bring them ever so closer, only to now chill him down to the bone. Chan felt tears welling up into his eyes again, but who could now comfort him when he felt this sad? Blinking back tears, he shut them for a moment, only to see him in that chair, the giggling echoing throughout the room as Chris could only think of him.

Kneeling down next to records that wilted overtime, Bangchan was now left alone again to wander these lonely streets that called out his name, only to be ignored as his heart squeezed and longed for someone else's comfort, and he knew exactly who. He wailed and trembled, screaming out in agony as he begged helplessly for the guiding light that was now put out, tears that streamed down his face knowing that nothing would ever change now.

With a slight tremble he lifts his head again, his ears were filled with the soft hum of the song they both used to sing together. Hiccupping through the pain, he sings along with what he refused to believe was a hallucination, bringing him the peace that finally settled along with the love in his heart, the strings that tugged with guilt finally set free, maybe, just maybe...

The floral scent that lingered awhile longer, stayed with him throughout that walk.

#I lied #its all angst #L #binchan ml #sorry #not rly #haha #happy late april fools #..?

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zuffer-weird-girl · 2 years

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Before Hawks infiltrates the LoV, he & his fem!s/o have a long night together to say goodbye. There’s all the typical, heartfelt, ‘I love you’s & ‘be safe’s that you expect, but then the Touya reveal happens, Hawks is hurt & his name is revealed to the public & he kills Twice on screen, & he’s in the hospital. S/o rushes over in a panic. She spends the whole time assuring him that she loves him & even if she doesn’t condone his actions, she understands that the Commission had him by the balls. -

2 - Sorry, but he’s stuck with her. She also reveals that she’s pregnant & she doesn’t care if he’s a hero or not, quirk or not. She loves him, period, & if he wants to talk just say the word.

(A/n) I don't even need to say that this whole things is a huge spoiler right? Right, moving on-

"Is it selfish of me not wanting you to go?" You mumbled on his naked chest as he could only give you a chuckle before looking down and caressing your hair.

"If it is, I must be the most selfish man in the whole world." He mumbled, fingers combing through the mess that was your hair after a much than heated moment between you two.

Being engaged to a pro hero was not easy. Especially with a man that was proclaimed as too fast to his own age.

Of course he was. Keigo wasn't a guy to leave important things aside. He longed for a minute of just relaxing, after all, his main goal is to make society well again to give the pro heroes a break to just... relax, be humans instead. Hawks was young yet passionate about what he did.

Despite you and him being young, after you graduated from high school and managed to get on the college, he proposed to you. Practically all pf your family members weren't okay with that, proclaiming you were too young for this. Of course some of them had their point, you had only 20 when he dropped on his one knee and asked for your hand.

His mother? Well, she didn't cared much... that was what your husband said at the time... He always would rather for you guys to spend times with your family, even if some of your relatives didn't liked him, than with his. Another motive for your family to not aprove since what the hell was he hiding?

But how could you refuse him? You had been dating this bird man for around 8 years and now there you were, three years of marriage and honestly? Very happy about it. Yes, you both were young, but you loved each other. Not only that, but you were Hawk's actually first love.

"I believe your daughter is the one and only for me, and I promise to make her the most happy woman in the whole world. I know not all of you are fond of me. But I ask you for a chance." He had proclaimed fearless in front of your father when he asked for your your parents blessing.

You would never forget how cocky your husband got when he didn't show a trance of fear when your father tried to be intimidating.

"The commission really wants you to do this? Is dangerous..." You murmured in the dark room as you felt his chest go up and down before turning around and his golden brown eyes looking at your own the best he could.

"That's the life of a pro hero..."

"That sounds like they are trying to sabotage you, that's what it looks like." A scoff left your lips as you caressed his cheek, a low him escaping his loos as his eyes closed at your actions.

In your whole relationship, you only saw the people form commission being close to him. They acted as care takers but you despised every damn secind when they showed they were using him more like a damn weapon... you had to keep your tears at bay when you came to discover that Hawks didn't had a... normal childhood. Just training, and training to be a 'perfect' hero.

You couldn't even count on one hand the numbers of times you saw his actual mother... and for some reason, Keigo never told you his last name, proclaiming he didn't liked or just he didn't have it. You never got to meet his father as well, so you assumed it was a delicate topic which you shouldn't touch the wound.

"I promise is not going to be that bad." He perked a eye open as you only arched an eyebrow "The league of villains won't suspect a thing, I have all undercover."

"Should I even ask if you are going to be carefull or..?" He chuckled before kissing your head.

"Now that I have a reason to come back home? I think I need to at least remain alive to come back home to you, don't you think?"

Sighing deeply you got on top of him, enjoying how even despite years together, you could still flustered him a bit when you sat on his lap and planted a sweet kiss on his lips and then on the middle of his messy eyebrows.

"I love you." You murmured on his forehead before looking down at him only to be met with a equal in love like smile on his face "be safe, and don't make them lose their patience with you like you do to me bird brain."

"Oh I wouldn't." He grabbed kn your thighs and got up to nuzzle his nose against yours "This special treatment is only reserved to you. Irritating you is the best part of my day and I won't do it to anyone else since is not the same anyway."

"Say what again asshole?" You glared playful at him as he laughed.

"Nothing nothing!"

You howled in lain before another Jat of vomit came out of you as your colleague winced from the sink of the bathroom. Exiting the toilet, you did your best to wash your mouth with the sink water as your friend tapped you on the back.

"Are you okay?"

Humming before spitting in the sink, you grabbed your bag from her and started to walk out of the bathroom as she followed you with furrowed eyebrows.

"Doesn't sound like it. You've passing out and puking a lot lately."

"Just a stomach bug." You mumbled, grabbing your wallet and giving the guy who worked near your job place selling baked goods.

"Uhum. Stomach bug sure." She replied sarcastically before you sent a glare and bited hard on your pantry. "Ok, maybe you are nervous with your husband's thing going on? I saw the news with him and endeavour on it. Sounded pretty bad."

"He is okay." You lied through your teeth after gulping down "Just wish he had more time to just relax instead of all this dangerous shit he get sometimes."

"He is a hero." She giggled before frowning and secretly pointing at the direction fo some guys with tuxedos watching you "They again."

You scoffed and sended them a very explicit middle finger as your colleague gasped while you stormed off.

"You're crazy?! Did you forget they are from your own husband's agency?!" You rolled your eyes at her complains before eating your pantry again.

"Sick of them." Yiu mumbled with mouth full before stopping abruptly at a ice cream shop.

"... maybe you are with stomach bug with the way you've been eating like a elephant." Your friend snorted as you giggled.

"I just didn't had breakfast!"

You didn't like to come back home and find your husband walking from side to side with a hand gripping the right side of his hair.

"Kei..." You sighed, putting down the fried chicken you bought on your way home as he stopped at hearing your voice "I know is not easy, but you need to calm down... I'm worried about you."

"... I'm afraid Dabi discover who you are and where we live." You frowned "I just talked with the president. They said they will move you to a secret and safe location, but guess what? I don't trust them either." He growled behind his hand. Eyes peaking through his fingers when you hugged him.

"I will be okay. I can defend myself just fine from the commission, and if Dabi comes around I will just throw a bucket of ice water on him." You forced a giggled to come out but he inly frowned and grasped on your hands.

"(Y/n) this is not a joke. First it was best jeanist and I sure don't want to fake your death just to prove some fucked up loyalty to that people neither trust you with the comission-" you shushed him.

"I know. I know. But if we freak out right now, we won't find a solution." You sighed before caressing his cheeks in hopes to calm him down. "I can take a trip to another place, but I am not okay with that. I would rather stay here for you."

"I don't want you getting hurt or killed..." he whispered in agony, resting his forehead in yours as his wings trembled...

You glared at the ground before sighing, hugging him close and not commenting when he reciprocated the gesture but with enough force to leave you breathless.

You were shaking ... the stick in your hands with two pink lines making you want to throw up again.

Making your way to the sofa of your temporary home you dropped down with a shaky sigh as you grabbed knto your hair line.

Pregnant...

Why the hell did you had to get pregnant right now? There was literally a freacking war between the heroes and students of UA against the league of villains or what they called themselves now: the Paranormal Liberation Front.

You were about to bite on your fingernails, a bad habit you had which your husband ever since from young age had to stop you from doing it every now at then, until the TV suddenly appeared no one no less than your own husband.

Killing someone.

Twice. The guy he had talked about which seemed like actually a good person by your husband's words.

Your eyes widened in shock as you got up immediately, the positive test long forgotten... dropped on the ground even.

You couldn't believe your own eyes... Dabi was filming the whole thing! And not only that... the bastard just had to cause a freacking show about it.

Takami... your husband's last name was revealed to everyone in LIVE,... now you could understand. Takami was a thief... but how the hell did Dabi knew all about your husband long forgotten past?

Something on your gut told you some part of it was because his mother was involved...

You widened your eyes in horror and screamed at you top of your lungs when the arsonist burned your husband alive. His wings, half of his face were the most damage and you dropped on your knees to thank God one student of UA, Tokoyami rushed to help Hawks... you had met him before, he was a good kid.

You couldn't remember much after that... you were frozen in fear and you only could pick your cellphone up to answer a call from Fuyumi Todoroki, a friend in high school, and could only remember her crying hysterically on the phone... not only apologizing for what you had to watch...

But crying in despair in seeing that Dabi, the man who almost murdered your husband was her long lost brother.

Touya todoroki.

You couldn't count how much you cursed the president of the hero comission for just abandoning him like that.

His past was out, his reputation as a hero, along with Endeavour's, was completely ruined after being watched by many how killed someone.

You never felt so good in your life until you slapped that woman's face so hard it left her with bruise. The guards didn't even had time to get you as you Ean out of the building.

You caught your mother in law leaving the house keigo had bough her in a hurry and you almost, almost, pushed her right in the face. But you went with just grabbing her sleeve and demanding why the fuck she looked like she was about to run away.

"I had no choice, he forced me to. I left a letter for Keigo. Please let go of me." She spoke, trembling, as you glared at her and let her go with a click of your tongue.

"You are not worth of being called a mother." You spotted as she merely nodded and got inside a car and ran away.

At least with these unfortunate encounters, you discovered where Hawks was.

You talked desperately with the nurses and doctors and finally someone took pity on you and leaded you where Keigo was... but only after you confirmed that you were actually a relative of his.

"His wings were burnt to a crisp." The doctor meekly told you as you approached your unconscious loved one "But there is a chance of them growing back again."

You frowned, tears falling down from your eyes as you sniffled. Brushing some of his golden hair away from his face.

"About the bandages? How long will he have to use..." You mentioned to the thing attached to his mouth and inumerous bandages wrapped around his head "this?"

"Is uncertain, but I will notify as soon as I get a official result. But I guarantee you that he will be out soon."

"What? He needs treatment right now." You spoke in wary as the doctor sighed.

"I know, but we can't let him stay too long in here. He will need to be treated in home."

You growled... so this is what he gains after saving everyone's ass.

"Fine." You growled again "Give me the papers when you all think is when we need to go."

The doctor nodded and closed the door of the room as you shakily sobbed into his unconscious body.

"I told you this was dangerous you idiot..." You whimpered.

He had woken up a few days later, but couldn't mutter a word. Not even look at you he could...

A frown was permanent in your features as you sighed and Mr jeanist appeared to pick you both up... your husband needing a device to communicate was the worst of all to you.

He didn't showed any hurt on reading his mother's note... he simply expressed to you and Jeanist that he was just... free. Of the takami name and the hero comission.

Later on, you somehow found yourself helping Todoroki Rei to get up and comfort her the best you could. As Hawks and beast jeanist were in a state of shock.

You politely decline to talking with your friend, explaining that you had to get your husband home and she nodded in approval of your decision... in both of you two state of crisis you had cried your eyes out to Fuyumi in the call you two had.

So obviously, she knew already of your... "secret".

"Thank you so much for your help. I'm sure Deku will be found soon." You bowed politely to Jeanist as he shaked his hands saying how thanking him for helping wasn't necessary.

"I trust you will take care of him." You glanced over your shoulder at your husband sitting down.

"Of course." You smiled in sadness at the pro hero "Who else would?"

He nodded before going away. Leaving you to close the door of your luxious apartment which you hadn't been since the talk you had with hawks about you needing to go somewhere where it was safe.

And now thinking about it, you thanked God for Keigo to immediately turn your idea down to go where his mother used to live.

You approached carefully where the man was sitting and gently sat down by his side, remaining some sort of distance despite your wants in case Keigo wasn't comfortable.

'You aren't obligated to stay.' You jumped at the device sound as you tutted at seeing his expression... still not looking at you.

"Yeah I know that." You did your best to sound strong.

'I'm sorry.' He closed his eyes as he fisted his pants.

"Hey, none of that now." You hushed before kneeling down in front of him and holding onto his hands for him to clench on you rather than hurt himself "Is over for now. All you need is a bath and to calm down right now."

He opened his eyes again and you furrowed your eyebrows at seeing the glossy watery look on his eyes.

'I need to.' The device spoke for him 'Look at what I did and made you go through.'

"Yeah I know some of them wasn't right things to do Keigo but you had the comission up on your ass to do what they demanded and I get that." You squeezed his hands together to make him look at you "I know all of it."

'Even the Takami part now.'

"Yeah and I don't care." He widened his eyes at that "Yes Keigo I don't care. Who cares if your last name is Takami?"

"My father was-"

"A thief. I know. But you aren't." You cupped his bruised cheeks the best you could "A name don't make someone what they are. Is simple as that. And honestly? Hearing all of that made me angry, yes."

You could hear a whimper from beneath all of what he was using now.

"But not at you honey. Never at you. Hell, I slapped the president of the hero comission as soon as I found her, and if I had the opportunity I would beat your father until he was unconscious."

'You what?' The device spoke nonchantly but his wide eyes wide open expressed how shocked and worried he was at listening to this new information.

"Yes I slapped the president. Across the face. She has a red bruise on her snooty bitch ass cheek now." You spoke nonchantly as he blinked at you before lowering his gaze down once again.

'I was scared of you knowing my last name. they would always say to hide it with all costs. It would damage my carrier but probably on what you thought of me. that was at least my fear. But now look at me...'

You frowned when a faint, muffled and weak chuckle echoed in the room.

'I'm useless. I am free from all of their strings but for what? I can't even fucking fly anymore or take care of you.'

You sighed, getting up from the ground and gently pulling him up.

"No one in this world can protect me better than you. And you aren't useless, never was and never will be. Your wings are going to grow back, the doctor told me so, but with or without wings, quirk or quirkless... hero or not-" You kissed delicately the tip of his nose as he closed his eyes shut at the gesture "I love you. No matter what shape, form, carrier or being well or not."

You hummed at him pulling you in for a hug... carrying his back while being very carefull around where his once wings were as he shook from the weak sobs he let out... bruised hands clinging onto you with all his might.

"(Y-Y/n)...I.. I'm sorry..." his voice was so weak and broken you had to hush him once again.

"Shh... don't speak. Lets wait you heal a bit first okay? You don't need to apologize for anything Kei..." You rubbed his back up and down with care as he shaked from the sobs... all of what he had been through finally getting to him and making him crumble down to the frightened child he was never allowed to be.

A few minutes of him sobbing finally submitted to little sniffles and coughs of him until you perked up at the device speaking again. . You were at least glad he took your words seriously this time.

'You deserve better. You should leave. You don't deserve this.'

"Hate to tell you this Hon." You sighed with a weak smile before looking at him "But you're stuck with me ever since the moment you dropped down on one knee and I said 'yes'."

You pulled him in for a hug after he let out a watery chuckle.

"You still need to wait a bit to eat fried chicken again Kei, remember? Only soft foods."

He faked whined before walking to the living room and sitting down with a supposed annoyed sigh.

"How is your cheek?" You asked, without battling a eye to him nor his supposed tantrum as you placed the food for both of you on the plates.

"Better." His voice was back but still a tad bit husky than usual. "Could be better if I had my favorite meal with my favorite person but guess you don't love me enough for that."

"Glad to see your drama is back Hon." You spoke nonchantky, sitting yourself down next to him as you carefully handed him his food.

Things were difficult yes, but still even in darkness you two somehow found some light in each other to just keep going.

"Is not drama, I'm just tired of eating the same thing." He grumbled poking his food as you snorted.

"I bed whoever is above that our kid when is born don't get that petulant attitude or else I'm screwed." You chuckled, only after taking a bite out of your food that you noticed the wide eyes on your husband's face as he dropped his utensils down.

"Wh... what was that?"

You blinked before widening your own eyes in shock. With all the problems you two had over these weeks and you to help Keigo's psychological state the best you could along with a therapist you had completely forgotten about your own pregnancy.

Heck, you even forgot when Fuyumi asked if you had told him already...

Way to go (Y/n). Brings the big news like that out of no where.

"(Y/n)." He placed his plate aside and grabbed gently on your shoulders "What did you say?"

"I'm..." You gulped, staring right back at wide golden Brown eyes "I'm so sorry Kei... I forgot to tell you with all this going on..."

"What? Did you forgot?" He asked, almost out of breath.

"... while you were fighting with the Paranormal Liberation Front... I discovered I was...p-pregnant..."

A pregnant silence (no pun intended) established on the room until you saw Keigo's shoulders shaking a bit as you looked up to see him with a watery smile.

"Is this a joke?"

"Why the fuck would I joke about something like that right now?!" You exclaimed and he barked in a laugh pulling you both up as he twirled you around. "KEIGO YOU'RE STILL RECOVERING!"

"I'm happy." He stopped to put you down and rest his forehead in yours "I'm scared out of my mind.. anxious even. But happy ... God dove..." he let out a mixture of a laugh and a sob before kissing hard on your lips "Thank you... thank you so much."

"For what?"

"Giving me a slice of what a normal life is... making me happy every damn day. To give my life a purpose." He caressed gently your growing belly as his smiled could light up the whole room "For how long now?"

"I guess is about 1 month and a half? I have to see yet a doctor so..." You spoke quietly with a smile on as he kissed you deeply one more time... whispering how much he adored and loved you, and how he couldn't wait to meet the lil bundle of joy that was growing inside you.

#hawks x reader #keigo takami x reader #bnha characters x reader #bnha heroe x reader #zuffer writings #my fingers hurt from writing this one #hope os not a piece of trash since is been a whole sonce I wrote for Hawks

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lovestruckangels · 1 year

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LOV Headcanons (w/ rambles) ; Romantic edition

CWs/content: None. Gender neutral fluff

Request: Self indulgent | Romantic headcanons for the main LOV characters

Characters: Sako Atsuhiro (Mr.Compress), Touya Todoroki (Dabi), Himiko Toga, Kurogiri, Tomura Shigaraki

Word count: ~2,420 total

🪄 Mister Compress 🪄

•This man is a charmer, he's a magician after all- being charming and endearing is practically his job description- he's quite flirtatious and experienced when it comes to being romantic.

•Though, once he joined the League he placed his love life (and the very idea of love) on the back burner- that was, of course, until he met you.

•At first he'd struggle with the thought of even engaging in a relationship due to how dangerous it'd be to have a partner being in one of the strongest villian organizations, but the more he got to know you outside of the League, the more he knew he had to take a chance.

•After your first date he walked you back to your home and kissed your palm goodnight, slipping his number into your pocket sometime during the night.

•He has a few pet names he loves calling you; usually his beloved, his lovely assistant, and his other half.

• The truth is, he can't be there for you as much as he'd like to- being the main plan maker of the League leaves him with little time on his hands, but the few chances he gets, he makes sure to spend it showering you with lavish gifts and presents to show how much he cares.

•He tries to shelter you from his other life, wanting to keep you from any more danger that you'd be in being with him.

🔥 Touya Todoroki 🔥

•Touya never expected to be one to fall in love, or have it reciprocated- that was, until he met you, someone who can look past his scarred appearance and rough outer shell is all he's ever wanted, to have someone who will love him unconditionally

•Having a rather unique appearance makes it difficult to hide, so you pretty much knew who he was when you met each other.

•At first he was rude and almost jumpy, he couldn't have anything- or anyone - getting in the way of his one desire. But everything changed the day you showed how much you cared for him. Whatever it was you did, that one act of kindness truly made the difference in him.

•While he's not one for being expressive of his feelings in the typical way- he'd start being more protective over you, saying things along the lines of "well, you're already close now, we can't have you telling everyone our secrets."

•The truth is, he doesn't want you getting hurt, and knowing how close you've become to him- he knows that in some way, you probably will- but he will fight equally as hard for his goals as he does for yours.

• Touya is the kind of partner to be there for you, and while he may not be the best with displaying his love, he shows he cares. Usually giving you his coat and pulling you away from danger.

•He absolutely loves when you run your fingers through his hair, or trace along his fingers- in his eyes it humanizes what he believes to be a monster- by making him feel loveable you show him that through everything he's been through, and unlike he's been taught, he is enough.

•The first date he takes you on is to get something to eat and lay down as the sunsets and watch as the night sky starts to take over. He tells you that it's probably not the most amazing first dates but with being who he is- he knows anywhere else would put you both in danger. And that seems to be a running theme with him, he doesn't take you out to lavish dates or insane parties, but small, intimate places where the two of you don't have to pretend to be or behave anyway that isn't truly you.

•His nicknames for you include his love and his flame.

🌸 Himiko Toga 🌸

•Himiko doesn't really have anyone around her age to be friends with- any chance she's gotten at true relationships with people her age has been fighting with them, or trying to take them in to recruit- so even in the opportunity of a true relationship it's hard to be broken off for one or the others safety.

• When she meets you, someone who's goals and ideas are so different from what she's used to, she knows she has to understand you better. The more she follows you around, the more she understands you, the more she wants to be like you- and the harder she falls for you.

•She's rather "normal" looking in comparison to the others, so she can usually scoot by with going out in public without the need for a disguise- especially if she just lets her hair down.

•When you actually meet for the first time and hold a conversation she's giddily bouncing and talking extremely fast, happily pointing and moving her hands around.

•Your first date with her was at an arcade, where she happily won a bat plushie that you said reminded you of her. She won it for you after a few tries and happily bounced around the rest of the day, happy you accepted her gift.

•I imagine she never really "calms down" when it comes to you- she's always excited and blushy when she thinks of you, her heart beating through her chest at the meer mention of your name.

• There's never a dull moment with her, especially with the all the work and fighting she has to do.

• Regardless, she's a sweet and protective girlfriend, more than willing to lay down her life if it came to it to protect you. She loves you and fights for you, especially since she loves to come back to you to cuddle after a successful mission.

•She calls you her model ,and babycakes the most, but she tends to switch through nicknames daily.

⚡ Kurogiri ⚡

• Kurogiri is a intelligent man- he does his best to keep the League as safe as possible and keep casualties outside of fighting the heroes to a minimum. In fact, that's how he met you.

• Unfortunately, on your way home, you got caught in the crossfire between them and the heroes- and while the heroes were willing to kill you- he was not, he pulled you to back behind the league to protect you. After the battle, Kurogiri turned to you- to see that you had been slumped over from a head injury.

• He took care of you, as he does the rest of the League, making everyone celebrates their victories- no matter how small.

• When you wake up he makes sure that you're okay as well- and since they can't let you free ( you could give away the base, get them caught, etc.) They decide to keep you as a sort of leverage if necessary, but soon you became a close friend to (admittedly) everyone within the League.

•Their cold and violent exteriors began to fall around you, including his, and seeing how they began to trust you- so did he.

•You both began to stay up and talk on the bar while the others slept, and of course conversations began to lead to more flirty directions.

•He's well-spoken and surprisingly kind from what you expected of a villian- which lead to a slowly developing romance.

•It caught him off guard at one point, when you went to hold his hand, and you pressed through the thick mist of his exterior, his yellow slits widened and he pulled his hand away immediately- as he wasn't used to any sort of contact like that.

•As you two got more used to one another, you managed to get more used to being able to hold him, and him hold you.

•He usually refers to you as Darling or his love.

🧤 Tomura Shigaraki 🧤

• Despite what many may think, Shigaraki's calm and almost aloof exterior can be hard to read- especially if you've only known him for a few minutes.

• Once you're able to get to know him though, it becomes obvious just how much he cares for the League.

• Shigaraki is incredibly careful of every move, every action and every word. Even if it doesn't seem like it he's gone through almost every action he can to ensure his and his found family's safety.

• On your first date, it seemed like he hated you without even knowing you, however, he was watching and analyzing you, quietly, which was rather awkward at first.

• Shigaraki isn't much for contact or touching to express his love, in fact- he often prefers to give you gifts, and spend time together, especially if he can multitask and finish plans while you spend time together.

• You may have to remind him to slow down and take his time, as he tries to get his plans to go through as quickly and as efficiently as possible, often wearing himself out.

•Often times he refers to you as his muse or his love.

#Mr Compress #Dabi #touya todoroki #toga himiko #kurogiri #Tomura Shigaraki #League of villians headcanons #MHA headcanons #romantic headcanons #reposted and edited from an old account of mine

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soobicitos · 1 year

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hard to love

why? you asked to yourself. why.

your favourite cup slipped from your hand, and shattered into pieces. tears rolled down your cheeks, why?

you couldn't help but feel sad about the broken fret, yet you knew your reaction had a deeper meaning within it.

maybe it was the fact that a cup with such valuable meaning in this state represented exactly what you, in your mind, did wrong. that thing that kept bothering you, wondering if you did something different maybe things could have gone the opposite way. yet you didn't.

"don't cry over spilled milk" your mom used to say, you always had this need to help people, everyone, you wanted to be salvation, the light on their darkest time. yet things never go how you want them to, at least not always. when that happens, you ground yourself crying over what could have been if, or why.

"why did you have to be so broken" always looking for an answer, a reason why.

he was the most beautiful, quiet, calm, comforting person. but he was broken, people broke him. he couldn't go back to his old self anymore, the damage wasn't just a scratch.

yet you wanted to love him, maybe your love could be as effective as glue, you took the time to pick up every little piece and try to fix him. you wanted him to love you the same way you loved him.

maybe you were too selfish, thinking you could bare with all the consequences of it. touching the sharp glass pieces with you bare hands, hurting your fingers in the process, but still trying to put every piece together, to get him back.

you were selfish, thinking you could see the spark of his eyes, you didn't even get to see him that way, the damage was already done when you first met, but you still wanted to see that part of him, you hoped your love would be enough to get him back, that someone you never met but wished you did.

you wished you had met him before, maybe you could have protected him from the world, maybe you could have gotten the chance to watch him smile brightly, getting a better view of his cute fangs get a glimpse of his shiny eyes and him loving you with such force, you would give anything to get that.

you were left feeling sorry. sorry for not continuing to fix him, sorry for not being able to put up with the painful burning the cuts in your fingers made you feel. you didn't run out of love, no, loving him was too painful, so big that it hurt him and yourself. you ran out of glue and bandaids for your bloody hands.

you felt mad, "why doesn't he make an effort too? doesn't he realise how he hurts me?" in fact he did, he was scared, scared to be stepped on, turning the pieces left on the ground into tiny bits of nothing. a little part of him hoped you would get away first, and he wouldn't be so invested on you to even feel sad about it, yet you were so patient with him, holding him so softly treating him with such care, it was everything he had ever dreamed of, but he couldn't give that love back to you, he ran out of it. he run out of songs to sing along with you, and he couldn't help but feel sorry. you didn't deserve him, he knew that, but he was selfish too and enjoyed feeling soft, lovable. not realising the consequences that his own selfishness could bring.

it hit him like a truck, you had snapped at him. the stress work gave you plus your "unbothered" boyfriend was the cause of it. he wasn't unbothered, he was trying his best to confort you or at least show the most affection he had. you two couldn't hold things any longer, he knew the time would come, the time were you would need him, need his love and caring to be overwhelming even, but he decided to ignore it.

you had kicked the glass in frustration "why can't i do it? am i not enough?" you were mad, mad at yourself and how you couldn't help him. you felt even worse when you realised you had broken him even further, just what he was scared of.

"i'm sorry taehyun, i can't keep with this any longer, i really tried to, i really tried but you're just too hard to love" bursting into tears, frustration coming out from every inch of your body.

no reaction. he didn't say anything, he just stared at the crying mess you were. he felt like he had been crushed, even worse with the view he had in front of him, he couldn't move.

even when he had expected this, he couldn't say he was prepared for that moment, he wasn't.

his form of love was too soft, too light and thin, so much that sometimes you couldn't even see it, like it was invisible, it made you insecure, scared that maybe that love was never even there, or it could be broken with such ease that you had to be extremely cautious with it, it was fragile.

your form of love was harsh, rough, loud. and you wanted to be loved with the same amount of force, but you two were too different from each other, opposites.

it wasn't your fault, neither his. you didn't break him, and it wasn't your job to fix the damage others had done, you couldn't. he hadn't recovered yet, he had fresh wounds, big purple bruises adorning his body, and anyone that would make contact with his fragile self would make him feel even more pain, he didn't want to feel that, he was rightfully scared that his scars would get worse.

things out of your control always made you feel frustrated, mad, and sorrow. why would destiny put the both of you in the same place? why did he have to come into your life?

you regret the day you met, you hoped that the sea would have warned you of what was going to happen next, maybe it did. you regret stopping to admire the little drawings he made on the sand, regret asking him permission to get a picture of it.

maybe if you didn't meet him in the beach, he wouldn't have appeared again like it happened in that cafe. oh how easy it was to recognise his pink hair and his beautiful eyes. always wearing soft clothing, looking so calm. he had recognised you as well, looking so bright even wearing the darkest shade of black, he could swear you always managed to stand out without realising. waving to each other, just trying to be polite.

looking back into it, destiny was the worst, the way it made the two of you bump into each other all the time, the way you two grew closer, the way you two fell in love. you hope you never look back into that memory.

staring at the broken cup, your crying was never caused by its broken self, but for the familiar crash that came from it. bringing back the moment you gave up on fixing your favourite person, and how you were left with nothing but the view of him with brand new purple bruises in his pale skin.

a/n: i really hope you enjoyed, this is my first post so it might be a little weird with few mistakes, but i will work to improve !! ㅠㅠ

im not really satisfied with this draft, but i really wanted to post something. if i have any grammar mistakes please tell me !! english isn't my first language so there might be a lot.

#txt #angst #txt angst #taehyun angst #kang taehyun #tyun #txt fic #taehyun x reader

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aurora567 · 1 month

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Little Mouse Ch. 23

Warnings this fic will contain mature themes. Such as but not limited to teasing, kidnapping, Stockholm syndrome, very unhealthy relationships, some elements of non-con/rape, threesomes, drug use, breath play, voyeurism, branding, sex.

Summery: We get some fun little banter among some of the LOV members and Rin. And of course some spicy time with Dabi in the middle

Word Count: 5621

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The following days Rin spent just hanging around the hideout. She was not exactly sure what the group was doing, though she never actually asked anyone. Toga told her a little about what she had been doing. But honestly getting the girl to talk about anything other than some boy and girl about her age that she seemed to know, or thinks she knows was hard. Apparently she had met the boy earlier and had apparently developed some form of a crush. Though border line stalkerish feelings felt more accurate to the red head. The girl, Toga had fallen in love with after her last mission.

Twice and Mr. Compress were far more willing to talk work than the crazy girl. They had no issues telling her about Shigaraki’s plans to try to get the group some much needed money. And much needed it really was. Rin was quickly growing tired of cold showers with no heat or electricity and the cheap stolen meals. Still she was not sure if her lack of involvement was due to Shigaraki not trusting her, Dabi not wanting her in the field or some other stupid reason. But honestly she could not even wear pants yet still so she was not going to complain about being kept locked up.

Though apparently not everyone enjoyed that the woman decided to just walk around without pants. At least she wore one of Dabi’s long torn up shirts that covered most of her ass and panties.

“You really need to put on some damn pants,” Was the growl that had come from Spinner the one day she was walking around the base in just a shirt and her panties. Apparently Rin had no longer given any shits about being nearly naked in front of anyone.

“Don’t like it, don't look,” She had barked back as she had been walking past the over-sized lizard and happily flipped him the bird at the same time. Should it have felt weird being eye candy for all the men? Maybe. But once again Rin had oddly stopped caring or maybe she assumed no one would dare touch her for fear Dabi would roast them. Well everyone but Shigaraki. Apparently he was the one exception that Dabi would not stop. And knowing the two strongest members had her back did a fair number on upping her ego. She felt rather untouchable within the base with the knowledge no one would stop her from doing anything she wanted as long as it did not piss off either of said men. And so she fearlessly walked around with her body rather exposed.

“Awe Rin you're so brave walking around however you feel like,” Toga had praised her though it only made her softly arch an eyebrow at the young blonde.

“You make it sound like you're all shy. I think everyone here has seen you naked on a mission Toga,” Rin had said flatly. That knowledge had not exactly sat the best with her after learning the blonde's quirk did not allow her to keep her own clothes when shape shifting into other people. It also did not help that the young girl really was rather shameless.

“Yeah but that’s not something I can control. I do not choose to end up naked. You on the other hand choose to walk around almost naked,” Toga had argued back.

“Hey I’d put pants on if it wouldn’t hurt like hell,” Rin pouted softly, unable to help but reach back and run her fingers over the still sore skin. Wincing softly as her fingers touched the sore skin.

“I could give you one of my skirts,” Toga had offered, though one simple glance down at the blonde's tiny hips and Rin was softly shaking her head.

“Thanks but I think my ass is too big. Your skirt wouldn’t cover anything. Nor would I be able to get it zipped up,” she grumbled the last sentence to herself not wanting to admit that her waist was also not tiny enough to do up the skirt in order for her to actually wear it.

“So where’s Shiggy? I have not seen him around lately,” Rin had said, recalling she had not seen the man since he had paid her that mid night visit.

“He’s out looking for the Doctor,” Toga answered, which only had Rin look at her oddly. She has been with the league for weeks if not months. And she had no idea who that was.

“Who?” Rin asked with an eyebrow arched. The name seemed familiar but she could not place it.

“Oh he’s some supposed friend of All for One. He’s supposedly gonna help,” it was Mr Compress now who spoke up. Still that did not stop the odd, questioning look on her face. How odd they kept this Doctor person hidden from her.

“Is he a part of the League?” Rin was unable to help the question.

“Not exactly. He was the guy who built the Nomu’s,” Twice reminded her and that was what had her remember where she had heard the name. Shigaraki would talk with that man from time to time.

“Oh him,” Rin hummed now remembering the man Shiggy had mentioned only a time or two.

“And how exactly is he going to help?” She questioned which just had everyone shrugging their shoulders at her. Well at least it was not only her who Shigaraki kept in the dark. Should this have raised a red flag? Yes. Did she pay said flag any attention? Nope.

“Is Dabi out recruiting again?” She asked, recalling how that was what kept the dark haired man busy lately.

“Yep. He said there was some big fish interested in chatting with him. He seemed rather unsure but was also very interested,” Toga had said and this had Rin arch a brow at her. Oh? Dabi never mentioned anything to her.

“What do you mean big fish?” She asked, unable to help but be full of questions.

“Apparently he’s meeting with a ranked hero,” Toga said though she did not seem a hundred percent curtain with her answer.

That answer had Rin’s lips pressing together. A ranked hero turning to villiany was suspicious. Sure some hero’s were ass holes but she found it hard that one would turn and stop helping people. The hero society was more than corrupt in its own way, and that way often was in favour of a top hero. Why would someone using the system want to change it.

“Oh you’re thinking about something pretty hard there,” Compress was the one to notice the odd thinking face she had put on.

“It’s weird to think a top hero would join us. Most love the system and use it to their gain. If it’s someone like that then why would they want to get rid of the system they love to abuse? The others are honest to goodness good hearted. Those people would never change such views easily. It just does not make sense to me at all that anyone who is a ranked hero would join,” she said, simply unable to help but think hard about it. Sure a small no name hero may feel jealous and overlooked. They could want to change things. But a ranked hero surely would never feel that way or feel so desperate. She really wanted to know who was looking to join them.

“Eh, you're thinking too hard. If Shiggy and Dabi think the person is fine then I say okay,” Toga said more than happy to shrug off Rin’s uneasiness. Which had Rin sigh as it seemed that maybe Toga was right. Dabi and Shigaraki did not trust easily. If they had no issues then why should she?

“You’re right. If the guys approve then it must be fine,” Rin said even though she wasn’t sure she actually believed what she said. But she would at least try and relax in the meantime.

It was not till hours later that Shigaraki had returned after his apparent chat with the Doc. And whatever it was seemed to slightly sour the man’s mood. But she did not care, leaving the man child to stew in his own temper as she waited for Dabi to return. He was the one she wanted to talk to. It was well into the middle of the night that she heard the door to their shared room creak open. Rin had ended up softly drifting off still only wearing some panties and Dabi’s shirt she had picked up off the floor.

“Mmm if that’s you again Shigaraki I swear I will castrate you,” she had hissed when the sound of the door had stirred her from her light slumber. The deep chuckle that filled her ears though had her quickly blinking her eyes open, trying to desperately wake up.

“Oh did Crusty piss you off princess?” Dabi asked as he was shrugging his jacket off then working at his boots.

“He woke me up in the middle of the night the other night. I did not want a repeat,” she grumbled softly, waiting for the warm body to crawl in next to her so she could curl up against the new heat. She always hated how cold the bed was without him. Her comment had earned her another chuckle as Dabi curled an arm around her waist keeping her tucked against his side.

“How was recruiting?” She asked, her voice slightly muffled against his side.

“Fine,” was the single word she earned from him. That was not the answer she wanted. It was not surprising either.

“Just fine? You’ve been gone for a while. Surely you have either been having some success or it has not gone as well as you would like?” She asked, trying to see what she could learn. She was curious and could not help it.

“Eh it has not been as successful as I would like. Bunch of useless idiots,” Dabi had grumbled.

“Toga said you may have found someone interesting?” Rin kept pushing, well aware he could lash out at her at any moment. But that was part of the fun.

“That loose lipped moron,” Dabi had growled under his breath before answering her, “yeah had someone interesting try to reach out. But I am not too sure about him.”

Hmm okay this was at least something. It was clearly a male hero. Okay that’s not a lot of help. Most top ranked hero’s were indeed male. Few women had the strength or ability to make the top. People can scream equality all they want but she was well aware less women made it into the hero track, fewer yet made it out of being sidekicks. Well she knew it was not the rabbit hero Mirko who was the threat. But that did not narrow down the options.

“Well what makes you so unsure?” She asked easily playing stupid to the fact she was aware he was talking with a hero.

“He’s a shady fucker. I don’t trust him. But Shigaraki is extremely sure that he could be a very usable pawn,” Dabi had admitted. Ah this could explain why he was gone for so long. It was almost funny thinking that Dabi was actually working hard to try and prove the recruit was shady and not trustworthy.

“Hmm well if you are the one dealing with him then I am sure you will be able to figure it out,” she cooed softly as she gently placed a few kisses along his chest. She was being a kiss ass but she did not care as it seemed her playful kisses did their job of distracting her nosey pocking around. The sound of an almost animalistic growl rumbling in his chest told her that their conversation was no longer what he was directly thinking of.

“Well aren’t you feeling frisky,” she could hear the smirk in his tone even before she had looked up at him to see the wide smirk on his lips.

“Like I said. I missed you,” she said simply before quickly starting to trail kisses down his bare chest. Usually it was Dabi initiating the rough sex. But this time she was taking the lead as she teasingly trailed kisses down his body. And of course Dabi did not stop her as he watched the woman push the blankets off of them both as she moved herself down to his boxers.

All it took was a small soft hand running over his clothes erection and she could hear the sharp breath he had inhaled. She could feel him quickly growing hard under her hand. It brought her own smirk to her lips. It was a rather fun rush knowing that a man as dangerous as Dabi was putty in her hands so quickly. Her other hand was already tugging his boxers down at least far enough to feel his hard cock so her fingers could wrap around him. Her strokes were slow and teasing as her thumb would run over his already leaking tip.

“Seems you missed me too,” she teased, well aware the comment could get her in trouble. But that was what she wanted.

“Shut up. And put that lovely mouth of yours to work already,” as expected a hand had snapped out and grabbed a handful of her hair giving it a good rough tug. And that did things to her. The hand also wasted no time in pushing her head down towards him as her hand had never stopped slowly stroking him.

She never answered him as she simply parted her lips and teasingly ran her tongue over his tip. That was all the time she had before the hand was pushing her head down, already sending him deep into her mouth. She tried to run her tongue along what bit of his length that she could try to wet to the best of her ability. She tried not to gag when he hit the back of her throat. She was more than aware that Dabi had every plan to abuse her mouth. Working to relax her jaw she paid no attention to the hand in her hair picking the pace of how fast her head started to bob, nor how much of him she took into her mouth. She did not even try to hold back her gags any time he hit the back of her throat hard. The aching in the back of her head from his hand pulling at her hair was a dull pain but it was also a welcomed distraction. Tears had prickled at her eyes but she did not care. Focusing more so on trying to breath in time with the bobs of her head so she did not pass out as he used her mouth was a top priority.

Maybe she wanted to speed up things as she realized that Dabi was clearly growing closer to his climax thanks to the number of growing louder curses that had started to slip past the man's lips. Her free hand had slipped down and she did not even hesitate to cup his balls in her hand. Gently she massaged them hearing a rather loud fuck come from the man. That was also as good of a warning as she would get as well before she was met with a mouth full of salty cum. Struggling to swallow fast enough and not gag, she gave one final suck and ran her tongue over his tip before she pulled away letting go of him with a light pop.

Smirking up at him Rin took in the nice fucked out look he had on his face for a second as his head had rolled back as he had came. Now his head picked up to look down at her as she smirked up at him.

“Hmm maybe I should spend more time away if this is going to be how I am greeted,” Dabi was teasing as he panted softly and started to relax as he caught his breath.

“Oh do not get used to it,” She rolled her eyes at him before she had slowly crawled her way back up his body not even caring if she still had his boxers pulled down. If he wanted to put himself away he could but she was not going to. No, she simply wanted to cuddle now.

She would never admit it to him out loud but she did indeed miss him when Dabi was away and she was left home alone in the old abandoned building.

Rin was lounging around with Toga and twice in one of the larger rooms. The three were chatting about a magazine that Toga had grabbed with a little five finger discounting.

“That is so not true. Do women really like that stuff?” Twice had asked after reading something in the magazine.

“Yes,”

“No,”

Both women had answered at the same time but with completely different answers. Which had the two playfully glare at each other.

“Oh come on Rin that would be so romantic if a man did that,” Toga argued which had the red head rolled her eyes.

“No it ain’t. Just some bull shit, that’s like saying peacocking works,” Rin argued about some flirting tips the magazine had.

“I really don’t think you have any right to say in what works for flirting Rin. After all, look at your taste in men,” Toga and Twice had shared a glance at each other before Toga spoke up. Rin opened her mouth to argue but then again maybe the two blondes had a point. Rin’s taste in men lately had not exactly been great by normal people's standards. Though Shigaraki did not really count, the man just did not know or understand basic decency and just took what he wanted but then again Dabi never did stop him either. Yeah neither relationship was in any way normal nor healthy and she was not stupid enough to try and argue they were normal or healthy in any way.

“Okay fine. Don’t take advice from your senior,” the redhead said with a slight huff through her nose though keeping a straight face was hard as she tried not to burst out in laughter. Which did not happen as she couldn’t help but burst out in laughter. And in turn Twice and Toga started to laugh with her.

It wasn’t till a door opened and the rest of the league who were around walked in. Huh, when was the last time so many of them had gathered together for more than to grab meals anytime someone stole enough for them all? They were really going to need to figure something better out. But that was a thought for another time as she spotted everyone but Dabi slowly following into the room.

“Good we are all here,” came the raspy voice from Shigaraki after his eyes had glanced around taking in the small number of people. Well they were all there but Dabi but that was nothing new. Shigaraki seemed to love to give that man a different job than the rest of the group, was it a sign of trust? Or was it because out of everyone Dabi may be the most sane? Which was really saying something because no one in the room was really sane.

But the look of hands sitting over Shigaraki’s body seemed to have everyone in the room quickly growing quiet and fully focused on him. When Shigaraki wore the hands of his family on his body that was often a sign that something was about to happen.

“What’s up Shiggy?” Toga was the one to voice what everyone was thinking.

“We need some money. And I think I have found just the right people,” that was all that was said before Shigaraki was leading the way out of their makeshift home and through the darkness of night.

The place they were walking up to looked decent enough for the outside. Three stories out among the outskirts of the city. Place almost looked like a small mansion after every crappy old wear house or abandoned building they had been hiding away in. Hmm maybe there was promise here after all like Shigaraki thought. Though the thought of stealing from someone did not sit well with everyone we were also quickly growing tired of living like sewer rats. Or at least Rin was already tired of it.

Storming into the home was easy enough, though the sight had Rin raise an eyebrow. Well when Shiggy said they were a cult she did not think it was so odd. But they all seemed to be dressed the same. She never did understand that kind of crazy. All dressed in black with almost cartoonish looking skeletal masks, or at least that’s what she thinks they were aiming for. Of course they did not take it well when the league crashed into their home.

The group also seemed rather upset at seeing Spinner, even going as far as someone squawking about how the group had a lizard with them and it being disgusting. That had Rin shoot a hard glare at the group. Ah these were not some chasing alien god worshipers, no even worse, nothing more than bigots trying to use religion as a cover for their hate of fellow man. Mildly unsure how her comrade was handling the insults she glanced back over her shoulder from where she stood behind Shigaraki.

Spinner looked indifferent, which just had the woman grow curious. How often had he heard that before? Or worse? Spinner seemed happy to keep to himself, not usually bothering to join Rin, Toga and Twice when they got together to just hang out in the hideout. But he also did not outwardly treat anyone with hospitality. Which now had her wondering just how used to being alone was he? Did he assume everyone just shared the same opinions? And as such he feared letting people close. No matter now was not the time for that as she noticed the cultists jumped to action finally.

Did one honestly swing a candle stand? That’s honestly what it looked like. Their attacks were sloppy, easy to dodge. And they were slow. Kind of felt like it was almost unfair. Even though the cult started out with more numbers it did not take long before their numbers dwindled down fast. Rin proceeded to slam her elbow into someone’s face, cracking both the mask and bones as she was sure she smashed the man’s face in. Or at least she thinks the face was once belonging to a guy. Kind of hard to tell with bits of mask still trying to cling to his face as well as the blood that was freely gushing down the person's face.

Glancing up she watched Shigaraki not even hesitate to lay his entire hand against some cultists face. She watched as the body all too fast started to turn grey and crack as the person turned to dust in front of Shigaraki. The sight sent a shiver down her spine. It was so easy to forget that Shigaraki was a cold blooded killer, the man would not hesitate to end a life. While Rin had made sure not to kill anyone herself. Though she had a feeling that her kindness would not have mattered, someone would probably finish them off after her. But she was still held by her word, she had told Shigaraki she did not want to kill anyone. And that had not changed.

Glancing around, blood splattered the walls and floor. Well not just the walls but also them. Everyone seemed to have some blood on them, even she had not been able to get away without blood splattering across her body. Ugh this was going to be a pain cleaning up after everything. Washing clothes without blood stains was a big enough pain.

Being pulled from her mind she turned to look over at Twice who was looking through a dresser or something complaining about how religion did not have much money involved. Which just had the red head roll her eyes. This was far from a normal religious group. Of course there would not be immense riches with this group. Toga started complaining about the tip of one of her odd needle things having broken. Which in turn had even Mr. Compress complaining his own arm had seen better days.

“Remind me later Mr. Compress I will see what I can do for your arm,” She called out looking up at the man who had made his way up to the second story. As a reply she watched the man raise his real hand and tip his hat to her. She really liked it better when she could actually see the man's face. He was always so hard to read with his dang masks on all the time.

“Well you guys can hunt for valuables, I am going to look for a bathroom and try to clean some of this blood up,” Rin said staring down at the front of her blood covered shirt with a wrinkle of her nose.

“Awe but Rin you look so pretty when covered in blood,” Toga called out in such a childish way as if she was not actually talking about someone looking good and being covered in blood. Still Rin left the group to look around the house. It surely would have a working bathroom where she could quickly clean herself up at least a little bit before she would return to them and see what they found.

Having left the bathroom after washing the blood the best she could from her hands and face she made her way back to the main room she had left the group in. Toga and Twice were looking over the things they had started to stuff into bags and other things but she was not really paying much attention as she noticed Shigaraki’s eyes quickly landed on her as she entered the space and started to walk towards him.

“We should not linger too long. It’s a bit of a walk home. And who knows if anyone could have overheard or saw anything. It is doubtful how far out of the way this place is but still we can not take the risk,” Rin voiced as she walked to stand beside Shiggy. She watched his eyes glance at her from behind the hand on his face but after a second he nodded his head agreeing with her.

“I have somewhere else we will be staying at. But it's still a bit of a walk,” Shigaraki said, which in turn now had Rin nodding her head. She knew not to question or argue with the man even if she was unsure about a new place to hide out in.

Silently she watched as Shigaraki started to walk away from her. That seemed to be a universal sign for everyone to pay attention to him as he started to head towards the way they had entered. Silently everyone was quick to follow after Shigaraki as they started to leave the mansion like home. Though Rin wondered if what they carried out with them was worth all the blood shed for? It did not seem like they were carrying all that much. Oh well she could not worry about such things. It would surely make her feel bad and cause her to linger on it and that would surely not be healthy for her. Then again pushing her feelings under the rug was not a good coping mechanism either. Oh well seemed like it was a damned if you do and damned if you don’t mental situation she was in.

Rin eyes around the old abandoned looking construction sight, or maybe it was some dig site? She honestly did not know nor did it truly matter. As long as it was safe and there was somewhere decent to sleep she did not care. And Dabi, that was also her only other requirement. As long as she had somewhere to sleep and Dabi knew where she was that was all that truly did matter now. Funny how things change in what was only a few months. Or she thought it was months. Winter had not come yet so that told her it had only been months, not yet a year. But she had to be approaching five or six months now easily. Then again she wasn’t even sure which day or month it exactly was. Summer was clearly coming to an end though. But it was not directly cold enough to be true winter yet. But nights were truly getting cold when she was uncomfortable when Dabi was not there to warm her and she was forced to sleep dressed in some clothes for added warmth.

Rin was sitting back on the floor watching as the group was now starting to look through their spoils of war. Now that the sun was up and they all had caught a couple of hours in the early hours of the morning. But now all were awake. Toga and twice were looking at some jewelry. Hmm Rin wondered if it was made with gold and was all real? If yes then the necklace Twice was putting on Toga was actually a little valuable. If not and it was all fake, well then it was not worth anything. But it was cute watching Twice help Toga. The two reminded her of some siblings. An older brother helping his little sister. And she knew Toga was just as quick to help Twice as well. It was easy to see how the league in a way was like a makeshift family.

The sudden burst of the door opening drew Rin’s attention. The sight of Dabi walking into the building had a smile tugging at her lips. She almost jumped to her feet to greet him but instead she held back, she moved slowly to push herself up to her feet but not yet moving. Her eyes were locked on him watching him as he tried to claim the group was just kicking back. Of course he tried to make it sound like he was such a poor overworked man. She rolled her eyes at the man. She was well aware he spent more time burning people to a crisp than anything else. Apparently Toga shared at least somewhat similar thoughts as she seemed to tease Dabi about just being bad at judging people.

Shigaraki, who had been contemplating something, spoke up. This drew Rin’s attention away from the others as Shigaraki. He was snacking on what little food was available. Talking about how it had only been a month since Kurogiri had been arrested. Has it only been a month? Realistically she could not tell.

“Yeah that sounds about right,” she mumbled more so to herself than to the man as she actually started to try and count the days that she could remember. It felt more like a lifetime ago now when Kurogiri had been Shigaraki’s keeper, not her.

“No luck finding the doctor either,” it had not been meant as a question but was indeed something a blunt truth being pointed out. Honestly Rin could not care about some old doctor that used to help All For One. Rin felt if the doctor actually was an ally he should have tried to make contact. If Guran could still find them then so could this so-called doctor. Though the comment Toga made about Shiggy missing Kurogiri almost had her snickers it was kinda cute to think the man actually had the ability to miss someone and most likely cared about them to some degree.

Rin’s attention was pulled away from watching Twice and Toga as she turned to see it was Spinner who was questioning Shigaraki. Curious to see how this would go and few stood up to Shigaraki in such a manner or questioned his decisions. Would the man child lash out? Or would he do something different as she watched Spinner question the leader of their little ragtag team of mostly criminals? And to be fair to Spinner the question was a valid one. What was Shigaraki’s next plan? The part about Stain held no interest to her. But even Rin had to admit she wanted to know the answer as she watched Shigaraki. Though watching Spinner lose his cool for once was interesting.

It seemed everyone was watching what was to come next as Shigaraki started his reply to spinner before a loud crash outside had everyone tense up and rushing to see what was happening. Were they under attack? Was it hero’s and the cops? Or something else?

The answer to those unasked questions was not what Rin expected. The man, beast or monster, whatever it was looked a little less than human with its incredible height and odd human-like body. What the fuck was that thing? A human mountain hybrid?

“Are you the one who succeeded One for All?” holy crap it could talk. Alright, maybe it was more human than Rin had first assumed. It seemed Rin may not have been the only one a little surprised. Although Shigaraki was looking downright delighted as he lighted the hand that he had placed over his face seconds earlier before rushing out.

This thing was a weapon? Actually that made sense, it looked somewhat human but was not. Was it something like nomu”s? Was it some scientific experiment? And if it was meant to be an ally why was it suddenly attacking them?

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#boku no hero #mha #bnha smut #no beta read #bnha dabi #dabi #dabi smut #dabi x oc

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veg-hotwings · 2 years

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Controversial take on Shigaraki

Shigaraki is getting a lot of hate now, more than ever, and I won't justify him, I get it. It's legit.

But somehow I never thought about him as a real villain. I started MHA from the anime, and until season 3 he was quite bland to me. During the USJ attack I even thought he was gonna be only a small boss, not the major antagonist, and when he reappeared I was surprised. His motives were shallow, and his childish nature irked me.

Then the Shie Hassaikai came up and I thought: "Finally! Real villains!". It was the first time after Stein and AfO I enjoyed the villains, but the way Shigaraki presented himself to Overhaul struck me: he was more firm, more charismatic, more confident, and I liked it.

But it was My Villain Academia (obviously) that made me reconsider his character altogther, not only because of his past, but also about his resolution. His resilience while fighting Machia, his developement in his beliefs, the relationship that united him to his comrades, the way AfO groomed him, the unlocking of his true powers... I finally understood why everybody referred to him as "The King".

Again, I don't want to justify him for his crimes. He is a villain, he terrorized people, he kidnapped a kid and plots to destroy everything, but when I try to recall if he actually killed relevant people or characters the fans love (that's the reason why you hate a character, not just because "I wAnT tO dEsTrOy ThE wOrLd", that's unoriginal and too common), almost nothing came to my mind.

(MANGA SPOILERS AHEAD!)

He decayed his entire family and his house, but he was a little kid who had just gotten his Quirk. He was scared, hurt. He felt fear and joy at the same time, but the experience was traumatic to him nonetheless.

He never killed the students, and all of his attacks actually failed (USJ, the Nomus in Hosu outshined by Stain and contained by the heroes, the camping which led AfO to prison and the LoV to lose their base... )

He took care of Overhaul. Brutally, yes, but he didn't kill him even though he could have. "I want to destroy everything that pisses me off" he said, and he clearly stated that he hated Overhaul.

During the fight in Deika he destroyed the entire city and in doing so killed and decayed plenty of the MLA members, but they were villains too, people organizing a coup d'etat and aiming to take the power.

After awakening during the first war, he decayed many things and Midnight died, but not directly by his hand.

Stars&Stripes almost sacrified herself, but she managed to destroy some of AfOs quirks along the way.

Currently he's fighting, but nobody died yet. Yes, he injured Bakugo, but he survived and is ready to fight back.

Most of all, I think most people forget the most important thing: He's not Shigaraki Tomura anymore.

He's All for One. Or, at least, his mind is buried deeply under AfO's influence. Yes, he "agreed" to this, but it's AfO who's ruthless and doesn't give a fuck about anybody, not even his "son" and heir. His son and hair whose eyes lighted up when Mirio mentioned him not having friends. His son and hair whom Izuku saw through OfA as a scared little kid.

I don't know. I just can't hate him. It's AfO I loathe and despise, and I really wish Tomura will decay that piece of shit in the end.

Thank you for coming to my TED talk.

#tomura shigaraki #tomura #shigaraki #the king #my hero academia #mha #boku no hero academia #bnha #justice for shigaraki #tenko shimura #tenko #shimura #ted talk #i will die on this hill

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reveseke · 1 year

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NOMU ! Katsuki Bakugo headcanons — ORIGIN

It' s not that detailed bc hard lol so any whump-related things , character death and torture have been only mentioned they are not descriptive . Also this au does not exactly follow through the original plot of the anime . It' s an alternative plot for it to fit and does not end up with the animes ending bc neo has yet to finish it lol .

Not proof read ! Bear with ne that there might be grammar errors , ne is not a native speaker ;) .

Characters — [ Katsuki Bakugo | Raid team mention | LOV. Mention | Dr. Kuydai mention | AFO mention ]

Genre — [ Hurt / no comfort ]

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So when Kat got kidnapped the heroes or the students couldn't rescue him. Instead he was accidentally killed during the raid because of trying to fight the villains and getting in front of a attacking hero. He bled out pretty much during the Kamino incident and when the LOV. Ended where they ended he was beyond recovering state.

Due to the potential and powerful quirk that Katsuki possesses as a villain and an asset he was instead brought to the lab. Now since AFO has been defeated, i think there could be a more artificial version of doing what he could. Like thinking more sci-fi type shit with a way of securing stolen quirks into something and then being able to give them as if they fuse into the body, bloodstream, DNA and mind.

But it's a lot more painful since it takes a lot of time and the character would need to be alive for it bc research. Also bc they want to make sure that he actually lives, even if it's barely so to see how it changes him.

Personally don't really like the do them like Kurogiri was done type of nomu when it comes to Nomu AUs lol so doing something different.

I think they could have someone with a revival quirk revive katsuki to a state he'd be alive enough to take care for a few weeks. So he just doesn't recollapse and die during the 'operation ' of exposing new quirks to his weak body. ( They still keep him weak and with quirk dampening collar bc they don't want him to try an escape any way possible lol. )

During the meek recovery time they give him which he is in agony and barely councious. The doctor, Kyudai, decides upon what he wishes to experiment with. Instead of going straight with how Kurogiri was made he ends up trying something more animalistic and shapeshifty, feral type ( iykyk ) even.

Having picked out the quirks from the storage of quirks he has to work with. It's been about three weeks and Kats still in pain but doing so much better than before at least. They've been starting the preparation of the operation already and he has no idea what's exactly going on.

So the only minus would be that he's stuck in a hospital bed, like literally restrained against it bc every now and then when staff came to check on him he would unapologetically trash around and try to attack them so they had to sedate him and made him rather delirious. They even muzzled him as well bc the man is loud and i mean L O U D even if heavily sedated.

He's most likely going to fight them every change and energy surge he gets even if sedated, he's stubborn and knows what's going on is very wrong even if he has no clue what's going on. So defiant smh giving the staff such a hard time /j .

Let's say bc of his fighting the staff he almost made his way to the skies again. His state was corrected tho, so the operation they had prepared him to undergo was successfull.

He was then caged up and locked away for four months before anything really happened. They monitored his state which was format for full two months. He kinda just fell into a coma for a sec.

But forcing him out if it with electric shocks as a experiment was successful. He awoke in pain and the first thing they got out of him was a blood curling scream of agony. His whole body welt like it was on fire and it went on for the rest of two months

His skin went from it's original colour to ashy black and had a weird soft leathery texture to it. His form changed to resemble a four legged snake, like an oriental dragon but not quite like it, with a black mane of dark cherry black hair with blond tips. ( Probs gonna end up drawing something resembling him lol )

His eyes went towards a orangish cherry tint and seemed rather flowy whispy-like like Kurogiris but more whispy.

His size if standing on his hind legs without tail would most likely be around 8'3-8'6 and with tail depending on the without tail measurements around 8'9-9'3 . Why I'm doing it this way ? Most likely because i wanna know how much he grows from first to 'final ' form. Aka when he grew first after the procedure and what he ended up being after settling in the new body. Y'know what I mean, right ?

After waking up it's more than evident that he has little to no idea who he had been before. Just waking up with amnesia and rolling with the pain and everything that most likely ended up with him being overstimulated and throwing a tantrum with bodies flying lol.

The quirks decided upon him were dragon , Shrink shift, Combust and his own original explosion quirk.

The Dragon obviously giving him dragonic form , shrink shift is about ones personal size shrinking and combust alight his mane and blood into a deep cherry red fire but not exactly to a explosive extention. And ofc his own explosions are just that explosions through his sweat ( although his quirk won't work properly bc he doesn't sweat anymore, but an alternative to that will be spoken later )

Testing is a pain in the ass and nursing everything together for him to be healed properly for it was even more. Live testing in which it was recorded for research with scientists + doctors present and having him test his abilities and new body finding and hitting the hard limits multiple times in a row.

It was basically torture for Kat. Since he had no recovery time in-between the testing and when got the time he was slow at it.

What they discovered was that from the dragon quirk the healing factory would only activate when he was on fire , but he had no resistance to his own fire which would end up hurting him more.

Just because the combust quirk worked it was risky to use, so with another add on he got a quirk that enchanted his recovery time and healing factory work giving him some but not much resistance towards the fire that the combustion quirk gave him.

Most of the quirks either malfunctioned together or gave him little to no resistance to the drawback of another quirk. Or it just ended up being really problematic quirk combo that was not suitable to be combined.

It was a shit show of upgrade and downgrade how the quirks worked and slowly Kat was becoming the most disasterous nomu they had ever created. He never lost his temper and was wildly unpredictable, they came to a conclusion of not being able to control him.

They assigned alot of people that worked under them to sedate him which with the healing factory increasing quirk did little to nothing because it fought the sedation very clearly. Many ended up dead trying to get him into a collar that would damped the quirks for a little while before they had him under control.

Although it was nothing to be surprised when he managed to escape his containment cell during the weekly remove-the-old-collar-and-put-a-new-one-on because he was fed up being in one or two places and he proceeded to wreck havoc in the laboratory where he was kept. He unleashed the pent up anger that ended up in a bloodlust and death of many workers.

After breaking out he finds himself in a forest, just besides an abandoned building site. The laboratory he was in being underground for more of safety reasons.

He discovers the other 'normal' nomus incubating in the abandoned building like it was seen during the start of Kamino incident. But at this point still in pain and pretty panicked he doesn't mind them bc they are dormant and just let's them be. Instead Kat finds himself roaming the site and puckering into buildings destroying them most likely.

A little delirious, fatigued and in pain he wanders off, trying to fly as much as he can which is not that much bc of fatigue. He does know how to do it, but he's still fatigued because of the testing.

He ends up collapsing somewhere in a shaded area with people that might have heard him. Most likely villains and vigilantes if the ring the abandoned site is is shady in the first place. They don't really do anything just kinda looks and if one of them is with the LOV. They might report about Kat being out. Literally.

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