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#manifestation rants
cyberjaiee · 2 years
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there is no reality you need to try to change except for your inner reality. you have an entire eternal reality that literally shapes, molds, and modifies everything you could think of. all you have to do is just imagine it in a different way. imagine the reality you want to live. in ur head rn, go ahead. what do u see ?? ur perfect body, ur perfect life, ur perfect partner ?? ok. great. now describe what you see to urself, in ur head, out loud, out on paper, whatever u want.
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now there you go, now it is yours. super simple right ?? AHT AHT AHT NO !! you do not need to do anything else at all. you're not getting anything, you already have everything u just said you have.
what ?? ur asking what to do if it doesn't come ?? oh come on, honestly do u hear urself ? oh.. oh this mf must be blind as fuck. close ur eyes again, imagine the reality you want to live. in ur head rn, go ahead. what do u see ?? ur perfect body, ur perfect life, ur perfect partner ?? ok. great. when in doubt, the only thing you need to refer to for clarity and reassurance is the you in your imagination. that's literally all that matters, babe.
it's not even being delusional, it's simple realization. the 3d is real, it exists, but not without your imagination and assumptions. there are so so so many realities where you have ur perfect body, ur perfect life, ur perfect partner, everything you just saw and more. so of course, you can effortlessly assume your way into that reality with 0 effort. all u need to do is think. once u think, it comes to u naturally. just don't go against it, don't tell yourself u have something but then talk to urself like u don't ??
the 3d must conform to you and match your desires, until then it means nothing to you. i have gotten literally so many things just by persisting in my assumption and not letting the 3d affect me at all. i love daydreaming, using my imagination, all that. so i just put it to use. visualize, affirm, daydream, and live in ur imagination. don't worry about forgetting a bit about ur 'current' reality, that's the point. u have it in your mind, therefore u have it. so start acting like it !! stop telling yourself you don't.
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navnae · 1 year
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This is eating me up inside, I genuinely want to know why is Steve so okay with putting himself down and everyone just thinks it’s fine? Like no one questions why he thinks so lowly of himself even though he’s done a lot to prove that he’s more than what the show let on. I think it’s weird how in a conversation he’ll slip in comments about himself that are negative. I also think it’s so gross that he can’t have a moment of confusion without being disrespected and I know it’s supposed to be funny but at a certain point someone should really ask “is Steve okay?” I can bet money that the answer won’t be yes.
I also want to add how come Eddie (someone who doesn’t even know Steve from a can of paint other than school) find something nice to say about him and not put him down. This also adds to my list why I think steddie is real but that’s for another time
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sirenesolace · 22 days
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as soon as i see a negative comment about my astrology placements i IMMEDIATELY scroll.
didn’t ask + don’t care + everything always works in my favor🤷‍♀️
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droppin4sheeran · 3 months
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why is giving up food so hard like i dont think people realize most people with eds love food
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wholewolfsbane · 4 months
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being nonhuman kinda feels like zoochosis in a way,,, like an animal raised in captivity in a non suitable enviroment who would never survive in the wild pacing around in circles for hours on end because they know it just isnt right
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cyberjaiee · 2 years
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(`Δ´) ﹒ ❋﹒📦 ﹒manifestation lesson one !? ﹐✩
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# WHAT THE HELL IS MANIFESTING . . . !!! 🩹 ★?!% ft. my personal manifestation back story
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i was reading a post on pinterest one day and i fully realized just what it is when i’m manifesting. unfortunately, the post had no credits ( it was cropped out because ppl tend to think that’s a good idea.. ) but if u think i’m referring to your post, shoot me a dm and i’ll edit in credits !!
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thankfully, i wasn’t in my law of attraction phase for long. i practiced law of attraction beliefs when i had first started shifting in 2018.
i thought i needed to take a shower, read my script, clean my room, stay happy, all of the law of attraction bullshit, in order to shift. i thought i had to do all this before attempting to shift in order for it to be a successful shift. of course, that never worked because like i said, it’s bullshit. so since it didn’t work i took a break, for a couple of years lol. i didn’t get back into shifting until 2021 when i had became unhappy with my body bc of personal experiences, so i desired change. yes, when it blew up on tiktok. i became reliant on it because i wanted to do anything i could to get away from my void ( current ) reality. i was using shifting as a desperate escape, i became obsessed. then i stopped again, because obviously it wasn’t working. then, i started hating my body again as old memories started resurfacing. they started to haunt me more and more.
in comes : subliminals.
i’ve known what subliminals were since 2017 when i started listening to subliminals to improve myself mentally, in hope my parents would be proud of the person i had become. i’m not going to get into that at all in this post so anyways-
when i started hating my body in 2021, i started listening to subliminals for a flatter chest, flatter stomach, tiny waist, abs- yk…. the things dysphoria can do to you. my desires where all over the place as i was still unsure what my gender identity was. one day, while listening to subliminals, a video was recommended to me.
in comes : hyler.
i love hyler with my entire being. without her i probably wouldn’t have found the law of assumption for a while. to this day, i still watch hyler just for fun, i love her energy and she frequently adds a new perspective with how i manifest. but anyways, hylers full explanation on what the law of assumption was, was the video that i watched. instantly, i fell in love. i loved the law of assumption and had more faith in it. since discovering, i binged all of the videos she had posted at that time was able to manifest plenty of things, but all of the ‘big’ manifestations came in ‘late’.
for a while i stopped consciously manifesting but would still watch hyler until she mentioned another youtuber and i checked her out as well.
in comes : sammy ingram.
i started watching sammy for self-concept and physical appearance related things. i liked her confidence so i listened and with this i was able to work on my self-concept a bit, but no major changes. after a while, i started wanting my ex back…. an embarrassing era tbh.
now i don’t watch sammy anymore, i personally do not like what she teaches and you’ll understand why very soon.
this is not with the intent to start drama or throw any types of shade. i’m simply stating some beliefs i had which, tbh, where both me and sammy’s fault.
now that we’re done with my goofy ass manifestation origin story, let’s get back on track. the pinterest post. sammy often preached about ( past tense bc idk what she talks abt now ) saturating your subconscious mind. she would talk about keeping a mental diet, affirming as much as you could, etc etc. and back then, i took it as truth. subliminals would talk about the same thing, saying : listen at least 30 mins a day, stick to your playlist, only listen to one topic then flush etc etc. now, i realize how untrue all of this is.
i would make subliminals with affirmations like ‘ive always had clear skin’ or ‘i already have my results’ but i would always look at it as revision affs. the truth is, i have TRULY always had clear skin. i actually do ALREADY have my results
every version of yourself from every reality you exist in is morphed into you. you are every single version of yourself that is possible. once you realize this, you’re at your highest power constantly. reality exist, the physical reality is real, just not in the way you think. its a real reality but not 'your' reality. not the one you're meant to be conscious of. you are able to shift anywhere easily and instantly, there's literally nothing that can stop you. there are infinite realities, there is a change in each reality. even the smallest changes exist in another reality. the small fact that a piece of your rug is facing another direction in this moment, is a reality in itself. everything is the same, except the fact that a piece of your rug is facing another direction, right now. any change that could possibly exist, no matter how many changes there are, it does.
when you shift realities, you are not yeeting your body into some other dimension with the possibility of being stuck, no. a shift in reality is simply a shift in consciousness. in one reality you aren’t even reading this post, in another you stopped reading a few seconds ago, but in this one, in the reality you are consciously aware of, you are still reading this. you’re constantly shifting, each moment you are shifting to a reality where you are doing what you are doing right now, thinking what you’re thinking right now, ykwim ?
ok that was a lot.. are you still with me ??
when you shift, you become aware of another reality that simultaneously exists with the one you are aware of right now. you don’t create anything, it already exists. you are simply unaware of that reality.
like i said before, you are one with every you in each reality always. you are never GETTING anything, it has always been yours. listening to subliminals, affirming, etc, it’s all just a reminder of what you already have. for example, i tell myself : ‘i have a tiny waist.’ of course i do. there is a reality where i have a super tiny waist and all i’m doing is becoming aware that it’s something i have. everything is the same, but instead, i now have a tiny waist. i'm in that reality now.
i used to think you’d have to work on your self-concept to manifest. when really, i don’t need to do anything but become aware. you don’t need to do anything but occupy the state of having your desire. you do not need to remove all your limiting beliefs, you don't need to saturate your subconscious, you don't need to go on a mental diet, you don’t have to fully believe or work on your self-concept, stop trying to be so perfect and stop abiding by these rules that never existed. trust yourself, know that everything you want is already yours. once you occupy this state, once you realize you are just shifting to a reality that you already exist in, you will realize just how easy and effortless this all truly is. when i listen to subs i’m reminding myself of what i have, same with visualizing, affirming, etc. my physical ( 3d ) reality has already conformed, i am just becoming aware of the reality where that is obvious. i’m not getting my desire, i’m reminding myself that i’ve had it for as long as i wanted.
this is why people say thinking of your desire brings it to you. it’s not an exaggeration for fast results, it’s true. the moment i desire something, i realize that there are infinite realities and infinite versions of me that already have what i desire. so, by getting into the mindset of having my desires, my reality will shift to give me my desires. i persist in the assumption that i already have what i want and instantly there is evidence of it in my physical reality. whatever i keep assuming manifests because my subconscious will find it true and will make me aware of the reality where that exists. i just change my thoughts.
in the next post i will explain what i do to manifest,, yk so that its fun and extra <33
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side note - when i was checking my timeline i came across these angel numbers lol, was scared as hell to post this but i am seeing this as reassurance,, if u like this pls lmk :
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versethetic · 1 month
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⋆⁺。˚⋆˙‧₊☽ ◯ ☾₊‧˙⋆˚。⁺⋆
i love constantly reminding myself that i’ve already been living my dream life.
like there have been a lot of times where it doesn’t quite click but when i really think about it, it all makes sense again. it is done. i can decide that it’s done, that there’s nothing left to do and ill still be fine. it’s guaranteed.
i finally have the ability to reassure myself and not have to worry about assuming the worst, cuz the worst doesn’t even fucking exist.
the life i’ve been daydreaming about, making pinterest boards for and listening to curated playlists about is actually just… my life!
⋆⁺。˚⋆˙‧₊☽ ◯ ☾₊‧˙⋆˚。⁺⋆
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agerasiaa · 4 months
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A crack fic about Lucifer, Vox and Husk making an Alastor Hate Club. And it’s just them once a week bonding over how much they hate Alastor and Husk realizes more and more how he doesn’t actually hate Alastor and is bitter about it, Lucifer randomly trauma dumps about his tragic life, and by each meeting Lucifer and Husk notice how Vox’s sheer hate borderlines on obsession and they share awkward glances every time he starts ranting and shows them his Alastor shrine or something. And when he makes some comments like “Alastor does this and that every day” (some very specific detail about him only a stalker/someone with a long history with Al would know) and the other two are like “how do you know” and he’s like “I just do.”
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navnae · 2 years
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No because let’s figure this out, I just saw a tiktok about how Steve threw his shirt at Eddie when he clearly could’ve thrown it on floor of the boat, or give it to Robin or Nancy but decided to give it to Eddie instead.
This is what makes Steve and Eddie’s relationship so complex because on the outside we’re supposed to get the vibe of them not liking each other but then they turn around and do shit like this.
Steve reaching for the walkie talkie when he hears Eddie’s voice then immediately taking charge to find him, Eddie invading Steve’s personal space whenever he got the chance, genuine happiness and softness around each other, Steve telling Eddie not to be so hard on himself, the stolen glances done when nobody else is looking, both of them having rough experiences with family but making sure that their the best role models for Dustin, when Steve asked about what car Eddie didn’t shut him down with a slick remark when he easily could’ve because that’s what everyone does to Steve but shockingly his “rival” didn’t, the flirty gestures towards each other, then with their final moments Eddie made it his MISSION to call out only to Steve once he realized that they were separating and this was probably going to be the last time he’s ever going to say anything to Steve again.
Lastly Steve being hesitant to look at the board that had Eddie’s photo on it after everything that happened. It was obvious he wanted to look but kept his head at this angle instead of just looking. We never got to see what Steve’s initial reaction was when Eddie died but I like to think that it was a heavy feeling in his chest knowing that he was gone. Part of it was feeling bad for Dustin knowing how important Eddie was to him but he started to realize he developed these feelings for him that Steve thought were for Nancy because that’s what felt right at the time. Steve got it wrong and he hates that he didn’t get to tell Eddie how he really felt about him when he had the chance.
Their story could’ve been the best thing that’s ever happened in season for if it was written better and more risks were taken. Steve deserved his self discovery storyline when he started having trouble with women and later on he could’ve realized maybe it because he’s tire of the same thing, that’s when Eddie comes in. Eddie is different from anything Steve is used to in many different ways which is why they would’ve been perfect (opposites attract). Then Eddie’s story could’ve been taking Steve’s advice and giving himself some slack but still feeling like he didn’t need to run, Steve would be the one to tell him that running away doesn’t define him in the slightest. Eddie never thought he would take anything that Steve Harrington says but here he was listening to him like his life depended on it.
In the end they were perfect for each other, going from “hanging out with Eddie ‘the freak’ Munson, yeah I’ll pass.” “I wouldn’t save your ass under different circumstances.” (I can’t remember how he said it but you get the point) then going to “Eddie’s a wanted man we can’t just go for a hike in the woods.” “I couldn’t grasp the fact that Steve Harrington, is actually a good dude.”
I don’t understand how people think that they couldn’t work when they were written this way with so many moments between them even small ones that are too quick if you blink you’ll miss it. Steve and Eddie deserved better and they deserved each other.
(Sorry for the rant but I hate wasted potential)
Also Eddie giving Steve his vest??? LIKE COME ON HE WAS INTO THAT MAN!
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sayhoneysiren · 2 years
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༒ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴏ ᴀᴅᴅɪᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ༒
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ɪ                    ɪɪ                                ɪɪɪ
ᴘɪᴄᴋ ᴀ ᴘɪʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇᴀᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍᴇꜱꜱᴀɢᴇ.
ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ꜰᴏʀ ᴇɴᴛᴇʀᴛᴀɪɴᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴘᴜʀᴘᴏꜱᴇꜱ ᴏɴʟʏ, ʙᴀꜱᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴʟᴏᴀᴅꜱ ɪ ʀᴇᴄᴇɪᴠᴇᴅ. ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ!
༞ʜᴏɴᴇʏꜱɪʀᴇɴ༞🍒
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ᴘɪʟᴇ ɪ 🩸
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↬ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴏʀᴀᴄʟᴇ: ꜱᴇᴅᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ, ᴍᴀꜱᴋ, ᴛᴡɪɴ ꜰʟᴀᴍᴇꜱ
ꜰɪʀꜱᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ꜰɪʀꜱᴛ, ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴄʜᴏᴏꜱᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴘɪʟᴇ, ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀɴ ᴀᴅᴅɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ...ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀɴ ᴏʙꜱᴇꜱꜱɪᴏɴ. (ꜱɪʀɪ ᴘʟᴀʏ ᴏʙꜱᴇꜱꜱᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴍᴀʀɪᴀʜ ᴄᴀʀᴇʏ). ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴅꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ɢɪᴠɪɴɢ ᴍᴀᴊᴏʀ ᴄᴏQᴜᴇᴛᴛᴇ/ꜰᴇᴍᴍᴇ ꜰᴀᴛᴀʟᴇ ᴠɪʙᴇꜱ. ᴏɴᴇ ᴍɪɴᴜᴛᴇ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʜᴏᴛ, ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇxᴛ ᴍɪɴᴜᴛᴇ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴄᴏʟᴅ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʀᴇꜱᴛɪɴɢ ʙɪᴛᴄʜ ꜰᴀᴄᴇ ᴏʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴏꜰꜰ ᴀꜱ ꜱᴛᴏɪᴄ/ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴʟᴇꜱꜱ. ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘᴏꜱꜱᴇꜱꜱ ᴀ ʜɪɢʜ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ɪQ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴘʀᴏʙᴀʙʟʏ ᴍᴀɴɪᴘᴜʟᴀᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴇʟʟ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ, ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ. ʙᴜᴛ ʜᴇʀᴇ'ꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴀᴛᴄʜ...ʏᴏᴜ 'ᴘʟᴀʏ' ɪɴɴᴏᴄᴇɴᴛ. ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ɪʀʀᴇꜱɪꜱᴛɪʙʟᴇ ʙᴀʙʏ ꜰᴀᴄᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ꜱᴇɴꜱᴜᴀʟ ᴀꜱ ʜᴇʟʟ. ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀᴅᴅɪᴄᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴅᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴅᴇꜱɪʀᴀʙʟᴇ. ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴍᴀʏ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴅᴜᴍʙ (ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴏᴋ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʟᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜɪꜱ) ʙᴜᴛ ɪɴ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴛʏ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ꜱᴜᴘᴇʀ ɪɴᴛᴜɪᴛɪᴠᴇ. ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ᴅᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ꜱᴘᴇʟʟꜱ. ɴᴜᴍᴇʀᴏᴜꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴇꜱᴛᴇᴅ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜ, & ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀ ᴘɪᴇᴄᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴅᴇʟɪᴄɪᴏᴜꜱ ᴇɴᴇʀɢʏ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴛᴇʟʟɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ꜱᴏᴜʟᴍᴀᴛᴇ ᴏʀ ᴛᴡɪɴ ꜰʟᴀᴍᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴛʜᴇʏ ꜱᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴏᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴀʟ. ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʟꜱᴏ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙᴀʙɪᴇꜱ ʜᴀ (ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇꜰᴜʟ).
ʙᴜᴛ ʜᴏɴᴇꜱᴛʟʏ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴘʟᴀʏ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀᴍᴇ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴇᴅᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ. ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴇᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀɪɴᴛᴀɪɴ ᴍʏꜱᴛᴇʀʏ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʀᴇᴠᴇᴀʟ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱᴇʟꜰ. ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ᴘʀᴇꜰᴇʀ ʜᴀɪʀꜱᴛʏʟᴇꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀ ʜᴀʟꜰ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜰᴀᴄᴇ, ᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʀᴜɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴀɴᴅꜱ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴀɪʀ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ (ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀꜱ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ). ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʀᴜɴᴡᴀʏ ᴡᴀʟᴋ ᴏʀ ᴍᴏᴅᴇʟ ᴘʜʏꜱɪQᴜᴇ. ɪ'ᴍ ᴀʟꜱᴏ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴘᴛɪᴏɴꜱ ᴏᴘᴇɴ ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ 'ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴅᴏ, ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ.' ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ Qᴜɪᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴜᴛ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴏꜰꜰ ɪꜰ ᴛʜᴇʏ ʀᴜʙ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴡᴀʏ, ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ᴍᴀᴋᴇꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴀᴅᴅɪᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ. ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴇɴᴇʀɢʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ꜱᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀꜱ ɪɴᴅᴇᴘᴇɴᴅᴇɴᴛ. ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴀʏ, ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴄᴜᴛᴇ ᴘᴏᴜᴛ ᴏʀ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴀᴄᴛ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙʀᴀᴛᴛʏ. ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜱᴀꜱꜱɪɴᴇꜱꜱ ᴛᴜʀɴꜱ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀᴅᴍɪʀᴇʀꜱ ᴏɴ ꜱᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ. ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴜɪᴛᴏʀꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴡɪʟʟɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴀʀ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ. ᴛʜᴇꜱᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴏꜰꜰᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ꜰɪɴᴀɴᴄᴇꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘʜʏꜱɪᴄᴀʟ ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴜʀᴇ. ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ꜱᴇᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ꜱᴀᴄʀɪꜰɪᴄɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍꜱᴇʟᴠᴇꜱ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ. ʟɪᴋᴇ ʜᴏɴᴇꜱᴛʟʏ ᴛʜᴇʏ ʟᴏᴏꜱᴇ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ꜱʜɪᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ. (ᴘɪʟᴇ 1 ᴡᴛꜰ ᴛʏᴘᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴍᴀɢɪᴄ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ? ɪ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ). ᴀɴʏᴡᴀʏꜱ, ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴅᴀʏᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ. ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇʀꜰᴇᴄᴛ ᴘᴀʀᴛɴᴇʀ, ᴄʟᴀꜱꜱʏ, ꜱᴇxʏ, ꜱᴍᴀʀᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴇꜱᴛɪɴɢ. ᴡɪʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴇᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ? ɪ ᴅᴜɴɴᴏ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴅꜱ ꜱʜᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ꜰʟɪʀᴛɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴇᴀꜱɪɴɢ *ɢᴇᴍɪɴɪ/ʟɪʙʀᴀ ᴠɪʙᴇꜱ* ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴄᴏᴍᴍɪᴛᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ'ꜱ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ, ʜᴀᴠᴇ ꜰᴜɴ!
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↬ ᴋɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴄᴜᴘꜱ, 2 ᴏꜰ ᴡᴀɴᴅꜱ, 7 ᴏꜰ ᴄᴜᴘꜱ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ, 7 ᴏꜰ ᴡᴀɴᴅꜱ, ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇʀꜱ, 8 ᴏꜰ ꜱᴡᴏʀᴅꜱ, ᴘᴀɢᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴡᴀɴᴅꜱ
↬ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴏʀᴀᴄʟᴇ: ᴄᴏꜰꜰᴇᴇ ᴄᴜᴘ, ᴀꜱᴄᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ
ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴄᴏꜰꜰᴇᴇ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴅʀᴜɢ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ. ᴛᴀꜱᴛʏ. ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ᴅᴇꜱᴄʀɪʙᴇ ɪᴛ, ɪꜱ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴀᴛ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ, ɢᴇᴛ ꜰᴜʟʟ, ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ᴄʀᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴍᴏʀᴇ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴅᴇᴠᴇʟᴏᴘᴇᴅ, ᴏᴘᴇɴ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴄʜᴀᴋʀᴀ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇꜱ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀꜱ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ꜰᴜʟꜰɪʟʟᴇᴅ. ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀ ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ꜰʀᴇꜱʜ ᴀɪʀ. ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ʜᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴀ ꜱʜɪᴛᴛʏ ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇʏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀ ᴛᴀꜱᴛᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴅᴀʏ ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɴᴛʟʏ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ ʙʀɪɢʜᴛᴇʀ. ᴏᴛʜᴇʀꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀʟꜱᴏ ᴅʀᴀᴡɴ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴇᴇ ʟɪꜰᴇ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ꜱᴜᴄʜ ᴀ ᴘᴏꜱɪᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴ (ᴏʀ ᴀᴛ ʟᴇᴀꜱᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ) ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴏꜱᴇ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ! ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇꜱɪʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʀᴀᴠᴇʟ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ. ɪ'ᴍ ᴀʟꜱᴏ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀ ꜱᴜᴘᴇʀ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴ, ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀꜰᴜʟ ᴀᴜʀᴀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄʜᴀʀɪꜱᴍᴀᴛɪᴄ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ. ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴡᴏʀᴅꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀꜱꜱᴏᴄɪᴀᴛᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀʀᴇ 'ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ' 'ꜱᴇxʏ ʟɪᴘꜱ' 'ʏᴏᴜᴛʜꜰᴜʟ' (ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇɴᴇʀɢʏ ᴄᴀɴ ᴀʟꜱᴏ ᴀᴛᴛʀᴀᴄᴛ ʟᴇᴇᴄʜᴇꜱ, ʙᴇ ᴀᴡᴀʀᴇ). ʙᴜᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ꜱᴇᴇɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀ ꜱᴘɪʀɪᴛᴜᴀʟ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴ ᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅʟʏ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ. *ᴘɪꜱᴄᴇꜱ/ᴀQᴜᴀʀɪᴜꜱ ᴠɪʙᴇꜱ* ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜ ꜱᴜᴘᴇʀɴᴀᴛᴜʀᴀʟ ᴅᴏᴄᴜᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʀɪᴇꜱ ᴏʀ ᴍᴏᴠɪᴇꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀꜱ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪꜱ, ᴛʜᴇʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜰᴀᴄᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴜᴘ. ᴍᴀᴋᴇᴜᴘ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴀʟꜱᴏ ʙᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴘᴇᴄɪᴀʟᴛʏ ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇʏᴇʟɪɴᴇꜱ ɢᴇᴛꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇꜱ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ʟᴏᴏᴋ. ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ʟɪᴛᴇʀᴀʟʟʏ ᴍᴇʟᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇʏ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇʏᴇꜱ.
ɪ'ᴍ ꜱᴇɴꜱɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴛʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ ᴏʀ ᴄᴏɴꜰɪɴᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ, ᴇꜱᴘᴇᴄɪᴀʟʟʏ ᴄʟɪɴɢʏ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴꜱʜɪᴘꜱ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ Qᴜɪᴛᴇ ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛɪᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ʙᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴏꜱᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ꜰᴜɴ ᴀɴᴅ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ʟᴀʙᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ. ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀɴ *ᴀɴɢʀʏ ʙɪʀᴅ* ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɪɴᴅᴇᴘᴇɴᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ ɪꜱ ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴛᴇɴᴇᴅ. ʏᴏᴜʀ ɪᴅᴇᴀʟ ᴛʏᴘᴇ ᴍᴀʏ ɴᴏᴛ ʙᴇ ᴅᴇꜰɪɴᴇᴅ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴇɴᴅʟᴇꜱꜱ ᴅᴀʏᴅʀᴇᴀᴍꜱ. (ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ ʀᴏʟᴇᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ). ʏᴏᴜ ʙʀɪɴɢ ꜱᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴅɪᴠᴇʀꜱɪᴛʏ, ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴛɪᴍᴜʟᴀᴛᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴀʀᴇᴀꜱ, ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟ, ᴘʜʏꜱɪᴄᴀʟ, ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴘɪʀɪᴛᴜᴀʟ. ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ꜱᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀꜱ ᴀ ᴇᴛʜᴇʀᴇᴀʟ ɢᴏᴅᴅᴇꜱꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀᴅᴍɪʀᴇʀꜱ ᴍᴀʏ ᴘᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴ ᴀ ᴘᴇᴅᴇꜱᴛᴀʟ, ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ɴᴏᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɪᴛ. ʙᴜᴛ ᴏᴠᴇʀᴀʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ʟᴇᴠᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴜᴘ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜᴘɢʀᴀᴅɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱᴇʟꜰ.
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↬ 8 ᴏꜰ ᴄᴏɪɴꜱ (ʀ), Qᴜᴇᴇɴ ᴏꜰ ᴄᴏɪɴꜱ, ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴇʀᴍɪᴛ, 3 ᴏꜰ ᴡᴀɴᴅꜱ, 5 ᴏꜰ ᴄᴜᴘꜱ, 7 ᴏꜰ ᴡᴀɴᴅꜱ, 4 ᴏꜰ ᴄᴜᴘꜱ, 9 ᴏꜰ ᴄᴜᴘꜱ, ᴛʜᴇ ʜɪᴇʀᴏᴘʜᴀɴᴛ, 7 ᴏꜰ ᴘᴇɴᴛᴀᴄʟᴇꜱ (ʀ)
↬ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴏʀᴀᴄʟᴇ: ᴘᴀʀᴀᴅɪꜱᴇ, ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴋᴇʏ
ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴘɪʟᴇ ɪꜱ ɢɪᴠɪɴɢ 'ᴄᴀᴛᴡᴏᴍᴀɴ' ᴠɪʙᴇꜱ. ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ꜱɪʟᴇɴᴛ ʙᴜᴛ ʟᴇᴛʜᴀʟ. ꜱᴏ ʏ'ᴀʟʟ ᴍᴀʏ ʙᴇ ɪɴᴛʀᴏᴠᴇʀᴛꜱ ᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴠᴀʟᴜᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘʀɪᴠᴀᴄʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜰᴏɢɢɪɴᴇꜱꜱ ᴍᴀᴋᴇꜱ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ. ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴅᴀʀᴋᴇʀ ᴀᴇꜱᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ, ᴡᴇᴀʀ ᴅᴀʀᴋᴇʀ ᴄʟᴏᴛʜᴇꜱ ᴏʀ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋᴇʀ ᴍᴀᴋᴇᴜᴘ. ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇɴᴇʀɢʏ ɪꜱɴ'ᴛ ꜱᴜᴘᴇʀꜰɪᴄɪᴀʟ, ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴꜱʜɪᴘꜱ ᴠᴇʀʏ ꜱᴇʀɪᴏᴜꜱʟʏ. ɪ ꜱᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴡɪꜱᴅᴏᴍ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴍɪɴᴅ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴘᴀᴛɪᴇɴᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴀᴄᴄᴇꜱꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴜɴʟᴏᴄᴋ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ʟᴇᴛ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇɴᴇʀɢʏ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢꜱ. ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴠᴀʟᴜᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴏ ᴇᴀꜱɪʟʏ, ɪᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇꜱ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴄʀᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴏʀᴇ. 'ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ.' ᴀʟꜱᴏ, ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʜɪᴅɪɴɢ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ ɪꜱ.
ɪᴍ ʜᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ 'ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴜʀɴ ʟᴇᴍᴏɴꜱ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴍᴏɴᴀᴅᴇ.' 'ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ʜᴏᴜꜱᴇ ᴀ ʜᴏᴍᴇ.' (ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴜꜱɪᴄ ᴏʀ ʙᴇʏᴏɴᴄᴇ). ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ꜱɪᴍᴘʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇʟᴇᴠᴀᴛᴇ ɪᴛ. ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴍᴀʏ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ 'ᴍɪᴅᴀꜱ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜ' ꜱɪɴᴄᴇ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ꜱᴜᴄʜ ᴀɴ ᴀᴍᴀᴢɪɴɢ ᴍᴀɴɪꜰᴇꜱᴛᴏʀ. ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴇᴇᴋ ꜱᴛᴀʙɪʟɪᴛʏ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴀʀᴍᴏɴʏ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇɴᴠɪʀᴏɴᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴅɪꜱᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱᴇʟꜰ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴀɴʏ ɴᴇɢᴀᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴠɪʙᴇꜱ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴘʟᴀʏ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴠɪʙᴇꜱ. ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀᴅᴍɪʀᴇʀꜱ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴛᴏ ʙᴜɪʟᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ. ᴛʜᴇʏ ɢᴇᴛ ɪɴꜱᴘɪʀᴇᴅ ʙʏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀᴍʙɪᴛɪᴏɴ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ᴀʟꜱᴏ, ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʏᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴛᴀʏ Qᴜɪᴇᴛ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ɪᴛ ɪꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴘᴇᴀᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴠᴀʟᴜᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴏʀᴅ. ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ɪɴ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇꜱ ꜰᴀᴄᴇꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇɴᴇʀɢʏ ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ ꜱᴏʀᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴡɪᴛʜᴅʀᴀᴡɴ. ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ʟɪᴛᴇʀᴀʟʟʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜᴜɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴛᴏ. ʙᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ, ᴛʜᴇʏ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇʏ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʀᴇᴡᴀʀᴅᴇᴅ ᴏʀ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ʟᴏʟ. ʏᴏᴜʀ ɪᴍᴍᴇɴꜱᴇ ꜱᴇʟꜰ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʏ, ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴄʜᴏᴏꜱᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱᴇʟꜰ.
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⭐️ ving myself until i hear back from a job telling me im hired
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sirensplayhouse · 2 years
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Abdullah told Neville, “don’t talk about going to Barbados, because you are already in Barbados, when you go to sleep tonight you’re not going to sleep in New York , you’re going to sleep in Barbados”
you want to wake up in your dream reality or to your dream appearance? you already have it
when you go to sleep tonight you’re gonna go to sleep as if you’re sleeping in your dream reality or sleeping with your desired appearance.
nothing more and nothing less.
persist and assume that when you wake up you’ll be waking up in the reality where you have all of your desires, and you will be. your subconscious hears your desires and exists to carry out exactly what you want.
the moment you open your eyes you will have exactly want you desire simply because you told your subconscious you wish to have it and since you wish to have it, it is yours.
“Have faith in your imagination act and watch it become reality”
ask yourself how would you feel if you woke up and had it all; some might feel free, joyful, ecstatic, too stunned to speak, etc. however you would feel to wake up to all of your desires being fulfilled, go to sleep in that feeling or feeling(s) because it’s already yours and watch your 3D conform instantly. (side note; emotions do not manifest and again all of this is my personal opinion)
don’t worry about the how it’s going to happen, just know it’s going to happen because you wished for it to happen. manifesting is instant nothing stops your manifestations from taking form. you have to put in the work to feed your subconscious the emotions and the thoughts that the person you want to be would.
for example;
you wanna wake up a multibillionaire. trust and believe Jeff Bezos is not sitting around complaining or thinking about how much money he’s spending, or that he needs to cut back on spending money or he doesn’t have it.
shift your mindset to the person that has billions of dollars in their account, you don’t ever have to worry about money because whatever you spend you get it back x 1000 , never think that you have a lack of money because you’re literally a walking ,talking , breathing multibillionaire who never has to worry about money because it flows to you so easily and effortlessly.
your manifesting your desired appearance? you’re beautiful, the baddest thing walking on two feet on this earth, men/women want to fall at your feet just by looking at you, your features are god/goddess like, nobody can resist your beauty and that’s a stone cold hard fact.
literally you can have all of your desires as soon as you think about them or as soon as you wake up the next morning all because you said so.
okkkkk I’m done with my rant, I just had to get that off my chest😌just know you’re a powerful ass god/goddess and nothing can stop your desires from manifesting instantly and easily not even you.
now I look forward to hearing how y’all read this and woke up with your desires or instantly manifested something just by thinking about it🤭
𝑆𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑦,
𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑑𝑒𝑣𝑖𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑠𝑖𝑟𝑒𝑛
🧜🏾‍♀️
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cyberjaiee · 2 years
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reminders bc ik sometimes we all need them
ur past, ur present, ur future, ur doubts, ur limiting beliefs, ur disorders or illnesses, ur negative emotions, OTHERS negative emotions, are no match for you. you are actually so powerful, i'm kind of in shock. but at the same time i'm not, of course you are. look around you, do you see all of these beautiful things you've created ?? you assumed that something as gorgeous as autumn leaves and midnight moons could exist and guess what ?? it fucking does. YOU. did that. wow, amazing. i'm almost in tears. nothing can affect you or your manifestations unless you want them to.
u alr have it all.. quiet literally. right now, i want you to tell yourself : "honestly, it's normal for me to get my desires within 24 hours at this point". nothing is outside of you, nothing can stop you. you were literally made for this. you wouldn't see the potential behind a simple desire if you weren't meant to make that dream a reality. you deserve it, real shit.
srry that i didn't make this pretty it's lowk jst a rant, pls lmk what other post you'd like for me to make :)
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dietcokewith0sugar · 25 days
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Them: You can't even take a joke
The Joke:
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soupthatistohot · 9 months
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BSD 110: An Absurdist Analysis
The fate of Aya Kōda
Since my post analyzing BSD 109 in accordance with Asagiri's absurdist storytelling got so much love, I've decided to continue analyzing the chapters thru an absurdist lens when I deem it relevant, and making predictions accordingly. I think that not only is it an effective way of reading BSD, it gives us readers a bit more hope that things will turn out okay when the plot is... like it is right now (lol).
I recommend checking out my BSD 109 post if you haven't already this since I explain the philosophy of the absurd in depth there :)
BSD 110 spoilers below!! Obviously! Also TW for discussion of suicide.
So. I really don't think the ten year-old girl is going to die.
On top of Aya being "the last hope" (more on that later), suicide is one of those things that absurdists really frown upon.
Aya's plan as I understand it right now is to add her weight to the table in order to pull the sword from Bram's body, this is why she jumps. If this works, the sword will be dislodged and she, the sword and the table would fall to the ground, which is very far below -- she would likely die upon impact.
Absurdists really don't like suicide as a solution to hopeless situations, most absurdist storytellers have their characters commit suicide because they have "given up". It's submission, giving into the meaninglessness of our reality rather than rebelling against and embracing the absurd.
We see this with Oda in Dark Era, his suicide mission is framed as him giving up on life because the orphans were killed. Of course, it also served as catalyst for Dazai's character development, compelling him to escape a situation that would have likely ended up in his own eventual suicide. All this to say that even though Asagiri chose to make Oda go on a suicide mission, the overall narrative purpose still lent itself to absurdism through Dazai's decision to defect. It needed to happen for the story to move forward as it has (and as we know from BEAST, there literally cannot be a universe in which both Oda and Dazai are alive).
So, if Aya dies now, what message does this send? It's almost certain that the world will literally end if she does, meaning that everyone's efforts up until this point have all been for naught, which, as I explained in my BSD 109 post, is the opposite of the entire point of BSD as an absurdist text. Aya is really the "last hope" right now, with all our other main characters pretty much screwed or just not present.
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"Nothing is impossible for a warrior of justice. We beat the bad guys and save the world, no matter what happens."
What Aya says right here is something I'd liken to the Dazai quote I brought up with my BSD 109 analysis: "The ones who actually make the world turn are those who scream within the storm of uncertainty and run with flowing blood." Both communicate the idea that there's never an acceptable point in time to give up (suicide), that there's always something more that you can do, even when things seem bleak. Those who "make the world turn" are one in the same with Aya's concept of "warriors of justice."
Aya may not succeed exactly the way we expect her to, but she absolutely is not dying like this. On top of the absurdist storytelling reasons, she's just a child. Of course, we know Asagiri isn't above killing kids, but Aya is a bit different than the other children we've met in BSD. Her character has been built up and developed, she has a fleshed-out backstory, and we've spent a lot of time with her. To kill off a little girl we've come to care about a lot would just be cruel, plus her death wouldn't really serve a narrative purpose right now.
So, what could happen?
One prediction is that Aya adding her weight to the table does dislodge the sword and she falls, but she is saved by another character. We know Kenji and Tecchou are out there right now, we haven't seen Yosano or Kyouka in ages, etc. etc.. Basically, there are definitely people out there that could come to her rescue.
But there's an option I like a lot better: Aya's ability manifests.
Aya Kōda was a 20th century Japanese novelist and essayist, and the namesake for the Aya we know in BSD. As far as we know, all the characters who are named after real-life authors possess an ability inspired by the life/work of said author. Aya doesn't have an ability yet, so logic follows that she will develop one by the end of the series.
I'm not sure where I read this, so take it with a grain of salt, but I believe that in BSD the character's abilities manifest because of trauma. Not only does Aya live in a somewhat emotionally abusive household, but she's literally been thrust into the middle of a conflict in which the world could literally end and has decided to jump off of a tall building to try to save the world -- I'd say that's pretty traumatizing!
I'm not familiar with the irl Aya Kōda's works enough to speculate about what her ability would actually do, but there's a decent chance that because of the current situation, her special ability will manifest in order to prevent her from dying and/or dislodge the sword from Bram. This would also fit absurdist storytelling very well, she's literally doing jumping off a building as a complete last ditch effort, it's a crazy plan that probably won't work -- but her other option is to just accept death, and that's not acceptable. If she were to manifest her ability in this moment, it would reinforce the idea that rebelling against the absurd has value, that even when things seem at their worst there's always something you can do.
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Anyway, these are just my thoughts! Please feel free to add anything you find relevant, especially if you're familiar with Aya's irl counterpart! See you next month ;)
Here's the BSD 110 translation I pulled the panels from.
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priimroses · 1 month
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bruh i just told my friend about the void state and how u can manifest anything instantly in that deep meditative state and she immediately went “i wish that were reeealll!” in the most condescending tone ever because i told her about how i still believe in shifting after 4 years not too long ago and she disagreed with me. i’m not even upset about how she doesn’t believe in shifting because suit yourself, but the way she said it was so rude… it was like sing-songy and u could tell she was making fun of me and making me feel like i was crazy for believing that. and i told her that its literally been around and known/researched on since forever and she said she still didn’t believe in it, despite her LITERALLY believing in manifestation?? like?? girl. she only thinks i’m believing in NOTHING all because i believe in shifting. even tho manifesting IS shifting. sorry for the rant, i just hate when people, especially my FRIENDS, try to make me feel like im insane.
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